DREAMS OF TREES
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THE TRUTH THEY TELL
by Dee Finney
This is our Chinaberry tree in the back yard.
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We have long known that trees have a story to tell, especially those which have been with us a long time. Many of them have lived longer than any human being on earth. Just imagine how much history they have seen and the stories they could tell if they only could.
This is what Edgar Cayce had to say in a reading while he was still alive.
Title 0262-013 TEXT * *
Reading Category SPECIAL
Reading Topic SFG:WHAT'S THY IDEAL
TEXT OF READING 262-13
This psychic reading given by Edgar Cayce at his office, in Pinewood on Lake Drive, Va. Beach, Va., this 6th day of March, 1932, in accordance with request by those present.
P R E S E N T
Edgar Cayce; Gertrude Cayce, Conductor; Gladys Davis, Steno. Minnie & C. A. Barrett, Esther Wynne, Hannah Miller, Florence & Edith Edmonds, M. L. Black, F. Y. Morrow, Hugh Lynn Cayce, Mildred Davis and Helen Storey.
R E A D I N G
Time of Reading 4:00 P. M.
1. GC: You will have before you the group gathered here and their work on the lesson of WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL? Please guide and direct this group in their work on this lesson. You will answer the questions which will be asked.
2. EC: We have the group as gathered here, as a group, as individuals, contributing to the lessons in the varied ways and manners in keeping with that which has been given in that pointing to the beginning of the work in the building of the lessons. As in the cooperation, as in the developments that do necessarily come to each in applying those things (for they become things, ideas in the application), as they - the ideas - work upon the activities of each individual, then as in this the ideal or the standard that each not only measure themselves by - but see in others THROUGH that standard that they may worship, that they may honor, in THEIR ideal.
Knowing first all is one. Then should come the lesson of FAITH, that is as one of the stepping-stones in balancing self to the labors, as each applies self in that as they, as individuals and as a group, set before themselves to work toward; that that may bring the understanding, that understanding of the source of the good, or brighten the lives of others through those things that have been builded, are builded, may be builded, through the application of those things as make up the lessons that are studied; for in the BEAUTY of service comes the knowledge and understanding that makes the living worthwhile. Setting aside those things that so easily beset, looking forward to that mark of the higher calling as is set in Him, knowing that the greatest service that may be done is the little word here and there, the kindly thought, the little deeds that make the heart glad, and the brightness of the Son come in the lives of all.
3. Ready for questions.
4. (Q) I hold in my hand an outline of the lesson on WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL? Advise us as to the expansion of this. (A) Insofar as each has contributed their portion, then, in the joining of each link let these be in the same manner or temperament of thought, that there are no stumbling stones between the truths as are presented by each individual, that there may be unison, that there may be oneness of purpose, that there may be wholehearted cooperation by all to whom same may be presented. Let each individual, themselves, apply in their own daily life that they have contributed toward the awakening of someone through THEIR thought. So does the lesson become a LIVING example known and read of men. So will the lessons, the studies, be given a soul, with life, that may live in the hearts and minds of others. Beautiful truths without personal application by the one presenting them is indeed casting pearls to swine, and will turn again to its own wallow.
In the outline, well has been much of that prepared. Let each know and feel, understand, that same is a part of them. Unless same IS a part of them, they have little or no part in same; for, as has been given, many are called but few have answered. The harvest indeed is ripe, the laborers are few! The lords have called, do call, for laborers in His vineyard. WHO will work today? He that has seen a vision of the love of Him that has been set as thine example, as thine ideal. These founded in those that are of man's making MUST come to naught! With the cooperation of the spirit of truth it is MADE alive in Him, even as the overcoming of death itself through the applying of self to His will. Not MY will but thine, O Lord, be done in me! As the meditations should be, in the preparation of faith in self, in God, in thy ideal:
CREATE IN ME A PURE HEART [Ps. 51:10] O GOD! OPEN THOU MINE HEART TO THE FAITH THOU HAST IMPLANTED IN ALL THAT SEEK THY FACE! HELP THOU MINE UNBELIEF [Mark 9:24] IN MY GOD, IN MY NEIGHBOR, IN MYSELF!
9. (Q) [[69]'s husband]: In what way may I best attain my ideal?
(A) In the applying of self day by day in every way, that thou KNOWEST, that makes a personal application of that thou knowest to do, without questioning of the morrow; for the MORROW has ITS evils and its goods, sufficient unto self. Today is! Use that thou hast in hand. So does the awakening come. Even as called by God to lead a peoples, as was Moses, a shepherd and the flocks in Moab. Use that thou hast in hand, for the GROUND whereon thou standest is holy! Do THOU likewise! Even as Ram, even as Phares [?] or Tama [?], each under their OWN vine and fig tree, learned first that opening self to be a channel of the LIVING forces, not the dead past - nor that that makes afraid, but THY will, O God, be done IN ME - USE ME as THOU seest fit! FIT me for THINE own!
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ALL I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LIFE I LEARNED FROM TREES * It's important to have roots. * In today's complex world, it pays to branch out. * Don't pine away over old flames. * If you really believe in something, don't be afraid to go out on a limb. * Be flexible so you don't break when a harsh wind blows. * Sometimes you have to shed your old bark in order to grow. * If you want to maintain accurate records, keep a log. * To be politically correct, don't wear firs. * Grow where you're planted. * It's perfectly okay to be a late bloomer. * Avoid people who would like to cut you down. * Get all spruced up when you have a hot date. * If the party gets boring, just leaf. * You can't hide your true colours as you approach the autumn of your life. * It's more important to be honest than poplar.
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In the Bible there are numerous verses about trees. The books of the Bible all the way from Genesis to Revelation used the analogy of trees to teach lessons.
So too, in dreams and visions where spirit teaches us the lessons we need to know above and beyond book knowledge, dreams about trees have great lessons for us. I herewith present the dreams and visions about trees that I and others had for the last 10 years.
DREAMS OF TREES AND THEIR TRUTH
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7-31-88 - DREAM - I met my friend Barb at church. She said that a person should be at church at least every other day. I reminded her that we only had three services a week, two on Sunday and one on Wednesday, but that there was a Bible study on Tuesdays on the Fruit of the Spirit and that I would be there.
I was walking through a fruit orchard outside of church. The trees were tall and the lowest branches were high up off the ground, higher than most people could reach, but the man I was with was in charge of the trees and said that the branches should be even higher because he was taller than most people. He said he didn't want to stoop to anyone elses level, he wanted to be able to stand as tall as his full potential. Some of the branches were cut too low for me to stand up to my full potential too.
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9-4-88 - Dreamed I was looking out an upstairs window. A yellow school bus pulled up outside and many African American people got out and stood and stared up at me. Many of them came to sit outside my window to find out what I was seeing. One said she didn't know what was so special about the area. I looked out into the distance and saw Mt. Rainier in all it's beautiful snow covered glory. I looked down at the people, and when I looked out toward the mountain again, Mt. St. Helens was next to it, with a huge black smoke pall coming from the top. The bus driver said he was sorry that the oak leaves were falling off the trees already. The kids said, "That's okay, It's the same at our house."
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10-17-89 This child was born in a dream on 10-1-89. DREAM: I was in a house carrying my infant wrapped loosely in a pink blanket. She was dressed all in white. My other children and I had to go home to my 16th St. house which was 4 blocks away. We were in a house on 20th St.
It was winter and it was very cold and snowy. We all pulled on gloves, but none of them matched, however they were all brown leather. But the baby didn't have any. The children said, "Don't worry, it'll go fast."
We went outside and there was a large singing group there singing Christmas Carols. The children wanted to pull the baby on a sled. At first it went okay, but they kept pushing the sled instead of pulling it and she kept getting ahead too far and was unprotected. Then, there were bare spots where there was no snow.
I told the children they had to pull the sled, but they wouldn't listen and the sled shot way ahead and slid into the street. I started screaming hysterically that a car would come and run over her. Then I saw that she was on the far sidewalk, but so was a blue car. It looked like he ran right over her. I rushed over there screaming hysterically and when I got there, I saw that the sled was up in some tree branches and the car couldn't have run over her.
But she was laying in a casket made of tree branches up against the picture window of a house. The tree was blooming around the casket with roses and the ends of the branches were trimmed into the shape of bluebirds. It was so beautiful. I said, "God even made her a casket". I started to cry and woke up crying for my dead daughter.
by Dee
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12-1-89 Dream: I was riding along a country lane where a forest preserve was being destroyed by fire. The tallest trees fell and were ablaze. Everyone was appalled and dismayed. Then we were taken back in time 20 years to a previous time and shown the same place. It had happened before, regenerated itself, and was now repeating itself.
by Dee
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12-5-89 - DREAMS - There were several nightmares about being threatened by buffalos and wolves. I dreamed that we were attacked by a low black cloud coming from the East. We ran for shelter in the house so a huge old tree wouldn't fall on us. A man from Nebraska said he could see us waving due to refraction in the atmosphere. A reporter flew in on a low flying snowmobile and the thin low clouds knocked him out of the sky, but he saved himself and flew away again.
A family crossing the prairie died in an Indian raid and the wife made a memorial to him out of various kinds of hamburgers and cakes. They were all petrified.
by Dee
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12-10-89 - DREAM - I had a nightmare about Edward. I was trying to clean up the house perfectly. I hadn't gotten dressed yet and was wearing my light blue robe. I still had the livingroom to do. I was going to get dressed first. I opened the bedroom and Edward and our son were sleeping on the bedroom floor. (Note: Edward and I never had children together) I didn't want to wake him up before I was done cleaning, so I tried sneaking back out but he woke up. The door wouldn't close again. He followed me back into the livingroom. Edward was super-drunk. He wanted to plant a tree in the middle of the livingroom floor. I was afraid he was going to try to chop a hole in the middle of the floor. He fell over and hit the top of his head on the floor. I was trying to help plant the tree so he wouldn't make too big a mess, so I could clean it up after he passed out. I anchored it to the floor using a rose blanket. That didn't satisfy him. I was going to balance the tree using a yellow blanket, but he didn't like it. I saw that he was getting angry and I started getting scared. He went to the window and started to tear a white sheet in half to tie up the tree. While he was tearing the sheet in half, I went to the front door to escape. He saw me trying to leave and I saw 'murder' in his eyes. I tried to turn the knob to escape but there was something blue hanging on it and I couldn't turn it. He dropped the sheet to come after me. I tried again to turn the knob to escape. I was afraid that if I left, he would hurt the children. I couldn't decide and my fear grew. I got so scared, I opened my eyes and made myself wake up.
by Dee
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12-30-89 - DREAM - I was travelling on a very narrow, elevated railroad track with the ocean on one side and a road on the other. came to a place where a huge tree was growing right in the middle of the track. There was no way for me to continue on with the tree blocking the way and there were many people coming up behind me who wanted to get to the same place and would do anything to get there. I could hear the train coming but I couldn't get the tree out of the way in time. I finally managed to fell the tree but then it blocked the road. I asked for help, but there wasn't time to move it quickly enough. All I could do was to get out of the way myself.
