DEE'S DREAMS AND VISIONS
5-1-08 - VISION. While laying in bed, waiting for a morning phone call,
I suddenly saw a web page that was pinkish orange in color with a beautiful
long-haired blonde woman's face in the center. On her left (my right) was a
yellow warning sign on a diamond shape - and on that sign, it said,
Then the picture changed and I saw an upsidedown drawing or black and white
photo of two men riding horseback - one behind the other.
Since it was upside-down, I couldn't tell who these men were - but my thinking
that it was George Washington. I asked spirit to give me a clear picture and
spirit brought the picture a little closer, but it was still upside-down, so I
still didn't know who it was. The picture stayed there quite long, but I
finally gave up trying to decipher who the two men were.
Finally, I got my morning phone call, and I told the vision to my friend, who
said, "I know who that was. It was - it's Don Quixote and Sancho Panza.
I know that story very well. The picture means their world is upside down
and she proceeded to tell me the tale of Don Quixote as she read it as a child.
It was about him thinking that windmills were giants with swords in their hands
because to him, everything was fantasy and he was out of his element.
Ever since this summer when I got my shiny new laptop I have been
longing to personalize it. I knew that I wanted to engrave it with
something eye-catching and symbolic. Since I really liked my last
engraving I decided to go with the same again.
My image of choice is
based on a wonderful drawing of Don Quixote and Sancho Panza
Reflections by Gene Colan
Since I want to accentuate the Don Quixote and Sancho Panza I removed
the background and their reflections in the water. What is left is the
two riders. I contacted Mr Colan to tell him of my plans to modify and
engrave the image onto my computer. This is not a question of copyright
law but I wanted to have permission from the artist as a mark of
Don Quijote de la Mancha, or
Don Quixote de la Mancha (the preferred english spelling), was
originally written by Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra in 1604, and
published in Spain 1605. The original title printed as The
Ingenious Hidalgo Don Quixote de la Mancha.
Don Quixote inspired great
artists like Pablo Picasso, Use of new words such as quixotic,
movies, ballet, and songs.
Don Quixote de la Mancha is
written in episodic form,�part humorous, part philosophical,
part serious, and part tragic. It is probably Spain's most
influential literary piece of work.
5-2-08 - DREAM - I was in a park and someone started playing
the music I wrote on a guitar. It was so beautiful that I started to get
the chills. It was amazing to hear.
Dee's dream, "An odd Christmas," included people in a suitcase. This
me of a letter I wrote in 1994 about a dream of a suitcase and a music
("Talk It Over") that had people in suitcases.
Dee's dream is below, followed by a link to the music video, followed by
1994 snail mail letter, followed by extra data links.
<< 2. An odd Christmas
Posted by: "email@example.com"
Wed May 7, 2008 11:10 am (PDT)
Hi all: This was the second dream of the night - must have been fantasy
5-7-08 - 4:16 a.m. DREAM - It was right before Christmas in winter. I was
working in an office doing some typing.
I ran out of office supplies and decided to go down the hall to the office
supply closet. I was almost there and realized I didn't have my keys, so I
walked back to the office, got the keys out of a leather pouch, then went
the closet again.
I opened the closet door and instead of office supplies, I found a lot of
clothes and on the floor was a large suitcase.
I decided to pull the suitcase out and open it, which I did.
Inside the suitcase, neatly placed, was at least a dozen beautiful winter
sweaters. I pulled them all out since they were my size and lay them on
floor, hoping to find some slacks to go with them.
While I was looking for slacks to fit me, I noticed a gorgeous man growing
and expanding out of the suitcase. When he was fully grown, he was blonde
blue-eyed - Yikes gorgeous.
He smiled at me and I felt instant love for him.
Just then, two more people expanded out of the suitcase, both dark haired
dressed for summer. They were obviously a matched pair.
They stood up and walked across the hall into another room, exploring
All of a sudden, the outside wall opened up and the pair, excited, ran
outside and across the lawn.
The blonde man screamed after them, "No! You can't go outside!"
Before he finished the last word, a piece of glass appeared on the wall
no one could go in or out.
The pair on the outside came back to the glass, trying to get back in, and
pounded on the glass to help them get back in but they were stuck out
their summer clothes forever. I knew they would die out there because it
The blonde man looked so sad then because his companions were lost to him.
He crawled back into the suitcase and shrunk down until I couldn't see him
I sadly closed the closet door and woke up.
End of dream. >>
YouTube - Talk It Over - Grayson Hugh
Letter to Catherine
Catherine sent a dream where she retrieved some things I left in her
suitcase. This was my response letter --
November 4, 1994
Dear Catherine -
Thanks so much for retrieving those things I left in your suitcase! That
1981 dream is astonishing. It's so on the mark in every way, there is no
could be accidental. I feel reassured again that the path we are following
has validity and importance, and that the consensus view is sorely
The "suitcase" symbol has appeared in other dreams, and interestingly, in
music video I saw recently, "Talk It Over," by Grayson Hugh.
It starts with a white woman with red hair packing suitcases. Two black
pop up out of two of the suitcases, singing,
"Harsh words are spoken, promises are broken, old wounds are opened, as
walks out that door."
Then a white man pops up out of another suitcase, singing words of apology
and reconciliation, asking to
"talk it over in bed."
Two black women pop up from their suitcases located on a high shelf,
"Talk...talk it over."
The white woman enters her suitcase, and all of them are transported by
to a new apartment, as they sing,
"Can't we just forgive and forget?"
The white girl looses her anger and crawls into the suitcase with her
man lover, as the lid is closed. The black men and women embrace from
suitcases, which are now setting along side each other.
All this seemed to follow the idea of a triple male and triple female
trinity. Black people and/or objects sometimes seem to represent
or energies from the spirit realm. Talking things over in bed can refer to
In your dream, the ground grains and powder put in the double cup seems to
verify your comments about the left/right, male/female duality. The
get is that the yin-yang idea is basically true, that is, creation is
a dual principal, where each "male" part has a portion of the "female"
within, and vice versa.
Sometimes I think of it as a graphic representation of an organizational
chart. At the top is the One. Connected below is a male/female. (or
plus/minus, day/night, sun/moon, etc.)
