6-15-14 -  DREAM -  I was living with some 
young people but they were in the generation after me - my grandchildren's ages. 
None of them had jobs and I didn't either, and I was 
trying to figure out what to do, while giving these young people advice.
My daughter-in-law Becky had been sitting in a pool and 
got kicked out for sitting there, and I asked her, couldn't they just let you 
sit there? 
A young blonde boy (teen) took a test and you had to get 
a score of 2 to pass and he only got a 1 so he couldn't get the job he was 
trying out for.  He said he wanted to be in a band, and I told him I could 
put him in touch with many bands at the bar I hung out in. (It was country 
western bar).
I was outside with the girl, wondering how long I could 
hang out with these kids without a job when I heard my cell phone ring inside 
the house in the bedroom.
I ran into the house and Joe's son T.J. handed me my cell 
phone which looked like a hand-held radio with an antenna on it.
The call was from my son Michael (archangel Michael?) and 
he was almost crying and trying not to.
He was alluding to the fact that my Mother was dead, but 
he wasn't saying those words, he was telling me my mother had been crossing the 
street and she fell and the doctor gave her a shot and that didn' help, so he 
gave her another shot and that didn't help so he gave her a third shot... and I 
was just about to yell at him, "Are you trying to tell me that my Mother is 
dead?"   and I woke up.
It wasn't until I woke up and realized that my real 
Mother died in the hopsital in 2006 and she had been there for months with a 
blood infection and they didn't know wherre it was coming from and they couldn't 
cure her and she finally died from it.
That was bad enough, but I hadn't been able to talk to my 
real life Mother on the telephone for three years before she died because she 
had multiple little strokes and didn't know anyone.  She lived with my 
brother who is a professional nurse and he took good care of her, but she used 
to sit in a chair and wish she would die while watching the cars go by out on 
the street.  I mourned her death for three years before she even died.  
Being both dead and alive at the same time must be hell.
	
	
	
		Only man can fall from God
		Only man.
		No animal, no beast nor creeping thing
		no cobra nor hyaena nor scorpion nor hideous white ant
		can slip entirely through the fingers of the hands of god
		into the abyss of self-knowledge,
		knowledge of the self-apart-from-god.
		
		For the knowledge of the self-apart-from-God
		is an abyss down which the soul can slip
		writhing and twisting in all the revolutions
		of the unfinished plunge
		of self-awareness, now apart from God, falling
		fathomless, fathomless, self-consciousness wriggling
		writhing deeper and deeper in all the minutiae of self-knowledge, 
		downwards, exhaustive,
		yet never, never coming to the bottom, for there is no bottom;
		zigzagging down like the fizzle from a finished rocket
		the frizzling, falling fire that cannot go out, dropping wearily,
		neither can it reach the depth
		for the depth is bottomless,
		so it wriggles its way even further down, further down
		at last in sheer horror of not being able to leave off
		knowing itself, knowing itself apart from God, falling.
		
		"Only Man", D. H. Lawrence
	
	
	The triad of Binah, Chokmah and Kether are a Kabbalistic representation of 
	the manifest God. A discussion on this triad presents me with a problem. The 
	problem is that while I have used the word "God" in many places in these 
	notes, I have done so with a sense of unease, understanding that the word 
	means so many different things to so many people that it is effectively 
	meaningless. I have chosen to use the word as a placeholder for personal 
	experience, with the implicit assumption that the reader understands that 
	"God"is a personal 
	experience, and not an ill-defined abstraction one "believes in". My view is 
	not novel, but there are still many people who are uncomfortable with the 
	idea of experiencing (as opposed to "believing in") God. A second assumption 
	implicit in the use of the word "God" as a placeholder is that it stands only for 
	experience; your experience, and hence your God, is as valid as mine, and as 
	there are no formal definitions, there is no scope for theological debate or 
	dispute. This leaves me with nothing more to say.
	
	However.....these notes were intended to provide some insight into Kabbalah, 
	and it would be odd, having begun to write them, to then turn around and say 
	"sorry, I won't say anything about the three supernal sephiroth". I think I 
	have to say something. Balanced against this is my original intention, at 
	every stage in these notes, to relate the objects of discussion to something 
	real, to make a personal contribution by adding my own understanding to the 
	subject rather than simply pot-boiling the same old material. I cannot see 
	how to put flesh on the bare bones of the supernal sephiroth without 
	discussing my own conception of God and whatever personal experience I might 
	have. I am loth to do this. For a start, it isn't fair on those people who 
	study and use Kabbalah (many Jewish) who do not share my views, and 
	secondly, remembering the parable of the blind men and the elephant, 
	impressions of God tend to be shaped by the part one grabs hold of, and how 
	close to the bum end one is standing.
	
	Like it or not, my explanations of the supernal sephiroth are going to be 
	lacking in substance. I can only ask you, the reader, to accept that the 
	primary purpose of Kabbalah has always been the direct, personal experience 
	of the living God, a state Kabbalists have called "devekuth", or cleaving to 
	God, and the way towards that experience comes, not from a studious 
	examination of the symbolism of the supernals, but from the practical 
	techniques of Kabbalah to be discussed in a later chapter.
	
	The title of the sephira Binah is translated as "understanding", and 
	sometimes as "intelligence". The title of the sephira Chokmah translates as 
	"wisdom", and that of Kether translates as "crown". These three sephiroth 
	are often referred to as the supernal sephiroth, or simply the supernals, 
	and they represent that aspect of God which is manifest in creation. There 
	is another aspect of God in Kabbalah, the "real God" or En Soph; although En 
	Soph is responsible for the creation of the universe, En Soph manifests to 
	us only in the limited form of the sephira Kether. An enormous amount of 
	effort has gone into "explaining" this process: one book on Kabbalah [1] in 
	my possession devotes eight pages to the En Soph, twelve pages to the 
	supernal trio of Kether, Chokmah and Binah, and five pages to the remaining 
	seven sephiroth, a proportion which seems relatively constant throughout 
	Kabbalistic literature.
	
	Briefly, the hidden God or En Soph crystallised a point which is the sephira 
	Kether. In most versions (and this idea can be found as far back as the 
	"Bahir" [2]) the En Soph "contracted" (tsimtsum) to "make room" for the 
	creation, and the crystallised point of Kether manifested within this 
	"space". Kether is the seed planted in nothingness from which the creation 
	springs - an interesting metaphor turns the Tree of Life "upside down" and 
	shows Kether at the bottom of the Tree, rooted in the soil of the En Soph, 
	with the rest of the sephiroth forming the trunk, branches and leaves. 
	Another metaphor shows Kether connected to the En Soph by a "thread of 
	light", a metaphor I used somewhat whimsically in the section on "Daath and 
	the Abyss", where I portrayed the Tree of Life as a lit-up Christmas tree 
	with a power cord snaking out of the darkness of the En Soph and through the 
	abyss to Kether. Like the Moon, Kether has two aspects: manifest and hidden, 
	and for this reason its magical image is that of a face seen in profile: one 
	side of the face (the right side, as it happens) is visible to us, but the 
	other side is turned forever towards the En Soph.
	
	Kether has many titles: Existence of Existences, Concealed of the Concealed, 
	Ancient of Ancients, Ancient of Days, Primordial Point, the Smooth Point, 
	the Point within the Circle, the Most High, the Inscrutable Height, the Vast 
	Countenance (Arik Anpin), the White Head, the Head which is not, 
	Macroprosopus. Taken together, these titles imply that Kether is the first, 
	the oldest, the root of existence, remote, and its most accurate symbol is 
	that of a point. Kether precedes all forms of existence, all differentiation 
	and distinction, all polarity. Kether contains everything in potential, like 
	a seed that sprouts and grows into a Tree, not once, but continuously. 
	Kether is both root and seed. Because it precedes all forms and contains all 
	opposites it is not like anything. 
	You can say it contains infinite goodness, but then you have to say that it 
	contains infinite evil. Wrapped up in Kether is all the love in the world, 
	and wrapped around the love is all the hate. Kether is an outpouring of 
	purest, radiant light, but equally it is the profoundest stygian dark. And 
	it is none of these things; it precedes all form or polarity, and its Virtue 
	is unity. It is a point without extension or qualities, but it contains all 
	creation within it as an unformed potential.
	