The train crashed into all those people killing them. In the next scene, I was traveling in a U.S. postal jeep of blue, silver and white. I told m companion that I felt so guilty, I would never smile again, but he said, "Oh! Yes you will."
by Dee
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1-4-90 - DREAM - I dreamed about divorce. I dreamed that there was a tree across the street and it looked like it was dead and all the branches were cut off. We were offered a deal to cut it down for money but we didn't want to pay for it. Finally the neighbors volunteered to take it out completely and resod the spot for free and I and my husband agreed to let them do it. I said to him, "We finally agreed on something."
by Dee
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1-6-90 - DREAM - I was in the back seat of a car driven by a woman named Evelyn who lived next door to me. We were going from her house to my house. We were on a wide street in the far left lane and would have to cross all the lanes and turn right to get to my house. There was only one other car on the whole street. It was a gray car and it cut us off and forced us to turn left.
I expected her to go around the block and go to my house, but instead we made another left turn. She was driving was over on the right side of the street now that I was afraid she was going to hit a tree. From where I sat, my vision was split so that I could see both left and right like a split screen, but I could see the whole of the scene also. We were headed toward a school where we would have to turn either left or right. She aid, "I wonder what it would feel like to die. I could just step on the gas and drive straight on."
Evelyn then asked me to take over the driving. I agreed and she made a right turn and pulled up to the curb. Just as I was going to get out of the car, a black sports car pulled up to the driver's window and stopped. Whoever was driving the car, started pounding on the door like he wanted to get in. I put my hand on the door handle of the right side door to get out and woke up.
by Dee
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1-24-90 - I had a new baby. He was 6 weeks old and he began to talk and could already crawl to wherever he wanted to go. I had him in 4 houses, in my 16th St. house, in my new house, in my apartment building, and in my new bosses house.
My own kids almost drowned him twice, once in the waterbed, but I rescued him quickly. I was nursing him and he spit up a lot. I took him to my bosses house and he spit up all over their bed, and their blue blankets and all over his own clothes. I immediately threw all that into the washer, but that left the baby with no clothes. I found myself in bed with a man named Beldin. I had to go back to my own house to get the baby's clothes. On the way, I saw a crew moving a white house from one street up a hill to another street. I went up the hill to my house and found two 'bag' ladies taking two little Christmas trees away from in front of my new house. They had not been planted, but were in pots. I just let them go and smiled at the ladies.
I picked up my baby's clothes and went back to my bosses house to get the baby. My bosses wife was trying to figure out how to lock the door, but the door was wide open and I walked right in.
They had already dressed him in a green sleeper outfit which covered him from head to toe. I noted that he was still spitting up on himself a little.
I then took the baby out to my new car to park it behind my bosses house. At first I couldn't figure out how to drive it forward, every time I gave it gas, it went backward, but eventually I figured it out. I began to drive forward, then my husband tried to stop me from driving the car. I had the baby in the car with me. My husband was standing in the driveway with a huge water hose. But with all the powerful spray, he couldn't stop me, the car or the baby. It was like being in a big car wash and the baby and I laughed all the way like it was fun. So I parked the car and began to take the baby around to the front of my bosses white house to go inside. My husband was still trying to stop me, but he crashed into the back of the house on the corner and began to bleed, but he didn't follow me.
by Dee
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2-2-90 Dream #1: Twenty people were killed and buried and I was doing everything possible to prevent myself from being the next victim. I asked someone to climb a tree and capture a parakeet which had escaped from the it's cage. The man pointed to an extremely high tree and asked if I would climb up there to rescue them . I looked and admitted that I wouldn't climb up there to save anyone. The enemy was on horseback. I told someone that they were out hiding in the bush and then they were probably hiding along the rim of the bush. I was then in a yard and a black rose bush was being trimmed. I asked if it was capable of rooting and branching. They said, "Yes! and I said that I wanted to keep it then, but all the thorns should be trimmed off.
Dream #2 I went to work and asked a man there to interpret the above dream. I told it to him in fine detail, then he set about to work on it and created an entire animated cartoon in which he drew all the characters in "Gumby" fashion and created voices for them. I was so impressed. There were several other men who came in to watch and I told them that I had started writing down my dreams when I joined Conscious Development. One other man said that he had been thinking about joining it too. while all this was going on, I was feeling guilty that we were spending work time on it instead of working and kept a wary eye out for the boss so we wouldn't get caught.
by Dee
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submitted by Joe Mason:
In early 1991, I read The Sacred Symbols of Mu. (4) It shows ancient symbols from around the world. There is a "T"-shape, called the Tau. Two trees are sometimes depicted above each arm of the "T" with a flower between them. I felt that a tree symbolized knowledge or beliefs, which become life, or the reality. This was reinforced when a friend told me a dream in which he saw a tree with some rotten branches growing out of his son's head. He started to prune the rotten branches but knew that if he pruned to deeply, it would kill the boy. The Tau is sometimes depicted as a split-trunk tree with three branches at each end. From the puppet-pair dream and the "T" association, I felt the two trees on the Tau represented two ways to knowledge--rational and intuitional--the former being symbolically masculine and the latter feminine.
I speculated that the Garden of Eden myth might represent the unbalanced masculine/feminine condition for a cycle of time. Adam and Eve may represent one person with a smaller (rib-sized) intuitional aspect. I was astonished later to read a similar interpretation in The Gnostic Gospels.
As I gathered more information about the crop circles, I saw other connections. In 1990 a group of people saw two apple trees in an orchard shaking violently. They found a half ring formed in the field next to the trees. In 1991 several patterns appeared that had Tau-like shapes(C, D & E).
The first one (c) is said to be the Irmensul, the ancient German tree of life. It reminded me of a Gnostic account saying that one's world is like the womb, with the placenta as the Garden of Eden. The second one (d), I felt, might be related to a message I heard in a dream: "I'm stretching out my limb in order for you to watch it grow."
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2-24-90 - DREAM - Two men who worked at A-C were standing out on a limb of a tree. All of the other limbs had already been cut off and were budding, ready to grow again. These two men couldn't agree on business policies and each was ready to cut the other one off. They didn't realize that if one cut the other off, they would both fall.
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This is a series of 'tree' references in Joe Mason's dream voice messages.
3-8-91 - For he had the spin of the dog---in the slit of the tree slice woes crack. He heard the call of Joe.
4-25-92 - The socialist propaganda tree.
6-10-92 - Discovering the trees and apple trees shaking has led us to...
6-20-92 - Robert O. Norman...the proof of the tree.
10-3-92 - Then he made a woman and put her in a tree. A Buddha
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4-24-91 - Dream: I was in my 16th St. house doing laundry. I heard some people practicing a greeting similar to Heil Hitler. They were saying "Oh! Heil!" They did this several times. I was in the kitchen then and I heard a sound like an airplane coming. I and the other people went to the window to see what kind it was because it sounded so loud. It was huge. It was in the west 1/2 hidden by the trees. What was scary about it was that it had flexible wings like it was animate and I felt also that it could see and was looking for someone. All of a sudden the sky went dark and it was very ominous. As I looked closer, a big black cloud had suddenly appeared and was hiding the plane. But the plane didn't appear again. As the cloud floated to the south, the plane was either behind the cloud and floated away with it, or it had simply become invisible.
by Dee
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5-1-91 Dream: I was with a lot of my friends and we were about to embark on a practice survival trip for 20 days. It was the eve of a big Jewish holiday. But the enemy, dressed in black came in. He offered my Jewish friends and I a drink of some liquor that was in a tall oil well shaped bottle. The stuff was bright green and as thick as clear, see-through toothpaste. I knew it was poison and if you mixed this stuff with alcohol, you could run your car on it.
I knew from the activities around us that some of our so-called friends, as soon as they saw that the enemy was real, changed sides and became our enemies, because they didn't want to die. We knew immediately that rather than being a 20 day experiment, we were now on a 12 year escape run for real survival.
In order to escape, the Jewish woman we were with offered herself up as a sacrifice to the evil man and kept his attention while the rest of us escaped by another door. We had to force our friends/turncoats to go with us or we wouldn't have been able to get away. There was one radio station in operation and I had a hand-held battery operated radio with me so we could call in with. One of the turncoats asked me what the station number was but I didn't dare tell him because he could give us away with that information. We dragged the turncoats with us as we ran from building to building.
I had a small child with me. My son. He appeared to be about two years old, but he had the wisdom of an adult. One of his shoes came off and I feared to stop long enough to put it back on his foot, but I did, and retied the knot. While I did that, he told me that he had been experimenting with seed potatoes to grow potatoes in a smaller space then was general practice in the past.
As soon as he finished telling me that, I opened the door of the building we were in and it opened onto a park with tall green trees, lush green lawns and a very narrow path to walk on, but I knew we would henceforth be safe.
by Dee
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10-30-91 - DREAM I had bought a beautiful fish two days prior. He was emerald green with a black stripe on the edge of his fins and a white belly. When i got him home, it was a bird, but I put him in my fish tank anyway because that's what I thought he was. The bird was beautiful to look at. Emerald green feathers, his wings edged in black and a white breast.
