10-1-97 - Dream:  I was on a city bus, but it was like part of my house. I found all my shoes lying on the floor and I put them all into a large brown box. When the bus stopped, I took the box into my house and the dream voice said, "This is all our anger and negative feelings. They are now gone."

I then saw the title of a book, "Making Your Dreams Your Personal Reality."  (I think this is the same book I saw advertised in a book catalog)

#2 - I was in a house across from my 16th St. house. I had purchased some items (not remembered). My Father came in and acting angry about something. I didn't like his opinion, so I started getting my maroon bags together and m purse and my coat and took them across the street to my 16th St. house. My daughter was there and she morphed into a duplicate of myself and we were both wearing beige clothes.

10-1-97 - Dream - I was at work which was at my old high school. I worked on the 3rd floor. Joe came to visit me at work. I told him I felt a little ill at ease because I hadn't done anything at all and nobody had noticed because I kept going from department to department and nobody knew what I was doing. I saw the outline of a huge moving van with the outline of two smaller moving vans on the side and I knew that negative energy was being removed from me.  I remembered that I hadn't gotten the mail for three weeks either. I went to the mailbox. I had two different keys but used it to pry the box open.

Inside the box was a diorama of a farm where corn had popped already, it was so overgrown. Someone took it from me right away and I heard someone say they took it because they didn't want me to think I was losing my mind.

I went downstairs with Joe to say goodbye because he had something else to do for the day. Then, I went back upstairs and saw that they were installing a new cafeteria with a bluegreen color scheme. Then I went back to work at my desk.

10-2-97 - Dream - this wasn't much of a dream, more of symbols which were vague. I'm not sure if they were right and left facing arrows, or of a long right and left moving vans. The dream voice said, "When you see this symbol again, you will remember this dream and know it was Joe Mason who taught you this."

#2 - Dream - I was either sitting or laying down in a white car about on 4th and State streets. I don't know why I was there except maybe to meet someone. A young man came up the sidewalk from the left and came around the right side of the car to give me a message. (Don't know what he was). The young man looked like Scott Bao the actor. I asked him if he was getting into the car and he said, "No!" but then changed his mind. I started the car and drove south on 4th St., then spotted a dark van that seemed to be waiting for my car to appear. I floored the accelerator and took off down the street with the van in hot pursuit. I made it through a couple intersections with the van following.  A cop showed up and the van stopped and the cops stopped them. I sped off through a couple more intersections and then turned right looking for a house with an open empty garage I could pull into. I finally found one, but instead of driving in, I got out of the car and carried the car inside the garage with my two hands.

The man of the house came out and rather than being angry that we were there, was grateful to get our car. I asked him if he might have one to take, otherwise we had to walk home. He said, "No! I didn't pay the insurance premium and they came and took the car away."  We said,"Well! Something similar happened to me," and I woke up.

10-3-97 - Dream - I was at a large company and I was in charge of supervising maintenance. Lee, Maria (a Mexican woman) (from my UFO group) and I went to the 3rd floor and got a vacuum cleaner.  Lee said he would carry it downstairs. He slid it down the railing. I found a guitar leaning against the wall and picked that up along the way.

I got down to the 1st floor and discovered 3 men (Executives) having a discussion in the middle of the stairway. I hurried Lee and Maria back up the stairs to the next landing where they wouldn't be seen and had Maria guard the guitar. I had Lee vacuum the 2nd floor. I ran into the bathroom because I discovered I was naked from the waist down. The bathroom turned out to be a lounge instead of a bathroom and I made a big deal out of telling that to Maria.

10-4-97 - Dream - I had four or five dreams showing me how people were able to memorize an entire book.  The answer was "constant repetition".

#2 - I was expecting an important visitor. He was so determined to do what he did, he kept doing it despite the fact that his heart stopped beating every so many feet. As soon as it started again, he would continue. Unfortunately, it stopped beating when he reach my apartment and the other men put a plastic bag over him until the Packer Game was over. They introduced a new coach to me named Dave _____.  

10-2-97 - Dream I was driving down a freeway to meet Joe and then to have my vehicle inspected.

10-2-97 - Dream -  Joe and I were standing hand in hand by the road, waiting for our new vehicle to arrive.

10-2- 97 - Dream - I remember being in a church and weighing the children before baptism. Then we were given a new car to drive.

10-3-97 - I was at A.C. working on the 4th floor. Three men came down the hall looking for a specific woman. They followed me into the bathroom and continued to talk to me despite the fact that there were other women in there. They finally arrested one woman only to find out she was an undercover cop herself and she had a hidden radio in her hat our of the 4th floor window and they were watching it float down.. I could see the hat and it had a feather on it and it was beige.

I walked down the hall and we heard a tremendous crash outside. We all ran to the window and saw a car crash outside. It was so violent, one of the cars was thrown up into a tree. I heard someone say the accident happened because someone dropped a hat.

10-4-97 - Dream - I was walking through the city headed for home and I noticed that my purse was gone and so were my slacks. I was going through an area that had a lot of windows with stuff behind them. For some reason, I had easy access and reached in the window and pulled out a purse with a photograph in and a pair of slacks was next to it. I put on the slacks and picked up the purse.  When I did that, I knew that the person who owned the store was going to download into my computer all the information I needed to go into business for myself.

I went down the hill to home, met m mother and talked about several things and the photograph and knew I had to go back up the hill and get my own purse which had my keys in it. This I did.

I continued to know that the business information was being downloaded into my computer. When I woke up, it hit me instantly. "Everything is $1.00". That business is really popular and I have access to all the products. I can charge $1.00 for people who don't have access to those stores.  (I'll need to change the name somewhat for registered copyright purposes)

#2 - Dream - I was headed home and a man stopped me and wanted to preach his religion to me. He showed me a couple books and flipped through the pages. Every page had the name "Simpson" on it. I rejected his offer to teach me and started to walk away, but then changed my mind and turned back to him. I told him I would show him what was wrong with his religion. He agreed I could do that, but I couldn't show anyone else the book while I was going it. It had to be confidential. I agreed.

10-4-97 - VISION - Joe and I had bought a Bible Commentary Book this date. I looked up Isaiah Chapter 13 and 16 which were part of a previous vision about a prophecy about Judah/U.S.  The commentary only mentioned Babylon - pre-Christ and did not elucidate at all.

In today's vision, I saw this book open at the pages where Isaiah 13 and 16 were. I saw the whole book commentaries lift up and on the back side were my own web-site commentaries on these chapters of prophecy.  See:  Judah Prophecy on my web site..

10-4-97 - VISION - I saw 4 crystal platters that were oval shaped and rearranging themselves in order of levels.

10-4-97 - Dream - I moved into a different house on the 2nd floor. The same day I moved there, I was supposed to show the other unit to some people. So many people showed up, I couldn't tell who was with who, and because I hadn't seen the whole place myself, I couldn't tell where one apartment ended and the next began. I went through a door into what I thought was the next unit and there was a design on the wall or the floor (not sure which)

These people kept asking me questions about the place I couldn't answer as I was still exploring it myself. I found four kitchens it seemed - like there was a duplicate right and left side, but each side seemed twice as wide as it should.

I finally took them all downstairs and we were outside. I looked back at the house and there was a flat roof on top with no attic.

I went back inside the door where I had originally entered. It was a double-wide door. Some young couples followed me back inside because they were still interested in the house though I wasn't so sure since I hadn't moved any furniture in. I could still go back to where I was staying with some other people.

One of the young men wanted to know what he could do with his friend's "Dotsy". I had no idea what a Dotsy was, so I finally asked him, "What is a Dotsy?"  He pointed down and I looked down between the walls into a space that was like a basement laundry. There were three women down there and the laundry tub drain was plugged up. She was plunging it and I asked her if the plunger was working. She said, "No!" I told her she might need a snake then and that she might need a 50 ft. snake because the clog might be lower down in the pipe.

NOTE:  A friend has asked if the word might have been "Daath-C" part of the Tree of Life - the Sephiroth.

10-5-97 - Dream - I had two dreams in which I was driving down a highway inside the Sephiroth. I saw 10 sign posts within it and read them all. The only word I can remember is "Supernal".

NOTE:  Supernal means "from, or as though from the heavens or the sky; celestial, heavenly, or divine.

#2 - Dream - I was in the kitchen of my 16th St. house. A man similar to B.C. (my future son-in-law) said he could tell me the names of the Sephiroth signposts and I had teased him that I'd give him a blow job if he would tell me. He wouldn't tell me unless I did it, and I wasn't about to do it because I had just been teasing.

The man then threatened to kill me because I wasn't keeping my promise. Joe was sleeping in bed in the kitchen. I stood by Joe's side expecting him to protect me, and the man stood by the back door. I told the man that I would only do it if Joe gave his approval and watched. Joe wasn't waking up.  The man kept threatening to kill me. Finally, he relented and he said the alternative was he was going to pull out all the flowers in front of the house. I let him go, happy to get out of the deal with my life.

#3 - Dream - I was at a large stadium. There was going to be a program there of some kind but some mechanical problem with a valve was preventing it. While the men were trying to solve the problem, I started to clean underneath the seats of junk, old tires, big pieces of paper, etc. A young man named Paul called in the media to tell them about the bad treatment they were getting from the valve company. I told them I would intercede for them and carried the brazed or welded part up to where the executives were in the control room. One of the men there was black. I was astonished to find out that the part had been sitting around for 2 1/2 to 3 weeks without doing anything and were now demanding instant service. Now, I felt embarrassed to be involved at all. I heard D.L. (an old boss) tell the reporter that this company had invented the 1st wireless machine.