	The "Zohar" [3] is packed with references to Kether, and it is difficult to 
	be selective, but the following quote from the "Lesser Holy Assembly", is 
	clear, simple, and subtle:
	
	
	
		"He (Kether) hath been formed, and yet as it were He hath not been 
		formed. He hath been conformed so that he may sustain all things; yet is 
		He not formed, seeing that He is not discovered.
		When He is conformed He produceth nine Lights, which shine forth from 
		Him, from his conformation.
		
		And from Himself those Lights shine forth, and they emit flames, and 
		they rush forth and are extended on every side, like as from an elevated 
		lantern the rays of light stream down on every side.
		
		And those rays of light, which are extended, when anyone draweth near 
		unto them so that they may be examined, are not found, and there is only 
		the lantern alone."
	
	
	Polarity is contained within Kether in the form of Chokmah and Binah, the 
	Wisdom and Understanding of God, and Kabbalists have represented this 
	polarity using the most obvious of metaphors, that of male and female. 
	Chokmah is Abba, the Father, and Binah is Aima, the Mother, and the entire 
	world is seen as the child of the continuous and never-ending coupling of 
	this divine pair. The following passage is taken again from the "Lesser Holy 
	Assembly":
	
	
	
		"Come and behold. When the Most Holy Ancient One, the Concealed with all 
		Concealments (Kether), desired to be formed forth, He conformed all 
		things under the form of Male and Female; and in such place wherein Male 
		and Female are comprehended.
		For they could not permanently exist save in another aspect of the Male 
		and Female (their countenances being joined together).
		
		And this Wisdom (Chokmah) embracing all things, when it goeth forth and 
		shineth forth from the Most Holy Ancient One, shineth not save under the 
		form of Male and Female. Therefore is this Wisdom extended, and it is 
		found that it equally becometh Male and Female.
		
		ChKMH AB BINH AM: Chokmah is the Father and Binah is the Mother, and 
		therein are Chokmah, Wisdom, and Binah, Understanding, counterbalanced 
		together in the most perfect equality of Male and Female.
		
		And therefore are all things established in the equality of Male and 
		Female, for were it not so, how could they subsist!
		
		This beginning is the Father of all things; the Father of all Fathers; 
		and both are mutually bound together, and the one path shineth into the 
		other - Chokmah, Wisdom, as the Father; Binah, Understanding, as the 
		Mother.
		
		It is written, Prov. 2.3: 'If thou callest Binah the Mother."
		
		When They are associated together They generate, and are expanded in 
		truth.
	
	
	And concerning the continuing act of procreation:
	
	
	
		"Together They (Chokmah & Binah) go forth, together They are at rest; 
		the one ceaseth not from the other, and the one is never taken away from 
		the other.
		And therefore is it written, Gen 2.10: 'And a river went forth from 
		Eden' - i.e. properly speaking, it continually goeth forth and never 
		faileth."
	
	
	A river or spring metaphor is often used for Chokmah, to emphasise the 
	continuous nature of creation. The primary metaphor is that of a phallus - 
	Chokmah is the phallus which ejaculates continuously into the womb of Binah, 
	and Binah in turn gives birth to phenomenal reality. Phallic symbols - a 
	standing stone, a fireman's hose, a fountain, a spear etc, belong to 
	Chokmah, and womb symbols - a cauldron, a gourd, a chalice, an oven etc, 
	belong to Binah. In an abstract sense, Chokmah and Binah correspond to the 
	first, primal manifestation of the polarity of force and form. To repeat a 
	metaphor I have used previously, Binah is a hot-air balloon, and Chokmah is 
	the roaring blast of flame which keeps it in the air. The metaphor is not 
	completely accurate: Binah is not form, but she is the Mother of Form - she 
	creates the condition whereby form can manifest.
	
	The colour of Binah is black, and she is associated with Shabbatai ("rest"), 
	the planet Saturn. The symbolism of Binah is twofold: on one hand she is 
	Aima, the fertile mother of creation, and on the other hand she is the 
	mother of finiteness, limitation, restriction, boundaries, time, space, law, 
	fate, and ultimately, death; in this form she is often depicted as Ama the 
	Crone, who broods (like many pictures of Queen Victoria) in her black 
	widow's weeds on the throne of creation - one of the titles of Binah is 
	Khorsia, the Throne.
	
	The magician and Kabbalist Dion Fortune had a strongly intuitive grasp of 
	Binah, not just as a sphere of a particular kind of emanation, but as the 
	Great Mother herself, as the following rhyme from her novel "Moon Magic" [4] 
	shows:
	
	
	
		"I am she who ere the earth was formed
		Was Rhea, Binah, Ge.
		I am that soundless, boundless, bitter sea
		Out of whose deeps life wells eternally.
		Astarte, Aphrodite, Ashtoreth -
		Giver of life and bringer in of death;
		Hera in heaven, on earth Persephone;
		Diana of the ways, and Hecate -
		All these am I, and they are seen in me.
		The hour of the high full moon draws near;
		I hear the invoking words, hear and appear -
		Shaddai El Chai and Rhea, Binah, Ge -
		I come unto the priest who calleth me - "
	
	One of the oldest correspondences for Binah is the element of water, and she 
	is called Marah, the bitter sea from which all life comes and must return. 
	She is also the Superior or Greater Mother; the Inferior or Lesser Mother is 
	the sephira Malkuth, who is better symbolised by nature goddesses of the 
	earth itself - e.g. the trinity of Kore, Demeter, and Persephone. The Tree 
	of Life has many goddess symbols, and it is not always easy to see where 
	they fit:
	
	
	
		Binah is the Great Mother of All, with symbols of space, time, fate, 
		spinning, weaving, cauldrons etc.
		Malkuth is the Earth as the soil from which life springs, matter as the 
		basis for life, the spirit concealed in matter, best symbolised by 
		goddesses of this earth, fertility, vegetation etc.
		
		Yesod in its lunar aspect is the Moon, a hidden reality with the ebb and 
		flow of secret tides, illusion, glamour, sexual reproduction etc, and is 
		sometimes in invoked in the form of lunar goddesses - Selene, Artemis 
		etc.
		
		Gevurah is on the Pillar of Form; the whole Pillar has a female aspect, 
		and Gevurah is sometimes invoked in a female form as Kali, Durga, 
		Hecate, or the Morrigan, although it must be said that all four 
		goddesses also share definite Binah-type correspondences.
		
		Netzach has the planet Venus as a correspondence, and its aspect of 
		sensual pleasure, luxury, sexual love and desire is sometime invoked 
		through a goddess such as Venus or Aphrodite.
	
	
	The Spiritual Experience of Binah is the Vision of Sorrow: as the Mother of 
	Form Binah is also the Mother of finiteness and limitation, of determinism, 
	of cause and effect. Every quality comes forth hand-in-hand with its 
	opposite: life and death, joy and despair, love and hate, order and chaos, 
	so that it is not possible to find an anchor in life. For every reason to 
	live I can find you, buried like a worm in an apple, a reason not to live; 
	the Vision of Sorrow is a vision of a life condemned to tramp along the 
	circumference of a circle while forever denied a view of the unity of the 
	centre. At its most extreme the creation is seen as an evil trick played by 
	a malign demiurge, a sick, empty joke, or a joyless prison with death the 
	only release. The classic vision of sorrow is that of Siddhartha Gautama, 
	but Tolstoy records [5] a terrible and enduring psychic experience which 
	contains most of the elements associated with the worst Binah can offer - it 
	drove him to the very edge of suicide.
	
	The Illusion of Binah is death; that is, the vision of Binah may be 
	compelling, but it is one-sided, a half-truth, and the finiteness it reveals 
	is an illusion. Our own personal finiteness is an illusion.
	
