10-2-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge place which was mostly office, but seemed to have living quarters also. I had the beginning of this dream twice. The first time the dream started, we were woken up by the telephone ringing in the middle of the night. When we went back to sleep the dream started again.

I was working on computer pages which listed every possible activity which were put into categories. These were all ET related.

In the second part of the dream, I walked away from the computer to take care of other office duties.  Two salesmen came in and couldn't remember their home office phone number. They both had huge red, white, and blue folders with the word ACTION on the top. I also had one just like theirs except it was smaller. Mine also said ACTION on the top and it contained all the information I needed about the two salesmen and their company including their phone number if I needed to call them.

After work,  I went into another room which seemed to be for leisure activities. One man came in, wearing only skimpy, seeming old dirty jockey shorts. They were kind of greyish looking. I was constantly trying to avoid looking at him. He had a skinny upper body, but huge muscled upper thighs that were extremely hairy.  (An internet search of 'satyr' provided a similar picture)  He seemed attracted to me and kept trying to get my attention and when he sat on his bed across the aisle from me, he had two beautiful spiral coils like a slinky but about a foot across. He spun both of those coils very fast and the coils extended and moved across the room towards me and got so close to me I finally screamed in fear, then when he retracted the coils, I laughed nervously like I was just kidding.

The man I was with seemed like my son Tom but I'm not sure, he was wearing only underwear also and his T shirt was only a series of narrow straps about an inch across. I asked him about it, but it was normal to him.




I was working in a giant machine shop. It was old-fashioned, like in the 1940's. It felt like a depressing place, as if it was all mundane work and no fun.

As I walked by a lathe in a big room full of machines and men, I realized that the machinist worker was the actor, Humphrey Bogart. I felt like speaking to him, but I didn't and walked on.

Then the scene changed to some time in the future from that point. I was in the same place, and saw an older man with a hat approaching with his wife. It was Humphrey...but he was older, perhaps 65 to 75 years old. He had looked to be about 45 the first time. He was well-dressed. I think he had his overcoat on. Apparently he had retired and had come back for a visit.

I walked up to him and greeted him. I started to explain why I had not spoken to him before, how I wanted to tell him how much I enjoyed and appreciated the movies he had been in.

He acknowledged me and I believe we shook hands. But I could see he was impatient to get on with his visit, so I cut my greeting short.

10-3-98 - DREAM - I was at a computer, scrolling down a web page or listing of places where ETs had been and abducted people. I had already seen hundreds of them and was still in the letter "A". I got to Arizona and didn't want to go to the letter "B". The list was VERY long.

I got up from the computer and started walking down a hallway. I was at A-C going north along the hallway. I got down a couple of departments and came to a huge candy display. This was leftover from a Christmas celebration and Christmas was over. I didn't know these people but they offered some candy to me. I picked out 4 pieces that were frosted in white with multicolored sprinkles on it. I told them that it would make 4 meals for me.

I got just past that display and I could hear one of my old bosses coming down the hall behind me. I didn't want to be anywhere near him in the obvious drunken condition he was in so hurried along the hallway as quickly as I could, keeping out of his sight as the hallway jogged over 4 or 5 feet every 100 feet or so for just that purpose. I had to keep going as his voice was loud and he was so drunk.

I got as far north as I could in the building and took the elevator down to the 1st floor and went outside. My boss would have to come that way too, so I couldn't stop. I went south just a few feet on the street and found another entrance back into the building. I went into the entrance. The building looked different from the other entrance and was paneled in dark brown wood.

Because it didn't look familiar, I asked the 1st man I met, "Am I in the right place?" He assured me I was, but as I walked along the hall towards the south, I knew this was not where I should be nor where I wanted to be. It was like I had descended into hell. All the activity in this hallway was sexually oriented in the most gross way. (I decided not to go into detail here)

10-4-98 - DREAM -  I was working in a big office building. (All the people in the dream, I actually worked with in the same capacity)  I was the secretary to the President. I went down to the copy room with another secretary and N.D. He had a huge project and he wanted to copy all the material. The other girl took the copy key and put it into the machine and got it started.Then N.D. tried to keep the copy key and wanted to keep it over night. It was in a small brown paper bag. I struggled with him over the bag and the copy key and managed to wrench it out of his hands and took off with it and ran back up to where the offices were.

I planned to tell the supervisor that N.D. had tried to stead the copy key but when I went into the bosses office, (his name was Paul) I hemmed and hawed a little and then accused N.D. of being drunk and trying to steal something. When Paul asked me what N.D. had stolen, I said weakly, "I don't remember". Then while I stood there I noticed a magazine with a list of women's names and one in particular had red marks around it who lived near N.D. so I picked up the magazine and accused N.D. of murdering her.  NOTE: In another dream with my mother later in this month, our supervisor was also named Paul.

I felt so guilty for accusing N.D. of murder instead of trying to keep the copy key overnight, but I let the accusation stand and went back to my office.

N.D. was sitting in a side chair next to the desk in front of mine (probably the other girls I had been with). I asked him timidly, "Are you waiting to see me?"  He said, "No!" He was waiting to see the President whose office was dark.  The President's office was right behind mine through another door.

I felt so guilty I couldn't sit there and face N.D., so I went to the cafeteria where there was a lot of cleanup work to do. The meal was long over and there were dirty dishes in the sink and trash all over the floor. There was another woman there who was working on it. I pitched in to help her. She commented that the wash had to get done. I said, "It has to be done before we go home tonight and I won't leave until it's finished."

NOTE: I felt that this dream had to do with Kenneth Starr who was providing all the copies of the investigation.  I accused N.D. of murder of the woman in the magazine, and the President's office was dark.  (This could either mean that the office of the President was darkened, OR, that the President was no longer there)

10-4-98 - DREAM - I was living in a house that had very little furniture in it. I had a little fish bowl and went to clean it and put in a small fish net and accidentally killed a black fish that was long and skinny.  It was smashed into pieces. I felt so guilty and broke it up into several more pieces knowing the other fish would eat it for food. Finally, after a big fish on the bottom (a shark?) with a huge wide mouth at most of it, all I could see still floating in the water was the black fishes' shining eyeballs. I felt terrible and almost felt that I should be punished for killing this fish, but other people starting coming into the house and bringing furniture and lumber. I couldn't figure out what was going on. This was the opposite reaction that I had expected.

I heard a big truck coming down the street and looked out into the driveway. My grey car was in the way and the truck needed to get into the driveway. Before I could get outside, the truck just pulled in anyway, filling my car up with something that looked like wood slats rolled up into a bundle like snowfence.

I went back to the livingroom and all kinds of people were there.They had more or less taken over what was happening. One little boy asked me, "Are you into future generations?" I said, "Yes!"  He said, "I'm not!"  I said, "What are you into?"  He said, "Hurricanes!"  I said, "Ah yes! The winds of change!"

I went over to where the bedroom was, I was trying to figure out what to do with the beautiful bedroom set that was being brought in. My son Tom was there. I asked him what was going on. Even outside I could see activity.Someone had put up a new storage shed and the men out there were preparing to add onto the house to accommodate all the furniture.

Tom said, "I made a big gamble and won. I went to this guy's house and shot dice with him and when I won, the guy said, "Take it all. Get it all out of here." Tom imitated the guy's voice it was booming and unbelievably low pitched.  Tom continued talking in his normal voice. "So I needed a place to put it and you are getting it.  All of it!"

10-5-98 - DREAM - The scene started on 16th St. and changed mid-dream to like Jackson St. apartments but the building was not like reality.

On 16th St. I needed to go up to Center St. and get my mail at a post office box on the street. To do that, I had to take a computer gadget with me that was quite large like the UPS guys use where they punch in some number and a lazer beam scans the item's numbers sticker before they deliver it.

I had just gone outside and the regular mailman arrived with regular mail, so I took that mail and went back into the house with it, then started out again up the street.

I was about half way up the block when  friend of mine was coming towards me going in the other direction. (I'm calling her Alyse/Donna but I know it is something else I can't remember. After the dream was over I recalled that this is the same woman who jumped off the 3rd floor balcony in real life at my Jackson St. apartment building to commit suicide and I had held her hand while we waited for the ambulance. She had broken both ankles and both arms in the fall, but was otherwise uninjured. While she was in the hospital from her injuries and getting her mind back to thinking more clearly, we had moved her stuff to a first floor apartment so she couldn't do such a thing again.)

She was walking along quite fast and she tripped and fell. She didn't cry out at all, but it was obvious she broke her leg. She got back up and tried to walk but it was too painful. I examined her leg closely. Her right leg was bent sideways at an odd angle right above the ankle. It was turning blue at one point and was already swollen. We were too far from her apartment to walk her all the way there, and I didn't want to leave her laying on the lawn either. So, I helped her to her feet and she hobbled back to my building and we stopped in a tiny room at the back of my apartment building. (We were now on Jackson St.)

There was tiny cubicle of a room. She sat on the floor and I planned to go get a rolling chair from my apartment and bring it back, roll her to where my car was parked, stash the chair in the trunk of my car, drive her around the block to her apartment, and roll her back upstairs on the rolling chair so she could decide if she wanted to call the ambulance or not.

It was getting chilly outside, so we traded her pink bathrobe for a white blanket that was there. I covered her with the white blanket and I put on her pink bathrobe. She curled up in a corner and I told her not to worry, I would come back for her.

That was easier said than done.  When I got to my building's front door, it had changed. When I opened the front door, there were a series of 5 brown screen doors inside that slid sideways. Another woman had to show me how they worked. Inside the lobby, it was very dark until my eyes got used to the light. Inside the carpet was green with a colorful pattern on it. (like a Persian carpet) While I waited for the elevator, an older tenant came tumbling along the hallway, actually doing tumbling rolls and lips and ended up doing a backflip off of a bench and landed on his feet right next to me. He planted a kiss on my lips and from the look in his eyes, I knew he'd behave himself because he looked like he adored me. He had a reddish personage, reddish skin, ruddy skin. I can't remember what color clothes he wore, but I'd describe him as 'puckish' like a jester.

On the way to my apartment upstairs after I got off the elevator, I met numerous people with needs. Three old ladies came looking for along fluorescent light tubes. They said it was quite dim where they were.  I sent them to the maintenance room across the hall that was divided into three sections.  I directed them to the correct section which was brightly lit, whereupon they were prevented from entering by Jim, my assistant (he was from my New Berlin complex, not Jackson St.) Two other ladies came along who had just moved in and I asked them which apartments they had moved into so I could mark them off on my sheet. I went into my apartment to get the rolling chair and when I did, I got a vision of my friends vital signs like the ambulance had already arrived and as the vital signs came up on the screen, her ankles were called Mars Mars!