He was way too big for the tank and there were two more bird/fish in the tank and it was too crowded, but I left him there anyway.
That night, I was in bed with my ex-husband. We had gotten back together and the church people were all agog, because we had been separated for 10 years. They wanted to know how we were getting along. He said we were getting along well.
He left for work and I got up. All of a sudden the bird/fish popped out of the tank and flew to my hand and started to talk. He said only negative things. I was afraid of him and I shook him off. He flew around landing here and there and pecking at my favorite plants which I kept moving away from him. Finally he sat up on a tree branch way up high inside my house and said, "My name is .......
The dream stopped with a big green blank screen and I half woke up.
Then the dream went back into action and the bird said several words that made the initials A B J E C T . He then said, "I came to tell you about the death of T _______."
by Dee Finney
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1-13-92 - DREAM - I was in the country in a house on a hill looking over an area of grass and trees. A woman came to the door and offered me a fresh peach to eat which I did. The next time I looked out the door, I realized I was at my Dad's lake cottage and he had cemented over the entire lot so he wouldn't have to cut lawn or rake leaves. There was a lot of men out in the yard looking at it and going next door to lay new sod. I realized that I was going to have to pull up all the concrete and plant grass and trees.
by Dee
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1-23-92 - DREAM - I made a trip with some other people up north on a train. We took pictures of rock formations and clouds of many different kinds, of leaves and trees and flowers and fields. Each one was beautiful and unique. We were headed towards a huge school which seemed to be a university.
A whole group of men, dressed in beige rain and shine clothes tried to abduct me. I escaped by getting into a big crowd of students. They were trying not to be obvious by playing golf on the lawn and meanwhile trying to get closer to me. I managed to get away the first time. Then I went downtown and bought a whole new wardrobe, including 3" high heeled shoes. Now, I also was wearing a beige rain and shine coat. I was trying to cross the busy city street and these same men, all wearing beige rain and shine coats accosted me on the street corner. I was minding my own business, watching the policeman directing traffic who was wearing a black trench coat.
The man surprised me when he got right in front of me and said, "Good Morning Mrs. Murphy". I was surprised that he could possibly know my name until I realized that there was a name tag with the name Murphy sewn onto the top edge of the chest handkerchief pocket on the front of my coat.
I managed to get away from these men again by linking arms with the man who was walking to my immediate left. Hew as also wearing a beige rain and shine coat. He was shorter than I because I was wearing such high heeled shoes. He looked like Perry Como with white hair. We walked around the block together arm in arm. He accused me of walking too fast, but I assured him that I actually wasn't walking faster than him, I just had to take smaller steps than him because of my high heeled shoes to keep up with him.
When we got around the block, we were back at the school. We had to walk under a stone archway together.
A woman's voice called down from one of the windows to come upstairs to be safe with her.
I wondered at first how she could know who I was, then I realized that she had been my counselor previously and could be again. The man was still walking with me arm in arm, but I can't remember what happened next and I woke up.
by Dee
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2-5-92 - DREAM - I was on my way to work in an office. I thought was like A-C. I worked on the 8th floor. (A-C only had 4 floors) I went to the elevator. There was a lot of people waiting to use it, but the elevator was being used by some people moving desks and it was stuck between floors. The people were all jostling for position and I was being shoved from behind, so I announced that I was going to use the elevator at the other end of the building, so people would know there was another way up that wasn't so crowded. Nobody followed me.
I ran up a narrow flight of stairs to the 2nd floor, then up an even narrower flight of stairs to the 3rd floor. On the 3rd floor was a long bridge filled with people just sitting and watching a bunch of retarded people who were on the 2nd level.
The bridge was rather treacherous to cross because the floorboards were loose. I told somebody if they had a rope, I would 'make like Tarzan' to get across. I finished crossing the bridge, then I had to walk down Clark St. to the school which was on Center St. (The old North Division High School) I beat the bus by a couple of blocks and I played hide and seek with the bus driver by running around a big tree and laughing. The bus continued on and I went to the school.
by Dee
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3-13-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin, getting ready for work and when I got out to my car, a part that made the car go had broken. It had been installed in 1941, so it was no surprise that it finally went, but would have to be replaced.
I couldn't ride with my sons and his friends, because they were only going as far East as Sunnyslope for school, and there were no connecting busses from there. I had to go all the way East to 13th St., and then north.
I was sitting in the back seat of my red car and my mother was in the front behind the wheel. She took her foot off of the brake and the car, to my surprise, coasted up hill. She made a U turn and reparked the car in the same spot we had been in, in the shade of a big tree, facing East, and it would stay that way until the car was fixed.
by Dee
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3-15-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. I went to the dinner table and there was a blue butterfly there. A big woman on the left was going to eat it, but I asked her if I could put it into my collection (I had two others) She agreed and then I noticed that the butterfly was still alive, but couldn't fly. I picked it up gently and it began flapping it's wings and flew to a nearby tree. I decided to wait until he died naturally, and then I would put him in my collection.
There were two men down in the kitchen, rather gloating that she and I had insurance policies coming due and we weren't able to pay the premiums on them. I had 7 or 8 of them. I got on the telephone and I was able to sell all of them as an investment to someone and then could buy one large insurance policy with the money. The men congratulated me on my success, but I could tell he wasn't sincere.
I was then with another man who congratulated me on my weight loss. He said that at the end of the day, I would have lost 37 pounds. I thanked him but said that it hadn't showed up on the scale yet. He said, "It will!" He then asked me where he should put his sugar for breakfast. He had a choice of a muffin or his cereal. I said, "Put it on the cereal, just 1/2 teaspoon full." He said, "Is that enough to taste good?" I said, "You get used to it."
by Dee
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Saturday, 12/5/92 8:00 a.m.
I've been sleeping poorly all night, frequently waking up confused and disoriented. I can't remember any other dreams before the one I'm about to tell. This one struck me as odd, because I'm not a religious person at all, in terms of Christianity, and I certainly don't believe the devil at all. I was alternately watching and participating in a mission carried out by the characters in a book I was reading, The Bannerman Effect by John Maxim. There was a decoy delivery that was taking place. M.F., C.B. and B.M. were all present, along with other people I didn't know. The Bad Guys showed up shooting, and Molly was struck in the head superficially. I can't remember much after that, except being angry that she was hurt for no reason, as this wasn't the real drop.
The dream moved along, and came to a point at which Chris (then-current boyfriend) and I were looking at my car Ð I think we were putting gas into it, and I noticed that the caps to the air valves on the tires were off. There were small hoses that had to be attached at two places on the tire, but they were broken and air was rushing out of all four tires. Deciding I shouldn't drive it, I walked to the nearest pay phone, which was near Sparrow Hospital. There was a man in front of me, wearing very worn biker leathers and a scraggly blond ponytail and moustache. He was very rough-looking, and not attractive. I overheard bits of his conversation. I was frightened by him, but not enough to deter me from using the phone to call Mom and Dad to tell them of the tires. I had asked Chris if I could buy new parts at a gas station, but he told me that I had to call the Honda Dealer to get the new devices, and as it was 8:00 p.m., the dealer was closed and we were stranded.
The man finished with his call and turned to me. He handed me his pen, which I needed. I thanked him and started to make the call. I can't remember if I finished it or not, but I didn't have any paper and wrote something in the bark of the tree that the pay phone was hooked up to. I had realized during the course of his call who the man was; he had played Blaster in the Mad Max movie "Beyond Thunderdome." The audience never sees his real face, but he was huge like the man in the movie was.
There was a large, charcoal grey fox there now, which seemed to be very mean. He snapped at anyone who got close to him. I was very nervous now, with this fox and the large man so nearby. I wondered how to walk away and get by the fox without being bitten. The fox soon disappeared, and I didn't think of it again. As I called, the man sat down on a bench, presumably waiting for the return of his pen. As I turned from the pay phone, I gave him back, his pen and stated that I recognized him.
He offered me his hand, which I clasped in both of mine in a way which I thought to be the "biker way" of shaking hands. He turned out to be very nice, and started walking with me and discussing the movie he was in. A young black boy, maybe ten years old, walked by and took my other hand (the biker was still holding my right hand) and we started back to my car. Since this wasn't a very good neighborhood, they wanted to see me arrive safely.
Blaster at this point turned into a large black man, maybe in his twenties, and continued walking with me and holding my hand. I had trouble remembering where I had left my car. I knew it was behind Sparrow Hospital, but we had walked two blocks too far to the west, and I had lost track of where exactly we were. I knew the general direction of the hospital, though, and turned towards it.
It seems that by now, the two people I had been with had turned into a small group of friends, whose faces I don't remember knowing, and the neighborhood had turned into a middle-class one, with two-story houses typical of downtown Mason. There was a huge church to the east, and I could see Sparrow Hospital beyond it. I turned towards the hospital, but by now, walking was becoming tedious. I left my friends behind and started flying down the streets.
Somewhere along the way, the scope of the dream changed. The car forgotten, I turned into an alley that ran next to the church. It was a gothic-type church with dark gray stone walls and ornate windows. As I floated down the alley towards an immense courtyard, I felt a distinctly wrong atmosphere.
This sort of feeling usually accompanies my nightmares, but it was much stronger this time. The air pressure was heavy, sort of vibrating. I'm not sure now who I was supposed to be at this point, but I feel I wasn't myself. I looked down into a stairway that led to a basement door of the church and an old woman sat midway down them. I couldn't see her face, as she was looking down at her hands in her lap, but her stockinged legs appeared scabbed and rotted. She had graying blonde hair and a small round hat. She was humming to herself and playing with her hands. She never looked up. I knew immediately she was a sign of evil, a symbol of the devil as in horror movies.
I floated past her into the courtyard. The church surrounded me on three sides, and the one opposite me, to the west, had a huge arched exit. The pressure was still oppressive; I could see the church itself was being squeezed thinner (sideways) by it. The building seemed to quiver and looked almost like a mirage. I rose and looked around. People came out of the church, worried and afraid. The sense of doom was actually audible. The outside gradually turned into a huge inner chamber of the church as the next few events occurred. I kept rising, and watched the people.
