12-1-97 - DREAM - (this is the end of the dream)  I was standing on the far side of a street or tracks of a railway station. I was afraid because Edward was coming home and he needed money.  I saw Edward standing in front of the station which was a long, low building. He hadn't seen me yet. I heard someone call his name, "Mr. F. Your girlfriend is on the phone and she needs $300 right away."  He ran off towards the phone which was on his left.  I was panicky and didn't know which way to run

12-1-97 VISIONS - I saw two live cartoons - pictured below.  Both were about dogs.  See the size of the dog in comparison to the person.  When I woke up in the morning I was feeling VERY angry for no reason. It seemed to be an emotional test of sorts. I had to be careful to watch what I said and did that day and not to give in to the animal instinct that was trying to get control

12-1-97 - DREAM - G.H. and I were together again one last time as I saw it in our painfully emotionally torn love affair of the heart that lasted 40 some years. We each had to go home again. I heard him deny our love to his family. I didn't blame him for that. He had to take some special pills to keep his heart going. He was 10 years older than me and I could take care of myself. I walked proudly, my long beautiful hair, looking as young as ever. I felt a sense of triumph and joy and let him go.

12-2-97 - NOTE- I woke up at 11:30 p.m. I wasn't tired so got up to work on the computer for an hour.  I then went back to bed and lay behind Joe with my arm over him. I began to see a light at the top of my head and received a telepathic message to let go of Joe and roll over the other way. I refused because I wanted to control my own will. I got the same message 5 times. I forced myself to hang onto Joe even tighter and not roll over. I then felt as though my astral body was pulled up through the top of my head, feeling like a Ragged Ann doll hanging over a child's arm. The next thing I knew I was wide awake and in the same position. I asked Joe what time it was. It was 3 a.m. So was gone at least 2 hours.

12-3-97 - DREAM - I became infatuated with a hunk of a man. Every time I met with him I felt naked but when I'd look down at myself, I was wearing a pink dress. As I was waking up, he told me his name which I saw in a vision within the dream. It was printed out on a sheet of paper. It was DREAM MIND and CONTROL.

In the dream, he moved in with us. He had a butler, a maid, and a driver. He told me to hire a cleaning lady. I didn't want to pay more than $10 a week. The cleaning lady lived in the same building we did. She came in with 3 kids and a red cat.

In the basement of this building was a workshop where I found some electrical supplies. I found a box with 3 electrical testers and decided to keep them to use. I found a box marked transistors and decided they wouldn't be necessary and decided to sell them for $5.

The man told me he was  buying me a dog which I had to keep in my own room.

I went into the livingroom or parlor which was empty of furniture but had a large window overlooking the street. I lay down on the floor and began to do leg exercises like a ballet dancer or Yoga. I decided I wanted full control over my metaphysical life and decided to go to the library to study it.

12-4-97 - SPECIAL MEDITATION - I was holding an old pink quartz crystal which was found in the yard - unwashed and uncleansed. I asked the crystal if it had any messages for me or for mankind.

I saw a small brown rabbit on my right, which changed into a large brown mouse which ran forward. 

I again asked the same question.  I sensed great anger and saw a hand hold something up. A voice said, "I wish I had been able to hold onto that stone."

12-4-97 - DREAM My boss Tom asked me why I bought 15 refrigerators for use next year. He also asked me if I bought the drug diason of disophamine.

The purchase order was dated 5//4 and the size of the purchase orders were 5 feet by 4 feet big.

12-5-97 - DREAM - A woman came and handed me a child. She showed me his name. It was Paul/alaskan.  I took the child and saw that his shoes were too big for him. I decided to tighten the strings to hold the shoes on his feet until he grew into them. As I tightened the strings and the left string broke off so I couldn't tie a know nor make a bow. The dream changed to a list of dogs. the #1 dog was the Alaskan Malemute (A large white dog)

12-6-97 - DREAM - I was in the Meikle Rd. house. I was in the kitchen/livingroom area. The telephone rang and it was Joe asking if I needed anything before he came home. I said "No! I didn't."  At the same time I knew he was laying beside me sleeping. I saw a light coming in the driveway from the right and knew it was Joe.

When Joe came in the door, the only light in the house was over the white kitchen table. There was a girl named Kathy visiting. She said, "Hello!" then went upstairs. (There is no upstairs in this house) I then went into the hallway and sat down at a sewing machine. I looked at it and said, "This isn't where I want to be. I want to be at the computer...writing. I went back into the kitchen and picked up a little girl and held her in my right arm. She was wearing a black and white outfit and had an Oreo cookie stuck in her mouth (black and white) the wrong way and was gagging. I took the cookie from her mouth and presented it to her the right way to eat it. It promptly melted in her mouth and her mouth turned black from it. I saw too that she had a matchstick stuck to her face by her left eye, which I removed and held in my left hand. I saw another little blonde girl sitting on a child's chair and she too had an Oreo cookie which melted in her mouth and turned her mouth black.

12-8-97 - DREAM - I was sitting at a computer watching a yellow screen with brown writing  it which was automatically scrolling down. It was giving instructions for a task which I was supposed to do. The disk it was reading was the older 5 1/2" size and belonged to Joe. However, my computer was the only one which could read them. It got down t the end of the text and I scrolled it back up. It read: 'TO ORDER SUBSCRIPTIONS TO JVD MAGAZINE" send $25.00: (address)

12-8-97 - DREAM - I was at my 16th St. house upstairs in the master bedroom preparing for something. My daughter was in her room across the hall. I had to go downstairs to do something. When I came back up I discovered the light was out in my bedroom and I hadn't left it that way. I discovered then that when I turned my light o, my daughter's light went out, and when she turned hers on, mine went out.

My Father was there and was angry at me because I had missed a phone call. The phone was in my room and while I was downstairs the phone had rung and nobody had answered it.

I went into another bedroom which was used for writing and had a computer also. It was in perfect order and a man was at the computer working.

In the hallway, I had put a long kneehole type dresser and that is where I was going to do my writing for a desk. My daughter and daughter-in-law were envious and wanted that dresser but I was going to use it myself.

Outside on the front porch, I went out from house to house gathering books in the neighborhood. When I came back I noticed that a bee hive had swarmed. The bees had separated though and there were many little clumps on the sidewalk. They would fly up, then regroup and land in another spot. There were many little groups like that and I moved away from them when they flew up to regroup.

In the front of the house on top of a small brick wall, I was studying photographs of crop circles. They were very complicated. A woman named Robin came along and wanted to be trained to help trace the photographs. I told her it would take practice to trace them in order to use them in our magazine.

