MARCH, 1999

3-2-99 - DREAM - (I've been feeling really bad because I haven't had any visions for a couple days)

All of a sudden I saw myself standing on top of a high hill behind a woman with long black hair overlooking a huge green valley. It was so awesome, I really freaked out in the vision. I felt like I was going to fall right off the cliff and that made me come back to consciousness.

As soon as I was done, my friend Michelle called. She had had a huge indian man dressed in full regalia appear in her livingroom and he gave her a wonderful message.  I have posted this message at:



3-3-99 - DREAM - There might have been a dream before this, but if there was I have no memory.

I found myself on the corner of 12th and State sts. after school left out. It wasn't too far to walk to 16th and Center St where I lived so I began to cross State St. and walk north on 12th St. but when I did, I saw that there were no street lights on and the sky was pitch black. That made me nervous and frightened so I turned around and looked south on 12th St. and saw that there was a telephone booth with a light over it on the corner one block south and I would call my Father to come and get me.  I didn't know how to call him though because I didn't have any money with me.

When I got down to that corner, I found myself on the ground of a huge zoo where they were giving demonstrations. The animals were all lined up in a row and on command would do whatever they were trained to do, then return to their cage to eat. The animals had human-like expressions on their faces so it was easy to see how they felt about what they were doing.

These animals were not normal size, they were at least twice normal size if not bigger. They actually looked more nervous than I was but they were huge. The zookeeper was introducing the animals one by one to the people.

Just as I got there, the zookeeper had introduced the lions to the people and offered a lion cub to the people. It seemed my Father was there and he said, "I don't think we'll need one of your lion cubs, it looks like we're going to have one of our own."  I looked across the yard and saw three full grown lions laying at his feet.

Next, I was supposed to be introduced to the camels and elephants. There were many of them. They were all really shy and had backed up and wanted to go into their cage and eat, but the zookeeper was in full control of them and was going to call them back into line.

I wanted no part of it, so I took off running for the nearest door to the zoo house where people could go inside and view the animals inside their cages. But when I was getting near the door I could see huge hippopotamus was in there and I'd probably meet him face to face if I continued that direction and I could see how huge one leg was so I headed towards the second door as fast as I could. I dashed inside just as the camels got lined up behind me.

I was now in a hallways and a woman ahead of me had applied for a job at the zoo. The personnel guy was kind of yelling at her, "Do you think I can't tell when you're not qualified and have been kicked out of your last job?"  She looked really embarrassed. The personnel guy said, "I give you Guru Al Gordon."  He pointed next to me and there was a medium sized skinny guy with a dark mustache and dark hair. The skinny guy looked so embarrassed as the woman had and startled to be pointed out and I woke up.


3-3-99 - VOICE: "This is our new training manual."

I saw a tall woman in shorts. She asked, "Have you lost your memory thing? Your voice thing?"

A voice said, "These are the new pages!"

A voice said, "Is this the timing on this?  666?"

A voice said, "This is the symbol of the new book!"

Voice/vision:  "Hey Dee!  I saw a poster :  1000 NEW SALE
It was red and orange and yellow.

A voice said, "I was told the timing wouldn't be until the time of the shelter. Is this the time of the shelter?"

A voice said, "The name of the sign is Haiku!'

A voice said, "Not so many people could do this. Thousands will buy it."

A voice said, "You know those women who dressed in the peach dresses? There is something about that in here!"

I saw a woman coming forward. She was staggering side to side. She said, "Heavier earthquakes coming!  2-2-2.  I could feel myself rocking back and forth.

A voice said, "Many of you will want to know that you should eat foods that have their roots in the ocean.  Others will not and I will wonder if I should have come at all and should have stayed there."

A voice said, "The money will be oriented high. That's how Royal lives!!!!"

A voice said, "She had the same goal to copy 23rd Studio and look where it got her!  She is rich now!"

NOTE:  I added to the L.A. AWARE  page and began writing Haiku poetry which I had to research because I had no idea what it was. Later on a voice told me to call my book of Haiku poetry  "Haiku Spirituality"


3-3-99 - DREAM - I was writing poetry so the words formed shapes like a diamond and the shape of an airplane. when I was done I was outside and had to cross a huge expanse of empty parking lot so a woman gave me a ride on the bumper of her car.

The wind was blowing in my ears and it was noisy, but the wind felt exhilarating. I felt like I was on the prow of the ship like in the movie Titanic. We got to the other end of the parking lot and I saw a red car down in a ditch under water and I could see a woman inside the car struggling to get out before she drowned.

I jumped off the bumper of the car and my female companion said, "Don't go down there, you'll get your feet wet. I said, "So what?" She said, "You'll get hurt on the steep slope."  Before the words were all the way out of her mouth, I had slid down into the ditch, reached for the handle of the car which was like a huge t-shape latch handle. It didn't open one way so I wrenched it turned in the right direction and the door opened upward and the girl came gasping up out of the car. The other woman said, "You're going to be famous for saving her life."

I knew she wasn't in any real danger because there was no water inside the car and she wouldn't have drowned and it would have taken many hours for her air to run out. I didn't want the publicity.

I woke up and almost forgot the dream, but it popped back in suddenly.


3-4-99 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. My ex-husband was with me. We were standing at the top of a hill at our neighbor's house by the driveway. It was pouring rain and the water was running down the driveway like a river. I laughed and said, "I just feel like wanted to be a kid again and slide down the driveway." Instead of telling me I was stupid for wanting to do such a foolish thing, he sat down and slid down the driveway himself. That encourage me to do it too and I sat down and slid down the driveway in the river of water. It was really fun.

By the time I got down to the bottom of the driveway he was gone and I saw the people across the street coming out of their house and a cop was arresting the father and putting him in a paddy wagon. I was expecting them to make fun of me; and instead they had their own tragedy to take care of. Just then, I saw my ex-husband coming along the street. His best friend had his arm around him and his arm was in a sling and his arm was bandaged and his head was bandaged and their was quite a lot of blood by his elbow. I was really shocked because I didn't see him get hurt.

We all walked over to our own house. There were other people with us. His arm bandage was getting bloodier and bloodier and his leg was getting bloody. I said, "I think you are cut in more places than just your elbow." He denied it and more and more blood was oozing down his leg and arm. I said it again and he denied it and shook his arm and blood spattered out all over all of us. Splats hit me in the face and I felt sickened to my stomach.

I got really upset. I said, "You are cut in more than one place and you'd better go to the bathroom and look."  He didn't want to but turned around to go up the front steps of the house.  The rest of s were headed to the back door. Instead of going up the stairs he sat on the wall by the steps and blood was flowing down his leg. I yelled at him, "Go to the bathroom!"  He slumped over sideways and I screamed, "Go to the bathroom!"  He fell over and I woke up.


3-4-99 - VISION - I was seeing a web page with a snowy scene and a mountain. The page is titled "Nothing but the Best" and it is about Champions.  


3-4-99 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. I had been studying something spiritual. I was with the same people or the long dream. In place of my husband was a huge egg. The top of the egg was cut off and inside the egg was a web like a dream catcher or spider web. The web was getting bloody red and I was thinking I had seen this before somewhere and woke up.

NOTE:  While I was thinking about this, I had a vision which was a picture opening up showing me a country lodge. The lodge grew in length while I watched.


3-4-99 - DREAM - I was seeing a poem written in a perfect square. A voice said, "Stop it! NOT!" and I saw the name of the poet...arnixitNOT!


3-4-99 - JOE'S DREAM - He heard the voice say," In the tradition of Wave Harmonics."

He also heard a voice say, "You know how when the ripples on the water, they reach a certain harmonic, you can see all the way to the bottom because it becomes crystal clear."


NOTE; In 1997, I was told by spirit to go to the river which was across the street from my building. I didn't know why I was supposed to be there. Then a strong gust of wind came and instantly created a whirlpool of water that was separate from the river but floated downstream anyway with the rest of the water. Then it dissipated and became part of the regular river water again. I knew then it meant, "to go with the flow", that even troubled waters go with the flow.


3-4-99  DREAM - I took a shower in an old fashioned bathtub with my clothes on. Then I had to clean the tub and noticed that it had strips of newspaper sticking to the tub and I saw the name IMAKEITTOO! I couldn't figure out how I could have had that much paper inside my slack leg.  The more I scrubbed the tub, the more newspaper strips I saw. I knew I'd never finish that way. I discovered that I could pull the entire mass of paper off the tub in one big piece. It was like paper mache. I was tickled to see that when I pulled the mat of newspaper off like that, it could be used to make other things. I was delighted to learn this and woke up.


3-5-99 - DREAM - This was about Ruth, a web page, and the letter S. It included seeing a string of multicolored cats hung by their tails.


3-5-99 - DREAM - I was at a party and sang a song that ended , "I love you SO" loudly and everyone applauded.


3-5-99 - MEDITATION - I was looking in _______ for ________ and didn't see it, so I looked _________ and everything was okay.


3-5-99 - These are 2 dreams and nothing makes sense.

I was going to go to a rummage sale and was out in the parking lot at the back of our station wagon moving things aside so we could buy new things and place them in the middle.

Right next to me was my friend Barbara. She was blonde...long straight hair. She was making the identical motions with her hands in her car at the same time I was. Our families gathered around and marveled at this coincidence.

I had to go to the bathroom before we left and went to the bathroom. When I got up, I was wearing bluejeans that were light blue. I was trying to pull them up and walk at the same time. I saw a woman across the street behind her house where I wanted to go. I was going to walk around the right side of the house and she was working on the lawn on the left. The beach was beyond. As I walked I noticed that my underpants were so big, I didn't know how to pull them up. I got my underpants up, but now my bluejeans around my waist were way out from my body and I was like standing in a cup of numerous yellow vertical threads.

NOTE: Maybe this means I'm going to go on a diet.

Dream #2 - Joe and I were in a parking lot and were going to drive to a rummage sale. A light blue car, full of young boys in their teens came by and hollered over at us, "Hey! Old man!" and kind of snickered. They pulled in front of us daring to race us out of the parking lot. We didn't want to confront them so Joe backed up to go a different direction.

At the same time, the boys blue car maneuvered to cut us off in the second direction and we again backed up and turned.

We made a pattern around each other like we were do-so-doing. I felt kind of queasy because we did this so slowly. I couldn't tell if they were going forwarded and went backward or if they were the only one moving and we were standing still. Joe and I were in a convertible car with the top down and again the car became a ring of numerous vertical lines and before I woke up  I saw that these yellow lines were actually candles and so was the yellow threads in the previous dream.


3-5-99 - VISION -  'WRITE TO TELL IT, SEE TO SAY IT". This was a book title. The concept is to put the words on the page in the shape of what you are talking about, like a mouse, an icicle, a cat, a dog, house, etc.  (A great idea for a kids book)


3-6-99 - DREAM - I was talking on the phone with Michael and a puppy came into the room. He was dark brown with black on his face and paws. I picked him up and he was really heavy for his size. I cuddled him up on my chest and he was licking my cheek with puppy kisses.


3-6-99 - DREAM - I was typing on an IM to a woman in New York who was at work. Her boss came over to her desk and yelled at her for not working. I could hear his deep male voice over the IM. He asked her who she was talking to. She said, "This is a teacher". He boomed, "This is no teacher!" I began to type, "I am a teacher, my name is Dee Finney". I began to hear and feel a deep rumbling in the earth that was ominous.

I looked out the windows. There were a few brick buildings along the street and a low range of mountains to the west of me. From the other side of the mountains began to come up a huge cloud of smoke and debris. Dark and ominous, it rose higher and higher into the air. I began to type, "Oh! My God! Oh! My God! This is it! This is it!" and  I knew it was the day after the day I had predicted it. The black huge cloud on the other side of the mountains was rising hither into the sky, but right in front of my window, two girls were reading out of a notebook like my dream journal and giggling in unbelief. "It's just a joke!" while beyond them the clouds were getting ever larger.  

Afterward I was sitting with Joe on the couch and he was reading my dream journal. In the middle of the floor were other numerous other journals I had written. He had laid the journal he was reading on a short pile of books by the couch. I was thinking to myself, I could put more journals on the pile so it would be easier and closer for him to read.


3-6-99 - DREAM -  I was sitting on a couch with Joe and bunch of little kids about 4 years old and younger. A Siamese cat, full grown came into the room and climbed up on the couch. I said to Joe, "See! That's the color of the puppy I dreamed about." The siamese cat was now a dog and came walking across the couch towards me. I could see his intention was to snuggle up to me and I already was holding a young boy child on my lap and chest who was sleeping. I told the dog to "Sit!" and he dropped instantly.

On the couch, a yong sturdy boy about 4 years old said he had been working on the roof. I was amazed. He was making his own lunch. He had 1/4 orange squash, and riced some potatoes into it and then placed something on top of it. I'm thinking 'cheese' because that sounds good to me, but it may have been something else. He then sat on the floor with it and was floating it in a box full of water. Nobody could understand why he was floating it in water.  Me either.