There had apparently been a murder on the church grounds. There were bloodstains on some sacred objects or the alter, or some such place, but there was no body to be found, and they were looking for it. I was at the ceiling now. A very young woman pointed up towards me and asked what was on the ceiling or noticed what was on the ceiling, I can't remember exactly what. She couldn't see clearly, because the ceiling was so high, it was difficult to make out details that far away. As everyone looked, it was decided, much to their horror, that the body had been crucified on top of a crucifix that was engraved in the ceiling's stone. I discovered, much to my own surprise, that I was the dead man they had pointed to, and I was in fact crucified on the ceiling. The people were shocked. A large stone crucifix on the east wall crossed itself. I was released from the body, and floated around as the spirit of the man. No one could see me. I decided to try and warn the people of their imminent danger; it seems now that Satan was close by, and planning great harm to the church and everyone in it.
The walls of the church were a cream-colored stone that had portraits of Christ and other appropriate figures carved into it. I concentrated my will on one portrait, and it glowed as if someone had opened a windowshade and the sun were shining on it. I waved my fingers and bloodstains appeared on it. This was apparently the sort of warning I was looking for, because I continued doing so on the ceiling and walls for awhile. I rose up to the ceiling again, which also had many carvings, both portraits and designs.
As I reached the ceiling, I must have become someone else, because I watched the form of the man's spirit fly nearly through me. He had the wings and dress of an angel, but looked more like a shadow, because he was entirely dark, and I couldn't see features, just silhouettes. I can't remember how the dream flowed to the next part, but I had to hold onto the ceiling because I could no longer fly. There were carvings that hung down and had flared edges on them, so I could hold on and move towards the wall. I was very afraid of falling, because I couldn't get a good grip and the ceiling was at least fifty feet high. The warnings I had left were still there, but now they seemed dangerous and evil.
As I made my way towards the wall to climb down, I noticed a black
Persian kitten sitting up in a carving that had blood on it. It seemed to
be stranded, but didn't look concerned. I made my way towards the kitten
so I could rescue it, and I had almost reached it when I felt something over
my shoulder and turned. As soon as I saw what it was, I screamed and woke
myself up. I can't remember what it looked like exactly; I have the distinct
feeling it was the devil, but I can't remember what form exactly he had.
He was vaguely dragonish, with ragged wings and tufts of fur around his head.
I seem to remember vicious hissing as well, just as I woke up.
by anonymous
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7-21-96 ‘Tree of Life’ by Nanette
I was with Victor (actor Eric Braeden/Y&R) and his friend Douglas. We were at Victor’s property where he was going to build a ranch. We were standing there (I don’t recall a house, but we were looking out a window) when suddenly, out of nowhere, a storm started brewing. The skies were black as pitch. It was going to be a bad one. I wondered if we should even bother putting our cars in the garage, thinking they’d probably get damaged there as well. Directly in front of us stood a tree.
It was of medium height (25-30 feet), had a trunk 4 feet in diameter and had millions of leaves which were small and waxy. Suddenly, out of the right side of the leaves, there appeared a small, dimpled looking, beluga whale. The whale looked to be struggling to escape the leaves and branches; feet first, if you will. It finally broke free, but was then sucked immediately back in. Next, all of the leaves began turning color; green to black to white, finally turning into doves (but not flying away, staying in the tree). Next the doves turned into twelve ghosts (like Casper, The Friendly Ghost). All you can see are their heads poking through the leaves. I stood there in awe at what had transpired; my mind trying to comprehend all I had seen. In the blink of an eye, the storm had passed.
The tree before us, now forever broken. The trunk had been snapped completely off and was now shattered and splintered on each end. But the amazing thing was that the tree tops were still in tact, hanging ominously above the tree stump, while the trunk itself was levitating sideways between the treetop and the stump. The kinetic energy surrounding us from the storm was remarkable. I grabbed my journal to write everything down that had happened. Over my shoulder, Victor began reading some of my previous entries (personal comments, quotes I’d made up and observations). One in particular, and my favorite, caught his eye. He read it aloud. I said to him, “You know, I felt like I had been touched by the hand of God when I wrote that. It was the most amazing feeling.” I then felt a buzzing feeling within my body. My blood flowed through me like electricity. I took my journal and sat down to write what we had all witnessed. My mind is racing, my hand can’t process my thoughts fast enough. As I write, I suddenly realize that I’m sitting there topless (half naked), but I don’t care. I’m wearing a brand new pair of jeans, the tag hanging off one of those plastic strings that are so annoying. I feel the coolness of the table as my bare breasts rub against it as I continue writing. I write faster and faster, not wanting to forget a single thing I’d witnessed, my head nearly resting on the table by my hand. Victor watches me, mesmerized. I can feel myself get lightheaded, like I might pass out from the sheer exhiliration of it all. I feel my body start to tip over sideways, out of my chair. I’m finding it increasingly hard to breathe. I take deeper and deeper breaths, consciously reminding myself to breathe in and out. I wonder if Victor will catch me before I fall to the ground.
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07/30/96 -- I am walking. I see a cave-like room with a light shining down from a round whole in the ceiling. I stop and look into the cave from a circular opening - large enough to step into if I bend my head. The cave is dark except for this light that shines on a large cedar tree trunk. I do not see the top nor any branches. I see the dark, moist textured bark and note its beauty. I see the trees roots, many, exposed, intertwined, piled on top of each other, long and short, some are gnarled but all go down into the soil. I am at the entrance and I have to make a decision whether to enter the cave or walk on. I feel in awe but overwhelmed and walk on. The dream ends, I awake knowing that I will go into the cave and explore it; the decision has already been made regardless of what I did in my dream.
by anonymous
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08/27/96 -- 15:11:44 I had a dream that I was watching a barn being consumed by fire. I felt omniscient...not fully present. Maybe I was in the trees. At first I thought the fire was out and then it was in the rafters and the entire structure collapsed. Then a nearby house burst into flames. At times I was both inside and outside the house. I was trying to get people out and then someone fell on me..they were on fire and I caught on fire. A voice over...like on a television show said it was murder. Then I was in the trees again and I woke up
by anonymous
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-- 08/26/96 -- 17:38:23 I have had this dream many times since the age of eight ...with variations of conversations....
Edward,as I call him.. comes to get me while I sleep..we leave the earth and travel to another world.. the first thing I see is a fountain, trees and beautiful buildings.. the sky is so blue that I can "hear" it.. The people dressed in white robes sitting by the fountain are always very warm towards me as if I am special ...(everyone is dressed in white robes) we walk down a side walk to the domed building on the right .
There is a sign at the front entrance.. it is the mathematical equation for life and seems so simple.. I tell Edward I'm going to remember it when I wake up.. We do this every time and his response is always.. No, you wont...and he chuckles..
As we enter, the ceiling is arched and there are lanterns lighting the main entrance hallway where there are door on opposite sides.. each room represents a part of life here on earth.. the first room is that of inventions already here on earth..(Edward tells me all inventions are created in dreams that are sent to specific people to create and that they have already been created by the "master craftsmen"..(I shrug my shoulders).. The room on the right is the doorway to the scientific room.. I have not gone in there yet.. the next room on the left is the room of art.. it contains those images of art that was and art that is to be... I always find myself going to the front of the large room to visit an area that is dark.. yet on the wall are these screens.. like television... they will be created by man on earth.. they are framed.. one picture has a river scene of a man in a boat fishing.. the water is actually moving and the trees are swaying.. there is a campfire and I can smell it from a small porthole at the bottom of the screen... I can hear the wind rustling the leaves and the water flowing....to the top there are vents that push air on me... as though to create the feeling of being there.... there is also a picture of what I thought to be fireflies.. but, upon closer inspection is small little fairies dancing above the blue lake in the stillness of night..whipporwhills can be heard .....and other creatures of the night...
We leave this room to go to the study room.. "Jonathon" joins us... {He is beautiful}.. we study in preparation.. and I can never remember what our study is about when I wake up... There is also math room.. when I go in there.. I understand everything.. and as Edward explains...... everything is a mathematical equation... the bible has many equations.. (shrugs shoulder).. when we leave it is always the same.. I always try very hard to remember the equation.. it is so simple and makes everything seem simplistic...
by anonymous
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9-7-96 - My father had a dream that he was running through a white snow and he would jump and land again, unharmed. He would jump again this time going up higher and farther, landing again un harmed. Then, his final jump was over about 4 houses, then landing in a pine tree filled with snow-unharmed.
by anonymous
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I WAS TAKEN UP, IN SPIRIT, INTO THE AFTER-DEATH WORLDS, TO EXPERIENCE A HEALING CENTER, THERE, FOR NEWLY ARRIVED EARTH'S SOULS.
From: Freestone Wilson
Date: 1996/11/97
I want to share one of my greatest OBE journeys to heaven, here. it has the feeling and intensity, of a Near death experience!!!!..so i will post it, feel free to pass it on, and to share or quote it!
My E-mail address is.... Free@epix.net .....please write to me, if you have any comments or ideas!
From visions like this...I have Great hope, for the human race, and for our personal futures ---things are MUCH better then they seem!!
During the 1980's,.... I had this Vision. I would call it a "near-Death experience"or "out of body", experience!!....because Spirit took me to a realm of heaven itself-first person!!! I was there....for real! I saw what the "natives", who live there, see! This is spoken of, in the Bible --- PAUL,says..."someone was taken by spirit, out of the body, and taken to the THIRD heaven" -- 2nd Corinthians 12 vs. 1-4.
I seemed to follow a particular person, followed his progress, in heaven, immediately at-and after he died! I was right by his side...as IF I WERE that person.....experiencing an "auto-biography" of his months of living there. so---I will use the "first person I", here...as if i WERE that person, in order to simplify things!
THIS VISION BEGINS......I awake, in a daze..there is confusion about me. I am lying in a bed of some sort and a couple of attendant-type people are trying to hustle me from my bed and up onto the floor---from the bed where i was evidently sleeping. they throw my clothes over me and push me out into the hall and then out of the building. I dimly was aware that I was lying in that bed for some time...maybe weeks..maybe months! They bring others out too---all in a daze, also...we muddle in the front yard, in the parking lot. I now could see an approaching BUS come up, from the street---it pulls up, with people on it, already, coming from some other place---it comes from somewhere???.
