THE WAY GOD CREATES
A CROP CIRCLE
and
DREAMS ABOUT ELECTRICITY
by Dee Finney
| Since I'm not a
theologian and don't pretend to be, I am presenting
a series of dreams and information received throughout the last 12 years
which 'point' to the way God creates. Along with the dreams, I will present
other information from scholars and 'other' intelligent beings which I cannot
designate to show a similar plan.
These dreams also show that something went wrong in the creation of earth and mankind and that changes are coming. This, of course is not the only way God creates. There are other links at the bottom of the page which also fit into this category. There were far too many to fit all on one page. |
11-18-89 - DREAM - My friend G.H. was an electricity master. He pulled a copper wire and hooked it into the main system, then handed me the other end to carry it through the factory. It ended near an oil tank (not touching, but close) He had showed me the network of plans, which had changed but not shown me the changes. Then, by accident, he reversed the polarity of the electricity, thereby threatening to explode the oil tank. I would be blamed for placing the wire. NOTE: This is showing an induction - part of creation. Something in the plans have changed. It suggests a gap and spark like lightening which created life. |
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| In 1992 a crop circle formation at Winterbourne
Stoke, there were two elements with a space between, which conveyed a sense of 'almost touching', almost making contact with another world - like Michelangelo's portrayal of the moment when Adam's finger reaching to touch, but does not quite touch, the outstretched finger of God. |
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| All things in nature are mostly organized in
patterns and maintained by electromagnetic (EM) fields. The process has been
clarified following the discovery in 1986 of a hitherto unknown, low-energy,
vorticeal, EM field. Identified as an expression of one fundamental field
of formative energy often called 'ether', 'zero-point energy', 'tachyon field'
or 'unified field', it contains the potential for the emergence of matter
and acts as the responsible agent for form, growth, and behavioral patterns
throughout nature (morphogenesis).
Dr. Sergei Barsamian, internationally known bio-physicist, has shown experimentally that this process is one of 'induction'. Energetic information held in the formative field effectively influences the energy field of another natural system when a state of coherence (sympathetic vibration) occurs. Charged, particles can be attracted and localized in space following the laws applicable to field charges and the laws of matter in physics. On the Earth, (which should be regarded as a living entity) such locations would form, e.g. the Bermuda Triangle in the Atlantic, the Dragon's Triangle in the Pacific and phenomenon such as powerful eddies of air (whirlwinds) and large oceanic whirlpools. These can be viewed as major centres of induction for EM vorticeal fields. In any system, induced EM energy produces conduits, called meridians in the biophysical entity or telluric currents in the Earth, e.g. "Dragon Currents' in China and the 'Path of the Rainbow Serpent' in Australian Aboriginal lore. Ley Lines in britain are aligned to this principle. Along these conduits, points of high EM activity have always distinguished 'sacred sights' and can be viewed as minor centres of induction. This universal activity, the inpouring of vitalizing energy into a natural system is a function essential to the processes of life. EM fields align themselves to existing energetic field patterns in the Earth's telluric paths and a mutual modification of the patterns occurs through 'feedback'. The mind/body interaction in bio-feedback is a fitting corollary. Conventional theoretical physics considerations prove singular vorticeal EM field activity in nature and accepts their interaction which produces all other geometrical patterns, e.g. those seen in crystal formations. Dr. Barsamian's work experimentally proves these findings and brings new applications of the principles outlines to physics. Cornfields, by virtue of their properties and high polarity act as naturally occurring stencils that allow visual registration of energetic patterns during induction into the Earth. The activity cannot be measured with conventional technology and anomalies often occur to such electronic equipment in use. The process is rapid with effects such as luminosity, crackling or humming often accompanying the discharge of the field in the medium. Further field effects, according to Dr. Barsamian, may include stimulation of natural cell metabolism and possible altered states of consciousness when one is in close proximity. Many "UFO' experiences can be attributed to the above considerations. He accepts the existence of such processes in any environment and thus a state of ionizaton or the presence of plasma medium is not necessitated. REF: Journal of biological Physics, Stillwater, OK. USA. "A Morphogenic Process in Low-Energy Electromagnetic fields' S.T. and S.P. Barsamian., 1988 Suggested Reading: The Sign of the Serpent Ken to Creative Physics. Mark Balfour, Prism Press, UK, 1990. For further information: Mark Balfour, Metavison Research Consultants, 1/1/ Richmond Avenue, Cremorne, Sydney2090, Australia. Tel: (02) 953-4660 Excerpted from The Cerealogist #6, Summer 1992 (The Journal for Crop Circle Studies.) http://www.abel.net.uk/~sayer/cereol.htm |
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| The Nature of Physical Reality - by Jane Roberts
- Seth - 1970
"Because I say that you create physical matter by use of the inner vitality of the universe, in the same way that you form a pattern with your breath on a glass pane, I do not mean that you are the creators of the universe. I am saying that you are the creators of the physical world as you know it. "Chemicals themselves will not give rise to consciousness or life. Your scientists will have to face the fact that consciousness comes first and evolves it own form . . . All the cells in the body have a separate consciousness. There is a conscious cooperation between the cells in all the organs,a nd between the organs themselves... "Molecules and atoms and even smaller particles have a condensed consciousness. They form into cells and form an individual cellular consciousness. This combination results ina consciousness that is capable of much more experience and fulfillment than would be possible the isolated atom or molecule alone. This goes on ad infinitum . . . to form the physical body mechanism. even the lowest particle retains its individuality and its abilities (through this cooperation) are multiplied a millionfold. "matter is a medium for the manipulation and transformation of psychic energy into aspects that can then be used as building blocks . . . Matter is only cohesive enough to give the appearance or relative permanence to the senses that perceive it. "Matter is continually created, but no particular object is in itself continuous. There is not, for example, one physical object that deteriorates with age. There are instead continuous creations of psychic energy into a physical pattern that appears to hold a more or less rigid appearance. "No particular objects 'exists long enough' as an indivisible, rigid, or identical thing to change with age. The energy behind it weakens. The physical pattern therefore blurs. After a certain point each recreation becomes less perfect from your standpoint. AFter many such re-creations that have been unperceived by you, then you notice a difference and assume that a change . . . has occurred. The actual material that seems to make up the object has completely disappeared many times, and the pattern has been completely filled again with new matter. "Physical matter makes consciousness effective within three-dimensional reality. AS individualized energy approaches your particular field, it expresses itself to the best of its ability within it. As energy approaches, it creates matter, first of all in an almost plastic fashion. But the creation is continuous like a beam or endless series of beams, at first weak as they are far off, then stronger , then weak again as they pass away. "Physical objects cannot exist unless they exist in a definite perspective and space continuum. But each individual creates his own space continuum. . . each individual actually creates an entirely different object, which his own physical senses then perceive.
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The Fundamental
Foundation For Faith FROM A SERMON - If the Body is correctly wired up, and the Father in heaven turns the big master switch on, something's going to rise up. That's right. That's if the Body is... if the building is properly wired. And if it's properly taught and every fiber of our body, being lost in Christ and to His Word alone... Now if you got theology, if you got some doctrine, if you got some superstition, you got some unbelief, you got something that stops up somewhere, then that energy can never pull through you. But when you got to a place where you're perfectly wired, and the Master Electrician has okayed it by sealing it with the Holy Spirit, the only thing is just turn on the switch then, and there'll be a light show, and that's right. |
| 12-29-89 - Meditation - I saw that I was working
on a handicraft project of beaded work on wires ...multicolored on a black
velvet background and the women surrounded the table and went crazy over
it. They all loved it. It was a Japanese artform.
See this pattern: http://www.crowndiamond.org/cd/sitemap.html
12-4-89 Dream: I was in a class on the third floor. An energy was sent out in the form of an arrow. The arrow got stolen by the enemy. This was sexually oriented. I had to hide my feelings because my father was expected any moment. I decided to join in the hunt for the arrow. My cousin Paul was one of the searchers and I fell in love with him. We were dancing together and kissing. It felt so sweet to feel the love between us. But the music changed to rock and roll and Paul couldn't rock and roll and he fell down. Then the energy came to the house and I decided I as going to be brave and try to get the arrow back that contained the sexual energy. I walked with the man to where the lockers were. He said that it was hidden in locker 15. He opened the locker with the key. He reached into the locker and laughed as he took out a steel case with another lock on it. He threw away the key to locker 15 into the grass. When he wasn't looking I picked up the key and hid it in the pocket of my blue robe I was wearing. We walked along together and we were noticing that we were attracted to each other. We stopped walking and stood looking into each other's eyes. I said that it seemed that we were very compatible and it was a shame that we couldn't be together because we were on opposite sides of the fence. (That meant that he was negative/magnetic and I was positive/electric)
1-14-90 - DREAM - I was on 20th St. in Milwaukee. My kids were grown and were house-sitting at a house on 20th St. It was snowing heavily. I came up the walk and the snow was about 4 inches deep with ice patches over it. I decided I would shovel it before it got worse. I went up on the porch. I knew I had been at this house before on the left side. Now the owners lived there and my kids were taking care of the right side. I went in and asked for a shovel. The owners came in and asked who I was and I was introduced as the Mother. The owners asked if there was anything that I needed, they would provide it. We requested a shovel, but they said they didn't have one. They said they would take care of the problem tomorrow. I knew that would be too late, that the situation would be way too out of hand to do it then. I went upstairs where the TV's and antenna wires were. I was watching a huge color TV set, sitting only 3 feet from it. I said it was a 20" set, but the picture was more like the BIG SCREEN sets like 3 feet across. I realized I was much too close to it for comfort and got up to look out the window to see how bad the snow was getting, knowing that a huge storm was coming and that a giant wave was going to wash all the people away that were unprepared for it. As I looked out the window, I saw the ocean swells begin to grow huge, and then retreat like they do just before they come smashing back in. I grabbed a hold of the yellow wall at a place where I would be able to ride the house wall section when the wave hit and all those not holding onto a house at a point like this would be washed away. I knew that I was going to be fine, but the owners would be washed away.
