11-1-13 - DREAM - I had the same historical dream I had some time ago, and I believe it is British - but not certain.

Will have to look for it.

I had this dream right after watching a NOVA- PBS story about Black America.  Evidently, the first black men came to America in 1540 from what is now Mexico.  Way before the British Europeans came to America.  They were free citizens in the southwest after getting away from the Spaniards in Mexico.

How interesting history is when you take the emotion, blood and gore out of it - even though you see it on the screen in photographs and paintings.


11-1-13 - VISION - I was planning on going to sleep in my meditation chair, so I closed my eyes, and I started to see what I thought was a plant -  it looked like green spikey balls on a vine, but then the whole thing got pulled down into water and when it got under the water, I realized I was looking at bombs -  they were mines for blowing up ships.

Yesterday's vision was of an old house that was unpainted, except on the wall outside was a white stenciled sign that said 'SALTY WATER'. 

Wondering now if the two visions go together.


11-1-13 - NAP DREAM - I was going somewhere in a town and came to a stop sign, and pulled to a stop right on the cross walk.  In my attempt to move the car backwards a bit to get out of the crosswalk, I must have stepped on the gas too hard, and then I couldn't find the brake - I kept hitting the gas going backwards. 

I was getting frightened that I was going to hit a car behind me, but evidently there wasn't any traffic behind me so I figured I would park the car and turned the wheel so I'd move over to the curb and stop by hitting the curb. I still couldn't find the brake pedal - just the gas pedal. 

Finally, I found the brake just as I hit the curb, and when I looked closer, I was right up against a telephone pole in front of the windshield.  I couldn't figure out how I had done that and thought I was in the parking spot sideways and was actually looking out the right side window. 

I managed to get out of the car and then discovered that the whole bottom of the car was missing and so was the front seat.  All that was inside the car was the back seat with a whole bunch of baby dolls on it of various sizes, and in the middle of the dolls was a toy black horse, made of soft fabric.

All the windows of the car were gone as well, and some little kids came along and started grabbing the dolls like it was Halloween trick or treat.  I hollered at them, "Just take one each, just one each", but there were so many kids, they took all the dolls I had.  And someone had taken the black horse too.

When I stood up from the car, I could hear a TV playing loudly, and the kids having a good time, so I followed the sound to a house ahead of me.

Sure enough, the doors and windows were open, so I went inside the house, and in the darkened house I could make out the TV blaring some program, and the kids showing off their new dolls and the black horse.  The Father just nodded his head, as he was too busy watching TV to really pay attention to what his kids had just done.


11-2-13 - DREAM -  (This dream wasn't meant to be remembered)  I was taught how to say the word 'perchance'  with a British accent using a broad A sound and not a nasal New Yorker A sound, and we were in a formal English garden, using geometric angles.  I found it very pleasant, but can't remember a thing about it except the geometry.


11-2-13 - NAP DREAM.  I had been watching the Jim Bakker show and the guest was Bobby Conner.   My eyes got tired so I paused it to rest my eyes.

In the dream, I was at a church meeting apparently, and we were told what could go right, but more so what could go wrong if we screwed up. 

The first meeting was at 7 p.m. and as soon as we finished that meeting, we had another meeting at 9 p.m.  

I was just heading to the meeting with my Bible in my hand, and I was about three feet from the door, and the little porch outside the door was surrounded by bushes that were about 5 to 6 feet tall, and just before I reached the door, Jim ___  ( a really short blonde kid) from high school came along to this meeting which he had no idea what we were in for. 

I felt it was my business to tell him what we were in for right before we went in the door.


11-3-13 - don't remember the dreams - I woke up with pain in my right big toe  - a cramp starting, then a cramp in my right calf of my leg right below the knee


11-3-13 - DREAM  I was somewhere at a church or school with some other people.  We found a stack of CDs with sacred texts on them.

The man I was with decided to take a look at all of the CD's before throwing them all away.  Some of the sacred texts were positive ones and he kept them, some of them were negative so he put them on a different pile to throw away.

Then he found some CDs that said sacred texts read by Dee Finney.  He didn't know who Dee Finney was so he was going to throw them all away, but at the last minute he decided to listen to the voice to see if it was any good because it said,  Dee Finney reads  Satsang and I woke up.

NOTE:  What a great idea!

Satsanga, Satsangam, Satsang (Sanskrit सत्सङ्ग sat = true, sanga = company) in Indian philosophy means (1) the company of the "highest truth," (2) the company of a guru, or (3) company with an assembly of persons who listen to, talk about, and assimilate the truth.[1] This typically involves listening to or reading scriptures, reflecting on, discussing and assimilating their meaning, meditating on the source of these words, and bringing their meaning into one’s daily life.[citation needed]

The idea of satsangam was first spread by ancient Rishis such as Vedavyasa and Valmiki who explained its value in numerous ways.

See also


11-4-13 - DREAM - I was at a very old wooden barn.  I was standing outside the main door with two other women, and on the ground - in the doorway, were the bodies of three very beautiful naked dead women. 

It turned out that one of the dead women wasn't dead, after all and she lay there arguing with us about why someone killed her.

She started moving around and of course us women who were standing up were rather freaked out that the dead woman wanted to get up again. 

Instead of running away from the scene, we decided to go inside the barn because there were apartments inside the barn where people hung out to watch TV and drink and whatever else people do in barn apartments.

We stepped over the bodies of the dead women, and ran inside the barn.  I spotted a pink and white plaid baby blanket on the floor of the barn and grabbed it to put around myself when we got to wherever we ended up in case it was cold.

On the way running through the barn, we met an old man - he was rather thin, and evidently had worked hard all his life, but I didn't know who he was though he looked familiar.

We just ran past him, went past two apartments tucked away in corners -  this was a very large barn, and we ran into the third apartment, crouched down on blankets that were laying on the floor and I wrapped myself in the baby blanket which felt very comforting.

Then the dead woman came into the apartment right behind us, so she was very fast on her feet once she stood up.

I can't remember any of the conversation after she got there... I just know she was mad at us for letting her lay on the ground instead helping her back up to her feet.


11-4-13 - DREAM - I was sorting out cards with numbers on them 1 thru 12.  There were none higher than the number 12. 

Then I was sorting out cards where the backs were covered with smeared lines around the card in the colors of red, orange, yellow and white,  so the swirls were rounded squares the same shape as the cards.

NOTE: I didn't bother writing that down because I play solitaire all the time so it didn't seem relevant to anything.

MEDITATION:  This dream was brought to mind in meditation, and I was told that it was related to the Tower in 1973.

Looking it up now:

Sears Tower: Historic News Headlines - Similarto Sears Tower: Historic News Headlines

Today's the day-- Sears Tower becomes tallest of the tall (c) Chicago Tribune, May 3,1973. With its topping out today, Chicago's Sears Tower will become the ...

NOTE:  When I sorted out the numbered cards, they were upright.  When I sorted out the colored backed cards, they were laying down.


11-4-2013  DREAM 

I was in a building, working on a computer and I saw a woman dressed in black in a picture, so I clicked on it to save it.

Following that, I saw a picture of a colorful dragon, so I clicked on that to save the picture, but the picture just spun in front of me, and multiple clickings, he just spun some more and then moved quickly down the page so I couldn't see him, then all of a sudden, he reappeared at the top of the page, and I went to click on him again, and he just flew down the page, and disappeared.  I couldn't find him again so I could save the picture to see what he looked like.  He was hiding.


MEDITATION ON THE PREVIOUS DREAM -  I just revisited the same scenario -  I could NOT CATCH THE DRAGON.