3-6-99 - DREAM - I was showing apartments to some people on the 2nd floor of my building and walked into one where the door was open as an example. The girl said, "Oh! I love it. It's perfect. I'll take it!" Instantly I was in trouble because the furniture in this apartment was my own and though I occupied other apartments. I had nowhere to put my stuff.

The girl left and I went downstairs and across the way to another building where I worked. I was going to see if there was room to store my furniture in the maintainance area of the building.

As I as coming up to the building, I saw people going in and out the door that was supposed to be locked.  I went up to the door and people were bringing out hundreds and hundreds of chairs, old fashioned wooden chairs with knobs on the legs, and back rungs. They were really pretty. Somebody said, "Why don't you take two. Nobody would ever notice."   I knew that two would never be missed, but if everyone who thought that way took two, there wouldn't be any chairs at all and I didn't take any. I didn't take any chairs but I had to find out where they were coming from and look for a place to put my own furniture.

So, I entered the building and immediately saw that the door on the other side was also open and people could walk straight through. I went through the other door and outside and there in the distance was a huge, thick, mushroom shaped 'building'. I could see a sort of walkway up where you would suppose a second story might be, but there was no stairway up to it, but I could see that the land rather sloped up to the back side of this structure where one might just access it there.

I was on my way toward the structure, when someone said, "The author of the earthchanges is Ian Fleming."  It didn't dawn on me immediately, but Ian Fleming wrote all the James Bond books.


3-8-99 - DREAM - A long dream about being assigned to work in Ohio because a big problem was going to occur there. The length of the dream was because of long goodbyes to old friends.


3-8-99 - DREAM - I was with Joe in our car on the way to Ohio.  I turned Art Bell on the radio in the car. Joe and I got to Ohio and found a bar/restaurant to eat lunch. The door was a heavy brown metal fire door. I couldn't open it, as Joe struggled with it, and it finally opened. There were hundreds of people inside. We didn't know where to order the food. Joe went one way and I went another. Suddenly a  big space opened up in the middle and the girl said, "May I take your order?" I told her over the wide open space in a loud voice, "Two quarter pounders on ...sourdough buns." Joe showed up and mumbled some quiet conversation with the order taker, then hollered out..."$26.02" and paid the woman.

NOTE: If this is timing: Week 26 - 2nd day: = 184 days = July 4th


3-9-99 - DREAM - I didn't want the bun so the hamburger patty cost 65 cents


3-9-99 - VOICE - Your 6500 prayers have been heard.


3-9-99 - VISION - I had a grocery bag full of wrapped in plastic very fatty pork. It had been sitting in the grocery bag for a week and not refrigerated. It looked okay, but I said, "I guess we shouldn't keep this."


3-9-99 - DREAM - I was in the maintenance room of my apartment building. There was a rough wooden door there with a padlock on it and I didn't have the key. I can't remember the details here but it had to do with an Indian and the Indian had the key to this door, but I wasn't supposed to know this.

I looked through a hole into the Indian's table and there were 6 tiny potatoes there and I knew that he would know I had been there. This knowledge made me feel very anxious and I knew I had to leave this room. But, if I left the room, I'd never ben able to get back in to where the door with the padlock was. Also, I knew if I stayed there, nobody could come and get me either, because nobody could come into where I was but the Indian.

So, I knew I had to leave and took one of the tiny potatoes to prop the door open. I placed the potato in the corner of the door frame so the door couldn't close all the way and left.

It seems I had this same dream twice because I remember being in the room scene twice and the outdoor scene twice.

I went outside and rescued a small child from being run over by a backing up truck. I then chased some big fighting dogs away.

I went into the hallway of the building and there some people were chasing a little lost puppy down the hall to get it back to it's rightful owner. I knew it wasn't mine, but I scooped it up and said, "Oh! my puppy! I've been looking all over for you!  It was a little black and white Chihuahua.


3-9-99 - MEDITATION - I saw the word  "paella" as part of an url.


3-10-99 - DREAM - I was looking at an e-mail about earthchanges. When I was done I decided I would send it to myself. I was lucid and I was able to click on 'forward'. I sent it to my own computer. I was thinking how incredible it would be if I got up in the morning and actually had a copy on my real life physical computer e-mail.

I continued to practice forwarding this e-mail and each time saw it with a new perspective. I did it 5 times.


3-10-99 - DREAM - I was in my apartment cleaning up after the kids. I wasn't very enthusiastic about it and was working pretty slow. I noted that a cop was using my apartment to use for teaching 'Drivers Ed' to teenagers. They were making sharp right turns around the furniture. I had to move out of the way and let them come through. Another cop who was more like a detective said that I wasn't working fast enough and was going to have to write me a ticket, but before he would do that, he would come back at 3 p.m. and help me finish it so he didn't have to write the ticket.

I thanked him and then turned around to see what I had to do yet. There was a jigsaw puzzle, one of those 1,000 piece ones... all laid out, partially on a sofa arm, part on the floor and none of it was really put together yet. It was all earth tones an was a really hard one. I decided I'd probably have to just scoop up the piece and put them in the box. There wasn't enough time to finish the puzzle.

I woke up feeling a little sick to my stomach. Dinner from last night hadn't finished digesting yet.


3-10-99 - DREAM - I fell back asleep and had a very similar dream to the other one with more cleaning and color sorting details in it. It ended on a much more positive note. Roseanne Barr and her bearded TV husband ( a jewish guy) were playing the part of Mr. and Mrs.Santa Claus. Before they left the stage they were flying through the air like superman with sometimes he pushing or her pulling or they'd flip and she'd push and he'd pull and finally they flipped over and exited side by side. It was so cool with brilliant red velvet suits and wide gold shimmering belts and shiny black boots.

Then I actually met Roseanne Barr and I was telling her how great her performance was with her husband. She was VERY pleased. After that I saw the performance again and it was truly great to watch them fly in tandem and then at the end, do a flip and fly off stage side by side.

NOTE:  I really feel that Mr. and Mrs. Santa Claus represented Joe and me.


3-10-99 - MEDITATION - I saw Michelle and another woman arguing a lot. A man came and said Michelle is too busy to do this. The earthchanges are here and there is no more time to waste. Countries are going to have to work together in order to make it now. No country can stand alone.

I was laying in bed waiting to go to sleep and a I heard a loud voice say, "BURNING!"  I jumped up on my elbow to look around and see if Joe's cigarette ashes had started the wastebasket on fire but there was nothing. The idea here is to set up an organization whereby goods and money are set up in advance for people in all countries to help each other... money, food, blankets, clothing, first aid kits, etc, and bypass the slow government machinery.

NOTE:  NATO and the U.S. declared war against Yugoslavia a few days later.


3-11-99 - DREAM - I was driven to work by another woman. When we got there, the nightshift was leaving. Some of them even had their kids with them. They all looked tired and glad to go home.

On the way in, we passed a whole bunch of women, waiting for interviews to be hired. We deliberately smiled as we went by so they would think we were a friendly sort of people

I had to go to the bathroom really bad and the farther I walked, the less clothes I had on. Finally I was naked and I hadn't reached the bathroom yet. Embarrassed, I reached for the firs thing I could put on to cover myself with. It was a thin summery cotton see-thru flowered pull-over dress.

I quickly pulled it on myself and then noticed that most of the other women were wearing very similar dresses and there was nothing to be embarrassed about. We were all the same.

When I went home, it was getting dark. I was still out in the hard and heard a loud noise like a door clam and heard heavy giant sized thumping inside the house. It sounded like someone walking very heavy.

Outside, the whole yard, in fact the neighborhood was piled with fresh dirt. It looked like someone had come in with an earthmover and dropped dirt everywhere.

I cautiously went up the stairs which were also full of dirt and opened the door. Inside the door, also was full of dirt, all the way up the stairs to the second floor.

At this point, I thought to myself, "This has got to be a dream." But then I went into denial and tested my senses and surroundings for reality and decided it was too real to be a dream and then got mad. I opened the door again and yelled into the sky, "You bastards!"  I went back inside and called my kids names. Michael answered that he was there. There was too much dirt piled on the stairs to attempt to go upstairs so I yelled up the stairs to "come down!"

One of the kids came down carrying a doll. I took one look at it and knew we were in trouble. It looked like Chucky, the monster doll from the movies.

I grabbed the doll and tried to destroy it and couldn't. It got away from me and did acrobatics flip flops all over the floor showing me how agile he was.  I finally got ahold of him again and tried to throw myself on top of him bodily to pink him down but nothing worked. Each time I managed to get some little part of him off of him like clothing or glasses that too became animated on its own. It was a losing battle.

I can't remember the dream ending. I think I was still struggling with the loose parts when I woke up.


3-11-99 - MEDITATION -  This was impressed on me; EC.MARY = E-TRAC - 12 CARD MONTI. (A big gamble?)


3-11-99 - DREAM  - (I was laying on the couch, thinking about whether to buy some tropical fish, whether to look up tropical fish pictures on websites for my fish dreams page)

I slipped into a dream in which I was going to walk down the street to the closest mall to a pet shop and look at the tropical fish. I wasn't quite sure where that was.

I had my hair in curlers with a scarf  tied around my hair, a heavy coat on, my hands in my pockets and no money and no keys. My pockets were empty.  Besides that I was walking stiffly like my feet were moving slowly but the rest of me was laying on the couch and the scene playing out in my mind...which it was.

I thought about crossing the street to the east, but there was a stream of cars headed south that was unbelievable and I didn't want to buck that traffic.  So  I began to cross the street headed south. I was half way across and saw that the street to the east was completely blocked off and no traffic could go that wat at all.

I knew there was a string of shops a block south but that was kind of far for how I was dressed so I thought I'd take a shortcut through an apartment building on the south side of the street.

As I crossed the street, I saw a bus coming and a couple cars...a grey car, and an orange Volkswagen Bug. Since no traffic could go east, all three lanes merged right and the bus and the grey car almost cut off the Volkswagen bug, but it speeded up at the last second and they all turned right the corner and joined the mass of cars headed south.  I also saw a block west of me, a bus was headed east towards me and it too turned south at the corner west of me as traffic had been re-routed south.  Nothing was going east anymore.

I finished crossing the street and was by a huge bank. The bank didn't have any windows facing the street, but I was familiar with the neighborhood and know that's what it was.

A man, looking kind of disheveled was sitting on a stoop in the 1st doorway with his head down. Another man came along and started talking to him quietly. They were talking in low tones. It seemed foreign...almost sinister.  I was afraid of being accosted, but the sitting man got up, and the two of them went past me on the left. As soon as they were behind me, a voice in my head reminded me, "You get what you ask for!"  It left me feeling guilty for thinking negative thoughts.

The next door was a wide glass door from the bank. Two guys were exiting the bank carrying what looked like a long, long mattress. It was too long and narrow to be a real mattress, but I didn't want to turn my head and take a good look at it and seem suspicious considering how I was dressed.

The next doorway was the apartment building. I went inside and through the halls figuring it came out at the far end of the block like my own apartments were built in Milwaukee. I walked through the building and came to a screen door which led to an inside bricked in walkway. It was completely inside the building and all red brick.

I tentatively pushed the screen door open and looked to see if I would be locked out if I went through, but there was no lock on this door. I went out into the hallway which was laid out east and west. It didn't go east very far.There was a brick wall at the end.  I was assuming this was an indoor walkway for the elderly to get exercise in inclement weather.

I got a big shock when I turned right and went toward the west.

I came out into a brightly lit underground shopping mall. They had everything down there. It seemed like I had been in this place before and had forgotten it was here.

Nearest to this doorway was a seating area that was more dimly lit with small round tables and two chairs at each table. At two of the tables along the wall, a person sat alongside a seemingly stuffed animal bigger than life. One was the purple Barney and the other was equally large but I didn't want to look directly at it. I knew these were security guards in case there was trouble.

I was still walking weirdly as I explained in the beginning, still had a scarf on my head and had a heavy blue short coat like a sailors winter pea coat and slacks I believe.

The first big room on the right was a huge underground restaurant. It was elegant with a high white vaulted ceiling. All the lights were on the walls, not on the ceiling. The tables in the restaurant were small and round with elegant round white linen table cloths on them. There were a few people sitting at the tables but very few. I kind of took a peek inside and saw they had a bar.  Next door was a jewelry shop and I could see on down the mall.  You could buy anything down here in this completely underground mall.

I really wanted to buy something but  had no money, so  I decided I'd go home, comb out my hair nicely, get some money and come back and shop.

Just as I turned around to head back to the screen door, one of the security guards got up from the table and came over to me. It was an older gray haired woman but nevertheless still threatening and intimidating.

She asked me for my I.D. with a picture on it.  I said, "I'm sorry! I didn't bring it with me, nor any money."  She repeated strongly, "I NEED to see your picture I.D.! "  I repeated, "I'm sorry, but I didn't bring it with me, nor any money. You can put your hands in my pockets to check if you like!"  She put both her hands in the air indicating she wasn't allowed to touch me.  I reached in my pockets and pulled both of them inside out for her to see.

Satisfied I was telling the truth, she said, "Maam!  You're going to have to leave!"

