1-2-98 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building and moving from the 1st floor to the 4th floor. I had to do this in some kind of unison to what space was made available including which elevator to take upstairs.

I picked up my piano bench and some sheet music and began the move.

On the way upstairs, C.L. said it was time to have the regular church religious services, so we all stopped what we were doing to attend the service.

As the service began, the minister wanted to know if we wanted to see the stage play we were practicing for. Everyone was willing. So, the stage curtains opened. There were the exact number of players on the stage as their was in the audience. All the play was, was the worship service we were at.

Even the children and the pastor participated. When the service was over, we all applauded the great acting and the curtain closed.

The minister came out into the audience to talk to C.L. who seemed to be the program director.  she was complaining to the minster that she didn't get all the materials she needed to complete the program she had been assigned. The minister who was new to our church said to her, "You should thank God you got as much as you did. Many times things actually are taken away when the new minister comes."

1-2-98 - DREAM VOICE MESSAGE:  For those who don't stand up for what they believe, they may only get one feather.

1-3-98 - DREAM - I was seeing positive statements all with the words "A Dream" at the beginning. Then I realized I was alphabetizing positive statements received in dreams, the words "A Dream" disappeared and I continued to work on the project.

1-3-98 - DREAM - I was in a large garage. The floor was littered with stuff and toys. I was told that the garage floor was too full of germs to allow children to play there. Then began a huge project whereby I and others all had to take a shower in the garage and we were timed in the process.  I saw that the garage walls were washed down. The floor was vacuumed. Toys were separated from Christmas tree branches and needles .  Everyone was asked to participate and people volunteered a well. There were building blocks, bricks, and tools, and sawhorses that had to be left ready for use and separated out from toy blocks as well.

1-4-98 - DREAM - NOTE:  I was very distressed at bedtime about the manipulation of the ETs in people's lives.

DREAM - I was at a computer screen which showed my whole life and every decision that had to be made and these were all highlighted. They had made many decisions for me, but they had allowed me to make many for myself as well. I scrolled the screen down very fast because I wanted to see the end result, not realizing I could have read it all. I didn't know I was not going to be able to scroll it back up.

At the end it said, "Dolores! Good going!  You will be very successful!"

1-4-98 - DREAM - I was manager of a large U shaped apartment building. My son Michael and a friend came to rent an apartment. He said he wasn't going to stay real long, but when he left, the other man's girlfriend would move in, in his place.  I told him that would be fine and gave him the prices.  $574 for the rent and $50 per car for parking.  I was then going to give him the 'grand tour' of the whole building rather than just show him an empty apartment.

There were some other agents working there also who wanted me to take their customers too, but I begged off, saying I was going to take Michael on the grand tour.

I particularly wanted to show Michael the part of the building that had been burned out and was not being reconstructed.

Michael and his friend and I started the tour and were on the 1st floor in an apartment when an older, white-haired man came in and complained that another agent had told him he couldn't afford to rent a dishwasher. It is policy "never" to tell a person they can't afford something; you quote the price and let them make their own decision. I told him I didn't remember exactly how much the rent was on a dishwasher, but I would find out for sure. I told him that dishwashers cost about $675 and rent would be about $65 but I would check. (Normal rent on a dishwasher in an apartment where it is not included in the rent would normally actually be $8 to $10) (I knew that because I was a rental manager for a living)

I told the man I had to go get my price manual and would be right back. I walked down the hall past our office and saw that the telephone jack in the outer office was being rewired by a worker who was laying on top of the credenza to work on the outlet behind it.

I didn't want the other agents to know that I didn't have my own price manual at work. I had taken it home to work on it.

I remember my boss had said he was going out of town, so after scanning my own light green folders and manuals to make sure I really didn't have the manual, I went into the bosses office to get his official copy.  pulled the light green manual out of his bookcase and opened it up to the prices. His pages were all full of numbers in squares, separated with a diagonal line.

On top of each page was a stamp that said, "Certified!"  So I knew that whatever the dishwasher price was, it couldn't be changed or reduced.

1-4-98 - EXPERIENCE - I was sitting at the computer typing an IM, telling a woman that aliens are manipulative and that we don't have free will and I started getting zapped in my right side, the electrical charge zizzed up to my brain and me half black out.

This happened continuously and repeatedly until I got off the computer. I felt like I was being warned. My brain felt fuzzy and dizzy for awhile, but I didn't give into it or lay down like I felt I needed to. I went into the livingroom and watched a whole video movie. As soon as I went back to the computer, I started getting zapped again.

That night I vowed to the ETs that I would henceforth not trash them to strangers.  That seemed to be acceptable and I never got zapped again.

1-4-98 - VISION - I saw a black book titled 'SILVER BEES" in silver letters.

1-5-98 - DREAM - I spent a long time at a computer screen, scrolling down through information. I received from the ETs at the end of a sentence, the mouse drew a small doorway and lots more information appeared on my computer which scrolled down for me to read. (I don't remember any of it)

1-5-98 - DREAM - I was in a large building. (I don't remember what I was doing there) When it was time to leave, I remembered I had a baby and it needed changing. I went to get the baby and removed it's diaper to put on a new one. The babies body was covered with bedsores from neglect and not being changed.

NOTE:  I spent a long time thinking about the dream and it's possible connection to my zapping experience of the night before.  I think my unchanged baby represents my attitude towards the grey aliens. I still don't trust them and I'm still angry at them for their manipulation.

After thinking about this for awhile, I came to a sudden different conclusion. If it wasn't for them, my children probably wouldn't have a mother at all, because the body would be dead. But with all the agony this body went through, maybe it would have been better that way. They don't appreciate my existence much and nobody approves of what I do.

1-5-98 - DREAM - I worked at a very large company and it seemed that I had desks and different jobs to do at various levels within that building.  At one desk, I was sitting with Joe and an older secretary came over to see what I was doing. I'm remembering her name as Carol and I didn't like her very much. She picked up a large pink sheet of paper which was folded on my desk and started to open it up. I didn't want her to see it. I could read some words on it, "Rainbow" and "Freeyellow". These were 'pink' blueprints...a matched set for Joe's and mine project. I took it from her and folded it back up on the desk.

I went to another area on the 1st floor where there was more activity, to another desk I worked at. Here I had access to a lot of files and an adjacent area of storage lockers. I had a single piece of paper here on which someone wanted a price quote for something. I looked in a file drawer to see if I had a price card on the item and I didn't so I knew then that I had to send out for prices.

There were some other woman talked at their desks in voices so loud, it was very distracting and it annoyed me.