11-4-13 - NAP DREAM -  I was in a house with a woman who looked like Chelsea and her son Conner (actors on the Young and the Restless)  Conner was in a buggy sleeping.  Chelsea said Conner felt like he had a fever and had just thrown up all over the place.  I didn't see anything because she had already cleaned it up, but I leaned over the buggy and Conner and said to him, "We don't like throw up very much, NO. We don't like throw up very much."


11-5-13 - DREAM -  I  was approached by a Norman look alike who said he wanted to marry me, but he and a buddy were going away together for Christmas camping or something.  

I couldn't stop him from doing that, but I decided to go to Las Vegas with my girlfriend instead of staying home and moping because the day after Christmas is my birthday and I could win a lot of money there.

NOTE:  I wasn't going to write this dream down because I felt it was very negative and not worth remembering, but when I sat down to meditate later, I was reminded of this dream by spirit and was told that in December, I was going to be getting a LOT of money.

That might mean that IRS is finally going to answer my plea for nonprofit status and free me up to do my business.


11-6-13 - DREAM -  I was writing an audio book in 24 chapters.  It's the book of Revelations.


11-6-13 - MEDITATION DREAM -  I had meditated to ask for my dream back because a phone call interrupted it, and it is above:

However, then I got a visitor, and to my surprise (and this dream doesn't make any sense)  Mikki's daughter Amanda came to see me in my new house which had a large white wooden porch on it, and a side room to it with a big step up that a title boy about age 2  (Amanda is only 14 years old in December of 2013)  and her Grandfather (who just passed away a couple months ago) had brought her to see me and brought a whole lot of packages with her - some very large ones - larger than a suitcase, and all that went into the side room of my front porch.

Her grandfather didn't acknowledge me because he was too busy bringing in all the packages and putting them in the side room of the porch, but Amanda and I stopped and hugged each other for a long time, while the two year old boy was running around in that side room.

11-5-13 - DREAM - I was friends with a man who ran a bar and on the side, in the evening, he gave lectures about the mind.

A lot of men and boys went to these lectures.  I was there, acting like 'the manager' and being friendly with all the young boys so they didn't fight with each other.  I was like their second Mom.

I almost missed the lecture because there were so many people trying to use the bathroom at the same time.  I had to find my own bathroom. 

The lectures were held in a room in the basement - everything was made of concrete down there.

NOTE;  later in the day, I was walking through the house to the kitchen and back, thinking about this dream, and as I walked through the door, the word  PSYCHIC boomed into my head.

I laughed and said out loud, "PSYCHIC!"  and laughed again.

I was heading to my meditation chair with my hands full of plates of my lunch where I was going to sit.  I plunked myself down on the chair and said out loud, "How about Remote Viewing too?"

and spirit said, "That would be good too!"


11-5-13 - MEDITATION DREAM -  I was living in Wisconsin and heard that my cousin Jerry Preston who lived in Norman, Oklahoma wanted to sell his property and move elsewhere and couldn't find anyone to buy his place.

I had always wanted to move to Norman, Oklahoma and never had the opportunity.  Now was my chance to do just that, and didn't even know that Jerry Preston wanted to sell his property.

I didn't know Jerry's address or phone number, but where there is a will, there is a way, and I could find him from the phone company or somebody else, and make him an offer he couldn't refuse.


11-6-13 - DREAM -  I was writing an audio book in 24 chapters.  It's the book of Revelations.


11-6-13 - MEDIATION DREAM -  I had meditated to ask for my dream back because a phone call interrupted it, and it is above:

However, then I got a visitor, and to my surprise (and this dream doesn't make any sense)  Mikki's daughter Amanda came to see me in my new house which had a large white wooden porch on it, and a side room to it with a big step up that a title boy about age 2  (Amanda is only 14 years old in December of 2013)  and her Grandfather (who just passed away a couple months ago) had brought her to see me and brought a whole lot of packages with her - some very large ones - larger than a suitcase, and all that went into the side room of my front porch.

Her grandfather didn't acknowledge me because he was too busy bringing in all the packages and putting them in the side room of the porch, but Amanda and I stopped and hugged each other for a long time, while the two year old boy was running around in that side room.


11-6-13 - MEDITATION:  While watched Tom Horn talk about the Nephilim, on the Jim Bakker show, my eyes got super tired so I paused the show and closed my eyes and when I did, I was saying, "Tell me who the Nephilim were... tell me  who the Nephilim were.

I had an immediate vision of two men walking close together, with a baby lion cub on their shoulders which were close together.

I told this to Joe and he said  "Genesis 49:9". 

That started off a search through the Bible that upset me a great deal.



11-7-13 - DREAM - I downloaded every image from the interest related to the goddess ISIS.  I put them all in an e-mail and sent them to someone. (I don't know who- but it was a male.


11-8-13 -  DREAM - I was working on a computer with a mouse, and every time I clicked the mouse, I was adding a large yellow leaf to a tree.  When I was done, the tree was really beautiful, and all yellow.


11-8-13 - DREAM -  I was really tired after breakfast, so took a nap, and all of a sudden I was waking up in the dentist chair with my mouth open wide, and the dentist behind me, with a slight Japanese accent asked, "By the way!  When did you fall asleep?"  and instantly I was awake.

I fell asleep again instantly, and I was at home (I don't know which house) and there was a small Japanese man running around talking to my kids.  I thought it was ROV because he sounded like ROV, BUT hew as telling people his name was Anthony, and when I listened closely, his voice was just a little different than ROV's, and I had to rethink my idea that it was ROV.  Maybe I was wrong and it was a being named Anthony, though I couldn't fathom why Rov would pretend to be someone else. 

I left to house in my car to go get something because my son had brought valentine's home from school, and he got one from a girl that sounded really romantic.  I was driving normally and all of a sudden a huge red fire truck almost hit me head-on and I startled, really frightened, and then the fire truck managed to squeeze between me and the truck is was passing and everything was okay.

I managed to get back home safely, and again ROV/ANTHONY was there and he handed me 49 ISIS cards (the size of normal playing cards.

NOTE:  After yesterday's dream, I downloaded about 20 ISIS photos, so I'd better go get 20 more so I can use the cards for whatever they are meant for.

Maybe a newly designed Tarot deck?


11-9-13 - DREAM -  I was looking at a Bible verse on a computer that I didn't particularly like, so I deleted it like it never happened.


11-9-13 - MEDITATION - DREAM  

After I finished typing the above letter to Carolyn Connor, and Pastor Bobby Conner, I took a break to eat breakfast, and was watching Pastor Cutshall talking about being an Armorbearer and having an Armorbearer and being trained by him.

I felt the need to pause the show and meditate, and when I did that, I was instantly in a dream in which you, Carolyn started talking to me like on a telephone but it was my computer which was behind the television set.

In the dream, I realized it was really you, and I started to look at the computer and there was Bobby talking to me like my computer was a telephone and he started sending me download after download of information to help train me to start my church.

I asked Bobby through the computer if that was really him while the downloads were coming down the screen, and then you, Carolyn came back onto the computer telephone, and encouraged me and said you were there to help me.

Honestly Carolyn, I have never had such a fantastic instant connection as I do with you.

I am so blessed.

NOTE:  Those downloads were so much work, I was too tired to dream.  That's a 'good' thing.  :-)


11-10-13  - DREAM - I don't know where this building was, but apparently I both worked and lived in the same building.

The ceilings were really high - maybe like 30 feet and the rooms were large too.

As I went about my morning, I hit on twice by guys, nobody I would normally look at a second time for romance.  One guy was way shorter than me, and the second guy was a very large Italian guy with darker than normal skin and he was doing electrical maintenance.

