APRIL, 2001

4-1-2001 - DREAM - I was working on a web page, moving someones quotations around the page.

Dream 2 - I was working on a web page, moving someone's quotations around the page.

I didn't know who these quotations were for, so I asked my guides what it was about. I was told that it was Mozart. I never heard any quotations about Mozart. I was told that Mozart was known for his Red Herring remarks. That wasn't very interesting to me.

VISION - I saw a quotation, followed by the name William F. Buckley.

DREAM - A short city scene, where a guy came buy and said he was going down to a tavern/bar/restaurant that was in the basement off the sidewalk to see what was down there. He said he wanted to be remembered for something after he died.

VISION - I saw an envelope with a stamp in the left upper corner, that said, 'CASH' on it. Beneath it was a yellow envelope with green print on it.


4-2-01 - DREAM - ( I had this dream twice) I was working on a page which was the description of a UFO sighting. I was changing it so that it was my own sighting.

NOTE: I've never done this, and wouldn't do it, so I don't know what this means.


4-2-01 - DREAM - I was managing an apartment, and we had a girl in an apartment who had a broken toilet which we needed to fix. I was sitting in the office and my old friend Barbara told me she had to do something, and she lied about it. She knew I knew she was lying and she took off in her black 4 wheeler vehicle, all mad about it. Another girl (tall and dark haired ... perhaps Spanish) came in and tried the same thing, and I caught her at it. All she wanted to do was go eat lunch, so I told her to go ahead.

Then a man named Dennis came into the lobby. He was wearing a long dark coat, and he had an entourage of men with him, like bodyguards. He went to the elevator where a telephone rang on the elevator. The phone call was for me, which was a double surprise, not only that there was a telephone on the elevator and that someone would call that number to get me in the office.

Dennis was very nice, he carried the phone receiver out of the elevator as far as he could get it and waited for me to come to the phone which I did very slowly like I was half asleep.

When I said 'Hello', it sounded like I was sick with a cold. The woman on the phone apologized for bothering me. She sounded rather old. She was the mother of the girl with the broken toilet and wanted reassurance that we would fix it. I assured her we would.

I hung up the phone, thanked Dennis for calling me to the phone, and then the tall, dark haired girl came back from lunch, and I told her I was glad she had had a good lunch.

NOTE: Denis, St (or Denys) ( - c. 250) Italian-born French bishop, patron saint of France.
According to tradition he was one of a group of seven missionaries sent from Rome to convert Gaul; he became bishop of Paris, and was martyred in the reign of the emperor Valerian. He was later confused with Dionysius the Areopagite. Feast day, 9 October.

4-2-01 - (Nap) I was cold and depressed feeling. I had stubbed my toe, tripped over something, and stubbed my finger and bent my fingernail backwards, so I decided to lay down and sleep a bit)

DREAM - We lived in a city. I was doing laundry in a little laundry-type structure which we got to by going through our garage, out the back door into the alley and across the alley.

What was strange was that there were certain people who hung out in the alley during the day, then when it started to get towards dusk, all those people went home, and another crowd of people took over the alley. None of them hung out together ... always separately.

I was washing and drying my laundry, meanwhile looking at all the junk laying in the alley that the other crowd of people left behind in the alley the night before. Some was wooden and some was metal. Some little blue things that were wooden, looked like toy guns, or something. I don't know what the metal things were ... maybe car parts or something.

I was almost done doing the laundry, and I could see that the other people were watching to see if our crowd was done using the alley. I was looking to see if there was a way to block them from coming into the alley. There didn't seem to be. There were too many ways in.

Off through one passageway, I could see a young woman watching through the way for when it was their time. Between a couple dark walls, I could see two young black people making out in the darkness.

A black woman named Janis (Janice) came to do her laundry as I was finishing mine. She was wearing a beautiful black gown with tiny, bright purple flowers with yellow centers all over it. Her sheets which she was going to wash were bright purple, and rose striped with a tiny yellow stripe between the purple and rose stripes.

I got my sheets out of the dryer. My sheets were pastel blue, white, and pink striped. I liked her color choices, but there was no way I could sleep on such dark sheets. By the time I got my sheets out of the dryer, she was already done washing, and had hung her clothes out on the line with hundreds of wooden clothespins.

She was standing in the door of the laundryroom, so I had to excuse myself to get past her to get out of there. She was just a tad shorter than me and weighed just a little more than I did. She felt soft to the touch as I had to touch her shoulder to get past her.

We got out into the alley with our warm, soft laundry, and headed up the incline into our garage. It was just getting dark, and I was glad to go home before the other crowd got there.


4-3-01 - DREAM - I was working on a book or web page for a long time about spirituality. I did this twice. Then the dream switched to a people dream where I was working in a very large office. Here, I was assisting people who gone the wrong direction. One woman, who was looking for a Mr. Phil Holt, instead of going upstairs in her own building, and going up the elevator, had crossed the street and taken the wrong elevator. I told her that many people had done that in the past, and I helped her take the bowling ball she was returning to get to Phil Holt on her own side of the street.

By then, it was late in the day, and I had to return many books to three different libraries where I had borrowed them from. Because I was helping other people, I wasn't able to stop at the libraries on the way home, so I had to backtrack in the dark to return the books.

While I was retrieving my Indian Moccasins from under a table, so I didn't have to walk barefoot through the dark, I overheard a woman tell someone that Jerry Lewis wouldn't be pleased that he had bent the books he was loaned. I picked up his books for him which were strewn across the floor. At it happened, it was the woman who had bent the pages on the books herself. They weren't bad, not creased, just a little wavy looking.

By then, it was really dark out, and there was a man I was living with who had a car and I had to ask him if he would drive me to the libraries so I didn't have to walk all the way alone in the dark. I said, "Do I have to do everything alone?" It was apparent I did.

4-3-01 - DREAM - I went to work at A-C in West Allis, WI, a suburb of Milwaukee. This was just a day job to fill in for someone else. I went up the elevator to the 4th floor and a woman showed me the desk I was to work at for the day. It looked rather like a sewing machine table. It was really narrow, and someone else had filled it up with crocheted and knitted and embroidered garments and doilies.

I was typing up some work which looked very much like the spiritual story I had worked on in the dream last night.

The telephone rang and the man's voice on the phone asked to speak to a particular man who worked in the Compressor/Pump Department. I knew the person, but didn't know the phone number since it had changed since I worked there before.

One of the older draftsmen was going by, on his way out to go home, and I grabbed him by the hand and asked for the phone number. He said it was 444-4439, but that it was going to change on Friday when the man got a new job. I thanked him and went back to telephone to tell the man on the other end the number. As it was, the man was gone, and a young woman was on the phone now, rather inept and I had to keep repeating the number until she understood it.

It was now quarter to 5 and my daughter was working there too, so I told her to get her coat on and get ready to leave. Everyone else had already gone for the day by now.

The coat room was down some steep stairs. I saw my own red coat hanging on a hangar down the stairs. I went with my daughter so she could get her coat on. I had forgotten something at my desk, and this was a one way stairway, so I had to go all the way down, outside, and back up another stairway to get back to the desk.

On the way back up the stairs, suddenly, there appeared in my right hand, two crystal and ceramic bears. One looked like amber, the other was ceramic. The amber one looked rather like a teddy bear sitting down, the other was a walking bear. I was so thrilled. I could hardly believe that had happened like magic.

I got back to the desk, and there was an older, white-haired woman standing at the desk. She was going over the crocheted and knitted garments. It turned out that she was the person who had made them. I apologized for working at her desk. She said that she was just a day worker to and it was no problem.

In order to look at her work, I had to set my two bears down, and the woman moved them around so it looked like they were for sale with her stuff. I found them and grabbed them back. I wasn't about to give them up for anything. They had appeared like magic and they were mine to keep.

I then went back down the steep stairway to get my coat which I saw was still hanging on the hangar. In order to put my coat on, I had to put the two bears down, which I did. I took my coat off the hangar and discovered that my coat was in shreds. In fact, all the material coats hanging there, were in shreds. All the threads had come apart and everything just fell to the floor.

I was astonished and besides that, it was cold and dark out and I wouldn't have a coat to wear home. I didn't know where my daughter had gone by now either. All the people were gone, and all the material goods were gone. I went to pick up my bears to take them home and they had disappeared too. I started to cry at my loss, and I woke up crying.


4-3-01 - VISION - I had a series of visions about the earthchanges. I saw the date April, 1992, and April 1994. I also saw a picture of a Knight and it had a big red X across it.

Does this mean that the earthchanges are going to happen during the day? Or does this represent a Knight of some kind?

Then I saw a pink and white weasel... it gave birth to a smaller pink and white weasel. Hmmm who might that represent?

NOTE: as it turns out, I went to look at the journals on line, and they were missing. I looked on my harddrive, and though the title was there, the file was empty. I found them okay on the other computer where I originally typed them, but I was unable to upload them because the speed of the FTP uploader was so slow. Eventually I managed to get the files moved and uploaded so everything is okay again. I have no idea how it got messed up, but I would have been devastated to lose the files

4-4-01 - DREAM - This seemed to go on for a long time. I was scrolling down through a writing on the earthchanges. I came to a point that was boxed in that was the exact center of the writing. Here I had to highlight and copy the center portion again, then move each line in the second portion so that it read in the exact opposite order going in as going out.


4-4-01 - I've been very troubled by reports that we never went to the moon, yet there is evidence that we did, and evidence that the photographs were faked of that trip to the moon by the U.S. On the other hand, there are reports by alien contactees that we did in fact go to the moon and have a military base there.

I asked to see anything at all about the moon and whether we actually went there.

VISIONS - I saw some white papers, about the moon missions, and saw the words U.S. Congress. Then I was shown a yellowish old map of the moon close up ... and these dates. April 16, 1960 and August 24, 1984.

The first date was the first launch by the Russians in an attempt to send up a moon probe.


4-4-01 - DREAM - I was in a building with a bunch of other women. One woman wanted to know where Pat was because she hadn't been around for awhile. I didn't want to tell her the truth, so I said that Pat and some other women were having some emotional problems ... not that they hated each other.

Another woman who sat down next to me said that she was having a problem. I put my arm around her. I said, "I know what your problem is. You are just like me. As soon as life gets comfortable, you need to stir things up a little." She knew I was right.

Then a little girl went through the room, crying and crying. It seemed this was Michelle's daughter Amanda. I saw Michelle chasing after her, but I went too, and after Amanda crawled up on the couch, crying still, I sat down next to her and held her in my arms in a pink blanket, she whispered to me, "The next best thing to a bowl of cornflakes, is being held by you." and she went to sleep.

I then had to get to work, and I went to the elevator and got on. I didn't push the button and a guy, dressed in a black leather coat got on, facing away from me. A woman who had gotten off the elevator, greeted him and said, "Hi Mack!" I didn't recognize him from the back. We went up to the 8th floor, where he got off. As he turned to leave the elevator, he turned to me and made a comment about how good it was to see me back at work. His face, I swear, was moon shaped.