10-6-98 - DREAM - I had 8 separate dreams. Each one was short and seemingly on the computer.The first 7 each was about a separate aspect of a person. The 8th part was the instructions that put the 7 parts together and the spacing between the words described  the sacred geometry of how the 7 parts were put together.

When I woke up, I was disappointed that I couldn't remember the parts, only the concept that I had read in the book of Revelations about the 8th belonging to the 7th.

NOTE:  Revelations 7: And the angel said to me, "Wherefore dost thou wonder? I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carries her which has the seven heads and the ten horns. 8: The beast that thou sawest was, and is not, and is about to come up from the abyss, and will go to destruction. And the inhabitants of the earth - whose names have not been written in the book of life from the foundation of the world - will wonder when they see the beast which was, and is not. 9: And here is the meaning for him who has wisdom The seven heads are seven mountains upon which the woman sits; and they are seven kings; 10: five of them have fallen, one is, and the other has not yet come; and when he comes, he must remain a short time.11: and the beast that was, and is not, is moreover himself eighth, and is of the seven, and is on his way to destruction.

In a writing by Joe Mason, he states: I had a very long dream-coincidence experience with the "11:11" concept. Some of it is quite incredible:

Unlike Solara, in my case it is about Revelation 11:11, where the two olive trees/lampstands/prophets stand up after 3 and 1/2 days of being dead, and a great fear falls on those who see them. It is the mid-point of the seven chakras, and means that humanity will make a leap to the Heart chakra, en mass. In the Egyptian depictions, it is the swallower beast's snout cutting across the pole that supports the balance beam, positioned between the 3rd and 4th nodules of the seven, as is the top of the judgment seat, where Thoth is sitting in the form of a baboon. The swallower is the beast that goes to perdition in Rev. 17:11. It means that karma will end, or be negated in the new cycle, when everyone has reached the Heart chakra level.

The Navaho sand painting called, "The Pollen Path," also is thought to be related. It has a rectangular enclosure with a cornstalk within it. There are seven markers from root to blossom. Footprints show the path along the cornstalk. A bolt of lightning from above strikes at that point, (i.e. the heart chakra level) and a pair of twins descend. (see Joseph Campbell's book).

The Hopi creation myth depicts three chambers underground, where animals develop into humans, and progress upward, with the help of Spider Grandmother. Then, she comes again, this time assisted by birds. (the descent of the Deity into the field of time, according to Campbell. And feathers represented Truth to the Egyptians). Seven humans are shown ascending to the surface and sunlight. The entire shape is like a plant, with the leaves at the surface.

Continuing with the dream:

I fell asleep again and had a dream in which I was in the backyard of my 16th St. house and the snow had fallen during the night and was about a foot deep and was heavy and wet. I knew there was a path under the snow and there was a person behind me on the right who needed to walk on that path. So, I got a shovel and began shoveling the snow on the path. The first few shovelfuls were so heavy, but then I discovered something that put a big smile on my face.Each shovelful became lighter and easier because the snow was melting ahead of me, and the green grass began to show and the sidewalk path became dry and walking on it became easy.

I immediately went into another dream which I knew was a repeat of the first dream and I new that the details of the dream itself weren't important but that each detail described an activity of a human being.

It began where I was standing in front of a bank of 4 elevator doors that were dark green. I was trying to decide which elevator to use; the 2nd or the 4th. They went different speeds, the 4th being faster than the 2nd. However, the 1st elevator came down and it was full of engineers. Noe of them where to go, but their supervisor said, "Don't worry, Dolores will tell you where to go.We immediately got on the 2nd elevator and went upstairs to a large office area. In this area, all the aspects of a person's life were planned out. All the purchase orders and blueprints were brought for the plan of what your life was going to be like. I began to run the blueprints through a desk-like machine. when they came out, they were relief maps of where the person was going to live. These maps were of the United States and each succeeding map was larger but of a smaller area of a mountainous part of the country. They were dark brown and mountainous.

The other activities going on, I was instructed to give four odd objects to a woman who would have to use her imagination and tell everyone else what the options were for the possible use of each item. Another woman was given a typing project to do. She was ready to do it, but she remarked that since their project was known well in advance, she could have been given the project much earlier and not waited until the last second, that the timing of the activity could have been planned and regulated to make it easier for her to accomplish her activity.

Then I went around a corner and there was an ocean there and a girl was sitting in the water. Her blueprint was floating on the water next to her. I moved the blueprint aside. The beautiful water was pristine and clear but on the bottom of the ocean, on the sand were two worms. One was a simple worm which could crawl over to her and bit her if she wasn't looking. The other one was coiled like a snake and had it's head up in the air looking around to see where he could cause a person to lose track of what they were doing.

I went over into the food cafeteria-like area. The boss showed me the refrigerator which was not only full of food, but had secret panels with controls behind them for various aspects of the whole operation. Each panel could be opened and adjustments made if you only knew where they were and what they were for. It was left up to me to find those control panels and make those adjustments for the others.

10-6-98 - VISION - A large chubby boy sat as a big desk. He was given a large chunk of yellow play doh. He sat there and said, "What am I supposed to do with this skunk?"

10-6-98 - VISION - I was sitting at a desk and a man like a doctor or engineer came along to look at my own blueprint. He said, "You've got a lot of work to do." I said, "I don't mind doing work, as long as it's positive."

10-6-98 - VISION - I saw 4 crystal glasses. They were laid out in a Y shape. I put a moonstone or opal into the empty glass on the right with a teaspoon.  The bottom most glass was full of dark stuff.

10-6-98 - VISION - A woman from the left came to bring me something that looked like it would be a dark problem, but she became smaller and smaller and crawled under a blue colored cloth full of flowers on the right.

10-7-98 - NOTE: I watched a TV show right before bedtime called "Power of Belief" by John Stossl. I was so upset by its negative coverage, I redreamed the same show 3 times during the night except my dream was all text. I was VERY upset by John Stossl's portrayal of the negative side of belief. He stressed fraud channelers, fraud healing, the comparison of hands-on healing with Voo Doo, suits against alternative healers who promised cancer cures with the use of coffee enemas, a young 9 year old girl who demonstrated in a science fair that people cannot feel other people's physical energy of their hands, an astrologer who was very popular on the Internet who giggled through the interview and looked stupid and who admitted that astrology was too general, and then he took the 22 page chart of a mass murderer and gave the same chart to a whole class full of people and told them it was theirs. They didn't know they were getting fake charts and they were thrilled to read and see what they were alike and all admitted it was a lot like them.

10-7-98 - VISION - A web page - 'BEST SECRETS IN AMERICA'.  It was dark blue background with red and white print.

10-7-98 - DREAM - I was taking someone home. I was driving a small, open vehicle, not a motorcycle but something like it. The man jumped off before I even went a couple blocks. I think it was J. L. (Too bad for him.)

10-7-98 - DREAM - I had a new job as an apartment manager. It seemed like Milwaukee, but seemed that all the customers were men who had just left their marriages. Some had young children, some didn't. I told one man who said he wanted to get a kitten for his young daughter that he should just go ahead and help himself to one of mine because I had several. He wanted to pay, but I assured him it was fine to take it for free.

Another man came in needing an apartment and rental furniture. I had a rental TV set in my apartment - a 56" inches. It was immense. I started describing to him the various furniture packages that was available. He said, "Who ARE you?"

I told him I was the building manager and described the various buildings I've managed in the past, how big they were, etc. He was amazed.

He told me not to manage an old age home where people only left when they died. He named some people who used to be neighbors of mine from 16th St. It was sad to be reminded that they were all gone now.

10-8-98 - DREAM - It started off with a web page of verses of poetry, 4 short lines in each stanza. I can't remember what it said, only the concept was important.

The scene changed to live people. I was in a place where people were standing in short lines. They were all waiting for something. I wasn't sure if they were standing in line waiting for a bus or to get food. I walked around trying to figure it out. Everyone was standing by a stone wall about 3 feet high. All the lines were relatively short, but every corner I went around was more people standing in line. I saw my mother standing in 2 different lines. I tried to catch her eye and wave across the aisle but she made a comment to the woman next to her and went to a different line around a corner.

Then I went to two different places. I went outside and met the mailman. Here I was in deep snow which was soft under my feet. It felt neither wet nor cold and I made note of that. I was going to walk around the block, then changed my mind, backtracked and went back to where I had come from?  There, along a rock wall was a small flower garden I hadn't noticed before. Some yellow mums, a couple little animals, a couple little natural bugs and a snake-like lizard in yellow, red and green. I saw several of those.

I started to wake up and as I did, I was rising up into the air so I could see the entire scene folding and expanding beneath me.

I had been standing in a huge garden. Beneath me were islands of green, surrounded by walls of stone with people standing along them admiring the gardens of yellow mum flowers. The higher I went, the farther the garden expanded. All I could see below me from horizon to horizon was massive yellow gardens of yellow on green.

Then the scene switched to stanzas of poetry again, 4 lines in each stanza. I recognized one word in each stanza - 'MORSE.'

10-9-98 - DREAM - This was another inside is outside scene where my kitchen was also outside with no outside walls, just interior ones which divided the rooms. None of this makes any sense logically, I just have to accept what fact.

The house had been built in such a way that didn't leave room for certain factoids to fit into it. I was in the kitchen sitting on the floor and a huge boat parked next to me. It seemed like I was then sitting on a pier jutting out into water I couldn't see. Then, an even larger boat parked on the other side of that boat with barely enough room to park so I had to shift over. It didn't hut, but it was uncomfortable to have a large boat pushing against me. I was feeling some anxiety that these huge boats would squash me against an inner wall of my kitchen. That was bad enough, but then a huge semi-truck came around the corner and didn't have enough room to drive down the street without shifting the boats, and then the boats again had to shift against me when already there wasn't any room for me in my own kitchen. The semi-truck pushed against the boats and the boats pushed against me until I finally had to stand up and give them all the room they needed to park.

When I stood up, another woman came who was in charge of the original design of the house and started hollering and admitting that the walls had been built too far over, not leaving room for the boats and the truck.

We looked up at the ceiling of the livingroom which was over the roadway and saw 3 light fixtures on the ceiling that reminded me more of UFOS than light fixtures. A triple set of lights set in a triangle, were made of 3 separate balls of light set in a triangle as well within each.

