MAY, 2009

5-1-09 - I had the same dream I've had twice before - but I didn't write it down the other two times because it is too vague.

All I can remember is that a woman appeared in clothing like at the time of Jesus, and then two people arrived - a man and a woman, also wearing those types of clothing.

Something happened between the couple and the single woman but I cannot remember what it was.  I'm left with the feeling it was a negative event.

The fact that I've dreamed it three times, makes it important enough to mention, but I can't analyze it or do anything with it.


5-1-09 - NAP DREAM - sitting on the sofa -- 7 a.m.  I was sitting in the livingroom of an apartment with Billy Abbot, who is a playboy type guy on "The Young and the Restless" TV show.  A young female friend of mine came into the room, coming from the bathroom, carrying a jar of foot cream - that was silvery shimmery - mixed with white - and you could see the shimmers in the swirls through the clear jar, which was about 4 inches in diameter by 4 inches high.

As she showed us the jar of foot cream, she dropped it on the carpeted floor and it bounced a little because the carpet was padded.

She seemed all excited about trying the foot cream, so I told her to take it into the bathroom and use it, and said, "Please don't drop it on the floor in the bathroom", knowing the bathroom had a tiled floor and the jar would shatter on the tile.

Billy seemed embarrassed for me to know that he had a jar of the silvery foot cream, so I assured him there was nothing wrong with using it because I had a jar of it myself at home. He seemed relieved to hear that.

All of a sudden we heard a short scream from the girl in the bathroom, along with a breaking of glass sound, followed by lots of noises of distress from the girl. It sounded like the jar of foot cream had broken on the tile floor, and she had cut her foot on the glass.

Billy jumped up and ran towards the bathroom, partially closing the door between the livingroom and the hallway - and I noticed that the door was painted sky blue in color.

When Billy got to the bathroom, the sounds he was making was even more distressful than hers, and he was trying to staunch the blood from the girl's foot, at the same time trying to pick up the glass shards which was now slippery from the foot cream. There was a lot of scuffling noises too as he sounded like was rushing around doing something in a hurry.

It also sounded like her foot was bleeding badly, but I didn't know how badly -  people can get distressed over even small cuts when they see blood. 

At the same time, I could hear noises out in the hallway where someone was exiting their apartment right outside our door, and the noise from the bathroom was loud enough to hear through that door too.  I was afraid they might knock to find out what was going on.

I jumped up out of the chair to run to the bathroom, to help the girl, possibly hold the wound shut while Billy called the ambulance if it was that bad.

And that moment, Joe chose to walk past me and wake me up.....  so I'll never know what happened to the girl.


5-2-09 - DREAM - I was in a large store with my friend Irv.  We stopped at a vending machine where one could buy hot sandwiches and snacks for travelers. Irv said, "Evidently, it's all white man's food." 

Irv and some kids walked away and I was trailing behind.  I spotted a paper bag on the floor and picked it up.  Inside was several silver colored square pans (like cookie sheets - only smaller)  and a couple hot pads that had hand crocheted lace on the edges. 

Figuring someone had dropped the bag by accident, I started walking up to the front counter to turn it in.  Some young guy dressed in brown came up to me and acted like I was stealing the bag, and I asked him if it was his.  He said, "No!"  So, I continued towards the front counter, and turned the bag in to the woman standing there.

I was just going to walk away after telling her I had found it on the floor, and she said, "Wait!  I have $50 for you." 

I said, "No!  I don't want anything", and turned to walk away.

She said, "I want you to meet someone!", and turned around and pointed out several men who were laying on leatherette couches in a lounge area.  They were tall, older, mustached guys.  Evidently, this was the owner of the bag and it was a setup type of thing to see if someone would turn in the bag.

The woman said, "He filed for bankruptcy just before he won big bucks in the lottery (or gambling).

I went up to shake hands with the man, and he refused to take my hand, and someone else said, "You evidently don't know who this is!"  This is Jim Sutherland  (I was shown in my mind's eye how to spell the name)  "You don't know what shaking hands could do to him."

I took that to mean he was a sensitive or psychic.

The man sat up on the couch, and I sat down next to him.  I asked him if he could tell me anything about me if he put his hand on my arm, and he said, "Probably not!"

These were nice guys, very down to earth types - but powerful in their demeanor - as men.

I woke up at that point - wondering who this Jim Sutherland really is.


incoming number  874-9343 = 39 = 12 = 3

outgoing number  874-9458 = 45 = 9

the incoming number gave me a busy signal

the outgoing number rang n the other room

5-2-09 - DREAM - I had a job in a large office working on a computer - I wanted to use a web page and pulled up the wrong program.  It had the same type screen, but was light yellow and only wrote letters.  It couldn't form hyperlinks. The web page screen was white.

For some reason I had no clothes to wear to work, so I went to work in a long, black with red flowers ankle length dress.  As it turned out the other two girls came to work in identical black dresses also with red flowers on them.  The three of us looked like triplets. we didn't have anything to eat, so I was going to run to the store and buy something to eat and decided to buy hard candy - most likely peppermints.  But I only had a $500 bill and didn't know if they would take that denomination.

The three men who came to work that day, also dressed alike without consulting each other.  The man's voice I heard from out of the closet was the black singer/judge from American idol - Randy

I was told that the men had nothing to eat for three days, and they had no food in the house either except eggs, so each one ate only 1 egg per day -  so they ate 3 + 3 + 3 -  three eggs per three men per 3 days..  = 9 eggs.

That evening I went home to work for the locksmith.  I could hear the locksmith talking like he was half asleep, but I didn't have a radio to talk to him. The sound was only incoming.  (The locksmith's voice was Nick from the TV show - The Young and the Restless)

I experimented with my telephone and the incoming number which gave me a busy signal was  874-9343 and the outgoing number which actually rang in the other room was  874-9458

1 Cor. 2:1-16

Origen commented on this in his book de Principiis  3:3:3

"A wisdom of this world, and the wisdom of the princes of this world, and another wisdom of God. False knowledge is stirred up by opposing powers. introduced into human minds, and humans led astray, while they themselves think they have discovered wisdom, Opposing powers ensnare and injure humans to deceive them...Certain powers have been assigned to rule over certain nations, who are termed for that reason rulers of this world, ... spiritual powers which bring certain effects.


1 Corinthians 2

Paul's Reliance upon the Spirit
 1And when I came to you, brethren, I did not come with superiority of speech or of wisdom, proclaiming to you the testimony of God.

 2For I determined to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ, and Him crucified.

 3I was with you in weakness and in fear and in much trembling,

 4and my message and my preaching were not in persuasive words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power,

 5so that your faith would not rest on the wisdom of men, but on the power of God.

 6Yet we do speak wisdom among those who are mature; a wisdom, however, not of this age nor of the rulers of this age, who are passing away;

 7but we speak God's wisdom in a )mystery, the hidden wisdom which God predestined before the ages to our glory;

 8the wisdom which none of the rulers of this age has understood; for if they had understood it they would not have crucified the Lord of glory;

 9but just as it is written,

 10 For to us God revealed them through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God.

 11For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man which is in him? Even so the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God.

 12Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may know the things freely given to us by God,

 13which things we also speak, not in words taught by human wisdom, but in those taught by the Spirit, combining spiritual thoughts with spiritual words.

 14But a natural man does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually appraised.

 15But he who is spiritual appraises all things, yet he himself is appraised by no one.


The Number 333 is somewhat of a phenomenon unto itself, there are so many who have become acutely aware of this Number and Amazingly this Number in depth of Message is why Thee Trinity Creation has been born into the World.  You see Thee Trinity Creation is the irrefutable Numbers Meaning System, it is THE SYSTEM(3) who was born of TRUTH(33) back in 1988 in order for the Person and the World to become more Aware of and to actually live Greater TRUTH(33) in their lives.  The Number 3 is also with reference to TRINITY which is speaking of the 3 elemental Energies of which we are made up of and of which we all want Fulfillment in {the Me, your emotional/physical Self, the Be, your active success driven Self, the I your Eternal Spiritual Self}. Unfortunately few experience such Fulfillment in their Lives for TRUTH(33) is the way and few live the TRUTH(33).  

There is certainly not anything to fear in your Number experience Brandi, that I can assure you of, and when you speak the word "direction" this is indeed what the Number 333 is offering to you in Life. You see the type of Number experience that you have had I have termed Spontaneous Transient Number Awareness™ because it is an unprompted{spontaneous} Spiritual Communication  within a specific time frame {transient} directed to only you Brandi  in that particular way.

You have a very deep desire to know the TRUTH(33) Brandi even though you are not consciously aware of it, this causes you to elevate your Energy of Mind to the Realm of the Eternal in which the Communication of Numbers takes place. Your Numeric Message becomes Revealed to you through the Universal Language of Numbers originated within Thee Trinity Creation, itself born into the World from that of the Eternal TRUTH(33).

The Number 33 is a type of Universal Communication which is offering you some Life Guidance Brandi, its Message is leading you towards living a purer reflection of the Eternal TRUTH(33) and becoming aware of others who may be lacking of TRUTH(33).  In so doing you will come to experience a Greater Fulfillment of your TRINITY of Life Energies and the doors to the Eternal will be wide open for you upon your Earthly close.

Thanks for coming to me for now you know the True Meaning of the Number 333 and you can begin in full earnest to implement its Message of the Divine.

Sincerely Spoken,




5-3-09 - NAP DREAM - I was in a friend's house who had small children.  I was sitting in a comfy chair in their livingroom.  I looked down and saw that I was holding a new baby and it was mine.  I stood up to go home, and I said to the little girl in the room, "I feel like I've been sleeping a long time."

She said, "No all that long".  

As I got ready to go home, I picked up the papers I had a dropped -  two bags.  One was a large silver lined potato chip bag, and the other one was a clear plastic bag, similar to a slide top baggie only tall and narrow -  similar to what  I use for jewelry.  Both bags were empty like I had eaten what was inside.

I felt so tired, but I had to go home.

and woke up.