I looked out the window again. It was dark out and all I could see whas a
little snow on the ground, but I knew the waves were in full retreat, ready
to come rolling back with full force. 2-21-90 - DREAM - I was playing a big brown organ, but no sound was coming out. Two men were working on it. The older man said that it should play because all the lights were on and they were all green and all the switches were on didn't mean that it was going to make a beautiful sound, that it had to be adjusted. Way down at the bass end, there were some loose boards with wires exposed.
First I had to iron the shirt and went to the kitchen to get the ironing board and iron. I turned up the heat just a smidge and we discussed the overuse of electricity with a man who was making toast, then I wondered if the house wiring could handle plugging in the iron. N.M. was there in the kitchen and made some kind of comment using the name 'Honey' and that pleased me. I saw two photos of me taken from the left side of myself looking left and I thought I looked quite well. My mother was making sandwiches and was making a mess of bread crumbs, lettuce and green peppers on the table. I decided to throw the crumbs out into the yard for the birds. First I had to go through 5 doors to get there and for each door my daughter had 5 different names starting with Arla, Ooorla, Orlain, Orvain and Jalah. She began opening each door and her name was on each doorknob. I came out onto the rickety back porch and the steps were old and dilapitated and falling down. I had both hands full of bread crumbs. I poured all the crumbs into my right hand to balance them and I tried desperately to hold on tightly to the railing and I knew I was going to be sorry I came this way.
3-22-90 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house. I was getting ready for a rummage sale and was gathering all the old things together that I wanted to get rid of. My son started to scream and cry. I asked him what was the matter. He said that he was afraid of the ant that was crawling on the table between him and his glass of milk. The phone rang. I picked it up expecting someone who wanted to buy something. Instead it was a woman who was also having a rummage sale...she was selling her son's clothing...all size 12, and she said her baby had been born in 1979. She heard my son screaming and told me to call an ambulance for my son. I hung up and I could hear sirens in the distance of an ambulance. I was holding my son and he was holding his glass of milk. There was a phone on the garage wall and I began dialing for an ambulance. The phone consisted of 12 pink buttons set into the garage wall in two straight rows. I continued pushing them all in sequence from 1 thru 12 and the ambulance siren kept getting louder and louder. Suddenly, when it got really loud, I finished pushing the last button and peeked around the garage door to see where the ambulance was. I told my son, whom I was carrying to pretend that he was sick. I walked up to the ambulance and saw that there was someone already in it. The blanket flipped off and my son Mike got up and rolled off the cot onto the driveway, standing up. He said, "I just got fired as Manager of Burger King." I asked "Why?" He said, "I can't tell you."
Just then the door to the house on my left opened and my son's girlfriend
came out carrying a bowl of cereal, macaroni, and other foods made of wheat
that I'm allergic to. My son turned and I went over to the electrical pole
and retrieved a big green connector tool that was hanging there.
4-3-90 - DREAM - I was moving into a school. The man with me had a machete
type knife. He sliced the school into 1/4 and 3/4 and the electric lines
leading to it in 1/4 and 3/4. 8-16-90 Dream: This took place in the future on a farm. TH and some other people and I were getting ready for spring planting, but it was only January or February. There was no gasoline or oil to run machinery so we had to do it by hand. However, we had electricity and a television set. Channel 4 came on with the weather and the woman said it was 78 degrees.
I was walking down a road and came to a high hill. I began to walk up the hill and accidentally tripped a hidden wire which triggered an artificial torrent of water which would flood the area. My children and I hurriedly climbed the hill to the top and I noted that even the hill was artificial. I was at work and went home for lunch. I closed my eyes for 5 minutes to nap and 4 hours went by. I was afraid I would be fired, so I decided to go look for a new job the first thing in the morning. My daughter came home and we were discussing material things and I remarked that other women had nice apartments, clothes, hairdos, and makeup and I didn't have any of those things. She said that I should make up my mind what was most important to me and then do that. As I was sitting there, there was a baby crawling at my feet. It was my daughter baby. The baby looked like female Indian. It was beautiful. I remarked that I hadn't even had a chance to see it yet because I was so busy working all the time and I wanted to get to know the baby. I was in a taxi-cab, sharing a ride with two men. We headed up a steep hill and the driver stopped just short of the top. My destination was at the top and I planned to continue on to that house. But as soon as the men got out, the cab backed all the way back down to the bottom and I knew that if I wanted to reach my destination at the top, I would have to pay the price and do it all alone. There was store window nearby and the manikin was wearing a beautiful shimmering light blue dress. I told my daughter that that was what I wanted. I had a box a potatoes and I was going to peel them, quarter them, and put them into another box. An elderly woman was watching me and I wanted to look proficient. As I began, I saw that under the potatoes there was a dark grey rabbit multiplying and having babies and the baby rabbits were trying to escape out a crack at the bottom which I had to prevent. Then as I started to peel the potatoes, they became pears and were very squishy and I tried real hard to impress the woman with my proficiency and it was very difficult. I was at my New Berlin house. My next door neighbor asked me about my husband because she had never met him. I knew that he had been in prison and was tough and mean, but I loved him and I wanted to be with him. She asked me to mail a letter for her. I saw the address on it. It ended in 33. I didn't want to give my husband my address directly which was 2821, so I thought if I sent him a letter using her address which was 2933, he would figure out where I was. That way I wouldn't have to feel guilty for being emotionally weak, wanting to see him and he could find me on his own.
1-5-91 - Dream: To make a long story shorter, I was going to the store,
but having great difficulty, what with live wires laying on the ground I
had to cross. I wanted to have a safe crossing. I also had to cross the railroad
tracks , then go between 2 long buildings to get to the front of the store.
A large man loomed behind me at the end of the passageway. I felt a little
afraid and knew I could only go forward. There was no turning back now. I
couldn't go any faster either. I tried and couldn't. I finally reached the
store and went inside. I went down the first aisle and it must have been
Easter time because the counter was stacked with potted Easter Lilies. A
woman on my right who was a clerk, handed me a piece of paper with some writing
and the initials LLM. She said that I had won a free Easter Lily. It was
multiflowered. I wondered what the initials LLM stood for, and I had a vision
of the numbers 445. That still didn't mean anything to me. Then I saw my
husband. He took the Easter Lily and the piece of paper, knowing that the
Easter Lily was valued at $5, went up to the check out clerk and said, "It's
too bad we can't turn in the Easter Lily and get a $4 refund." I felt extremely
embarrassed, retrieved my Lily and left him standing there. 1-2-92 - DREAM - I was in a house and a Master came to the door. He wanted to come in and rest. I invited him into the livingroom. He was elderly, with white hair, slightly rounded body, wearing a light blue shirt. I asked him if he would like to share lunch with me. He said, "Yes! But, what are you going to serve because I can't eat just anything." I said that I would make a tuna sandwich. That was all right with him. I went into the kitchen and there was no food in the refrigerator, nor in the freezer, nor in the cabinets and I had no money to buy any. I had to swallow my pride and tell him that I had nothing to give him. He got up to leave and I told him that I was having dizzy spells today. He said that it was because there was an oscillation of energies today. The words he used were in some other language. Then he got a glazed look in his eyes and he put his right hand up against something that was coming up behind my left shoulder. Two of my children also did it. He said something to the "thing" behind me in another language, then put his hand down. The "thing" disappeared and so did my dizziness. I again apologized for not being able to feed him and went back to the kitchen again to see why there was no food. I found only moldy sausage, and about a tablespoon of ice cream and that was it. Then I saw that the refrigerator needed defrosting and it was iced up all the way to the electric outlet where it was melting across the plug and arcing. It was too dark to see good, so I went to turn on a light and the switch broke off, I couldn't turn it on.
I then went through the house and saw that my husband had been working on
his woodworking projects in various places and left sawdust on the floor.
Instead of hollering at him later and making him all upset, I decided that
I would just clean it up and say nothing. 1-13-92 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. A tall man dressed in black came to the door. He said he was some kind of electrical inspector. He had a piece of metal like a thin lightening rod and he did something with it by an electrical plug. He left and then another man came to the door to warn me about a guy who was pretending to be a fake electrical inspector. I saw the tall man in black accompanied by a woman in black going from house to house. I didn't want to admit that he had already been to my house and that I had let him in.
My own house, in the living room was being rewired to accommodate a whole new living quarters including a new kitchen. The workmen showed me where the plugs were to make sure that when I plugged things in that I didn't plug anything into the wrong outlets, especially the kitchen appliances. All the plugs were covered over with tape yet, but were ready to be used. I made sure that there was room for my computer and there was and I asked them to make sure there was a plug for the organ that I planned to buy and they said that there would be.
A foreign sounding woman came along and pointed to the books I was reading and said that she had always been interested in the tapes. I knew that the tapes were in purple binders, but that they were kept in the basement workshop. I told her that if she could wait a minute, I would get them for her. (In the dream, I assumed she was talking about Eckankar) First, I had to unplug the electrical appliances. I looked at all the plugs and they were plugged in, but the wires were disconnected and burned off which was a dangerous situation, so I took the appliances to the workshop. I then told the woman she could go with me. I had made the trip to the basement a thousand times in the last 100 years I thought, so it was easy for me just to run down the narrow steps at a fast clip. but, the other woman had to carefully watch every step she took. The way was very narrow and dusty. The door to the shop was extremely narrow and one had to sit down and squeeze through a narrow opening to get into the shop where the tapes were kept. It was hard for me even when I knew how, so I suggested to the woman that I take her by an easier way. As I was leaving the narrow steps, there was a big white puff ball of fuzz hanging rom the doorway. She lifted me up by the head and stuck my face into it. It was very dusty. I went around the corner then and was back outside. I saw two men dressed like clowns. One looked like Johnny Carson, but I didn't say anything. I went around the corner and all the people had misshapen features and I knew that I had to get back to my job quickly, because I was supposed to be watching the phones. So, I had to get back as fast as I could. After I woke up, I realized that the only purple binders I have with tapes in them are for real estate. That left me feeling confused as to what this woman really had wanted.
