DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
MARCH, 1990
3-1-90 - MEDITATION - I saw myself in the penthouse of the apartment building on 31st and Wisconsin Ave. I came out of the elevator. The room was large, but the windows faced east and west and not all four directions like I expected it to and it seemed to be only on the north end of the building. At first glance, I saw two groups of people. There were white people on the west end and black people on the east end.I never got a clear look at the people, but I was allowed to wander around. All the furniture was antique.
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3-2-90 - DREAM - I was with a man in a park who desired me. He was sitting on my right. He asked me to marry him, but instead of answering him, I moved over to another man who sat to my left. I then got up and went towards a place where a concert was to be played. I walked over my parents feet and sat by myself, unfortunately choosing a spot which had an obstacle in front of me and I could see only craning my neck to one side or the other.
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3-2-90 - MEDITATION - I intended to ask who was the creator of the world. I saw a dark haired woman (tight short curls) come toward me out of a darkened room. She looked angry. She pointed her left hand towards me as though she had a gun and she instantly vanished.
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3-3-90 - MEDITATION - I was raising my vibrations to ask who was the creator of the world and I saw a huge black man, dressed in a black leather suit. He was HUGE. He reminded me of Darth Vader.
I raised my vibrations again, then I saw a hallways with two black people, a male and female. They stood in front of a door. The male was dressed all in black. She was dressed in a pale yellow, floor length gown with a fitted jacket. Then she reached up and adjusted a tall green feather in the back of her hairdo.
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3-3-90 - DREAM - My boyfriend had to go to the doctor and I knew I was going to have to go too if I wasn't careful. I had a mole on my left arm like a push button and I was tapping on it like a timer and I knew that I could to my doctor up the back secret stairway and there was a possibility of developing emphysema if I didn't watch out.
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3-3-90 - DREAM - I was standing in a room holding a man named David. We were standing belly to belly. Suddenly we were laying down and I would let him go only so far and that's all. Then, I decided to let him know that I meditated and I spoke the voices I heard. I stood and swayed so he would be afraid to leave.
I had to go somewhere and had all my bags packed in the van. Along the way, I was going to switch vans to continue the journey. When we stopped to switch vans, I asked if I could pick up some food for the trip and when I got back out to the entrance of the store, all my bags had been dumped off and they left me behind.
I had some colored books and I let the children look at them in the corner of the room. When I retrieved them, the red book had a whole corner bitten out of it, and the edges were wet and limp. I swore never to let children look at my books again.
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3-6-90 - DREAM - My daughter was secretly being given enphadaledrine by my husband to slow down her metabolism and make her gain weight.
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3-6-90 - DREAM - T.M. told his typist girl to put books 1 thru 4 together.
My son Tom was driving the car along Highway 100 (108th st.) He was doing all his driving with his left hand. I told him that if he used his right hand too, that it would be easier, but he refused. He liked to drive it the way he was doing it.
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3-9-90 - DREAM - I was told that Milwaukee and Ozaukee County would have to share taxes. (Wisconsin)
NOTE: I never followed up on this to see if they ever did.
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3-9-90 - DREAM - I dreamed that my husband was trying to move an organ past a piano by himself and it wouldn't budge and the room was too small to fit the way he was doing it. I gave him a hand and the organ easily slid into place thus making room for the piano too.
I had a small son who was white skinned and weak like a child. It began to rain and I feared flood. My son returned tan and tough and didn't need my help from me at all.
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3-9-90 - MEDITATION - I was meditating on the root chakra. I was shown that with regard to past issues, not to blame them on others. They were in a trunk, wrapped in plastic and face down. I was told not to bring them to the forefront and anger over them.
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3-11-90 - DREAM - I had three dreams about J.K. The first one took place on 16th St. J.K. came over to clean the front windows. My Father knew he was there and allowed him to come in a space next to the window, which widened to allow him entrance. We were in the livingroom necking with each other. My mother walked in and saw us. She did not approve.
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3-11-90 - DREAM - J.K. and I were at a McDonald's restaurant. I couldn't get past it without walking in mud and getting my hands and feet full of it and losing my dignity. J.K. acted like Fred Flintstone and imitated him. Then he took me into his arms and hugged me anyway, just the way I was.