He told me that he used to work with Compressors in Colorado, and I told him that was a coincidence, because I worked in the Compressor/Pump Department myself at work earlier in life.  He assumed I meant physically, and I didn't tell him I just worked with typing, blueprints, and copy machines mostly, and shipping wooden patterns to make the compressor components to be manufactured, so I just let it go. 

He asked me to plug in an electrical cord in an outlet that was really high up, and I think he just wanted to see what I looked like stretched out and I thought that was amusing when I thought about it later.

At one point I went from the second floor to the first floor, going down a stairway that was so steep, you didn't dare do it fast, because that's how steep it was and 30 feet high too.  As I slowly descended the stairs, which were wooden slats, I noticed that all the women were carrying bouquets of pink lilies or a flower like that.  They were really pretty, but I didn't have any flowers, and wondered why they did.

I then went to my room because I was so tired I decided I should take a nap, and when I entered my room, two of my female friends were already in the bed.  They were both awake, so I told them how tired I was, and when I said I wanted to take a nap, I opened my right eye in the physical and saw that I was already asleep.  No wonder I was so tired. :-)



11-10-13 - APPROX. 8:15 - A VOICE SAID, "IT'S FOR AMERICA"


11-11-13 - DREAM - I started making a daily calendar for November.  I stopped on the 30th because there was no need to go any further.

I woke up and a voice in my head said, "HULU, that fabulous internet TV channel is going bankrupt."


11-11-13 - DREAM - I went into my living room with an afghan I was making and showed it to my friend Lee Chin and a younger woman.

They decided it wasn't large enough and that I should make a large border around it in dark brown, which didn't match the color scheme of the afghan at all.  I told them if they wanted me to use that yarn, they had to go buy it for me.

I finally went upstairs to await whatever they were going to do, and woke up.

After I was awake but before I opened my eyes, I was told, "This is about the black twins _____ and _____.  The names were very African, and didn't sound Americanized in any way - probably children born either many years ago in history, or in a tribe that has not met English speaking people as yet.

I know exactly how the stitch should be done in triple stitches into one and then connected between the stitches in rows. 

I don't like the brown color idea whatsoever. Sorry!

NOTE:  After searching on the internet for possible twins that would meet the criteria of this dream,  I was told by spirit that these were TWIN GODS!

NOTE: There is a symbolism spoken about in the book, "Valis," by Philip K. Dick. It is fiction, but based on the author's real experiences of being "bombarded" by messages from the spirit.

In the back of the book, he lists some of the messages. There is one called, "Two Source Cosmogony," tells of The One generating "a diploid sac which contained, like an eggshell, a pair of twins, "each an androgyny, spinning in opposite directions (the Yin and Yang of Taoism, with the One as the Tao)."

The bicycle can also symbolize the "androgyny," that is, the duality of male-female. In this case, though, the wheels spin in the same direction. Joe Mason wrote about the bicycle symbol in 1992, at:

The plan of the One was that both twins would emerge into being simultaneously; however, motivated by a desire to be, the counterclockwise twin broke through the sac and separated prematurely; i.e. before full term.

This was the dark or Yin twin. Therefore it was defective. At full term the wiser twin emerged. Each twin formed a unitary entelechy, a single living organism made of psyche and soma...The full term twin, called Form I by Parmenides, advanced correctly through its growth stages, but the prematurely born twin, called Form II, languished."

It goes on to tell how the healthy twin sends micro-forms of itself into our world, such as Jesus, attempting to heal the defective twin.

You can find a little about this at:



11-12-13 - DREAM -  I was seeing my son Tom (who is in the hospital enduring a bone marrow transplant)  and I saw him at four different ages and at each of those ages, he transformed into different Biblical personalities.  (At one age, I saw him as John the Baptist).  He has now taken on another Biblical personality aspect, but I wasn't told which one he is now, but he has just changed.

Following that, I saw the inside of my church that I am going to create.  I saw the inside as very large, and about 30 feet to the right of the lectern on the stage, was a baptismal pool - one of those where adults are baptized.

Since, I was looking straight ahead at my son Tom as he changed aspects, and then looking down into my church -  I have to assume that this is happening now and in the future.

I just woke up from a dream in which I saw my son Tom (who is just now enduring a bone marrow transplant which is currently changing his blood stream)  and in the dream I saw him transform four different times and four different ages as another Biblical personality. I had seen him earlier in this lifetime that he was John the Baptist.  (I don't know which one he is now changing into - I wasn't given the name, but he is now changing again)
Following that I saw the inside of the church I am working on creating and it is very large, and about 30 feet over from the main stage was an adult baptismal pool built into the floor. 
It was all very beautiful.
I looked on my own website about the various times I've dreamt of John the Baptist, and here they are:
Hope you enjoy these.
Here are the times I've dreamt of  Jesus -  1260
WOW - What an interesting number that is.
I've done 101 pages about that number.  :-)


11-12-13 - NOON MEDITATION DREAM.  I was in a city somewhere and my husband and I met a young blonde woman and she was acting frightened. 

We wanted to help her but before we could ask her what her problem was, she was kidnapped by some men and they pulled her into the back seat of a beige car.

Somehow, we got in front of that car, but then it dropped back a bit and my husband asked me to read the license plate number.

I said, "It's too far back, I can't see it!"

So, my husband slowed down a bit and the beige car passed us up on the left side and got ahead of us.

The beige car then came up behind a trash truck and almost hit it and swerved to miss the truck and when it did, it started to tip over to the left.

We stopped our car and I ran ahead and someone said, "Get her out of there!"  and I grabbed her by the arm and pulled her into our vehicle.

I thought we were going to get into a fight with the men in the other car for rescuing her, but we seemed to be okay, and she said to me. "Thank you for saving me.  My number is " 0 " and because of you,  I am whole again. "

0 (zero; BrE: /ˈzɪərəʊ/ or AmE: /ˈziːroʊ/) is both a number[1] and the numerical digit used to represent that number in numerals. It fulfills a central role in mathematics as the additive identity of the integers, real numbers, and many other algebraic structures. As a digit, 0 is used as a placeholder in place value systems. In the English language, 0 may be called zero, nought or (US) naught /ˈnɔːt/, nil, or — in contexts where at least one adjacent digit distinguishes it from the letter "O" — oh or o /ˈ/. Informal or slang terms for zero include zilch and zip.[2] Ought or aught /ˈɔːt/ has also been used historically.[3] (See Names for the number 0 in English.)



11-13-13 - DREAM - This was all about my boss by the name  of Leonard.  Sometimes I was actually him, but in a female body.

This page from the past is also about him.  

I was very enamored with him, and he taught me how to read blueprints so I could read them to him over the telephone if he didn't have a copy with him when he went out on a job.

This dream was about work also, and whether I was on time and dressed appropriately, but I was always female.


11-13-13 - I was watching the Sid Roth Supernatural TV show - all about the Supernatural side of Religion.  The guest was African and had been supernaturally healed by a white light and a blue light that came into him.  He had been invaded by demons, which he could see, and the blue light destroyed all the demons in his neighborhood, and then a huge bolt of lightning and a roar of thunder went across the sky.  He was healed INSTANTLY. 

I paused the show to meditate on that.

DREAM -  I was in my apartment, with my sister, and we were talking about the TV show.

In the air, I saw two huge faces of the TV personality Larry King.  They were floating towards me, and I saw that the teeth were bucked and crooked.  I know that Larry King had false teeth over his real crooked teeth at that moment.

The Larry King faces vanished, and I was standing there, holding a fresh piece of bread in my hand, worrying about feeding the cat and my sister ran to the bathroom.

