8-1-12 -  DREAM  There was so much laundry to do, including lots of blankets, that it was overwhelming and I knew I couldn't do it all alone.

I woke up and went to the bathroom, trying to remember more of the dream, but I couldn't.

I went back to sleep.

I was living in an apartment building on the 3rd floor, probably in Milwaukee.

I was evidently the manager because women were coming to my door and complaining about things wrong in their apartments.  One room came and said her heat was off but evidently she had shut it ff herself.

The other woman lived down from the hall from me and said she had been robbed.

I went down to her apartment, which was 305 and she showed me that even furniture was missing.  It looked like an overstuffed chair was missing from the corner and perhaps a potted plant because dirt was on the table in the corner.

She finally admitted that it was her boyfriend who had done it.

I asked her if it was going to be a pole matter and she said Yes, so I told her not to touch anything because the police would be taking fingerprints off of things.

Before I even left the room, she was busily wiping fingerprints off of everything, so she obviously didn't want him to be caught.

I went back to my apartment and I saw that she had left her wallet and some papers in my apartment on the counter by the door. Her wallet and checkbook was white with tiny flowers all over it.

I looked at the papers and they were lists of jobs and how much they paid that someone had been researching.

Then  Mikki came to visit.  We both had to go to the bathroom at the same time, so I went, and instead of Mikki waiting for me to go, she squatted and just went on the floor, which I had to clean up after her. She said she dreamed about an airplane and I responded that it was probably because she had flown there and she agreed that was probably it.

She then looked at the paperwork of the jobs lists and she asked me where 1064 S. Kentucky was and I said I didn't know.  I knew that it was probably South Milwaukee, but that was all.

When I went back into the bathroom, evidently, I had been robbed as well by the same guy because a potted plant was missing from a corner table and many leaves from my Jade plant were broken on the floor.

I wasn't too upset because each one of those Jade leaves would start another plant.


8-2-12  DREAM  - I was in a house somewhere with my children, who were waiting to be fed.  The food was on the stove being cooked but I wasn't paying any attention to it.

A woman came to visit me who sold beads and I was very intrigued by her and her beads, though I didn't actually see th e beads, I evidently bought quite  few packages of them from her and they needed to be paid for.

After she left, I had to write a whole lot of checks to pay for the beads, each package individually.  Some of the packages were gold foil, some were white but I didn't look at the beads themselves.

I just knew I wanted to work with her and buy her beads because it felt right to me.

Another person,  I think it was female , came in and asked if I went to work that day which I hadn't and didn't even think about it until I was asked.  The bead lady had all my attention.

The kids didn't clamor to be fed either until it was almost bedtime.

I actually had more beads on the stove at that time and had to clear a space to find the food that was still cooking. 

Then I went back to writing checks because the beads had to be paid for

I really wanted to do the bead work and work with the bead lady.


8-3-12   comedy of survival

Today would have been my  wedding anniversary had I survived -  55 tears 0  but I didn't survive it and left just before the 25 year mark. 

In this dream, it was winter time and the star of the dream was Jim Carey along with a huge crew of other guys all dressed in airplane pilot repair crew garb over their regular clothing.

This dream started out in a building like an airplane hangar but I didn't see any airplanes and the place was full of people ad we all needed to survive and it was winter.

The weather wasn't howling outside but it was cold nonetheless. 

I'm used to talking about summer survival with growing one's own bees and gardening.  In winter there is none of that going on and that's what we were focusing on - how to stay warm to begin wit



I was outside my house and two older Chinese women came to visit.  The oldest one drove the car and the younger one rode in the back seat.

When they arrived, I noticed that they didn't speak English, so I attempted to invite them into my home by using sign language gesture that meant C'mon while using the word, "Come" multiple times, but they would not come into my house, but got out of their car and sat on a bench facing my house.

I finally gave up trying to communicate to them and went inside my house where I found a clear, tall rose vase - the kind one puts one stem of a rose into.

However, this rose vase had white roses and stems aligned inside the vase so that the largest white rose was at the bottom and the tiniest rose bud was at the top inside the vase with six fresh green rose stems inside as well, but none of it was attached.  They were aligned inside perfectly so that the one above rested on the one below perfectly.

The somehow, I was given a humongous gold rose metal belt or neck collar - this was about two feet wide so I'm  not sure how it was worn and it was about three feet long as well, but it was massive and beautiful.

Two men then came to visit and I shown a bookcase that had six books on it I was given and I was supposed to read them and take notes in large three ring binders.  (I couldn't remember the subject matter after I woke up.

I then took apart the roses and stems in the rose vase and reassembled them so I could tell someone else about it.

I then saw upstairs a very large piano that very large and wide keys on it and I played the Major C chord on it and it was beautiful. However, when I was downstairs and played the same chord on my piano with the regular size keys, I realized that the sounds on the upstairs piano were higher than the ones on the downstairs piano and I had to align the downstairs piano to match the upstairs piano.  I realized then that the upstairs piano was played by beings that were much larger than humans with higher knowledge and abilities.

Downstairs in the kitchen, I was visited by two older white women who examined the wallpaper in my kitchen, which was a white background with red roses on it.  It was the stick-on type of wallpaper and movable.

Since the wallpaper didn't cover the entire wall, just from the top of the counter up to the ceiling, the border was at the bottom with two rows of red rose borders, the largest roses on the bottom row, and smaller roses on the second row followed by a background of smaller roses on the rest of the paper all the way up to the ceiling. 

The women adjust the paper for me so it was aligned correctly.

I started to wake up and the telephone rang and I started to jump out of bed to answer it, thinking it was my friend Mikki, but it only rang once, so I lay back down to remember my dream and then thought to look at the time.  It was by then 5:13 a.m.  so it may have run at 5 a.m.  I'm not certain. and then I realized that the phone has rung on a Saturday morning like thus multiple times, so I know someone out there is thinking about me and reminding me that today is special.


Laura Baldwin

Baldwin university.

her fathered invented the Dewey decimal system


8-5-12  DREAM - I was living in a small town somewhere.  I had a couple young women living with me who were active in politics.

We found out that it was decided that we all had to get Federal picture ID cards and in order to do this, one had to turn in their old picture ID cards.

A young blonde woman friend of my roommates volunteered to do the job and they were going to go house to house to get re-identified.

For some reason, I was chosen to be the number one customer/victim or whatever one calls that, so I had to go out to her car to do this.  It wasn't being done in the house.

So, I went outside and they told me to get into the car with the woman which was open like a convertible.  I had to get into the front of the vehicle and practically lay flat on my face to exchange the ID cards with the woman.

When I did this, I saw the woman was crying, so I asked her why she was crying.  She responded, "I'm losing all my friends."

I said, "No you aren't"

she said, "Well then, will you call me?"  and I said, "Certainly."  I had written down her name and address when she gave it to my roommates so I would know whose was.

She straightened up then, and asked for my ID card.

I grabbed my wallet and discovered it was stapled shut about 8 times, and I couldn't rip the staples apart to open my wallet.

I pretty much sat there unmoving because I didn't knew what to do, and suddenly my wallet opened and inside was a photo of a white grotto where one goes to pray.  It looked really beautiful of all white marble with running fountains in it, and as I watched the picture of the grotto, it got larger and larger until it filled the entire scene, and I knew we were going to be doing a lot of praying in the future.


8=6=12  I was talking for a woman I knew fairly well.  She had a daughter, and when the woman went out, I baby sat the daughter who was about seven years old.

Before the woman left, she and I had a short discussion about a dance movement she did that I hadn't understood that last time she and I were together.  I told her I hadn't understood that the dance movement brought in certain energies the body needed.  She was happy that I now understood that and she left to do something for the evening.