	The Qlippoth of Binah is fatalism, the belief that we are imprisoned in the 
	mechanical causality of form, and not only are we incapable of changing or 
	achieving anything, but even if we could, there wouldn't be any point. Why 
	try to be happy - happiness leads inexorably to sadness. Why try to build 
	and create - it all ends in decay and ruin soon enough. As the author of 
	"Ecclesiastes" says, all is vanity.
	
	The Vice of Binah is avarice. Form is only one-half of the equation of life 
	- change is the other half - and to try to hold onto and preserve form at 
	the expense of change would be the death of all life. The Virtue of Binah is 
	silence. Beyond form there are no concepts, ideas, abstractions, or words.
	
	The Spiritual Experience of Chokmah is the Vision of God Face-to-Face. The 
	tradition I received has it that one cannot have this vision while incarnate 
	i.e. one dies in the process. One Hasidic Rabbi liked to bid farewell to his 
	family each morning as if it was his last - he feared he might die of 
	ecstacy during the day. In the "Greater Holy Assembly" [3], three Rabbis 
	pass away in ecstacy, and in the "Lesser Holy Assembly" [3] the famous Rabbi 
	Simeon ben Yohai passes away at the conclusion. There is a fairly widespread 
	belief that to look on the naked face of God, or a God, means death, but 
	fortunately there is no historical evidence to suggest that the majority of 
	Kabbalists died of anything other than natural causes. Having said that, I 
	would not like to underplay the naked rawness of Chokmah; unconstrained, 
	unconfined, free of form, it is the creative power which sustains the 
	universe, and talk of death is not melodramatic.
	
	The Illusion of Chokmah is independence; at the level of Binah we seem to be 
	locked in form, separate and finite, but just as death is seen to be an 
	illusion so ultimately is our independence and free-will. We seem to 
	be independent, and we seem to 
	have free-will, but at the level of Chokmah we draw our water from the same 
	well.
	
	The Virtue of Chokmah is good, and the Vice is evil. Regardless of your 
	definition of good or evil, Chokmah encompasses every possibility of action, 
	circumstance and creation, and modern Kabbalists no longer try to believe 
	God is good, and evil must reside elsewhere. Medieval Kabbalists liked to 
	hedge their bets, but one has only to plumb the bottomless depths of 
	personal good and evil to find they spring from the same place.
	
	The Qlippoth of Chokmah is arbitrariness. The raw, creative, unconstrained 
	energy of God at its most primal and dynamic can seem utterly arbitrary and 
	chaotic, and some authors [e.g. [6]] have seen it this way. This removes the 
	"divine will" from the energy and leaves a blind, directionless and 
	essentially mechanical force which is unbiased - creation and destruction, 
	order and chaos, who cares? The Kabbalistic view is that this is not so: 
	Chokmah contains form (as Binah) in 
	potential, and it is not correct to view Chokmah as a purely chaotic 
	energy. It is an energy biased towards an end - "God's Will", for lack of a 
	better description.
	
	The Spiritual Experience of Kether is Union with God. My comments on the 
	Spiritual Experience of Chokmah apply also to Kether. The Illusion of Kether 
	is attainment. We can live, we can change, but there is nothing to attain. 
	Even Union with God is no attainment; we were always one with God, and knowing that 
	we are changes nothing of any consequence - as long as we live, there is no 
	goal in life other than living itself. As the Kabbalist Rebbe Nachman of 
	Breslov said [7]:
	
	
	
		"No matter how high one reaches, there is still the next step. 
		Therefore, we never know anything, and still do not attain the true 
		goal. This is a very deep and mysterious concept."
	
	The Qlippoth of Kether is Futility. Perhaps the creation was a bad idea. 
	Maybe the En Soph should never have emanated the point- crown of Kether. 
	Perhaps the whole of creation, life, the entire, ghastly three-ring circus 
	we are forced to endure is nothing more thana complete waste. The En 
	Soph should suck Malkuth back into Kether, collapse the whole, crazy house 
	of cards, and admit the mistake.
	
	The God-name of Binah is Elohim, a feminine noun with a masculine plural 
	ending. When we read in the Bible "In the beginning created God...", this 
	God is Elohim. The name Elohim is associated with all the sephiroth on the 
	Pillar of Form, and is taken to represent the feminine aspect of God. The 
	God-name of Chokmah is Yah (YH), a shortened form of YHVH. The God-name of 
	Kether is Eheieh, a name sometimes translated as "I am", and more often as 
	"I will be".
	
	The archangel of Binah is Tzaphqiel; I have been told this means "Shroud of 
	God", but I have not been able to verify this. If it does not mean "Shroud 
	of God", it most certainly should. The archangel of Chokmah is Ratziel, the 
	Herald of the Deity. According to tradition, the wisdom of God and the 
	deepest secrets of the creation were inscribed on a sapphire which is in the 
	keeping of the archangel Ratziel, and this "Book of Ratziel" was given to 
	Adam and handed down through the generations [8]. The archangel of Kether is 
	Metatron, the Archangel of the Presence. According to tradition Metatron was 
	once the man Enoch, who was so wise he was taken by God and made a prince 
	among the angels.
	
	The angel orders of Binah, Chokmah and Kether can be derived directly from 
	the vision of Ezekiel. In the Biblical text, Ezekiel describes successively 
	the Holy Living Creatures, the great wheels within wheels, and lastly the 
	throne-chariot (Merkabah) of God. The vision of Ezekiel had a great 
	influence on early Kabbalah, and it is no coincidence that the angel order 
	of Binah is the Aralim, or Thrones, the angel order of Chokmah is the 
	Auphanim or Wheels, and the angel order of Kether is the Chiaoth ha Qadesh, 
	or Holy Living Creatures. The forms of the Chiaoth ha Qadesh - lion, eagle, 
	man and ox - have survived to this day in many Christian churches, and can 
	be found on the "World" card of most Tarot packs.
	
	It is difficult to grasp the nature of Chokmah and Binah from symbols alone, 
	just as it is difficult to grasp interstellar distances, the energy output 
	of a star, the number of stars in a galaxy, and the number of galaxies 
	visible to us. The scale of the observable physical universe relative to our 
	planet (and the planet is a big place for most of us) is staggering; there 
	are something like a hundred stars inour galaxy alone for 
	every person on this planet. When I think of Chokmah and Binah I attempt to 
	think of them on this scale; the physical universe where we have our home, 
	considered as Malkuth, is vast, mysterious, and contains inconceivable 
	energies - to consider the Father and Mother of creation on any less a scale 
	seems arrogant to me. Which brings me to the question "Can one experience, 
	or be initiated into, the supernal sephiroth?".
	
	If the Kabbalah is to be considered as based on experience, and not an 
	intellectual construction, then the answer has to be "yes". The supernals 
	represent something real. What do they represent? Is it possible to "cross 
	the Abyss"? The answers to these questions depends on which Kabbalistic 
	model one chooses to use, and precisely how one interprets the Tree of Life. 
	For the sake of argument I have chosen three alternative models:
	
	
	
		- Model A:
 
		- the sephira Malkuth represents the whole physical universe; the 
		sephiroth from Yesod to Chesed (the Microprosopus) represent a sentient, 
		self-conscious being; the supernals represent the God of the whole 
		universe, God-in-the-Large.
 
		- Model B:
 
		- the Tree of Life is a model of human consciousness; the supernals 
		represent the God within, God-in-the-Small.
 
		- Model C:
 
		- the Tree of Life exists in the four worlds of the creation, namely 
		Atziluth, Briah, Yetzirah, and Assiah. When talking of "the Tree", we 
		are talking about "the Tree of Yetzirah"; "The Abyss" is in fact "the 
		Abyss of Yetzirah" only.
 
	
	
	All three models can be found in Kabbalistic writing, and it is rarely clear 
	which version an author is using at any given time. I admit the fault 
	myself. Model A differs radically from Models B and C: Model A is an 
	all-embracing model of everything, whereas in Models B and C the Tree has 
	been applied recursively to a component of the whole, namely a human being 
	considered a divine spark. This is a valid (if confusing) Kabbalistic 
	technique: take a whole, and find a new Tree in each of its components; 
	apply the method recursively until you generate enough detail to explain 
	anything. This idea is summed up in the aphorism: "there is a Tree in every 
	sephiroth".
	