I followed my sister to the bathroom which was quite large, and she said something was wrong but she didn't know what.

I looked down at my hand and saw the piece of bread in my hand again, and wondered why I was carrying it around.

I saw a shelf high on the wall with nothing on it, so I put the piece of bread up there for safe keeping.

It seems that something else happened at that moment, but I can't remember what, and all of a sudden, I saw this huge gold hand coming towards me, floating in the air, made up of 1,000 golden pieces of shell shaped bits, and it was going to hit me right in the face, and I knew it was the hand of ISIS.

and I woke up instantly


11-14-13 - DREAM - I was in a large basement somewhere with some other people.  It was either next to very large river or by the ocean.  Not certain which, and there was a sluice way of some kind leading to it on the second side of the building.  It really freaked me out to see that deep dark water, especially worrying about the electricity going out, which part of the building was already pitch black inside.

There were a couple maintenance men down there, and one of them was trying to freak out the other one so that one decided to leave before the whole place went dark.

Then there were several other of us who were trying out how to figure out how someone could win a music lesson, and all we had was cardboard, pencil and tin foil to make up the card to win the lesson.

It was pretty stupid looking and I didn't need to win it because I already know how to play.

I don't recall what the purpose of that was.


11-14-13 - DREAM - It seemed I was looking at a computer screen, and in the center of the upper part were the numbers 1 and 2 oscillating back and forth between the two of them.


11-15-13 - DREAM - I was deleting some human figures by counting from 1 to 100, then starting over on the next figure.

I have no idea why I'm deleting everything in dreams.  Seems rather bizarre to me.


11-15-13 - MEDITATION DREAM -  I received a new Tarot deck today, of 44 cards.  (my previous dream was (Isis cards x 49)  This is a bit short of 49, but I decided to purchase these - name is ISIS ORACLE.

The layout is one of two  x x x

                                      x x x

                                      x x x

after shuffling and laying them out. Each of the cards in the layout answers specific questions according to the book, which I won't reveal here.

The second layout is  an arch of

                                    x x x x x

Each of those cards answers a specific question, which I won't reveal here.

However, if a card falls out of the deck while shuffling, that card itself is your reading, arranged specifically by ISIS herself.

When I did the long layout I was bored past the first three questions.  That is too long a layout for me.

When I got bored, I sat back and closed my eyes and had this dream, which I intend to follow in the future since I dreamt it.

This is the dream Tarot layout.

Lay out all the cards face down after shuffling:

                                  x  x  x 

                                   x   x 


Keep laying out all the cards face down until all the cards are laid out.

6  times 7 = 42 + 2 = 44 cards. 

I was not shown which set of cards to use, but one could psychically choose one of the layouts to follow, after asking a specific pertinent question of ISIS.

These are the first cards that came up in the long layout:










The cards names themselves are very interesting, without even reading what the card questions are according to the book


11-16-13 - DREAM - I was counting down numbers associated with colors -  I remember seeing 76 - but don't know what number I really started from.  Each number had a color written underneath it.

I didn't get down to zero and can't remember what the last number was that I counted.


11-16-13  DREAM  I was with a group of people - don't know who.  We were getting ready for something that was coming, but I don't know what it is.


11-16-13 MEDITATION TYPE DREAM -  I was sitting in my meditation chair, watching the beginning of an Apocalypse type movie, and they were showing real scenes from recent history, like 9/11 and I got this super tired feeling, paused the program, and decided not to meditate, but go to sleep.

This is the DREAM.  I was in a house that seemed like Milwaukee, and my daughter came home to visit, but in another house from the one I was in. She had just gotten her nails done at a salon and paid $1000 to have these nails put on that were about 4 inches long on each finger.  She wouldn't be able to do any type of work whatsoever with those nails on, and would want to kill someone or herself if she broke on of them.  They were painted pure white with a silver overtone. 

In this house, my cousin Shirley was visiting (the second time this month)  So I asked her if  she wanted to go with me.  I recalled that we both had our own cars, and didn't know which car we should take, but just then I remembered that Shirley's younger sister was also there in another room, so I decided to go into that room and ask that young sister if she wanted to go with us. 

When I walked into the room, the younger sister was a brown skinned dwarf type creature with very large ears.

(Shirley didn't have a younger sister - only a brother Eli) 

Before we got ready to go, the sister told me she decided she didn't want to go with us after all.

I decided I needed to go to the bathroom first, which was upstairs.  So I started climbing the stairs, and I was past 20 (I was counting them as I went up the stairs)  and when I got to the top of the stairs, I thought I was in a really expensive hotel, because the hallway wall upstairs was made of bronze (not like shiny gold) but expensive ornate bronze with every imaginable sort of decoration on it, and little and small doorways of all kinds. 

I was just about to choose which door to open when I heard a door open and close, and unfortunately, that was in the physical realm, and it woke me up.

Now I have to find a picture of Shirley's little sister, because I know I've seen it either on an Egyptian or Babylonian frescoed.

The closest I can come to my own drawing is  ANPU / ANUBIS (which is male)  but all the drawings on the internet show Anubis with skinny ears and this younger sister had big fat ears sticking up, and an equally fat snout, and she was all brown.

I KNOW I've seen her before somewhere.

English Meaning: 
The name Shirley is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Shirley is: Bright wood; bright meadow; from the white meadow. Famous Bearers: child star Shirley Temple.

American Meaning: 
The name Shirley is an American baby name. In American the meaning of the name Shirley is: 
Bright wood; bright meadow; from the white meadow. Famous Bearers: child star Shirley Temple.

Soul Urge Number: 5

People with this name have a deep inner desire for travel and adventure, and want to set their own pace in life without being governed by tradition.

Expression Number: 6

for harmony and balance in their lives, and respond positively to beautiful things.



11-16-13 - MEDIATION TYPE DREAM.  Again, I was sitting in my mediation chair, watching a little more of the Apocalypse movie, which was talking about Bible texts describing the disasters that are coming, when I got the 'tired's' again in my eyes, so I closed my eyes, and asked for a message.

I went into a dream, in which I was in my cousin MaryAnn's living room, and she had on the floor what looked like sacred texts which were unrolled and pasted onto boards to keep them unrolled and safe, wrapped in paper.  I saw that one was #10 and one was #8, but there were others as well, all laying on the floor.

Apparently, the men were supposed to be taking care of them but were off doing something else, so they were left in Mary Ann's care, and she was really busy with something else as well.

I was going to drive her and these sacred texts to night school together.

We got them all out into the car, and then MaryAnn had to run back to the house to put the house cats (black and white) back into the house so they didn't try to follow us to school.


11-17-13 - DREAM -  This was much longer in time than it will seem on paper.

In the beginning, I was in a car with a man driving it and he had made this trip many times before and I hadn't, and we were way up on a high hill making a long sweeping curve to the left, and there were many large bodies of water in the valley and the sun was shimmering on them.  It was absolutely breathtaking to see that.

He said that you can't imagine what its like to come over that same hill in an airplane, and have that sight right in your face.  It was so incredible to see.  I was glad to see it from the car, but didn't feel the need to have to see it by air.  This was high enough for me as it was.

We finally got to the office where we had to get some work done immediately.

I was moving some large boxes of dirt with plants in them from one place to another and then attempting to transfer some plants I had created in the cyber world into the physical world.  That's tougher than it seems without crushing something - either in the physical world or in the cyber world.

Then too I had some containers of fish I was transporting as well, and I didn't want to dump any water where it didn't belong.

While I was doing that, one of the men in our office quietly died at his desk, and he had to get transported to the hospital - just in case they could save him.