My son Tom came to the big double front doors then and rolled in a huge round diningroom table someone was getting rid of. I immediately thought, "Oh!  Joe and I will need that for the house", and I wanted to hide it in the storage locker until we moved there. NOTE:  Joe and I had not started studying King Arthur and the Holy Grail at that time and had not thought about King Arthur's round table yet."

For some reason I thought to myself that I needed to write to A.O. about it. Tom said he was checking some wiring on the outside of the building and discovered that it was for large flood lights and he was going to hook them up.

At this point I saw my baby scooting around in his little walked on wheels and I had to chase after him to check his diaper to see if he needed changing.  When I picked him up, his diaper had changed to little navy blue shorts and he was dry. As I held him, I walked around the filing cabinets and saw two people slumped over asleep at a desk. They looked so familiar. The woman was tall, blonde, wearing a pink blouse and the man was slumped over her back also asleep. He was dark haired and wearing a medium brown flyer's type leather jacket. I knew at that moment that the baby I was taking care of was theirs and that if they woke up I was going to have to give the baby back to them. I loved that baby so much, I was careful to be quiet and not wake them.

I went back to my desk to work on the price quotes and D.L. (my old boss) showed up and said in a sarcastic voice as he usually did,"Don't you work here anymore?" I was prepared to be defensive as I usually was with him, but said, "I'm working on these price quotes."

He aid, "I've got quite a lot of work to do waiting for you upstairs."

I said, "Oh! I forgot about that. I'll come up and get it and do it for you!"  That seemed to make him really happy and while I was thinking about his office being on the 4th floor way over at the other end of the building, he said, "Someone called me today at 765-7978 and I found out that L.R's number is 765-7960". I said, "Oh! I forgot he even worked here."  I said, "Don't worry, I'll come right up and get that work from you."  

As I sat there puzzling over all that in my mind, I woke up.

1-5-98 - DREAM - It started off as usual on the me urls to ink to...this time for prophecy.

In the real dream, it had a 2 field type of message.My mother kicked me out of the house because I had too many lovers and I had nowhere to go. Through some miraculous coincidence or synchronicity, all my lovers appeared at the same time, walking in a line down the sidewalk at this church-like place where I was getting ready to assist in some way in a "confirmation" ceremony.

That was the reason my mother and father were there. I went to R.M who was my first lover and asked his advice what to do.  He told me to contact the state social services and they would help me get a place to live and some kind of financial assistance.

Once I felt safe from my mother's wrath, since she hadn't told my father what I had done yet, I heard the booming voice of my father making pronouncements of things that were going to happen. I listened to what he had to say, and then I heard a radio weather lady say there was a huge snowstorm coming.

I said, "I recommend they close the highways 18, 19, and 51 (this is Wisconsin). Somebody else mentioned getting extra food and I said, "Get enough for breakfast." I knew the snowstorm would close the road and nobody could get home. I knew I was psychic because I heard my father's voice.

NOTE: I woke up from the dream and remembered the details and then decided to just go back to sleep, too lazy to get up and write it down and no sooner as my ear hit the pillow, I felt an electrical buzz in my left ear and instantly jumped back up to write it down.

1-6-98 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house out in the yard sitting under the apple tree. I looked down at myself and saw that my pink dress was too thin and see-thru and I would have to go into the house and put a slip on under the dress.

(I can't remember if I did this) I then looked down at my dress which was now a brown suit and again it was too thin and see-thru and I would have to climb the hill to the house and put a slip on.

I climbed the hill which was steeper and higher than normal. I went into the house, thru the kitchen, up the 4 steps to the hallway and past the bathroom whereupon I encountered 3 narrow gates to the rest of the house. I was trying to figure out how these gates worked when my three sons, Mike, Tom, and Bob came. (they were young teens)

I could see beyond the gates that they had completely stripped all the walls and carpeting out and the entire house was full of electronic equipment. I started screaming at them, "I was promised that there would still be room for me to live here."

1-6-98 - DREAM - This may have been a series of small dreams.

I was driving a car. Strange thing is, I was laying down in the back seat so I wouldn't be seen. There was nobody behind the wheel. R. (a female friend) sat in the front passenger seat. J. (her boyfriend and my maintenance man) sat in the left rear seat. I almost couldn't stop at the first stop sign. I was half was you t in the intersection by then. I don't know if I turned left, but saw some girls on bicycles ahead of me, they were weaving back and forth across the road from lane to lane and I almost ran into the last one in line.

I was then in a large building, standing in a large room. There was an office with a large glass wall and a glass door right behind me. By my feet there were several little cute furry animals running around having a good time. They may have been guinea pigs, but not certain, just that they were cute and I think they were happy and maybe smiling.

Because of their activity, I bumped into a fish bowl that was on a table just inside the glass office. I knocked it to the floor. It spilled the water and fish on the floor. The bowl was round on top, but flat sided.

The fish did not all die or flop around though some of them did. some actually swam in the air as though surrounded by water and some were swimming behind the glass wall like water was in the room.

I was very distressed because I had done this bad thing even though I knew it was because the animals which belonged to my kids were so frisky.  So, I made my kids pick up the animals and take them in the car. They had difficulty rounding up the 3rd one, but we did get them all in there to take them somewhere else.

1-6-98 - DREAM - I was coming back from the garage of my 16th St. house, to the house through the yard. Half of the yard, by the garage was paved with brand new shiny black asphalt.  It was slippery I noticed and I had never walked on it before. As I got to the back door, I heard a squawking like bird sounds to the north of the house which was to the left. I thought at first it was a rooster, but it wasn't, but I didn't identify it and it continued to sound regularly.

On the right, across the alley,in the 2nd house over, a man was sitting on the 2nd floor balcony watching me and that made me feel pretty safe, but a man came out the back door of the 1st house and I immediately felt apprehensive. Though he didn't seem to come in my direction, I quickly went into the back door and locked it securely.

1-7-98 - DREAM - I was manager of an apartment building. It was the last day of the month. I went to a woman's apartment to see if she was out and opened the door. This particular woman's name was Maria. As I opened the door, it was dark inside. As I went inside the room, my eyes began to get used to the dark. I could see where the light switch was over by the kitchen wall. I flipped on the light switch and saw that she had not taken everything with her. I looked over on the far wall and saw that there were three bird cages, two small cages and a large one.

In the larger cage was more than one kind of bird. There was a pair of love birds in front, but there was a white box in the back corner with a very tiny yellow bird. I put my hand into the cage to change the water and the little yellow bird came out of it's box and began to attack my arm in self-defense. It didn't really hurt because he was so small, but he continued to rat-a-tat-tat on my arm while I did what needed to be done.