12-9-97 - DREAM - I was in a large post office. I went up to the window to buy stamps and could not get service because some children were taking up time asking about how to get a patent on something.

It was 5 p.m. and time to close. A whole bunch of people lined up at the window next to me to buy stamps, but it was 5 p.m. and closing time, so when the children left the window, they just turned off the lights behind the window and left us standing there.

I turned to walk away and saw that all the female clerks were dressed in pale baby green dresses, and the male clerks wore clothing with pale baby green ties and head bands. The carpeting was also that color.

When the clerks left the back office, they left the door open and the lights on. (This was not behind the window, but in a separate room) I walked into this room. There were many desks there and the telephone started to ring on one of the desks I was near. The telephone turned into a mini-television set and I stood there and watched the screen.

The first picture told about a war starting in the Middle East.

The second picture told that the war that started in the Middle East would escalate into WWIII.

The third picture told that we need to know the price of corn in Ohio in June of 1998. (That told me that prices will rise because of flood or drought and we'd better buy corn ahead of time so we don't get caught in the food crunch next June).

I also thought that other food will probably be affected because the U.S. has sold off all the stockpiled food to Russia and other countries and recent reports are that 1997 corn stocks were piled on the ground and are in danger of rotting this winter.

12-8-97 - DREAM - I was trying to tell my friends the prophecies I have just related in the previous dream and the Father of the woman I was with told me that WWIII was inevitable because the churches in the neighborhood have been talking about this particular war for a long time and there was no stopping it.

12-8-97 - VOICE - "Have you seen #355 from L-Eagle?"

12-10-97 - DREAM - I was watching some men stealing cars from a parking lot. The police hadn't been able to catch them, but it was so obvious to what they were doing as they're activity was repeated over and over during a pre- hours using the 1st 5 spaces.  At exactly 8 a white car pulled in and I noted it was in space #6. Out of that car came friends from my UFO group who had been abducted. We all met in a small round diningroom and ordered coffee prior to dinner. Heide showed me her new wristwatch. It was a gorgeous gold bracelet that clipped on.

The other women in the group were wearing sleek form fitting dresses and talking about other fancy restaurants they had been to. I felt very out of place with them because I didn't feel comfortable dressing that way.

12-10-97 - VISION - I saw a symbol like a crop circle with a circle with 3 arms.   They told me I was part of a trinity which made me part of the spiritual, dream, physical connection.

NOTE: On 2-21-98, we received a crop circle magazine in the mail, and lo and behold we saw this pattern which so resembled by dream.  I had NOT known of it's existence prior to this. It had been discovered on Aug. 5, 1997. Here are the details of it: DETAILS: This circle with three arms appeared in a field of ripe wheat in the field next to the 1995 double ringed circle in rape (Sx 1995/001) All crop was laid clockwise or away from the centre. Some stalks noticeably around the edge, were laid in the opposite direction, much like the Newhaven formation. A bowl-like depression was observed in the centre of rotation, a common occurrence often noticed in Sussex formations and not indicative of being man-made. Short, green barley stems growing within the formation were still standing upright. Although the pattern had been present for several days and was clearly visible from the road, it wasn't reported untl one da before harvest. The full survey was carried out on what remained two days later.

12-10-97 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. walking up to m house. It was spring and clouds of pollen and tin purple flowers were floating down from the tall trees. I was thinking how fortunate I was to be part of the dream connection.

I went inside the house where the telephone was ringing. It was a woman in California asking for Aaron Security to make a bid on a job for her. Then she asked if Dave could do the job himself because she was looking for someone to perhaps do the job 50 cents an hour cheaper. I heard Dave's voice on the portable communication radio we used. I tried real hard to talk back but the battery was down.  I started looking for a spare battery but only found other electronic parts - no batteries.

I was waiting for a man to call me on the phone whom I felt romantically about but I don't know who it was...just a man. The phone wasn't ringing so I toyed with the idea of calling the man instead of waiting.

Then I remembered I had Joe and went upstairs to where he and I lived together and had t go past my antique sewing machine that was piled higher than my head with clothing that needed mending and I made a promise to myself that would I would never call another man until ALL the mending and ALL the laundry was done.

12-11-97 - DREAM - The baby returned. The baby is only 2" long. I've been dreaming about him a long time...many years and he never gets any bigger.

In this dream, we were in my 16th St. house and I heard my baby making noises in the living room. As I went through the diningroom to the livingroom to find him, I could hear the baby crawling from the livingroom, thru the hallway, into the kitchen.  When I got back to the kitchen, the baby raised up his left foot to show me his left foot. He was wearing a white bootie with a light blue sock under it. I pulled them off and saw that his little toes were crunched inside the sock and were purple from lack of circulation. He wriggled his toes and laughed, delighted to be free of the bootie and socks.  He then perched on top of a persons sole of their foot on his belly ...perfectly balanced. (I don't know whose foot it was.) I sat there wondering if he was ever going to grow or if he'd always be that size. meanwhile the baby was cooing and laughing.

NOTE: After I woke up, I was thinking about the baby with my eyes closed and I slipped into a vision. In the vision, I asked what the little baby was for. I was told by the dream that the baby was there to bring messages. I then saw two large pieces of drawing paper and a hand reached out to pull the bottom piece out from underneath. On it was a sketch of a ship on the ocean. The dream voice said, "Just wait until John Lennon's sketches come out...Oh! Man!" 

12-11-97 - VISION - I saw a person's butt and it's "ass hole" was being surgically removed."

12-11-97 - VISION - I was an airplane flying.

12-11-97 - VOICE - "I went to North Korea one time and it was in 1st place."

12-11-97 - DREAM - A big wide stairway to the basement was being built onto my 16th St. house, but I found a wide stairway with uneven stairs  already built. I went down the steps and discovered a badger/weasel down there that was black/brown-purple/green-blue/white.  He was so ugly. I ran back up the stairs but I last looked at the weasel. He was balanced on top of a bicycle.

I went back into the house where a young girl named Linda told me to tell her when a young man named Jim arrived. It was obvious she had a crush on him.

When Jim arrived, I spotted him waiting for me in a side room. I went over to him and began kissing him. He and I had been seeing each other secretly and were in love and nobody knew it.

Then he asked me, "When you dreamed about the baby, were they married in the dream?"  I thought they were but wasn't sure.  He said, "You know your dreams are the window to the soul and tell a person what they are really like. You know I want to marry you, but I have to know if those people were married.

(As far back as I can remember, the baby was the husband's and he had brought the baby with him when they got married.)

At that point, Linda came to the door and the vacuum cleaner she had been using stopped running. I thought the plug had come out of the wall but it seemed rather that the light switch somehow connected to it and the switch had been turned off.  Jim disappeared somewhere and I walked through the house.