A few minutes later, the phone rang and I had to talk to the woman in our London office where someone had just died in front of her.  I had to console her and try to cheer her up a bit to get the business done, while not freaking her out about the dead man in our office too.   We managed to get the business done that needed to be done, and as soon as I got off the phone, my cousin Shirley, came into the office, wearing skinny black jeans, and she bent over, and swung her butt back and forth trying to get a rise out of someone, and I had to tell her, that nobody was going to take her up on her offer because of circumstances and the fact that we were working in a business office at the time.

She kept trying to get someone to act on impulse, and I kept telling her nobody was going to do it and she was all disappointed.

Then one of the men brought my attention over to one of the fish containers, and one of the fish had just quietly gave birth to a multitude of new little baby fish while we were busy doing our planting thing.


11-17-13 - MEDITATION DREAM:  Back in the office, it was dark outside, the sun having gone down.  I was typing up a letter for the Q.C. man to pick up some parts from the manufacturing floor to be shipped out.

Just then, the Q.C. man showed up at the door to ask me if I had anything for him to do.  That was quite a coincidence.

After the Q.C. man left, there was a knock at the door, and it was the airplane pilot telling me he was ready to give me the ride of my life.

I was a little surprised by that and turned him down flat.

The airplane pilot left and then I heard a noise out in the dark.  So I knocked on the window to alert whoever or whatever was out there, that I knew they were there and I was not going to be surprised.

Again I heard a noise outside, a little closer to the door, so I knocked on the window again to alert whoever or whatever was out there, that I knew they were there and I was not going to be surprised.

For the life of me, I can't remember if anyone came to the door or not.

Reminds me of a time in late 1997, in the house Joe and I were sitting in the dark watching TV, and we saw headlights coming towards the house from the driveway (we had a long driveway)

The headlights came closer and closer and pulled up towards the door and stopped.

We were waiting for someone to knock on the door and nobody came to the door.

So Joe went to the door and there was nobody out there, no car, no lights, no nothing!



In dream one, it took place in my Father's house, in the living room.  Lorna was very depressed and I helped her lay down on the sofa, and I made my kids get me a green pillow for her to lay on.  They didn't want her to have the pillow, but I demanded that they give it to me for her, and I helped her lay down on the sofa.  Then we all left the room.

In that house there were double sliding doors that slid into the walls to close off the room.  I closed the main doors, then went into the dining room, and attempted to close those doors, but only the left door was there.  The right hand door was missing and I could see into the living room where Lorna was, and I could see a big black dragon fly slamming into the wall above her head, and it was noisy when it hit the wall.  It was very disturbing.

When I left the house, I hid in the back seat of my Father's car, and my kids tried to see into the car to see if I was in the car, and I had to hide so they wouldn't know I was there with my Father driving the car.


Dream two:  Lorna had a new boyfriend and in the dream, the boyfriend was Dylan (from my TV show  the Young and the Restless)  In the show, Dylan is a war hero with PSTD, and people keep lying to him and he's expected to forgive them and move on and live a normal life.  In the dream, Dylan built a wall around the house where Lorna was living, but he built it of glass jars. Someone tried to tell him he had to take the wall down, but then he got permission from my Father to rebuild the wall. 

When I looked at the wall, it was built of beer bottles, pickle jars, peanut butter jars, colorful, but all of food jars.  And all glass.

English Meaning: 
The name Lorna is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Lorna is: Forsaken.

American Meaning: 
The name Lorna is an American baby name. In American the meaning of the name Lorna is: Forsaken.

Latin Meaning: 
The name Lorna is a Latin baby name. In Latin the meaning of the name Lorna is: Laurel.


11-19-13 - DREAM - i was on the slope of a hill that had many pathways down the hill to the bottom.

I was taping up the pathways for some reason. 

There were other people there as well. It seemed to be some kind of contest.


11-19-13 - DREAM -  I was counting the amount of money donated to a church by clicking on the end of a branch on the green money tree in front of me.

I didn't know whether the branch was made of ones, fives, tens, twenties, or hundreds until the branch broke off when I clicked on it, and then I announced how much money that branch was valued at.

Each branch was a different length - from 3 bills to 10 bills.

It turned out that the bills were worth a lot of money overall.

I woke up when the last green money branch broke off and was counted.

It was fun while it lasted.


11-20-13 - DREAM - Again I was dreaming about a green tree, but in place of the money were articles all over the tree of various sizes, evidently some or all were put together by me about various biblical topics, which is what I really do.

I was attempting to look at the longest one near the bottom of the tree as I woke up.

It was a sacred scroll.


11-20-13 - VISION -  I had just watched "The Bold and the Beautiful" and I closed my eyes, and saw Bill and Brooke.

Bill was seated and Brooke was standing in front of him.

Bill is a magazine publisher.  Brooke is what is called a 'spokesmodel'.

She was wearing a black slim dress, and her necklace, which was made of small black discs, was around her wrist and hand.

It came to me that a necklace is worn where you speak, and she was wearing it where you write.

Since the necklace was made of black discs - the sacred texts she could have spoken, she was going to write them.


11-20-13 - DREAM -  This dream was basically identical to the one I had about the article tree above - like sacred scrolls on a tree.


11-21-13 - DREAM -  I  was in a hotel room somewhere, evidently on the east coast judging from the Father figure in the dream who looked like the TV character I used to watch where he was in the Mafia.

The husband and wife weren't there in the beginning of the dream.  I was there with several kids, mostly boys, and I wanted to change socks, so I looked in the top dresser drawer and discovered it was stuffed with old newspapers and between the sheets of newspaper, there were stacks of greenback money.

I didn't know what the money was doing there, but I decided to separate the money from the newspaper and put into another dresser on the other side of the room, which I did every time nobody was looking. I did that quite a few times, until the mother and father came into the room.

I thought the dresser belonged to the Father, but apparently it was the mother's dresser, and she was hiding the money from the husband who seemed oblivious to the missing money.

She didn't seem to be aware that the money was missing either, as nothing was said about it even after she went into that same drawer where the newspaper was and never said a word that money was missing.

So that leaves me with a question.  Who hid the money in the drawer to begin with, the kids?


11-21-13 - NAP DREAM - I was living in a large house with a large concrete porch and stairs on it in a big city  probably Milwaukee.

There were people going in and out of the house, and I heard my daughter call "Mama", so I went outside and down the front steps and saw many oil truck rigs and other business type vehicles going by on the street.

I saw my daughter coming up the street from the corner and before she even got to me, she was telling me that one of the girls I went to high school with had told her that one of the boys in my class had been killed by a vehicle out in the street.

She told me the names, but I don't want to say them now until I go check the death notices in the newspaper.

NOTE:  I went to read the obits in Milwaukee for the last year.... there were over 1,000 in alphabetical order.  I went through over 600 and was still on the letter B.  I didn't know anyone at all - not even the familiar last names I saw.  Most of the dead were way older than me or way younger than me.  Many had died of cancer of various types where they mentioned the death cause.

I finally quit reading them because it was morbid and seemingly useless reading.


11-22-13 - DREAM - I don't know where this was - probably not on earth from the way it ended.

In the beginning, I was in a large room, like a huge school room with a lot of women and girls who were looking at fabric on long tables, that one would see at a quilting party or class.

Some of the women were not all that friendly so when I had to go to the bathroom, I left that gathering, and followed some children to a large bathroom, where there were a lot of normal toilets in bathrooms, not stalls one would see in a school.

When I left there, I went out into a hallway where I ran into some older men, so I followed them to see what they were doing there.

