AUGUST, 1999

8-2-99 - I had this dream 3 times.  There were 7 quatrains or poem stanzas about the death of JFK, Jr. I should have attempted to write them down while I was seeing them, but I didn't. I eventually saw them again with the name Lowell Thomas who was a journalist who died in 1981.



I saw a yellow sign with foreign language on it like Russian:

I then saw the rock garden that Kimber made for me. It had three flower spikes in the center almost 3 to 5 feet tall with one red bloom at the top of each spike.  

I saw a small bush on my right, then saw a huge bush in front of me.

I heard a voice say, "I talked with ISIS today!"

Another voice said, "Nothing makes any difference."

I saw two more gardens when I lay down to sleep. The first one was a mound with a bird bath in the center. I saw peonies and other flowers surround it.

The second one has escape my memory.

NOTE: In April of 2000, we installed two more gardens of Primroses at the other end of the porch from the rock garden


8-2-99 - DREAM - I was standing in a kitchen with Joe. He was cooking at something on the stove. All of a sudden, he stopped cooking and told me to take care of it. He ran into the parlor to call his ex-wife Nancy because it was the anniversary of his wedding to her. I took over cooking the dough in the kettle while he talked on the phone to Nancy. It looked to me to be "Cream Puff" dough.

I was thinking that maybe it really was his wedding anniversary and what a coincidence it would be, because tomorrow is MY wedding anniversary to my first husband, which if I had stayed married would be 41 years. YIKES!

NOTE:  After I woke up I asked Joe what his anniversary date was and he couldn't remember, only that it was summer time.


8-2-99 - DREAM - I was working on a web page that was for people that were ill. People would write in and ask for healing. If they weren't really sick, there would be dire consequences. However, if their name was posted, great miracles could happen when thousands of people prayed for them.

NOTE: This is extremely labor intensive and I don't have that kind of time. It's a great idea though and it would be wonderful if someone would borrow this idea and do that. :-)


8-2-99 - DREAM - I was quoting statements about a horse from the French on a page which were to be given a gift to certain beloved people from an older man to people who served him. The sentences were to be laid out in a specific way.

(1) statement
                       (2) statement
                                              (3) statement
                                                                     (4) statement

There were many statements about the horse and this limited layout does not cover all the statements, so I began to expand the layout thus:

(1) statement
                       (2) statement
                                             (3) statement
                                                                    (4) statement

(5) statement
                       (6) statement
                                              (7) statement
                                                                    (8) statement

This process continued until the people were given ALL the gift there was.


8-2-99 - VISION - I was working on the above statements. There were written on the inside of banana peels. I saw my son Michael (age 40) He took the 1st two banana peels and ate them whole.

Dear Lady Dee, your "Sub-Sequential Horse Statements" is fabulous because it relates with the Universal Cult of the Airy-Horse... or the homage which should be rightfully paid to the Holy Spirit... and will see about that in a following message.

The fact that things have to be translated from french to english is also a good indication of who to look for... and there is nothing really strange about some Banana and Airy-Horse relationship because there is something of the sort in black Africa with the shamanistic Goros... according to Mircea the book "Archaic Techniques of Ecstasy"; in the Chapters "Parallel Myths, Symbols and Rites" and "Obtaining Shamanic Powers"...

- among the Goro of central western Ivory Coast, in black Africa, the horse forms part of the harvest ritual. The body of the horse is made from banana stems, its head and hoofs from bamboo and is used in the performance of a wild dance.

... where the Horse is considered to be the Highest Spirit which is something prevalent in all faiths, not only the big big ones but also the small small so-called primitive tribal ones... just to say that the belief in the Airy-Fairy-Horse is truly universal... even with the Banana People!! :)

Gerald D'Aoust


8-2-99 - MEDITATION - This was a joint meditation with my friend Kimber. I saw a yellow sign in a foreign language like Russian.  The sign was diamond shaped with a large circle at the top corner and a cross of circles in the center.

I then saw a garden with 3 flower spikes in the center about 3 to 5 feet tall, all with one red bloom at the top. The color red was beyond what physical realm red is...very shiny.

I then saw a small bush on my right,  followed by a large bush right in front of me.

A voice said, "I talked with ISIS today!"

A voice said, "Nothing makes any difference."

After we were done meditating, we were sitting there and I told Kimber that none of my prophecies ever come true, and in that same instant the front door cracked like it was breaking.  We both almost jumped off the couch.  :-)


8-3-99 - DREAM - I was managing an apartment building. I had just gotten up and was writing down my dreams. I had a huge old fashioned wooden floor model radio which was on. However, it was a two-way communication radio.

The door to the hallway was open and the hunchback crippled woman I had rented #110 to with her mother and then moved her to #204 when her mother died, came in to pay her rent. She stood at the counter with me by the door as I was getting ready to write out a receipt for her and said, "The man I've been dating asked me to marry him."  I saw her left hand ring finger; A huge ring made of 3 pink opal-like stones with pearls and diamonds. It practically cover her whole finger. (She had never had a date when her mother was alive. She had been an English teacher before she became crippled in her early 20's and now studied accounting and economics. They had a LOT of money)

she said she was dating a man named Monte. As a matter of fact she didn't look crippled anymore either since her mother died.

The she abruptly changed the subject. She said, "Do you know anything about UFOs? I'm really into UFOS.  I've had my own experience!"

I said, "Oh! Please have a seat on the couch and tell me all about your experiences. I ran a UFO group for 3 years."

She sat down, but then started pulling clean laundry over her, covered herself with a sheet and started to go to sleep. I had to keep encouraging her to sit up and stay awake.

Meantime, my communication radio was so loud, I could hardly hear what she was saying and I went to turn it off. I pressed the 'off' button but it would shut off.

Meantime, another woman came in who was into dreams and she wanted to see my dream journal.  I was still writing one down from the same morning and I was on the last page. she told me I'd better get another book quick because I was going to need it. I decided I would by 5 of the 3 subject kind and carry them in a cloth bag with me everywhere I went so I wouldn't run out of paper to write on.

Meantime, I saw movement outside in the hallway. I looked out and there was a man painting the woodwork white.  I doubled checked my hand to make sure I hadn't touched any wet paint.

At this point I had a big blue bed sheet wrapped around me because I was wearing shorts and barefooted.

The painter who was NOT dressed in white, asked me for a key to the basement. He said, "I have my own key but I don't have it with me." I looked at him closely, and saw that he was a handsome man in his 50's but there was nothing extraordinary about him to help in describing him to someone else. I called his non-descriptive.  I told him, "I have a key to the basement, but it is put away. All I have is a key to the keys".


8-4-99 - DREAM - I spent a long time working on a web page with 1089 statements on it. The page was called, 'THE NEW KING COMETH'.  I got all the statements lined up, then went back to lick on the links to see if I could could figure out who the New King might be. I couldn't determine who it was.

Then I had a vision of myself standing in the livingroom looking at Joe sitting at his computer. His computer screen was flashing a beautiful blue color (a hue of blue halfway between sky blue and dark blue)


8-4-99 - DREAM - I was in my apartment which was huge. I had been so busy working, I hadn't watered my new plants which were taking root in numerous clear glass vases. I hurried over and filled a tall bud vase with water and filled each vase which were about 1/2" low on water... not seriously low, but I topped them all with water.  I noticed I had a tree which was the shape of a Christmas tree on a stand with circular trays every few inches all the way up. This was full of plants and I saw miniature people as well on it. There were also chandeliers with vines hanging on them and my new plants were in the kitchen cabinet instead of out of the light.

However, what freaked me out were the hundreds and hundreds of white fish laying on the floor. There were many other people in my apartment by now and I was afraid the fish would be stepped on, but how could I water them on the floor?  There were two red and blue runner rugs laying lengthwise through the apartment AND, everyone were starting to seat themselves at a long banquet tables because there was a wedding reception dinner going to take place any moment.

I saw my friend Alyse and her husband sitting at another table and wondered if she had been invited because she was my friend, or if she had done something for the bride and groom herself. I looked for the mother of the groom and didn't see her and all these people at the tables didn't look familiar to me either. I had never seen any of them in person before.


8-5-99 - DREAM - I spent many hours working on a web page about John F. Kennedy, Sr. conspiracy links. Each person's ideas were in rectangular boxes which were turned on edge so they were diamond shaped.

My job was to delete lines and spaces to make the information more concise. There were many conspiracy ideas, so this took a long time.

I then went into an even stranger dream.

I was standing out in the yard by the garage door at my New Berlin house. I was there with my young son Bill. I saw a rain shower coming out of the southeast. (Rain always comes from the southwest there)  I saw it coming and hollered for Bill to come into the garage with me so as to not get wet, but he ran up the hill behind the garage. I kept hollering for him to get back into the garage and water was already cascading down the hill like a waterfall when Bill came down the hill driving a large cart like a chariot pulled by two white ponies in tandem.