2-6-92 - DREAM - I had been to a garage sale and picked up some craft items, one of which was a wire shaped into a cat and had a length of crocheted lace on it and sold for 10 cents. Everybody in the neighborhood was going there and I wanted to go back again and see what I missed. I thought I could copy the projects and sell them for a small income. There were some Mexican people who came to the house and were buying our furniture because we had too much of it. All that was left was a a set of 4 brown bentwood chairs and I didn't want to let them go, but somebody said, "let them have them, you can always buy more." Another woman said not to bother. I was on Center St. with this woman and she had a drawer of magazines and things on the outside of the building. I decided to go through the drawer and a couple magazines that had projects in them. The woman got upset that I was looking in the drawers and I told her what I was doing. Then at the bottom of the drawer I found a notebook where I had written a project and the edge of the pages had a whole row of colored rainbow ribbons of every imaginable color. I also found two other cardboards with colored ribbons attached to them. I and the woman talked about the project. We knew that someone else had done something similar but not exactly the same, but I was told that it would be a good idea to go ahead and do the project but on a more limited basis. There was no reason not to, that our project was as good as the other one and would sell also.
3-4-92 - DREAM - I was in a strange place, like a school warehouse. Boys were being taught there and the camp was breaking up. They boys didn't clean anything as they left, so I took it upon myself to wash the walls, removing traces of pink and yellow. The head counselor was selling everything for a $1 to make sure it sold, even the refrigerator and furnace. We were taking nothing with us when we left. The counselor then arranged for the beds for the next camp. He was using silver bed springs, big enough for 4 boys to bed down 1 boy. He took 3 away and asked me to hold onto one. I was now in a store like K-Mart and I took the bedspring down 2 aisles and let it rest up against the section with yellow towels and wash cloths until he would need it. I was then shown that one of the romper suits I was knitting for A.O's new grandchild was the wrong color. I had been using white with a silver stripes on the last one. They told me to use white with a blue stripe for a boy. The other two were white and pink, and white and blue. The electric meter lady then came by to read the meters. I told her to make sure she read them for both furnace rooms, because she walked right by them, so she went back and did it.
The next thing I knew, I was laying alongside the road on National Ave. and the blue boat was east of Calhoun Rd. (172nd St.) being accompanied by hundreds of men. I didn't know how long I had been laying alongside the road or how I had gotten there, but I knew I had to get the potentiometer and get home. There was an old woman who lived in a house where I was laying and she had a red blanket laying in a square covered up with plastic. I yanked the blanket out from under the plastic and rolled it up into a bedroll. She called the police to catch me, but I outsmarted them and headed cross fields instead of by road. I ran as fast as I could, going over, under, and through fences the best way I could. Every one of them had an electrified strand across the top, which was demonstrated by a dark haired woman who tested hers by spitting at it from yards away and delighting herself in her accuracy to see the spit fly up in a hissing stream when it hit the wire. The cops were determined to catch me, but I eluded them and even when I crossed the roads between Racine Ave. and Calhoun Rd. (172nd) they couldn't catch me. I was now Dolores again and I came to a finely plowed field just north of my house and met my neighbors from across the street. I was using a ballpoint pen and writing my life story,using the rows of plants as lines like on a tablet. However, when I wanted to show my neighbors what I had written, it didn't show up. We looked closer and saw that when the dew glistened in sparkling droplets on the lines of lettering in the new sunlight, we could make out the lines, but I knew I'd have to write it out in longhand on yellow legal paper and then type it up on the computer for anyone to be able to read it. I finally got home then and a friend had been kind enough to loan me a potentiometer for my tester and it was working fine again.
3-20-92 - DREAM - I was in a place that was like a store and yet had qualities of home and work together. The people involved were some I went to high school with, some I have worked with, my kids when they were younger, my first husband, and his relatives and strangers. I was offered an opportunity to play a game of cards with three men I worked with. A regular deck was used and shuffled. I found a 3 legged milk stool with a green top to sit on at the round table the game was to be played on. I had never played this game before and they were going to help me learn it. First, we had to put out our best cards to see who would go first. Each one laid out a King and an Ace or a King and a Queen, plus three pieces of candy, a big piece like a Chuckle (colored), a colored M & M, and another colored one, like an M & M. I looked through my cards and I had a King and an Ace so I knew I could play, but I didn't have any candy to bid with. My next highest card was a Jack and I saw a 6. So, I ran back through the store, looking desperately for some candy. I would have to borrow it because I didn't have any of my own, but every aisle I went down, where there had been candy, it had already been eaten by someone. I finally ended up in a section that had all white bisque dolls and I knew that the girl who worked that department had bags of candy but she wasn't there to ask her for some. So, I quickly and quietly slipped in the back of the counter to see what kind of candy she had, hoping to be able to outbid the other players. All I could find were little bags of square cake-like pieces kind of like coconut flavored squares. It took me so long, I thought to myself, "I could have gone home and baked brownies in this time span!" but I knew that brownies weren't candy and it wouldn't be acceptable as a game bid. Then I had to bribe a little kid to keep his mouth shut so I could borrow two pieces of cake. I gave him a couple pieces of cake and I took a white square and one chocolate and white piece. She had bags of the stuff, so what I took wouldn't be missed. I took my two pieces of cake/candy back to the game table, but they hadn't waited for me because I took too long and the game was already over by the time I got back. Some other people were showing feats of bravery in rescue work and I admired them for being able to carry other people down ladders. Then the next item on the agenda was music. There was some electric guitars there and some simple note patterns were being played. My oldest son was there (Michael) and he was interested in playing, but I thought it would be better to have him leave to play a regular string guitar because there won't be any electricity.
Then I noticed that even the young teenage boys from the farm had muscles
because everyone would have to work, from young on. Everybody had to pitch
in and do something whatever they were capable of. 3-21-92 - DREAM - I received a letter from J.S. It seemed to be written in response to one I wrote to him regarding our marital status and that I had mentioned my travels around the country and my interests in the future and UFOs. His letter was written on very unusual paper. It was double thickness, with the top laying having green and blue sections in unusual patches and those patches looked like a jig saw puzzle put together. He said that he had been married and divorced and was now blissfully pursuing a relationship with a nurse who worked a lot, that he had one daughter named Odessa. He said that I should be sure to have a small TV with both AM and FM radio on it with a portable battery for use when there is no electricity and a portable sattelite dish to pick up stations that were transmitting from a distance. He also gave me the name and address of a man named Clarence something Compressing Company on South 108th St. who put out a newsletter regarding UFOs in the local area.
He said that we definitely will experience electric travel in the next couple
of years, meaning UFO, astral travel. 10-2-93 - DREAM - I was renting out apartments and came to put the final touches on one. The walls were to be painted two tone...pink and yellow with a thin stripe of white between them. I put one item of housekeeping equipment in each closet as a free gift for the new tenant. I then opened the closet in the bedroom which was going to be for a little girl. I realized that I was in my 16th St. house and this was the room I had spent my own childhood in. T.M. came in to do some rewiring in the apartment. I discovered that he person who had moved out hadn't removed any of the closet contents. It would be my job to sort it all out and dump it. I started with the books. On one shelf were all children's books, "The Bobbsey Twins" and other child's books. I decided to leave those in place as a gift to the new little girl. I pulled out a lot of men's things. I saw some envelopes that were pre-addressed. I cannot remember the name. It was Russian or foreign I didn't recognize. I kept the 1993 diaries which were nearly empty and a ledger of finance that was so lightly and sparsely written, I thought I could use it by writing in darker pen over the man's writing. There were some boy's toys like long steel carrier that was empty that I removed and all the rest of the men's and boy's things. When the shelves were empty I saw that if I walked to the back of the closet, I was out in the country on a farm. It was harvest time and the mountains were on the horizon. I said to myself, "If the little girl uses her imagination, all this could be hers." I went back to the closet proper. There was one last book way up in the air on a shelf of its own. On the shelf in a wire basket was a book titled, "DIAMONDS IN THE BIBLE". I had to reach and stretch as far as I could to bring that book down as I knew it was the best treasure of the closet and I wanted it. At my highest reach, I finally managed to get my hands on the book and as I did, a woman began speaking and at the same time I saw quotations come down printed like a 'crawl' on a TV screen. They were rules of conduct for people. They were not the 10 Commandments but still on that order about things people shouldn't do towards each other. I came out of the closet with the book and looked at the clock. It was 6:30 a.m. I knew I had to get home and go to work. I looked at the man's desk and saw that he had worked for Allis-Chalmers when it was merged with another company and was located in the city on the south side (Not 70th St.) Two huge men who worked at A-C came in. The were both about 8 feet tall. They did maintenance and clean up. I was used to seeing them around but didn't work with them. The one in bib overalls came over to me, put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me. He said, "I see you've dyed your hair white." I grinned and said, "Yes! I did." knowing that the color was more natural than dyed. I then left to go home and woke up.
The young man followed me and I became even more apprehensive. I knew he was going to do something I was going to be afraid of. He picked up what appeared to be a brick, but i didn't know for sure what it was. He came behind me and raised his hands over my head. He held the brick over my head with his right hand and held his left hand next to my left ear. An electrical field began running through me, paralyzing me, and at the same time changed the vibrations of my brain so I knew I was going to have a vision. Immediately, 3 panels of glass came down in front of me and on them appeared writing that I knew was describing who I was in Biblical times. I knew that this vision was for 'his' benefit because he wanted to know who I was. I began to read it, but it wasn't clear to me in memory respects. I saw my name. It was Mary ___ . I thought it was like NY ____ but I could be wrong. Seeing this information seemed to anger him and he said, "At least 'you' know what your last name is." At that moment I was aware that his anger stemmed from 'his' not knowing who he really was. Then something appeared that referred to a job opportunity. Then my friend Bonnie's face appeared and I knew it was her but at some other time period and she had short cropped light brown hair. she said "Sometimes a job is not 'just' a job." To emphasize what she said, it seemed the scene repeated itself like on Star Wars where Princess Leah keeps repeating the same thing in a hologram and she said again ... "Sometimes a job is 'not just' a job." I knew that she meant that the job was the instrument to put me in a particular place at a particular time to do something for someone else. And I woke up.
