DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
3-5-08 - VISION. I had a particularly bad night, waking up choking and
heart pounding because I wasn't breathing right while sleeping. I got up and
went to the bathroom 4 times during the night. One time when I was attempting to
breathe more oxygen back into my blood and go back to my sleep at the same time,
I had a vision of a tall man in a long grey robe. He was standing by the
end of a very high wall, similar to the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem. He said with
a Jewish accent, "You belong with me on the other side of this wall."
(I was not willing to go there yet - not for a lot of years)
3-07-08 - NAP DREAM: I was pregnant and due to have a baby.
I told my husband Jim I had to marry Joe because we were going to have a baby.
Than I had to go tell my older kids the news - that I was pregnant and had to
NOTE: In early July, I dreamed that I delivered that baby.
3-07-08 - NAP DREAM - I was working for a world-wide magazine. It
had a long name and the words 'boy' and 'world' in it. It was a very large
magazine in size - seemed like it was longer than the old 'LOOK' magazine we
used to get . Same width. I asked someone in the office if there
were any older copies, and I was told that there was a library upstairs with all
the old issues.
When I tried to go upstairs, in the beginning there were large concrete
stairs, but then, it became more of brick slide which was really steep to climb
while wearing leather soled shoes. There was little gripping ability to
climb that hill. There were some men who were making the climb, but I had
great difficulty. I could see the library up ahead. It was very fancy with
many division of types of books and I wondered where the magazines were kept.
3-10-08 - DREAM - I was changing clothes to go to work and when I went into
the closet, I saw my slippers there and there was honey dripping out of them.
The more I tipped them over, the more honey was pouring out and finally I had to
go into the kitchen to find a large container to save all the golden honey in.
3-10-08 - DREAM - I was driving down the road and a little boy dressed in a
red and white T-shirt and jeans walked across the road to his mailbox. Because I
know how children run into the road without looking, I stopped my car way back
from him and put out my arm out the window like I was making a left-hand turn to
other cars wouldn't try to pass me on the road. Finally the little boy
noticed me and I got out of the car to talk to him. I told him how my
friend Michelle's daughter had almost been hit by a car in the same way the
other day and as his other friends from school came along, I warned them all to
remember to always look both ways before crossing the street.
3-15-08 - DREAM - The whole dream was set up like a stage play or a
movie set. Everything was set up in grand scale.
A view from the sky showed all the farm fields ablaze with flowers blooming
and even at a distance I could see they were carpets laid out on theh ground
like they had been newly purchased from a store.
The scene zoomed down into a large apartment building, but there were no
walls inside the building. Where the hallways were supposed to be were wide
walkways, and the furniture for each apartment was set up in squares and the
sofas lined up against the walkways where the walls should have been.
There were people in each of these squares of furniture like they were living
there and they were all actors in the play or movie.
Some of the people in their apartments were my relatives. My cousin
Judy and my cousin Shirley had speaking parts in the play.
I was dressed up fancy, had my hair done in curls, and wore 3 inch high
heeled shoes with tight fitting spandex light blue pants and a frilly lazy white
blouse. Compared to the others, I looked like the star of the play.
We were supposed to be acting like this was real life.
My husband and I were supposed to carry two laundry baskets down to the
public laundry in the basement.
The laundry room had rules. You couldn't start a load of wash after
10 p.m. and the place was packed at 6:00 a.m. starting time.
So we would fill the machines with our laundry at 10 p.m. and run down there
again before 6 a.m. with our quarters and be first in line to start up the
machines. If someone yanked our laundry out of the machines so they could
be fist, so be it.
So we were walking along the walkway with our laundry baskets and people
spoke to us as we passed.
My cousin Judy said to me as I passed by, "I went to see Joyce today!"
(Joyce was her baby sister who contracted polio in the 1940's and was disabled
all her life until her passing in the 90's. She lived in a lovely
self-care nursing home after her parents could no longer take care of her
I said in return, "I spent all day having my hair done and having my photos
I knew after I said it, that it was the wrong thing to say. I should
have asked how Joyce was doing to be polite.
We got down to the end of the walkway where it should have turned the corner
before going down the stairs and the people in the end square expanded their
living room into the walkway so I had to step over the end of their sofa and
walk through their living room to get to the stairs.
On their sofa was lined up three coloring book pages - black and white - so
someone could color them in.
There were three drawings facing me of soldiers in battle, one of each war.
WW I, WW II, and WW III.
Across the top of each page, it said a title, "WE WERE TOO YOUNG TO GO TO
I was stunned and shocked to see coloring books like that and I had to think
about what might have happened to those men.
We headed for the stairs with our laundry baskets and the scene ended.
The next scene took place in the afternoon of the next day. My husband
and I had a meeting to attend at 2:30 p.m.