I went into the bedroom then and saw that Maria hadn't taken any of her clothes at all. I then began to suspect that something was wrong. Nobody leaves all their clothes. I went over to the front door then and heard a key rattling in the lock. I felt I was in trouble because I was early to do an inspection. They did have a few more hours legally to move everything out.

I opened the door from inside at the same time as it opened from the outside. It was not Maria, it was her sister. I explained that they hadn't removed everything. She said they were still working on it and went to the bedroom to get some clothes.

I didn't care about the clothes. I had my own.  I wanted the birds, however.

We had a small conversation which I didn't remember, but then I discovered there was a plumbing problem and called in my maintenance man. (His name was Joe) He opened a trap door and they were dismayed to find some kind of major sized airbag over a water tank concealed beneath the hole in the floor. They said it could explode at any moment.

The other woman left then and left behind the birds when they evacuated the place.

I took the birds myself and took them to my white car. My small child was in a car seat in the back and I hung the perch with the large white bird I had found right next to her. The bird was smiling broadly like an infant child. I hung the other cages from hooks in the ceiling of the car and we drove happily away.

1-7-98 - DREAM - (I call this one THE GIFT)  I was working on Jackson the apartment manager. I got a phone call from Sears with a free gift offer. If we bought a certain product, we got a free gift with it. There were 30 gifts to choose from and they were listed in little coupons. In the dream, I was reading the gift statement out loud and I realized I was trying to say these words out loud in the physical because I had my mouth shut and groaning the words.

Anyhow, I ordered all 30 items and it wasn't long and the delivery men were bringing the items and the gifts to the door. Sears arrived with a bright orange mower and ladders and toy airplanes that really flew with 1 person on them, tools galore, yard furniture, etc. Everything was bright orange.

My maintenance man came out with a big gleam in his eyes to see al the stuff I bought and HE got to keep the free gifts.

Sears delivery man even put all the stuff where I needed it and at the end, since we couldn't start the lawnmower inside the building, he pulled the mower by hand through the hallway with my maintenance man sitting on it, and I carried the key son a long orange necklace string and said, "I really take care of MY man."

1-7-98 - DREAM - I was standing on the front porch of my 16th St. house arguing with my husband about the upkeep of my car. The brown car was parked on the porch. He said I was working too hard and neglecting the car.

I had a job as an apartment manager and I remembered that I had to go and inspect all the newly empty apartments so we could upgrade them and move new people in. When I told my husband that I had to go to work, he wrote in white on the asphalt on the street,"Do not neglect oil changes and electrical energy."  I couldn't figure out how I was going to get the car off the porch.

1-8-98 - DREAM - I felt like I was in a foreign country. Everything around me was dark army khaki green. The words in print on the computer screen were also that color. There was so much information I wanted to bring back with me but it had to be integrated somehow from their system to ours because it was different. I looked carefully at the urls on the computer screen and even those were different. I managed to get a lot of material together on their computer but didn't figure out how to transfer it back to our system.  At the end of the visit, I was looking at plants and made a pronouncement that in 8 weeks everything would be blooming. I and some others got on an elevator then to come back and the door wouldn't open to let us back out. I thought they were kidding at first. I managed to open the hatch on top of the elevator and a gush of air rushed in, but even there were metal things blocking the escape from the elevator and we were all hollering to be let out when I woke up.

1-8-98 - DREAM - I was in an office or school type place with large open rooms and display areas outside where I had placed my old unused music, books, and magazines for others to look at.  We got a new director who brought me some exquisite old sheet music to play. He said something to the effect either he was going to New Mexico or that if I behaved myself I could go too. He wanted to know how my stuff had gotten spread out so far. I said it was because he had appeared so suddenly that everyone got excited and lost momentary control of themselves but we made an effort to gather everything back together again and I began stacking all the music, books, and magazines together to bring them back inside the building.

He was a really good looking guy and from a remark he made about skinny Susy I could tell that he wouldn't have any physical interest in me. I saw some broken mirror glass on the floor near him and began to pick it up off the floor thinking about his reflection of himself must have been distorted because he was so much older than Susy.

1-8-98 -NOTE:  This dream was so real, I still can't believe it was a dream.

DREAM: I was working on the computer, then laid in the bed while Joe got ready for work. Joe left for work and I went back to sleep. Suddenly, Joe was home again and  asked him why he wasn't working. He sad he had gotten to work and felt like being with me and making love, so he made an excuse and came back home just to do that. He got a little penlight because the light was low in the room and used it to look at my nipples in foreplay. I looked at my nipples too with him, and it was such a turn-on to look at them so closely with the light while he touched them. Then be began more serious foreplay and I told him I wanted to go the bathroom and wash up a little, so I went to the bathroom and there was someone sleeping there on a little bed. I managed to get the washrag wet and soaped but felt the need to be in private to wash, so left the bathroom to find privacy. Everywhere I went in the room was another person, either sleeping or awake and I couldn't find anywhere to be alone.

I saw a little fish tank with a fake tree in it and it seemed to have bluebirds sitting in it's branches. The bluebirds both hopped and swam in the water being both bird and fish. they were so beautiful, I was mesmerized by them. The tree morphed into a white boat shape or there was another fish tank next to it and there were lines of bluebird fish swimming through this tank and it felt like love and the feeling of love came over me.

I finally got to the kitchen in my16th St. house. (This might be a separate dream) It was more like an office than a kitchen. there were several women there. It wasn't quite 9a.m. yet so we were talking about hairdos.  One of them knew how to cut hair so we started talking about cutting hair. I looked in the mirror and I was wearing a big, tall, pouffy dark wig of curls and the other woman said they loved my hair  that way. One of the other secretaries came in on her way to her upstairs office. She was wearing a semi-short white lace wedding dress which was draped with lace on one side, white stockings, and flatheeled shoes.

I thought to myself, "maybe that's how you should dress when you work for the President."  She left and went upstairs and the rest of us went back to talking about hair cutting. One of the other girls decided to have her hair cut too.

another woman came in then, wearing along white wedding gown. She had gotten married the day before and wanted us to see her dress. We admired her dress and then as she was leaving, another woman came in, also wearing a wedding gown she wanted us to see. She wanted to know what we did in the office, and she sat down on a couch like this was the foyer or waiting room. It was now 9 a.m. and i asked what I needed to get my hair cut and the girl said I needed a sterile brush and comb and a scissors and a wash bowl with water in it. I said, "Okay," and went to the pantry to get the supplies. As I entered the pantry I gradually woke up and heard Whitney Houston singing, "I love you" and it was exactly on the physical clock too.

