AUGUST, 1992

8-1-92 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house and a man named Jim Moses came to inspect to see if we were ready to start our project. He showed me a map with a target on it and we were right in the middle of it.

I had a similar dream and Jim Moses came again and showed me the map with the target on it. He came to inspect to see if we were ready to start our project.

In neither dream did he indicate that there were any problems, but I don't recall what the exact project was, nor specifically what he was inspecting though it could have been the car that I had to drive to where we were supposed to go.

When he said his name was Jim Moses, I had the impression his name was just Moses and he put the "Jim" on it to make it seem more normal.


8-2-92 - DREAM - I was on top of a pure silver mountain and even though I was on the top, everything still felt like I was going uphill. On top of the mountain,which was called "Heridonius Mountain" it was full of sheep wandering aimlessly around. There were a few seated on the ground. Those that were seated upright were considered to be receptive, that that leaned forward were not receptive.

I was also shown the borders and they weren't exactly perpendicular with north/south, east/west so they were corrected nd remarked.

There was some stuff going on in a building with people I know which I can't remember, but then I was serving a reception banquet and I was doing all the work myself and I wasn't very happy.

NOTE: Somehow I have three books by this organization.  maybe I was just lucky. Kaufmann, Ronald G. Rune Stones for the New Ages: The Lost 13 Runes. Orange, Calif.: Heridonius, 1987

There is nothing on line about it though.


8-3-92 - DREAM -  Twice I dreamed that I was given 14 different colors which were mixed in gallon jugs of water and given to me to use for healing.


8-3-92 - MEDITATION - 11:30 p.m.  I was raising my vibrations and a chubby woman in black knocked my arm off the chair, then 3 times it felt like someone was trying to pinch my nose shut.


8-4-92 - DREAM - I was in an upper room where a ceremony was to take place. There was a big white circle on the floor. They called in Bob G. and asked him to step into the center of the circle, then they took a forked stick and pulled a pure white snake out of a circular holder in which it had been held captive and handed it to Bob. He was instructed to use it wisely to help people.

NOTE:  Grimm's Fairy Tale of the White Snake:

Grimms Fairy Tales

The White Snake

A long time ago there lived a king who was famed for his wisdom through all the land. Nothing was hidden from him, and it seemed as if news of the most secret things was brought to him through the air. But he had a strange custom, every day after dinner, when the table was cleared, and no one else was present, a trusty servant had to bring him one more dish. It was covered, however, and even the servant did not know what was in it, neither did anyone know, for the king never took off the cover to eat of it until he was quite alone. This had gone on for a long time, when one day the servant, who took away the dish, was overcome with such curiosity that he could not help carrying the dish into his room. When he had carefully locked the door, he lifted up the cover, and saw a white snake lying on the dish. But when he saw it he could not deny himself the pleasure of tasting it, so he cut off a little bit and put it into his mouth. No sooner had it touched his tongue than he heard a strange whispering of little voices outside his window. He went and listened, and then noticed that it was the sparrows who were chattering together, and telling one another of all kinds of things which they had seen in the fields and woods. Eating the snake had given him power of understanding the language of animals. Now it so happened that on this very day the queen lost her most beautiful ring, and suspicion of having stolen it fell upon this trusty servant, who was allowed to go everywhere. The king ordered the man to be brought before him, and threatened with angry words that unless he could before the morrow point out the thief, he himself should be looked upon as guilty and executed. In vain he declared his innocence, he was dismissed with no better answer. In his trouble and fear he went down into the courtyard and took thought how to help himself out of his trouble. Now some ducks were sitting together quietly by a brook and taking their rest, and, whilst they were making their feathers smooth with their bills, they were having a confidential conversation together. The servant stood by and listened. They were telling one another of all the places where they had been waddling about all the morning, and what good food they had found, and one said in a pitiful tone, something lies heavy on my stomach, as I was eating in haste I swallowed a ring which lay under the queen's window. The servant at once seized her by the neck, carried her to the kitchen, and said to the cook, here is a fine duck, pray, kill her. Yes, said the cook, and weighed her in his hand, she has spared no trouble to fatten herself, and has been waiting to be roasted long enough. So he cut off her head, and as she was being dressed for the spit, the queen's ring was found inside her. The servant could now easily prove his innocence, and the king, to make amends for the wrong, allowed him to ask a favor, and promised him the best place in the court that he could wish for. The servant refused everything, and only asked for a horse and some money for traveling, as he had a mind to see the world and go about a little. When his request was granted he set out on his way, and one day came to a pond, where he saw three fishes caught in the reeds and gasping for water. Now, though it is said that fishes are dumb, he heard them lamenting that they must perish so miserably, and, as he had a kind heart, he got off his horse and put the three prisoners back into the water. They leapt with delight, put out their heads, and cried to him, we will remember you and repay you for saving us. He rode on, and after a while it seemed to him that he heard a voice in the sand at his feet. He listened, and heard an ant-king complain, why cannot folks, with their clumsy beasts, keep off our bodies. That stupid horse, with his heavy hoofs, has been treading down my people without mercy. So he turned on to a side path and the ant-king cried out to him, we will remember you - one good turn deserves another. The path led him into a wood, and here he saw two old ravens standing by their nest, and throwing out their young ones. Out with you, you idle, good-for-nothing creatures, cried they, we cannot find food for you any longer, you are big enough, and can provide for yourselves. But the poor young ravens lay upon the ground, flapping their wings, and crying, oh, what helpless chicks we are. We must shift for ourselves, and yet we cannot fly. What can we do, but lie here and starve. So the good young fellow alighted and killed his horse with his sword, and gave it to them for food. Then they came hopping up to it, satisfied their hunger, and cried, we will remember you - one good turn deserves another. And now he had to use his own legs, and when he had walked a long way, he came to a large city. There was a great noise and crowd in the streets, and a man rode up on horseback, crying aloud, the king's daughter wants a husband, but whoever seeks her hand must perform a hard task, and if he does not succeed he will forfeit his life. Many had already made the attempt, but in vain, nevertheless when the youth saw the king's daughter he was so overcome by her great beauty that he forgot all danger, went before the king, and declared himself a suitor. So he was led out to the sea, and a gold ring was thrown into it, before his eyes, then the king ordered him to fetch this ring up from the bottom of the sea, and added, if you come up again without it you will be thrown in again and again until you perish amid the waves. All the people grieved for the handsome youth, then they went away, leaving him alone by the sea. He stood on the shore and considered what he should do, when suddenly he saw three fishes come swimming towards him, and they were the very fishes whose lives he had saved. The one in the middle held a mussel in its mouth, which it laid on the shore at the youth's feet, and when he had taken it up and opened it, there lay the gold ring in the shell. Full of joy he took it to the king, and expected that he would grant him the promised reward. But when the proud princess perceived that he was not her equal in birth, she scorned him, and required him first to perform another task. She went down into the garden and strewed with her own hands ten sacks-full of millet-seed on the grass, then she said, tomorrow morning before sunrise these must be picked up, and not a single grain be wanting. The youth sat down in the garden and considered how it might be possible to perform this task, but he could think of nothing, and there he sat sorrowfully awaiting the break of day, when he should be led to death. But as soon as the first rays of the sun shone into the garden he saw all the ten sacks standing side by side, quite full, and not a single grain was missing. The ant-king had come in the night with thousands and thousands of ants, and the grateful creatures had by great industry picked up all the millet-seed and gathered them into the sacks. Presently the king's daughter herself came down into the garden, and was amazed to see that the young man had done the task she had given him. But she could not yet conquer her proud heart, and said, although he has performed both the tasks, he shall not be my husband until he has brought me an apple from the tree of life. The youth did not know where the tree of life stood, but he set out, and would have gone on for ever, as long as his legs would carry him, though he had no hope of finding it. After he had wandered through three kingdoms, he came one evening to a wood, and lay down under a tree to sleep. But he heard a rustling in the branches, and a golden apple fell into his hand. At the same time three ravens flew down to him, perched themselves upon his knee, and said, we are the three young ravens whom you saved from starving, when we had grown big, and heard that you were seeking the golden apple, we flew over the sea to the end of the world, where the tree of life stands, and have brought you the apple. The youth, full of joy, set out homewards, and took the golden apple to the king's beautiful daughter, who had no more excuses left to make. They cut the apple of life in two and ate it together, and then her heart became full of love for him, and they lived in undisturbed happiness to a great age.