At the same time, I had an appointment to talk to a man in our apartment at
2:30 p.m. I was hoping he wouldn't show up so I could make my own
appointment on time. My husband left for the appointment and I'd get there
when I could.
Exactly at 2:30 p.m. an old brown lumber truck pulled up along the road and
into our driveway and the man walked up to our door for his appointment with me.
He looked and was dressed like a movie producer I've seen on the Academy
awards shows. A man in his 60's or 70's, big black mustache, black hat and
Since there were no walls or doors inside our building, he could see me
Between him and me were standing laundry baskets piled high with various
coats I had worn in the past. (past lives? past plays? past movies?)
I didn't know what to say to the man. I didn't have a script for this
Was he expecting me to hypnotize him, give him psychological therapy, heal
him? I didn't have the formal training for any of that.
I would just have to talk to him like the actor I was, person to person.
Maybe I'd find out what the next scene would be in our movie/play!
end of dream
SEE: THE PLAY OF LIFE
3-16-08 - DREAM - A man asked me if Rose53202 was still alive because
he hadn't heard from her in a long time.
I answered, "Of course Rose53202 is alive. That's me!"
After I woke up I realized I hadn't been to that e-mail address in quite some
time and felt guilty for not writing to my friends on those lists for several
months. When I went on the computer, 4 people had written private e-mails
asking questions about concentration camps - all in one week, so I answered them
and then posted some spiritual messages for my
which I've totally neglected since my grandson was murdered in October of 2007.
That dream sure was a wakeup call for me.
3-16-08 - NAP DREAM - I was working and did a lot of walking back and forth,
but I was out of breath a lot so my doctor told me he would put me in the
hospital for outpatient surgery and clean out my air passages. I went to
the hospital and the doctor was going to take me upstairs and he wasn't quite
finished with another patient, so he told me to go upstairs to room 216 and they
would prep me for surgery and he'd be right up. The patient said, "No
doctor, it wasn't 216 - it was 261" He argued with her and told me to go
to room 216.
When I got upstairs, I went to room 216 and that doctor had a patient in
there so he wasn't ready to prep me either. So I stood out in the hallway and
the nurses up there were hollering out of their rooms they were working in, "Hi,
Dolores" and wave, and I'd wave back, so evidently they all knew me up there.
The doctor didn't come by the time I woke up and my throat was all clogged
with crap so I guess I needed that surgery which I did by myself, by coughing a
3-17-08 - DREAM - I was in Milwaukee with my ex-husband. We were
walking down the street quite quickly holding hands and swinging them together
in unison to show the world that anything is possible that we were back together
We came to Erv's father's house. Erv's father was outside. It was
harvest time and he had three huge - human-sized - silver canning kettles out on
the sidewalk. He was going to use these kettles to can during the harvest.
Erv's house was next door and we went there and from Erv's house we watched
as Erv's father went crazy from grief and set fire to his own house.
Erv's father headed for Erv's house next door where I was. I saw that
there was a back door and I planned to run out the back door when Erv's father
came in the front door. But somehow, after Erv's father came in the door,
I was able to subdue him and stop him from setting fire to the house by hugging
him and I knew the danger was over.
A moment later, there was another man with dark hair, who I think was a
Jewish man I saw on TV. Next to him was a young blonde woman who looked
very angelic - she was standing there with some kind of jewels in her hands -
she seemed to be praying and was facing the wall behind me.
All of a sudden I saw fire between the walls high up and I yelled at everyone
to get out of the house because there was no way to stop a fire like that and we
could pick the jewels out of the ashes when the fire was over.
I woke up and immediately I heard a loud bell ring in my left ear. I
said to myself, "I am ready for the message". A loud voice boomed in my ear,
"This is a warning to tell you that dreams can come true."
3-17-08 - DREAM - I was in a large house taking care of two adorable little
boys about 3 years old. One had dark hair and one had light hair. The
light haired one wore wire rim glasses.
The dark haired boy said his name was Gaia.
I wanted the boys to take a nap and I took them into an office with me where
a woman named Karen (means pure) was working at a desk.
I sat down on a chair in front of her desk. I said, "Karen! I'd like to
introduce you to these sweet little boys."
I took the dark haired one by the hand and said, "This one's name is Gaia!
The other one hasn't told me his name yet."
The blond boy turned around and looked at us but didn't say anything.
I told little Gaia that he needed to take a nap. He went over aways and got
two blue and white striped ticked pillows (like small mattresses) He put
the pillow on my lap, then climbed up and lay down on the pillow and lay down.
Just then two little girls stood up from behind some box that Karen was
taking care of.
Here again was a beautiful dark haired girl and a smaller pretty blonde girl.
The dark haired girl spoke emphatically. "There will be no more
I woke up and the telephone rang. It was a friend telling me a dream
she had about HAARP and a scientist. I couldn't stop yawning so we made
the call short and I lay down again.
