DEE'S DREAMS AND VISIONS - 1989
1-5-89 - I dreamed that my good friend Irv was teaching my son Michael that "The Twelfth Planet" by Zechariah Sitchin was truth.
1-19-89 - I dreamed that I was slowly climbing the attic stairs of my house which were very narrow. I had to be very careful not to dislodge any of the decorations which were carefully placed on each stair. I neared the central landing half way up and hidden on a portion of stairs that went up behind the main stairway was the figure of an elf dressed all in green with a green pointed cap.
A woman's voice said, "Be careful not to break it, because it's worth over $25 million dollars." The elf smiled at me and I woke up.
NOTE: At that point I remembered that the figure was the same little elf that I saw when I was 10 years old and was put to sleep with ether in the hospital. The elf had danced for me during the operation on my broken arm.
1-28-89 - I dreamed I was in an airplane looking for a vacation spot. I was shown Missoula, Missouri. It was called "Little Vietnam of the Mississippi". (It looked like rice paddies from the air) We landed the plane and walked to the beach. The water was lukewarm to the touch. I walked barefoot in the water, enjoying it, but the rocks I walked on pricked my feet like tiny needles. The woman with me said that the developers had put the beach in the wrong place. I told her that the ocean waters would move the beach where it was supposed to be all by itself.
2-2-89 - In a dream, I was shown huge earth movers that were being sold. I was told that even as high priced as these earth movers were now, money was being budgeted for their replacement in the year 2022. I realized that by the year 2022, all of our money would go to the government and the government would be supplying all of our needs.
2-25-89 - I dreamed that my spiritual teacher showed me a notebook he wrote in regularly. His notes showed that he had a vision that the second coming of Jesus Christ would be soon. He had received the visions from an Ascended Master. At the bottom of the page signed seven times in various colors of pencil was the name "FATHER".
3-8-89 - I was dreaming of watching men shoot flame throwers toward the sky. A special demonstration was given of one aiming straight up into the sky. A man said that a person cannot know how high the flames really shoot and the damage it really does to the layers of oxygen and ozone and other aspects of our air.
3-19-89 - Dreamed that I as sitting at a table doing a math problem. The sign : followed by a dot meant "the same as". I began copying a space map and a man came along and said he had something that I didn't have. He showed me a gadget shaped like a stack of three cups and saucers, with a saucer both on the bottom and on the top and in between the cups. The cups were light green with a daisy painted on them. I picked one up that matched it exactly from the table I was using to write on. He said that it was the sign of space travel. I said I knew that because I had one just like it. He told me that the colors had to be exact because flowers of a species are always the same. I said that they were not "necessarily" so.
3-20-89 - Dreamed that my spiritual teacher was practicing blowing a trumpet upstairs in my house. It sounded like a "come together" signal. I wanted to get my husband out of the house so I could go upstairs and watch my teacher practice and see the trumpet. By the time I got upstairs, the teacher was gone, but he had left the trumpet on the swing on the front porch for me to practice. It was a three note trumpet and in the left hand one had to also hold three silver balls.
5-5-89 - Dreamed I was watching a storm cloud laden sky from my window. There was like a crack in the clouds which was lighter in color and looked like the sun was trying to come through so I ran outside to revel in the sunlight. Suddenly a dirigible appeared in the light part of the sky with a spotlight on it. It was searching for people. I got scared and as the searchlight came near me, I dove for the ground and rolled and it missed me. It seemed to know I was there, so it came back again and again. Each time I escaped being hit by the searchlight by diving to the ground and rolling. Finally it gave up and went away. I heard someone say that it was a special demonstration to show off the new secret Latvian fighter plane. I went back to my house. I couldn't get in. The front door was locked, so I went around the side and got in through a double door which prevented light from getting through. I went in, then looked outside and saw that many people were outside making other people take off the clothing that had been touched by the spotlight because it might be radioactively contaminated.
5-12-89 - Dreamed I was delivering the last of a pile of telephone books near 17th street and Center street. When that was accomplished, a man resembling Jerry Lewis the comedian came around the corner in a convertible car. He was wearing a gold lame leopard suit. He curled himself into a ring and sang, "When you Wish Upon a Star, Carry Moonbeams Home In a Jar, You can Have Anything you Desire, When you Wish Upon a Star." I then saw three rings hanging together.
5-22-89 - I went into meditation and heard a voice say: "The toys of God must be used wisely". I knew this referred to the previous dreams where I was given the three wishes from the man dressed in gold lame in the convertible car.
6-4-89 - Dream: I was trying to write a song on the organ, but it played too loud. Finally, a man's voice said, "Dial 549-9999 on the phone and you'll get me, so I did and his voice came in and said, "I didn't mean on the phone per se."
6-11-89 - Dream: I was shown the world hanging in the sky. A zoom camera showed Africa, then 2 small countries in southern Africa at war.
NOTE: I probably should have tried to pinpoint which two countries they were.
6-28-89 - This meditation was done to help a person learn to communicate with spirits on the other side of the veil. I asked: "How can a person improve communication with the other side of the veil?"
Voice said: "Prayer".
I asked: "How can a person develop visual skills?"
I saw a 'he-man' naked from the waist up, showing off his well developed chest and biceps in an exaggerated pose. He said, "Power, energy, development".
I then saw a black skinned man wearing a silver chain around his neck with a silver bar on it with the word, "PRAYER".
He said, "Learn by doing. Practice makes perfect."
7-24-89 - Meditation: Voice said: "Earthquakes are almost impossible to predict, but this one will have a warning pre-earthquake before the major slippage.
I saw the outline of France/Spain/Portugal
8-6-89 - Dream: While I was in the basement washing my blankets, a woman came in and offered to comb my hair. There were snarls in it, in the back, where there was blood matted in it where they had done laser surgery in the back of my skull. (Upper half, just to the left of center)
Meditation on the dream: Voice said: "There are two reasons that you are on the table. (I was meditating laying down) #1: To learn the truth about God. #2: To be altered, to increase the ability to communicate with the spiritual world."
8-8-89 - Dream: I looked at old preserved cars and admired them. I was shown a 1956 Chevy and was told that all these old cars would be moved aside to make room for the new.
My mother said that my uncles went to visit Allis-Chalmers (a Milwaukee, WI company) that someone on the radio had predicted that holes would be put into the atmosphere and that it was radiation.
8-9-89 Meditation: I saw a head roll out of an object and a voice said, "This is Leonard."
NOTE: A Congressman by the same name disappeared in Ethiopia. His plane was never found.
8-18-89 - Dreamed I was at home at our school. Suddenly bombs started to fall. I received a slight concussion to my ears then one hit very, very close outside the front door. There were many children around and we were very frightened. My husband came home from work and went upstairs to rest. I was so scared I called upstairs to him, hysterical with fear.
I called him to come down and hold me. He said he was trying to relax and had a report to get done by noon. He put a soft brown blanket around my shoulders and told me to lay down on the sofa and he would sit by me.
A whole bunch of kids came running into the house; bombs continuing to come down. I could see the streaks in the sky as they came down towards our area. Several married couples came in and lined up in front of us. Each stood with their partner with their arms around each other's waists. (I'm guessing there were 18 of them) I began to feel guilty because I knew that each one of these women was giving up her husband to go fight for the war and I knew that I was going to have to give up my husband too. My husband said, "This is the 'naming' group. Off on the right was a death notice for a 6 year old boy and he had to be named before he could be buried.
NOTE:The Gulf War started Jan. 17, 1991.
8-20-89 - Meditation: I asked to be told about the earth changes because of the map I had been shown in a dream earlier. (France/Spain/Portugal) I was told that the people in the specific area would be annihilated. They also told me not to worry about it because I wouldn't be here. I also asked about the rest of the world and was told, "It will change a great deal."
8-21-89 - DREAM: I went to church. The pastor was playing the organ. The music on the page was immensely difficult to play. The pastor began to pick out one part at a time. The congregation sang the melody. I preferred to sing the harmony. Then the pastor discovered that the music was preprogrammed and we had to sing our parts along with it as it was preprogrammed.
8-22-89 - MEDITATION: I called Holy Christ to ask about the Earth Changes again. He said, "Do not worry about the major Earth Shift. The coastal cities must worry. It will be caused by an outside source and there is nothing anyone can do about it to stop it."