	Is it possible to experience the supernals in Model A? I would say that it 
	is only possible to experience them at a remove via the paths crossing over 
	the Abyss from Tipheret; that is, as a living, incarnate being my 
	consciousness rises no further up the Pillar of Consciousness than Tiphereth 
	(or Daath), but it is possible to apprehend the supernals via the linking 
	paths. To experience the consciousness of Binah in this model would be 
	tantamount to being able to modify the physical constants of nature - 
	Planck's constant, the speed of light, the Gravitational constant, the ratio 
	of masses of particles etc. - the consequences don't bear thinking about! To 
	experience Chokmah would be to experience the force which underpins a 
	billion galaxies. I do not believe even the most arrogant twentieth century 
	magician would claim to have achieved either of these initiations - the 
	continuing existence of the planet is probably the best evidence for that.
	
	Model B is a model of the Microprosopus as 
	a complete Tree. There is some evidence in the "Zohar" that the author 
	thought about the Macroprosopus and Microprosopus in precisely this way, 
	with references to "the greater Chokmah" and "the lesser Chokmah". Model C 
	is substantially similar to Model B, but cast in a slightly different model. 
	With this interpretation it is certainly possible to consider "the lesser 
	Chokmah" as an accessible state of consciousness, but "the Greater Chokmah" 
	remains as in Model A; that is, we can experience the God within, 
	"God-in-the-Small", and experience our essential unity with all other living 
	beings considered as "Gods-in-the-Small", but beyond that lies a greater 
	mystery, that of "God-in-the-Large". We may each be a chip off the old 
	block, but individually we are notidentical with 
	the old block.
	
	This discussion may seem arcane, but there is a natural tendency in people 
	to exalt spiritual experience to the highest level, which does nothing more 
	than inflate and devalue the currency of the language we use to describe 
	these experiences. The universe is too large, too mysterious, and too full 
	of infinite possibilities of wonder for anyone to claim initiation into 
	Malkuth, far less Kether.
	
	Lastly, it is worth asking "what is God?". 
	What does the Kabbalistic trinity of Kether, Chokmah and Binah represent in 
	reality? I have deliberately avoided mentioning an enormous amount of 
	Kabbalistic material on these three sephiroth because it is not clear 
	whether it contributes to a genuine understanding. How useful, for example, 
	is it to know that the name Binah (BINH) contains not only IH (Yod, He), the 
	letters representing Chokmah and Binah, but also BN, Ben, the son? There is 
	a level of understanding Kabbalah which is intellectual, and capable of 
	almost inifinite elaboration, but it leads nowhere. What experience or 
	perception does the word "God" denote? If there is nothing which is not God, 
	why are so many people searching for God? Why do so many people feel apart 
	from God? I quoted D.H. Lawrence's poem "Only Man" because of his deeply 
	intuitive view of the Fall from God and the abyss of separation.
	
	I was browsing in my local occult bookshop recently, a shop which contains a 
	catholic selection of books covering Eastern religions, astrology, Tarot, 
	shamanism, crystals, theosophy, magick, Celtic and Grail traditions, 
	mythology, Kabbalah, witchcraft, and so on. I am not sure what I was looking 
	for, but despite a couple of hours of browsing I certainly did not find it. 
	What did strike me was the extent to which so many of these books were 
	written to make human beings feel 
	good about themselves. There 
	is a smug view permeating so much occult literature that "spiritual" human 
	beings are a little bit more "advanced" or "developed" than the pack, that 
	they are "moving along the Path" towards some kind of "enlightenment", 
	"cosmic consciousness", "union with God", "divine love", or one of many more 
	fantastic and utterly sublime goals. It is all so empowering and affirming 
	and cosy. Even in the less starry-eyed and gushy works the view is 
	predominantly, almost exclusively human-centred, and I found it difficult to 
	avoid the impression that the universe was designed as a foam-padded 
	playground for human souls to romp around in. There is more than a little 
	truth in Marx's statement that religion is the opium of the people, and a 
	cynic could justify a claim that occultism and esoteric religion are little 
	more than a security blanket for unfortunate people who cannot look reality 
	in the face. Where are the books which say "you are an insignificant speck 
	of flyshit in a universe so vast you cannot even begin to comprehend its 
	scale; your occult pretensions amount to nothing and are carefully designed 
	to protect you from any experience of reality; all human experience and 
	knowledge is parochial, insignificant and largely irrelevant on a universal 
	scale, and your personal contribution even more so; there are no Masters or 
	Powers, no Secret Chiefs, no Inner Plane Adepti, no Messiahs, and God does 
	not love you; the only thing you possess is your life, and the joy and 
	mystery of living in a universe filled to the brim with life, where little 
	is known and much remains to be discovered; when you die, you are dead." I 
	do not concur with this position in its entirity, but it is a valid position 
	to adopt, and one which is not strongly represented in esoteric and occult 
	literature. Why not? Perhaps people do not want to buy books which say this. 
	I will venture an opinion which reflects my own experience; as such it has 
	no general validity, but it is worth recording nevertheless.
	
	I believe that many religious, esoteric and occult traditions currently 
	extant are unconsciously designed to protect human beings from experiencing 
	God and lead towards experiences which are valid in themselves but which are 
	biased towards feelings of love, protection, peace, safety, personal growth, 
	community and empowerment, all wrapped up in a strongly human-centred value 
	system where positive human feelings 
	and experiences are emphasised. I believe that people are apart from God by 
	choice, that they cannot find God because they 
	do not want to.
	
	It is difficult to justify this statement without resorting to an onion-skin 
	model of the psyche; underneath the surface, unsuspected and virtually 
	inaccessible, is a layer which does its best to protect us from the 
	existential terror of confronting things as they really are. As a child I 
	was terrified of the dark; the dark itself was not malign, but I was deeply 
	afraid, and in this case it was fear which determined my relationship with 
	the dark, not any quality of the dark itself. So it is with God - it is our 
	deeply buried and unrecognised fear which determines our relationship with 
	God. We read books, go to the cinema and theatre, argue, invent, throw 
	parties, play games, search for God, live and love together, and bury 
	ourselves in all the distractions of human society in a frenetic and 
	unceasing effort to avoid the layers of fear - fear of solitude, fear of 
	rejection, fear of disease and decay and disintregration, fear of madness, 
	fear of meaninglessness, arbitrariness and futility, fear of death and 
	personal annihilation. Like an audience in a cinema, we can live in a 
	fantasy for a time and forget that it is dark, cold and raining outside, but 
	sooner or later we have to leave our seats. And underneath all the fears is 
	the fear of opening the door which conceals the awful truth: that we have 
	wilfully, and with great energy and persistence, chosen not 
	to know.
	
	
	
		- 
		Ponce, Charles, "Kabbalah", Garnstone Press, 1974.
 
		- 
		Kaplan, Aryeh, "The Bahir", Samuel Weiser 1989.
 