I closed my eyes and immediately had a dream/vision. I saw a book open
and on the right hand side, the title on the page was the words:
AND LATER GOD HEARD THE CRIES OF MOSES
3-23-08 - NAP DREAM - I don't know where I was living, but I was married and
being greatly attracted to a tall, thin, maintenance man who lived in a nearby
apartment. He was handsome in a rugged way - but very thin. What
attracted me to him - every time we met in the hallway, he would start singing a
song that had a message for me that helped me in some way. (Wish I could
remember what songs they were)
I had to go to the ladies room to change clothes, and the females of a
wedding party came in and the bride was having a heart attack. He came in
and saved her life which made me love him even more. (There were three
brides in that wedding party it seemed - all dressed in white gowns)
I could see into his apartment - it was almost empty of furniture - but his
singing really got to me.
3-25-08 - DREAM - THE IMPORTANCE AND JOY OF READING
I was in the auditorium of my old high school in Milwaukee. (North
Divison on the corners of 11th/12th and Center Streets. The school has
been torn down and another one built since I graduated in 1956)
The speaker was giving a speech about how important and fun reading can be.
I agreed completely with what she said and wanted to get involved with the
So I went down to the principal's office to find out how to get in touch with
the speaker and volunteer to help with the program.
When I got there, there was a male clerk at the desk and he was handling two
lines of people. One line, which was really long was all teens (this also
seemed like all males) They were all checking out library books, which was good
The other line was adult males asking questions. That line had three men in
So I waited my turn in the adult line, and when I got up to the desk, the
clerk said I would have to get in line with the kids.
Assuming I must have looked young, and that he wasn't just being rude because
I was female, I waited until he checked out a couple of the kids. I then said,
"Excuse me!" to the clerk and got his attention and told him that I had just
heard the speech upstairs in the auditorium about the importance and fun of
reading and that I wanted to get involved in the program.
He suggested that I contact the superintendent of schools in Oklahoma and
I was disappointed that he didn't have any information about the speaker
herself, so I left the office and went down the hall to the elevator to go
upstairs to the third floor. It was next to the main stairway on Center
Street. (The school actually never had an elevator, though the Seniors
always told the Freshman coming in that there was an elevator at the back of the
stage on the first floor and would send kids there to stand there and wait for
it so they wouldn't have to climb the stairs. Kids always fell for the
trick too - every year they did that. It was a big joke on the newbies.)
I got on the elevator with an older black man. When I looked at the
buttons for the various floor, there were two rows of buttons. The row on the
right was 1, 2, and 3. The row on the left was 1, 3, 5, and 9.
Since it was a three story building, that didn't make sense to me, but
somehow I push 9 by mistake.
The elevator started going up really fast, but was rather shaky and both the
black man and I hung onto the railing around the side to keep from falling over.
I commented to the black man that I was surprised how shaky the elevator was
because Clinton had been on the elevator in the past.
When the elevator reached 9, I hit 3 on the right row of buttons and we
immediately went right back down to the floor we needed to go to.
When the door opened, the black man went to the right, and I went to the left
to go to a classroom I had gone to when I went to the school in earlier days.
As I went around the corner to the right, I saw Bob the painter sleeping on
his tarp on the hallway floor. (Bob the painter worked for me at Juneau
Village Garden Apartments in Milwaukee in the 90's. I used to find him taking a
nap on his tarp every so often in apartments. He admitted to me that he was a
lot older than he told management. I let it go as long as the apartments got
done on time.)
I woke Bob up and he stood up and we started talking about his work and we
were joined by several people I had gone to high school with.
A black woman came up to the group but confronted me personally and wanted to
know why I was always hanging out with these people.
I started explaining that I was friends with these people and pointed out to
her that I had known a couple of them since kindgergarden which was in 1942 (I
started school at age 4) and I told her I knew the others from high school
(starting in 1953 and I graduated early in 1956)
She stopped talking and I woke up.
3-25-08 - NAP DREAM - I was in a small room where a meeting was called to
order. A woman named Maria was named to be the head of this particular
group most of which were young people who had no idea of the responsibilities
they were to undergo. I personally put a black royal stamp on the letter
to them with the name Maria ______ in the center. An older woman ran down
into the basement to turn on the lights, and a young man poured what looked like
wine (probably more like red Kool Aid) into a glass for each kid) There
was some mention or horses needed to be cared for also and this had something to
do with Maria being named the Master of this group.
At the end I saw the words Quiche Qunoa and a round jug of water. Upon
further research, I find that Quiche is a Mayan language and the words have
nothing to do with the popular food Quiche or Quinoa which is mostly what I
Here is what I finally found: See:
for the best explanation.