After she left, there was really nothing to do, so I set about deciding where the furniture should be and to get rid of the little baby stuff no longer needed - it was like a protective wall that was short to protect the child from going too farm like one would use a baby crib for.

I was looking in a file cabinet, rather snooping to see what kind of work the woman did and there was nothing but blank paper inside of paper bags.

Then a large man appeared at the door and insisted he needed to get into the file cabinet and I told him I didn't have the key.  While he was there, another man came who I knew and he also wanted to get into the filing cabinet, and I told him too that I didn't have the key.  The two men knew each other so I decided they could do some of the furniture moving I needed done and they said they could.

Then the little girl and I got into an argument, and I decided she needed tough talk and I told her she either did what I said or she could go home.  She didn't want to go home for some reason, so that ended the argument.

The men were hanging around a lot instead of working, and I was getting hungry, so I went to the refrigerator to see what was to eat.

The refrigerator was facing the wrong way and it was a small one so I turned it around to face me.

There was no freezer door on the front, but right in front of my face was the makings of something I knew I had dreamed last month -  it was a series of hot dogs lined up in rose with ice between so that when you put it into the oven the ice melted and the meat was laid in a special pattern it was in.

I don't knew why the ice didn't melt with  the freezer door open. 


8-6-12  MEDITATION  I received a phone call about a piece of metal from a crashed ufo that was supposedly sent to me in 1999 which I do not remember at all.  I was told that I was supposed to drill a hole in it and wear it for jewelry.

I don't recall that at all, so I meditated on it.

At first I saw a drawing of some thing that went by quickly and couldn't recognize.  I asked again and saw some white feathers sticking out from something. (white feathers represent truth)

I decided to go a higher level and then a group of multiple dancing cartoon animals and people, all happy and joyous.

there was a blank for a few moments and then I saw the word  'scion'




I  was living in my New Berlin, WI house with my husband and sons.  (I didn't see my daughter in the dream)

I was cleaning the livingroom floor, where I found piles of unmatched socks in various places.  I always saved those because if you accumulate enough unmatched socks, eventually you'll find two the same color.

The boys decided to work in the yard which had a huge crevice in it with buried old trees from long ago that had crevices like little caves amongst these old trees.

They started gathering various weeds and making piles of weeds down in the crevice and trying to help, I turned on the hose and washed the unmatched socks down into the crevice, thinking I was helping fill up the crevice.

When I did that, all of a sudden a mass of wet weeds let loose and washed down into another crevice and globbed together.

My son Michael yelled, "Oh no!  Those were the crops!"

I felt bad about messing up his plan but it was already done and couldn't be undone.

Later, I went for a drive in the car and at an intersection, on the left, I saw my sister sitting as a passenger in my husband's car who was driving with a dark blue stocking cap pulled down over his face.  I didn't want to believe it was him.

After I woke up from the dream and remembered the scene from the dream, I wondered if I was remembering it correctly, I had a waking vision of my husband sitting on the livingroom sofa with the exact same blue stocking cap pulled down over his face.

I researched 'superhero's and didn't find anyone like that, but here is something similar.

blue facemask

It came tome later during meditation that he had pulled the wool over his own eyes because of his religious beliefs that he had to separate my sister from me, which is what he really did.



I was in a place like New York City.  it also felt like New Year's Day.  On a bulletin board somewhere that everyone could see, was a an announcement written out in rounded letters like puff pastry would be, a list of dozens of seminars one could attend.  They were all at the same time, you had to choose the one that you liked best even though you would like many of tem.

Unfortunately, I can't remember a single one of them, even though I wanted to attend some myself.  I just didn't have time to choose before I woke up.


8-10-12  DREAM    My friend Bonnie died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.  I was looking out the window and an empty blue ambulance.  Then another ambulance came and took Bonnie to the hospital. 

I went across the street to the ice cream parlor where Bonnie had been and everyone was upset.  I asked what happened and the female owner said, "Bonnie died on the way to the hospital."  and I responded,  I was with her for a week and she never coughed once."   I was really shocked.

The name Bonnie means  'famous - bright - pretty - attractive'


serving two colors of ice cream.  Supposedly it was colors other than chocolate and white.  Each person got two scoops


heavily forested old town/ The sky looked like heavy clouds. The sun was not shining.      lion faced cowboy man  with thick bushy curly hair serving ice cream

the numbers  13 and 18 were used in the dream, but I can't remember how.

Revelation 13:18

King James Version (KJV)

18 Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.



Proverbs 2:10-11 for wisdom will come into your heart, and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul; discretion will watch over you, understanding will guard you,

Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Job 28:28 And he said to man, 'Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to turn away from evil is understanding

James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.

1 Kings 3:5-12 At Gibeon the LORD appeared to Solomon in a dream by night, and God said, “Ask what I shall give you.” And Solomon said, “You have shown great and steadfast love to your servant David my father, because he walked before you in faithfulness, in righteousness, and in uprightness of heart toward you. And you have kept for him this great and steadfast love and have given him a son to sit on his throne this day. And now, O LORD my God, you have made your servant king in place of David my father, although I am but a little child. I do not know how to go out or come in. And your servant is in the midst of your people whom you have chosen, a great people, too many to be numbered or counted for multitude. Give your servant therefore an understanding mind to govern your people, that I may discern between good and evil, for who is able to govern this your great people?” It pleased the Lord that Solomon had asked this. And God said to him, “Because you have asked this, and have not asked for yourself long life or riches or the life of your enemies, but have asked for yourself understanding to discern what is right, behold, I now do according to your word. Behold, I give you a wise and discerning mind, so that none like you has been before you and none like you shall arise after you.

Daniel 2:21 He changes times and seasons; he removes kings and sets up kings; he gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding;

Psalm 119:66 Teach me good judgment and knowledge, for I believe in your commandments.

Proverbs 16:22 Good sense is a fountain of life to him who has it, but the instruction of fools is folly.

Proverbs 1:5 Let the wise hear and increase in learning, and the one who understands obtain guidance,

Ecclesiastes 7:12 For the protection of wisdom is like the protection of money, and the advantage of knowledge is that wisdom preserves the life of him who has it.

I pray that these knowledge Bible verses were helpful to you today. Please add any of your favorite Bible verses on this topic to the comments so this may become a better resource for those that find it.


Proverbs 9

New International Version (NIV)

Invitations of Wisdom and Folly

9 Wisdom has built her house; Prov-9-1"she has set up its seven pillars.
She has prepared her meat and mixed her wine;

she has also set her table.

3 She has sent out her servants, and she calls

from the highest point of the city,

4 “Let all who are simple come to my house!”

To those who have no sense she says,

5 “Come, eat my food

and drink the wine I have mixed.

6 Leave your simple ways and you will live;

walk in the way of insight.”

7 Whoever corrects a mocker invites insults;

whoever rebukes the wicked incurs abuse.

8 Do not rebuke mockers or they will hate you;

rebuke the wise and they will love you.

9 Instruct the wise and they will be wiser still;

teach the righteous and they will add to their learning.

10 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom,

and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.

11 For through wisdom[
b] your days will be many,

and years will be added to your life.

12 If you are wise, your wisdom will reward you;

if you are a mocker, you alone will suffer.

13 Folly is an unruly woman;

she is simple and knows nothing.

14 She sits at the door of her house,

on a seat at the highest point of the city,

15 calling out to those who pass by,

who go straight on their way,

16 “Let all who are simple come to my house!”

To those who have no sense she says,

17 “Stolen water is sweet

food eaten in secret is delicious!

18 But little do they know that the dead are there,

that her guests are deep in the realm of the dead.



I think this began because of a news broadcast about fundraising scams and costs.

When I felt asleep, I didn't realize it then, but I now believe I was removed from this planet astrally.