From each of these two are two other male/female, and so-forth on down the
So, when we receive symbolic information, it can be confusing. For
let's take the moon. It seems to be primarily a feminine symbol, but in
myths it is male.
If you look at the imaginary "chart," the moon is female, but the physical
part of the creation is male, so from that perspective it is male. In
words, it is a female part within the male/physical creation.
Likewise, a physical, human woman is in a similar category. The human race
is apparently considered primarily male, being the Son in a trinity. The
is actually an androgen, having a portion of the spirit/female within.
represented by Eve being a rib-sized portion of Adam (bones, being crystal
and that which lasts, our structure, symbolize the soul).
I have read Tantric and Sufi accounts stating that the soul is feminine.
There is also a very interesting account in the Gnostic Gospels, where
asked about women being able to get into heaven. He answers that he will
them to be males! In another part, he says that one must make the male and
female into a single one, to enter the Kingdom. The crop pattern that
with the male [Mars] and female [Venus] signs connected together, I felt,
seemed to verify this (item (O) in my 9-27-93 letter).
One of the translators of the Gnostic Gospels uses the term "Child," in
of "Son." This is in a part of "The Secret Book Of John," where a spirit
appears in a succession of three figures, saying,
"I am the Father, Mother and Child."
In a footnote the author explains that the word "son" in the ancient
was often used in the context meaning "child." Such semantics may also be
confusing when trying to interpret gender meanings in ancient writings.
The idea you related about the right side being masculine with a feminine
"soul" and vice versa, fits with a couple of dreams. About four years ago,
before I delved much into this duality business, I saw a four petalled
flower in a
dream. A voice said,
"Marriage takes four."
About two years later, a relative told me a dream of seeing two couples on
airplane. The female of one couple and the male of the other couple were
wearing exactly the same perfume. Other dreams/connections seem to say a
represents the soul or consciousness generally.
Perfume is the fragrance of this flower. The nose and the sense of smell
seem to sometimes symbolize a sixth sense. My friend/coworker, Jeff
me this dream in 1990:
"I went with an oriental man to a house to buy some Avon perfume. It was
raining hard. I wrote a check for the perfume and placed it on the porch,
it got wet.
We knocked on the door, and a very huge man let us in. Once inside, the
oriental man had to take off his head and hold it under his arm. The big
us into a bedroom that had a split level, with the bed on the higher
Another really huge man was there. He started to look mean and
so we ran back to the living room and toward the front door. But the other
big man, the one who let us in, was blocking the door, holding a small
We ran round and round the living room with the big man from the bedroom
chasing us. After a while, the big man at the door said, 'Look, I don't
agree with the other man, so I am going to let you out.' Instantly, I saw
the man was not holding a knife, but a little feather.
I realized then that I knew that it was a feather all along, but for some
reason I perceived it as a knife."
[End of dream]
It was shortly after this that I read of the Egyptian belief that a
I eventually came to see this dream as being symbolic of the whole time
we are in. The house represents the "enclosure" of the earth-plane
experience. We seek to find our soul/identity by following our sixth
We surrender some of our spiritual (oriental) abilities through a
a self-imposed amnesia (removing the head). We experience fear and stress
a cycle of time.
The bed on the higher level indicates dreams, which often give insights as
our fears. At the end of the cycle, the truth is revealed, enabling us to
pass through the "doorway."
In 1982 I dreamed of knives of various special shapes. They represented
of pruning tools, like cutting out parts of your belief patterns that you
not want, trimming the fat so-to-speak. After Jeff told me the dream, and
finding the meaning of the feather, it all made a lot of sense. It is the
after all, that prunes out negative/fearful beliefs.
[Note: Jeff had another dream where a tree with some rotten branches was
growing out of his son's head. He started to go prune the rotten branches,
realized that if he pruned too deeply, it would kill the boy.]
I've heard it said that when Jesus comes again, he will bring a sword. In
Revelation, a double-edged sword issues forth from the mouth of the Son Of
Perhaps this has the "pruning-truth" meaning. As I see it, this
to the birds [with their feathers] being sent at the 3 1/2 stage in the
The truth about the great mysteries will be revealed at the end of the
cycle of time. I do believe that this is happening NOW, and that dreams
major part of these revelations. This is why I am dedicating myself fully
In your 1981 dream, the young oriental girl pulled the little rocket out
the dirt. I am wondering about the meaning. A teen-age boy told me he
of walking fast, then slow, when suddenly a rocket struck him in the head.
Things flying through the air, such as rocks, bullets and arrows, seem to
like ideas coming. Striking the head seems to refer to the mind and
whereas striking the heart seems to refer to the emotions.
Such flying objects, I think of as male symbols. A gun firing a bullet,
example, seems similar to male sexuality. Sexual symbols are extensive in
east Indian religions.
My understanding of this is that the Male Deity calls forth the conception
thoughts. This is like the "seed" inseminating the Female Deity. She then
"gives birth" to the idea by generating the reality of the Divine Thought.
offspring is the "Son" or "Logos," The Word made flesh.
All this is a symbolism about the Trinity of creation. It is shown
separately to show the functions, but in fact there is only One God, and
somehow One thing on a certain level.
The idea that the little rocket in the dream indicated that the oriental
was to "be united in marriage," seems to fit with the idea that the rocket
a male-thought symbol.
The idea I am getting about the change coming, is that it is a duality
balancing across scales, a multidimensional unity. It involves a double
male/female in some of the symbolism. Another type is of four, or two
couples. My guess is that they are the same, but that the third element of
"couple" is not shown directly, but is indicated by the couple bonding in
or sex. This is the androgen "Son" (or Child) in the Trinity.
The way I see it, one "couple" is in the spirit realm, and the other on
physical plane. This is the same as the yin-yang symbol, with the "eyes"
indicating the "opposite sex" in each part. The overall creation has these
as do each of us humans. The pattern is repeated across scales.
It is a bit ironic that I am speaking of such things. I have an aversion
creating categories in order to explain things. I could wind up with a
wonderfully logical system that is entirely false. But dreams are most
speaking of such things, and I want to understand. I want to let the
speak, to let them define the meaning. This is walking a slippery slope,
because the dreams have to be interpreted, if one is to understand them on
rational level. And how does one know when an interpretation is correct?
All we can
do is make our best guess.