Some other people got on the elevator to go down. They were dressed like it was winter outside. I pressed the button for 2 and the elevator stopped at the second floor. The door to the elevator opened at the second floor and right in front of the door was my desk. It was a huge brown wooden desk and had everything anyone could possibly want on it. I was reluctant to get out of bed and go to work, but I finally did. And here I am. :-)


4-5-01 - The following two dreams were separate, but all the same people were in them. I actually got up and went to the bathroom between them.

DREAM 1 - I was with a bunch of people including Jack Lemmon and (The Odd couple Old guy) They were explaining to us how to tell how many times you were abducted. They were showing us on a map little dark patches like in a forest, which I couldn't really tell what was what ... it all looked the same to me. Each event was supposed to be known, but at the same time, they were messing with it so you couldn't tell what it was. The number is much higher than one suspects. We were told to look back at each event and count it, then for good measure to add a large number ... like 80 to your guess. But it didn't really matter because you'd be wrong anyway. The number I came up with was 580. And I was way off. It was more than that.

DREAM 2 - I was shown a map which told where the Indian tribe that I was a member of came from. Everyone thought that all the tribes from the north came together, but that isn't the way it was. From my tribe, which was way down the Mississippi Valley, some of the natives had come down the Missouri from way up north in Canada, from the west, and some had come down the Ohio River Valley from the East, and down the Lake waterways from the East in Canada. They had all come together from both directions. However, the ones that were directly north, where there was no waterway to come straight down, those Canadian natives did not come south and did not join with the others.

The people in this dream were the same ones from the previous dream. They were all familiar to me, but I don't any of the names. We were going to put on a pageant of some sort in costume. We were all going to dress in native costumes, but the mask they got for me was purple and a monster and I didn't want to put it on until the very last second. I was very reluctant to wear it at all. My part didn't come until way at the end anyway, so I was helping the others get ready for their part first.

One thin young woman, who was playing the part of the Indian princess was truly beautiful. She had long black hair and a thin body ... perfect for the part. The top part of her costume revealed her belly button and a little of her shape, though it wasn't tight. It was similar to a tube top, but with shoulders on it. She was extremely reluctant to wear the costume because it made her look too big on top. She insisted that she should show anything at all that was female. I assured her that her costume was perfect and that she didn't show too much. I saw a number of scenes like reflections of myself from the past that I was going to point out to her where I was much larger than she was, but I could never see clearly at our shapes because our arms were always busy with work to notice beyond that.

There was an old couple there, who were going to film us getting ready for the pageant, and I kept putting them off. They wanted me to put the monster face on, and I wasn't going to do it.

There was also a man there who had had his car wrecked and it wasn't his fault. He just wanted his car fixed, but I assured him that because he was waiting so long, he would be rewarded with far more than just the car being fixed. There was a greater reward than that in the end.


4-5-01 - MEDITATION - I couldn't bring back everything that was told to me, but I saw a glass helicopter-like thing and it was labeled Snoopy.  

NOTE: I didn't have a clue what that was.  Here it is. I found it by accident. 

Apollo 10 practiced for first landing. On this mission, the command module was named Charlie Brown and the lunar module, Snoopy. Once the spacecraft was in orbit Snoopy and Charlie Brown separated, leaving astronaut Young alone in Charlie Brown. Snoopy descended toward the moon. It flew within 10 miles of the moon's surface, but it was not their job to land on the moon.


4-6-01 - I went to sleep begging spirit to tell me who or what was on the back side of the moon. The first part of the dream was quite lucid, then I slipped into a dream. 

DREAM - I was flying through space with someone who was on my left. We came down towards what looked like a big dome-shaped pod on the ground or that was hovering in the air. It was too dark to tell. It's shape was something like a watermelon but a little flattened on the bottom. It looked like it was white at first, but then I could see through the top, or I was shown a map of what was told to me was a school. None of the rooms were the same size now, though they used to be in the beginning.  

This was a school for kids who really wanted to be here.  Twice as many kids were trying to get into the school than there was room for.  You had to take tests to get into it, and tests to stay in it.  Once you were in the school, and you tested well, you could have a larger room to stay in.  The new kids got the small rooms.  If you didn't pass your tests, you had to leave, so the competition was fierce to stay in this school. 

I didn't get to meet any of the kids, but I was taken to the kitchen, in which huge pots of food were cooked. I don't know if these women were the mothers of the kids or volunteers like myself, but there were massive amounts of dishes to wash from feeing the kids.  There was no lack of food, and no end to the dishes either.

The kitchen had more than one sink, some regular sinks, some deep sinks to wash the piles of plates, and kettles in which I volunteered to wash after I did the smaller pieces of china.  The water didn't seem to be clear as it came from the faucet, rather more whitish. That could have been because of air in the water, or something else in the water, I don't know.  I was too busy working to question about that. 

Before I came home, I was in a car with someone else who was driving. There seemed to be some kind of competition for space on the road as well. A dark blue car which was next to us at first, insisted he had to be in front of us at any cost, and he didn't care who else got hurt in the process. Finally, the cars up ahead had to stop for a red light and we couldn't stop in time, and ahead of us I could see a 5 or 6 car pileup and we crunched into the last car in front of us though I don't think anyone hit us from behind.  But there was a guy up front, whose entire car came apart.  He was delivering mussels from the seashore to restaurants.  The drivers were all sorry for him, because his entire catch of mussels was all over the street.  

I woke up and can't get that song out of my head, 'Singing cockles, and mussels, alive, alive O'. 


4-6-01 - DREAM - I was managing a hotel or motel or both. I was working in the kitchen, and getting angry that people weren't eating their vegetables. I almost threw a large red and white striped glass of water across the room, I was so angry about that.  I was taking a pizza down the street to a place where they baked them, and forgot to put it on a pizza tray. That's how I discovered that the vegetables hadn't been eaten, while I was looking for that pan.  

A woman came by me who was heading towards the banquet room. She said she was in charge of the Diamond dinner.  I couldn't figure out who the Diamond dinner was for.  I saw Hilary Clinton sitting at an outside table in the courtyard. I told her, "That Diamond dinner sure isn't for you!" 

I then went with my friend Monica, late at night to a motel I was managing. We pulled into the parking lot in the dark. Monica was driving. She got out of the car and waved a larger truck into the space right next to us. She told me that I should register them.  I reluctantly, and tiredly got out of the car and trudged over to the building.

I entered the lobby and all kinds of people were in the lobby, waiting for me to open the office. 4 seemingly thief-type guys ran from the lobby and went up the stairs as a huge cop came in the door. I told the cop that they had run upstairs.  He said, "They just beat the curfew!"  I told the two Russian truck drivers to come into the office with me. I had the key in my hand and was just sticking it into the lock to open the door when I woke up. I actually expected the key to be in my hand when I woke up. It was that real. 


4-6-01 - VISION - I was asking to see information about the back side of the moon. 
I saw a large pile of rocks, all rather similar size. There was a man on the far side of the pile. He told me there was a tunnel to an underground base beneath it.

NOTE: I can't remember if he told me where it was. :-(


4-6-01 - DREAM - It seems I was back in the dream from before, where the motel was. There was a man who asked me to let him into his car or the building. (not sure)  He looked VERY familiar ... older man ... famous ... to me perhaps not to others who don't follow the same topics I do.  As we went over to the building, he invited me to come inside where a bunch of his cronies were having a meeting.  Inside the building, I was offered sandwiches of roast beef which were on a sideboard.  I declined. I didn't particularly recognize any of the men inside the room. They were all standing around, eating their sandwiches and drinking beer or something.

I decided it would be best if I left, and went to find the door.  I put out my hand to where I thought the door was. I could feel the knob in my hand, but could see no door. I decided to turn the knob anyway, and discovered there was a door there, which I could see once I pulled the door towards me, but there was a blank wall behind it.

I then saw over on another wall, a white door. So I went over there and opened it.  Instead of going outside, it went into a cement block hallway ... not painted ... it went a long way and was dimly lit.  I want to go outside, so decided not to go that way either.

I then looked around a little more, and discovered another door right near the first one, opened it and went outside. The man followed me outside and said he still needed to get into his car.  So, I opened the door for him with my key. 

I then went into the building to my office and just before I got there, my boss showed up. I recognized him as my boss from 1991, a tall man.  He swept into the office right in front of me with his own key. He put his briefcase down on the desk. I asked him how things were going. He said, "Not good. Not good at all!"

I was quite surprised. I didn't think he'd admit such a thing to me. Then I saw another man who was an interim boss. He was laying in a hospital bed and was quite small compared to when I knew him. He acknowledged that business was not as good as they had hoped.  

Then over to the right, another old boss in the same business, who was sitting in a chair to the right, said that things were not as bad as the others reported.  

So, I have to assume then, that business is good for some and bad for others ... depending on where you live or where you have your business, or what your business is. 


4-7-01 - It seemed that this dream lasted practically all night. 

DREAM - I saw a black note in front of me - Orson Welles' Death - The dream then started to portray me as being part of his life.  My mother and I went to the mall. I was walking even, but it felt like one heel was higher than the other.  It was so upsetting, I decided to take off my shoes, which I noted were an off-white color.

I didn't want to carry my shoes around like that while I walked barefoot, so I stopped in at Lane Bryant store to buy something so I'd have a bag to carry my shoes in. I went over to the jacket rack and saw some plaid jackets that looked like they would fit me.  One color plaid was yellow, orange, and black plaid with the yellow predominant. The other one was orange, yellow, and black with the orange predominant.  I picked out the yellow one first, thinking to myself that this would look good with a plain black skirt and I wouldn't always have to wear a heavy coat when the weather was nice. I tried it on and it fit perfect.  

I looked at the size tag and it was 14 1/2.  I was surprised it was that small and it made me feel good. So, I went to pick out an orange plaid jacket the same size. As I did this, my brother John went by the store with his buddies and yelled inside, "Hey! I used to think you were pretty cool ... but not in that jacket!"

I didn't care, I just needed the large bag to carry my shoes in. 

I don't know what happened to my mother, but as I walked out of the mall to the parking lot, I was followed by a nice looking man who acted like he was my 'keeper' or something.  He said he wanted to give me flowers and jewels.  He didn't give me anything, but brought out his black car to drive me home. I was standing there between two other cars and he brought his car over, crashing into every car in sight on the way. 

I was then looking at the door panel of the car, and some notes started appearing on the door such as: 

Orson Welles is not dead, but he's going to commit suicide.  Then it started listing Orson Welle's radio, television, acting, and movie credits over the years.  When that was done being listed, the note said, "Call this number to prevent Orson Welles from killing himself."  Then long distance numbers started appearing on the door.  One was an 800 number, but the others listed were of various area codes.  