I was taken somehow where fundraising was being done by all women and I knew that there are costs to fundraising because various types of paper products have to be used, lots of phone calls, lots of time involved, but everything and I mean everything had to be donated, from the people and their time all the way down to the smallest card or piece of paper, the offices, everything.

Exactly what the end product was I didn't see, but I assume that everything costs something no matter where you are and at the end of the day, there are some people who have nothing for which everything has to be provided.

At no time did I ever see money change hands.

After I left the office to solve this problem and determine how to do fund raising without the use of money, I went to a very large building, apparently all concrete and the long hallway I was observing with hundreds of women filing one by one down the sides of the hallway were all wearing bright yellow strapless evening gowns.  They were all going to a ballroom.  It looked more like a ceremony than a dance.  There were no men in sight anywhere.

All the woman appeared to be in their early 20's until I met the elder parents later who looked to be in their 50's or 60's and they produced all the sons to whom all these beautiful women became enamored, including myself.

But I'm jumping ahead because a lot of things came before that.

After I saw all the women in yellow, I went into anther set of rooms where all the women were also wearing strapless gowns, but of a variety of subtle colors, nothing bright or dark.

We were sorting out handmade socks, scarves, shawls, all things made of natural fibers of plants and animals.

There were some animals in this place.  They seemed to be a cross between a dog and a lion, with long claws but they were all gentle and well trained and they loved this soft material just like the people did, though they lived in separate quarters from what I could tell.  I felt intimidated at first because of the animals size, but I got used to them and saw that they were gentle.

From there, I went into another room where I meetings with various women I recognized who I had had some emotional connection which evidently wasn't resolved in the past but we did so now because we were in a different place and in a different time and we hugged and agreed that we were moving on and there was no need for any animosity of any kind.  We were working together on everything.

It was then the men were introduced.   All these men were well dressed but informally.  The first man I met was Antonio Vega.

I've dreamed of him many times before so I know him very well.  There was an instant attraction between us but he was dark and I was blonde and we were to be close and work together, but not intimate, so we hugged and that was it and I was introduced to a blonde young man who was more like myself.

Here there was an instant attraction as well but before anything could happen I had to meet the elders who had produced the sons.   I met them and they were a wonderful couple in their 50's or 60's quite in love still and the woman who introduced them to me was apparently one of the mates of one of their sons.

We greeted and then I was taken by the woman to a room full of young men.

These men ere all the same size and age apparently, and I saw that most were already pared with a woman and all these people were relaxing in large chairs and sofas in quiet conversation with each other.

The blonde man I was introduced to was quite taken with me and I with him, so he took me by the hand and led me to one of the inner rooms which were all occupied by all manner of other couples who we didn't want to disturb.

Finally we came to another room where his own brothers were and these younger bows were all laying in beds of straw.  The beds looked very soft but there were about six boys I every bed, and they all looked identical.

All these blonde boys were naked but their private parts were hidden from me - like blotted out like one would see on a television screen when you weren't supposed to see what was behind the blotted out part on the screen.

At first I thought all these boys only had three toes on each foot,  but because of the grass they had their feet on and in, I couldn't really be sure and I assumed they had five toes, but I just couldn't see all five toes, so I don't know for certain.

There were so man beds in this room, all with six blonde boys in each one lined up along the wall, I just became overwhelmed by the sight and started to wake up, but like in other dreams recently, when I woke up and opened  my eyes, I could still see these boys on the ceiling of my room - all of them.  It was amazing.

To be honest, I don't know if Im being trained to not be afraid of seeing beings in my room with my eyes open, I don't know, but these has happened numerous times in the last six months.  I'm used to seeing people astrally  lots of them, but not with my eyes open and that is happening more and more often recently.

Anyway, I woke up feeling extremely peaceful.


8-11-12 -  NAP DREAM

I listened to a wonderful inspirational spiritual message, after which I decided to meditate myself to sleep.

To meditate, I used these words,  "In this NOW moment, IAM"   I just kept saying that until I fell; asleep.

This is my dream:

I came home and saw my Mother out by my Father's car with a whole shopping cart full of gifts wrapped in baby pink.

Neither one of them said a word to me.  I don't think they even saw me.

I walked into the back door and people were coming up the stairs from the basement, so I went downstairs to see what was going on.

I met my cousin in the basement who is two years older than myself.  She greeted me with, "Oh!  Are you here?"

I thought that was an odd thing to say, but answered, "Yes!"  we passed and she went upstairs and outside.

People were coming out of a room on the right, and it looked like a church office, and people were signing up for things it looked like. I thought maybe there had been a baby shower in this room for my Mother considering what she had just loaded into the car.

I didn't know any of these people and nobody spoke to me. It was as though I wasn't there. Everyone was very somber and ignored me.

I turned around to leave, thinking, "Maybe I'm wrong.  Maybe there was a funeral in here.  I was puzzled.

On my way out the door, there was a clown picking up garbage people had dropped, and a colorful Coca Cola cup went rolling around in a circle that either he or I kicked by accident.

The clown just picked it up and I walked towards the stairs. He hadn't said a word to me, nor even looked at me.

On the way up the stairs, I ran into my younger female cousin, she's about two years younger than I am.  She greeted me with a similar statement, saying, "I'm surprised you are here.?"

I said, "Yes!"  and started wondering,  "Wasn't I supposed to know my Mother had a baby shower?"

Then I wondered why I hadn't been invited.

and then I woke up.

I understand the dream, considering the circumstances of my conception and birth.  I was an unwanted child, but I was loved after I arrived, but still I hadn't been wanted.  Sad but true.


7-12-12  -   VISION:  I was evidently in Florida, overlooking my ex-husband Jim sweeping off a sidewalk with a broom.  On the sidewalk were lots of palm fronds, and near by was completely uprooted tree with its root ball intact laying on the ground.

It was cloudy, but there was no sign of water - not a hurricane or tornado evidently.

I questioned what had happened there.

I contact my friend Judi, whose partner is named Jim coincidently and she told me that they've been planning to move back to Wisconsin for quite some time, but that Jim has had major surgeries recently and was in the hospital for 128 days and now his father who is 96 years old had a stroke and is in rehab and won't be able to live alone, and if they decide to rent or sell his house, Jim wants to be number one on the list to buy it.  So, there is the uprooting clue right there.

Incidentally, I've had lots of dreams recently about my ex-husband Jim being ill and maybe dying.  I'll bet that was connected to him as well.  Those dreams are in the July 2012 journal.


8-13-12 - DREAM - I was living in a newly built bare boards cabin with very large rooms somewhere.

I noticed that there were no frames around the doors, that they were set flat into the boards of the walls.  There had to be framework on the buildings though because there were long hallways between rooms.

Note:  Several of my sons are professional carpenters so they probably built the cabin themselves. Another one of my sons is an electrical engineer  but I didn't see him in the dream. I just assume he was there.

The kitchen was very large, I didn't notice a stove, our food was all raw, cut into chunks on a board - such as lettuce, tomatoes, cheddar cheese, and some other vegetables - all raw pieces.  We just picked up what we wanted to eat and took it to our bedrooms where we read books without covers so I don't know what they were about.

The boys were working on some kind of electrical system that would control the doors at a distance.  I told them I had tried that once before and it didn't work, so they were trying it themselves.

I saw no windows to the outside so I have no idea where we were located or the weather outside.

My children were all young adults seemingly in their 20's.  (I had 5 sons and a daughter all within 10 years)

My  daughter handed me a tiny kitten which crawled up my long sleeve and lay on my right shoulder and cuddled up against my neck.  It was too young to know how to purr yet. It was that small. I could feel its tiny claws on my skin as it crawled up my sleeve.

 My son Ken said he wanted a cutting board for Christmas so it must have been winter time but we had no decorations. We must have thought it was a great idea because three of us gave him one - nicely finished boards that were varnished and ready to use for cutting up  or serving vegetables in his own room.  He carried all his stuff to his room in a clothing hamper that had no lid on it.  The three boards were at the top of whatever was in the hamper that I noticed was colored white wicker.