--The End--


8-4-92 - DREAM - I was in a town where the President was coming to visit. I looked across the street and saw a man whom I knew had Mafia connections and I knew he had a high powered rifle. He had been investigate for his Mafia connections in 1959.

I went to the Police Station to try to warn them, that the President was in danger, but nobody wanted to take the time to listen to me. I couldn't get anybody's attention. I even pushed my way into the back room on the other side of the desk, but they wouldn't sit down and take the time to listen.

NOTE: The White House as shot at several times in 1994 and 1995.


8-5-92 - MEDITATION - Q. What does the name Crum mean?  A. It is a reversal. He showed me a box, opened it and there were two pages of instruction in it, facing him, but not facing me. He said, "put it together carefully and use it wisely."


8-6-92 - DREAM - I was with some people gathered at my house. We were sitting around talking and I was feeling romantic about one of the men. We were holding hands. He looked at my ring finger that had no ring on it and he told me that he was going to go home and get a divorce so he could marry me.

The gathering broke up then and everyone hugged and kissed good-bye. (It must have been a really friendly group)


8-7-92 - DREAM - I was at a family wedding. Everyone relative I ever had was there and we all danced in a circle pattern. We were all going forward, arm around waist of the one to the left, about 4 deep in rows. There had to be been hundreds of us. I recognized my mom, her cousin Helen, a couple of uncles. My cousin shirley was there and she talked to me. Her daughter Michelle needed comforting for something, but Shirley had been out of town so long, Michelle came to me instead and i held her against my shoulder.

I then asked Shirley, her opinion of what color blonde hair I should have and she pointed out someone with chestnut brown hair.

Today was the last day of my and everyone else's job, so we were in sort of a seminar for job counseling , watching a film u n the wall. Shirley moved away from us and went down one row. I thought to myself that I wasn't going to feel hurt about it and moved to be near someone else.

I was with my kids after that and I was changing clothes and trying to find a bathroom.


8-7-92 - DREAM - I called the ASQ Office in Wausau to see if the job for secretary would be available by August 1st. She answered, "I don't know. Don't count on anything."

I hung up. My girlfriend Barbara was with me. A man knocked on the door. It was Bert Parks from the Miss America contest. He was looking for someone to have a quick romance with. He took one look at Barbara, made a pas at her, and she decided to go out with him.

Leona Helmsly came in , absolutely irate about Bert Park's activities. She kidnapped the two of them after she couldn't convince Bert to leave and go do something alone. She offered him all kinds of expensive trips and new furniture as bribes, but he wanted Barbara.

So, when they all suddenly left, I heard her say something about escaping to Panama.


8-8-92 - ASTRAL PHONE - My astral phone rang with my eyes closed. I said, "Hello " as though in the dream-state, someone said, "We'd like you to meet the judges."  One at a time I saw 4 men, each with a headdress on that was ornate, gold, and studded with jewels. In my mind I thought, "They look Egyptian."

I didn't know who these judges were, so I had to look up the names. These names come from: 'Papyrus of Ani; Egyptian Book of the Dead'.

The judges in Egypt are called the Tchatcha Chiefs.

The Tchatcha Chiefs in Anu are: Tem, Shu, Tefnut, [Osiris and Thoth].

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Tetu are Osiris, Isis, Nephthys, and Horus the avenger of his father.

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Sekhem are Heru-khenti-en- ariti and Thoth who is with the Tchatcha Chiefs of Nerutef.

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Pe-Tep are Horus, Isis, Kesta (Mesta) and Hapi.

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Taiu-Rekhti are Isis, Horus, Kesta (Mesta) [Anpu and Thoth].

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Abtu are Osiris, Isis, and Up-uat

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are present at the examination of the dead are Thoth, Osiris, Anpu and Asten (read Astes). Now the inspection (or, counting) of those who are to be annihilated signifieth the shutting up of things from the souls of the sons of revolt.

Hail, Thoth, who didst make the word of Osiris true against his enemies, make thou the word of the Osiris the scribe Ani to be true against his enemies, with the great Tchatcha Chiefs who are present at the digging up of the earth [and mixing it] with their blood, and of making the word of Osiris to be true against his enemies.

