DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS-JANUARY 2012
DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
1-1-2012 - DREAM - I spent most of the night writing a serious e-mail and then editing it. But I couldn't figure out how to send it to even myself without opening my eyes and leaving the dream. Proves that I was lucid dreaming because I knew I was dreaming.
1-1-2012 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment somewhere with a bunch of other girls. We were all in our early 20's.
I was walking up a stairway in the apartment building, and some nasty acting guy pinched me on the butt really hard and it hurt really bad. I was almost in tears from the pain of the pinch, but even worse was the way the other girls acted when I told them how bad it hurt, and they thought I was lying about it to get attention. Their attitude hurt almost more than the pinch did.
After that, I tried to get out of there, and by chance an old friend called on the phone and told me about another old friend going out with his ex-wife. I just knew if I could get to his house, I'd be okay because he would take care of me if only temporarily. So, when a nice young man came into the building, I asked him if he could give me a ride somewhere and he agreed.
I ran to my room to change clothes because what I was wearing wasn't appropriate, and the first thing I put on was bright orange underwear.
Hmmm. 2nd chakra color if you know what that means.
1-1-2012 - MEDITATION - I got some validation to go ahead and move to Fountain Hills, AZ to do the bed and breakfast plan. I asked to see something happy I could look forward to and I started seeing beautiful horses. That's always a positive sign. I then found myself inside the bed and breakfast learning how to make beds with mitered corners,, just what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. . That and making cheesecakes. Yum!
1-2-2012 =- DREAM - I was a teenager, living on 16th st, and was responsible to get my brother and sister to school.
they had to be coaxed to go, but we managed to get there, and the first thing we were going to do was play tennis.
When I walked up to where my group was lining up, I got applause and cheers. Maybe it was because I looked the part - tall and muscular and well built.
We probably swung the tennis rackets a couple times and then it was time to eat breakfast, a hot dog and scrambled eggs, which I had to cook for my brother and sister.
My next door neighbor was there as the coach - name was Jack (an attorney) and he was NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!! so I teased him a bit, laying on the ground and throwing my T-shirt at him until he said "Cut it out". It 2as fun.
One of our neighbors was there and she had a weight problem and had to walk downtown. I figured if she could do it, I could do it.
But I started to burn the hot dogs because the oven wasn't the right size or something, and then the scrambled eggs before they were cooked looked more like egg nog. and that's when I woke up. I really had fun teasing Jack - Oh yes!!!
1-3-2012 - at least 5 d4reams - I don't know how to separate them now
I have no idea where I was either.
In one dream, there were two groups of girls, they were in a contest of dancing and jumping rope. It must have been sponsored by a shoe company because they were all given brown shoe boots to wear so everyone had the same footwear to wear for the contest.
In another dream, I and my husband were driving on a hilly road in front of and behind large trailer trucks that were empty and because the hills were so high, we could climb the hills faster than the trucks, but coming back down the hills, they could go faster than us. That was a little scary to say the least.
We stopped at a Sheriff's way station at the bottom of the last hill to figure out where we were going to go next.
I can't remember if the clothing part of the dream goes there or not, but we were given a ton of clothing, all of it still on hangars, all used clothing that had just come out of someone's closet. My boys and their friends were all sorting through the winter jackets first. I told them there was enough jackets for all of them to have four or five jackets apiece, depending on whether they liked them or if they fit them. Same with the hundreds of shirt
1-4-12 - DREAM - (Neither Joe nor I can identify this woman or our children)
Joe and I were living in a two story apartment building with our three children and a very tall large woman who was blonde and walked with a cane. (She may have been my long time friend Nancy who died when she was 29)
All three of our children (I'm assuming they were boys) shared the same bedroom and this large woman also had a narrow cot in their room. We decided she needed a larger bed so we were going to go shopping and get her one.
Before we left for the store, there were two orange and white cats in the building. One looked like the mother and the smaller one like her son. the son was injured and limped. (He may have died from his injuries but unseen in the dream)
Before we went shopping, I went up to the second floor and found the large woman in her own apartment that was larger than our own. She was entertaining two other women who lived elsewhere in our building as well.
I wanted to see this woman's bedroom to see how large her own bed was, but I didn't get that far and woke up
1-4-`1 - DREAM - I was watching as women were told that everyone should have a job even if they were at home. So women were put to work as advertising people by pressing on electrical wires across their chests. I helped to do this by pressing on the panel of 6 wires onto the front of their sweaters. When it was done, the panel lit up with red letters which said, WORLD CATHOLIC CONFERENCE.
1-5-`12 - DREAM - I was with my sister and our Mother had delivered a dead baby about 12 inches long and wrapped it in three inches thick of cloth and we were going to bury it, but we were afraid the cat would dig it up. We decided to attach two Ken dolls to it, and add to the wrappings so that it was six inches thick. One Ken doll looked like the popular on in the toy store. The other one was a red-headed dancer, but that's all we had. We affixed one Ken doll to the baby's back and one to its front, and wrapped up the whole thing so the wrappings were six inches thick. Then we were satisfied the cat couldn't get to the baby and I woke up
DREAM 2 - Same exact scenario, except I wasn't happy with the red headed Ken, so I unwrapped the baby and replaced the red-headed dancing Ken with a normal Ken doll and re-wrapped the baby so it was six inches thick and I was assured that the cat couldn't get to it when we buried the baby. In this dream, I evidently either remembered the first dream, or this was a continuation of the first dream separated by being awake.
dream 3 - I was with my Mother who was elderly. We lived in Milwaukee, WI on 16th St. and my Father said he would take my Mother and I shopping. So we went to West Allis, and my Mother and Father and I went into a small clothing store for women.
My Father separated from us and went to find a men's department and I and my mother were in a very crowded women's department.
My Mother decided to sit down in the middle of an aisle in a rocking chair, and the aisle was so crowded, it didn't take long, other women were telling my Mother to move, and my Mother started hitting a woman who was standing behind her rocking chair, physically trying to make my Mother move.
The woman grabbed my Mother's right arm with her right hand from behind, and my Mother was hitting the woman's right arm with her left hand. I then grabbed my Mother's right arm with my right hand and lifted the other woman's right arm with my left hand. (A duality energy crossover?)
I went over to my Mother to prevent her from hitting the other woman and when I pulled her arm off the other woman's arm, my Mother got up and walked away.
When I went to find my Mother again, I couldn't find her, nor could I find my Father, so I went outside to find the car and the car was gone also. So I assumed my Father had taken my Mother home.
I don't know how I got home, but I went home and there was no one there, so I just sat there, until they either came home or called on the phone.
Eventually, my Father called on the phone. He was still looking for my Mother. (I realized after I woke up that my Father's voice as that of the Quality Control guy named Bill from where I worked at Allis-Chalmers which we call A-C. (Anti Christ? )
When I got off the phone with my Father, I decided to go back to West Allis and look for my Mother again because I remembered where I left her.
When I got back to West Allis, I was walking down the street toward the store, and a young woman was crying that she had lost her Mother. So I sat down with her on a bench outside the store and gave her a hug and told her I had lost my Mother as well. When she stopped crying, I decided to go into the store, but when I opened the door, it wasn't the same store. Now it was a restaurant.
So I decided I would call home and see if my Father had found my Mother and had taken her home.
I found the pay phone and opened up my wallet (I didn't have my purse with me) and in the coin purse, all I had was a shiny t0 cent piece, a quarter, a dime and a nickel. I knew if I used the quarter to make the phone call I wouldn't have enough money to take the bus home. But I remembered that I had a few dollars in another part of the wallet and I could get change for the bus.
I then put the quarter into the phone to get the dial tone, and then stood there trying to remember the phone number and the only number was 1601 which was in California and that wasn't home.
So I woke up frustrated that I couldn't call home or go home either.
