DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
FEBRUARY, 1990
2-1-90 - DREAM - I was in the kitchen of a house, cleaning the dirty dishes off of the white tablecloth. There were two guests there and one of the young blonde men, who was foreign born was admiring me for my industriousness and because I was different from the women he was used to. He kept watching me admiringly.
Then I got into a white bed and began reading a little red catalog of male oriented books. The man climbed under the covers with me to make passes at me. I threw away the book and got out of the bed and went outside.
I reached the front yard where the wildflowers were blooming and he picked two big bouquets of white flowers and gave them to me. These were special herbs. I thanked him.
Then we were on 16th St. ad got into a van with a big front window. We were facing south. We cleaned off the window to make a trip and suddenly it got dark. We were all surprised. I looked up and saw that a dark cloud covered the sun to the east.
We began discussing how to protect ourselves from the oncoming storm, but then I realized that it couldn't be an ordinary storm because those came out of the west. I looked again and the cloud was disapating and we were relieved.
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2-2-90 Dream #1: Twenty people were killed and buried and I was doing everything possible to prevent myself from being the next victim. I asked someone to climb a tree and capture a parakeet which had escaped from the it's cage. The man pointed to an extremely high tree and asked if I would climb up there to rescue them . I looked and admitted that I wouldn't climb up there to save anyone. The enemy was on horseback. I told someone that they were out hiding in the bush and then they were probably hiding along the rim of the bush. I was then in a yard and a black rose bush was being trimmed. I asked if it was capable of rooting and branching. They said, "Yes! and I said that I wanted to keep it then, but all the thorns should be trimmed off.
Dream #2 I went to work and asked a man there to interpret the above dream. I told it to him in fine detail, then he set about to work on it and created an entire animated cartoon in which he drew all the characters in "Gumby" fashion and created voices for them. I was so impressed. There were several other men who came in to watch and I told them that I had started writing down my dreams when I joined Conscious Development. One other man said that he had been thinking about joining it too. while all this was going on, I was feeling guilty that we were spending work time on it instead of working and kept a wary eye out for the boss so we wouldn't get caught.
Then I went home to New Berlin and a white gadget I had to hold tools in was falling apart. I went to get a piece of adhesive tape and as I unrolled it, it got larger and larger. I went out in the yard and I was going to cut a piece of the tape off and a brown car came by and tired to turn the corner so fast, it tipped over. There were other people around to help the man, but I had to call the cops and I was upset because it was already 7:30 a.m. and I was late for work. I worked from 7:30 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. Then I started to think what a waste of time that was because I had 3 children at home who needed me more.
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2-2-90 - I was in my New Berlin house taking care of a baby. All of a sudden it started to vomit. I rolled it over on its side on the floor and it puked again. It was yellow bile.
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2-2-90 - CHAKRA MEDITATION - When I got to the yellow, I saw 3 cars come into a parking lot. One had a black man in it, one had two black women in it. They came in and parked at the ocean's edge. The third car was black and contained a young man. He was deliberately trying to run down another young man who was running, trying to get away from the car. I was told that the driver's name was 'Richard.'
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2-4-90 - DREAM - I was moving my New Berlin house. Some Lutheran church people came over to help us pack. We had 4 days to pack 9 years worth of stuff. My husband had asked them to come, but didn't bother to get out of bed to greet them. I hadn't even known they were coming and I knew we hadn't even bought a new house yet. In the window outside was written in black paint, the word 'HELL'.
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2-4-90 - DREAM - I dreamed that the state of your spirituality could be told by the color of the sky when you woke up. The color of full spirituality was yellow.
When I woke up and opened my eyes, and looked ou the window, the sky was that exact color.