At that point I was seeing a computer screen with the addresses of UFOS and where they were located and the whole thing was supposed to be explaining to me that I needed to convert my understanding and acceptance of an inside/outside possibility the same as I would the possibility and logic of space/time.

10-9-98 - DREAM - I don't know how this dream started nor where I was, but I was talking to a man in a long whitish trench coat and same color hat. I was thinking it might be Sean David Morton, but I never saw a picture of the man so I don't know for sure.

I was at some kind of a party then and there was a computer outside which was controlled with buttons for up and down scrolling on the sides with pressure and the gimmick was that one could control the scrolling by aiming a water hose at it and shooting water at it. I was anxious to do this because I wanted to see if it was possible. I had a green hose with a gun-type nozzle on it and managed to scroll to "A" words on the right side UP and then down to "California" on the left side DOWN.

Some young skinny teen-age boys arrived and didn't believe this was possible and began messing with it and putting a camera on a tripod in my way so I couldn't aim straight at it. I was trying to read an e-mail from EXHIPPIE2 which was important and they got in the way.

I got a phone call then from D.R. then and we were chatting animatedly, his loud voice in my ear and I didn't stop to realize that his mother must have gone to visit him and brought him right home. He had to go do something then for her and had to go and asked me to call him back. I said I would but I had to go do something first.

I then jumped into my car (which I didn't see) and drove to my mother-in-law's house (deceased) She was there with her daughter and I was telling her this same story up to the end of the phone call. I told her that I was so excited when I hung up the phone that I was actually shaking.

10-10-98 - DREAM - I was working on an e-mail, putting together several pages that Joe had sent me earlier in the year. There were 3 sections. I was able to easily copy and past using my mind, then use ' as...' the same way. I saved the file as 'JOENICENICE'. The page included ET symbols one of which mean 'danger' . It kind of looks like a fist upheld with one cautionary finger sticking up .

10-10-98 - DREAM - Joe and I went back to Milwaukee.  I got both of my old jobs back. Toms' phone number was 321-2174. Ralph made a big deal of my coming back, and asked me if I would do something extra for him.I said, "Sure!" He said he needed to get Margaret some assistance and asked if I could open the mail for him. He said he kept it in a safe in the closet in our apartment. He went to the closet and got out a large sized briefcase and put it on top of the dresser.

We were living in the same apartment with 3 other young women. They had job elsewhere.

Ralph showed up on a saturday and I was making a list of things I would normally do on a Saturday like inspect various apartments. One was numbered 5B.

10-10-98 - DREAM?  I was seemingly in Milwaukee at A-C. I was in the main lobby. There was a man there whom I knew well. He had had a very horrible time as a P.O.W. in Vietnam.  He had committed atrocities at war as well a having them done unto him. He wanted to go upstairs and couldn't find the way. I told him I would help him and walked him over to the elevator. The 1st elevator door opened and the man got on. There was obviously something wrong with this elevator. It was made like a wooden box and the floor was about a foot down in the hole. He looked rather panicky so I agreed to go with him and two other men dressed like him in army fatigues said they would ride along.

I no sooner got on the elevator then the P.O.W. man got off the elevator, the door slammed shut and I and the two men began to I felt rather worried because it wasn't normal. The elevator opened and I got off the elevator. There was a lot of jostling of people at the elevator what with people trying to get on the elevator while I was getting off. I lost rack of the other two men because there were so many people walking around. At first I thought it was an office hallway, but there were too many people for that and I looked around more and discovered I was at J.C. Penney store in a mall many miles away from A-C where I was when I went up the elevator.

I saw I was barefoot and wearing a simple coat. I searched my pockets and found no coins to make a phone call for help and I saw there was snow outside and I couldn't very well walk back. I didn't want to walk barefoot in the heavily trafficked area so I searched for a read door and found one which came out into a quiet neighborhood. I stepped outside into the snow which felt crunchy under my feet but not too uncomfortably cold, but as I walked down the stairs I saw lichens (a plant) sticking up through the snow on the sidewalk and they too were crunchy under my feet.

I didn't know which way to go, but I saw a bus going by going downhill and I determined by the lay of the land which direction I had to walk to go home.

I trudged along in the snow with my bare feet and saw a field with three reindeer in it.The reindeer started coming towards me and I got real nervous. As the largest reindeer came near he began to speak to me. He said, "Do not be afraid. Get on my back and I will take you to where you need to go."

The reindeer was very tall. I had never ridden a horse and I had no idea how to get on this back. He said, "Let me help you."  He got down on this haunches and said, "Just lay across my back and I will take care of the rest."  So, I lay across his back and held onto his fur as he stood up again and I found myself actually sitting astride the reindeer, however I lay low over his neck hanging on for dear life. I said, "Thank you, thank you, thank you", almost in tears.

He walked a few blocks and stopped in front of a small apartment building. He got down on his haunches again and said, "Go to apartment number 21. They are going to be needed a new manager here."  I hesitantly said, "But I already have a job back there somewhere."  The reindeer said,"That was about to end anyway."

A woman came out of the building then. She was the current manager who was going to be leaving. She saw me standing there with the reindeer and I felt obligated to tell her what was going on. I said, "Hello!" I'd like you to meet my.........friend!"  And as I said the word 'friend' the reindeer was quickly changing into a big red dog, not a reindeer. I stood there petting the dog's head and I could see the dog was making friends with another person standing by and would be helping him next.

The woman took me into her apartment then and I saw how she lived and some of the other people in the building.  She said, "Come with me," and we went across the street to a restaurant she owned where she was going to be working next.She brought me a plate of food, most of which I didn't recognize as earthly food. There was a lot of tiny children's clothing on the plate which I pushed aside. The little bit of food I tasted had no flavor and the texture was like chewing on cotton. Needless to say, I ate very little.

There was a man sitting at the counter whom she had fed before me and when we went back across the street he went with us. He sat on the floor playing with some children. The woman told me, "He's a very religious man and his wife has left him."  I didn't think too much about that, but noticed a computer game there. It was rather like a puzzle and you used the mouse to move a piece of puzzle and you used the mouse to move a piece to the proper place. I began to move the piece with the mouse. The piece looked rather like a pitchpipe, a straight one with seven notes on it. As I moved it downward, a picture was coming into focus and as it did, it became larger and larger and more and more complex. I wasn't sure what it was at first, but as I watched it, it looked more and more like a battle ship...a large battle ship and the pitch pipe with the seven notes seemed to fit where the guns of the battle ship were sticking out. I moved the piece to the proper place and then walked away.

I went to the bed and crawled into the bed and curled up on my side (just like I was at the same time in the real life). I was feeling rather cold now and as I lay huddled in the blankets,...a red haired man (the same color as the dog and the reindeer) walked up behind me. He touched me on the shoulder. I couldn't see his face, but he said, "I want to take care of you."  I stiffened, knowing what that meant ultimately. He said gently, "You will never have to do anything you don't want to do."  As I relaxed, feeling more comfortable, I became conscious and realizing I was in the same position as in the dream, I began to understand the red-haired man, the dog, the reindeer were all aspects of Joe.

10-11-98 - DREAM - It started out on a computer needing to be able to sort people's names out so that one could tell if they were an ET, an abductee, or just a person with no experience. I know how why I needed to know this.

Then I was in a building with quite a few people I knew. I realized I needed to clean it to perfection and while I did that, someone made fun of me for being slow and methodical, as I started on one end and worked my way around the room. I got over to the window and started to take down the curtains to wash them, but not only that, I wanted everyone to be able to see our friend David leap out the 4th floor window as a demonstration. He would be wearing a harness for safety in the demonstration and this was worth seeing him do this.

When I took the yellow flowered curtain down, my friend Michele came over and showed me that there was a dance dress exactly like the curtains and sure enough when I turned the curtain over, there was my old dance dress I had loved so much. So, I threw that in the wash load too.

Someone had been down in the basement and brought up two jars that were broken that had canned tomatoes in them. The jars were cracked and the juice had leaked out but the tomatoes were still in them. the jars were odd shaped more like flower vases.  We were going to have to throw them away.

Someone else brought in some freshly harvested pumpkins with faces on them. She said that people only wanted to accept a certain kind like Valencia or something like that. they were flat on one side and looked like people's heads and were decorated with seed beads or something that made them look like faces. I had a different kind that looked similar but weren't Valencia. I thought those were just as could and you could hardly tell the different.

Another person then showed me that there were empty canning jars and preserving equipment up on top of cabinets by the ceiling. He volunteered to help get them down.

Down in the basement, I found a lot of empty boxes, some were battered and some were good. Michele said she needed to the good ones for moving. (Michele is really moving soon)  so I set those aside for her and the bad ones we thought to throw away. There was nothing in them.

Then we were leaving and in the car there were also things we needed to clean out and throw away. I was in the back seat and a man was driving...a friend but seemed to be on the side of 'evil' in life. He found a double headed axe in the glove compartment and I took it and hid it under the front seat by my feet in the back for protection just in case....

We were about to make a left turn and I had 3 pieces of iron in my hand like a payment to do this. They were odd shaped and felt good to hold them. I saw there was a motorcycle in front of us and one behind us and it seemed that we heeded to throw the iron pieces out the left window like ballast or something in order to make the left turn safely.

10-11-98 - DREAM - I was on a web page describing my ET encounters. A search was then done on my brain to try to prove that it never happened. The test was done several times , then it went back to the web page again.

10-11-98 - DREAM -  I was challenged by a woman using stolen gemstones that MY gemstones were faked. Her gemstone number was like 0.6868686 or 0.6868888. She was not successful.

10-11-98 - DREAM - I was seeing several e-mails on a computer and it seemed it was a series of arguments about various subjects, but I was seeing only the titles of the arguments and not the arguments themselves.Then it got to the bottom and it said, 'STOP MAIL' STOP MAIL'.

I then went outside and the whole air was dark brown. I thought that was really strange so I looked up into the sky and saw a full, complete, total eclipse of the the sun. The sun was very small, so the moon covering it looked even smaller. I could see the golden corona of the sun around the moon which looked like a round dot.

Then suddenly, it looked like the sun exploded and dozens of small 5 pointed golden stars flew out of the sun in every direction.

I said, "Oh my God! The sun is exploding!"  But after the stars flew out of the sun, the sun, still in full eclipse was still there.

I called it to everyone's attention who was nearby and then went back into the building.

My apartment was full of people. Everyone I've known in the last 20 years was there and lots of children I didn't know. Everyone was standing around talking and it had a party atmosphere.

