by Dee Finney

Navajo - 1930


While working on research for The Eye of Horus, I came across fascinating information about creation which is not singular but duality, such as the Yin and Yang, the male and female aspects of the personality and brain, that many Gods were twins, and even famous people in the Bible were twins and that had a great effect on history.

Geoffrey A. Farthing wrote a summary of Helen Blavatsky's writings on the subject of the Two Source Cosmology:

The active Power, the "Perpetual motion of the great Breath," only awakens Kosmos at the dawn of every new Period, setting it into motion by means of the two contrary forces, and thus causing it to become objective on the plane of illusion. In other words, that dual motion transfers Kosmos from the plane of the Eternal Ideal into that of finite manifestation, or from the noumenal to the phenomenal plane. Everything that is, was, and will be, eternally IS, even the countless forms, which are finite and perishable only in their objective, not in their Ideal form. They existed as ideas, in the Eternity, and when they pass away, will exist as reflections. Neither the form of man, nor that of any animal, plant or stone has ever been created, and it is on this plane of ours that it commenced "becoming" i.e. objectivizing into its present materiality, or expanding from within outwards, from the most sublimated and supersensuous essence into its grossest appearance. Therefore our human forms have existed in the Eternity as astral or ethereal prototypes; according to which models, the Spiritual Beings (or Gods) whose duty it was to bring them into objective being and terrestrial Life, evolved the protoplasmic forms of the future. Egos from their own essence. After which, when this human Upadhi or basic mould was ready, the natural terrestrial Forces began to work on those supersensuous moulds which contained, besides their own, the elements of all the past vegetable and future animal forms of this globe in them. Therefore, man's outward shell passed through every vegetable and animal body before it assumed this human shape.


In the Gospel of Thomas, Verse 22, Jesus saw some babies nursing. He said to his disciples, "These nursing babies are like those who enter the (Father's) domain."

They said to him, "Then shall we enter the (Father's) domain as babies?"

Jesus said to them, "When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter the (Father's) domain."

4-16-92 - DREAM - I was with some judges. I had sent a note to one of the female judges and was waiting for a response. She came to me with it and said she could make out one of the words. It was the word 'TWIN'. Shew as wearing one of my green skirts. I was also wearing a green and blue plaid skirt which I took off and stapled shut at the top and packed into a box which was going to be put away in the attic. She took off her green skirt and similarly packed it away. She made a remark about the word ' TWIN' and said she had been concerned that she had been wearing my clothes for 3 years and missed something. I laughed and said, "I get a lot out of my clothes, don't I?"

This dream I'm presenting was a scary nightmare, made no sense to me and certainly didn't fit into anything from my personal life.  However, when you read the introduction and then superimpose the symbols into this dream, you will see that it fits completely into the way creation works.

8-28-97 - Nightmare: I went to a house where an evil man lived. He abused his wife and family incessantly. He called his son "Alligator" and made him wear a green long brimmed hat like an alligator head. The evil man held out his son to me for me to kiss him. I kissed the child, despite getting bumped in the face with the brim of the hat.

When I arrived, everyone was in a good mood, laughing and enjoying my visit, but it seemed like they were overdoing it for my benefit. The wife especially was acting like she was actually crazed with fear and yet laughing so as to not show it to me.

I discovered that the 12 year old daughter had been raped by her father and had given birth to twin babies who were so premature, they were like cracked eggs flopped out in a pan. The daughter screamed..."They have no hands, they have no hands." But, when I picked up the babies, I had an instant vision of the hands as though like through a microscope and the cells for the hands were there, just not developed yet.

I picked up the babies and put them both in a box which I carried at stomach level. Inside the box was also a large egg standing upright. It was cracked jaggedly around the top. I opened the egg and saw two yolks inside which were still developing.

Quite a large crowd of people had gathered in the house by now. The wife was nearly hysterical with joy, yet I sensed her fear. She ran to get her husband to bring him in and I said, "If he harms anyone, I'll kill him." Two other men near me, heard me say that and showed me a small piece of paper with a note on it with some information about a plot to kill the evil man.

End of Dream

NOTE: There is a symbolism spoken about in the book, "Valis," by Philip K. Dick. It is fiction, but based on the author's real experiences of being "bombarded" by messages from the spirit.

In the back of the book, he lists some of the messages. There is one called, "Two Source Cosmogony," tells of The One generating "a diploid sac which contained, like an eggshell, a pair of twins, "each an androgyny, spinning in opposite directions (the Yin and Yang of Taoism, with the One as the Tao)."

The bicycle can also symbolize the "androgyny," that is, the duality of male-female. In this case, though, the wheels spin in the same direction. Joe Mason wrote about the bicycle symbol in 1992, at:


The plan of the One was that both twins would emerge into being simultaneously; however, motivated by a desire to be, the counterclockwise twin broke through the sac and separated prematurely; i.e. before full term.

This was the dark or Yin twin. Therefore it was defective. At full term the wiser twin emerged. Each twin formed a unitary entelechy, a single living organism made of psyche and soma...The full term twin, called Form I by Parmenides, advanced correctly through its growth stages, but the prematurely born twin, called Form II, languished."

It goes on to tell how the healthy twin sends micro-forms of itself into our world, such as Jesus, attempting to heal the defective twin.