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2-5-90 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house getting ready for the day. It was 6:30 a.m. I was staying with a few other women. I was trying to decide which of 5 different yellow/green shirts I was going to wear for the day. I was currently wearing a yellow blouse and brown pants. I was going to cut off a strip from the bottom back of a shirt to make a matching ribbon for my hair. First I had to iron the shirt and went to the kitchen to get the ironing board and iron. I turned u pthe heat just a smidge and we discussed the overuse of electricity witha man who was making toast, then I wondered if the house wiring could handle plugging in the iron. N.M. was there in the kitchen and made some kind of comment using the name 'Honey' and that pleased me.
I saw two photos of me take from the left side of myself looking left and I thought I looked quite well. My mother was making sandwiches and was making a mess of bread crumbs, lettuce and green peppers on the table. I decided to throw the crumbs out into the yard for the birds.
First I had to go through 5 doors to get there and for each door my daughter had 5 different names starting with Arla, Ooorla, Orlain, Orvain and Jalah. She began openeing each door and her name was on each doorknob. I came out onto the rickety back porch and the steps were old and dilapitated and falling down. I had both hands full of bread crumbs. I poured all the crumbs into my right hand to balance them and I tried desperately to hold on tightly to the railing and I knew I was going to be sorry I came this way.
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2-5-90 - DREAM - I had a sliver in my index finger that was imbedded quite deeply. It had a worm inside of it. I had to dig at the sliver, release the worm and then pull the sliver out in order for the finger to heal. I touched the finger and the cartoon looking worm jumped out and scampered away and all I had left to do was pull the sliver out.
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2-5-90 MEDITATION - I went to a high astral energy temple. Edward came but was walking back and forth behind me so I worked on the chakras for myself. He wouldn't settle down.
Between the green and blue, I had a vision of two guys wearing dark blue coveralls. The one who talked to me was goiing bald and had thin grey hair, probably used to be a blonde. He was trying to lead me down a hallway towards a glass door that was dark beyond it. He said that he was going to help me to go back to being an ordinary normal person because they tended to treat me like a goddess up there. I recalled saying on occasion that I wasnt to be just a normal eprson, but he said, "That's what we did for Robin. So I said, "No thanks!. I'll stay the way I am, and they went away.
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2-5-90 - EXPERIENCE: It was a day that put me on an emotional roller coaster from total elation over the birth of a new grandson to tears and total dispair over my husband not wanting to talk to me on the phone and feeling left out of the baby's birth.
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2-5-90 - DREAMS - Two long dreams about the approval of plastic surgery in general for people.
DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house with a man who was a friend of a friend of ine. He had a small daughter and I was caring for her. We were in bed together and I dressed her in my purple sweater and dark blue stretch skirt. I asked him if I could buy her clothes of her own and he said 'Yes'. I was sorting out sewing notions on the bed, especially pins and needles.
He said that he heard that a woman had been caught sewing anickel into the throat of a young girl. I picked up his daughter and saw a thread hanging out of his daughter's mouth. I asked him to look for a nickel in her throat, but there was none.
I was then looking through catalogs for spring seeds and plants I could send for. He told me to hurry up because he was going to send me a basket of flowers in two weeks for his wedding to my friend and he wanted them to be right.
I was was then drawing outlines around objects on a paper for a game show and I ended up with a map of the U.S. surrounded by deer antlers which was too complicated and a small picture of a pool with people in it in the center of the U.S. and the answer was to be 'Poland'.
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2-5-90 Meditation: (With Marcus and Holy Christ)
Q. If a person is a mental giant with full knowledge of Universal Laws, if he goes against these laws, and commits suicide,what is the consequence?
A. If a person is truly a Master and his presence is no longer required on the earth plane, he is allowed to leave the earth plane at will. You, yourself, have experienced this transition several times, Dolores, as you know, but in your case, your body was required as a service to those people around you. Your body is now sharing souls to conclude some business each of you must work on individually.
In the case of a Master, the transition is quite gentle as you know, Dolores.