I had intended to do that anyway, so I put my hand on the handle of the screen door a nd opened it and my eyes popped open and the scene was gone.  I almost felt shocked because it was so real AND I know I've been down there before.


3-12-99 - DREAM - I was working on a series of e-mails which I created and forwarded to myself so that when I was done, it would work like a web page and when you clicked on a statement about the Sphinx or Giza, it would open a new e-mail with mathematical facts about that term. If you closed the mathematical page, you were back on the Sphinx-Giza e-mail.

NOTE: I don't think this is possible!


3-12-99 - DREAM - It was graduation day and we were all  lined up outside to have our pictures taken. It was to go quickly, as the line moved along, you stopped, turned your face left, no posing, no smiles, etc., and moved on. The line moved quickly until it got to me. The line stopped abruptly. The photographer had gone to lunch. I and everyone behind me was now inside the building by a reception area that was oval shaped with counters and built-in desks. Each person had a telephone and was talking on it. Nobody hung up and no phone rang. It was deadly quiet in the room. It was decided that we would all eat lunch, then continue the photographs. All the boys were standing in line outside, all dressed with white shirts. I think they had white slacks on too. Some little boys came running in looking for the bathroom. Meanwhile everyone's mother had arrived for the luncheon and each girl would sit with her mother. I saw my mother, she was wearing alight green watered silk dress. She had on a corsage and was carrying a gift for me. She didn't see me so she turned around and headed toward a counter to put her gift down. I called her several times, "mother! mother! mother!" but she never heard me and didn't turn around. Finally, I touched her should and she turned and finally realized it was me standing there. Dinner was announced. My mother said she didn't hear me calling her because she was breathing heavily and couldn't hear. She said she wanted to go home because she wasn't feeling well. I told her we were all going to be sitting down and she'd be okay. She said, "Okay!" and everyone got their plates served to them in a line like the photographs. I was next when they ran out of food.  Even my plate was only 1/4 of the size of everyone elses. Finally I took my plate and headed over to the galley, hollering, "food! food!"  The cook stood there with chicken carcasses and no meat left. He was hanging chicken necks on a hook from the ceiling. He said he didn't have anything left to serve me. The next piece of meat was sliced beef and he didn't want to give me that because the girls had gotten chicken. I said, "Well! Howe about 1/2 a piece?"  He said, "No!" I said, "1/4 piece?" He said, "No!" but then relented and gave me 1/4 slice. So I asked where the potato salad bowl was. He said, "Over there on the floor." I went over and looked and there was a couple sliced of potato salad left in the bowl so I scooped them into a plate. So I had 1/4 slice of beef and 4 slices of potato salad. By then everyone left and I woke up. I never got my picture taken, nor ate dinner, nor got my gift.

NOTE:  My mother suffered a stroke on Saturday, March 20th. It wasn't real serious physically, but mentally it knocked her for a loop and she doesn't know much about what's going on or where she is.


3-12-99 - VOICE - "Buying"  "Bluewater"

VOICE: - "Forced sale"  The company buying it started with "A"


This page was prompted by a dream on 3-13-99:

I was working on a computer, looking up words and going to the center of the page, making a square picture by having the same word pattern in all four directions. It was quite fun.

One of my kids saw me do that and said,"Do the word 'whale', then the word aquarium."  So I did.

Then one of my kids asked if I would speak to his class about whales. I said, "Sure!"  Big deal!  Big whales!

So, came the day to go to school and talk about the whales. We went to his classroom and went inside, using a special knock. The teacher let us in and said,"Oh! You didn't know we were having a special auditorium to hear you speak about your experiences with whales?"

I gulped a little!

The teacher said, "What kind of whales do you work with?"

I gulped again and finally said, " Small ones!"

The teacher wanted to know, "What kind is it?"

I gulped again and said, "Oh! It was cute! It was the size of a bathtub!"

The teacher looked puzzled, but had to do something before I went to speak to the students, so I got off her  I excused myself for a moment and left the room. I went out into the hall and asked a student, "Where's the school library?"  He pointed "Up!" and I ran as fast as I could up the stairs to find the school library. I had to find a book on whales. I didn't even know the names of different kinds of whales. I was totally unprepared to do this.  The teacher was asking questions, not just sitting passively and listening to what I would have to say.  I needed to know more about the subject.

I found the school library and saw that the books were alphabetized. I was at the 'Z' end, close to where I wanted to be, but then I saw that these were fiction books, alphabetized by author. I needed a book on whales...the real facts.  So, someone pointed in another direction and I went over to where the 'W' section was to find a non-fiction book on whales.  

I figured I could take a quick look at the book, hold it in one hand for a prop and wave my other hand around for emphasis and nobody would know I didn't know anything about whales. I got to the 'W' section and there was a big gap where 'whales' should be. Either a kid or the teacher had taken the book or books about whales. The whales were gone and these kids would never know what a whale was.

Now I really in a panic. I didn't want anyone to know I had been only bluffing and I didn't know anything about whales, so I had to find an excuse that I didn't have to speak at all.

I considered feigning sickness so I could leave. I thought about pretending there was a fire and pulling the fire alarm. I knew that was bad. I didn't know what to do.

I spotted a computer and went to it to look up the word 'whale'. All I knew was how to make patterns with words, I didn't know what a whale really was.

NOTE:  I created a page about whales, dolphins, and porpoises so everyone else would know what a whale was. :-)



3-13-99 - DREAM - I and a girlfriend were going to a theatre to see a movie. When we got there, instead of seeing a movie, we were helping them remodel the building. There were other people there too, both men and women. Guys were all acting romantic with me, trying to make dates and I thought I was really great, but it wasn't until later I discovered I didn't have on any clothes from the waist down. I didn't panic but went into a back room to get some underwear. There was a guy sleeping there. He got up on one elbow to watch me pull my pants on. These weren't ordinary pants either. They were skin tight and there seemed to be a stuffed doll attached to the right hip which I could feel with my hand but couldn't see.

I went back out to the lobby where one of the men was still interested in me. I told him to get a 'rain' ticket for the movie which he was going to do and I went with him 'outside' to where the office was. We stepped outside and my mouth dropped open. There was Mt. Rainier, colored like it is at sunset with glorious purple and pink with white snow on top. Then I noticed the sky was blue with studded little white clouds and the sky looked fake like a vaulted painted ceiling. Some fog covered the top of the mountain momentarily and when it dissipated, the top of the mountain was pink and was tilted over like it was melting like an ice cream cone in the heat of summer. The man retrieved his 'rain' ticket which was #444.

I looked behind the building and there were 4 file cabinets out there that looked like they were made of cardboard and were moldy.

A little later, I saw that someone had retrieved two of the moldy cabinets and put them into the basement of the theatre where I was cleaning up the construction mess. By then I had a new kitchen installed and all that remained to be done was to have a plumber connect the water pipes. I could hear the water gurgling in the pips so I knew it would work. Finally, we were done and we all got in a car to go home and I woke up.


3-14-99 - VISION - I saw a right angle L 3

I had two dreams about e-mails about the economy going bad. I was trying to do a web search to my own web page about the economy going bad.

NOTE: I had a dream last month about the bull with the dunce cap on his back going from Russia to Europe. THE ECONOMY -A PROPHECY -1999


3-14-99 - These are three dreams that go together. I wasn't going to write the 1st one down because it was so gross and upsetting. I deliberately went back to bed to have more dreams so I wouldn't remember the dream and the next two dreams only enhanced the importance of the 1st dream.  Going back to sleep did not erase the memory of the 1st dream in the slightest.

DREAM #1 - I was helping out in various department of a hospital. I knew some of the people in this dream 10 years or more ago, but don't see them anymore.

The 1st department I worked in was for the elderly and I was assisting an old woman in her 80's. She had once been a nurse and was preparing for death and I was helping her get ready for bed. She saw the clock on the wall and knew it was the usual time for her to go to work. She was long retired from work, but nothing was going to keep her from it. She begged me not to tell on her and got out of bed and put on a green hospital smock like mine and went down the hall to do her sworn duty.

I then went to help a woman and some kids with their laundry because my own flowered dress was a little damp yet by the shoulders from washing it and it needed further drying. When I got back from doing the laundry, I asked her if she wanted me to fold it.  She said, "No!"  But her kitchen was a mess so I helped straighten out her kitchen so dinner could be cooked for her kids.

I then went into a surgical unit where women were coming in for abortions. I didn't see any of the women themselves. I was in the room where the aborted babies were laying on a board side by side, some in their amniotic bags, and some much larger and they were all alive. I asked the abortion doctor how he could do this. He said, "Oh! It isn't bad unless they scream."

I had a butcher knife in my hand and filleted the largest babies' thigh like it was a chicken leg. It didn't bleed but looked like raw flesh of a dark chicken leg. I knew the baby was alive and wondered why it didn't scream. It just turned it's head away and look away from me.  I was grossing myself out at this point and that was bad enough but then one of the aborted babies screamed a tiny shrill scream from it's amniotic sack. It was a blood curdling scream. I was so horrified, I couldn't stand it. I was sickened into almost panic and I was disgusted that this baby had no chance to live even though he was born alive.

I took a towel and wrapped up all the babies into a tight package so I could dispose of the bodies. I didn't know where to take them, but carried them with me everywhere I went, looking for a place to put them down. I asked people for rides in their cars, which they didn't know what I was carrying in the towel for which I was feeling guiltier and guiltier.

Finally, a woman came along who was driving people around voluntarily. She had a big old open black car and she said she'd give me a ride because I had no way to go home again.

So, I directed her which way to go, across a huge intersection with traffic going every which way and down a wide street that was steep to a place I saw ahead behind my building that had a big garden with a hot house in the middle. I told her to let me off by the garden which she did and I went inside the little house looking for a trash bucket from the gardener. I couldn't find one, but in the middle was  a large old cardboard box which looked like it was about ready to be thrown away. I opened it and it was full of garden refuse, twigs, branches, dead leaves, discarded plants that were dying. So, I took the towel with the babies in it and hid them in with the garden refuse, hoping nobody would discover them before the trash men came to get the box.

NOTE: I woke up sickened and horrified that I had participated in this. Just standing by and doing nothing was just as much participation as doing it myself.

I wasn't going to write this dream down because that babies' scream had so horrified me. I went back to bed to hopefully dream something else and wipe this dream out of my mind.

DREAM #2 - I was with a man who looked like my brother in his younger days. I was shown that this man had been a writer and lived from 1948 to 1998 and could no longer write on his own.

DREAM #3 - I was living in West Allis, WI. The traffic on Greenfield Ave. was blocked just east of 70th St. by a wooden cabinet. One could crawl through it, but it was difficult. Meanwhile the traffic speed limit going east had been raised from 35 miles an hour to 70 miles an hour. People loved the freedom to drive that fast, but when they got to 70th St., they had to detour and go around the blocked street. Nobody took the blockade down, just drove around it, grumbling because their speed was now back down to 35 miles an hour.

I was in charge of the speed limit myself which could be reset like a thermostat on the wall. I turned it up even higher and people gleefully drove eastward even faster. But then, a woman came walking north on 84th St. She had to cross Greenfield Ave. she had three children with her...a boy, a girl, and an infant in a black baby buggy which she was pushing. I knew she'd never be able to cross the street without her kids being killed.

One of my jobs was to make a sign for a restaurant, out on the street announcing the time of the next meal to be served. I didn't have a black marker to write on the sign with. I apologized to the man who was going to have dinner with me. I had to go get my black marker first.

I got back down to 70th St. where the blockade was. I had a treasured scrapbook with me. It was tall and narrow and all the pages were covered with flowers. I saw that some of the pages had come loose and I saw that I could make a new scrapbook with equally beautiful flowers. To do this though, I had to go through the blockade or go around it. I didn't want to crawl and wiggle through the blockade with everyone watching so I decided I'd walk around the blockade through my children's bedroom.

Inside my children's bedroom, the shades were pulled down and it was darker than outside, but I could see well enough to see what was in it.  For the headboard of the bed was my grandfather's highboy desk. It wasn't old antique looking anymore. (My brother has this desk now)  It looked brand new and highly polished with added fancy decorations on it. I had always wanted to use it to be a writer, and now I could take it for my own and become a writer and make a difference in the world.

Interpretation by Joe Mason


Here's my comments about your Baby and other dreams of 3-14-99 -

Many dreams seem to show our reality as a hospital, as if it is a dimension for spiritual healing. I believe the dream is speaking to your work in this regard. The age of a person in a dream, I think, can symbolize their spiritual level of development. The old nurse may indicate someone on this level, or she could represent a feminine aspect of yourself.

The clock on the wall that she saw, and the green hospital smock that you both are wearing, may suggest that she has achieved the Heart chakra level, which is a symbolized by a 12-petal lotus or "wheel" divided into 12 parts. The word "chakra" means "wheel." Green, of course, is the color of the Heart chakra.