Right after that, I was looking at my  own face - not a reflection in a mirror - and looked at my right eye and eyebrow which had very  little hair in the eyebrow and was wrinkled like I had lost a lot of weight.

When I woke up I felt compelled to touch my right eyebrow to see if I did have hair on my eyebrow because I actually have not looked at myself in a mirror in a long time.  In the dream, my eyesight at that point looked like it does in real life - not very clear with black spots in it.

I also could still taste the lettuce when I woke up.

I've had several dreams recently where I was eating food and woke up still tasting it.


8-14-12   DREAMS

I  was shown a series of time cycles, each cycle had two snakes wrapped around it, one writhing to the left and one writhing to the right, struggling for control, each one lasted for a certain period of time, to be followed by another one.  There was no end to the series of cycles, they each were for a period of time and then moved to the next one to start the struggle all over again. It was quite beautiful to watch from a distance.

That was followed by a dream in which I was on a farm, where the farmer had a tangle of trees, and instead of harvesting what was on the trees, he tore most of them down and threw the wood helter skelter into a pile.

On the farm, I met a man who looked like Andrew Lloyd Webber and we had to find a quilt or blanket to sleep in so we could dream the night away.  I found one that was a pretty yellow with red roses on.  Then we fought over the control of it.

The rest of the details elude me.



After breakfast I got tired and decided to go back to bed.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I was seeing something jumping up and down violently - so fast it scared me.

All of a sudden it stopped and I could see it was a combination of Mickey Mouse, a black and white panda bear, Donald Duck, Goofy, and Porky Pig and maybe some other cartoon characters juggling a whole range of things including a big white fish.  The cartoon characters continuously taking their turn at the juggling without losing control of what was being juggled.

This went on and on and on and I opened my eyes and when I closed them, they were still there juggling.

I finally fell asleep and had this dream.

I was in my house in the hallway, and I knew it was lunch time and I needed to feed my youngest son who was the youngest  one at home - his name is Bill (William)

I didn't know where he was so I called him by name and he answered me from behind the hallway door.  I told him it was time for lunch and he said he wanted to get his Father's car out of the barn and put it into the garage first, so I went with him.

He was way too young to drive so he walked alongside the car on the right side and I was on the left side of the car, but nobody was steering the maroon car, which seemed to know how to get to the garage by itself.  It just needed help being motivated to get there by pushing it. I was just walking alongside it, though Bill might have been pushing it from his side.

We had to go at least a city block, and I noticed that our maroon car was being followed by three other maroon cars which continued on down the street when our car turned sharply left into our own driveway.

I then looked across the street and saw that we lived across the street from a theatre building.

Up one level, someone opened a window but I didn't see anyone there, and then a blue bus pulled up in front of the door.

This was not like a movie theatre, it was more like a concert theatre with a few steps up to the doorway, and once the bus was parked in front of the door, I couldn't see who got out of the bus and went up the stairs into the theatre.

I didn't see the bus pull away but a more modern blue bus came along and took its place, and I assume more people came out of the bus and went into the theatre.

All of a sudden, the dream ended and I was seeing the same juggling cartoon characters again, switching places with each other and keeping the juggling continuously going.

I noticed that the cartoon characters were switching places with each other faster and faster and juggling faster, but it never stopped. 

I finally gave up the idea of watching it until it stopped and opened and my eyes and when I shut them, they were still there.

I finally got out of bed and went to the bathroom, and when I was in the bathroom, I closed my eyes and the cartoon characters were still juggling, though much faster and changing characters faster as well

I've been awake quite awhile now and don't see them anymore, but they probably are still juggling that stuff even while I'm not looking.  I have no doubt of that.


8-16-12   SHORT DREAM.  I was looking at a typed page on a computer about a young man named Robert.

I couldn't read the while thing but I was realigning many sentences to find out more information.  Then I saw the name Thomas and saw that they were flying together.

NOTE:  Those are two of my sons, but I'm not aware of them going anywhere.


8-16-12   DREAM   -  All  night long, there was a pool hall game going on by the name of  Netanyahu.  Before one game would end, anther one as already starting.  There was no end to the game.

At the same time, in the office where I worked, piles of stones and rocks were being moved from one place to another.  A very chubby guy named John was in charge of keeping everything organized, but nobody paid a lot of attention him because he didn't appear to be sexy or loud - he just quietly went about his job.

At one point John intimated that nobody like him like he was feeling sorry for himself, but I assured him that I liked him and he wasn't being ignored.  (If this was John the Divine or John of Patmos, I started doing a comparison book of his work, which is going to take years to comp[let.   I came up with the idea in 1981 and got scared off of it because of psychic attacks and at that time, I had to write it all out by hand.  Now I can use the computer and do it in 11 languages with the help of  language translator.)

Once I assured John that I like him, he went back to work, keeping things organized.

Another man came into the office who was in charge of the geology or the rocks.  I thought the geology of the rocks was done after they were moved from one spot to another.  He wanted to identify the geology on the spot and then move them.  Some of these rocks had large red splotches embedded in them.

This man was adamant that things be done his way, and not John's way, so I had to do it his way while he was there.

At the same time, I saw that it was winter time or spring, there had been snow and we had to shovel snow out into the street so it would melt in the sun, and then could run off as water.  That seemed to make a lot of sense to me.

Then my daughter, who worked in another office in the same building, got called to deliver a message to someone, and she came through the building, dressed as a post-woman or messenger and she planned to go home while she was delivering the message.  I wanted to greet her and wish her well on her way, but she either didn't see me, or was not paying attention, and the man in charge of geology told her that she needed to let me know what she was up to, because knowing those things kept me steady emotionally.

I really appreciated him for having compassion for me and my feelings.
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8-16-12   DREAM -  I or perhaps my higher self, (I saw her as separate from myself occasionally) rode a bicycle in a small town to visit clusters of leaves (like grapes) which grew on fences (grids) here and there.  They were beautiful to look upon and very delicate and frail and had to be tended carefully.

I don't recall that there was a specific purpose for these clusters of leaves on the fences and they were separated by distances that it made it necessary to use the bicycle to get from one to another.

It made me happy to see them and tend to them.


8-17-12  DREAM  - I went to a mall with my husband and young son.  They were interested in bicycles and stopped by the curb outside to look at one that was in the street.

While I stood there watching them, a man came along who said he worked with my husband/  He distracted me with this talking and when I next noticed my husband and son weren't in sight by the curb.

I thought they might have passed me and went inside the mall so I turned and looked in that direction.

The first person I saw a co-worker of mine who was dressed very similarly to me in black and white.  We looked so much alike, we put our arms around each other's waists and looked like twins.

Next, an older woman was holding up a large dinner plate with was rather peachy colored.  She wanted to buy more of the same thing so someone told her to go across the aisle into the kitchen ware department.

Once she was gone, I noticed there was a bicycle department and thought my husband and son might show up there, so I started looking for them there.

Sitting on one of the bicycles was a young man and the bicycle was attached  to a large red crop reaper that one might use in a wheat field.  He was quite enamored with the reaper and that kept my attention as well.  But my husband and son didn't show up in the bicycle department either.

By then I was getting worried about how I was going to get home.  I didn't have a purse with me, and didn't even have ea quarter in my pocket to make a phone call.

I considered asking a stranger fro a quarter to make a phone call, but didn't feel right about doing that.  I didn't want to look like a beggar, and my friend was no longer in sight either.

There might be no one at home anyway to answer the phone, so the only thing left was to walk home and that was a long way.



