DREAMS OF THE BULL, BISON, BUFFALO
THE CREATION, DEATH /DESTRUCTION PROCESS
CHRIST OF ST. JOHN OF THE CROSS
There has been much discussion in recent years about the change from the Age of Pisces to the age of Aquarius. No one can know the exact year or date this is supposed to happen. Some think it's already occurred. I've had many, many dreams myself of the change in the water dreams and so have thousands of other people. Along with the change of Ages, we are changing from the Kali Yuga, (The Kali Yuga is the Fourth Age of the world -- the current age -- (The age of Quarrels and Hypocrisy) at the end of which everything will be destroyed, and recreated from a single mustard seed preserved by the Goddess Kali Ma. ) to the age of the Satya/Krita (The Yugas) In our daily lives, we don't pay too much attention to these events since the ages are so long, it hardly makes a difference to our relatively short lives. However, it seems that we must be right on the cusp of this change in our own lifetime because the symbols in our dreams and visions are so strong.
The past couple of years have been emotionally heartbreaking to so many of us what with mass deaths from plane crashes, TWA800, Flight 111, Flight Kal801, Lockerbie, Scotland, and personal deaths such as Princess Diana and now John F. Kennedy, Jr. who died so young at the seeming prime of their lives. Even though we grieve these deaths personally, the church celebrates death as the transition from physical life to spiritual life where we meet our family members who have passed on before us and we meet Jesus Christ in the golden city.
Princess Diana Synchronicities and Dreams
We just barely get past one tragedy when we are faced with another one. One can hardly catch their breath in between, in the past few years. Though we can understand and believe in life after death, one never gets used to the idea that 'we too' will meet our maker one day, and we hope to put that off as long as possible. Meantime, we are faced with prophecy of death and destruction, doomsday prophecies of the worst kind, and worst of all is the Bible's Book of Revelation which we seem to be living through right now. Ever since I started journaling my dreams and visions in 1981, it has been like a big puzzle to figure out what is going on, as my dreams are not just about my personal daily life but about the larger unit - mankind - including prophecies of death and destruction.
This morning - 7-25-99, I had another dream about working on a puzzle in the shape of a calendar and the puzzle pieces had all kinds of strange looking long arms and it didn't fit into a nice square boxed calendar. All of a sudden, the calendar changed into a wheel with many divisions and the last puzzle piece slipped right into place. That was pretty neat. However, when I woke up, and was thinking about the dream, I had a vision of a greeting card with a stylized black and white drawing of a shape I couldn't determine what it was. The card opened up and the same shape was inside and the ends of the lines were fading quickly. I realized then it was like a rock art drawing of a bison and at the same time, into my head came the word 'DEATH'! It seems that it has always been with us.
Thus this page was born!
12-5-89 - DREAMS - There were several nightmares about being threatened by buffalos and wolves. I dreamed that we were attacked by a low black cloud coming from the East. We ran for shelter in the house so a huge old tree wouldn't fall on us. A man from Nebraska said he could see us waving due to refraction in the atmosphere. A reporter flew in on a low flying snowmobile and the thin low clouds knocked him out of the sky, but he saved himself and flew away again.
A family crossing the prairie died in an Indian raid and the wife made a memorial to him out of various kinds of hamburgers and cakes. They were all petrified.
1989 - DREAM - I was going west on Small Rd. I came to the intersection of Calhoun Rd. (172nd St.) For some reason I stopped at a barn on the left side of the road on the west side of Calhoun Rd. (There is no building there) I went into the barn. There was a huge picture window on the north side of the building so I could see everything in that direction. On the west side of the building, there was a double set of doors which opened up. That was the direction I wanted to go, but I couldn't do it because there was a huge black curly haired bull laying at my feet and I had to get past him to go that direction. The bull turned his head and looked at me with his huge brown left eye. It glistened and almost seemed like love emanated from it. Out those doors to the west was a huge green sunny meadow. All I had to do was get past the bull.
Sulis, is the womb of spirituality and the individuation of the personality. (Hoa is also the moon), Dagda, a sexual glyph, the Mahadiva, is the procreative power. Mapon, the Divine Youth, symbolizes the emergence of the spiritual being who unlocks the door to the Mysteries for others. The eventual union of the three, is symbolized by a triadic shape, The final step is to the center, and the union with Bel, the Light behind the Light. Dharmic Wheel Crop Circle Formation.