Five or six of us are pushed onto this bus. it starts up and moves on down the road---I get a window seat---I sit there VERY dazed... for some reason, that I can not tell...I am very dazed! I just watch the scenery pass by...as by now the bus is moving. There really IS no scenery!---all I see is a dark, cloudy, dimly-lit city. Soon, however, the bus begins a slow slow climb up a very steep hill---the air turns instantly to FOG! all I see, is fog, outside: the bus must have climbed up that hill, into clouds!---then I fall back to sleep...and sleep, for awhile.
I awake with a vivid jolting start!...the bus is AT the top of the hill---and the sky is a VERY VERY vivid blue...light piercingly blue...and the grassy fields look as a very green golf course..lush and green. The place has a look of an English countryside look outside of the bus...to see a gate across the road..a fence on both sides. This gate then opens up by itself, to let the bus through....the bus goes on, a bit, along a road---lined with a very "putting green" green short grass. the whole scene looks like an English meadow, on a "best day of the summer"! the sky even seems more vivid then before, outside of this gate. Everything looks as like "the just after a cool refreshing rain, after a hot day!"---I see a large, but low slung building, off in the distance; the bus stops in front of it, and we all are herded out....onto the parking lot....we are greeted, by some person.....I recall someone taking me by the arm and directing me into the building and to a room---my room-to-be!....my room, for the stay. I am then told,"the rules"---this place is called "THE YOUNGER CENTER---one grows physically, bodily, younger here"...my guide says. I must have given my guide a startled look...he repeats-----"that people , as they take full advantage of all the wonderful SOUL-GROWING programs, here---they grow younger in age!!!....they actually look younger in physical appearance and actually GROW younger in years---the clock is turned back, truly"!! (Later, i met a man who looked to be in his 30's...he said that he was 80!)
Somewhere, about at this time...I became aware that I had DIED, back down there, in that nursing home...and that now I was in heaven and that I would now live forever!!----that I was taken on a bus, to heaven.....
I learned that this "Younger Center"...is a sort of "remedial-summer-school-before-one- enters- college". Most of us, while living on earth, never have the time or inclination to develop our Soul's power of creativity---the seeds lie dormant! We do not seem to have the time..for art... poetry.. music......and..most importantly----the ability to IMAGINE..our powers of imagination: the creativity of the MIND. And, also....FEELINGS...the creativity of the loving heart!!
This "Younger Center"..is a place to try to "make up for things..missed, on earth, before we died......to flesh out our half developed creativity....in order to get us ready, to go on into the REAL heavens!!
I sensed that there are Many of these Centers..on the fringes of the entry-ways to heaven.
I could see that there were much activity, going on about me. Soon, I met with Counselors who showed me the GREAT number of things to do, here.
People here, searched out, in their lives-on-earth-before-they-died, each and every "seed" of some creative act or expression, that they never got around to develop and grow into manifestation. thus, i did some Directed introspection, of my life...and found numerous places in it, where i never got around to actually live out something....something of the soul...too busy, or too too wrapped up in what most "practical" people call "living"!
I went to many classes. i cannot remember them---but they all helped to "flesh out" my Soul. the MOST very important thing, that i saw, in this learning ,was-----the seeds of creativity had to be planted in the heart, whilst one was still on earth---everything that one became INTERESTED IN, is such a seed!!---while one is still living on earth. Thus, i saw that i could have, while still living back there...could have followed up my every little idea and interests, upon anything which touched my Soul....at least many things DID touch my Soul, even if i did not have the time or the inclination, to nurture and grow these seeds of Soul-creativity! But, here at this "YOUNGER CENTER" (as they called it, here)....it is NOT TOO LATE!!! In fact they tell me, here...that i MUST sprout all these creativity-seeds... before i can progress onward, into the further, higher, heavens. I took many many classes.... poetry. art. ceramics...I Remember not what....and, I could actually SEE my face and body grow PHYSICALLY younger!!! my old-man-face..grew to look 50...then 40...then even in my 20's!!! i was now feeling and looking like i was in my late 20's!! [maybe that is why creative old people look young, for their years!!!---back here on earth!!!!]
One day, the instructors took me on a "field trip"---i was taken out into the parking lot...and I and several others got into a "golf cart"...the driver took it off down the road, BACK toward the gate that the bus came originally in, through...but this cart suddenly took to the air--flying, six feet off the ground!---and the gate opened by itself, and we went through---I could see a limitless view of clouds---like as if i were on top of a high mountain-cliff; the valley filled with clouds. we flew down into the clouds. soon, the cart emerged from out of the bottom of the clouds---much like a plane would fly down through a thin layer of clouds--descending to earth---as we now WERE descending. (We were, in fact, going back down to the earth- sphere.. on an errand) however,,,the sky was black with NIGHT, when the cart emerged from the cloud underside!! it was night-time, on earth...and way down below us, i could see a rain swept road. there was an accident---i could see the wrecked cars, the red lights of police and ambulances. the cart pulled right up to this messy scene...no one, there, apparently, could see us . I could see a sheet-draped body, lying on the ground---someone was killed, in this accident...BUT----beside the sheet, there was a young lady standing. she stood there in a VERY DAZED STATE!!---- [[her body was made up of the soul-body-stuff of the killed girl, under the sheet!!!]]----i even SAW...that this cart and even ME...moved right through the police car, fire trucks, and crews as if they were GHOSTS!!! -----but the GIRL was as solid as the cart!!...as we picked her up ,and put her into the back of it...and we flew back up into the black cloud rain sky---only to shortly emerge back into the very bright blue sky, of heaven---and,yes, back through the automatic gate...back to the parking lot...where some attendants carried her inside....yet another soul fetched to HEAVEN!! She was brought to the Center, much like I was; except by a different means.
[[ I recall OTHER visions of these heavens, over the years...i have seen/been shown--- another vast center of HEALING, of healing of the very soul, of incoming new arrivees..who ,on earth, could not live a spirit-filled life, and thus DAMAGED their souls.-------from the roof of this healing center, i saw a huge temple. they told me it is the (a) "temple of prayer"... where prayers from earth, are read by the angels and angelic spirits...to be sent on to God.. NO PRAYER FALLS BETWEEN THE CRACKS AND GETS LOST OR IGNORED!!----(in another vision, I saw)-----a vast one mile sized building called, they told me, "the Veteran's reuniting center"...(i think)...where the people who just arrived, after dying..can find and meet their relatives/friends, who died before them....but this building could ALSO be a center for veteran's of earth's wars!!-----i saw a whole group of spirits progress onto a higher heaven ....i saw a "town" constructed by Spirit, just to receive the new arrived dead..so they could be made comfortable.]]
Now...very shortly after this rescue mission, someone came to my room, to tell me that i and several others were now GRADUATES of this lower heavenly world...and that the new assignment is now given to us--- to progress onward, the next level, of heaven [[like "the next level of development]]---a man came up to us and took us into the front yard. i could see he had all kinds of papers and forms!!----we are to be posted and sent to "BHRARTA LAND"!! [[i recall, that this is the name for the spiritual "lands-of-heaven"--that is of ancient INDIA!! This is the heaven of India]]...we are led to a place in front of a small hill, under a flawless blue sky..other helpers gathered near this hill, and begun to sing some HYMNS!!!...nothing occurred!!---just the hymns, and the PEACEFUL countryside, the helpers, and maybe 3 or 5 of us-who-are-to-go. It looked like a group of twenty people, in chairs...all of us...looking at a mound of grass-covered dirt..singing hymns!!...under that flawless blue sky. ....ALL OF A SUDDEN-------- -a small pinprick of light, flashed just at the top, 6 feet above the top, of the ten foot hill....this point began to grow---much like a tv set turned off; BUT IN REVERSE!!! Soon, the ball of light was several feet in diameter, and it grew into a BRIGHT-LIT CLOUD --lit up from within...and then this cloud resolved into a ten foot diameter wide, opening, in a SOMEWHERE!!!....[[a hole in space, this is...a hole into a higher dimension!!]].....out of this door, came several attendants---leaders and helpers. these helpers i found to be SHOCKING (!!!)---FOR THEY WERE DRESSED IN VERY ANCIENT GARB..so radically different from anything of THIS time and age...that i can see, that in NO WAY could have i got this dream, from material present in my own subconscious memory]]----this door LOOKED to open into a very long tunnel of light...a corridor to India-land!!...a tunnel, like in the "2001" movie!!!....this amazing dream ended, as I was pushed into this tunnel---and pushed so ..that i was moving at a very high speed...BUT, I could see, on my right, a FOREST of trees!!..i flew passed them....I tried to make sure that i did not TOUCH even a SINGLE leaf!!
{{{ I learned later, that this forest is one's "FOREST OF MEMORY"---each tree, each leaf, even...is a PERSONAL memory-of-earth, a memory that HAS to be let go of, in order for one to go on to the next higher realm of heaven.----- by this, i mean "detach", not "forget"! }}}}
At that point, the vision ended, ---i flew off at high speed, to India-land...but there WAS a hint given me, at the very last moment of the vision-awareness...that the "younger center" ...and the tunnel to India-land---were CREATED..and maintained...by some VERY high spirits---from the CELESTIAL level of the heavens.
I actually SENSED a presence of a GREAT SPIRIT FORM...over the top of this whole tunnel, directing it....maybe an Archangel...taking orders from God, himself!!. [ I gather from this, that all of the lower heavens are created and maintained, by high spirits and Angels and Emissaries of the Lord, himself-----for the support of countless souls.) ( I would also imagine that our earthly realm is, too, influenced and maintained, by the Lord...as a kind of "School" --for Souls. Here...we can learn the basics of how to create. Someday...we will Grow to become "co-creators with God...our lives here on earth , are thus likewise SUPPORTED and upheld, by Guides--Angels--and other God-enfranchised beings).