You can find a little about this at: http://www.philipkdick.com/




Xkik', the lovely daughter of one of the Xibalban lords went to the tree to see the skull, when then spoke to her, convincing her to put out her hand. The skull spat into her hand, which made her pregnant. Her father was very angry and ordered that Xkik' be killed. She fled the underworld, with the help of her owl executioners, and reached the Middleworld. There she gave birth to two boys, Hun-Ahaw, (also called Hanahpu), and Yax-Balam, (also called Xbalanke), the Hero twins. They found their father's ball game equipment with the help of a rat. Their grandmother had hidden the equipment, hoping that her grandsons wouldn't take the same path as the one her dead sons had taken. The twins began to play ball and made a lot of noise. The lords of the underworld heard them and summoned them to Xibalba

The twin Maize Gods, Hun-Hunahpu and Wuqub-Hunahpu, were playing a joyful, and very noisy ball game. Their noise disturbed the lords of Xibalba, (pronounced: Shibalba), the Mayan Underworld. The Lords of Death summoned the twins to the underworld. They wanted to punish the twins for misbehaving. The twins were subject to many trials, which they failed and were killed. The Xibalbans beheaded the eldest twin and buried their bodies in the Ballcourt of Xilbalba. The head of the eldest was hung in a gourd tree as a warning for any others who might want to disturb the lord.

The Hero Twins were ready for the lords' tricks. Hun-Ahaw and Yax-Balam were tested through many long ball games. Each time they defeated the Lords of Death, surviving each trap and trick set before them. Eventually the Maize Gods knew that they would be killed and planned for a death that would allow for them to return to the land above. They jumped into a fiery oven, then the Xibalbans ground their bones into powder. The powder was thrown into a nearby river. After five days, the Maize Gods emerged as fish-men, turning into youthful humans. They disguised themselves as dancing performers, then tricked the Xibalbans into being sacrificed by dismemberment. The twins had of course lied about their magic and did not revive the Xibalbans, which represents a victory over death.


7-27-88 - DREAM - I was traveling with Edward my husband. I was driving a car along a highway and he was on a motorcycle following a narrow rough trail next to the roadway. He was then following a woman who was also on a motorcycle along the path which deviated from the road and I lost sight of them.

My son was leaving on a trip. Twins with orange flowered shirts were driving the station wagon that was taking him away. I told him, "When you return, come back on a motorcycle."


8-6-88 - DREAM - The dream was likened to a Nancy Drew murder mystery by me. I was moving into a new house. An old man had killed a woman and buried her under a sidewalk and had not been found yet. Then there was a younger man and when I got up in the morning, the house was so dark, I opened up the doors and the blinds to let the light in. He didn't like it because he was so used to the dark. Then an investigator came and I asked him if he could take the lock off of the refrigerator door which was crystal clear. There was nothing inside of it. He said he could but he seemed to think there was some kind of danger in that. Then a woman called on the phone who was a relative and she said she wanted the lock opened on the front gate of the estate. The investigator said he knew how to do it and I said I wanted to go along and watch. I said I hadn't know there was a lock on the front gate. We went outside and there was a whole town which belonged to the old man whose family I was marrying into. As we drove along, I wondered where the front gate was. My daughter was sitting next to me holding a new baby which I was going to take care of. The baby kept looking at me and saying, "Hi Bitch! Hi Bitch! Hi Bitch!". I was very uncomfortable about that. I knew that the baby had a twin which was smaller and was like a deaf mute. It couldn't speak above a whisper.

As we drove along, we came to a place where a dog was under the car, unseen, but snarling and growling. I likened it to a Nancy Drew murder mystery where the heroine was in danger. After we passed the shopping center, I saw the chain link fence and it began to look familiar. I remembered that the ocean was on the other side of the fence. So was the cemetery with all the gravestones. We came to the place where the gate was supposed to be. The gate was wide open, in fact, there was no gate, just a place where people could pass freely back and forth.

I saw a riding rink where horses with riders were being trained. I was surprised. I said I used to play baseball there.

Then I saw a children's merry-go-round. There were many children on it. None of them could speak above a whisper. Next to it was a barn, children running in and out screaming and crying at the tops of their lungs. I said it was all in the way they were brought up by the parents.


1990  - DREAM: I was on a starship in space with other people. An extremely important message was trying to come in but it couldn't until we first ejected the garbage. I ran frantically and managed to eject it. The message came in over a console with lights flashing. A doctor appeared and led the crew into a bedroom. He began to work on a yard-high mound of jelly-like substance at the foot of the empty bed. Suddenly, I saw a human-sized hand puppet, a male/female pair with only one hand-hole. They fell back into a vat of water. I went over and looked down at them under the water and knew they had to change. They had to change.

by Jeff


6-20-90 - DREAM - I was in a car with other people and we heard and saw sirens and red lights from a squad car coming up from behind us. We didn't think we were doing anything wrong, but we started to pull off to the right. Then we could see two pickup trucks coming from behind us at a high rate of speed with police chasing them. We tried to get out of the way but the two trucks pulled over and crashed into each other right in front of us so we had to stop. The one truck was blue. I cannot remember the other one. A big man got out of each truck and began fighting with each other. They were wearing white with just a touch of color on the shirt sleeves. (Cannot remember what color) The other woman I was with and I tried to avoid being near the fighting men, but they seemed to gravitate our direction no matter where we stood. I noted that even though they were big, strong men, they weren't hurting each other, more just like getting each other's attention by poking at each other.

The other woman and I wanted to get away from this fight, so we went up to a house to hide in it. In that house, I saw a newspaper headline that said, "Woman gives birth to twins." The article related that the woman gave birth to a boy and a girl in unusual circumstances.