Q. In the event of a gun shot, cutting, poison, how can you say it is a gentle transition?
A. The soul does not suffer.
Q. How about in the case of S.C.? (car accident)
A. You already know the answer to that question, Dolores. The soul was gone before the car even hit the ground.
In the case of a lower elevated soul, the consequences can be quite dire to commit suicide, since he/she is in the earth plane and is not staying to endure the lesson. Thus, he/she will eventually have to go back and do it again.
Q. In the case of T.H., why cannot she just come out and reveal the truth about the dark E.T.s?
A. The world is not ready to know the truth about the spiritual world. It must be revealed slowly.
Q. In the case of R.O. why did she commit suicide?
A. She was no longer required on the earth plane. She was given a reason to leave that would satisfy those who would ask why, as is each individual soul.
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2-6-90 - DREAM - An apartment upstairs from me became available. It had belonged to a man. I really wanted to move upstairs to the 3rd floor, but when I went up there to inspect it, the rooms were actually smaller thanwhat I already had. Heat was not provided and I would have to pay for that myself. But it had a hidden secret library. I wanted to inspect the library, but I couldn't find a safe place to put a chair down to stand on it so I could get to the highest shelves without help. I decided I didn't want the apartment afterall.
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2-6-90 - DREAM - A decision had to be made between 48 flowers and 58 flowers. The 48 flowers was approved.
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2-6-90 - DREAM - I went to inspect a house with my Father. He had already cleaned everything out of the basement. It still had a few cobwebs to clean out and only one lightbulb was burning. I needed to put two more light bulbs into the empty sockets and the room would be as bright as upstairs. He handed me a huge bag of sugar to store for use. I put it in the baking cabinet, not for use on cereal.
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2-6-90 - DREAM - Our whole family had to go with a family member to witness the signing of a legal paper. As soon as it was done, we went back to a big hall where we were waiting for a dance to start.
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2-6-90 - DREAM - I came outside and saw that my son Tom had fallen and it looked like he had a bloody nose and had hurt himself really bad, but when I looked closer, he was just smeared with tomato sauce, rhubarb sauce, hot sauce, and catsup.
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2-6-90 DREAM of my grandson Brian: Age 5. There were 3 angels standing outside his window. Then he saw a dragon outside his window and he could see the angels hovering overhead in heaven.
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2-7-90 Dream: I and the children were in the house practicing flying. My husband asked what we were doing. I said we were getting ready so that when the UFOs came, we would be ready and just then three little pink UFOs came out of the sky, flew right through the window into our livingroom and did a loop the loop.
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2-7-90 Dream: I was in a house with a woman who had very little in it. She had a deck of cards that the suits were colored on the back in pink, baby blue, baby green, and yellow. I told her that I would be able to tell her what card she held in her hand at any time. The cards were marked but she didn't know it. She was very upset.
I admired her house because she led a very simple life and mine was so complicated, but she didn't realize that either.
I came into another room then where a man lay. He was like a Greek Statue. Two men laid him down where he would be on display. He bellowed loudly, "I dare any man to touch a hair on my head." (He looked like the Greek God Zeus) (Zeus represents God)
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2-8-90 - DREAM - My husband gave me a blue car to drive. I was pushing the car around the street by hand from the sidewalk because I wasn't ready to drive it yet. A bus came from one way and bumped into it, knocking it backwards, then a bus came from the other way and bumped into it. It was a little bent on the bumper, but otherwise still driveable. I was headed toward the car when I saw the two drivers gouup to the car, reach inside to get some information, then shake hands to make a pact not to tell anyone they were stealing the information. I decided to take a tranquilizer and get in the car and drive it whether I was ready or not.
I went to my New Berlin house and my head was itching on top. I scratched it a few times, then went to the bathroom to comb it. with one combing, half ofmy hair came out on top of my head, but nothing did on the sides or back. I was devastated and I wanted to call a doctor for help.