American Indian language of the Mayan family, spoken in the western
highlands of Guatemala. It is most closely related to the Cakchiquel,
Tzutujil, Sacapultee, and Sipacapa languages of central Guatemala
and more distantly related to Uspantec, Pocomam, Pocomchí, Kekchí,
and other languages of the Eastern Mayan group (see
Maya languages). The name Achí is sometimes…
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Because we are perpetually travelling through the same cycles of energies, that
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3-26-08 - DREAM - I was in the barn behind my house
with a bunch of teen boys and they were roughhousing around daring each other to
do things. they were standing in a semi-circle by a wall - like in basketball
for the free-throw - and they flipped my friend David into the air and he didn't
come back down. He was standing upright in the air with nothing under his feet.
Everyone was astounded - including me because I had never seen him do
He spoke to them from above their heads, "I suppose you think its just
belief, but its more than that. Belief isn't enough" He clapped his hands once
and floated down to the ground.
Everyone was too astounded and the group broke up, but I remembered he had
clapped his hands once on the way up into the air too.
We went into the house where I was looking at a photo album of his
kids. There was a little girl in one photo, and below that was a photo of
3 little boys.
He didn't have any names or dates under the photos to identify them, but I
remembered when his daugahter was born. It was 1962.
I was going to sew something then and I ran out of thread on the bobbin.
All I had was 12" of thread.
David said we should go to his own house and I could use his wife's sewing
machine. (He meant ex-wife. She had remarried.)
So, I grabbed the spool of white thread from the top of my sewing machine and
the 12" piece of thread from the bobbin and he drove me over to his house which
was down the street and around the corner just a bit.
I was nervous about going to his house, but since his wife had remarried I
figured she didn't have any claim on him anymore.
I have to say that his car didn't make any noise at all and drove like a
cloud - no bumps in the road either.
We went inside his house and I went over to the sewing machine and I was able
to slip my 12" of thread into the needle of his wife's machine and my thread
fused to her thread with no problem.
I have never seen thread do that before and then I noticed that over our
heads all around the room, 3 white threads were strung, one above the other and
the center thread had an L shaped something on it. Then, as I watched, the
center thread with the L went all the way around the circle and came back to the
I was wondering how it did that when I saw the L was at the front of a little
tiny train with an engine pushing it. I saw the engine pulsating and then
just that quick, I couldn't see the engine anymore. All I could see was
With my sewing done, we got back into the car and started driving back
towards my house. Again, the car was silent, but at one point, I heard him
sing to himself, "Hear me now. Give me your wisdom."
For some reason I couldn't see out of my right eye, so I couldn't see where
we were going. I could only see out of my left eye and on the things on
the left side of the car. I could recognize where we were because I had seen it
before so many times, but I couldn't see what was up ahead. I could only
see HIM. I had to trust that he knew where he was driving me.
All of a sudden we went past his ex-wife and her new husband walking on the
side of the road. I saw that she was very tall and blonde and her husband,
dark-haired and equally tall.
All of a sudden I could see the hill on which my house was built, but he
drove right past my house
I said to him, "You just drove right past my house."
He answered, Yes! I know. I still have to get the booty."
Then I realized he had to buy something at the little store which was just
one right turn down a little road and the store was across the street from the
At that point, I had a vision of his daughter's photograph with her name
beneath it. Her name was FUSHION and she was born in 1962.
end of dream
the little engine that could
> 3-26-08 - DREAM - I was in the barn behind my house with a
bunch of teen boys and they were roughhousing around daring each other to do
things. they were standing in a semi-circle by a wall - like in basketball for the free-throw - and they flipped my adult friend David into the air
and he didn't come back down. He was standing upright in the air with nothing under
his feet at the head of the semi-circle.
this sounds very much like the form of the letter LAMED
to view the form of the
the below is from the book the alef-beit written by Rabbi Ginsburgh
whose writings are at the above url concerning the form of the letter
"The LAMED is composed of three letters: a downward looking YUD, which
forms the head of VAV, which stands, in turn ercect upon a KAF. "
*(KAF's form is **a semi-circle** see:
*(the sum of the 3 letters that form L ~ 10(yud)+6(vav)+20(kaf)
the way i draw them is like a snake)
"One of the great teachers of Kabbalah before the revelation of the
Zohar, Rabbi Avraham Abulafia, explains that the heart is the secret
of 2 LAMEDs face to face: The BEIT (used to spell the 2 letter Hebrew
word) LB (means "heart") BEIT equals 2; thus LEMED-BEIT can be read
two LAMEDs." The 2 KAFs of the lamed form the heart itself, while the
two vavs represent the 2 blood vessels leading to and from the brain.
The LAMED to the right is the secret of "one who learns in order to
Teach." The LAMED to the left is the secret of "one who learns in
order to Do."