The human race......... and YOU, READER OF THIS VISION, are in Very Good Hands!!!!
THIS vision of heaven shows me how important CREATIVITY is---whether in "art", or in the greater ART, of living, day by day...for creativeness grows one's Soul. From this vision... I see--------that the more creative we are, now, here on earth..the Further along we will be, upon our arrival, in heaven. AND...you. and..I WILL arrive there, in heaven, upon our earthly death, with more seeds of creative acts...implanted into our Souls, if we open our lives to creative acts, now. The Inference is clear!!....Since Spirit is the Great Creator.....Any creative act, that we perform...is of a partaking of a part, of this Spirit. "ye shall become as Gods"---the Bible says. God Himself, thus, is a part of every work of art!!!
Thus...i SALUTE all of you all...the Creative people, who say "yes", to life and its possibilities for Soul-Self expression. you are already part way there, in your growing of your Soul. so......
Be creative. make Art, your life! do, think, feel--with IMAGINATION and with SPIRIT. May Spirit infuse everything that you touch..do think..feel!! So...go out and......LIVE AN INCREDIBLE LIFE!
........Freestone Wilson
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Posted by Josephine Goodman on July 06, 1997
Dream on July 5, 1997: I am standing in the bathroom and I see that the wall plaster has been crumbling in large piles into and around the tub. I go into the next room and tell my husband that we must move because the walls are crumbling. He doesn't believe me. I go back into the bathroom. Now there is a bookshelf there with a lot of my books. The wall behind it dissolves and the bookshelf falls. I look through the hole and see it has landed on the lower floor of the building.
There are rows of seats like a theatre or auditorium. The shelf and books have fallen on top of some seats, shattering them. I feel glad no one was sitting there, as they could have been injured. I go down and into a series of offices, with very narrow corridors to talk to someone about moving.I think about whether I want to take my books back upstairs or wait and pack them to go to the new place.
In the next dream of that night, I am walking around an inside, second floor balcony and looking into the central area. I see a large tree there, with some birds with very long beaks that have rounded ends. I feel confused about whether the scene is inside or outside.
I believe the interpretation of the crumbling walls and falling books has to do with the crumbling of belief structures and old systems. The tree in the central area could be a new tree of knowledge.
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This one submitted by Joe Mason.
Katherine sent me a dream in which she was with a group of people who were being chased by a man. They ran to a place where there were four trees, and climbed them. They felt safe holding onto the limbs of the trees, until they saw the man pouring gasoline on the bases of the trees.
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"And the Lord said to Satan, 'The Lord rebuke you, O Satan! The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?'"
I spoke of these verses in my article about Revelation 11:11 (1). In 1993, while I was writing the outline for the article, I received a dream voice message, saying - "It seems like a never-ending path. Some say it will never end, but they don't know Joshua like I do."
I could not recall anything about Joshua, other than the battle of Jericho. But, as I continued my outline for the article, I took another look at Zechariah 4, because it is about the two olive trees, which stand up in Revelation 11:11. Suddenly, my eye caught the word, "Joshua" in verse 3. Joshua and Zerubbabel (Zechariah 4:6-9), I feel, are directly related to the meaning of the two olive trees.
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Quran 24:35 - This psychic structure of the soul has been expressed by Ghazali in an esoteric commentary upon the Verse of Light (Quran 24:35).The niche, as a place of gathering of both sound and light in the outer world, is also a place of gathering inwardly for all sensory perceptions. A focus point, an aperture in the wall, it symbolizes the first inner aspect of the soul, common sense. The glass symbolizes the second, imagination, which like glass is part of the materiality of this world and has a definite dimension; like glass in is making, imagination is at first opaque to the light of the Intellect which transcends direction, quality, and distance.Once the imagination is clarified and refined, it gains a similarity to the Active Intellect, or spiritual Heart, and becomes transparent to the light, just as a glass is needed to protect the candlelight from being dissipated by the wind, so the imagination is needed to control intellectual knowledge and hold the images together.
The third symbol, that of the light-giving lamp, is related to the intelligence (that is, the thinking function or the function of will), for it is this faculty which recognizes the Archetypes or Divine Names and Qualities.
The function of meditation (formed by memory) and reflection is symbolized by the fourth symbol, the tree. Meditation begins with a thought and branches out into others; its conclusions become seeds producing the further growth of thought. The tree is not a fruit tree but the olive trees, the oil of which feeds the lamps; and as opposed to other soils, the oil of the olive increases radiance. This is not any tree, any meditation, but rather meditation upon that 'which is neither of the East nor the West'.
The fifth symbol, the oil, relates to the faculty that is sacred within the human form, the spiritual Heart, or Active Imagination, or Active Intellect: the Spirit of God within us.
Existing in potential in all human beings, it is actualized and made luminous in but a very few. For most people, the acquisition of knowledge must come from without.
The active Intellect, on the other hand, is self-luminous with no external source: the oil which 'would shine, even if no fire touched it'.
Thus the psyche (the inner senses) is just one part of a larger totality of the feminine principle or soul, incorporating the outer senses, which moves on the mystic Quest towards spiritual becoming and union with the Spirit. It is in this phase of the journey that one meets with the jinn, the psychic forces within. They constantly intrude with temptations and inclinations which one must actively put aside, or, once again, one will be hindered from continuing the journey.
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Zechariah - Chapter 3
Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the Lord and Satan standing at his right hand to accuse him. 2. And the Lord said to Satan, "The Lord rebuke you, " Satan! The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?" 3. No Joshua was standing before the angel, clothes with filthy garments 4.And the angel said to those who were standing before him, "Remove the filthy garment from him," And to him he said, "Behold, I have taken your iniquity away from you, and I will clothe you with rich apparel." 5. And I said, "Let them put a clean turban on his head." She the put a clean turban on his head and clothed him with garments; and the angel of the Lord was standing by.
Zechariah 4 - 1. And the angel who talked with me came again, and waked me, like a man that is wakened out of hi sleep. 2. And he said to me, "What do you see?" I said, " "I see, and behold, a lampstand all of gold, with a bowl on the top of it, and seven lamps on it, with seven lips on each of the lamps which are on top of it, one on the right of the bowl and the other on it's left." 4.And I said to the angel who talked with me, "What are these, my lord?" 5.Then the angel who talked with me answered me. "Do you not know what these are?' I said, "No, my lord." 6. Then he said to me, "This is the word of the Lord to Zerub'babel: Not my might, nor by power, but by my spirit, says the Lord of hosts. 7. What are you, O great Lord of hosts. 7. What are you, O great mountain? Before Zerub''babel you shall become a plain; and he shall bring forward the top stone amid shouts of 'Grace, grace to it!" 8. Moreover the word of the Lord came to me, saying, 9. "The hand of Zerub'babel have laid the foundation of this house; his hand shall also complete it. Then you will know that the Lord of hosts has sent me to you 10. For whoever has despised the day of small things shall rejoice, and shall see them plummet in the hand of Zerub''babel. "These seven are the eyes of the Lord, which range through the whole earth.11. Then I said to him, "What are these two olive trees on the right and the let of the lampstand?" 12. And a second time I said to him, "What are these two branches of the olive trees, which are beside the two golden pipes from which the oil is poured out? 13. He said to me, "Do you not know what these are?' I said, "No, my lord," 114. Then he said, "These are the two anointed who stand by the Lord of the whole earth."
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In Mythology, one who steals is a pretty disreputable character, unless you are talking about symbols. Aladdin was a thief who braved the fiery pit to retrieve the Lamp. The East Gate of Eden is guarded by the Cherubim whirling a flaming sword to keep people away from the Tree of Life, which gives eternal life. You see? You have to be a mouse to sneak in and steal it.
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1-19-97 - DREAM - I attended a party in a place that was like a warehouse or something similar. I knew all the people and it seemed like I was in charge of something because a large side door was open to a dark outside and one of the women complained that it didn't need to be open. I went out the door to take a look whether it was necessary for access and it wasn't so I went back inside and closed the doors. I went to a table and sat down to talk to some women. An Indian type man walked up behind me and put his hand on my head. He seemed to trace some energies on my head by feeling certain bumps and then pronounced that I was the one.
He pressed a certain point on top of my head and I started to feel like I was going to pass out. but it also felt like the pressure I get around my head when I meditate and go into trance so I decided not to fight the feeling and just go with it. I began to have a series of visions of different types of indians dancing and then changed more cartoonish and each scene was of different kinds of white people in various styles of clothing.
I'm not sure if each scene represented one of my lifetimes or if each scene was just of a different kind of people though I sense its the former.
I woke up and then meditated on the dream. spirit brought me a white book. I could read what it said at the time but can't remember it now. I was given two pages from the book to take with me.
I went back to bed and fell asleep. I found myself waking up from a nap at 2 p.m. on a couch in my office at work. I saw what the other women were doing and noticed that there were workmen outside. They were re-landscaping the place, had torn out a huge old tree and replaced it with two baby saplings. I decided to go outside and question them about watering procedures so I could take care of the new little trees to make sure they would live. I saw a flash of light in my head. I shook my head a little and continued on down the stairs. When I got to the double doors, I saw it was dark outside and everyone had left. The doors were open and on the stoop were two rubber mats. On my left was a darker colored map and it said Chupacabra on top and then had the story of what a Chupacabras was printed on the mat. Outside the right hand door, was a larger white mat which said UFO'S AND EXTRATERRESTRIALS with a story about them printed on the mat.
My concern was that foot traffic would wear the story off the mats so people couldn't see it anymore. I went back up the stairs trying to figure out how the missing time occurred and what I had done during that time, remembering the flash of light in my head.