The kids were making so much noise in the livingroom, so I went to the kitchen to use that phone. I knew it was the tranquilizer mixed with another drug that made my hair fall out. I picked up the phone and I could hear my mother talking to Oral Roberts, the minister. I decided then to ask Oral Roberts to pray for me.
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2-9-90 - DREAM - I worked at A-C with two other women and we all hated each other. A-C decided to make us all work together. The yput us in an office on Greenfield Ave. together and we were to demonstrate the best that A-C could produce.
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2-9-90 Dream: I was in a house on the corner of 16th and Clark. Three men were coming down Clark St. on a grass cutter machine causing a lot of noise and destruction. I thought about calling the police, but the police got there just then and warned the men to stop. The police left and I heard one of the men say that that they were going to trash the tavern across the street on the other corner. They drove the machine around the building and I heard glass smash. I was just going to dial 911 and the police were there already. (Good work, Milwaukee Cops!!!)
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2-10-90 - DREAM - The person before me painted themselves into a corner with brown paint. I painted my floor in silver and white design, similar to Fleur de Lis, even over the big brown dog, and finished it wiht a coat of pink. Then I hung my pictures of my floor up to dry with an extension of white and it was done.
I had an encounter with my daughter and made her change her clothes and dressed her in pink.
I had an encounter with my maintenance man and we concluded our business and said goodbye.
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2-11-90 - DREAM - I was following a policeman who was following the bloody tracks of a killer who was hiding out in a bank. I could hear the gasping last breaths of a woman who was strangling to death. The killer was hiding in the woman's bathrom and the cop was almost there. I could have continued on inthe dream to its awful conclusion but decided not to and deliberately made myself wake up.
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2--11-90 - DREAM - I lived in West Allis and I wanted to go with my daughter-in-law Becky to look at houses to buy near Greenfield Ave. We were driving along the street and we came to a railroad crossing and the warning signal said to STOP. There was a big green engine waiting to cross the road. We stopped, then the engine pulled off of the tracks and turned the corner going around our car towards the way we had just come. It was pulling one passenger car with about 12 children in it.
I had been eating turkey noodle soup with green beans in it. A green bean turned into an alligator making the soup fishy tasting and a bunch of noodles became an Octopus and grabbed onto my hand.
I woke up with a bad taste in my mouth and my hand was underneath the pillow.
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2-12-90 Dream: My Father had been ill and had been in the hospital and lost his job. I wanted to teach and had applied for a job in Albuquerque, NM. Then my Father came home and said that he had gotten a job and it was in a factory in Albuquerque, NM. Then I found out that my teaching job in Albuquerque, NM had been approved too, so the whole family was going.
I wanted to call my husband and tell him, but he was away in the Olympic Forest in Washington State and we couldn't get in touch with him, so all I could do was leave a message with his mother to pass on to him.
NOTE: I was not in a position to follow up on these clues so did not move to Albuquerque, NM, however, my husband ended up there by himself through other circumstances.
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2-14-90 - CHAKRA MEDITATION. On the color red, I had a vision of a baby wrapping itself in a bath towel. A white light was flickering at the end of a short tunnel to the left.
On the color orange, I saw a baby wrapping itself in a white bedspread.There was a white light flickering at the end of a short tunnel to the left.
On the color yellow, I saw a baby wrapping itself in a white blanket. There was a white light at the end of a short tunnel to the left. The tunnel opened up and I could see a window with the brigh tlight beyond and a television set with a light blue light in front of it.
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2-14-90 - DREAM - I was in a room with T.H. and T.M. T.H. (female) sat in front and T.M. (male) sat behind her. I was off to the right of both of them about 3 feet away. I had a newspaper in my hand that told the story of T.H. and how she really was versus how she appeared to he followers. I tried to show T.H. the article but he didn't want to hear me or see me. I finally had to put the article right in front of his face before he would look to see the truth.