Then I felt like I dropped into a time warp and went into labor even though my stomach was flat. An ambulance came to take me to the hospital. We got there in record time. I wasn't even in bed yet and they had the gas mask up to my face to ease the pain, (of which I didn't feel any)  They rushed me into the birthing room and I was protesting the birth of the boy and girl twins. "No! It can't be me. No! It can't be me.'


11-06-91 DREAM AND VISIONS - I was living in New Berlin, WI. It was the eve of my wedding. An old woman was complaining that Nitrites were getting into her drinking water. An expert said that it was leaking in through the basement walls. But, we had a man sealing the basement walls to prevent that from happening. (An article on nitrites in the drinking water was in the newspaper yesterday).

I went upstairs to the first floor. I saw a book titled "The death of the Two Truscan Babies". Then I saw another one about the Russians. It said, "The Death of the 5 Twin Babies of the Kundalini".

I was looking for a fur jacket t go over my wedding dress because it was winter. I had an embroidered flowered pillow case and I wanted to wash it all by itself to make sure it was pure white, but I tore out the embroidered picture because that was the only part I needed to wash. Other women wanted to wash the baby clothes with it, but I said, "No! It has to be washed alone."


10-2-93 - DREAM - I was renting out apartments and came to put the final touches on one. The walls were to be painted two tone...pink and yellow with a thin stripe of white between them. I put one item of housekeeping equipment in each closet as a free gift for the new tenant. I then opened the closet in the bedroom which was going to be for a little girl. I realized that I was in my 16th St. house and this was the room I had spent my own childhood in.

T.M. came in to do some rewiring in the apartment. I discovered that he person who had moved out hadn't removed any of the closet contents. It would be my job to sort it all out and dump it.

I started with the books. On one shelf were all children's books, "The Bobbsey Twins" and other child's books. I decided to leave those in place as a gift to the new little girl.

I pulled out a lot of men's things. I saw some envelopes that were pre-addressed. I cannot remember the name. It was Russian or foreign I didn't recognize. I kept the 1993 diaries which were nearly empty and a ledger of finance that was so lightly and sparsely written, I thought I could use it by writing in darker pen over the man's writing. There were some boy's toys like long steel carrier that was empty that I removed and all the rest of the men's and boy's things.

When the shelves were empty I saw that if I walked to the back of the closet, I was out in the country on a farm. It was harvest time and the mountains were on the horizon. I said to myself, "If the little girl uses her imagination, all this could be hers."

I went back to the closet proper. There was one last book way up in the air on a shelf of its own. On the shelf in a wire basket was a book titled, "DIAMONDS IN THE BIBLE".

I had to reach and stretch as far as I could to bring that book down as I knew it was the best treasure of the closet and I wanted it. At my highest reach, I finally managed to get my hands on the book and as I did, a woman began speaking and at the same time I saw quotations come down printed like a 'crawl' on a TV screen. They were rules of conduct for people. They were not the 10 Commandments but still on that order about things people shouldn't do towards each other.

I came out of the closet with the book and looked at the clock. It was 6:30 a.m. I knew I had to get home and go to work. I looked at the man's desk and saw that he had worked for A-C when it was merged with another company and was located in the city on the south side (Not 70th St.)

Two huge men who worked at A-C came in. The were both about 8 feet tall. They did maintenance and clean up. I was used to seeing them around but didn't work with them. The one in bib overalls came over to me, put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me. He said, "I see you've dyed your hair white." I grinned and said, "Yes! I did." knowing that the color was more natural than dyed.

I then left to go home and woke up.


9-21-93 - DREAM - I was 7 1/2 months pregnant and noticed how big my stomach was. I went to the hospital and delivered twins. The doctor held the first baby up by its heels and I screamed, "My baby, my baby!" I woke up screaming the words out loud.


08/04/96 -- I was in the hospital. I was supposed to have twins. I passed out before delivery of twins. When I came to, the twins were gone. I wanted to see them, but no one would tell me where they were. They were stalling. I got really upset. They sent me to a huge room that was more like a school cafeteria than a sanitary nursery. They began to show me kids that obviously were not mine. The "children" ranged from a couple of weeks old, to a couple of years old, to adults dressed as babies. My husband was not with me, I was alone and no one would give me a straight answer. Finally, a woman gave me a name and address of another woman who had info about my newborn twins. It was impossible to find the house where this woman lived. I woke up and was scared.


11-12-97 - DREAM - I was working in.a house somewhere in New Berlin north of National Ave. I was there to do landscaping or something - major changes.

The woman of the house was mean-spirited and I was careful to call her Maam every time I spoke with her. I could tell she was trying to make me make a mistake, lose my cool, or do something so she could call me down and find fault.

There was a black woman (Kali) there who was a maid for the household. She wanted the woman's beige slippers, so she put them into MY coat pockets and I was tong to take them home at the end of the day. The woman of the household found them in MY coat pockets and accused me of stealing them. Fortunately, the black woman was standing right there when I was accused and she admitted to putting them into my coat pockets because I was wearing a fur coat and I deserved to be accused. She then went down the basement stairs. (I don't actually own a fur coat)

Nobody apologized for the accusation but we went back to work and the woman of the house again tried to plant a rod of some sort where I was working planting flowers along the wall, so she could accuse me of stealing it. It was about 18" long. I had no idea what it was for. I was gong to move it over to another spot farther over and tell her she just lost it, but then changed my mind and just kept it out in the open where I was so it was never hidden.  