I was in a house somewhere and in front of me appeared a man with a beard who looked like Shakespeare and his face turned bright yellow and black and flashed in and out with more and more black on its face, until there was a big hole in his left cheek like he had cancer from holding chewing tobacco in his mouth all day for years.

Then a regular picture of Shakespeare appeared which I recognized immediately. My husband Edward was standing next to me and while I was thinking that Shakespeare had to have been fifth dimension thinking, Edward grabbed a large red crayon and drew red lines on Shakespeare until he looked like a big red dog.

Then my daughter came and we had to go upstairs.  On the stairway were parts of black writing pens, but they were in parts like mechanical pens with ink that could dry out, so I started grabbing all those pen parts and put them together in a box because I knew I had a lot more writing to do yet in life.


8-18-12 - DREAM - I was living in a house somewhere, babysitting a bunch of little girls who had no Mom.  They were sleeping haphazardly on the sofa, while I was working on two large computers trying to transfer files from one to the other.

Their Dad lived with them but it was early morning and he was waiting for a salsa delivery because he couldn't eat a meal without salsa.

Finally the salsa delivery guy arrived and he ran to the door and so did I, only to see my long time friend Robb (whose real name was David) and Robb was running around the yard, fumigating the rose bush hedge - with every rose bush half wrapped in  a white plastic shopping bags while he fumigated them with salsa.

He apologized to the man of the house.  He said, "I just have to get this done first and then I'll bring you your salsa.





I ate a second breakfast 6 hours after I ate my first breakfast because I haven't been eating much at a time since I had my last two teeth pulled and that didn't go well for me.  My jaw still aches many days after that procedure was done.

So after I ate a few bites, I sat in my meditation chair to rest my jaw and fell asleep and had a dream, which I promptly forgot when I woke up and Joe was messing around making noise in the kitchen.

When he got done and went into the bedroom and closed the door, I put my head down again, and instantly fell asleep.

Now I was in my Father's house and went up the stairs and as I rounded the corner on the first landing, I had to go around a post embedded in the floor that was milk chocolate colored and I knew that had never been there before.

As I went up the stairs, I was not on the stairs anymore, but in the air and when I got up to the top of the stairs, I was floating above the room and it seemed that even the room was tilted towards me.

I entered my own bedroom and it was a dark, barely lit with red candles and there was a sultry soul singer on the stage and she began telling the audience what her job was.

She started out by saying that she worked for the CIA, and her job in this bar was to befriend the mobsters that came in to drink and do business with each other.

She broke into a very sultry voiced song and that was hypnotic to everyone, and she came to these words  "soul collect"

and instantly I was awake and remembered the dream, though not the words of her song - but the last two.

She was there to collect souls.

The question is:  Whose souls, and for what reason?  To save them?  Or?


8-19-12   DREAN - I was in the country somewhere in a house that had a basement.  There was more than one room.

I had collected books about forest lore, books that w ere tall and narrow, and some Native stories printed on brown paper.

There was a woman living with me - who was a motherly figure.  She wanted to go to the library and get more books and I was willing, but the car was parked almost 1/2 mile away and for me that seemed like a long distance, so I put it off, perhaps hoping that someone else would come along with another vehicle and give us a ride.

A tall dark, Native man, with dark beard, mustache, dressed like a cowboy came and he was in a rutting mood.

The older woman had gone to the basement, and I sent the Native man downstairs, knowing what he would try, and I tried locking him down there so he would leave me alone.

Then an old Native Man came and knew what had been down, and he bent over listening to the floor, and all he said was, "Star Mother'.  and groaned.

I heard the tall, dark Indian man call for help and said he needed newspaper and I knew it was to soak up blood.

All I had was the brown paper Indian stories, so I slid them down into an opening in the floor.

He was outraged that it was all I had. 

All of a sudden, the tall, dark, Indian man appeared in the doorway, clutching his right side and I knew that the older woman had hurt him.

He cried out,, "Star Mother!"

I told him to lay down, and he lay down on the floor, clutching his right side with his right arm, and he folded his left arm over himself to clutch his right arm to his die.

and I opened my eyes, glad to be alive.

The Rape of the Daughter of the Mother Earth (Klekabusk

The Star Mother Myth

The Rape of the Daughter of the Mother Earth



8=19=12  DREAMS -  I was sitting in an office waiting room, to see a doctor or dentist, and was waiting and waiting and waiting and never got called because evidently - he/she wasn't even there.

In the office where I sat, I had all my journal notebooks with me to keep busy with, and I could hear a radio blasting away news in a darkened office off to the side.

I decided to go in that office and shut off the radio and when I went to that office, off on the side was the office where all the drugs were kept.  That light was on and the drugs had been rummage through and most of them were on the floor.

I turned around to leave the office and a skinny kid came in and I told him, "We have to call he cops, there's been a robbery."

He said, "Don't touch anything, "i'M security."

I decided to go see my boss down the hall and tell her what happened.

When I got into the office, there were people laying all over the floor, doing exactly what I don't know, but I stepped over them carefully and some of them were grabbing at my pant suit legs to stop me and pull me down n the floor with them.

I managed to get to the other end of the office but my boss wasn't there.  She had gone into a side office with some other bosses, and instead of closing the door, they had sheets taped to the door opening, a white one, a green one, and a  blue one.

There was a girl sitting on a sofa at the end of the office - she had what I call a wizened face - very diminutive face with huge brown eyes that were way too big for the face.

She said to me, "They are all in the office, trying to decide who is going to get laid off if and when we go to battle."

She continued talking and I could see her mouth moving animatedly, but I could no longer hear her and I knew I was awake.

So I opened my eyes.

Twice someone started to talk to me in my ear, but it sounded like a foreign language and I couldn't understand it.

I closed my eyes again, and was back in the dream.

Now I went to my bosses office and it turned out to be Dr. Dorian Lord from One Life to Live TV show.

The other woman with her in the office was  ____   from  The Golden Girls

Both of them had their hair wrapped in silk scarves, held on with gold safety pins to keep their hair neat while they worked.

A third desk in the office didn't have anyone sitting there, so I promoted myself, and up my dream journals down on that desk.  

I was now carrying with me a gift plant that had a three foot doll attached to it that looked like a dancing fairy or angel.  I told Dr. Lord that it was an anniversary gift - I had been there 10 years.

Her response was, "I never got a gift and I've been here since 1941.

I had to tell her what I knew, but assumed she already knew it because she was the head boss and she made the decisions.




4-6-03 - I was working on the web page for Struggling With 11:11 and I was ... the three women from the "Golden Girls" Rue McClain

Barbara Garrick
(Allison Perkins)
from "One Life to Live"

Rue McClanahan (Blanch Devereaux)
Betty White (Rose Nylund)
Beatrice Arthur (Dorothy Zbornak)
from "The Golden Girls"

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8-20-12 - DREAM -I was telling and writing religious stories as I was coming down a mountain.  I don't recall what they wee

In dream 2 I was traveling across country  and was lonely so I was leaving notes along the way for people to call me.

At the end there was a young man who knew people and when I told him I was lonely, he arranged for a guy to ride by on a bicycle.  I wrote him a note saying, "See me!  You might like it."

Then I was going to be on the Oprah show and they showed a black  military Navy officer walk across the stage before hand and sat him in the audience, and he 5 men of color stood where Oprah normally would and grinned because they knew What was going to happen.

8-21-12 -  DREAM  -  I was on a farm somewhere that had hundreds of cows, all sleeping in one big room.  I had to walk over them without waking them up because it could be dangerous to myself to have a massive cow or several cows stand up all at once and crush me somehow, so I was careful to not disturb them.

I saw at one point, the sun came in the window of the barn and their fur all glowed gold.

At one point, I went into a classroom that had all blonde kids in it -  and when the sun shone into the room their hair all glowed gold.   I told them that and they felt momentarily embarrassed but I knew they appreciated the compliment.