I then left them to the problem and took the elevator to the floor where I lived. There were two elevators and I believe one of the other women on the elevator was Princess Diana. One elevator went to the 11th floor and one only went to 9. Diana got on one elevator and I got on the other. We got to the 9th floor and then I was going to transfer to the other elevator. A black woman was sitting on the floor in the way of closing the door and I had to manipulate her body so the elevator door could close.

10-5-97 - Dream - I was traveling cross-country and stopped in a small city to live for awhile. A radio show host was ill and I was asked to sit in as host. We talked about general education mostly. In on the show Loretta Lynn was a guest and the subject was rape. One guy called in and said there was no such thing as rape. At the end I was waiting for school to be out so I would find out my kid's final grades but they were held overtime at school by the principal's speech.

I couldn't wait for them because I was having surgery on my legs above the knees. I woke up as I was sitting in the waiting room of the hospital, wondering what kind of anesthesia they would use.

10-5-97 - Dream - We were at work. All the people came out of the closet - there was a meeting for lunch at noon.

10-5-97 - VISION - I saw three letters written side by side. They were written in a foreign language I don't know. I noticed that the letter Y was written with the left upper leg very long, and I saw the letter M.

10-5-97 - VISION - I saw a newspaper page in the foreign language in the previous vision. It was very colorful with light blue, pink, and yellow.  

10-6-97 - DREAM - I was somewhere and went behind my 1st husband. I removed his work chits from his left rear pants pocket and moved them to his right rear pant's pocket. They were round. There were three of them.  Each one had a number - 2398, 2598, and 2798. They were copper colored. (The word chit is Sanskrit for "consciousness).

#2 - DREAM - I was in another place where I was managing an apartment building. I was in the process of renting an apartment and started to see water coming out of the wall behind the people. We left the room and went to my own apartment. I had five keys and chose one specific long rounded one to open the door. Inside my apartment stood a black woman and her Jewish attorney. I demanded to know how they got in there and they just asked me questions instead of answering me. They wanted to know what was in the black bag another man had left with me. I opened the bag and found $2400 paperclipped together.

My old painter Bob came and said he was retiring. I saw a newspaper with lists of people's names and was told that old men spend the rest of their lives comforting other old people and that is what he planned to do.

#3 - DREAM - I was with my ex-husband and another woman and drove out to my Father's lake cottage. There was a large building on the left called St. Elizabeth's hospital. We had to park behind it. (Note: There are no large buildings there.) We drove up and around a hill to park, but when we walked back down to the lake there was no building there. We continued to go down the hill to the lake and I could see large footprints in the sand coming up from the lake like Bigfoot. Our prints were all smaller and had treads from our shoes.

In the sky, I looked up and saw a circular cloud a few feet across, when I looked again I saw a smaller round cloud. When I looked again, I saw a red moon in the same spot and when I looked again the sky was just overcast completely.

#4 - DREAM - I saw a young child with quite large feet for his age. When he grew up, he was a curly red-headed man. He began to speak of men's rights and one long curl on his head stood up to become the number 9.

#5 - DREAM - I was at work and needed to take the elevator to the 8th floor and wanted to take a wooden structure like a table there. The elevator was divided in half and worked on it's own. You got on it and took your chances as to getting to our destination without mishap. As it was the wooden structure fell apart half way up to the 8th floor and obstructions on the outside threatened to get in the way of ascending. When I got to the 8th floor - a woman dressed in black needed to go down to the 2nd floor to get water to make coffee. She carried a round glass coffee carafe that was empty. I went with her down to the 2nd floor to get the water and woke up on the way.

10-6-97 - VISION - I saw a chart of numbers. The bottom one on one row was 2960.

10-6-97 - DREAM - I went out to the barn and saw that it needed painting inside and rather than waiting for someone else to do it, I began to do it myself. I had to decide whether or not to paint the ceiling, but decided to leave it white and began to paint the walls pink.

10-6-97 - VISION - I saw two men arguing and one guy said, "No way man! I'm being federally subsidized."

10-6-97 - VISION - I saw a man who looked like T.J. (Joe's son) He came in the front door wearing a crown, was shirtless and wore shorts. He was doing a dance like a hula. It was so funny, I burst out laughing.

10-7-97 - DREAM - I was in a town where there was a garage with the name of a musical note painted on it. The one I was at said B flat on it.  B blue was next to it on the right. There was something wrong with the car parked in the B flat garage and it was waiting for repairs.

Something happened which caused a spark to shoot up into the B flat garage and a huge flame light flared all around the car. We feared an explosion but it flared up and then it went out safely.

We all breathed a sigh of relief, but we no sooner relaxed when another spark was caused to flare up around the front of the car. We hoped the flame light would go out harmlessly but instead the car blew up. that was bad enough but we knew that two young men were in the garage undergoing training. My son Tom and a young man named Downey or something like that. We just about held our breaths in fear for their lives but then they both emerged and were okay afterall.

#2 DREAM - I went into the house which was the B blue house. I decided to take a nice shower. I turned on the water and adjusted the temperature. Just as I was going to get into the shower, an even more powerful shower came out of the ceiling and the water was ice cold. I got really upset because I couldn't take a shower in ice cold water. I shut off the shower and the other water stopped too. I then turned the shower back on again. The water was ice cold again. This time I was really angry and took a broom handle and began jabbing it at the ceiling where the cold water had come out. I made a hole in the ceiling but there was nothing in the hole where the water could have come from. I saw, however, electrical wiring connected to the regular shower and could tell it was a hot circuit because it glowed red around the wire.

#3 - DREAM - I felt male and had divorced my wife and both my children were very upset, however both children said they would visit me. I had a vision of my children's room. My daughter's room was one of order and neatness and my son's room was one of utter chaos.

#4 - DREAM - I was divorced from the mother yet remained in Unity with her.

#5 - DREAM - I was in the apartment with a man I loved. He wasn't certain about his fatherhood skills. I was holding the daughter then and cared for her like she was my own.

The man kept his valuable information in a secret place. First it was a gun case which seemed to morph into a Lion's body which was alive. The Lion rolled over on it's back and I could see the inside of the Lion's body, all the way up the spine into the mouth. There seemed to be no internal organs yet the Lion lived and I assumed they had been surgically placed differently to give the Lion the hollow appearance.

I assured the man that everything world turn out all right and he appeared to accept my words as truth. 

10-7-97 - VISION/DREAM - I heard a voice say, "Have you seen the ride? Do you see the ride?"  I was seeing brilliantly lit sort of tree made out of white porcelain trays the largest one was on the bottom. It was oval shaped and had brilliantly colored dresses and suits on people and flowers.

The second layer was a little smaller, each succeeding layer was smaller, but all was brilliantly lit and colorful and revolved around and around. There were about 7 layers.

10-7-97 - VISION - I heard a woman say, "Ooooh!  You're on the right track." I then saw several older women and many small children running towards my right, hurrying to get somewhere.

10-7-97 - VISION - I saw a woman rolling over on the ground, laughing in glee, saying, "Ooooh! I'm in the market!" I saw many hundreds of teenagers running towards me from all directions, in a hurry to line up and get something.

10-7-97 - VISION - I thought about the dollar store and why they weren't open in my neighborhood. I thought about buying them out, but said, "I can't afford to buy the inventory."  A voice said, "How about taking it on consignment?"  I said, "It's a deal".

10-8-97 - DREAM - this is the 2nd dream - It was connected to the 1st dream which is unremembered.

I was walking down a narrow sidewalk in the snow leaving footprints. I was on my way to meet a woman people were expecting me to fire because her particular job with me was over as far as computer work went.

I met the woman and while I was talking to her, the words were taken out of my control and I told her we would be putting the MOM files on the web and that she would be expected to learn them and practice the teachings because it would be important in her future.

NOTE: The MOM files refer to a series of messages written or promoted by Drunvalo Melchizedek about the Merkaba Meditation. I typed up these files and put them in order for publication into a book for Jon Locke prior to meeting Joe. All these files are on other web-sties promoting Drunvalo's work some of which is already on my Feliceanna pages.

10-8-97 - DREAM - I was downtown somewhere and managed a large hotel. One of the men who was a musician in my building was a drummer. (Big Bass Drum) He got a job in another hotel down the street and I followed him there to see what that hotel was like. When I got there, Max Holden, from One Life To Live was in charge of laying down strips of carpet to deaden the sound of the drummer. The carpet was reddish brown and he was laying it in various directions in a weaving pattern to make it fit.

There was a cleaning company there and when they were done cleaning, they brought out several large boxes of books. I asked the guy what he was going to do with them and he said he did'nt know because he didn't read. I asked him I could have them and he said, "Yes! Henceforth he would give me ALL the books he found.

A woman in a white car came by who worked for me, (from the previous dream - name unremembered) and they helped her get out of her white fur covered car.

I then met a very tall man and woman and she started giving me a tour of the hotel and showing me points of interest. She complained that it wasn't good enough for an important guest who was coming. What she showed me looked like an ancient Oriental Temple with lots of ornate wood carvings. I discovered that the tall man and woman owned the hotel and I was surprised they weren't happy with it. The tall man told me that a personnel manager was coming and it turned out to be my brother-in-law E.S. I started back to my own hotel and woke up.