8-23-89 DREAM: I was sitting in a restaurant waiting for dinner to be served. It was twilight and I was sitting by the window. I saw a pinpoint of light, high up in the sky. It went around the curve of the clouds, then go straight along the edge of the clouds. I looked away but when I looked back, it happened a second time. I looked away and when I looked back, it happened a third time. I asked the woman I was with if she had seen anything but from her position she wouldn't have been able to see it. I was almost afraid to look again. By then the lighting was wrong and I couldn't see outside because of the darkness. Then I began to feel apprehensive like I was being watched and that maybe they were coming to get me.
8-27-89 - DREAM: There was a piece of property at 4535 E. Oklahoma Ave. that everyone wanted and was fighting over, but nobody knew why. There was no one residing there. It was empty land and a trailer had been placed on the land. We went into the trailer and saw what looked like many murders had been committed there. The entire floor was pulled up where people had looked for treasure. Finally, when the trailer was lifted up, on the foundation was a deed to property that was worth thousands of prime, pristine land in Michigan, North Carolina, South Carolina, and other states.
8-29-89 - DREAM: There was a fire war between the United States and Asians where the Asians would even kill themselves in order to get at us. But when the war was over, the U.S. men were singing as they walked along with the Asian women. "I'll bet she's going to take us home", "I'll bet she's going to take us home."
8-25-89 MEDITATION: I asked again about the Earth Changes. The answer came by voice: "The changes will be sudden. We prefer not to say how it will happen. SOME psychics are correct. " I said, "I would like to be able to warn those people I love." The answer came, "They won't listen anyway, but many people will be with you."
I asked, "How many?"
The answer came, "Many!".
7-17-89 - Dream: A banker gave me an idea to make money. He told me to buy an old inner city house, employ low income inner city people to improve the house and then resell the house to other low income people.
7-18-89 - Dream: I had had a temporary telephone line put in. I looked at it and it showed me pure hatred. I knew that was what causing my illness. It came to me that the only way to cure my illness was to send pure love to those who were sending me hatred.
7-18-89 - Dream: I was talking to a female friend of mine on the telephone. She told me that she had been talking to one of my sons and that he was listening to a religious broadcast on the radio in another city and that he was tuned in with her and not with me. I told her that was fine with me.
She asked me about Communism. I told her that Communism was Universal Government Law, but that on earth we didn't use it in it's pure state as it should be.
7-20-89 - Dream: I was in California. I had gone out there to make all the advance reservations for my family at a hotel. An announcement came over the loudspeaker for my son to prepare himself for a message that was going to come in on the telephone from a man who was on a train that was going to come by. All the kids went out to shovel the snow to make sure the train could go through.
8-13-89 Dream: I was on a bus going home. I slept until I reached my bus stop, then forgot to take my purse and coat. The bus driver wouldn't wait until I went back to my seat to get them, but continued to drive. He wouldn't let me off the bus until he was done talking to me. He told me that it didn't matter what lottery numbers I picked, but the timing of when I played them. He told me I should choose my numbers and he would tell me when to play them. He then let me off the bus. I had a friend who lived near by but I had a rough time walking there so she could drive me back home, but I made it.
9-16-89 - Dream: I was with a man and we were attacked by the enemy. The man told me not to worry, he was going to demonstrate how to stop the enemy without getting hurt. While he was physically fighting with the man, the enemy grabbed me and held my hands behind my back to use me as a hostage. But the man I was with pictured a white ring around the enemy's skull pressing on the temples and rendered the enemy absolutely helpless and he let me go so I could escape.
9-16-89 Dreamed that I was to read 118BCF.
NOTE: The Dewey Decimal System lists this number as "Metaphysical FORCE AND ENERGY".
Dream: I watched the development of the world from the beginning to the fall of Atlantis. It ended up with a blackened land mass and Atlantis sank beneath the sea.
I believe these two dreams were connected as they happened the same night.
9-24-89 - This dream came after one I didn't write down about putting some men being put into suspended animation.
I was living on 16th St. It was time to bring back the 15 murderers who had been put into suspended animation many months ago. The geese were flocking in the sky and the blackbirds were sitting on the clouds. There was a sheet hanging from the clouds. I pulled on the sheet and the birds fell from the sky and all the birds flew away for the winter. Nobody knew if the process of suspended animation had worked and if they could live. The parents were anxiously awaiting. some wanted to watch the people being brought back, but one woman couldn't handle it. She looked like Jacqueline Kennedy. She had her arms filled with newspaper clippings and wanted to leave. She was allowed to walk away. Just then the black train came into the station. I didn't want to watch either, but they stopped me from hiding in the closet. I would have to watch.
NOTE: Jeffrey Dahmer was discovered in July of 1991 and he had been murdering men and keeping body parts in his apartment for several years. He was found guilty and sentenced to 15 life terms which totaled 937 years. While he was in prison, he was killed by a black man who was paid $45,000 by a black gang to benefit his family for killing Jeffrey Dahmer. When Jeffrey Dahmer was discovered, I was living only 5 blocks away from him. My company owned the building right behind his. His building was eventually demolished so it wouldn't be a morbid reminder to people who constantly drove by it and to people who wanted to go through his apartment and look at the murder scene. There were some who were willing to pay a high price to rent his apartment also. It was a very morbid scene.
9-26-89 Dream: I was around the corner to the right from my 16th St. house. I was walking through some dead leaves of fall which were on the sidewalk heading back home. Suddenly I spotted what I thought was a penny (1 cent coin) It was, but it was wrapped in gold foil. I picked it up and saw another and another. As I picked up each one, I would spot another. I could hardly hold them all, there were so many. I was almost to 16th St. when I spotted a whole pile of coins. Silver dollars that looked like $10 dollar size. Then I noticed that the dead leaves were jewels. Piles of jewels. I got a bushel basket and a shovel and I collected them all. Baskets and baskets of jewels.
9-27-89 Dream: I was at my New Berlin home, but all my co-workers from my job were there. I was dressed in a flowing golden brown dress and was barefoot. They gave me messages to deliver. Lots of them. I saw a long blue limousine outside. I wanted to see who it was so I went outside barefoot. The pavement was rough and my feet were tender. I walked all the way to the end of the yard and back. My feet hurt so bad, but I kept going. The thought went through my mind, "What's a little pain when you're doing it for your friends?"
9-26-89 Just as I was waking up I heard my astral phone ring. (This telephone rings in my head) The telephone ring had a nice sound so I answered it. The voice said, "You can get up now, but be sure to write down your dream because it is important.
NOTE: The dream was about me being 5 months pregnant. (Being pregnant in a dream for women does not necessarily mean they are really having a baby. Being pregnant can stand for ideas and concepts that are being processed in the mind that will reach fulfillment at a later time.) For men, they usually dream about eggs being hatched or other similar ideas like that.
10-1-89 On 9-26-89 my dream told me I was 5 months pregnant. This gives you an idea how fast ideas and concepts can be developed.
Dream: I was doing laundry by the colors. I was washing the red and blue first. Other women were looking at the red dresses and telling me they didn't need washing and they didn't need ironing. They were taking them away one by one. They didn't want me to be doing anything. They wanted me to rest so I wouldn't go into labor early. (I was very obviously pregnant) They story they told was scary because the last women who had delivered early had four babies. One had a monstrous head, two were siamese and covered up and one had a big hole in it's head. Outside, a bunch of kids were practicing shooting on a range, but they didn't know how to take turns. The cops were there too and they were too close and danger of getting shot or hurt. The women kept telling me to go lay down so I wouldn't get upset and go into labor. I didn't want to tell them that I was already starting into labor, so I went to lay down.
10-1-89 Dream: I had a discussion with my oldest son Mike about a Bible study of Revelations. I then went into a dream inside the dream and dreamed about teaching the Book of Revelations. Chapters 18 and 19 were emphasized.
NOTE: chapter 18 is a warning to the people of God to prepare for the second coming of Christ. Chapter 19 is the marriage of the lamb, the 2nd coming of Christ, and the war of Armageddon.
10-8-89 In Meditation, I called the Master named Marcus. He came and his voice said, "Call my Father". So, I then called Babaji. I then saw a white horse coming with a white robed man on it, followed by 12 riders on horseback behind him. I heard the words, "Holy Christ".
I then went back into Meditation and called "Holy Christ". I saw a door open up and saw 4 books open on a shelf. I asked him what he wanted me to do. He answered, "Love mankind".