As concerning the Tchatcha Chiefs who are present at the digging up of the earth in Tetu: When the Smaiu fiends of Set came [there], having transformed themselves into animals, these Tchatcha Chiefs slew them in the presence of the gods who were there, and they took their blood, and carried it to them. These things were permitted at the examination [of the wicked] by those [gods] who dwelt in Tetu.

Hail, Thoth, who didst make the word of Osiris to be true against his enemies, make thou the word of the Osiris [the scribe] Ani to be true against his enemies, with the great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Nerutef on the night of the "Hidden of Forms."

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Nerutef are Ra, Osiris, Shu and Bebi.

Now, the night of the "Hidden of Forms" referreth to the placing on the sarcophagus [of Osiris] the arm, the heel, and the thigh of Osiris Un-Nefer.


The Weighing of the Heart

The Book of the Dead of Kenna

1405-1467 BC ]

Joe Mason, who has studied this work more years than I have, states that this is one of the many depictions from the ancient Egyptians showing the heart being weighed against the feather. They believed that, after death, a person is guided to the Judgment Hall for this weighing of the heart. According to James Churchward in The Sacred Symbols of Mu, the feather is said to represent "truth" because it can be so easily blown away. According to Joseph Campbell, in The Inner Reaches of Outer Space, the feather is symbolic of Maat, goddess of the moral order of the universe.

Note the seven spherical nodules along the pole from near the bottom on up to the crossbeam. They are thought to correspond to the seven chakras of the human body. There is another nodule above the beam, which may represent a sphere of timeless consciousness beyond the earth plane.

Note also that the the composite animal's snout cuts across the pole between the third and forth nodules. The platform of the Judgment seat is also at that level. This seems to indicate the critical point between the third chakra and the forth, the heart chakra.

The baboon on the Judgment seat is one form of the god Thoth, counterpart of the Greek Hermes (Mercury to the Romans), who guides the soul after death. Baboons bark with the rising of the sun.

If the heart weighs more than the feather, the dead soul is devoured by the "Swallower," the composite beast, a mixture of crocodile, hippopotamus, and lion. If the heart is found to be lighter than the feather, the soul is conducted by Toth to Osiris's throne by the Waters of Eternal Life.

Joseph Campbell wrote that in terms of the kundalini, the message could hardly be clearer . . . if the aims of the deceased in life were no higher than those of Chakra three (the animal instincts), the Swallower claims the soul.

The implication is that if one has not reached the heart chakra level of love and compassion during a lifetime, the person must be reborn, that is, reincarnated back on earth, in order to try again. Otherwise, the soul is free to move on to higher planes of existence.

Personally, I believe that Thoth represents a part of the self, probably the Higher Self, and that we "judge" ourselves after death. The decision is made after a "time," to reincarnate or to move on to another plane. " ]

Hail, Thoth, who didst make the word of Osiris true against his enemies, make thou the word of the Osiris, whose word is truth, to be true against his enemies, with the great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Rasta, on the night when Anpu lay with his arms on the things by Osiris, and when the word of Horus was make to be true against his enemies.

The great Tchatcha Chiefs who are in Rasta are Horus, Osiris, and Isis. The heart of Osiris is happy, the heart of Horus is glad, and the two halves of Egypt (Aterti) are well satisfied threat.

Hail, Thoth, who didst make the word of Osiris true against his enemies, make thou the word of the Osiris the scribe Ani, the assessor of the holy offerings made to all the gods, to be true against his enemies, with the Ten great Tchatcha Chiefs who are with Ra, and with Osiris, and with every god, and with every goddess, in the presence of the god Nebertcher. He hath destroyed his enemies, and he hath destroyed every evil thing which appertained to him.

RUBRIC says: If this Chapter be recited for, or over, the deceased, he shall come forth by day, purified after death, according to the desire of his heart. Now if this Chapter be recited over him, he shall progress over the earth, and he shall escape from every fire, and none of the evil things which appertain to him shall ever be round about him; never, a million times over, shall this be.

Those who dwell in Nu have been made wolves, and those who are among the Tchatcha Chiefs have become hyenas.

Names of deities

Bes - music, dance, war, slaughter.

Amon - primordial creation deity; one of 8 gods of chaos; combined with the supreme solar deity, Ra, Amon-RA was the hidden power that created the gods.

Atum - one of 4 creation deities; caused the division of the sexes; as Ra-Atum, he represented the evening sun

Damutef - protect deceased's stomach.

Geb - earth and guide to heaven

Hapi - Nile god.

Hapy - protect deceased's lungs

Horus - sky god whose left eye was the moon and whose right eye was the sun (depicted as an eye); king of Egypt.

Anubis - embalming

Horus - patron deity of Upper (Southern) Egypt

Imsety - protect deceased's liver.

Khensu - moon god

Khnemu, Khnum - one of 4 creator gods; potter who sculpted man and animals and breathed life into them; water god

Min - fertility god who bestowed sexual powers on men

Osiris - earth and vegetation

Ptah - patron of craftsmen

Qebehsenuef - protect deceased's intestines

Re - sun

Seth - lord of Lower Egypt and evil enemy of Horus

Shu - god of space and light between sky & earth; power over snakes; held ladder to heaven

Sobek - crocodile god

Thoth - wisdom and learning - also known as Tahuti by the Greeks


8-8-92 - DREAM - I moved into a large apartment complex. My apartment faced the Lake or Ocean. My son Bill came to visit at 3 a.m. I was expecting my son Mike at 10 a.m. It was 8 a.m. and my Mother came to visit. I told her that I could have lived in another apartment facing north and I could move if I waned to. She protested. "No. No! Don't you dare. You have the most prestigious address now."

We looked out the window and people were setting up to have races and testing out on the lake shore.

I asked her how she had gotten there and she said she took the Lake Shore and something buses.


8-9-92 - MEDITATION - I was just trying to quiet my mind and a tall, dark-haired woman came in and started speaking Spanish to me. The only word I understood was Bravo. Then I was sitting8-g at a banquet table all by myself and she brought what looked like 3 pizzas and set them on the table. She again spoke Spanish and I thought she was talking about the pizzas. The disks were about 12 or 14 inches across but looked like pink and white waffled squares, and she said that these might look like pizzas but there was no cheese.