12-14-94 - This was one of those all white dreams. DREAM - My friend Bonnie and I were brought together by the aliens in a huge house and shown that it was important for her and I and to increased the energy flow in two different areas of this house. The aliens were very tall, human appearing with white skin and wore all white robes and had long white flowing hair. They didn't come close, but stood at a distance from us ... seemingly glowing. There were at least 7 of them. Then Bonnie and I separately went through all the other rooms in the house to make sure that the energy was flowing freely in all the rooms of the house. The rooms were all white and all the electrical outlets were open and not enclosed by plates like in a normal house. This entire house glowed white. Later on, I saw Bonnie's daughter there just as they were ready to leave. They wanted me to go with them, but I had some other agenda to attend to. Then an older friend of mine appeared (June) and she said she had to prepare to die and someone else she knew was very close to dying, but she didn't know how to go about this process. I told her I would help her and touched her dress which was light brown and just barely held on by huge basting stitches. I took a needle and thread and took a couple of stitches in the dress at the waistline to make it a little more secure on her to help her. She said that when I touched her, she could feel energy coming from me and that made her feel better. I told her that was good and she could take all the energy she wanted from me. That's why I was there. I told her to lay down on the couch and covered her with a light brown blanket. Then I sat by her to keep touch with her to continue to give her energy and told her that the first step in creating her heavenly home was to use her imagination and create the furniture for it, but to create it colorless so it didn't use so much of her energy, just to create the shapes first.
12-25-96 - DREAM - I was at work at my new job. It obviously was a high security secretarial position in the Purchasing Department. At 5 minutes to 5 on a Friday. I was given a Purchase order to process to order a quantity of a paper form that was capable of an electrical charge which automatically changed it from an ordinary typewriteable personnel form to one that contained handwritten information about the person's mental history. I made the discover of its properties by accident and the sample contained my bosses mental history in which he had written his mental experiences. I didn't have time to read it on the spot so I ran with it to the copier to stat it or personal reading at home. The problem was the copier broke down as I was copying the second page and I only got half of it. I ran back to my desk to call the copy machine service person but got interrupted and asked to go outside to watch a bicycle demonstration of a person who was so perfectly balanced he could do all kinds of tricks on the bike. After watching for awhile, I determined it was 4 different people the same size who were doing the tricks and when they were done, the posed for applause. I went back to the office and was allowed to go into the building where people were streaming out through a door which was received and made special for the President who must have been somewhere around 10 feet tall from the size of the door and his name was something like Burgemeister. I went to the elevator where a little boy was standing and I helped him get to the level which was G-2. Then I went to my own floor which was G-7. When I worked with the electrically charged paper, the shape of the building complex was printed on the inner secret form. It was shaped similar to the U.S. as if it was separated by square states which enumerated the buildings and levels people worked in. I was G-7. NOTE: In 1997, I was given a project by Joe's grandmother Zora Emelyn Henry and she called it GAP7. It was the Great American Plan... the New Jerusalem in the U.S. I did not even know Joe at this point. Joe and I didn't meet until July of 1997.
9-3-97 A man came to visit. He had a bag of bakery and offered me the chocolate frosting covered one off the top. I took it and ate it. It was the best donut I ever ate and it didn't bother me a bit. (I am allergic to wheat) An older woman came to visit and then a young man came in and set up an electrical machine on the table. It looked like a Tesla coil to me. I was afraid it was going to start sparking so I hid behind a wall at a doorway. The older woman and the young boy set up an experiment. she lay down by this machine and they covered everything but her face with sand. I thought maybe the glow of the red coils was supposed to give her a suntan effect, but they told me that the machine was supposed to make her masculine. I didn't want to ask her why she wanted to look masculine, but I could see her face start to look younger.
9-16-97 - Dream: I was in a large apartment building. I was in charge of remodeling and a lot of work was going on. I was giving a woman a tour and asked her if she had the original apartments as they were before any remodeling had been done. She said, "No!" so I took her into one that the workmen were just starting. It was one large room. Two walls were brighter orange and two were hand painted with numerous colorful flowers. It had a really high ceiling. Now it was being modernized and painted all white. We went back into the hall when the president and his entourage were going by. I asked him if he could please sign the insurance papers today because two of my sons were about to do a daredevil stunt on top of a mountain. He assured me he would take care of it. I had seen my son Bob climb to the top of a mountain with his wife Karen and she dared him to jump his motorcycle to another peak nearby. He was about to do it. We went down the hall and I had to go down in a sub-basement four steps and retrieve four small packages and take them up the elevator. A step vehicle was provided for me for easy descent into the sub-basement level and this same vehicle would be placed in the elevator to take it up to a higher level. When I stepped down into the sub-basement level - T.M. and three other men came walking by. I asked him if he could help me lift the packages onto the step vehicle. He said, "No! I'm too busy planning some electrical switches." He walked right on by and I was determined to get these packages to a higher level. So, I vowed out loud to do it myself because the vehicle was already provided for me and the elevator was ready to take me up.
I then left them to the problem and took the elevator to the floor where I lived. There were two elevators and I believe one of the other women on the elevator was Princess Diana. One elevator went to the 11th floor and one only went to 9. Diana got on one elevator and I got on the other. We got to the 9th floor and then I was going to transfer to the other elevator. A black woman was sitting on the floor in the way of closing the door and I had to manipulate her body so the elevator door could close. NOTE: Princess Diana was killed in a car accident at the end of October, 1997.
Oct. 5, 1997 DREAM: I went into the house which was the B blue house. I decided to take a nice shower. I turned on the water and adjusted the temperature. Just as I was going to get into the shower, an even more powerful shower came out of the ceiling and the water was ice cold. I got really upset because I couldn't take a shower in ice cold water. I shut off the shower and the other water stopped too. I then turned the shower back on again. The water was ice cold again. This time I was really angry and took a broom handle and began jabbing it at the ceiling where the cold water had come out. I made a hole in the ceiling but there was nothing in the hole where the water could have come from. I saw, however, electrical wiring connected to the regular shower and could tell it was a hot circuit because it glowed red around the wire.
12-3-97 - DREAM - I became infatuated with a hunk of a man. Every time I met with him I felt naked but when I'd look down at myself, I was wearing a pink dress. As I was waking up, he told me his name which I saw in a vision within the dream. It was printed out on a sheet of paper. It was DREAM MIND and CONTROL. In the dream, he moved in with us. He had a butler, a maid, and a driver. He told me to hire a cleaning lady. I didn't want to pay more than $10 a week. The cleaning lady lived in the same building we did. She came in with 3 kids and a red cat. In the basement of this building was a workshop where I found some electrical supplies. I found a box with 3 electrical testers and decided to keep them to use. I found a box marked transistors and decided they wouldn't be necessary and decided to sell them for $5. The man told me he was buying me a dog which I had to keep in my own room. I went into the living room or parlor which was empty of furniture but had a large window overlooking the street. I lay down on the floor and began to do leg exercises like a ballet dancer or Yoga. I decided I wanted full control over my metaphysical life and decided to go to the library to study it.
10-16-98 - NOTE: These two dreams began and ended the same. I don't know what this means but will study it. DREAM - I saw a pad of pink paper in a corner of the classroom where I was teaching a class. I and a man named David R. (I met him once or twice 40 years ago) left the classroom and were walking down the street to go home. We had to cross a street at an intersection. The intersection was a 'T' sideways. A large red and white bus was going the same direction and tried to make a left turn onto the street we had to cross. We thought we could cross the street ahead of the bus but the bus seemed surrealistic at that point. The bus bent in the middle and rather swooped around the corner and we had to run and then back up to get out of it's way. This all happened in slow motion. Once the bus was past, we again cross the street and now were faced with a major construction site with huge yellow beams and cross bars all held together with guide wires \|/ from the sky. We realized we couldn't go that way until the construction was done. (It looked like it might be a bridge) So we turned around and went back the way we had come to go home. When we got to the building we were going up the stairs and a young woman came up to us and apologized and asked permission to go up the stairs. We told here there was no need to ask permission to go up the stairs. I can't recall what happened next except that when the dream was ending there was another pad of pink paper in the corner with the name MICHAEL on it. Dream #2 - This dream also started with a pink pad of paper in the corner. I can't remember much of this dream except there had been a party. The party was over. I can recall picking up an iron from a pile of clothes and wrapping the cord around it because it wasn't going to be needed anymore. I was then packing away the silverware. I can't remember any more details of the packing and putting away the party things but the dream ended again with the pink pad of paper in the corner but this time with silver clamps on the corners holding the sheets together. The name MICHAEL was written on the top.
11-1-97 - DREAM - A man came to give me very important information. He dressed himself in black pants like Joe's pajamas to give it to me. It was number 6339 and consisted of printed words and music many pages long. The man fed it into my computer. It was VERY important. After I received the information, I was to be arrested and taken somewhere. I escaped by saying I had to go to the bathroom, but I knew I'd have to return. I left the building and walked downhill to a big store where they sold clothing and jewelry. In the first department they were selling dark blue clothing and a black woman was trying it on. I went to the next department where they sold jewelry and I wanted some I could wear with either dark blue or light blue. The jewelry was beautiful ranging from silver to crystal to blown glass figures of Christ and the colors of jewelry ranged from dark blue, down through light blue to white to clear. I couldn't decide on one piece because it was all so beautiful. Many were crucifixes of Christ. The woman suggested that I buy a gold lame purse and she showed it to me. I told her I already had one like it. (I really do) I left the store then to go back up hill to meet the man to go wherever I supposed to go. While I was climbing the hill someone kept telling me to hurry because something was going to blow up and it was almost time. I had to get around a big trench in the ground surrounded by concrete and topped with a big wire fence. I finally made it back up the hill. By now, I had forgotten the words and music the main black and white had given me, so he came to give it to me again. I saw the numbers 6339 and the scanning of the document began again. I began to wake up as it scanned and I knew I could read it out loud, but it was slipping away. I woke up angry because I couldn't bring this beautiful piece of important information back with me.