NOTE: In reality, that house has been torn down and another one built in its place, so I really can't go home again because its no longer there and the old cliche is "You can't go home again" is literally true.
1-5-12 - MEDITATION; I was meditating on why my Mother vanished. It took awhile but eventually I had a vision of a white panther or Leopard with a broken right hand leg and she was limping.
Now I have to mediate on what that means too.
Note also that the large woman walked with a cane, the cat limped and the leopard/panther limped.
1-5-12 MEDITATION; QUESTION: Why did I see the Jaguar when I asked why my Mother vanished in the dream.
A. I saw a man come up wearing goggles on his eyes and he said, "The eyes of God are upon you!"
NOTE: That does not answer the question. It's just an answer to shy I saw 'something', not about the Jaguar.
Ixchel or Ix Chel (pronounced [iʃˈtʃel]) is the 16th-century name of the aged jaguar goddess of midwifery and medicine in the ancient Maya culture. She corresponds, more or less, to Toci Yoalticitl ‘Our Grandmother the Nocturnal Physician’, an Aztec earth goddess inhabiting the sweatbath, and is related to another Aztec goddess invoked at birth, viz. Cihuacoatl. In Taube's revised Schellhas-Zimmermann classification of codical deities, Ixchel corresponds to the goddess O.
Referring to the early 16th-century, Landa calls Ixchel “the goddess of making children”, and also mentions her as the goddess of medicine. In the month of Zip, the feast Ihcil Ixchel was celebrated by the physicians and shamans (hechiceros), and medicine bundles containing little idols of "the goddess of medicine whom they called Ixchel" and also divination stones were brought forward. In the Ritual of the Bacabs, Ixchel is once called 'grandmother'. In their combination, the goddess’s two principal qualities (birthing and healing) suggest an analogy with the aged Aztec goddess of midwifery, Tocî Yoalticitl.
Ixchel was already known to the Classical Mayas. As Taube has demonstrated, she corresponds to goddess O of the Dresden Codex, an aged woman with jaguar ears. A crucial piece of evidence in his argument is the so-called ‘Birth Vase’ (Kerr 5113), a Classic Maya container showing a childbirth presided over by various old women with weaving implements in their headdress, and headed by an old jaguar goddess, the codical goddess O. On another Classic Maya vase, goddess O is shown acting as a physician, further confirming her identity as Ixchel. The combination of Ixchel with several aged midwives on the Birth Vase recalls the Tz'utujil assembly of midwife goddesses called the ‘female lords’, the most powerful of whom is described as being particularly fearsome.
The name Ixchel was in use in 16th-century Yucatán and in the Baja Verapaz. Its meaning is not certain. Assuming that the name originated in Yucatán, chel could mean ‘rainbow’. Her glyphic names in the (Post-Classic) codices have two basic forms, one a prefix with the primary meaning of ‘red’ followed by a pictogram, the other one logosyllabic. Ix Chel's Classic name glyph remains to be identified. It is quite possible that several names were in use to refer to the goddess, and these need not necessarily have included her late Yucatec and Pokom name. Her codical name is now generally rendered as 'Chak Chel'. The designation 'Red Goddess' seems to have a complement in the designation of the young goddess I as 'White Goddess'.
In the past, Ix Chel was sometimes assumed to be identical to the Classic Maya moon goddess because of the Moon's association with fertility and procreation. However, iconographically, such an equation is questionable, since what is considered the Classic Maya moon goddess, identifiable through her crescent, is always represented as a fertile young woman. On the other hand, the waning moon is often called ‘Our Grandmother’, and not inconceivably, Ixchel may have represented this particular lunar phase associated with the diminishing fertility and eventual dryness of old age. Her codical attribute of an inverted jar could then refer to the jar of waning moon being emptied. However this may be, the moon cycle, taken alone, is of obvious importance to the work of the midwife. The maid, mother and grandmother equation of the three basic phases of the moon, representations of lunar forces, seem to be quite common among cultures around the world.
An entwined serpent serves as Ixchel's headdress, crossed bones may adorn her skirt, and instead of human hands and feet, she sometimes has claws. Very similar features are found with Aztec earth goddesses, of whom Tlaltecuhtli, Tocî, and Cihuacoatl were invoked by the midwives. More in particular, the jaguar goddess Ixchel could be conceived as a female warrior, with a gaping mouth suggestive of cannibalism, thus showing her affinity with Cihuacoatl Yaocihuatl 'War Woman'. This manifestation of Cihuacoatl was always hungry for new victims, just as her midwife manifestation helped to produce new babies viewed as captives.
In the Dresden Codex, goddess O occurs in almanacs dedicated to the rain deities or Chaacs and is stereotypically inverting a water jar. On the famous page 74 originally preceding the New Year pages, her emptying of the water jar replicates the vomiting of water by a celestial dragon. Although this scene is usually understood as the Flood bringing about the world’s and the year's end, it might also represent the dramatic onset of the rainy season. The image of the jar filled with rain water may derive from the sac holding the amniotic liquid; turning the jar would then be equivalent to birthgiving.
Ixchel figures in a Verapaz myth related by Las Casas, according to which she, together with her spouse, Itzamna, had thirteen sons, two of whom (probably corresponding to the Howler Monkey Gods) created heaven and earth and all that belongs to it. No other myth figuring Ixchel has been preserved. However, her mythology may once have focused on the sweatbath, the place where Maya mothers were wont to go before and after birthgiving. As stated above, the Aztec counterpart to Ixchel as a patron of midwifery, Tocî, was also the goddess of the sweatbath. In myths from Oaxaca, the aged adoptive mother of the Sun and Moon siblings is finally imprisoned in a sweatbath to become its patron deity. Several Maya myths have aged goddesses end up in the same place, in particular the Cakchiquel and Tz'utujil grandmother of Sun and Moon, called B’atzb’al ‘Weaving Implement' in Tz'utujil. On the other hand, in Q'eqchi' Sun and Moon myth, an aged Maya goddess (Xkitza) who would otherwise appear to correspond closely to the Oaxacan Old Adoptive Mother, is not connected to the sweatbath.
In the early 16th century, Maya women seeking to ensure a fruitful marriage would travel to the sanctuary of Ix Chel on the island of Cozumel, the most important place of pilgrimage after Chichen Itza, off the east coast of the Yucatán peninsula. There, a priest hidden in a large statue would give oracles (Cogolludo). To the north of Cozumel is a much smaller island baptized by its Spanish discoverer, Hernández de Córdoba, the 'Island of Women' (Isla Mujeres) "because of the idols he found there, of the goddesses of the country, Ixchel, Ixchebeliax, Ixhunie, Ixhunieta, only vestured from the girdle down, and having the breast covered after the manner of the Indians" (Landa). On the other side of the peninsula, the head town of the Chontal province of Acalan (Itzamkanac) venerated Ixchel as one its main deities. One of Acalan's coastal settlements was called Tixchel 'At the place of Ixchel'. The Spanish conqueror, Cortés, tells us about another place in Acalan where unmarried young women were sacrificed to a "goddess in whom they put great trust and hope", possibly again Ix Chel.
1-7-12 - DREAM - ALL ABOUT BACON
I was living in my house in New Berlin (prior to 1980) I was cooking bacon on the stove in the kitchen. It smelled wonderful and we loved to fry eggs in bacon grease, or in lard I had rendered fresh off a pig. Yum!
However, I had bacon cut up and it was getting mixed up in piles of clothes I was going to iron, and the orange cat I had was trying to steal the bacon and eat it raw. My husband started yelling from the other room that the cat was stealing the bacon, and I couldn't cook,, and iron and chase the cat all at the same time.
Then the telephone rang. I had to answer it of course and it was my friend Mikki (I actually didn't know Mikki until 1993
I had just started to talk to MikKi when the hone rang again, so I clicked over to see who was calling. It was a woman named Bonnie, who I also met in 1993. I wanted to get back to Mikki but all of a sudden I couldn't find th phone because I was still trying to keep the cat away from the bacon and I didn't want to take a chance with that.