10-9-89 Meditation: I called "Holy Christ". He called me, "My Holy Blue Foster". I could see some kind of gadget like several train box cars measuring my head. He said that there would be room for me. There were preparations being made to change something in my brain. I asked, "What's it going to be like?" He said, "It will feel just like it did before." I then saw myself in a parking garage surrounded by the color yellow. His voice said, "It'll be really easy." I saw the color yellow again and His voice said, "You'll be so happy." I saw some of the boxes that I had seen earlier and I began to feel happy. I knew they were going to let me leave my body. I then heard another voice say, "Rio Honor Forms, we should have come to get you long before this."
Later that same day, I again meditated and called Holy Christ. I heard the words "Hundreds, hundreds" and saw the numbers 300 + 100 = 400.
I then heard a female voice which I didn't like say, "I'll fit right into your body, I'll fit right into your body." I saw a woman with a pink dress on, black hair and black shoes coming towards me. She looked Oriental or Asian. (I believed this to be my spiritual teacher's teacher who was in trouble with the law in Dallas, TX and being accused of causing death by mind control)
This series of visions makes me wonder if she decided she needed to go into another body in order to keep teaching and she chose mine because I had been feeling suicidal because of my serious health problems. She was born native American Indian and had Indian features and long dark black hair.
10-10-89 The following is a dream and by no means a final declaration of my religious beliefs. However, at the end of the dream, I pronounced what I believed to be Salvation and that is "Truth".
Dream: I was sitting in church listening to a preacher giving a sermon. He said, "There is no salvation from any other method than through the Atonement of the Blood of Jesus Christ."
As he was preaching, people were getting up and walking out one by one until there were only a few people left.
A telephone rang. I answered it. The woman at the other end of the line asked to speak to the preacher. I told her that he was in the seminar. She couldn't make up her mind whether to call back or have the preacher call her. She didn't want to give me her number. Finally, when said she would call back. I felt sorry for her. She had missed out on Salvation, because she never heard "Truth".
10-17-89 This child was born on 10-1-89.
DREAM: I was in a house carrying my infant wrapped loosely in a pink blanket. She was dressed all in white. My other children and I had to go home to my 16th St. house which was 4 blocks away. We were in a house on 20th St. It was winter and it was very cold and snowy. We all pulled on gloves, but none of them matched, however they were all brown leather. But the baby didn't have any. The children said, "Don't worry, it'll go fast." We went outside and there was a large singing group there singing Christmas Carols. The children wanted to pull the baby on a sled. At first it went okay, but they kept pushing the sled instead of pulling it and she kept getting ahead too far and was unprotected. Then, there were bare spots where there was no snow. I told the children they had to pull the sled, but they wouldn't listen and the sled shot way ahead and slid into the street. I started screaming hysterically that a car would come and run over her. Then I saw that she was on the far sidewalk, but so was a blue car. It looked like he ran right over her. I rushed over there screaming hysterically and when I got there, I saw that the sled was up in some tree branches and the car couldn't have run over her. But she was laying in a casket made of tree branches up against the picture window of a house. The tree was blooming around the casket with roses and the ends of the branches were trimmed into the shape of bluebirds. It was so beautiful. I said, "God even made her a casket". I started to cry and woke up crying for my dead daughter.
10-17-89 Dream: I was watching different trains negotiating difficult turns and runs across unsupported trestles. One came to a river and the engineer made the engine jump a track and drop into mud and sink rather than fall off the end into the river and drown. I and some other people ran to the rescue, pulled up the engine, opened up the hatches. There were 3 men inside, one of whom was my son. They were angry for rescuing them, because they were on a secret mission for God.
10-29-89 Dream: I gave birth to another baby. Then I visited a daycare center where the babies were from 9 months old to 2 years old. It was obvious which babies were going to be the troublemakers of the future. So, I chose those babies to play with and make them laugh to try to change their outlook on life.
10-24-89 Dream: I was on my way to a wedding and I was attacked by a man. He used a heavy object and managed to scrape the skin on the back of the right side of my neck and chipped the right collar bone in several places. The doctor said that the chip would fall out on their own in time. There were no other treatments for it. It would have to heal itself.
NOTE: I woke up and I could still feel the pain.
10-24-89: Meditation: I saw a female lion trying to jump a fence. She got only half way over. A voice said, "The Jewish people are getting nowhere. The Lion of Judah can only get half way over the fence."
10-30-89 Meditation with Holy Christ: He said to me, "Prepare the color chart. Prepare yourself for teaching color therapy classes. You, yourself will be healed when the time is right. Miraculous healings are not due to the intensity of desire nor the amount of faith. Illnesses are learning experiences. Miraculous healings are according to God's Will. "
11-7-89 Meditation: I asked Holy Christ to take me to the Akashic records so I could find out why I was so terrified of getting Bell's Palsy and choking. When I got there, I was told that I was the Honorable Sofia in 1250 B.C. Then I saw two leather straps pulled out of my throat with chains attached. They told me I was awfully spastic and smoked like a bandit.
DREAM: I was at my 16th St house. My whole family was there, the generation before me, and the generation after me. My Father had an elephant and we were all afraid of it.
He always brought it out to perform for whomever came to the house and this was going to be one of those days. My kids and I were outside together and I showed them I could easily scale the nearest mountain. But when we were back at home, my Father brought out the elephant and we were all afraid. My Father had promised to get rid of the elephant but in this case, he had also promised he would give one last performance in honor of someone special in town. The kids and I all ran upstairs to the attic to hid behind some old furniture.
But I knew that my Father would bring the elephant upstairs and his trunk could reach behind the furniture and get us anyway, so I decided to run away from home.
I sneaked downstairs, expecting to see the elephant but I didn't. Everyone was dancing and having a good time. Each second that went by, I expected the elephant to appear but it didn't. I was sneaking out the front door when my Father yelled at me to stop, but I wouldn't. I was down the front stairs and up the sidewalk in a flash, expecting every moment I'd see the elephant and it would see me.
Suddenly, my daughter came up to me. She was about 10 years old. She was determined she wasn't going to be left behind. She was wearing a bright red dress, white socks and patent leather black shoes. suddenly, I spotted the elephant. To accommodate my fears, my Father had put the elephant in a rubber suit and it was laying down all tied up. Even it's head and ears were covered. I was surprised, but even seeing that wasn't going to stop me.
I was going to go to my girlfriend's house in the next block where sensible people lived.
My daughter was yelling at me to wait for her, but I wouldn't slow down. I grabbed her by the hand and dragged her with me. Then her left shoe came off and she started to cry. I wouldn't let that stop me either. I ran across Clark St. and dragged her with me. Then she fell head long on the sidewalk. I wasn't going to let that stop me either. I picked her up and attempted to carry her. She was crying and she was dead weight. I couldn't carry her. She was too heavy, so I grabbed her by the dress and dragged her with me. I said I was going to get there no matter what. Nothing was going to stop me.
Then my daughter started to shriek. She shrieked so loud I thought it would pierce my eardrums. It was so loud I woke up and as I woke up the thought went through my mind that there was an old wive's tale that if you shrieked in a dram, you would die in your sleep.
I woke up from the dream feeling perfectly calm, but wondering who was going to die. Her or me? That's the way I wanted to die.
11-11-89 - Dream: There was no work to be had in the country, (United States) so I had gone to town to look for a job. There were no longer stores along the main city streets, they were in clusters at intervals. There were big government offices everywhere. Along 17th street, lawns were being reconstructed and I tried to assist but there wasn't enough grass to go around. The men were huddled around the bars, not drinking but checking the stock market, worrying themselves sick to see if they had lost everything.
It was a well kept secret but I had been chosen as mediator between sides between our country and the Overtakers. The schools were being organized at this moment to march the children to government camps and take them away from their parents. I managed to sneak up to the 20th street school where my youngest son was in 1st grade. I spotted him and grabbed him by the arm and we rushed down the street together. He said, "I've been calling you all day, hoping you'd come and get me." I was watching the other mothers who weren't able to find their children and rescue them before they were marched away to camp. I helped to hold one mother up from collapsing. She was devastated that he daughter hadn't been seen.
I knew that the secret guns were trained on Madison, WI (The capitol city of our state) and these children were going to be used as hostages.