* (a picture glyph of the heart and brain connecting ~ strengthening
that connection ~ at the top of the page of the above url for KAF it
says "KAF - The Crown: The Power to Actualize Potential" ...... that
is more than just belief !!!! as your friend David said:
> He spoke to them from above their heads, "I suppose you think its just belief, but its more than that. Belief isn't enough"
belief isn't enough .. the power to actualize potential needs to be
"LAMED's form, at the level of Divinity, symbolizes Divine inspiration
hovering and descending into the world from above (the YUD on the
VAV's head). This hovering is similar to a mother's devotion to her
children. LAMED is the source of knowledge. In Kabbalah the "hovering
mother" image of the LAMED is referred to as the "higher Shechinah."
The three components of the LAMED the YUD, VAV and KAF - correspond
in genreral to the three levels of Divinity, Souls, and Worlds,
The YUD at the peak of the lamed, bent slightly, as if looking down,
is the secret of the teaching of the Sages: "in every place that you
find the greatness of God there you will find His humility."
*(further relation to the king ~ king's wear crowns ~ crowns cover and
give power to the brain)
"The King serving His "private domain" is to display greatness to his
subjects. and is his expression of humility. The lower head of the
LAMED, symbolizes the humility of the "King of the Universe."
> I have to say that his car didn't make any noise at all and drove
like a cloud - no bumps in the road either.
> We went inside his house and I went over to the sewing machine and I
was able to slip my 12" of thread into the needle of his wife's machine and
my thread fused to her thread with no problem.
* (LAMED is the 12th letter of the Hebrew alphabet)
> I have never seen thread do that before and then I noticed that over
our heads all around the room, 3 white threads were strung, one above
the other and the center thread had an L shaped something on it. Then, as I
watched, the center thread with the L went all the way around the circle and came
back to the beginning.
* (LAMED is 3 letters tall ..the middle of the 3 is the VAV (=6)
A vertical line.
A man standing upright.
# Twelve pillars of Creation - the twelve lines of a cube. The twelve
# Seven pillars of Creation - six directions and time. The seven
# One pillar of Creation the future. Mashiach.
# The connecting rods in the Tabernacle.
# Complete stature of man - standing on earth with head reaching up
# The Jewish People standing together.
# The "Golden Path" in the service of God.
# The torso in relation to the hands, feet, and brit.
# The pillar of Truth.
# Consistency of the middle pillar.
# Divinity piercing through the middle point of every Creation.
> I was wondering how it did that when I saw the L was at the front of
a little tiny train with an engine pushing it. I saw the engine pulsating
and then just that quick, I couldn't see the engine anymore. All I could see
was the L.
back to quoting my book:
"The form of the LAMED is unique in that it is the only letter of the
alphabet that ascennds above the "upper bound" line of the script of
the letters. For this reason, Sages refer to it as "a tower soaring in
With a little imagination (lamed, in general, is the secret of the
rectification of the power of imagination),
the form of the letter
LAMED, the "flying tower" of Torah can be seen as a three stage rocket
ship taking off into space. First, the ascending rocket ship
semicircles the earth, the secret of the form of the letter KAF (of
the LAME ), as explained above. the first stage then drops off leaving
the VAV with a YUD on top. The VAV-YUD breaks through the gravity
barrier ascending directly into outer space, upon which the second
stage of the rocket drops off, leaving only the cabin with its
contained souls .. the YUD of the lamed.
The LAMED, at this level characterizes man's desire and aspiration to
understand the nature of the world he lives in. Thnis "mother"
instinct in the heart of man strives to know "mother nature" .. Eve,
"the mother of all life." The ever-soaring quest into the heights of
understanding the universe is symbolized by the "flying tower.
> With my sewing done, we got back into the car and started driving back towards my house. Again, the car was silent, but at one point, I
heard him sing to himself, "Hear me now. Give me your wisdom."
* (The word LAMED means both "to learn" and "to teach."
> For some reason I couldn't see out of my right eye, so I couldn't
see where we were going. I could only see out of my left eye and the things
on the left side of the car. I could recognize where we were because I had
seen it before so many times, but I couldn't see what was up ahead. I could
only see HIM. I had to trust that he knew where he was driving me.
quoting the book
"LAMED Number 30
In the Jewish calendar a "full month" possesses thirty days, The moon
and its cycle of birth, apparent death and spontaneous rebirth,
symbolize the sefirah of malchut (kingdom. Malchut is personified by
King David. In the service of our blessing of the new moon we exclaim
"King David is alive forever." Machut is referred to as the "lower
mother" whose heart beat enlivens all of nature.
> All of a sudden we went past his ex-wife and her new husband walking
on the side of the road. I saw that she was very tall and blonde and her
husband, dark-haired and equally tall. All of a sudden I could see the hill on which my house was built,
but he drove right past my house
I said to him, "You just drove right past my house." He answered, Yes! I know. I still have to get the booty."
hehehe ~ i love that word ~ booty
> Then I realized he had to buy something at the little store which
was just one right turn down a little road and the store was across the
street from the Lutheran church. At that point, I had a vision of his daughter's photograph with her
name beneath it. Her name was FUSHION and she was born in 1962.