One final thing about your 1981 dreams - sometimes the date of a dream is
important. I have noticed a couple of times that the important date seemed
the night you went to sleep, rather than the morning you woke up.
For example, October 18th was an important dreaming day for me, and
17th was an important date for other reasons. The night of dreaming was
October 17-18, so it seemed related.
So, I am wondering if your dream occurred on the night of November 11-12.
The reason I ask is because of the possible 11-11 or 11:11 symbolism.
Your dream of being chased on the "rafters" of ceiling beams that had a
double energy pattern may be related to some material I sent to you in my
On pages 3 and 4 I told of enclosure items (U), (V) and (W). The idea is
that a house shape can symbolize heaven above earth. The ceiling, or floor
the attic, is the dividing line between heaven and earth. In this case,
"heaven" may be like a spiritual plane that is closely related to us,
rather than an
About four years ago I dreamed of setting on wooden beams that were
about a foot above a swimming pool. The beams had a star-shaped pattern. I
was looking down into the crystal clear water, when a pretty woman
holding a tray with a cup on it.
She stumbled slightly, and the cup fell into the water. It contained
which began to disperse into the water.
In interpreting the dream, it struck me that the coffee symbolized "waking
up." The "stumble," I thought, might refer to coincidences that seem
"accidental." The pool of water seemed to
symbolize the "local consciousness" here on
the earth plane.
A funny little coincidence happened not long after I had the dream. My
T.J. and I stopped at a 7-11 store to buy drinks before leaving town on a
trip. I got a cup of coffee, which reminded me of the dream.
I began to tell T.J. about the dream, as we got into the car. I put the
coffee on the dashboard and fastened my seat belt as T.J. pulled out of
parking lot. As we pulled into the street, the driveway bump caused the
coffee to fly off the dash, spilling all over the both of us.
All this happened as I was telling of the spilled coffee dream! After a
seconds of the normal thrashing movements and verbalizations, I began to
laugh, as I realized the irony. T.J. exclaimed, "What the hell are you
at?" He understood my explanation, and we both had a good wet laugh.
The Song Of Solomon 1:17 speaks of the beams and rafters of "our house."
Interestingly, the next verse speaks of "a rose."
Keep in touch -
[End of Letter]
DREAMS ABOUT THE TRIPLE MALE TRINITY
DREAMS ABOUT THE TRIPLE GODDESSES
The American Tragedy: A Symbolic Event, Part One
Symbolism of Two Couples
Wow! Just as I read this on the web page, CNN was speaking of the death of
Barbara Olsen. She was probably THE prime enemy of Hillary Clinton.
was killed when airliner fight 77 crashed into the Pentagon, the huge
five-sided structure. The connections seem to be to the Bythorn Mandala of
Kali Yantra, and the time cycle, the Kali-Yuga. This is a warring cycle, a
karmic cycle of time. Karma or judgment is symbolized by money or money
things, such as credit cards. It is also symbolized by police, security
guards, and lawyers. Barbara was a lawyer and her husband, Ted Olsen, is
Solicitor General of the U.S., the nation's lawyer. Hillary Clinton is
lawyer, as is Bill Clinton.
I just thought of the two couples symbolism. In this case all four are
lawyers. The two pair are opponents.
[End of excerpt]
The two couple theme may also connect with the recent "black vs white"
5-8-08 - NAP DREAM - It was graduation day and there were going to be
lots of parties going on. We had a younger brother, around 7 years old,
and my older brother planned to go see an army buddy of his while the activity
was going on. The point was that our younger brother had to be kept busy
while he went to see the army buddy as it was secret.
My older brother was ready to leave to see the army buddy, and the phone rang
upstairs, so I got distracted and had to go back upstairs and find out who
called. There was some kind of mixup and I didn't get to talk to anyone,
but while I was gone upstairs, our younger brother sneaked into the back seat of
our older brother's car and was hiding there as our older brother went to see
the army buddy. That meant that our younger brother would hear everything
our older brother and the army buddy said in secret.
5-10-08 - DREAM - I was laying in bed, but I could see out the window.
Out in the yard, I saw some black men dressed in bright purple choir robes which
I knew meant they were Masons. They took off and underneath they were
wearing military cop type outfits. Each one had a machine gun hidden under
there robe and they dropped to one knee and started shooting at somebody.
I decided to lay as flat as I could on the bed and pretend to be dead so they
wouldn't shoot in the window, but all of a sudden a black man in uniform came
through the door, pointing his machine gun at me. I pretended to be dead,
but he got up on the bed and straddled me and put his hand on the middle of my
back to see if I was breathing or if he could hear my heart beating.
I tried desperately not to breathe, but I knew he'd feel my heart beating, so
I woke up to get out of the scene.
5-11-08 - DREAM - I was with someone who showed me that I was to put nine
stones into nine cup-like impressions in the ground. I was shown this
The third scene was of a woman (a witch?) with a long large chain
around her neck.
5-11-08 - DREAM - I was living in a large house with a lot of kids. It
was 10:30 a.m. and I still hadn't gotten out of bed, but a group of painters
came and wanted to paint the bedroom white (maybe because I had so many
nightmares last night?) I couldn't find anything to wear quickly so ended
up putting on a pair of men's shorts that were way too big in front and way too
tight in the butt. But I needed something on to put a shirt on over it to
hide the gap in front.
One of my sons kept playing in the toilet and every other minute the front of
his shirt was wet. I went to the livingroom to tell his bigger sister to
watch him, and the walk from the kitchen to the livingroom was through a really
long hallway and I met one of the painters (female) on the way. I
apologized for all the traffice through the hallway. She said the carpet
was her problem because it was hard to walk on. The carpet was pink and
white puffs and I had to agree, it was hard to walk on. I was able to pick
it right up because it was light and fluffy and a dark green carpet with fleur
de lis on it.
I found the sister in the livingroom and told her to watch her little brother
to keep him out of the toilet and she looked at me weird. I turned around
and there was my daughter Jeanne and she commented that the girl in the living
room wasn't her - her name was Etta - and she looked just like her. I was
astonished at the resemblance.
I spent the rest of the dream, picking up laundry to wash clothes and stay
out of the painter's way. I saw a Queen-size bed in the room with a white
bedspread on it, and wondered how they could paint around the bed without taking
5-14-08 - see giants page
Hi: This is very strange and needs analyzing.