The "work," involves nursing, which can be helping to spiritually heal others, or helping with the birth process. In dreams, birth can symbolize the birth of ideas. Joseph Campbell wrote that the virgin birth is the birth of the Spiritual Man out of the animal man. This happens, he said, at the level of the heart chakra (see:

The "kids" can represent others who are on a lower consciousness level or chakra level. You are helping other people in this way. Helping with the "laundry" seems to be the "cleaning of the filthy garments" type of symbolism.

I first gathered the idea from the dream Jeff told me back in 1990. He went to an oriental town dressed all in white. He walked through a restaurant, and continued out into the back courtyard. A crowd of oriental people were watching a large woman, who pulled up her shirt to reveal her pregnant tummy. He then went into the bathroom. The toilet was blocked up, and urine was on the floor. He looked down, and saw that his white pants had been stained.

I felt that "oriental" referred to "strangers from the east," who's language we cannot understand, meaning a more enlightened spiritual dimension. The "restaurant," I believe, can represent a public food for thought, that is, ideas and beliefs being developed by many. The "bathroom," or "going to the bathroom," and similar symbols, seems to be a play on the "food for thought" symbolism. These are old ideas and beliefs that have been consumed and digested. All the nutrients have been removed. It is time to discharge them.

Some months after Jeff's dream, I began to read the Bible for the first time, and was startled by Revelation 3:1-5:

(1) ". . . I know your works; you have the name of being alive, and you are dead. (2) Awake, and strengthen what remains and is on the point of death, for I have not found your works perfect in the sight of my God."

(4) "Yet you have still a few names in Sardis, people who have not soiled their garments; and they shall walk with me in white, for they are worthy." (5) He who conquers shall be clad thus in white garments, and I will not blot his name out of the book of life; I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels."

In Zechariah 3, Joshua has filthy garments after being accused by Satan. By the angel's command, he is helped to get clean garments. He is called a "brand plucked from the fire," which seems to indicate a purification process. The verse is quite significant to me, because Joshua and Zerubbabel in Zechariah 4, are directly related to the two olive trees that stand up after 3 1/2 days in Revelation 11:11. They are also called two lampstands and two prophets. They are the two anointed, of the bloodlines, the High Priest (Joshua) and King (Zerubbabel). 3 1/2 indicates the midpoint of the seven chakras, the point between the third and fourth (Heart).

Your own flowered dress may also be a hint of the chakras, because they are symbolized by the lotus flower in the East, and the rose in the west. The idea that the dress is still damp from being washed, may indicate that you have just recently reached a higher chakra level.

Helping in the kitchen so dinner could be cooked for the kids, is like the "restaurant" symbolism, as mentioned above.

Aborting babies can represent "aborting" ideas and beliefs. We use similar metaphors in our speech, for example, "Don't throw out the baby with the bath water." My guess is that the babies that "scream," represent ideas and beliefs that should not be thrown away, or that they are difficult ideas to throw away.

Cutting into the baby's thigh may indicate that you are examining a belief more deeply. The lack of blood and look of a chicken-leg may symbolize something you determined about the belief. It may lack blood or life, meaning it will or should "die," that is, that the belief should be dropped or changed. "Chicken" could, for example, represent coward-like beliefs.

Your feeling of being grossed out, could symbolize feelings we have as we examine our beliefs and emotions, and find something we do not like. The baby that screamed and had no chance to live, I would think, represents a cherished belief that has to go. It may be a belief, a way of being, that you feel is part of yourself, something that seems supportive, familiar, and comfortable. Yet, it is not good for your evolution to a higher level of consciousness.

Carrying the babies everywhere indicates that the beliefs are always with you. Asking people for rides in their cars in order to dispose of the babies, seems to indicate seeking other belief systems (vehicles), such as churches or organizations, for help in this spiritual process. The other people do not know what you are carrying, meaning that others do not know what beliefs and emotions are deep inside you.

The woman who gave you a ride in the big old open black car, I think, may represent a spiritual being on a higher level. Black sometimes seems to symbolize "invisible." She drove you "down" a street that was steep, indicating that you joined her on a higher level. I had several dreams that were similar years ago. In another, I was quickly going down a stairway, then a man walking slowly was blocking my way. I hopped up on the rail, slid around him, and continued quickly on down. This, I believe, is similar to the "return from the mountain top," that is, the dreams seem to show us finding something on a high level, then returning "down" to the worldly level.

You directed the woman "which way to go." This seems to indicate that you are directing your own path in your spiritual journey, and are helped by higher entities or aspects of your self. Crossing the intersection may be an important "crossing point" in your quest.

The garden and gardener may be related to the many symbols of planting and growing. It is said we sow and reap, for example. The twigs, branches, and dead leaves, reminds me of another dream that Jeff told me. He saw his teen age son with a tree growing out of the top of his head. Some of the branches were rotten, so Jeff started to go prune them. But, he hesitated when he realized that, if he pruned too deeply, it would kill the boy. The idea seems to be that the tree represents the belief system. In your dream, you place the babies with the "pruned" parts of the plants. This seems to fit with the idea that the discarded babies represent ideas/beliefs meant to be discarded.

Women were in your first dream, whereas a man was in your second dream. The man who looked like your brother may represent something about your male aspect. This man, or aspect, was a writer that could no longer write on his own. Perhaps this means you are to do the writing for him. It hints at communication from another dimension that is intended to be given to the world through you. 1948 is the year that the nation of Israel was re-established, which is said to fulfill a Biblical prophesy related to the fig tree. Some say that 1998 (3 x 666) was a key year in the earth changes.

Your third dream clearly seems to be related to the chakras. Joseph Campbell, in "The Inner Reaches of Outer Space," wrote about the many forms of the mid-point of the seven chakras. I reviewed them in my article, "Humanity On The Pollen Path." In some cases it is 3 1/2 days, or half of a week. In another, it is 42 months, or 1,260 days, three and a half years on the Hebrew calendar. The 3-14 date of your dreams may be a clue, as 3 x 14 = 42. Another form is 35 years in the life of a man of "three-score years and ten" (i.e., 70). Jesus and the Buddha were about 35 years old

In your dream, the form was 70th Street, and the speeds of 35 and 70 miles an hour. Speed may suggest that the changes can be more or less rapid. Greenfield Avenue may hint at the Heart chakra, as noted above about the first dream.

Greenfield Avenue being blocked by the wooden cabinet may be similar to the idea that the mid-point of the chakras is between the third and fourth, and the diaphragm is a barrier between them. In the ancient Egyptian depiction, this point is marked by the snout of the Swallower beast. If the heart of the deceased person weighs more than the feather (truth and moral order), it signifies that he has not reached the heart chakra level, and must be swallowed by the beast, meaning that he must be reborn on Earth to try again. I believe that this is the same beast mentioned in Revelation 17:11:

"As for the beast that was and is not, it is an eighth but it belongs to the seven, and it goes to perdition."

Wooden cabinets, or the like, has appeared in other dreams, and Salvador Dali, who painted from dreams, often depicted them -

Cannibalism in Autumn

It is significant that wood comes from trees. Thinking of Jeff's dream about his son, this could be interpreted to signify our belief constructions. One could crawl through the cabinet, but it was difficult. This reminds me of the "eye of the needle" story. Some say this was an actual place, a small opening in a mountain range. In order for a caravan to pass, the camels had to be unloaded. They were directed to couch down low, as the people pushed and pulled them through. The loads were then pushed through, and reloaded upon the camels.

The detour to go around the blocked street seems similar to some other dreams. Sam told me a dream back around 1987, of driving off the main highway with his mother. The road curved around and met the highway again, but the car died just as they were reaching the gate. Same had to push it through.

Joseph Campbell spoke of the Navajo sand painting, called "The Pollen Path." I named my series of article after it. Seven points are shown along a cornstalk inside an enclosure. A bolt of lightning from above strikes the fourth point, which represents the heart chakra. Footprints show the path along the cornstalk. But, there is also a curved path to the side, that joins the first (root) chakra with the fourth.

These things seem to say that their is a direct path, with a difficult passing between the third and fourth chakra, and an alternate path that is easier, but slower.

The "thermostat" - like device used to increase the speed may hint at the "warm/cold" analogy, that is, the relative amount of love. This makes sense, especially on a collective scale, because love "radiates," that is, effects the whole.

The woman on 84th Street may be a "number" clue. Notice that 84 is twice 42. As months on the Hebrew calendar, this is seven years (84 / 12). It is also 2,520 days (84 x 30), which is twice the number of days given in Revelation 11:3 and 12:14. 42 months is given in Revelation 11:2. The Book of Daniel speaks of Nebuchadnezzar's dream of a great tree that was cut and banded, causing a period of insanity for seven years. Some say these are "Prophetic years" of 360 years each, giving a total of 2,520 years. From the fall of the Temple at Jerusalem, this is said to give the year 1914 as the beginning of the Apocalypse. 2,520 or 252 is part of the ancient "Gematria" system of the ancients. See:


The number 84 is a key number in our friend, James Furia's "Music Wheel.

It is similar to a "clock face," in that it has twelve major marks on the circle, representing 12 octaves. Each octave has seven notes, giving the total of 84 (12 x 7).

The woman with the three children may suggest the Trinity. The basic form, according to Blavatsky, has a male, a female, and an androgen child. Often a Goddess figure is with the three Trinity aspects. There are a number of suggestions in dreams that when the heart chakra level is achieved, one is then part of the Trinity. This may be a union of the Spirit, Soul, and personality.

The difficulty of crossing the street seems similar to the wooden cabinet blockage.

Your plan to make a sign for a restaurant to announce the time of the next meal, seems to represent your involvement with the "public food-for-thought," that you bring from the dream world.

Going back down to 70th Street with the flower-covered scrapbook, again, seems to be about the chakras. The pages came loose and you saw that you could make a new scrapbook with equally beautiful flowers. You then walked around the blockade. Each chakra is symbolized by a flower with a different number of petals. For example, the third chakra lotus has ten petals and the fourth has twelve.

Your walk around the blockade was through you children's bedroom. This seems to me to refer to dreams, as we usually dream in the bedroom. In other words, you are using dreams and dream research as your method of spiritual progress. The children may represent other people, as you also research the dreams of others. Or, they may be aspects of your Self.

The headboard of the bed being your grandfather's desk, which looks brand new, may symbolize dream communication from on high, perhaps from the Creator. You could take the desk, become a writer, and make a difference in the world. This seems to speak to the work you are doing at greatdreams, as you gather dreams from yourself and others and write about them on-line.

I mentioned to you that your first dream reminded me of a dream that I found on-line, "The Pod Baby Dream." I'll send it along soon, along with my comments.



3-15-99 - DREAM - I was working on a web page of Wisdom of the Native Americans. There were one line statements similar to cliches or proverbs. They were very outstanding and stood out on the screen like they were glowing blue neon letters.

I tried to save the page so I'd remember the words. They were very clear and readable but the closer I got to waking up, the less I saw. My lucid repeat requests were not met with plain ordinary cliches and finally before I woke up the page was blank.

NOTE:  I created the page of Native American Wisdom


3-16-99 - DREAM - I had been invited to look at property. I don't know if this had to do with ET or community but I went from place to place anyway. I wanted Joe to see this. There were so many, finally we were looking at a map of these units which were long and oval sideways. They reminded me of golf course sections. It was pretty difficult to see all this but a tremendous privilege just the same.


3-16-99 - DREAM - I was in a large building. There were some mice and rats crawling into the room from the hallway. I tried flipping them out with a towel but that didn't phase them so I found some broken bricks and threw them really hard on top of the mice and rats and killed them.

We were waiting for the Queen of something to fly in at the airport. She was late.


3-16-99 - DREAM - I was living and working in a big old apartment building/house. The landlord was a cheapskate, and when an old man moved into one of our larger apartments, I told him I would have it painted for him. Some of the closet doors, walls and ceiling had big old stains on them...I mean HUGE stains and the rest of the walls and ceilings were yellow from someone being a heavy smoker. It looked really bad. The landlord stood right there and stated that the old man was lucky to be living with us. I didn't doubt that was true, but I still wanted him to have a clean, painted apartment.

After the landlord left, I went about picking up toys and cleaning the floor after little kids, even while they were playing with them. I wanted everything to be perfect.

We were getting ready to move somewhere and one of the tenants (it felt like a relative) had finished another year of classes in college and was going to stack his books in the attic or worse yet, throw them away.  He had them all in a brown suitcase. I looked at the books. The first one was on Ornithology and had pretty birds all over its cover. I instantly wanted that one for myself because of my bird totems. The other ones were all about electricity and circuits and how they worked. The side binding on the second one had a picture of superman with a U.S. flag behind him.

I was going to make sure that my son Michael got to read these books because that was his field of study. I also wondered where this man's previous books were and if they could be retrieved. I hoped they hadn't been thrown away.

There were a bunch of young girls playing out in the yard. I was told that one of them was born within two hours of my birthday and had been named after me. The young girl came into the house from the yard and as she came up to me, the voice said, "This is the young girl who was named after you."  The girl walked right past my outstretched hand like she didn't see me. She was right next to me, and  I reached over to take her hand. I said, "No! Over here! It's me!" As I took her limp hand, she began to fade into Violet colored print like on a book or e-mail.