An insurance agent of some kind came in and said he needed to see me. He showed me a sheet of paper with brown writing on it. It was the verbatim arguments of three women of which I was one of them according to him. I saw the names of the other two women and as I recall they were psychic-type women.

According to the insurance guy, I was determined the victor of the argument and as the one who was vindicated, I was being given an award.

He handed me a tall grey metal box that was very thin but wide and I opened it and it was an apartment key box with all the keys hanging on pegs inside. I thanked him and noticed that on the very bottom of this box were two extra keys and padlocks. They were very small less than an inch long. I asked what they were for. He told me they were for the two storage rooms in the basement that the outside contractors used for themselves that no one else had access to. He said that I may as well avail myself of the material there rather than use my own.

I was really pleased with that, so I went downstairs and opened the door. Inside, it was like a grocery store, not that there was a lot of stuff, but what was there was BIG, and on top was the biggest bottles of yellow mustard and red ketchup I've ever seen.

I went back upstairs where the children were getting out of hand. All the kids were in the bedroom on top of the bed and they were trying to do every thing all in the same space. Some were trying to get their homework done, some were trying to build things with legos, some were playing with dolls and some were searching through a big mess of toys trying to decide what to play with.

So, I had to separate the children depending on what task they were doing. The ones who needed to finish their homework were moved out to a white counter in another room, and the other children were moved to different areas depending on what they were doing.

Then I went back to where the older teens and the adults were still chatting and our grandson Ethan came in singing a little song, "Jesus loves me and I let him in."  It had a 3rd line which I can't recall, but I asked him if he would sing it to the whole group. At this point I called him Bill and told the group that Bill wanted to sing for them. I picked Ethan up so he was at their level and everyone gathered around and Ethan sang his little song,"Jesus loves me and I let  him in," plus the 3rd line I can't remember.

The instant he stopped singing, one of the women in the group whom I knew well, began to pass out what looked like menus and I thought it was for a pizza place. Then she sat down in front of the windows. She was blonde with curly, shoulder length hair, wore a peach colored dress and peach colored lipstick to match. As the sun streamed in the window behind her, she literally glowed with a translucent quality, that surprised even me. She began to tell the women that she had set up a shop at a place that looked like HALL on the sheet but she said Pizzaro where they could learn to look like her.

and I woke up.

10-12--98 - DREAM - Most of the night I was looking at my Deepage.htm web page and was told to upgrade it by adding the "theme" dreams at the bottom of the page. Since I was 'lucid' I had the opportunity to think about it in great detail as to the best way to do it so that I can add to it later and what to add to it and what not to add to it. So, I will be doing that today.

10-12-98 - DREAM - I played a dual or triple role in this dream. I not only had two jobs, I had my own business as well.

To begin with, I come to my job and realized I hadn't been there in about a week and was behind with everything. There was things to catch up on, things to sort out, mail to pick up, keep to find, clothes to change and do all this without anyone knowing that I hadn't been there or was behind. So, while I did all the normally mundane things. I had to be furtive in doing everything and pretending like I was in charge of my activities and I pulled it off quite well though there was so much mail, I had to make several trips. In the midst of it, my sister, who is a Jehovah's Witness (they don't celebrate holidays) sent me huge piles of Christmas presents which included two huge boxes of wrapping paper, enough to wrap gifts for not only me and the family, but half a city block of people.

I went to one department where a black woman was working. She told me that I was supposed to show her how to do something but all I was interested in at the time was looking to see what kind of necklaces with gemstones that she had in the jewelry case. I did that and moved on to where I had to change clothes.

I went to my bedroom, which I obviously shared with other women like a dormitory. There was a beautiful slim woman there who told me that while I was gone, one of th other women had organized all my clothes. I was astounded to see that every item of clothing had its own drawer with a label on the outside explaining what it was. At the moment I wanted a pair of size 9 underpants and I was able to go right to the correct drawer and pick out what I wanted.

Finding a place to change clothes was more difficult though because there were men in the bathrooms and they were 'busy' and I couldn't find an empty bathroom to change. At this point I was running around in high heeled shoes and a swirly skirt like a dancer and it felt great to be so agile and I recalled in the dream how beautiful my legs were.

It was during this part of the dream that I had to go past 3 men sitting on stools and I wanted them to admire my breasts which they could hardly miss dong as I had to squeeze past them quite closely where I was. The one I liked the most, I was no more than3 inches from his nose and after I passed him I saw that my blouse was unbuttoned and I had to quickly fasten the 3 bottom buttons before anyone else saw me half clothed.

From there I went to another place to make a delivery and was dismayed to find the place so full of people. I told them that I was hired to pain the apartment. It had high ceilings and large rooms. I could see it had been started and some yellow vinyl walls were being painted over with white. I was able to plan out how to finish the job but couldn't do it while so many people were there.

I was supposed to have a date and the box up on the wall on the upper level like a balcony remained empty and the guy didn't show up, but later, Bob Hope...the comedian...appeared wearing a comic blonde wig half askew and he and I had a comic repartee where I accused him of not showing up for the date and he made wisecracks about me not showing up either. (I realized after I woke up that Bob Hope's wife's name is Dolores and she once was a great singer and still does that on occasion.)  

NOTE:  On Oct. 24, 1998, the National Enquirer reported that a new book out has accused Bob Hope of keeping a mistress until he was 90 (he is now 95) and that his marriage with his wife Dolores was a sham.

When I got all my tasks done, I simply woke up.


I was seeing multiple web screens each one about an apostle of Jesus Christ.

Next I nearly choked to death twice in the physical as I woke up not breathing and gasping for air as two of these web pages were being transferred to another computer. One was titled, 'THOMAS AND PAUL QUIT' and the other one said 'MICHAEL AND PAUL QUIT'.  A third one said, 'LEONARD WINS'.

(Yes! I know these names are unique as Apostles!)

#2 - In another dream my son Thomas had been gone all day and I asked him where he had been...he said, "Nashville, Tennessee!"  I said, "You're done!"  He intimated he had a lover there. As he rode his bicycle out of the driveway, he pointed out that there was a unicycle laying on the road and the chain was off, laying next to it. He said, "Someone is lost!"

#3 - I was in a school classroom where I was the teacher. A woman gave me  an award certificate written in red ink. She said, "You really don't deserve this!"  I said, "I know! The reason I got it was because I was gone 2 days last week. But I really worked hard for it the week before!"

#4 - A professor-type guy came in the room with a huge blue "super-soaker" (water gun) with a golden colored fluid in it.

#5 - A professor-type guy (the same one I think) came into the rom and held out a golden lion figure made of 5 pointed stars. It was in a striding mode rather than a standing mode. It's left foot was forward.


In this dream I was 18 years old. I felt and looked the part of a very successful young woman.

I was in a classroom in a school and we were studying mini-dreams, that is dreams within dreams.

My teacher was a very successful woman in her own right, and mothered me and I felt close to her. She had a close relationship with my Father as well and she was very wise. (My Father represents God)

When we left the classroom, the three of us all walked down the street arm within arm with each other, my Father on my left, and the teacher on the right of me. We all realized that as successful as it seemed I was, that I would have to relive all the childhood events I missed out on in order to be truly successful in life. I felt truly fortunate to have such understanding mentors who loved me enough to allow me to do that.

10-15-98 - DREAM/VISION - I saw a young woman standing in a doorway alone. Her swollen belly was sticking out showing she was 4 to 5 months pregnant. The voice said,"The young Mrs. Kennedy will lose her child."

NOTE: Our daughter-in-law Sabrina lost her child at 4 months pregnant on 10-24-98.

10-15-98 - VISION - I saw a poem and one of the lines which was all I could see clearly was, "In the new Millennium, The Lady Oletha".

10-15-98 - VISION - I saw the date:  Oct. 11 - the word YUGOSLAVIA.  (Since Oct. 11 is already past, it might refer to something that already happened.

10-15-98 - DREAM - I had a small canning jar with a couple small fish in it. I took it upstairs to the bathroom. I intended to just sit the jar in the bathtub, but when I got there, the bathtub was full of water almost to the lip. (The tub was rectangle and only 4" deep) The jar slipped and the fish fell out into the water.Then I saw that there were all manner of colors of tropical fish. They were swimming around in the water but some of them flipped out onto the floor and were flopping around. I tried to scoop them up and get them back into the water, but I couldn't do that without hurting them. But then I saw that they could get back up into the water all by themselves by climbing up a vine that was hanging on the edge of the tub. Seeing that, I decided to leave them alone, but then a huge triangle shaped bug jumped out of the viney area. He was so big and nasty looking, I ran out of the room to get a fly swatter.

For some reason I went to my neighbor's house to get the fly swatter. I was wearing my blue bathrobe and black penney loafer shoes and that's all.

When I got there, I forgot about the fly swatter and was told that a psychic David Bondi was in the basement meditating. I ran down there to see him. He was in a room across from the door and was more or less leaning up against the wall covered with a brown blanket with just his head sticking out. (I never heard of someone named David Bondi)

I began talking to him like he knew who I was and I told him the prophecy of the young Mrs. Kennedy losing her child and demonstrated with my hands how pregnant she was when it happened - 4 to 5 months. When I did that I noted that my own stomach looked kind of pregnant too but not as far along.

As soon as I finished telling him the prophecy, he turned and walked away like he wasn't interested and didn't care, so I did the same and went back towards the stairs.  By the stairs was the door to the laundry room. However, the doorway was blocked by boards and bricks with only an opening a few inches high. Certainly not high enough for a human being to get through. Behind the stairway was an opening that was higher, but not a doorway, just a hole with broken boards.  I was glad that mine was done because nobody else was going to be able to do theirs if it wasn't already done.

I then went back upstairs. At this point I had some large fish I was supposed to cook for dinner and they fell out of a brown paper bag onto the sidewalk. Dismayed, I bent over to rescue the fish and saw that one had been cut open and it's gus were hanging out. I was so disgusted, I couldn't bear to cut up the other fish, so I left them lay on the sidewalk for the birds to eat. They were all dead already so it didn't seem that I was doing anything bad.

I then gathered up my robe around me and started walking back across a big field to my house. I saw three women coming down the front steps of my house so in order to catch them and see what they wanted, I only glimpsed a peek at the carnival rides being set up in the field that told me it was almost the 4th of July. I also noticed that fresh ground had been laid out for this event.