1-8-98 - VISIONS:  I saw a small magazine similar to FATE magazine. It was called THE OCCULT LOOK BOOK.

I saw a large circle with a very small circle in the center. At the top was a triangle with the point towards the enter, and little marks going out toward the rounded edge.  Below that, it said, 2012, RETURN TO ZERO POINT.

I saw a large circle with writing in each of the quadrants where clock numbers would be. I heard a voice say, "This is not going to work. This is not going to work!"   Somehow I knew that Noah's Ark will actually be found.

I saw something that was an "official counter" and heard bells tinkling very prettily.

1-9-98 - DREAM - I promised a man and his business partner that I would drive to a city in Maine by May 19, __ and then al the way to Florida within the next week and then do a 70 city lecture tour. A woman told me that halls and auditoriums could be rented all along the way.

The man showed me a series of 10 pointed stars, each point with a shiny metallic-looking colored covering on it in various colors. Each point represented a different date and a different city.

1-9-98 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building on the 1st floor. I noticed that my apartment had a garage attached which I had forgotten about. I walked into the room and saw many bookcases full of books.

Then I noticed that there were many other doors from other apartments and hallways and worried. I was afraid other people were going to take my books. There were other people who had access to the garage and I got more and more worried. I walked out in the hallway and found a baby I was to take care of. I took it back with me to the garage where I saw a lot of strangers witting and waiting for help. These people were waiting to immigrate to this country (USA) I could see they were from all kinds of countries, and all ages, but the woman who spoke up was from the Middle East. She said, "If I could marry 'kama' I would learn so much." I said, "You would learn a whole new language."

I walked back over to my bookcases and saw one entire set of shelve was the entire history of WWII. I stood there and wondered why I needed that.

I walked back down the hallway to the main hallway, followed by a man in black. I felt a little anxiety and he something to the effect that he could attack me any time he wanted, and I said, "Why bother?"

I saw a black man and a white man going outside and I asked them where they were going.  They said they were going to help some ex-veterans who needed some help and that they would be right back.

I sat there on a bench thinking, "There is a lot of good going on in the world, but I can't see it if I just sit in the house."

1-10-98 - DREAM - I was with my children and dismayed that they didn't demonstrate what I had taught them, but as soon as they did demonstrate what they learned, I was the first one to compliment them.

I, myself, was in the process of moving from one place to another, but seamlessly so no one could see it happening. Nothing would look different on the surface, nothing would look like it changed, but it had happened.

With my daughter, I realized that one semester of school had just ended and another was beginning with no break between.

I also knew what my mission was and it was to teach others the existence of the ETs, but not to tell others everything I knew about them.

When I woke up, I realized I was brainwashed like all the others before me and I didn't like myself for that reason, but I would do my mission and keep doing it because it was either that or die. Either I did it or someone else would do it. The only alternative would be to be sick or half dead, or kill myself and end the whole charade.

1-10-98 - DREAM - I was in process of moving my office from the center of a large building to the front near the street. I had to have it done by Sunday morning and it was a huge job. I man name G.W. who I used to work with at A-C had just come back from 6 months in Canada learning the language of SCAR.  Not very many people knew the language but it was going to be necessary in the future. He made  a comment that I should decorate in French Provincial and showed me a picture on the front of a magazine. Everything was painted white with gold trim.

NOTE:  Coincidentally, SCAR was the name of a male lion in the "Lion King" movie. He killed his own brother, and then lay blame on the Lion King's son who spent many years away from home feeling guilty, then finally comes home and finds out the truth and needs to fight SCAR to take his rightful place as King.

As I walked down the hall I was pulled aside by a worker momentarily and shown a man who was homeless and had no extra clothes. I told her we would get him some clothes. There was someone named Glen who hadn't been around for awhile. He even had a nice suit, so we decided give him Glen's clothes.

Another woman said somebody she knew needed an emergency transplant. They thought that perhaps her own mother could donate the organ. A nurse mentioned a couple things that would have to be tested first and her perdiclars would have to be dirty and something else would have to be clean.

I just happened to be walking with a doctor and his office was right there, so he pulled out my files and showed her that my perdiclars were dirty and laid my files out on the floor.   ( I have no idea what perdiclars are)

1-11-98 - DREAM -  I was on the computer in my dream for the 1st half of the night. I was given statements of praise for my work on the internet, but I had to read them and rearrange them on the page.

1-11--98 - DREAM - Everything was greatly exaggerated. when I was in my office with the bookcase and file cabinets, I was somewhat tied to them which kept me from falling into a dark bottomless abyss just one step away.

When my father appeared to talk to me on a great plaza, he was standing up on a huge brown square platform, driving it like a chariot on huge spoked wheels .  When he came into th e plaza, there was not even 1/4" space leeway to spare for him to move in.

When I was on a street later trying to explain this to someone, a huge truck came by like a UPS highway truck, dark, dark green with no writing on it. It seemed as tall as the sky, and it too, when it turned left at the intersection, didn't have any leeway of ever 1/4" to go by either.

1-12-98 - DREAM - I was on the computer and twice they showed me a pattern of stars like a chariot. They called it "The Ancient of Days".

1-12-98- DREAM - I was moving from one apartment to another. I had a special phone hooked up that had to go with me. It had been hooked up to the highest outlet on the wall (about 4 ft. up) I had to make sure it would work in the new place. My son Tom came to rewire it for me.

I was then on a freeway. I was in the passing lane on the left, but even that was jamming up, so I was shown how to weave between the other cars and get over in the fast lane on the right where there was little traffic. The freeway morphed into a track-like place laying out like a model train set. Hundreds of people sat along this long table moving their cars. I was given a train engine and shown how to move it along the fast track on the outside right lane.

1-13-98 - DREAM - I spent 6 1/2 hours visualizing a shape similar to a triangle but a  little different because I didn't know if it existed. I was comparing it to another shape. I knew the name of the shape, but as soon as I opened my eyes, I couldn't even remember the name of the shape much less describe it.

1-13-98 - DREAM - I was at home in Milwaukee. My husband brought home a girl child around noon because we didn't have any girl children. The other children began to behave differently. I don't want to say badly, but seemingly more under her control and less under mine. They acted more independent and it seemed to me less dependent on me. For some reason I didn't like it. I was feeling more and more useless.