5-4-09 - DREAM  - (I had this dream after watching the first half of Independence Day).  I was in New Berlin with a couple of my kids.  On the radio I heard that something was incoming at 2 o'clock position in the sky.  I looked at the clock to see which direction that was.  (Northwest).

I went outside with my kids, and we saw three airplanes coming from the Northeast -  flying in close proximity -  three different size planes - and they were flying way too close - like 10 or 15 feet apart.  They went into a tight turn and looked like they were sliding around a corner in the sky. 

They were out of sight behind the hill which was north of the house.  It looked to me like they were going to crash because they were so close together.

All of sudden a UFO came down and landed in the yard.  It looked like a big round lawn mower.  I could see an old man looking at it like there was something wrong with it.  The UFO changed shape then and looked like a large piece of pink plastic with a silver circle in the center of it.

The old man picked it up and walked across the yard with it.

(I can't remember any more of the dream)


5-4-09 - DREAM -  I was somewhere in Wisconsin.  I was following my mother down the street, and had to be careful not to run other people over with my car. 

I finally got home and somehow I was carrying an egg into the house in my hand.  Just as I passed my friend Alyse' who was sitting at a table going to have her lunch out of a plastic Tupperware box, the egg broke and I didn't want to drop the mess on the floor, so I held it over Alyse's lunch box and the egg white slopped out of the egg onto the box and then onto the table.

I apologized to her and explained why I had done that and she sat there looking stunned like I was crazy or something.

I then got a phone call from my cousin Shirley who said that her birthday was May 13th and she was afraid that since her mother had died she was afraid that the family was going to fall apart and she wanted to call my Mom's cousin  (they have all passed away already) and ask for the phone number of her daughter and invite the daughter to her birthday party - and she would invite all the others herself to help keep the family together. 

My mother was sitting at a computer and watching the screen like a TV - and I was on the back side of the computer, watching the same picture like a TV as well.  There were cartoons playing. 

I asked my mother where her address book was and told her the reason why and my mother asked, "Where are you from?"  and I said, "Wisconsin!  Why do you ask. Don't you remember where I was born?"

I was so astonished at the question, I started thinking my mother had Alzherimers (that's what she had before she died - she had no memory of any people or past events, not much of anything actually)  and I said this out loud so Alyse could hear me ask her that.

I went to go around the computer and look at my mother because the computer was hiding her face from me, and when I went to the other side of the computer, my mother wasn't even sitting there, she had gone to get her address book.

At that point, I remembered that terror events happen on important person's birthdays and that the date May 13th had to be research to see who was born or died that day.  See:


5-5-09 - I don't know if this is two dreams or parts of the same one.  My memory is vague on both parts.

I went into someone's apartment and found that the daughter had stolen my mint green knitting yarn, and all my knitting projects.  I took them all back.

In my apartment building. on Sundays, there were classes being held on the first floor in one of the apartments.  The professor's name was Dr. Will. 

I went around the corner to another apartment to make sure those people were aware of the class being held.

In this same dream - or not -  I was focusing on making jewelry out of clay - using a background of black, with yellow spirals in it.  I just had to make two types.  The black and yellow spirals as beads, and then a larger pendant with the black and yellow spirals embedded in it.


5-6-09 - DREAM  I was walking down a city street somewhere.  I had a small, child-size red book in my hands.  I came to some kids, and I began to read the book to them.  When I was done reading, I handed the book to the oldest black boy in the group, and told him he could take the book home and read it to himself.

He thanked me, and sat down and opened up the book.  Then he went to the back of the book to look for the index, and I said to him, "Sorry, there is no dictionary in the book.  You can ask your mother to help you if you like."

He asked, "Is the word 'the' in the book?"

I said, "I'm sure the word 'the' is in the book."

and woke up.


5-6-09 - DREAM - I can't remember the whole dream, but again I was on a city street, and there were some people running a race.  Two of the men fell to the ground exhausted and one guy rolled onto the other one so he couldn't get up and beat him.

I watched them for a minute, then the guy on the top rolled over and saw me watching and smiled.  They were too exhausted to get up.

I woke up and my heart was pounding really hard and slow and my throat was closed and I'm sure I didn't have much oxygen in my blood, so I cleared my dry throat and breathed consciously really deeply for 5 minutes and my heart slowed down to normal.  But I couldn't go back to sleep, I couldn't stop breathing consciously enough to sleep again.


5-6-09 - MEDITATION.  I wanted to go to sleep, and started saying the Lord's prayer.  I heard my astral phone ring - and I asked for the message.

Immediately I saw a women in a blue dress going toward the left, and she said, "Move everything to the left."

I think she means politically speaking.  I've been listening to some really radical stuff lately with Steve Quayle on the internet radio.


5-7-09 - DREAM - Nothing was real in this dream - everything was larger and stranger than life.

In the beginning, I was walking along the side of a river - which was way below the walkway where I was.  I wanted to go to the other side, but there was no bridge and I could go only so far and was blocked from going too far.

I ended up at a farm of some kind where a large group of people lived.  In one room, which was a combination of laundry tubs that had both clothing and dishes in the same tubs.  I volunteered to help if they could get me clean, fresh, hot water.  I went over to the dryer and found that it was already full of dry white sheets which needed to be taken out and folded.

This farm also seemed to have a hospital, and a store.  In one of the rooms, I spotted a middle-aged woman I seem to know very well, though not a relative. I can't remember where I know her from.  She was sitting on the edge of the bed in her nightclothes like she was going to get up, but didn't have the strength to do it alone yet.  I told her I would be right back as I was going to get some money to buy something at the store.

At the store, I wanted a snack, but didn't have my money with me.  That clerk seemed to be Marty from One Life to Live TV show, but am not certain of that. But it rather looked like her.

Sometimes I was wearing high heeled dance shoes, sometimes I was barefoot, and sometimes I had a gauge on the toes of my right foot, which I could place over some jewels to examine them and see if they were worth buying.

A very strange farm.


5-7-09- NA P DREAM -  I was in my apartment, and heard what sounded a radio announcement concerning a couple named Angel and Deuce having done something in Arkansas.

Just then the telephone rang, and instead of answering the phone that was right next to the radio, I went into another room and answered the telephone there.

The caller turned out to be a cop with a complaint that a couple named Angel and Deuce who lived in my apartment building had just come into the police station to complain that when they were out of town someone had come into their apartment and taken all their stuff out.

I told him that I hadn't been at work the day before so I didn't know anything about their eviction, and told him that when people were evicted, all their stuff would have been put into the basement storage locker for them.

He said, "Didn't you also manage the high rise buildings?

I answered, "No!  I never have and never did!"

I woke up so suddenly, I was waiting for him to respond and I was already awake.


5-8-09 - DREAMER - I and my mother were standing along the curb of a street, waiting for people to come racing by  in a marathon.

A man came by in first place and he ran down to the corner at an intersection and turned right and won the race at a place that was about a 1/2 block down that street.

I was upset that they put the winner's mark out of the public eye so we couldn't really see what happened.

My mother went around the corner and brought the winner back with her and they sat on a bench next to me.

The guy wasn't exactly handsome  - but had a strong face - like a workman might have.

I expressed to him that I was unhappy about the winners line not being on TV at least so we could have seen him win.

He replied, "I'm mad that they gave me a female driver for 26 miles."

At that point, he reached over to me and unbuckled my belt, which was bright red and very narrow.

That meant to me that he wanted to have sex with me.

I told him I needed to take a shower first, which was okay with him.

There was a bathroom right on the other side of the bench.  It had a 1/2 door - it went neither to the floor nor to the top, and had a strange gold rod for a lock that didn't really lock, it just rather caught in a gold indentation on the side of the door.  It just wouldn't stay shut and he had to help me get the rod to stay in the indentation.

So, I went into the shower stall and was about to turn on the water, when I saw a shadow come into the bathroom.

I went back out into the main part of the bathroom which was very large, and the winner of the race stood near the door, but at a podium like he was going to make a speech.

I looked at him, and at the podium, he said, "I'm a Jew and my children believe in prayer."

I replied, "I and my children went to church every week."

All he did was groan, and I woke up.


JUDY DARCIE - A drawing of a red-headed girl in my dream.  I've forgotten the rest of it - and it was really long.


5-8-09 - NAP- DREAM  - I was in this house in CA.  The new kittens were out on the porch with their Mommy.  I was seeing them for the first time.  They were tiny little orange and black puff balls with long fur.  (They are about 2 weeks old right now for real)


5-9-09 - DREAM -  I don't know where I was living, but it came to me that I should research on the internet where the lowest natural pressure was in the United States, and then I and my friend Judy would move there in our retirement, and then invite all our kids to move there with us.

So I went on the internet, and typed in a rather long question, knowing that the internet would have the answer somewhere.

What happened was, when I typed in the question in the box, a telephone call was made to a library and the librarian answered, trying  to determine exactly what I was trying to ask because I didn't state the question correctly to get the correct answer I needed.  So the librarian and I discussed the correct answer to ask in my query.

end of dream

Now that I'm awake, I'm wondering what is coming that I need to know that to make whole families need to move there.


5-10-09 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building, and my mother was Victoria Lord Davidson.  My friend Alyse came to visit, wearing a beautiful pink robe, but she came to complain that we had been talking about her to other people.  I finally went over to her and shook her a bit and said, "We are trying to help you!"  so she would understand better what we do.   Then my mother told her to take her stuff, which was in a paper bag, and "Get out!" 

At that point, I went to my computer, and was looking at it.  The screen was very large - probably 20 or more inches - and there were green images that were moving downward.  I could really recognize what they were, and then a screen came on that showed the entire hierarchy of Reptilian beings which were royalty. They were all standing together like on a stage with the King (Pindar) in the center.

I thought to myself, "I should really get this software so I get used to seeing them, before they come into real life for all of us!"

Then the screen turned to jewels that were all crystals - and I knew I wanted that software too, so I went on and typed in, "Software Jewels".

Instead of going to the site that sold the software, a whole program started that I had seen before - and it started playing automatically on my computer, except I tripped over the cord and became unplugged, and I lost the software program, and I knew I'd have to start all over again.