11-12-89 - Dream: I was at my 16th street house. I was given the key and six brilliant door knobs to the dream video storage box next to my house by the front stairs. I went out front and got six video plates. If I used those up, there was another storage box behind my house, or I could use the key or the knobs to get into any other video storage box in the world.
11-13-89 Meditation: There will be shortages on both sides of the wall, not enough workers on the east, not enough housing, jobs, or funds in the west. The U.S. will have to help out.
Gorbachev is popular with the people but not with the Politbureau. He will last only a couple more years.
NOTE: Boris Yeltsin won the Presidential election in 1990, and won the popular vote in 1991.
11-14-89 - Meditation: Q. What are my chances of getting the 142 unit building job I applied for with W.B.? A. Not very good. Q. Will I get the job? A. No! Q. Why not? A. There is too big a jump between your experience of 53 units and the new number of units of 142. They will want someone with experience with more units.
11-15-89 - DREAM - I was riding in a caravan of white cars back towards home in New Berlin. I had my hands on both the car in front and in back of us. We went over a bumpy stretch of road and I said, "That'll get rid of the cholesterol." We continued on and I saw police cars behind us. I looked at the speedometer. We were doing 50 on a 35 mph stretch of road. We neared home, going uphill quite fast on a narrow road. We were just going to make a left turn into the driveway when a blue car came out of nowhere towards us...head on. We managed to stoop and the blue car careened off the road on the right of us. The driver was okay and said that the farmer took the blame for it.
Then I had to push the cars uphill into the driveway. I walked into the kitchen, noting that it was all brown and everything was dented and marked up from raising the kids, but it was very clean. A woman friend of mine came in behind me and said her son would be mad at her because she had just made a bad purchase. She had two Lincoln pennies. One was heads and one was tails. The one that was heads said on it, "1919 keepsake."
I then went outside to see what chores had to be done yet. The crop we were supposed to harvest, had already been harvested, and left in a big pile in the field to dry and the land had already been replowed and reseeded. The land was very black and fertile.
I decided to take a nap in the car in the sun and inside the car I had a dream. In that dream I was told that all the countries of Europe in the 2nd row were to be changed to purple from yellow.
I woke up and went into the house. The phone was ringing. I said, "Hello!" realizing that I'd never have to say, "Garden Terrace" anymore. My boss then came in and said that he needed to have his coat changed. The one he had on was black and he showed me a map of France and it was purple.
I was then looking at an Atlas to see what countries were to be changed to purple and found myself staring at a map of the U.S., Illinois, Indiana, and Iowa were clearly delineated, but below that was one big white spot and no states were outlined at all. It was as though there was nothing there.
11-15-89 - DREAM - I was walking along 17th and Clark streets with a man. I escorted him across the street talking about love and he seemed negative. I left him on the corner and went back to clear the way from the tracks so others would have easier going. I went back across the street and was now walking with a black man. Other black men were very angry and I was afraid, so I went up the stairs of a house and called 911 on the house phone on the porch. within seconds I heard sirens, police, ambulance, and firemen then came marching along, along with the navy, army, airforce, and marines. I really felt protected.
I met my father and asked him if I could have the key to our house. He acted like I didn't belong there anymore and he said, "No!" I could feel my blood sugar dropping so I asked him if he would go with me and give me something to eat. He hesitated and then said, "No!" He then offered to buy me a cup of coffee at a restaurant. I knew that would make it worse in the long run, but I was getting desperate and woke up.
NOTE: I had to get up immediately and get a glass of milk to stave off my hypoglycemia.
11-15-89 - DREAM - I promised to go shopping with my friend Dee instead of going to work, but as 8:30 a.m. neared, I realized I hadn't told my boss that I was taking off. So, I went to work on the bus to A-C. I got off the bus, not having been there in a long time, I was quite disconcerted to find that all the shops and the bank were sort of attached to A-C by a red brick mall where everyone was walking. It was 8:30 a.m. and I wasn't even dressed for work yet. I went into my office to get dressed. I was putting on all Burgundy colored clothes, hoping to get dressed fast enough before my boss realized I had come in late.
I was hearing two radios playing. The one in my office had on all news with a female announcer, the one outside my door was all music with a female announcer. I realized I would have to turn one or the other off.
11-16-89 - DREAM - Teaching non-violence actually teaches violence. Only teaching self-defense teaches non-violence.
11-16-89 Meditation: I decided to meditate on the blank white spot in the U.S. midwest from the previous dream.
Q. What is the meaning of the white spot in the middle of the U.S. in my dream? Please show me in symbolism.
A. Saw a great sheet of ice with dried leaves blowing across it.
Q. What is the meaning of that?
A. Saw myself sitting in a chair with a brown desk inside of a box with the lid open slightly. A voice said, "It is too heavy to carry all by yourself. You are sitting down yet. Wait until you are standing up."
NOTE: I was in bad physical and emotional health at that time, and the comment may refer to that.
11-17-89 - Meditation: I was raising my vibrations and I could see a woman dressed all in green and white fine stripes sitting on my lap. I asked who she was and I saw a notebook and the date Jan. 6 or 23, 1989 popped up.
11-17-89 Dream: I was watching 'One Life To Live' on television at work on the 12th floor. It was time to go home from work. The show ended with the star of a new episode saying, "Being accountable for other people's mistakes goes with the territory."
11-18-89 - DREAM - I had a nightmare about a man who used to be a good friend and now was an enemy because he kept turning the lights out. I had a triangular piece of white material on my right shoulder which was my protection from him touching me, but I was getting angrier and angrier that he was turning the lights out and I started screaming at him that I was going to throw something at him if he didn't stop it and I woke up screaming, "STOP IT!" out loud.
11-18-89 - DREAM - My friend G.H. was an electricity master. He pulled a copper wire and hooked it into the main system, then handed me the other end to carry it through the factory. It ended near an oil tank (not touching, but close) He had showed me the network of plans, which had changed but not shown me the changes. Then, by accident, he reversed the polarity of the electricity, thereby threatening to explode the oil tank. I would be blamed for placing the wire.
11-18-89 - DREAM - My Mom was going to sell her house. There was a scummy pool in front of it. She decided it would sell better if the pool was clean, so she flushed it with great quantities of water and I helped her.
11-19-89 - DREAM - I was playing the organ while flowers were being distributed to the choir.
11-19-89 - DREAM - I as pretending to play the organ while cookies were being distributed between my friends on the street. I refused my share.
11-19-89 - DREAM - I was helping a group of men to capture someone in an old barn, and when the deed was done, they turned the tables on me and I was the captured one, but I pressed a pink button on an electrical switch and escaped. I laughed at the head man, telling him that I knew a little something about energy. He grabbed me and I expected him to put me back in the room, but he started kissing me instead.
11-19-89 - DREAM - I was in an office. I opened a bottom file cabinet drawer looking for space to store some papers in. I looked at the contents to see if anything could be thrown away. A big manila file was full of mathematical problems and solutions and they were dated 1987. I decided that they wouldn't be any good anymore. Then I looked at the books inside. There were many volumes of encyclopedias, but in any sequence and they were from many different publishers. I flipped through some pages of a few of them. The only one that sticks in my memory was YEAST, and one was EGYPT.
11-19-89 - DREAM - I released a white fish from a green stem at the bottom of a fish tank. He was alive and growing.
11-20-89 - Meditation - I saw a super close-up of a face with big beautiful luminous brown eyes three times. Then I saw a brilliant panel of light three times. That was followed by a panel of letters and symbols, 5 rows of them, they were moving single file off to the left, and it turned into the top of a calendar, the heading of which said, "GOING HOME - MARCH - 1990"
I then saw myself laying on the sofa like I was meditating. There were two children...a boy and a girl...sitting by my feet. Then a tall, thin man who was seated by my head, picked up a child, a boy, slung him over his left arm and sat down with him by my feet on the sofa with the other two little children.
11-21-89 - DREAM - I dreamed about orange fruits and vegetable classes.
I dreamed that my relatives were winterizing the New Berlin house. They were nailing the windows shut.
I dream that I was in a building with colored beads and they were spilling over into my job building. They said it was easier to move the job building than the one with the colored beads.
11-22-89 - DREAM - I was in a big house. I had a button somewhere on my person that I could push that would turn on the light in a room before I got there. I went into the livingroom to see if the red drapes I found would fit there, but there were more windows than I had drapes for.