I kept yelling at him to get into the garage and he pulled the animals around and the ponies turned into a coarse haired white yak with fur. I grabbed it by the bridle and held it and petted it until it was calm. The other pony turned into a beautiful white horse and then into another white yak with long coarse fur.

I grabbed that one too by the bridle and we stood in the garage while it poured rain outside.

Meanwhile Bill went into the house to talk on the phone with a woman. I could hear the voice outside but not understand nor remember the words.

I followed Bill into the house because now something had to be done with the yaks because I didn't know how to feed them and there was a secret feeding spot somewhere under the fur near the ear.

I stood at the bottom of the stairs and called Bill down. when he arrived, he was now Stephen King with a green face. He said, "Now you will know who the true ME is when I appear like this."

I was quite astonished to know the truth. At the same time, I heard another man coming down the stairs. This man stopped at the top of the stairs to talk to us.

He was an older, dark-haired man and his job was to watch people and to report back to another man whom I could hear coming down the stairs from even higher up.

I felt I had to leave before that man appeared.  I opened the door and woke up.

From: (Gerald D'Aoust)

Dear Lady Dee,

I had fun reading your last Horsey dream and as you can see dreams are divine messages which are staged like great theatre plays in which we must try to figure out the message. Your initial thoughts on it are very nice and quite in line with the topic... and rather finely intuitive I must admit. :)

Anyways, in the land of the yak... the whole essence of the Tibetan Scriptures is written on the Airy-Horse World Prayer Flags of Tibet which are hung everywhere in great numbers. On these, which tradition is said to come from the previous and very old Shamanistic Bon-Po faith which blends into Vishnuism, Buddhism and Lamaism and all other Faithisms,... on can read...

The familiar legend "The Buddhist Creed"...

"Of all objects which proceed from a cause...(a dream for instance) The Tathagatha has explained the cause. And he has explain their cessation also;   This is the Doctrine of the Great Samasa." ( Vinaya Texts, i., 146 )

...followed by the letters of the alphabet to indicate that language had been created for this purpose only...together with the words...

"May the life, body, power and the "Airy Horse" of the holder of this charm ...prosper his body, speech, and wishes, and cause them to increase like the Growing New Moon; may He be possessed of all wealth and riches, and be guarded against all kinds of injuries."...and this is followed by some invocations...

"May, the body, power, wealth, and Airy-Horse of the Charm-Holder be raised sublimely and all injuries be guarded against and may He be given the undying gift of Soul Everlasting." (as the adamantine cross herein pictured)..BLT, p.417

"May we be freed from all kinds of injuries and be favoured with the gift which we earnestly seek!"..."May virtue increase!"..."Glory!"


Now, this is a Universal Prayer called the World Prayer which just like the Khorshed Yast of the Magis to help recognise the Avatar or Universal Monarch or Messiah when he shows up and to show the people what to do when he shows up... which is to prosper his body, speech and wishes... because he is the Verb, the Logos and the incarnation of the Universal Monarch... the King and Judge in the Other World... and that is most important for everyone to know and realise because he doesn't come every other week.

Being unfortunately stuck in all kinds of earthly survival duties, I will be forced shortly to do other things than devoting my time to my favorite passion of living within the dreams and interpreting them.

Regardless, I keep the hopes that one of these days several people will finally awaken to the Dreamland Reality and will work together to the Recognition of it.

With Best Regards,

Charm-Holder Gérald


8-5-99 - VISION - I heard a sound like Aaaaargh!  and saw a man holding a young toddler or younger age girl against his shoulder. It was as though she had just bit him. He grabbed her by the neck and threw her to the ground.


8-5-99 - VISION - I saw a tan dog coming down a street. It looked up, saw me, turned around and walked away again.

NOTE: A little later, I had this experience for real on my front porch and the neighbor's tan dog did the exact same thing.


8-5-99 - DREAM - I again saw the Kennedy web page. This time there was King, queen, Jack, and then numbered statements all the way down to ACE. (I had just been playing solitaire before I lay down)  I again turned the rectangular spaces into diamonds.


8-5-99 - DREAM - I was at my 16th St. house. I was alone. My mother had gone somewhere. I looked out the back window and saw my mother coming around the garage from the back alley gate.

The door to the garage was open and as she passed it, a gust of wind blew her red dress up into the air and I could see she was wearing two white petticoats. She didn't come into the house though. She continued through the yard and went over to the side gate by the alley.


8-5-99 - DREAM - I met Joe on Greenfield Ave. at 82nd St. He had just come out of the gate from State Fair Park.

I saw an old woman trash picker in the center of the road inside the fairgrounds. It rather looked like his grandmother Zora.  He said, "I'm not picking anything up!" indicating he wasn't going to pick up any trash.

However, I picked up the trash that was in front of me and we walked through a gate where a young man ticket taker stood. I put my trash into the green receptacle, showing the ticket taker that I had trash in my hand. Joe paid the guy some money and we walked to pay again even though he had just left the fairgrounds.  The young man didn't give us half the ticket nor stamp our hand so I asked him, "Don't we get proof that we've been here?" He just walked back to his place by the trash receptacle.

We went by the front gate where everyone else was paying money and coming through the turnstile. The old men ticket takers turned and smiled at me like they were saying to me, "Thanks for helping!"

I looked down at my clothes. I was wearing a heavy black sweater and jeans, not the ultimate in fair-going apparel.  Joe was walking on my right, holding my hand. He was looking down at the ground. I was just going to ask him what was the matter when I woke up.


8-5-99 - VOICE - "By the Millennium, there will be 1,000 wrinkles on the forehead of  _________stilly ________ the Flag Flyer. "


8-6-99 - DREAM - I had a story to decipher called, "This is the House that Jack Built". In order to do that, I had a box of peas in a pod 7 pods wide by 7 pods long.

I knew that if I took the peas out of the pod and put them in a microwave oven, they would dry out if I did it right.

I also knew after I woke up that the house that Jack built had to be Camelot because of the JFK. conspiracy from yesterday.  Camelot was built by King Arthur. A real cute symbology/analogy.


8-6-99 - VISION - After I woke up, much, much later with a different dream in between, I saw the bottom of the web page and the bottom of the diamond shape.


8-6-99 - DREAM - I was in a huge school with theatre type sloping floors. I wanted to leave the room but the entrances were all blocked by cushy white wheelchairs. I finally had to squeeze sideways around on to get out.

I went across the street. Then seemed like 70th St. but there was a mall. I tried driving a woman's car who had a bunch of little kids. The steering wheel was on the upper left by the back window and was driven backwards. It was so disorienting, I left the car there and I met my husband and the gave me my own car keys and I had access to my own car then which was a long maroon station wagon.

I didn't drive it at that point because I had a lot of shopping to to.

In one store, I picked up a red ruby heart and immediately was followed by a woman and man detective type people. I tried hiding the ruby in various places but they knew I hid it and continued to follow me though they didn't try to arrest me. Finally they got distracted and I went to the paint department and got distracted myself looking at furniture for kitchen like hutches and smaller furniture. I finally determined I didn't like nothing and went out into the hallway where my husband was sitting surrounded by old women who wanted to hear what he had to say.  I beckoned to him and he got up and we walked out together hand in hand.


8-6-99 - EXPERIENCE - Joe demonstrated table tipping using a small box and it worked amazingly well. We started asking questions and determined that granny Zora, Seth, and my old friend Nancy were there then along with more than 10 others. We didn't ask for names.

We asked about past lives. Joe and I were in an Indian life on the East Coast of America after the pilgrims arrived but we were not their friends.  Joe was the chief and we had two sons who were warriors.

We determined that my Michael and Ken were in that lifetime with us. We also asked about Joe's ex-wife Nancy and I had a lifetime with her, it was not the same lifetime as this one.  We asked if my friend Michelle was there in that lifetime and she was, but not her husband Paul.

Joe asked if Seth wanted to talk to him on a Ouija Board to us. The box tilted "yes" and moved towards Joe. Joe asked again if Seth wanted to talk to me and the answer was "Yes" but mostly to Joe.  I asked if Joe should write a book and the answer was "Yes" and "Self Publish".

We asked about the 11:11 which is significant to individual but not everyone.

No significant earthchanges will happen by the end of the year. The Lori Toye and Gordon Michael Scallion maps will not come true in the next 5 years.

The sun cruiser is interdimensional, not physical an is there by the sun for our protection.

We asked if GAP7 was the Great American Plan and were told "Yes!"

There will be a magnetic pole shift but not a reversal, but no physical pole shift.

Antarctica will continue melting but a massive sliding.. the water will rise with the melting but it won't be sudden.

The contrails were seeded with medicine by our government against anthrax.