You and I and a guy similar to Erv (but not Erv) moved into a house that had
The dream was somewhat lucid at times. I was shown a description of each of
the twelve stones that really described nothing - except it was a stone.
Until the end of the dream - when I was laying in bed thinking about the
stones, and I was shown a description of one stone. It said: " Syth - a red
This house was all white and hadn't been used in a long time, and had a lot of
useless junk in it.
We had not moved any of our own stuff into this house yet, so when we needed
something to eat, in the kitchen, on the counter was crackers and butter but
nothing to use to put the butter on the crackers, so I rummaged through a lot
of drawers and finally found one knife under some other junk. Because the
kitchen had nothing else in it, I had to clean the knife with my fingers -
there was no running water at the time.
Later, this other man was standing between us and he had coagulated blood
oozing out of his skin beneath his eye. It seemed to be some kind of disease
that needed healing.
You seemed to be a combination of yourself and Dr. Phil, and had yellow hair
similar to the chimpanzee on Planet of the Apes. Bald on top and thick yellow
hair around the sides and back.
There was so much love between us - and we were happy to be moving into this
The house and property was on the edge of the ocean - on a high cliff, and
would be used by a group of people.
(I will do more research on the 12 stones)
5-15-08 - DREAM - I WAS LIVING IN A HOUSE DIVIDED
I was at home in Wisconsin. It was impressed upon me at the end of the
dream that I was living in a 'house divided'. My daughter-in-law Becky and
another woman lived in the other half of the house. We could see each
other through a window in the dividing doorway, but we couldn't communicate
except to wave to each other.
But my main occupation in the morning was to take care of a young woman
and her father, both of whom were wearing iron masks over their faces and
chests. They not only had to learn to breathe with these things on, they
had to learn to sing with them on. These iron masks on their body were so
heavy, all they could do was lie in bed and I sat and watched them to make sure
they weren't in any distress.
My husband came home for lunch at noon and left again at 1 p.m. The
woman and her father were also taken away at 1 p.m. to have their iron masks
I decided to eat a bowl of ice cream for lunch and then go to work.
While I was in the kitchen, I saw my daughter-in-law and the other woman through
the glass window and we waved to each other but we weren't allowed to open the
I went into the livingroom then and noticed that my husband had been
painting one wall during the lunch hour.
I looked closer because it had brown splotches on it and I wonder shy he
had painted it unevenly and then I saw that there was a map of the mid-west with
the Great Lakes in the center. As I got closer, I saw that the map went
all the way to the ceiling where the north pole was. the map wasn't square, it
was cut off on the sides and included both coastlines.
I looked closer for more detail to see how far south it went. The map
ended at the point where the bottom line went through New Mexico, Arizona, Texas
and straight across to the east coast, but it didn't include Florida or any of
the southern edges of any of the southern coastline or Mexico.
I woke up as soon as I saw how far south the map ended. Now that I'm
awake, and looking at the map, I noticed that Greenland wasn't
there and there was a series of islands on both east and west coastlines on the
sides of Canada, and that the North Pole was white.
I also saw 7 boxes number in them side by side and the numbers in them
kept getting higher and higher.
5-18-08 - MEDITATION - I wanted to know about what I should do about the
community issue I was working on.
Spirit said, "Isn't Mercury retrograde.?"
I said, "Oh yes! I forgot, this isn't a good time to start anything."
Spirit said, 'It would be a good idea to do an astological check to find the
best time to start it!"
I said , "Thank you" and decided to take a nap.
DREAM: I took my Mom and my sister to the drug store about 3 miles
away. It was too far for her to walk. When I was ready to go home,
she said she wasn't ready to go home yet. So, I said I would go home and
come back and get her. She said that was fine. So, I went home and
there were some young children there and I let them play a bit and then said I
had to go back and get my Mother from the drug store.
I went outside and saw my car, but had forgotten my keys. I went back
inside the house, and there were two boys there who were friends of my brother.
I told them they would have to leave while I went to get my Mother from the drug
store. They said, "okay!"
I asked them if they'd like to go along for the ride, and one said that his
Mother wouldn't like it if he went for a ride in my car. So, we left it
that they wouldl wait outside until I came back.
We went out the door and there was a big crowd of people on the lawn and in
the street to the left of the stairway. I asked what the crowd was doing
there, and I was told that there was some kind of protest going on. It
broke up while I was walking down the stairs.
So I looked for my car and I couldn't find it.
While I was looking for my car, other cars were coming and going, and a huge
orange truck with two young men in it were driving across other cars, causing
damage and then laughing at how much money they were going to make when those
people came to them to fix up their cars.
They saw me watch them, and I heard one say, "We'd better pick her up before
she tells them!"
That scared me, so I ran inside the nearest open door. I climbed in the
indoor stairs and a black bird flew past me up the stairs.
On the second floor were two children, on their knees praying. The
house was really pretty inside and their mother was right there, but there was
this black bird flying around in the house.
I told them my problem about the guys in the truck and they said they would
pray for me.
I thanked them, and this was taking a long time and I saw it was getting dark
I decided I'd better go get my mother even if I had to walk all the way.
I didn't know where I put my coat, so I grabbed the woman's purple shawl, and
started going down the stairs. The black bird followed me down the stairs.
I got outside and I didn't see the orange truck or my car, so I started
walking along the street - walking to go get my mother.
5-22-08 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house in the diningroom. I
had gotten a new yellow cellphone and was programming new blue numbers into it.
My real telephone rang and it was the woman who lived behind me on 17th
St. She was so mad that I had gotten a new cellphone that she didn't have
that she told me she set her house on fire.
I went to the back window and sure enough, the whole air was full of thin
grey smoke from her house burning.
I asked her if she had called the fire department and she said, "No!
Because they'll accuse me of doing this to myself!"
She hung up the phone and I heard someone knocking on the front door.
I went to open the door and there stood a fireman dressed in a black dress
uniform. He asked me if I was okay!" I assured him I was.
Across the street, all the houses were gone and there was an asphalt
parking lot there and lots of fire trucks and firemen were there surrounding a
yellow swirling pall of yellow smoke from a fire some black men had set.
I told the fireman at my door about the fire in the house behind me and
the grey smoke coming from it, but I didn't say that I knew the woman had
set the fire herself.