12-12-97 - MEDITATION - I was meditating , successfully raising my vibrations, but then forgetting to do what I went to the other level to do. when I came down, I came down too fast and my heart would pound until I relaxed again. I went up and down several times. I decided to ask for predictions, but I fell asleep instead. In the dream, I was doing something in the hallway of my apartment building. I noticed I was being watched by someone outside. I put my hand up to the window of the door to show them I saw them. Then I opened the door to see what the man wanted. The man nailed his old red indoor/outdoor carpet from his patio to the fence, telling me he was installing some plush green carpet in it's place. I knew he was going to ask the owner to reimburse him for the cost of the carpet, but since he had not asked permission, I told him I had to see the carpet and make a judgment call on the replacement necessity. He had even rolled up part of the sidewalk so I told him I was not going to walk thru the mud to go look at his carpet. So, he rolled the sidewalk back down. His apartment was way down the block. To get there, if you followed the sidewalk, you had to walk up hill a block, across a block and back down a block. On the way up the block I met two girls who were delivering two mechanical remote controlled airplanes to a shop near where I was going. I saw other remote control planes of various sizes. I met the girls at the intersection of the first block up hill. From there I could see that if I followed the sidewalk which I always did out of habit, I still had to go across one block to the big city then back down the hill to the building which I could see was on the blue ocean shore. The girls were diagonally cutting across an empty parking lot to reach the same point I was going to. I saw they were going to get there a lot faster than I would. I was actually wasting time just out of habit. As we got nearer to the remote control airplane shop, I saw some large planes which I admired. I saw that each girl had a remote control plane in her hand and that the large ones which were parked were VERY attractive to me. I was a little intimidated by the fact that those plane were remotely controlled by men behind the windows at the shop. I then noticed that I also had a remote control plane in my hand. I practiced throwing it up in the air a couple times and it would float gently back down. But then I came to a place where there were wires and beams overhead that I had to miss going up and coming down. Because of the obstructions I had to fling the plane upward faster than normal which caused it to come down faster and it crashed The more I tried to get past the obstructions the more I crashed. I finally gave up trying and woke up.
1-7-98 - DREAM - I was standing on the front porch of my 16th St. house arguing with my husband about the upkeep of my car. The brown car was parked on the porch. He said I was working too hard and neglecting the car. I had a job as an apartment manager and I remembered that I had to go and inspect all the newly empty apartments so we could upgrade them and move new people in. When I told my husband that I had to go to work, he wrote in white on the asphalt on the street, "Do not neglect oil changes and electrical energy." I couldn't figure out how I was going to get the car off the porch.
1-30-98 - DREAM - I was talking with J.F. on the telephone and he was telling me that he was giving up his part-time job, and I knew that I could do it. He collected money from people for electrical services nights and weekends.
2-11-98 - DREAM - This dream was like a dream, yet not because before I feel asleep I was seeing light inside my head like when I was abducted last, but more so, and I saw a tall grey wearing a red, white, and black cowboy type shirt with blue jeans. He towered over my head like he was 7or 8 feet tall. I didn't see his face. I was having trouble falling asleep because Joe's son T.J. had come over in the dark and knocked on the window and my heart was pounding hard because I was stressed out at the interruption just as I was falling asleep. So, I was praying like I do when I start meditating because it relaxes me real fast. My heartbeat slowed down dramatically and suddenly I found myself outside in the dark, wearing my white granny nightgown and barefoot just like I was dressed in bed. In this whole dream, it was dark outside and I was dressed in my nightgown and barefoot and I walked from place to place. It seems to me I was there as an unwilling witness to events that really happened. When the dream started, I was outside in the dark and was feeling hungry, so I walked to this store-like place that had the lights on and went inside. I didn't have any money so I wouldn't have been able to buy anything, but I walked in and didn't see anyone. I walked up and down a couple aisles looking for something I could eat and not pay for. Suddenly the lights went out and it was really dark. I rather panicked and headed for the door at the end of the aisle. I knocked over a bag of potatoes that was on the floor leading against the counter. The bag must have been open because potatoes went rolling across the floor ahead of me towards the door. The door was wide open and there were still no people around. I kind of senses there were probably hidden cameras around and I didn't want to get arrested, so I started hollering, "Store Manager, Store Manager" as I went out the door. I saw a couple men in dark suits coming my direction and I was thinking, "Oh! Oh! They're going to arrest me for stealing something, so I continued to holler, "Store Manager, Store Manager". One of the guys got to me first, and he said, "What's going on?" I said, "I knocked over some potatoes in the store and the manager isn't there, so again I hollered, "Store Manager, Store Manager," and the guy just walked away. So, deciding I wasn't going to get arrested afterall, I shut up and walked around the building to my right. I really got a shock, because I saw this big white jet airplane coming my direction, it's wings were folded up and it was taxiing slowly inbetween some large warehouses or hangars. I could see what looked like a cork in each of it's front air intakes, and I was thinking, "Those are silencers, otherwise the plane would be making a loud whining sound. " The plane came to a stop and a door folded up at the back and a ramp came down. Suddenly a white car came rolling out of the plane and drove quickly across the tarmac to what looked like a warehouse or hangar in the distance. This whole thing seemed rather ominous so I turned and went back the other way around the store and suddenly a young woman came running around the building from the other warehouse area, carrying a small blonde child in her arms. I really felt nervous at this point because I knew I was seeing something that was supposed to be a secret. Just as she passed, and went between two buildings, I again saw a dark suited man standing by the corner of a building. Again I feared arrest, so decided I'd pretend I was sneaking out in the dark to see my lover and hiked up my nightgown up to my knees and tiptoed quickly past the guy and went into the first open doorway I came to. I must have looked convincing because he didn't try to stop me. I now found myself in a rather small room and there was a mattress on the floor along the wall. There was a young man standing on top of the mattress on a flat board the width of a bed slat. He looked familiar enough but I don't know for sure who he was. That was rather strange as there were other boards across the mattress but not evenly spaced. He warned me, "Don't trip and fall", and helped me walk across the boards and then we went outside through another door into what looked like a backyard of a house. In fact, it looked like the area where 4 yards would come together with a fence along each lot line like a + . The strange thing was that there were smashed hollow pumpkins strewn all along the fence like there had been a pumpkin war. Some of the pumpkins were green and some were orange and they weren't all the same size. I knew I shouldn't be here either and I turned to go back inside the building and saw a young man by the doorway and guy upstairs. The guy upstairs dropped a barrel of water down on the other guy's head. I thought for sure he would be dead and I ran over there and felt that the water was warm and he seemed to be okay. The guy upstairs on the balcony said something to the guy below but I didn't catch what it was. I again saw some guys in dark suits heading my way. I thought I was in trouble so I ducked down behind the slatted fence and hurried along towards a gate I saw. I could see too, along this area, there was a high cyclone fence right up against the wooden slatted fence, but I couldn't immediately determine if I was inside the fence looking out or outside the fence looking in. I got to the gate just as the man in the dark suit got there and there was another man behind him. This gate was arched, all wire fencing like the cyclone fence. I again feared arrest, but the front man in the blue suit was carrying two young girl children about ages three and five or four and six. I then saw the same blonde woman from before right behind him. As we met at the gate, we had to pass each other closely and I tried to be really friendly and praised the little girl's beauty and said to the woman, "Little children are so precious". She beamed a smile back and agreed with me. She nodded to some people I hadn't seen behind me, sitting on a bench. It looked like two women. They were bent over crying. The blonde woman said, "They just found out that they are losing their jobs. When we take over, they won't be managing this place anymore, we're going to be managing it from the city." I didn't know where I was but since I had 11 years of management experience, I thought to myself, "Gee! I could have applied for the job if I'd known it was gong to be open." I passed through the gate then and suddenly found myself laying in bed under the covers, still dressed the same.
2-19-98 - DREAM - I was moving out of an apartment and we had completely and perfectly cleaned and painted it when we left. The landlady tried to complain to the painter that we had put bookcases behind the couch by showing him a different apartment that there were electrical outlets and heat controls there. The painter looked at the wall and said, "There is nothing wrong with putting bookcases behind the couch."
3-1-98 - DREAM - (A bizarre dream with incredible symbolism) I was walking down 20th St. where I had gone to school. I was in the street like I was driving my car but not actually in a vehicle. A car was coming up behind me, but it didn't want to pass me. I wanted to let him get by me and began walking on sofa and sofa cushions along the curb. This went on for blocks, but the guy wouldn't pass me even then. I came to a house then. It didn't feel like it was home, but I acted like it was. I was cleaning in the living room and saw that the rubber plant was dusty and had spider webs all over it. So, I took two green square rags and wiped all the dust and spider webs off the rubber plant. I then noticed that my rags had hundreds of spider eggs on them which must been under the large leaves and had been attached to the strands of the webs. These eggs were huge and it was apparent that these eggs were about to hatch. So, I told my little son to take the rags out onto the lawn and shake them so the spider eggs would be dispersed in the grass and the little spiders could go elsewhere and make new webs. My son did that and brought the green rags back to me with no eggs on them. My son, on his own recognizance called the library and was told by them that these spiders were deadly. I got all panicky about that information, but I was at that point standing in a concrete box-like structure, head-high, which was just barely large enough to turn around in. Behind me, up on an electric pole was two electric lineman repairing the electric lines, wearing silver helmets. One of them said, "No! That's is not true. Spiders are helpful to mankind." I went back into the house and a little boy came to the door. He asked me if I would pretend to be his mother. I said, "Yes!" and play acted being his mother and he was happy. Then his father came to the door and the little boy told his father that I was play acting to be his mother. The father went away and came back with a shotgun and while I was standing in the doorway he shot at me. I didn't get hit, but I play acted like I was shot dead and fell in the street like I had been killed. The little boy cried out, "Father! You killed my mother just like last time. The father threw himself down in the street with his shotgun in his hand, face down on the road, he pounded the ground and sobbed loudly. I left there and met a very small woman waiting for a bus. she said her evil husband was after her. I agreed to help her get away from him. The bus came along and we got on. I was feeling safe and thought everything was all right. The woman was sitting about half way back in the bus and I was way in back. Then I noticed that someone had placed two large boxes on a table right behind the small woman's seat. The boxes were about 3 feet in height x 1 1/2 feet x 1 1/2 feet. I thought at first they were large enough for a dwarf or small person to fit inside, but then thoughts suddenly that they could be bombs. I told the woman frantically that we had to get off the bus because the boxes might contain bombs. She was very reluctant to get off the bus, but I convinced her it was best....just in case...and we got off. I heard someone say, "Oh! It's just a vampire and a ghoul." They had loosed them from the boxes on the bus. I was glad we got off the bus anyway. We saw the woman's evil husband coming down the street. He was a normal sized guy with really dark brown hair and wearing and brown suit. There were three apartment buildings along the street and each one had a long glassed-in entrance in front. I told the woman, "Hurry! Let's go in here," and entered the 1st building. she followed me but was reluctant and moving very slowly. I could see that her husband would catch up to her if she didn't move faster. We went through that building and into the 2nd one. When we got through the building #2 and were coming back to the lobby, I could see her husband entering building #1. I kept urging her to move faster, but she showed no concern for her safety enough to move faster. We left building #2 and entered building #3. She was still moving so slowly. I was getting very frustrated. She had told me she wanted help but was doing nothing to help herself. Coming out in front of building #3, I could see her husband entering building #2. I kept encouraging her to move faster and she wouldn't and her husband was catching up to her. I had already gone through all three buildings and I went back to her in the 3rd building and then came to the front the second time. By then, I was so frustrated, I said I would never try to help her again. Instead of leaving the third building, I went up the elevator to the top floor. I don't know what number it was. From an apartment in the rear of the building, a huge gay man opened the door and asked me if I wanted to party with him. He was a huge, oversized man...not only taller than normal but big all around in a fat sort of way...not muscular. He used exaggerated feminine mannerisms and voice. I said, "No thanks! and went toward the front of the building with the man following me. The whole front of the building was glass. I could see it was nighttime and everyone could see inside the glass walls where we were. I said, "This is the typical way gay people are living now, so everyone can see them." I met another gay man there. He was also very large like the 1st guy but with masculine mannerisms. So, I paired the two men up and they went to the back of the building to party together. I went towards the elevator where I met some other gay couples I had known. I wished them well and got on the elevator, leaving them behind to party with each other and left the building for home.