The King of Terror is Jesus Christ, but it is not an individual person but a consciousness change for mankind.

The CME's from the sun are not going to harm us physically.

There will be no terrorism... like a bomb... in the US in the next 6 months.


8-6-99 - DREAM - Motivations Speaker Tony Robbins was staying with me while he was in town.  He had been staying 5 days already and was going to stay two more. My house was a mess so I was making an effort to put things where they belonged. I had two decks of cards. It looked like one full deck and one partial one. I put them in a drawer. It appeared that Tony was looking through the drawer to see what I had.

I left the room to get something and I came back in a moment. The light was turned off and he was gone and I saw that he had left through a darkened hallway.

NOTE: I was very down and depressed today. Obviously, the dream was symbolic for that.


8-8-99 - DREAM - I was moving into a huge apartment near downtown with two other young women. I felt young also, not my true age.

After we moved in I noticed that there was more than one entrance and that wide double doors on the side entrance had been opened and not shutting again. I had been the first one awake, but hadn't noticed those doors opened until after the other women were awake. They were both in the bathroom together, so I knocked and then had to wait my turn.

Meanwhile, I told them I was going to call a locksmith to check the security in this apartment. I knew it was Sunday and that the fees were high. I also knew that parts might not be available until Monday, but that because Tom, the head locksmith was a friend, he would come right over and do the service for us.

I heard one of the other women say that she wasn't willing to pay a lot of money for the security, but I was willing to pay for it all if necessary myself. Knowing that we were THAT close to downtown, I knew that I could go get a good high paying job to do it if necessary.

Finally, it was my turn to go to the bathroom. I entered the room. It was huge and didn't look like a bathroom. It looked like an office and it was huge. I didn't see a toilet either only an office arm chair. While I was sitting on the chair, the maintenance man walked in without knocking and asked me if I wanted a hat rack.

The hat rack was huge and looked like huge deer antlers. Each one was at least 3 feet long and it would have had to be at least a 12 point buck. A huge one.  I decided to use it, at least until something better came along.

I told the maintenance man that I was calling in the locksmith for security check because there was a thief in the neighborhood going through dumpsters.

The maintenance man said, "I have come to know sin. It was so enjoyable, I started to play with it."  I didn't want to believe that he would sin. He was the nicest young man I had ever met. His name was Matthew.


8-8-99 - VISIONS - This was kind of like a lucid dream. I knew I had experienced this before in dreams, and I was supposed to teach this to other people. I saw this 3 or 4 times both times. I also knew this was Jewish.

This was a set of 16 boxes though it could have been 12 - 4 across and  4 high. I saw them in a concrete/stone color, and in black and white. The sizes of the boxes were all the same when complete... rectangular, however the 4th one was adjustable and in 2 parts. One part of the 4th section was very small when presented to us and it was up to each individual how far over within the rectangular to expand it. I had pulled it all the way over to the other side myself. That was the best.  However, each individual had to make that choice for himself and that what I was to teach them.


Awareness Compassion Forgiveness
Karma Balance Invocation
Invoke Light
Radiate Light
Transformation Discipline
Deflecting Outside Influence
Condensing Light Humility
Faith Polarity Judgement Righteousness

The divided two part adjustable section on the far right, upper corner is expandable. It is best to pull the second section all the way to the right.

Other Law and Moral Orders are:  Garment of Light, Glory, Honor, Zeal, Meekness, Christ's Mind, Salvation, Strength, Wall of Light, Pillar of Protestation.  There are many others.



8-8-99 - The name William Gilly popped into my head. I looked up the name on the web. He was a researcher for the Waldenesian church and wrote about biblical (Bible) history and the people who promoted Christianity.


8-8-99 - VISION - I felt like I was only half conscious so I lay down. the first vision happened so fast I missed it.

The second vision was of an older blonde woman laughing out loud. I was standing by the side of a white concrete road. A web link came down the road and I knew the next link I looked at would be meaningful. I had intended to go get a link to the Seth sites.


8-8-99 - DREAM - I was in a house with Joe and a couple of my kids. It was my New Berlin house. (Joe never saw that house) I had a computer and I could see that there were words there, but there was no light behind them so I couldn't read them. I knew I had to figure out how to turn the light on so I could see the words.

I had three books from the library. I had only read two of them, but I didn't want them all to be late, so I decided to take the two back and worry about the third one later.

Before I left, however, Joe and I stood in front of a blue bulletin board in the bedroom. In the upper left hand corner were ribbons like awards, but in the center, there was long black hair growing. I took a hand hair trimmer and began to cut the hair back. My daughter said, "Why are you doing that?"  Joe said, "We were told that we are holding back."  I knew there was more hair in a brush from brushing this long hair, but I would worry about that later, I had to get to the library.

Tom, my son, said he would drive me to the library. I got into a car but there was nothing in front of me and nothing on the sides. I was sitting on the seat and had to hold onto the sides. I had to hold my bare feet up so they didn't drag in the road ahead of the car. Tom was driving his vehicle and I was thinking, "Jeep" and that he must be driving from above and behind me, because I couldn't see him, yet I knew he was there.

We headed south on Calhoun Rd. and a black car came towards us heading the other way and swerved to the side at the last second. Tom slowed the vehicle down and they acknowledge each other.

We made a right turn at the corner, but I was tired of holding my feet up and decided I would drive myself to the library when we got to the next intersection which was a Y shape where the Peace Lutheran church stood that we attended.

Tom stopped the vehicle and I looked at my feet which were not blue on the tops and a little dirty. I could have driven barefoot but I didn't think they would like it if I walked into the library that way, so I could decided what to do.


8-10-99 - The radio was on while I had this dream, so I don't know how valid it is.

DREAM - I was in New Berlin. I both lived and worked at my house. I was going to go somewhere and went north on Calhoun Rd. (172nd St.) I got to the top of the hill where the two churches were and looked back. The valley below was so beautiful and my eyesight was perfectly clear. I wanted to go on but I saw something that made me come back to warn the others.

I saw female soldiers coming out of the woods and fields, heading for a house on the west side of the road. None of them were armed yet, but they were in uniform, all wearing that ugly green khaki color...long shorts and shirts.

They didn't bother me as I passed by as they weren't at war yet, but they were gathering together.

When I got back in my own building, I didn't know who was safe to tell about the gathering army.

I saw the boss having a meeting across the hall . . .  Paul and ____. I went over and closed the door so they wouldn't be bothered. The boss acknowledged my presence and nodded when I indicated I was closing the door.

I had knowledge that a famous Princess had lost the button off her white coat, but I found it on the floor and headed towards where she was to sew it back on. However, I discovered that there was a spy in the building and I put him off the trail to finding the button. He didn't seem to know what exactly was missing.

I went to get the needle and thread to sew on the button before anyone noticed it was gone, and ended up sewing it to a huge pillow for a couch as it appeared the stuffing was coming out. I didn't have enough thread to make a knot at the end but it was sewed shut at least.

I then went to my bedroom and a radio announcer came in to do a show. He lay on the bed, reading the news into the microphone and I and another man were laying on the floor listening. What a cushy job I thought.

NOTE: That last part I now had bled through from the physical.


8-10-99 - VISION - (This shows my obsession with playing solitaire)

I saw a double solitaire layout.  In the lower left corner were two rectangular white shoe boxes. The top one was labeled "3D white tiger"  The bottom one said, "Pink Amethyst".


8-10-99 - VISION - I was in our Master bathroom/laundryroom. I poured a large capful of bleach into its own cup to do some laundry. I turned around to pour it into the washing machine and the machine was totally full of soapy water. I poured the bleach into the washing bleach dispenser. (I don't know if there were any clothes in the water)


8-11-99 - DREAM - I lived in a house with a family. I'm not real sure of my relationship to them, but they were close to me. Two things were going on in the house. The entire house was being painted white inside. The other thing that was going on was a male child who set fires, always to himself or something he owned. He would stomp out the fire and laugh and we'd go on with life. He grew up fast and the things he burned were larger and larger. I would still screech and he would still laugh and find something larger.

Finally he set some paper on fire and put it in his mouth and held his mouth open wide while it burned and I could see the fire in his body through his eyes like his head was hollow. All of a sudden the Christmas tree behind him caught on fire. The tree burned so fast, in only a moment the tree was just a smoking stem; all the branches burned off.

I reached for the phone and dialed 911. I told the operator we needed the fire department. She said, "Okay!" and disconnected the line. I was halfway into asking her if she needed our address that I realized that she already had the address when our phone connected to theirs.

I stood there then, waiting to hear the sirens, and saw that the house was still being painted and found I was wearing a huge, heavy tool belt with my bathrobe that was falling off. I hitched up the tool belt with my robe again and I knew it was so heavy it was going to happen again and hoped the fire department would get there soon.