5-24-08 - THE NIGHT OF EYES
There were little individual dreams - each dream had people with different
eyes - all unique - all beautiful - definitely not human - but all human shaped.
I met a women who was the same height as me. She was standing in a
hallway with a lot of other women who were having their hearts checked.
They were lined up along a wall - waiting.
This women resembled myself, she had blue eyes. I don't know her age - maybe
I don't know how old I was in this dream, but I thought she looked enough
like me to be my mother. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and said, "I'd
like to think of you as my mother."
She smiled and said, "Thank you, but I don't think I am!" I told her as
she left, "If you see anyone else as tell as me, let me know." and she
The next group of people all had milk chocolate colored eyes, and I came to
one that a beautiful emerald green color in the chocolate color eyes. He was a
young men. Once he blinked I didn't see the green anymore but that set me
searching for someone else who had that beautiful emerald green in his eyes.
I came to a room where there were a lot of children sitting around. These
kids rather freaked me out, because not all the eyes had pupils in them.
(They looked like glass)
One handsome blonde boy had a bright blue eyes on the right and an old
colored eye on the left.
The boy next to him had three eyes. They boy next to him had 12 eyes in
his forehead. He was difficult to look at because each eye was different and I
didn't know if he was seeing one of me or multiple me's.
5-24-08 - DREAM - I was sitting outside a large apartment building I managed.
There was a group of women with me, and each one held an infant. This seemed to
be an instructional class about teaching their infants how to develop their
muscles. All the infants seemed to be in the crawling stage - about 9 to
10 months old, though some could have been younger and more developed than
We were all watching the infants and how they were doing crawling, situps,
rolling, developing their arm muscles and leg muscles.
As we sat there, some strange trucks came by the side of the building. They
were a little out of control because each had one rear wheel missing and they
were trying to drive the trucks without tipping over to the one corner without a
wheel. We were glad the trucks were empty and we watched the trucks until they
Then a woman walked by who remarked that there was a house with a pool in the
next block and the pool looked really good because it was hot out. I said,
"That's my son-in-laws house. It belongs to T.J.
In my mind, I was remembering that T.J. was in the construction business.
Just then a man came running down the street and grabbed a hose attached to
the fire hydrant in front of the building. He was acting really desparate and
began squirting water into his mouth like he had just swallowed something he
When he stopped, I asked him if he was all right and whether he had swallowed
something acid. He just rather nodded and I asked him if he'd like some orange
juice. He said, "Yes!" so I told him I would get him some.
So I went into the building through double green metal doors.
That started an unending journey through the building that I couldn't find my
way back out of.
I managed to find my apartment to begin with, but it was being remodeled and
some men were installing a stereo system. The man said he would install one big
enough that I could still handle it myself and be able to move it with me if I
ever moved again. I told him that would be a good idea.
I went into the next room and three young black men were sitting at a desk
working on some electronic equipment. I don't know exactly what it was.
They seemed a little startled to see me. I told them they were okay as
long as they just stayed in that one room.
I went into the third room and saw there was a new lock installed and the
three gold keys for the lock, so I took the keys, went through the door and
locked it from the other side, so the black men couldn't follow me to the
bedroom where I planned to change my shirt.
The door slid sideways together and there were like buttons that were
magnetic in several places as well as the lock, so I attached them together as
I found my closet and it had pretty new clothes that I hadn't worn yet - all
pastel colors - but there wasn't a shirt I had worn before. I thought to myself
that I'd better do the laundry before I ran out of clothes.
I didn't want to put something new on, so I went to find the kitchen and I
was now lost.
I was finding living rooms, bedrooms, some with furniture, some with bare
rough wooden walls that were unfinished.
I went past lots of workmen, all very large built men. They were all working
on remodeling the building.
Every so often I'd see people sitting on a sofa like they were making
decisions of what they wanted their apartment to look like when it was finished.
As I reacall they were all old people with gray hair.
At one point, I came to a room that a workman said was going to be the
bathroom and that I would need to leave because there were fumes when he put in
the tile walls.
I told him I would leave if I could find my way out.
I finally slid two boards apart and found a hallway with old light grey
decrepit carpeting. It probably had been very nice in the old days.
All along the walls were models of living rooms like a showroom for furnished
apartments people could choose from. They were all dark and not lit up and
nobody was looking at them.
Its hard to way what time period this furniture was from. It was all very
large overstuffed furniture - all comfortable looking but old and tired - most
of it colored grey.
I finally found the number 10 on the wall, and then 11, and then 12, so I
continued down the hall, the numbers getting higher as I went. I then came
to a large blue metal door that said 16.
I didn't know which way to go or if I had to go through the door.
As I stood there, undecided, the wall started to evaporate and on the other
side were huge-sized workmen.
One man seemed to be transporting an injured or dead workman. The man
was laying on a gurney it seemed, and he was giant sized.
All of the men up till now were large, but human-sized. They guy laying
down was way larger.
Everything stopped, because the workman could see me now too and he didn't
know what to do either, so we both stood there staring at each other until I
5-26-08 - DREAM - I was sitting in my house and looked out the window towards
the east. There were many clouds in the sky in a pattern that reminded me
of earthquake clouds.
In the sky, above the clouds, I saw the space station go over - heading
All of a sudden, either the space station or a UFO shot a beam of light
towards the ground in the northwest direction from there.
I saw several large blue-white explosions on the ground, each one larger than
the one before.
When the fire-explosions died down, people from every direction came to see
I ran over there too and when I got there, it looked like a Christmas tree
had been blown up and it was still glowing blue-white with radiation.
On the side of the glowing tree was this rubbery thing that looked like
someone had crawled out of it.
Two teen-age boys picked the rubbery thing up and I yelled at them not to
touch it because it was radioactive.
but it was already too late - both boys dissolved right in front of us from
As I walked backed down the alley, I could see what looked like rubbery
footprints, very large like who ever stepped out of the rubbery thing had left a
trail behind it.
When I got back to my house, right behind it was an alien baby. It was
wearing a onesy -type outfit.
There was nobody else around, so I picked up the alien baby. and took it into
the house with me.
I could tell, just from carrying the baby that it had a fever. It's little
body was really hot and it was acting very weak.