As frustrated as I was about then, a man walked through the room who had been visitng my husband,. I didn't know him but I needed help finding the phone so I hollered, "'Wait!" to stop him from leaving.
So the man stood in the doorway,, a rather handsome man at that, but I was trying desperately to find the phone which was probably under some of the piled clothing I had to iron, which was now mixed with slabs of bacon.
The man standing the doorway started to look frustrated too that I was making him wait for me, so I forced my eyes awake so he wouldn't have to stand there and wait for me to get back to him.
Was he also a Bacon? Francis, Roger, or?
1-7-12 - NAP DREAM I went to visit Allis-Chalmers (A-C_ where I haven't been since late 1984. I stopped in the lobby and was talking to the woman at the desk and a girl from the 4th floor brought several 2 cents stamps hooked together that looked like they had been in someone's pants pocket through several washings. She turned them in and said that Maurice in drafting needed a 10 c stamp.
I volunteered to go up there since that was where I wanted to visit anyway.
I went up to the 4th floor and met lots of women I knew from 1984 and said "Hi" and smiled many times along the way. They all recognized me even though I had been gone so long.
I was really surprised how much it had changed and been updated. There was carpeting on the floor in brown, and walls were either white, blue or green and the lights were fluorescent in long and wide covers over them. I was amazed how nice it looked.
I walked all the way down to the end to the secretary's desk who was young, probably 17 years old. I handed her the 2 cent stamps and asked for a 10 cent stamp. She said she had one but needed to know where the stamp was going to be sent to. I replied that I didn't know but assumed it would be in the United States. That was okay.
While I was waiting, I chatted with the young girl and said, "I know you don't know me but when I worked here, I used to crack the whip a lot" and smiled broadly. She just smiled back.
While I was waiting for the stamp, another girl I used to know was playing music on her I-pad or whatever gizmo it was and it was playing a song that said, "AND HE'S MINE" "bitch" the last word being emphasized loudly every time/
Finally the stamp was found and another girl said she would take it to Maurice in Drafting, and I woke up.
NOTE; After I woke up, I thought maybe the picture on the stamp was important. A lot of them showed various wars, a lot of Franklin and Washington, the constitution, etc.
When I looked up Maurice on our website, the most popular was Maurice Chatelain who wrote "Our Ancestors Came from Outer Space" and the second one was Maurice Cotterell who wrote about the Mayans. The Nineveh constant was mentioned in both cases.
This isn't the right song, but I like it better. :-)
`1-7-12 - DREAM AND LUCID DREAM 11:11 PM
I was living in my Father's 16th St. house. I had my little baby boy with me there. He had grown so fast in the last couple of weeks, he didn't fit in any of the drawers he had previous fit into to sleep, so I fixed up the bottom dresser drawer for him, with a sofa spread that I knitted here in California last year. It snapped and crackled with electricity as I laid it in the drawer. It's very soft - made of normal regular yarn. The baby said it made him afraid for a few minutes when he first lays on it but then he goes to sleep and he's okay.
All of a sudden, one of the neighbor ladies came into the room and said she needed to lose 20 pounds and was going to go for 20 days of exercise and asked if I'd like to go with her. I knew I didn't need to lose another 20 pounds so I declined. She watched me put the baby to bed.
I went to the front door and locked it because I'm always worried someone might just walk in, and I saw my brother go upstairs to sleep.
I was going to sleep on the sofa and when I lay down, I started to see things I had created in dreams over the years, and wondered where I had stored them on my computer and there they were. They were like puzzles. I was glad I still had them but I didn't know where they were stored or how to get o them again, so I just enjoyed having them again. That was all lucid.
1-8-12 - DREAN 0 U was living in New Berlin. I was looking out the window towards my neighbor's house and she a visitor with a blue car. I knew that woman was prophetic and I wanted to talk to her. I told my husband to watch where she went when she left the neighbor's house.
As it turned out, when the woman let my neighbor's house, she came to my house, and I was so happy about that. I told her that I really wanted to talk to her.
While we sat there, she started disciplining my youngest son and told him, "Jesus wouldn't like what you are doing.!
I said to her, "We never told our kids about Jesus until the went to Sunday School. I really didn't like making my kids feel guilty to make them do nicer things. Morals don't come out of guilt in my opinion.
1-8-12 - DREAM 1 AND 2 were the same. I was in a small city with buildings that were not higher than 4 stories.
as I walking down the street, I heard and then saw something in the sky. It was floating not flying. It was pitch black in color. I was twice as wide as it was long but didn't have wings. It was rather flat-like, and made super loud droning sound that actually shook the air around us. It was hard to listen to as it went slowly over the city.
1-8-12- MEDITATION: I went to the fifth Dimension healing temple to ask for help with my eye condition ( cataracts) I asked for a healer who was good with the eyes. I immediately saw a man's right eye. He had bushy eyebrows. I continued to see various visions of either his right eye, his left eye or his right eye. It was always the same man with the bushy eyebrows. In one vision he showed me he was wearing a white skullcap over a partially bald head. I saw him at least 10 times, including his furrowed brow over his bushy eyebrows.
I know that Jews wears black skullcaps and Popes wear white skullcaps. Was there ever a Pope physician?
I am familiar with Luke the physician from the Bible. He is also a healer, but I did not call him specifically and he was not a Pope.
I didn't find one.. Further investigation shows that Pope's have a gold rim on their skullcaps (yamaka) Bishops use plain white.
COMEDY NIGHHT WIITH PUCCINE
`1-9-12 - DREAM - I was moving from one apartment to another on the same floor, but it was a larger apartment and worth the move.
I had been given a large golden key to open the door, and when I did, the other people had to quite left yet, but they did and I and my grandchildren, nieces and nephews all working hard, we made the move down the hall.
On the second day, all that remained was all my personal things, and I had told the girls that nobody was getting anything on the second ay because I had already given them things to keep on the first day. However,, Dr. Dorian Lord was there, and I suggest that she let the girls choose from among my many umbrellas if they wished.
At that moment, I could see various large pieces of luggage into which had to be packed all my many bottles of perfume, makeup, fingernail polish, etc. all in loud dark and bright red colors. all that had to be packed and carried over, so I allowed one of the older boys to do that chore because it would be heavy.
When we got finished mailing what seemed like dozens of trips, I had much energy all the way, it was time to have a party for everyone who worked and while we waited for pizza to be delivered, One of the men who was holding fort at the end of a huge hall which was in my own apartment, decided to put on a show.
He was sitting with several women, and he took what looked like a square fish bowl that had red colored water in it and smeared it on his head and began singing Puccine himself, quite loudly, and set about scaring the women that he was going to put this red stuff in their hear just like he ad.
When he got closer to me, he grabbed hold of really fat man (the singer was hugely fat as well) and ripped off his clothes, and I was afraid I was going to see something I shouldn't see and the singer was chocking the other fat man until he turned bright red all over his body.
I forced myself to wake up.
DREAM 2. I was starting a new job in a large office building. I was replacing a woman who wore what looked like a gamblers hat with a large green bill over her eyes to keep the light glare down.
While I was interviewing for the job, I told them the Puccini scene from my moving experience, and one of the men who was black and partially bald, demonstrated that he could, at the drop of hat, make soap bubbled comes out of the top of his head and run down his face, at which we laughed uproariously.
After she left, I had to move all my things into her office, and set it up, while the men all went to other rooms and closed the door to take a nap or whatever.
Meanwhile I had to go downstairs to the main lobby and get some supplies, and other woman had left books on the stairs.