I woke up thinking ..." Orson Welles is dead, how could I prevent him from committing suicide?" The only possible connection between him and me is that his famous radio show, "The War of the Worlds' broadcast the same year I was born.  After looking at his credits on the internet, I saw a photo of him kissing the hand of Dolores Del Rio in a restaurant.  I was named after her by my Father.  


4-8-01 - DREAM - I don't know where this was, but it was in a rural area near a lake. I was a visitor at this house, owned by a young woman, her husband who was at work, and her small children. 

When I went to the house, she showed me that she had 7 tall, white Yeti-like creatures living in her house. She rather introduced them to me, not by name, and I don't recall that they acknowledged me in any special way, but I was extremely intimidated by them, especially because there were 7 of them. 

She also showed me a Yoga-like breathing exercise which made me feel like I had a real buzz on ... rather like it feels when you hyperventilate and have too much oxygen.  I wasn't impressed by that, and thought it was rather dangerous to do. 

The young woman had something to do and left me alone in the house with the Yeti creatures. Because I was so intimidated by them, I tried to make sure the door was closed between me and them, but the door just swung through the opening ... it didn't lock.  I went upstairs and stayed there until it was time for the husband to come home and the young woman came back. 

I had the Yoga instruction sheet with me and when I came back downstairs, I crumpled up the sheet and tried to hide it beneath the stairs so nobody would use it again, though I was reluctant to deliberately throw it away which seemed like a 'wrong' act to destroy what wasn't mine. 

I saw the young woman coming back and with her, she brought 3 white dogs that looked very much like one I used to have named Coco, so I called these dogs by the same name. They were quite happy with that.

We were then going to go to the nearby lake and her youngest daughter was taking a long time to get her shoes on, and her older daughter was trying to get her homework done. I kept my eye on the door where the Yeti's were behind, and made sure the girls got ready to go, and I finally picked up the little girl and carried her with me to get out of there faster.

Rather than walk to the lake, we got into a air boat of some kind. I was the one steering it, which one did by laying in the boat in a certain position so that the boat went smoothly through the air ... it was rather floating it seemed rather than rolling along.  She said I was the best at this of anyone she knew. The trick was to be as aero-dynamically straight as possible.  It was pretty cool to do this.

I woke up as we swooped through the air towards the lake. 


4-8-01 - DREAMS

I slept too long, so forgot this dream, it was about spirituality and the number 40 and the game of golf.

There was a vision within the dream, of Nancy Reagan being in a small upper room. She was dressed all in black, with long black gloves. She was smoking a cigarette in a long holder. She was intensely beautiful.

In the last short dream, I was in Milwaukee on 12th St. and Vine . There was an army jeep and a guy mowing bushes. Some other army jeep went by towards the west on Vine St. and the army jeep guy who was mowing bushes took off after him and flew the jeep up into the sky. They were shooting at each other with machine guns. From overhead and behind me, appeared a silvery-blue jet plane which chased the jeeps, and then from behind me overhead came the ugliest khaki-colored Star Trek type battleship plane which was going to shoot at the silver-blue jet and all of a sudden it crashed into the streets of Milwaukee. There was a bunch of kids playing out in the streets near the school there. I hollered at them to go home and woke up.

NOTE:  Paul and Michelle called and said they saw me on the ship last night, that I was wearing a long gown and a hat, that I told them I was staying until Wednesday to party because my work was done for the night.  They were working on some kind of electronic project together.  I can't remember any such scene, though I thought I saw them both a couple days ago in a dream.  I'll watch for time warp scenes for a few days to see. 


4-8-01 - DREAM: (from a nap)  I was with my kids in a city. We were going to go to a mall. My son Michael was driving the car, and I had to get in the back of the station wagon. I got in, but then dropped my wallet in the street, so I had to get back out, then get back in.  Once I got back in and closed the door, I was in the front seat with Michael, and the windshield was open.  He started closing it like one does on a side window. At the same time he was driving really fast.  We were coming off a freeway, past a funeral parlor and he said, "Should I beep the horn really loud? They really hate that when people do it. That's fun!'  I said, "No way!" Don't beep your horn."  

By then we were barreling along the street. There wasn't much for traffic, but it was snowy and we were catching up to other traffic really fast because everyone else was slowing down. In just a moment, we had caught up to everyone and Michael had slowed down to a crawl and Ii felt better.  I don't know why that is with me ... most people hate heavy traffic and don't mind speed. I'm just the opposite. I hate speed and don't mind heavy traffic at all because we are going slow. If I had my druthers, I'd rather drive in heavy traffic. 

We arrived finally at a neighbor's house. She was going to make us instant coffee. She had told us a story once before about some people who were poisoned by someone who gave them instant coffee.  At this moment, I felt that she was going to torture us mentally by telling us this story after she made us the instant coffee to see if we'd drink it anyway. 

I wasn't having any part of this, and told her I had to go out to the car and get my sweater.  On my way down the stairs, I told my daughter and mother to come with me.  They both did, but there was all kinds of cats and dogs we had to walk around because they were gathered around our feet. It was really hard to walk that way.

I was still on the stairs when my daughter started hollering. I looked over the railing and she was underneath the stairs with the dogs and cats at her feet, even a couple horses it seemed. I asked what was the matter. She said that one of the dogs had her by the teeth and she couldn't pull her foot out.  I asked her if it hurt. She said, "Yes! Where one of his teeth is sunk into my shoe."  

I started swinging scarves at the dogs and cats to get them away from her, but it wasn't doing any good. The one dog who had his mouth around her foot wasn't letting go. 

I went down the stairs, and started swinging the scarves right on the dogs face and he never let loose. He had a small cartoonish puppy in his paws besides.  I finally decided I was going to have to get brave and I got ahold of two dogs on the snout, one with each hand and started pulling on the dogs to get them out from under the steps.  I could feel the dogs mouth shift on my daughters foot so she could pull her foot out of her shoe.  I was pulling and pulling and finally had the full weight of both dogs in my hands out in the air. Still she wasn't pulling her foot out of the shoe. 

I started to wake up, realizing that I had both arms tucked under each other and was pulling and pulling against each other and not making any headway and my heart was pounding really hard from the effort.  I finally realized what I was doing and was fully awake and my heart was still pounding.  I finally had to roll over and be fully awake before my heart started to slow down. 

What a joke!


4-9-01 - DREAM - I was working in an engineering office in Milwaukee. We were doing that paperwork to order parts and timekeeping, and math. When we ordered parts, one of the people ordered a book titled, "Six of the 10 sons." I couldn't figure out why someone would only write about some of their sons.  I asked my son Michael to take the laundry with them and wash it at the shop, rather than wait for me to do it, because I had so much to do. I actually called Bob, and Mike came over. He was at least 10 feet tall. I noticed it, but wasn't shocked by it. I guess I'm used to my sons being taller than me.

Then two engineers came in and asked me to watch for the pricing of an item they picked up themselves. This was Paul and ? They had bought a metal stick about 7 feet tall with a small square platform near the top, but the metal was too thin to hold any weight. They tried making a hook out of the top part but it straightened right out when they pulled on the stick. 

Note: maybe this has something to do with my research on the pole shift?


4-9-01 - DREAM - I was at a computer working on a project about remote viewing. The whole theme seemed to be that there was a big brownish dog/horse in the picture.  

NOTE: That makes total sense because I just listened to Ed Dames (Dr. Doom) the remote viewer for 3 hours, and he was talking about a dark force being behind the kids killing kids these days.


4-10-01 - DREAM - (I had been listening to Art Bell with Phillip Hoag who wrote "There's no such thing as Doomsday". It's about survival)  I was in the country, living on the edge of the ocean. I don't know the family I was with, but we had been discussing survival techniques and the phone rang. The man handed the phone to me and I picked up the receiver and a man's voice said, "You got any money?!"  The phone went dead and I woke up.

I went back to sleep and was with the same family. This time the man seemed to be fishing, but it turned out that his little girl was at the end of the fishing line.  He threw her out as far as he could, then dragged her back in as fast as he could. The little girl was picking up what I thought were fish on her way in, but it turned out that what I thought were fish were child-size dolls. The first one was Chinese. The second one was Japanese. I could see others under the water as well, but I woke up before she could bring them in.


4-11-01 - DREAM - I was in a huge place somewhat like a school, but I don't know if it was for sure. It was huge. My son Tom was there, as well as my Father and a bunch of other people. 

We were working on projects. I had a cylindrical object, somewhat like an upsidedown skinny pine cone, and I had some writing which was typed, and I arranged the words so that it wrapped around this shape. I also made a similar thing going the other direction, but smaller, and I stood it up in a dish like a candle, but it ended up looking like a white paintbrush than a candle.

I was trying to tell some girls and woman that they could make money making clothing, like dresses, that I had sold a used dress for $4.  I also was trying to tell my son Tom that he could make work aprons for meat.  (I don't know why for meat)

My Father was there. According to this, he had died once before and came back to life. Then he went outside and died again. It didn't seem to affect me at all.  My son Tom stood next to me and said, "You know, Father died!"  I answered, "Yes! I refuse to mourn him twice." 

NOTE: Pretty snotty, huh?


4-11-01 - Meditation: I heard a telephone ring in my head while laying in bed.  (Both phones were off the hook so I could get some sleep.) 

A woman's voice said, "You need to go back to 010. From Moriah above 010.  From our door to yours, Astrology, from us to you. 

I then saw a newspaper that looked like it was in front of the Capital building.  It was a huge black and white picture. There was no headline above it, so it obviously hasn't happened yet, whatever it is. 

I then got another phone call from my old friend June in Milwaukee.  She said she was marrying a guy named 'Klumb" and she was really happy and they were on their way downtown to get the license and get married.

I then went into a dream.  I was in my apartment building in Milwaukee and saw a lot of plants growing. I looked out the window and saw that someone had put their indoor plants outside for the summer. I went out in front of the building and the girl from apartment 410 had planted new little flowers in front, but had placed a huge sign pointing to her apartment so she would get credit for it.  I figured I would help pull weeds if any came up to help her out.

I then walked around the block. As I went by a restaurant, a guy sitting near the window ducked. I don't know who it was, but he looked familiar and he must have known that I would say something if I saw him. I didn't care though. 

I then went down the alley where a bunch of girls were jumping double-dutch jump rope. I somehow managed to get through the ropes without tripping myself, then picked up a rope and started jumping myself.  By the time I got to 10 I was out of breath. That seemed like rather a good exercise though.  

I then went past some guys who were complaining that someone was probing into e-mails and that they might get indicted for writing about sex in e-mails. 


4-12-01 - DREAM - I got an e-mail from man who sent me a long list of moon events. I realized that I had already published many of these events and I needed to compare his list to my list.  As I started to do the comparison, I started to wake up.


4-12-01 - DREAM - I lived in New Berlin. My kids were all teenagers. My mother had bought a big old white farmhouse out farther in the country and we were supposed to start moving. My mother went to pick up the keys to the house because the house was empty. All we had to do was move into it. There was nobody around to help us do this, just me and the kids.