For some reason I now had three pair of slacks in my hands an tried to put a pair on while I was walking, but I couldn't get both feet into the same pair of slacks. I had a pink, brown, and black pair. I went to the bathroom to sit down and put on a pair and everyone followed me into the bathroom to ask me questions. One of the women was Dorian Lord from One Life to Live and I started to ask her about the missing time when my physical phone rang and woke me up.
by Dee
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1-20-97 - DREAM - I was in a building and a group of men came in carrying a tree which was to become a pole which would be the handrail on the stairway. The tree became a long pole which we started to dance with in a circular pattern around the room. A tall man was at the other end of the pole from myself and as we danced with this pole and as we danced, his head began to glow like it had a halo, then glowed in full, like a great light. Then his body disappeared and all I could see was his head hanging in space way up near the ceiling like a great light.
by Dee
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Joe Mason on April 17, 1997
Dear Nicky,
Thank you for posting the great dreams. I am Joe Mason, a dream researcher.
There are some familiar themes in your dream, that I wish to point out.
A number of important dreams in my files take place on an airplane or a space ship. One of the meanings, I believe, is that it is a view from a higher perspective. Dreams of climbing a ladder or a mountain are similar. The higher the view, the larger the horizon and view of the landscape. Of course, this is a metaphor about our spiritual awareness.
The view from the window has appeared in several dreams. "Doorways" seem to be similar. I think it may indicate a dimensional window or doorway, that is, seeing one dimension of reality from another.
In chapter one of my online book, I told of a dream where the location was a beach. I made the comment, "It struck me that the beach, as the meeting place of land and sea, may symbolize the place where the body and spirit meet. "
I believe earth and sea may represent a duality symbolism generally, in a way similar to the sun and moon, male and female, left brain and right brain, or rational and intuitional/dreaming mind functions. Two trees can represent the same thing.
Revelation 10:1- 3 may be related. The mighty angel comes down from heaven - "And he set his right foot on the sea, and his left foot on the land, and called out with a loud voice, like a lion roaring; when he called out, the seven thunders sounded."
Duality symbolism is a big message at this time. I wrote an article in 1992 that explained some of my theories about it.
http://www.greatdreams.com/dnjart/jocrop.htm
The part of your dream where some of the people were awake, and others were just starting to awaken, is another message I have found often. Sometimes it is symbolized by coffee. I dreamed of this, then found a dream in The Dream Network Journal that carried it. At the end of a compelling dream, God was serving coffee to the people.
One of the reasons I called my book, "Dreams At The Dawning Of The Kingdom," is that I had a dream-coincidence that indicated that the angel who ascends from the rising sun in Revelation 7:2 to mark the foreheads, represents dreams that are remembered when we awake at dawn, at the dawn of the new age. Soon, I will post that dream on this board, and explain the coincidence.
Revelation 3:1, 2 also has the "awake" symbol.
". . . I know your works; you have the name of being alive, and you are dead.
Awake and strengthen what remains and is on the point of death, for I have not found your works perfect in the sight of my God."
The part of your dream where you drank the good, clean water from the stream, is similar to many other dreams that I have recorded. I believe it refers to the new age, Aquarius, The Water Bearer.
The part where you and others followed the path to a village where there were people from different time periods, is unusual. A number of other dreams indicate connections between the past, present, and future. It could be related to the historical cycle of time, or perhaps suggest that there is an interaction between time periods. Some channeled messages, such as the Seth material, say that all time periods exist within an eternal Now, when viewed from the other side of the veil.
The part of Dream 2, where you are "foggy" and "terrified," and the window is closed, and then being turned around and seeing the window open, is quite interesting. It seems to indicate a change in awareness and perception.
Seeing the planet Earth from orbit may be related to one of Joseph Campbell's concepts. In "The Power Of Myth," there is a photograph of the earth, as seen from space. No borders can be seen between nations. This is a major symbol of our times and the future, as the planet and its people become unified.
Another part of your dream that is important to me, is the part where the alien being calmed you down from your panic and fear. One of the main messages of my writings is that we need to overcome fears. They will be a major part of the change process, and will cause most of the problems. The change is entirely good and wonderful, but it will not be perceived that way by those who are asleep/dead. They will react with fear, and go through a very stressful change.
In my article at this site, "All About Revelation 11:11," I tell about all the coincidences that seem to revolve around that verse. After the two trees stand up on their feet, "a great fear fell on those who saw them."
Interestingly enough, you found yourself standing in that second dream.
That last part of the second dream is also very important. Again, I refer you to my article about Revelation 11:11. The coincidences interrelate with Solar's material about the 11:11 Doorway that opened in the Belt of Orion.
Her material can be found at:
http://www2.eu.spiritweb.org/Spirit/activation-11.11.html
http://www.nvisible.com
Again, thank you very must for posting these very exciting dreams.
Best wishes,
Joe Mason
•Dreams At The Dawning Of The Kingdom
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Jo Goodman on May 13, 1997
Hi. This is my first posting, though I've been corresponding with Joe Mason about dreams for several years. These are recent dreams that have some symbolism that might be of interest.
I am with a group of people which seems like a class. We're in the woods, picking various nuts from the trees.
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The Walls are Crumbling
Josephine Goodman on July 06, 1997
I am standing in the bathroom and I see that the wall plaster has been crumbling in large piles into and around the tub. I go into the next room and tell my husband that we must move because the walls are crumbling. He doesn't believe me. I go back into the bathroom. Now there is a bookshelf there with a lot of my books. The wall behind it dissolves and the bookshelf falls. I look through the hole and see it has landed on the lower floor of the building. There are rows of seats like a theatre or auditorium. The shelf and books have fallen on top of some seats, shattering them. I feel glad no one was sitting there, as they could have been injured. I go down and into a series of offices, with very narrow corridors to talk to someone about moving. I think about whether I want to take my books back upstairs or wait and pack them to go to the new place. In the next dream of that night, I am walking around an inside,second floor balcony and looking into the central area. I see a large tree there, with some birds with very long beaks that have rounded ends. I feel confused about whether the scene is inside or outside. I believe the interpretation of the crumbling walls and falling books has to do with the crumbling of belief structures and old systems. The tree in the central area could be a new tree of knowledge.
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Re: strange ufo
by Dolores Finney on July 08, 1997
Dream was from 1991
I had a dream a few years ago about a strange shaped UFO. In the dream I was at a funeral at a church. I went outside and saw a UFO coming slowly across the sky shaped like a huge pine tree. The UFO droned ominously and I felt it was a death/war machine. I felt terribly frightened by it.
What was worse was that the man I saw in the dream who was emphasized in the dream died not too long after that.
by Dee
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7-97 - Part of an IM between Joe Mason and Dee
Dee777: I was laying on the bed thinking about traveling to California for a vacation and driving up the coast, when a woman came and sat down on the bed with me, She appeared on my right side. She reached over to her right with her hand, and brought back a round crystal ball about an inch or more in diameter. It was sort of a crystal green. There was either a protrusion coming down from it or that was a shaft of light. She said, "What is this for? Self-protection? She flipped it over so the ball was still in her palm, but the protrusion/shaft of light went up through her fingers, She said, "This is the way you hold it to use it." As she faded from view, I felt a loud hum in my left ear and the blinds rattled,
JMason4557: Wow! What do you think it means?
Dee777: I don't know, but maybe I should look for a crystal ball like that.
JMason4557: Yes. Good idea. Can you tell me what the black woman in the dream looked like?
Dee777: Hmmm! I would say she was in her 30's or 40's. maybe about 5'5 of 5'6. Just a regular black person, normal weight .
JMason4557: Pretty? Do you remember her clothing?
Dee777: I don't recall anything special about her. No , she wasn't pretty...very plain I would say. Short knee length dress, dark colored. Her hair was short...I think with picinniny type braids or those braid they wear now...about 3 inches long I think .
JMason4557: I think she is the Mother Goddess in this time cycle, like Kali has been appearing as a black woman.
Dee777: She was sitting quite a distance away watching me. She didn't mind that I was feeling loopy either. What a dumb word. I've got the key to the blue chest .
JMason4557: In my writing about the Tree of Life, I used some quotes about the Dark Sterile Mother," and how it relates to the change, and the idea of Kether moving into Daath.
Dee777: what about the light fixture smoking and the house burning up? It was an old house...like built in the 20's or earlier. tall with an attic. It feels like we were going to rebuild the house.
JMason4557: I think it is about the earth change. The house is the earth...the physical reality. Each person's "house" will be burned by fire...but the new reality will replace it. It is a symbolism for the change.
Dee777: good
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9-5-97 - Dream - I was in an apartment building. I was wearing a pink nightie that had two layers and one layer was longer than the other. I was trying to suck in my fat stomach because I had to walk past some men to get to my apartment. I went into my apartment to get dressed. My bedroom was on two levels, one higher and one lower. On the higher level, a young woman brought me a large water ball with a white scene in it. (I have one just like ti with Joseph, Mary and baby Jesus in it.) This one seemed to have some trees in it. The waterball morphed into a round fish bowl with two fish in it. I took it to the kitchen to do something with the water. The bowl fell on the floor and all the water spilled out and their were many female guppies flopping on the floor. I thought about scooping the fish back into the bowl but was afraid I'd injure their scales. There was a man to my left behind me. I thought maybe he could do it better. Then a big orange cat appeared and towered over the flopping fish. I looked on the kitchen counter and saw a fake mouse toy I could have distracted the cat with, but decided to let the cat have the fish so I wouldn't have to clean it up. (I felt guilty for doing that after I woke up)
by Dee
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10-3-97 - I was at A.C. working on the 4th floor. Three men came down the hall looking for a specific woman. They followed me into the bathroom and continued to talk to me despite the fact that there were other women in there. They finally arrested one woman only to find out she was an undercover cop herself and she had a hidden radio in her hat our of the 4th floor window and they were watching it float down.. I could see the hat and it had a feather on it and it was beige.
I walked down the hall and we heard a tremendous crash outside. We all ran to the window and saw a car crash outside. It was so violent, one of the cars was thrown up into a tree. I heard someone say the accident happened because someone dropped a hat.
NOTE: The feather represents 'truth'
by Dee
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10-7-97 - VISION/DREAM - I heard a voice say, "Have you seen the ride? Do you see the ride?" I was seeing brilliantly lit sort of tree made out of white porcelain trays the largest one was on the bottom. It was oval shaped and had brilliantly colored dresses and suits on people and flowers.