10-9-97 - DREAM - I had numerous visions of a new web page to be done in a triad with a UFO site at the top, but the UFO section had to be movable.

#2 - DREAM - I was in a new town. I met a man named Joe who wasn't getting along with his wife. I asked him if he wanted to go to the ocean with me because I wanted to dip my toes in the water which I could see out the window with the waves pounding on the shore. In order to get away from his wife, he made himself small like a Ken doll. So, I carried him downstairs through the basement under my coat where I saw the furnace. I saw several little hands sticking out through the furnace grate and I started to scream, "Tell me it isn't true, tell me it isn't true. I don't want to lose my mind."

He said, "No! It's true."

I cried for them, then we went outside with him still under my coat. I was being followed closely by a movie star ______ (a comedian). I asked him to go ahead of me because I felt uncomfortable with him so close He went ahead and then another guy did the same thing. I didn't want anyone to see Joe under my coat.

I went inside a building then that was pretty dark where people were lined up to vote. These were 3 black women in line - one in each line - two were mean and one was sweet. One of the mean women saw me look at her and decided to start a fight. Myself and another woman ended up o the floor but we weren't hurt. I told the owner to call 11 so i could press charges. He told me that I would be the one arrested then. Then two other women started to fight and he had to deal with them and I got outside by myself.

I came to an intersection where I saw a tall blonde woman who looked like someone I knew named Donna. The woman had had an accident in the street and was blind, walking with a cane. She couldn't get up the curb. I told her I would take her home and offered her a ride in my little red wagon which I put a yellow pillow in. I had to attach the handle to pull it with 4 gold rings.

10-9-97 - DREAM - I was at home and we had guests over. I let the guests in who were movie stars. They all wore sleeveless, collarless pajama-like material sheaths in various subtle shades of light blue and brown. One of the guests was black. Another woman dressed in pink arrived at the door. She saw the black person and backed away from the door.  I went to speak to her and asked her why she wouldn't come in.  She made it obvious because it was because the black person was in my house. The word bigot went through my mind. I told her it was best that she did not come into my house and shut the door in her face.

The other people went towards the back of the house where I could see them standing and I went to the livingroom to play the organ. The music I played was beautiful and I finished up by playing numerous chords and moved over to where there was a line of various colored crystals on the shelf. The sound was more subtle and quieter but exquisitely beautiful and I was able to play musical chords by touching the crystals. (The crystals were all 2 1/2 to 4 inches in diameter and not polished into shapes)

When I finished, a man who looked like Garth Brooks came in and wanted to play music with me. He brought out a beautiful black guitar to play and I had country western music to play. I also had a microphone to sing with which I began to hook up to my organ. He stopped me and said that he didn't want me t use the microphone because it would drown out HIS sound. I said that if I didnt use the microphone, HIS sound would drown ME out.

We never did play together.

At the end of this dream, I had a vision dream where I was presented with two lazer lights as an award.

I saw a piece of brown paper which said, THE ARCHAEOLOGICAL ASTRAL LIGHT AWARD. (I believe these were  like those in the brown box I traveled with in an earlier dream)  These lights are held in the hand by the handles at the base of the light.

These rings were all brilliant white light.
The center ball looked thee blue earth from space.

10-10-97 - DREAM - We were in the airport all night waiting for dinner which was ordered at midnight. At 5:30 a.m. the fluorescent light overhead went out. A man came and told us how to fix it. I had two seeds and opened up the seeds. The core of the seed were placed on each end of the fluorescent light and replaced back into the sockets. The light began to flicker slowly and a dove appeared and landed on the wire in the light and flapped his wings.  As the light came back on fully, colorful flowers bloomed in the light.

We were called to breakfast then and served huge steaks which had taken 5 1/2 hours to cook.

10-10--97 - DREAM - I was sent a letter by someone Joe knows and told to record it though I couldn't read it. It was all symbols - not letters, then followed by some red writing in ink at the bottom.

I was also shown an award plaque on the wall with a picture of Mickey Mouse at the top. I heard a click and the picture of Mickey Mouse changed to a Christmas tree with the lights on. I was told to record this also.

10-11-97 - DREAM - (I went to bed sick with chest pains, out of breath, feeling really ill)   I was at my 16th St. house and went next door to the south across the alley. I was diagnosed with a disease like CAEX15 or something like that. I knew then that I had eaten too much chicken and mashed potatoes which did not digest and was pressing on my diaphragm and esophagus.  (True)

#2 DREAM - I loaded a piece of software into my computer that belonged to Joe. It was a duplicate of what Joe had except his version was American and my version was Canadian. This took many hours. The software was about a foot thick, about a 5x7 rectangle.

NOTE:  A couple of days later, Joe gave me some software to use in my computer for web design. I looked at the box and it said it was made in Canada.

#3 - DREAM - I and some others quickly cleaned the house where we were at 5:30 a.m. so when the boss showed up at 8 a.m. it was all done.

10-11-97 - DREAM - I was my home/school/job.  It was 8 a.m.  One of the men who lived/worked where I was, gave me his written assignment to turn in to the teacher/boss.  I didn't take time to look at it, just put it on the desk and left because I had the opportunity to see the place where my 1st husband was going to retire to up north.

We drove north and came to an apartment building in the middle of nowhere. People were coming from all directions and taking the elevator to these assigned floors. I was surprised to meet my husband's father outside. His father really liked the place because it was 'free'. My husband's brother Lambert was also there. I asked him, "It's not really free is it? He only thinks it is because he doesn't have to pay any money."

My husband's new apartment was to be on the 9th floor. We went to the elevator. There was no room for me on the elevator, so I said I would follow on the next rip. My husband's brother Lambert (which means 'light of the land') waited with me. We pressed the button for 9 on the elevator which was made out of red fire brick.

It went past all the other floors. It stopped briefly so we could see what they were like. When we stopped, there was no elevator around me, but we were just standing on a square of floor in other people's kitchen. There were lots of people on the lower floors. They were very crowded.

We finally got to the 9th floor. There weren't so many people there, but still quite a few. We walked from apartment to apartment looking for my husband's apartment but couldn't find it. There were no empty apartments. There were no hallways either, you just kept going from room to room.

We finally came to one magnificent set of rooms. There was no kitchen. One man sat at a drawing board in the first room that was lit up by hidden lights about half way up like from behind some kind of black wings that were in the corner and stretched in two directions.

In the next room was a huge grand piano and a large organ. I asked the man's permission to touch the piano and he said "Okay!' I went over to the piano and played just 6 notes. The tones were exquisitely beautiful. I looked at the room and saw the expanse of the walls and told myself that there would be plenty of room for 9 bookcases in that room. I came back out of the room and told the man at the drawing board that if he would let me play the piano, he would really enjoy the music. He said, "I know I would".

We had to leave then because my husband's apartment hadn't been vacated by someone leaving yet and there was no room for him.

I had to get back to town by 8 p.m. because I was meeting my another to do something with her.

When I get back, the boss/teacher called me into the office to explain to me what he had wanted to see on this other guy's paper on the top with the TO: , FROM, and DATE lines. It was a really long continuous paper on UFO's, and ET's.

I tried to explain that I had just turned it in for the other guy because we were in a hurry to leave, but he continued to tell me what he expected when we turned in papers in the future.

10-12-97 - DREAM - I was at home/school and I was shown that the young woman next to me was given a choice - If she got a job she would have to pay for her college education. If she did not get a job, they would give her a scholarship for a free education. The man/teacher started showing me the curriculum of the "A" courses. There were many, many of them. If they were completed, then there was also the rest of the alphabet and saw the letters B,C,D,E.....

#2 - DREAM - I was at my high school on 12th St. The neighborhood mailman came and tried to charge me for some mail he was unable to deliver. I looked at it and none of had my name on it. One name was D.A. and one was Tamara and one envelope had the name B___ on it. The rest was advertising. I refused it all.

I then headed towards home and met 2 of my youngest boys. They were about 6 and 8 years old. Bill was young enough so that I could lift him off the ground with the hand when we came to snow drifts and ruts. We were on Center St. and I looked up into the sky. There was a brown could scudding across the sky. I stared at it and saw that it was a painting of a UFO with 2 moon-like circles in front of it partially.

I couldn't figure out why it was painted in the sky but I didn't want to find out why. I was afraid of a beam of light that might come down to zap me. We hurried as fast as we could around the corner of 17th St. and I noticed it had started to snow which obscured the sight of the UFO. I said, "Let's hurry now. They can't see us either", and then I realized they had infra-red radar and could still see us even if we couldn't see them. We couldn't make much headway on the sidewalk and Bob complained that I couldn't lift him by one hand like I could do with Bill, so we ran out to the street and headed south on the hard packed snow on the road. We suddenly met the mailman going north. He was totally out of character in summer shorts, pushing a cart that had a hedge trimmer on the right side. We hurried past him and headed for home.

#3 - DREAM - I was in my work office and I overheard my Purchasing boss B.A. say he was going to Chicago to a conference. He asked if anyone wanted a copy of the proceedings and I hollered, "yes!"

I half woke up as a voice hollered at me, "It's time to start school."

10-12-97 - DREAM - I was laying in bed with Joe and a little girl about three years old came running into the room, jumped up on the bed and dove on top of Joe's chest saying, "I want to be with you, Grandpa."  I said, "Alicia! Grandpa is sick and you shouldn't be bothering him."  