I also wore electric roller skates on my feet which seemed magnetized and even on the stairs I was steady on my feet and able to move quickly at the same time. I was told by the quality control man (who was in a previous dream) that one skate (the left) was female) and the right skate was male, which is why they worked so well together. (Just the opposite of our brain which is male (logic) on the left, and female (intuitive) on the right)
I stacked up the books on the stairs on the way down, but before I went back up from the lobby, someone had already taken the books and just left a pile of folders and telephone directories for me to use, so I took all those upstairs with me.
when I got back up to my office, I found that my box had hand written a letter that still had to be typed and I planned to do it so I would look like a good worker, and I saw that it was all written in red and was about an airlines, which right on top, the boss noted that he had misspelled the name, which I don't recall what it was
I still had not moved to my new office, and when I got there, the desk was gone, but all the folders and journals, and address books and things were all on the floor, so I still had to move all that so nobody would steal them and put them in m office.
I woke up still planning t o do that. All that was now mine.
BEFORE I HAD THE DREAM, I WAS LUCID, watching dead flies being lined up on a screen in a neatly aligned pattern. The following dream happened next:
1=10=12 - DREAM - I was living in New Berlin, WI with my husband and children. There was waves and waves of wind and black clouds going by and I was trying to laundry. I had just washed a set of blue sheets and it was too windy to hang them out to dry (this was in the days before dryers existed) My husband insisted that I had to hang them up and he got so adamant about it, he left my little daughter about one year old sitting on the sidewalk and he grabbed the sheets and took them to the attic of our house to hang them up.
I ran outside to get my daughter off the sidewalk because I could see another black cloud coming and took her into the house. Then I went to the attic to find the blue sheets, which my husband had hung from a rope over the roof access door.
I looked at the blue sheets which looked like flags flying, and on the one I looked at first, there was a grass snake clinging to it, many flies trying to stay out of the wind. I looked down to the ground then and saw hundreds if not thousands of sparrows laying on the ground dead.
I woke up then when Joe bumped my head with his arm, and I yelled at him, "Never hit me in the head when we are at war.."
NOTE: When we went up to our attic a couple days ago, there was a dead sparrow laying on the floor underneath a trap door that leads to a dead space above the finished attic room.
NOTE: a snake standing on its tail belongs to the God Odin
Odin is the Norse God - Odin - Also Odhinn, Woden, Wodan, and Woutan. He is the supreme god and oldest of all in Norse mythology, god of wisdom, poetry, magic, and war
Flies belong to the Jabborwocky from Alice in Wonderland. The Lord of the Flies:
LORD OF OTHE FLIES IS ALSO A NOVEL. DETAILS on page: http://www.greatdreams.com/blog-2012/dee-blog105.html
1-10-12 - DREAM - I was at my new job. For some reason I want to call him Arthur. I still don't have a clear picture of who he reminds me of.
The first job he gave me was a piece of cloth that the same size as a legal size of paper. The one he gave me was old and tattered and he wanted me to make him one just like it. It had emergency phone numbers at a bottom. Attached was a foot long ruler on one side and some other pockets to put things in.
I went to the drafting department to see if they had any cloth paper like it and they didn't, but I managed to find something similar and started making up a similar thing to what he gave me.
I had it almost complete when the boss came back from a business trip he had made and he was in a really good mood.
I found out then what he wanted this cloth for and his intention was to attach it to the front of his desk with a bag of potato ships at the top.
I started looking for things to put in the pockets then because he intended this cloth to be like his ditty bag. I found a sharp seam ripper, an ear cleaner, a little sharp scissor and some nails to attach this thing to his desk. On the side would go a brand new yellow foot long ruler.
While I was doing that I started hear Austrian dance music and when he appeared at the door, I knew he wanted to dance with me.
THIS IS GERMAN, BUT SIMILAR: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VhmLkPR0PKg&feature=related
DID I MENTION THAT MY HUSBAND FROM THE PREVIOUS DREAM IS AUSTRIAN?
1-11-2012 - PARTLY LUCID DREAM - The TV was on playing Newt Gingrich speeches, and I was dreaming the same thing.
In the dream, I drove to a restaurant to feed the family and while there I was eating large pieces of round red and white candy and worried that I was ingesting too much candy and sugar for my physical body.
I left the restaurant and drove my little truck, and couldn't control my turns in the road because I couldn't use the turn signals.
There were some really tall trucks in this town because the trees had to be trimmed back on one side of the street to accommodate them two stories up and those trucks could only drive on the side of the street that the houses had windows.
I decided I should type up this dream while I was still having it, and then realized I was still in bed and typing the dream in bed doesn't work because it doesn't show up on my real computer anyway.
I eventually woke up for real and remembered how dumb that all was.
1=12=12= PARTIAL DREAM = wherever I was, everything seemed robotic, including the people. The people seemed a combination Mexican/Caucasian, but I don't know where this was located. The people were chubby and had really thick hair, male and female.
Everything in the scene worked electronically, including watering the robotic plants, washing the windows on the house, watering the plants. This place used a lot of water.
I can't remember the parts where things started going wrong unfortunately.
My opinion is that robotic is not for me on such a grand scale, though I might like the window washing feature if the windows dried without spots and spider webs were removed somehow.
1-12-12 - DREAM OF THE 5 PAPERCLIPS
I was living in my New Berlin house and were having it remodeled. (We actually did that, adding a downstairs bedroom, bathroom, and an addition with a kitchen that was 3 times the size of the old one)
In this remodel, the floors of the old livingroom/diningroom was constructed of three different kinds and shades of wood and was heavily varnished. I told the remodel man that we were going to carpet it, but we needed to have the walls paneled.
While he sat in the livingroom, I told him that we had moved th kitchen from the front to the back of the house.
He quoted me a price of $2.75 an hour and then quickly changed it to a flat fee of $275.
I then went to work and told my boss about the quote. My boss spoke with a German accent and he said and demonstrated to me that he always used the 5 (five) paperclip method. He showed me a #10 envelope with five paperclips on one corner to which he would attach pieces of paper as they accumulated during the process.
As his last remark, he said, "I don't know how the five paperclips are going to work out FOR you, with the emphasis on the word FOR.
1-13-11 - DREAM - I was in a small theatre and two men (who I identified last night and placed a link on this page: http://www.greatdreams.com/blog/dee-blogoooo81.html
They were standing on some risers with a bunch of four letter code words lined up in front of them. Each word was not really a word, but a bunch of letters on a card, but each one had only four letters. The only one I can remember is W E B E .
DREAM 2 - I was walking on a narrow city street, and these same two men came up to me and greeted me like I was an old treasured friend. Just then a horse drawn covered black carriage came along. The door opened and I was introduced to a group of fancy dressed little girls about four years old. All these men and girls were dressed in winter coats so apparently it was winter time.
The little girls wanted to share their toys with me, that looked like they were all made of light grey horse hair just like the horse that pulled the carriage. The stuffed animals were like teddy bears, but not soft and cuddly like our kids would have. They were stiff and probably stuffed with horse hair as well. But the little girls loved them and I was honored to have them share their toys with me.
1-13-12 - DREAM - I and my husband were going for a ride in our car in New Be4rlin, WI. It was rather wintery out and as we were going south on our road, we could see some workman ahead of us pulling a brand new blue and white wide load house down the road towards us.
There was nowhere to pull off the road and make room for them because of ditches alongside the road, but we came to a widened area, probably meant for where the house was going to go and we stopped there and got out of the vehicle to wait for the house to go by.
It was taking a long time and I could see our own house in the distance and I said I would walk the rest of the way but my husband said, "No! Just wait!"
So we waited and waited ... and nothing happened but a dumpster went by.
All of a sudden I was in a city and told a young man I was going to the bank and he wanted to come along and I said, "No!" and walked out the door.
Apparently I was on the same street as before, but not widened and paved bet5ter and where I had been standing earlier I saw a coffee thermos - bright red - laying in the street I thought belonged to my husband.
There were a lot of people on the street but I made my way over towards the thermos, wondering why nobody picked it up because it looked brand new.