I heard a scraping noise out in the living room, and I went to look what it was.  There I saw my father, wearing a white robe, on his knees in front of a rectangular table in front of the window.  He was scraping the old peeling paint off of it in preparation for repainting.

After I got dressed for the day, I went outside and saw my father standing on the dock of the bay where we lived, and he was hoisting three flags on the dock. I looked closely at the flags, and two of them were grey with a yellow diamond in one corner.  I knew the third flag was green, but didn't see the design.

I turned to walk across the yard, and some new plants were coming up in place of the grass that had been there, and when I turned to walk back across it, the plants had grown at least 10 inches, and I was now walking across a field of lilies - so thick it was hard to walk through them, but they were so beautiful, I knew I would always want those instead of grass.

But now, inside the house stood Dorian Lord, the nemesis of Victoria Lord Davidson, and the dream focused on her right eye - and zoomed in on her face as her right eye expanded hugely and it was coffee brown with no pupil in it. 

and I woke up staring at Dorian Lord's eye.


5-11-09 - DREAM - I was preparing for a Jewish wedding which had a name that started with A (a lengthy word).  Then I knitted a cover for the wine bottle - this word also was lengthy and started with the letter A.


5-11-09 - DREAM - I was working in an office, typing and printing out a several page letter and document - it was a quality assurance problem.

The real problem for me though was that my co-worker Suzy was trying to get me fired for doing something that was out of my job category - which was not true.

She talked to my boss right in front of me, and he was listening to her and he didn't question me a tall.  He could see what I was doing. I wasn't trying to hide anything.  They were standing only three feet in front of my desk.

They were still talking at noon, so I got up and went to my apartment, taking the papers with me so she couldn't read them.

My apartment number was 24 and I walked down the hall to it and the door was open as well as was apartment 25, where a maintenance man was cleaning the carpet. 

There was nothing in apartment 25, but I could see that there was a large open doorway between apartment 24 and 25 like apartment 25 was the livingroom for apartment 24 and he had cleaned the carpet in apartment 24 as well like he thought they belonged together.

I walked into my apartment - 24- now carrying a new baby that my mother had brought to me.  I was dismayed at what my apartment looked like. The bed was completely demolished like a terrible accident had happened on it.  There were clothes and junk strewn around, and in one corner where a chair had been, there were peanut shells strewn everywhere on the carpet, and I knew that my ex-husband Edward had found my apartment somehow and brought his buddies over and they had trashed the apartment.

I went into apartment 25 where the very large maintenance man who had just been hired was still putting away his carpet cleaning machine.

I asked him what had happened to my bed, and he took full blame for everything that was wrong in my apartment, and he said he had taken my bed to his house because his children needed one, and that he would replace it.  He also told me he would take me to his house for the night and I could sleep on a fold out daybed.

I knew his wife - she was a good friend of mine, so I wasn't concerned that I wouldn't be welcome.  I just didn't understand how he could do those things without asking and expect that I would go along with his ideas without question -  I was, but wondered how he could expect that.

He stood in front of me, about only 12 inches away from me, and I looked into his face as he talked and realized what a handsome child he must have been.  He was about 6' 6" tall, round faced, blonde haired and a thick blonde mustache.  He probably weighed about 275 pounds or so.

I then walked around my apartment looking to see if my mother had brought the baby's clothes with her.  The baby was asleep in my arms, and I needed little socks of booties for her and a jacket or blanket as it was cold outside. 

I found an empty brown paper bag in the corner of my apartment where I thought the baby clothes could have been in, but the bag was empty.  I had absolutely nothing for the baby to wear other than what she had on - just a onesy with bare legs and arms.  I didn't even have any diapers for her.

That was when I noticed all the peanut shells on the floor and realized that Edward and his buddies had been there.

A tiny little girl walked into the apartment and cried out in delight - "Oh! she has a fish tank!" and that's all she cared about, and at the same time, I noticed that there was a brown and tan striped cat laying in a round cat bed, which hadn't been there earlier either. 

I was amazed that all the little girl cared about was my fish tank, and never noticed all the other mess in the apartment.


5-12-09 - NAP DREAM -  I was in a kitchen of a house.  In the floor was a large grate with blue oil on top of the grate which was on fire.  The flames were not very high - rather like a candle gets, but the whole surface was burning. 

On the edge of this burning oil, was a large black frying pan, and on the other side of the grate was a long narrow box of 5 large eggs which were broken open so I could see the yolks, but they hadn't yet been put into the pan to cook. They weren't meant to cook on the floor on the grate, but the pan hadn't yet been put on the stove to cook them either.  I could see the blue oil through the flames, and I could see the grate through the oil which was also transparent.

However, I could see that the blue oil was spreading out on the edges like it was running downhill from an upwelling in the grate,  and I had to move the pan and the eggs away from the burning oil, I could see that the eggs were cooking right in the box. 

I heard a deep pitched voice say a couple of words, and then I heard another male voice say, "Listen to the voice, Dolores!  It's Darth Vader!"

Question is, "What did Darth Vader say?"

Darth Vader Quotes

Darth Vader
  • "I find your lack of faith disturbing."
  • "You don't know the power of the dark side!"
  • "Luke, I am your father!."
  • "Today will be a day long remembered. It has seen the death of Kenobi, and soon the fall of the rebellion."
  • "The force is strong with this one."
  • "I sense something, a presence I've not felt since......."
  • "You should not have come back!"
  • "The ability to destroy a planet is insignificant next to the power of the force."
  • "Just for once, let me look at your face with my own eyes."
  • "I've been waiting for you, Obi-wan. We meet again at last. The circle is now complete. When I left you I was but the learner. Now I am the master."
  • "Perhaps I can find new ways to motivate them."
  • "Obi-Wan has taught you well."
  • " Obi-Wan once thought as you do. You don't know the power of the Dark Side, I must obey my master."
  • "It is too late for me, son. The Emperor will show you the true nature of the Force. He is your master now."
  • "You are unwise to lower your defenses!"
  • " As you wish."
  • "No. Leave them to me. I will deal with them myself."
  • "My son is with them."
  • "You cannot hide forever, Luke."
  • "Don't fail me again, Admiral."
  • "Asteroids do not concern me, Admiral. I want that ship, not excuses."
  • "He will join us or die, my master."
  • "Alert all commands. Calculate every possible destination along their last
    known trajectory."
  • "Impressive. Most impressive. Obi-Wan has taught you well. You have controlled your fear. Now, release your anger. Only your hatred can destroy me."
  • "The force is with you, young Skywalker, but you are not a Jedi yet."
  • "What is thy bidding, my master?"

I met him in 1990 and 1992

3-3-90 - MEDITATION - I was raising my vibrations to ask who was the creator of the world and I saw a huge black man, dressed in a black leather suit. He was HUGE. He reminded me of Darth Vader.

I raised my vibrations again, then I saw a hallways with two black people, a male and female. They stood in front of a door. The male was dressed all in black. She was dressed in a pale yellow, floor length gown with a fitted jacket. Then she reached up and adjusted a tall green feather in the back of her hairdo.


12-30-92 - ZYGON MEDITATION - As soon as I closed my eyes, I was with some really tall thin men, I would say about 8 feet tall. They wanted to know if I knew who they were.  I said, "Yes!" because they did look very familiar.

They were extremely thin, but I had bigger than normal heads and blonde hair. A little girl was with them and she handed me a balloon to take with me. As she said, "With a balloon in your hand, " she was so close to my face, I could feel her breath in my face.

I then raised my vibrations and asked to go to the Sugmad level. A man in a shiny black robe with a shiny black shield completely over his face was standing there. He was blocked from getting in by a stand in the doorway and he couldn't get past it.

I immediately thought of Darth Vader but his shield on his face had a sharp triangle over his nose.


Vader, Darth


Darth Vader, Dark Lord of the Sith, was the scourge of the Jedi, a master of the dark side of the Force, and one of the Emperor's most trusted servants. He wasn't always a fearsome enforcer, however.

He began life as Anakin Skywalker, a young slave from Tatooine skilled in piloting and strong in the Force. Once discovered by maverick Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn, Anakin was taken before the Jedi Council to be trained. There was some controversy on the subject -- despite Jinn's adamant assurances that Skywalker was the chosen one spoken of in an ancient Jedi prophecy, the council was hesitant to allow his training at the age of nine.

Finally, the council agreed that Anakin should be trained, and he was assigned to Jedi Knight Obi-Wan Kenobi. Kenobi recklessly thought that he could be as skillful a master as Yoda. His mistakes had dire consequences for the galaxy.

Skywalker was seduced by the dark side of the Force. Fueled by rage and discontent with the pace of Obi-Wan's training, Anakin challenged his master to a duel. Despite newfound power bestowed by the dark side of the Force, which added to his already formidable abilities, Anakin was grievously wounded in the fight. His burning anger kept him alive, and he was forever scarred not only by his wounds but also by betrayal. He abandoned his former identity. When metal coupled with flesh in the form of cyborg implants and enhancements required to sustain him, Skywalker's transformation was complete. He was no longer Anakin. He was Darth Vader.

At the time of his transformation, Vader never knew he was due to be the father of twins. Obi-Wan Kenobi hid the children from the Dark Lord and Vader's master, Emperor Palpatine. Vader somehow discovered that he had a son, Luke Skywalker, but never suspected he had a daughter, Leia, who was secretly taken to be raised by Bail Organa, Viceroy and First Chairman of Alderaan.


In 2005, I posted this:  There had been a warning of an oil explosion in Texas.


5-14-09 - DREAM -  I was in a college somewhere, trying to explain to two other students that while I had been given a slick shiny piece of paper full of details of some class they were teaching, they were telling me something totally different in class, and then someone handed me a packet 1/2 inch thick of 8 1/2 x 11 inch sheets of paper stapled together that was a 12 year study of the Nixon/Bush environmental theory that they were going to teach, and I thought it would be worthwhile to take that course because we would learn something important about Nixon. I then tried to convince the other two students that we should take it - just for that piece of knowledge.  They seemed to agree as we walked out the door to go home.