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3-11-90 - DREAM - I was at a school with kids in yellow uniforms, also in a grocery store and in a school/motel. I found that J.K. had separated from his wife and got a tiny little skinny girlfriend with dark hair. Her name was Trisha. I caught them together in the school/motel/house. He was in bed with her. I walked right in on them. She had 3 little kids all staying int he same bed, so I knew they hadn't done anything with her except maybe hug her. I went to the head of the bed and said to him, "I will always love you no matter what you do." He got up and held me. The woman took her kids and left. I said to her, "Goodbye, little tiny person."
J.K. and I walked into the outer room where his daughter was.Then I found out that he had separated from his wife and had the girlfriend and his daughters approval. Then he took me in his arms and held me in front of his daughter and she approved. He said to me, "All my wife ever thought about was her cellulite." I knew I had it real bad too, but I could feel his penis throbbing against my leg. I said, "I only think about one thing too," and inwardly smiled, knowing that is was, "sex with him".
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3-13-90 Dream: My son had seven spinal disks covered with chocolate and they needed to be cleaned.
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3-14-90 - DREAM - I was working at my new job as a dispatcher. I had been sleeping and I realized that no one was watching the baby. I got up and ran into the kitchen. The baby was sitting on the floor in a semi-lotus position, with his hand hanging over, forward. He was sleeping. I rushed into the room and got there just in the nick of time. The baby fell over to the right and his head landed on my right foot, instead of cracking on the floor.
I got a bottle for the baby and carried him back to the room where I did my radio work. I realized then that someone had died and I would have to go to the funeral. When I reached the front door, a very heavy set woman and her daughter were carrying the casket out to the hearse all by themselves. I asked myself, "Why isn't there pall bearers of men to carry the casket?" There were a couple of men standing around but they did nothing to help. I helped to steady the woman so she wouldn't fall down the steps. She was wearing a pink dress. I helped hold the door so they could carry the casket out, then I put my hands around her waist to steady her so she wouldn't fall down the steps, but I couldn't help when she got to the bottom of the steps and she had to walk through a mud puddle in her black dress shoes. They put the casket into a brown hearse. The two men that were there did nothing to help. One man had white hair with thatches of red in it, and he just stood there combing it.
I wasn't wearing any makeup and I realized that I should go back inside and put some on, but at the same time that people wouldn't expect me to be all made up because it was such a sad occasion.
I went back into the building to take care of my radio job. The rest of the family was preparing to go to the funeral. There were two older boys and a woman there. There was a woman standing way over to the right. She was older and she was picking on the oldest boy. I said to her, "You're a bully. Do you know that?" She came towards me and I was afraid she was going to hit me, but I wanted to be known for saying it the way it was.
I was sitting at the front table with the radio and a colored map of the United States. The woman asked me if I knew where she lived, but I wasn't privy to that information. She came over and pulled out a little green slip of paper with her payroll deductions written on it. She pulled it out from under the state of Texas and took it with her.
The mother of the boys came up to me, ready to go to the funeral. She said that all I had to do was take care of the radio and keep the business going and do the housekeeping. I saw then that there was dirt and trash all over the floor. The toys were scattered everywhere and I had a job to do.
I told the woman I would take care of it all. I was just relieved that I didn't have to go to the funeral.
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3-14-90 - MEDITATION - Q. What should I be doing in light of what is happening in D.T. A. "Nothing! Your time has not yet come."
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3-14-90 - MEDITATION - I saw myself sitting in front of a wall of glass like a veil. It was pulled aside and two men dressed like lumberjacks in red jackets were standing there. They started to come in but then stopped.
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3-14-90 - MEDITATION - A woman came to me with a blue catalog and she was going to hand it to me. She opened it up and took out the whole center section. All she gave to me was the outside cover and on the inside back cover was the table of contents and over that was a picture of a girl in a pink dress on a swing. she was as high as she could go on the forward swing and was about to go backwards and down.
The words to the right of it said, "Bear it with a hug."
Then I was given a box with two slots...like a toaster. The front one was marked, "King" and was closed. The rear one was marked, "Queen" and was open and it had 5 patterns in white envelopes. I could choose whatever one I wanted.
I was moving and a man quickly walked to the right in the kitchen.
I opened the sink cabinet and underneath was a power pack battery charger plugged in. I unplugged it to take it with me.
There was a green wingbacked chair, covered with a worn grey afghan. The person had gotten up and left it empty . In the rear crack was junk. Gradually coming into view was a grey pitted rock and a grey half of a clam shell. The voice said, "He can just throw it away."