My three sons came to visit then. Each one was wearing a pastel silk shirt, pink. blue, and white.

I was naked from the waist up and felt beautiful and felt no shame that my breasts were showing, but I was going to work in public and asked to borrow the white shirt which was now white with black lines on it which made it striped, checked, and plaid all at the same time. I was very careful to button every button and there were many. I would again say there was 18.

At that point, my friend Sue came to visit. She was wearing a maroon multi-colored coat similar to Fleur-de- Lis but, (part of the Grail symbolism) if not, the maroon was mixed in a design with yellow, red, and blue. The coat had a hood and it came half way over her face from the left. The woman of the house came out and also put on a maroon coat exactly like Sues even to the hood that came half way over her face from the left. She began to imitate Sue and the posed like models and they both looked so happy. The woman of the house was a changed woman in Sue's presence. They were like identical twins.

I then left and I saw the police go by. I don't know now why I went with them, but we went past the outside of a house - perhaps the one I had worked in. There was a piano there outside the house. One of the officers got down on his knees to look under the piano keyboard and pronounced that there was something wrong with it. I said that it looked like someone had sat on it.


12/97 - 6:36 a.m. I was laying behind Joe who was reading a book. I didn't know what he was reading.

I heard a voice in my head. It said, "Blue Willow House. Secure Door. Many will die. It's so simple. I wouldn't want to tackle it. Have faith.

I then saw a man's ring. It was red and gold with a crown on it.

The voice then said, "Utilize 1 cow".

The voice then said as a message to Joe, "Your father's father was there 1,000 years ago.!!!"

The voice said, "It's mysterious and secret. It is not to be known until the time of trouble shall come."

I was concerned for Joe who prefers to think only positive thoughts. The voice said to me, "It will bring you to ruin. Fine! Then don't tell him the secrets."

I saw a coupon book. It closed. The cover said, "BED SPRINGS" (bed springs are coils = dna?)

6:46 a.m. The voice finally said, "Put this aside now and drink coffee together".

7:04 a.m. Joe's notes:

I wrote down some of Dee's visions and voice messages. As she was seeing and hearing these things, I was reading Daniel Walsh's "Lost Tribes of Israel Study Maps" Volume 3. Just prior to Dee's message about the Willow house, I read the part on page 2 about King Zedachiah being a "willow tree". He was the king captured by Nebuchadnezzar in the fall of Jerusalem. Zedachiah's sons, the Royal bloodline, were killed. This was the descendant line of Kings from Pharez; the line from his twin, Zerah is called the "cedar" tree. These twins were the firstborn sons of Judah and Tamar.

When they were born, it was a strange breech birth. A hand came out of the womb first. The midwife tied a scarlet thread on the hand. Then the hand withdrew back into the womb. Then the other twin was born first, who was Pharez, followed by his brother with the scarlet thread on his hand who they called Zerah. He came to be known as "Zerah of the Scarlet Thread". In Daniel Walsh's books, he states that the bloodline of Zerah were the Kings when the tribes lived in Egypt in the land of Goshen. When they returned to their homeland, the Pharez line became the ruling bloodline of the Kings. At the battle of Jericho, the only family that helped Joshua and his men was Rahab, the harlot who live din the walls of Jericho. She signaled to the spies by placing a scarlet thread in the window. This was a sign of Zerah of the Scarlet Thread.

On 7-9-99, Dee had a vision. A hand with soil on it presented her with a white cameo like it had been dug up out of the ground. It was very small like a charm for a bracelet or a pendant for a necklace.

The she saw a portion of a web page with the words:  


These were links to another page and were very small. Then the RED LINE - BLUE LINE flipped upsidedown next to a larger white space.  

This rather shows that the bloodline of the royal Kings are NOT in control. They have had their power usurped. It states in Revelation 3:11 - I am coming soon; hold fast what you have, so that no one may seize your crown. (12) He who conquers, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my god; never shall he go out of it, and I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem which comes down from my God out of heaven, and my own new name. At the end, in Revelation 21:22-27, the Kings of the earth bring their glory into the New Jerusalem.

Rev. 21:22 And I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is the Lord God the Almighty and the Lamb. (23) And the city has no need of sun or moon to shine upon it, for the glory of God is it's light, and its lamp is the Lamb, (24) By its light shall the nations walk; and the kings of the earth shall bring their glory into it. (25) and its gates shall never be shut by day - and there shall be no night there; (26) they shall bring into it the glory and the honor of the nations. (27) But nothing unclean shall enter it, nor anyone who practices abomination or falsehood, but only those who are written in the Lamb's book of Life.

The Volume is titled, "Jeremiah's Journey". His mission was to " the never-ending Davidic line to the Zerah Branch. The map shows the journey eventually reaching Cornall and Ireland.

Dee and I both dreamed the gold and red ring as possibly being King Solomon's ring. The bloodline is traced in Matthew 1 to Abraham. The Old Testament traced Abraham to Adam, which mean "RED" as well as "MAN". the "Blue Willow" may fit with the Pharez line.

6-26-99 - DREAM - Joe and I were in a car. Joe was driving and we were on a busy street that came to a Y intersection. It was a Y that leaned over to the right. The left hand part of the Y was straight ahead. Our intention was to go straight ahead. A beautiful dark haired woman was driving alongside us in the lane to our immediate left. I looked over at her and she looked over at me and smiled. She was beaming a huge smile and I smiled back. She looked so familiar but I couldn't think what her name was. She began pulling over in our direction and Joe immediately countered by equally swerving to the right. She continued to move to the right, forcing us to continue to the right as well. Finally, we were both going down the right turned street and she continued coming towards us forcing us all the way to the curb. I don't know what made her stop, but finally we were both stopped. She was still beaming this huge smile at me.