I came to a stairway that had some dogs on it, and at the bottom of the stairs, it led out into what looked like a football stadium.

An older man, closed a glass door to prevent the dogs from going out onto the field, where there were hundreds of light colored apes out there, lined up against each other like they were fighting a battle.  I watched for a few minutes and the apes started throwing large chunks of grass or hay or sod or something at each other over the battle sides, and I decided this was not something I wanted to watch - but instead of leaving, it felt like my astral body was floating away from the scene - I wasn't walking like I had before.

Gradually, I ended up back where some women were, and I was getting really bored, and I knew I was dreaming, so I opened just one eye to prove it, and found myself in the bedroom, and decided to end the dream and get up.


11-22-13 - DREAM - I got my job back at Juneau Village Garden Apartments, the same time as I got my church job, and my new boss asked me to drive to the drug store and pick up some medicine for her, so I evidently got my driver's license back too.

fun fun!


11-23-13 - DREAM - This dream was extremely sensual.

I was laying in bed next to a man I've known for many years.  The light was very dim in the room, like it was just dawn coming up without sunlight.

In front of and above me was showing me a series of photographs of a shady glen in the woods with a pond in the center.

The photographs seemed to have been taken from above this shady glen from a camera hanging from a tree.

There were no people or animals in the photograph and no movement - only the vague, out of focus scene full of memories of past years with this person next to me.

We spoke in whispered voices of the scene as it gradually changed from year to year - just one picture a year.

The water in the pond was not moving - but as we looked up at the ceiling where the photos were projected, and we whispered in the dim light how the photos made us feel, the sexual feelings became stronger and stronger even though neither of us moved a muscle - the scene in our minds, remembered fondly of years gone by.

Finally the last, faded, out of focus photo came in front of us, and we decided to have sex, and neither of us had moved, nor were we prepared for that event, yet we both desperately wanted it to happen.

My feelings inside my body became hotter and hotter and more strong as the moments and the man next to me, moved to stand up and take off his pants and I realized neither of us was ready for this act to occur, and I needed to remove my panties as well so we could do the deed.

I watched the man, in the dim light as he got up, walked around the bed and went to the bathroom, and I woke up, so sexually aroused, I could  barely stand it... and as I waited for him to return to me, I realized my name was Mazda Dorya.


“Mazda,” derives from Ahura Mazda, a god of the earliest civilizations in West Asia. We have interpreted Ahura Mazda, the god of wisdom, intelligence and harmony, as the symbol of the origin of both Eastern and Western civilizations, and also as a symbol of automobile culture. It incorporates a desire to achieve world peace and the development of the automobile manufacturing industry. It also derives from the name of our founder, Jujiro Matsuda.”

Ahura Mazda is the Avestan name of the god of Zoroastrianism, the ancient religion of Iran which was founded by its prophet, Zoroaster (Zarthusthra in Avestan and Zartosht in Persian). There seems to be disagreement about his time period. Some believe it was 10th or 11th BCE, though others believe that he lived some time between 1750 and 1200 BC. And the Parsi people of India and Pakistan place him at about 6000 BC.

Zoroastrianism is a peaceful religion and is all about doing good (its morality is summed up in the phrase “good thoughts, good words, good deeds”). It was an important religion in the ancient and powerful Iran. It served as the national and state religion for centuries before it was marginalized by Islam following the invasion and conquest of Iran by the Muslim Arabs in 630s. You can read more about the Persian empire here on this site. We still have Zoroastrians though as a very small minority living in Iran (less than 2% of Iran’s population including all other non-Muslim minorities) and abroad. There are also Parsi’s in Pakistan and India who are also Zoroastrians.

Well at least the Japanese picked up on a clue from Zoroastrianism! And it is good that they acknowledge it, but it is too bad that they fail to mention Iran and the Persian empire in the citation. By “the earliest civilizations in West Asia” they of course mean the ancient Iran. Also, a part of the interpretation of the name — Ahura Mazda to “as a symbol of automobile culture” –  sounds superficial and even humorous. Being a car company, they attempt to relate the name to cars, but it doesn’t really make any sense.

They also claim that the name Mazda also derives from their founder’s last name, Matsuda. This to me appears to be an after thought. A friend noted that Mazda sounds Japanese, and I think they picked up on Ahura Mazda partly because of that similarity and sounding Japanese.


Ahura Mazdā, ( Avestan: “Wise Lord”: ) also spelled Ormizd, or Ormazd,  supreme god in ancient Iranian religion, especially in the religious system of the Iranian prophet Zoroaster(7th century–6th century bc). Ahura Mazdā was worshiped by the Persian king Darius I(reigned 522 bc–486 bc) and his successors as the greatest of all gods and protector of the just king.

According to Zoroaster, Ahura Mazdā created the universe and the cosmic order that he maintains. He created the twin spirits Spenta Mainyu and Angra Mainyu (Ahriman)—the former beneficent, choosing truth, light, and life, the latter destructive, choosing deceit, darkness, and death. The struggle of the spirits against each other makes up the history of the world.

In Zoroastrianism as reflected in the Avesta, Ahura Mazdā is identified with the beneficent spirit and directly opposed to the destructive one. He is all-wise, bounteous, undeceiving, and the creator of everything good. The beneficent and evil spirits are conceived as mutually limiting, coeternal beings, the one above and the other beneath, with the world in between as their battleground. In late sources (3rd century ad onward), Zurvān (“Time”) is made the father of the twins Ormazd and Ahriman (Angra Mainyu) who, in orthodox Mazdaism, reign alternately over the world until Ormazd’s ultimate victory.

Something of this conception is reflected in Manichaeism, in which God is sometimes called Zurvān, while Ormazd is his first emanation, Primal Man, who is vanquished by the destructive spirit of darkness but rescued by God’s second emanation, the Living Spirit.


First name origin & meaning:

Greek: From the sea

First name variations: Doriah, Dorria, Dorrya, Dorryah, Doryah, Doria

Andrea Doria (or D'Oria) (30 November 1466 – 25 November 1560) was an Italian condottiero and admiral from Genoa.

Doria was born at Oneglia from the ancient Genoese family, theDoria di Oneglia branch of the old Doria, de Oria or de Auria family. His parents were related: Ceva Doria, co-lord of Oneglia, and Caracosa Doria, of the Doria di Dolceacqua branch. Orphaned at an early age, he became a soldier of fortune, serving first in the papal guard and then under various Italian princes.

In 1503 he was fighting in Corsica in the service of Genoa, at that time under French vassalage, and he took part in the rising of Genoa against the French, whom he compelled to evacuate the city. From that time onwards, he became famous as a naval commander. For several years he scoured the Mediterranean in command of the Genoese fleet, waging war on the Turks and the Barbary pirates.

Wars between France and the Holy Roman Empire

In the meanwhile Genoa had been recaptured by the French, and in 1522 by the armies of the Holy Roman Emperor.

But Doria joined the French or popular faction and entered the service of King Francis I of France, who made him captain-general; in 1524 he relieved Marseille, which was besieged by the Imperialists, and later helped to place his native city once more under French domination.

Dissatisfied with his treatment at the hands of Francis, who was mean about payment, he resented the king's behavior in connection with Savona, which he delayed handing back to the Genoese as he had promised.

Consequently, on the expiration of Doria's contract he entered the service of Emperor Charles V (1528).

Doria ordered his nephew Filippino, who was then blockading Naples in alliance with a French army, to withdraw; Doria then sailed for Genoa where, with the help of some leading citizens, he expelled the French and re-established the republic under imperial protection.