Suddenly a huge  bison appeared in the kitchen and began rampaging through the house. It was so huge, I was terrified of it. I began screaming and barricaded myself in another room. I was trying to find doors that would close to escape, but none of the doors would close, they all had stuff in the way.

I started screaming for Jim to shoot it, and a huge brown dog started barking to get to it to attack it, but it was blocked from getting thru a passageway by a big brown door and before I could find my husband, he hollered, "I don't think he's in the house anymore. I see two bison out in the yard."

12-11-97 - DREAM - I was getting food from a small refrigerator boxes and a pretty young woman pointed out a futuristic video game  she said was better. It all came to naught because it lead me into a corner where I saw recipes written for real food, but no more info as forthcoming.

A man came along whom I thought was Representative Dole.  He said, "If it comes from outer space, it's a trap."

The words were embedded in squares of candied Dole pineapple.

I then saw a tray of Dole pineapple and other candied fruit with a message in the first row. I couldn't read it so the dream voice became Representative Doles'.

12-12-97 - DREAM - I was at work. It was my job to direct  visitors to the seating area near the President's office.

A foreign appearing man whom I believe to be a Russian, and looked similar to Gorbachev, but didn't have the maker on his head, came to see the President. The man was dressed in what I thought was an obsolete looking suit. Instead of going into the inner waiting room I indicated, he chose to stay in an outer room used for other visitors who might be apply for a job.

The man disappeared somewhere. I went looking for him because it was nearing the appointment time.

I next saw the man in American looking clothing, carrying a can of Cocoa cola and standing head to head in a loving way with Jeff Rense from Sightings Radio and some other men.

I thought to myself that it was a little strange that these men got so cozy so fast. They then left for their meeting.

I went back to my office because I was quitting my job without notice  to go off with a handsome man to live with him.

We went off down the street with our arms around each other. I made sure I left nothing behind in the desk drawers of mine. I didn't want to have to come back for any reason.

12-12-97 - DREAM - I went to Concordia College in a small town in Wisconsin. I saw how big it was and remarked how surprised I was.

I then set myself up to do psychic reading for people. A woman came in with her child. I read the child's fortune and rated her as a "B". The woman then decided to have her own fortune read and I convinced her she would be better off to hang around with her child because he child was so good. She said,"You're right!  I'm not ready to go off on my own yet."

12-12-97 - MEDITATION - I was meditating , successfully raising my vibrations, but then forgetting to do what I went to the other level to do. when I came down, I came down too fast and my heart would pound until I relaxed again. I went up and down several times.

I decided to ask for predictions, but I fell asleep instead.  

In the dream, I was doing something in the hallway of my apartment building. I noticed I was being watched by someone outside.  I put my hand up to the window of the door to show them  I saw them. Then I opened the door to see what the man wanted.

the man nailed his old red indoor/outdoor carpet from his patio to the fence, telling me he was installing some plush green carpet in it's place. I knew he was going to ask the owner to reimburse him for the cost of the carpet, but since he had not asked permission, I told him I had to see the carpet and make a judgment call on the replacement necessity. He had even rolled up part of the sidewalk so I told him I was not going to walk thru the mud to go look at his carpet. So, he rolled the sidewalk back down.

His apartment was way down the block. To get there, if you followed the sidewalk, you had to walk up hill a block, across a block and back down a block.  On the way up the block I met two girls who were delivering two mechanical remote controlled airplanes to a shop near where I was going.  I saw other remote control planes of various sizes. I met the girls at the intersection of the first block up hill.

From there I could see that if I followed the sidewalk which I always did out of habit, I still had to go across one block to the big city then back down the hill to the building which I could see was on the blue ocean shore.  

The girls were diagonally  cutting across an empty parking lot to reach the same point I was going to. I saw they were going to get there a lot faster than I would. I was actually wasting time just out of habit.

As we got nearer to the remote control airplane shop, I saw some large planes which I admired.  I saw that each girl had a remote control plane in her hand and that the large ones which were parked were VERY attractive to me.  I was a little intimidated by the fact that those plane were remotely controlled by men behind the windows at the shop.  I then noticed that I also had a remote control plane in my hadn. I practiced throwing it up in the air a couple times and it would float gently back down. But then I came to a place where there were wires and beams overhead that I had to miss going up and coming down. Because of the obstructions I had to fling the plane upward faster than normal which caused it to come down faster and it crashed The more I tried to get past the obstructions the more I crashed. I finally gave up trying and woke up.

12-13-97 - DREAM - I lived in a big apartment building and went to visit some people downstairs for awhile who had children. We had a pretty good time talking and playing with the kids. Then I went back upstairs with one of the little ones following me upstairs.  I then wanted to go down to the lobby to get something and went to the elevator. I pressed 1, got on the elevator and went downstairs. I did something, then went back to the elevator to go back upstairs. It wasn't working, so I was going to take the stairs instead.  I went past a room where a guy named John jumped out of bed and started to holler at me, "Where the hell have you been?"  I said, "Why?" Did we have a date or something?"  He said, "Follow me!" and took off down the hall back toward the lobby. In the lobby, there were a lot of people all dressed up. We went past them and went around a corner where he led me to a small meeting room. He went in ahead of me so I had to open the door myself.  I opened the door and there stood my entire family -  minus the tiniest grandchildren and my mother and father. My daughter presented me with a beautiful white Pointsettia plant and they all hollered Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday."  I said, "You've all been waiting herr for 4 hours?" and they said, "Yes!" in unison. I even remember my brother and sister being there.  My Father sat by himself on the left on a bench. He said, "Well, my plane is due for take off so I have to leave. A short Asian man went over to my Father and fitted him with some thick blue goggle type glasses to which he fitted an air/oxygen type thing, then fitted a blue face mask type thing over his face. Then he stood up to leave.

The next thing I knew it was morning and I had to go to work. I got to work and found another girl sitting in my seat in the Engineering Department. I asked where I was supposed to sit. They said they thought there was a place for me way down near the shipping department.

When I walked all the way down the hall to the other end of the building I found my office. It was carpeted in brown and it looked like a bedroom with a desk in it.  The boss was a guy I remember being drunk in other dreams though he was sober now. He said he was hoping for a  young chick for a secretary, then he noticed I was wearing stockings and high heeled shoes and saw my legs and said he had no complaints. He said he spent most of  his time at the bar next door anyway, so all he required from me was coffee and some sweet dessert that looked like a long chocolate eclair with yellow frosting on top.  He said, "Let's go bar hopping and get acquainted."  I said, "Okay! But I drive the car." and took the car keys out of his hand and put on flat black shoes. He said, "Okay!"