I had a piece of candy that looked like a butterfly. I put it in my mouth and it was sweet, but it had wings of steel.
11-22-89 - DREAM - I went to dinner with my first husband. He sat on my left in the dark. There was a candle burning in the darkness, but it was way over to the right, not between us.
Then we went into another room and lay down on the floor together. I think it was the livingroom. We had no intentions of doing so, but he ended up with his arm under my head and mine was around him. Then he looked at me and said, "I can't see you anymore because to tell you the truth, I'm still in love with you."
He rolled close to me and I could feel his erection.
11-22-89 - DREAM - I was the manager of a big hotel that appeared to cater to families where the men came with their wives and families to attend seminars on learning to cope with their impending death. I walked through the lobby, very poised and went out into the yard. I went as far as I could until I was stopped by a huge pond that separated the hotel from the town. I turned back at that point and a girl was pointing an arrow at a target, but I was between her and the target. I grabbed her bow away from her and stood it in a corner so she couldn't hurt anyone. Then I went through the lobby again through the front entrance. The women were all dressed in party dresses and the men were all dressed in pajamas with silk robes over them.
I was walking very gracefully and I sensed that someone was following me. I walked through a hallway and a set of doors opened up where a woman was celebrating her birthday. The men shook hands with me and welcomed me. I felt bad that I didn't have a present for her, but I wanted to congratulate her anyway. Her name was Mary. I was walking through the room and came to a table where a couple of people were watching a man in a tube that was caged in. The people said, "Look! Here's Edward. Watch!" Inside the tube was a crippled man, with braces on his arms and legs and his legs were shackled together and he was trying to unshackle himself. He had to do that before he could try to escape from the tube he was in.
11-22-89 - Mediation - Regarding the desire to move to an Elderly Citizens complex. I kept seeing a huge window and it was dark and snowy outside. I prayed over and over for assistance to get that job and I kept seeing the dark window. They finally told me to stop asking.
11-23-89 Dream: I was in the building across the street from my 70th street work place where all the people from my spiritual group hung out. There was a new woman there who was picking up bits and pieces of information. Then someone new came in and tried to tell someone else who came in the door all about it. The woman was all excited and she started talking about aliens instead of Masters. A teacher pulled her aside and asked her, "And what is the alien's truth". The woman couldn't answer.
It was time for work and we all rushed across the street and the elevator wall had been plastered shut. Instead there was a very rough ramp that led down into the basement. We asked the workman if there was an elevator down there. He said, "Yes!" But after we negotiated the steep ramp down in our high heeled shoes, by almost sitting down to keep our balance, we had to walk all the way to the north end to catch the elevator up.
11-23-89 - DREAM - I was driving a big blue delivery van with a man named David. Somehow the keys fell through the floorboards onto the roadway at an intersection. I had no sooner done that and I saw a policeman on a motorcycle directly in front of me. I was afraid he was going to stop me and ask me for my keys which would identify me as the driver of the truck, so I needed to make a U turn and go back and get the keys. I slowed down enough so the policeman went way out ahead of me and then I zipped into a left turn lane and ran over a curb and bounced. The police officer stopped right in front of me and I panicked. But all the police officer did was get off, go up on the curb and bend down and tie his shoes which had come undone. I breathed a sing of relief, remade my U turn and went back the way I had come.
David and I went to a house and went upstairs. There I was given a gold key, which was the key to Hanover Park. (That's the last place Edward (my second ex-husband) got a drunk driving ticket). Just as I was leaving, the police officer arrived. I was holding a bright red petticoat in my hands. I was afraid he would think I was a prostitute so I rolled it up and tried to hide it under my right arm. but he wasn't paying attention to me. He arrested someone else and I slipped outside to my blue delivery van with my gold key.
11-23-89 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin in a school. I was a teacher and I was getting prepared to tell the students how many names I had and that would answer to any one of them.
A woman with me was going to press a button to launch her first ship and we were going to pray for her.
Then we went outside and we were casting a big bell.
11-23-89 - DREAM - I was working at A-C. John Wayne came to work in Engineering.
11-23-89 - DREAM - I was on my way to church. I had my arms raised with a rope stretched out between my hands and I could feel strong resistance in the air. Then I looked up in a window where a white-haired man was preparing communion with water and the glass jumped from his hands and sat on the window ledge...sparkling fresh for me.
I woke up instantly with a big smile on my face.
11-25-89 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. I knew Edward (my second ex-husband) was coming home after he had been seeing his old girlfriend. I had been doing some secret work and I knew he wasn't going to like it, so when he came in the door, I was prepared to run. He had already taken my wallet and keys the day before, so I grabbed my white shoes and I bolted for the odor and ran out and down the street to save my skin.
11-25-89 Dream: I was babysitting in a big old house at the bottom of the hill, but at the top of the hill was a beautiful sky blue mansion. Nobody lived there, but it was being remodeled. I wanted to be able to live there. I couldn't resist its beauty, so I started climbing the hill. I was barefoot and I had to go through ice and snow and ice on the path to get there. The ice was slippery and the path was narrow. I finally made it. When I got there, I was on the 2nd level and was hanging onto the decorative porches that hung on the front of the building. They were made of wicker and hung very tenuously and barely held my weight.
While I was clinging there, looking for another foothold until I could find a way into the house, a policeman came up to me and told me that I had to get down. I couldn't find any footholds to climb back down, so I had to jump down to a green lawn and walk down a steep decline to where the officer stood.
A crowd of people had gathered. They cheered and applauded my rescue. Instead of arresting me or bawling me out, the officer showed me another angle of the house. When you looked towards the left, all the boards of the house were tinged with black, whereas when you were at the bottom of the hill, they all looked bright blue. I was disappointed to see the truth from this angle.
Then the officer started making sexual advances towards me and asked me for a date. He aid that he knew where we could go where we could be alone in a wine cellar and have a wine tasting party all alone.
11-27-89 - Meditation on the Color Ray. I saw medium blue followed by light green. I saw a large left to right spiral ending in a large box.
I asked when it started. A. Saturday - Dec. 2nd, 1989. It will run for 4 weeks.
A voice asked me, "Are you willing to be trained in this section." I answered, "Yes!" The voice said, "Then you will be receiving this information forever!" Then they said, "You do not have a partner now. The soul rays will start on December 25th.
11-28-89 - DREAM - I was in a house with my ex-husband Edward. He was expecting his best friend to arrive, so I prepared myself to go upstairs with my favorite stuff so I wouldn't have to meet him. But my plans were disrupted and Edward made me stay downstairs and meet the guy. We were sitting on the sofa and Edward started to show affection to me, but a huge Indian showed up and brought out a trick game to scare them. I was to participate in this. We were standing in a pretend stream of water that ran through the house and the Indian put a little pretend cockroach down that ran over to the men and turned into 8 or 10 little dancing cockroaches. They, in turn, changed their pattern of dancing and went to Edward where 9 of them died off. The one remaining one ran over to the refrigerator and turned into a giant sized cockroach standing on his hind legs. He looked like a huge bug in a tuxedo. A voice announced the date. MARCH 9TH.
NOTE: When I looked on March 9th 1990, there was nothing of importance referenced there, but I'm sure I forgot about this date by then because I wasn't keeping a notebook with prophetic dates.
11-28-89 - DREAM - About the color red for April 3, Orange was March.
I dreamed I was doing all the red laundry. I found wallets with money (pennies) in two shirt pockets and a dollar bill, all belonging to my son Ken. I reminded him to be grateful and remember where they came from.
As I woke up, I saw a brilliant shiny blue book to be read next.
When I was beginning meditation, I saw a woman's face with a big smile, then a head with double digit numbers across the right side of the forehead and across the top of the crown.
11-29-89 - DREAM - I was with a friend on a corner of a big intersection. There was no house on the corner, but there was a big blue tractor there. My friend said that she thought that the tractor was up to her house. I told her that I thought the blue tractor was up to my house too. There was a row of houses, including a big modern one with a woman sweeping out her upstairs balcony door.
I went into an apartment that was being painted. I said that we had just washed and painted those walls, but they were putting another coat on.
11-29-89 Experience: I was working on an experiment which I had seen work many times before. If you have a radio alarm, you listen to the first song that is played when it comes on, otherwise when you get an urge to listen to the radio, pay attention to the first song played as a personal message to you from your Higher Self.