(This reminded me of a person on-line who always types in that color print) (I asked Violet when her birthday was, but it wasn't even close to mine)

I seemed to be still trying to pick up toys outside as I woke up. I don't recall anymore.


3-16-99 - CHAKRA MEDITATION - (I started at the top per instructions from a person who said this makes sense to start at the top and unblock the chakras, rather than start at the bottom and try to force the energies up through blocked chakras)

CROWN - VOICE - "What do you want?" I said, "My intention is to clean out my chakras." I raised my vibrations to high astral. I pulled in the white light.  I began to see 5 people on a ramp or platform. One was all the devil we picture. He was mostly hidden behind the other 4 and a big banner they held in front of them. They all walked to the right and the devil dove off the platform and he landed with a splash and a hiss. The other 4 said, "We preferred that you didn't know he was in the game."

THIRD EYE - I pulled the white light down through the crown to the 3rd eye chakra. A voice said, "Oops! It's a little bent."  It was straightened out and began revolving fast with flashes of both white and dark blue alternating. It was pretty cool to see. A voice said, "We want to keep our brains sharp here."

THROAT CHAKRA - It was very dark blue almost black. A voice said, "It very gunky in here. We need hot water. A lot of hot water to clear this out. I had to pull the white light down into this chakra for about 5 minutes. When it broke free, there was a sense of freedom. I saw a flash of orange come into it before it broke free. Once it was free, I saw a youngish Mohawk Indian with a full fledged MOhawk haircut, and in full regalia. He was pounding a small drum in his hand. He said, "This should be kept a secret yet. The world is not to know I am here." I said, "I wish to tell Steffan this process." He said, " I "Okay! but no one else. I am not ready for anyone else to know yet."

(This fits in with the Native American instruction I got the past couple days which I'm currently working on. I know there is more to develop later. This is only the first step)

HEART CHAKRA - I pulled in the white light down through the crown into the heart and my whole chest area was white tinged with a slight green tone in flashes. A voice said, "This is exercise. It is the only exercise you need."  I began to feel a sense of fullness in the chest. A voice said, "All the numbers are here." I began to feel a tightening across the forehead area like a major message was going to come in.

(I was interrupted by a truck pulling through the driveway. The landlord's son was coming to work on the orchard with his kids) I had to go back and start over.

HEART CHAKRA - Now there was a battle going on in my chest. An electrical jolt came down from my head and crossed my chest. A voice said, "I didn't want this to happen." A very deep voice said,"How can I save her Jusepka?"

Now a big Jewish smiling man leaned over me and hovered there. He continued smiling as I pulled in the white light.

Now a Jewish woman appeared wearing a rose colored shawl over her head. She leaned over and said, "Everything looks to be okay here. Goes back to Jewish millennia."  She smiled.

SOLAR PLEXUS - I pulled the white light down through the crown chakra into the solar plexus area.  There was a brilliant yellow - very large.  I felt joy here. A voice said, "There are thousands of these things in here.  People don't even know they exist." A man wearing a white turban appeared and said, "People don't know the loophole of Ophant."

There was a complete looseness felt in this area. No tension at all.

I didn't have time to complete the other chakras that day.


3-17-99 - DREAM  -  This seemed to take place in the future. In the dream  I was able to incorporate the information into it's proper place on both a website page AND in what seemed to be the physical. It all had to do with Native American spirituality practices and caring for the land. It was very detailed but I can't remember the details now.

At the end of the dream I was renting an apartment to a young woman. I had a lot of food on the kitchen table and kept the young woman hungry for what I to offer her. I didn't offer her a contract until she was desperate to have what I had.


3-17-99 - DREAM - Joe and I lived in a house with a whole lot of people. I didn't know any of them. We were in the livingroom and Joe was getting ready for work. I wanted to discuss something personal with him but there was no privacy. Joe said he had to leave for work early because he had to take a woman named Eve to the Sphinx to make sure she got there. I wasn't too worried about that. I knew he'd just drive her there and that would be that. Nothing was said about how she'd get home again. But there was something wrong with me emotionally. I wasn't sure quite what. I seemed to be somewhat at loose ends and didn't know quite why or what was wrong.

All the men headed out the door at the same time. I kissed Joe good-bye out on the front steps and he left.

I went back into the house and there were three boys and three girls sitting in the livingroom watching TV. I said, "Okay! Who's got school today?"  The boys jumped up and ran for the door as fast as they could. The girls just sat there and fiddled with their clothes because none of them were ready. One of the girls said her Father had put her collar button on too tight. It was tight but not TOO tight to prevent her from going to school. They finally got up and left for school.

Suddenly I realized I had to go to 16th and North Ave. to do something. I got there really fast, but when I got there I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I headed north on 16th St. headed for home. It had snowed out and the street was slippery. I was holding a scarf spread out like a flag behind me with both hands. I don't know why I was doing this and in the dream I didn't seem to know why either.

I reached a snowy slippery intersection that had a lot of construction type flat bed trucks waiting for the light to turn green. Some were just parked and others were ready to go.

I had to cross the street in front of them and I didn't do too well. I half crawled and scooted across the street on my butt, but when I got to the other side I regained my footing and spread the scarf out behind my butt like a flag again.

Now I found myself in an alley with deep snow and I didn't know how I had gotten off the street into an alley. I was sure I was going the right directions though. When I came to the next street some high school girls were headed west towards school. They saw me coming and got out of my way. I turned right and headed back to 16th St. and turned right again on 16th St. (Logic tells me that this would take me south again, the wrong way, and in the dream logic told me that also, but I looked at the numbers on the houses and the first one I looked at was 234 and the next one was 346 so I knew I was going the right way.)

I looked way ahead and saw familiar buildings with the sun shining on them so I knew I was going the right way. I was still puzzling over why I had to go to 16th and North Ave.

Now I came to a house where pretty scarfs were hanging in the tree branches along the street. I grabbed at the 1st one and it came loose easily. It was mostly white with a dark blue border. A matching one was in the next tree all stretch out like a flag. I made a grab at that one but it didn't come loose and I didn't want to make it obvious that I was stealing it and let it go. But two women coming behind me made a comment about how much they wanted that scarf and they couldn't get it either. I felt good that I had at least one and woke up.


3-17-99 - VISION - I was on a city street and saw a car turn left and hit a woman dress all in green and she went flying and hit the ground. She was too blurry to recognize.


3-17-99 - VISION - I saw a paper jet airplane fly through the air. It was folded like I make my own, real sharp on the front and skinny.


3-17-99 - DREAM - (I got this message by voice) "An uprising will be held by the 3rd Tribe Huron Nation of Canadian decent."  (I jumped out of a lucid dream to write that down, thinking I spoiled the dream)

I went back to sleep and found myself in a huge office building after hours. Three of us came into the office with a letter of apology and to clean out the desk of the person who had done the uprising.

My boss came in across the hall right after us and turned on his light. I let him know we were there and showed him the letter of apology. He was just looking at it when the bosses boss showed up. He had just heard about the uprising and he was really HOT angry.  In a loud voice he hollered at my boss, "I KNOW we didn't now about this in advance. I want to know WHY we didn't know about this."

He then brought out three cards and on the cards, it said, "5th Tribe Mohawk, Ohio, 1999.  (There is a BIG uprising coming)

NOTE: QUESTION: These bosses in my recent dreams are always the same two guys. I know them as previous bosses I worked for it seems but maybe they are only look alikes.  

NOTE 2:  The bosses I've been dreaming about always look like the boss I had who wore a military uniform and when he turned around and walked away from me, he had a hunchback like a Reptilian alien. This is starting to bother me!


3-18-99 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building on Port Washington and Hampton which I managed. I was standing out on the front sidewalk on the NE side of the street. It had snowed, been shoveled and had snowed again and was melting on the sidewalk to slush. I need to ask the maintenance man to shovel again and I knew he wouldn't be happy about it, but it needed to be done.

A young woman came running up to me, wanting to know where she was supposed to park her car. She resembled Monica Lewinski and I had just rented an apartment to her. Another girl who parked in the Hampton Ave. garage overheard her and pointed to the garage door. I quickly said, "No! I assigned her to the Port Washington Ave. garage. The other girl didn't know that the garage existed or thought it was all one garage. (This is a true situation) The Monica-type girl was so excited and happy. She was a delight to see.

I now went across the street on the SW corner of the same two streets. (In reality it is a parkway with a river on that side)

This was a large office building and it seemed I was very well know by everyone.  I went up the elevator to my office where I had been assigned a new phone number 2310. There was some kind of mixup with the lines, because a girl wanted to listen in on my conversation from an extension but I was the only one who could hear on this phone. They were trying to figure that out when I went to lunch.

Back down in the lobby, some women had a perfume display on a small round table. There were numerous bottles of various shapes. They were accosting all the women, giving them pretty blue brochures and trying to sell the perfume. One of the salesladies grabbed my arm and asked me if I had seen the perfume yet and I said, "No!"  We got over to the table and she said, "They are only $95.00." I knew I would never pay that much money for perfume. She started naming perfumes which I can't remember. I asked her if she had Lantude. She handed me a huge spray bottle 8 times the size of the others named Prondoin. I aimed the sprayer at my throat and it sprayed right on my nose and went up my nose. It was such a delicate scent. I loved it and was going to spray some on both wrists as well when they handed me a letter in duplicate with a bill for the charges of the spray of perfume. The perfume itself was $3.75 but there were so many other handling charges of various kinds, the whole bill came to $78.75.  I was astonished. They commented that they had my address wrong so they couldn't send the bill in the mail.  They had me at JOYSTAR AVE. so I took the letter, gave them back the top white copy and told them I'd keep the pink copy for record and walked away.  They didn't follow me, just went about accosting other women.

I went back to the elevator and was telling some other women about this outrageous charge and wanted to show them the pink copy of the bill, but couldn't find it. I assumed I dropped it on the street so went back outside to find it.

I didn't see the pink piece of paper on the street but as I was walking along the sidewalk I saw that a pool of some kind was being constructed in the road. Alongside the pool was a plastic tarpaulin and I could hear sounds like kittens mewing or babies cooing. I looked under the tarp and saw 5 different sizes of green turtles and numerous smaller frogs. There was a cacophony of sound under the tarp, all these little creatures, anxious to jump into the pool as soon as it was ready.

A young man who worked for me came up to me and showed a small silver post with a screw slot in it, the kind one holds report books together. First he asked if it was the right kind and I said, "Yes!", then he said that it wasn't long enough any longer, so I  told him he could use a longer one and that he could use anything in the office he desired. He thanked me and as he turned to walk away, I saw that his left arm was amputated at the shoulder like it had been wrenched off. It wrenched my heart to see it.

I turned and went back towards the office and a woman asked if I would heal her daughter. Her daughter seemed retarded, a rather slow learner. I stroked the girl's belly gently and the girl grew right in front of our eyes into a woman with dark curly hair. There was no resemblance at all to the retarded girl. They went away happy.

Then all kinds of people came along to ask me to go to lunch with them. There were factions though so if you went with one you were automatically the enemy of all the others so I decided not to choose any of them and went by myself.

As I was waking up, I saw three men sitting close together, crying for who would get to hear my prophecies.

I fell back asleep and found myself walking across the lawn to the street. I had an empty laundry basket in one hand. As I neared the sidewalk, I saw a green laundry basket. It was quite large and square.

Inside the laundry basket was a puppy. I looked again and tears came to my eyes because I had told the universe that I wanted a puppy but it would have to appear at my doorstep on it's own.

I got closer and saw it was a black cocker spaniel. That's not my favorite type of dog but I thought to myself, "I can love a dog like this just the same."

However, as I approached the basket, the puppy got scared, split into three parts and jumped backwards out of the basket and hung on for dear life with it's paws on the edge of the basket. Finally, one part made it back into the basket. It looked like a white rat. I was rather disgusted but then saw that it was a white Chihuahua with a white coat and rainbow colored booties on it's feet.

I could watch it any long as the 2nd part came over the edge of the basket. This part was just a smaller puppy...coal black in color, but it wasn't done.  The third part came over the edge like a rolled up bathrobe.

I wasn't really interested but the bathrobe opened up and stood up and I saw Becky (my daughter-in-law) She said, "Watch this when it turns inside out."  The robe flipped over and became a white chenille robe with lace over it like a wedding veil.  She said, "Look at the pattern."  The pattern was one of numerous Fleur de lis in many, many squares with lines separating them. She said, "Look at the bottom!"  The one right in the center was embroidered or painted in rainbow colors and it began to expand until all I saw was white lace with a rainbow in the center.


3-19-99 - DREAM - I was living in a huge old house with Joe and my old friend Sandy. we were getting ready to move north. My ex-husband Ed showed up and decided to go along. I had to keep my eye on him all the time. I was particularly worried about him snatching a roll of stamps that I had. Sure enough, next time  saw him, he was taking the roll apart, stamp by stamp. He looked guilty and I assured him he could take a few and proceeded to stack the stamps up and let him have a few.