Suddenly an alarm rang and red lights started flashing. He said, "follow me!" and we went down into the sub-basement. The hallway lights were off and dark but the red alarm lights and sirens were going off everywhere.

I don't know if he expected me to be scared, but I wasn't because I had been head of maintenance for 8 years and had inspected all these rooms before. We went down a side hallway. I saw someone g into a bathroom on the left. He said, "The problem is in the water pumping station."

We went through a small anteroom, then he opened the door into a huge room where we were now underneath this gigantic bowl which was rounded underneath and stood on pedestals on the concrete floor. I could see at a glance that water was beginning to seep through the bottom and it was in danger of breaking loose in a massive deluge.

12-13-97 - DREAM - (Ref. Gen: 37:;12)   I went to a bar and asked for a brandy sour/sweet. The bartender gave me a small maroon bottle with just one drink in it. He put it into a vine-like thing with a tube with a tassel on the end to suck it through. I promptly broke it off. While I sat there,   three  vines grew and came near me and I broke them off I felt guilty about it so tied the ends back on so nobody else would notice.

When I woke up the dream dropped out of my mind and I forgot it. While I lay there with my eyes closed, the corner of my dresser cracked. I said, "Oh! Hello! I'm ready for a message if you have one. The dream popped back into my head with a square-like a picture frame in the middle. In the square were these words.


12-12-97 - VISION - I was in a large stadium. There was a children's baseball game going on. Some ran home standing up, some slid in feet first, and some dove in headfirst, but they all reached home. At the end of the game, the coach came forward and said, "good game guys!"

12-12-97 - VISION - I was seeing my web page and it was all jumbled. I was told the 3 things were out of order. (I didn't have them in alphabetical order)

12-13-97 - DREAM - I had my apartment keys and the main key was magnetic. The door would unlock just by touching the key pad with the tip of the key in a  certain way.

I had to go to the bathroom really bad, but I couldn't figure out which way to hold the key to open the door to my apartment.  Then, when I went down the hall toward my apartment, I saw that the door was already open and I felt really stupid for suffering for nothing.  I went into the apartment to go to the bathroom and found myself in the neighbor's apartment instead. I could hear her and her daughters talking really loud, though they were in the bathroom and didn't know I was there. So, I tiptoed back out of the apartment back out into the hallway and I was back by my own door. I felt very confused.

12-13-97  - VISION - I heard a telephone ring and my neighbor handed me her phone. It was my ex-husband Jim. He said that my daughter Jeanne had not been able to reach me by phone She wanted to know if I could take George's place tonight, so she wouldn't have to go out and teach. I said,"The George that lives in the apartment below mine? Sure, I can do that."

I thought about this when I came back to consciousness and felt even more confused because it doesn't make sense.

12-13-97 DREAM - I was in my apartment and someone knocked on the door. I opened the door and it was Melissa. (Joe's daughter-in-law) She said, "I bought this white pointsettia for you.  All you have to do is give me $5.00 for it." I said, "Oh! It's so beautiful, but I hadn't even seen it yet. I felt the package and the flower paper was still on it. I felt really stupid. Then I realized I couldn't see the flower or the paper, though I could see her and the wall beyond, I couldn't see what I had in my hand.

At that point I was feeling a little scared that I was going blind. I looked at her face and said, "Are my eyes open or closed?" The sensation on my eyes were that they were closed, yet I could see her but not the flower.  I tried blinking to see whether my eyes were open or closed. They felt closed and I could not open them.

I turned and walked down the hallway feeling my way along the wall with my hand and carrying the flower in my hand.  When I entered Joe's room, I could see perfectly clearly and my eyes opened. I could see Joe outside the large window working on his brown van with his two sons.  I said, "I couldn't tell if my eyes were open and Melissa just gave me this white pointsettia. She want's $5.00 for it."

I took the paper off the flower and it was the dregs of the dregs of red pointsettia flowers. It actually only had 2 red bracts on it and some pitiful little green leaves in the center, struggling to grow.

Joe said, "She probably stopped off at the flower stand and bought the thing for a buck and is trying to make a big profit."  I knew too that the day before Christmas you can pick up pointsettia plants anywhere for $2.99.  Joe said, "Just leave it here and I'll take care of her."

I then walked outside and down the steps. There was a man standing there. He was working on a motorcycle. He said, "It takes 6 weeks training in order to do repair work."

I said, "Things have change a lot. It only takes 4 to 6 weeks now."  Then I realized it was the same and I felt stupid again.

12-16-97- DREAM - I was in an apartment building and met a girl on the 2nd floor. She invited me into her apartment. She was showing me around when one of T.J.s girlfriends appeared. I think it was Stephanie. I tried to say, "Hello!" but choked on the word. The girl asked me, "Aren't you going to say, Hello?"  I replied that I had just woken up and it was a little hard to talk yet. The first girl then asked me to look at some pictures she had on her wall. Two were of cow heads and the 3rd was of two men.  (See Gen. 41:1-5 about the fat cows and the gaunt cows)  I looked at the paintings and said, "Oh! Those are off the Internet. I've seen them and Joe and I discovered them. One man was laying down alone and the other man and a cow were laying down and the cow was sucking the life out of him. it was pretty disgusting to see.  I didn't say anything to the girl though.

(If this is a prophetical dream like the one in Genesis, there would be two good years of plenty, and one of famine)

12-16-97 - DREAM - I was on a city sidewalk. There was an "old" man sitting on a bench We were just talking over things and he wanted to know if I had any problem. I said, "I know a married priest who had a problem."  The old man asked, "Would you rather be alone?" I said,"No! I was alone a long time and I'd rather be with someone now." He said, "Then what's the problem?"  I said,"He's married."

12-16-97 - DREAM - I had a dream about a computer page. When the dream was complete, I consciously tried to send the finished page to Joe's computer. I was thinking, "If Joe ever wakes up and remembers MY dream, it'll be a miracle."

12-17-97 - VISION - As I was going to sleep, I saw a young girl dressed in white on my right going into the light and I followed her. Then I was looking out a window at a beautiful garden landscape beyond.

12-17-97 - DREAM - I was on the computer, typing in urls, trying to make a pattern so that if you clicked on one, it would take you full circle through the sites back to the beginning from whatever point you started in a ferris wheel type pattern. I was not able to solve the puzzle.