In Pikei Avot we are taught that "machut is aquired with thirty
attributes." the name of the kingly tribe, Judah, an ancestor of
David, equals thirty. Malchut is the origin of worlds, as is said,
"your malchut it the malchut of all worlds."
In general, malchut is identified with the woman in Israel. In the
specific laws of vows, the "worth" assigned to an adult woman, from
the age of twenty to sixty, is thirty shekel. The very physiology of
woman is linked to the lunar cycle of thirty days. Both malchut "the
daughter" or "lower mother," as mentioned above_ and its origin, binah
(understanding," the "higher mother")
relate to the secret of heart.
The basic symbol of the letter LAMED. The circulatory system is
centered in the heart. So, at the level of worlds, the basic
physically apparent cycle of time is the lunar month, the fundamental
unit of the Jewish calendar.
The "thirty attributes" of malchut at the level of Atzilut, the world
of Divine unity, consit of three dinmensions of vessels - inner,
middle and outer - each contraining ten sefirot (3*10=30). The inner
vessels are the creative power and lifeforce of the world of Beriah
(Creation); the middle vessels, of the world of Yetzirah (Formation);
and the outer vessels, of the world of Asiyah (Action). Your Kingdom
is the Kingdom of all worlds," quoted above, is interpreted in
Chassidut to mean that kingship, as revealed in the world of Atzilut,
is in truth manifest at all levels of kingship, each in its respective
world. Kingship at the level of Atzilut is the Divine "I," as in the
phrase "I shall reign." The kingship of each lower world is its own
sense of ego, "i." in truth, the Divine "I" is present in (and
ultimately, responsible for) every created sense of "L."
this page is one that matteo brought up also numerous hits with your dream
I think that these "manuscripts" represent the wisdom of the tablet
of Enoch (Hermes-Thoth). It is Enoch, as
Noah, Deucalion, or Hercules,
who is the "great traveler of the unknown." Hercules is mentioned
later in the poem, and his tomb is said to be located in a cave within
Montsegur. He was the pilot of the boat called the "Cup of Helios"
(the "Sun-ark"). That would make Hercules (also called "Arkaleus")
another manifestation of the archetype of Noah (whom I have identified
as being the same as Enoch). Hercules is famous for enduring a series
of twelve trials, all of which clearly represent the houses of the
zodiac. Le Serpent Rouge may be presenting us with a strange allegory
for the Labors of Hercules: one in which there are thirteen trials,
and thirteen zodiac houses, instead of twelve. The "unknown" through
which he travels, then, would be the zodiac - the Celestial Sea, also
represented by the serpent.
They reached me separately, nevertheless they form a whole for him who
knows that the colors of the rainbow give a white unity, or for the
Artist, who, under his brush, is able to, from the six hues of his
magic palette, make the night spurt out.
This passage refers to the peculiar property of the seven colors of
visible light, which, when combined, form a pure white light, the
radiance of divine illumination. This may be an allusion to the
alchemical language of light. When all of the major pigment colors are
added together, they form the opposite - black. The Grail has always
symbolized, in part, the essential unity of diverse aspects of the
universe in this manner, including the unity of opposites such as
black and white. The author of this poem seems to be saying that that
Grail has been broken into disconnected pieces and scattered about,
like the pieces of Osiris' body, or the original language of the Tower
In my arduous pilgrimage, I was tempted to clear for myself, with a
sword, a way towards the inextricable vegetation of the woods. I
wanted the reach the mysterious house of the Sleeping BEAUTY in whom
certain poets see the QUEEN of a fallen kingdom.
This describes the "Herculean" task of finding the tomb of the
goddess-queen said to be buried in the Pyrenees. She embodies the
goddess archetype of Venus, the Sleeping Beauty. The symbols of the
labyrinth and the dense woods are identical and are often combined in
other versions of the Tomb of Venus tale. Nicholas de Vere writes in
The Dragon Legacy that,
"Labyrinths were often placed in the center of groves. Sleeping
Beauty, Diana and Rapunzel's tower were all located in the middle of
groves or thick woods."
And as the poem says, Venus was indeed a queen during the golden age.
That kingdom is now "fallen", and it is that "fallen kingdom" which
the Priory of Sion wishes to revive.
Worried about finding the way again, the parchments of this Friend
were for me like the thread of Ariadne.