NOTE: interestingly enough, three crop circles appeared that looked just like this in the year 2000.




NOTE: This is the first time I had the dream so far in advance of the crop circles, but certainly not the first time I've dreamed the same symbols.


8-9-92 - MEDITATION - I met two more people, a man in a sort of a tight space suit and a woman. They both said similar things about me thinking that I had not done enough to please God, but that in God's eyes, I had. They were trying to reassure me that it was not the quantity of work that one did for God that was important, but only that you had tried to please Him, and that was enough.


8-9-92 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house. Tom and I were in the livingroom saying that we ought to shut the lamp off and look out the window and look for UFO's. We turned off the lamp and looked outside. I see the entire Universe in the sky in a big swirl of stars and just as thought it was on cue, a bright light wove back and forth in sharp diagonals against the background of stars. we were so excited and tried to tell everyone else that there was a UFO out there, but when we looked back, the sky had clouded over. One cloud shifted and I saw one bright light blink and the cloud rolled back.

We were so excited but nobody cared.

My mother was sitting in a corner doing her budget and she said, "I sure could use another $100. I figured since I had been living there a long time and had never given her anything, I would give her the $100.

We went outside and there was a big political rally or party going on. A whole line of elephants was going by and I had to run under several of them to get to the other side of the street.

A Philippine woman deliberately tried to run me down with a dirty, muddy, greenish motor bike. She kept hollering, "Coppa, coppa, coppa". (I think it means ' cup')  I reached into my left hand pocket and I had a big white coffee mug there. I pulled it out and showed her that I had it. I pretended I was going to smash it on the ground and she backed off, afraid that I might break the cup and destroy something precious that was hidden in it.

I said that opportunity to run back under the elephants and into a house on the other side of the street. I was running low, hunched over and a man was with me. He helped hide me in this house that had reddish carpeting.  

I woke up to the phone ringing.


8-10-92 - DREAM - I met my old friend Nancy. I hadn't seen her in many years. She said she had been in California. (I can't remember the dream)


8-10-92 - DREAM - I dreamed about apartment numbers #114 and #115


8-10-92 - DREAM - I was with some people and we discovered an old airplane that had crashed 4 years earlier and the bodies were still in it. Someone was going to arrange to get them out. Then we found an old grand piano that no one had played in all that time. Someone played it and it was still in perfect tune. Then they allowed me to play it and I was thrilled, although I was playing slower than the other person. I knew I could play faster and make it sound wonderful.

We were in a museum and I was trying to explain to someone the thrill of being able to play the piano no one had  touched in so many years that sounded so beautiful, but no one cared until I talked to someone on the phone.

He tried to understand and be glad for me. I didn't know if I'd ever have that opportunity again.


8-9-92 - DREAM - Steve (the locksmith) opened a car at JVI (an apartment building) and then came over for coffee. I spent the whole dream in sort of a day like I was half awake, half asleep with my eyes half closed. I was wiping off the table, then noticed that the floor needed scrubbing. I made coffee, Then two other people showed up for coffee. (This seemed like a real astral experience, but my apartment was on the 1st floor and the floors were brown linoleum, not carpeted and were immense.)


8-10-92 - DREAM - I was shown a handprinted book, ready for publishing. It was an alphabetical list of all the rock and roll bands in Wisconsin by county. It was given to me to publish.


8-10-92 - DREAM - I was taking the hand-rinted rock and roll book to 20th St. scool with me where I worked, I was riding in the back seat of a car with a man who was on my left and three big browny men in brown jackets in the front seat.

I explained to the man on my left how it was in the old days, and I could see that the men in the front were straining to hear every word I said. Instead of just being men, they were vice squad officers and they were listening to see if I said anything they could arrest me for.

I was relating an experience where I was expected to wear low cut blouses and short, short skirts with extremely high heeled shoes with stockings and iknew they were listening to see if I had been a prostitute. But I was careful what I said, that I had been 'expected' to dress that way, not that I had done anything.

So I wasn't arrested.

We arrived at 20th St. school and I went into work. For some reason, a doctor examined me and said I was too sick to go to work. I had lost one of my shoes and my left foot was barefoot and I had a high heeled shoe on my right foot.

I didn't feel sick, but I had no choice. So I went to the front desk to notify the head clerk that the doctor was sending me home.

There were hundreds of women there applying for jobs. At first, the clerk, wasn't there, so we had to wait for her to arrive. I managed to get her attention to tell her I was leaving, but everyone was clammering for her attention, so I knew I had better write her a note to remind her.

But, my papers kept slipping out of my hands. I couldn't keep them in line. I left, having the same problem all the way down the street.

The telephone woke me up.


8-11-92 - TOM'S DREAM - Tom and another man were floating in space from a viewpoint above the earth. He could see the earth below him spinning.

The next thing he remembered being in a room, looking at the body of a woman who was greyish looking. He felt her skin and it was cold and rubbery.

He then went into another room that a board set up in the center that you could see through and it had writing on it. He looked at it closer and it had hieroglyphics on it like the Egyptians. He didn't know what it said but he knew it was the language of the Space Aliens.


8-12-92 - DREAM  I was in a house, looking across the way to where my school and dormitory was being built. It was on the side of the hill, near the railroad tracks. The last post was driven and the roof was nearing completion. I looked at the plans and said that I wished the dormitory had been made one room wider so we had room for more people.


DREAM 2 - I was inside the school, prepairng it for painting and polishing gem stones for use in the classroom.

Several men kept looking at the building and wanting to come in, so I was trying to lock the door against them, but there were no locks on the doors. I managed to block the door closed by sliding a tool handle into the hasp of a padlock, but one man was already inside, having come in to use the bathroom. I had to quickly open the door and let him out, then bar the door again.

I can't remember what any of these men said, but they were potentially a threat to the running of the school.


8-12-92 - TEACHER'S DREAM - I was at A-C purchasing. Someone was trying to sell him pink disks that electronically interpreted hieroglyphics.