I noticed then that the bird cage came open and one bird was missing. The other birds were in their cage but with the door open. I saw one green bird in a tree right next to the cage. It hadn't escaped, it was just taking care of itself. The other green bird came out of the cage then and flapped around, trying to land on my hand. I was uncomfortable about his flapping so he finally landed on the floor. These birds seemed to be using human facial expressions and I was very uncomfortable with their independence.

I had to get back to work/school on 20th St. Somebody drove me part way there but I can't remember who. When I got out of the car, I noticed that I had forgotten my purse at home. I decided I could live for one day without it, then noticed that I wasn't wearing shoes, just white socks. Now, I felt very stupid and remembered I had taken my shoes off when taking care of the children. I felt really stupid and hoped someone at work had an extra pair of shoes. I blamed my  stupidity on the girl child that my husband had brought home without asking me. It was like she was draining the life sap out of me.

I got to work where I was in charge again. This is where I felt at home. I had all the information at my fingertips that everyone else needed. My library had all the old information that everyone that people needed when they needed to restore old machinery and radio back to working order. They came to me to do research work. I had the master keys to the buildings on both sides of the street. At 5 p.m. I closed down one building and went to work in the other.

In the 1st building there were many  young girls touring through. As they left, I told them that if they were interested in working there, they should fill out an application at the employment office or over at the main office on 70th  St. I told them that there was special work programs and incentives for young girls and we would even provide transportation and come and get them and take them home again. I then closed the big glass doors for the day and locked the door.

As I left the lobby, I recalled that I had forgotten to dust the furniture in the lobby, but a cleaning woman had just come in and I took my master keys, unplugged the radio to take with me, and headed across the street.

The President of the Company just happened to be crossing the street at the same time and I noted he was wearing light beige pants. He was complaining to a workman that he didn't like having one door unmastered and that we should get a new maintenance man in there and have him master the front door. The old maintenance man was moving on to some other job.

I looked at my master keys. I not only had a whole ring of keys, I had the 4 master keys, one to each side of the building and they were bright gold. I felt proud to have them.

On that side of the street, workmen had laid down red and white quilted material on the sidewalk so we were all tippy-toeing on the softness. I was looking at the expressions on the men's faces.  Nobody expected to be tippy-toeing  in softness at work. Everyone was amused.

I went inside the building, having discovered there was a maintenance man already present who opened the door for me. Once inside, nobody did anything except sit around so I began telling them to take down the Christmas trees from each room where they were mounted on round tables. There were very few lights working or ornaments in evidence. I told them to get busy and remove the old trees Christmas was over.

I went into my own office then to plug in my radio and answer the phone. Here is where I was in charge and gave orders to the others what needed to be done.

1-13-98 - VISION - I closed my  eyes and saw someone give me a key to a box called, 'The Dreamtime".

I was immediately back at work where I was earlier doing normal things you do at a job. When I was leaving for the day, I went on my regular inspection of the building to see how everyone else was doing. (I was in charge of the maintenance department) I didn't see any people, but I saw some trash on the floor in one room. I toyed with the thought, "The next time I walk past that room will tell me how much work he's done."

I got to the end of the hallway without seeing more people. At that point I had a choice of going out of the building into the railroad yards towards the other building, or up the ramp towards the offices. I decided to go up the ramp. As I walked up the ramp, I could hear the slow thump, thump, of the drop forge and felt the ground shake. First I wondered f that was my own heart beating, then said, "I don't know why working in a factory used to be so appealing. It isn't anymore."

I headed towards the elevator and woke up.

1-13-98 - DREAM - Ii was in my 16th St. house neighborhood, down in the next block from my own house. I was working in the kitchen and people were coming and going. I was baking cookies or something because I was expecting some church people to come over for a planning session.

The doorbell rang and some girlscouts were standing there. I was all set to say, "I bake my own cookies," when I saw their mothers was a church lady I was expecting.

One of the girlscouts handed me a huge cardboard cutout of a 3 ring circus. The mother handed me a bowl of pink after dinner mints.

My mind was so attuned to putting things in the oven, I went into the kitchen and put the bowl of mints into the oven where they promptly melted into a little puddle of melted sugar. I felt so embarrassed to have done that, then decided to drizzle the melted sugar on top of the cookies. I vowed never to buy after dinner mints again because they were all air, then went into the livingroom to find out what the church lady had to say about the 3 ring circus.

1-15-98 - DREAM - I received along e-mail in praise of our web-site, and asked me to check out sites on air-pollution because not enough is being done.

1-15-98 - DREAM - I was in the kitchen of my 66th St. house. Joe went into the bathroom which was adjacent to it and started screaming at me about how filthy and disgusting the kitchen floor was.He said,"There are bugs and mice running all over in the corners. I hadn't seen it, so I looked and he was  right. It was horrible. I saw bugs and spiders and little tiny baby mice all over the corner of the floor by the stove.  Then I noticed all the other trash on the floor including blankets. I swept all of it into the corner. Then I asked who was brave enough to pick it all up. We had a bed in the kitchen at this point and there was junk all over the bed too. So, we started a cleaning campaign and cleaned off the bed. A man was in the pantry and asked permission to throw away some trash from there too and I said, "Yes!"

Then we called in a "trash" woman and she came in and took away all the trash and tied the blankets in a knot with all the mice and vermin inside.

I looked then to see if all the mice and vermin were gone and they were, but I saw a little purple fish. I ran and got a little silver kettle and put water in it and we put the fish in it but it just swam right  back up into the air again. then, I looked up and a whole row of purple fish were swimming in the air up by the ceiling and the front two looked like Minne Mouse and Mickey Mouse and they were carrying little bouquets of yellow flowers and leading the parade and they came away from the wall and headed towards me.

1-15-98 - DREAM - I was working in the 2nd story of a church-like place.  there was a section like a jewelry store where hundreds of crystals were setting on counters and hanging from jewelry trees.  My little daughter was there admiring them and she said,"I went downtown with A.O. to the jewelry store and we looked at everything, but I came home empty handed." I felt kind of proud of herr.

I was standing by a desk where people bought tickets to something and the woman who was in charge of that hadn't yet done the book work for 1998 so no work could be done yet.

I went outside and found out that B.G.  was leaving town. I had a chariot which was red leather upholstered for him to use but someone had dumped tomatoes all over it and I had to clean it up. I began wiping it off and it was pretty gross, then I had to take the rag upstairs, wash it out, then come back down and wipe it off one more time.

B.G. was wearing a yellow sweater and was going around saying goodbye  to people so I rushed back upstairs to wash the rag. There were a lot of famous church people up there...all really tall and thin, these were all people from television. One kind of looked like Princess Di. There was also a very swarthy man up there and was questioning people about some oil stealing scandal.