3-19-98 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house. There were some outside contractors doing work on the house and in the yard and in the neighborhood. I was just about to go to the bathroom when one of the workmen came to the front door. He was dressed in green and blue work clothes - blue pants and green shirt. He aid that they were about done but wasn't quite sure how out lot lines were laid out; they wanted to make sure that when they inspect the land and made it perfect that they didn't extend into the neighbor's land. So, I showed him the lot lines on the north and showed him how they started at the NW corner and went all the way up the hill to the NE corner. That was the hardest line to determine. As I looked out the window with him, I could see that there were electrical and telephone poles and lines strung from the house all the way up to the NE corner. Some of the T shaped cross bars carried as many as 12 lines on them. 6 on each side. He looked kind of amazed at how far the property line went. He said, "We may as well finish the papers now. He got a huge blue folder out that opened up towards the top. His name as contractor was way at the top. (I can't remember what it was.)On the bottom page were two places where I had to sign. I could see where my name "Dolores Bauer" (my first married name) was already on the top line and I signed my name "Dolores Finney" on the bottom line and on the top line to show who I really was. He signed it also. Then He closed the notebook and handed me my book of instructions. This book was like a calendar size that you carry with you. It was thick black leather. His boss then came in and when I looked up, we were in my 16th St. house in the parlor by the stairway going upstairs. He said, "We are all done, the crew is just making the final touches to the living room". We opened up the sliding doors to the livingroom (they slid into pockets in the walls). There were two men standing on step ladders in the living room with lights in their left hand inspecting and ceiling and touching up the ceiling paint to make sure there were no imperfections. They were just finishing up when Kevin from One Life to Live came in from the kitchen, saying, "Are we almost done? The women in the family would like to get the serving tables set up now." Many women in the family were bringing out trays of food to set up for a banquet. I walked to the front door with the workmen, the two bosses, clutching my book of instructions in my hand and waved goodbye to them as they drove up 16th St. to the north.
6-30-98 - VISIONS AND VOICES - "It is better to be prepared. You usually try to do everything alone. We keep talking about the widening gyre and you keep rejecting it. You're a mirror image of what's happening. Two days for a visit of truth." I then saw a woman dressed all in white jump down from a high perch. She tackled Superman (the typical). She also had a white cape which flowed behind her. I went into a dream where I was caring for two small girls. I thought they were out in the street playing. Then I realized what I thought were the girls were just two pieces of trash paper laying on the highway. I looked again and thought I saw the girls too close to the ocean but that was two other girls. I looked again and my two girls were playing safely in a sandbox where I couldn't see them unless I leaned forward. I then saw two little boys from the neighborhood. One of them had two black dog leashes and collars. The leashes were very short and strong. I felt that if I hadn't been there, they would have put them on the girls. My presence kept my girls safe. I heard the boy's mother call them home. I thought to myself, "they didn't need to play with the leashes in the first place." I was sitting on a driveway writing in my notebook and I noticed that if it rained, the water would run downhill into the garage because there was a sharp drop off in the driveway to where the vehicles were kept at night. When the boys left, I went into the house and in the dining room, I opened the bottom part of the buffet (a cabinet) and there I saw stored beer, Mellow Yellow, and water. I took the beer, decided I needed to calm down. I had a long piece of paper in my hand on which was a long complicated recipe. I held it too near the blue flame on the stove and it burned to a crisp before I could pull it away. I thought, "Oh well! I didn't really need that anyway. "Then I noticed all the electric burners were red hot and glowing and it seemed ominous to me. NOTE:
"by Yeats" Turning and turning in the widening gyre, The falcon cannot hear the falconer, Things fall apart, the center cannot hold, Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world, The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence is drowned. 6-30-98 - VISION - As I closed my eyes for the night, I saw a spinning mass turning to the right and getting wider and wider as it spun. It began to look like a universe of stars as it spun.
7-24-98 - DREAM - I went to stay with a friend of my daughter-in-law. was laying in bed and the woman was laying to the right of me. All of a sudden I heard a baby cry. I said, "Oh! I didn't know you had a baby!" (I was actually shocked to find this out) The baby grew really fast and appeared to be about 2 years old in mere moments. He had been newborn on the bed. I took him with me everywhere in the house. I was surprised to see he wore one shoe on his right foot and what looked to be a sock over a hoof on his left foot. I saved his life at one point when he was trying to poke crayons and other objects into the stove electrical outlet. Then I caught him going through my purse and my books and I had to tell him not to touch my stuff. I have no memory of how the dream ended. I think it just faded.
8-28-98 - A BLACK VISION - "SALEMS' FUTURE" "FUTURE'S HORROR" Then I saw a page written by me that looked like an interview with Dee777. "THIS IS WHAT COMES NEXT" "IT WAS SEEN LAST YEAR" "THIS IS TO TIP YOU OFF" "THIS IS FOR GOOD LUCK" I saw a couple more sentences one of which said, "DOLORES' RECORD" I slipped into a dream where I was managing an apartment building. I hadn't actually started work yet. I was wearing a dress and green jogging pants under it. I was attempting to tie something to my right thigh over the pants and not having any success with it. There was no door on the apartment and my dark haired female boss walked right tin. She had a couple of people with her. She told me to call the phone company and have a phone installed right by the door so it would be handy and I wouldn't have to run all the way back into my apartment to answer the phone. I told her that was a good idea. (I had thought of that myself just before she walked in) A blonde woman dressed in black, lingered behind after the boss left. She said "I think I would like to rent an apartment here." I hadn't actually started work yet and didn't have any paperwork, so I didn't know which apartments were vacant. I didn't have any keys with me, so I went back to my closet and found my keys which were laying right next to the pocket of the green jogging pants which I had taken off. I now only had the dress on. I had the key to the "key" box which had the key to the apartment key box. There were out in the hallway. The key to the 'key box' was a tiny key which at first looked like a 't' then turned into a wire triangle. I thought it would never work, but when I stuck the triangle shaped wire into the slot of the 'key box', the cover flew off. This box was very small and way up high on the wall. There was along couch-like thing along the wall with a white cover on it and I had to stand on top of it to reach the 'key box'. I put my index finger into this tiny key box and could feel a tiny piece of metal in it. I carefully picked it up, afraid it would fall on the floor and I'd never find it. When I held it in my fingers, it looked like an old-fashioned record needle. I put my finger into the little key box to see if there was a real key in the box and again felt a small piece of metal I hoped was a real key. This time it was a spiral piece of wire that was tightly wound. It was small on one end graduating to a larger spiral at the opposite end. I figured that you must stick the small end into the key hole while holding the large end. I looked at it again and now it looked like a carpenter's silver metal screw. That I knew how to use, so I went over to the apartment key box to see which keys were hanging in it which would clue me in on which apartments were vacant. I looked at this key box and it was huge. I had so many slots and levers on it, I had no idea which slot to put the screw in to open the door. I flipped one lever and a loud alarm bell began to ring. I said, "Oh my God! this is a fire alarm box." The woman was dressed in black. (She had short blonde hair like my Black Lord ETs) She said, "I'm going to go look at 305. That's where I used to live. She took off ahead of me and I couldn't stop her. We were on the 2nd floor it seemed and she ran up some stairs which I could hear her going up, but I couldn't see them. I ran to the end of the hall and found a green linoleum covered stairway. It was really wide with huge steps and it only went down. I didn't have much choice, so I went down to the 1st floor, hoping to find another stairway that would go to the 3rd floor. I was still looking when I woke up.
9-10-98 - DREAM - I was in a house (city unknown) I was working on a television set that was like a computer screen. The pages had silver-grey pictures that looked like they were taped on around all 4 sides. When I saved and closed one page, the next one appeared and I saved that one separate, and then another. It seemed I saved the last one with the wrong name and would have to rename it so that it didn't save on top of the one with the same name and ruin that one. In order to do that though, I had to go to my 3rd floor apartment to make an adjustment on the TV there. When I got to the 3rd floor, my family was watching football. I didn't want to interfere with the game, but there was a problem with the wiring. The wires were way too long and not hooked up properly so I reconnected the copper wires and wrapped them around each other. Then as I rolled the good wires toward the TV set, a professional technician arrived. There was a 3rd wire that was a thick green wire that was frayed badly and not connected to the TV. I was going to connect that wire to the TV set too but the technician said, I shouldn't connect that one because it would just cause interference so I didn't. I then discovered that Edward (my 2nd ex-husband) had been released from prison because he was very , very, ill, and he was put into my custody. I was very fearful and very cautious. He was very, very sick and weak, but it became apparent quite quickly that with good care, his health was improving and that he was getting stronger and stronger. Knowing he was a con-man I was even more cautious. He started to act like he wanted sex, but knowing the humiliating game he liked to play, I watched and sure enough, he was prepared to keep me separate from himself with a divider of some kind. I refused to let it bother me because it was a clue that he hadn't changed at all and he would be the same as before. He came out of the sick room when he was strong enough to stand up. I was still very cautious and didn't get near him, but I could see he was getting stronger and more self-willed. I had to go back down to the 1st floor so he had to go with me. We no sooner got down there and a big butted older woman went by. He couldn't resist pretending like he was going to rape her because it was one of his perverted sex games. It was also part of the game that I had to watch. She went outside quickly and signaled for help. The cop was a woman wearing all black leather. Edward feigned his illness and fell headlong on the lawn across the street. I ran across the street and indicated to him that he'd better stay that way if he knew what was good for him. I began to see his legs and instead of flesh and blood, his legs were made of steel shafts. As the dream ended, I became aware that Edward used to be a Philistine and that another warrior had stabbed him in the rear of his foot with a shaft of metal and killed him.