We all got out of our cars. Hers was still immediately to our left, not one inch closer than it had originally been due to Joe's skillful driving.

I asked her if she was all right and she asked if we were all right. She right on smiling. She came over and we hugged. I still thought I knew who she was but still couldn't think of her name.

We were going to part company at this point and I was sitting on her left. She stood next to me and i had my arm around her, telling her, "I hope you drive home safely. Drive safely for your kids. Drive safely for your Mother. Drive safely for me."  She continued to smile and agreed.

Joe then said, "I think I should anoint you!"  She got to her knees at my feet and Joe got to his knees beyond her, with her rather sandwiched between our knees. She bowed her head and Joe opened a bottle which was white with a wide top (kind of like a deodorant or shampoo container) It had a blue liquid fluid in it, and he began to pour it on the top and back of her head.  She had her hands over her eyes; I had my hand on her head along with Joes and I saw that he was wearing a large gold ring with a huge round topped red ruby on it.

He said some words that weren't English. I don't know what language, but I'm thinking it was some form of Native American Indian. When he was done, she stood up, all smiles like before.

She stood to my left and we were holding hands. She said to me, "We should call each other on the phone."  I agreed and remembered I still didn't know who she was and that I should ask her to write down her name and phone number.

At that point, two very tall men came up, about 7 feet tall. One was dark haired and one was light haired. It seems to me they were wearing like yellow colored leather like deer skin, but I'm not sure in my memory.

There was a discussion about whether which man had the better feeling/aura/spirituality. She chose one of them. I'm thinking it was the light haired one, but the men were together, came together, and were leaving together.  She said to them, "Remember my name is Beverly Beehun."

Now I knew what her name was, but I still didn't know who she was. I never knew anyone by that name. Yet I recognized her face, and her smile and knew we loved each other like 'sisters of the heart.'

Dee said the branches of the willow come down toward the ground, and the cedar branches go straight up. This may have a "Heaven and Earth" symbolism. The bloodline of Pharez, the willow of earth, ended with the fall of Jerusalem. Jeremiah's mission was to marry one of the daughter's of the Pharez line to a son from the Zerah line. This is like combining the two lines into one.

Suddenly, it hit me, the two bloodlines of the Lion of Judah, the willow and the cedar..ARE the two trees that stand up in Revelations 11:11 !!!!!

NOTE: After dwelling on these tree symbols, Joe and I both realized a strange coincidence that has happened since we moved in together. In the first house we lived in there were two Willow trees next to the house. In the second house we live in now, there are two Cedar trees in front of it.

by Dee


Re: Twins 98-04-27  I had a dream Sunday morning....it's semi-interesting and I thought I would try to post it here to see what reactions I got from it. It's not very exciting and there are probably elements I will have to explain a bit. But, with that aside, here we go! I dreamed that I was back in high school. (I am about to graduate college with a double BA in history and Classics...May 2nd, in fact!) Many of my dreams seem to focus on me being in highschool or highschool age so I wonder if there wasn't something that it either represents or that is unresolved from that time....OK, back to the dream. I had a twin sister I never knew about. Unlike me, she had long hair. She had been adopted out to another family....I remember feeling so betrayed by my parents, my mother in particular. I decided to leave home (I, even now, live in an attached apt. to my Mom's house. I grew up with her. She and my dad divorced when I was 2 years old. I have grown up with her and our relationship sorta revolves between mother-daughter and roomies-best friends....so, my moving out must have been a big deal!) and to live at my Sister's home. Her family had a large sprawling house, with a pool. My sister and I shared twin beds in a large room...like they were expecting me and had it set up! Anyway, eventually I grew tired of the arrangements and wanted to go home. I showed up unannounced (I drove a car...instead of going to school one morning I decided to go "home") at Mom's. She came out wearing this glittery make up...it was put on in a pattern that covered her whole face. She asked "What do you think of this?" I started to answer when out comes an ex-boyfriend of hers. His name was Richard. I never liked him and Mom broke up with him b/c of his controlling tendencies. It's been a year or two since she has seen him....anyway, in this dream he had moved into her house! I then realized she wasn't talking to me...but to him. I was outraged again. I told her I was leaving. Richard answered me...he said "Well, you have my pager and cell phone number"....it was like I had to call him to talk to Mom. Mom didn't say anything. On my way out, I was regretting my harsh feelings. Mom had made these strange cookies out of blue andy corns. I remember picking one up and starting to eat it, contemplating what I would do. Then, in real-life, Mom woke me up. that ended the dream.

NOTE: What makes me the most curious is my "twin". I am a Gemini, admittedly, and I do at times feel pulled in two directions...could she be related to this?


Date: 98-05-16
From: Iwonder414

Dearest Dee,

I had this dream, and felt sad. Could you give me some insight to it? I would be most grateful.