		- 
		Mather, S.L., "The Kabbalah Unveiled", RKP 1970
 
		- 
		Fortune, Dion, "Moon Magic", Star Books, 1976
 
		- 
		James, William, "The Varieties of Religious Experience", Fontana 1974
 
		- 
		Peter J. Carroll, "Liber Null & Psychonaut", Samuel Weiser 1987
 
		- 
		Epstein, Perle, "Kabbalah", Shambhala 1978
 
		- 
		Graves, Robert, & Patai, Raphael, "Hebrew Myths, the Book of Genesis", 
		Arena 1989
 
	
	
	
	
	
	Next chapter
		 
 
Binah is 'intuitive understanding', or 'contemplation'. It is likened to a 
'palace of mirrors' that reflects the pure point of light of Chokhmah, 
wisdom, increasing and multiplying it in an infinite variety of ways. In this 
sense, it is the 'quarry', which is carved out by the light of wisdom. It is the 
womb, which gives shape to the Spirit of God.
On a psychological level, Binah is "processed wisdom," also known as deductive 
reasoning. It is davar mitoch 
davar—understanding one idea from another idea. While Chockmah is intellect 
that does not emanate from the rational process (it is either inspired or 
taught), Binah is the rational process that is innate in the person which works 
to develop an idea fully.
In Western occultism, Binah is seen to take the raw force of Chokhmah, and to 
channel it into the various forms of creation.[citation 
needed] For 
example, in a car, you have the fuel and an engine. While Chokmah is the fuel, 
pure energy, Binah is the engine, pure receptivity. Either one without the other 
is useless.
In its role as the ultimate Object, as opposed to Chokmah as the Subject, its 
role is similar to the role of Shakti[citation 
needed] in 
Indian mysticism. It is feminine, 
because it literally gives birth to the whole of creation, providing the 
supernal womb, 
with Chokmah providing the raw energy.
The aspect or attribute of being associated with the feminine, is why Binah is 
often associated with various occult things that reflect the females. It is 
related to the Yoni, and to the womb. It is related to the priestess card in the occult 
tarot (according to Arthur 
Edward Waite's "Pictorial Key to the Tarot") and Liber 
777 associating it with Isis, Cybele, Demeter, Rhea, Woman, The 
Virgin Mary, Juno,Hecate, Yoni, 
The Three Threes of the Tarot, etc. etc. etc.
In the correlation of Binah with Shakti and Chokmah with Shiva, Shakti is the 
animating life force whereas Shiva is dead, a corpse, without her energy.
	
	
	In the last 
	installment in this series, we have discussed chochmah or 
	"inspired wisdom." We now come to the second of the Ten Sefirot, which is binah or 
	"processed wisdom," also known as deductive reasoning.
	We have a 
	definition of binah in 
	our non-mystical Midrashic literature which defines binah in 
	the same way that Kabbalah defines it, and that is davar 
	mitoch davar –- understanding 
	one idea from another idea.
	A person 
	has an idea -- generated by chochmah -- 
	and left the way it is, the idea is not really useful; it is raw. But then 
	one begins to analyze it. What exactly are the parameters of the idea? What 
	axioms is it based on? What are all the ramifications of this idea, and are 
	they internally consistent? What are its applications?
	In 
	Kabbalistic literature the metaphor of a "father" and a "mother" is used to 
	describe this relationship of raw idea to processed idea.
	
		Just like a father sows a seed, sochochmah is 
		a mere seed, an undeveloped code for potential.
	
	Just like 
	a father sows a seed, so chochmah is 
	a mere seed. The father's seed is infinitesimally small, containing an 
	undeveloped code that is mere potential.
	It is in 
	the mother's womb that it begins to develop. Every line of DNA code begins 
	to become a human cell, a budding tissue, or a specific organ. Here is the 
	ability to develop the germ of a human.
	This 
	relationship is also expressed in Talmudic literature:
	The man 
	brings home wheat and wool from the fields. Can a man eat wheat? Can he wear 
	wool? The woman then takes this wheat and makes flour, then dough, and then 
	bread. She takes the wool, spins it, weaves it, and sews it.
	Thus we 
	see that the woman develops the potential in every item. (Without 
	stereotyping perhaps this explains the special talent in education that 
	mothers possess, for they are capable of seeing potential in children, long 
	after their father has given up on them.)
	One more 
	point about the metaphor of a father and mother. The original man -- Adam -- 
	was created from "nothing." He started out as lump of clay into which was 
	instilled the Divine breath. Thus the essence of the man is that he comes 
	from "nowhere" much the same as chochmah does.
	Eve, 
	however, was taken from Adam. Her very existence demonstrated that she was a davar 
	mitoch davar, an entity coming from something.
	Adam 
	seemed to be but one person, but it was then revealed that out of this 
	person, another person could be carved out. Or put more correctly -- within 
	this Adam there was latent an entire person, waiting to emerge.
	The Bible 
	then explains that this is the reason that a woman is called ishah for 
	she was taken from man, ish.
	
	WISDOM AND STUDY OF TORAH
	
	Let us 
	find the contrast between chochmah and binah in 
	a very different area: the study of Torah.
	The 
	Talmud states that Torah was given to Moses to give to Israel. At that time 
	Moses also received the art of pilpul, which translates roughly as the 
	process of logically extrapolating new Torah laws from the existing body of 
	law. Moses was not required to hand this skill to Israel, but out of his 
	"good heartedness" he did so. Indeed, the skill became very useful because 
	when Moses died, Israel forgot many laws, and these were restored through 
	the pilpul process.
	This 
	teaching of the Talmud is actually a description of the role of bothchochmah and binah in 
	the study of Torah.
	Torah is 
	certainly an example of chochmah. 
	It is an outside injection of God's wisdom into the world. Its validity is 
	not because we understand it, but rather because G-d said it is so.
	
	
	
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		Torah simultaneously has an internalbinah, which translates as 
		logical extrapolation.
	
	Yet Torah 
	simultaneously has an internal binah. 
	Given the basics one can use logical extrapolation and rebuild the rest of 
	it. Even the mode with which pilpul was 
	given to us reminds us so much of binah. 
	Torah per se was given from God, but binah (i.e. pilpul) 
	was passed onto us from the person who already had it! Much the same as the 
	woman was created from the man who already was there!
	Indeed 
	for an outsider visiting a yeshiva, the method of study seems strange. On 
	the one hand the students display a tremendous reverence for the Torah as 
	being God's word. On the other hand, every point is meticulously debated 
	with the keenest logical analysis possible. This is because Torah does 
	indeed contain both components: chochmah bestowed 
	from God and human binahdeveloping 
	it.
	Let us 
	sum up. Chochmah is 
	intellect that does not emanate from the rational process. It is either 
	inspired or taught. Binah is 
	the rational process that is innate in the person, and works to develop an 
	idea fully.
	 
	
		
			Wisdom goddesses are a primary survival of 
			Goddess consciousness within patriarchal systems. In an intact 
			Goddess cosmology, Wisdom is not sharply differentiated from other 
			divine qualities. In that sense the separation is artificial, and 
			typical of the divisions that arise when theologians erect their 
			esoteric hegemonies. But I’m struck by the recurrence of Wisdom 
			deities in the “major” religions, and how archaic streams of Goddess 
			reverence continue to flow through them under the doctrinal 
			surfaces. For seekers groping a way back to Origins, it can be 
			illuminating to meditate on divine Wisdom in these forms.
		
		 
		Khokhmah and Sophia
		Max Dashú
		
			
				
					
						Thou art a Wisdom. 
						Thou are a Knowing. Thou art Truth. 
						Because of Thee, there is life. Life is from Thee. 
						Because of Thee, there is mind.
						--The Three Stelas of Seth, an Egyptian Gnostic 
						scripture
						
					
				
			
		
		The ancient Hebrew name for Wisdom is Khokhmah, a 
		feminine noun. In Jewish scripture, it was Khokhmah who personified the 
		female Divine. She is understood as an emanation of God, yet she 
		resonates with the Hebrew Goddess who is otherwise assailed in the 
		Bible, especially Asherah, she of the sacred Tree. Proverbs 3:18 calls 
		up an image of Khokhmah that originates in the oldest core of Jewish 
		culture: “She is a Tree of Life to all who lay hold of her.” 
		
		In the same book, Khokhmah sings, “The one who finds me, finds life.” 
		Like the goddess Asherah, regarded as the partner of Yahweh by the 
		ancient Hebrews, Khokhmah is linked to the pillar. “My throne was in the 
		pillar of cloud,” she declares in Ben Sirach (24:4). In Proverbs 9:1 she 
		builds a house of seven pillars. 
		
		Asphodel Long’s book A 
		Chariot Drawn by Lions offers 
		profound insights into the survival of the Hebrew Goddess. She points 
		out that Wisdom is another form of the Shekhinah, the divine Presence. 
		Both are “expressed in light and glory,” both involved in creation, 
		enthroned in heaven, intermediaries between god and the world, ascending 
		and descending, and winged. 
		