TEACHER'S DREAM #2 - In India, a great man, looked like Christ with a black and white beard. A great Master. A great healer. He was given a photograph of his face. He wanted to frame it, but had trouble getting it into the frame. He wanted to make it perfect.  He went from house t ohouse killing cobras. He emt a woman of medicine of the west. She said that most mystic healers are friends.

So then the teacher saw the healer again. He was in northern Wisconsin, teaching. He put his hands on a man and healed him. He had the power of healing like Christ. He knew that the power of healing and the power of truth comes from the same source.


8-12-92 - MEDITATION - I meditated on the above dream to find out who this Indian healer is.  The answer came. "Sohataji"

I was chilly and i had called Babaji and Sohataji. They came and put a dark blue blanket over me to eliminate the cihll. I could feel the pressure of the blanket on my skin.

I went back and beautiful blonde woman was smiling at me and said, "I bring you the light." She looked at the two men, then to me, back to them, and then back to me.

I meditated aggain and saw a black and silver ball of soemthing laying at my feet. A male voice said, "It has not been claimed."  The other voice said, "I thought it was covered under the Law."

I saw myself climbing up ladders to the 3rd level. I was carrying a white box, 3" high and about 24" across (square). They said, "The Great Soul Provider".

I went back again and someone opened up a door for me and let me in.

I went back again and Babaji placed the black and silver ball into my right hand. I was a spectrolite ball. I didn't know if I should hold it in my left hand or my right hand. He said to hold it in both hands at the same time. The left to receive, the right to project at the same time, to hold it for meditating.


8-13-92 - DREAM - I was carying for 8 infants and it was feeding time, so I started fixing bottles with milk and as I finished putting milk in a bottle, I would give it to a crying baby. The problem was that I would no sooner fix a 2nd or 3rd bottle and the 1st one would already be done and throw the bottle aside.

That created several more problems. #1 - I wouldn't remember which baby had been fed because itw as now crawling around amongst the other babies, and #2 - I didn't know if I had enough milk to go around to make sure that I fed all the babies and not overfeed some.

So, I decided I would fill 8 bottles all at once and thereby be able to give all 8 babies equal amounts and not miss any.

Then came the problem of finding 8 bottles all at the same time. To make sure they were all fed, some got miok, some got grape KoolAid, one go twine, or at least I considered it. As I looked ror bottles in amongst the babies, I found some bottles that still had milk in them and I didn't know if it was fresh from a bottle I had just given them or from a previous feeding.

Still, I decided that to feed all 8 babies at once was the best solution, even if some ended up with grape KoolAid, because I could easily come up with Strawberry Kool Aid or Orange Kool Aid if necessary to keep them from crying or running out of milk altogether.

Later, I went to get my family up for the next day and had to get everyone out of bed and make the beds at the same time. One of the white bedspreads had a poem printed on it and my hsband teased me to see if I had still remembered what it said without readin it, and i missed the middle word. I had forgotten the word, "PATIENCE".

Then Roy Rogers and Dale Evens came on TV. She had had a small heart attack 3 days earlier and was already in the mood to make love and he was afraid to because it might cause her to have another heart attack, yet the doctor said it owuld be all right to try and if she started to feel some discomfort, she could stop at that point.

I felt that it would be a shame to not feel the pleasure of being loved by her husband, yet I know it would be difficult to stop at the point pain began. It was quite a delemma for them to solve.


8-13-92 - DREAM - I had a dream within a dream about my painter Bob G. I then analyzed the dream and the meaning came out . 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOWARD', and I was told to tell Bob the message because it would be important to him.


8-13-92 - MEDITATION - with Bababi and Sohataji

Q. Should me teacher call you for assistance in healing?  A. "Most assuredly."

Q. What type of healing should he call you for?  A. "All manner of touch."

Q. What about long distance healing.?  A. "I can be called for assistance with that too."

Q. Where did Akhnaten get his teaching of the One God?  A. "Snohuton."

I stated that it was not clear. Q. May I come back and ask again?  "A. "Yes!"


8-14-92 - DREAM - I was working at A-C out in the country and i had just started. Another woman and I had some oranges and they were frozen so we were bouncing them off of a wall and on the floor to soften them up for eating.

I bounced one off the wall and someone knocked back. I realized then that it was the women's bathroom wall and I had disturbed someone. I immediately began to write a note of apology tothe woman, but the superivsor (female) of my office came over and started to eyll at me for causing all manner of ruckus in the office. She pointed over at the other end of the room where colorful gymnasium equipment was hanging. She accused me of making the people jump and and down and act rowdy.

I became very incensed at her accusation. I said, "I may have just started working here, but I am not new to A-C. I started in 1973 and worked for 10 years. I had to elave, but I came back because I love the people who work here. I had nothing t odo with all that stuff over there. That was done while I was gone.

She looked shocked at what I said t oher and said nothing further, just turned around and walked sheepishly back to her desk.

I then turned with my notes in hand to go deliver my apology to the woman who had been in the bathroom, and a woman came up to me and said, "How could you talk to her like that, she's got a doctorate."

I thought to myself, "She may have a degree, but that doesn't mean she knows everything."


8-14-92 - MEDITATION - I called Babaji and Sohatiaji. Q. Who taught Akenaton about the Sun God? A. Snohuton. (Blurry word)  I saw a rolled papyrus or metal sheet full of Hyroglyphics relating the story. I apologized for not being able to read what they showed me and said I would need it translated.

They showed me a shiny black folder wtih a fiery red figures on the front and said, "It was written in 'RED' time.

Q. Who taught Akhenaton?  A. Snohuton. She was his personal tutor for many years and a great thinker. She was 130 years old.


8-14-92 - DREAM - I young boy in my 16th St. house was told to study the history of Chzechslovakia.


8-15-92 - DREAM - I was on Hwy 100 (108th St.) and Beloit Rd. and had to get home to New Berlin. I had no car, so was going to have to walk and it was very cold and snowy and icy out. So  I started to walk hoping someone from near my house would recognize me and pick me up. But first I came to other walkers. They were out to pick up snacks and belonged to an army base nearyby. It made me think to myself that if they could walk, I could walk. So, I headed west. My feet were already cold,w alking on the slippery ice and snow, and I saw that I wasn't wearing gloves either and it was very, very cold. I found some gloves in my pocket and put them on, but they were fignerless, the fingers already having worn out. I plodded onward and came to a bakery shop. I hoped someone there would notice my plight, but nobody did. they were all going different directions than I was.