On the road, it was cold and snowy and I had to walk home on the road that was not traveled on, and I came up to a tall, thin man up in a tree, and he was trimming limbs off of it that were growing incorrectly, and I suggested to him that it would be a good idea if we had a way for him to communicate with me so that if he fell out of the tree, he could contact me to get help.

As I walked along, he moved to the next tree briefly, and then to a third tree that was even taller, and he was cutting bird nests out of that tree, climbing about nimbly, working quickly, and all of a sudden he fell out of the tree, tumbled over and fell into another tree, bounced on a branch, and then fell head long into the snow.

At the same time, as I walking along our farm field, I was thinking about the price of feed for our cattle, and while there was no one with me, a male voice in my head was talking about the cost of feed vs the cost of raising the cattle and that it wouldn't pay to keep the cattle if the price of feed was too high, and I thought to myself,  "If the cost of feed is high and we would lose money to sell the cattle, we could eat the cattle ourselves for food. 

(It probably would be cheaper to eat our own cattle than to buy meat in a store was my thought process - whether that is correct I don't know.)

And while I was thinking that, I had a large size paper bag in my hands, and was walking around the side of a barn, and I opened the paper bag and saw that there were baby chicks and mice together in the same paper bag, and I was going to dispose of it behind the barn.

NOTE:  The first link that came up to search for Nixon environmental plan was this one:

Reorganization Plan No. 3 of 1970

July 9, 1970

Special Message from the President to the Congress About Reorganization Plans to Establish the Environmental Protection Agency and the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration

To the Congress of the United States:

As concern with the condition of our physical environment has intensified, it has become increasingly clear that we need to know more about the total environment--land, water, and air. It also has become increasingly clear that only by reorganizing our Federal efforts can we develop that knowledge, and effectively ensure the protection, development and enhancement of the total environment itself.

The Government's environmentally-related activities have grown up piecemeal over the years. The time has come to organize them rationally and systematically. As a major step in this direction, I am transmitting today two reorganization plans: one to establish an Environmental Protection Agency, and one to establish, with the Department of Commerce, a National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration.

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5-15-09 - 5:55 a.m.  PINK DOTH LOVE BEAUTY

DREAM - I was working in my small home office, helping to construct a wire structure of coin-shaped black lights that were going to be strung around three newly planted trees in the median strip between my side of the road and the other side of the road where new houses were going to be built.

The particular light structure I was helping with personally - all connected together were the black coin shaped lights -  18 high and 16 wide - and they would be assembled finally around three newly planted trees. Other trees in the median strip, but all in a grouping - belonging to other people,  lovely architecturally speaking would have single trees with these similarly constructed coin light structures but of white coin lights -  I believe those were 18 high by 4 wide because the trees were thinner as they were younger. On the far end of the series of white lighted trees, would be a secondary set of black-lighted three trees, just like mine - one would be the male and one the female. Mine would be on the far left and the other three trees would be on the far right.  If you were on the other side of the street, the male three trees would appear to be on the far left, and mine - the female trees on the far right.

Each tree would be surrounded by a diamond shaped silver fence to separate it from the other trees, except the three trees together would have a larger ring of  diamond shaped wire fencing around the three trees, and then the whole series of trees and their fencing would be surrounded by a secondary diamond shaped wire fencing to prevent other people from interfering with their growth.

In my office, I had a very large screen from my computer, and on the screen I had a photograph I had taken of a house that was being built on the other side of the street.  I took the photograph because of the fence that was placed in front of the house.  The fence was very ornate, black iron. The photograph was so large that one had to scroll back and forth on the screen to see the whole thing.

I looked out the window, and on the far left, I could see an very large orange steam shovel type machine, which was being used to clear a parking lot of debris before they started construction of a new building, but on the other side of the median strip on the far side of the road, was going to be built this beautiful new house behind the ornate black iron fence. 

(This is the closest I could find)

I wanted the architect to see the photograph of the fence that I had taken, and I knew he would be impressed by this photo - the fence was exquisite.

I woke up and while I was awake and remembering the details of the dream - I heard a telephone ring once in my left ear.  I said mentally that I was ready for the message, and just then another detail of the dream came into my mind which I had to remember, and while I was thinking about that detail, a soft female voice said, "Pink doth love Beauty."


5-16-09 - 2-56 A.M. DREAM -  I SHOCKED EVEN MYSELF

I was working on my kitchen table, trying to figure out whether I should make a book out of clippings of predictions made over the years that had come true, by pasting the original writings onto white pages with Scotch tape, or whether I should retype all the articles.  I was thinking it was better to tape the original articles onto the pages because they would be more authentic.  The oldest one I had was from 1960 and the paper was turning brown already, and it didn't look very good, and I could hardly read it myself.  If I taped it into the book, the reader would never be able to read what it said.

While I was doing this, I had the radio on in the background.  It was a music/news station, and the black announcer was talking about the singer/star Beyonce, following a tour she was making.  The first announcement said that she was late for her appearance because of some arguments she had been having with people she was working with.  A little later, he announced that there had been a problem with her plane.

I went over to the wall where I had a series of stereos on the wall rack. It was a very fancy system, and there were about 24 stereos in the system, and half of them played the same thing I had already heard, so I turned half of them off.

I went back to the table to continue taping the prediction articles onto white sheets of paper - in chronological order and while I was doing that, the radio announcer said, "Oh my God!  Beyonce the singer/star was killed in a plane crash last night."

I was shocked, and I remembered that I had dreamed about Princess Diana's car being in a horrible accident three days before she was killed in that same car.

I remembered that I had seen Beyonce on the TV shows, "The View" just a few days ago, and how impressed I was with her - how beautiful, and what a solid person she was, and I was totally impressed by her appearance. I immediately liked her and had greater respect for her.  Then I remembered having seen an article in a magazine about her and couldn't remember which magazine it was, but I still had the magazine with photos of her.

I wondered if I could just tape articles about other people into my book, and wondered if it would be better if I just worked with those people to produce the book I was trying to put together, rather than working on it alone.

All of a sudden, I realized that I was awake, and that I hadn't been awake when I heard the radio announcement about Beyonce, and I had dreamed the whole thing, and I shocked even myself that it hadn't been real.


5-17-09 - DREAM -  I was at home and it was 4 p.m.  I got a call from the office telling me that it was really dirty and I had better get there and get it cleaned up before the boss came in.

I went over there and found that the men's office was covered in the stuff that is inside some envelopes that are padded -  when you cut the end off, it is full of paper pulpy stuff - its soft and grey colored. 

The women's office had some of that stuff and nothing on the windows, so I cleaned up the men's office and ordered some fabric from store, and they made it into curtains.  I got praised for my work and decorating ability.

Then I was told that we only had enough food to feed us.  I looked at the potatoes, and there were dried potato chips like the packages of dried potatoes you throw into water to soften them up, but all the chips were cut in half.

There was some corn, but only enough to fill half a very small kettle, and then when I went to cook it, the kettle tipped and half of that fell into the gas stove burner. 

The frying pan was full of orange grease from hamburger that had been cooked in the past and I had to clean that out in running hot water, before I could serve the corn that was left.

I was told then, that the fuzzy faced people were going to be taking over our country. 

I didn't know what fuzzy faced people meant, and I was shown on a computer screen, the head of a male lion, and then rocks that had faces like an elephant and a chimpanzee.

Then an inspector came to look at our gardens to see if they were ready for spring.  All the beautiful flowers we had growing were rototilled up leaving rows to grow vegetable seeds.  The Russian woman looked at our rototilled garden and approved of it..

I went back home and went to comb my hair and long hunks came out - and it was obvious that someone had cut half of my hair off. 

I went back to the office because I felt so lonely and showed my friend Alice that half of my hair had been cut off by someone and she agreed that someone had.

I felt so lonely.


5-18-09 - DREAM - I was in a house somewhere, and a young woman said she needed my help to create 500 horses that would be the focal point of wooden carrying handles for a basket of some kind.  (It was a closed basket - taller than wide but I don't know what would go in the basket) 

I questioned why 500, but got no answer.  Instead a young man (who I've dreamed of before recently) came and asked me on a date to go to a movie.  I explained to him that I had to help make the 500 horses, and showed him how intricate the outline was that I had to fashion the silver horses out of wire, starting at the bridge of nose, going upward, and around the outline of the horse - including the forelocks, the ears, the neck, back, tail, legs, etc, and then back up the front over the mouth and nose to the starting point.

He finally convinced me to take a break and go to the movie, but I had to go to the bathroom first, whereupon I found the floor extremely slippery because it had just been washed and was still wet, and I and others were slipping and sliding on the floor.

While I was sitting on the toilet, a young boy about 10 years old, came and peered into the stall through a window and accused me of stealing his toys, which of course I had not done.  The boys father came then and took the boy away because he didn't believe I had stolen the boy's toys.

By then, I had to get back to making the horses because time had run out and I never did get to go on the date.


5-19-09 - DREAM - I was working for a genetics lab somewhere, and we grew things in flower box type containers.  I didn't do any of the work done in this lab - my job was to observe and make notes.

Two men came in together and asked for some special work to be done.  A grouping of these boxes were set up - but not next to our regular boxes I watched.

All I could write down was that the boxes these men had their seeds sown in, the plants were growing four times taller than everyone else's. 

I don't know whether their seed was different, or their growing formula was different than the others - I could only observe and make notes.

NOTE:  Monsanto’s Terminator Making a Comeback? Enter the Zombie!