12-17-97 - DREAM - I was in a place where we were tourists. I and a man walked out into the parking lot where we were walking in about 6" of water. We looked to our right where there was a long, wide bridge over a wide river that was flooded higher than the road in places.The water flowed uphill in a brilliant sparkling expanse, reflecting the sky up the hill beyond.   The man I was with said, "Imagine what it would be like to fly across that expanse as fast as you could go.  Like a flash of light, I felt slingshotted across that bridge and up the hill as fast as I've ever gone and when I landed half way up the hill beyond, I kept climbing the hill. All the way, the water never diminished in depth, it was always the same 2 inches all the way up. It was a challenge, but I loved what I was doing.  Finally, I reached the top and stepped out of the water on dry ground.

Once on top of the hill, you did not go back down, but walked along terraced hills that were like green carpet. Even the rocks were soft like stuffed with cotton.

There were other people up there. Sightseers like me. I wanted my children to see this and I excitedly headed back towards the pavilion. At that point, I was more or less following a man. He disappeared behind a bush and I couldn't see him anymore. So, I took a few more steps and slid feet first through the bushes down the hill and landed in a paisley purple/blue area like carpeted rock steps that were again soft like stuffed with cotton.  One had to descend these steps in giant strides as they were not people sized steps and were slanted downward also, not level. Your momentum carried you along faster and faster as you descended.

Finally, I reached an underground place where railway type tracks were elevated, again like in an amusement park. Because my momentum had carried me downward so fast, I ran into the tracks and they were all disjointed and there was garbage strewn around such as McDonald's and Big Mac boxes.  

I tried straightening out the tracks so people wouldn't have an accident but I was not able to set them right again. I was a name on them. It looked like White Feather/Blue Moon.

(As I woke up, it made me think that the book publishing job was off track that I was thinking of doing.)

12-17-97 - DREAM -I was with my favorite cousin/best friend Jackie/Loretta.  They asked me to answer the phone for them because they were busy.  they had a dream type magazine and asked me to take orders for it. The white phone was on a large round white table in a public place like the outer courtyard. The phone rang and I answered it. The woman on the other end said,"I don't have a computer. Let me send you $30 for a copy of your magazine."  My attention was instant upon her request. She said, "I saw your magazine advertised in another magazine. I want to know what's going on and I have no other way to do this."  I said, "Let me have your name and address." Immediately she appeared before me at the table and began to tell me her name and address. I was not as prepared to do this as I should have been. I was trying to write with a red pen in the margins of a paper that already had printing on it.  I had difficulty understanding her words above the din of the other people. So, I got closer to her and asked her to repeat everything.  One address she gave me was 111111_______Drive.  There were two others.  I cannot recall her name.

12-17-97 - DREAM - I was working in a large company We were moving from the 1st floor to the 3rd floor. We took all the white cabinet doors with us. I was out in the hallway and some men came by who were also moving their offices upstairs. They were talking the white doors which were gilded with gold with them. That made me know it was okay to do what we were doing.

The accountant came by and delivered a ledger for our new business.  She was ina hurry so she put it on the floor in the hallway. It was about 6" thick and 3 feet long and 1 1/2" high. The cover was gold and so were the edges of the pages. Our business contract was on top.

I had to go to the bathroom and decided it would be easier to run to the bathroom which was right there and then pick up the ledger. I opened the door to the bathroom and the man with the white door followed me into the ladies room. He had passed the men's room to follow me, so I had to remind him that he had followed me into the ladies room. I then went back into the hallway and picked up the ledger to take it with me.

12-18-97 - VISIONS - I was shown dozens of small visions and dreams all to do with the web site and the magazine. I was told that on the magazine - all sales were final and there would be no refunds.  I was shown other categories of dreams or subject, but I couldn't remember any.  I'm sure my subconscious will pop them out as needed.

12-18-97 - DREAM - I was shown a hill that had a roped off section n a large rectangle and each rectangle had many other rectangles inside. Each one had seeds planted for various types of flowers and or grasses.  It turned around and saw that busses were now coming down the road to where I was working on this site and turning around right where I was and the busses were FULL of people. This was the end of the line and when the busses made their U turn, it was kind of tippy and I was worried the bus would roll over onto me. However, I was protected from that by a huge white garbage or dump truck between me and the bus load of people.

After the bus parked, I again looked at the hill where I as and each seed plot was now fully in bloom and each plot in a different language.  

The instant I woke I knew that our site would have a mirror site in at least 26 to 30 other languages.

12-18-97 - DREAM - I went to a cable company to pay a bill and the old man behind the desk tried to get me to sign a paper admitting I stole something. He said,"Even I admit that I stole something 3 times."  I said, "No! I'm not going to sign anything. I'll pay my bill and that's all."  He reached under the desk to pull out several pieces of cable to give me, but the ends of the cables were either bent, too short or crimped closed. I said,"I can't use any of those, they are old and no good."  One of the other men said, "Give her all new cables."

12-18-97 - DREAM - I was in the backyard of an apartment building and some young people wanted to have a party, but we were worried about the noise. I saw the building next door overlooking the yard where we were sitting and advised them, "The best way to avoid complaints is to invite everyone to your party and if they don't come, they have nothing to complain about."

I went to a warehouse type setting where some mail was being sorted. There was a problem with it, and it was laying on the floor waiting for me to deal with it.

I went across the street where there was a restaurant. It had many square tables in it, but wasn't open yet. There was a waitress there and I was going to help her clean up before the people came in, but I didn't want the owner woman to see me. So, I went one aisle over and when I looked up, there was the owner at the end of the aisle. I just went about picking up little rubber toys and put them inside the bottom of an octangonal brown table. I went back to the warehouse, picked up the mail, then went outside to where the river was. I got into a speed boat with a young girl and another person...a man I think. We sped along upstream which actually seemed uphill as well. I sat in the middle of the boat holding onto the belt of the young girl who sat in the prow of the boat smiling ear to ear. It was my job to keep her from falling out of the boat.

12-19-97 - DREAM - I was having a dream-vision of words that could be used to explain a dream. I chose the word "DENIZEN" to explain the fact that my dreams come true and I could post them there. I wanted to tell Joe this but he was sleeping and I fell asleep again trying to send the word to his computer with my mind.

In the dream I was in school, idolizing the teacher and I didn't even know his name. I would stare at him adoringly and I noticed he was doing the same back to me.

After class I as at home where I lived with some other people. I took a rectangular glass bowl and was filling it with water from a long black hose, stretching from the kitchen faucet to the diningroom.  The two old women there marveled at what I was doing. I was going to use this small bowl for fish to swim in, yet I noticed I had a real fish tank standing there empty that was 4' x 4' x 4' .

I kept thinking about my teacher and finally went to another class. He wrote his name on the board RICHARD RICHARDSON. (Means powerful ruler, son of powerful ruler)  I was infatuated with him and I knew he was with me too. After class I desperately wanted to call him on the phone just to hear his voice but I didn't know his number.  He showed up at my house to visit and like magnets, we were drawn together.