I tried giving it water and baby food, but it couldn't eat. I didn't know how
to help the baby, so I just held it and comforted it until I woke up.
NOTE: I had a second dream then about the 1st dream that was totally related
in that dream, I was a shown a whole page of website urls to go to, to help me -
they were all long urls like universities . I can't remember any of them though.
5-27-08 - I didn't want to write this dream down but I can't forget it, so
that means I need to put it on paper so I can let it go.
DREAM - I was in a bedroom with my husband. I was manager of the
building, and he was the maintenance man. He was wearing a regular green
maintenance worker type shirt and pants. We had somewhat of a discussion
about something about sex or our relationship - I can't remember exactly what
All of a sudden three women came in - dressed like 'floozies' I would call
them. The all grabbed ahold of my husband and said he needed a massage.
I told them he didn't need a massage, but they insisted and he went with
I was very upset, and followed them down the hall in the apartment building
to the massage parlor. There was a lot of people in there, many were
inside drawers that were pulled out so they were on different levels - not just
on tables like you would expect.
I couldn't do anything about him being there, so I decided to go back to my
own apartment and just wait for him to get done and come home.
After a time, I could see him coming down the hall and he fell flat on his
face in the hallway. I didn't go get him. I wanted him to come home to me
on his own.
Before he came in, the woman who owned the massage parlor came in and said
they had offered him another day's worth of massages for $3.00 and he had turned
them down. Then she pointed to the top part of her head and said, "He
doesn't have anything up here"! (Not sure if she meant
spiritual awareness or just brains.) I was just glad that he wasn't going
While I was waiting, another man came to the door and told me he was the
'night watchman'. (or worker) He was also wearing a green shirt and
pants like my husband had on, He was very large and had a craggy face -
like he was tough and he sat down and started talking about my husband, who had
by then come in and was laying on the floor playing with a couple of boys around
the age of 10 - 12 years old.
The 'night' watchman who was sitting there was telling me about something,
and showed me a light blue plaque with what looked like a Hebrew star in the
center. He said, "Do you get the picture?"
I said, "I'm sorry! I can't pay attention to what you are saying, I can only
pay attention to 'him' and pointed at my husband who was on the floor still
playing with the boys.
Then four more men came in, also wearing green shirt and pants.
They were equally large like the first 'night watchman' and all had craggy faces
also, and I was intimidated by them more or less, but I respected them as
knowing what they were doing.
The first 'night watchman' told me that it was 'my fault' for how my husband
was because I didn't understand him and expected too much of him.
He made a face that really scared me and then I looked at the other four guys
and they all made the same scary face. I want to call it a 'fierce look'.
Then the first man stood up and as he was leaving he offered to take me to
dinner and dancing.
I thanked him, and said, "Thank you for the offer, but I need to stay here
with my husband." I then realized the other four 'night watchmen' were
still there as well.
After I woke up, I realized that the five 'night watchmen' resembled the men
I saw in the vision of where I met Alex
|9-11-03 - VISION
A telephone rang really loud in my left ear. I said mentally, "I am
ready for a message if there is one."
A picture frame appeared in front of my closed eyes in a vision. A
series of pictures of strong featured
men began showing in the frame one by one. No two men were alike, but
several had high cheekbones
and prominent strong noses. There were 7 altogether.
Then a frame showed with 7 short single names on it, one under each
other, but I couldn't read them.
Then a strong male voice began, along with another series of pictures.
He said, "In the outer worlds,
we used to worship the pigeon." I saw a pigeon when he said the word pigeon.
"But now we worship
the _______ " I saw nothing in the frame - just a platform that something
would stand on. I also heard
no words at that moment.
I had expected him to say, "dove" but he didn't.
Then he said, "This is the battle of the two birds."
Thank you for writing back so quickly. Perhaps, I can shed a new light in this
email on things for you in this dream and possibly others in the future. It's
great that you have been journalizing your dreams for so long - many do not do
this. Obviously, this does give you a handle on things you are dreaming and
how your subconscious mind deals with things.
I'd like you to consider with this dream, however, that it may be a venting
dream and that there are no accusations being thrown at you at all. From my
training, I've learned that dreams you have shortly before awakening are
considered venting dreams. These are things from your subconscious that you
are finally ready to release out of yourself and to let go. As humans, we
carry things with us for a long, long time - sometimes until our deaths, only
to be carried into the next life.
Several factors lead me to believe that you were finally releasing from so
The fact that you were manager of the apartment building and your husband was
the worker. This tells me that you have risen above the original relationship
with him. You now view him differently than you did within the relationship
and you view yourself in a better light.
The fact that you did not fight to keep your husband from going off with the
floozies tells me that this is not now the type of relationship you would even
give your time to.
The fact that the 'night watchman' told you that it was your fault for how
your husband was because you didn't understand him and expected too much from
him... Now here is the tricky part. You've met these 'night watchmen before'
in your vision. Perhaps they looked somewhat different, but my guess is that
they are available to you when you need them to help you through rough areas
or give you needed information. Because you've dealt with them before, it
would be easy for them to give their assistance to you even in the dream
state. That statement from him was not at all accusatory even though the
fierce look came afterward. The fact is, had you said this yourself within the
dream, you wouldn't have accepted it and released, so they came forth to help
you. You were ready to release and they knew your conscious mind would never
let you accept such a statement which allows you to release any left over
feelings you may have about the entire relationship being your fault. We all
go through this with relationships we consider "failed" ones though no
relationship is ever really "failed" - it's just two people who come together,
learn what they need to learn from one another and then find it's time to move
on. No shame in that.
Don't you find it interesting that he asked you out to dinner after making
such a statement and giving you such a look? That was a huge que that it was
okay to let go and move on. You chose no in the dream which just means your
loyalties are still intact for someone that will treat you the way you have
come to learn you deserve.
Since I don't know what is going on in your life currently, all I can say at
this time is that these venting dreams come up for a reason. Consider why you
may have had this dream at this time and you might get your answer as to why
you are finally releasing all of this. I guarantee you that something you are
doing or experiencing triggered the release of feelings you no longer needed
to hold onto. You may have thought you'd already let them go since it's been
so long, but apparently it was time for a final release of whatever still
remained. Now, you can move forward with a clean slate in this area without
ever having to look back. It was a learning experience, you lived through it,
you've now released it and it's done. We all go through these things for a
reason - I have myself and I'm sure most have.