8-11-99 - VALIS - DREAM - I worked for an old, old man who thought he was pretty cool. He held contests for people to outdo each other and then gave you photographs so you could see the results.

He gave me a set of photographs. One was normal . . . black and white photographs. The other set which happened to be identical, started off like a picture and a half, then all the rest were like half a ratchet off as they went along and didn't have the whole picture on them.

I wasn't too sure I could figure out what this second set of pictures was. The set of pictures was about VALIS.

The pictures, when you went through them fast were like animation. They were about a swimming race. If you can imagine this. . . one set of photographs was one half ratchet off and that made one set of photographs in real time and the other photographs of the second person in the race a half ratchet off and as a result, both participants didn't start at the same time. . .in the photographs.

I was only looking at the photographs of the woman in the swimming race which started half a ratchet later than the other one. But she was  stronger swimmer and even though she started the race half a ratchet later than the other woman, she won the race because she was a stronger, smoother swimmer.

When the race was over, of course, I had to show her the photographs of herself swimming the race.

I was kind of puzzled by the last picture since it became real like I was in it too while I was explaining this half ratchet thing to the woman.

I found myself standing on a pier by deep dark water and I was looking at an island that was a prison. The edges of the island went almost straight up like volcanic strata coming up out of the sea. It was painted sky blue. I had to explain to the girl . . . "When you are looking for VALIS . . . it's that blue thing at the end."

NOTE:  VALIS is a fictional book written by Phillip K. Dick, based on his real visionary experiences. VALIS means VAST ACTIVE LIVING INTELLIGENCE SYSTEM.  In the book, VALIS was an ancient satellite that orbited earth.  Throughout history VALIS sends microforms of the healthy twin down to earth in an attempt to heal the unhealthy twin that was born prematurely i.e. mankind.

See:  The Trinity Connection

NOTE 2: I haven't read the book, only heard about it.


8-11-99 - VISION - I saw a black object I didn't recognize. I saw a second object I didn't recognize.  I then saw a woman dressed in a beige pants suit with a black belt. Someone asked her if she was done distributing her gifts. She said, "Yes!"


8-12-99 -  VISIONS - (This was a set of visions)
A black rectangle
A horse race
A Kingship name - (unremembered)
A list
A rivalry contest
A second black rectangle

There were more but I can't remember them


8-12-99 - (This was one of those weird events where I got too tired to sit at my computer and was forced to lay down)

8-12-99 - VOICE - "He moved the girl he mothered to Washington".

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw a girl dress all in white, sitting on the floor on the right in lotus position. A voice said, "If you want to think of East as good and West as bad, there is a new cosmic concept!"

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw a Chinese girl sitting on the floor in lotus position on the left, wearing a white tunic and black loose fitting pants.

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw the words, "COSMIC ENERGY"

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw a woman's hand from the left, holding a round silver clasp. (These are usually used on children's clothing) It has a bump in the center and holes for sewing thread around the edges.  I heard the words, "Cosmic Energy"

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw a car going down the road with a woman hanging out the right front door. She was hanging onto the car but had her legs bent like a leaping deer.

8-12-99 - VISION - I saw three Chinese women levitated above the ground in lotus position. They were on the right and seated in a triangle shape with each other.

8-12-99 - DREAM - I washed my hair and set it in ringlets all over my head with bobby pins.  I then wrapped my head in a yellow bandana.

I went to see a friend of mine who looked at my hair, took a comb and some kind of gadget to wrap some of the top hair which showed above the bandana and shoved a wooden-like skewer into it. She had to actually pound it in.

Another woman came to visit who lived in the same building. She sat facing me. She said, "You know I broke up with my boyfriend! I live above Monique and David. His mother said I'm responsible for David's diabetes."  She paused and then laughed. "Well! We did have 12 martinis you know. I LOVE those little onions!"

I was rather astonished at the amount of martinis she consumed.

The the other woman came back and tapped on the skewer in my hair and took it out. We then proceeded to take the bandana and all the pins out of my hair. My hair was still rather wet and it hung limp, half way down to my waist. It looked rather black while it was wet.

The woman said, "Do you want me to cut your hair?"

I said, "No! But I have to do something with it."

My hair was hanging straight down in every direction off the top of my head, including in my face.  

I said, "I just don't know what to do with it!"



8-13 - 99 - DREAM - (Long with sections)

I was on my way to work. When I came to an intersection, I saw a wild bull that was loose. There was no way I could safely get past it and I was afraid of it, so I climbed up to the roof of a rusty colored construction truck until someone led the bull away.

While I was up there, I saw my boyfriend coming down the road in a line of cars. A female friend of mine was right behind him in the line with a huge truck right behind her. She was supposedly trying to help teach him to ride a scooter which seemed like a noble task, until I noticed that she had her own scooter overlapping his so it was obvious he was the one supporting her, not the other way around.

I watched them drive past. They both waved as they went by. I thought about telling them that I saw that they were hitched together, but I had too many things of my own to do and just let it go.

I then arrived at work and wasn't dressed yet. I had multiple jobs here.

I went into the bathroom to change clothes. The room was huge. I wanted to wash up a little before I put clean clothes on, so I went over to the sink, opened my robe and began to wash my breasts with blue soap. Both breasts were blue with soap when I noticed that the babies I had were waking up.

I looked at them closely. There were two sets of twin boys, one set about twice the size of the other, but all were infants. I checked their diapers and all of them were pooped with yellow infant smeary stuff. They were all wearing what I called tube diapers; they were long and narrow. The babies didn't seem unhappy, but I thought they'd be happier if I fed them while they were waiting to have their diapers changed while I got the blue soap washed off of my breasts first.

I planned to get each one a 4 ounce bottle of milk. I knew they could hold the bottles themselves and would be content until I took care of them. The problem was they were close to the edge of the bed and even if I put them in the center, they might roll off while I was retrieving the milk for them.

I decided to finish washing first, change clothes, and then do that because I could watch them while I washed and then take them all with me.

I went back to the sink to finish washing my breasts when Joe's son Michael walked into the room and he changed the babies' diapers for me. That was such a tremendous help.

While I was still washing my breasts, there was a lot of blue soap on them; a little boy and his mother walked in. The little boy was complaining that there was nothing to read in the library. I asked him, "Have you read every book in the library?"  

He said, "Yes!" I said, "I'll bet I can find one you haven't read."  I went over to the children's section for grade appropriate books and picked out a somewhat beginners book written in French. It looked a little difficult but it had pictures in it, so I pointed out that if he looked at the words where the pictures were, he could teach himself to read French. He thought that was an okay idea. So they took the book and left.

So, I went back to the bathroom to finish washing. I saw my pink bathrobe by the sink and I got dressed. I was now wearing a yellow tunic with light green culottes.

I went into another room and three men walked in. One of them had just been to the doctor and the doctor had given him two months to live. (I've tried to remember who this is and it seems like someone I know very well, but I can't remember his name. It might have been my ex-brother-in-law.)  He was a very heavy smoker and I was thinking that maybe it was a good thing to quit smoking, but I looked to my right and my Father was standing there. He picked up a cigarette, lit it, took a deep drag and blew the smoke out. I got the picture. My Father was telling me that there was no point to quitting smoking. It was too late to make any difference anyway.


8-16-99 - DREAM - I created a web page that was all news by individual subjects. Once the page was created the news would be updated each time it was looked at. Also, each category could be individually updated or deleted by the user.


              See ALIEN AND UFOS NEWS


8-16-99 - DREAM - I was cleaning my New Berlin house. I had a little toddler sized boy and he came into the bedroom and threw colored blocks on the floor. I made him pick them up himself. In the kitchen there was a little white kitten sitting on the corner of the sink. I didn't think that was so bad, but when I picked him up there was a little yellow pee spot.  I didn't think that was so bad either but when I scrubbed the sink, it stunk really bad. I was surprised.


8-16-99 - EXPERIENCE - I've spent some time outside star-watching the last few days, looking for the Perseid meteors. I'm not a very patient person when it comes to sitting in the cold breeze alone when nothing is happening, so I only saw 1 on the 11th and 2 on the 12th. On the 12th, I saw a reddish streak cross the sky the wrong way after I said I would be happy if I saw a UFO. I can't prove that streak was a UFO but I doubt it was a Perseid meteor because it went the wrong way. On the 13th, I went out again without much hope because it was beyond the date for the Perseid meteors. After a few minutes sitting there in the dar, my eyes became accustomed to sitting there and the stars became brighter and more numerous, I began to hear a cow bellow in the field north of us. That wasn't the first time I've heard a cow bellow without stopping, but it s a very strange sound when you are sitting in the dark alone. After a few minutes, I heard a low grunting sound very close to the back of the house.