		The Book of Wisdom of Solomon, written by Alexandrian Jews in 
		the Hellenistic era, renames Khokhmah as Sophia, the Greek word for 
		Wisdom. In this text, as Long points out, Sophia “takes over the powers 
		and function of God” and the creation story is told using the word 
		“she.” The ancient author is careful to qualify this audacity by 
		describing Wisdom as God's breath and emanation, but still praises her 
		at length in her own right as “holy” and “all-powerful”: 
		
		
			For in her there is a spirit that is 
			intelligent, holy, unique, manifold, subtle;
			mobile, clear, unpolluted, distinct, invulnerable, loving the good, 
			keen, irresistible,
			Beneficent, human, steadfast, sure, free from anxiety, all-powerful, 
			overseeing all and penetrating through all spirits that are 
			intelligent and pure and most subtle.
			For wisdom is more mobile than any motion; because of her pureness 
			she pervades and penetrates all things. [Long, 46-7]
			
		
		Another beautiful passage likens Wisdom to “a flame of 
		stars through the night.” [Allegro, 171] The praise-names in the Book of 
		Wisdom of Solomon resonate deeply with those in the goddess litanies of 
		India. The most celebrated of these is the Sri 
		Lalitaa Sahasranama, an invocation of Goddess under a thousand 
		names, including Intelligence, Holy, Unique, Multiformed, Subtle, Pure, 
		Beyond All Danger, Loving the Good, Beneficence, Steady, Without 
		Anxiety, Great Power, and All-Pervasive.
		
		Long’s illuminating exegesis of the Alexandrian Wisdom litany brings 
		forward the little-known fact that the Greek name monogenes (“unique, 
		singly born”) began as a title of female divinities. It originates in a 
		Kemetic title of Neit, Hathor and Isis: “self-born, self-produced,” and 
		later appears in Orphic hymns to Demeter, Persephone and Athena. 
		Christians subsequently applied it to Yeshua of Nazareth who was cast as 
		the “only-begotten son” of god. [Long, 49] 
		
		In late antiquity other titles arose in the Judaic tradition: Shekhinah 
		(Divine Presence) and Matronit (the Mother). Kabbalists redefined 
		Khokhmah as a masculine power, and assigned Binah (Understanding) to the 
		feminine sphere. Torah became to some extent a personification of 
		Wisdom, and Jews in many countries invited Shabbat to enter their homes 
		as the bride of god and the essence of peace and joy.
		
		There is not room here to enter the Egyptian Stream of Wisdom, but what 
		follows can only be understood in the light of the veneration of Auset, 
		known in Hellenistic culture as Isis. This goddess had come to be 
		worshipped beyond the borders of Egypt, first in west Asia and north 
		Africa, then in Europe. Isis aretalogies (praise-songs based on the 
		affirmation “I am”) emphasize creative Wisdom as one of her divine 
		qualities:
		
			
				
				I am Isis, mistress of every land
				I laid down laws for humanity and ordained things that no one 
				may change... 
				I divided the earth from the heavens 
				I made manifest the paths of the stars 
				I prescribed the course of the sun and moon 
				I found out the labors of the sea 
				I made justice mighty... 
				—Aretalogy of Isis from 
				Cyme, circa 200 CE [Drinker, 114]
			
		
		
		A syncretic ferment of Egyptian, Greek and Hebrew traditions occurred in 
		Alexandria and the eastern Mediterranean during the Roman empire. Jewish 
		writers appear to have initiated a Greek series of Oracula Sibillina 
		which begin to appear around 150 BCE. Philo Judaeus of Alexandria 
		identified Sophia as Mother of the divine Logos and as Isis, mother of 
		Horus. But Philo followed Biblical tradition in according primacy to the 
		father-god as creator, treating the divine mother—Sophia — as his 
		attribute or emanation. Nevertheless, he described this god as the 
		husband of Wisdom. [Long, 46, 162; Patai, 98] 
		
		The pagan priest Plutarch agreed that Isis was the same as Sophia, 
		creator of all. [Allegro, 157] Pagan mystery religions equated Isis with 
		Demeter, Kybele, Juno Caelestis, Bona Dea, Tyche and other Mediterranean 
		goddesses, mixing their attributes and titles. Isis was sculptured 
		wearing the mural crown of the Asian goddess Tyche and holding the 
		cornucopia of the Italian Fortuna and Terra Mater. (These statuettes 
		have been found in distant Kazakhstan and Pakistan.) Multitudes of 
		molded figurines of Isis seated on the basket of the Eleusinian 
		Mysteries were mass-produced for home altars within Egypt itself. 
		
		Most of these Hellenized terracotta statuettes shrink the horned solar 
		crown of the ancient Kemetic goddess and flank it with ears of wheat, 
		assimilating her to Demeter in a historical double rebound. The Knot of 
		Isis that was for millennia tied around her belly moves up to her breast 
		in a tied Grecian shawl. Other terracottas show Isis Baubo with skirts 
		pulled up around her hips and legs opened wide. Still others look to the 
		headwaters of the Nile, as the goddess Besit, linked to the BaTwa 
		peoples, socalled "pygmies," or perhaps to other little people 
		(“dwarves”). 
		
		In the midst of this syncretism, many Isis terracottas retain the 
		Egyptian convention showing her suckling her son (now represented as a 
		sketchy afterthought). She also appears as Isis Bubastis -- Ermouthis to 
		the Greeks -- with the lower part of her body in the form of a snake. 
		This form of Isis has turned up as far east as Iraq.
		
		Some Egyptian Jews engaged in ecstatic forms of worship. Philo wrote 
		that the Therapeutae (“healers”) became “transported by divine 
		enthusiasm.” They danced and sang hymns in harmonies and antiphonies, 
		women with women and men with men. Then, says Philo, they feasted and 
		drank wine, and at last all joined together in one assembly:
		
			
			Perfectly beautiful are their motions, perfectly beautiful their 
			discourse; grave and solemn are these carollers; and the final aim 
			of their motions, their discourse, and their choral dances is piety.[Drinker, 
			159-160]
		
		
		The Therapeutae were among the Jewish sects in which women “conducted 
		the Sabbath services and provided influential commentaries on the 
		scriptures.” [Long, 38] Philo described their practice as a form of 
		spiritual healing, which in fact gave this community its name:
		
			
			Inasmuch as they profess to the art of healing better than that 
			current in towns, which cures only the bodies, they treat also souls 
			oppressed by grievous and well-nigh intolerable diseases.[Contemplative 
			Life, in Allegro, 109]
		
		
		The biggest community of Therapeutae lived near the Mareotic lake in 
		northern Egypt. Their huts had little prayer alcoves, and they gathered 
		in a central building for communal meals. Like Philo, they seem to have 
		syncretized Isis with Wisdom and called upon her for healing: “She was 
		reckoned to cure the sick and to bring the dead to life, and she bore 
		the title 'Mother of God.'“ This was an ancient name of Neit, Isis, and 
		other Kemetic goddesses.
		 
		The Gnostic Goddess
		
		The syncretism of Judaic, Egyptian, Hellenistic and 
		Persian traditions gave rise to Gnosticism, a name which arose directly 
		from an emphasis on inner knowing. Until the discovery of the Nag 
		Hammadi scrolls, what was known of the Gnostics came mostly from their 
		sworn enemies, the institutional clergy. When church patriarchs selected 
		the books that became the canonical christian bible, they rejected some 
		of the earliest texts, Gnostic scriptures. Among these excluded 
		scriptures were writings that pictured Wisdom as a divine, creative 
		female presence. 
		
		The Goddess was still well-loved in Egypt, whose ancient religion 
		exerted a tremendous influence on early Gnostic philosophy. The Gospel 
		of Thomasretains an invocation from ancient litanies of Auset: 
		“Come, lady revealing hidden secrets...” Aretalogies of Isis made their 
		way into several Gnostic scriptures, as Great Isis continued to be 
		syncretized with Judaic wisdom traditions of Khokhmah under Hellenistic 
		names. 
		