There was a big old green cargo truck - topless - parked out on the street, waiting to be filled with stuff, so I asked the kids to help me.  We had plenty of boxes, but we hadn't started packing yet. We were taking everything with us, so I figured if we started at one end of the house, we could just pack as we went through the house. Everything would be in order.

But, there was nobody to help. The boys started bringing in their friends, and I told them we had to pack because the truck was sitting out on the street and it couldn't just sit there empty.  Their friends were walking around with CDs in their hands and they just wanted to play music, which  I had no problem with as long as they packed at the same time.

I was working on packing a box of knickknacks and non-important things from the kitchen when I heard someone crying outside, and the noise was getting louder by the minute. 

I went to the door and saw my neighbor coming running across the street, dragging her little girl by the hand who my daughter babysat for.  I went out to see what was wrong and the little girl kept crying while her mother asked me if we had seen their little yellow puppy.  (A yellow labrador)  The mother dog was running behind her as they ran.  I said, "No!" She was rather insinuating that my daughter had taken it.  The girl's mother said, "You don't happen to know someone who has any poodle puppies do you?  I knew that my friend Michelle had poodle puppies but she had just sold the last one. Besides that she lived in another state.  The woman said, "You know ... one of those duck-billed poodles." 

I told her I would try to find out and ran inside to call Michelle. I looked and looked for her phone number in the book, and couldn't find it.  (I have it memorized, but it never made it into the book) 

Meanwhile, other people were now arriving and my kitchen had turned into a restaurant.  (It was big enough for that)

I went outside to tell the woman I was looking for Michelle's phone number and saw that they had brought all their pet tigers with them as well.  There was one in the garage, one under the pine tree, and one by my back door.  I knew they wouldn't hurt me because they were pets, but I didn't want to run as they might attack a running person, though they weren't hurting my cats, nor the black duck that was by my back door. 

I managed to get back into the house, start to make coffee, serve some desert to these people who were waiting for me to find Michelle's phone number, yell at the kids one more time to PLEASE start packing, and then another man showed up who was someone's parent and he was just standing around.

I went back to the people who were now seated at a table with their desert and asked them if I could get them anything else. The woman said, a nice cup of hot cocoa would be nice. So, I ran back to the kitchen to make some cocoa. Now that it was a restaurant, I expected it to be already in a carafe, ready to be served, but it wasn't. I was going to have to make it fresh.

I was running through the kitchen, and my white high-heeled shoe started to come off my right foot. I told the man who was just standing around that if this kept up that I was going to have to put on my restaurant white shoes instead.

Meanwhile the boys were not packing and I told them the truck was going to be sitting out on the road and we were going to have to take turns watching it all night because we were not going to stop packing until it was full. 


4-13-01 - VISIONS - While listening to Art Bell with an Indian writer/speaker named Thunder, talking about Shadow people, I was having visions about dark beings.  One of them came down the stairs into a school basement. The bathroom was an ugly dark blackish/green with only 3 stalls in it. The dark being didn't have human legs, he had metal legs that were not solid, but with diamond cutouts all the way down. It was really scary.


4-13-01 -  This is extremely confusing to me. DREAM - I was in a house somewhere. I met some people and must have drunk something that had knockout drops in it. I woke up in the morning with an outline of a UFO with a number 4 over it, written in green marker on my upper thigh. I was so embarrassed, I had to change the sheets on the beds and made the other women get out of their beds so it didn't look like I was just doing my own. (One of the women looked very familiar ... a large woman with short dark curly hair) One of the other women seemed to be a nurse. She put a rubber tube around my right arm like they do to take blood. I wasn't looking, so I don't know what she was doing. I was waiting for the pain of the needle but never felt it. I started to feel pretty woozy though.

The doctor came in. He was blonde, blue eyed, and handsome as handsome. He helped me out of bed. I was assuming he was taking me for an operation, because they said they were going to extend the bone and muscle in my upper right arm. I don't know why. I didn't try to fight him off about this. I remembered having seen this guy on TV I told him, and I just rather hung on his shoulder with my head down and I couldn't see where I was going. He was walking backwards, leading me and I was walking along like we were dancing and I was too drugged to resist. 

I thought we were going to the operating room, but he took me outside to another building. We went in the door and up some stairs. He opened up a door and took me into a room that looked like a library. There were books all around in bookcases. In the center of one end of the room was a big grand piano and there was an older man behind it.  He wasn't playing the piano, just sitting there.  

On top of the piano, was about 100 boxes or books with a witchcraft symbol on it. (After I woke up I realized the doctor wasn't a doctor, he was a witchdoctor) I said kiddingly, "Oh! Reading material!" and giggled a little. The boxes were about 1/2 inch high and were 6 x 6 inches square.  I was trying to think if they were Ouija boards or books of Shadows, but the gold symbol on the top was very outstanding. 

After that, I sat down on the chair and the doctor came and sat on my lap. However, his legs were gone or they were tucked inside a baby type pajama sack with no opening at the bottom, and I held him in my arms like he was my baby, though his head and upper torso were normal size of a grown man.  He had his arms around me and hugged me and I felt a sense of love for him as a person.  While I was holding him, I could see a hand written sign on his arm that said, "He didn't hit the MARK by 2.5 feet." 

Pretty bizarre!


4-14-01 - Had this dream at exactly 2:00 a.m. DREAM - I was with a woman and her small children, her extended family and a bunch of other people in hilly county.  Off to the northwest from where we stood was a mountain or extremely high hill. It seemed to be several miles away. It was a lovely summer day, the sun was shining, and people were strolling around enjoying the weather. The mountain didn't have any snow on top, so it had to have been high summer.

All of a sudden, a spout of hot water came up out of the side of the mountain, similar to Old Faithful. But it shot up so high and so far that it sprayed hot water all the way over to where we were, several miles away. 

We were all rather shocked, and started to talk about it. And while we discussed this event, it happened again, only stronger this time, only it didn't stop, the water started spraying higher and higher and all of a sudden, the whole mountain let loose, water, steam, smoke, dirt, rocks, (like mount St. Helen's) except it just kept getting bigger and bigger. We knew that what went up had to come down, and there didn't seem to be any place to hide. 

It seemed stupid to run into a wooden building, but that's all I could think of. We ran down a winding path to a wooden building like a garage, between some fruit trees or whatever those trees were. The grandfather was carrying one of the little kids, the woman carried one of the toddlers, and a couple other kids around age 5 or 6 ran alongside. I hurried them along the path, which was actually more or less back towards the mountain that was exploding. Somehow, miraculously, the path we took was still dry, and we ran fast enough that we made it into the garage before the deluge of hot water, dust, ash, and rocks came back down.  

I doubt that the other people made it out alive, because there was no where else to run. The whole mountain had disintegrated in explosion after explosion.

NOTE: I hope I never see a disaster like that again. It was horrendous.  (The clock now says 2:22) 

MORE: I went to lay down to meditate on 'when' this was going to occur. Instead, I saw a white radio. On the front of the radio where the station would be listed, it said, "Microfront', and underneath that it said, "Volcanic Center" and then the word 'underground' came to me.

I didn't feel like getting up and writing it down, so I fell asleep and had this dream.

DREAM - I was in my old highschool 'North Division'.  There was a small 2 year old boy with me. He was trying to color a picture and didn't want to come with me. But I had to leave, to type up my dream, and the door slammed between him and me. He wanted to finish coloring his picture.  Upstairs I could hear a choir singing. But I had to go, so I made sure the door was open between me and the boy and as I walked along the hall, I turned around to make sure the door stayed open so he could get through and follow me.  But I HAD to type up what I had seen. 

The hallway of the school was soft grey plush carpeting, even on the walls. I saw the maintainance man snoozing down one hallway, but his work was done.  However, I noticed that I passed several lunchroom areas, that were piled high with garbage, so he wasn't really done and the girls of this school would be gathering there for lunch soon again. 

I kept going and ended up outside with my friend Barbara, whom I haven't seen since 1984. It was dark outside now and I heard motorcycles coming from behind us. I took her by the hand to hurry her along, and visualized ourselves running up the sidewalk and into the first doorway. The motorcycles came by and didn't bother us, but I told her that we had to hurry and get inside the building anyway and she agreed that was right.

We ran inside the building and were now in an office building. I had to write down my dream and vision and looked for paper to write it down. I found a typewriter and what I thought was a piece of paper, but it turned out to be a clear sheet of plastic like for a mimeograph. I couldn't type on that.  

Behind the counter was a man running a copying machine, and he was running 81/2 x 14" paper and had more clear plastic, not regular paper.  I went over to where some women were working and one woman was surrounded by piles of copy paper, all different colors.  I finally grabbed a piece of paper out of one of the reams of paper and went over to a desk that was supposedly mine. 

I then wanted to clip it onto a clipboard and the first clipboard was busted in half, so I threw that away, feeling angry that I kept such crap. I found another clipboard and put the piece of paper on it and started to write way at the top of the paper, as though it was going to be a long journal rather than just a note.

I then looked at the clock and it said 8:20 p.m. I couldn't quite believe that, so I looked closer and it said 6 p.m. I told Barbara, "Hey! It's lunch time. Let's get something to eat!"  But then I saw  coffee stains all over the floor that was supposed to be clean. I got up from the desk and went down the hall to the lobby. There were huge coffee stains all over the place.

Then I saw that two streams of coffee were coming down the alley from 72nd Street and were coming across the street and into the lobby where I was standing. 

As I stood there, the coffee sloshed more and came closer to me. I could see now that the coffee was forming the images of two gas station attendants, with green shirts, black pants, dark wavy hair, and flat topped green gas station attendant hats. I know they are the guys who used to be on the Milton Berle show that used to dance and sing and announce their gas ... I keep thinking Mobil... Joe thinks so too... whatever ... it's important to know.  (It was Texaco)

I saw these guys ... one had brilliant blue eyes, and one had brilliant green eyes.  I knew that if their images developed fully, they would stand up and we'd be in trouble, so I tried to squish out their eyes with my foot on their image and I couldn't move my foot .  I tried again and woke up and forced myself to move my feet to squish out their eyes so they couldn't stand up.

Now that seems stupid, but it was important that I did that. 

NOTE: Milton Berle passed away at the age of 93 on March 27, 2002.  See the write up on the November dream page: 


4-14-01 - DREAM - I was gathering people together and wanted to serve them coffee.  I was in my sister's pantry, looking for the small saucers to put under the coffee cups and couldn't locate them. My brother-in-law said they were in there somewhere. My sister had stockpiled all kinds of food, lots of flour to bake bread with, and her mixer was inside the cabinet, covered up with a pretty flowered plastic cover. But I couldn't find the plates, cups and saucers. Finally, my sister came and said, "There are 28 of them. I just got a double set of dishes sent to me from a catalog." 