I've been reading about Bigfoot/Sasquatch and wondered if there are any near here. I wanted to dowse a map like Jack "Kewaunee" Lapseritis to find out if there was a spot near here. So, today, we got out a map of the local area and I took off my necklace to use for a pendant. I and Joe thought about what the correct questions would be to evoke a direct YES/NO answer. First I tried it and then Joe tried it. I can't exactly say the pendant did nothing because it moved ever so slightly in every imaginable direction which gave us no answer at all. We finally gave up. Joe said that a 'nothing' answer could mean that 'spirit' didn't know OR that it didn't want to answer. Since 'spirit' can't lie,  it will say nothing.

So, when we quit, we both got very tired. I went to bed to nap and Joe lay down on the couch with the TV on.

DREAM - Cannot remember seeing people, only a brick wall. In the dream, there were lost people and we looked and looked and couldn't find them. The dream said, "Don't give up because they are there."

After I got up, we tried a different kind of pendant, and again asked 'spirit' if the Bigfoot were within 1 mile of the house, and the pendant went to "Yes!"  That was a good enough answer and we didn't continue the questioning.


8-16-99 - DREAM - I was working in a big office. In the file cabinets I noticed that they weren't keeping proper records and I decided to look and see what parts were due to come in yet. I pulled out the records starting from 1995. Lists of parts ordered were recorded on sheets. However, they stopped keeping records towards the end of 1999.

I went out into the hallway, some maintenance men were telling dumb jokes about the sole of a shoe. I then saw that the Pope was sitting at a desk in room 110 where we used to have choir practice in high school

The Pope was upset that we were telling jokes abut the soul. I told him we needed to lighten up.

I went out on the street. A woman stood out there carrying her little child and the attorney/lawyer (Sam Rappaport) from Lone Life to Live was standing on the sidewalk with the other guys. He was wearing a baseball mitt on his left hand. He would toss the ball in the air, but he couldn't catch it and the child went into peals of laughter. He did that 3 times.

I then went into a courtyard of some kind. The garden had all died and I saw that huge pillars were carved inside the mountain like a temple. I was looking around and saw that a certain plant (Coleus) with multicolored leaves was growing to 10 times normal size. There was even one growing inside the telephone booth as large as a man. I wondered if there was enough time left in the season to replant a garden.

As soon as I thought that, the earth itself rose up and split open like a woman giving birth caesarean section. Up from the earth came a huge rock or stone that had the face of a man and from stone came a protrusion like the gun barrell on a battle ship. It began to swivel back and forth looking for  me and I ran and hid in the mountain behind the pillars.

While I was hiding, three men came who were like flight pilots for bombers, but they weren't ready to fight back because the parts hadn't come in to fight a war. They wanted to protect me, but they weren't prepared.


8-16-99 - DREAM - I lived in a large apartment with two other women.My ex-husband Ed came home from prison and he and I were sitting side by side in the livingroom while I was thinking about what kind of relationship we were going to have and what we were going to do.

The older of the two women came over to where we were sitting and suggested that I buy some clothing in advance of need as an investment. There were two sets of transparent plastic looking dresses of different sizes hanging on hangars right next to us. There were white daisies all over the dresses. I had to think about the wisdom of this because I had Ed to consider, not just myself.

Ed, at not time, spoke out loud in this dream.

The woman went into her own room while I stayed in the kitchen and cut up celery into little pieces which I then rinsed and put into little rack containers to drain. I then packaged them up into two transparent packages. They took up 1/4 of the container only. I then offered them to the other woman who had come back into the kitchen to offer me the opportunity to meet some colleagues of her at dinner on Thursday.

I realized that if I wanted to meet them I would have to participate in a super-cleaning of the house. I told her I'd have to think about tit and I would let her know.

The other woman came in and said,  "Ed seems kind of shy. Should I invite him to come and sit on my lap?"

I looked at her and shot daggers of anger at her with my eyes and said loudly and sternly, "No!"

She walked away but then came back into the kitchen and showed me that there was blue berry-like drippings coming from the upper edge of the freezer door and blue jelly-like stuff on the side of the freezer box and I needed to clean it off.

I got a bottle of Windex which is blue and began to spray it on the ice on the side of the freezer so I knew that wouldn't work because now I had all blue ice too.

Meanwhile, the other woman invited Ed into her bedroom while I was cleaning. I knew that wasn't a good idea but I let him go with her without protesting.

I got some clear water to dump on the blue ice to melt it quickly. Meanwhile I could hear strange noises coming from the bedroom. I had a container of water with ice cubes in it and I took it to the bedroom to dump it on them in anger because I assume they were having sex with each other.

When I went into the bedroom, they were wrestling on the floor. He had his hand over her mouth and there were bruises and scratches all over her face and blood spots splattered everywhere.

I ran to call the cops for help. Meanwhile the noise got louder and the fight moved out of the house onto the street where she got the upper hand and killed Ed and left his body in the street.

The cop car arrived and a black woman stepped out of the car and I knew I was going to have to explain all this to her and I didn't know how I was going to do that.


8-18-99 - DREAM - I'm not sure what this is. I saw no people, only shapes. The first shapes I saw were circles. I would say there were 7 in each picture. The design on the circle in the circles were so intricate, it would be impossible to describe them or even draw them with any accuracy and no two were alike or even resembled each other.

Later, I either dreamed it again or my brain was trying to explain what I saw but this time, there were no circles, but only rectangles with rounded corners. There were patterns within patterns like crazy quilts.

I keep thinking I was seeing chakras but none of these even faintly resembled any chakra drawings I've ever seen. I have no idea what it was.


8-18-99 - DREAM - I was in a house with a lot of people. It had very low ceilings or we were extra tall because the chandelier hung low by our heads. A huge squarish yellow butterfly about a foot across appeared and flew around in and out by the chandelier.

I was told then that the yellow butterfly meant Peace and Tranquility and was the same as the Pink Panther.


8-18-99 - DREAM - I was with a lot of people and the kids went outside to play baseball. I heard a baby crying for a long time and nobody went to take of it, so I got up myself and went to it and found it sitting sideways in a highchair.

It turned all smiles when I appeared. My grandson Nathan was there and he wanted to eat cereal for breakfast. I saw that the bag was contaminated with white flour, making it inedible. Nathan had put the flour in it.

I was angry. I wanted to grab him by the hair but I couldn't because his hair was in a crew cut. I marched him to the door and asked him why he had ruined the cereal. He said, "Because THEY pushed me down and hit me."  I asked him why he had destroyed everyones food because THEY (meaning the kids) had pushed him and he just shrugged his shoulders.


8-19-99 - DREAM (Art Bell and Richard Hoagland were on the radio while I slept)

I dreamed I heard Art Bell was on the radio and we were all told that something was coming in from outer space and going to hit the earth.

This had long been predicted by many people and I knew it was time. All I wanted to do was tell people. I knew I had to be careful how I did this so I went around from small groups of people to small groups of people asking them if they heard Art Bell each night.

I was super-charged with energy and excited. It wasn't that I wanted to die but the adrenaline was flowing and it made me feel 'GOOD'!  Nothing was as important as this news and I HAD to tell EVERYONE!

NOTE:  See:


8-19-99 - DREAM  - I was at a big office building which was laid out like Jackson St. apartment building for the most part. I had gotten a new job elsewhere . . . or promoted, but I had been asked t come back and give advice on design for remodeling sitting rooms, etc.

I was in my tall, long legged, thin body, small breasted, ... wearing an unbuttoned green plaid silk shirt over a short green gabardine skirt, panty hose and very high heeled shoes and when I walked, I strutted and attracted many men's eyes. It felt really good.

While I was on the 5th floor, I got a phone call asking me to come down to the 1st floor to pick up some personal papers which the owner wanted some questions on and when I got there, there was also a pair of safety goggles for me to wear in a package with my name on them.

The secretary showed me a sign that said that there was a $25 fine for not bringing paperwork back the next day. We bot laughed about the fine because these papers were like FBI files and were irreplaceable.

I then went back to the elevator, but couldn't use it because the door was for short people and I would have had to get down on my knees to get in it and I saw that it was dark inside and was mostly filled with tires or something.

As I was walking down the hall I met the cleaning woman who said she kept her job by doing the exact same thing every day whether it needed it or not, but obviously it did need it because I could hear little objects clinking up the vacuum cleaner as she worked.

I came to another small area where there was a small table and an ironing board. Some baby lullaby started to play and I said to the woman there, "I feel like dancing." It seemed like a waltz so I moved the ironing board over and I asked her to dance and we waltzed through the song to the end.

I then met my boss farther down (whom I knew/but it wasn't anyone I've ever known in real life)  He asked me what I thought about the sitting room he was redecorating. He started explaining to me what he thought and I just agreed with him and left.