I rolled her off of Joe and put her between us for a moment.

Joe got out of bed, picked up Alicia and took her down the hall to the left to another room. (Alica means 'sweet' - 'noble')

The doorbell rang and Joe let a young doctor in. The doctor put an orange brown patch on Joe about 2 or 2 1/2 inches across and said that another doctor would be by on Monday.

I went down the hall to find Alicia. She was in a front bedroom with her head stuck into a large opening in the wall created by a large brown sliding panel. I noticed that on the far end of the room, it was raining inside the room.

I asked Joe, "Isn't the sun ever going to shine again?" I visualized a huge cloud covering all of California and far out into the Pacific ocean.

Joe said, "No! Winter is here to stay.!"

10-13-97 - DREAM - I went outside to visit my daughter and it started to rain. I turned around to go back to the house. The rain had already turned to ice except under a tree so I had to half skate my feet back to the house. We told my Mom she wouldn't be going out. It would be like black ice that day.

I talked to someone whose job it was to go out and plow snow in the mountains and I speculated in my mind various ways of preventing snow from accumulating too deep on the roads or on ships but they all involved spinning heated rods or rings and I knew that would create ice which was worse so I never figured out a good way.

#2 - DREAM - A dream in a notebook was brought to me by a messenger of Judge Frank Barzcak to see if I could solve a murder case. The book they gave me, warned of confidentiality.  Was the dream true or not? There were many photographs of the crime scene. I looked at all the photos of the area. The photos became live like a video and I watched researchers look under the bushes and  clear the area of all debris that might be clues to the case. I watched them to make sure they were doing a good job. The scenes were of the rock along the river bank where the murder was committed.  Two messengers, one of whom was named Frank Holt.  One messenger was from the judge, one messenger was from the defense. They sat in the room with me watching me read the dream.

Joe was laying in bed with me also while I read the notebook.

A nun, about age 69, dressed in a brown habit, who said she was a friend of Joe, whom he had met in the building, used our room to interview two soldiers. One, who stood in the left corner claimed to be age 29 years old so he could see a beautiful movie star who turned out to be Brooke Shields who played "Suddenly Susan" on television. He admitted he lied so he could get close to her.

The other soldier stood in the right hand corner.  Nobody talked to him, he just stood there.  

My daughter-in-law Becky came and sat on the chair on my left with a big brown ribbon bow in her hair. At that point it was 7 a.m. and I knew we were in a big city. One of her ex-boyfriends Jack was there. They all sat and watched me read the dream that the judge had sent over for me to solve the case.

I was waking up and still needed to see more details about the dream. Babaji showed me how to unroll the scroll to get back into the dream. It was divided into 3 sections. The center section had a huge cornucopia full of flowers, fruits, and vegetables. But,  i could never get back to continue the dream.

10-13-97 - DREAM - I went down into the basement where work was going on. A man asked for some special tape and I told him which storage closet it was in. I saw a little tiny orange kitten on the floor and then someone came by with a rectangular fishtank with amniotic fluid in it with several other stages of pre-born kitten embryos in it.

I went up to the second floor where a package was delivered that had a new blue sewing machine in it, and from there I went to my own rom and modeled some new blue clothes and a French beret on my head.. I looked incredibly good.

I went down to the first floor where I worked. The phone rang so I answered it. I didn't know the man they asked for. His name was Cabot. I went into the bosses office where a meeting was going on. It looked more like a wedding ceremony where many, many people were standing around a large rectangle table wearing beautiful pastel clothes. Nobody responded to the name when I asked if Mr. Cabot was there. I went into the next meeting room which was all men covered with dark blue and dark green sheets. Nobody there responded to the name Cabot either. I went back to the telephone to tell the woman I couldn't find Mr. Cabot. The woman on the phone said her name was Mere and she wanted to speak to Susan (from the previous dream.) I went upstairs to ask about her and was told I wasn't even allowed to know if she was there or not. I went downstairs to look for Susan but when I walked through sand, my shoe prints were wide going in one direction (left) and narrow going in the other direction, (right) I looked at it myself and even tried walking through the sand again and couldn't figure it out. I went back to the phone and the phone was already hung up.

I went outside then and all those people form the meetings came outside too like they were tourists. We were on 13th and Wisconsin Ave. A tall fountain was spraying water on the sidewalk and we were ducking so as not to get wet.

The people started stripping off their clothes and reveling in the sunshine like they had never seen the sun before.

Tourists came from the left form foreign countries. They were all in 3's and each country had a different type outfit on (like you see in the Olympic parade)

We went a little further over where it became more crowded and a big, heavy women were pushing huge puppet theatres around to put on shows for the public.

10-14-97 - DREAM - It was my last day in apartment #7. I had already moved all my stuff out and had come back for a check out inspection and turn in my keys.

I went down to the basement where the owner was giving a going away party in my honor. The owner and his wife were small Japanese people. They wanted to play a game nobody had every played before. In order to do that, they sprayed a fine mist of yellow stuff on the floor to make a 4 sided square divided diagonally. There were 8 people...2 to a side. It actually seemed like a square dance because several of us faked a dosie-do in fooling around.

At this point, I saw a vision of a red arrow with the numbers 1 & 3 at the ends and knew that only couple 1 and 3 would be going back and forth. I was on the #4 side.

The Japanese womans aid the loser of the game had to forfeit $30. Several people didn't have any money. The Japanese woman said the loser could pay the winner with sex. That wasn't agreeable to everyone and several of us decided not to play.  So, we didn't play at all.

I then had to finish checking out the apartment to make sure I had everything out of it. I wanted to go alone but was accompanied by the guy who lived in #8. We went inside the apartment and there was an 8 sided candy counter in there - each side had a different kind of candy under slanted glass windows.

The other guy said that was always his downfall when he used to manage the place because he ate up all the profits.

I remember having a silver key in my hand and unlocking the door, but cannot remember turning in the key. I might have kept it.

10-14-97  NOTE:  I woke from the previous dream and was unable to go back to sleep. It was 1 am.  I lay there in the dark and most of the time my eyes were wide open unable to even keep them closed. I started thinking very negatively in the "What If" category. The tears started streaming from my eyes because I don't have a single friend here, nor a job, nor my own money.

I rolled over to hold Joe in my arms and stayed that way until I decided that I wasn't going to live my life out of fear, but continue to live it "for love". I then fell asleep and had the following dream.

DREAM -  I was in a big old house that I was managing, but there were strange rooms and strange stairways and strange people I didn't know.

I went to the front of the building and out on the street. People there were playing games and being sent back and forth across the street. They didn't seem to know which side of the street to be on, so I didn't know which side of the street to be on to watch what was going on either.  

I finally gave up and decided to go back inside my house and forget about what was going on out there. It was just too confusing.

I got inside my building and was approached by an official looking type man and a television crew and some other people. The guy was laughing and reached out to shake my hand. He said, "I just want you to know that this was all a test and you just passed."

I have to admit I didn't laugh, and I wasn't amused. I didn't appreciate the test at all.

#2 - DREAM - I was visited by C.L. my psychologist friend. She and I were sitting at a square white table in my kitchen. She showed me a small piece of paper that was folded in a certain way in order to form a rectangle with an opening in the center of the top folds. She asked me what I thought it was for. I demonstrated the principle of the formation by taking hold of the edge and spinning it in the air. We were standing up at that point and I showed her the amount of force that had to take place in order to keep the rectangular folded form perpetually suspended in the air while it was spinning.

She was standing by the wall and I sat on the chair so she seemed taller than life and I started to tell her the negative thought pattern that had gone through my mind during the night.

The alarm clock went off and I was yanked out of the dream.

#3 - After Joe left for work, I had this dream.

DREAM - Joe was driving me up a strange hill on a narrow road which was walled in on both sides. He said, "You have to be careful driving up this road because occasionally you meet someone coming back down. Just then, a white car appeared when we made the next turn to the right after softly bouncing off a rock that protruded from the left. The car wasn't damaged and I felt the bump softly like bouncing off a soft balloon.

The white car had to back up far enough so that we could make the right turn up to our own house. There wasn't room for 2 way traffic on that road.

#3 - DREAM - I think this was a separate dream.

I was in a yellow house high on a hill where other people were with me but I can't remember who they were or what we were doing.

I looked out the window and saw a building on top of the mountain with a radio antenna on it. It looked like the building was on fire and there was a tremendous black smoke cloud billowing out of one end of the building.

I told the other people about the radio antenna building being on fire. One lady told me to look again.

I looked again and what I had seen as the black billowing smoke cloud was actually a huge lilac bush in bloom in our own yard. The perspective of sight and the lack of light had made a positive thing seem negative.

10-15-97 - DREAM - Over and over and over I was told to copy the Pickard Website  until I could do it effortlessly. I don't know how many times I did this, but I would wake up, fall asleep and keep doing it under the instructions of someone.

#2 - DREAM - I went down to 61st and Center Sts with a woman  to have my car looked at to see what was wrong with it. The man there realized the car had been worked on there before. He was going to determine if it needed to be replaced or not.

From there I went with the same woman and Becky. They wanted to look at jewelry, but that seemed a waste of my time and I met some other people I decided to go to the fair with. A man named Norman decided he wanted to go to Capital Drive.

I escaped from his car at a garage when he stopped for gas. I got to the bathroom and found I was naked. I ran from the bathroom to bathroom to hide myself until I made it somewhere on the East side where I got another car

As I drove on Center St. a grey car pulled out in front of me and blocked my car. So, I came to a stop so I wouldn't hit him, he pulled out a machine gun and started to shoot at me through the windshield. I shone a flashlight in his face and he couldn't hit me.