So, my sister was going to help me serve the coffee to the group that was gathering. As I was doing this, I got a phone call from my daughter-in-law who was trying to order something from a catalog and her check wasn't being accepted. The owner of the catalog was standing right behind me, so I took her note and turned around and got his approval right on the spot.

Meanwhile, someone told me there was a dangerous kind of music being played and they showed me the words from it. It looked like stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,
stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,
stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,
stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,
stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,
stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp,
 stomp. stomp. stomp. stomp, stomp,

I heard it being sung and I rather liked it myself, and I knew that adults liked it.  It reminded me of marching music, the kind you sing when you are marching in a parade that makes you move and get into a fighting mood. 

As I was gathering the people for the meeting I was having, I got a phone call from a young black man. He said, "I want to thank you for what you are doing. That's where all the fighting is being done." 

I was rather surprised.  The caller got interrupted where he was making the phone call from at the mall and there was a lot of noise behind him, so I finally hung up the phone as all my friends came marching by. Group after group of people were marching. There was about 5 different groups I could have marched with myself. Everyone was carrying banners and flags. They were all gathering in a huge hall where lunch was being served.  And everyone who was marching was bringing in piles of books and magazines and leaving them along the parade route through the big hall. One of the women who was a friend named Pat, said, "They are even going to serve 'all day ice cream'." 

I finally had to gather some young guys to move the piles of books from along the parade route, and move them back against the wall, because there were going to be so many of them. We'd have to have a rummage sale to sell the books. Firstly though, I wanted to go through all of the books and pick out the UFO books for myself.

NOTE: Monday April 16, 2001 - Ramones Punk Idol Dies


Joey Ramone, the bushy-haired, leather-clad outcast from Queens who helped launch the punk-rock revolution as lead singer of the Ramones, died yesterday of lymphoma. He was 49. 
Last night, loved ones and fans around the world mourned the man who helped make songs like "I Wanna Be Sedated," "Sheena Is a Punk Rocker" and "Rockaway Beach" influential punk classics in the 1970s. 
He died at 2:40 p.m. yesterday as U2's song "In a Little While" played in his room at New York-Presbyterian Hospital.
"Just as the song finished, Joey finished," his mother, Charlotte Lesher, of Queens, told the Daily News last night. "He was too, too young to go, but we'll always love him. People will never forget his music." 
Joey, who was born Jeff Hyman and was reared in Forest Hills, was heavily medicated when his brother, Nicky, switched on the song as friends and relatives gathered at his bedside. But his mother is certain he heard the music. 
"He's free now," she said. "He heard it and now he's gone." 
Their faces hidden behind bushy black bangs and dark sunglasses, the Ramones — four pals who adopted the same last name — burst onto the New York club scene in the mid-'70s.  
What they lacked in musical training, Joey, DeeDee, Tommy and Johnnie made up with energy and a rare insight into the workaday world around them. 
All drums, bass chords and yelps, they raced through songs in less than two minutes and left fans in the U.S. and England screaming for more. 
"They touched a lot of people with their music," Lesher said. "More people than I ever knew." 
They inspired English punk groups such as the Sex Pistols and the Clash — and even future superstars such as Bruce Springsteen. 
They starred in the 1979 cult movie "Rock 'n' Roll High School," but never cracked the Top 40 before the band officially broke up in 1996. 
Outside CBGB's, the grungy East Village club the Ramones helped make famous, two candles burned last night as fan Joe Saffer came to remember Joey. 
"It's like the end of all history," said Saffer, 32, a waiter from Brooklyn. "He saved the music scene, actually."
CBGB's owner Hilly Kristal sat mournfully at his desk near the entrance to the club. 
"It's not a happy time," said Kristal, 69, who booked some of the Ramones' earliest gigs. "People loved Joey. He was a lovable man, a good man." 
Arturo Vega, the group's longtime spokesman, dropped by the club, clad in a Ramones sweatshirt, to break the sad news to Kristal.
"I feel like I got off the world," Vega said. "It's an ugly feeling that Joey is not here." 


4-15-01 - VOICE - Tri-ox motor


4-15-01 - I was really sick yesterday afternoon . perhaps the mountain dream was about myself, though how I could know 12 hours in advance that I was going to be sick, I don't know. 

.DREAM - I was laying in bed, and there was a drain in the center of the bed. I watched as water went down the drain and all the books and objects on my bed took a half turn around the drain as the water went down. Right in the center was a tall, wide, crystal vase full of white sugar. The vase tipped and sugar spilled out the top of the vase as the water went down. I grabbed the vase and set it upright again and talked to it like it was a human bride. The vase talked back to me as well. I told it, "perhaps there is too much sugar in you." She agreed that I was perhaps right.

I then got up and started towards the kitchen to have breakfast. Along the way, I saw that Lorna and her kids had been over to play and the kids had dumped their little plastic legos all over the floor and hadn't picked them up. These looked like little blue chips. (They were bright blue, triangular shaped from the side, with one slanted side. There was no way you could use these to build anything) 

 Being a mother myself, I know what it is to tell your kids to pick things up and they don't and then you tell them, "Never again!"  Joe was there and we talked about this. I told him, "When I pick up these chips ... that's it! They're gone!"


4-15-01 - VISION - I saw Timothy McVeigh coming into the room. He was all grey.


4-16-01 - DREAM - I was looking at a series of web pages written by astronauts. Each of these astronauts had made a web page about their experiences, with photographs explaining in detail what happened to them.

The government was investigating these pages, because they wanted only their own official explanation of the experience to be announced to the public.  They were about to demand to the astronauts that they were not to speak for themselves on these web pages.


4-16-01 - DREAM - I was standing near the entrance to an office building, looking across the street towards a large hotel.

Over the hotel were several airplanes coming in for a landing. All of a sudden, two smaller jets looked like they bounced off the wing of a large jumbo jet, and then the jumbo jet veered off towards the right and crashed. I was so shocked, because I thought the two smaller jets hitting the larger plane was an optical illusion, but it wasn't. The jumbo jet crashed into some trees off to the right of the hotel and everyone died. 

I don't know if the jet planes crashed or not, but one of the bystanders told me it was Prince ??? of an Arabian country and his male secretary or some other office office like that. They were coming into the city to announce the changeover of his official status of the Prince into being the new ruler of the country.


4-17-01 - DREAM - I don't know where I was, but I was helping some people clean up a house. There was stuff laying all over the floors. I started at one end and cleaned as I went until I got to the other end, putting the clothing or keepable stuff on the couch, and throwing the rest away.

I then got the broom out and swept the floor until it was clean. There was an area like a hallway that was made out of redwood, and the more one swept, the more wood came off the beam, so I had to stop sweeping finally or there would have been no floor.

The men went outside and were cleaning rocks and stones and edging the property which had rather a moat-like corridor between us and the next property, held back with a stone wall.

On the other side of the property was a tiny summer-like cottage with screens for walls, and the people were complaining that they had told the person they could build a house on the property, but that wasn't what they had in mind.

I went back into the house and saw some stones in a pattern, which seems to me was like a 5 x 5 square.  However, a small Irish man who couldn't have been more than 2 feet tall, picked up the stones because he heard someone say there would be no child. He took the stones outside and kept saying, "I'll call the child Brehan (Brian) Brehan, Brehan, Brehan, I'll call the child Brehan."  That so disturbed me, that he was taking the child, I grabbed either the stones or the man who was now thimble size and held him between my fingers. He became as a child, a live person, whose name was going to be Brehan (Brian) and as I touched his little clothing, it kept changing and finally he was wearing a little soldier coat and hat and I heard a voice say, "and he shall have a little soldier smile." 

Prehistoric religion, superstition and ritual evolved into the pagan religion and social laws developed by the Celtic Druids known as the Brehon Laws. This pagan religion was heavily entwined with nature, i.e. water, wind and the seasons.

When Christianity came to Ireland c450, the religious part of the Brehon laws were gradually replaced by Christian belief and the ritual was adopted to some Christian ceremony. The laws were written and interpreted by the druids and were the law of the land under the clan system. The land was held equally by all clan members under a hereditary clan chieftain who held the land from a larger clan chieftain who in turn held the land from the largest clan leader who had the name Mór or Rí before his name. The first Munster Rí was Connel Corr who built a fortress on the rock of Cashel in 450 and founded the McCarthy Mór clan [who dominated Munster for 1200 years]. They accepted the authority of the High King of Tara in 859 and remained undisputed kings of Munster until 944. Throughout the centuries this clan had intimate association with the church of Rome and at least four of their kings were bishops: Olchobar 796, Feidlimid 847, Cormac Mc Cuilenain 908, Flaithbertach 944. Some of these King Bishops were married. The authority of these bishops was felt in Castlemagner.

 By nearly all accounts much of the European continental laws have a common origin traceable to early Irish law, or Brehon Laws.  Owing to its geographical isolation throughout much of early history, these laws can be studied for their uninfluenced qualities, practically free from change by the Roman laws that spread throughout Europe during the rule of the Roman Empire.
 This text focuses on early Irish Law.  It contains chapters on such topics as: the legislative assemblies, classification of society, and criminal law.  Roscoe Pound highly recommended this text for an account of the history of Irish Law.

See Brehan



4-18-01 - Gordon Michael Scallion was on Art Bell. He talked about his vision of the Pole Shift. The scene took place in summer because the trees were blooming (to me this is Spring) The sun came up to about 11 o' clock, then suddenly shifted to 2 p.m., but it didn't go from east to west, it went ''south". 

4=18=01 - VISION - I was drifting off to sleep and had a vision of a #10 envelope with Gordon Michael Scallion's name on it.  The envelope opened at the top like it was slit open on top. Inside was 'one' message.  (I don't know the significance of that.)

I then heard a voice of a young woman, who was working in an office which seemed to be above me in the room. She said to me, "We need to have a meeting. We need to give you the passwords so that you can access the information."  I agreed and thanked her, then fell asleep.

DREAM - I was outside in a large subdivision type neighborhood. I saw a couple dogs coming down the street. I didn't htink it was a good idea to just sit there, so started heading for the house I was near. When I stood up, I could see there were more dogs coming ... large dogs.  I couldn't figure out why there were large dogs, but then saw that they were chasing two polar bears across the fields near the houses.  I started to yell at the neighborhood children to get into their houses, then decided I'd better do the same myself. I turned to go into the house and discovered I was farther from the house than I thought.

I started to run and turned back to look at the polar bears who were now coming my way, but then saw that the two polar bears were being chased or followed by two completely white beings ... seemed like teenage children, a boy and a girl.

I got into the house, and a polar bear got into the house. I wrestled with it, then tried to show someone else who was in the house how large its eyes were. Then I realized it's eyes weren't as large as I thought, and looked carefully at it's face from above. It's eyes were round, and it's forehead sloped up to the top of it's head, starting right at the eyebrow. There was no forehead like a human has.  I was struggling to hold the bear down and it was really hard.