"Bel" is a title, meaning "Lord," given to Marduk, the god of Babylon. He brought order out of Chaos. A male friend of Joe's told him a dream of being drawn and quartered by a 'night-mare horse' called 'Ishtar.' Ishtar is another name of Mylitta, according to Helena Blavatsky. She was Marduk's sister. The book called 'Nicronomicon.' has a Babylonian myth, about ..."Marduk, Lord of the double-headed axe", which is used in bull sacrifice. Nebo, the Babylonian Mercury, rescued Marduk from the underworld.
Mme Blavatsky speaks of the 'Trinity in Chaos,' out of which springs the manifested trinity. In some Indian temples this took the form of a bull. The bull Nardi is the 'vehan' (vehicle) of Siva. The bull, an emblem of Life, can be traced in every religious system.
In her discussion of the Biblical patriarchs being Zodiacal signs, Blavatsky says that Adam, Cain, and Abel form the first triad. Cain presides over the Taurus Bull, which belongs to the earthy trigon. In the Persian 'Avesta', Ormazd produced a being, the source and type of all the Universal beings, called "Life", or "Bull" in the 'Zend'. Ahriman (Cain) kills this being (Abel), from the seed of which (Seth) new beings are produced. Abel means 'son'. Apollo was also 'Abelius,' of Bel. Cain means a "Hermaic Statue, a pillar, the symbol of generation."
In 1990, Joe had a strange dream of a hand reaching for a branch, and being bitten by a bison bull. A voice said, "The bison, symbolizing sex, rolls and the sacred herb springs up, giver of Life." A series of strange coincidences followed, eventually leading me to believe that the face of the bison or bull represents the trinity. The horns are like antenna to the dual aspects. Mme Blavatsky's writings helped to analyze the dream.
Various hints seem to suggest that the bull sacrifice symbolism is related to the Kali-Yuga time cycle. It's called 'death or destruction creation.' and equated to a seed growing into a plant. The seed is destroyed in the process of the plant's growth. My sense is that it represents a way of learning and growing through problems or challenges. This seems to be built into the triangle/trinity of creation.
I am led to believe that the end of the Kali-Yuga may be near. Great changes at this time apparently will involve a basic change in the triangle/trinity. The creation by death or destruction, the sacrifice, will come to an end.
This Nostradamus Quatrain was called to my attention:
12-21-94 - DREAM - I got a new job at A-C in Purchasing and my job was to buy gravel. I met two men there whom I knew worked upstairs and wondered if they recognized me from when I worked there before.
I went to my room and they followed me. The one man pulled out a brilliant silver-blue saxophone. He gave me the key to it. The key was unusual in that it was long and circular, more like a vending machine key. I closed the door to the room because they were going to play it. Both men tried but could get no sound out of it. The man who owned it said he had been trying to get sound out of it since September and could make it sound out. I suggested he pucker his lips more.
The two men took the saxophone into the closet and the other man was going to try to blow it The other man closed the door to the closet and tried blowing it but I could hear nothing. The men were unsuccessful and came back out of the closet.
I still had the key in my hand but it now looked like a set of bull's horns. They were silver. I tossed the key back to the man and said, "Here! This belongs to you. Then the two men left.
NOTE: Since I have the 7 trumpets locked in my safe, I'm asking if I should blow the first one? I will meditate on that to find out.
Meditation: The blue saxophone is not connected to the trumpets locked in the safe. This dream was given to awaken your awareness that the time is coming soon for this to take place. The trumpet should be blown on the 2nd Saturday after the 1st of the year.
8-8-97 Dream/Vision: The woman I was watching was out of control of her life. She went into a ceremony to bring it back under control. There was a huge creature across from her with a bull-like head. She sat on the floor, dressed all in red from head to toe. She wore red stockings and shoes as well. I saw it as very sexual. She had a bowl of water with a candle burning in it placed between her outstretched legs which were spread wide. She chanted a sweet song to the God/Goddess Shimeekah. Joe was sitting to my right in the crystal. I commented to Joe that her ceremony was very Shamanic.
9-1-97 - Dream: I had captured all the images I as supposed to from February 1st to July 1st. including the purple bull and did everything I was supposed to. My reward was the white airplane that was flying in. I saw the white plane flying in. It had luggage strapped on top and many lighted windows. I was standing on the tarmac watching the plane coming in. When it came in, it was right over my head and I said, "I didn't realize it was that low."
12-11-97 - DREAM - A big wide stairway to the basement was being built onto my 16th St. house, but I found a wide stairway with uneven stairs already built. I went down the steps and discovered a badger/weasel down there that was black/brown-purple/green-blue/white. He was so ugly. I ran back up the stairs but I last looked at the weasel. He was balanced on top of a bicycle.
I went back into the house where a young girl named Linda told me to tell her when a young man named Jim arrived. It was obvious she had a crush on him.