*(your white thread)
Ariadne, while depicted as human in some versions of the tale, would
appear to represent a spider who spins a magic thread. Note the
similarity between the name of "Ariadne" and that of "Arachne", from
whence we get the word "arachnid", denoting an eight-legged creature,
such as a spider.(2) Arachne was a Greek goddess, the master
spinstress of Olympia, who hanged herself after she lost a
web-spinning contest to the goddess Minerva. Her competitor then felt
sorry for her, and reincarnated her in the form of a spider. This
web-spinning goddess figure would seem to have a link to Sleeping
Beauty, who, if you will recall, fell into a deathless sleep after
pricking her finger on an enchanted spinning wheel. Theseus entered
the labyrinth with the magic thread of Ariadne tied around his waist,
like the cable tow of the Freemasons that is worn while "groping for
light" (akin to traversing a labyrinth) during their initiation
ceremonies. De Vere compares the story to that of Rapunzel, writing that,
"In Rapunzel the golden thread is her hair, and the maze is
substituted by the equally daunting but related structure, a Tower."
*(your sewing maching, and a "soaring tower"
Thanks to him, from now on with measured steps and with a certain eye,
I can discover the sixty-four dispersed stones of the perfect cube
The "sixty-four dispersed stones" which form a "perfect cube" must be
a crucial part of this mystery. There are sixty-four squares on a
chessboard, and a perfect sixty-four-square chessboard is formed by
the black and white tiles on the floor of the church at
Rennes-le-Chateau, facing both the statue of the demon Asmodeus, and
the statue of Saint Germain, as if they were opposing players in a
game of chess. In addition, the cipher used in one of the Sauniere
parchments is based upon the chessboard, specifically the "Knight's
Tour." This is a mathematical puzzle, to which there are numerous
solutions, the goal of which is to have the knight visit each square
on the chessboard once only, using the L-shaped knight's move. The
Knight's Tour was also used to form the encryption system used in the
code found on one of Sauniere's parchments.
*(your letter 'L'
Reassemble the scattered stones, and work with square and compass to
put them back in regular order;
The Freemasons' most well-known emblem is the L-shaped, right-angled
square and compass, and this reassembly of "scattered stones"
indicates re-acquiring "that which was lost", i.e., the Grail stone,
by using the L-shaped, right-angled moves of the knight in the
Knight's Tour to "reassemble the scattered stones."
The circle was the ring and the crown, and that was the diadem of this
QUEEN of the castle.
This passage associates the Venus figure with the written symbol of
Venus: a cross surmounted by a circle - the queen crowned. This sign
is related to the Celtic cross mentioned above, and to the Egyptian
Ankh, which was also used by the Cathars, who referred to it as "the
Albigensian cross." This imagery may further be related to that of the
constellation Virgo, who is depicted in iconography as crowned with a
circle of stars, as are Isis and the Virgin Mary.
i hope this information helps some
really great dream
DREAM - 3-39-08 -
Astral AC and
I met Norbie
on the 4th floor of Astral A-C during a nap dream today.
when I walk up, I always get to the wrong 4th floor, and I have to go back
down and take the elevator. I make the same mistake every time I walk up.
There is a stairway at the far end of the 4th floor that doesn't go all the
way down - I keep making that same mistake every time too. Finally I get on
the right stairway, and get all the way down to the far end hallway which
has been remodeled, and there are always kids playing on the light green
brick down there which is half way between the 1st floor and the 2nd floor.
Then there is like a non-working escalator - a very narrow one before
getting to the 1st floor. The elevator is in the corner of that lobby and
that goes all the way up to the 4th floor where I work.
met Norbie up on the 4th floor. He was shredding some old meeting letterhead
paper - it was like paper you would use to invite everyone to a meeting or
party - not for the general public. He had a ream of each type - 4
different types. I tried to convince him to save it, but he wouldn't do it
and kept shredding it. I tried them to get him to save at least one sheet
of each one for examples. He didn't want to do that either because if he
saved a sample of each one, he still end up with a pile 20 stories tall.
He had a
young black woman there also overseeing what he was doing. Neither one of
us could convince him not to finish shredding that paper.
another guy up there too, dressed in a grey suit. He was one of my bosses.
I didn't want him to catch me up there because it was Saturday and I didn't
want him to give me 'new' work to do because I hadn't been there Friday
afternoon and I wanted to catch up, not do new stuff.
work just being there. hahaha
3-29-08 - DREAM - I was living in a plywood-walled trailer with Joe. It
was the spring of the year and Dry Creek suddenly filled with water as the snow
and ice was melting. A great number of children were playing in Dry Creek
when it suddenly filled with water. I yelled at the kids to get out, so I
had to grab them by the hand and drag them out to safety.