He reformed the constitution in an aristocratic sense, most of the nobility being Imperialists, and put an end to the factions which divided the city, by creating 28 Alberghi or "clans". The 28 Alberghi that formed this new ruling class included the Cybo, Doria, Fieschi, Giustiniani, Grimaldi, Imperiale,Pallavicino, and Spinola families.[1][2]

He refused offers to take the lordship of Genoa and even the dogeship, but accepted the position of "perpetual censor", and exercised predominant influence in the councils of the republic until his death. The title "censor" in this context was modeled on its meaning in the Roman Republic, i.e., a highly respected senior public official (see Roman censor), rather than its modern meaning having to do with censorship. He was given two palaces, many privileges, and the title of Liberator et Pater Patriae (Liberator and Father of His Country).

Doria as imperial admiral

As imperial admiral he commanded several expeditions against the Ottoman Empire, capturing Koroni and Patras, and co-operating with the emperor himself in the capture of Tunis (1535). Charles found him an invaluable ally in the wars with Francis I, and through him extended his domination over the whole of Italy.

In February 1538, Pope Paul III succeeded in assembling a Holy League (comprising the Papacy, Spain, the Holy Roman Empire, the Republic of Venice and the Maltese Knights) against the Ottomans, but Hayreddin Barbarossadefeated its combined fleet, commanded by Andrea Doria, at the Battle of Preveza in September 1538. This victory secured Turkish dominance over the Mediterranean for the next 33 years, until the Battle of Lepanto in 1571.

He accompanied Charles V on the ill-fated Algiers expedition of 1541, of which he disapproved, and which ended in disaster. For the next five years he continued to serve the emperor in various wars, in which he was generally successful and always active, although now over seventy years old.

Later years

After the Peace of Crépy between Francis and Charles in 1544, Doria hoped to end his days in quiet. However, his great wealth and power, as well as the arrogance of his nephew and heir Giannettino Doria, had made him many enemies, and in 1547 the Fieschi conspiracy to dislodge his family from power took place. Giannettino was killed, but the conspirators were defeated, and Doria showed great vindictiveness in punishing them, seizing many of their fiefs for himself. He was also implicated in the murder of Pier Luigi Farnese, duke of Parma and Piacenza, who had helped Fieschi.

Other conspiracies followed, of which the most important was that of Giulio Cybo (1548), but all failed. Although Doria was ambitious and harsh, he was a patriot and successfully opposed Emperor Charles's repeated attempts to have a citadel built in Genoa and garrisoned by Spaniards; neither blandishments nor threats could win him over to the scheme.

Nor did age lessen his energy, for in 1550, aged 84, he again put to sea to confront the Barbary pirates, but with no great success. In 1552 the Ottoman fleet under the command of Turgut Reis defeated the Spanish-Italian fleet of Charles V under the command of Andrea Doria in the Battle of Ponza (1552). War between France and the Empire having broken out once more, the French seized Corsica in the Invasion of Corsica (1553), then administered by the Genoese Bank of St George. Doria was again summoned, and he spent two years (1553–1555) on the island fighting the French with varying fortune.

He returned to Genoa for good in 1555, and being very old and infirm, he gave over the command of the galleys to his great-nephew Giovanni Andrea Doria, the son of Giannettino Doria, who conducted an expedition against Tripoli, but proved even more unsuccessful than his great-uncle had been at Algiers, barely escaping with his life after losing the Battle of Djerba against the Turkish fleet of Piyale Pasha and Turgut Reis. Andrea Doria left his estates to Giovanni Andrea. The family of Doria-Pamphili-Landi is descended from Giovanni Andrea Doria and bears his title of Prince of Melfi. Judged by the standards of his day, Doria was an outstanding leader.

Several ships were named in honour of the Admiral:





11-23-13 - MEDITATION:  I saw these words:

THE APOSTLE PAUL SAID, " I  will deny all women. "

NOTE: where does it say that?


11-23-13 - DREAM - I was looking at documents of sacred texts and rearranging them in a different order. There were many of them.


11-24-13 - DREAM -  I was working on a computer program where I was transferring Hindu Indian words from one page to another one - and I started waking up and it sounded like Joe was reading these same words out loud from 'my' dream.

NOTE: Maybe my dream started because he was saying the words out loud.


11-24-13- DREAM - 9 am -  I was in Milwaukee, quite a bit younger than I am now.  I was walking down Center St. towards 14th St. and I stopped for a moment to look at something.

Someone came up next to me and put their hand and arm around my shoulders.

I turned to look to see who it was, and to my surprise it was Ed (my ex) dressed in an old woman's purple silk dress and hat to match with old ladies black shoes. The dress was long, all the way down to the shoes.

I was quite startled, and recognized him despite the disguise.

A moment later, a priest wearing a white shirt and collar appeared, with a black overcoat. We had a very nice conversation, none of which I recall.

I said to him, "I like your collar!" and smiled, and we started to talk a bit about religion.

Meanwhile the woman in purple just stood nearby.

The man in the priest collar left and I took the woman in purple home to my Father's house on 16th St.

I knew it was Ed the whole time, and we needed to get some extra food for a guest in the house, so I looked at him and asked him if he had any tennis shoes as he wasn't really dressed appropriately to go to the store, expecting him to go with me and pick out what he wanted to eat.

He said 'No!" I don't have any other clothing. Do you have anything similar to what you are wearing that I could wear?"

I was dressed with two sweaters on, a pink long sleeved sweater with a yellow V neck (no sleeves") sweater over it.  I have no idea what kind of pants or shoes I had on.

I said, "Let me see what I can find in my Father's room."

My Father didn't have any tennis shoes at all, but I found some nice black men's shoes that were appropriate, and I did find some sweaters in his closet that were similar to mine, but not the same colors. I hoped the shoes fit, which apparently they did.

(I don't recall looking for pants or socks)

I took the shoes and sweaters downstairs to Ed and he put them on, (I guess he had his own pants and socks with him)

I had to go to the bathroom, and the bathroom was actually a large open stall where the dining room is.

I let Ed go to the bathroom first, and then I went, not feeling embarrassed that he was still in the room.

Then my son Bill showed up and he was going to go with us to the store.

We went outside to the car, which turned out to be a bright yellow Piper Cub airplane.

Ed got into the cockpit, and Bill and I got into the back seat, and we started driving it down the road.

I recognized that we were going north on some road in New Berlin now towards a Stop sign on National Ave.

I asked him if he could fly the plane and he said, "Yes!"

I never asked him if he had a license to fly it, he simply just put his foot on the gas, and I could feel the plane lift up off the ground a bit, but not really go up very far.

I woke up trying to figure out where I was and what time it was. I was surprised to find it wasn't even 9 a.m. yet.

I had been watching a preacher on TV while eating breakfast and then paused it to take a nap when it was quite early still.


11-26-13 - DREAM - I was looking at a computer screen where a number of names of documents were linked together like a tree.

I was trying disengage the 'Emancipation Proclamation" from all the rest and I couldn't do it.


11-26-13 - DREAM -  I was living in an all concrete building divided into three sections.

I was in the center section that was supposed to be like a store that sold plants.  I was busily watering some plants that were in little wire holders on the wall with a watering can with a long spout on it, when two men came into the place.

Neither man spoke to me, but muttered to themselves.  I would describe them to be like Mutt and Jeff, the cartoon characters - one tall and thin and the other short and fat. 

They didn't say what they wanted, but started moving things around to suit themselves like they owned the place, and I was worried that they were there to rob the place and that they might hurt me if I interfered with them in any way, so when they went into a side room, I slipped out the front door and went over to the third space on the far left.

That third space was empty, but I think it was meant to be a man's store eventually, selling tires and car parts, but there was absolutely nothing in the space when I went into it.  I was just hiding out there.