When Jim arrived, I spotted him waiting for me in a side room. I went over to him and began kissing him. He and I had been seeing each other secretly and were in love and nobody knew it.
Then he asked me, "When you dreamed about the baby, were they married in the dream?" I thought they were but wasn't sure. He said, "You know your dreams are the window to the soul and tell a person what they are really like. You know I want to marry you, but I have to know if those people were married.
(As far back as I can remember, the baby was the husband's and he had brought the baby with him when they got married.)
At that point, Linda came to the door and the vacuum cleaner she had been using stopped running. I thought the plug had come out of the wall but it seemed rather that the light switch somehow connected to it and the switch had been turned off. Jim disappeared somewhere and I walked through the house.
Suddenly a huge bison appeared in the kitchen and began rampaging through the house. It was so huge, I was terrified of it. I began screaming and barricaded myself in another room. I was trying to find doors that would close to escape, but none of the doors would close, they all had stuff in the way.
I started screaming for Jim to shoot it, and a huge brown dog started barking to get to it to attack it, but it was blocked from getting thru a passageway by a big brown door and before I could find my husband, he hollered, "I don't think he's in the house anymore. I see two bison out in the yard."
5-13-98 - DREAM - I was at my 4800 N Pt. Washington Rd. address. I didn't have a car and needed to go shopping, so I called a taxi cab. When the cab arrived, the driver was a good looking blonde guy. We pulled around the corner and I could see a huge derrick moving earth next door to the south of us. I thought to myself, "I should get out more, I didn't even know they were doing that."
He pulled around the corner going north on Port Washington Rd. going north. All of a sudden I noticed we were going backwards. Then he let go of the steering wheel, climbed over the seat into the back with me.I didn't feel any fear, but I was trying to figure out how this was happening. I could see the steering wheeling making little movements left and right. At that point we were along the curb. I figured we'd just keep going backwards until we hit something. We weren't going fast enough to get hurt I didn't think so I didn't attempt to open the door and jump out though it crossed my mind. The man didn't try to hurt me, he just observed me to see my reaction to what was going on. I decided to just sit there until we ran into something and then get out.
I was amazed because we were driving around people and obstacles like holed in the road that were being fixed in the road with workmen in orange hats standing around. I looked at the steering wheel again and it was moving back and forth. I thought maybe there was a small monkey driving or a midget who could see into the rear view mirror, but I could see nobody. We drove backwards more and more blocks and finally reached an area where there weren't many buildings. The car then ran backwards over some grass where I saw a bridge. a black woman ran behind the car and we just missed her and ran into a short yellow pole or something.
The man seemed stunned and I opened the car door and started running towards a bus I saw coming. I got pretty far before I saw the guy get out of the car and limp away from it. I was running pretty fast, but I saw him coming up behind me. I had to pee really bad and I almost missed the bus. But he had to let a lot of people off so I managed to get on and stand on the steps right by the door. I had to pee so bad, I just let it go and it ran down my legs over my feet and out the door of the bus. Unfortunately, the old white lady standing next to me got some on her shoes too and when the people moved back in the bus, she noticed her feet were wet, but I didn't say anything.
I looked in my purse then for change for the bus ride and couldn't find any. It was a very tiny purse. I said out loud to the driver, "I can't find any change." The woman next to me helped me look, and while we looked, my purse turned from black to white and got larger and larger. We soon spotted some dimes and then I found a nickel. But when I picked up the dimes, they turned into diamonds, and the nickel turned into a white/silver buffalo. The bus driver didn't seem concerned. As I walked back in the bus, I noticed it was a gambling casino and shopping mall.
Suddenly, I had to pee really bad again and I got off the bus at a real shopping mall to look for the ladies room. I had to walk up a steep hill inside the mall. I saw the men's room, but where the ladies room should have been, a man came out the door. I kept walking and came to some shops and I knew I had gone too far. I really had to go bad, so I decided I would go back to where I saw the man come out and use that bathroom. I was in agony by the time I got there. I pulled the door open and woke up at the same moment. I really had to go pee bad and jumped out of bed.
9-4-98 - NOTE: I played a "blank" cassette tape that was supposed to be a dream imagery tape. The tape was supposed to bring on a dream revealing inner fears.
VISIONS: A man appeared in a light purple shirt. He said, "There is no need to be afraid."
I saw a block of type in a paragraph. The top line said, "A new woman".
I went into a dream that was all white and blank. Then a sentence popped up that said, "DREAM NETWORK". "Let us show you how."