We sat on the sofa side by side, his arm around me and I had my head on his shoulder.  An older woman came into the room and started scolding the teacher in a political poem that rhymed and said it was a scandal that he was seen cozying up to Dolores in class.  

I was absolutely tickled that others had noticed his attentions towards me because he treated me like I was 17 and that's how he made me feel even though I was nearing the age of 60.  He didn't see me that way.  

When the woman was done yelling at him, he got up and moved to a chair over to the side. He was wearing a brown suit and I noticed that his penis was sticking out of his pants and it was pure white on the end. I was either shocked and told him to stick it back in his pants to hide it.

He, for an instant morphed into a clown, dressed in a pink clown suit trimmed in blue and yellow and his penis was painted to match his clown suit and it looked really cute. I understood then why it was the color it was, that the clown was his real self and the brown suit was his physical realm disguise.  He morphed back into the brown suit and I managed to get him to tuck his penis between his legs so the other women wouldn't see it.

I desperately wanted his phone number and began asking him in a soft voice but he didn't hear me, so I said it louder and louder until her heard me. But he lectured me then.  He said, "You ca call me between 3:30 p.m. and 4:30 p.m. or from 7 p.m. to 11p.m. but keep in mind that I have to teach my class and if I miss any time I have to pay THEM and it costs $1,075 a month."

I wanted desperately to ask him to accompany me to visit a house I wanted to rent which was a place where I would live with an old woman in a huge square Victorian type house. I had seen the place once before but hadn't given her any money to formally rent the place. I suddenly realized I had to move in 3 days and I had to be out of my current house by December 8th when my Lease ran out.

12-19-97 - VISION - I saw a list of numbers in the Bible.  12 of ______, 14 of ______, 19 of ______ etc.

12-19-97 - VISION - I saw a web page on which was the Index to our site.  Each subject was inside of a square, and the squares were placed in a circle.

12-19-97 - VISION - I saw the inside of my purse. There were 3 lighters in it.

12-19-97 - VISION - I saw a woman dressed like a Hindi or arab. She arrived in my green backyard on a tractor. She came up to my door and called out. "Aren't there any human's here?" I let her come in and she stood in my kitchen looking out the window at the yard and said, "Why are they letting it slip away?"

12-20-97 - DREAM - We were inside the garage in New Berlin. Joe was painting the walls light orange and some of the orange was getting on the white trim edges. He needed to wipe off these orange marks but didn't have a clean rag. I volunteered to do the cleanup because I had a rag, but I had a hard time finding a clean spot on the rag to do the job neatly because it had some paint remover at one end and it was soaking through and would also take the orange paint back off.

We overheard a conversation between my son Tom and his father asking Tom what his greatest wish was for his birthday. Tom said his greatest wish was to go to the ballpark at the stadium and watch the baseball championship game. His father told him in order to do that, he would have to clean out the inside of his car first.  

I volunteered to clean out Tom's car.  It was worse than we suspected. An old tire inside the car was full of spider webs and dead bees and spiders and there were piles of leaves too. Becky (his wife) decided to help too, so we were busy cleaning and Tom came out to go to the game and we weren't done yet.

Joe slipped a $1 bill in the tire edge to pay for his part of the work which I noticed and pocketed. Tom was so happy and excited he couldn't wait for us to get done and started to back out of the garage and I was still half in the car.

I warned him to be careful because he might run over my toes with the wheels and we quickly got the rest of the dead leaves out of the car.

12-20-97 - DREAM - I had another dream about a circle of messages. It had to do with birth and death of one species of birds and the cycles of life and the tree or vines it lived in. I knew in the dream that this referred to a previous dream, trying to explain it.

At the end, an old woman called on the phone and said she still had a plant from 1933 that she would donate so we could compare the changes.  I still felt confused as to how to set up the computer to do this, whether to set it up like a regular clock or like a ferris wheel.

I was shown a transparent screen then that showed a sprocketed chains on the back side of the screen that would click around. There were several of them. I was still confused and then I was shown that if you clicked in the center, you could get to any position on the wheel and from any point on the 12, 3, 6, 9 points you could click over to another wheel to experience another wheel as well.  That made sense to me.

12-20-97 - DREAM - I met my ex-husband after many years (we looked very young though) He wanted to have sex with me and asked me if I was ready.  We lay down on a cot in a huge room.

I discovered that I had a tampon inside of me and told him I was not ready. I pulled out the tampon and discovered that it was bloody on the end and had blood clots attached to it. I hid it under the bed.

Many Hindu people came and gathered around the bed to watch the sex act as it was a tradition to do this. The people were of all ages. I don't recall the sex act being done, but when it was over, I was presented with a sealed test tube of pinkish clear fluid they said was from me, and that I should take it to the doctor and have it analyzed.

12-21-97 - DREAM - I was managing a large apartment building and we saw smoke rising up from the lower floor. The firemen were called. They told me that in order to use their hoses, I had to go down to the other end of the basement and turn off the water because they needed all the pressure on their end. So, I ran downstairs and on my way went past an apartment with smoke coming out of it. The people there let me into the apartment. They were all Hindu and had immense incense burners all over their ornate red, orange, and gold decorated apartment.

All these burners were lit. Fortunately, all the burners had water spigots also to put out the burners and I made them put them all out so there was no more smoke. 

I then went on my way down the hall and met the fireman. He asked me if I had turned off the water and I said, "No! I put out the fire instead."  He was all upset with me because I hadn't done as he told me to.                                                                                                         

12-22-97 - VISION - I saw Art Bells web page connection. The voice said, "You need an asbestos suit to go down here."

12-22-97 - DREAM - I was in a school room of some kind with another woman and we/she rated each file on his site so that people would know whether they were for chickens or for lambs. (This was done by injecting the tapes with something to see if they were heavy or light)

12-24-97 - EXPERIENCE - The clock fell off the wall at 5:40 p.m, 6:10 p.m. and 6:25 p.m.

12-24-97 - DREAM - I was in a city. I found a huge green emerald or jade (green) beaded necklace. Intertwined in the necklace, was another necklace on two silver chains. On the chain was a silver pendant of a particular shape with 3 silver feathers hanging from it. (I just got earrings like that from Joe) I took the silver necklace off the beaded necklace - separated them - and kept the silver one. It twinkled and sparkled as it twisted around on the chain.