Just as I thought I was safe from the two men, they walked in and started looking around, ignoring me like they didn't even see me, and when they went into a side room, they went down into the basement of the place.

I went outside where I thought I would be safer, and I saw that there was a hole in the ground, and they were trying to shove an empty blue pail up through the hole into the yard space, which they finally managed to do.

I thought I should get back to my own apartment to be safe, so I went into the first space, and while I was trying to lock the door to be safe from the men, they entered my apartment and started looking around in it.

They were still just muttering to themselves, and then went into the bathroom and decided to take a shower, evidently to clean up after being in the basement of the third space.

I couldn't see or hear anything, just movements going on, and suddenly, a sign appeared in the air:  "The greatest porn in the world is 'MONEY'.


11-27-13 DREAM   I was evidently in my friend Lee Chin's backyard in Washington State.  In her backyard was growing a tree I liked, and wanted one for myself, and because it was just growing haphazardly in a spot that nobody was paying attention to, I took a garden trowel and dug up the baby tree and put it in a pot to take it home with me.

There was a man standing close by my right side, and he mentioned that if there was one tree growing there, there might be more.

Lee Chin, herself, then showed me a spot in her rock garden where another baby tree was growing and said we could have that one as well, so I took the trowel and dug up the second tree and gave it to the man standing next to me.

I didn't see the face of this man, but we had a constant conversation going together, and he showed me the seed of this tree, which looked like a long brown caterpillar with two black eyes, and once I knew what it looked like, I saw many more of these tree seeds that hadn't sprouted yet, and when I recognized what they were, I could see that there were thousands of these seeds in her garden.

Even more than that, when I dug up the first tree, my ear had itched in the upper crease of my ear and I touched my ear with my finger to stop the itch, and had evidently surreptiously placed thousands more of these tree seeds in the upper crease of my ear as well.

Now I realized that we were all capable of growing  these tree seeds in the upper crease of our ears and to grow one, we only had to touch our ear and take that little speck of dirt that was an infant tree seed and plant it in our own back yard.  We all had the capacity to grow our own tree seed into a magnificent tree one day.

I may just be speculating, and assuming, but Jesus always walks right behind my right shoulder, and the man conversing with me was probably Jesus.



11-27-13 - DREAM -  I was in my car and talking on my cell phone to Mikki.  I pulled over to the curb to talk because its against the law to talk while driving and then all of a sudden I was talking to BB.  We talked for a moment and my car shut off and I couldn't talk while the car was shut off.  So I restarted the car and went back to talking to BB and the car shut off again.


Just about then, a car pulled up to the curb ahead of me about 100 feet away.


I restarted the car so I could talk to BB again, and the man in the car ahead of me got out and came back to my car and started yelling at me.  I said to him, "I'm just talking on my phone!"


and the man responded.  "I know - I could hear you from 5 miles away."


I was shocked about that, so I apologized, started up the car and went to a concrete building where there were beautiful colorful granite walls and found the ladies room, which I discovered was adjacent to the men's room.


I sat down on a toilet and tried to call BB back on the phone, but a black woman in the stall next to me was talking on her cell phone too, and some guys came and pulled the walls down so everyone could see us and we had to stop talking on the phone again.


Question is:  How could the guy in the car hear me talking on the phone from 5 miles away? And what did he hear?




11-28-13 - DREAM -  All I remember was that I saw some kind of legalese statement about ken and Barbie.  I was going to try and copy it because it appeared so fast and then it disappeared and I couldn't read it fast enough to understand it.


My next dream was about starting a new job at a place like Walmart at 9 p.m.  which was to move stock around.  They gave me a uniform to wear that was a dark blue 'pinney' that was see through. 


One of the mothers brought her kid to work with her. He was 4 or 5 years old and had a pet with him which I will call a skink - a long and skinny reptile. He almost got hit by a car in the parking lot which was dropping off another woman.


I had just gotten inside the door and was complaining about my skimpy uniform when the front door slammed shut in the face of the kids mother.



11-29-13 - DREAM -  I was working in the lobby reception area of the building where people were going to be staying - like a hotel, and Jesus was slowly and gently assisting me in putting up a string of lights on the ceiling.


This string of lights was yet missing one tiny metal piece which I could only get with a purchase order, and this purchase order needed to be signed by a man who was seated in the office right off the lobby.  He was the only one with the authority to sign the purchase order.


I took this purchase order, ready to be signed into his office and the man seated at the desk was T.M.


Just as an added note of comment - Jesus is very gentle and very beautiful for a man.  He was the only person there who could assist me with putting up the lights.




11-29-13 - MEDITATION:  I had a vision of Jesus coming into the room and injecting me in the heart with something.



11-29-13 - DREAM - I was in a house somewhere, and my son Bob who was about 8 years old came running into the house to tell me that his sister Jeanne was outside and wanted to tell me something.


I suddenly remembered having dreamt that she fell out the window from upstairs so I ran outside and Jeanne who was about 10 years old was standing at a desk on the front lawn, wearing a white cape and a grey hard hat and wanting to tell me excitedly about something she was writing about.


I kept stopping her from talking and asking her if fell out the window, because I couldn't figure out how she got outside without going past me, but she was so excited to tell me what she was writing about, that she ignored my question and kept right on talking, and I stopped her again,  "STOP!  Did you fall out the window?"


She just went on talking like I never asked her the question.  She was so excited to show me what she was writing about.




11-30-13 - DREAM - I was looking at a white page of a calendar, on which something was written every third day.


I don't know what it said yet.



11-30-13 - I had this dream three times.


DREAM  I was living in a house somewhere that had a lot of large black ants that were very quiet except for a humming sound.  These ants lived in a garden that we grew under the floor of the house under trap doors that were divided into three parts.


When we wanted to harvest something, we pulled up one of the trap doors, harvested a plant, and put it on the sink and closed up the trap door again.


The first time we harvested something, and pulled the plant up out of the hole, the whole plant was humming but we didn't see anything except this dark black color under the leaves.


Because I was wary, I didn't pick up the leaves, I placed the plant on the sink and decided to run hot water on it.  It was a good thing I did, because running hot water on the plant washed the ants down the drain, and I could hear them screaming as they tried to scurry out of the trail of hot water and they couldn't outrun the hot water  and they all went down the drain.


The second time I harvested something and put it on the sink drainboard, one of our neighbors came over and saw our plants and said he would love to have some plants like that. 


I told him he could take them because we had more, so he did, and I wondered later what he was going to do with the big black ants because I could see many of them hiding under the leaves of the plants, just humming a little.


After he left, I harvested another plant and put them on the drainboard and turned on the hot water and when it was scalding hot, I poured the water over the plants and the big black ants went screaming down the drain.


It was really disgusting to watch, but we couldn't eat the plants without getting rid of the ants.


That same day, we had to go to the bank, and we kept our money down in the hole with the plants, stuffed into jars.


Instead of taking the money out in advance, we took the whole jar to the bank and gave the jar to the bank clerk. 


The bank clerk took the money out of the jar and she commented, "There is something really sticky in the jar"!  and that's when I remembered that ants had probably been in the jar.


We bought some groceries on the way home and then we went to close the hatch to our underground garden, which was in the hallway, and instead of just one opening, someone had pried up all three openings in the floor so we couldn't get past the hole to get to the hatches that were on the opposite side of the hole and close it up.


So we had to devise a bridge to get over the hole and retrieve the three covers to close the hole, which we managed to do.


I wondered how the thieves had liked the big black ants that hid under the leaves of the plants.


But that was the story of our underground garden.