DREAM - It was time to go to dinner with a friend ( a male of unknown name) It was already dark out and I heard someone coming into the house from outside. I was in the dark in the kitchen. I had some food in my hands, a bag of chips or something. I was going to give the chips to the man in the dark, but was scared and started to yell for help. I struggled to get the words out of my mouth and at the same time woke up, realizing now I was trying to scream the words, "Help me!" outloud.

DREAM - It was time to go to dinner with a friend and the man (a male of unknown name) came into the house. We were going to go out to the car when another man came into the house. He seemed friendly enough, but I noticed he had a streak of fresh red blood down his coat. The two men went outside to the car. It was then I noticed that there was a streak of fresh red blood down the front of my beige coat, and similar streaks of fresh red blood smeared down the walls and front door of the house where I was supposed to go out to the car.

It was dark in the house now, and I decided the best thing I could do, was to sneak out the back door and run to the next house over, or around that house, or whatever, to get away from this situation. I could see the lights on in the houses in the neighborhood. It was the same neighborhood from the first dream. I was really scared.

I made myself wake up so the dream would stop.


4-18-01 - DREAM - I was at a meeting with a lot of women I knew personally. These were all women who were abductees/contactees. There were 12 of us.  I asked them, "Does anyone here know what it means to dream of polar bears?

One woman said, "It stands for what is happening with the pole shift".  I replied, "Oh duh! I was just listening to Gordon Michael Scallion talking about the pole shift before I fell asleep."

I then decided I'd better go to the bathroom, after telling my son Tom to go take a shower because he was dirty. I noted that my other kids hadn't taken a shower in a long time either.  I got to the bathroom, and before I could do anything, all the other women were standing in the doorway too, waiting.  I said, "With 12 people in the house, we should have 12 bathrooms too."


4-18-01 - VISION - I was seeing the outline of a long train forming in front of me. It started with the engine and worked it's way back through the train cars. On the engine, it said, "Please recall ... then started to show me names of all kinds of products ...I was thinking to myself, 'hmm, they are going to recall something'  then I realized that it was asking me to remember something from the  past. 

A woman then came to me and handed me a stack of yellow legal pads, notes, and other papers about 2 inches thick. She said, "We are ready for you to start work on the Padukah, Kentucky case.


4-19-01 I didn't bother to write down my dreams. none had any sense of reality to them ... just a lot of running around with people. In one last scene, my father was in a hospital in a bed having a heart attack. I went to help him and woke up with my own heart palpitating weirdly. It stopped doing that as soon as I realized I was awake.

In another scene, a man was training me to run his office, and he kept giving me more and more responsibility. At the end of the scene, it was snowy and icy out and a doctor met me outside and said he had a complain about his bill, so I went inside with him to try to look in the files for his invoice. I wasn't able to take the icy stairs where he stood, so had to go to a different door where the stairs weren't icy. I knew that I was being given more and more responsibility in this office until I could handle all the work myself.


4-20-01 - DREAM - I was in a city and met my brother Marty. It was late at night. I'm not sure how we met in the first place, but I went home, got worried about my brother and went running back outside without my purse or keys and met my brother again as he was crossing a large intersection to catch the bus home. I stopped him from doing that and asked him if he wanted to come back to my apartment to get something to eat since I forgot to bring my purse with me.  

Then I realized that I wouldn't be able to get back into my apartment because I had left the key inside as well. I was walking down the street with my brother Marty and hooked my arm under his like people normally do, but then slid my hand down to held his hand awkwardly. I didn't quite know how to hook my fingers around his.

We got to the building and in the front lobby was an alcove like where they keep fire extinguishers. There I found a large bobby pin and 3 church keys. There were a couple other objects there which I can't remember, but I took the pin and the church keys with me.  I met three women there who I knew and I started to introduce my brother to them, and said, "Hi! This is my brother Marty. I was going to tell Marty their names but couldn't remember them. I felt rather embarrassed about that, but he turned his back on them anyway. It was an awkward moment. 

We then walked up the stairs instead of taking the elevator. It was 6 floors, but not a difficult walk. There was a double set of stairs side by side which was unusual. One went to the left and one went to the right at the top. We were on the one that went to the right and I believe actually went up higher in the building.  

At the 6th floor, there was an elevator door right next to my apartment door. I knew there was another door behind the elevator, but I didn't need to go into that one, and I allowed an engineer helper from A-C take an older guy up the elevator.

I fashioned the bobby pin into a hook-like thing and started to pick the lock. I wasn't doing very well, so left that to my brother and went around the hallway and somehow got into my apartment through another entrance, though I don't remember if I even dreamed how I got in. The next thing I knew I was coming in through a window or something and started meeting young women who were already inside my apartment. 

I sat on one of the twin beds that was in my bedroom, and decided I would henceforth do my knitting in the bedroom as there was plenty of room and there was a small television set there (about a 13" screen) 

As I left the room to go meet my brother at the door, I met the thinnest girl I've ever seen. She looked rather familiar but was taller than myself and wore a jean overalls type outfit with a T shirt under it. Behind her I met a couple other girls going the opposite way in the hallway as well.  

In the livingroom, there was a bag of onions and a bag of potatoes in front of a larger television set and two children playing with what looked like a shark fin coming up on the edge of a heater vent in the floor. The kids had been playing with something else, but I didn't look to see what it was at that point. There was a bag of chips on the floor too. I started to eat one, but they were so stale, the chip tasted like 'nothing' so there was no point in continuing that.

The front door seemed to be open since all these people were in my apartment already, and it seemed that my brother and some other guy was there as well ... an engineer or something.  He looked very familiar though I don't remember his name.



I was at home. It seemed like my New Berlin house because it had a huge kitchen, but the cabinets weren't in the same direction as my own.  My husband and myself were having a huge party;  a barbeque. It seemed that everyone I ever worked with was there, but there were some movie and television actors at the party as well. 

It seemed I wasn't ready for the party ahead of time because I was cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, before and during the party. I was in the kitchen the whole time, except for a couple of brief moments. 

Several women were making up with their husbands, after having been separated or estranged and at the same time, the men were trying to get cozy with other women. 

During the afternoon, the men and women went outside and laid in the sun and then came in with sunburns we had to treat. One man had a huge mark on his forehead. It almost looked like a huge blood blister. I ran to my bedroom to get a small headscarf to protect his forehead, but it was thick and padded and was too thick or he wouldn't have been able to see after putting a protective band on his forehead. The scarf I chose was triangle, light blue with silver circles on it. 

One of the men had just gotten out of prison and his wife asked him to make me a knife like they did in prison. After a few minutes, he brought me three small knives which I recognized as Viking, Druid, or witchcraft knives. They were small knives, no longer than 6 or 7 inches including handles, but each one unique. He had the look of a real life tough guy, dark swarthy skin and black hair. 

Two little boys came in with asthma attacks which I had to treat and make them sit still, while on the other side of the room, two other little boys were having a screaming game to see who could scream the loudest. 

I went over to the sink, and a Spanish woman had been feeding her child and I had to wash all the baby bottles for her. There were about 7 shallow sinks to do this in. 

I had to clean off a counter that had a black substance on it, like someone had been making tires ... it had a special vulcanized black compound on it which I had to scrub off. 

One heavy, heavy woman, sat at a counter, shoveling potato chips into her mouth right out of the bag until there was none left for anyone else. 

I was still cleaning veggie leaves which were stuck on the counters when someone who looked like John Goodman said he would help.  He must have been an Amway salesman or something. He brought out this large bottle of sparkling green liquid and started spraying it all over the kitchen. Then he and his wife spent 10 minutes scrubbing and mopping the counters and floor until the whole kitchen shone.

There was then a huge aluminum pot with giant ears of corn, still in the husks which had to be shucked. I asked if some boys would like the fun of shucking the corn. 

It was time to cook the hamburger to make barbecued beef, and I hoped there was some raw, thawed beef in the refrigerator to do this for this large crowd. I hadn't looked ahead of time to see if there was.

Also, the veggies had to be cut for a huge platter because there were so many people at this party.  At the same time, we were out of beer and chips and the kids hadn't had any soda, so I went out the front door to ask some men if they would go get some more beer, chips and soda. The men were all sitting on a stone wall, talking. I asked if a couple men would care to go to the store and get what we needed and one of the men came out with a list of at least 24 kinds of beer to choose from. So they started a discussion of what kind of beer to get. 

I went back into the house to start the veggie preparation, and when I did, I found that the woman had all come into the house from the back door, and there were vats and vats of veggies, already cut, soaking in water, ready to be put out for the party.  

Everything was ready for the banquet to be enjoyed.

See:  Banquet


4-22-01 - DREAM - I went to a house warehouse where people went to buy plants for spring. The deal was, when you bought the cabbages, you were in charge of what happened with them. You could control your own cabbages. If you didn't buy them, someone else would control the cabbages and what happened to them. 

I went into a small room that was a library and all along the book shelves were vines growing. The owner of this library room had trained all the vines to grow upward from the bottom. It was really neat to see.  However, at one end, there was one strand of vine that was trying to grow out of the room completely, so I decided to take charge of it, cut it off, and grow it myself. I wanted to train it to go upward like the rest of the vines. 

I then went back out into the warehouse and told the young man there that I wanted to buy 12 cabbages which is what fit into a milk crate type box that was made of square grids within the square box.  He said he didn't have 12, but he had one azalea (or some other flowering plant starting with the letter "A". He only had one of them and was setting it aside when I told him I would take it. 

I then took my crate of cabbages and flower home and saw that I had a crate of plants up high on a shelf and that it contained a green bean plant that was already full of beans that was ready to harvest. It was way too early for it to be harvested. It wasn't even out in the garden yet. It seemed that the season was way off from what it should be.

I then heard a trumpet blow and I knew that the changes was about to occur.  Someone's cabbage was out of control.

I keep thinking 'cabbages and kings'

"The time has come," The Walrus said, "To talk of many things: of shoes, and ships, and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings, of why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings..."


4-22-01 - DREAM - I was in a brand new house. The sun was pouring in all the windows so it was really pleasant inside even though I don't recall seeing any furniture in the house. 

I was walking through the house with what I recall as finished clean laundered items; a sheet folded so it was a square about 4 feet x 4 feet square, a large towel folded square, two pillow cases and a wash cloth. I don't recall any particular color of these items. 

I went up a stairway to put the laundry away in the linen closet and started to place the items on their individual stacks in the closet, starting at the top shelf with the sheet. 

I then went to the bedroom which was totally bright and sunny and lay down on an empty bed with a white sheet on it. 

I lay down on the bed to take a nap and heard a telephone ring in my upper right temple like it was way up in the air towards the right.  I heard the word ' perceive! ' .  I waited for a spiritual message to start and went into a dream or a vision. 