A Spanish-type girl told him, "I need those stamps to pay my rent."

We had a car down in the garage in the basement and the back seat was packed full. Edward was leaving ahead of us and he was on a motorcycle. He said, "Oh darn! I forgot to buy something. I'll stop in Carlisle and get it!"

I was trying to figure out where Carlisle was and didn't know but was figuring it was about 1/2 way to where we were going. He roared off on his motorcycle and was gone.

In the next morning I was supposed to be at work at 8:30 a.m. I wasn't dressed and called into the office to tell them I was coming. My friend Sandy answered the phone which was my job. She spoke Spanish and then English and it was funny and I thought she did a better job of answering the phone than I did.

I turned around and she had had the President's phone transferred to our house and she was actually only in the next room substituting for my job.

I went down in the basement. There was nothing down there but dust and little bits of stuff, nothing I could identify. I decided to clean and sweep the basement floor and get that done before I did anything else.

I then went up to the 2nd floor to get dressed. I was trying to decided what combination of bra and blouse to wear. Most of what I had was too lacy and too see-thru.

I went back to the 1st floor and was waiting for everyone to leave for work before I did anything else. Sandy said that she was going to hook up the dishwasher in the new place before she did anything else. I chuckled and agreed.

For some reason Ed was back and I had to keep my eye on him. He went into the kitchen and I didn't trust him. I started to smell toast and figured that's what he was doing. I wanted to make sure so I went to the kitchen and he was on the way back to the livingroom with the toast.

I was hoping everyone would leave soon so I could finish packing. I said to Sandy, "Usually before I had to find furniture to fill up a house, this is the first time I had to throw stuff away in order to move."


3-19-99 - MEDITATION - I saw a black.. 8 qt. kettle. Inside the kettle, written in red on the side was written:  "LIBRARY OF ALEXANDRIA".  It was written in Greek Style letters. A voice said, "The other half of the information is at MIT!"  I then saw the layout of the sun and planets:

Here is the layout:

The Sun is in the center. With a clock layout:

Saturn was at 6 o'clock

Jupiter was just below 9 o'clock

5 planets all the same size were lined up between 9 and 12.

There was no voice with the vision. But it felt ominous.

Strange to have all the planets all on one size.

(It is not the 5/5/2000 layout.)


3-19-99 - DREAM - This was about Indian crafts. They were really neat but then I discovered that the crafts I was looking at was made in a factory and they gave me a tour of the factory. there were 3 machines manufacturing sheets of plastic like "Plastic Wrap" and all the machines were in 3's. One man showed me a kitchen of sorts with three different sets of gas burners. He said that we should never touch these burners because you couldn't see gas burning.

I COULD see the gas burning but I knew better than to put my hand on a gas burner whether it was off or on.

I had to find a bathroom then. There were so many people there, everyone needed to use the bathroom, so I had to stand in line. When I finally got to the bathroom and was sitting on the toilet, I was looking at all the pretty dresses the girls had changed out of when they put their nightgown on and I realized how much I like petty colorful cotton fabric. I was taking too long in the bathroom and I hadn't done anything but look at the fabric and look in the mirror and see that I wasn't as fat as I thought I was and that I really did look pretty.

I left the bathroom so the other girls could take their turn.  I went back in another room where I saw my photograph in it three times each one taken at a different time in my life, each one with a different child in my arms. Here too, I noticed that I  looked really pretty and wondered if others saw me that way too.

It was bedtime then and we all had to share bedrooms. One of the really beautiful girls went to bed with this really huge muscular guy. He ended up sleeping on the floor between our bed and I put my feet on him and wondered if he felt humiliated.  He didn't protest at all.

I wrote a prophecy about him on the floor in toothpaste or something like that. It was about his relationship with women. (I can't remember what it was.)

I went out into the kitchen where the family was gathered. We were waiting for my brother to come home from the war. He was standing out in the hallway talking to someone. There was a curtain like a library bookcase between us and him so we couldn't see him.

He finally came through the door and there was instant recognition of my brother's face, but that's where the resemblance ended. He was a huge man around 7 feet tall with a massive body. While he was talking to the others he came and stood by my side like he was trying to merge with me. This was a sexual feeling and he whispered to me, "You feel it don't you?" I did, but didn't want to acknowledge it because he was my brother. He kept insisting and insisting that he had to have sex with me. There were plenty of other women around so I couldn't figure out why he chose me, who was so much like him. It was considered incest and great guilt went with that no matter how I felt. Then too he had just come home from Europe and could be carrying some disease from there. I wondered if I dare suggest using a condom. with a condom I could see the point of sex at all. Yuck! He went to the bedroom and I made an excuse that I had to go to the bathroom first. So I stayed in the bathroom and never came out.


3-21-99 - SATURNALIA - VISION -  I saw a guy with a hooded cape. He was flying and said, "Everybody has the opportunity to fly to Saturnalia."

I my friend Michelle measuring 1/2 of some salt on one side of a balance scale. She said, "Half of the salt goes here."  (She was putting it on outside half of the scale. It was on the side away from her.)

A man said, "Here is the key! Where is your back, Sir?" He reached down and moved several books from a pile on the floor.

(Brotherhood of the RosyCross? Manly Hall's book was about the Rosicrucians and the Kabbalah)

A woman carried in a 7 tiered white wedding cake. The voice said, "She doesn't know where anything is, she's at work."

Earlier I saw a whole bunch of pictures of people. the page after page of cartoons from the Sunday newspaper.

A voice said, "You were too busy to see this earlier."  I saw a page of colorful drawings of people and symbols.."Astrological?"  (See the Manly Hall book again)

A man said, "I'm going to keep you on the payroll and give you something every 1/2 hour."

A man said, "I can't forget this!" It looked like he spilled a bag of marbles but when they rolled out in a line they looked like the sun with all the planets in a lineup above it on one side.

A man said, "Can I take you on a trip somewhere?" I said, "It depends on where!" I saw him laying out a map on a card table. He was spreading it out and showing me star systems. He said, "We have to go back and start in 1989!  We have to find the SS movement and the tie to 11:11."  Then I heard, "There was a tie to the link 12 years ago."  (1987?)

He said, "Let's not forget the men in Africa and Australia." He closed their book and said, "thank you, thank you!"

Now I saw the Orca (whale). He said, "Let's not miss the Aquarium. We missed the conception."

But we kept looking through our files for more. And we found more! 1998 was an interesting year. On November 21st of 1998 SOHO went into ESR (Emergency Recovery). The last image on the site was our old friend ORCA. As we looked closer at the "ORCA" images we realized that there were actually two bodies in the picture not just one. At the time we had no explanation for the second object in the images. The shape of the larger one does appear to match that of Phobos. The trail behind it appears to be twisting as if rotational. The other body below also has a twisting trail behind it. The twisting and "Yin Yang" appearance of the two bodies would provide a modestly stable orbit for the two bodies. The original article on the ORCA can be found if you CLICK HERE. ORCA was also seen on June 26 of 1998. That same month the principle investigator on the LASCO PROJECT DIED!


3-21-99 - VISION - My son Bill as a toddler was running around the bedroom. I made him get on the bed and crawl under the covers with me and Joe.

There was something about fishing.

All of sudden I was in a dream flying high in the air over the water. The sky was super bright. I saw a pattern like tiny fish swimming n a school on top of the water in the shape of a whale. But a breeze came up and blew on the water and it all disappeared. I felt scared way up in the air and turned around and faced the shore. I felt secure as long as I could see land. I told the people what I saw and how bright the sky was.

All of a sudden I was back in bed and Bill Cosby was sitting on the bed next to me writing in my journal. He was talking about the lake and asked if someone was out there and I said, "Yes!" He said, "Were you out there actually?" I said "No!" He said, "Well! I had REALLY good binoculars!"  He understood what I meant that I had seen it in a vision. He laughed and said, "We really have to let those fisherman go now." He chuckled again and I woke up.


3-21-99 - DREAM - I can't remember the details of this dream but we were going around inspecting things and when we finished, we sat down to sign a contract for it. I had seen this contract before. A large yellow legal pad was on the left and the contract was on the right. Joe took the pen to sign the contract and I was going to sign it after him.


3-21-99 - DREAM - Edward was in town. I can't remember what I was working on but when I was done he was going to get some ice cream a mile away with two other people. I had three cars. It almost like they were parked in a bathroom with stalls but anyway they were parked in tight spaces.

He was going to go get the ice cream and I wasn't sure if there was enough gas in the car just in case he decided to go joy riding which was something he might be likely to do.

I had just gotten one car so he wasn't going to use that one. That was the one I was using. So we looked at the gas gauges on the other two cars to see how much was left. He had to give me a boost to get close enough to read the gas gauges. One car just a little less than 1/2 full yet. The other one had a little more than 1/4 left.

Even though it was only a mile away, I decided I have to give him $5.00 for gas no matter which car he took just in case he decided to go joy riding. I had to risk that he'd buy booze instead of gas for the car.


3-22-99 - I woke up and got mad because all night my dreams was a long string of visual jokes or weird situations that were senseless and had no value in analysis. The moment I closed my eyes I was seeing a web page with Native Americans links. What gave it away was a link that said, ""  

ROV is the jokester/prankster light being I work with along with the ETs. The moment I woke up there was a loud series of fast knockings under the floor where my hand was by the edge of the bed.

Here are some scenes from the night:

I had a car that was charcoal gray. It was so short, it rolled right under other cars. I figured I could ride in the car if I ducked in time.

I was headed west along a wide highway. I was on the left side of the road walking, dragging the car behind me. I planned to cross the highway before I got into the car to drive it, but I saw a car coming from the East and I didn't want to be seen so I hid behind some bushes. There was a blonde woman driving an extra high jeep-type vehicle. She was obviously looking for me and drove right up to the edge of the road where I was hiding. She said, "Hi! I'm an actress and I'm dingy!"  I said, "Well! You are certainly doing a good job!" That hurt her feelings.

I went to a school where three chubby black women were arguing out on the playground. After I went upstairs to the music room, they came upstairs and stood on the other side of a music cabinet which I can only describe is like a long tall pig trough. It was full of music books. The three women got close together and started to sing together. They sang the sweetest harmony.

I had to go to the bathroom and walked up a flight of beige carpeted steps. I didn't see any toilets in the bathroom but there was a long bench to sit on. I had seen a couple men out in the hallway and I didn't want them to see me because the door was open. I sat down on the bench and noticed that the whole back wall was mirrored. I looked over too where my reflection should be and saw my reflection as one of the men as my own reflection. That sort of freaked me out and as soon as I realized that my reflection was that of a man, it changed to the other man's reflection. That freaked me out so I had to leave the bathroom. I went ot he stairway and grabbed onto an ovalish shaped towel rack or something. It popped off the wall and the two round things that held it on the wall popped off and rolled down the stairs, so I had to go down the steps and get them, and then climb back up the stairs which now seemed to be twice as high. So, I climbed all the way back up the stairs and put the rack back, then went back down the stairs to the music room. This time I saw hundreds and hundreds of copies of thin music books with Oprah Winfrey's name on them. There were so many copies I decided to take one with me.

I woke up and ROV knocked on the floor under my hand again.

NOTE: These black female gospel singers made a guest appearance on the One Life to Live Show that same afternoon.


3-22-99 - VISION - I took a nap. As I was waking up, I heard the word, "WAR". It was spoken so loud it was like a roar of a lion.

NOTE: I probably mean the U.S. is going to bomb Kosovo tomorrow. The war in Kosovo started shortly after this vision.


3-23-99 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house. My Father had come and began to build a pool in the garden. Two walls were completed, but I could see the cement between the blocks wasn't dry yet. At first I thought it was awfully deep but then when I visualized myself standing on the bottom, the outer wouldn't have been that much over my head.

My sister drove in the yard and drove on the lawn to the front of the house. I walked over there to see where she had parked and noted that a construction crew had put up steel barriers along the edge of the property. They didn't appear to be installed but were standing on an angle.  / \ / \ / \ / \

I saw Todd from One Life to Live and he walked up to my Aunt Ethel's house. He didn't even know her or what the house looked like inside and said, "I want her for my wife." I was rather shocked he would do that. Later I was inside the house and Todd was laying on the bed listening to soothing music on the stereo. Tea from One Life to Live, (his TV wife) came in to find people sitting in the livingroom in the 1/2 dark room waiting for a meeting to start. She closed the drapes as she tried to explain to the people abut the value of light. She attempted to turn the ceiling lights on and they didn't work. Todd had disconnected them. So she made an excuse to the people that it wasn't necessary to always present the brightest bright possible all the time.


3-22-99 - DREAM - I was taking over as manager of the apartment building on Jackson St. again. These were mostly new people in the building who didn't know me. To introduce myself, I knocked on a woman's door and we went into her livingroom. She sat on the couch and I sat at her feet on the floor. I asked if I could massage her toes for her. She agreed and I massaged the bottoms of her toes with my thumbs mostly. As I did this she would get tears in her eyes when I hit certain spots but she didn't ask me to stop.