I ran up to the women and told them who I was. They said that they were interested in buying a house in our subdivision. I explained that I didn't know which house was the model house or where the office was but I assured them that there was one and indicated that it was up the hill and around the corner. (Our street was curved and uphill)

I went up the stairs on the porch to the front porch (door #1) . It was colored brown and locked tight.  So, I went around the corner of the porch where there was another door (door #2)  This door was white and wide open, so I went into the house.

I entered the livingroom and started walking through the house. Over in the corner, I saw water pouring out of the ceiling. I just screamed, "Oh my God!, the bathtub is running over." I ran up the stairs to the bathroom.  Where the tub had been was now a bed and my daughter and her friends were jumping on the bed. I told them to stop and was going to ask about the water and the fish when my daughter's friend (Allison) said something sarcastic. (Her face was small and triangle shaped towards the bottom and just the sight of her made me feel angry) I can't even remember what she said, but I was so incensed by her attitude, I slapped her face. I didn't slap her hard and I know it didn't hurt her, so I slapped the other side of her face too. It wasn't hurting her so I was getting madder and madder. I grabbed her and held her upside down and started slamming her head on the bed. I still wasn't hurting her to my satisfaction and in my increasing anger, I felt like I wanted to kill her.  I finally threw her down and walked out of the room with my daughter and told her, "You are never to play with her again.  Understand?"

10-16-98 - NOTE: These two dreams began and ended the same. I don't know what this means but will study it.

DREAM - I saw a pad of pink paper in a corner of the classroom where I was teaching a class. I and a man named David R. (I met him once or twice 40 years ago) left the classroom and were walking down the street to go home. We had to cross a street at an intersection. The intersection was a 'T' sideways. A large red and white bus was going the same direction and tried to make a left turn onto the street we had to cross. We thought we could cross the street ahead of the bus but the bus seemed surrealistic at that point. The bus bent in the middle and rather swooped around the corner and we had to run and then back up to get out of it's way. This all happened in slow motion. Once the bus was past, we again cross the street and now were faced with a major construction site with huge yellow beams and cross bars all held together with guide wires \|/ from the sky. We realized we couldn't go that way until the construction was done. (It looked like it might be a bridge)

So we turned around and went back the way we had come to go home. When we got to the building we were going up the stairs and a young woman came up to us and apologized and asked permission to go up the stairs. We told here there was no need to ask permission to go up the stairs.

I can't recall what happened next except that when the dream was ending there was another pad of pink paper in the corner with the name MICHAEL on it.

Dream #2 - This dream also started with a pink pad of paper in the corner. I can't remember much of this dream except there had been a party. The party was over. I can recall picking up an iron from a pile of clothes and wrapping the cord around it because it wasn't going to be needed anymore.

I was then packing away  the silverware. I can't remember any more details of the packing and putting away the party things but the dream ended again with th e pink pad of paper in the corner but this time with silver clamps on the corners holding the sheets together.

The name MICHAEL was written on the top.

10-17-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge basement-like area of a school. The children I was working with were extraordinarily small for their age. Their minds seemed much more knowledgeable than their size would lead you to believe. They brought one little girl in who seemed to be about 8 years old though she could have been younger or older, I couldn't really tell.

Inside her memory was a "thought packet" they didn't want her to have. This "thought packet" contained the words, "ARTS PARTS".

"They" decided that the only way to remove that particular "thought packet" from her memory was to remove it surgically. I assisted in the surgery. To do this we had to physically go inside her mind and look at all these "thought packets" which looked like little round wooden barrels or kegs and remove the "thought packets". This was not easy to do as these "thought packets" were not only lined up in rows, but in layers. And once the "thought packet" was removed, all the other "thought packets" had to be moved so there was no gap in her memory.

So, we opened up her brain and we could see all these brown "thought packets" lined up and the layers and had to pick out the right one that had the words "ARTS PARTS" in it, and it was then carefully drilled out so that the adjacent "thought packets" weren't damaged in any way, and the the gap was removed by adjusting all the other "thought packets" in that row. Fortunately, this particular "thought packet" was in the top row and the surgery was relatively easy and it was successful.

After the surgery was over, the little girl wanted to know if the boy who had given her the "thought packet" was still going to marry her. Unfortunately, the little boy had already told us that one the "thought packet" was removed, there was no need for him to marry her and their relationship would be over.

When she asked the question, we all felt the emotional pain of having to tell her their relationship was over because he was only going  to marry her for her "thought packet" and it was now gone. We took her by the hand and carefully explained to her that the relationship was over but there were other things for her to do. She did'nt want to accept this ending of the relationship and was determined to make him love her for other reasons than for her memory.

We had a large calendar there on which future events were scheduled to see what there was for her to do, and on the left side of the calendar was an extra-wide space for schedule dates and I noted that there was nothing scheduled in the future after the 12th (the year?)

There were other things going on at the school at the same time and two of the teachers were working on suitable garments to teach the classes. They had been walking around wearing long, sleeveless dresses that buttoned down the front. At various times I had seen them with various degrees of linings or long sleeved shirts under these dresses, but then the both came in to show me what they had done with the dresses. They had sewn black linings into the dresses with long sleeves and attached heavy black material inside the dresses so they were completely lined. As they showed off their handy work, we decided those dresses would come in particularly handy next March when it was going to be extraordinarily cold.

I decided right then then I had better get a sewing machine so I could line my dresses too.

Out in the cafeteria area, preparations were  being made to serve drinks to the next group of men who were coming in for lessons. Dozens of little white paper cups were placed on a round tray which I was holding in my right hand. The hard part was keeping the tray balanced while old cups and garbage was removed and new cups being put on. At the same time, some of the cups had new little green plants that had just been planted and I had to get help to get all this adjusted quickly so it was ready for the next men's class.

Then I went back down into the huge basement where a wall painting project had been begun. The walls were only partially done and the man in charge didn't want even the paint can tops to have drips of pain on them. He wanted everything perfect. I actually used spit in my finger to clean the tops of the paint cans so they weren't dirty.

At the same time, I was going to go down to the other end of the basement to get more pan cans but I was taking care of this tiny boy at the same time. I knew I couldn't carry him and the paint at the same time, so I tried to fit little leather shoes on his feet so he could walk. I knew "they" would be proud and happy to see this tiny little boy walk, but when I put the little shoes on his feet, he took two steps and the shoes fell off, so I had to carry him anyway.

Then, at a counter, some other tiny children were sitting on tall stools. These stools had little round wooden seats and four wrought iron legs similar to "ice cream" chairs in old restaurants All the children, at the same time, braced their feet against the counter and all the stools toppled over backwards at the same time, and I woke up as they were falling.

10-17-98 - DREAM - Joe and I moved into this new apartment building. I'm sure this was the same building at the previous dream. I was a teacher of the children here. We lived on the 3rd floor. Joe and I were in our apartment and Becky (my ex-daughter-in-law) came to visit. The door to the hallway was open and the couple across the hall was having a fight. A tiny little girl came walking into the apartment and came over to where Joe and I were sitting. Her name was Judy. Joe picked her up and she climbed over onto my lap and I held her. I wanted Becky to see her. Judy was a tiny child like in the previous dream. She had little legs and arms but a bigger head and thin blonde hair. Becky wasn't paying attention, just looking around the apartment. I tried to get her attention, but then she went to the bathroom to "take a crap" and she didn't see the child. The child left and then I had to take Becky back out of the building and we went down the elevator. The door opened on the 2nd floor and I could see on the 2nd floor was still under construction. when I came back to the building, I stopped at the little gift shop by the front door of the lobby. All three items were for sale and had been hand crafted by people who lived in the building. I had to move a black shiny bicycle to see the items . I couldn't get it to stand up by itself so had to lay it down.

I particularly payed attention to two items. One was a stained glass candle holder. It was an upright box. The edges were made of thin sticks of wood. The walls of the box on the lower sides were opaque greyish white glass and on the top were various triangles of blue green, red and yellow. It was really pretty. One of th e other items which I looked very closely at a series of thread works similar to tatting. It was made of thin sticks frames and n between the sticks the thread work was done in intricate knots. The thread was very thin crochet cotton of bright blue. the price on the 3 inch one was $272. There were two smaller sizes and two larger sizes. The two larger ones were labeled "Ask for price". they were that expensive. I wanted to try to make this myself but knew  I wouldn't remember the design. I thought maybe I could xerox the pattern but there were o the people in the shop and I couldn't sneak one out and copy the pattern.

The building maintenance man came in then and wanted to make an appointment to come upstairs. He sat down at a table. I told him he was going to have to call before he came up. I had trouble coming up with the number because we had just moved in. I said it was 278-3874. I had to emphasize the 3 because it was trying to look like a 5. I told him he had to be there before 10 p.m. because the aliens came between 10 and 11:30 p.m.

I put the bicycle away before I left. I then went to the elevator. The door opened and a tall, thin, black woman got off. The elevator was dark inside. She said, "One other is going up with you."

I hesitantly got on the elevator not knowing what to expect. When I turned around to face the door the light brightened in the elevator and I saw a tall thin blonde woman standing to my right. Since I'm almost 6 foot tall myself, the blonde woman had to be at least 7 feet tall.

As the elevator went up, the door opened on the 2nd floor as it had on the way down. I told the woman that this floor was under construction but was surprised to see how much work had been done since I went down the elevator. They were in process of putting pink insulation into the walls of the rooms now.

The door closed and we ascended to the 3rd floor. The door opened and we both got off the elevator. Ahead of us were brightly lit showcases full of jewelry of gold and silver. I particularly noticed a pair of earrings that were made of many long strands of gold linked together and it glittered in the light.  The woman admired the jewelry and I said, "This is nothing!" You should see the showcase down this way...pointing down the hall toward where my apartment was.

At the same time, I noticed that there was a railing beyond the showcases where one could look over at something several stories down.  (In several other dreams there were exotic animal places.)  This time I didn't look because I heard someone screaming from way down the hall towards where my apartment was.

The man was screaming, "Aliens! Aliens! Aliens!" From that I knew it had to be 10 p.m. but I didn't want to confront the screaming man. (Note: I wasn't afraid of the aliens, I just didn't want to confront the screaming, out of control man)  So,  I rant into an open closet where the light was on.  I tried to shut off the light but it wouldn't go off and I tried to shut the door and it just swung through. The door was shaped really weirdly.  It was narrow on the top and really wide at the bottom, with one side on an angle like a trapezoid.