My experience took place at midnight: I turned on the radio to listen to one song. The one playing was: "anything you want, you got it, anything you need, you got it, anything you want, you got it, Oh, Baby, you got it."
11-30-89 Dream: I met a woman whose job it was to take old buildings worth saving, take them apart stone by stone and rebuild them stone by stone until they looked like new again. She said that not everyone liked her because of her job. Then I met a man who had lived in an old stone house, but now refused to live there because it was owned by a school of nuns and was right in their back yard. Then I met a group of people who lived in a community that was built in a square, where all their backyards were groomed with flowers and grass that was lush and green. They all tended their own, yet they worked together to form one unified whole that was a site of beauty to behold.
12-1-89 - DREAM - Edward came home, but he was his usual obnoxious self. He refused to kiss me and degraded me for wanting to. He left peaceably to go to the western shore where a friend lived. I allowed him to leave and wished him a good night. but as soon as he did and I locked the door, he tried to come back in through a window he broke in order to kill me.
12-1-89 Dream: I was protecting our shoreline from a Japanese man who was swimming in from a boat. I told him that he'd never get on our shores again and that he should got to the other shore. But he got past me anyway. Men threw rocks at him to stop him, but he reached the place where the stone tablets were being painted and tried to take them away. But when the stone tablets were pulled up, the painter turned around and he was left eyed and had painted both sides and there were holes in them.
12-1-89 Dream: I was riding along a country lane where a forest preserve was being destroyed by fire. The tallest trees fell and were ablaze. Everyone was appalled and dismayed. Then we were taken back in time 20 years to a previous time and shown the same place. It had happened before, regenerated itself, and was now repeating itself.
12-2-89 - Meditation: - I was just beginning meditation when I saw the girl from apartment #302, who had tried to commit suicide the other night. Her boyfriend was dressed in a long black coat and he had her up on his shoulder and was spinning her around down in the lobby. A moment later, I saw the same man take a young boy by the hand and lead him away from the door.
12-4-89 Dream: I was in a class on the third floor. An energy was sent out in the form of an arrow. The arrow got stolen by the enemy. This was sexually oriented. I had to hide my feelings because my father was expected any moment. I decided to join in the hunt for the arrow. My cousin Paul was one of the searchers and I fell in love with him. We were dancing together and kissing. It felt so sweet to feel the love between us. But the music changed to rock and roll and Paul couldn't rock and roll and he fell down.
Then the energy came to the house and I decided I as going to be brave and try to get the arrow back that contained the sexual energy. I walked with the man to where the lockers were. He said that it was hidden in locker 15. He opened the locker with the key. He reached into the locker and laughed as he took out a steel case with another lock on it. He threw away the key to locker 15 into the grass. When he wasn't looking I picked up the key and hid it in the pocket of my blue robe I was wearing. We walked along together and we were noticing that we were attracted to each other. We stopped walking and stood looking into each other's eyes. I said that it seemed that we were very compatible and it was a shame that we couldn't be together because we were on opposite sides of the fence. (That meant that he was negative/magnetic and I was positive/electric)
12-2-89 - DREAM - Jim and his son came to pick up his black baby buggy. He tried to make it seem like it was strictly a business deal so his son wouldn't know about our personal relationship. When his son left, he gave me what was left of a book of food stamps, two $1.00 bills that were brown. My name was written on the book in the back and he told me to be careful when I spent them because the people back in Pennsylvania would find out about it where he was from. We then walked across the streets towards the left to another house where mirrored panels were on the walls. We had to be careful where we stood so we wouldn't be reflected in the mirrors where our kids could see us. We stood and hugged and kissed a long time and it was really nice. It felt good.
12-4-89 - Meditation - I asked Holy Christ what I could do for him. He answered, "Be all that you can be and try to perfect yourself."
12-5-89 - DREAMS - There were several nightmares about being threatened by buffalos and wolves. I dreamed that we were attacked by a low black cloud coming from the East. We ran for shelter in the house so a huge old tree wouldn't fall on us. A man from Nebraska said he could see us waving due to refraction in the atmosphere. A reporter flew in on a low flying snowmobile and the thin low clouds knocked him out of the sky, but he saved himself and flew away again.
A family crossing the prairie died in an Indian raid and the wife made a memorial to him out of various kinds of hamburgers and cakes. They were all petrified.
12-5-89 - Meditation: - I called Master Afra. A big fat woman, dressed in black and white kept getting between me and him and she kept smiling at me.
12-5-89 Meditation: I called Master Marcus in meditation.
Q. What will happen to California in the Big Earth Shift?
A. It will slip. Great destruction. Great destructive forces. Change in coastline. I saw a great expanse of ocean with huge whitecaps on it. Sensed and saw that the coastline was way eastward into the U.S. as far as Salt Lake City, and the coastline was 'C' shaped back that far.
NOTE: Look at Gordon Michael Scallion's more recent map. It is the same. Gordon Michael Scallion's formal maps came out two years after I saw this map.
I asked about the temperature zone of Wisconsin after the shift. I saw a book list. Barbara Walters was listed as author of one called, "Alarms!" The answer was "tropical".
12-5-89 Dream: I went into the bedroom where my husband was waiting for me. He as laying face down on the bed and when he saw me, he wanted me. I was wearing a white garter belt, stockings, and high heeled shoes and nothing else.
However, the baby was standing in his crib making noises like he was trying to poop his diaper. So, I had to ignore my husband's desire and take care of the baby.
I grabbed the baby and ran to the bathroom with him. I took his diaper off to sit him on the toilet. The baby's right leg came off with the diaper and hanging by just one thread of flesh at the socket.
The toilet was full of S__T, the baby was full of S__T. The baby was screaming because his leg had fallen off and he was in agony.
I was screaming because it was so terrible a situation. My husband came in to help clean up the baby so we could rush him to the hospital. The baby and I continued to scream as my husband tried to clean the S__T out of the baby's leg socket.
I woke up screaming.
12-7-89 - DREAM - I was at work at S.E. I had just returned from a vacation or leave of absence. In my work pile, there was a letter that should have been typed and sent out on 11/4/89. I hadn't done it and neither had my substitute. Now, I was trying to type it and mail it quickly without my boss knowing about it. My typewriter was punching holes in the paper, so I was going to have to do it over again.
Meantime, I went down to the vending machine to buy some food but I didn't have the right change. The vending machine didn't have the right kinds of food either.
12-7-89 - Portion of Dream - I was in my apartment building and met someone in my own apartment who was knitting a white sweater with the pattern of a unicorn on the front. I knew that I had already completed making 12 white sweaters and I told her that I wanted her to bring me the yarn and the pattern. I was going to confiscate what I considered to be mine. (These were interpreted to be abilities on all 12 spiritual planes)
12-8-89 Meditation - I called Holy Christ
Q. What is the relationship of the Original Creators to the Divine High God?
A. They are His children.
Q. How were the original creators created?
A. With thought
Q. Where did the thought come from?
A. Thought always existed, along with Love.
12-10-89 - DREAM - I had three dreams about a job. It was about A-C. Each dream had a green square followed by initials such as P.S. (Power Systems) In the last dream, the offices were empty of work. The Xerox machine was jamming every 2nd to 4th sheet. I wanted to call a serviceman, but the bosses kept bringing in green cards to check if I was an authorized employee.
12-11-89 - DREAM - I was in the grocery store buying food. A symbolic Edward was with me and I was suspecting that he was filching my money. He paid for the groceries and we headed home towards 16th St. Going up Center street, we ran into a gang of kids with squirt guns who divided in half and tried to get me. The grocery cart turned into a closed umbrella which became my defense weapon. I held the giant at bay with the umbrella while swinging it around me. Some big shot guy who was a supporter of the gang was singing a song about donuts and he attempted to trap me by shining donuts at me. I used my umbrella to ward them off and went on down to my house. Some guy there was trying to tell me that it was important to wear shoes and I proved to him that wearing shoes was a coverup for everything negative.