I saw a packet like inside a wallet with many sections in dark brown which all needed to be opened and looked into, but it was dark.
I saw myself go up a level to where it was light and draw up the packets into the light.
Then I saw a pair of shimmering white boots and they were prepared for me to slip my feet into them.
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3-15-90 - DREAM - I was working for the locksmith. I was driving my own blue car, going north on 35th St. I turned right to go down to 25th St. to check out a job. I got there and looked around and met the boss. The secretary came into the room. I had known her from earlier in my life. She wanted to know if I knew how Nick Martin was doing. I didn't. I had to call Bob to okay a job but didn't know his home phone number, so I called Rochelle to have her call him. The boss had a piano there. The lid was down but had a transparent centerpiece where snacks were kept. It was full of potato chips. I was feeling rather nervous about being out in the car and driving alone because I hadn't done it in a long time. The woman said that I shouldn't worry because I was 100% better than I used to be. She and I went to the store to shop. We were both wearing light beige outfits. I kept hearing the same piece of music and the 3rd time they played it, I couldn't resist dancing and she danced it with me. (It was some kind of jazz or rock and roll song) Then a black man came in and said, "Let me show you how it should really be done", and went at it with real enthusiasm, and then I didn't feel so conspicuous.
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3-16-90 - I was on an outing with a group of friends to a farm. At first I was concerned about how far it was away from a hospital, then I settled in to enjoy it. We slept all night. The next morning, humiliating things began to occur. I had to go to the bathroom in the presence of another girl. I was assigned to make the beds. The sheets were too narrow for the beds and I was called on it to make them perfectly anyway. I went outside to go for a walk, but it was so muddy alongside the plowed vegetable fields. I had to retrace my steps and go back. The male leader of the group then assigned me the worst chores in the house. I had to sweep blue shag carpeting which had never been cleaned before. Then he sold a rough, burly type man the kitchen stove for $3.00, then assigned me the job of cleaning up all the garbage and grease off of it for nothing. I just said, "Yes Sir!" and went to work on it.
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3-16-90 - VISION - While I was doing the chakras, I was switching from Orange to Yellow. A man came in wearing a bright blue cap. He went to a refrigerator, opened the door and a bright white light came on.
I saw a light brown table with red cursive writing on it. It said, "Do not take the labels off of anything. I will make ______ of a dark brown substance when you are done."
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3-17-90 - DREAM EXPERIENCE - I just finished moving into another apartment. I was so tired I had to lay down and take a nap. I curled up on the love seat wrapped in a blue quilt. After awhile I was uncomfortable and turned over. I was now asleep and three women came into the apartment and unloaded groceries onto a table near the door. One of the women came over to where I was laying. She said, "Why don't you get up and go lay down on the bed where you will be more comfortable?" I said, "I was just tired and decided to take a nap." I lay down again, then sat up and asked her, "What did you say your name was again?" She answered, "Mardretta". I recalled that the other woman had said her sister was there also. I saw the third woman. She was a small Hindu woman. She was in the kitchen. I lay back down thinking to myself, about my lack of privacy and quiet. "That's what you get when you share an apartment with someone else."
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3-17-90 - DREAM - The caretaker of the building died. He had been a #4. The new caretaker of the building was not a #4 but knew that part of his address was the #15. All of the tenants were #3. Then I saw my address from an upsidedown perspective, written in a rectangle like on a magazine. I was a #15, but where everyone's address was #3, mine said, #2.
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3-17-90 - MEDITATION - Q. Are we supposed to call T.H. for techniques? A. I saw something huge over my head and I was afraid it was going to come slamming down on me. I asked the same question at a higher level dimension. I saw a big brown wooden desk way up over my head and I had the same feeling that it was going to come down on my head.
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3-17-90 - DREAM - I was talking to my locksmith boss on the phone. He said to me, "I'm coming over to show you what I want." He arrived and I saw his truck pull up and park and he rushed down the sidewalk to come into the building. I hurried to greet him at the door. He and the salesman for the business came in. He said, "We don't have a lot of money to offer you, but this is what we do have and he showed me a huge picture of an elephant and the elephant winked at me. I said, "Oh how cute! He winked at me."