I took the green beaded necklace to a woman who collected stones like this. She had a whole room full of polished stones and beads as well as rough cut stellae shaped pieces by the million. She knew immediately that the silver feathered necklace belonged with the emerald necklace like an entwined pair.  She told me that the silver feathered part was far more valuable than the jewels because it belonged to a people of antiquity.

She immediately sent two of her henchman out to find the silver parts, not knowing that I had it in my pocket with my hand on it.  I became worried that we might be in some kind of trouble for having it because of it's value, but didn't admit I had it.

12-24-97 - DREAM - I was in a city and managed a building on a corner at an intersection.  Kitty corner, across the street, my Great Aunt Cora lived. (deceased many, many years) There was a paper boy gong by delivering newspapers, and he handed her a roughly torn yellow piece of paper about 3" x 3" folded in half. A $10 bill was inside with someone's initials written on it.

She got upset that he had handed it ito her to hold, so I went over and got it, and put it into a drawer in a small brown wooden cabinet that was just inside my front door on the corner.

Again the paperboy came by and handed her another small yellow piece of paper roughly torn with a $10 bill folded inside and someone elses initials on it.  Again she got upset and I went and got it and put it in the cabinet drawer.  A 3rd time this happened and I put the piece of paper with the money and initials in the drawer.

I began to think this had to do with purchasing drugs and paying for it anonymously without anyone knowing who bought it or sold it on either side.

A last time, the paperboy came by and came directly to me and handed me a stack of yellow ledger sheets with numbers crudely scribbled on the sheets keeping track of the money coming in. He was putting me in charge of the whole deal. When he handed me the paper ledger sheet, he gave me a sly look that had meaning without saying words.

12-24-97 - DREAM - Again I was in a city and walked to an outdoor restaurant where I met A.O. and another friend and my daughter for lunch. On the way there, a nasty old woman I knew from my apartment building told me I had a loose thread hanging from my lace blouse.

I thanked her for telling me and went on my way.  We had a nice lunch, then when we left, I was going to pick up my dark blue car and drive my daughter somewhere. I began picking up things left behind by the others to take with me which included several pairs of white shoes in various sizes, and my sweater which was draped over the back of the chair.

I commented to the waitress, "You can tell which ones are the mothers by the way they remember to pick up even the shoes."

(I have a memory of retrieving a baby girl which had crawled under a couch and taking care of her, but I don't remember at which point this happened.)

On the way from the restaurant to the car, the nasty old woman again confronted me and told me about the loose thread and now I looked and the thread had pulled way out. I held it in my hand. It was zigzagged and very long. I broke it off so it wouldn't pull out any farther and continued on towards the car which was on the other side of a huge ditch from where the old woman was.


(I took the hint and created a page like that on my web site.)

12-25-97 - VISION - I heard a voice say- "Reptiles recruit two children a day".

12-25-97 - VISION - I heard a voice say, "He wants to talk to me, but you'll have to marry him first."

12-26-97 - DREAM - I had a very bad nightmare about a drug user. Tony Perkins the movie actor played the part. (I've had this dream before.)  Just at the point where Tony Perkins was getting off the bus to come home, he was wearing a dark green coveralls, I found some large size foreign money on the floor. I picked it up knowing he would take it right to the bank and go buy more drugs. He got a big grin on his face, took the money, and said he'd be back in an hour.

I seemed to know I was dreaming and made myself wake up. At the bottom of the screen of the dream picture, little squares appeared and the voice said, "You have voted far".  A mark appeared and as I woke up I knew if I closed my eyes again the dream would continue, so I forced myself to stay awake.

12-28-97 - DREAM - I was reading my life story "Terrorized", then saw a connection to and the story continued.

12-28-97 - MEDITATION:  I saw three word in ascending order.  NAME,  NAME,  METATRON.  

I then saw a man bring me a cup of coffee. I asked for a message. He said, "You have a clear conscience. There was a man  called Hood, and his name was Robin. "

12-28-97 - DREAM - I spent all night, first designing, typing, and restructuring a computer program on problem solving negative behavior of people. I then went to a place in the building which had huge cavernous type rooms that seemed like a basement with sliding doors that slid sideways into the wall.  I lectured to some children about getting the results they wanted from others by speaking aloud what they wanted from others, and not expecting others to be mind readers.

I double checked other people's answers to questions posed to them regarding their work and found them to be inaccurate then needed to problem solve to get the proper tools which turned out to be lacking (snow shovels) and had to obtain them and then divide up the work. A special exercise began with the ringing of a loud bell in which we had to get up from where we were sitting on the floor in this cavernous place.  We had to find out why this alarm bell went off, confront an intruder who was riding a large black lawn mower type vehicle. I had to problem solve his behavior to obtain his help rather than confront his behavior in an antagonistic manner.

When the exercise was over, we all went to have snacks, at which time I also had to problem solve building of lunch room tables with benches vs cost vs work, and then teach sharing to the people.

12-28-97 - MEDITATION - The following events took exactly an hour.

I lay down n the bed and went into meditation. I called METATRON. the figure which appeared looked like a young teenage boy, wearing brilliant green sparkling earrings and a long billed blue baseball cap. He turned to his right (my left) and sat down at a computer. I saw these typed words.

"These four things are needed to sail the ocean:  HARMONY , _______, ________, BLISS.

I slipped into a little dream in which I was in a small apartment having a discussion with someone in which I was supposed to remember what I was told. (I don't)  I went outside on the street corner. I was going to cross the street but a huge dark green truck like UPS came along. They pulled up so close to me and I  knew someone in the truck wanted to know what I just learned.

I fell on my knees in the street and crawled around the corner in the gutter trying to avoid getting run over by the truck. It was very difficult to pull myself back up to a standing position back on the sidewalk.

I half woke up, remembered the dream and fell back asleep and had the same little dream except it ended with two dark green trucks coming to find out what I knew. I again fell to my knees in the gutter ad it was even more difficult to pull myself back up to a standing position after I got away from the trucks.

I woke up and again saw the typed statement:  "It takes 4 things to sail the ocean, HARMONY, _______,  ________,  BLISS."  

What came to mind was, "Wisdom, Peace, Beauty, Strength

12-28-97 - DREAM - Joe and I went to a loan office to borrow some money. The man there didn't believe who I was. He couldn't track down on his computer what our last address was. He came up with a number like 1250 West Mithow or Matthow Av.

I had never lived at that address and could only prove where I had really lived and had all the I.D. in my purse I could come up with. I tried to give him my I.D. cards but he said it wasn't good enough. He wanted a copy of some records off my computer that started with the letter "C" like the "Chronicles of Charlie something". I didn't have anything like that and didn't know what he was talking about.

What troubled me more was that I couldn't see the man. It was like my eyes were blinded where he sat or stood. I could see next to him, but where he was I could only see like muted flashes of color.