The cow scene felt completely overwhelming though - worrying about the mass of cows.


Dream 2 -  I was moving into an apartment building, next to three couple which consisted of 6 men and a woman.  They were moving out from the next apartment.  One of the men was comedian  Robin Williams  and I found a letter written to him by a Japanese person.  I can't remember any of it. 

I had a conversation with them about relationships and how they change, and that I didn't feel anything bad about their odd relationship.  It was what it was and relationships change.

On the other hand, I had a bare bones apartment with hardly anything in it except a bed and blankets and little else.  I knew I had to get a car and get on with life alone, such as it was.

I woke up feeling very melancholy about this, but peaceful at the same time.


8=21=12 = DREAM -  I was in my car at my 16th St. house in the alley.  There were no windows in the car for some reason.

My son Bill (William) who was about two years old, came up to the car to tell me something, and while he stood there, he went unconscious.

I pulled my child into the car through the window, and put my face up to his and kissed him, attempted to take his pulse and could only feel my own pulse, but noted that his face was warm against mine.

I knew I had to take him to the hospital, but I didn't want to drive with him in my arms or on the seat, so I called to one of my other sons who was playing with two friends.

I attempted to call him, but they couldn't hear me (I was probably trying to call them out loud as well)  I finally had to stand up outside the car for them to hear me.

The boys got into the back seat of the car to go with me to the hospital, but before I could pass Bill back for them to hold, they somehow got back out of the car and left me alone with Bill, still holding him to my chest in the front seat.

For some reason, my car got jacked up in the front and I had to forcibly make the front of the car go down so I could see again. 

(That is reminiscent of my jaw getting jacked around getting a tooth removed that had the root wrapped around the bone last week, and getting my eyesight surgery next week.)

Anyway, I was now holding my son Bill in my arms, and drove through the alley to 17th St. where I carefully eased my way onto 17th street and turned left because I couldn't see if there was oncoming traffic from the right.  (17th St. is a one way street going south)

Once on 17th St., I came to a stop on Clark St. where I was accosted by a man driving a bright orange pick up truck or jeep with an open top.

He yelled over at me that we had done this before and laughed at me.

I ignored him at that point and turned right on Clark St., and then left on 18t St. and drove one block.

It was then I realized that the man in the orange truck lived on 18th St. and he accosted me again and drove in front of me down to the corner of 18th and Meinecke Sts.

(I'm very familiar with these streets because I used to go to 20th St. school which at that same street.

Anyway, the telephone rang at that point and woke me up just as I asked the man if he was a doctor because my son Bill was unconscious in my arms and I was taking him to the hospital at 20th and Wisconsin Ave's

(Two my children were actually born at that hospital, but it no longer exists - was torn down I believe.

But the phone call woke me up so I don't know if the man as a doctor or not.

*and I don't know why my son Bill is unconscious or how to get him out of it.

The name Bill (William)  means  Will  (AND Williams THE conqueror IS RELATED TO THAT NAME AS WELL.


8-21-`1 2- NAP DREAM - I was living in the country in a nice house.  There were visitors there and a bunch of kids playing outside.  All of a sudden I heard a loud noise and saw a pick up truck pull out of the barn that had in it a baby crib and other baby things and I heard someone yell as he pulled out of the driveway,  "DON'T GIVE UP THE WILL!"






8-22-12 DREAM  I was looking at a sheet of paper with hand written words on it and saw the words  klauffee klutches  (coffee clutches) on I numerous times.

Then I was at an airport where women were being taught how to fly airplanes standing up.  These airplanes were just metal frames, and the women were forced to do lots of strange exercises within the frames because nobody sat down in these planes, they were flown standing up, even in the sky, I could see women standing up while flying their flimsy planes overhead. 



DREAM -  I was in a kitchen with a friend and her infant son.   We planned to feed him orange Jell-O.

Her son was seated in a protective type high chair, and was wearing a black quilted thick cap to protect his head. He was facing away from me so I didn't see his face at all.

The Jell-O was in a red and white child's lunch box and was in chunks already inside the box.

The last piece didn't come out to serve to the baby, so I poured water into the lunch box to float the last piece of orange
 Jell-O toward the top so I could fish it out.

I gave the last piece of Jell-O to the mother and just then a goldfish dove into the lunch box right where I had taken the orange Jell-O out from.

That really surprised me.

I then went to the window and up in the sky was a group of UFOs floating across the sky.  There were as many as 50 of them or more, and toward the front of the grouping, several of them seemed shaped like three Christian crosses flying side by side with one a little more toward the front of the three. That is similar to drawings we have seen of Jesus crucifixion at Golgatha.

I grabbed my video camera and stuck it out the window to videotape them which I did successfully.

After I did that, I immediately showed the video to the mother of the baby and we both were so excited, we knew we had something really special to show to people and show them what was up in the sky overhead.

While I was trying to decide who to tell and show the video to, the mother called in all her friends and co-workers and put the video player right on the kitchen table and started showing it to the group.

I knew that was just the start - from now on - everybody would be seeing the ufos.  They had arrived enmasse to save us. *************

8-23-12 -  DREAM -  I don't know who I was, nor where exactly I was.  I had just arrived at this hotel or complex and was in charge of it.

I woke up in the morning with a female roommate and evidently our husband's had flown during the night because when we woke up, both men were in bed on top of the original bedding with light brown bedding, even the sheets were pressed and ironed with creases in them.   I thought everything was supposed to be light blue, so I don't know where their bedding came from.

Neither of the men was taller than I and they were extremely fit and muscular, very smart too because they had been doing calculations with military equipment which was stashed in a corner of the bedroom - whole cases of newly bought pens and pencils, paper - they brought in with them from a military office.

I was extremely intimidated buy them as I thought they had come in drunk, but that didn't seem to be the case once they woke up - but they were tired and not sure of their surroundings any more than I was.

On my desk, someone had delivered a huge packet of mail, office receipts that included receipts from a hardware store, which I noticed one item was ice pellets, so it evidently got cold where we were and ice pellets were used on the sidewalks.

However, also in the hardware store packet was seeds and bulbs that had to be planted that day out in a garden.

While the men were getting up and taking a shower, the other woman, a blonde, and an Asian woman who just appeared and helped out looked out the window where the men were having their photographs taken in a garden, by a man, perhaps the Asian woman's husband and I saw that we were in a canyon with cactus everywhere, short brown grass that hadn't greened up yet and I looked like Arizona to me.

Both men had short cropped military hairdos, but one was blonde with straight hair and the other one had curly hair but very short cropped.  Whether the curls were natural or not I can't say.

I knew the men expected to be taken care of, but there was no time for hanky panky, we had to get right to work, and I'm sure the men understood that as well.  They acted perfectly at ease with their surroundings even though they hadn't been there before either.  It was expected of them. I had to do the same.


8=24=12 =  DREAM    I seemed to be in a dark swamp in Florida, and the dark tide was rising amongst the maze that meandered along the rising black tide of water I was seeing.  At  one point I was looking at someone's naked dark hairy butt and it was disgusting to look at and I had to make myself wake up at that point.

The rising dark tides may refer to the hurricane of August 29th during the GOP convention, but then again, the political race is getting nastier and nastier, worse than any I've ever seen before.



8-24-12 - DREAM - I was at my 16th St. house in the alley, lookiing at three piles of spike-screws that had been removed from the side of the house by a workman who was preparing the house for repainting.  One of the piles of spike screws were about 8 inches long and brilliant silver like they had just been polished. I wanted to make sure we saved those.

Then the Mexican workman brought down from the chimney a red basket that had red posies growing in it that depended strictly on rain and sunshine to take care of it, and in this basket of posies was a fully grown cat and badger which had beautiful brown fur on them.