		The Gnostic scripture Eugnostos the Blessed hails “the all-wise Sophia, 
		Genetrix.” It was she, says the Origin of the World, who “created great 
		luminaries and all of the stars and placed them in the heaven so that 
		they should shine upon the earth.” This Gnostic passage echoes the Isis 
		Aretalogy of Cyme: “I divided earth from heaven, I created the ways of 
		the stars...”
		
		Other Egyptian Gnostic texts name the Divine Female as Ennoia (Thought), 
		Pronoia (Forethought) or Protennoia (Primal Thought), Pistis (Faith), 
		Sige (Silence), Eidea (Image, Idea), or Charis (Grace). These titles are 
		often used interchangeably with Sophia. Several texts address the 
		goddess as Arche (“beginning”), following the Hebraic representation of 
		Wisdom as Reshiit in the Palestinian Targum and the Samaritan Liturgy. 
		[Arthur, 65, 55, 61; Long, 87ff] 
		
		The early Egyptian Gnostics embraced the Wisdom goddess as a power 
		higher than the god who created the world. A Greek-Coptic text named 
		Origin of the World reworks Genesis to show the Goddess taking part in 
		creation, and restores Eve to her primordial sacred status as the Mother 
		of All Living. In a section known as the “Eve intrusion,” Sophia creates 
		“the Living-Eva, that is, the Instructress of Life.” This androgynous 
		being takes form according to the image of the Mother, and proclaims her 
		identity with her. She assumes titles of Isis, such as “consoler of the 
		labor pains.” [Arthur, 99, 117, 131] 
		
		This book calls Eve “the mother of the living,” a title that goes back 
		to the earliest Hebrew roots, and even further, to the Sumerian goddess 
		Ninti. In this telling, it is Eve who gives life to Adam. The archons 
		beheld Eve and compared her to Sophia, “the likeness which appeared to 
		us in the light.” They plotted to rape and “pollute” Eve, and to cast 
		Adam into a sleep, teaching him that she came into being from his rib 
		“so that the woman will serve and he will rule over her.” But Life/Eve 
		laughed at their scheming, darkened their eyes and left her likeness 
		beside Adam. “She entered the tree of knowledge, and remained there. She 
		revealed to them that she had entered the tree and become tree.” The 
		archons ran away in fear, but later came back and defiled Eve's 
		likeness. “And they were deceived, not knowing that they had defiled 
		their own bodies.” [Young, 54; Arthur, 207]
		
		A Nag Hammadi scroll called the Testimony 
		of Truth deifies the 
		wise Serpent who counsels Eve to eat the fruit of knowledge: “On the day 
		when you eat from the tree which is in the midst of Paradise, the eyes 
		of your mind will be opened.” The scroll's author points out that god's 
		threat of immediate death didn't come true, but the Serpent's promise of 
		knowledge did. He calls the god of Genesis “a malicious envier” who 
		begrudged humans the power of knowing. This theme of an imperfect 
		creator god recurs in other Gnostic texts. Sophia rebukes this god as a 
		liar and fool when he, unaware of her role in creation, claims sole 
		divinity. 
		
		Another form of the syncretic Egyptian Gnostic goddess is the mysterious 
		Barbelo. Presented as an emanation of god, she resembles Khokhmah. But 
		christian Egyptian texts refer to Mother Barbelo as part of a trinity, 
		along with the Father and Son. The Barbelo literature's attempts to 
		reconcile conflicting traditions result in contradictions. The Gospel of 
		the Egyptians says that Barbelo originated from herself, as the ancients 
		had said of Neit, Mother of the Gods. But the Three Stelas of Seth 
		present her as “the first shadow of the holy Father,” who had existed 
		before her. It addresses her with feminine pronouns, but paradoxically 
		praises her as “the male virginal Barbelo.”[Arthur, 165-6] A later 
		passage reverts to goddess imagery:
		
			
			Thou art a Sophia. Thou art a Gnosis. Thou art truth. Because of 
			thee, there is life. Life is from thee. Because of thee, there is 
			mind... Thou art a cosmos of truth. Thou art a triple power... [Arthur, 
			166]
		
		
		The Sethian Gnostics said that this trinity was made up of Light, 
		Breath, and Darkness. The Peratae had it as Father, Son and Matter, with 
		the Son mediating between the exalted Father and a passive female 
		principle. [Philosophumena, in Doresse, 52, 50]
		However, the Trimorphic Protennoia exalts “Barbelo, 
		the perfect glory,” from whose thought originated the trinity of Father, 
		Mother, Son. This scroll contains an aretalogy that unambiguously 
		praises the goddess Protennoia as the origin: “I am Primal Thought that 
		dwells in the Light... she who exists before the All... I move in every 
		creature... I am the Invisible One within the All.”[Pagels, 55; Long, 
		92-3] Her divinity is immeasurable, ineffable and radiant. [Arthur, 168]
		
		The Apochryphon of John contains 
		another aretalogy of “the perfect Pronoia (forethought) of the 
		universe,” who was “the first.” She wandered in the great darkness, 
		“into the midst of the prison,” even into the depths of the underworld. 
		She represents “the light which exists in light.” But this christian 
		text compared “sister Sophia” unfavorably to Barbelo. A splintering of 
		Gnostic goddess images was underway. They were being subordinated to 
		“the Father,” and those not firmly partnered to a male god disparaged. 
		The derivative Gnostic aretalogies reflect an emerging concept of the 
		“fallen” goddess. 
		
		
		The longest Gnostic aretalogy appears in Thunder, 
		Perfect Mind (originally 
		titledThe Divine Barbelo). It follows the form of the old Isis 
		litanies: “I am the wisdom of the Greeks / And the knowledge of the 
		barbarians / I am one whose image is great in Egypt...” Unlike the 
		aretalogies, however, Thunder is marked by dualism, pairing 
		negatives—“ignorance... shame... fear”—with Barbelo's divine qualities. 
		[Arthur, 164, 175] Still, it contains verse of remarkable beauty and 
		profundity:
		
			
				
					
						
							I am the first and the last
							I am the honored one and the scorned one
							I am the whore and the holy one
							I am the wife and the virgin
							I am the mother and the daughter
							I am the members of my mother
							I am the barren one, and many are her sons....
							I am the silence that is incomprehensible
							And the idea whose remembrance is frequent
							And the word whose appearance is multiple
							I am the utterance of my name.
						
					
				
			
		
		Though Sophia is prominent in the Gnostic creation 
		accounts, she was being stripped of the radiant holiness the Egyptians 
		attributed to Isis and the Hebrews to Khokhmah. In her ground-breaking 
		and all-too-little-known study The 
		Wisdom Goddess, Rose Arthur shows how the positive view of Sophia 
		in the early, pre-christian scriptures was gradually broken down and 
		degraded by a masculinizing, christianizing movement that emphasized a 
		“fallen Sophia.”
		
		Arthur demonstrates that the older texts were consistently reedited to 
		reduce and subordinate female divinity, while exalting the male god. The Hypostasis 
		of the Archons is no 
		more than “a christianized, patriarchalized and defeminized summary of On 
		the Origin of the World.” It blatantly substitutes the christian 
		god for the Gnostic goddess. For example, the line “But all this came to 
		pass according to the Pronoia of Pistis” becomes “But all these things 
		came to pass in the Will of the Father of the All.”
		
		The pre-christian scripture Eugnostos 
		the Blessed was revamped 
		as the Sophia Jesu 
		Christi, in which Sophia rebels against the “Father of the 
		Universe,” repents of her fault, and is saved by her male partner, Jesus 
		Christ. The revisionist text repeatedly refers to the “fault of the 
		woman.” The same process was at work in the Pistis 
		Sophia, where the fallen Sophia is made to sing thirteen hymns of 
		repentence before Jesus helps her to regain the spiritual heights.
		
		These new patriarchal discourses still had to contend with a deep-rooted 
		conviction in the Goddess as the ultimate source of life. Even hostile 
		writers acknowledge that Sophia gives the breath of life to Adam, though 
		they show this happening indirectly. But they view the material creation 
		as evil, imprisoning the souls who live in it. Often Sophia herself is 
		shown falling into bondage. 
		