We went out to our truck which was open in the back. I still couldn't see the man nor his girlfriend who came out there too. I could only see a blur of red and yellow color on the truck edge and wondered at first why she was my dress. Then I saw that she was 9 or 10 feet tall by some flashes of light that appeared and heard her walk away.

Joe and I were going to go home and get the file the man wanted. I thought I'd figure it out when I got there.  Joe pulled up the first flap on the truck door which slid up the back of the truck behind a narrow ladder.Joe went up the ladder to the top of the truck where some little children were playing. I pulled on the handle to close the truck the rest of the way. It moved very easily so I raised the truck door flap the rest of the way and waited for Joe to come back down the ladder.  

(When I closed my eyes to sleep, I was seeing purple triangles and start bursts of light and then my head filled with light.)

12-29-97 - DREAM - This dream was extremely graphic in detail. I had a radio show and a web page where I exposed people and companies which hurt or cutoff the helping hands of people and companies. We also promoted and exposed people and companies that gave blood transfusions to others

I also had an extensive list of UFO site links. At one point I had to hide the fact that I was at home during the day and had 3 guns. I actually hid behind a chair while someone was looking for me and a man was there giving me advice. I knew I couldn't use the guns to kill anyone, so I came right out in the open and showed the person what I did in graphic detail and showed him the ongoing blood transfusions to the hands of a woman and how others had their hands chopped off in punishment for bad deeds.

12-29-97 - MEDITATION - I called METATRON.  He said, "Jesus sent you." I said, "No! I came on my own to ask you the other two words between HARMONY AND BLISS.  He said, "Then ELON-SO sent you."  I said, "No!"  He said, "Son of ELON."  I said, "No!"  He aid, "He hates me."  I said, "I don't know about that.  Please give me the two words between HARMONY AND BLISS so I can sail the ocean with you."  He said, "Wisdom". I said, "No! I know that is not it."  He said, "You are too wise."  I again asked him to tell me the two words.  He gave me three. "PEACE, BEAUTY, AND STRENGTH."

12-30-97 - DREAM - I was on the computer testing various links to our greatdreams site to see which one looked the best.

12-30-97 - DREAM - Within the same dream, I signed a Lease to start a new job with Dan Katz on Jackson St. at March 1st, '89 and I signed a test paper which I was about to start as 10-1-89.  Dan Katz came to my apartment and get a $200 check for the start of my Lease. I told him I didn't have any money in the bank and he said he would hold the check over the weekend as he realized it was Friday night and tomorrow was Saturday, Mar. 1st. I had until Monday to borrow teh $200 and get it in the bank before he deposited the check.

12-30-97 - DREAM - I was in Milwaukee, living on 16th St. and needed to go to work/school on 12th St. The bus route had been changed so it went straight East through the alley to school. It had snowed heavily because it was winter, but the bus route was clear. I just missed the bus because I didn't know early enough that the bus ran that way. So, my son Mike agreed to drive me to school/work.

We started off in a pick up truck but it morphed into a refrigerator which we/I had to push most of the way there. Once inside, I pushed the refrigerator into the office where another identical but beat up and scraped refrigerator stood.

I went to see what my assignment was. A girl who was to have given me a job assignment said she had decided to do the job herself because it was so fascinating, so she gave me a bunch of work I was already an expert in and gave it to me. Then I went to find my desk and my office which had been moved to the 3rd floor in an older part of the building which had been previously hidden.  I started to explore it a little. There was a bathroom out in the hallway and up three steps which was being scrubbed up by a couple cheerleaders who had nothing else to do.

I looked the other way up the hall and two workmen were polishing the floors and putting in new lights. I went back to where my desk was supposed to be and it wasn't there. Instead there was a stand up table only 6" wide,not even wide enough to put papers on, no file cabinet to file the finished work, no phone, etc. I became very incensed and decided to go outside and explore there.

Outside, it was a warm summer day. I saw my friend Nancy standing at a table in a garden with 3 sticks in her hands with hearts where the arrow points were. I took them from her and they were all dusty. So, I was determined to wash the dust off these Tantra hearts so they be used again. I began walking back to the office on Oriental Carpet rugs which were like runner type carpets on the path.  with each step I sunk down to my knees into the ground/dirt/mud beneath them of the path.  It was so difficult, I wondered if I'd ever make it all the way through the garden of flowers where I was.  I finally made it back to the office building and decided to tell them that I was going to quit. They had nothing to offer me anymore.  I looked at the calendar. It was blank and there was nothing in the future scheduled for me. So, I took the three sticks with the hearts and went to a computer screen where I typed in the word , "Tantra". Pages and pages and pages of links came up so I knew there was plenty of work for me to do there.

12-31-97 - DREAM - I dreamed all night of a brown cross that had a short sentence of small words where the head of Christ would normally be. Those words were pushed together in a 3D effect so that the projections of the letters reflected light outward. I called it, "The Thousand Points of Light."

12-31-97 - DREAM - I dreamed of the same cross as in the previous dream. I typed on a computer page and inserting rows of x's within the boundary of the crosses outline to make it large enough so that everyone in the world could see it.  

12-31-97 - DREAM - I was working on 70th St. We girls went to lunch at a banquet at a basement bar that we went to frequently for many years.  While we were there, two harmonica players walked around the group playing little tunes in alternate turns for only a few seconds each. It was like the battle of the banjos sort of but with harmonicas.

When they were done, one of the men asked how long we had been coming there.  Carol, who was our head secretary said that it was at least since 1980. I met her in 1973 so I think it was longer than that.

Later on, I was in the office building upstairs and a single bladed razorblade appeared. I picked it up and dropped it down between two metal edges I saw because I was afraid someone might hurt themselves on it. I could heart it clinking metalically as it fell down inside some pipes which I then assumed must be air conditioning ducts. When it hit bottom in the basement, I could hear two men exclaiming over its sudden appearance from above, just like I had when I found it.

I was then in another room where two women put wigs on to change their appearance. In both cases they were white wigs. One was obviously a wig because it looked so fake. The other wig looked more like real hair but there was a difference between the way the wig moved on her head and the way her real hair moved as it hung out in back from beneath the wig.

We  were then all changing clothes and putting on white dresses because it seemed as though spring was coming.  I then put all the old worn blue jeans and too small dresses and other clothes together to be delivered to people who didn't have even that much.

I looked outside and saw that the snow was still 3 feet deep, but the walkway had been cleanly shoveled to the road. I realized it was 8 a.m. and I should be at work, but I knew I had my own brown car and I could get there by myself. I didn't need anyone to drive me.