I saw a blue and red background. It was half blue, half red. It was divided in the middle by a black buffalo. A voice said, "How was that? My wife doesn't know I'm here."
11-18-98 - DREAM - (I believe this was an implanted dream from the spirit realm) Thought I recall the activities of the dreams that were implanted, I knew it was the concepts I was being instructed in.
The moment I woke up the second time, I had a vision of a bulls-eye and the words 'TARGET VALUE' were superimposed over it, then the center of the bulls-eye burst open and 3 little yellow ducks were born.
In the first dream, I had a meeting with all the other linked web-page designed from my site. We were going to be planning the future. One man brought his little old father with him and though he wasn't going to be part of the planning, there was a place for him to play games with other little old fathers.
In the second dream I was constructing my own car with the initial "D" on the door, so it wasn't just a car, it was my vehicle. The instruction booklet for the door said it should take 5 seconds to put together. I thought I was doing a good job, but it took me 15 seconds to do it instead.
11-20-98 - DREAM - I was at 20th St. school and we were teaching classes to elderly people. There were other classes and young teens there as well but the elderly was who I was working with. There were two men there from Sweden and they hurt themselves and each had to have an arm amputated. There was no medical facilities so the amputations were done right in front of us. They intended to put replacement limbs on as well and I stood there both times as they counted from 1 to 5 and on the count of 5 the severed arm dropped off, the blood squirted from the artery, and thy guy doing the surgery clamped his thumb over the artery while someone brought in a new arm to be sewn on.
Once the surgeries were over and the elderly people finished their class, someone decided they deserved to have a band play music for dancing. A band hadn't been hired to do this, so it was up to me to find a band real quick. There was a band already to play for the next night so we went to the Rolodex to get their names to see if they wanted to play tonight as well. The Rolodex card was like a movie screen and I watched a young man like "Max" from "One Life to Live" tell about himself and the band before the call went through. He was already booked elsewhere, so I went around asking people if they knew how to play an instrument they could play in an impromptu band. I finally found a girl who could play drums and that's all. We never found anyone so they ended up telling story of Atreous and the Bull for entertainment instead. (In the Zend, Bull = Life)
2-28-99 - DREAM - I was manager of a large apartment building. On one of the upper floor we were placing the statue of a big blue bull inside of a container. I can't remember why we did this but there was a big high platform built up around this thing so one could look down into it from above. The hole was so large, it was on the floor below and we had to secure it so it couldn't move, but we weren't burying it, we still wanted to be able to see it. I spent some time opening up and cutting the threads of sofa cushions to use the insides to fill in the empty space below next to the statue. To do this, I had to climb up on the platform around the hole which was 4 ft high. I recall that I had long beautiful legs with pantyhose on and that the boss was watching me do this and I knew it.
After it was done, the boss had my picture published in the paper as the heroine. I overheard the newspaper guy ask the boss why he had made me the heroine and he said, "I saw those sweet lips in a big 'O' and I just couldn't do less." It had big sexual connotations. I saw his picture as well, a big man reminding me of the patriarch of "One Life to Live" TV show.
I went out in front of the building and locked myself out because I forgot to bring my keys with me. So I knocked on the door of a 1st floor apartment to let me back in. He opened the door but it wasn't as easy as it seemed. The back side of the door was all rough shelves which had to be emptied and I had to climb in over those shelves to get inside. Again I noted that I had long beautiful legs and that I was well balanced and graceful.
7-12-99 - DREAM - ending - There were 3 purchases made. The last one was by the Mother and Father. It was to be made by credit card. It was written on a piece of paper . The paper was placed into a brown envelope and a voice said, "When the Mother and Father make this purchase, it will be the sign of the death knell."
7-25-99 - DREAM - I was in Milwaukee. Two men were involved, I.R. and another older man who seems familiar but I can't give him a name. I can't recall if I.R. was helping the man or the other way around, but the other man said that he had known I.R. for many, many years. I can't recall either which man I was helping. I was working on a puzzle that seemed like a calendar. The pieces had all awkward arms on it and I couldn't get all the pieces to fit, so, the puzzle turned into a wheel with many spaces around the circle and the last piece fit in easily.
As I woke up and was thinking about the dream, I saw a greeting card with a stylized drawing on the front in black. It looked kind of like an ancient rock art painting where you have to figure out what it is. The card opened up and the same painting was inside, but it was fading on the ends. I knew then it was a bison, and the word DEATH came into my head.
Vision of a black bull- 08/16/1999
I had a vision not to long ago of a bull.. He was the trim sleek bulls you see on tv from Mexico or Spain. YOu know, the ones with the long white horns.