		In one Gnostic myth, Sophia was made prisoner by the seven archons. The 
		essence of Wisdom made flesh in female form was subjected to every 
		indignity, including being forced into whoredom. In one version, Simon 
		Magus rescues “Helena” from a brothel in Tyre. But in actuality she is 
		the creator of the angels who made the world. She is called Kyria, Lady, 
		a Greek term corresponding to the christian god's title Kyrios. 
		[Allegro, 141-5] These stories don’t refer to idealized notions of 
		sacred harlots making love in freedom, but to female degradation in the 
		prison-brothels of the Roman empire. While they may be taken as an 
		affirmation of the presence of the sacred within the enslaved women, 
		they also demark a clear demotion of the Wisdom goddess, who has lost 
		her original sovereign power.
		
		The earlier view of Goddess as the supreme Source, or alternatively as a 
		male god's perfect partner, now gave way to the idea that she was a 
		lower being in need of pardon and salvation. New authors developed 
		themes of a deluded and foolish Sophia (contradicting the very meaning 
		of her name, “Wisdom”). They accuse of her of breaking cosmic law by 
		creating without a male partner and describe her creation as defective. 
		[Couliano, 78-9] 
		
		While these writers blamed Sophia for conceiving alone, they praise the 
		male god for creating without a partner. In their tellings, Sophia he is 
		cast down and made to suffer and repent until a superior male god deigns 
		to “correct her deficiency.” As Sophia is mythically overthrown, other 
		female figures pick up aspects of her power, but the force of the 
		Gnostic Wisdom goddess is almost spent. 
		
		Under the oppressive climate of the Roman empire, with its heavy 
		taxation, displaced populations, urban crowding, plagues, slave economy, 
		and arena executions, to say nothing of pervasive violence against 
		women, a profound negativity had seeped into religious consciousness. 
		People felt like prisoners in the world, and a conviction arose that 
		creation itself was flawed. The taint reached back to the Goddess 
		herself, since she manifested herself in matter, in birth, in bodies. 
		
		This new doctrine identifying the female with bondage, weakness, 
		inferiority and fault was the final means of overthrowing the Goddess 
		Mysteries in the Mediterranean. The process was erratic. Judaic Wisdom 
		mysticism, so influential in early Gnosticism, exalted the creative 
		power of Khokhmah, and held that creation was good, even though the 
		female is formally subordinated to the male throughout the Bible. But 
		increasingly Gnostics gravitated toward an “value-inversion,” not only 
		revolting against the Biblical god, but rejecting all creation as well.
		
		Although Gnostics were strongly influenced by Judaism, which features 
		Wisdom as a co-creator, many of their writings evince a strong animus 
		against it. Some emphasize the female creative principle, while others, 
		especially the later texts, demote her. Much of Gnostic scripture 
		reinterprets the biblical creation story, making Yahweh (cast as 
		Ialdabaoth or Saklas or Authades) junior to the creating Wisdom goddess, 
		unaware of her presence but working with her light. Possibly this theme 
		originated as a reassertation of the Goddess (especially she of 
		ten-thousand-names in Egypt) whose scattered signatures are visible in 
		the Gnostic amalgam of Hellenistic, Judaic and Persian cosmologies. Some 
		of these accounts can be read as a defense of her divinity and creative 
		power as against the increasingly influential concept of a masculine god 
		as sole creator.
		But the syncretic Goddess of late antiquity was 
		gradually subjected to heavy-handed reinterpretation as Gnostics 
		embraced a heavily polarized doctrine of dualism. Thei rejection of the 
		“lower” world ended up dragging down the Goddess in the midst of its 
		attack on Judaism. It demanded rejection of the body, of lovemaking and 
		the ancient birth mysteries: of Earth and Nature herself. New christian 
		doctrines stripped Sophia of her divine qualities, dramatically 
		subordinating her to the Father and to Christ as her male partner and 
		savior. Later writers dropped the name Sophia altogether. Some introduce 
		new names, but the visible trend is away from myths exalting a creatrix. 
		
		The variant picture of the Gnostic scriptures reflects an intense 
		campaign to beat down goddess veneration and to split body and spirit. 
		The tension is more open in the Gnostic gospels precisely because the 
		female divinity is still powerful, in contrast to the christian canon. 
		It was in Egypt and other centers of the Mysteries that the last stand 
		for open Goddess worship was fought -- and ultimately lost -- on the 
		battleground of Gnosticism. 
		
		Eradicating the Goddess proved to be an impossible task. She survived in 
		myriads of forms in popular belief, veiled as Mary or christian saints. 
		The Virgin Mary occupied a much less powerful position in church 
		doctrine and scriptures than the old pagan Goddess. Folk tradition is 
		another story; there devotion shifted to Mary from the old goddesses and 
		persisted over centuries as new ethnicities entered christendom. Due to 
		this popular pressure and the role it played in the clergy's conversion 
		strategy, Mary escaped the degradation that Gnostic christians ended up 
		heaping on Sophia, and the stigma that theologians cast over Eve. 
		Catholicism ended up absorbing goddess traditions over the centuries, 
		through progressive engorgements, while Gnosticism gradually shed them.
		
		But the story of Sophia does not end there. Her Greek worshippers 
		succeeded in assimilating her to Orthodox christianity, as Hagia Sophia. 
		The greatest cathedral of the Byzantines was raised in honor of this 
		“Holy Wisdom,” supported by the great porphyry pillars taken from the 
		Ephesian temple of Artemis. The early Orthodox Greeks regarded Hagia 
		Sophia as a female member of the Trinity, the "Holy Spirit.” This strand 
		persisted in Orthodox Christian mysticism, and is still a force in 
		Russian spirituality. Western Christian feminists have also reclaimed it 
		in recent decades. 
		
		This title of “Holy Spirit” also belonged to Ruha d’Qudsha, the goddess 
		of the Iraqi Mandaeans. She had been demonized by the Christian era, but 
		she is an Aramaean analogue to the Hebrew Shekhinah: compare Biblical ruach, 
		“spirit” and qadoshah, 
		“holy,” and remember, too, the ancient Canaanite-Egyptian goddess QDSU 
		or Qudsha. The Aramaean goddess undergoes the same debasement in Syria 
		and northern Iraq as Sophia had in the eastern Mediterranean. Ruha 
		d’Qudsha, as mother of the “evil” planets and zodiac spirits, is another 
		fallen, or rather toppled, goddess. She is called deficient and 
		defective, and must be uplifted and guided by the Father. 
		
		The Torah uses the word “hovering,” as with beating wings, to describe 
		the divine Presence that Talmudic writers had begun to call the 
		Shekhinah. Her image resonates with the ancient veneration of doves as 
		sacred to Canaanite, Syrian, and Cypriot goddesses. Christians adopted 
		this imagery, picturing the Holy Spirit as a winged radiance and a 
		hovering dove. She flutters above Mary in innumerable scenes of the 
		Annunciation, and above the consecrated chalice and bread.
		
		As for Khokhmah, she remained a presence within the Hebrew Scriptures. 
		Thousands of years after her praises were embedded in the Book of 
		Proverbs, medieval christian mystics were attracted to this female image 
		of Wisdom. Hildegarde of Bingen knew her as Sophia, Scientia Dei, and 
		Sapientia of the seven pillars. One of her manuscripts even shows her 
		wearing the mural crown of the ancient goddess of Asia Minor. 
		Hildegarde’s profoundly animistic poetry sings the praises of Life 
		endowed with Wisdom, as a goddess in all but name:
		
			
				
				I am that supreme and fiery force that sends forth all 
				living sparks. Death hath no part in me, yet I bestow death, 
				wherefore I am girt about with Wisdom as with wings. I am that 
				living and fiery essence of the divine substance that glows in 
				the beauty of the fields, and in the shining water, and in the 
				burning sun and the moon and the stars, and in the force of the 
				invisible wind, the breath of all living things, I breathe in 
				the green grass and the flowers, and in the living waters...
			
			[Book of Divine Works, circa 1167, in 
			Partnow, The Quotable 
			Woman, 48]