I then was walking down a hal and a woman and a man were in a large room arguing. She took a big crystal bowl and threw it out into the hall and it broke and crunched over. (It didn't break into pieces... just crunched and bent over)  I asked her if she still wanted it after I picked it up. She said, "No!" so I told her I would take it to the trash bin. She said, "Okay!" and I left.

I realized there was no trash bin outlet on the 1st floor so I had to go down to the basement with it. Since the elevator wasn't working, I opened the door to the basement and discovered too late that the doorknob had just been painted yellow and I now had sticky yellow paint all over it.

The warning from the painter to watch out for the wet paint came too late.

I noticed in the basement that there was a lot of new wood wall construction and I admired the carpenter's work. It was very sturdy.

I was still carrying the broken crystal bowl and files of papers. My blouse blew open and showed my bare chest so I clutched my blouse tighter with the files over the front opening of my shirt. I went down to the maintenance room door to see the guys and when I walked in, it had been remodeled into 4 equal sized rooms but there were dozens of newly hired guys in each room, all sitting around planning tables and talking. I recognized a couple engineer's faces but for the most part, it was all new guys and they all smiled as I walked around.

One of the older guys admired me and said I looked good, that he would recognize me anywhere.  I laughed and said, "I've only been gone two weeks!"  They certainly had changed things for the better in the two weeks since I had been gone.

I opened the door to leave and woke up.


8-19-99 - DREAM - I headed for home which was a tall church on top of a high hill.

When I entered the building, my son Bill was polishing the wooden pews just as fast as he could. It was beautiful. He had started at the back, working his way forward. He hadn't done the area around the altar yet, so I told him I would do that part.  The polish was in a little gold round container and was golden brown.

I found an old kitchen towel to use for a rag and began to work.

There was another area which needed polishing and it was very difficult to do.There was a narrow board that separated the walls from the ceiling and someone had painted it white. All the doors and woodwork were painted white as well.  But, we wanted them all to be golden brown like the pews and the altar area. The strip by the ceiling had been made so narrow by my Father that it was difficult to polish without getting polish on the white ceiling, but we managed to wipe the brown polish off of the white ceiling tiles and made it look respectable.

There was a woman there with a sore in her eye. It looked like a bad sty but it was actually on her eyeball. I told her she needed to put medicine on it. She showed me that she had. She had gauze webbing on the sore place in her eye.

So, she went to the pharmacy and brought back a bag of tropical fish and white worms which we put into a big fish tank. The worms ate the virus and then the fish ate the worms and the virus would be gone.

The tropical fish were beautiful. She said she had picked out the prettiest ones. They grew very fast.

All of a sudden, I saw a huge rainbow trout sucking on her daughter's eyeball. The fish was larger than her daughter's face so I brushed it away. I couldn't have the rainbow trout suck out her child's eyeball. The fish just swam away through the air.

Then we noticed that my Father or my son Bill had constructed a perpetual wood polisher and the gadget was shaped like a belt sander and all by itself it went around the room polishing the narrow strip between the ceiling and the walls. It was pretty cool to watch.


8-19-99 - Two dreams of someone having their eyes healed. I can't remember any details.


8-19-99 - DREAM - I was managing an apartment building. A girl came in with some posters and cards and was showing them to me. They were pretty cool looking.

A man came in, asking for donations of money for a good cause and I came up with a couple handfuls of coins. The man wanted to just take them and I said I wanted to count it so I knew how much we were giving. I started counting dimes, then quarters and the coins turns to small mirrors that were wrapped in brown paper. It seemed that these mirrors were endless and I said, "Why would so many people give mirrors as a gift?"

Then the mirrors turned into small wall plaques, also wrapped in brown paper. (I collect these and hang them on my kitchen wall... they are sort kitchen type prayers)

Then I saw the girl's treasure. She showed me a plaque of three queens with crown on. It was faded by she loved it. All of a sudden she shrieked excitedly and said, "Look what someone gave me."  She showed me the identical picture on an identical plaque with the three queens with crowns in full living color.

I then wondered if she would mind if I kept the faded one, because I would treasure it like she had.

I then had to go back to work and twice I discovered two couples having illicit romances in my office closet. I told them I wasn't peeking, but the man got mad. He said, "Why don't you tell people which apartments are empty so we can just walk in and use them?"

(Three reasons: Stuff gets stolen and people use them for illicit romance and bums and drunks sleep in them. )

In my mind I was thinking that 14 and 16 were empty and he lived in 15. I was thinking, but not telling him an answer.

Then the girl who had showed me the three queens came back and showed me her new treasures, . . . paintings had been done by a male artist friend.  And while I was watching the paintings, I was hearing love songs playing. The last one was two eyes with tears coming down and a pair of red lips below them, and it instantly changed into a scene of an Native American Indian brave, naked from the waist up, with doe skin long pants. He was sitting cross legged on the ground.

I saw them and when I saw the third one, I opened my eyes thinking, "What a great idea!"



8-21-99 = DREAM - I was on third street just south of Center St. by a river. (There is really no river there. . . though in another dream I had a couple years ago, a river was in the same spot)  The city had turned the street into a mall-like area where the elderly could come down, have lunch, and do some shopping.  I thought this would be a great place for my mother to spend some time.

All of a sudden I spotted my mother coming down the steps (3) from the street into the mall plaza. I saw her sit down on a chair and I began to walk over towards where she was sitting. As I was walking towards her, the whole row of chairs where she sat began to move southward towards the other end of the three block mall. The chairs had been on a motorized, wheeled platform and in a moment, she and the others were out of sight.  I did not know if I should follow her or wait for her to come back.

It began to rain hard as soon as my mother left and I didn't want to get wet if I took the bus west on Center street towards home on 16th street because I would have to get off the bus on 15th street and walk the two blocks to the house in the rain. (The house was almost a whole block south of Center street)

So, I went into a private seating area where other younger women were resting and stood by a window looking at the rain pelting the city.

I decided I would walk down to the other end of the mall and meet my mother and shop with her.

As I walked down the mall, I saw my mother walking back and I met her halfway. She looked a little stunned that I was there and told me I needn't have come there. I told her that I had wanted to and walked back along the mall with her. We got back to the starting point where my mother met two other old ladies and began to tell them her money problems with her inheritance.

I immediately got concerned that she would tell them all her private money problems. One of the women said, "You aren't trying to get out of paying taxes are you?

My mother said, "Oh no!" and while she told them more details, her head morphed into a blue rubber doll head with a broad groove around her temple area, all the the way around her head.  There were little numbers tattooed all around the groove like a record of her history. It was a little disconcerting. She went on talking to these other two old ladies while they stood by a window-gate, waiting to go through.

My attention was caught by a tall, blonde man wearing blue coveralls. He was starting a new locksmith business and I introduced him to my old bosses truck driver David and they began discussing the details of having the truck inspected for safety and paying for the work 50% down ahead and 13% installment payments later. As they talked, the guy turned more and more feminine and I saw that he was really a she and I gave her a lot of credit for starting her own business.


8-21-99 - DREAM - I and a whole lot of people were following paths which met at intersections where there were buildings. Those paths were made out of silver dimes laid end to end.

Each time we came to an intersection and met other people, we were faced with tests and confrontations with others.

Then we would move on along the path to the next intersection.

The path I followed led out in the ocean because I was following another woman and the path was laid on top of a concrete breakwater.

But, to my dismay, there was a long break in the breakwater which this woman swam across and then continued on down the path which was on the continuing breakwater.

I stood there on the edge of the end of the breakwater and knew I couldn't swim that far in the open ocean.

But I didn't want to backtrack on my path either, so I jumped into the water and dog paddled as fast as I could almost on top of the water. I didn't start to sink until I was almost to shore, so I could stand up and walk up on the beach.  There was a path there too.


8-23-99 - DREAM - I was living in a big city on a high floor in an apartment building. I received a phone call that my ex-husband Edward had gotten out of prison and was headed for where I was. So, I immediately called the police department to warn them that he was coming and that meant big trouble.

The telephone I had had little two inch screens like a TV set and was connected to the police department. When I was done talking, the office said, "Dolores! You've threatened that President Clinton is in trouble and since you called it in, we'll have to come and get you because you told on yourself!"

I hung up the phone, trying to remember the name Clinton in my conversation. I couldn't even remember the name Clinton. I got nervous that I would get hungry in jail, so I began eating the pages of my notebooks  . . . (I was eating my own words. :-) )

I walked into another room. I heard the police at the door already but I didn't answer the door. I had laundry to do before I went anywhere. I was now in the laundry room and went over to the machine. It was the spinner type with a large washer and smaller spinner basket attached to it.

It was full of purple and blue clothes and both sides were full of water. People started to come into the room to help me, but the washer wouldn't work. I flipped the lever on both sides and neither one came on. The lids were missing too. I finally found the small one for the spinner basket but couldn't find the lid for the washer side. There were several men and women in the laundry room with me now.