Love you,


NOTE: Liz is the person who discovered the strange anomaly by the sun. Her website is: http://www.iwonderproductions.com/suncru.htm


Last night I woke at 3:50am. I drempt of two little twin girls who were trying to hide a dead body from me wrapped in red cloth. In the dream it was Dustin Hoffman, but he was the dead man from the movie, Wag The Dog. I was in a place that was like a shack. It was a hideout. I was at a wooden table writing. The little girls were trying to hide the dead body from me, but I knew there was one inside the red cloth. It was on the floor in front of a closet. The little girls were kind and all they said was, "She knows, she knows the time is at an end." It was because I had found the thing by the sun. I went back to sleep and had the same dream over again.


10-6-98 - DREAM - I had 8 separate dreams. Each one was short and seemingly on the computer.The first 7 each was about a separate aspect of a person. The 8th part was the instructions that put the 7 parts together and the spacing between the words described the sacred geometry of how the 7 parts were put together.

When I woke up, I was disappointed that I couldn't remember the parts, only the concept that I had read in the book of Revelations about the 8th belonging to the 7th.

NOTE: Revelations 7: And the angel said to me, "Wherefore dost thou wonder? I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carries her which has the seven heads and the ten horns. 8: The beast that thou sawest was, and is not, and is about to come up from the abyss, and will go to destruction. And the inhabitants of the earth - whose names have not been written in the book of life from the foundation of the world - will wonder when they see the beast which was, and is not. 9: And here is the meaning for him who has wisdom The seven heads are seven mountains upon which the woman sits; and they are seven kings; 10: five of them have fallen, one is, and the other has not yet come; and when he comes, he must remain a short time.11: and the beast that was, and is not, is moreover himself eighth, and is of the seven, and is on his way to destruction.

In a writing by Joe Mason, he states: I had a very long dream-coincidence experience with the "11:11" concept. Some of it is quite incredible:

Unlike Solara, in my case it is about Revelation 11:11, where the two olive trees/lampstands/prophets stand up after 3 and 1/2 days of being dead, and a great fear falls on those who see them. It is the mid-point of the seven chakras, and means that humanity will make a leap to the Heart chakra, en mass. In the Egyptian depictions, it is the swallower beast's snout cutting across the pole that supports the balance beam, positioned between the 3rd and 4th nodules of the seven, as is the top of the judgment seat, where Thoth is sitting in the form of a baboon. The swallower is the beast that goes to perdition in Rev. 17:11. It means that karma will end, or be negated in the new cycle, when everyone has reached the Heart chakra level.

The Navaho sand painting called, "The Pollen Path," also is thought to be related. It has a rectangular enclosure with a cornstalk within it. There are seven markers from root to blossom. Footprints show the path along the cornstalk. A bolt of lightning from above strikes at that point, (i.e. the heart chakra level) and a pair of twins descend. (see Joseph Campbell's book).

The Hopi creation myth depicts three chambers underground, where animals develop into humans, and progress upward, with the help of Spider Grandmother. Then, she comes again, this time assisted by birds. (the descent of the Deity into the field of time, according to Campbell. And feathers represented Truth to the Egyptians). Seven humans are shown ascending to the surface and sunlight. The entire shape is like a plant, with the leaves at the surface.

Continuing with the dream:

I fell asleep again and had a dream in which I was in the backyard of my 16th St. house and the snow had fallen during the night and was about a foot deep and was heavy and wet. I knew there was a path under the snow and there was a person behind me on the right who needed to walk on that path. So, I got a shovel and began shoveling the snow on the path. The first few shovelfuls were so heavy, but then I discovered something that put a big smile on my face.Each shovelful became lighter and easier because the snow was melting ahead of me, and the green grass began to show and the sidewalk path became dry and walking on it became easy.

I immediately went into another dream which I knew was a repeat of the first dream and I new that the details of the dream itself weren't important but that each detail described an activity of a human being.

It began where I was standing in front of a bank of 4 elevator doors that were dark green. I was trying to decide which elevator to use; the 2nd or the 4th. They went different speeds, the 4th being faster than the 2nd. However, the 1st elevator came down and it was full of engineers. None of them knew where to go, but their supervisor said, "Don't worry, Dolores will tell you where to go.We immediately got on the 2nd elevator and went upstairs to a large office area. In this area, all the aspects of a person's life were planned out. All the purchase orders and blueprints were brought for the plan of what your life was going to be like. I began to run the blueprints through a desk-like machine. when they came out, they were relief maps of where the person was going to live. These maps were of the United States and each succeeding map was larger but of a smaller area of a mountainous part of the country. They were dark brown and mountainous.

The other activities going on, I was instructed to give four odd objects to a woman who would have to use her imagination and tell everyone else what the options were for the possible use of each item. Another woman was given a typing project to do. She was ready to do it, but she remarked that since their project was known well in advance, she could have been given the project much earlier and not waited until the last second, that the timing of the activity could have been planned and regulated to make it easier for her to accomplish her activity.

Then I went around a corner and there was an ocean there and a girl was sitting in the water. Her blueprint was floating on the water next to her. I moved the blueprint aside. The beautiful water was pristine and clear but on the bottom of the ocean, on the sand were two worms. One was a simple worm which could crawl over to her and bit her if she wasn't looking. The other one was coiled like a snake and had it's head up in the air looking around to see where he could cause a person to lose track of what they were doing.

I went over into the food cafeteria-like area. The boss showed me the refrigerator which was not only full of food, but had secret panels with controls behind them for various aspects of the whole operation. Each panel could be opened and adjustments made if you only knew where they were and what they were for. It was left up to me to find those control panels and make those adjustments for the others.