He was beautiful, glossy solid black coat and standing switching his tail. He ran into my line of vision and stood. I noticed he had a crown like object on his head and the tuft of hair on his head was red like a Hereford.
Well suddenly he stiffened and two airplane wings appeared on his back, he slowly took off into the sky and at the same time the crown came off his head and floated down toward me or someone. As it came down I noticed it had a few small jewels on it but as it descended it became even more encrusted with gold and jewels. The bull's horns were on it too.
I seem to remember the vision ending with dark arms coming out and the crown resting on them. It was quite large in comparison to the arms. --
It is interesting to note that the father of my children is from Mexico and his names mean cauldron and crown.
And for your info, Alexander was also recognised, in 332 BC, at the age of 24, by the Great Priests of Amon as to be a Son... or a living reincarnation of Amon-R, who just like Osiris traveled the World to spread his knowledge and was the last person to this present day to wear the title of Touthank Amon-R..."The Living Image of the Sun-God." (EM, Amon-R section)
An interesting point to remark, is the fact that, at this time, the favorite animal of Amon-R was made to be the Bull Apis....and this explains why the most famous Dream Horse of Alexander began to wear the name "Bucephalis"... Bull-Head... and also the reason why Alexandria, founded a year later in 331 BC, became suddenly the Universal Intellectual and Artistic Capital of Learning for a while....with its prestigious Libraries and Universities and a New World Trade Center, dominated by a 400 feet high Lighthouse, symbolic of the Light of the World.
Between the Horns of the Bull
There is a huge bull on the loose, heading for an auditorium filled with many people - mostly children. Among them is a 7 year old Mexican boy who has been abandoned by his parents.
I anxiously stare down the hallway through which the bull will charge.
Finally, the bull is here and is it gigantic! I jump up on the stage and urge others to do so as well. The stage is too high for the bull to leap onto, although he tries. Then , to my horror, the Mexican boy approaches the bull. He manages to sit in between the bull's horns and remains unharmed for the moment.
People get the idea of acting silly in order to distract the bull, who ends up imitating the antics of two men; the bull then becomes par of the man himself. The danger is over.
I befriend the boy and introduce him to others. They are reluctant to try speaking Spanish with him, so I do. I feel overwhelmed with responsibility but then suddenly the scene shifts ... and I am in a dark room alone except for a shadowy figure sitting at another table with a small, intense white light burning.
He is reading a book. I am fiddling with dozens of heavy keys and remembering the fact that all the excitement is over now and I'm no longer in danger or involved. The Mexican boy has gone off with a big group and doesn't need me anymore. I miss taking care of him.
I want to join the others but am burdened down by all the keys. I shine a flashlight on The Reader ... but he remains in shadow.
According to Dream Network Journal, the definitions of the buffalo is: Keeper of pure, absolute knowledge. The definition of the bull is: Keeper and protector of female energies.
10-21-00 - DREAM - I was a young woman working as a Journalist. I was working in a smallish office with 12 foot ceilings in a big old house. My boss was a tall, thin, dark-haired man. There were several desks in this room and my boss had a computer. I wanted to sit at the desk facing two tall windows facing the east or west (I'm not sure) It was dark out when I got there, but it soon got light and I liked facing the light. The windows became like a TV or movie screen and I watched as a tall, dark haired man rounded up some bulls in an old truck. The bulls didn't like being rounded up. They jumped off the truck and threw their bodies head-long over a long narrow pile of rocks in the street and sacrificed themselves. I wrote up the story in my loose-leaf notebook and my boss wrote a paragraph below it and okayed it and signed it on the 30th.
3-17-02 - DREAM - I was in a small town somewhere. There was a small circus coming to town and they were riding horses and driving their animals through the center of town.
As the animals got closer, I saw this huge brown western bull with wide horns looking wild and it came charging up the street. It ran into the horses with the men riding them but that didn't stop him. He was so close, I got scared and turned to run away and ran into a woman standing close behind me.
I was pinned against the woman and the bull caught up to me, opened his mouth and wrapped his big black tongue around my head and wouldn't let go.
The three of us stood there together - my head inside the bull's mouth wit his tongue wrapped around my head, pinned up against the other woman's head.
I could hear the bull breathing down my neck behind my head and he wasn't letting go for any reason.
I started pounding the bull with my fist harder and harder but he didn't let go, so I finally grabbed his tongue and tried to peel it off my head and push him away and that wasn't working either.
Finally, I managed to sock him hard enough in the chest and he finally let go and pulled back and ran down the street.
Then I woke up and discovered I had dreamed it and started telling other people what had happened and they all told me it had happened to them too.
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