I went over to the sink to hook the discharge hose on the sink and commented to someone that my laundry room was exactly like theirs except I had two sinks, one on  the East wall and one on the South wall.

However, it was dark in the room and I said that we should turn on a light so we could see better. There were two bulbs hanging side by side over the double sink, one was half  the size of the other. The large on wouldn't come on when I pulled the chain, but the small one came on with a very small light.

I then went to check to see if the washer was plugged in. I traced the cord to the ceiling and hidden behind a maze of copper pipes were eight wires with all black wire nuts on them. They were all hanging loose and not in a splice box. It was pretty high up, so I asked one of the men who knew about electricity to disengage the wires because without colored wire leads, I wouldn't know which ones to disengage safely.

Once he disengaged the first one, then I was able to disengage the rest myself.

At that point, we had taken all the clothes out of the washer and both side just had light blue water in them.

I then noticed that we weren't in the basement and that the whole outside walls were tall narrow windows that were washed perfectly clear and the room was considerable brighter than it had been before. The one back wall was all black pipes going every which way, but the rest of the room was perfectly clean and I thought it would be a great room to entertain guests in.

At that same moment, one of the men opened up a window by pushing it outward and got up on the sill like he was going to fly out. We were at least on the 2nd floor, if not on the 3rd floor.


8-23-99 - DREAM - during the night I was told to write down a dream portion from yesterday.

Basically, in the dream I was told that each person had a symbol and a number. I was handed two white tubes which connected. They were about 6 inches long - white squared tubes with rounded corners. One was for the number and one for the symbol and it was going to be my job to imprint the people with these symbols and numbers and make marks on their hands so they could be identified.


8-26-99 - EPIC TRAVELING DREAM - I and other people were gathering from many places. We were complaining loudly about how far we had to go to where we were. We looked at a map and I pointed out that there was no shortcut. Everyone of us had to come through Kiel, WI and on the map it was a big circle and I saw a white Pegasus on the circle and I pointed out on the map that we all had to go around it to get to where we were.

We all got on a bus then and continued East through the city. We were a strange looking crew. One of the teen kids needed to sleep and he sat on the floor with his head on my knee. He had weird stuff in his hair like hay and oatmeal flakes or something.

We had to cross a great river then on a bridge that was oddly cross shaped but the river was so high there was water on the bridge and the water came up halfway in the bus. It was so deep the bus was floating.

I saw a red and blue balloon floating on the water, then saw that some pranksters had stretched two balloons tightly across the bridge which we had to duck under or be decapitated. Our bus driver went out into the water at this point and disappeared.

The bus turned into a car as we continued and the water wasn't quite so deep so we were now walking the car and gradually the car faded and we were now dancing our way towards the end of the bridge.

We went up some steps about 7 and tap danced rhythmically up the steps and were now again on dry land.

We were still a weird bunch of people. I helped make a blue dress for a girl, cutting off a large portion of the hem to shorten it.

All this while every time we changed patterns of the people in rows of 2 or 3 but one behind another, so we were always in a 2 or 3 group but together equalling 5. I was trying to figure out if it meant something.

We continued dancing on up the path and I've lost the end... I don't know where we went.


8-26 -99 - DREAM - I was living in a large apartment with other people. Everyone wanted to go to the movies and we were working hard to get the housework done first. Some of the people left, so I worked even harder to finish the work. Finally, I finished the last of the dishes in the kitchen and went into the livingroom.

The house was completely clean and a woman friend with short dark hair went to the window to watch a parade or something go by. Instead of walking around the golden-brown couch, I stepped up on the couch, put my foot against the back and pushed so that the couch tilted over backwards.  I was hoping my Father wouldn't walk in and see me do that. After I stepped off the back of the couch, I reached back and raised the couch back up into it's original position.

I went to look out the first window where I had placed a white barked tree in a pot outside. The maintainance man, Lee, came up behind us and said, "That tree isn't supposed to be there", and reached out the third window and pulled the tree over so that it was between the third window and the fourth.  I was a little stunned, but left it there and walked back to the kitchen.

Some people came and asked me if I would care for their child while they went to the movies. I think her name was Kathie. She was like a golden child, about 3 years old or a little more... like  3 1/2 .  I picked her up and held her in my arms. She had beautiful golden hair which hung to her shoulders in ringlet curls. Her dress was a similar golden color.She was lightweight, not heavy.

I and my son Ken offered her something to eat... like cookies or something and she said, "No!'  So I took her to a cafeteria-like area where people were gathering for lunch. I was carrying the child and went to sit down at the long table where my friend Donna sat at the head of the table.

Donna was dishing out fruit salad on each plate.  Instead of a red cherry on each salad, there was one black pineapple piece on top. She finished three of them and was about 1/2 done with the fourth one when I said, "They were unprepared for us, so we'll have to get fed somewhere else."

We then went to the movie theatre where a bunch of women were hanging out in the lobby. I knew all these people too... all women.

My friend Sandy was there (a psychic woman) and two other psychic-type women friends stood next to her. I was stunned when one of them said sarcastically to Sandy, "You have a hole in your right eye. I can see right up through your eye. There is like a light and three red nerves that go up towards your right temple area."  I was upset that my friends would point out so-called defects in each other because Sandy said back to her, "I can see into your eye too and you have the same three nerves going up to your temple."  Then they looked at the third psychic woman and they said they could see up into her eye also. They were so surprised to find that they were the same, they stayed together.

I then went to a farm house. I don't know what happened to the golden girl child here, but there were other people in the house.

I went to the back door and looked outside. There was a huge apple tree right by the door. The apple tree was in full bloom and I could smell the apple blossoms. They were so sweet and beautiful pinkish white. The flowers were so large, they were almost like orchids.  A female voice behind me said, "It's like this all over the world."  I stood there and using my imagination, I could see the entire world covered in pinkish white apple trees, smelling like apple blossoms all at once. It was wonderful.

I looked behind the house and saw a small rain shower coming from a small white cloud. Then suddenly, warm snow began blowing across the whole area. It was like rainbow sparkly snow (not like real snow) and it covered everything.

The woman behind me said, "Here is another cloud."

A larger white cloud came over and off the edge of the cloud, over the field to the south of the house, poured a shower of dark rain. It wasn't the cloud raining, this dark rain came over the edge of the cloud. When it hit the ground, it exploded back up into the air and became a ring cloud that was white on the outside, with a huge pitch black ring on the inside and blue sky in the center... like a donut.  What was worse was, that there were names of cities in the white ring part. (I couldn't read any of them) (There were about 21 cities names listed in this ring).  This happened 6 more times, so there were a total of 7 ring clouds, each one with the names of 21 cities in each ring.

I woke up feeling startled.

NOTE: (The number 21 is an estimate...not an exact known number)

The Book of Joel in the Old Testament has a similar type prophecy. The Book of Joel also was clued in a previous prophecy dream last month. "The Barked Tree"


8-24-99 - MEDITATION - A woman was angry. She said, "I don't have time to find it."  A young girl child threw herself down on the bed with a toy Teddy Bear. Her name was Emily.  (The child or the storm?)

The angry woman said, "I can't believe he did this to me." The scene was red and green. The woman who was very angry was throwing things.

Then an angry man came in. He said, "We'll be having a barbecue across the street. You don't believe anything I say."  I saw the map book slam shut to show the back page.

I saw a sign:  'the bloked path'

I saw a website link: ''

NOTE: I checked this link and there is no site like that.

While thinking about our website, some said, "Gosh! I'm impressed!"

Someone said, "The Chicago Airport."

Someone said, "The water came out of the pipe"

A man said, "Let me see that!"

I saw the world with the word 'GREAT' on it in white. Someone pried the 'E' off of it with their thumb. Someone said, "Don't be funny! I don't have time to waste!"

I saw a room and the wall and ceiling split apart. It was dark beyond and cobwebs hung in the cracks. Someone said, "I can't handle this!"


8-28-99 - I don't remember the whole dream. It seems like it was about a war between men who looked like Archbishops with long hair and beards and men who were half their size and who had no weapons. They were so small, one could pick them up around the waist with one hand and hold them off the ground.

NOTE: Archbishop John O'Connor of New York died in May of 2,000 Bishop Eagen from Connecticut became the new Archbishop of New York.


8-28-99 - DREAM - This was about hunting for someone. I saw the date 8-28-1988 - I was going to go with some people on a bus to a museum or something. I looked in my purse and one side was completely empty. I had left my wallet and important papers at home. But then I realized I had checks and credit cards still and all I'd have to do is to buy something and ask for cash change back and I'd have money to ride the bus.

So I went to a corner drug store to buy something. I didn't know what I was going to buy. About this time, I realized I had written a love letter to someone and didn't remember what I had said. So! I looked in my coat pocket and found the letter. I hadn't even sent it. I still had it and the one I had received, so I folded them into quarters and put it into the empty space in my purse.