In the dream/vision, I was walking down the hallway in this same bright, sunny house, carrying a finished clean laundered stack of items; a sheet folded so it was a square about 4 feet x 4 feet square, a large towel folded square, two pillow cases and a wash cloth. I went up the stairs to put the laundry away in the linen closet and started to experience a totally involved sexual feeling between my legs that meant an orgasm coming and I planned to go lay on the bed and experience it after I put the laundry away. I knew then that I was going to start getting information about the earthchanges.


4-23-01 - DREAM - I spent what seemed like hours making a web page about the earthchanges. It started off with a list of the changes that have already occurred with thumbnail maps, followed by pages describing each change along with large maps.  I closed down the page, then reopened it to make sure it was saved and worked.  The whole dream was in black and white.

NOTE: This was so detailed, I fully expected it to be done and on my computer when I woke up.


4-23-01 - This dream seemed so important until I went to look for the numbers in it. Then the puzzle started.

DREAM - I was working as an apartment manager in an East side apartment building. I discovered that an old friend of mine had moved in right next to me in the middle of the night secretly when I had already rented the apartment to someone else. I needed to get him  out pronto. Then I discovered that the cleaning woman (a short blonde girl) was sneaking around in the middle of the night pretending to be cleaning when she was just sneaking around, trying to find whatever she could find laying loose so she could take it. I told her she was not to be doing this. She had many long sharp pencils stuck in her back pocket. I don't know where she got those, but I was trying to figure that out. 

Then a small Jewish guy came in with some cash money to pay for back rent. He said, "I owe you this!'  This is where the numbers came in and I kept track of the numbers in my head all night. I not only had a receipt for the money, I had to add the numbers together to make sure that was right. (I still haven't come to any conclusion on this part) 

The numbers were 5896, 7678, 9856, and later I heard 7930

The first three numbers added up to 23430. 

I then went out into the hall where my friends stuff was being moved to, and saw that 'all' my good friends were hanging out together in the hall, actually hugging each other, and I recognized that they were all 'drinker's' ... some in  recovery ... some not.

It was more important for me to take care of this money and add up the numbers, so I left my friends in the hallway to hang out together, and I went back into the office to take care of business. 


5896 `Iyra' {ee-raw'} from 5782; n pr m AV - Ira 6; 6 Ira = "watchful of a city" 1) the Jairite, one of David's great officers 2) one of David's mighty warriors 3) a Tekoite, son of Ikkesh, and another of David's mighty warriors

5782 - `uwr {oor} a primitive root [rather identical with 5783 through the idea of opening the eyes]; TWOT - 1587; v AV - (stir, lift....) up 40, awake 25, wake 6, raise 6, arise 1, master 1, raised out 1, variant 1; 81 1) to rouse oneself, awake, awaken, incite 1a) (Qal) to rouse oneself, awake 1b) (Niphal) to be roused 1c) (Polel) to stir up, rouse, incite 1d) (Hithpolel) to be excited, be triumphant 1e) (Hiphil) 1e1) to rouse, stir up 1e2) to act in an aroused manner, awake

Verse 5896 - Joshua 3:2:  And it came to pass after three days, that the officers went through the host; 3:3 and they commanded the people, saying, When ye see the ark of the covenant of the LORD your God, and the priests the Levites bearing it, then ye shall remove from your place, and go after it.

7678  Shabb@thay {shab-beth-ah'-ee} from 7676; n pr m AV - Shabbethai 3; 3 Shabbethai = "sabbatical" 1) a Levite in the time of Ezra and Nehemiah
7678 Shabbthay shab-beth-ah'-ee from 'shabbath' (7676); restful; Shabbethai, the name of three Israelites:--Shabbethai.
NUMBER: 7678
AUTHOR: Vladimir Horowitz
QUOTATION: My future is in my past and my past is my present. I must now make the present my future

Verse 7678 - 1 Samuel 18:1  - And it came to pass, when he had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.

9856 - Old Testament - Quotation - Every man at his best state is altogether vanity - Psalm xxxix 5.
ptlt409.occ 9856 Points of Light Volume 4 Number 9  Relates to the Tree of Life

7690 saggiy' (Aramaic) {sag-ghee'} corresponding to 7689;  - 3004a; AV - much 4, great 3, many 2, greatly 1, very 1, exceeding 1, sore 1; 13 adj 1) great, much 1a) great 1b) much, many adv 2) exceedingly

23430  Numbers added together 

Army HQDA Pentagon : ( ,

4-25-01 - DREAM - I was in a large office building.  I was some sort of secretary it seemed. I noted that I had some papers I was trying to put away in a cabinet to keep them away from the prying eyes of some Chinese workers. 

I went to another office where I was shown a demonstration of a machine that could sort 7 different sizes and shapes of papers into one file, completely alphabetized and enumerated properly.  However, after I complimented the inventor of that machine and told them that I hoped the inventor had been awarded millions of dollars, we could never duplicate the feat of that machine again. The rest of the tests that we did with it, it could sort papers into alphabetical or numeral orders and separate them successfully, but it could never sort them together, only separate. 

Finally, I went back to my own office and found that two Chinese workers were snooping around my desk, trying to find the papers I was carrying with me all the while.  I had a pile of shoes/sandals under my desk with colorful straps on them, and offered them all to them, but they said they didn't want them. They were only interested in the papers I had.  

I went on trying to sort clothing, curtains, and various odd shaped pieces of material with other people, but we couldn't find anything that matched that could be used to cover the windows or the tables and we had to finally give up, because we ran out of things that matched.


4-26-01 - DREAM - All I recall is seeing a screen or web page with a small box on it that listed a gemstone 'pink crystsal'.

4-26-01 - DREAM - I recall seeing a screen or web page with a small box on it that listed the kind of car that I wanted to own. It said, 'PURPLE'.  There was a couple words under it I can't recall.

4-26-01 - DREAM - I was getting ready to move out of my house to live somewhere else. I was laying in bed, but had on a dark brown full length sweater.  My husband was leaving the house with the baby. I got up to get the baby back and my husband grabbed the baby, threw him in the car and I saw him pull out of the driveway backwards with a crazy wild look on his face ... showing me that he had the baby.  He wasn't able to get out into the street with the car because of the traffic, and then some men came who he had to talk to about building a wall.

Meanwhile I had to go back into the house where a woman sat in the corner trying to get me to give her a deposition for a divorce. I wasn't interested in getting a divorce, I just didn't want to live with that crazy wild man.


4-26-01 - DREAM -  I took a nap and was thinking about the Ark of the Covenant as I was falling asleep, so I dreamed about the topic. In the dream I was working in an office and it stuck me that the numbers I dreamed were 'vendor' numbers so I should look them up in my rolodex and see what they were, because that was going to lead me to the location of the ark itself.

I was so intent on doing that, that when I woke up, I was actually going to do what I dreamed until I realized that I got laid off from that place in 1984 and I don't work there anymore. Not only that, the company I worked for doesn't even exist anymore. 

But, if that's a clue, I'll do another number search and see what comes up.


4-27-01 - DREAM - This seemed to be a web page, but it might have just been a screen with 3 columns of information regarding China.  I worked with the page until all the information was in the center column. I was  so certain I was really doing this, that I was shocked when I woke up and the entire dream and all the information instantly evaporated from my memory in less than a second.  I tried really hard to bring it back into my memory but to no avail.

NOTE:  On the weekend of 4-29-01 - Chinese hackers wiped out 14 U.S. business websites.  According to what I heard on 5/1, that the date 5/1/01 was the date that Chinese hackers were going to take down an enormous number of U.S. websites. When I signed on to AOL, it wasn't able to perform several functions. 

I then went into a second dream in which I was seeing statements about China again, but I really feel like these were different statements than in the first dream.  However, one of the statements was about a recall of some kind of product called Ethylene.  (Ethylene is anti-freeze)

Foreign companies pay attention to China's ethylene market

Although Chinese mainland actively expands product capacity of ethylene, there are 3 million tons shortfall for the demand until 2002, so foreign companies pay attention and invest to the petrochemical enterprises in main land.

It's known that, the product capacity of ethylene in China was 4.3 million tons last year opposed 7.78 million tons of demand quantity of last year,3.3 million tons discrepancy between supply and demand. It's estimated the capacity would increase to 5.05 million tons this year. But by 6% up year-on-year of demands, the raw material supplies seriously lack and depend on import. The capacity will be only 6.25 million tons in 2002 while the demands will arrive to 9 million tons at that time, with 3 million tons shortfall.

The five headship international petrochemical groups, such as SHELLBASF, BP-ANOCO,DOW,EXXON-MOBIL etc., plan to build huge petrochemical centers respectively in Huizhou in Guangzhou, Nanjing in JIangshu, Jinshan in Shanghai, Tianjin, Quanzhou in Fujian, which total capacity are 3.3 million tons and will be started in 2005-2006.


4-27-01 - DREAM - This was really stupid.  I was with a young woman and she was going to drive me to a mall or something. We started off down an alley towards the west, actually pushing the car like a shopping cart.  Both sides of the alley were lined with stacks of carrots. I told her that it looked too narrow, but she insisted we go through it anyway and as we pushed this cart through the narrow alleyway, we knocked off bits and pieces of carrot along both sides as we went.

A couple of blocks down, approximately about 19th St. we started finding new things laying in the alley that someone else had dropped. None of these things had ever been used. There was ladies underwear and tiny baby socks for an infant. We picked up all these items and intended to keep them, but we ended up in a room in an apartment building at the end of a hallway where someone was either moving in or moving out and all this stuff we picked up belonged to them.

I was feeling really guilty and found a black woman in the next woman who knew where the building keeper was and I told her to notify them about all this stuff being unlocked in this room.

I then started going through the hallways of this building which was very narrow. All of the rooms were open and there were people in each room. Some of them were talking to each other, but some were just sitting on top of their beds waiting for something to happen.  

I have no clue what this was, but I sure wouldn't have wanted to live there.


4-27-01 - MEDITATION - I wanted to know why I dreamed about the alley of carrots.

In the meditation, there was a girl who had a wrestling championship belt, and she crawled underneath me, she didn't even try to win.

I then thought the word 'China' because that's what my dreams seemed to be about, and when I thought the word 'China' I heard a loud bell ring like when you hit the bullseye. 

Then a male voice said, "The Second Torah broke".

End of meditation

We also eat carrots, and it isn't just to see better in the dark. For Ashkenazi Jews, carrots symbolize the Yiddish word "merren" which also means more. We want more of all the good things in life. More health, more happiness, more success. For Sephardic Jews, carrots are symbolic of the phrase "Yikaretu oyveychem" which means may your enemies be cut down. We ask that those who wish bad for us not get their wish, that they don't succeed.

Traditionally carrots, which were associated with gold, a symbol of good fortune, and regarded as a token of prosperity for the coming year.

The Sadducees were a sect of Jews -- wealthy and upwardly mobile -- who rejected the Talmud and said they were bound only by the Bible. They disappeared with the destruction of the Second Temple, in the year 70.