Back in the house, I was working on my computer (I can't remember exactly
what I was doing on it though it was colorful) but someone pulled into the
driveway and Joe went to the door and then went outside. When he came back
in, he brought the people with him. The man came in and stood by the
window. I knew he was an artist and I thought he was Salvadore Dali. (I
looked for his paintings of Mary Magdalene yesterday)
Joe and the woman came in then. She was beautiful with a big mass of
dark black curls on her head. She sat down on the sofa with me and I saw
she had a dark tan on her legs and arms. Her husband sat down on the sofa
then, right up against me. He felt hot like he had a fever and I could
feel his heart beating really strongly right through his skin.
Just then, I reached over to Joe and took his pulse at the base of his little
finger, and the vein burst open.
The woman was quite upset by that, but Joe wasn't. She then asked me if
I'd like to live near a great excercise place and I said, 'Yes!" because she
looked so healthy.
She then took out a piece of paper on which she had written who they
were and where they lived. Their names were Uncle Darien and Aunt Vena,
and they lived in Vena City, Illinois. She said, "This is where you should
end of dream
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
- Other uses Vena is also a Russian name of
city, the nickname of
2S31 self-propelled 120 mm russian mortar/cannon and a
Hindu mythology, Vena was a great king. However, he decided
to become a
and thus became evil and corrupt. The world became so gloomy and dark
that the earth-goddess
Bhumidevi decided that she would not provide crops to humans
anymore. She took form as a cow and went into hiding. Meanwhile, a group
kill Vena out of anger. They then rub the thigh of his corpse, and take
out all the evil from his body. Afterwards they rubbed Vena's arm, and
Prithu emerged. This being was
incarnate, and as soon as he was born, Vishnu's
Sharanga bow fell from heaven into his hands. However, Bhumidevi
still refused to give crops to people. As soon as Prithu, son of Vena,
threatened to kill her, she gave in, but in return Prithu would be her
eternal guardian. This is why Bhumidevi is also known as Prithvi.
Vena is a personification of a celestial being, perhaps the
The name of the hymn is also Vena, as is the name of the author
Inferior vena cava
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The inferior vena cava (or IVC) is the large
from the lower half of the body into the
posterior to the abdominal cavity and runs alongside of the
vertebral column on its right side (i.e. it is a
retroperitoneal structure). It enters the
right atrium at the lower right, back side of the heart.
Vienna City, Illinois
It is southeast of St. Louis, MO, near the state lines of
Indiana, Kentucky, and Arkansas
62995 (Click to check
Area Code(s): 618
Average House Value: $51,000
Average Household Income: $21,702
People Per Household: 3
3-30-08 - DREAM - I was working in my office, trying to get my work done.
I came to a piece of paper that was folded the long way. Not knowing what it
was, I opened it and on it was a handwritten note from a long time friend,
telling me I could call him at ___ 1991. The note stated that his
sister Barbara and his friend Bob used to live there.
I didn't want to call before 6 p.m., not wanting to interrupt dinner, but
the next time I looked at the clock, it was 7:55 p.m.
I reached for the telephone, which was a digital phone, and I had trouble
balancing the piece of paper with the number on the telephone, and I struggled
to hit the 1 9 9 1.
When the connection was made, a woman answered the phone. She
sounded angelic, and I pictured her as elderly with white hair. I asked
for the person I was calling, and she said, "Oh! Barbara used to live
I woke up before I could comment in return.
The Old Testament Hebrew
Verse Display - Strong's Number: 1991
NAS Strong's Version - 1 Verse
Eze 7:11 - [In
'Violence has grown into a rod of wickedness.
None of them shall remain, none of their people,
none of their wealth,
nor anything eminent among them.
I lay in the dark, thinking about the dream and Jehovah's voice boomed in
my ear, "ROI.!"
I was so stunned at the suddenness and loudness of the voice, I forgot to
ask if there was a message.
3-31-08 - DREAM - I woke up in the dream from aenesthesia in a hospital
room surrounded by several nurses and a doctor. I had just given birth to
a baby. I didn't see the baby and they didn't tell me whether it was a boy
or a girl.
I struggled to sit up but they wouldn't let me and made me lie still a bit
The next thing I remember was that they were x-raying me and my daughter
Jeanne and they showed me the x-rays that we were both growing a third set of
teeth under the surface of our gums. That felt very unusual as well.
end of dream
This dream at my age is pretty obviously symbolic for something new
starting for me.
I meditated early this afternoon, calling for my guide 'Earthwise" who
suggested that I join a group where I could learn something that I can
ultimately teach to someone else.
I decided that would be herbalism. Beyond that I might also learn
how to make 'Essential Oils' from what I personally grow. We'll see how
that goes in the future. Right now I'm growing two types of mint plants -
plain spotted mint, and licorice flavored mint, astralgus, calendula, and
bergamot. I was told last year to grow Bergamot which was called 'Purple
Horse'. My crop wasn't very good, so I tried again this year, and all the
seeds came up this year. All these plants are still very tiny as its still
spring, but I have a lot of excitement about this venture.
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