11-28-98 - DREAM - I was a teacher in a school. In this school was another teacher who looked just like me, or should I say I looked exactly like her. She was teaching a particular class I wanted to teach, but I wanted to teach it in a more positive way. The problem herein was that I needed to dress exactly like my twin-self without anyone knowing I was making the change because the one man I wanted to teach knew who I was and I wanted him to think I was HER and not ME. This was a problem because he was standing in the doorway ready to come into the room and there was no way to get past him to change clothes. I would have to do this without him seeing me do it.

Then, I had to change the curriculum on the computer by inserting my own web pages into the search engine in such a way that by putting in one of my key words the search engine would bring up my pages frequently enough so that one would learn the same subject in a more positive way.

Then the third and forth problem was "time" and "gender". It was 10 minutes to 12 and I had to be done by noon and I was pretty sure I could get done in time because I wanted to to lunch. I had just looked at the clock to gage by own timing when I saw the President of the company walk down the hallway and into his office. He was obviously unaware that I, a female, was working there because as he walked past the door, he called out to everyone, "Good Morning Boys!" I immediately piped up in my obvious female voice, "Good Morning!" so he would know that women worked for him too.


4-5-99 - DREAM - (This dream is like a movie plot) The mother in this dream had two sons. They were as different as night and day. One was always good, the other was always bad. On this day, the bad one came home. He had on a brown leather jacket and hair all slicked back with grease. He was also a drug user.

The mother felt bad that her son hadn't turned out better and sat on her bed lamenting her  life. She saw the bad son go out into the garage. He sat in the car and took an overdose of drugs and she thought he was dead.

She was so stunned, she just sat on the bed in the dark, cowering with fear that she would be accused of killing him.

While she sat there in the dark, the other son came home. He didn't turn on the light when he came home, she knew who it was, but kept saying, "Who is there? Who is there?", trying to throw her son off the track, pretending she didn't know her other son was sitting in the car...dead.

Finally, morning came and the mother and the good son were still sitting on the bed, the mother was feeling so guilty for being a bad mother. She went to a drawer and got some old photographs out and showed her son the photos of the two babies and how they were different from the day they were born. One was roly poly and cheerful and all laughing chubby baby. The other one, the twin, was dark haired and thin and dour faced. Though they were twins, they were nothing alike.

Then she showed him the photo of the father, a handsome, smiling man, he looked exactly like the good son. He looked at the photo of the father and said, "I don't look anything like Michael either do I?" He really did, but she said, "No!"

She knew she had to call the cops about her son's body, but she didn't want to stir up a ruckus about it, so while the good son looked at the photographs, she picked up the phone to call 911. She didn't want to say anything, so she just stood there. Finally she said, "Dead body in car!" The  woman cop operator looked at the computer and said, "Jackson Street?" The woman had to answer and give them the right address or they'd never find the body, so she said, "Third street!"

Meanwhile, the good son's friends showed up and they all saw the two tall dressers standing there in the bedroom and started opening all the drawers and throwing all the clothes on the floor.

The mother was stunned. The cops were on the way to find the dead body and question her and here the good son and his friends were throwing clothes all over the floor.

She stood in the hall, wringing her hands and the cops came. She opened the door to the garage to show the body to the cops. When she opened the door, she went into shock. Her bad son sat there, totally transformed. His slicked back hair was all washed and clean and gleamed reddish gold. He stood up, the brown leather jacket gone, he wore clean clothes and he stood seven feet tall. He came out into the hall, all smiles, put his hands on her shoulders. He looked into her eyes and said, "You didn't touch me, did you?" She just shook her head in guilt. He said to her, "Because you didn't touch me, the drugs were able to do their complete work and he showed her like in a hologram and x-ray of his skull and brain, how they had been brought into perfect alignment.

She and the cops just stood there in stunned silence. Everyone would live happily ever after.


Vol. 2, Page 477


May we not then be permitted to drag the deep rivers of the Past, and thus bring to the surface the root idea that led to the transformation of the Wisdom-God, who had first been regarded as the creator of everything that exists, into an Angel of Evil -- a ridiculous horned biped, half goat and half monkey, with hoofs and a tail? We need not go out of the way to compare the pagan demons of either Egypt, India, or Chaldea with the devil of Christianity, for no such comparison is possible. But we may stop to glance at the biography of the Christian Devil, a piratical reprint from the Chaldeo-Judaean mythology: --

The primitive origin of this personification rests upon the Akkadian conception of the cosmic powers -- the Heavens and the Earth -- in eternal feud and struggle with Chaos. Their Silik-Muludag, "the God amongst all the Gods," the "merciful guardian of men on Earth," was the Son of Hea (or Ea) the great God of Wisdom, called by the Babylonians Nebu. With both peoples -- as in the case of the Hindu gods -- their deities were both beneficent and maleficent. As Evil and punishment are the agents of Karma, in an absolutely just retributive sense, so Evil was the servant of the good (Hibbert Lect. 1887, pp. 101-115). The reading of the Chaldeo-Assyrian tiles has now demonstrated it beyond a shadow of doubt. We find the same idea in the Zohar. Satan was a Son, and an Angel of God. With all the Semitic nations, the Spirit of the Earth was as much the Creator in his own realm as the Spirit of the Heavens. They were twin brothers and interchangeable in their functions, when not two in one. Nothing of that which we find in Genesis is absent from the Chaldeo-Assyrian religious beliefs, even in the little that has hitherto been deciphered. The great "Face of the Deep" of Genesis is traced in the Tohu-bohu, "Deep," "Primeval Space," or Chaos of the Babylonians. Wisdom (the Great   Unseen God) -- called in Genesis chap. i. the "Spirit of God" -- lived, for the older Babylonians as for the Akkadians, in the Sea of Space. Toward the days described by Berosus, this sea became the visible waters on the face of the Earth -- the crystalline abode of the great mother, the mother of Ea and all the gods, which became, still later, the great Dragon Tiamat, the Sea Serpent. Its last stage of development was the great struggle of Bel with the Dragon -- the Devil!