I was then with a man and a woman. They were looking for a new house. All she cared about was that the house had a diningroom and she didn't care where the house was or what condition it was in as long as it had a diningroom. Finally they found a house with a diningroom, but the house was located on the wrong lot to suit her and she wanted it moved to a lot two lots over to the left. A huge tractor moved the house off the lot it was on, but the new lot wasn't ready to receive the house yet and the tractor was moving ever so slowly towards a huge cliff. The people weren't paying attention and the house was going to topple off the edge.
I went over to where the house was and it was now a big fish tank with black fish in it. The tank was as tall as I was. There was a water tube in it that made the water change to clean the fish's environment. I thought I should help speed up the process by putting my hand in the water and show others that it could be done faster, but when I did, the faster movement of the water only roiled up the bottom and made the water dirtier, and edge the tank closer and closer to the edge of the cliff to fall off like the house.
I was trying to show others that quick progress was not beneficial, that it had to be done in an orderly manner. Finally, the water got so roiled up that the only solution was to dump the whole tank out and start over.
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2-17-90 - DREAM - I was with Edward and another male in Elgin, IL at a movie theatre. We began walking home slowly with measured steps. I had my hands in my pockets. I said that I felt that I had nothing to do, nowhere to go, and nowhere to be. The three of us were walking around aimlessly. Edwards seemed to be in a surly mood. We came to our National Ave. house and the phone was ringing. Edward seemd to be acting like he wanted to be alone, so when the phone rang and he ran inside to answer it, I turned around and headed for home to Milwaukee, but I was afriad that if I moved quickly he would chase after me, so I continued to move slowly with the same measured steps. I greeted a man sitting on a porch. He was watching me. I went around a corner. I spotted 16th St. off to the right. I planned to take off running as soon as I was out of sight of the National St. house, but first I had to cross a main intersection where 100's of cars were going both ways. I waited for the light to change so I could cross and suddenly men appeared who were making a movie and I couldn't cross until we went through the film scene. We were told to exchange nickels and introduce outselves. I shook hands with two women and looked longingly down that street, 16th St. I just wanted to run for home.
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2-17-90 - DREAM - I dreamed that my mother-in-law killed my first two children. She blew up the car they were riding in. Then she tried to kill me when she handed me three packages, each one containing a bomb, covered by a pork chop, a rose wwrapped in white tissue paper. I guess what she was doing and managed to save m yown life by hiding from her and keeping a wary eye on her at all times. She set a fire trying to kill my husband and then gleefully fanned the flames. I had to have help to both watch her and hide from her. Iknew that the only way the would end, it would be when she died.
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2-17-90 - DREAM - I was laying on my side delivering a baby. I watched myself delivering the cord. The nurse pulledon the cord and then the baby was delivered.
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2-17-90 Dream:
I went to pick up my kids. It was a : 172 = 10 = 1
I was bringing them home. It was a : 372 = 12 = 3
I went to pick up some black people. It was a : 472 = 13 = 4
I was bringing them home. It was a : 572 = 14 = 5
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2-18-90 - DREAM - I was at home with my children. I got a phone call from T.M. that a woman was coming to get two things that our friend Alice had stored up on her closet shelf. I seem to recall that she was a reporter. I, myself went to Alice's house, partly out of curiosity to see what T.M. was going to let her have. the two items were kept in a little white jewelry box up on the shelf. While I was at Alice's house the phone rang and it was the woman saying that she would arrive at midnight to pick up the two items. I knew that was way past Alice's bedtime and Benny (her husband) wouldn't like it either, so I asked Alice if she could stay up that long. Alice said she thought she could.
My impression of the woman's voice was very negative. It was very low pitched and measured words. I didn't like her, just out of instinct, but I didn't say anything out of respect for T.M. because he was the one who had given permission to let the woman have these two items. Then T.M. called on the phone at Alice's house and asked me about this woman and what I thought of her. While I was talking, trying to tell him about the woman without saying I didn't like her or trust her, I went to the closet to look at the two items.