I escaped and went up to Capital Drive where it was dark. I forgot to signal my turn and I didn't have my headlights on. I was surprised I didn't get arrested. I drove back down to Center St. where another car pulled in front of me and started to shoot at me through the windshield. Again I shone the flashlight in his face and he couldn't get me.

This happened 4 times total. Each time the shooter was oriental.

I then got out of my car and ran up the stairs to escape but the Orientals followed me. I saw the boss man Chairman Mao and some of his henchmen coming up the stairs. He intended to kill me personally.

A tall, thin, Chinese man and a tall, thin, Chinese woman came down the hall acting like they were drunk. They blocked the stairway where Chairman Mao was coming up.

The Chinese woman began to sing a Chinese religion song which by tradition forced Chairman Mao and the others to put their hands up in the air and close their eyes. When they closed their eyes, the all, thin, Oriental man told me to run to the right down the hall and go into another room and use the Pickar technique to escape.

#3 - DREAM/VISION - I saw a list of numbers from 1 through 36.

#2 had the word "Processing" next to it.
#14 had the word "Order" next to it.
#34 had the word "selection" next to it.
#35 had the word "wisdom" next to it.

10-16-97 - DREAM - I was told that all the missing files were on Joe's computer and that as soon as he sent them over to my computer, the puzzle would be solved.

As soon as I knew that, they started showing me notebooks and files about crop circles, and the files came alive and became videos, and they showed me video after video of crop circles and in combining Joe's files with my files everything was known.


10-16-97 - DREAM - I dreamed of many letters I sent to other people. I saw a page which was to be the cover of my next book. The ends of the 6's were like the letter "T"

      T - by
                          H - Dolores Finney


10-16-97 - DREAM - I was in a basement making a final adjustment on a heater as I was leaving my apartment manager job. I went to the right and where the lights were which were way up high, the strings to turn them on and off were festooned with flowers.

I went up to the 1st floor where I was training the new manager. She was whining, "I just can't work without the information cards." I looked at her and said, "The rest of the cards are in the office, and if I get fired, "I don't give a shit."

10-18-97 - DREAM - I was seeing many squares. I knew they were book pages. Finally, I saw a white horse standing on his hand legs pawing at the air with his front feet. He was in the center of a white bordered square and there was a white archway over him and I knew that was the final page.

Then again I saw the white horse standing on his hind legs under the white archway and I knew I had been blessed.

10-18-97 - VISION - I was told: At 6a.m. you will be receiving the sine wave of Paul - You must be sure to raise it up at the end.  It looks like this.  

10-18-97 - DREAM - I was asked to take care of a nasty old woman and a younger strange woman named Alice in the old woman's home. They had plumbing and cleaning problems. While I was there a fat black woman came in and made disparaging remarks to me. The old woman who was nasty herself made a comment about the black woman and I told her that she didn't really wear what she said, that it was done 'tongue-in-cheek' or a joking manner. I finally left them because it was such a nasty grey atmosphere there.

10-18-97 - DREAM - I was on my way home from work, waiting for the elevator. It turned out we were on the 9th floor and it was the freight elevator. We had been waiting to go up when we actually needed to go down.

I got down to the 1st floor after picking up a black woman on the 6th floor. My son Tom showed up and while hew as waiting to talk to me he went across the street to take care of the old lady and Alice who lived across the street.

I then met my son Ken and Bill in a blue livingroom. I asked them how they had been and they said, "Alone". I asked them again, they just repeated the word, "Alone".

10-19-97 - VISION - I effortlessly put into place a garden meditation site dedicated to Vishnu.

 #2 - I mediated on the sine wave of Paul seven times.

#3 -  I meditated a long time putting into place seven more meditation sites dedicated to Vishnu.

#4 - DREAM - I was working at A.C. and wanted to make a small purchase. I called J.C. on the phone to ask what I should do and she told me to call Kudell in the supply room and ask him.

#5 - DREAM - I was in a U shaped house. I was in the remodeled section of the bottom of the U, separated from the 30 foot room by a 3 foot door. The 30 foot room also had a front door going outside. I was told by a voice that part of the room I was in was remodeled from the portion that was attached to the 30 foot room. I could see the lines in the ceiling and the floor where the walls had been removed. There had been another section on the other side of the 30 foot room so the house originally looked like an upside down T. Now it looked like a U. I do not recall seeing my furniture in the 30 foot section, but I could see we had too much furniture in the section I was in. There was a dresser with two white lamps on it. The lamp stands were standing in the middle of the room. There was no room to put them by the wall, so I turned one upsidedown on top of the other, thinking I would have to remove them from the room otherwise. A child came in and told me she was leaving and I could have her dolls. It was a Barbie, Ken, and Skipper. As I held Barbie in my hands, the head changed to a rabbit head with long ears.

Over in the corner, on the right, a man with white hair sat at a desk. He was sewing something on a sewing machine. There were two children on top of the desk playing also. The girl child was shooting pool. With the triangle with 9 balls, and a pool cue.

I walked to the back door which was a door at the end of this 30 foot section to the left of the man. I saw a black woman standing there with two children, also a boy and a girl. I said, "Oh! I didn't know you were there. You've been so patient to wait so long."  She smiled at me. The blonde mother of the other two children was there to drive her two children and the black woman and her two children away in a white car which was parked outside.

Behind the car was a large blue curtain or blanket hanging on a line which I said I was going to have to take down.  One the right was a shelf case with objects on it like empty urns or vase. I said I was going to have to take these inside to clean up the yard.

10-19-97 VISION - I was seeing the College of Cardinals meeting. They were all standing up in a tier of three high and were electing a new Pope. They were all wearing mitered hats and red robes.

10-19-97 - I was working at a very large company and went to a certain department to search for a particular blueprint. At the same time I was posting dreams on a computer and each time I did, the computer disk would revolve and I could see that the postings were forming a football shape. I was so excited about this, I wanted to show Joe what was happening.

Meantime, a tall, thin girl was waiting for me to get her the blueprint and I had been spending my time posting dreams instead. I felt guilty and went over to the next aisle to get the blueprint which was still in a square box cube, the was it came and I hadn't done my job with it yet.

I opened up the box to get the blueprint and inside was a burned frying pan. I opened the lid and found two scorched chicken wings in it.

I apologized to the girl and said to her, "Tell your box I'm such a bad cook, I even burn restaurant food."

I then went to another department because I was getting ready to move. My apartment was on Wisconsin Ave. where NWML Insurance Co. is, and I was moving to the penthouse of the building East of it across the street from where I currently was.

People were asking me when I was going to be home to have my open house party.

I had the key to my apartment already so I was anxious to get going. I started packing up my clothes in a neat pile inside a brown wicker basket that was football shaped.

I wanted to get going so I made a flimsy excuse about not wanting to inspect an apartment for the 5th time and told my boss, "I quit!"  It was my last day anyway but it was 5 o'clock and I wanted to get going. I saw the contract Lease and it was signed in red ink. The apartment they wanted me to inspect was 10_  and it was past the intersection where 96, 97, and 98 was at the EL of the building. I wasn't willing to walk past that intersection.

My sons came over. There were 3 of them and for some reason, each one had to change clothes and I saw their huge penises. (This represents the triple male trinity)

One son had lost so much weight he had lost 14 inches off his waist and his clothes were in shreds up to his waist and yet he didn't want to change them for a smaller size. At his belt, his clothes were like this: ^^^^^^^  .  I told him to take a shower and change clothes. I was ready to move.

#3 - DREAM - While I was moving, the mail truck pulled up in front of the building. they had like a mini-office on the truck. I asked if they had any mail on the truck and they looked at all the names and if I knew any of the names they would appreciate it if I would deliver it for them. I looked at all the names and the only name I knew was OSTRANDER.

Just as  I said I knew the person named OSTRANDER a guy who claimed to be OSTRANDER came on the truck. He opened one of the packages. It was a clock. I could not see the face on the clock. Before I left, the postman gave me a big electronic gadget which plugged into the cable outlet with two big prongs  so I could see cable shows for free.

#4 - DREAM - I was driving my car to the new apartment. You drove the car standing up in the middle of the front seat. A seat belt held you in place which went from you to a holder on the left seat which was numbered 108 to a holder on the right which was numbered 108. The strap formed a triangle. In front of the driver was a round gadget into which he typed his dreams while traveling.

#5 - DREAM - In order to move, I had to register my traveling number. Each person carried an electronic gadget which plugged into  a place at your location.

I had had to turn it in at DOT when I moved and I was now at the DOT again to pick up my new counter.

At the first desk I went to, I found my old counter to which they had attached a silver key.

I picked it up and walked towards the second desk where you registered. I was waiting my turn when a tell, dark, foreign man took ahold of my arm. He talked with a European accent. He said, "I watched you in the last place and I was very impressed how helpful you were  to the man there, so I want to help you now and give you a clue. When you get a new number, you throw away the old number."

His face then turned into an electronic type of gadget which keeps time or counts things. I woke up before I saw any number though.

10-22-97 - DREAM - I spent a long time rearranging icons for links on the computer. There were 12 UFO sites for every dream site. The UFO sites had to be done first.