I was looking for B.G. at this point because I didn't want to miss saying goodbye to him. I finally spotted him leaning up against the wall at the bottom of the stairway where 3 ministers were having a discussion. He was either listening to the conversation or talking to them, I couldn't tell. I spotted his yellow sweater and went down the steps.

I went to hug him goodbye and we both morphed into gold robotic figures. I was the Lion and he was the Tin man from the wizard of Oz  but we were both golden colored and sat down side by side on golden thrones. I was on the right and he was on the left.

1-15-98 - DREAM - On the computer, I saw "Please write an essay on the 5 parts of Wisdom".

1-15-98 - I was dreaming about creating future events and that there is room for more than one person doing the same thing.

1-16-98 - DREAM - I was living in a city somewhere. It had a tower that had a huge glass lighthouse in it. The glass over the light was golden. They were asking the question of the day, "What are the 5 parts of Wisdom?"  Having studied it the day before, I knew the answer. The price was a trip to Bermuda free. Even though I knew the answer, I didn't want to go alone. So, I went outside to find a friend to go with me.

I only had 2 hours to find someone to go with me. I needed a ride to the pick-up place.

Outside, I saw a huge UFO in the East. It covered 1/2 the sky. I spotted my sister and her kids and at the same time a huge UFO blimp-thing came from behind a building and looked ominously like it was going to crash into the golden lighthouse.

I screamed to  my sister to get underneath the trees because if it crashed and parts came dropping down they would be deflected by the branches.

It didn't crash but moved off towards the East like the UFO did.

I then went from friend to friend, offering to give the answer to the question to anyone just so I wouldn't have to go alone and I'd have a ride to the pick up point.

Everyone had an excuse for why they couldn't go to Bermuda. They weren't even interested in trying, nor even to the answer  to the question, so I walked back towards the lighthouse alone. I didn't want to go either without a friend to go too.

1-16-98 - DREAM - I lived and worked at A-C. On this particular day, I was called into a large auditorium which was set up like a theatre with each row of seats set higher than the one in front of it. There were not very many people in the auditorium so it was a special session of lessons we were here for. Here is where we were going to experience our past lives.

I sat down in a seat and someone handed me a jar of pills. I looked at the pills inside the jar, and each one said. "LCD". Holding that jar seemed too be a shock to my system and my eyes flew open and I was instantly awake.

1-16-98 - DREAM - I was back at A-C, looking out the window of the executive building across the street to the building where all the workers, engineers, etc. did their jobs on a daily basis. I had worked in that building for 10 years.

I felt a moment of melancholy because several of my male relatives had also worked there and they were all dead now so I couldn't tell them how proud I was to have followed in their footsteps.

Today was the day I would take my first LCD pill in the theatre auditorium. I knew that when you swallowed the LCD pill, you immediately saw whatever lifetime you were interested in seeing. The LCD pills stood for "mirror image".

1-17-98 - DREAM -  I was on the computer doing a search for a site that started with the letter "A". I've dreamed about this site before, way back in the beginning. I need to link to this one. I remember seeing a heart on the screen.

11-18-98 - DREAM - (I  believe this was an implanted dream from the spirit realm)  Thought I recall the activities of the dreams that were implanted, I knew it was the concepts I was being instructed in.

The moment I woke up the second time, I had a vision of a bulls-eye and the words 'TARGET VALUE' were superimposed over it, then the center of the bulls-eye burst open and 3 little yellow ducks were born.

In the first dream, I had a meeting with all the other linked web-page designed from my site. We were going to be planning the future. One man brought his little old father with him and though he wasn't going to be part of the planning, there was a place for him to play games with other little old fathers.

In the second dream I was constructing my own car with the initial "D" on the door, so it wasn't just a car, it was my vehicle. The instruction booklet for the door said it should take 5 seconds to put together. I thought I was doing a good job, but it took me 15 seconds to do it instead.

1-19-98 - DREAM - I was three other women and I was told to exchange 4 blue UFO sites and give a green background to Dave. This was done on a computer.

1-19-98 - DREAM - this seemed to be part of dream 1, but was physically done. I was in an apartment building, testing a vacuum cleaner and showing a man how well it worked. I was using just the hose and with no attachments. I noticed a jade plant had dropped many leaves and vacuumed them up but also found pieces of jade plant that were beginning to grow new leaves so I transplanted them to the tops of plant stands on top of 2 trees.

I then had to move my young son and took him over to a round table that had a center leaf. He kept saying, "don't set me down in the wrong place, don't set me down in the wrong place", and I discovered that when I tried to set him down on the center leaf, it tilted so I had to set him down next to it. I noticed then that a Y shaped piece of the center extension board had separated and it would need to be repaired.

1-20-98 - DREAM - On the computer, I was alphabetizing the crop circles. I got all the way up to "S" when I woke up.

1-20-98 - DREAM - I went to look at an apartment complex somewhere. i asked to see apartment #700. The owner himself took me to see it. He not only took me the long way to where it was, he passed it and intended to keep right on going and we had an argument about it. I woke up with my heart pounding like I had really walked that far.

1-20-98 - DREAM - I was at a very large place like a hotel. They were putting on some kind of lecture when they were going to show a film. The program hadn't started yet. i actually was sleeping in the front lobby by a gasoline pump and people were being interviewed by television crews right outside the window.

I didn't want to be seen like that, so took off down the hall and ended up in the auditorium where the film was going to be shown.

On a long, narrow table, 4 film cannisters were lined up. Being very curious, I took canister #4 with me to the bathroom. It was very heavy and I wondered how anyone could carry two at a time. I sat down on the toilet intending to look at it while I was sitting there. One of the female film presenters came in the bathroom to ask me if  I knew where a particular person was. I quickly hid the canister #4 under my dress while she talked to me. I was still sitting there like that when I woke up.

1-20-98 - DREAM - i was in the bedroom next to the kitchen of my 16th house. (there actually is no room there) I opened the door and B.G. came running in. I put my arms out to hug him. "B." I said, "I was just telling someone about a dream I had about you a few minutes ago." (This was true) We hugged a long time, then B.G.  dressed in his white painter clothes, went back into the kitchen and started to make coffee for himself.  But B.G. only had the glass carafe with old coffee grounds in a white coffee filter poised on top of it. I told him I would help him and got out fresh coffee grounds to make new coffee.

When I went to get him to give him the freshly brewed coffee, I saw him out in the street with his AA buddies, all getting into a white limousine. They were all leaving together.

1-20-98 - VISION - I saw an e-mail page - It was addressed to "featherworks", "big circle", and many, many three letter names or initials which might be "angel names".