9-14-98 - DREAM - I was at a University and was about 18 years old. I left the classroom at breaktime and went out into the hallway. Across the way was a shop and I noticed the word FREE on a sign so headed in that direction. I became aware of three men standing in the center of the hallway and I deliberately made myself walk with more purpose and even strided like a model hoping they would notice me. They did. I got across the hall and the place where I thought the door was, was only a window and I had to change direction and go left to where the door really was. Once inside, the whole scene was different than I had seen from outside and I ended up in the clothing department where everything was VERY expensive. I checked to see if they had TALL styles and they did. I was looking at winter jackets in light blue and white and finally told the salesclerk I'd have to come back after I saved my money, after considering the various ways of possible payment. I then went into a classroom where I and my brother were asked to work at a particular project. In this project we had to use a tank of gas of some kind which was attached by a long skinny tube. We took the tank of gas outside and my brother noticed a problem with the tubing. He took out his pocket knife to work on the tubing and cut the tubing in half. At that point the gas began escaping and the only way we had to prevent that was to stand there and hold our thumbs over the tube ending. My brother said there was only one solution and he sat down in the street and cut his leg off below the knee to use the tube of skin to seal off the tubing. He needed to cut 4 slices of leg off to get the proper size ring for this. Meanwhile I and another guy were using huge stacks of paper toweling to staunch the bleeding because his blood was draining out of his body. I had blood all over me at this time also. Having successfully stopped the flow of gas, we picked up the tank and began to run down the street to catch a bus. I saw none coming but there were other people driving slick looking race-type cars. We hitched a ride with a guy and where he stopped I had to maneuver between wires that were going several different directions which couldn't be seen at a distance. I commented that I was going to have to tell people about this. It was like something way up high was being held up by these hidden guide wires. We got to a mall-like area where older people were out protesting about things they didn't like. We got out of the car and went up to the protestors who were shaking their fingers at us. I became very irate and started telling them off and telling them about how my brother was now legless because he had performed such a heroic act on their behalf and then I went up to the woman and grabbed her by the collar and started shaking her and said, "I just want to shake you until you begin to understand what the real 'TRUTH' is!!! and woke up.
9-30-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge building that was like work/home/school all in one place. I thought I was on 70th St., but my Father's house was across the street which was 16th St. The starting scene was outside in the yard. I was looking at the beautiful rose bushes but there was a small animal laying on top of one of the branches. It was about 6" long, laying sprawled on top of the branch. There was a little white box there just big enough for the animal to fit in, so I thought I'd capture the animal and put him in a cage and keep him for a pet. I didn't get a real good look at his head, but it seemed he'd be kind of cute. I slipped the box over him quickly but he squirmed out too fast, but he didn't run away. I thought he was the kind of animal that liked the dark, so I decided to try once more. So, I quickly shifted the box and the box kind of broke because the animal was trying to escape and I ended up sandwiching the box and the animal with his head and feet sticking out on every side and I was hanging on for dear life with my thumbs so hard, my thumbs were hurting from the pressure. I was surprised the animal wasn't screaming in pain from me squeezing him. I hollered to my son Tom to quickly go get me a bigger box or cage to put it in. Tom came back in a moment with a cage about 1 1/2 x 1 1/2 feet. I saw a couple holes that looked a little big between a couple of the wires and sure enough, when I released the animal into the cage, it immediately escaped and we couldn't find it again. We went inside the building then and we were getting ready to go to school. I thought I would take a treat to class and was looking in the pantry for something really good, especially something I liked myself. I also needed a dish to put it in and found a rectangle-shaped platter about 6" across the long way that was a creamy color and had roses painted on it. I intended to take a selection of my favorite chocolates to school with me. I saw a huge bag of chocolates with white centers there on the shelf, but I knew they were chewy and I didn't want to take that kind, but the sweet, soft, melt in your hands kind. As I was walking along the hallway of the building, the young boys there were going over different hobbies they were working on which they had said they got at a rummage sale down the hall. I found that I couldn't carry the platter with the chocolates without messing them up if I was going to go to the rummage sale, so I decided to take the chocolates across the street to my Fathers house and leave them there instead. When I got across the street, my mother was in bed resting and my daughter was watching TV. It was a rather strange TV. The picture was like on slats that overlapped and reversed so you could flip a switch and watch the backside of the slats if you wanted and watch a different picture. The picture was rather dark, so I didn't spend much time with it. It was too hard to watch. I noticed it was time to get to school anyway. My sons Tom and Michael were there too and we all went to different schools. I went to 20th St. school, Michael went to school on Center and 12th St., and Tom went to school by bus on 13th and Michigan (he said a different name that I knew was where Michigan St really is south of Wisconsin Ave. The name he said started with the letter F) My school was west, Michaels school was east, and Tom's school was south. We were all trying to find our proper winter coats because it was cold and snowy out. I looked at the clock and it was 10 minutes past 9 a.m. I hollered, "Oh man! I was supposed to be there 10 minutes ago." NOTE: Just then our alarm clock went off and I woke up. I asked Joe what time it was. It was 3:40 a.m. I asked him if it was supposed to have been set for 3:30 a.m. and he said,"Yes! so the amount of lateness was the same.
10-18-98 - DREAM - I was in a place like downtown Waterford. I was with a young girl like Taylar. We were walking down the street together and she was talking about borrowing some money like they advertise on TV. It just so happened there was an office for a place like 'Household Finance" right where we were standing, but they were closed. We talked about the foolishness of dealing with people all the way across country when you had an office close by you could with personally. As we were talking about it, someone told us there was another office down the street and found their office open. As we walked in, Taylar went in the door, jumped in the air and clicked her heels. Then she went and sat down to wait her turn. Then she went and sat down to wait her turn. Meanwhile I caught their attention and said to them, "Did you ever have anyone come to them, "Did you ever have anyone come in dancing?" They all laughed and then I sat down on a bench to wait for Taylar. It seemed a little chilly in there so I curled up on this bench and covered my legs with a green sweater. It was a very casual office, nothing fancy at all. I quickly made friends with a woman there. She was super-friendly. After I went home, she was still friends, she was always around whether I wanted her to be or not. At one point I tried to turn off the light and close the door and she came running in and prevented me from closing the door. I protested and said I wanted to get dressed. She said, "I don't care, I just want to be your friend." The situation began to feel very cloying and I found myself trying to avoid her because she was always there and it was feeling very awkward. There was nothing I could do alone. Finally she got mad at me because I was trying to do things by myself. She walked in with a big box of 3 x 5 cards or 5 x 7 cards she had been keeping track of everything I said or did. She threw the box on the desk where I was standing I was rather shocked to see this box of notes, but she yelled at me for being an ungrateful friend and slammed the door where she went out. I knew she expected me to come running after her, but I didn't. When the door slammed I felt grateful she was gone. (NOTE: P.S. I never had a friend like that) I then went outside. I was in Waterford it seemed. I called on the phone to tell him I was on the way home. He said he was buying a new car and was going to go downtown because he had promised his old girlfriend Susan (Joe says he never had a girlfriend named Susan) he was going to sell her his old car. I was a little put off that he had been in contact with an old girlfriend and that she was going to get his old car. That seemed like it was too personal to me. Joe told me she lived downtown and that's exactly where I was and I just happened to be right across the street from where she lived. As Joe was telling me he didn't know if she was home, I could see into her apartment all the way through to the back window. There was nobody walking around in the light. There was a Spanish/Indian woman friend standing in the street right there too. She said she needed to use a telephone to call someone but she wanted to use a phone in that house so I used that as an excuse to go into the house and see what it was like. We went inside and went upstairs. My friend couldn't find a phone at her friends apartment and as luck would have it, an older woman came walking out of the door of the other apartment. I asked her if her name happened to be Susan and she said, "Yes!" I was rather shocked to see that she walked with a cane. She looked kind of like Susan Hayward except her hair wasn't so red, but she was really pretty for an older woman. I stood there trying to think what it would have been like for Joe to be in bed with her making love when she was young and beautiful and I started to feel really uncomfortable thinking about it because I'm so tall and big in comparison. I forced myself to erase the thoughts from my mind. Then I saw she had many empty clothes hangars there on a rack. They were wire hangars in a triangle shape and they all had crystal or glass triangles glittering hanging on the hangars. My Spanish/Indian friend was using her phone. I had already told her that Joe was going to call her and I wanted to tell her I was Mrs. Mason but I couldn't bring myself to tell her who I was. Finally, my friend got off the phone. I asked Susan if I could use the phone for a second. I was going to call Joe and tell him to come on over while I was there. I called his phone number and then our other number. I let them both ring at least 5 times but there was no answer and I woke up feeing glad that Joe was not able to make the contact with his old girlfriend.