Then a man who used to live in apt. #211 and didn't pay his rent and refused to pay his rent grabbed my left wrist. I asked him what he wanted, but he didn't say anything. I was afraid he was going to break my arm so I shook him off. I was looking through the accounting book for #106 for Marcella, but her accounting sheet was missing and so was #107. They were gone
NOTE: In real life (the physical) this same person had indeed stolen much rent money and lost her job for juggling the accounting books.
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3-20-90 - DREAM - I was shown some children being given awards for asking for two aspirin. The first one received a rose colored something. The second one received a medium blue pony. (This was the sixth soul ray coming in) My spiritual teacher had a dream at the same time with the same colors.
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3-21-90 - DREAM - I had allowed two children to drive my car and they began to fight over the steering wheel, so I took it back from them. We were on the freeway. It was strewn with old newspapers. I got the vehicle under control, then I noticed that we were in the air, not on the ground. I needed room to get the vehicle down on the pavement, but there were no spaces large enough to fit into in order to merge. I had to get assistance from a man on my right. I woke up just as we merged.
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3-21-90 - DREAM - I was living and working on the 55th floor and I was in charge of the elevator to make sure that other people got to the floors they belonged on. I pressed a button to make the light green. The people came to my floor, then walked down to the one they belonged on.
My daughter asked me if I was going to help my husband remodel the basement of his house. I had already moved out of that house and both of my husbands were in jail. I told my daughter that her Father hadn't been speaking to me, so there was no way I could assist him.
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3-21-90 - DREAM - I had a large cage with two green parrots with colorful tail plumage in it. (The cage was large enough for me to walk into.) One parrot which was rose and indigo, had long colorful tail feathers and I pulled on them to make sure they were tight. The second parrot had short dull tail feathers and when I went to pull on his tail feathers, he got mad and tried to bite my hand. I left the cage and found a third parrot outside the cage. I placed him inside the cage and then all three parrots began to talk to each other animatedly.
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3-22-90 - DREAM - I was exploring the apartment building that I live in. I was in the basement and wanted to go to the penthouse. I knew it was on the 9th floor, but the elevator button panel said 12, so I pushed 12. It went up non-stop, not picking up any other people who were waiting to go to their respective floors. I got out of the elevator to see what was up there. The first room I came to was a huge church where people were worshipping God. There were not very many people in the church. There was a room to the right and I went in there. It was a second church and everyone was dressed in black. They were mourning the death of someone. There was another room to the right of that. It was a third church and I felt that was where I belonged. It was MY church.
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3-22-90 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house. I was getting ready for a rummage sale and was gathering all the old things together that I wanted to get rid of. My son started to scream and cry. I asked him what was the matter. He said that he was afraid of the ant that was crawling on the table between him and his glass of milk. The phone rang. I picked it up expecting someone who wanted to buy something. Instead it was a woman who was also having a rummage sale...she was selling her son's clothing...all size 12, and she said her baby had been born in 1979. She heard my son screaming and told me to call an ambulance for my son.
I hung up and I could hear sirens in the distance of an ambulance. I was holding my son and he was holding his glass of milk. There was a phone on the garage wall and I began dialing for an ambulance. the phone consisted of 12 pink buttons set into the garage wall in two straight rows. I continued pushing them all in sequence from 1 thru 12 and the ambulance siren kept getting louder and louder. Suddenly, when it got really loud, I finished pushing the last button and peeked around the garage door to see where the ambulance was. I told my son, whom I was carrying to pretend that he was sick.
I walked up to the ambulance and saw that there was someone already in it. The blanket flipped off and my son Mike got up and rolled off the cot onto the driveway, standing up. He said, "I just got fired as Manager of Burger King." I asked "Why?" He said, "I can't tell you."
Just then the door to the house on my left opened and my son's girlfriend came out carrying a bowl of cereal, macaroni, and other foods made of wheat that I'm allergic to. My son turned and I went over to the electrical pole and retrieved a big green connector tool that was hanging there.
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3-23-90 - DREAM - We were cleaning up the piles of laundry and trash at the base of a hill. I had to remind T.M. that the police were coming to inspect in the afternoon.
My daughter was given a blue car so she could learn to drive. Instead, she got into the back seat. The car had no brakes when it was backed up, so it had to be driven forward at all times. when it was driven forward, it had to be driven as straight as a train on a track. It had to follow the road precisely and carefully.
I finished cleaning up the basement and a man came to give us an estimate of what it would cost to set up a radio station in the building. It would be $3117 to set up the station and $300 to $400 per person to run it.