I could hear the man coming down the hall still screaming, "Aliens! Aliens! Aliens!" I ducked down behind a dresser-like thing with drawers in it, hoping he wouldn't see me if he came into the closet, but he ran all the way into the closet anyway, and I had to stand up and calm him down. when I got done explaining that everything was all right, he started singing the line from the song that goes, "Life is just a bowl of cherries."

NOTE:  I told Joe about the glass candle holder. He asked me if I could draw it and I said, "Yes!" He wants to make one. I went on the computer and found on-line instructions for tatting, macrame, and string art. Now we are in business.

10-18-98 - DREAM - I was working on a web page that was showing me prophecies about the sun. The first one was dated 4-14-98 and the following one was 5-15-98. On 5-15-98, it said, "The sun is going to do something it's not supposed to do."

I tried like hell to pull those files up but I couldn't get to them. I tried everything I knew how to do  this but couldn't get them.

I got frustrated and got up from the computer and found out that my boss was questioning my loyalty to the work I was supposed to do. To test me they sent two good looking men to my apartment to tempt me. Neither one actually came into the apartment but appeared at different doors. I ignored both of them.

I was told then that a phone call had come in for me across the hall. I went across the hall to take the call. I noticed that I had a feeling that I had to keep this phone call a secret from prying ears. I picked up the phone to take that call. Rather than hearing someone speak, I saw the message in the air. It said, "Practice typing the letter to 'The Earl of ________". You will be asked to type this letter verbatim in the future. You will be tested on this sun information for the 4-14-98 and 5-15-98 dates.

NOTE: AFter I woke up, I was thinking about this dream and a VISION appeared, "When the sun does not feel like its out there or back there or will not be there, people go crazy!"

NOTE: I looked up previous dreams from 4-14-98. It was a web page about Avebury, England. I did not record anything on 5-15-98. (I obviously could not remember the dreams that night). I went on the computer and looked up the sun activity for those two dates. On both those dates were violent explosions on the sun. Two recent dreams about the sun are posted above, of the sun coming up a nd going back down, and the other one of a total solar eclipse where the sun exploded and many stars shot out of it.

10-18-98 - DREAM - I was in a place like downtown Waterford. I was with a young girl like Taylar. We were walking down the street together and she was talking about borrowing some money like they advertise on TV. It just so happened there was an office for a place like 'Household Finance" right where we were standing, but they were closed. We talked about the foolishness of dealing with people all the way across country when you had an office close by you could with personally.

As we were talking about it, someone told us there was another office down the street and found their office open.

As we walked in, Taylar went in the door, jumped in the air and clacked her heels. Then she went and sat down to wait her turn. Then she went and sat down to wait her turn. Meanwhile I caught their attention and said to them, "Did you ever have anyone come to them, "Did you ever have anyone come in dancing?" They all laughed and then I sat down on a bench to wait for Taylar. It seemed  a little chilly in there so I curled up on this bench and covered my legs with a green sweater.

It was a very casual office, nothing fancy at all. I quickly made friends with a woman there. She was super-friendly. After I went home, she was still friends, she was always around whether I wanted her to be or not. At one point I tried to turn off the light and close the door and she came running in and prevented me from closing the door. I protested and said I wanted to get dressed. She said, "I don't care, I just want to be your friend."

The situation began to feel very cloying and I found myself trying to avoid her because she was always there and it was feeling very awkward. There was nothing I could do alone. Finally she got mad at me because I was trying to do things by myself. She walked in with a big box of 3 x 5 cards or 5 x 7 cards she had been keeping track of everything I said or did. She threw the box on the desk where I was standing I was rather shocked to see this box of notes, but she yelled at me for being an ungrateful friend and slammed the door where she went out. I knew she expected me to come running after her, but I didn't. When the door slammed I felt grateful she was gone. (NOTE: P.S. I never had a friend like that)

I then went outside. I was in Waterford it seemed. I called on the phone to tell him I was on the way home. He said he was buying a new car and was going to go downtown because he had promised his old girlfriend Susan (Joe says he never had a girlfriend named Susan) he was going to sell her his old car. I was a little put off that he had been in contact with an old girlfriend and that she was going to get his old car. That seemed like it was too personal to me.

Joe told me she lived downtown and that's exactly where I was and I just happened to be right across the street from where she lived. As Joe was telling me he didn't know if she was home, I could see into her apartment all the way through to the back window. There was nobody walking around in the light.

There was a Spanish/Indian woman friend standing in the street right there too. She said she needed to use a telephone to call someone but she wanted to use a phone in that house so I used that as an excuse to go into the house and see what it was like.

We went inside and went upstairs. My friend couldn't find a phone at her friends apartment and as luck would have it, an older woman came walking out of the door of the other apartment. I asked her if her name happened to be Susan and she said, "Yes!" I was rather shocked to see that she walked with a cane. She looked kind of like Susan Hayward except her hair wasn't so red, but she was really pretty for an older woman. I stood there trying to think what it would have been like for Joe to be in bed with her making love when she was young and beautiful and I started to feel really uncomfortable thinking about it because I'm so tall and big in comparison. I forced myself to erase the thoughts from my mind. Then I saw she had many empty clothes hangars there on a rack. They were wire hangars in a triangle shape and they all had crystal or glass triangles glittering hanging on the hangars.

My Spanish/Indian friend was using her phone. I had already told her that Joe was going to call her and I wanted to tell her I was Mrs. Mason but I couldn't bring myself to tell her who I was.

Finally, my friend got off the phone. I asked Susan if I could use the phone for a second. I was going to call Joe and tell him to come on over while I was there. I called his phone number and then our other number. I let them both ring at least 5 times but there was no answer and I woke up feeing glad that Joe was not able to make the contact with his old girlfriend.

10-19-98 - DREAM - This dream lasted all night. It started out with page after page of religious teachings. They came down in 3 sections, all equal, separate, but yet together in one in order to cover all aspects of the teachings. All these teachings were gathered together and then moved to start a new church.

In the last scene I was working in the garden of an old lady. I pulled the weeds and knocked a couple of little trees over. When I was done with the weeds I stood the trees up again and knew they would be fine, but her garden was at the end of its season and dormant.  I then took 3 heart-shaped strawberries from her garden to move them to my new garden. I accidentally put my thumb into one of the strawberries. I thought I had destroyed it, but I saw then that there were three separate new plants coming up out of of the strawberry and I carried them to my garden to plant them.

10-20-98 - DREAM - I was working on a web page all night which was of Art Bell's statements which were typed in yellow and I was changing them to purple in order to present them to the public.

NOTE: Art quit his broadcasting career suddenly on 10-19-98 show. He subsequently came back on 10-18-98 without saying why he left in the first place except that his family was threatened.

10-20-98 - Here is an experience between my friend Michele and myself in this same time period as the Creation dreams and visions:  It is in Instant Message form from AOL:

Dee777: does the word "omah" mean anything to you?

Mickkeee: i don't know.. it sounds familiar.. i don't know if i'm pronouncing it correctly.

Mickkeee: i was there.... what happened.

Dee777: I heard you say that in my ear while I was waking up. I've heard that before too. trying to think where. Oh, I know. In the movie The Last Emporer. The Omah was the nursing mother to the Emperor.

Dee777: This is the dream I had:

10-20-98 - DREAM - In the dream there was a fire. It was really weird   I went to my apartment to make lunch for Michelle. I went into the kitchen and made a fried steak.  I was real careful to turn off the stove. I double checked that. Then as I went outside to get Michelle and the kids, I noticed that the level of the river was rising and I shouted at all the neighborhood kids to go home so their own mothers could deal with the situation. I called you and your kids to come in for lunch, still worrying about the river rising, and when I turned around to go back into the building, the whole air was brown like it had been in my dream about the eclipse. I thought that was really strange, then I smelled smoke, and I got scared and thought, "Oh my God! I hope it wasn't my apartment!" As I went into the building, I had to upstairs to the 2nd floor and people were standing around out in the hallways, and I kept saying, "I hope it wasn't MY apartment!" I was getting more and more afraid. Finally, I got up to the 2nd floor and I saw all my stuff sitting out in the hallway including a couple trees which had been in pots in my apartment and I said, "Oh my God! It can't be MY apartment," and a woman said, "Yes! It was YOUR apartment".

I felt devastated. I had been so careful to put out the flame on the stove when I cooked the steak. Then I went into the apartment and there was like smoke damage everywhere ....just sooty, but nothing burned. I went to the kitchen and there was nothing burned there at all. I couldn't figure out what had happened, then a woman came in carrying a can of air freshener. She said that it had blown up. I said, "No way!" She said, "Oh yes! I was walking by and the air freshener can just blew up and hurt me!" Again I said, "No way! The air freshener can was inside a cabinet with the door closed. There was no way it could have blown up and hurt you." She said, "Oh! but it did." I said, "The only way it could have blown up and hurt you was if you were snooping around in my apartment and tried to destroy the air freshener can."

At that point, she was backing up like she knew she was guilty and I had guessed the answer to the whole thing. She left the apartment real fast then, and I didn't know what to do about the mess, and your lunch, and the river rising, it was awful.  Then I walked down the hall to go lay down and I saw my sons door closed so I just went and opened it. I caught him playing with a girl in the bed. A young black girl was laying back on the bed and he was playing with her tits. I felt really guilty, and decided that was the last time I would ever go into a closed room without knocking. So then I went into my own room and lay down on the bed, and woke up in my own bed.

10-21-98 - JOE'S DREAM - Joe and other men were working in a swamp, pulling huge cables out of the dark dirty water in order to connect them in a better place.

10-21-98 - DREAM - I was with a guy named 'PROFIT'. He said he was a prophet. But he never wrote anything down until it had already happened. I got very upset about that. I was typing as fast as I could to get everything down on paper. I could hardly keep up with it. I was very upset.

10-21-98 - DREAM - I was in the same place. The events themselves were shown to me in a VISION to be a river of lights going by and I could barely type fast enough to record them all.

Because of the involvement, I was asked to go with the President of the U.S. to Madison to make a speech about this. I agreed to go. The President was supposed to arrive at 6 p.m. and we were to leave immediately for Madison which would be a 4 hour plane ride. (4 hours might represent 4 months) (NOTE: It only takes an hour to get to Madison, WI from Milwaukee, WI. Madison is the Capital of the State. Madison might represent Washington, D.C.)

My cousin Shirley and my daughter were invited to go along and so were Joe and his relatives. I had never been on a plane before and was nervous about it but was okay about going because it was with the President and I would feel safe enough.