After an hour, I stopped and then said, "Oh! By the way! I'm the new manager and I live in apartment #100."

After I got out in the hallway I thought to myself, "I should go see who is still here that I know."

 I looked at a clock and it was 8 p.m. I had an appointment at 7 oclock and had missed it. As I stood in the lobby, I saw that women had left tightly wound yarn on pegs on the wall. I made sure all the ends were wound tightly and not hanging loose.

I thought about what my boss would say if she found out I missed my appointment or never found me at home. In my mind I thought I would tell him I spent my evenings calling on tenants for good P.R. relations.

NOTE: I woke up and thought about my dream and a voice popped in and said, "What is this, morning confessions?"


3-24-99 - DREAM - I spent all night looking at lists of names of Indian tribes starting with the letter L. That should be no surprise since that's what I was working on all evening. Towards morning there was a dream with people in it, but I didn't bother to remember it and again there were lists of Indians and aliens...every other one was hidden from me. Then they revealed the name of one alien type and it looked mechanical or robotical.


3-24-99 - DREAM - I was in Milwaukee. I had just moved back and took over the manager's job again. I don't know what apartment number this was but it was on the 1st floor and there was no privacy. People were wandering in and out at will. Where the windows should have been, it was wide open to the open air. I wasn't settled in yet, had little furniture, a desk, a chair and a dresser and that was it. It was almost noon and I hadn't been to the office yet. Then I realized I didn't have any keys yet either, nor did I have my own keys. I started hunting for my coat figuring they were probably in the pocket. I looked in the closet and saw that Ed (my ex-husband) had been there. He had hung his own four beige coats on the hook by the door and he had thrown all my stuff in a heap at the back of the closet. That was typical of him. I didn't know where he was but he had obviously been there.

I finally found my "Joseph's coat of many colors" laying on the dresser and sure enough there were keys in the right pocket. They weren't on a ring like they used to be though.

I knew immediately that Ed had taken them, and I tried to see what keys were missing. I saw my car keys and there was a bunch of apartment keys and other keys, but no building keys. that was okay because I was in a new building now and the manager had had all the locks changed while I was gone. All of a sudden I spotted a pile of building keys. They were gold and double sided, more or less like a tall...wide Christmas tree.

I was so happy to find them. Now I had access to everything again. I put them in a neat pile on my desk. There were a lot of people milling around.

A guy named David who I used to work with and a woman came in. I was just about to water two vine plants that I had neglected. One branch from each one broke off and I was going to replant them, but instead I gave them to the woman. She smiled and took them and left. David said, "Do you mind if we hang around together? Today is Thursday!"  I had to read between the lines on that one. It meant his wife was busy or working and he was at loose ends. However, "Hanging around together" sounded safe enough.

I saw several bosses come in, some were inspecting the building it seemed. They said "Hello!" and moved on. But the head boss came over and said, "We need to discuss this man in your life," indicating Ed's coats. I assured him that Ed would not be back. He seemed happy with that answer and went on about his business.

I continued to try to figure out how I could close the front windows. There were people everywhere in my apartment. Two guys brought in a purple couch and asked where I wanted it. I knew they'd want to put it down somewhere, so I told them to just put it along a wall and I'd move it to its exact position later. They were happy about that. When they sat it down, I adjusted it a little.  I was amazed at how light weight it was.

Then a girl called my attention to an animal cage up near the ceiling. Inside the cage I could see black cats, exotic ring tailed monkeys, all small animals that can wreak havoc if they are loose. On the outside was a rod where a bunch of birds were sitting. I looked closer and they looked more like bats in color though they weren't hanging upside-down. A couple came down and landed on my arm and I flung them off saying, "Wild animals have no place in a house." I knew they'd have to be moved out.

I still had to get to the office and I just let the people mill around in the apartment. Except for the purple couch that had just been brought in, there was no furniture. I even noted that there was no washer and dryer to do laundry yet.

I started walking down the hall and it appeared I was inside that underground mall I discovered last week in another dream. I had to walk a long ways through the mall. There were lots and lots of jostling people out here. I assumed my office was at the far end.

I was having trouble getting through the crowds and a big heavy set woman came up behind me. She grabbed me by both arms and said, "Let me help you find a way!"  She began steering me between the crowds of people and I was grateful for the fast pace we were moving , but then I noticed that as soon as we went through a door and down a narrow hallway, it seemed more and more nasty looking. The walls were dirty and so were the floors. There were fewer people here but those I saw looked like bad off drug addicts, drunks, and the really bad off people. I was getting nervous that she was taking me the wrong way, so I wrenched myself out of her hands and ran back the way we had come. I ran up a stairway and was now outside. It seemed I was on 108th and Greenfield Ave. I was going to cross the intersection and head east on Greenfield Ave. but a huge construction truck had flipped over, spilling all the construction materials. A bystander said, "When the truck flipped over, the driver ran right into the bar over there."  I took a look and sure enough, the truck driver was sitting at the bar, swigging drinks down as fast as he could.

I continued east on Greenfield Ave. which was uphill to 92nd St. I had to pick my way through all the construction materials that had fallen off the truck.

I got to 92nd St. and was about to crest the hill and a man grabbed me by the arm and said, "I want you to see something." I got to the crest of the hill where I could see the entire city in the valley ahead. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and backed up a little and couldn't see it.

He took me by the arm again and said, "Look! I want you to see what a city looks like when it's hit by a nuclear attack!" He made me look again. The tall buildings were standing, just twisted girders of steel, where there was any brick, it was just partial and hanging off, no windows anywhere. It was just total devastation. There were NO people. It was a dead city.


3-25-99 - DREAM - (I've become the Queen of the stupid dreams) I was in a car driving south on 16th St. and we passed three women waiting for a bus going the same way. I knew who they were and felt a little embarrassed that we didn't pick them up. I felt even more embarrassed when we got where we were going and those same three women were standing on the porch where we went and they got there ahead of us AND they had seen us go by and told us that they were upset by that. They made it sound like they were kidding but I wasn't sure of that.

While we were in that house we watched a TV show where five women wore yellow blouses and a panel had to judge which contestant had the best one. I didn't want to tell them that I had been a judge at that contest when they taped it the Friday before so I knew who won, so I to watch it all over again.

Then we went into a huge gymnasium type place. My friend Bonnie, my daughter Jeanne, and Roseanne Barr were there and they did a series of floor exercises together in tandem. It was pretty dumb. I was able to push them across the floor with my foot.

Then a boyfriend of Bonnie came in and had three pieces of linoleum which he laid out on the gymnasium floor. It was a red, yellow, and black squared pattern but each section was different. He and I laid under the edge of one section while he told me that some guys had sold it to him and it was too small for his kitchen and he felt like they had scammed him because they wouldn't take it back.

He saw Bonnie coming back so he said we had to hurry and get out from under the linoleum. So he and I rolled over to the other wall to hid so she wouldn't see we were together, but my butt was too big and I couldn't hide well enough. So she saw me and pushed on my butt and I slid all the way down under the bench where I had tried to hide behind.

This guy's name was Elliot (means 'believes in God') and I found that out because he and I were judging exercise contests and were carrying clipboards with our names at the bottom. II had had to go to the bathroom and there was no room in the women's bathroom so I went into the men's bathroom and saw his clipboard laying there.

From there I went into a smaller room to wait for something and my son Tom came through with a tall blonde woman. He came over and hugged me and kissed me on the lips while the woman stood there and watched. When he stood up again I commented to the woman, "Part of his job is to kiss the beautiful customers!" and smiled.  I could see he was in love with this woman and she with him and they walked away together through a door.

I commented to the woman sitting next to me, "I guess he's all grown up now." She commented back, "Yes!" They all do eventually."


3-25-99 - DREAM - I was on the corner of 16th and Center Sts. There was a lot of work to do out on the streets as well as in the houses. I was doing people's laundry and there was an old man sitting on a bench waiting for a bus. I saw that there were blankets and rugs on the bench and sidewalk and they were dirty, so I excused myself and told the old man that I would wash all these things for him. There was a lot of stuff in the street to pick up and it was difficult to hold it all at once Another woman volunteered to help pick it all up. Both of us were bent over trying to hold it all in our arms. Two men came along and asked what we were doing. I said, "Oh! We're doing the laundry for the Christian children." The man on my side, instead of helping by taking part of the load, gave me more to carry and shoved a Bible in with it. The other man did the same for my female partner. We had a block to walk to the laundry. The street had tilted so instead of a flat sidewalk, we now had an incredibly steep ramp walk to climb. We got to the laundry and I looked over to where the street ended.

There was a wrought iron fence and it was gated so people couldn't come back down unless they knew how to open the gate. I made sure the gate was easy to open and then went to do the laundry.


3-25-99 - VISION -  "JOYCE OATES"

NOTE: I went to the library and got some books on Joyce Carol Oates and went on the internet and found many writing excerpts by her, but I could find any particular connection to myself which I had expected to find. The only thing I particularly noticed is that we were born the same year about 6 months apart.


3-25-99 - VISION - A web page of earthquake listings. The top one looked like Magnolia 5.7. Maybe it was Mongolia.  I did find a Magnolia, Ohio in a map book.


3-25-99 - VISION - Saw a web page or e-mail. "My mother says that her husband starts caring at 2.5.  His name is HU!"


3-27-99 - DREAM - I was with the male character from One Life to Live and other people. We were in a huge hotel complex. The characters were all fighting each other and waylaying each other to kill each other generation after generation. I had witnessed three generations on this show myself.

NOTE:  This whole thing obviously was a re-enactment of the Yugoslav and Kosovan, war.

NOTE: On the One Life to Live show in early May, they too were shooting each other and there was much violence between the men.


3-29-99 - DREAM - Joe and I went to a bar to have a beer or something. We sat on the corner of the bar so we were facing each other. The girl to my right wasn't saying anything. Shew as wearing a green plaid shirt and I was sure I had seen her bowling in a tournament with her twin sister sometime earlier.

I noted that Joe was wearing a long sleeve green and white shirt the same color but his was flowered. He could see her face and noted that something was wrong with her. He made me take note of her and then I said, "Hello!" At that point she started shaking and trembling. She was shaking so hard, my bar stool was shaking too. She looked really panicky.

I asked her what was wrong. She said she had so many things to do next week, there was no way possible she could do it all. I said, "Well! If we write them down and see what days you have to do them, it won't seem so bad."

She didn't think so, but she agreed.  So,  I found a piece of paper and unfortunately there was a lot of writing on it and her stuff didn't fit on the paper so I had to get a clean sheet of paper just for her.

My pen wouldn't write either and I ended up using golden brown paint on a paint brush finally and got the paint all over my hands, but her list was:

Pack to travel - Friday

Eye doctor - Thursday

Nando funeral - Wednesday  which changed to PLANE by itself

By then I was writing in the frosting of a wedding cake which had dozens of little toy figures in a row by the center tower.

When I was done the paper folded over and the title on the front cover which was now brown and the name INANNA was on top. When she was done talking she laid down in her car which was a station wagon and the back end was open right behind the bar stool.

On the other side of the aisle a grandmother-type woman brought in some babies...2 girls and a boy. The boy baby was so tiny.  I wanted to give it a gift. All I had was Christmas wrapping paper. I dont' know what gift I was going to give it but I had a Christmas tree decoration about two inches tall I was going to put in with the gift. I had to fold the paper in half and then tear it along the crease to make the paper smaller and then wrapped the Christmas tree in the paper.

I went to give the baby the gift and when I got there the baby got up and toppled off the bar backwards. I attempted to catch it, but my hands were under the blankets in bed and I couldn't move them. Obviously I was somewhat lucid to know that my hands were under the blankets.

A few minutes later, the baby was sleeping in a crib in the next room and the two little girl babies were standing in watch over him. Their hair was whitish and very fly-away. It reminded me of halfling babies.

I had to wash my hands to get the brown paint off of them and when it did, it felt like a blue jacket fell on my back and I couldn't remove it. Here again, it seems I was somewhat conscious because the blanket was on my back also.

NOTE: This was in the news the same day and relates to the Nando news about the plane.

Lockerbie suspects may be transported to Netherlands this weekend, paper reports

Copyright © 1999 Nando Media

Copyright © 1999 Agence France-Press

Wednesday - Nando - Plane

LONDON (March 31, 1999 9:53 p.m. EST - The two Libyan suspects in the Lockerbie Pan Am jet bombing may be transported to the Netherlands this weekend, according to British Foreign Office sources cited in The Times newspaper Thursday.

The paper said Tripoli was still in final talks with the United Nations, but Britain believed Libyan leader Moammar Gadhafi was ready to send Abdel Basset Ali el-Megrahi and Al-Amin Khalifa Fhimah for trial.

Libya agreed on March 20 to hand over the former intelligence agents on or before April 6 for trial by Scottish judges at a specially convened court in the Netherlands.

The Times said Tripoli wanted to exploit the distraction of world attention over Kosovo to quietly hand the two suspects over on Easter weekend.

On their arrival they will be formally arrested and be extradited to Scottish jurisdiction.