Just as I got there, two other women went over to it and picked it up.
I holler, "Hey! That's mine."
They wanted to know if my name was on it, and I said it might be scratched on the bottom, but they didn't want to look.
One of the women said, "Let's take it to the police," and I responded, "Let's do that - take it to the police who was standing right there.
The two women then got up on the front of yellow dumpster that was really dirty and they slowly pulled away, standing on the front of the dumpster.
Apparently, the city had grown up around us while we were waiting for that house to go by. Time passes I guess.
1-14-12 - HARVEST, ROUNEDUP, PATTERNS, DEDICATIONS
#1 - HARVEST - I was in a rather old-fashioned store, seemingly in a place like Ecuador where the women were shorter of stature than myself with darker skin.
inside the store, the woman who ran it asked for some fruit to be harvested from trees that were growing right inside the store and it appeared that everything had already been harvested, and the woman was angry when she found out that there was none of that fruit to be had anymore. So she called for another type of fruit to be harvested that was just coming into harvest and also grown right inside the store.
I then noticed that there were racks of bananas all along the aisles in the store where I saw canned goods of various kinds like a regular store would have but there were lots of small size bananas to be had in abundance.
I participated personally in helping to scoop up containers of cooked rice mixed with tomato sauce and placed into a freezer. The cups were ready made plastic containers with lids. I would estimate each cup to serve two people for a meal - maybe one serving for a large working man.
#2 ROUNDUP - I was in an outdoor place, which looked similar to the first place except these were all Caucasian women, each dressed in loose colorful one piece dresses that came to just below the knees, but the women were all barefoot. Each woman was carrying a stick as if to drive small cattle or other animals such as like goats or sheep, but I didn't actually see the animals.
Again, I was seeing a very long outdoor type place where food was sold, and again lots of banana hanging on racks, but in this case the bananas were twice to three times the size of the ones seen in dream #1 and I assume they were grown in a different place and perhaps shipped in though maybe not. I'm making that assumption based on the different size of the fruit I was seeing.
#3 DEDICATION - PATTERN - This dream took place in the evening and most of the people I was seeing were men, dressed in blue jeans, heavy cowboy type boots and work shirts. Each of the people in this scene was holding a small lit candle and stood in a large group participating in a ceremony of dedication and planning the pattern of whatever growing season, and harvest was going to be had in the future.
1-14-12 - THE WEDDING OF REVELATION TIMES FOUR
I HAD THIS DREAM THREE TIMES IN THE MORNING AND THEN WHEN I MEDITATED AT NOON IT WAS SHOWN TO ME AGAIN.. THATS WHY IK KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT.
EACH DREAM IS IDENTICAL EXCEPT FOR ONE OTHER PERSON IN EACH DREAM I WANTED THEM TO SEE IT.
DREAM 1 - I was in the livingroom watching TV to a show similar to America's Funniest Home Videos.
The scene was wedding where the bride and groom dressed white came dancing down the aisle, preceded by a tiny little girl dressed like a miniature bride throwing rose petals on the runner along the way.
Before the dancing bride and groom reached the front of the church, the bridegroom picked up the tiny little miniature bride and tossed her forward to someone standing at the front of the church. The person in front daughter the miniature bride and swooped her around like she was on a swing.
Someone said,, "How much does that little girl weigh? " an I thought to myself, "About 5 pounds."
Then I saw another tiny little girl, wearing a bright red dress with little yellow flowers all over it, perhaps a little bridesmaid, but very small of her age.
The groom picked her up and tossed her forward as well, but the catcher in front missed the catch and the little girl inn the red dress went SPLAT on the floor.
At that point everyone would normally laugh, but when you think of the horror and tragedy for that little girl, you just can't laugh at that situation.
I wanted to run the tape back as the show was taped on TIVO so I could show it to my daughter, but I couldn't in the large white remote to do so.
The dream ended.
Immediately, the dream replayed and this time I went to look for the remote and again couldn't find it because I wanted to show it to my son Michael, and the only remotes I could find were to the stereo and other remote controlled gizmos in the room so I couldn't show it to him either.
The dream end
Again the dream replayed and this time I wanted to show the video to my next door neighbor and the dream ended as we were walking up the hill towards my pink house in New Berlin - the house on the hill.
At noon: I was meditating on going to the year 2016 to look at the area of Scottsdale, AZ as it looked in earlier years because I have been blocked from seeing it in 2015.
Again, the video of the bride and groom dancing down the aisle, the tossing of the miniature bride and the tossing of the little girl in the red dress splatting on the floor jumped into my head came again.
I have a feeling I know who the little girl in red is, but I can't tell her so I need to keep that to myself.
Here are all the Revelation bride and bridesmaid dreams I've had previously.
1-14-12 MEDITATION DREAM - I started out meditating but I was very angry and adamant that I be shown what I asked for.
I slipped into a dream where I was in a large room and someone wanted to photograph me and they put a blue graduation cap on me.
Across the room,, I my friend Mikki wearing a Queen's crown. She and I were about to be photographed together.
1-15-12 - VISION - I saw a newspaper sheet that was all text except for one small photograph. The photograph was of a city street on a flat landscape with a foot an a half of snow on the ground next to a plowed street that was devoid of vehicles. I also saw no building.
The caption of the photograph said, "Here on the list of underground bars is very, raery cats tales.
NOTE; I looked up underground bars in Arizona and lo and behold, they were in Fountain Hills which is the next twon we are projecting for our community, retaurants chain and bed and breakfast.
1-15-12 - vision - I saw a newspaper headline that said, "RON PAUL WINS ELECTION"
1-15-12 - DREAM I was looking at a colorful advertising sign with a pretty happy woman and the on the other side, I started painting what looked like the planet earth as seen from space. I painted the top of it white like at the north pole, then I turned the painting over and on the advertising sign I counted 30 black and white cats piled up sleeping.
NOTE: I did a cat page some time ago, with all the famous named cats. I think that's the direction we should go with this advertising thing.
1-16-12 DREAM - I went back to my old apartment building to inspect the vacancies and check up on how the upkeep was being done.
For some reason, my Aunt Ida was the manager. I admitted to her that I was the ex-manager but didn't tell her I was coming back to work.
We went into one apartment and something smelled odd in the room. we found the odor coming from behind a dark green drapery.
I then had to do my own laundry, starting with the baby clothes that were baby pink and baby blue. There were three loads of clothes, divided into ages of children.
1-17-12 - DREAM - I was at a house somewhere that had a very large garage and all the cars were gone for the day. The people were expecting visitors in the evening and I saw that the garage floor was very dirty. In one large area, it looked like a volcano had erupted and black stone was oozing down hill from there.
I decided I would wash the garage floor so it looked better and took a long red hose that didn't have high power of water coming out of it but it did work to clean the floor.
Just as I finished washing the floor a group of teen age girls came to visit, and one pretty blonde came up to me and said, "I wish I could take you home with me." She was full of joy it seemed.
One of the other girls said, "I wonder why she said that?" and I responded, "Maybe she thinks I'm a good cook."
We all went to the downtown area then where all the stores were open to the street - none had glass windows at the front. A few of the stores had black curtains over the front and I watched as some people went through the curtains. One had jewelry in it and one had electronic goods in it and I both cases the stores themselves were dark inside and very noisy with a lot of people in them.
Then further down the street were all food stores, and I noticed that most of them had various sizes of banana for sale, but the last one that was the brightest lit had massive displays of yellow apples and jars and jars of green pickles. That one was the most attractive to me.
1=17=12 = DREAM - I was in a town somewhere in a house, lookiing out a window.
Outside, on the other side of the street, I watched as a school of little kids walked quickly by.
Then a high school baseball team went running g by, and then a college age crowd ran by.
they were all going the same direction.