So, I plodded onward, knowing that with each step I was getting closer to home and if I kept going I would eventually get there.

Then I came to aplace where there was a steep drop off. For cars, there was a steep road that made a left turn before it went down the cliff side. For walkers, there was a ladder made of thin wire to coimb down. It looked impossible.

Two of my sons showed up and they said, "We'll show youhow easy it is and we'll catch you at the bottom if you fall."

So, they climbed down like it was nothing. I figured that if they did it, I could do it. So, I hung onto the top wire and put my foot down about 6 steps that was within easy reach, my left foot went down another one and I jumped down the rest of the way. It had been easier than it looked.

Now, I knew that home was right on the other side of the hill. So I continued on and when I got close, I knew I had to go back east and that was just as far, but I set out up Edgerton Ave. It got less and less cold and I ran into other problems along the way, but they were pleasanter ones. I go to 124th St. where another problem presented itself and I was perplexed that I may be wasn't spiritual enough or something, just not good enough.

I ran into a Christian preacher and his wife and the preacher's wife said to me, "God isn't telling you that he wants a higher Dolores, He wants a "New Dolores".


8-16-92 - DREAM - I was with a tall man and we were romantically inclined. He did some travelling and I walked down to the corner with him on 20th St. Just before he left, he took me in his arms and asked, "Will you marry me?" I smiled back at him and answered, "yes!" We felt so happy.

Later on, we were living in my 16th st. house and we were very busy working for other people. The house was immaculate. The same man had to go out and do something for someone and I met him coming out of the diningroom with the laundry. He was taking it with him. I was a little upset about it and I begged him to come back into the diningroom and sit down so I could sit on his lap and kiss and hug him before he left.

He reassured me that there were no romantic or love problems, that he was just being efficient and taking care of two things at once and I felt better then.


8-16-92 - MEDITATION:  I called my teacher in spirit. I saw a sink with what looked like wet clothes in it.  I then saw a white house, or series of cottages attached like we lived in, in Santa Rosa, CA. built on little blocks off the ground. I was able to walk around this building, calling his name.


8-17-92 - DREAM - I was driving my car in a small town. I wanted to turn right, but there was a car blocking the way. There was a big green metal box in the center of the street. I pulled up beside it, then realized that I couldn't turn right because I wasn't in the right-hand lane, so I was forced to turn left. I made a right hand turn at the next corner with the intention of going around the block, but the road didn't go that way. It made a long detour, on which I drove too fast to make up for lost time, then when I finally managed to roll to a stop at the corner to make a safe turn, I had to turn left  two more times just to get back on the street I wanted to be on in the first place. I was then shown a huge circular map by the authorities. It appeared to be of the entire universe but had no stars marked on it. It was divided into narrow lanes and in the center of each lane was a short mark with an arrow at the end pointing towards the direction that the lane went. Obviously, the easiest way to travel was to stay within your lane, going the direction of the arrow or as we say, "Go with the flow."  There was one other point to this map, where the marks were with the arrows, those were check-in points so you would be told whether you were on course or not.


8-17-92 - VISION -I closed my eyes to sleep and a huge man came out of the bathroom. He looked around the apartment and then announced that everything looked all right to him.


8-18-92 - DREAM - I was driven up to A-C front door which was closed and locked. I had left all my keys in the office so I walked around to another entrance and went inside. In my office were all my keys, including all the master keys to all the dors, and I also had access to my bosses keys and master keys which were hanging on his coat rack. So I had both sets of keys and walked through the offices back towards the front door.

A tour of boy scouts was being given a lecture by one of the younger men. I went out into the factory yard and there was a big, long metal hopper there wehre a man was building a ifre under it to burn down the whole sturcture. He had wood piled under it and started it with a Christmas tree. There were 3 little girls in the hopper. They were screaming but he amde no effort to take them out.

I went on towards the front door wehre I met my teacher. He gave me a large hand-held calculator which he had just had reprogrammed with another language. I remember it as Irish, but it only had 4 letters. The top half of the the calculator had white ubttons which could light up from inside. The bottom half had normal black buttons with numbers on them.


8-19-92 - DREAM - I was being tested for co-ordination, stamina, endurance, etc. in a dance class with other people.


8-19-92 - DREAM - I was given a smaple of barley soup to taste. I was shown a close up of 60 barley kernels on a board and several (5?) of them hd names of something on them. (Perhaps they were diseases that barley would cure?)


8-19-92 - DREAM - My husband drove me to somebody's ocean property to see a sailboat race or someone escaping by boat or something. We pulled onto the lot, had to go thru a log cabin, and a narrow door. Both sides of the narrow lot were fences with tall wooden poles. The car's windshield wipers didn't work well, so our vixion was foggy looking ahead. We never did see the ocean.


8-20-92 - DREAM - I was with some people who had a ride that ran on a rail up in the air. Nobody was on it. I noted that the rail came down low enough to meet the ground up ahead where people could get on. One of the people who looked at it and commented on my idea, "Nobody was ever able to stay on it that long."  I looked closer at a person who suddenly appeared at that spot where it came down to the ground. It was my daughter-in-law Becky.


8-20-92 - DREAM - I was at my 16th St. house. I was wearing a bright red dress and was attracted to a man who was heading to remodel my house. I didn't want him to think I wore the red dress every day, so I went to the closet and picked out a white diaphanous dress that had pastel colored flowers all over it and put it on over a plain white slip.

I went to the front porch and my Father came out and said he was buying a new car to make a trip to the West Coast. He was buying a huge grey car (he gave me the name of it) It was big enough to really stretch out in and almost stand upright in.

Later on, when I thought about it, it reminded me of a big grey coffin.


8-21-92 - DREAM - I was looking at an auditorium full of people. I was told that they were gaining 30,000 members per month.


8-21-92 - DREAM - I was with some people down the street on 16th St. I was leaving to go home and kissed the old lady on the cheek and said, "Goodbye Grandma!"  (It could have been Audrey Loomis, my ex-mother-in-law)  

NOTE: Audrey passed on in January or so of 1996.