Whence the Christian idea that God cursed the Devil? The God of the Jews, whomsoever he was, forbids cursing Satan. Philo Judaeus and Josephus both state that the Law (the Pentateuch and the Talmud) undeviatingly forbid one to curse the adversary, as also the gods of the  gentiles. "Thou shalt not revile the gods," quoth the god of Moses (Exodus xxii. 28), for it is God who "hath divided (them) unto all nations" (Deut. iv. 19); and those who speak evil of "Dignities" (gods) are called "filthy dreamers" by Jude. For even Michael the Archangel durst not bring against him (the devil) a railing accusation, but said: "The Lord rebuke thee". Finally the same is repeated in the Talmud. "Satan appeared one day to a man who used to curse him daily, and said to him: 'Why dost thou this?' Consider that God himself would not curse me, but merely said: 'The Lord rebuke thee, Satan.' "

This bit of Talmudic information shows plainly two things: (a) that St. Michael is called "God" in the Talmud, and somebody else "the Lord"; and (b) that Satan is a God, of whom even the "Lord" is in fear. All we read in the Zohar and other Kabalistic works on Satan shows plainly that this "personage" is simply the personification of the abstract evil, which is the weapon of Karmic law and KARMA. It is our human nature and man himself, as it is said that "Satan is always near and inextricably interwoven with man." It is only a question of that Power being latent or active in us.

It is a well-known fact -- to learned Symbologists at all events -- that in every great religion of antiquity, it is the Logos Demiurge (the second logos), or the first emanation from the mind (Mahat), who is made to strike, so to say, the key-note of that which may be called the correlation of individuality and personality in the subsequent scheme of evolution. The Logos it is, who is shown in the mystic symbolism of cosmogony, theogony, and anthropogony, playing two parts in the drama of Creation and Being, i.e., that of the purely human personality and the divine impersonality of the so-called Avatars, or divine incarnations, and of the universal Spirit, called Christos by the Gnostics, and the Farvarshi (or Ferouer) of Ahura Mazda in the Mazdean philosophy. On the lower rungs of theogony the celestial Beings of lower Hierarchies had each a Farvarshi, or a celestial "Double." It is the same, only a still more mystic, reassertion of the Kabalistic axiom, "Deus est Demon inversus"; the word "demon," however, as in the case of Socrates, and in the spirit of the meaning given to it by the whole of antiquity, standing for the guardian Spirit, an "Angel," not a devil of Satanic descent, as theology will have it. The Roman Catholic Church shows its usual logic and consistency by accepting, as the ferouer of Christ, St. Michael, who was "his Angel Guardian," as proved by St. Thomas, while he calls the prototypes of Michael and his synonyms, such as Mercury, for example, devils.

The Gods of Heliopolis

Gemini - Castor and Pollux

The Greeks personified the Sun and Moon through the myths of Apollo and Diana, the twin offspring of Latona and Zeus. The rape of Leda by Zeus resulted in two twin
births: Pollux and Helen, and Castor and Clytemnestra. Castor and Pollux are
regarded as the twin deities, rather than their sisters, and are immortalized in the night
sky. Their constellation, Gemini, is located above and to the east of Orion. The ancient Babylonians and Assyrians also identified and named seven separate twin

Jacob and Esau

The Papris of Ani

Birth of Mukat and Tamaioit

Artemis and Apollo

Pharez and Zarah

The Twin Gods of Light - Shu and Tefnut

Romulus and Remus

The Aeneid  by Virgil


L Y C U R G U S - The Father of Sparta

Twin Gods Asvini Kumaras who beget the twins Sahadeva and Nakula.


Dual Gods - Aquarian Civilization


Revelation 11:11

Humanity on the Pollen Path

Crop Circles Mystery:
An Exploration of Dreams, Mythology
and their Potential Relationship to Crop Patterns

Kabbalah: The Occult Connection


A 86 page slide show - Well worth sitting through.


Duality in Evolution

Blavatsky' Foreknowledge of The Wave/Particle Duality of Light

Zen Master Enso Website

The traditional japanese artists shape their art according to the spirit of Zen, dealing with the duality of existence and overcoming that duality. The creative impact and the vibrance of Zen Art is born from this struggle.

Lorenz Attractor

Has great movie of the Tacoma Bridge Waving in the Wind

The alchemical King and Queen, Rex and
Regina, standing upon the dual eternal principals
represented by sun and moon, join in the holy
wedding, the hierosgamos. The image of this eternal,
transformative union was perhaps mirrored in Joseph
Smith's ritual of celestial marriage.

Trismosin,  "Splenor solis" (MS., 1582)


In our times, when such threatening forces of cleavage are at work, splitting people, individuals, and atoms, it is doubly necessary that those forces which unite and hold together become effective. . . for life is founded on the harmonious interplay of masculine and feminine forces within the individual human being as well as without. Bringing these opposites into union is one of our most important present day tasks."
Mrs. Emma Jung

Androgeny in Christianity

The Macrocosm-Microcosm and Mythological Archetypes