By Barbara H. Peterson
Monsanto and its cohorts in crime promised us that they would not be using Terminator technology called GURT, or genetic use restricted technology. In fact, the United Nations actually issued a moratorium on the project. So we’re safe, right? Wrong.
As usual, the boys in the little white lab coats have not been idle. In spite of the moratorium, not only are they working heatedly on Terminator technology, but are getting ready to introduce Zombie technology. Terminator, and Traitor or Zombie technologies are just variations of GURT. Whereas Terminator technology produces plants with sterile seeds, Zombie technology carries this a step further by creating plants that could require a chemical application to trigger seed fertility every year. Pay for the chemical or get sterile seed. This is called reversible transgenic sterility. They have been working steadily on perfecting this technology, and are now poised to introduce it to the world as a solution to the current GMO contamination problem. Move over Terminator, here comes the Zombie.
If a field gets contaminated with seeds containing the Terminator gene, the resulting plants will have sterile seeds, so the reproductive cycle ends. If the contamination is from the Zombie gene, the resulting plants will most likely require a certain pesticide or will be sterile.
Plants are engineered with sterility as the default condition, but sterility can be reversed with the application of an external stimulus that restores the plant’s viability. In order to bring the “zombie” seed back from the dead, the farmer or breeder must use an external stimulus (such as a proprietary chemical) to restore the seed’s fertility. (Terminator the Sequel, 2007 PDF doc) 
Either way, if you are a small farmer with a contaminated field, your seed-saving venture for the following year will be less than successful. Planting sterile seeds takes the same amount of work as well as monetary outlay that planting good seeds does, but without the return on investment. And, you cannot tell the difference between the good, the bad, and the ugly seeds until it’s too late. That is, if the patent enforcement brigade doesn’t raid your property first and force you to destroy your crops and all of your seeds due to patent infringement. Then you get nothing, and have to pay for the privilege. 
Oh, and did I forget to mention that Monsanto announced in 2006, its takeover of Delta Pine & Land?
This would not be of much consequence, but for the fact that Delta Pine & Land is a joint owner along with the USDA of US patent # 5,723,765 - GURT technology.
In March 1998 the US Patent Office granted Patent No. 5,723,765 to Delta Pine & Land for a patent titled, Control of Plant Gene _Expression. The patent is owned jointly, according to Delta Pine’s Security & Exchange Commission 10K filing, ‘by DP&L and the United States of America, as represented by the Secretary of Agriculture.’  ( 
This makes, as of 2006, Monsanto and the United States of America (Corp USA), as represented by the Secretary of Agriculture (USDA), which is currently Tom Vilsack, joint owners of the GURT patent. Kind of gives you that warm, fuzzy feeling all over, doesn’t it?
Barbara H. Peterson
Read the following article from ETC Group and download the full 28 page report here:
Here is another report on GURT technology from Germany:
Terminator: The Sequel 
Despite the fact that governments re-affirmed and strengthened the United Nations’ moratorium on Terminator technology (a.k.a. genetic use restriction technology [GURTs]) in March 2006, public and private sector researchers are developing a new generation of suicide seeds - using chemically induced “switches” to turn a genetically modified (GM) plant’s fertility on or off.
Issue: Under the guise of biosafety, the European Union’s 3-year Transcontainer Project is investing millions of Euros in strategies that cannot promise fail-safe containment of transgenes from GM crops, but could nonetheless function as Terminator, posing unacceptable threats to farmers, biodiversity and food sovereignty. Terminator technology - genetic seed sterilization - was initially developed by the multinational seed/agrochemical industry and the US government to maximize seed industry profits by preventing farmers from re-planting harvested seed. Researchers are also developing new techniques to excise transgenes from GM plants at a specific time in the plant’s development, and methods to kill a plant with “conditionally lethal” genes. This new generation of GURTs will shift the burden of trait control to the farmer. Under some scenarios, farmers will be obliged to pay for the privilege of restoring seed fertility every year - a new form of perpetual monopoly for the seed industry.
Impact: Whether intended or not, new research on molecular containment of transgenes will ultimately allow the multinational seed industry to tighten its grasp on proprietary germplasm and restrict the rights of farmers. Industry and governments are already working to overturn the existing moratorium on Terminator technology at the UN Convention on Biological Diversity (CBD). In the months leading up to the CBD’s 9th Conference of the Parties (Bonn, Germany 19-30 May 2008), industry will argue that global warming requires urgent introduction of transgenic crops and trees for biofuels - and that Terminator-type technologies offer a precautionary, environmental necessity to prevent transgene flow. Ironically, society is being asked to foot the bill for a new techno-fix to mitigate the genetic contamination caused by the biotech industry’s defective GM seeds.
Players: Taxpayer-financed research on biological containment of GM crops subsidizes the corporate agenda. A handful of multinational seed corporations control biotech seeds and the proprietary seed market as a whole has seen unprecedented corporate concentration. In 2006, the world’s top 4 seed companies - Monsanto, DuPont, Syngenta and Groupe Limagrain - accounted for half (49%) of the proprietary seed market.
Policy: Governments keep trying to find ways to make GM seeds safe and acceptable and they keep failing. They should stop trying.. There is no such thing as a safe and acceptable form of Terminator. The EU should discontinue funding for research on “reversible transgenic sterility,” and re-assess funding for other research projects undertaken by Transcontainer. Rather than support research on coexistence to bail out the agbiotech industry, the EU should instead fund sustainable agricultural research that benefits farmers and the public. National governments should propose legislation to prohibit field-testing and commercial sale of Terminator technologies. Governments meeting at the 9th Conference of the Parties to the Convention on Biological Diversity in Bonn, Germany must strengthen the moratorium on GURTs by recommending a ban on the technology.

To read the 28-page report,
Download PDF (1 MB) here: etcomm95_tsequel_11june071


5-20-09 - redecorating apartments - putting in silver blue carpet down on top of the old carpet


5-21-09 - 5:54 a.m. -

DREAM #1 - I was looking at a large size book, and had the fly leaf cover open -  the cover and first page were silver with white circles on it -  12 across and 12 down = 144 -  each circle represented a rule - so it was a book of rules. 

I knew in the dream what type of rules they were, but as soon as I woke up, I couldn't remember what kind of rules they were.

So as I went back to sleep, I begged spirit to tell me what the book of rules was about.

DREAM #2 - I was working in an office as a secretary.  I was preparing to leave for the day, when one of the men I worked for came to my desk and asked me to make copies of the sheet of parts for each of the engineers working in our company.  After he left, I looked at the back of the sheet that had been used previously, and on the back was the name of each engineer and how many of the part they were requesting. Each engineer requested a different number, and the number was encircled with a pen line.  There were the same number of engineers listed as there had been rules in the book in the previous dream.

I knew at that point I couldn't just make a copy of that sheet, I would have to retype it. 

As I prepared to retype the front of the sheet and list the engineers names on the back, I started getting other things brought to me and my desk was getting piled with all kinds of things - some of which I had to do at the office, and some I had to take home.

A messenger then came to my desk with a cardboard box that was open on top.  The box had a series of holes in - like breathing holes, and inside the box was a dead bush and one tiny brown bird was in the bush - hopping from branch to branch.

I didn't know who had sent the box with the dead bush and bird to me, but the messenger said he needed 95 cents to leave it with me.

That meant I had to dig around in my purse to find the money which I did, and he left.  He had to have exact change also.

Then I looked at the stack of mail that had been delivered - stuff I had to take home because it was very personal.  It was from my spiritual teacher.  I looked at the stack and wondered if he was leaving us and giving everything he had to me.  At that point, it would be my responsibility to carry on in his place.

In the pile of what he sent were 12 masks - one for each month.  Each mask was made of white plastic to cover the face with holes for the eyes, a nose hole to breath through and a drawn on mouth.  The eyebrows, color of mouth, and hair attached around the top of the mask on each one was different - and these were used for ceremonies that were to be held, which he had done by himself in the past..  I knew this because I had never seen them before. 

I still needed to type up the sheet of parts requests, but I needed to take these secret things and the bird in the bush home  so nobody else would be aware of them, and I felt torn as to which was more important.


song written by the Grateful dead:

Book Of Rules

Lyrics: H Johnson, B Llewellyn
Music: H Johnson, B Llewellyn

Played by Bob Weir with Bobby & The Midnights, Kingfish and Rat dog. See below for background/history of this song.

Isn't it strange how princesses and kings
Can clown their capers in sawdust rings, just like
Poor people like you and me (note 1)
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
Shapeless lives and a book of rules (note 2)

Each must make his life as flowing ink (note 3)
Tumbling black on a stepping stone, just like
Poor people like you and me
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
Shapeless lives and a book of rules

Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow

And I say small people like you and me
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
Shapeless lives and a book of rules

Look where the rain is falling from the sky (note 4)
I know the sun will be only missing for a while
And I say small people like you and me
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
Shapeless lives and a book of rules

Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow

And I say small people like you and me
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
Shapeless lives and a book of rules

Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow
Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow
Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow
Pow wa pow pow, pow wa pa pa pow pow
Wa pa pa pow pow, wa pow pa pow pow pow
(1) Bob Weir now sings "Common people ..." with Ratdog
(2) With Bobby & The Midnites, Bob Weir sang "Shapeless lives ..." throughout. But the lyrics with the album include "Shapeless masks ..." here, with the rather strange footnote "informed sources differ on the original lyrics of this song." The original was in fact "Shapeless mass", which is what Bob Weir now sings with Ratdog - see below.
(3) this was what Bob Weir sang with Bobby & The Midnites. It appears to have been based on a mis-hearing of the original lyrics, and he now sings "Each must make, 'ere life has flown, a stumbling block or a stepping stone" - see below.
(4) this verse was added by the Heptones to the original poem by R.L.Sharpe - see below.

Bob Weir Recordings
      Date   Album
      Studio 1981   Bobby And The Midnites   Bobby And The Midnites
      Jan/Feb 1983?   Bobby And The Midnites   Bobby And The Midnites (video only)


The original recording was by the Jamaican band 'The Heptones.' They seem to have recorded a number of different versions - not all have the verse "Look where the rain is falling from the sky."