8-22-92 - DREAM - I was with someone who was pulling a 'Ham radio in a red coaster wagon. (I think it was the actor Richard Dawson) He pulled it down the sidewalk. A voice said, "Listen to Christ".


8-22-92 - DREAM - I was with some people who asked me if I would do something for them. I sat in a chair and allowed men to come by and put quarters in my vagina.  Each one used three of them. What they got from it I don't know. Mostly I had to do it myself because it was dry.

I didn't know how many I was going to be able to hold. It was become more and more uncomfortable. Then I worried about how they were going to be removed again.

Finally, it was so uncomfortable, I couldn't take it anymore. I stood up and to my surprise, the quarters were on the outside of my body in a roll of quarters. They all slid down the right leg of my medium blue slacks. I caught them at the bottom. I saw that they were full of blood, so I went to the sink to wash them off. When I did, I saw that each had a picture of Christ on them.


8-22-92 - MEDITATION - I called Babaji and Snuhuton -

A. "She is not here. Refer to the miracle of 1795. See Catherine of Sienna."

NOTE: Catherine of Sienna lived from 1347 to 1380.  I didn't have a computer at the time so couldn't do any research on this.

Here is the search for miracle 1795


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. coming towards a house next to my own with a steep stairway at the front. There was a helicopter sitting on the ground with its blades going so fast that they were almost invisible. We wanted to go up the steps into the house, but that's where the blades were spinning ... neck high ... at the top step.

When I saw that, I determined that it would be wise not to try to enter the house until the helicopter lifted up at least enough to clear the stairway entrance.


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was walking along an ocean shore with someone. There wasn't the slightest breeze. The fog was thick and dark over the water and the waves were crashing in higher and higher. I saw to the other person, "This is how Hawaii is."


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was in a small town in a store. I was working as a clerk. I  and the other people working there were sent across the street to school. I had an orange book with me that had what looked like thought lessons in it. We had to learn 'economics, salesmanship, and 'How to run a register.'

When I got into the school, I was shown a map of the United States and the cities where Mastership was taught. The one that was brought to my attention specifically was in Northern Texas. I was told that was #1200.

Note: In the Library of Congress, under the subject of Psychology, #1200 fits here: 1001-1389 Parapsychology Including hallucinations, sleep, dreams, hypnotism, telepathy, spiritualism, mediumship, clairvoyance, telekinesis


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was working in an apartment building. It was not like reality, more surrealistic. At the end, apartments #106 and #110 were completed.

NOTE: a dream last week was similar with different apartment numbers.


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was dating a handsome, dark haired man and I was very fond of him. But I had to get permission from my Father for everything I did and my Father called him Satan. I asked him why and he showed me an egg-shaped hole right in the middle of his body. This man tried to use everything and anyone he could to fill up that egg-shaped hole and nothing could.Then I saw a shimmering rainbow on the ground, with all the colors overlayed with shimmering mother-of-pearl and I knew it represented Christ. I said, "I'll never be happy until I can call him mine." (End)

NOTE: I woke up and was thinking about my dream and about my life and how frustrating it is. I saw a man standing in front of me who looked like Richard Chamberlain, but dressed in a long blue robe. He said, "I told you there would be disappointments and great heartaches first."


8-25-92 - DREAM - I was living in New Berlin. I didn't have my own car, so Tom said he would drive me where I needed to go. But when I got in, Tom drove backwards along a newly constructed pathway that led through a farmer's fields and orchards. I could tell which way we were going only by looking back towards where we came from. We made a sharp turn which seemed to be right because we were going backwards, but if we had been going forward, would have been to the left. I was very concerned and wanted to get out of the car, but Tom said not to worry because the road ended at the river.

I looked backwards and saw that the river was in a gorge like the Grand Canyon. I told him to let me out, but he kept driving too fast, so I couldn't get out. Finally, he reached the water's edge and the car slowed down. We were already in the water and I opened the door and got out and waded back to shore. Tom sat in the car, spinning his wheels, trying to get out.

In the river was a big construction rig. It was black. I just wanted to get away from it. I knew Tom would eventually get his car out, but I couldn't wait for him.

NOTE:  This seems to be prophetic for his life.

I went back to the house and found my daughter looking in the mirror. She was chewing on chunks of glass. She managed to get some of them out, but I knew I had to help her get them all out. I vowed I would pay more attention to her and help her so she wouldn't need to chew on glass anymore.

NOTE: That seems to be speaking of religious teachings I believe ... I wouldn't ever want to swallow some of the stuff they tried to serve us earlier in life.


8-23-92 - DREAM - I was dating a handsome, dark haired man and I was very fond of him. But I had to get permission from my Father for everything I did and my Father called him Satan. I asked him why and he showed me an egg-shaped hole right in the middle of his body. This man tried to use everything and anyone he could to fill up that egg-shaped hole and nothing could.

Then I saw a shimmering rainbow on the ground, with all the colors overlayed with shimmering mother-of-pearl and I knew it represented Christ. I said, "Ill never be happy until I can call him mine."

NOTE: I woke up and was thinking about my dream and about my life and how frustrating it is. I saw a man standing in front of me who looked like Richard Chamberlain, but dressed in a long blue robe. He said, "I told you there would be disappointments and great heartaches first."


8-26-92 - DREAM - I was at A-C working. The lunch hour came and I had my shoes off. A man I didn't know, wearing a brown suit handed me a 1/2 eaten sandwich and asked me to take it to room 168. I headed that direction, but started to feel strange without my shoes on. I was thinking about going back to get my shoes on, when I spotted a pair of shoes under a table. I went over and tried to put my left foot in one but it was too narrow.

I sat down on a chair and used my hands to put the shoe on and it went on easily. In fact it was a size too large. But they were a beautiful iridescent blue, so I put the other one on and continued on down the hall.

I was headed north. I came to a meeting room where I saw the Compressor/Pump purchasing guys and they were all walking in with crullers and donuts to eat.

I was envious, but continued on with the 1/2 eaten sandwich.

All of a sudden, two elephants, a baby and a medium size came around the corner and headed toward me. I was afraid of them, so ducked into a side office to avoid them.

A man saw the sandwich and asked, "Is that for me?" I said, "If this is room 168 it is." He took the sandwich and I left.