The first item was a necklace. What was on the necklace I couldn't remember except that it was an animal. (I had to meditate after the dream ended to go back and see what the animal was. It was a lamb)
The second item was a silver coin. It was a nickel. It was a picture of T.H. in profile like the silver dime with the face looking to the right. Above it were the letters C.D. The coin was bent and battered. Right then I was determined that this woman was not going to get this coin no matter what anyone said and I slipped it into my bra way over on the right side.
Then the woman showed up. She was shorter than me, a little chubby, but not fat. She had short gray hair, curled up in a poodle cut. I instantly didn't like her. She said she wasn't going to take the two items then, but would come back at midnight to get them. (At that time, the necklace was up on the shelf and the coin was in my bra) She sat down to talk and she asked if anyone knew there was a third side to Jesus. I said, "Yes! I do!" The first two were peace and love, but the third was WAR.
She said that I was right. Then my young son began acting up and went in front of her and began screaming so that she couldn't talk to the small group that was gathered there. I was trying to quiet him because I was embarrassed at his bad behavior. I told him to shut up and tried clamping my hand over his mouth but he wouldn't be quiet. She said, "You know that there is no sin!" She then took us out to the car because she couldn't talk to the group. My son was still screaming and I couldn't stop him. We all got into her car and we were driving along. She was driving. Alice was in back. I was sitting in front with my son kicking and screaming and bracing himself against the right front door. I still felt very embarrassed at his behavior.
We came to a causeway between huge factory buildings. There was water on both sides. Suddenly she tried to turn the steering wheel to the left and throw the car off the causeway into the water. My son had himself braced tightly across my lap and I tried to grab for the steering wheel so she couldn't turn it. She wanted to kill all of us.
Finally, she herself flipped out of the car on the left side from the struggle with the steering wheel. None of us had our hands on the steering wheel, yet she went flipping out of the car, rolling over and over to her death and the car stayed straight and we were safe. I was amazed that we were okay and my son was now quiet. I wondered out loud how that could have happened and my son said, "I used my new Magick!" I was so proud of him and I knew that Magick was more powerful than any power that she had had.
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2-18-90 - DREAM - I went to look at houses to buy that we would resell later on. At the house we went to, there were two addresses on the red brick front stoop. On the right side which was north, the number was 2842 and above it, the man's name was Rich Gett. On the left was Martin? and was the south side.
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2-18-90 Dream: I was shown a map of the United States that was graded according to the amount of damage that would be done in the earth changes. I was told to run my finger over the map to where it was sticky. The Northwest was a raised red section where the worst destruction would be. The map was sticky from Seattle southward.
I looked at some land in Wisconsin where rock showed way up in the north that was called Milwaukee rock. I was asked by a woman if I had ever heard of Calumet. There was a strip of rock that ran diagonally across Wisconsin from Milwaukee to the far northwest corner of the state. Calumet was to be the best place to build.
After I woke up I looked at a map to find Calumet County. Just to the N.E. of Chilton, WI there is a spot from which you can draw a 6 pointed star to 6 different cities. This is a sacred spiritual center and that would be the best place to build. (If anyone would like to check their maps, the cities are: Fondulac, Oshkosh, Appleton, GreenBay, Manitowoc, and Sheboygan) (Chilton is in the center between them all. )
2-18-90 - MEDITATION with Marcus and Holy Christ. Q. Was it Calumet country where we are to go? A. Yes!. Q. Why? A. There is a spiritual center there. Not in Chilton, but near it.
NOTE: I looked at a map to find Calumet countr. Just to the N.E. of Chilton there is a spot from which you can draw a 6 pointed star to 6 different cities.
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2-19-90 - DREAM - In the dream, what it would be like to have N.M. for a husband. Everything had to be perfect.