Their enemies, the Pharisees, focused on study, developed the Talmud and are regarded by contemporary Orthodox Jews as their predecessors.

"What the Pharisees created 2,000 years ago was actually a mutation of Judaism. It was the Sadducees who represented `Torah-true' Judaism," Maslin told Reform rabbis at their annual gathering last week.

"But the Pharisees convinced the people that there was a second Torah -- an oral Torah -- given at the same time as the first," Maslin said.

"And through this mutation called the oral law, a revolutionary shift from the Jewish orthodoxy of the day, they absolutely abrogated certain provisions of the written Torah that were impossible to live by in their modern world."

Furthermore, he added, "while claiming to be the sole heirs of the Pharisees, [the Orthodox] totally misunderstand what Pharisaism was all about, that it was a revolution against scriptural literalism and that it preserved Judaism by creating a virtually new Torah."

4-28-01 MEDITATION, I was saying the Our Father prayer, and when I got to "Thy kingdom come", I saw an old fashioned record player inside a larger box. (The kind that 78's were played on) The outer box was white and much larger than the inner box. It seemed to be sitting on top of something else because it was higher than myself. The record itself was a piece of brownish gold cloth with gold paisley Fleuer De Lis on it. 

As I said, "Thy will be done" I began seeing an ornate church door, with the archway overhead with a double door that was
varnished brown. I didn't see the door open, but began to see other church doors, which were all double width doors of
various types, but the last one was two double wide doors side by side. Both were white doors, set into what looked like a
concrete block building. 

I said the Our Father again, and when I finished, I saw a blonde woman with long curly hair. I was told her name was Mary,
and Mary's visit to New Orleans was errant .... 

I then saw the same blonde woman, she walked up to a white haired man and grabbed him by the side of his head and said,
"I've told you that it's time to get to Paris". 

I said the Our Father a couple more times and saw two boys laughing over a large box like the first one. They were laughing
over there being a electronic sensor of some kind in it. 

I saw a coin with the face of John F Kennedy on it facing towards my right. A voice said, "We are getting close to the date that John F. Kennedy's birth represents.".   (May 29, 1917)

A voice said, "In a small city of borough, one can get away with saying one doesn't drink, but in a large city, there are many
witnesses." (That reminds me of the many drinkers in my dream the other day when the Jewish man gave me the money and

I was then inside a church, and the blonde woman came in, just as an old white haired man was leaving, The voice said, "Of
course the Father left when she came in, and of course they discussed the "Our father prayer." 

A voice then said, "There is some minimal discussion as to whether John O'Connell should have the right to stay." 

I fell asleep and found myself sitting on the front porch on my 16th 'st. house. I had to go to the bathroom really bad, but I was so busy I didn't want to take the time to go inside the house and go, so I peed right on the porch. 

I then found myself inside a car with Joe. We were on the top of a hill, it seemed like New Berlin, but Joe had never been there in this lifetime. We were making a right hand turn onto the road that goes east and west, and we were going to go West. I was anticipating seeing the breathtaking beauty of the western horizon with the hills and lakes beneath the sun setting in the sky. Joe stopped the car and got out. He walked back along the road behind the car to look in the rural mailbox about 50 feet behind the car. He saiid it wasn't too cold out though it looked like it had snowed behind us. There was no mail in the box and he hurried back to the car and mistakenly or on purpose got into the back seat. I could have driven the rest of the way from
where I was seated, but it would be safer if I moved over into the driver's seat. Unfortunately, it seemed like I was too fat to squeeze behind the wheel from where I was without moving the seat back towards where Joe was now leaning over the seat. I woke up as I was trying to get into the driver's seat so I could drive the rest of the way home.

4-29-01 - DREAM - I saw on television that friend of mine won an award for taking over 40 hours to get to school. I thought
it would be fun to go surprise him and say Hi! because I hadn't seen him in a long time. 

So, I went to the TV station and walked in. To my surprise, my Mother was sitting there. She said, "Oh! I didn't know you
were coming to celebrate so n so's birthday. (Name unremembered) 

I didn't know it was so n so's birthday. I didn't even know he was in the family as it turned out he was married to my sister
which I hadn't known either. So, I walked into the big auditorium and so n so came over and we hugged. 

I then told my Mother I had come there to surprise my friend for getting the award for taking over 40 hours to get to school,
but at the time, he was in another room or something. 

I decided I would go to the store and get something to eat, so I hugged my Mother goodbye and went to the door. 

When I got outside, my friend Linda suggested that I drive her new van instead which was really a treat ... she said. 

I took one look at the van and rather freaked out. I said I would drive it, but the longer I looked at it, the more nervous I got.
To start with, the van was at least 30 feet high, and about 15 feet wide, much larger than any vehicle I had driven. It was like
driving a semi-truck, except for one thing ... the cab where you sat and the wheels were so small and such a little part of the
vehicle, I was certain the vehicle would tip over as soon as I tried to move it. On top of that, she had parked it in a spot that
was uphill and a little tipsy to the right, so backing it out of that space would have been very precarious. 

Still, I didn't want to chicken out, so I opened up the back of the van to put my purse in one of the contaners back there. It fit
like putting a six pack into a carton... perfect. Some people walking by laughed about it. 

At the same time, another of our friends was standing in the back, looking in the mirror and combing her hair I told her we
couldn't move the vehicle until she finished what she was doing and sat down in her seat. 

Before she did that though, she had 3 drawings of herself that were animated, and she combed the drawings which made like
marks on them kind of like an electronic etch a sketch. It was rather weird. 

Finally, she went to sit down, and I closed the back of the vehicle and went to get in the driver's seat to drive this oversize
vehicle. Scary! 

4-29-01- DREAM = The dream started out with me watching a machine screen which looked like an ultrasound of a heart
beating.  All of a sudden I was in a car race and when the cars started going up hill along the edge of a high mountain, the people were supposed to get off the car and walk behind it because the person's weight would slow the car down and you would lose the race. But I knew I'd get too exhausted walking all the way uphill, so I flopped on top of my car which felt like floating on a cloud as we went up the hill. I didn't really care if we lost the race. 

We got up to the top of the hill eventually and were in a large parking lot. I didn't see any cars here, we were all walking
towards a large building, An engineer I used to work with was ahead of me, wearing a dark blue uniform and carrying an
American flag on a pole like they do in parades. He started telling people what to do. He said, "Bride's first, followed by the
flags, followed by the choir, the people come last." 

Well, I was in the people category, so I watched the brides and their bridal parties go up the steps into the building first. They
were followed by all the men who were carrying flags. The engineer said, "We don't display colors here.". Then the choir
followed the men with the flags. The choir was all dressed in red like cardinals. 

I followed up the steps behind the choir. There were about 12 steps between me and the choir, and I must have been climbing
the stairs slower than anyone else because the distance between me and the choir got larger and larger as I climbed the steps. 

It was really dark climbing the steps until I saw a light up ahead and heard the choir already singing up ahead somewhere. The
light continued to get bigger and bigger as I got nearer to it, until I discovered the light was a flashlight being held by an usher in a huge theatre. 

I couldn't see any people ahead of me, but there were lots of them behind me. I got to the top step and the usher pointed to
the ground and said, If you see any pennies, put them in this bowl, and showed me a bowl full of pennies, quarters, and dimes. I saw a penny so I bent over and picked it up and put it in the bowl. Then I saw another penny, so I picked that one up and put it in the bowl. The more I picked up, the more I saw, so I just stayed there picking up pennies as people walked past me. The usher told everyone the same thing, if you see a penny, please put it in the bowl, so others would pick up a penny and put it in the bowl too, then walk on to their seat wherever it was. 

Another man stopped alongside me and was picking up pennies too. He said, "Gosh! I should take this bowl home and add it
to my own penny collection. At the exact same moment, I was thinking, "Gosh! I should go home and get my penny collection
and add it to this bowl." Hmmm... a difference of opinion I guess. 

All of a sudden I was seeing the ultrasound picture on the screen of the heart beating again and woke up. 

4-29-01 - DREAM - I was laying in bed and Joe went to get the mail in. We got a postcard invitation from Mike and Lorna
to a party. It said, "Mike and Lorna invite you to their 5 bd 4b bath home to celebrate the 25th anniversary of working at blah
blah company. Also, the lbah blah company is holding a party for Michael on 1l1th St. 

Lorna, Ethan and Emily then came into the room. Loran sat on the lower left corner of the bed and Ethan and Emily climbed on the bed with me. They were their current age. Ethan had two crystal balls in his hands,  but one was blue and the other was like a crystal ball of the world, with the outline of the continents in white on the clear crystal ball. He suddenly threw the ball at me and I put up my hand and caught the world in the palm of my hand. 

Ethan came over and lay alongside of me and I had my arms around him. Emily was on my right side. Ethan said, "I'm going to
call you 'deer woman' because you are so quick." 


4-30-01 - DREAM - I was working in a large office building with a lot of other people.  It seemed that I had been sick and was recovering so I had a simple type job to do. However, I was being promoted to work in the executive offices in an upper balcony overlooking the offices below where we were.  Meanwhile, our own offices were being redecorated and being made nicer looking. 

That being said, some people were engaging me in trying to find out how much I was getting paid for my new job that I was offered and whether my rent was being paid as well.  I was telling them, it was just a job, and there was lots of work for people in my own category, which I assumed was secretary.  My boss, who was female and had had a tough time getting her job was actually angry when she found out that the walls of the executive offices were being hung with expensive oriental carpets while our offices were just getting painted.  

There was rather a party atmosphere during break time and I was asked to dance by a couple women, and then my boss asked me to dance with her. I was about a foot taller than her and at first we couldn't decide who was going to play the part of the man to dance together like two women dancing together generally have to.  So I played the part of the man and we danced together very well. 

After the dance, we went down the hall and came across four kids fighting in the hallway.  One boy, about age 10 or so was beating up all the other kids no matter whether they were girls or boys.  My boss tried to stop him and he fighting her and not stopping.  She said to him, "What's the matter with you?  What does it take to make you stop fighting?  Does it have to be a man? "

Before he could answer, I grabbed him by the collar and shook him and told him to stop and he did.  (Maybe I looked like a man?)  Meanwhile then, my boss was wiping blue lipstick off his lips and he said he had seen two women walking down the street holding hands earlier and he was really mad about that.  I was guessing that this boy was being raised in a household that was just his father and perhaps his mother was not with the family and maybe the father was anti-woman and vocal about it or something,, but I didn't know. 

The boy had stopped fighting, but I looked at his face and he had a lot of bite marks on his chin like he had bitten himself during the fight.  I wouldn't have thought that was unusual except that each one was labeled with the name 'Graf'. 

NOTE:  Joe was watching TV and found out that today is the anniversary of a stabbing in which a young man in Europe stabbed the tennis star who was playing against Steffie Graf because he wanted Staffie Graf to win.  After the stabbing, Steffie Graf, did indeed become the number one tennis star.