I went outside and was taken for a ride in a huge limosine by three black men like Mafia characters, but Sammy Davis, Jr. was the guy in the right front seat. We had to go up a narrow, black, metal track which the car barely fit on and the soft tires gripped the treads. There was no way you could fall off, even if you went slow.
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3-24-90 - DREAM - My new job started today which was to deliver the 'positive' colors to all my customers. It was a very expensive business to run. But, there was no charge for the negative "lead gray" or "lead green" which were separate from the positive colors.
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3-24-90 - DREAM - I was told to use these computer programs...the light green one...the light brown one...Bartholomew, the 5 gospels, Luke, and Christ.
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3-24-90 - DREAM - I packed my bag to leave my husband. I could no longer stay with him. I didn't know where I was going to go, but I had to go alone. I walked out, carrying one maroon satchel, full of computer programs. When I got to the door, a man commented, "that's an awfully heavy load you're carrying there." I said to him, "I didn't have any man offer to carry it for me."
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3-24-90 - DREAM - I knew from the moment my son Ken was born that he was going to be going to war and would not make it and that is why I distanced myself from him.
NOTE: He never had to go to war. However, that was always one of my fears from the time all my boys were born in the early 60's.
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3-24-90 - DREAM - My office job was to locate furniture for the new office engineer that was just hired. Everyone else went to see a film about The United Way, but I had already had my assignment. I had great difficulty though getting my black coat and hat off and getting my clothes straightened out so I could start my work. It was 1:30 p.m. already. Half the people were at the United Way program. The other half were waiting to go.
I left to go down to the office to see the person in charge of the furniture and I knew all the shortcuts so I could be there first.
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3-28-90 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house. My husband and I were arguing over the ownership of my car. He said that if I wanted to drive it, I had to pay him $1,000. I told him that the car was a piece of trash and I would give him no $1,000. Also, I told him that a husband and wife didn't have to buy cars from each other. He argued that the car needed about $1,000 worth of work, the left door handle was missing and the door was hard to close from inside. There was no windshield. He had to go to court with someone else over some driving incident. I went along and was afraid to say that I was going to be driving the car because he had thrown the key at me earlier and I caught it.
When we left, there were dozens of black and white kittens in the yard and I told the kids to be sure to take one home. They assured me that there was one hidden in the dashboard glove box already and showed it to me. I wanted all of them. I began driving home down Calhoun Rd, but there were people in the road obstructing traffic.
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3-28-90 - DREAM - There was a storm coming out of the northwest. It loomed blacker and blacker. I rushed around to make sure that all my children were inside the house and protected. All their toys were outside the house and I didn't care if they blew away. while I was rushing around the house, I let out a couple of blood curdling screams, but I felt joy while I was doing it.
Then a woman came to the back door asking if I had seen her daughter. I hadn't, but I noted that the back screen door had a square hole poked in it and it was pulling away from the edge and needed to be repaired. The woman left. I knew at that moment that my last placed of residence had been moved way back into a corner of the subdivision where it could no longer cause trouble in my life.
I went upstairs and saw that there were two shirts on my son's bedroom floor. They were wet. The blue one had a yellow stain around the upper edges that needed to be rinsed out and the white one still had soap suds in it that needed to be rinsed out.
I went to the bathroom to do this job and attempted to rinse the two shirts, but a locksmith friend was sitting in the sink blocking the drain so the water couldn't go down. I had to ask him to move his butt off of the drain.
My boss was there. I wanted to show him a dance, so I went to my room and put on a long bright red skirt. There was then no one in the room to dance for and I noted that my skirt was way too big for me and I had to hold it up to prevent it from falling off. I made a promise to myself to take it in a little before I wore it again.
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3-29-90 Meditation:
Q. Tell me about the year 1997.
A. I saw Donald Trump with a blonde on either side of him. A voice said, "I don't know the name of the boat, but it is magic."
NOTE: Donald Trump divorced his first blonde wife, married another one, and divorced her.
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3-31-90 Dream/vision : I saw the outline of a butterfly. Each one of my friends and I were points of light outlining the form of the butterfly at a particular point in time.
A voice said: "Now if you want to experiment in controlling people, you must expand the form of the butterfly by communicating telepathically with each person, telling them to move several feet east, west, north or south, having to deal with their free will. See if you can expand the form of the butterfly keeping it in perfect alignment.
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