I was ready to go and had my bags ready to go including suit bags, but things began to go wrong. My cousin Shirley and my daughter didn't show up at all and didn't call. I tried to use the phone and it was tied up by some insurance people.

It was now 5 minutes past 6 p.m. and the President hadn't arrived either.  I was thinking it would be easier to go in the morning instead of this hassled trip, but I couldn't use the phone to change the reservation.

It was now quarter past 6 and it was rumoured that the President's plane had landed but he had stopped for a dalliance on the way to the hotel where  I was waiting. Finally the President was arriving outside the hotel and  I decided I'd better go to the bathroom first before we left. Everyone else had the same idea at the same time. The waiting lines for the bathroom were so long, the hotel provided chairs in the hallway for the ladies to sit down while they waited. The men didn't seem to have that problem.

I decided I could wait and picked up my bags to go on the trip. I became aware that we were going to go by car and T.J. would be driving and we'd be able to get to Madison in 3 hours instead of 4 by plane.

10-21-98 - DREAM - Because of the prophecies I knew about, I was taken to a house nobody else knew about to rest and hide out. It seemed to be an old farm house. It was completely furnished with comfortable furniture.

I had been there just a few minutes and I heard a loud noise like someone walking in a bare boards attic above me. I hadn't seen a second story on this house, but besides that I was supposed to be alone, so I started to feel scared.

I quickly ran to lock the front and back doors to make sure no one could get in. I then went to test the knobs to make sure the doors didn't open. Satisfied that I was locked in, I then saw a doorknob in the middle of the livingroom wall. I turned the knob hard and a hidden door opened. I peeked inside and at first I thought it was a closet because there was a vacuum cleaner and an ironing board and broom, mop, and dustpan standing there. I was surprised and tried to figure out how an extra room was in the middle of the house because this was just a hallway to a huge inside hidden room, including a huge space where an attic would be, covered over by bare wood boards roof over it. Dusty sunlight streamed downward from somewhere...a skylight perhaps. I went though a passageway into this hidden room and discovered that it was like an outside courtyard covered over and there seemed to be a house separate but connected on each side of the courtyard.

I was totally shocked that once I was in the courtyard, I couldn't figure out how to get back into the house. There was no apparent door. Then, high up on the wall, a door opened and the man who had brought me here stepped through and came down a red brick walkway and asked if I was okay. I told him I was and he left again through that door.

Then a young boy about age 10 appeared from on of the other houses and talked about going trick or treating for Halloween. He was nice enough, but I decided I wanted to get back into the house proper.

Knowing I had to go up the red brick walkway was hard because it was steep, but when I got up on the platform, there was still another high platform to climb up on the platform and right in front of the door was like a baby chair and the name "Pink Bonnie Blue" was printed on it.  I was surprised. Someone had called me 'Bonnie Blue' in a vision/dream about 18 years ago when I first started my metaphysical explorations.

I opened the door and woke up.

10-22-98 - DREAM - I had trouble falling asleep, but went into a dream where I and 5 other people were laying on a sidewalk trying to go to sleep and having trouble doing so. When I fell asleep in the dream, I woke up in the physical.

While I was laying awake, I remembered that one of the guys on the sidewalk had had a rifle. Suddenly I had a vision wherein I was way up in the sky looking down on the scene of J.F.K.'s assassination, from the vantage point of behind the picket fence and I saw the shooter with a rifle behind the picket fence aiming over the fence.

10-22-98 - DREAM - I was on my way home from somewhere and kept meeting people on the street. They were all asking questions and wanting to make appointments and asking advice. (I meet the best looking, hunkiest young guys in my dreams. :-) )

Anyway, I told the last guy on 16th St. to call and make an appointment. The number was 679-0964 (That was one of my old phone numbers in the physical) I walked the rest of the way down the street to my house and there was melting snow and snow bridges I knew were too dangerous to walk over and various slippery paths to take. I finally chose the shortest narrowest path and went up the steps and went into the house. Inside the house my Father had Becky (my ex-daughter-in-law) over completely backwards until her head was on the floor. I felt sorry for her, but I could see he planned to pick her up and straighten her out. (Neat metaphor for the truth)

10-23-98 - VISION - NOTE: Joe and I had an upsetting incident and he yelled at me and I started to cry. Then, when I was laying in bed feeling sorry for myself, I had a vision of a woman in white. It was as though she was standing by my head or I was laying at her feet. She was dressed in white from head to toe. She said to me, "It isn't up to him what he does, it's up to you what you do."

10-23-98 - DREAM - I was at my mother and father's house. My mother wanted to go visit "Paul" who was like our supervisor in life. We went out the front door and I saw that there was a lot of mail in my mailbox which was separate from their mailbox. I said to my my mother, "Oh! There is a lot of mail in my mailbox." My mother said, "Yes! Your father already yelled at me for not giving it to you." (She still hadn't given it to me) So, I took out the mail and there was a lot of mail and it included computer run-off sheets from my job which I needed to do my work. So, I took the mail with me. I asked my mother if I could drive her to Paul's house which was on 15th St., just one block over. I knew at that point I would have to drive her there and then make a U turn to go to work back up the same way we had come.

As we walked across the street to the car, I saw it was a brown station wagon. My mother and I got into the car and I was shocked because we both got into the back seat. That felt really stupid, so I got back out of the car, carefully watching the traffic go by. It was a one way street. It was now dark outside. All the cars were driving on the left side of the road with their lights on, and were all turning left at the next corner on Center St. which is a T shaped intersection.

As I got back out of the car into the street. (I think it was brown) I carefully went over to get it, worried that a car might hit me, but there wasn't much chance of that. There was nobody driving in the 'right' lane. I picked up the blanket and then got into the car in the driver's seat. I looked over at the passenger side and saw many straps to hold the passenger in the car and it went through my mind that I wondered why my mother didn't drive the car and she sat in the back seat.

I then pulled out of the parking space and drove up the street in the right lane. It was now daylight again and the car was now black with a silver stripe. The hood of the car was loose and flopping up and down way up in the air and I couldn't see where I was going.

I started to make a right turn. There were people on the sidewalk and people in the street and my car was now a big silver bus. As soon as I could see from this higher perspective, as the bus driver I could see that I had turned the corner way too sharply and had driven over the curb half up on the sidewalk. At the same time, a woman I used to know but can't remember her name, was trying to cross the street to get to my side on the right and she and my bus were trying to be in the same space at the same time. I didn't really hit her, but I was in her way and she was in my way. She got all mad and went walking west on Center St. the way she had come from. There were dividers in the street about 1 1/2 feet high and she walked out in the street walking down that dividing line, looking back and yelled at me, "You only think of herself." I knew that wasn't true, but knew I had made a bad turn and had to keep going.

So, we got to 'Paul's' house on 15th St. I don't remember seeing him there, but it felt like I was at home. I don't recall dropping my mother off and I don't recall seeing her after I got into the driver's seat of the car.

In Paul's house, we decided to give a birthday party for someone. There were other people here but I don't know who. Instead of having the party at the house, we decided to have it at a restaurant around the corner on 16th and Center. I knew that the guests would be giving gifts to the birthday person and I, in turn was going to give a gift to the gift givers.

There was going to be 5 women there and I picked out 4 flowering plants and a candle standing in a wine bottle top. The candle wasn't lit and it kept falling over so I couldn't give it for a gift. I asked my son Tom to help me carry the plants over to the restaurant. (I guess I didn't worry too much what the 5th person was going to get)

We got to the restaurant (The Inn?) and the man in charge said he didn't have a reservation for us and there was no room for us, so we had to go out into the parking lot to have the party.

(I have no recall of the party or of going to work, though I'm pretty sure I did)

10-24-98 - DREAM - I saw a typed interview on a web page. At the bottom, it said,



10-24-98 - DREAM - I was working in a very large company. The people upstairs thought I worked downstairs and the people downstairs thought I worked upstairs. So, if I didn't do much working nobody knew or cared.

I sat down at a desk where nobody was working and the phone rang. I picked up the receiver but the call had already been transferred to an older man one desk over.

I saw a purchase order signed by Janet Carlson. She told someone to type a change on it. The girl who was supposed to do it wasn't there, so I did it. I began walking around, just observing. Meanwhile, a neighbor called in to the company and complained that one of the girls was outside all the time and questioned why she wasn't inside doing her work. The blonde girl who it was, just sat around and laughed. I didn't say anything, but wondered what the guy would think if he knew what I was order not to work.

10-25-98 - VISION - I was standing in the yard. Right in front of me, I saw a huge crack in the earth. A single sunflower stalk was growing out of the crack. I could see way down the talk to it's root, deep in the earth. Then, I noticed farther over, there was another crack in the earth that didn't go down but went east to west as far as I could see like the earth was separating from dryness like a faultline. It was wide and dark and I knew it was getting worse.

10-25-98 - VISION EXPERIENCE - I was laying in bed half dozing.  I cannot remember seeing anything recognizable, only movement. I felt I was  a hobo in SCotland and I was killed in an accident.. This may have been a visiting entity imparting his presence to me, OR  a past life experience though I don't think it was.

10-26-98 - DREAM -- I was shown what I thought was 3 pictures one above the other and in each picture were 3 aspects of God. Each one was of a different color...the middle picture was originally grey, but it suddenly turned Gold and the word SOL appeared.

After I woke up, I had the feeling that the bottom picture after it developed would be me in an aspect of God. The top picture remained unknown.

10-26-98 - DREAM - I seemed to be in a school of some type, one where I lived as well as learned, one where I also taught people and children younger than me.

There was work going on out in the yard and our laundry was hanging on the lines, large items like sheets and blankets. The workmen need the space to work in and shoved out laundry aside, but there was still a white bed coverlet that needed to go out on the line. It was folded in quarters when I found it laying on the ground between two buildings. I had to think about how to hang it up because I had no clothespin so I hung it over the line with half on each side and knew I would have to watch it so the wind wound't blow it away. I sat in the livingroom watching the shadow of the sheet on the wall, blowing in the wind outside in the sunlight.

As I sat there, I saw a little orange kitten come out from under a large livingroom chair. As I watched, 5 more came out, one at a time until there were 6, and then the mother appeared to care for them.

As soon as the cat and the kittens were walking into the next room of the house, a baby golden lion cub came tumbling out from under the same chair I knew it was a lion cub rather than an ordinary cat because of his rounded ears and he was chubbier.

As I watched, another golden lion cub appeared one by one until there were 6. They were very small but I knew they grew to adult size in two months and I knew the mother lion would appear in a moment to care for them in her way.