I would very much be saying thank you to these 'night watchmen' for helping
you in this way. They sound like good entities to have around and really do
seem to have your best interest in mind.
Say, if you have time or the inclination to do so, would you mind sharing with
me (for my own interest) about Alex? I'd love to hear about him.
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2008 4:14 PM
Subject: Re: My Dream "The Night Watchmen"
Hi Chris: I really don't need dream therapy. I've been journaling my
dreams since 1981 and have a good handle on what my dream symbols mean -
but 'the nightwatchmen was a new term for me. Since you used that term, I
thought you might know who they really are. I know they are real beings.
I didn't just imagine them.
Yesterday, I was pretty astounded that they showed up, today I'm starting
to get pissed off that they judged me and not him. He (my husband) was in
no way an innocent bystander when I left him almost 30 years ago.
Love, Light, and Joy
In a message dated 5/28/2008 12:51:09 P.M. Pacific Standard Time,
I wanted to thank you for sending over your dream. I must admit to being
astounded at the "name" of the men in your dream, though I do not
believe in coincidence.
As you may have noticed, I have promised to pick, every two weeks, one
of the dreams we receive and do a dream therapy session for free with
the person who sent it. I would like to do this dream therapy with you
if you are willing. It involves my calling you at a convenient time,
helping you determine the meaning behind your dream, and posting the
results on our dream results page. Your name never has to be used on the
pages. You will also find that dream therapy can help you begin your own
personal dream dictionary which is very interesting as all of our
subconscious minds offer very different symbology.
If you would like to have this dream therapy session, let me know and we
will work out a good time for me to call you. Rest assured that I will
not try to sell you anything or get you to commit to anything - it will
be a dream therapy session and ONLY a dream therapy session.
Thank you again for sending over your dream. Dreams have always been
very intriguing to me. It will be posted tomorrow on our dream reading
page. Take care.
Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:27 AM
Subject: My Dream "The Night Watchmen"
Yes, I had a dream about the night watchmen yesterday and I want to
know 'who' they are because this is not the first time I dreamed about
Here is the whole dream from yesterday: It was upsetting, and today
I'm getting mad about it, that I should be accused of messing up
because I wasn't understanding enough of my husband. (I left him in
1980 - 28 years ago.)
5-27-08 - I didn't want to write this dream down but I can't forget
it, so that means I need to put it on paper so I can let it go.
DREAM - I was in a bedroom with my husband. I was manager of the
building, and he was the maintenance man. He was wearing a regular
green maintenance worker type shirt and pants. We had somewhat of a
discussion about something about sex or our relationship - I can't
remember exactly what was said.
All of a sudden three women came in - dressed like 'floozies' I
would call them. The all grabbed a hold of my husband and said he
needed a massage.
I told them he didn't need a massage, but they insisted and he went
I was very upset, and followed them down the hall in the apartment
building to the massage parlor. There was a lot of people in there,
many were inside drawers that were pulled out so they were on
different levels - not just on tables like you would expect.
I couldn't do anything about him being there, so I decided to go
back to my own apartment and just wait for him to get done and come
After a time, I could see him coming down the hall and he fell flat
on his face in the hallway. I didn't go get him. I wanted him to come
home to me on his own.
Before he came in, the woman who owned the massage parlor came in
and said they had offered him another day's worth of massages for
$3.00 and he had turned them down. Then she pointed to the top part
of her head and said, "He doesn't have anything up here"! (Not sure
if she meant spiritual awareness or just brains.) I was just glad
that he wasn't going back there.
While I was waiting, another man came to the door and told me he
was the 'night watchman'. (or worker) He was also wearing a green
shirt and pants like my husband had on, He was very large and had a
craggy face - like he was tough and he sat down and started talking
about my husband, who had by then come in and was laying on the floor
playing with a couple of boys around the age of 10 - 12 years old.
The 'night' watchman who was sitting there was telling me about
something, and showed me a light blue plaque with what looked like a
Hebrew star in the center. He said, "Do you get the picture?"
I said, "I'm sorry! I can't pay attention to what you are saying, I
can only pay attention to 'him' and pointed at my husband who was on
the floor still playing with the boys.
Then four more men came in, also wearing green shirts and pants.
They were equally large like the first 'night watchman' and all had
craggy faces also, and I was intimidated by them more or less, but I
respected them as knowing what they were doing.
The first 'night watchman' told me that it was 'my fault' for how
my husband was because I didn't understand him and expected too much
He made a face that really scared me and then I looked at the other
four guys and they all made the same scary face. I want to call it a
Then the first man stood up and as he was leaving he offered to
take me to dinner and dancing.
I thanked him, and said, "Thank you for the offer, but I need to
stay here with my husband." I then realized the other four 'night
watchmen' were still there as well.
After I woke up, I realized that the five 'night watchmen'
resembled the men I saw in the vision of where I met Alex (a
|9-11-03 - VISION
A telephone rang really loud in my left ear. I said
mentally, "I am ready for a message if there is one."
A picture frame appeared in front of my closed eyes in a
vision. A series of pictures of strong featured men began showing
in the frame one by one. No two men were alike, but several had
high cheekbones and prominent strong noses. There were
Then a frame showed with 7 short single names on it, one
under each other, but I couldn't read them.
Then a strong male voice began, along with another series of
pictures. He said, "In the outer worlds, we used to worship the
pigeon." I saw a pigeon when he said the word pigeon. "But now we
worship the _______ " I saw nothing in the frame - just a platform
that something would stand on. I also heard no words at that
I had expected him to say, "dove" but he didn't.
Then he said, "This is the battle of the two birds."
HI Chris: I'd love to share Alex with you.
Here are some links. The first one actually has a link to him speaking on
the telephone with me. He was being channeled by Michelle Lavigne Wedel.
THE TRUTH ABOUT NIBIRU - by Alex
"jump over" to the Earth, be sure they will. And with that will come
great change. I hope this helps clarify some of your questions.
Sincerely yours,. Alex ...
FREQUENCY SICKNESS - WHAT ARE THE CAUSES AND THE
Alex tells us that our mission on earth is to raise the
'frequency' of earth so that it becomes ... Alex states:
"Frequency sickness is a global affliction. ...