10-22-97 - DREAM - Our house was in an apartment building. The Internic (controller of domain names) was installed on the 6th floor.All of the cable connections were on the elevator.The Internic box looked like a rainbow colored jukebox.

I went up to the 9th floor to begin collecting my mail. I had a mailbox on every floor. The same key opened all the boxes.

After that I was in the car with my Father. He drove...I was in the back seat. He pulled up to the curb on 15th and Center and a man dressed in a black trench coat came up to the car ad put his hand in the window. My Father handed the man my credit card. The man went up the stairs to a house there. He was very mysterious and scary. He didn't show his face to anyone and wore a black slouch hat. However, I did catch a glimpse of his profile when he got to the door. He was really handsome and had white skin. He was protected by a black man wearing an orangish brown coat.

We went back to the apartment building and I met some other mysterious people. They seemed like welfare investigators or some other social workers. I had a short conversation with them. I was trying to pump them for information. I can't remember what was said.

I went back to my own apartment and knew that those two men had been in the building before and were expected back. I was concerned that they might be into the drug scene or something.

I was taking care of other people's kids as well as my own and I allowed my baby daughter and another kid to hide in the bottom dresser drawer so the guy in black wouldn't kidnap her.

I met a guy in the hall that said there had been complaints about  a donkey braying in that house on 15th  St. where I saw the tall man in black go into. A little later, I confronted my father about the mysterious men on 15th St. and I told him I knew about the donkey braying there. He acted like he didn't know what I was talking about, but I knew he did.  I kept telling him that the house was East of ours. I kept saying..."It's East...It's East."

10-22-97 - DREAM - I was in a huge school. It held thousands and thousands of people of all ages. Classes were held on many floors of this school.

I went up in the elevator because I wanted to meet Gilgamesh. When I met him, he was very short, about 4 feet tall. He wore a silver suit that looked like metal. He actually looked more like a robot than a person.

He then changed into a green space suit and looked more alien. He accompanied me down the elevator and was dancing pretty wildly. I got off the elevator by the school office, the elevator door closed and I was wheezing like phlegm was stuck half way down my throat. I coughed and coughed and coughed. The office people came out and wanted to know if they should call an ambulance for me. I shook my head and continued coughing and finally my throat cleared.

The women in the office wanted to know what was going on and what had brought about my coughing.  So, I told them about meeting Gilgamesh and my experience with the occult i the past. They were very upset and told me I would lose my mind if I continued to do these things.

This office was like a small library with thousands of books and the door I had come in was blocked with a movable bookshelf so we could see out but nobody could see in.

I heard a swishing noise and wondered what it was. I looked out the door between the books and saw hundreds of children walking by in unison. The sound of their little stockinged feet, because there were so many of them, made that sound.

One little boy was smart enough to look between the books and we met eye to eye. I looked out onto the hall and saw black plumes of smoke coming out from under the elevator door. I thought about yelling "Fire" but didn't want to create a panic. The smoke diminished then and I reached for the green phone to call the fire department. The phone was dead.

I had no choice but to yell "Fire!" and get everyone out of the school. The smoke was getting denser.

So,  I started yelling, "Fire! Fire! Fire!"  Everyone had been drilled in what to do, but there were so many thousands of people to clear out the school, this took a long time, first the little children where I was and then adults coming down the stairs from higher floors. The smoke was coming down the hall, so I kept on hollering, "Fire! Fire! Fire!"  People would dawdle and complain about going outside where it was cold and wet with snow. Three guys stopped in the hall to ask why I wasn't getting out myself. I said, "Then who will there be to call the warning."  I was the only one telling everyone else of the danger.

10-22-97 - DREAM - I was working on a web page on which the background pictures were scenes from Gilgamesh. The final scene was a mystery glyph because the meaning was not known. It was " 7 ".

#2 - VISION - The dream voice said, "With regards   to the demierge, look up the word irreversible."

#3 - DREAM - I was in a house that was like inside and outside at the same time. There was a spot on the wall I wanted to wash off, so I asked my son Tom if he could park his Jeep in front of it. Tom pulled it backwards into the spot with his two hands.

I then began to  throw all the things that were antiques that I had once treasured. Two wall hangings I had thought were fragile glass were actually only plastic to my surprise. Other things had worn out around the edges or had become distorted.

I then wanted to walk down to the other end of the apartment and a guy who lived in the same building offered to drive me in his car. It was a small silver vehicle. I admired it because the whole top was see-through glass, but it was real hard to get out of past the steering wheel once you got in.

#3 - DREAM - I had a discussion with some young black boys  for ideas about how a person who had been accused of murder with a hand grenade could get off because he actually hadn't done it. While they were coming up with ideas, I was sorting out pieces of chocolate on the table.

10-22-97 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment in a large building and expecting a grocery delivery from I.R. I.R. arrived  downstairs and buzzed me on the intercom. He didn't sound like he was in a very good mood. I picked up a white telephone to tell him something which was on a bookcase shelf on the outside of a revolving type bookcase in the middle of a doorway. A recording came on saying, "If you want to make a call, hang up and dial again."

So, I ran out the door to the patio which was the 3rd floor roof extension. I.R. was walking towards the building and hollered down at me to come down and help him so he wouldn't have to feed quarters into the meter while he was parked. I couldn't remember any meters within several blocks of the house.

I scooted down off the roof to the sidewalk where hundreds of people were entering the building. I.R. had already entered the building which seemed to be a school. I could see him going up the center spiral staircase. There were left and right hallways also past the doors. I followed I..R. up the staircase behind two girls. The stairs were flat at the bottom, but then took on more and more angular pattern as they went up and there was a center railing too. Each stair had 3 rectangular rungs together. I thought the architect had a really unique way of styling the staircase. 

By the time you get up a few stairs, you were walking on the edges of the stairs and not on the foot part.

I passed the two girls up and caught up to I.R. We got to my apartment  door and went inside where I..R.'s face morphed into a different face. The man said, "We're here to move all your stuff. We're taking you to S_________ (Sophy?) church. I saw his white van parked in my apartment ready for loading.

I was absolutely astonished and couldn't respond much except to say, "It wasn't my intention to move."

He then showed me a book I thought was a dictionary at first. It was laid out with circles on the pages like:;

NOTE:  this page must be at full size to see it properly.

 Joe Mason/Gematria      Joe Mason/Gematria           Dee/Enoch       Dee/Enoch                  

                       #1                                  #2                                        #1                    #2

(Note: These were all in small circles)

                                        Joe Mason/Gematria                                Dee/Enoch         Dee/Enoch

                                        #3                                                            #3                      #4

                                   (Note:; This was a large circle)                       

                     Joe Mason/Gematria         Joe Mason/Gematria           Dee/Enoch        Dee/Enoch

                     #4                                     #5                                      #5                      #6


10-23-97 - VISION - One of the web pages of definitions should be all the major animals, lion, tiger, giraffe, etc.

#2 - VISION - I was baking brownies and other deserts

#3 - DREAM - I was at a woman's group. Each woman donated $120 for a chance to win $14 million dollars and a good friend of mine won the prize. I asked her if she needed a housekeeper and she nodded, "Yes!" I was happy about it. Then they started passing around headless dolls with beautiful dresses in an attempt to sell them. After that I agreed to drive to 76th and Center Sts. to meet the woman to go see the new home I would live at.

#4 - VISION - I saw a schematic of a new jet plane. It was all the drawings of all the views.

#5 - DREAM - I was living in a new apartment and discovered that the bathroom was in the next building over. I thought it was real strange that my apartment building didn't have it's own bathroom. I intended to look for it later. I went into the bathroom and discovered it had 12 foot ceilings and the walls were light green. I could hear people's voices from other bathrooms when I was in there.

When I came back out of the bathroom, I said to myself, "I'm not going to want to go outside to the bathroom all winter." I went into my apartment and found I was living with many women. I asked one what time it was and she said it was 12:30p.m. I was shocked because I thought Joe had just left for work and he leaves at 5:30a.m. "How could it have gotten so late?"

I was rushing around trying to get dressed and asked another woman what time it was. She said it was 10::30a.m.  That felt a little better but I was still late and I still had to put panty hose on. I was trying to find the right pair without runs and finally found a pair that had beige slacks on the inside of them. I finally found a pair and reached down to put them and discovered that I already had some on.

There were two woman wrestling on the bed behind me and one woman was trying to strangle the other one with a blue satin jacket around her neck and face. I was worried about the woman being strangled but saw that she was still smiling and laughing so I let it continue. When the woman finally got up I was that she was not as she had appeared. She was ugly and had her hair cut like a man. I was really disgusted by the change in her.

A man came to demonstrate a carpet cleaner and I could see a wet streak on the brown carpet where he had tested it, but I didn't think the carpet was dirty to begin with. But a woman took a white flowered skirt and wiped it over the wet streak and said, "Look! It didn't leave any stain on my white garment.  We should use him."

I asked another woman what time it was and she said, 9:30a.m. That was better but I was still late.

I ran out of the apartment and wanted to take a shortcut through the hallway where I worked on the 1st floor. A black man came in and was leering at me, suggestively. He kept following me so I ran away uphill yelling, "Help!  Help!"  He just laughed.

Then I tried to take a shortcut through the 1st floor factory, but big square agricultural threshing machines were being brought out through the tunnel, so I couldn't go through the tunnel. The machines were orange/brown and square and really big  Each machine had a two man crew, one to drive it and one to direct it. Every which way I turned, a machine was coming my way. I was becoming trapped by the machines. Finally, I was completely surround by these huge machines and trapped and feeling a great deal of fear, the morphed into white washing machines that were triangle shaped. There were 6 of them.  