I watched a clothing demonstration. Everything was blue or brown and white. I didn't like anything. Then I went to the store with my son and saw some polka dot and flowered material of violet and white. That was what I wanted. I looked to see if there was anything ready made and there wasn't. If I wanted that color, I would have to make it for myself. I then went into the yarn shop and bought 4 macrame hangars and decided I would learn to do that.
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2-20-90 - DREAM - I was walking hand in hand with a man along a street. We went into a clothing store and went to the pajama department. The pajamas came in pastel colors. We picked out white, quilted pajamas that had tiny flecks of color woven in. When we went to the checkout line, Ed the maintenance man's girlfriend was there. He had purchased a white lamp, but she didn't want to deliver it to him. She asked me if I owuld and I said, "Yes!" She left it with me.
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2-20-90 - MEDITATION - with Marcus and Holy Christ. Holy Christ said, "There is no hurry." I saw a man take a silver scissors and cut off the communication.
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2-20-90 - MEDITATION - The grey haired reporter of the dream was an older Black Lord (ET?) The name of the planet where they are from - "Spirios?" 30,000+ are left. They are from many places now.
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2-21-90 - DREAM - I was playing a big brown organ, but no sound was coming out. Two men were working on it. The older man said that it should play because all the lights were on and they were all green and all the switches were on didn't mean that it was goiiing to make a beautiful sound, that it had to be adjusted. Way doown at the bass end, there were some loose boards with wired exposed.
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2-21-90 - DREAM - I had a job as a secretary at A-C. I could not stay awake. I kept falling asleep. My boss was never in the office and he never gave me anything to do. I was terribly bored. I suggested that maybe there was something wrong with the air in the place. I spotted some green file cabinets. They were two drawers high. A third brown cabinet was just one drawer high, stood next to it. I was going to suggest to my boss that he let me have them so I could start filing my papers, but when I put the brown drawers on top of the green one, it rocked, so I couldn't use it.
Five o'clock finally came. I had slept all day. I went outside knowing that I had to get a different job. A friend asked me to watch her dark blue car for a moment. Before I could even get to her, it had disappeared. I spotted it in a very narrow alleyway. It was shaped like an airplane and where the tail was, it was shaped like a big foot. It turned around with the foot towards me and I was afraid it was going to kick me in the butt.
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2-23-90 - DREAM - I got down on my hands and knees to put on Cher's bluejeans. On my hands and knees I could button them two buttons over from the first one. When I stood up, it looked great. Then I put on an apron of red from the waist to the feet and covered that halfway, but putting on one of brown sideways so that it went from center front around the left side and the back. I was then told that the cook quit and the rest of us would have to pitch in.
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2-23-90 - DREAM - Someone brought in a huge orange pumpkin into the house. Inside of it was a smaller green one and inside of that was a smaller white one.
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2-24-90 - DREAM - I was in a house preparing for the future. I was being watched. I went through some little gift cards to make sure they were appropriate. They had pictures of babies and women on them.
Later on I was walking with my boyfriend down a street and we were talking about having a baby, but we were still in high school. A teacher pulled up in his yellow car and asked my boyfriend if he had a job to pay for raising the baby. I was thinking that he'd better not ask me because I was working part-time. My boyfriend told the teacher that he had paid another boy $1500 to have a job waiting for him when he was ready to go to work after we graduated from high school.
NOTE: I was awakened from the dream by a physical phone call). My boyfriend wasn't as tall as I was, so when we put our arms around each other, I had to walk in the gutter to accommodate him. I think we were on 17th St.
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2--24-90 - MEDITATION - I was told that Afra (a master) needs to be here in this place and this phone job I was given (the one that interrupted the above dream) was given to me so that I could survive. This is an interim position and I will be given another building at the proper time. (I worked at that phone job until I left Wisconsin in 1997. It did indeed allow me to survive.
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2-24-90 - MEDITATION - I was told that I will not be working in the physical against the Black Lords (ETS) only on the mental and astral levels. The involvement with the Tarot cards will be shown to me. I can go ahead and get the Golden Dawn book and Tarot set, but I should start with the Enochian system for now.