1-21-98 - DREAM - I saw a pretty page. It had a border of light chocolate brown with alternating yellow daisies and stars. I believe it was about astrology. It was titled, "Someone else" or something like that.

1-22-98 - VISION - I saw two little girls playing with a ball of light that was like fire that didn't have any heat. they tossed it back and forth , then they stood on it, and the light/fire went around their feet, but it was not hot. It was cool white light.

1-22-98 - DREAM - In the dream that followed, I was shown this symbol which is very similar to the Tree Of Life.

It was made all of golden light flowing like golden threads between golden balls of light.  I watched it for a long time. (It was so beautiful, it still makes me cry to think about how beautiful it was. )

Later on I had a vision of three figures which resembled the pictures I have seen of the gods  which were on earth during the time of Sumer (Shumer) .  The center male figure looked like this:

His face was solid silver metallic and his tongue was hanging out at an angle, like a dog does.

Later on during the night, I had this dream:

1-23-98-  DREAM - I was being transferred from one job to another and my last act in the current job was to paint an apartment white and I was to do it at 9.a.m. Then I would be done.

I went to the building with a wrapped celery plant which was in white paper, and  I was going to put it in the refrigerator in the basement storage room.  I went into this basement which was actually ground level and headed for the storage room.  There were some men there and a black man opened the door to the storage room door.  I caught a glimpse of a man inside with a makeshift gas mask on his head.  He had like a plastic bag over his head and the air filter was taped to the front of the bag where his mouth was.  the black man said, "You don't want to come in here."", like it was a warning like they were preparing for war and I shouldn't know about it.  I said, "I'm just gong to the refrigerator and waved my celery package in the air to show him I had a legitimate reason to be there.

I went over to a kitchen-like area and when I opened the refrigerator, I found a small black toy-like car. I noticed there was a single piece of wood shaving hanging from it  like you see on a pencil sharpener.  I removed the shaving, but immediately there were 2.  I pulled the two off and four appeared. This doubling of the numbers continued:

1, 2, 4, 8, 16, 32, 64, 128 .... at which point the car opened up to reveal a massive amount of yellow wood shavings inside. (There didn't seem to be any lead markings...just yellow wood shavings)

At that point, in the air, I saw a single dot, next to it a diamond shaped box divide into 6 boxes, and next to that a square divided into 9 boxes with numbers in each box.

1-23-98 - VISION - I closed my eyes and saw a pond of water. The water became clear and I could see all the way to the bottom.

1-24-98 - DREAM - Joe and I were staying in a house in California. We didn't have hardly any furniture and other people were living with us. One young woman dressed all in black, was sitting by my feet. We started to talk about going to bed and she more or less threw herself on me and started hugging. I pushed her over a little and she was talking about how much love she felt.

I lay down on a bench that was hardly wide enough to lay on. Joe was in a chair. The others were going to sleep on the floor. This was our last night in California. Joe and I were moving and taking nothing with us. Someone asked where we were going. Joe was reluctant to tell me and finally pulled out a map.  It showed northern California and Oregon. He aid, "We'll go to Oregon."  As soon as he said that, I knew we were going to Washington and he didn't want to tell me because I'd get too excited and jump all over him.

I was then looking at a blue and white checkerboard. My old boss Ralph was there. He asked me, "How to you know how to make 19 people happy?" I said, "You ask them."  I saw a layout of 19 pegs in a yellow board.

I instantly had a vision of a 24 piece set of Blue and White China and 24 sets of pink crystal glasses. they were laid out in a large oval so none touched one another. I knew at that moment that Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis would be helping me with ideas about various things.  I also knew that I should ask the people on my web-site what they wanted to see on it.

1-24-98 - VISION - I saw the words "TENORA CELSIUS" or something like that. I saw a young man standing in a large room. He was standing by the doorway. I was outside. He made a sign language gesture with his left hand and I knew I was done for the day. He held his hand low and parallel to the ground and moved it forward.

Then I saw the words, "SUN, MERCURY, PLUTO".

1-25-98 - DREAM - I was setting up a web page of cliches. Each one had a heart in front of it and music was playing on the page.

1-25-98 - DREAM - I dreamed I was in a schoolroom, studying for a test. The woman to my right said she had other things to do and got up to leave the room. The teacher said, "We only give tests between 6:30 and 9:30. The woman leaving the room said, "I'll have to make an appointment. The rest of us stayed to take the test.

1-25-98 - DREAM - I was in a large department store with my child and he was trying on new clothes to see what fit him. I was waiting for my husband to come and get us and then we were going to go elsewhere.

I saw my husband come into the store and walked down the aisle to meet him. My child wasn't paying attention and kept on trying on clothes. We weren't all that far away, but he lost sight of us and when he looked up, he thought we had left him. He got scared and ran for the elevator to catch up to us, but we hadn't even left. We were just standing together, talking and observing him. When he bolted for the elevator to go downstairs, I had to run after him. The door of the elevator closed before I got there, so he descended without me. I knew it was pointless and time wasted to wait for the elevator to come back up, so I headed for the stairs.

I was happy to see when I got to the stairway that my child had decided to come back up the stairs when he didn't see his parents downstairs.

We rejoiced at finding each other on the stairway, but then I had to admonish him for not being aware and paying attention to what was going on around him.

1-26-98 - VISION - I saw many, many cliches on the computer. It was as though they were presented for approval before they went into the list.

1-26-98 - DREAM - I was at a house and needed to leave to go do something. My mother was going to take care of the telephone while I was gone, so I had to show her how to use it. It had 6 incoming lines. It had one line which was connected to an outside speaker so I could hear what people were saying on the street and it had 3 long distance telnet lines.

1-27-98 - DREAM - I was in a factory where conveyor belts were bringing fruit up to be sorted. Both grapes and tomatoes were being brought up and they had to be separated. There weren't very many tomatoes, so when some young boys quit doing it, I thought I could do it myself. I saw that salt came up with the grapes as well, but it was easily swept aside.

While I was doing this, there was a sudden shift and the 4 conveyor belts became 1 single solid sheet of silver which was coming upward at a high rate of speed. It was beautiful to see, but I felt instant anxiety at the prospect of separating tomatoes from grapes over such a wide expanse.

The man in charge of the test said, "Don't worry, it's perfectly safe and he took a single sheet of paper with the words on it and flipped it onto the conveyor belt and it stopped. He went onto the conveyor to retrieve the piece of paper with the words on it and all the silver sections flipped over and close the conveyor belt and now it was all brown.