I was completely surrounded and scared half out of my wits. One man said, "All you have to do is touch it, and it will move. I put my hand out and the machine instantly moved backwards. I as elated and the machine moved backwards out of my way and I continued on into work.

When I got upstairs, I saw two women coming up the stairs as though they were one. Their feet moved in unison. They were dressed in orange paisley material. As they whirled   around the corner to the left, the leftmost woman threw off the rightmost woman onto the floor and she lay there like a beach whale.

I went into my office and discovered that I was on time afterall.  All the offices were decorated for Christmas. I found m gifts which were already purchased and  prepared and put them under the trees in my office. Two little black boys sat there expectantly and I said to them, "It looks like it's going to be someone's birthday!"  And we were all happy.

10-23-97 - VOICE - "Here  he is again. Cardinal Bethke, Jr."

#2 - VISION - The letters TWA were in the upper left hand corner of the vision. The exploded into a black circle. Several men dressed in black ocean swim rescue suits were on boats on the right bottom.

10-24-97 - VISION - I saw a web page of links. The words highlighted were 'CHRISTIAN" I clicked on File and Save. I saw a second web page with the words "CHRISTIAN".

10-24-97 - VISION - I saw a line of grey cars moving along a curb in a big city, separate from traffic going by. It was like a funeral procession and some of the cars were very large.

10-24-97 - DREAM - I was on my way home from somewhere and was inside a house where my clothes were being sorted. All the baby clothes were sorted out and left in the house in the baby's room.

All my other clothes which I recognized as things I wear now were put into my Father's car. My Father was driving and my mother was sitting on the passenger side. All my clothes were piled on my mother's lap. My Mother pointed out that I had my own car to drive home. I looked and saw a very large brown car parked in front of my Father's car. I had forgotten I had my own car. My Mother handed me my purse with my keys in them. There were 3 brown purses.

I wasn't able to get all the way home on 16th St. in the car because there had been a huge snow storm and the street was full of snow. There were many college age men shoveling the snow off the street as fast as they could. I asked what happened to the snow plows and one man answered, "We enjoy helping people out ourselves."

I went into my 16th St. house and L.C. (from my UFO group) was in the kitchen cooking food for a contest. There was no stove, just gas jets with blue flames coming out of them. The whole floor where the stove should have been was burning with blue flames. The floor itself was burning and spreading out in all directions.  I was not distressed, but told her she could not cook  on my floor with open flame. she said, "I always cooked this way on my neighbor's porch". I answered, "You cannot cook this way in my house."  She leaned right into the fire without being burned to retrieve her pans of food.

There were no knobs to turn off the burners so I had to turn off the flame using a pliers to put pressure on the controls which were only partially there and crescent moon shaped. When I got the last burner shut off I woke up.

10-25-97 - END OF THE DREAM - I was walking down the west stairway of my High School telling a girl about my lack of job and money, telling her it would be easier to die than to solve the problem.

#2 - DREAM  - I saw a fancy web page and saved it under another name. I got an e-mail from J..C. who wanted to know where her web page was. I had forgotten what name I had stored it under. Her e-mail was numbered "6".

10-25-97 - DREAM - I was in the livingroom of my house. There were 3 older women dressed in grey there. Many other people were wandering around the house. One woman said, "You mean you're on the Internet?" She was all excited. Just then the doorbell rang and a man and wife walked in. She was in a greenish coat. He was quite fat. I looked at his face and recognized him and said, "Oh! My God!"  I was surprised to see him there because he was so famous. (I don't know who I thought he was.) He said, "Oh! You don't have room for me." I said, "Oh! Yes we do", and scootched over on the couch so he could sit on my right side.

I then got worried that those other people wandering around the house might take something that didn't belong to them, so I excused myself to go look to see what they were doing  since I didn't see my husband or my kids anywhere. I went into my baby girl's bedroom and saw her in the playpen. The room was immense and even was 1/2 outside with a yard of grass and blue sky and sunshine.

I said, "There's my baby girl. Come to Mama, Baby Girl". She smiled and started to crawl towards me, but there was a trench of cement between her and I about 6" wide and 1" deep. She stood up and jumped over the trench and then bent over backwards to show me how flexible she was. I was so tickled with joy. I woke up laughing.

10-26-97 - DREAM - I was at a small school where we were going to be rehearsing for a stage play. One of the other people was a beautiful black woman. While we were changing clothes to put costumes on, she kept admiring my breasts and telling me how beautiful they were. I thanked her. Her own weren't bad, just not quite so big. She went on and on about my beautiful breasts and I started to get an odd feeling that she meant to do me harm because of it. Finally, it became clear that she meant to kill me. I grabbed her purse and a small silver knife fell out of it. I picked up the knife and said I would hold it until the  play was over.

My Mother and daughter came to be in the play too. I intended to go home with them.  All of a sudden, a huge wind came up, like a hurricane, only stronger, and knocked all three of them down unconscious. I went over to the black woman to see if she was  dead. Then I jumped up and down on her body a few times to make sure.

I went to the office to call 911 but the phone was dead. Then my Mother and daughter came back to  consciousness and we went home.

10-26-97 - DREAM - (I named this one THE EPIC SCARE)

I was in a big city. I was lost or looking for some place. I went down a hill and turned a corner. I saw an open car repair garage and went inside and asked if I could use their telephone. He said, "No! Everyone is sleeping and you'd wake them up."

I saw many men sleeping on the floor in various positions. I said I understood and turned to leave. The door was no longer open and I couldn't get out.

There was a white stairway leading to the top of the hill. I asked the man if he could unlock the door and let me out. He said, "No! I've only been able to make it half way up the stairs for years." There appeared to be about 36 stairs and he could only make it to 18 which he demonstrated for me.

The big open door I had come through on the way down was now closed and it appeared we were now sunk about 6 feet under the ground. The windows were at ground level up that far. I asked him if he could open the door and let me out. He said, "No! If I open the door, all the dirt will fall in. I said, "Can't you boost me up and break a window and let me out?"  He said, "No! I can't damage the door."  I said, "Then I'll have to do it myself"  I sort of flew upward and out the window because I refused to take "No!" for an answer and refused to be trapped in that hole.

I went to my apartment where I lived with my new husband. (I don't know who it was) (His face at first was Ralph - a Jehovah's witness, but then morphed according to his behavior and moods. His size and stature also morphed as his moods and attitudes changed.)

I liked my apartment. It was pretty large and had several other rooms besides the livingroom. (I didn't see the kitchen or bathroom)

Right next to the door, I discovered 4 other doors about 1 foot wide which led into other people's apartments and the doors were all open. These doors were 1 East, 2 South, and 1 West. It made me feel very vulnerable and worried that these people could just walk in and take anything they wanted.

The door to the hallway was also open as well as the apartment across the hall and people walked in and out at will. It made me nervous. I heard a voice in the bedroom and saw that someone was drunk and rolled up in a dark blue jean type sleeping bag and blanket and moaning. My heart sank. It was Edward, my ex-husband. He had found me and moved right in.

I went into the livingroom and called the police. They came and rousted Edward, but they didn't arrest him and didn't make him leave because he hadn't done anything wrong.

I stood side by side in the livingroom with my new husband who looked like nobody I knew at this point and waited for the confrontation between the two men and me.

Edward walked over to me. He was about 6'2" tall, blonde, crew cut hair, younger than I've ever seen him, and piercing light blue eyes with no pupils in them that I saw.

He said, "Does he give you deep kisses that last 25 seconds?" I said, "No!" in a timid scared voice. He said, "Okay!"  His head had turned sideways to the left, his body had turned into a blue and white being of wood as he spoke.

The confrontation was over and Edward decided he was going to live with us. I was too scared to confront him again.

I had gone into another room or to work. My husband came in to complain about my ex-husband making a mess in the apartment and not cleaning up after himself. I said, "Mr. Perfection never does anything for himself. Everyone else has to make it that way for him."

Edward appeared in one more room to make a long religious statement, again in his morphed blue and white wood being body and I was scared of him but cannot remember what he said,

10-26-97 - VISION - I saw a series of 9 boxes under water into which I was steering fish into each box. The 2 center boxes had smaller fish they were growing as I watched

10-27-97 - VISION - I saw a web page of dream definitions about animals. it showed me LION = GOD.  Then it went to a page that said, GILGAMESH = GOD.  So, I went to the keyboard to the page where Gilgamesh was typed and adjusted it to read: GILGAMESH = LION = GOD.  I tried real hard to see the url of the page but it was so dark blue, I couldn't read it.

10-27-97 - DREAM - I was at my 16th St. house with Bob, Mike, and Ken, (my sons). I also had a baby which I picked up and held him up to a mirror and said, "See! This is what you look like."  Bob was in his bedroom doing math calculations on a blackboard. I said, "Oh! I didn't know you were so good at math." Mike went down into the basement to work. (These sons never lived in that house)

10-27-97 - DREAM - I went for a job interview at a big company on the 4th floor. There were 3 women there and we all wore teal green skirts. (These were the same as the 3 goddesses I met at the basement bar in an earlier dream)

10-27-97 - DREAM - I was walking by a rummage sale and saw some books for sale. The big books I saw were half hidden in the desk. I pulled a bright red Bible out and it was marked $43. I told the woman that I had one just like it at home already and she had a battered and torn one right next to it that was worthless. I told her she was going to have to reduce the price.