Bob Weir gave the following account of how he came to record this song in a 1981 interview with David Gans, reprinted in "Conversations With The Dead":
"That has been one of my favorite reggae cuts for the last few years. It was sort of a hit in England. I finally found the record and copped the tune, and recorded it, and then a few weeks ago--after the record had been pressed up and everything was happening--a friend of Barlow's found a compilation of verse, a collection of poems from the turn of the century to about 1930. There was in it a poem called "A Bag Of Tools" by R. L. Sharpe. The words to that went
Isn't it strange how princesses and kings
And clowns that caper in sawdust rings
And common people like you and me
Will be builders for eternity
Each is given a bag of tools
A shapeless mass and a book of rules
"The second verse is
Each must make, ere life has flown
A stumbling block or a stepping stone
"So I'm going to sing it like that from now on. That's an example of what happens when you send a lyric through the Caribbean and back: you get some transfiguration, shall we say. It came back this way a little different. I had no idea there was the original poem. I knew there was something I liked about that song beyond the lyrics that were there, though the lyrics I got off the record were kinda neat in their own right. But someone was singing a song, and these guys heard it and got the lyrics as best they could, and then I got the lyrics as best I could off the record. They wrote a third verse, that one about "Look where the rain is falling from the sky."
Thanks also to Beth Loring, who independently spotted the connection and alerted me. She found the poem in "Best Loved Poems of the American People" (selected by Hazel Felleman, Doubleday & Co., 1936). She lays it out:

Isn't it strange that princes and kings,
And clowns that caper in sawdust rings,
And common people
Like you and me
Are builders for eternity?

Each is given a bag of tools,
A shapeless mass,
A book of rules;
And each must make -
Ere life is flown -
A stumbling block
Or a stepping stone.
Oasis included a part of Sharpe's poem in their song "Go Let It Out" on their album "Standing On The Shoulders Of Giants":
Is it any wonder why princes and kings
Are clowns that caper in their sawdust rings
And ordinary people that are like you and me
We're the keepers of their destiny

Further Information
For more information on recordings see Matt Schofield's Grateful Dead Family Discography
For online chords and TAB see


Curse not the king, no not in thy thought; and curse not the rich in thy bedchamber; for a bird of the air shall carry the voice, and that which hath wings shall tell the matter.
Author: Bible
Source: Ecclesiastes (ch. X, v. 20)

Birds of a feather will gather together.
Author: Robert Burton
Source: Anatomy of Melancholy (pt. III, sec. I, memb. 1, subsect. 2) Over increasingly large areas of the United States, spring now comes unheralded by the return of the birds, and the early mornings are strangely silent where once they were filled with the beauty of bird song.
Author: Rachel L. Carson
Source: The Silent Spring You must not think, sir, to catch old birds with chaff.
Author: Cervantes (Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra)
Source: Don Quixote (pt. I, ch. IV) Never look for birds of this year in the nests of the last.
Author: Cervantes (Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra)
Source: Don Quixote (pt. II, ch. LXXIV) Thou little bird, thou dweller by the sea, Why takest thou its melancholy voice, And with that boding cry Along the waves dost thou fly? Oh! rather, bird, with me Through this fair land rejoice!
Author: Richard Henry Dana
Source: The Little Beach Bird Dame Nature's minstrels.
Author: Bishop Gavin Douglas
Source: Morning in May To warm their little loves the birds complain.
Author: Thomas Gray
Source: Sonnet on the Death of Richard West Fish got to swim and birds got to fly I got to love one man till I die, Can't help lovin' dat man of mine.
Author: Oscar Hammerstein II
Source: Can't Help Lovin' Dat Man of Mine, a song in the play "Showboat" The nightingale has a lyre of gold, The lark's is a clarion call, And the blackbird plays but a boxwood flute, But I love him best of all. For his song is all the joy of life, And we in the mad spring weather, We two have listened till he sang Our hearts and lips together.
Author: William Ernest Henley
Source: Echoes A feather in hand is better then a bird in the ayre. [A feather in hand is better than a bird in the air.]
Author: George Herbert
Source: Jacula Prudentum When the swallows homeward fly, When the roses scattered lie, When from neither hill or dale, Chants the silvery nightingale: In these works my bleeding heart Would to thee its brief impart; When I thus thy image lose Can I, ah! can I, e'er know repose?
Author: Karl Herrlossohn
Source: When the Swallows Homeward Fly Better one byrde in hand than ten in the wood.
Author: John Heywood
Source: Proverbs (pt. I, ch. XI) I was always a lover of soft-winged things.
Author: Victor Hugo
Source: I Was Always a Lover A rare bird upon the earth, and exceedingly like a black swan. [Lat., Rara avis in terris, nigroque simillima cygno.]
Author: Juvenal (Decimus Junius Juvenal)
Source: Satires (VI, 165) Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit 'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird.
Author: Harper Lee
Source: To Kill a Mockingbird (ch. 10) Do you ne'er think what wondrous beings these? Do you ne'er think who made them, and who taught The dialect they speak, where melodies Alone are the interpreters of thought? Whose household words are songs in many keys, Sweeter than instrument of man e'er caught! - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow,
Author: Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Source: Tales of a Wayside Inn--The Poet's Tale--The Birds of Killingworth That which prevents disagreeable flies from feeding on your repast, was once the proud tail of a splendid bird.
Author: Marcus Valerius Martial
Source: Epigrams (bk. XIV, ep. 67) Birdes of a feather will flocke together.
Author: Marcus Valerius Martial
Source: Epigrams (bk. XIV, ep. 67) Every bird that upwards swings Bears the Cross upon its wings.
Author: Marcus Valerius Martial
Source: Epigrams (bk. XIV, ep. 67) He is a fool who lets slip a bird in the hand for a bird in the bush.
Author: Plutarch
Source: Of Garrulity Ghastly, grim, and ancient Raven, wandering from the Nightly shore,-- Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore! Quoth the Raven "Nevermore!"
Author: Edgar Allan Poe
Source: The Raven (st. 8) Hear how the birds, on ev'ry blooming spray, With joyous musick wake the dawning day.
Author: Alexander Pope
Source: Pastorals--Spring (l. 23) A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush.
Author: Alexander Pope
Source: Pastorals--Spring (l. 23) I heard a bird so sing, Whose music, to my thinking, pleased the king.
Author: William Shakespeare
Source: King Henry the Fourth, Part II (Lancaster at V, v) The woosel cock so black of hue, With orange-tawny bill, The throttle with his note so true, The wren with little quill-- . . . . The finch, the sparrow, and the lark, The plain-song cuckoo grey, Whose note full many a man doth mark, And dares not answer nay.
Author: William Shakespeare
Source: A Midsummer Night's Dream (Bottom at III, i) That byrd ys nat honest That fylythe hys owne nest.
Author: John Skelton
Source: Poems Against Garnesche (III) The bird That glads the night had cheer'd the listening groves with sweet complainings.
Author: William C. Somerville
Source: The Chace  


5-22-09 - DREAM - I was working in an office somewhere. The people all seemed to be employees of Allis-Chalmers. I recognized most of them even though I can't remember all the names.

I was trying to do my job and had written something and wanted to have it published, but every time I thought it was ready, the expeditor would go into the closet and bring out what looked like a grey yardstick with the title of a person's job who could complain about what I said.  This happened over and over and over, each time with a different title of someone who could object.

But if I didn't publish it, I couldn't do my job, and then my boss would be angry with me.


5-22-09 - DREAM - I was living and working in an apartment building, and seemed to live in a basement apartment with a very large woman I used to know but don't remember her name.

Evidently we didn't have our own bathroom, so I went down the hall to use the public bathroom.  As soon as I opened the door, I could see two other women in the hallway of the bathroom standing in line, and I didn't want to stand in line so I tried to find another public bathroom.

I found the laundry room, where I thought there were toilets in, and I went inside.  Other women were in there, and I asked where the toilets were, because the room had been remodeled since I had last been there.  One of the women pointed around the corner. 

Two of other women were standing in the aisle between the washers and dryers and describing what changes had been made in the room when it was remodeling like having the ceilings raised.  I did notice that one of the areas was very low and I had to duck down to go through it - so raising the ceilings was a great improvement.

I went around the corner and under the smaller area that led to another room, and a man walked by wearing a dark green sports jacks and brown pants and shoes. He poked me in the arm which made me turn and look at him, and he told me I needed to go back into the tall area, which I did.

But, I couldn't find the toilets, and every time I went into a low area, the man in the green jacket would appear and send me back into the high ceilinged area. He was always watching me.

I never did find a toilet, and went back to my apartment, and I was very uncomfortable, still needing to use the bathroom.

I sat on the sofa, and an orange cat came into the room, sniffing the carpet, and behind her came a grey and white schnauzer dog.  Neither animal belonged to me, so they must have belonged to the other woman, but I was glad to see them. 

I finally woke up.


5-22-09 - NAP DREAM -  I was living in our country house, cleaning the livingroom.  The television was on in the background with the news on. 

I heard the announcer say, "Apparently a young boy, about age 12, has been murdered in a Reptilian ritual way".....   but I had the vacuum cleaner going and I didn't hear where it was, and just kept cleaning.

A few moments went by and I turned the vacuum cleaner off to move a piece of furniture and turned off the television which was blabbing in the background about some inane gaff the President had said and the announcer was laughing.

I heard a knock at the back door, which we used as our main entrance, and as I went toward the door, I could see through the door window, a large blue tractor with orange wheels parked in front of our garage doors.  We didn't run a farm, so I didn't know why a tractor would be in our driveway.

When I opened the door, there was a very large man standing there. He was about six foot 8 inches tall, very wide, and had a graying/blonde crew cut for hair and a pleasant enough face  but not smiling.

I opened the inner door and spoke to the man through the screen door, and merely said, "Hello! Can I help you?"

The man said simply, "I'm here to see you about your son!" 

I answered, "I have more than one son.  They are playing outside with their friends!"

I opened the door and saw a group of boys and men at the end of the driveway, and I quickly counted them while pointing, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20"......  I was getting upset now and said, "What did he do wrong now??"

The man answered, "We have found a 12 year old boy dead in your yard!"

and woke up

NOTE:  We have personal experience with a body being found dead in our yard, a young male friend dead from a drug overdose found in his truck behind a motel, and have smelled the dead body of some animal not far from our front door, and we live not far from where Lacy Peterson was murdered, and where Chandra Levy lived before she went to Washington DC, and was murdered while having an Affair with Congressman Gary Condit, but murder has not been on my mind recently except that I was working on the Reptilian hierarchy web page that was becoming more and more gruesome about ritual abuse of people by Reptilian shape shifters - so that might be the reason why I dreamed about this.


NOTE:  I didn't hear the word Reptilian in this video, but it smacks of what goes on at Bohemian Grove which is listed below.