12-10-89 - DREAM - I had a nightmare about Edward. I was trying to clean up the house perfectly. I hadn't gotten dressed yet and was wearing my light blue robe. I still had the livingroom to do. I was going to get dressed first. I opened the bedroom and Edward and our son were sleeping on the bedroom floor. (Note: Edward and I never had children together) I didn't want to wake him up before I was done cleaning, so I tried sneaking back out but he woke up. The door wouldn't close again. He followed me back into the livingroom. Edward was super-drunk. He wanted to plant a tree in the middle of the livingroom floor. I was afraid he was going to try to chop a hole in the middle of the floor. He fell over and hit the top of his head on the floor. I was trying to help plant the tree so he wouldn't make too big a mess, so I could clean it up after he passed out. I anchored it to the floor using a rose blanket. That didn't satisfy him. I was going to balance the tree using a yellow blanket, but he didn't like it. I saw that he was getting angry and I started getting scared. He went to the window and started to tear a white sheet in half to tie up the tree. While he was tearing the sheet in half, I went to the front door to escape. He saw me trying to leave and I saw 'murder' in his eyes. I tried to turn the knob to escape but there was something blue hanging on it and I couldn't turn it. He dropped the sheet to come after me. I tried again to turn the knob to escape. I was afraid that if I left, he would hurt the children. I couldn't decide and my fear grew. I got so scared, I opened my eyes and made myself wake up.
12-12-89 - DREAM - I as in a bi-plane flying down a river. We went down the river under bridges. We neared the ocean and I watched the water and how rough it was. The people were bobbing up and down in the water. When we reached the ocean, we were riding the waves and somebody said that many people quit at that point because there was muck on the bottom. Then I saw that many people were wearing leather high top boots to avoid the muck.
12-12-89 - DREAM - I didn't know if I was awake or sleep. I was doing the chakra meditations and worked on sewing up my etheric web. My astral phone rang and it was Terry R. and then T.R. called on the real phone, but the whole thing was in a dream within a dream. It freak me out because I couldn't figure out if I was awake or sleeping. Finally, I went down the street to see a yellow house I wanted to buy and then went to my job caring a tall, thin blue book and blue and white yarn. At the job, a big mess of wood shavings was on the floor that I would have to sweep up and I came to a child that was flopped over like a Raggedy Ann doll. She didn't have any strength in her muscles. I helped her to stand and walk and told her that she was a beautiful child.
NOTE: Personally, I have an illness called Chronic fatigue syndrome which the experts are calling Raggedy Ann Syndrome.
12-13-89 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. A new man was coming to town. I didn't want anyone to know that I as looking for him. I went out of my way to avoid other men or to be seen looking for him. He arrived on 17th St. at the bus station or the train station or something. I was given a jeep then and I was supposed to drive it but not until it was parked on 16th St. I didn't want to tell them I already knew how. When I arrived back on 16th St. I found out that Edward's ex-girlfriend was visiting her grandmother across the alley. I went out to the street and there was an exhibition of monkeys ( a different type everywhere I looked) I decided to imitate them and hoped that she'd look out her window so she would see that I was better at imitating than she was. I then went to my back yard and gathered my girlfriends together. We all raised our right hands in a salute that we were unified in thought against her. First we raised our fingers like we were #1 and then we put our fingers together one on top of another, and we all had long gold fingernails and we stuck together against outsiders.
12-12-89 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. Ted Edward Kennedy came and asked me if I would sew the brown lining back into his blue suit jacket which was coming loose. I was going to attach it with a length of red, brown and orange seam binding and sew it with heavy red lines. I also removed 6 orange buttons and saved them for future use.
I then went to my New Berlin house to run the business. The main radio phone was in the kitchen, with an extension in the diningroom.
The phone rang and I couldn't get to it fast enough because some men were in the way. Becky pushed the button to answer it and I picked up the extension. It was my friend Alyse. I explained to her that I couldn't to it fast because my husband and a real-estate agent were in the way discussing selling the house.
12-12-89 - Meditation - I saw a huge group of people like an audience. In front was Ronald Reagan and a whole group of European-looking world leaders. They all stood in a row with their arms around each other. They were all happy and laughing. Reagan laughed and said to Gorbachev who was on his left, "It all looks honest to me."
12-14-89 - DREAM - My husband bought a farm for an interim investment, thinking he could practice farming and then we'd move again later when it was closer to the necessary date. But I knew that's where we were going to stay. I wished I could go through the house and look at it, but people were still living in it.
12-16-89 - Meditation - I was working on the 'root' chakra. I saw 3 female witches books wrapped and sealed in celephane. Then I saw 3 male witches books open and ready for use.
I flipped into a dream state to tell T.M. what I had seen. I was on an elevator. It stopped and opened at what I thought was the first floor. I don't recall seeing anyone there. I just had this intense desire to tell T.M. what I had seen. I got back into the elevator, but th e door wouldn't close all the way. I pressed the UP button. The elevator began to go up, but it didn't stop at 2, or 3, or 4, it just continued to go up. I thought to myself, "It'll continue to go up until it hits the top, then it'll drop all the way to the bottom, but I don't care. The elevator kept right on going and I was getting ready to scream out loud.
When I opened my eyes, I still felt like I was going up.
12-19-89 - DREAM - I went around shutting off the basement lights and closing the curtains so as not to attract evil people.
I was sleeping on a ship underneath airplanes that were practicing shooting off their machine guns. I was told that the bullets gave off a gas that was heavier than air and could kill you, so I had to move and not sleep there.
I woke up thinking that I had dreamed about a snake and the color orange but could recall nothing.
I woke up thinking that I had dreamed about a lion and the color orange but could recall nothing.
12-19-89 - DREAM - I went to the bank, driving a violet colored car. I went inside but couldn't get waited on. There were about 10 empty check-out counters between me and the clerk. When I got up to the counter, all I had was the key to the car. I felt very insecure not having a purse with me, which was blue. I asked for 5 penny wrappers which were red and white.
A grocery store was at the back of the bank and they bragged about how fast you could buy something, but then you had to stand in line to pay for it.
The bank clerk was so busy, she never got back to me, so I left, seeing that my standing inline had backed up hundreds of people who needed to do business too. They opened up a new window to accommodate them.
I went back outside to my car which was parked in a special spot facing to the right, but when I wanted to get in, it would elude me. Then my daughter came and said that my son had taken it to empty the trash.
Then we got in it and laughed because we had eluded the lion that was prowling around outside.
12-19-89 - DREAM - I was in a store and a woman clerk laid out piles of white clothing in the aisle. I had to step between the piles to walk from one end of the other with a diamond necklace trailing from one foot. I commended her for having the piles set so that I could step evenly every 4 feet.
12=19-89 - Mediation - I wanted to see the U.S. Coastline after the year 2,000. I saw Florida uplifted and tilted to the west. Everything was cut north of Chicago. The Mississippi was uplifted. Texas was undermined on the East.
12-21-89 - DREAM - I went to a going away party for the general manager of a major Milwaukee, WI TV station. His wife was wearing a pink gown. They were going to Europe. I was going to give an art lesson for the group. I had to go upstairs to get my supplies. A black girl walked ahead of me, but she was afraid of me and when we got upstairs she grabbed a sharp stick to attack me. I grabbed a broom handle to defend myself. We fought a duel of the sticks and just as I won, a guard came along and took my stick away. I explained what happened and he let me go.
I climbed a ladder to go get my supplies on the next step level up and the girl began to cry, "You promised to give us an art lesson." I said, "I was going to give it downstairs." I climbed up seven steps on the ladder, painted it bright yellow and said, "7 - yellow = Life!"
12-19-89 - DREAM - I was at a church. We had a service, then I was taken to a back room, given a white book in which to record witnessing testimonies. There was a slot on the front cover in which to slide a pink card which was labeled, 'BEST'. Then we sat down at a table and the man across from me began to give his testimony and he began to speak in tongues. My book already had a couple words in the first slot which showed that I had already done one and I was going to repeat it in the class. The testimonies only had to be a short paragraph.
12-19-89 - DREAM - I came home from work to find my husband talking to a priest dressed in blue. The priest was relating a dream to my husband that showed that when he went past a church with concave windows, each window had an outline of a woman's face with a light that shown where each cheekbone was and a light where the corners of her mouth would be and a hint of a line where the mouth was smiling and as he saw each window like that, we would hear a single bell ring.
I overheard him tell the dream, but he didn't know that I had. I walked in and told the two men about a dream that my Father had. It was identical to the priest's dream and then I added that the dream meant that the woman in the window meant that he belonged to Christ.
The priest was so pleased that he beamed me a smile that made me fall instantly in love with him.
I needed to change clothes and as I went upstairs, I asked my son to straighten up the livingroom which had gotten messed up from playing in it. My son grumbled but the priest reminded him that it was his duty as a son to be helpful and the priest set about to help also.