10-27-97 - DREAM - I went to start my new job which was on Jackson St. where I used to work. Many of the tenants were movie and television stars. I received a phone call telling me that the second last unit had just vacated and was available for rent. It was 302C. I was going to move into 304B where the old interim manager had lived. The old manager was a white woman who looked like a dwarf. She said she had moved to Green Bay and had played the part of maintenance man.

I sat in a meeting with all these people who were discussing mismanagement of repair while I was gone. I told them I had worked there for 5 years and could handle things. One woman had stated that if they had problems they would have to kick in the walls.

The owner of the building was Pat Sajack. My boss was Ralph. He brought 3 red chairs into my office and said he would be back at 4 p.m.

10-28-97 - DREAM - There was a bizarre pattern of dreaming. When I lay on my left side, I was seeing lists of words and having picture dreams on my right side. I seemed to be able to roll over and view one or the other at will.

The dreams were about a child I had which was quite young.  They did a blood test on him and the results were hung on a long folded up sheet hanging from my belt until the information could be processed through the computer. I sat in the hospital by the nurses desk with the baby. One nurse said, "There is something so special about him. I wonder if it is because he has green eyes."

I took him into an office and he played on top of a big brown desk. I got a little upset when he knocked over two little trees that were planted in pots on the edge of the desk. I looked at them and decided they would be fine for now so didn't try to stand them upright. I figured the secretary could do that when she came back to work after the weekend.  

I met a dark haired man there and he had a beautiful smile when he looked directly at me, but when he turned his head towards the right, he looked somber and unhappy. I called this to his attention and showed him the happy face he should have when he turned right.

I went back to the nurses station where a doctor came out and showed me two big glasses of purple jelled stuff like blood. He took one glass in each hand and inserted one glass into the other at their open ends and they became One.

When I saw the computer list of words regarding the baby, I could read them, but cannot remember them. They were on a medium green background. Seems like one was "Winterthur" but I remember that as the name of a book I read once and I don't think that is quite correct.

10-29-97 - VISIONS - I saw a spiral ladder of knowledge, "Tree of Knowledge". It was all about animals and their survival. Each rung was placed over the one below it as placement to appear like a spiral.

I also saw a small book about 25 pages thick, pale yellow which was also about fish and how to catch them, clean them, and cook them. This was about survival for mankind.

10-29-97 - DREAM - I was in Milwaukee and visited by Tom (my old boss) He was questioning me whether the charge of $3.50 to clean blinds for apartments was fair. I looked at some blinds and showed him that some could be cleaned in seconds with a feather duster and some had to actually be washed to get the crud off so it would average out.

He gave this information to Carol who used to be my supervisor at A-C and taught me my secretarial skills.

When he left her officer I saw a small video screen on which I saw her mouth the wads at his back "Fuck you".

Several times there were indications that Tom had some kind of hidden illness and he was getting blood tests to diagnose it.  

Note:  Carol means 'song of happiness'.

10-29-97 - VISION - I saw a newspaper headline:

                                        WORLD PREPARED FOR CRISIS

Below it as a dark picture with a large title above it  SHELTER

#2 - VISION - I saw a poem!  BEWARE!  BEWARE!

                                                 Death and Destruction Arrives

                                                 Prepare!  Prepare!

#3 - VISION - I saw this:  "Consciousness & Awareness

                                           Emotions bring Courage"

Afterwards I heard a male voice say," I am a paper Warrior".

10-30-97 - DREAM - I went to a move theatre on Teutonia Ave. and sat in the audience. In the seat ahead of me sat three fat women, each one sitting on the other's lap. the one on the top was "Roseanne (she called herself a 'domestic goddess') on her comedy show.

While I was there, I assisted people to find people who didn't want to be seen there and were hiding out. I met a man there and kidded with each other about feeling guilty for making other people face up to who they really were.

While I was with this man, I saw a bill that I had to pay extra for using Cute Ftp. (I'll have to check on this)

10-30-97 - VISION - I saw an Indian Totem Pole with an Eagle or Hawk on top facing left.  He had a black head and was on a brown pole.

NOTE: On10-31-97 - A hawk came and sat on a log in my yard for a long time and I watched him for several hours.

The next day on 11-1-97, I saw a humming bird - A Ruby throated Green hummingbird hovering and sipping nectar from red flowers.

10-30-97 - DREAM - I was getting ready for work and a series of people came through my apartment. A man named _____? came and hugged me. I had promised to marry him but I didn't love him. I loved someone else and wanted to marry that man but there were no promises between us (Joe). So, I knew it was better that I be alone (Gag):-)  rather than marry someone I didn't love.

I went to work then, and came across a car with three old women in it. The car was perched on top of a rock pile of steps and the back wheels were hanging off into the air precariously. The women were trying to get out of the car without making the car fall off the rock steps. I asked them if they had called a two truck and they said, "Yes!"

I went into the office and the box came in and went into his office but I didn't see him. I was cleaning out cabinets and drawers because nothing fit where it had been. I took the cover off a box of envelopes to see if it would fit better. Meanwhile, I was hearing a male voice in my right ear giving me instructions, but I couldn't quite understand him. My immediate boss, Mr. Reich, came in and commented that it was good that I knew how to keep busy when the boss was in the office.

I opened another cabinet to see if there was room for the envelopes but the cabinet was full of musical piano rolls, all pre-programmed to play. On the floor to my right was a pile of pennies and other things I had to find the proper place to put them.

10-30-97 - DREAM - Everything was orderly on the street, then the 'wheeled kid" dropped and rolled and everything went into chaos.

#2 - DREAM - A skeletonal man came towards me wearing a big black flapping overcoat or raincoat. He had no feet. He aid, "That is why the world is in chaos and everyone is going nuts."

#3 - VISION - Voice - The people of the U.S. need to turn another page so they can bring about change.

10-30-97 - DREAM - I was in the basement doing laundry, getting ready for winter. All I had to wash was heavy winter jackets and navy blue socks.

A mother and her two children was also down there. The mother left and the children had to do their own laundry.

The little girl began to pull her little navy blue socks on top of my navy blue socks. Her sock pile began to fall over because it was piled too high. I told her she was going to have to start her own pile.

I looked over to my right on the white counter and saw that I was ready. My tam and scarf were there, navy blue with a white eight pointed star on them.

10-31-97 - DREAM - I was going to clean the house and I looked over at the vacuum cleaner. It was a tank type like a fat silver bomb shape or torpedo shape. It's handle and wand and hose stood on end with the head up in the air writhing and threatening me like a snake about to strike.

I felt threatened but refused to be intimidated. I went over to it and grabbed it right behind the head and proceeded to tie the hose into several knots. Nevertheless it managed to squirm its head loose and bit me once like an electrical jolt on the back of my left hand. I shoved the head down the front end of a water pipe so that if it tried to strike again, it would electrocute itself.

I then spent some time showing a guy how well the cleaner cleaned the rug like a carpet shampooer. It was very spotty cleaned. It wasn't good enough, so I took it down to the basement garage. A black neighbor named Bud (means 'herald') (Note: In the next dream this same guy says his name is Nash - short for National and was musclebound)

I shoved the cleaner all the way across the garage floor and he took it away.

I then met another old black woman friend whose name is Marcella (means 'warring') She and I were friends - then turned enemies over a man's affections.  She lived in the same building as me but way over on the other end. I decided to go see where she lived and use her bathroom. She took me into a long series of twisting hallways and past doorways that were hard to get past.

When I got inside her apartment, it was huge. The floors were dark brown wood, all the furniture was dark brown wood and antique.  It seemed quite dark, but the rooms were very large and there were so many of them. I told her she had a wonderful apartment. She said, "I have the whole deck". I looked out one door and there was a huge concrete terrace with walls around it with doric-like pillars under the railing.

In another direction, the huge door went out to a huge parking structure where hundreds of cars were parked and in the westerly direction were also hundreds of cars parked.

At that point it felt like we were in the middle of a parking garage and I no longer thought it was so great and I asked where the bathroom was because where I thought the bathroom was, was another parking lot filled with cars.

10-31-97 - DREAM - In the next dream, a man was trying to sell me a new vacuum cleaner. It was silvery colored. The man pointed out that it had no dangerous head at the end of the wand, but I knew also that it was useless without it.

I went inside the building which was a school apartment. Every time a kid went through the hall, I had to pack up the streamers or decorations they dropped by hand.

Then, I saw the man I had given the old vacuum cleaner to. He was just wearing swimming trunks and was very muscular. I had been trying to think of his name for hours and couldn't come up with it. So, I went up to him and said, "I'm sorry! I'm been trying to think of your name and just can't remember it."  He said, "That's all right. That happened to people all the time."  I said, "I've been calling you "Muscle Man" or Muscle Bound" instead. (He was very muscular.) He was pleased and said, "My name is Nash and it stands for National"  I thanked him for telling me and went on towards a classroom.

The kids were leaving after working on a Christmas project for their parents. I had to pick up all the stuff they left behind on the floor.

One little boy didn't want to go home but wanted to stay with me. I said, "I'm sorry, but you have to go home."  He put his Christmas picture on the floor by my wall instead of taking it home.

10-31-97 - DREAM - These were gnostic dreams like puzzles. Each one was a puzzle in itself, but then I had to layer five of them one atop another to get the bigger picture.