The pair are to be tried for their role in the December 1988 bombing of a Pan Am jet that killed a total of 270 people over Lockerbie, Scotland.

The chief U.N. legal counsel, Hans Corell, is to accompany the two during their transfer from Libya.

Seven-year-old U.N. sanctions against Libya are to be automatically suspended immediately after U.N. Secretary General Kofi Annan informs the U.N. Security Council that the two suspects have arrived in the Netherlands.


Nando News - Last updated: March 31, 1999 10:01 p.m. EST No

Three U.S. soldiers reported missing in Macedonia

TOP STORY: WASHINGTON (March 31, 1999 7:59 p.m. EST) - Three U.S. soldiers, who had reported they had come under small-arms fire while traveling in a military vehicle in Macedonia, are missing, a U.S. defense official said Wednesday.


3-27-99 - DREAM - I saw numerous symbols in sets of 3. Within each set, the items got progressively larger. At the end was the state of Nevada or Alabama.


3-28-99- DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. I and my siblings were in a bed together in the diningroom. I got a phone call from N.M. who wanted me to go to dinner with him at a cheap place. We discussed which drug store I preferred and  I picked one on the east side of town on Center and Humboldt?

When he arrived I was still getting ready. He walked into the kitchen wearing a bright red dress with an overcoat over it. I was wearing a darker red dress with almost the same flowered pattern on it. I said to him, "Oh! Your dress is prettier than mine, but at least we both wore red."

I continued to get ready and sat on the bed to put on red socks. All of a sudden N.M.'s Father showed up. I was really surprised and slowly got up off the bed to shake hands with him politely. His hand felt hard, but his handshake was limp and weak.

I then sat down on the bed again and questioned the validity of N.M.'s Father's presence.

Both the Father and N.M. were gone from the house and the house was now pitch black inside except for where I was sitting. I began to have visions of electric blue triangles and even these I questioned their validity and was shown electric blue squares and triangles. Always the "doubting Thomas", I call N.M. on the phone to ask him when we were going to dinner. His nephew about age 2 answered the phone and I asked to speak to N.M. I said, "I thought we were going to dinner." He said, "I thought you weren't interested because when I got there none of the lights were on, and when I came in you went back to bed." I tried to explain that it was my Father's rule that we had to turn out the lights in the rooms we weren't actually in and that I had sat on the bed to put on my socks.

He didn't seem to believe me. He said, "Well! I thought different and took my sister instead."

I wanted to say more but I could tell he wasn't on the phone anymore.


3-28-99 - DREAM - I was working in a large building for a foundation. In the office I was using the phone, typing and eating potato chips.

Down in the basement, we had a huge room full of pool tables. These were not full size tables, they were small and it only cost a dime to play. Prizes were given out in the amount of $1,000 and one woman was given a $5,000 vacation trip because one dime didn't work. At the end of the evening, someone threw a dime down the hall for one last try at winning $1,000 and I put it in the machine. It buzzed, a little red light came on, a bright light came on, but no money shot out.

I was washing someone's car which had two false front wheels that were guarded by plastic guards but actually ran on smaller wheels placed in front and back of the false wheel. I then wiped down other tables and racks and things used during the evening. I wasn't finished but everyone wanted to go home, so we started turning off lights that had long strings hanging down, but there were other lights stayed on that didn't have strings.

Then I saw an ante-room at the far end of the room. Four guards in gray/blue uniforms sat there and would remain all night. It was then I saw the name M.C. Foundation on the wall.


3-29-99 - DREAM - I had something stuck up my nose and I wanted to pick it out.  went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and pulled out a large metallic look leaf with a very sharp edges, so it was totally bloody. As I looked at it, it grew larger and longer, like a big oak leaf.


3-29-99 - VISION - A big piece of white plastic shaped like a big white eagle. It said, "National Parks System" on the front but nothing else. I flipped it over to see if it said anything on the back but It didn't so I flipped it over again and it said nothing.


3-29-99 - VISION - "EGYPT/WATER/$26.00"

A voice said, "We're going to work on it all day."

VISION - There is some dark problem with the National Park System.  saw a man leaving, carrying a sort of gas mask in his hand. He said, "You think I'm going to argue with them?"

VISION - There was some printing that seemed to say there were 5 or 6 problems. Then I saw a big white house and a young boy said, "I just don't want them to run the Black Hills." as he ran off crying.

VISION - A flowing left sleeve of white with flowers.



The name Leonard Peltier popped into my mind.

I felt a lot of anger around the case of Leonard Peltier. I heard a woman say, "They don't boost him. They look for easy ordnances."

NOTE: I created a page about Leonard Peltier's case, who is imprisoned wrongly about an Indian resistance demonstration in which two officers were killed.


3-30-99 - DREAM - 3 dreams where I completed 3 entire web pages about Indian links. See:

native.htm  leon.htm  wisdom.htm


3-30-99 - DREAM - I was taking over as manager of a large apartment building. The office was huge and 3 couches in it as well as large cabinets and large desk. I didn't like the way the furniture was arranged but the furniture was too heavy to move myself. I was waiting for someone to come along to help me move the couches.

A guy came along named Bob. I think he was the property inspector like supervisor of maintenance. He looked familiar but can't remember where I've seen him before.

I placed two vine plants on small tables to the right corner of my desk. They were real pretty there. I thought my boss was going to possibly come in and a young girl came to see an apartment. I was still wearing my pajamas. I told the girl to have a seat and I'd be right back. As I was walking towards my apartment, I was thinking to myself that I hadn't changed clothes since Christmas but I could think that could be true since this was March. I got to my apartment and several women were there wandering around.  They looked familiar too but can't remember their names. One woman as giving out gifts so I felt obligated to stay. I was trying to find something to wear because I had gained weight and I didn't know what would fit.

I found an old brown coat in one drawer and then an old brown suit jacket. I couldn't figure out why I had put them there since they should have been hung up.

I found a pair of stretch pants with legging straps on the feet. The had white socks attached to them but I already had both white socks and panty hose on. I spent some time trying to figure out what to put on first so I had them in the right order, then put it all on and the pants buttoned on just perfect.

I was worrying about my office being open and that girl waiting for me, but a woman with lots of braids on top of her head was going to have her hair done and I wanted to see if she was wearing a wig. All the pins were taken out and as it all came undone I could see it was all her own hair. The older woman sprayed it with water. I said, "Wow! It really straightened out fast."  She said, "Not fast enough!"

They finished washing her hair and I was going to leave to go back to the office but the woman who had her hair done, pulled me down on the couch with her and put a scissor grip around my waist with her legs so I couldn't get back up. I was worried about what she was going to do with me, but she just wanted to talk. She said she was pregnant and was going to name her baby OWENT! I said, "Owen?"  She said, "No! I hate the name Owen. It'll be OWENT!"  She said, "This will be my contribution to the world."  I agreed. She let me loose and I left.

I was wearing high heeled shoes and had to pick my way through the hallway full of construction mess. In the narrow hallway, two guys were installing sliding glass doors where wooden doors had been. I couldn't get through and had to wait. Finally they moved out of the way. I went down the hall and found myself on a street corner. I knew I had gone too far but didn't know how I had gotten here. Two women had come up to me by now and welcomed me. I commented about being in the wrong place but they said I was in the right place. They said that I always came to their book discussion club on Thursday nights.  I said, "No! That can't be right, I always go to choir practice on Thursday nights." I figured they must think I'm someone else who looks like me. I went into the meeting. There was a small group of women there. One woman complained that not many people had bought opera tickets she was selling. I said, "You wouldn't want to sell too many tickets because that would mean that 'everybody' would come", like "everybody" meant riff raff. She agreed and that not 'everybody' was coming to the opera.

Finally, I was able to get back to the office. The door had been open all this time. I planned to tell my boss that we were broken into the office and robbed of my radio or anything else that was missing.


3-30-99 - Going to sleep!  A young blonde curly haired man came up to me. He was wearing a sky blue T shirt. He said, "I've brought my motorcycle for you to use tonight!" I said, "Did you? Thanks!"


3-31-99 - DREAM - I had several dreams all almost the same in which I was adding a sentence to a paragraph which changed the meaning. I didn't write it down during the night, so I don't know what this was.


3-31-99 - DREAM - This dream is symbolic and the end meaning is that the energy we are now working with is bluegreen which I was told as I was waking up. (green and blue?)

The dream itself was that we were testing an underground water chamber by putting medium blue socks into a washer and the water surged into the machine from below. Then the second time we tested the machine by bringing the water in from above. When we hung these clothes up on the line, the clothes had changed colors so that they were a bluegreen with light beige borders.

In the first part of the dream, I had a round disk with the top surface /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\. Then I had a circular disk in my hand and placed it on top of the other disk, however the second disk was made \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ and fit so perfectly into the other one it became one. At the same time I hit my knuckle on the first one and it was super ice cold while the one I had in my hand was warm to the touch.

In the next part I was standing on a street corner and there was a list of numbers on display in an upper window that belonged to me and was taped in the window for all to see. I needed to get that down from the window and finally my friend Pat went in and got it down for me.

I then went to the office where I worked. I always started at 6 a.m. even though the normal workday started at 8 a.m. so my boss could never say I was late.

What I didn't this day was to take some magazines and took them out into the parking lot and lay them in a parking lot and line them up with other magazines like they were vehicles.

As I was going back to my office, I stopped in the lobby of another building. At the receptionist desk, a boss came down the elevator and sat at the desk to answer the phone. He was wearing pajamas. He was told that he had to find accommodations and tourist plans fro a large group of people who were coming in. He was completely overwhelmed by it. It sounded like a lot of fun to me and I was going to volunteer to help when a heavy set woman came down a different elevator in a nightgown. She smiled and said that was HER job. So, I got up and left, saying that I would be back sometime.

I got back to my own office and my old highschool friend Nancy was there working. (Nancy died when she was 29 (30 years ago) She went into her office to work and I went down the hall to my own office. I was concerned when I got there the girl across the hall was using a black phone and a white phone at the same time and the wires were all twisted together as they were my phones, so she finished her call and I volunteered to untangle the wires from each other and was working on that when the boss came through so it looked like I had been working.

There was one more office scene where they asked me about Nancy. I told them that I didn't think she would hang around long, whereas I never quit a job.

As I woke up I was told the energies we have to work with now are bluegreen.


3-31-99 - MEDITATION - Voices heard:

"Light and Sound of the Suffering"

"Ride them on horseback"

"Red black - Because of my people!"

"I live at 54,700"

"If you are 18 and can leave home, maybe you can make a difference!"

"Be a Crusader!"

"Be a Warrior!"

"Be a Champion!"

"Be a go-getter!'

"Be a joy-giver!"

"Be a liver!"

"Be a sounder of the trumpet!"

"Be a sound giver!"

"Be a Soul Searcher!"

"Be a healer!"

"Be a Scribe!"

"Be a teacher!"

"You have it in you!"

"Help the helpless!"

"Don't just sit there. Do it!"

"Thank you for $1,000"

"Thank you for everything!"

"I know exactly how you feel, deep and cold and nasty. Time to wake up! Get with it! Get with the program! Get in charge! Get in advance! Get moving!"

"Be aware!"


3-31-99 - DREAM - I was living and working in 20th St. school. I had taken 35 cents from one account and spent it on something in another account. My mother decided that was a criminal act and called the cops on me. I looked in the account books and realized that if I had used real accounting numbers and used .99c instead of $1.00 or $2.99 instead of $3.00 35 times, the 35 cents wouldn't even show. But my mother had already called the cops.

My friend Barbara was going to point me out to the cops because nobody knew what I looked like. She was going to point me out in the lunchroom so I decided to drive my own car and go to lunch by myself. I grabbed my purse and I opened it and grabbed a handful of coins from my desk and shoved them into my purse along with a huge ring of keys.

I ran out the door and down a steep hill to the parking lot. Where my car was parked there were real criminals out there so instead of leaving I parked my car behind theirs so they couldn't leave.

I met a minister out in the parking lot and up in the sky, there was a bunch of clouds but the sun was behind a cloud. I saw that the sun caused a rainbow to show out the other side of the cloud. Then I noticed that there was a rainbow showing on the opposite side of every cloud in the sky as well as streaks of rainbows all over the sky. I pointed this out to the minister and told him that I knew because of the rainbows that everything was going to be okay.

I went down into the basement of the school to say goodbye to all my friends. They were all down there singing and dancing. They knew the cops were going to come and get me. Each person put on a pair of grotesque rubber gloves that looked like Halloween monster hands with long fingernails and they all began to dance in tandem kind of like hula dance-type movements point their hands in other people's faces and sang, 'fear, fear, fear, fear'!

The cops were going to come down the steps to get me at any moment, but I wasnt' afraid. Nobody was going to tell the cops who I was and they didn't know what I looked like.

But, I planned to tell them who I was and meekly put my hands out to be handcuffed because the rainbows showed me that everything was going to be okay. I knew that when I got to the courtroom the judge was going to say, "Who brought this woman to court for 35 cents?" and throw out the case.