THE TUNING AND OUR PART IN IT
Alex tells us the definition of 'The Tuning': The Tuning is a
stage in the bringing ... Remember this: Alex said that
when the balance between positive and ...
HAARP VS THE SUN
by Dee Finney, Michelle Lavigne-Wedel and Alex. and others as
named. SOME SHIFTING HAS ALREADY OCCURRED ... Through a series of small
towers strategically ...
Here is Michelle's page with Alex channelings. She is doing this for a
small group of people once a month at this time in New Hampshire.
I really liked your dream analysis. I meditated on the Nightwatchmen this
afternoon and it came from spirit that they were part of the council of 12.
I keep wondering why I keep dreaming of my first husband even though I'm
with my third partner whom I rarely dream about unless its a personal
warning about something that is going to happen that I need to tell him to
watch out for. (Those dreams always come true)
It came to me that this dream was a test to see how I would handle the
situation because it was not part of my personal experience at any time in
the past. If it comes up in the future - I'll definitely know how to handle
Thanks again so much. You have really added to my understanding of what this
dream was really about.
Love, Light, and Joy
We were sitting in an office cubical with a roof over it. Rex was busy
working with some papers and I didn't seem too concernet that it made my Mom
cry, but Michael was worried about a lawsuit and he asked me where the
witness (Barbara) to sending the leeter was, and I told him that she
had moved to Washington, DC.
He merely said, "Oh!" like it was too far to consider talking to her about
it and I woke up.
NOTE: After I woke up, I remembered having the dream about my Mom 6 months
ago, but that might be a false memory.
there is no real time period when all these events would be true all at the
5-29-08 - see above
Hi: This is driving me nuts. That dream has got me feeling so guilty about
'not being understanding'
enough of my husband, because he either didn't have enough brains or he didn't
spiritiuality, but that it made it MY fault. It's starting to piss me off.
I'm going to look and see if anyone else had a dream like this.
I sent a copy to the nightwatchmanchronicles.com and see if they have
anything to say about these guys.
This is interesting:
Another one about zarusthra
Here is Freud's take on the night watchmen (I don't like Freud)
NIGHT WATCHMAN MEANS GOOD NEWS COMING. :-)
the only I liked is the last one. I probably should read Nietche but who has
5-30-08 - DREAM - I was working in my home office,
trying to type up my Christmas dreams to send to my kids. I didn't have whole
pieces of paper - they were too short, but also too wide. I was trying to
trim the paper to size.
Then I noticed that Kimber had come in the back door and she was dressed for
winter and was dusting the furniture in the diningroom.
Then the mailman brought me a package in the mail that I had sent out - and
it was returned and someone had stolen the jewelry from inside after tearing the
wrappings off. All I could do was resend it if I couldl figure out who it
was I had sent it to in the first place.
Then I went to buy something at a Bargain basement sale. I purchased my stuff
but forgot to take my invoice to the packing department to have the stuff boxed
up and before I could get there to their department, I heard them saying to each
other, "Well! Nobody is coming. Let's go to lunch!" and I saw them
run up the back steps and outside.
So I went home and Michelle (my dearest friend) called on the phone and she
said she had a new sound system installed at her house so she could answer her
door and talk to me at the same time.
All of a sudden, she was at my house, drawing lines on my walls and music
staffs on the lines. She then decorated the lines with black feathers.
That made the lines too thick and dark. (Yeah! My music is spiritual but
Then two people came and saw a cage in my diningroom with a bunch of
parakeets in it.
They asked me if the parakeets bit and I answered, "I don't know. I don't pay
any attention to them.
Then I was at a stage and American Idol music was playing - one of the strong
positive group songs, and a half dressed Puerto Rican girl was singing and her
little belly was poofed out and she showed it to the audience and then she
showed them her vagina because her baby, still in her womb was sticking its feet
out the bottom of her like it was stretching out - still inside the sack and she
was proud of it.
Then as she left, someone said, "And now here comes a pair of twins" and two
more Puerto Rican young people came on stage and came right up to me. Both of
them were wearing copper or gold bangle bracelets all the way up both arms and
were draped in jewelry all over their necks and chests.
I woke up , still hearing the positive America Idol music.
(Unfortunately, I haven't identified which song it is yet.)
5-31-08 - DREAM - Most of the dream took place in my Father's closet. It was
late in the evening and we were all dressed in pajamas. Mine was pale
yellow shorties. This was my Father's closet and I was speculating on what
we would receive from this closet upon our Father's death.
My Father had four massive beautiful wooden file cabinets in the closet.
There were desks and sets of drawers also in this closet but I knew that these
already belonged to my brothers.
But, the question was, who would get my Father's file cabinets. Sincere
there were four cabinets and four children, it would make sense that we would
each get one.
So I went to one of the file cabinets to see what was in the drawers. I
opened several drawers. Each drawer was full of brown file separators, but there
was nothing in them. I wondered why because my Father kept a lot of
We were having a late dinner and we had to dress for dinner. My sister and I
put our blue bathrobes into the top dresser drawer of our own dresser.
There was barely room to close the drawer.
In the hallway, IESOUS came up behind me, wearing light blue pajamas and he
walked so close behind me, his knees knocked against the back of my knees and I
felt like I was going to fall over. He said softly in my ear, "I see you are
still wearing your pajamas. It's nice we think alike!" and he
My grandson then came near. It seemed to be Nathan Bauer who passed away in
August of 2007. He looked to be about age 9 or 10 , though he died at age
20. (He has always been age 9 or 10 in my dreams of him) He
wanted to use the computer to look up the name Heger, so I helped him turn on
It was just past 11 p.m. (more like 11:11 pm) Our Mother was supposed to
choose the menu for dinner and there were two series of oval wooden blocks
magnetically attached to the wall which she had to move in sequence in order to
reveal what we were going to eat.
I became lucid and heard a bell ring in my right ear, and even before I could
state, "I am ready to receive a message," I realized our Mother was
Victoria from One Life to Live TV show.
She began to move the oval blocks on the wall sideways to the right, all in
sequence and before she was even done, she said, "If this is to show a sign of
success, I don't see any!" and in the dark, behind my eyes, the word HYDRA
was impressed there.
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