I then went to catch the bus. I had a choice of catching the bus right at the + intersection by the drug store or walking down a block and meeting the others at the next corner and catching just the transfer bus with the others. I looked down the street and didn't see the bus coming yet ... it was late ... so I walked down a block to meet th others so I'd only need to ride one bus ... the transfer bus ... instead of two.

So I met the people ... all familiar faces ... and from there, wherever we were going was only one block so we walked there too.

When I got there, there was a stone wall and people were arguing about what nationality of people were responsible for the bad/evil part of our blood. Some said it was the black man because our DNA matched.

The dream ended with everyone singing, it was Ayn or Adam from Haydn that did it.


8-29-99  - Something important happened on 12-28-1998 which is going to change the world . It has something to do with a horse and something to do with a sunflower.

There were two dreams about this. I already forgot the 1st one except the date.

In the second one there were two men whose wives left them ... an attorney from One Life To Live ... Sam .(tall and blonde).. and a man named John (dark with moustache)

When the attorney's wife left her husband, she crawled into bed with John to get advice. I was sitting on a chair in the bedroom observing all this ... they were never alone.

I was sitting there, counting a cup of coins. As they left the room, I said to John, "I'm counting my money so I can get married again." I had been married twice before and so had he but that was no reason to not try again.

But the wife of the attorney was hanging on his arm as they left.

Later she came back in the convertible car with the attorney. When the car pulled in which was yellow, everyone piled garbage on it, including myself. I piled a couple handfuls of chicken leg bones on the hood. People put all kinds of stuff on his car.

While he was trying to figure out what to do with all that stuff, I was helping a little girl make some choices. There were 3 goblet type cups each one with jewels in them and she had to choose between them and I was trying to help her make the choice between them and stuff that trash pickers had gathered together.

I needed a drink of water and I went into the workmen's bathroom, but the water there was warm and I couldn't drink it, so I went to my own bathroom and closed the door. There, I used a blue and white enameled cup that was more like a saucer shape, to get a sip of water. This object was also on a long stem like a champagne glass.

I then went out to confront the wife of the attorney. She was sitting around, all depressed, wearing her bathrobe. I sat her down on a daybed in a public room like a hallway. John had just walked through the room. She was all depressed. I sat down next to her to talk to her.

She pulled out a puppet from a pink bag on her lap. It looked like a horse, but it instantly morphed into a dark-haired female doll puppet a wearing pink roses dress. At the the same time, the bathrobe of the attorney's wife morphed into a  beautiful pink roses fitted robe that matched the puppets dress. It was fabulously beautiful.

The woman held the puppet up by her right ear and told me to talk to it, so I said, "Hello!" to the puppet.  The woman spoke through the puppet and as she stood up to show who she really was, I told her she was going to have to decide which one she wanted because I was going to take the other one I was letting her make the choice.

At the same time, I was handed a white large sunflower.

The sunflower was at the end of the season and harvested. The petals around the outside were brown and the whole center was white seeds.

I then went to an office to work. The woman who ran that office seemed to be real busy so when the phone rang, she asked me to answer it.

A female voice on the phone said, "You missed an appointment at 10:00 o'clock.

I was assuming she meant me and not the other woman. I didn't know what appointment I had missed though.

I then went to work on some kind of announcement mailing. 500 envelopes were being automatically addressed to horse lovers around the world. These envelops were all brown and white like they had pictures of race horses on them.

The envelopes were put into a box in thirds, not all at once.


8-30-99 - DREAM - I was in a house with my kids. we were in the kitchen. Everyone wanted to run off and play, but I said "Let's do the dishes real quick first, and walked over to the sink. I told my daughter Jeanne to sweep the floor while I was looking at the pots which had burned ground beef stuck on the bottom and I knew they would have to be soaked.

The kids were like age 10 to young teens (they are really all grown up with kids of their own) My son Tom came in and wanted to know what was for dinner. I told him he was too late and wouldn't be getting anything.  He started to cry and I told him he could go to his room and do that while the rest of us did the dishes.

He said, "But, I was next door. They moved out and Clifford Anderson left behind this great stuff that I brought home with me.

I couldn't resist looking to see the treasures that Tom brought home so I went into the livingroom to look at it. There in the livingroom was a big shiny brown suit carrier type case. Inside were picture albums and scrap books and a couple other big flat packages.

I pulled out the picture albums and my son Michael started to giggle like he expected dirty pictures to be in there.

I opened up the album which was thick with many, many pages and when I did, the small pictures expanded and flew into the air and presented themselves as Civil War scenes.

I then pulled out the large flat package and inside were 7 rubber mats about 3 feet by 3 feet with a small notch on the upper left hand corner. They were all brown, black, and tan, all Civil War scenes.These had been used in a school play on the stage. I thought about distributing them around the house to stand on, but had second thoughts because the school might need these again.

I then had a vision of a small t and a large T and then a vision of a computer url  'chile.le' and then a voice said, "the people vs the reptiles."

NOTE:  I did a web search because I thought the .le was a country code. It turns out that it isn't a country code, but is the TELEX number for the Embassy in the country of Chile, so my thinking wasn't off on that.


8-30-99 -  Joe's Dream - This took place in the future. Joe was invited to a family birthday party for his son Michael's kids...his grandchild. There were a lot of people at the party. The doorbell rang so Joe went to answer it. There, at the door, stood JFK, Jr.  Joe's mouth dropped open... stunned.  JFK, Jr. told Joe that Nancy (Joe's ex-wife) had sent him so he came to the party. Joe invited him in and Joe asked him how he could be at the party since it had been reported that he was dead.  JFK, Jr. was astonished. "What do you mean I'm dead?" he asked. "I'm right here!"

So, Joe told him the whole story of the plane crash and how it was on TV, and that the plane and the bodies had been pulled from the ocean, and the bodies cremated.  JFK, Jr. refused to believe it.


8-31-99 - DREAM - The dream started with a vision of typed words ... in red ... July 1, 1999. on three different lines ... Systems Analysis, and a couple other words. I lucidly typed these words for some reasons, and then went into the dream.

I was living in the AC building on 70th St. as well as working there.

My ex-husband Edward got out of prison and showed up where I was living. I saw him arriving in two white vans which he had stolen.

In the morning, he wanted to go somewhere, so he handed me the keys for the vehicles so I could go start them and warm up the engines so he could just take off in them.

He handed me a large ring of silver keys to which was attached a smaller ring with two silver keys. The two keys belonged to the 1st van and the larger ring for the other van.

The vans were parked in the next block down. I met a couple other women going the same direction I was when I went down the elevator, but they went a different way through the building but came out right behind me at the door. I commented to them, "It's a long walk isn't it?"  They nodded, "yes!" and we continued on down the street.

In the parking space was a big white truck like a small moving van. On the truck were a father and two boys about 10 years old who looked like twins and had the same facial appearance as the father.

The father was yelling at the boys, accusing them of being thieves. He threw a toy, pink and blue rocking horse off the truck into the grass right where I was walking and tossed both boys off the truck so they landed on their butts on the grass in the same spot. I could see the father's face and how angry he was.

The boys looked like identical twins and were crying to be accused of stealing the rocking horse.

I understood from something the father had yelled that the boys also had a sister, but she wasn't present.

I went over to the boys to comfort them. I rubbed their heads and they looked up at me, ... their tears stopped now.

I asked, "Are you twins?"  One boy answered, "No!" and I could see then they weren't really identical. I asked, "Are you brothers?" The same boy answered, "No!" and they looked even less alike.

I rubbed them both on the head and they again looked like identical twins and I said, "Well, you have twin hearts!" and they broke into big broad happy smiles to know that.


8-31-99 - DREAM - I was seeing white square cards with the names of Reptilians on them. I only remember 'EEEECH'.  All of a sudden I saw a green creature jump up in front f me. I took me a moment to figure out that it was a Reptilian.

(That's what I get for researching this subject all day. :-) )


8-31-99 - DREAM - (This whole dream occurred like at a distance of 50 feet or more.)

Some activity was going on and some people told me I had been raped. I didn't feel anything or experience anything, so I accepted their word for it and went about my business.

People were worried about me but I was determined to keep doing my work.

I continued on and came across a black guy who had a green hose up his pants, laying on the ground. He didn't have a shirt on. I pulled the hose out of his pants and blood ran out after it, followed by a big clot. Someone said he was the guy who had raped me.

Again I had no feeling or knowledge. But, they aid I had to call the cops and report it. Someone else dialed the cops. I just stood by a brick wall with my son, who had some stuff on too of this wall and almost spilled a glass of orange juice.

I placed the orange juice over a little farther so he wouldn't bump it again.

I got tired of waiting for the cops to show up so I woke up.