The man I was with decided to go to the store for some food and we drove there, just missing a squad car, a fire truck, and anther squad car, just to find a place to park on slanted parking on the street.
I don't know if we actually bought anything, but then we watched some older kids watch a fat lady and a skinny guy get engaged and then everyone ran home through a park that had wet sidewalks going over small canals of water, leaving footprints behind made by barefoot kids who crunched up their toes on both feet as they ran so they looked like gorillas had just run past. It was fun
1-18-12 - DREAM - I went to visit my Mother-in-laws farm. I was pretty much alone there, and after meeting my brother-in-law, he left the farm to do something and I was all alone there. I had nine plants which were growing like weeds. The leaves were flat like a jade plant and grew outwards, not upwards.
I was very lonely there because there was no work for me to do.
I then found out that each of my plants had a name like an award - one was called the Gold Star of Science.
`1-19-12 - DREAM - I was in a house in a small town that had hills in it. I was going through the house and everything had little white feathers stuck to it which I kept throwing outside, but I'd wake up a bit, cough mucus out of my throat and go back into the dream multiple times. It was hard to breathe.
I decided to take a class on relationships. I had a paperback book with me that was 8 1/2 x 11 inch size, and went to class, driving a pickup truck and dragging my feet on the ground instead of using a brake petal.
When I got to the school, we had to go into the basement and gather there, and then climb three stories up to the classroom.
There were only two young men in the class and it was very apparent immediately that they had goo-goo eyes for each other, not for any women. The women weren't paying attention to each other and the only other man in the building was an older bald guy who went into an office. I don't know if he was the teacher because I never saw him again.
I don't have a problem getting along with people - just looking for male companionship and someone to talk to I guess.
1-20-12 - BRIAN MAY'S GUITAR - I was somewhere with a group of people and Brian May'[s guitar was on display laying on top of a double bunk bed that my sons had built of wood and rope. There was no mattress on this bed, just woven ropes.
I sat near the end of the bunk bed right next to the guitar, with one of Brian's band mates on my left, and one on my right who were guarding it.
I could see the strings on the guitar so closely I could see that there were five struts under the strings, however, the struts brought the strings closer together at each spot - not so they were touching, but much closer. I thought that would restrict the sound of the strings, but what do I know about guitars.
I wanted desperately to be able to pluck one of the strings, but I didn't dare touch the guitar myself.
The man on my left noticed my dilemma and pushed the guitar over toward the man on my right so that the hair on his chin brushed the strings and the guitar made a beautiful sound.
At that moment, one of the women - a tall blonde - asked me to dance with her. She said, "You look like you can dance". so I jumped up to dance with her, saying, "Let me go to the bathroom first."
By the time I got done in the bathroom, Brian May had arrived at the party, and I wanted to tell him my experience with the guitar but I wanted to write it down like it had been a dream, not a real experience.
On the table were several small notebooks, including a pink steno pad, but every page in the notebooks already had some writing on so I couldn't write in the books at all. There was not one empty sheet of paper.
But Brian, with his keen sense of knowingness knew that I had something to tell him so he motioned to me to meet him in another room where we could be alone.
I followed Brian into the ext room that was decorated with balloons like it was a birthday party and I was going to tell him about my love for his guitar when one of the other women followed us and I still couldn't tell him about the guitar.
1-20-12 - MY GRANDMOTHER'S HOUSE. I can't remember the details of this dream, but my grandmother on my Mother's side got over emotional and her house caught on fire. The last scene was a photograph of my grandmother's house as if taken from a helicopter, show he house to be yellow and destroyed all over the outside. It wasn't black, but the house was a shambles and three times the size it really was.dit]
1-20-12 - MEDITATION
VISIONS-VOICES "Here comes your husband TIROO. " (TIROO? IT'S A SOUND FROM A BEATLE'S ALBUM - ,MAGICAL MYSTERY TOUR
STAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeZcI4u0ZQg
LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7F2X3rSSCU
THE MAGICAL MYSTERY TOUR http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=baM-cjDOHsw&feature=related
GETTOMG BETTER http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRL00smhmc4&feature=related
1=20 -12 = ,MEDITATION - I asked to see what TIROO looked like. They showed me what looked like a fancy iron sword handle from the Middle Ages and instead of a sword, it had a three pronged fork on the end, which dipped into what looked like a mayonnaise jar. From the mayonnaise jar, it dipped into what looked like a snow bank, and came out perfectly clean.
I then got into a conversation with a man I took to be a doctor. I told him we were moving to Sonora, CA to start a spiritual community for 300 people, nut he told ne that it would draw people from the Bilderbergers and New World Order, and I told him we would look out for them.
1-23-12 = DREAM - CAN YOU PHOTOGRAPH A SHADOW IF YOU ARE CREATING THE SHADOW YOURSELF?
I was living in a house somewhere I had never been before - no idea where it was. Outside there was flat land and huge rocks along the sides.
Inside the house, I noticed a spot on the carpet and I wanted to clean it up but didn't have any spot cleaner in the house, so I made a phone call to a cleaner and asked them to send over some spot cleaner.
It wasn't too long and some young men came to deliver the spot cleaner. However, what they brought was three cans of chemicals that were 5 feet tall and three feet in diameter which had to be mixed together.
I couldn't believe the woman had actually sent such a large amount of chemicals to a home situation so I needed to send it back.
Meanwhile the phone rang, and a man on the phone told me that some stolen goods had been found and they were looking for the culprit who had stolen them.
I just happened to know who had stolen the stuff, so I made a phone call to the man to tell him that they were looking for the guy who had stolen this stuff. I recognized his voice so I knew it was him. However, I then thought that perhaps someone had been listening to the phone call and realized I may have just gotten him into trouble and hung up the phone, sorry I had called him to warn him.
I then had to call the woman back to return the chemicals. There was no answer at that number, so I was stuck with the stuff.
Meanwhile, I noticed a shadow on the wall of an airplane. The airplane was a toy and was hanging from a string from the ceiling. I decided to take a photograph of it, but couldn't remember where my camera was.
I ran around the room trying to find the camera, and noticed that the shadow was moving because the sun was shifting positions in the sky so the shadow moved too.
I called out to someone downstairs to bring up their camera and meanwhile the sun had moved so much the shadow was now gone.
So I repositioned the toy plane so it was in the sunlight once more and once I had created the shadow of the plane again, I started to think that this was a dumb idea because when the flash of the camera went off, the light of the flash would blot out the shadow because the flash is so bright.
I never did get to try the camera - shadow experiment because nobody could find a camera to try it out.
I then went outside and met the man I had phoned earlier.
He just happened to have a glider airplane out in the yard which he could launch by pulling it on a string.
He asked me if I'd like to fly in it and I excitedly said, "yes!" In mere moments I was up in the air gliding across the yard and while I was up there, I was waving to all the people below and I was certain they could see me because I was in an open cockpit and was waving wildly with a big grin on my face.
My mother had visitors there that day, some very large women I didn't know by name but had seen many times, and then I saw my Aunt Irene who I loved dearly. I hadn't known she was visiting that day and I saw her sitting atop of a very high rock alongside the yard. I had no idea how she had even climbed up there - she was that high off the ground.
I waved wildly to her. I didn't see any sign that she was seeing me though and was disappointed.
The plane glided back to the ground quite safely and I got out and ran into the house to see if anyone had seen me up in the airplane for the first time. I was so happy I was giddy with joy.
But as I went around and asked my Mother's guests if they had seen me
waving to them from the plane, they all said, "No!
Then I asked where my Aunt Irene was to see if she had seen me, and my Mother told me she had left already.
I was very disappointed not to have been able to ask her if she had seen me in the plane, so all my joy was gone. I couldn't be happy if no one knew I had been up in a plane for the first time.