Also see:


5-23-09 - DREAM  - I was living in the country and had a job as a locksmith dispatcher.  We were ready for work in the morning, and the locksmith said he had forgotten to bring his communicator radio to work with him.

I had an old fashioned brown wooden radio with which I could call into the main office, so I pressed the button to talk to the woman in the office. I was trying to talk to her about getting one of her spare radios -  she said she had eight of them there.  I tried asking her if we could borrow one, but she was singing so loud she couldn't hear my request.

The locksmith was standing right behind me, and we both saw movement inside a large black plastic bag up against the barn, and I suggested it might be a cat. At that moment, a huge brown grizzly bear started to emerge from the bag. 

I knew the bear was going to be hungry and I didn't intend for me to be its food, so I ran around the corner of the barn.  The door to the barn was ajar and on the ground was a pair of red-rimmed eyeglasses like I wear.  In an instant, my mind said, "In the barn there is no water, no food and no toilet - in the house there is everything I need, so I decided to run for the house instead - and ran at quadruple time for the house and safety.  I never ran so fast in my whole life. -... and woke up.


5-23-09 - NAP DREAM - I was looking at a computer screen, at what seemed to be a yearly calendar with 12 columns. If each column was a month, the number/alpha symbols within each paren (  )  would be a day I thought, and the number/alpha series between the paren (  ) would be one event. Then I noticed that the farther I looked there were less and less  paren  (   )  and the number/alpha combinations started to run together -  either that the events were larger or events all happening at once.  I didn't have time to figure out exactly what it meant before I suddenly woke up.


5-24-09 - DREAM - I was living in a house in a city, in a very nice neighborhood.  The people I lived with had something to do with televisions shows, and one couple lived in a room that was not lit and kept very private. I thought they were new stars on a show.  I got a brief glimpse of the man, who was blind, but when the door was opened, I saw swirling white light coming from his eyes.  The woman was very thin and well dressed.

Early in the morning, we were to leave by car and go to the studio. The woman was very impatient.  She was supposed to drive me to the studio as well, but she got the man into the car, which was a shiny mint green, and she couldn't wait 10 seconds for me to get to the car and she left with him and took him somewhere.  A moment later, she returned, drove around the block and parked in the driveway to take me, but then wouldn't wait 10 second for another woman to come out of the house so she could ride along.  That woman ended up taking the bus because the woman with the pale green car couldn't wait even 10 seconds for her.

I remember nothing about riding in the car, but suddenly I was in front of another building, and was watering some bushes along side with warm water that was coming out of a hose that had been laying on the ground.

Then inside the building, we walking in high heeled shoes on soft carpet that had just been vacuumed before our arrival, and went into a bedroom where we were going to prepare some special mushrooms for dipping in chocolate.

Here again, we sprayed warm water on the boxes the mushrooms came in before opening the boxes, then we spread three soft shammies on a bed - one yellow - about 3 x 4 feet, one bright pink, about 1 x 2, and a softer pink a little larger. 

The mushrooms were very dark colored - but not like any mushrooms I had ever seen.  They were very small and narrow shaped - the smallest went on the small shammy, the next size on the larger shammy, and the third type which I hadn't seen yet was to go on the largest shammy.

A Chinese woman was laying in another bed, and the other woman who had led me into this room, told her not to get up yet as she wouldn't be needed until this process was done, but then she would be needed for the next step.  So, the woman stayed under the blankets for another moment.

Before it was time to get the third type of mushrooms out of the box, I woke up.

Mushrooms, chocolate and the Aztecs


5-24-09 - DREAM - I seemed to be in New Berlin, at home, but nothing was normal.  In the garage, my husband had many slabs of ice stacked with a blanket over it.  It was melting very fast and the water was puddling in various places.  I wanted to sweep the water outside and when I swept, there was dog fur on the floor that blew across the garage.

In the house, two young men moved in upstairs for training in something that was supposed to be read, but they wanted to learn to cook.  The container they wanted to cook in, had dried out food that nobody had eaten the last time, so I had to help them clean that up.

Downstairs, was a 4 foot female statue that could talk.  She was extremely heavy, like made of concrete or stone.  She bent at the waist, but otherwise, her face was painted on and she said she was 2800 years old.  She was there to teach us things, though I can't remember anything she said except to tell us her age. I thought she was Chinese or perhaps Japanese.  Her face was pure white and her features were pure black with very large eyebrows and eyelashes.  Her mouth did not move, but I could hear her voice quite easily. Perhaps it was telepathic?  When I lay her down, she didn't move on her own, she stayed where I put her.

There was another woman there also, who might have been a statue as well, but she was light as a feather and as tall as myself.  She went back and forth as I carried the heavy woman back and forth in the house, but didn't say anything. She was like a companion to the other woman.

It seemed like teaching the young men to cook was the purpose of the whole event.


5-25-09 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment somewhere -  I was in charge of three stars that were in wooden boxes.  The size of the star was shown by the size box - the largest of which was about 1 foot high by 1 foot wide by 1 foot tall.  The other stars had smaller boxes and there were three sizes of wooden boxes.

I was living in a three house town - each house was a different color.  The last house in town was painted bright yellow.  I didn't see the colors of the other two.  I got a ride to work by a man, and he made a comment about the violence in the world, and I said, "Yes! I agree, that's why we are looking for somewhere else to live."

Little boxes:



5-25-09 - DREAM -  I was living in an apartment building on the 1st floor.  I was evidently having an affair with my Uncle Lester.

(Name meaning:  Origen:  Latin: Meaning: from the chosen camp.)

A female friend of mine was living with me also, but I was sleeping with Uncle Lester with my head toward the foot of the bed and his head was at the top of the bed.

I noticed how large and bony (knobby) my Uncle Lester's knees were, and I thought to myself, "Boy, I'm glad that's not me."

My friend said, "Oh man, it starts already,"  I didn't know exactly what she meant by that.

Since Uncle Lester was sleeping, I got up to go to work.  I put on a red windbreaker jacket and my keys were hanging from the zipper pull, as I then went into the basement to check on the work going on in the maintenance room.

I noticed that the linoleum floor in the hallway was pieced together in a wave shape and it was badly pieced.  Each three inches had its own groove on the seam, and was easily seen.  I wondered why they didn't use a professional to lay that floor and why was it pieced together on a wave.

When I got to the maintenance room and walked in, one of the maintenance men was saying to the other maintenance man, "I locked myself out of my apartment."

I said, "If you can't get in, I have my Master Key upstairs."

The other maintenance man said, "Good!  But I have a key for that bolt lock.  A tool to open that door costs $108."

I then decided I had better get back upstairs before I was missed, and walked fast in my high heeled shoes ahead of a mother and a son who were also in a hurry to get the son to school.  I had to walk fast enough to keep ahead of them so I went up the stairs first.

As I went through the lobby, the other women were already at work, and I walked past them and saw myself sitting at the counter in the lobby.

I quickly walked past and entered my apartment through the open door.

Inside the apartment, my roommate and Uncle Lester were standing over a pile of newspaper that were lain open on the floor in a stack.

I picked up a couple sheets of paper to fold them up and two thin-cut pork chops fell out. I gave them to my Uncle Lester, saying, "Here you are my love."

He turned to me and gave me a huge hug and said, "I don't hear those words enough."

I thought to myself, "I don't either."  but didn't say anything because I want to seem like I was begging for a return compliment, so I didn't hear the words either.  I had to be satisfied with the hug of appreciation.


5-26-09 - DREAM -  There was a woman standing with her hands out in a T shape - simulating the shape of a tree.  There was a young man standing in front of her, and there was some kind of waves.  It had something to do with my health.

After I woke up, I couldn't figure out what kind of tree she represented.  It finally came to me that it was Tea Tree Oil.

I also heard a voice boom out, "You don't have to worry about anything!"

DREAM 2 -  This dream came while thinking about the woman who was standing like a T tree.

I was at home, sick in bed.  My Mom was in the kitchen doing things, and she had a pair of female twins visiting her.  I was trying to keep busy while laying in bed because they were too busy to pay attention to me. 

I wanted to write something but everything was in the living room and I couldn't get up and go get things either.

Finally,  still laying in bed, I managed to end up with a large black binder clip, a sandwich bag with a pile of nylon stockings in it, and a yellow pen.

I was just mussing around and ended up clipping the bag of nylon stockings to a metal handle on the dresser and I could hear a radio station playing loud enough fro me to hear it.

I got so excited, I had to tell someone about it, so finally when one of the twins came into the room, I told her that when she went back to school, that she should take the binder clip, the bag of nylons, and a box of ball point pens to school with her and challenge them to figure out what you could do with them together.  She didn't have a clue, so I showed her.

I clipped the binder clip to the bag of nylons, and the metal handle on the dresser, and then touched it with the yellow ball point pen, music boomed into the room - it was the music from OUTER LIMITS radio show. 

and I woke up.

somewhere in that bedroom scene - when the girl came into the room, she brought a chocolate lab dog with her, and we had to let it outside into the yard to play because she was in heat and my dog Beau wanted to get with her.  I went outside and somehow sprayed my Mom with water from a hose by accident.


5-27-09 - DREAM -  I was pretending to be a sheepherder of people who were in a forest but there was someone behind me, telling me what to say and do.

NOTE: That makes a lot of sense.


5-28-09 - DREAM -  I was in the post office near my home, and from my thought processes, it seemed to be in Milwaukee on 16th and Clark Sts. where the little corner store used to be.

The postmistress was sitting on the floor cross-legged and another girl and I were sitting in the same position on the floor about 3 feet away from her, in a type of triangle position.

The floor was carpeted in a mauve carpet - I can't say exactly what the pattern was, but it might have been a soft fleur de lis.

The post mistress had already sorted the mail out into many piles of types of mail - there was no furniture in the room.  I was observing what kinds of mail the piles were in because I didn't yet know which piles were mine. 

The postmistress was handing the mail to the other girl and then it would be my turn. There was no one else there. There was conversation going on between the postmistress and the other girl but the girl couldn't understand all of what was being said, and neither could I.  I could only understand part of the conversation.