11-4-98 - I was at a school. There were discussions going on amongst the teachers for and against various subjects. Nobody agreed on anything, but there were friends discussions anyway. I went outside and decided to ride my horse. It was a magnificent white animal. The discussions were still going on and someone said that farmer so-n-so didn't like lily pads. At that point, I was on my horse riding on a causeway between two higher points of land. On either side of the causeway was wide expanses of water and I could see reddish-green lily pads coming up on both sides. These were still a little under the top of the water, but I knew they would have magnificent flowers when they were full grown. I was riding along the causeway which was very narrow - about 3 feet wide and this was also at the water level and the grass beneath me was greenish-white. I could see each individual blade of grass clearly. I sat astride my horse like a circus performer...sitting proudly and had my right arm up and over my head like I was holding unto a guide wire or something. (I could feel something above me with my hand...guiding me. It was soft like fur) Someone called out..."Watch your balance." I did! We rode swiftly across the causeway. I had a big smile on my face. We reached the other side and rose up on a long white porch of a house. I made gestures of "Thank you, thank you, thank you! like I was being applauded as a circus performer and bowed to an imaginary audience in several directions, beaming ear to ear at my successful accomplishment of my feat. I felt so proud. I felt like there was nothing I couldn't accomplish.
11-8-98 - DREAM - I was in a large apartment building. I've either been in the same place in the last couple of days or I dreamed this twice. I went down to the basement garage. It had an electrically opening overhead door. Inside the garage it was extremely bright. I had the only key to get into this garage. I believe but other people had to work in the garage. What was neat was that beautiful music started playing when I opened the door. The lock for the door was too high to reach from the ground. So I had stood on top of something and standing up on my toes to get the key in the lock. The key was very tiny. It was gold and almost like a number 7 but with a small protrusion on the top of the 7. This key also fit a bright blue truck which was quite large and the lock was up by the window rather than by the door handle. I opened the door for myself to make sure I knew how to do it, so later when a man and woman came to ask me to let them into the garage to work, as long as there was something to stand on, I had no problem to open the door. After the door closed after them, I went to a big office where Susy was working along with a couple other women. Susy said she had been expecting Bob Scottsdale to visit her, she said she had been dating him for several years. I had known her for 3 years and had never seen him but she insisted she had dated him for many years.
12-27-98 - DREAM - I was managing a building but also in charge of employees. I began to do employee reviews. The first one was Frank _______ whom I know is deceased. He was distressed that he was being checked on. His review sheet was plastic and peanuts were stuck inside of it when he folded it over. He tried sneaking a peek at what had written down, but my boss ( a female) reprimanded him and told him she had to look at it first and then would talk to him in private. That didn't make him feel any better. In this dream, there were numerous black guys with power tools tapping into the electricity yon the ceiling. I don't know what they were going to make, but I didn't try to stop them. I was waiting for the telephone company to come and install a new line for a new resident named Sarah. We were so full, we installed a 3 feet wall in the hallway to surround her stuff. I walked by and she was laying naked up against the wall. I wondered if she thought that we couldn't see her or if she thought it was okay. It was then I noticed that I didn't have any pants on myself and everything showed beneath where my blouse and suitcoat came to. I did have shoes on but didn't see socks or stockings. Now I felt embarrassed because a young guy had made a pass at me and I wondered what he would want with an old lady like me. I began to climb a ladder-like stairway. I t was very difficult because the stairs were very narrow and I had to put my purse up a few stairs, climb a few steps, put the purse up again, climb a few more stairs, etc. At the same time, I realized anyone who followed me would see I was naked from the waist down and I couldn't forget that. Once I got upstairs and found that the computers and TVs were taped over with tape so nobody could see the screen, I saw the number 1052 on the tape. I don't know if that represented a date or time? I then went outside to a park-like area. The kids were playing and having fun. A bunch of baby sized kids were hanging from the branches of a tree and I was watching them. a miniature sized convertible car came off the street and pulled up to the tree. The guy driving it was teenaged or young 20's. He began kissing and sucking on the babies' arms and enjoying it way too much. I went over to stop him and tell him to get away. The guy threatened to dump something on me. It was either oatmeal or cottage cheese-like. He threw it at me just as I grabbed him by the back of the collar and told him, "That's okay! I'm going to beat the crap out of you!" I woke up with my heart pounding.
1-8-99 - DREAM - I was working on a web page and came across one that had a border of the sun and the moon alternating. It was gorgeous so I borrowed the border and put it on my own web page. When I moved it, the sun and moon were mere words instead of pictures and no amount of work could make the words look like pictures, so I began to delete them again. I was at my New Berlin house. My son Michael was given a pullover shirt of green, orange, and yellow. He was going to give it to someone else but it was a perfect fit for him. I told him he could keep it if he wanted to. Then I went outside and was sitting in the back seat of a white car. I was helping somebody with a project and I washed some 'nuts' in water. My hand began to itch and then form huge blisters under the skin that got so big they burst and my hand ended up shredded mass of flesh. My hand was swollen to twice its size by that time and I was appalled. I was then in a car driven by my mother. She drove so fast, she went right through a wire fence. I was shocked and expected to be sliced into a dozen pieces, but we didn't even feel it. I wouldn't try it myself though, and the next fence we came to, we went through an opening in a gate and not right through the wire. I was then in a house with some teens. We were rather sitting around talking and there were dirty dishes around.. big pots with spaghetti sauce on the edges. It was nearing dinner time again. I asked if there were any potatoes, thinking I could start peeling them, but another woman was making spaghetti or Lasagna and potatoes weren't needed, so I began to wash dishes instead. One of the teenage girls just went to her room to wait for dinner while the other one pithed in with the work. I told the girl who went to her room that she wouldn't get any dinner unless she worked. She acted like it was a racist statement because I was white and she was black, but another black man standing there who was a guidance counselor in a boys group told her I was perfectly right. He said, "If you don't work, you don't eat."
2-18-99 - END OF DREAM - The electric bill on my apartment hadn't been paid in 4 months. The electrician was there to cut it off. I told him I had enough money to pay the bill because I had just been paid. He said he didn't want to take the check but if I had a checkbook that made a carbon copy, he'd take the carbon copy while I mailed the check in. I didn't really want to do that because then I wouldn't have a record of having paid the bill, but I didn't have much choice in the matter. NOTE: When I went on line, a friend of mine was very upset that she had written a check for a bill for $20.50 and the bank had entered the amount as $90.50. If she didn't have her own records, the bank wouldn't have made good on it and put the money back in the account plus make good on the bounced checks and charges.
2-20-99 - DREAM - I was manager of a large apartment building in a big city. I was told that the railroad was going to come through our yard with tracks for a switching station. I was standing outside when the work began. There were no people doing the work. It was done automatically. As I stood there three rails came shooting out of my building, across the alley, and through the next building. I was trying to figure out how that was done when three more rails came shooting through the space where I was standing and I saw then that wires went out ahead, leading the way, with rails following. More and more rails went across, always in sets of 3 wires/rails. Every set went through my apartment and I could see this was going to be a major switching yard. I saw that one set was only three feet off the ground so no cars would be able to go through anymore. Then too, I wondered how these rails could carry any weight and thought perhaps a trestle of some kind would have to be built under each set of rails. Another woman came through trying to figure out what was going on and I walked with her explaining what was happening. When we went into the building, we went up to the 2nd floor where new construction had been done while I was outside. The framework was all put in and I told the woman that cable television and telephone was being put in as well, though I knew that cable television was already in the building, perhaps it was being upgraded. The woman said, "Maybe I'll have to move!" I laughed and said, "I could move to any apartment in the building, the entire railway switching station is going to go right through my apartment." (I lived in the right front corner of the building on the 1st floor.) As I walked back to my apartment, I saw white paint chips everywhere where the work had already been done. It was pretty exciting.
2-28-99 - VISION - The gist of it was that the wires were stretching and communication would end when the wires came off in the center. NOTE: I had several problems with the computer which kept me off line for several days.
3-16-99 - DREAM - I was living and working in a big old apartment building/house. The landlord was a cheapskate, and when an old man moved into one of our larger apartments, I told him I would have it painted for him. Some of the closet doors, walls and ceiling had big old stains on them...I mean HUGE stains and the rest of the walls and ceilings were yellow from someone being a heavy smoker. It looked really bad. The landlord stood right there and stated that the old man was lucky to be living with us. I didn't doubt that was true, but I still wanted him to have a clean, painted apartment. After the landlord left, I went about picking up toys and cleaning the floor after little kids, even while they were playing with them. I wanted everything to be perfect. We were getting ready to move somewhere and one of the tenants (it felt like a relative) had finished another year of classes in college and was going to stack his books in the attic or worse yet, throw them away. He had them all in a brown suitcase. I looked at the books. The first one was on Ornithology and had pretty birds all over its cover. I instantly wanted that one for myself because of my bird totems. The other ones were all about electricity and circuits and how they worked. The side binding on the second one had a picture of superman with a U.S. flag behind him. I was going to make sure that my son Michael got to read these books because that was his field of study. I also wondered where this man's previous books were and if they could be retrieved. I hoped they hadn't been thrown away. There were a bunch of young girls playing out in the yard. I was told that one of them was born within two hours of my birthday and had been named after me. The young girl came into the house from the yard and as she came up to me, the voice said, "This is the young girl who was named after you." The girl walked right past my outstretched hand like she didn't see me. She was right next to me, and I reached over to take her hand. I said, "No! Over here! It's me!" As I took her limp hand, she began to fade into Violet colored print like on a book or e-mail. (This reminded me of a person on-line who always types in that color print) (I asked Violet when her birthday was, but it wasn't even close to mine) I seemed to be still trying to pick up toys outside as I woke up. I don't recall anymore.
3-16-99 - AN EXAMPLE OF A CHAKRA CLEANSING MEDITATION TO SHOW HOW ELECTRICITY IS USED IN THE BODY 3-16-99 - CHAKRA MEDITATION - (I started at the top per instructions from a person who said this makes sense to start at the top and unblock the chakras, rather than start at the bottom and try to force the energies up through blocked chakras) CROWN - VOICE - "What do you want?" I said, "My intention is to clean out my chakras." I raised my vibrations to high astral. I pulled in the white light. I began to see 5 people on a ramp or platform. One was all red...like the devil we picture. He was mostly hidden behind the other 4 and a big banner they held in front of them. They all walked to the right and the devil dove off the platform and he landed with a splash and a hiss. The other 4 said, "We preferred that you didn't know he was in the game." THIRD EYE - I pulled the white light down through the crown to the 3rd eye chakra. A voice said, "Oops! It's a little bent." It was straightened out and began revolving fast with flashes of both white and dark blue alternating. It was pre |