The foreman, who was dark-haired wondered why the cat and the badger were up on the roof of the house living in the basket attached to the chimney, and I said, "That's nothing!  On our property on the other side of the street, we have 14 of them. "

At that point, I entered the garage from the alley, which was in two sections.  In each section there was a large iron box that supposedly was two furnaces removed from the basement, but they looked like kilns or heat-treating boxes used in a large factory.  They were almost as large as the garage itself.  My daughter was there looking at those.

I then went to the basement, where the sunshine was streaming in through the basement window brightly.  Leaning against the basement wall was a series of six red and gold diamond metallic plaques that had British figures on them.

The black-haired man was with me, and asked, "Where is the 7th - the King Arthur one?

Each of these diamond shaped plaques were made of alternating red and gold diamonds, each diamond being about an inch tall with a King or prince pictured on the large diamond, and they had been attached to our house with the silver screw-spikes on the second and third story of our house, all facing south where they caught the perpetual sunshine during the day.  But nobody paid any attention to them because they were so high up on the house.  Now that they were in the basement with the sun shining on them, I could see how brilliant they were, and I knew that the Mexican man was trying to steal our treasures because we didn't know what we had.

Then we spotted the King Arthur plaque, right in the center - the 7th red and gold plaque.  We still had all our treasures.



8-25-12 -  TWO DUMB DREAMS

The first dream ended with me standing in a woman's kitchen, looking into her cabinets and seeing that her husband was trying to kill her by feeding her raw fatty meats that were unrefrigerated - she had slabs of steak, raw hamburger and raw bacon slabs in her cabinet and the more I looked, the more fatty meat I saw.

In dream two, my intention was to start a weight loss series of classes to help middle aged women lose weight, and I ended up sitting in a car with three old men, out in th country - one wanted to commit suicide, and the other two had wanted to die and the guy who had been driving the car, had dropped his mother off in the country because she changed her mind about seeing  a movie and just wanted to sit by the lake and look at the water and the sun wasn't even shining. 

We picked up the third man and the guy driving stopped the car and got out of the car for some reason, then laughed and waggled his finger at the old man sitting next to me like he expected that old man to make out with me, and then he stood outside in the cold air, looking off into the distance, laughing, and I'm sitting there in the middle of the car, waiting for him to get back into the car to take me to the movies like he had invited me to in the firs place, and there we sat - no sunshine - and me sitting with three guys who minutes earlier had wanted to die.

What a fun dream.   :-)


8-25-12 -  NAP DREAM -  I was at home and called one of my boyfriends  Jim S. and asked him if he was graduating in January like I was.  (I actually graduated early in June of '56 and he graduated in June of '57.  I never saw him again after I graduated.  He became a cop I found out later.  My Dad liked him best of all my boyfriends.

I remembered the last 4 numbers of his telephone - they were 2184.

So after I asked him if he was graduating like I was and he said, "Yes!"  I asked him what he was going to do after graduation, like wondering if he was going to college.  (My Dad wouldn't let me go to college and in '56 Dad's could do that, unlike today.

I don't recall what he said, but later on in the dream, I was driving somewhere, and I saw his car parked in front of his house with a ladder or bike rack on top of the car and it looked like there was a hatchway down into the car.  I said, "It doesn't look like he's at home."

So I called him on my cell phone, using the same number ending in 2184 and asked him the same question, "Are you graduating in January like I am?"  and when he said, "Yes! and started talking, I said, "Oh!  Didn't we have the same discussion earlier?" suddenly remembering I had called home earlier and asked the same question, he responded, "You really need to read  Wordsworth!"

and I woke up.

Okay!  What did Wordsworth say?

Day after day, day after day,
We stuck, nor breath nor motion;
As idle as a painted ship
Upon a painted ocean.
Water, water, every where,
And all the boards did shrink;
Water, water, every where,
Nor any drop to drink.


Disasters that have happened on Feb. 1, 1984

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pceam disasters  Feb./ 1. 1984



8-26-12  DREAM - I was in New York City for some reason with my husband and we were at a large bar.  The place was so large, I lost track of him in the crowd of people, and instead of enjoying myself, I spent all my time looking for him.

I finally found him sitting down near the entrance, waiting for me I assume, and we left together, and went out through a very large shiny brick mall, with brick on the walls and floors as well.

We were holding hands and running to get out of the mall before the rains came.

Suddenly a large group of Hassidic Jews came walking down the hall -  perhaps 12 of them - the Hierarchy.

They were in a cluster - very  close together, and I knew they were Hassidic Jews because of their hair, but these were older men, no young ones, and what was unique about them was the clothing they wore.

They wore garments that were heavy like quilted, in a diamond pattern of plaid, black and white.  It would be impossible to describe the plaid, but it was diamond shaped - more white than black I would say.

The group was coming closer and closer, step by step, and I opened my eyes and could still see them hanging on my ceiling,, on my walls, wherever I looked, slowly coming towards me.  But after I opened my eyes, they would come forward a few steps, then slide back and take those same stapes, slide back, come forward, over and over.  It lasted the longest of any of my previous experiences like that, and it was very difficult to get rid of the image.


8-26-12 - DREAM - I don't know where I  was, but I was managing an apartment building somewhere.

The apartment next to mine, in the corner had been rented out to a young woman, who was the same height as me, and very beautiful with dark hair.

I hadn't met her before, and she came out of her apartment at the same time as I did, and I saw her pasting what looked like a picture of a cut out bottle of Coca Cola on the wallpaper in the hallway about eye height to us both.

I didn't tell her to stop , but I asked her what her name was and she said it, and I didn't catch what she said, so I asked her to repeat it and she said  "Patri".

I might have commented but I could hear what sounded like very young boys singing in a group down the hall around the corner, and I had to go down there and shush them because they were disturbing the older people who lived in the building.

I never did see the boys as they were moving on down the hallways, but I told the man in charge of them to stop them from singing because they were disturbing the old folks who needed their rest.


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Gloria PaOM GER,AM

tri - Glory Be To The Father and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost; As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end, A-men, A-men...
These are Gloria Patri, also known as Glory Be to the Father (or, colloquially, the “Glory Be”), is a doxology, a short hymn of praise to God in various Christian liturgies. It is also referred to as the Minor Doxology (Doxologia Minor) or Lesser Doxology, to distinguish it from the Greater Doxology, the Gloria in Excelsis

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Greek version

The Greek wording is as follows:

Δόξα Πατρὶ καὶ Υἱῷ καὶ Ἁγίῳ Πνεύματι,
καὶ νῦν καὶ ἀεὶ καὶ εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit,
Both now and always, and unto the ages of ages. Amen.

The earliest forms of the first part of this Trinitarian doxology are addressed to the Father through (διά) the Son and in (ἐν) or with (μετά) the Holy Spirit, but in the fourth century the custom of using and (καί) became universal among Catholics in reaction to Arian use of the prepositions to suggest subordinationism.[1] In Greek, the second part became[1] that given above, which is used by the Eastern Orthodox Churches (and the Eastern Catholic Churches of Byzantine Rite) and by the Oriental Orthodox Churches.

[edit] Syrian version

Shouha tababa, W-brona, W-ruha dqudsha,
min’alam w’adamma L-’alam, Amen.[2]
Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
from everlasting and for ever and ever (one translation)[3]
forever and ever. Amen (another translation).[4][5]

According to Worship Music: A Concise Dictionary, the lesser doxology is of Syrian origin.[6]

This form, as the cited sources show, is used by the Assyrian Church of the East and the Chaldean Catholic Church.

[edit] Roman Rite Latin version

Pronunciation of the Glory Be to the Father (Gloria patri) in Latin with a strong American English accent.
Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto,
Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen.
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit,
As it was in the beginning, also now, and always, and to ages of ages. Amen.