1-27-98 - DREAM - I was at home in my apartment. It was time to get dressed for the day. I was so horny I couldn't stand it.  I decided to masturbate despite feeling guilty about it and laid down on the floor to do it. But, I couldn't touch myself. Something seemed to be in the way. It felt like someone else's hand was in the way and I was unable to get near myself with my fingers. I finally gave up.

While I was down on the floor, I saw an old newspaper on the floor and decided to clean them up and throw them away. I started to pick them up and put them on the bed when I saw letters on the bed that needed answering, so I started to answer the letters. While I was answering the letters, visitors started to arrive, including my brother. I said, "Oh! I just wrote you a letter, and I was going to give it to him, but I couldn't find it because there were too many newspaper on the bed. I told him I'd mail it when I found it.

I had to go to work and I volunteered to deliver some soup to some needy people. The soup tureen was way too long and narrow with  little short handles and I couldn't hang onto it good enough, so I put it on the floor and decided to get a cart because it was a long way to go and I knew I would drop it on the way.

I looked up and a black woman and a white man came along with a cart full of planted flowers. She talked to me like she knew me too. I followed them into a schoolroom where they had a flower nursery for the school children. They had all the little flowers started which the children would alter plant and grow outside. They had plants growing everywhere in this low light and tulips were even coming out of the concrete.

I went outside and was walking on the lawn looking at the trees and flowers and I fell into a huge hole. It was so deep I thought it was going to swallow me up, but I saw a man coming who I recognized. He was the white haired movie actor (Nels.?)  He had a black man companion. I waved my left arm over my head wildly. "Help me! Help me!", I was yelling. I knew the man was a magician because I had seen him do a magic trick sometime earlier.

He came over and standing next to the hole and without touching my outstretch hand, he more or les twitched his nose and I popped out of the hole like I was on an elevator. I thanked him profusely and went on, headed for home.

(After I woke up, I realized that in the whole dream, I never finished anything I started)

1-28-98 - DREAM - I was taking over as manager of the apartment building on Jackson Street. The old managed had vacated, leaving black fur coats behind in the closet. An old woman came in to pay money for rent and she didn't even live there anymore. She got one of the black coats out of the closet and told me she was going out to shovel snow. The closet door closed and I worried that I wouldn't be able to get back in, but I had the master keys. I looked for rental records for the old woman, but there were none. I went over to where the coats were hung and saw a loose screw. I pulled it out and the whole coat rack fell over to the left. That was all that was holding it up. I called for maintenance to fix it, then went up to my apartment.

I walked up the stairs to the 3rd floor, but it didn't seem like it was more than the 2nd floor. Maintenance was painting everything in the hallway dark brown. My apartment number was 345 and I had to actually walk down 7 steps into the apartment. There was an old piano studio there and some guys came and took out all the camera equipment. The man who owned it said it was hard to find a place to install photo studios anymore. I wished him well as he removed the equipment.

1-28-98 - DREAM - I was living in New Berlin and I saw that balls of light were coming down from the sky, the size of basketballs. I walked along the road where I saw them coming down and saw a pile of old Christmas wrappings and ornaments hidden in the grass.  The pile actually stunk. I knew I'd have to clean that up because, the balls of light didn't go with the old Christmas decorations.

1-29-98 - DREAM - When I was awake, but too tired to get up, I fell into a short dream in which I was in my car, driving on a black topped road. I was going downhill a little and decided it was a good time to test my brakes. I pressed on the brakes and they didn't work, so I pressed my foot to the floor - - - nothing - - - no brakes. The road became steeper and curved to the right, so I had to concentrate more on the steering than the braking. Then I saw a tunnel in a huge mountain that I was going to have to go through. The rocks along the way and the tunnel was full of pink, thick insulation, and I knew I was going to be okay.

1-29-98 - DREAM - I was living on 20th St. I was obviously working at home and had a job during the day at A-C on 70th St. A man whom I worked with brought me a pink piece of paper he had found in the file. There were pattern numbers on it, but the blueprint for the diffuser which it represented was missing. I assured him I could get it easily because the 'casting' buyer who I worked for lived right down the street. I was going to do it right away but then had second thoughts because it was nighttime and decided it could wait until morning. IN the morning I went outside the house and saw antique chairs and other furniture outside. I thought that was strange and couldn't figure out why someone would have put it out there. I turned around and the furniture was now all broken up and I realized that this was furniture that was outdated and had been trashed and was just sitting there , waiting to be picked up by the garbage man. I went back to the door and saw my brown purse laying there , and it was full of stuff. I wanted to know what was in it so I picked it up to take back inside. I saw 3 other brown purses full of stuff that were mine. I couldn't let the garbage man picked them up without knowing what was in them, so took them back inside to examine them.

1-29-98 - DREAM - I was living in the house in Hickman, CA. I woke up and got out of bed and went into the kitchen. there was a wide streak of white on the floor. I thought at first it was light because the door was open, but it was actually snow.

I looked outside and the whole world appeared to be covered with snow. I was really shocked because Joe had told me it never snows here.

It had to be fairly warm because there were icycles hanging from other buildings and there were kids outside waiting for the school bus.

There was no window in the eight foot or more opening where I was talking to the people about the different in the weather between California and Wisconsin where I had come from in 1997. There was no sensation of cold while I stood there.

Later, Joe came home and I was outside and showed him where I had been standing looking out the window. At that time, there was glass in the big brick building which is not what our house looks like.

1-30-98 - DREAM - I was writing my mother. N.M. came to visit and my brother came over. I told N.>m that my brother marty had all the Seth books. Marty said he didn't know if he had them anymore. I told N.M. that Mary had more books that I had. I felt proud of that. Everyone went outside to play baseball but me. I had to go to the bathroom then and there . There was  strange man and woman I didn't know living there. The man was in the bathroom and threw him clothes all over the place. I had to kick them aside to close the bathroom door, which was a swinging door that opened both  ways and didn't lock.

1-30-98 - DREAM VOICE:  An older man's voice:  "BAD NEWS!  President Clinton received a thump on the side of his face."

NOTE:  I found out on 6-22-98 that thumping someone means killing them.  I hadn't known that in January.

1-30-98 - DREAM - I was talking with J.F. on the telephone and he was telling me that he was giving up his part-time job, and I knew that I could do it. He collected money from people for electrical services nights and weekends.

1-31-98 - DREAM - I was on the computer and saw that there was a law that you had to make the screen scroll down to anything where you had the word 'FREE'.

1-31-98 - DREAM VOICE - I heard Joe's voice say, " God disguised himself - Silvermine - Heart Attack."