NOTE: I got the materials for this project, but I never felt comfortable doing it and I never really did it.
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2-24-90 - DREAM - Two men who worked at A-C were standing out on a limb of a tree. All of the other limbs had already been cut off and were budding, ready to grow again. These two men couldn't agree on business policies and each was ready to cut the other one off. They didn't realize that if one cut the other off, they would both fall.
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2-24-90 Dream: A woman came to me and said, "Your grandmaw is such a cute little lady." I looked at the picture on the table and saw a photo of my paternal grandmother. The woman was dressed like a nurse. She said, "It's time for her to wake up. There is a new job for her to do." I thought about it and realized that there was no one pregnant in my family right now and wondered who was going to become pregnant soon.
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2-25-90 - DREAM - This year's crop of raspberries had no weeds but they were overripe already. The next crop of red raspberries was mixed with tomatoes and I didn't like the tomato part, but that didn't start until the 27th.
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - I called Babaji, Marcus and Marta to ask them about the new ray coming in. I could see them all sitting around in my livingroom, but the light was too dim to see clearly. The bright light was in the next room.
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2-25-90 - DREAM - T.M. came to see me and sat on the sofa. I sat on the love seat. He was talking about the 'path'. He lay down on the sofa and overed with an orange blanket and said, "Did going down the path mean that we would be together at the end of it?" I said, "I don't know, but I lay down on the floor next to the sofa with my head resting on the sofa and T.M. reached out and held my hand.
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2-25-90 Dream: My mother told me that my brother's girlfriend had left him on December 28th and that he was devastated by it. I then showed my mother my dream book, that on December 4th I had a dream that my brother's girlfriend had left him and that he was devastated by it. My Father came into the room and I showed him also.
I told my mother that I have about 12 dreams a night and they are little vignettes and that I wake up, write them down and go back to sleep. She complained that the dreams don't have conclusions and they don't tell whether the situation has a happy or sad ending. I said that occasionally they do, but mainly they just say the way things are at the moment.
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - I saw a man laying on the sofa in my livingroom. He was tall and thin and had dark skin, not black, but brownish. He said, "I know you're not ready for me now. I'll be back for you in two years."
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - I saw that the clock said it was 8 a.m. and I thought the hands fell off the clock, but it was roaches running around the face of the clock.
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - I was in my New Berlin house and I was told to go get my tape recorder because it was time to use it. I went to get it in the top right hand bureau drawer, but but box was empty. I found all my report cards there. (yellow)
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - A girl asked me to help her comb and part her hair and she helped me comb and part mine.
I discovered that the girl had stolen something from me. She grabbed her son out of bed, dressed him in a black suit and ran out the back door with him. I suspected that she had taken the tape recorder.
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2-25-90 - DREAM - It was R's birthday and all the guys we worked with were signing a huge birthday card for her.
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2-25-90 - DREAM - I dreamed that my husband was in the white house and that men were outside trying to shoot at him. I then became him and was trying to find a way out, by slipping into the attached garage and then by going into the attached garden house, but the back door was no good because all the little animals we owned were hiding back there and made a huge racket when I opened the door. I saw a rifle to defend myself with high up on the wall, but I couldn't get to it. There was no way out.
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2-26-90 - DREAM - I was watching a parade of period costumes of males and females going back through history. When the parade was over, I went into a small building where antiques were being displayed. One woman was setting out blue and white porcelain objects. I told her that I could come and live at her house, but she didn't answer me. Then my husband came in and was talking to the short little man who was running for mayor. I didn't like him right from the start because he let all the other people do all the talking and he never once sai dhow he felt about anything. My husband let it slip that he had volunteered me to do research on sales merchandising for the town. My husband said, "You are so much better than the old Mayor Norvell." I couldn't stand him and left. I didn't want to work for him. I liked Norvell.
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