I thought to myself, "Oh my God! what a catch for a husband he would make. He would be perfect." And I fell more in love with him.
I went upstairs to change into a two piece dress that was both demure and sexy at the same time.
There was a woman upstairs who was composite...my daughter, my sister, my friend Sandy, and my reflection in the mirror it seemed. She had wild two toned hair, black and white and when I brushed my hair, she was my reflection in the mirror and her hair became like a ship at sea on top. I decided I would dye my hair to a pale brown because it wasn't fitting for a priest to be with a woman with wild looking hair.
Then I went downstairs to cook supper, deciding to make spaghetti, corn on the cob, and sliced tomatoes with sugar. My husband assured me that the corn in our own garden was perfect for harvest right at that moment.
I went out into the backyard and the priest was laying face down on our hammock resting. He was naked from the waist up and had on a long blue skirt. He had a birthmark on his right side so I knew he wasn't perfect and I fell more in love with him.
I watched the men play badminton and cook together and play with the kids and I fell more in love with the priest.
I stood on the sidelines, watching the priest at play and fell more in love. I said to my sister/daughter/friend with a secret smile on my face, "things are going exactly as they should." She agreed and smiled too.
12-22-89 Dream: All in one dream, I became a teenager on a bus, a thief, a fugitive, a singer with a band, a saxophonist, a seamstress, an old woman, a mentally deficient person, a photographer, and several other various personalities and experienced a portion of life from their point of view.
12--24-89 - DREAM - I woke up on the sofa and found myself sitting on the lap of an older man. There was also a man sitting on the floor in front of me. He was bragging about how beautiful I was and said that I was an absolute knockout. I couldn't figure out how they had gotten in, because I had just waked up. I wondered if I had gone to the door in my sleep. The man whose lap I as sitting on, made a comment about the building's buzzer system and that he didn't like this 'dating stuff', and talked like he wanted to make this a permanent arrangement.
I was so puzzled by all this. Then the maintenance man came in with a gas bill and I was going to write a check for it, but I started to write KIDD and I tried to figure out how I could fix the check without voiding it and thought about writing Captain KIDD, having him sign it that way and then re-send it to the gas company. I then went outside and the maintenance man was out there with a white truck and a black motorcycle, repairing them. He was pretending to tease me about my wiggling butt when I walked.
12-24-89 - DREAM - I was going to work in some kind of print shop. They left me alone for a few minutes and I was going to take two of each kind of colored pencils to work with. But the daughter of the owner came and said she was going to take me up to Mt. Tabor to study for 7 hours with a doctor before I started to work.
When I started to work, my boss was Don Waalkes (passed away in 1983) He wrote his letters on pink second sheets and I typed them on pink second sheets. (We used to use pink sheets as carbon copies to identify them as copies on sight) Then I had to go down one floor to Xerox the copy onto white paper to mail it out.
On that floor, I would have to re-identify myself and when I went down there, I observed a woman who stood on the far side of a dutch-type swinging door with some men. I could see them from the crotch down. She was going to teach retarded men to swim but they all had to be naked and she was very timid about taking off her suit and so were they, but they eventually did and then they went to the pool.
Q: Please tell me about the future earth changes.
A: The object expected in 1997 will not cause the pole shift per se, but will be part of a chain of events that will lead to the pole shift. The chain of events will begin in 1990 and will take several years.
As you know the pole has shifted many times before, but it has been a gradual process of the continents movements over the face of the earth. This has not happened without violence. The land masses quake and quiver and mankind does not tolerate disequilibrium of its senses and does not have the capability of building to withstand the violence of the earth tremors nor the emotional or mental capacity to deal with the aftermath of particular violent episodes. Many there will be who will survive these events who will wish they had not. The earth and mankind will be shaken along many faces and many will not be able to deal with it's effects. It will cause upheavals along many lines , not only the aforementioned physical effects but also in religion, political, economics, and philosophical thought.
12-29-89 - DREAM - I was living on 16th St. I had been letting our two horses come in the front door, go through the house and then feed them breakfast on the landing on the stairway. But now the dinner table was set for guests to arrive and now the horses were too big and too wild to go through the whole house, so I closed off the formal part of th e house and the horses would have to come in and out of the house just at the kitchen entrance, and I hoped they would understand. We still loved them, but they had their place. I then went around the back of the house and I and my friends went through a cabinet that had red and blue pencils and toothbrushes of all kinds. I held them in my right hand, put covers on all the pencils to protect the writing ends, and then I was ready to let the horses in to eat. I fed the kids their breakfast, then it was the horses turn.
12-29-89 - DREAM - I had two dreams about houses. we wanted to move, but couldn't move from one house to another until the final last detail was in place on the old one first.
12-29-89 - Mediation - Q. Will there ever be an opportunity for me and T.M. to be together? A. You and T.M. will always be together, but there is another man who will come along to balance your physical life. T.M. will want to be alone after his wife passes on. The new man will have all the same qualities as T.M., but will want to be with you physically too. He will come along soon.
12-29-89 - DREAM - I was working with a man who was going to drive me home. I had my youngest son Bill with me and I cuddled him to me with love. The man had to make a stop at a store on the way home. Just as we were going to cross traffic, a black car came towards us at breakneck speed. At the last second, it turned right, off the road and into a hidden garage door and out of sight. The man went into the store and I looked to see where my purse and umbrella were. They were in front of the driver's seat. I pulled them over to the right...out of the man's way. When the man came back to the car, he was wearing a pink suit. He got in and sat down behind the wheel and said, "Look who is here to harass us!" There were three young teens in another car making fun that we were together. I decided that if they came near the car, I would tell them that my son was the product of this man and I, and my son was 4 years old and really give them something to talk about. As we started to drive away, the car with the teens was turning left and we had to turn right. But the man drove right at breakneck speed across traffic and directly at a high hill he wanted to show me that was wondrously beautiful.
But, there was no driveway there, and he drove right down into the ditch and we were stuck with the front end of the car in the ditch. I said, "Some people do stupid things and some people do things that are not so stupid," because I could see that if we had driven a few feet to the right, we might easily have crossed over where the ditch wasn't quite so deep. But, I sat there and looked up the hill, I could see tracks where a car had gone up the hill before and this man through sheer force of will, could make the front end of the car raise up and drive straight up that hill.
12-29-89 - DREAM - I was helping a woman test herself. Her normal response time was .7. She hadn't been seen for a couple of days, so I and a couple of doctors went to her house. We didn't find her, but we found her record book and her response times went from .3 to .11. We were very concerned that she was out of control.
12-30-89 - DREAM - I was travelling on a very narrow, elevated railroad track with the ocean on one side and a road on the other. came to a place where a huge tree was growing right in th e middle of the track. There was no way for me to continue on with the tree blocking the way and there were many people coming up behind me who wanted to get to the same place and would do anything to get there. I could hear the train coming but I couldn't get the tree out of the way in time. I finally managed to fell the tree but then it blocked the road. I asked for help, but there wasn't time to move it quickly enough. All I could do was to get out of the way myself.
The train crashed into all those people killing them. In the next scene, I was traveling in a U.S. postal jeep of blue, silver and white. I told m companion that I felt so guilty, I would never smile again, but he said, "Oh! Yes you will."
12-29-89 - DREAM - I was dreaming in the dream that I was with the maintenance man and we ended up in the U.S. postal garage together. I woke up and wrote down the dream, then events started to happen and real life ended up just like the dream. I told the maintenance man that he was freaking out and got upset. Then I was on the phone with T.H. from Dallas and she sad that I had better not fall in love, because as soon as I as done with him, I had to come right back. I said that the only reason I was here was to show him that women can be kind and can be trusted because he has so much bitterness in him.
12-29-89 - Meditation: I saw that JOHFRA, JAFRA, and Jeremiah have approved the sale of a farm to me near Waterford for $100 per month. The money must be paid by 3 p.m. and can be sent by American Express. The farm belongs to a family and they will lose it because they don't have the money to make the payments. The date on the deal in May 1st. The bank will do all the paperwork and even front the money. This is on a foreclosure.
12-29-89 - Meditation - I saw that I was working on a handicraft project of beaded work on wires ...multicolored on a black velvet background and the women surrounded the table and went crazy over it. They all loved it. It was a Japanese artform.
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