NOTE: As I was waking up a very angry woman yelled at me. "All those people are dead you know1"
1-12-`12 - MEDITATION - I saw a tall black man standing with a short chubby woman. Both were wearing black costumes of some kind. I don't know what they represented. I felt I knew both of them in real life, but not certain
MEDITATION FROM A COUPLE DAYS AGO
I was an alien base pictured and then a book page with chicken scratch writing I'm assuming was alien language.
I then saw another book with many chapters in it. (this has been suggested before in other meditations)
1-24-12 - PSYCHIC ATTACK
I was in a town square somewhere and I saw a lot of silver coins on the ground so I picked them up and put them in my pockets.
Some men in brown suits and hats like out of the last century came around me and suddenly Mikki was next to me to protect me. She gave me a shot of something in case they tried to inject me with something (I saw one of them with a hypodermic needle) She check me physically to make sure I was okay, then hypnotized me to protect me from their proposed onslaught.
The men in the brown suits then withdrew like a tsunami. It seemed like there was 100 of them.
The men next to me filled my pockets with cigarettes, and then the horde of nasty ugly men in the brown suits came marching towards me and all I had to do was stand my ground and keep saying mentally, "You can't come near me" and when they got close enough I started spitting bits of tobacco off the end of my tongue at them. They taunted me about where the tobacco was landing but they couldn't get within three feet of me.
I started waking up and kept repeating, "You can't come near me" until I couldn't see them anymore.
Mikki was by my side the whole time and I knew I'd be okay.
NOTE: Early in the morning, Mikki called me on the phone and we started discussing dreams, and she said she had a bad one about a mob of men coming towards her and I informed her I was next to you and they were coming towards me and you saved my life.
We didn't get to continue the conversation because her husband called her on the phone and she had to go, but obviously this was not a dream, it was an astral experience and the bigger question is "Who were those men and why are they mad at me?"
1-25-`1 - DREAM - I was with my husband driving along a highway when we saw another car careening in and out of traffic very dangerously. something happened to his car and he was forced to stop and to our shock, his pregnant girlfriend got out of the car and sat on the side of the road.
My husband stopped to help the guy and meanwhile the girl got into our car and somehow, our own car which was still running, got out of gear and started rolling down the road.
I tried desperately to stop the car, by almost standing on the brake petal, but tit wouldn't stop, and we were going downhill, so it just kept going no matter what I did with the brake petal.
I thought about scraping the car on rough grass or even against a tree, but there were little kids and animals alongside e the road and I couldn't take that chance, so went quite a way before I managed to get the car slowed down and then to stop. My husband was miles behind us by then.
The girl and I sat there quietly for a moment to calm down and get acquainted. She was trying to lose weight and I had just lost weight so I suggested she just give-up sugar and see how that went. Since she was pregnant she didn't need sugar in her diet anyway and that's how I lost weight so easily.
I couldn't drive to get my husband and the girls boyfriend, so I had to walk back uphill.
There was a nasty old man there who practically chased me away, and then I met some kids. One offered me a bottle water which looked nasty and he admitted that he had just gotten the water out of the river. Ack! I was antsy, so I turned it down.
I then met some other kids who had cookies and candy and nuts, so I turned down the cookies and candy and accepted the nuts. I took three pistachio nuts of each mile I was going to have to walk uphill - and it was quite a few miles.
Somehow, the three nuts in a row in this container looked quite welcome because it was a lot of miles to go.
`1-25=12 - DREAM - I have no idea where I was, but the dream was about either making of purchasing very soft sweaters, and then I saw a white haired man dancing with a white-haired woman.
I then saw five books which came in a slip case like a set and each book had a pamphlet with it that was a synopsis of the book.
At the back of the book was a series of addresses where one could buy either the sweaters or the yarn to make the sweaters.
I had a hard time separating the addresses from each other, and I can only remember one address 5 - 45 - and Bourne (I don't know if that a name, a city or a company.
NOTE: Later in the day the dream popped into my mind again and I thought - THE BOURNE CONSPIRACIES
THAT MIGHT FIT IN WITH MY DREAM OF YESTERDAY BECAUSE I KEEP WONDERING WHY THE BROWN SUITED MEN WERE TRYING TO KILL ME. IT CAME TO ME LATER THAT THESSE WERE A GROUP OF BLACK LORDS
1-26-12 - DREAMS X THREE
I was sitting the lobby of a very large building. My jog was night watchman. All I had to do was sit and read books to do my job.
The first two books reminded me Jean Auel's books, all about how to survive in an Ice Age and her books talk all about how to find specific herbs for medicine. There is an entire education in survival and herbalism in her books.
The third book was the eye opener for me. I was doing my night guard duty by paging through a very large awesome book with detailed photographs of a mausoleum somewhere made entirely of gold.
In DREAM TWO, I'm telling my friend Mikki about the dream I had about the book with the photographs of the mauseleum made of gold, and she tells me something that the angel named ROV said about that.. (I can't remember what exactly she said. unfortunately.
DREAM THREE: I'm in a house with my kids and they are in the livingroom playing war games on a brightg orange rug that is overlaying a blue carpet. They had so many airplanes and pilotso and tanks and guns covering the orange rug I told them that they had better not get one piece of that war off that rug or I was going to throw the whole thing out.
Interestingly enough there was a good lookiing guy standing behind the sofa watching them play their war games.
IN DREAM THREE: AGAIN, I'm telling Mikki about my night job doing night guard duty of the gold mauseleum and wondering where its located. I suggest China and she says its probably Lebanon, and she starts saying the same thing she told me in DREAM TWO - Rov says that .l... and I stop her and remind her that she told me that in an earlier dream.
NOTE: I wake up and think about my dreams and suddenly get pissed off. ITS THE MATRIX AGAIN. She and I are in too many dreams together to make this funny or just a coincidence. It has to be part of the MATRIX.
I've got way too many pieces of this puzzle to let go of this and forget it. I've dreamed this theme and heard too many times about this life being a stage play to just brush it aside anymore. WE CAN CHANGE THE GAME ONCE WE KNOW WHAT IT IS AND WE DON'T LIKE THE GAME WE ARE IN..
1=26=12 - FOUR VISIONS
1.. I was watching a scene on a computer screen. The scene was of two people smooching with each other.
I took my computer mouse and deleted her out of the picture.
2. I was watching a scene with a man and a woman arguing, so I deleted the woman out of the picture.
3. I was watching scene in a gymnasium with a man and woman on a wrestling mat and the woman was on her knees on the bottom and the man was coking her so I deleted her out of the picture.
4. I was watching three men walking arm in arm across a room, and simultaneously they said nastily, "WOMEN!!!!" and I saw that they were all three ROBOTS!
1-27-12 - SO SAD - DREAM
I was in an apartment somewhere where a couple of kittens had died but their eyes were open and they looked like they were made of wood.
The scene then switched and I saw two pencil drawings of trees devoid of leaves standing in running water. The first one was of a beautiful woman in a gown and her name was Barbara Baath, daughter of ... Wordsworth, and the second pencil drawing was similar - trees devoid of leaves standing in running water, and the second one was announcing the death of Clarence ... (can't remember his last name.
1-27-12 - I decided to meditate on the trees and what to do with them because it was such a sad scene, and I remembered I had a huge page about 'TREES IN THE BIBLE, and then I remembered that Wordsworth was a poet, and I asked Joe if Wordsworth ever wrote a poem about Trees because that would be appropriate.
I was thinking about that, and all of a sudden I had a vision of myself holding a tiny baby and I almost dropped him. I was lucid so I knew I shouldn't drop the baby so I carefully held him in the crook of my left arm. All of a sudden there was a second tiny baby in my arm and he had his eyes wide open and then slowly closed them, and from his body came the words LITTLE BOY BLUE.
I didn't want to drop the babies, and I started thinking about the poem LITTLE BOY BLUE and how it went and I remembered it goes Little Boy Blue Come Blow Your Horn, The sheep are in the meadow, the cows are in the corn. But I couldn't for the life of me remember the next line. So I keep repeating those words, hoping I would automatically remember the next line, but instead I slipped into a dream.