I saw two strange looking men with big jaws and wearing plaid suits go up the hall the way that I had been headed. I said to someone, "I was expecting a big bull elephant to come around the corner next."  He answered, "I was told that there is one coming." I was peering over the partition ahead because I was afraid I was going to run into it, but as long as I was that far, I thought I would keep going and maybe catch a glimpse of T.M.

I was looking ahead and saw someone with white hair coming towards me, but then he went into the men's room. I was too afraid of the elephant to keep going, so I turned and went back.


8-27-92 - DREAM - We were going to go look at some property to buy a farm. We were driving too fast and passing other people up and when we came to the first fork in the road where we were supposed to turn right, we missed it and went straight. I thought that if we made a right turn at the next crossroad, we could meet up with that road, but even though we took all the rest of the right forks, there was never a crossroad and we were getting farther and farther away from the correct destination. The only way to get there would be to go back and start over.

There was an incident earlier where I was packing the car for the trip and taking practical things for survival. My husband came home with another man and they were both drunk and put me down for my choices of items, deciding they wanted to pack booze and drugs. I managed to sidetrack them and packed the correct things.

Later on, I and another girl were wearing thin, glossy material dresses and high heeled shoes.  Mine was light blue and hers was white. We went to an upstairs dinner theatre to have dinner and see a play. The person who was supposed to be at the table where I was invited to sit was late and he showed up with another woman. He was very angry that I was in his spot. I offered to move, but he just slammed his huge package of raw steak, fresh potatoes, carrots, etc. on the table, and said, "Here! You eat it!" and stalked off.

I didn't want the meat. I would have taken three hours of cooking for the meat alone. I stuck with my own choices which I had made earlier.


8-26-92 - DREAM - I was with my husband. I had gone through the Sears catalog and made a long list of every item I thought we'd need to buy to take with us to the house on the property we were buying. I asked him if he'd like to see it, but he didn't need to if he didn't want to.

He said that it was more important right now to make a list of items and costs necessary to build the house and we began to list the building materials necessary, lumber, nails, cement, cement forms, etc.

I asked him to repair the mailbox and the dream turned to a cartoon. The mailbox was animated and talked and then the mailman came to deliver the mail and with each step he changed into a different multicolor cartoon character. (That part was amazing. How can the mind be that agile to create that quick change in milliseconds that many colors and shapes and be so perfect?)


8-27-92 - I was on 16th St. in the backyard and there were some bad people back there who started to chase me and the person I was with, so we ran through the yards, through a couple paths through bushes, across 16th St. to the park along the ocean. We ran south along the ocean just as fast as we could. The farther we ran, I started to feel a pressure in my upper left chest and then a dull pain started.

I woke up, laying flat on my back and my heart rate was elevated slightly, but there was no pain. I was afraid to move for fear that the pain would become reality.


8-27-92 - DREAM - I was with some people at a lake. It was like a warm pool with a sandy bottom. It was very shallow and I was on my knees feeling on the bottom for pretty stones. I pulled up a beautiful, flat, polished multicolored rock and showed it to the other person.

I was thinking that we could find more of these stones and maybe sell them. Another person there said, "Somebody beat you to it. They already pulled out all the worthwhile stones and you can buy them, but you have to watch out, because they pulled out the worthless ones too and they'll sell those to you too. I went up to where the rock pile was and a lot of the stones were just chunks of limestone.  I broke one in half to see if there was anything inside of it and there wasn't.


8-27-92 - DREAM - I was taking care of a baby and he had orange mush from some food all over his head, in his hair, on his body, and arms and hands and on his clothes. He was just as happy as could be, but he was a mess. My cousin Shirley was there and I told her that I'd better give the baby a bath to wash all the orange mush off of him. His diapers felt heavy and sodden and I dreaded to pull it off to see what was in it, but when I did, it was clean and dry, but there was a list of foods printed on it, including brand named like Delta Peach, ___ carrot, ___ yam... There were about 10 foods listed.

These are all Vitamin A and Beta Carotene foods.  Probably a warning dream to eat them. I'm sure of this because my diet was very poor.


8-28-92 - I was with some people at a business. There were a lot of telephones placed around where I was sitting. I picked up one and said, "Juneau Village Garden Apartments" and I knew I had answered with the wrong name, but another woman came on and answered also with the name of a craft/fabric shop. The woman on the other end asked her if she carried some particular fabric covered button or something like that.

I hung up my phone thinking that I could do a job like that.

I noticed at that point that I had my Aaron security radio with me and I realized that I hadn't heard any transmissions recently. I looked at it and saw that a wire on top was disconnected. I immediately knew I could be in trouble and wondered if my boss Tom was mad at me and if I still had my job.

I then went into another room, knowing that it was Ampco Metals where my first ex-husband used to work. It had new owners and they were from California. I sat at the big conference table with the man and his father. They were dressed casually and the father even had one front tooth missing when he smiled.

The younger one said, "Well! How many castings do you want?"  Not knowing what the market would bear, I answered, "Well! I know you didn't come all this way to sell one 68 pound casting. We'll take as many as you think we can handle."

He said to me, "In another time and another place, that would have made a great sales pitch." They both smiled at me and said, "Most women, unlike you, don't realize that it takes 82 hours a week to earn a living."

I knew that was a compliment and smiled.


8-28-92 - ASTRAL TRAVEL EXPERIMENT - Most of my efforts were interrupted by phone calls because I was working.

Once, I reached the astral level, surrounded by a crowd of people and when I stated that I wanted to go to Greendale or Greenfield, they all turned to go with me, but there were so many of them walking, it was real slow going, so I stopped.

The second time, I was alone and saw two naked people sprawled on a bed, so I quit immediately.


8-30-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. I had a dream within a dream.

I went to a large gymnasium/auditorium type place where people from many countries had gathered together to sign an accord of some kind. It was getting down to the time when the last holdouts were finally coming forward to sign. The gathering of the Chinese decided to withdraw one last time for a conference before they signed. They withdrew into a place in a building. There were many of them, probably 25 to 40 of them.

We waited for them to re-emerge and come forward and sign the accord, but suddenly we heard a huge explosion from the place they had gone to.

We all ran to see what happened and we looked into the building. There was nothing left. The Chinese had committed Hari Kari so-to-speak and annihilated themselves, rather than sign the accord.