I noticed then that school was done for the day. I walked out into the lobby and saw some hand drawn pictures done by the students, hanging on the wall up by the ceiling.

I went outside and saw the students going every which direction to go home. But there were 3 boys who looked like brothers who stood closely together and they were waiting for a bus. I saw them originally standing on the main street on the other side of the intersection, but no bus came, so they came over towards where I was standing to wait for a bus.

A huge, oversized - silver bus came along and pulled up to the curb where I stood. He opened the door and waited for the 3 boys to get on. But the boys were hesitant to get on the bus by themselves and I walked over to help them. The bus driver got off the bus to help too and I told him that the boys shouldn't get on the bus without their parents.

While we were standing there, the bus driver came over to talk to me until the boys parents showed up. We went back into the building then and I was telling the bus driver the story of the 3 gods, then of the kittens, followed by the lions. The bus driver was so enthralled by the story, he kept getting closer and closer to me. It wasn't until then I noticed how huge this guy was ad that he was wearing a red and white striped polo shirt instead of a green bus driver's uniform. I got concerned about the bus and said, "Don't you have a bus to drive?" He got closer to me and said, "I'm just a student!" I was very uncomfortable having him be that close and expected him to go back out and drive the bus.

Meanwhile, I walked back into my livingroom. There, on a table were three packets of jewelry belonging to three young girls. They didn't seem to be interested in having the jewels once they got them and just let them lay around on the table. So, I began to put the jewelry back into the cases into the pockets where they belonged. I decided I would keep them myself if the girls didn't come back to get them.

10-26-98 - DREAM  - I saw a picture of a huge oval full of words about God. These were all the words ever spoken about God and represented pure chaos. But I had a computer program which could take these words about God and within  a triangle in the center of the chaos, in the oval, it could make God's words perfectly clear. Then one could separate God's words out of the chaos.

10-27-98 - DREAM - NOTE: These dreams are very incomplete. I have spent a long time thinking about it, and it fades rather than gets clearer.

Joe and I acquired two more babies during the night. One was placed between us in the bed, the other I found on the floor and it needed caring for. I saw each child's picture in a diamond shape frame later, one on the left and one on the right. They could not be seen as the same time. They were so far separated you could on see one or the other.

In the dream I had to go out and get food for the babies I cared for and placed them in a crib. One was sleeping in the crib and the other was on the floor playing, I picked up the one on the floor to place him in the crib. He was VERY heavy for his size.

I also saw three Rottweiler puppies on the floor next to the crib. They were sleeping so I don't know if they were for protection or for trouble. They were black and brown dogs.

When I went to the store, I wanted to go to the one on the East side, but was driven far West by a man. I asked him if he knew where I was going. He said he knew of this place that had hidden treasures. He was right. The man who owned the store wasn't even aware he had them. I can't remember what they were, but I remember picking them up and taking them with me. I knew it wasn't baby milk, it was more like books and jewels and artifacts but can't remember what. Some were near the floor, some higher up and all were somewhat hidden.

When we got out to New Berlin, I expected to see my house, but as far as I could see was a huge blue lake of water. It was an  unreal surrealistic color blue...rather sky colored and blurry around the edges. It covered everything I would have recognized and I felt rather disconcerted.

In the last last part of the dream, I and two other women were working with a young man. I think  it was Joe because one of the other women kissed him like Joe kisses, but I'm not sure of this because I didn't know Joe when he was younger.

He was balanced precariously on one leg of a chair and we all knew he needed a lot of encouragement to stay balanced.

10-28-98 - DREAM - I was seeing along page of text. Each line was a different kind of evil a person could do to another person. As I lay awake thinking about this and knowing it was supposed to be a book, other parts starting coming in with visions.:

"It took place in Half Moon, Georgia"
"The Jacko (Jakob?) group was his enemy. His true enemy."
"It took place in 4903"(Jewish time?)
"The spirit lifteth up!"

10-28-98 - DREAM - I was in a classroom. It was a dance class and I had no partner. The teacher convinced me to stay and finish the class and get my certificate so it didn't look like I was a quitter.

There was snow on the ground and it was icy so when the last class break took place, I decided to leave early while the sun was still shining. As I left the building, the door was locked, so I stopped at the office. The women clerks were all dressed alike in ugly black, white, and brown geometric shaped patterned blouses. They looked like they were all one person with 3 heads when they stood next to each other. One woman gave me a heavy silver key to unlock the door and I headed out the building to go home.

A heavyset man decided to follow me. I tried to make the trip as easy as possible, but the land was rough and at one point I had to go down a stairway so steep I had to hang on the railing and actually slide down the railing at the bottom because it was straight down and there were sheep grazing right below me. Then I had to teach the man to do the same thing. After we crossed the last road, it seemed we were sitting side by side reading a newspaper. There was no ending to the dream. I just woke up into the above story line about Georgia.


10-29-98 - DREAM - Joe and I lived in a 1st floor apartment and were moving from an inner apartment to an outer apartment facing the street. I was pregnant and miscarried a baby and blood and water gushed out of me and down my legs. A woman dressed in white helped me clean up. The next morning I had to go to work but there was a spanish-looking woman with a lot of curly hair who had to take a shower before me, so I knew  i was going to be late. I could tell later that she had taken her shower because he curls were tighter. While she took her shower, I washed my hair in the sink and noted that my hair was curly also, but short.

I also noted that I couldn't go to work without taking a shower because I had blood on the insides of my slacks and on my pink socks.

I was supposed to be at work at 8 a.m.. but I knew I'd be late. But that was okay because while I was late, the mailman brought 3 birthday cards for someone who lived with us and he wouldn't have gotten those cards if I hadn't been there.

VISION: After I woke up, I saw the words 10 = KING.

NOTE: 10 = 360 degree Gematrian wheel of 36 degrees each. See

10 = On the Tree Of Life which has 10 spheres, the bottom sphere is  named Malkuth/The Kingdom, which is the Earth. See "Tree of Life Crop Circle Formation"

10 = The base harmonic of the earth is 10 hertz (CPS)

10 = The Father God Anu

10-30-98 - DREAM - (I had this exact same dream twice). I was inside a pyramid in the darkness. I saw a brown see-thru box open up and heard this poem::

A grave opened up
The light shone forth
" name " arose (the name was not understood by me)
And saved the world


The dream is about the Christ being in the physical (brown box). Because it was a "see-thru" lid, the Christ is here now and can be perceived by some. The grave is that which was hidden is being revealed to man, that is , mankind can know the Christ as he is and more importantly knowing the Christ within man himself. The light of Christ will save the world because when you have that awareness within yourself your relationship to God and your fellow man will change dramatically for the better.

It is very important that mankind does not have its fixation on the personality of Jesus because the impersonality of Christ will pass by them. Our Father does not work to man's expectations but rather His own Precious Will.

God Love you.


10-30-98 - DREAM - I did a web search twice and found a list of 5 web sites describing the dream.

10-30-98 - DREAM - I was laying in bed and Taylar and a girl named Cynthia came in. Cynthia had lost $20 and was looking for it over by Joe's dresser. Cynthia's Father came to the door to talk to her. She wanted the $20 right away. Her Father told her she would have to wait until the bank opened up. She didn't want to wait until the bank opened.

Taylar was concerned that it was going to rain. I saw the a cloud bank was coming in and had covered half the sky, but the other half was blue. I bet her that it wasn't going to rain today.

10-31-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge building somewhere. There was a trapeze up near the ceiling and T.J. was swinging on it showing how strong he was. T.J. pulled Stephanie up on the trapeze, then Stephanie suddenly was on the trapeze herself. She asked me to hand her a double LL bracket or silver or chrome. (The two L shapes, in ground to air emergency code means 'all is well'.) She said, "It doesn't look heavy, but it actually weighs 25 pounds."  It didn't feel heavy but more like 5 pounds to me.

I could see a huge library up on a balcony. That's where I wanted to go. Stephanie went with me. We entered double glass doors of the library and I knew it was Sunday afternoon and that we were Jews but I was feeling really tickled emotionally became Ii had 4 tickets or passes to the library in my right hand coat pocket, two long ones and two short ones which I pulled out of my pocket to make sure they were there. We went into a cloakroom on the left to deposit what we carried. On a shelf we stashed our stuff. She put a long yellow pencil on the shelf and I put a huge green umbrella up there. I thought to myself, "I would have kept the pencil and borrowed a yellow notepad which I saw there and take notes."


10-31-98 - DREAM - It seemed that Joe was the creator. A shape like this:     appeared on the ground.  It was golden. That shape became:           From that a series of shapes appeared:

Someone didn't like what those shapes did or represented and they were wiped out and the ground paved over with these shapes:

Each of these paving stone type things which were gray/white , were divided into 4 parts, and each quarter section, had a unique design on it. They looked like a series of grave markers. On the far left paving stone, I recall that the bottom left design was the same as this: (Not positive it was this number of circles)

and the top left hand corner was a series of triangles (I believe there were 3 triangles within the quarter section. (Means the 3 aspects of God)

(There was more but my memory is gone) I woke up and thought about what this meant and it suddenly hit me that this was the series of events of Creation in the Old Testament.

On the same morning, about an hour later, I went back to bed to meditate on the meaning of these symbols. While I was asking to see the dream again, the word "Tetraktys". I had to ask Joe what it meant because I didn't know.

Then I heard, "See David's book on creation. It's the same story."
"It's unveiled." This was stated by a woman sitting next to me on the bed.
I then saw a Mayan priest looking left up into the sky. He was wearing long robes, brown with green squared designs around the front edges.
"Other examples are 'Celebration Feasts'.

I then saw a brown hairy animal. It looked like a cross between a hairy elephant with a long face like a horse.

I then saw a little crystal shaped like the above nipple shapes. It was called an "Amphora". It was placed in front of me. It was about finger size or smaller.
I then heard, "There is a lot of hard evidence."
"His name is Taylor" and he laughed. then he said, "How do you know?" and laughed again. (I think he laughed because our granddaughter is named Taylar."

I then saw a web page with 6 rectangles over on the right side. I'm thinking it might be Laura Lees. One of the rectangles said, "Soundcast". (This made me think the author is well-known.)

NOTE: After I got out of bed, I went outside to get the mail and paper in. Towards the East was two triangle shaped clouds. one was pointed East and the other one pointed north. They were almost side by side in the sky, and looked like they were painted in the sky with a paint brush with lines and were very small.  The other clouds in the sky in the south and the west were normal roundish clouds and were large.