In 529 the Second Synod of Vasio in Gaul (modern (Vaison) said in its fifth canon that the second part of the doxology, with the words Sicut erat in principio, was used in Rome, the East, and Africa, and ordered it to be said likewise in Gaul.[1] Writing in the 1909 Catholic Encyclopedia, Adrian Fortescue, while remarking that what the synod said of the East was false, took the synod's decree to mean that the form originally used in the West was the same as the Greek form.[1] From about the seventh century the present Roman Rite version became almost universal throughout the West.[1]

[edit] Mozarabic Rite Latin version

Gloria et honor Patri et Filio et Spiritui sancto
in saecula saeculorum.[1]
Glory and honour to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit
for ages of ages.

The similarity between this version used in the then extreme west of the church and the Syrian version used in the extreme east is noteworthy.

[edit] English version

This doxology in the Anglican Churches is most commonly found in the following traditional form:

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son :
and to the Holy Ghost;
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be :
world without end. Amen.

The translations of semper as ever shall be, and in saecula saeculorum as world without end date from Cranmer's Book of Common Prayer, and are most commonly found in Anglican usage, as well as the derivative usage of older Lutheran liturgical books.

In the contemporary usage of the Roman Catholic, Anglican, and Lutheran churches, the following translation by the International Consultation on English Texts (ICET) has been widely used since 1971:

Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit:
as it was in the beginning, is now, and will be for ever. Amen.

This is the version found in the Roman Catholic Liturgy of the Hours[7] used, for instance, in the United States, while the corresponding Divine Office[8] used, for instance, in Australia, England and Wales, and Ireland has:

Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

More recent Anglican usage has introduced a further variant (found in Common Worship):

Glory to the Father and to the Son
and to the Holy Spirit;
as it was in the beginning is now
and shall be for ever. Amen.

Especially in Anglican circles there are various alternative forms of the Gloria designed to avoid masculine language. The form included in Celebrating Common Prayer is:

Glory to God, Source of all being,
Eternal Word and Holy Spirit;
as it was in the beginning is now
and shall be for ever. Amen.

The doxology has a different translation in the use of the English-speaking Orthodox and Greek-Catholic Churches, as following:

Glory to the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit,
now and forever and to the ages of ages. Amen.

[edit] Use

In the Eastern Orthodox Churches, the Oriental Orthodox Churches, the Assyrian Church of the East and the Eastern Catholic Churches, the Lesser Doxology is frequently used at diverse points in services and private prayers. Among other instances, it is said three times by the reader during the usual beginning of every service, and as part of the dismissal at the end. When it is used in a series of hymns it is chanted either before the last hymn or before the penultimate hymn. In the latter case, it is divided in half, the "Glory..." being chanted before the penultimate hymn, and "Both now..." being chanted before the final hymn (which is usually a Theotokion).

In the Roman Rite, the Gloria Patri is frequently chanted or recited in the Liturgy of the Hours or Divine Office (prayed by the clergy, many religious orders and congregations, and, more frequently since Vatican II, by laity as well), principally at the end of psalms and canticles and in the responsories. It also figures in the Introit of the pre-1970 form of Mass in the Roman Rite. The prayer figures prominently in non-liturgical devotions, notably the rosary, where "Glory be" is recited before the large beads (on which an "Our Father" is prayed) which separate the five sets of ten smaller beads, called decades, upon each of which a Hail Mary is prayed.

Amongst Anglicans, the Gloria Patri is mainly used to conclude the singing or recitation of psalms and canticles at the Daily Offices of Morning and Evening Prayer.

Lutherans have historically added the Gloria Patri both after the chanting of the Responsorial Psalm and following the Nunc Dimittis during their Divine Service, as well as during Matins and Vespers in the Canonical hours. The Gloria Patri is also frequently used in evangelical Presbyterian churches. In Methodism, the Gloria Patri (usually in the traditional English form above) is frequently sung to conclude the "responsive reading" that takes the place of the Office Psalmody.

Gloria Patri setting by Henry Wellington Greatorex

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8-27-12 - Dream - I was living in the country with another girl and two guys - Rex and another blonde guy.  I can't remember his name.

Rex had two fish - a pregnant goldfish, and a different kind of fish.  I have no clue how the goldfish got pregnant since both fish were females. 

We were afraid the one fish would eat the pregnant fish's babies when they were born, so we made up a second tank for the pregnant goldfish because we knew she wouldn't eat her own babies.

When the second tank was done, I scooped up the pregnant goldfish with my fingers and dumped her into the new tank.  She was promptly covered with air bubbles, which we knew weren't good for her because it made her float at the top of the water, but I didn't know what to do with her.  The old tank was suddenly too small for the both fish together.

At that point, I had to go to work which was in town.

Rex and the other guy wanted a lift to town, and I had the only car, so I had to drive them.

I walked across the street to where my car was parked, having to dodge traffic to cross the road.  The walk across the street was a long one and I couldn't see the cars coming because the hills were large out here.,  but I finally made it.

I got into the car and drove back across the street to pick up Rex and the other guy, and Rex and the other guy were in the front seat, and I drove from the back seat.

That got to be tricky because Rex's head was in my way, and if I looked around him, then the other guy's head was in my way, and the road had a really big drop off on the right down into a huge valley and that scared me that I would get too close to the edge and plunge right off.  So I drove away from the edge of the road, almost in th middle of the road which made me a bad driver because other cars coming the other way would be in danger fro me being over too far.

At that moment, I wondered why I was living in the country when I had the  only car and I could live in town by myself.  Oh yeah,  then I would be alone.  Not an option for me.

My job in town was dumb also.  I worked for a flower pot factory and the pots were made of fibre crunched together to make the form.

I had to choose 4 smaller pots and stack them and then take a piece of cellophane or something similar to cellophane and cover the pots upside down so the cellophane created a concave lid over the pots.

I had to do that all day long.   Seems like a dumb job, but that's what I did.

Rex and the other guy came to work with me and we got some plant babies and took them home with us.

Rex didn't want the plants to be where bird droppings might get on them. 

I didn't know where the birds suddenly came from but they were there.

The plants grew really fast and had tiny leaves and suddenly that whole room was covered with plants with these tiny leaves and Rex was afraid the whole thing would get bird droppings on them.



8-28-1 2-   STRANGE DREAM - I was in an upper room somewhere.  My spine was compared with the purple spines of a Chinese couple for the bend of the spine curvature.

I then had to feed my Mother.  I gave her a roll of chicken and mashed potatoes out of the refrigerator.

I saw two wedding cakes in the freezer - large ones.  One had a pink heart in the center like it might have been an ice cream cake.

I then went to bed and faced my spiritual teacher and we kissed gently,

Following that I had a small wooden tube connected to Prince William of England and I asked him to marry me and he accepted my proposal.

I then got out of bed and compared my white spine to the now white spine Chinese couple.  The spines had changed and were now almost straight.

the spines were not connected to a body - just the spines.



8-31-12  -  After watching the acceptance speech of Mitt Romney on television at his convention, I had this dream.

DREAM -  I was in charge of keeping track of things involved in a business.  I kept the files and notes and anything that pertained to the people involved in the business, whatsoever.

One of the female employees came in with a 'tag' proving that a fly had been served to the head man of the company.  We were sending the 'tag' of proof to another company so that a complaint could be made about the fly.

The woman asked me to personally write a small note on a piece of pink paper the size of a 'posted note.' stating "Enclosed is the 'tag' of proof.

Just then a man by the name of Dagobert came into the room with a small can of soup wrapped in cellophane with the actual fly in the soup.

That made me confused.  Who had the real fly?  Dagobert with the can of soup, or we with the 'tag' of proof.?

For some reason, I keep seeing an image of a Mask of Romney at the head of the article being written, not a photograph of the real man.

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