DREAM: I was in the bedroom of my New Berlin house. It was early in the morning and I decided to use the bathroom and take a shower.
started taking my clothes off and discovered I was wearing three white bras and a yellow shirt. I thought to myself, "Whoever wears three bras at the same time. I usually don't wear any bra at all to sleep in. "
Then I noticed the drain wasn't working, so I called out to my husband that the drain didn't work. He didn't answer.
so I walked into the next room and saw my husband heading outside to the garage.
Ii wanted to ask him if had called a plumber or if he was going to fix it himself, and when I got to the door, there was a big black man standing there.
He was bout 7 feet tall. I asked him, "Did my husband call you to fix the plumbing?"
the man didn't answer my question, and suddenly he was followed into the house by five more large black men, all over 7 feet tall, all carrying plumbing tools, wearing work clothes and work boots, and wearing tool belts around their waists.
Now I was worried. I had six very large black men in my house and I was alone.
the lead black man called out to me, "Do you have any rust remover?"
By6 then I started hollering out to the garage, "Jim! Jim!" and I wasn't getting any answer.
I called louder, "Jim!" and then heard my husband start the car and he backed it out of the garage, down the driveway and into a large garage on the other side of the street.
I saw him get out of the car, but now that he was across the street, I had to holler louder, "Jim!" Jim!" Jim!" and he wasn't paying any attention.
I was not about to go back into the house alone with those six huge black guys there.
Ten I saw a mob and kids coming my way from the neighborhood, and ne of the boys said, "Why don't you answer your phone? We've been trying to call you to tell you to stop hollering."
There were some young teen girls there, and I told them about the six black guys in my house and they understood why I didn't want to go into the house alone with that many strange men in the house.
So I started walking past my house, and there was a brand new addition on the house, but of white limestone bricks, and from inside the house I could hear a church choir singing.
The singing was really nice, but I knew already, that wasn't really my house.
So when I got to the street, I turned towards the south, which was left and started walking down the street.
I could see I was in a city, and the house I had left was in the country so immediately I wondered how I was going to get back home. I didn't even know where I was.
So I started lookiing for a street sign because then once I knew what street I was on, I could find my way back home.
When I got to the corner, there were signs at the corner like normal, but I couldn't read them. They didn't appear to be in English. I looked closer and I thought maybe it said Arizona, but it didn't quite look like that either. It looked foreign.
There was a man standing at the corner, apparently waiting for a bus, so I asked him "Where am I?"
He answered, Uruguay!"
I never heard of a street called that in my town, so I asked again, "Where exactly am I"
He pointed across the street and said in English, "Look at the building sign across the street."
It clearly said URUGUAY.
Now I was really puzzled.
There were no other people on the street. All the stores were closed, even though the things in the store windows looked like home.
I was getting hungry and all these stores were closed anyway so I couldn't guy anything. "All I had was American money too."
Finally I came to an open door and saw that they sold pop corn and candy corn. So I decided to buy some pop corn with a coin I had in my pocket. That bought me just a tiny bag of popcorn but it was better than nothing.
So I started munching on the pop corn, walking down the street, trying to figure out how I was going to get home now that I was in a foreign country.
NOTE: Now that I'm awake, I have to look up those poems:
Little Boy Blue,
The sheep's in the meadow,
Where is that boy
Under the haystack
Will you wake him?
For if I do
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1-29-12 - DREAM - A DATE WITH NORMAN. You would think that two adults could have a normal date, but Noooo. He acted like he was 16 again and it couldn't have been more awkward. We went outside, and it ended up that one of my neighbors came outside with a Charlie horse in his leg and once he exercised it out of his leg, he stood there with a stupid grin on his face.
I woke up and fell back asleep and Norman and I, now rid of the stupid neighbor now had a run in with a dumb ass boss and he took up so much time Norman had to go to the bathroom.
When I finally figured out where he was, he said he wasn't done and left for home saying he didn't know if he'd be back or not and said it wasn't his fault about the neighbor, etc.
I agreed and let him go. It was just too dumb for words.
1-29-12 - DREAM - I don't know where I was. I some young blonde girls with me with thick hair and we were doing hair makeovers. They all wanted to look the same, so when we cut their hair, they got it all done the same comb over and everything.
DREAM - I was at work and had a brand new record and record player. Mikki came into the office and wanted to play the record, but instead of it playing automatically, she put the needle on the record so it played backwards and ruined both the record and the needle.
One of the engineers said I could have the needle resharpened or replaced in Tennessee for $7.50 but the record would have to be replaced.
A women came into the office with a sign around her neck that said she weighed 9' 8' 7' (;9 pounds, 8 ounces? ?:) I knew that babies weighed that much so it didn't make sense.
Apparently the woman had purchased my old house, and needed to mow the lawn, so I helped her with that and rather scalped the lawn at the edge, but I knew it would grow back. She didn't like the bushes I had planted in the yard, but it was spring and the leaves were just starting to come out so I knew they would be beautiful by summer.
1-29-12 - DREAM - I was at work and got invited to sing in a music concert. I felt very proud of that.
I decided to go to the bathroom and noticed that they had taken down the mirror in the bathroom, but I saw there was a tiny little mirror hanging from a ribbon on the wall with a gold filigree design around it. The mirror was of the size that you could only look into with one eye, but when I did, I could see my reflection like I was standing eight feet away from it.
My friend Carol came into the room. She is also a singer (she was in my high school choir) and she said she had been invited to go to a music festival where groups from foreign countries come in to sing and dance to their own type of music (not American)
She showed me that as a consolation for not being asked to sing, she was given two decks of cards. She handed them to me and the picture on each deck was a very large bull with gold painted horns on its head.
I looked at the seal on the end of the check of cards and on each deck on the black seal, it said in gold print GOLD PACE.
NOTE: In 2010, I had nine dreams about decks of cards which was related to the money situation for 2011 and I did a web page about that:
THE ENTIRE SEAR4CH OF MY SITE SHOWS 11 PAGES WITH THAT EXACT TERM ON THEM
NOT EVERY ONE OF MYY DREAMS HAD THE EXACT TERM IN THEM AND WITHOUT THE QUOTE MARKS, THERE ARE: 8790
I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR THE TWO WORDS: BULL and GOLD
3-17-02 - DREAM - I was in a small town somewhere. There was a small circus coming to town and they were riding horses and driving their animals through the center of town.
As the animals got closer, I saw this huge brown western bull with wide horns looking wild and it came charging up the street. It ran into the horses with the men riding them but that didn't stop him. He was so close, I got scared and turned to run away and ran into a woman standing close behind me.
I was pinned against the woman and the bull caught up to me, opened his mouth and wrapped his big black tongue around my head and wouldn't let go.
The three of us stood there together - my head inside the bull's mouth wit his tongue wrapped around my head, pinned up against the other woman's head.
I could hear the bull breathing down my neck behind my head and he wasn't letting go for any reason.
I started pounding the bull with my fist harder and harder but he didn't let go, so I finally grabbed his tongue and tried to peel it off my head and push him away and that wasn't working either.
Finally, I managed to sock him hard enough in the chest and he finally let go and pulled back and ran down the street.
Then I woke up and discovered I had dreamed it and started telling other people what had happened and they all told me it had happened to them too.
1-3=12 Joe and I watched a prog4ram about Ramses the Great of Egypt. After that I had this dream.
DREAM I and my sister were cats working in the palace of the Queen of Egypt. We each had three kittens to take care of.
One night very late, my sister and I headed outside to work in another building to work and it had snowed outside quite a bit, such that we couldn't walk through the snow unaided. Someone used some kind of machine to chew up the snow so people could get from one place to another. Soon a flood came and no one, including my sister and I couldn't work there anymore.
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