The postmistress said to the other girl, "It's past midnight now and that means that I no longer live in the town of _______  (I couldn't understand the name of the town).  I also didn't know if her family was moving while she was at work, or the name of the town changed at midnight. 

She then sorted out  a pile of magazines and handed them to the girl who accepted them, and then she started gathering a pile of envelopes together that were basically all the same size but of different colors.  She made a comment to the girl, something like, "Do you want all these bills?"  There was quite a stack of them.

The other girl didn't understand what she said or what she meant - so maybe she wasn't really listening, but I didn't quite understand all the words either.

finally the girl said, "I don't always like getting them, but sometimes its interesting."

The postmistress handed all those envelopes to the girl, and the girl got up and left.

Meanwhile I was looking at what was left on the floor in the other stacks, and I was thinking that if all that mail was mine, especially all the boxes of plants I could see there, which looked like it was probably small trees each packed in its own box, and other boxes that might have been other plants and books, plus there was a mess pile of magazines and catalogs, and a messy pile of envelopes of various sizes - since I was the only other person there - the likelihood was they were all mine -  that I would have to use a grocery cart to get my mail home since I had to walk about 1/2 a block to get there.

When the other girl got up and took her mail, I started to get up off the floor also since I was feeling stiff and my left leg was falling asleep, but I couldn't get up enough strength to get up without putting my hands on the floor to push myself up, it took me a couple of moments to get my balance and push myself to a standing position, but I finally managed to do so without needing to hold onto something for leverage.  There was nothing in the room to hold onto except the walls and I would have had to crawl quite a distance to do that, but I somehow managed to stand up.

I woke up before the postmistress could tell me which piles of mail were mine.

NOTE: This related to the triple goddess page, and verse 11:11 of revelations:


5-29-09 - NAP DREAM - I was working in an accounting office in a large building.  Near my desk was the window with a counter with a fast-food type kitchen behind it.  The people working there seemed really happy.

A woman came to desk wanting to file the pink copies of some files I had, and I realized that they were the accounting copies and I needed those separate from the other paperwork, so I grabbed them back from her and put them back on my desk.

I left my desk to go look for something and went through a doorway I thought went to a stairwell, but it went into a long hallway and I eventually found myself in a laundry room.  That room had an exit door, so I opened it as it was an emergency exit, and peered outside to see where I was.  Outside the door, was a narrow passageway with light coming from the outside, and I could see that the building on the outside was made of dark red brick.  I decided not to go out that door because I wouldn't be able to get back inside again because it was locked from the outside entrance.  So I didn't find out what street I was on.

I went back to my office and when I got to my desk, I noticed that there was some water puddles near my desk, and I couldn't figure out how it got there, until I looked at the whole floor and noticed that the entire floor had been mopped and scrubbed while I was gone.

At that point, Joe walked past me and I woke up, so I don't know where I really was. 


5-30-09 - DREAM -  I was looking at a calendar on a computer screen - set up in 12 long strips - probably one strip per month.  On this calendar - on each strip was a list of chores that needed to be done by someone.  I somehow knew that this list was set up by a man named Steve.  I finally decided to work on the list that was longest  - it was almost in the center of the calendar - probably the month of June.

See the calendar above on 5-23-09.

Stephen or Steven (pronounced /ˈstiːvən/) is an English masculine first name, derived from the Greek name Στέφανος (Stephanos) meaning "crown, garland", in turn from the Greek word στέφανος (wreath, crown, honour, reward). The use of the noun was first recorded in Homer's Iliad. The name is significant to Christians: according to the Book of Acts in the New Testament, Saint Stephen was a deacon who was stoned to death and is regarded as the first Christian martyr. It was popularized in England by the Normans. The name has many variants, which include Stephan, Stevan, Stefan, and Stevon.

Steve is the common short form and various diminutives such as Stevie are also used. Many family names are derived from Stephen: the most common are Stephens/Stevens and Stephenson/Stevenson (others include Stephen, Stephan, Stefan, Stevin, and Stever).

The female version of the name is Stephanie.


5-30-09 -= NAP DREAM - woke up at 1:07 p.m.

I had to go to the bathroom, so I went upstairs in my father's house, and when I went into the bathroom, all the plumbing fixtures had been removed, so I went into his private bathroom which was right next to it.  The water was running full force in both the sink and the toilet, like the mechanism that controlled the water was stuck open, so I pushed on the lever and that unstuck the water, and it shut off.  I looked out the window and saw the group of people barbecuing at an outdoor fair. 

I heard someone say, "There are the Iranian!"  They didn't look like any Iranians I ever saw.  They looked more like a Polish or German block party, and those were always fun to go to..

I and my husband decided to go  to the outdoor fair.  There was no gate, but one still paid $10 to enter the fair to a buxom woman (who looked like Teri H who used to run the Conscious Development group I belonged to.  I went towards her to pay my entrance fee where she was standing next to a large tree with a large wooden table next to it.  There were other people standing around the table .doing something but I don't know what. 

As I walked towards her, she said to me, "I'm feeling quite overwhelmed!"

Knowing how that feels, I asked her if she wanted me to take her place so she could take a break, and she answered, "No!  Go to the plant stand and buy yourself a plant, but me some of those "peace" plants they have for me."

I said, "Okay!" and headed down the walkway that was paved, but narrow. 

Before we could really get into the fair itself, there was a group of people playing a game.  I didn't know how many people they had exactly - maybe 20 of varying ages, including children.  The would hold hands in a ring and dance around the circle, singing some song I didn't recognize, all the while blocking the whole walkway.  There was a building and an iron railing on one side, and another row of white buildings on the other side. 

The key to getting past them was to say some secret password, which I didn't know.  I was willing to say, "Excuse me!" perhaps, but I didn't know the secret password.  Evidently my husband did, and he said something to them, and the leader of the circle said, "OK, break!" to everyone, and they parted like the red sea, and my husband went on down the path. 

I was a little behind him, so by the time I got there, they had formed their circle again.  Since I didn't know the password, I didn't know what to say, but I noticed that some of the children didn't go all the way to the iron railing next to the building, so I stood on that side, until the children were far enough away from the iron railing, and I just walked next to them.  I was still on the walkway, but on the far left.

I woke up as I passed the circle of people.


5-30-09- NAP DREAM - I was living on 16th St. in my parent's home, and I evidently hadn't picked up my mail from my mailbox for quite some time, and it was full when the mail postlady came by.  The mailbox was one of those neighborhood mailboxes made of silver on a post with many people's boxes in the same silver box.  Inside the house I had many packages that came by mail that I hadn't looked at yet either.

So, when the postlady yelled up at the house, "When are you going to picked up your mail? " and I was standing right there, I had to run down there and get everything she had for me.

I attempted to go out the front window onto a porch and then down four stairs, but there was a brown and white dog with long leathery floppy ears in my way, and he was always right in the spot where I wanted to step forward on the stairs, so I couldn't go down that way, so I went back into the house, and through the parlor and out the regular door and on down the steps to the mailbox - which was now in a long apartment hallway like they normally are in big buildings.

The same brown and white dog with the long floppy ears was in the hallway too, rather dancing around in front of me all the way to the mailbox. 

The postlady handed me all my mail, and I turned to leave, and she said, "What about number 11 and 16?"

Each time she had delivered something to me while I was gone, she had left me a numbered note, and on 11 and 16 she had written questions.  I don't remember what 11 was, but she re-asked the question on #16 - she said, "What's the estimate?" -  Someone had asked for an estimate that a piece of jewelry would cost in some kind of jewelry scam across town, and I was supposed to be the expert in this case.  I must have looked quizzical, because the postlady said, "How about $100?"

I said, "Yes!  Go with that.  $100 could be charge for most any piece of jewelry whether that is its real value or not, and if you are going to insure something, the least amount is always $100.

While we were talking, we could hear a police radio playing somewhere nearby and they were looking for two people in a car selling jewelry - so that was probably the jewelry scam going on.... maybe they got a price someone was willing to pay and then they'd get a piece of jewelry to match the price somewhere - stolen or cheap purchased and resold to someone.

So, the postlady was satisfied with the answer, and I headed back up the hallway with the dancing brown and white dog with the long floppy ears in front of me all the way back to my front door.

and woke up


5-31-09 -  I was working in a large office building, and one of the women I worked with was named Betty.  She was a short white-haired woman and very nice, but she kept saying she had a problem.  Her problem was that she had to pick up her son from school every day, and she worried that she would lose her car keys.  She was so worried about this, she started to cry.

She ran from the room, and called her name to give her a suggestion, but she didn't hear me though I called her name louder and louder as she walked down the hall.

A few minutes later, she came back with the white-haired minister who worked at the end of the hall.  They stood in front of my desk, and the minister held her in her arms while she cried. 

I went up to them and put my arms around both of them, and said to the minister, "I'm so glad you came, Betty has been so distressed.  I was going to suggest that Betty give a copy of her car door key to someone she trusts so she won't ever lock herself out of her car.

As soon as I said the word 'trust', I knew that was her problem.  Betty didn't trust anyone.


5-31-09 - DREAM  (Before falling asleep, I could hear that base-beat of music in the distance in my left ear.  It was very annoying because I was trying to fall asleep and the noise of the base-beat was preventing that from happening)

In the dream I was in my house, and across the street, the man who lived there was having a big party in his garage, with a lot of people and playing music really loudly, and all we could hear at our house was the base-beat of the music and it was very annoying.  It was almost midnight, and I hoped he would stop soon. One of the party-goers was actually parked in our driveway behind our car, so we couldn't get out of our own driveway.

My brother Marty was staying overnight at our house, and he lay in the bed between me and my husband.  I couldn't fall asleep because of the base-beat of the music that just wouldn't stop.

At some point, an Indian woman came to the house, and she put up a cot next to the bed on the left, and as soon as she did, the man from across the street, ended his party and came over to visit us to apologize to us.  He ended up spending the night with us too, on a cot he put up on the right side of the bed, so finally we all got some sleep, the Indian woman, me, my brother Marty, my husband, and the man from across the street - all in the same bedroom.