The second layer was a little smaller, each succeeding layer was smaller, but all was brilliantly lit and colorful and revolved around and around. There were about 7 layers.
by Dee
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10-10--97 - DREAM - I was sent a letter by someone Joe knows and told to record it though I couldn't read it. It was all symbols - not letters, then followed by some red writing in ink at the bottom.
I was also shown an award plaque on the wall with a picture of Mickey Mouse at the top. I heard a click and the picture of Mickey Mouse changed to a Christmas tree with the lights on. I was told to record this also.
by Dee
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10-13-97 - DREAM - I went outside to visit my daughter and it started to rain. I turned around to go back to the house. The rain had already turned to ice except under a tree so I had to half skate my feet back to the house. We told my Mom she wouldn't be going out. It would be like black ice that day.
I talked to someone whose job it was to go out and plow snow in the mountains and I speculated in my mind various ways of preventing snow from accumulating too deep on the roads or on ships but they all involved spinning heated rods or rings and I knew that would create ice which was worse so I never figured out a good way.
by Dee
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10-8-97- DREAM - I was living in a new apartment and discovered that the bathroom was in the next building over. I thought it was real strange that my apartment building didn't have it's own bathroom. I intended to look for it later. I went into the bathroom and discovered it had 12 foot ceilings and the walls were light green. I could hear people's voices from other bathrooms when I was in there.
When I came back out of the bathroom, I said to myself, "I'm not going to want to go outside to the bathroom all winter." I went into my apartment and found I was living with many women. I asked one what time it was and she said it was 12:30p.m. I was shocked because I thought Joe had just left for work and he leaves at 5:30a.m. "How could it have gotten so late?"
I was rushing around trying to get dressed and asked another woman what time it was. She said it was 10::30a.m. That felt a little better but I was still late and I still had to put panty hose on. I was trying to find the right pair without runs and finally found a pair that had beige slacks on the inside of them. I finally found a pair and reached down to put them and discovered that I already had some on.
There were two woman wrestling on the bed behind me and one woman was trying to strangle the other one with a blue satin jacket around her neck and face. I was worried about the woman being strangled but saw that she was still smiling and laughing so I let it continue. When the woman finally got up I was that she was not as she had appeared. She was ugly and had her hair cut like a man. I was really disgusted by the change in her.
A man came to demonstrate a carpet cleaner and I could see a wet streak on the brown carpet where he had tested it, but I didn't think the carpet was dirty to begin with. But a woman took a white flowered skirt and wiped it over the wet streak and said, "Look! It didn't leave any stain on my white garment. We should use him."
I asked another woman what time it was and she said, 9:30a.m. That was better but I was still late.
I ran out of the apartment and wanted to take a shortcut through the hallway where I worked on the 1st floor. A black man came in and was leering at me, suggestively. He kept following me so I ran away uphill yelling, "Help! Help!" He just laughed.
Then I tried to take a shortcut through the 1st floor factory, but big square agricultural threshing machines were being brought out through the tunnel, so I couldn't go through the tunnel. The machines were orange/brown and square and really big Each machine had a two man crew, one to drive it and one to direct it. Every which way I turned, a machine was coming my way. I was becoming trapped by the machines. Finally, I was completely surround by these huge machines and trapped and feeling a great deal of fear, the morphed into white washing machines that were triangle shaped. There were 6 of them.
I was completely surrounded and scared half out of my wits. One man said, "All you have to do is touch it, and it will move. I put my hand out and the machine instantly moved backwards. I as elated and the machine moved backwards out of my way and I continued on into work.
When I got upstairs, I saw two women coming up the stairs as though they were one. Their feet moved in unison. They were dressed in orange paisley material. As they whirled around the corner to the left, the leftmost woman threw off the rightmost woman onto the floor and she lay there like a beach whale.
I went into my office and discovered that I was on time afterall. All the offices were decorated for Christmas. I found my gifts which were already purchased and prepared and put them under the trees in my office. Two little black boys sat there expectantly and I said to them, "It looks like it's going to be someone's birthday!" And we were all happy.
by Dee
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10-28-97 - DREAM - There was a bizarre pattern of dreaming. When I lay on my left side, I was seeing lists of words and having picture dreams on my right side. I seemed to be able to roll over and view one or the other at will.
The dreams were about a child I had which was quite young. They did a blood test on him and the results were hung on a long folded up sheet hanging from my belt until the information could be processed through the computer. I sat in the hospital by the nurses desk with the baby. One nurse said, "There is something so special about him. I wonder if it is because he has green eyes."
I took him into an office and he played on top of a big brown desk. I got a little upset when he knocked over two little trees that were planted in pots on the edge of the desk. I looked at them and decided they would be fine for now so didn't try to stand them upright. I figured the secretary could do that when she came back to work after the weekend.
I met a dark haired man there and he had a beautiful smile when he looked directly at me, but when he turned his head towards the right, he looked somber and unhappy. I called this to his attention and showed him the happy face he should have when he turned right.
I went back to the nurses station where a doctor came out and showed me two big glasses of purple jelled stuff like blood. He took one glass in each hand and inserted one glass into the other at their open ends and they became One.
When I saw the computer list of words regarding the baby, I could read them, but cannot remember them. They were on a medium green background. Seems like one was "Winterthur" but I remember that as the name of a book I read once and I don't think that is quite correct.
by Dee
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10-29-97 - VISIONS - I saw a spiral ladder of knowledge, "Tree of Knowledge". It was all about animals and their survival. Each rung was placed over the one below it as placement to appear like a spiral.
I also saw a small book about 25 pages thick, pale yellow which was also about fish and how to catch them, clean them, and cook them. This was about survival for mankind.
by Dee
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12-10-97 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. walking up to m house. It was spring and clouds of pollen and tin purple flowers were floating down from the tall trees. I was thinking how fortunate I was to be part of the dream connection.
I went inside the house where the telephone was ringing. It was a woman in California asking for Aaron Security to make a bid on a job for her. Then she asked if Dave could do the job himself because she was looking for someone to perhaps do the job 50 cents an hour cheaper. I heard Dave's voice on the portable communication radio we used. I tried real hard to talk back but the battery was down. I started looking for a spare battery but only found other electronic parts - no batteries.
I was waiting for a man to call me on the phone whom I felt romantically about but I don't know who it was...just a man. The phone wasn't ringing so I toyed with the idea of calling the man instead of waiting.
Then I remembered I had Joe and went upstairs to where he and I lived together and had to go past my antique sewing machine that was piled higher than my head with clothing that needed mending and I made a promise to myself that would I would never call another man until ALL the mending and ALL the laundry was done.
by Dee
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12-20-97 - DREAM - I had another dream about a circle of messages. It had to do with birth and death of one species of birds and the cycles of life and the tree or vines it lived in. I knew in the dream that this referred to a previous dream, trying to explain it.
At the end, an old woman called on the phone and said she still had a plant from 1933 that she would donate so we could compare the changes. I still felt confused as to how to set up the computer to do this, whether to set it up like a regular clock or like a ferris wheel.
I was shown a transparent screen then that showed a sprocketed chains on the back side of the screen that would click around. There were several of them. I was still confused and then I was shown that if you clicked in the center, you could get to any position on the wheel and from any point on the 12, 3, 6, 9 points you could click over to another wheel to experience another wheel as well. That made sense to me.
by Dee
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1-3-98 - DREAM - I was in a large garage. The floor was littered with stuff and toys. I was told that the garage floor was too full of germs to allow children to play there. Then began a huge project whereby I and others all had to take a shower in the garage and we were timed in the process. I saw that the garage walls were washed down. The floor was vacuumed. Toys were separated from Christmas tree branches and needles . Everyone was asked to participate and people volunteered a well. There were building blocks, bricks, and tools, and sawhorses that had to be left ready for use and separated out from toy blocks as well.
by Dee
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1-6-98 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house out in the yard sitting under the apple tree. I looked down at myself and saw that my pink dress was too thin and see-thru and I would have to go into the house and put a slip on under the dress.
(I can't remember if I did this) I then looked down at my dress which was now a brown suit and again it was too thin and see-thru and I would have to climb the hill to the house and put a slip on.
I climbed the hill which was steeper and higher than normal. I went into the house, thru the kitchen, up the 4 steps to the hallway and past the bathroom whereupon I encountered 3 narrow gates to the rest of the house. I was trying to figure out how these gates worked when my three sons, Mike, Tom, and Bob came. (they were young teens)
I could see beyond the gates that they had completely stripped all the walls and carpeting out and the entire house was full of electronic equipment. I started screaming at them, "I was promised that there would still be room for me to live here."
by Dee
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1-8-98 -NOTE: This dream was so real, I still can't believe it was a dream.
DREAM: I was working on the computer, then laid in the bed while Joe got ready for work. Joe left for work and I went back to sleep. Suddenly, Joe was home again and asked him why he wasn't working. He sad he had gotten to work and felt like being with me and making love, so he made an excuse and came back home just to do that. He got a little penlight because the light was low in the room and used it to look at my nipples in foreplay. I looked at my nipples too with him, and it was such a turn-on to look at them so closely with the light while he touched them.
Then be began more serious foreplay and I told him I wanted to go the bathroom and wash up a little, so I went to the bathroom and there was someone sleeping there on a little bed. I managed to get the washrag wet and soaped but felt the need to be in private to wash, so left the bathroom to find privacy. Everywhere I went in the room was another person, either sleeping or awake and I couldn't find anywhere to be alone.
I saw a little fish tank with a fake tree in it and it seemed to have bluebirds sitting in it's branches. The bluebirds both hopped and swam in the water being both bird and fish. they were so beautiful, I was mesmerized by them. The tree morphed into a white boat shape or there was another fish tank next to it and there were lines of bluebird fish swimming through this tank and it felt like love and the feeling of love came over me.
I finally got to the kitchen in my16th St. house. (This might be a separate dream) It was more like an office than a kitchen. there were several women there. It wasn't quite 9a.m. yet so we were talking about hairdos. One of them knew how to cut hair so we started talking about cutting hair. I looked in the mirror and I was wearing a big, tall, pouffy dark wig of curls and the other woman said they loved my hair that way. One of the other secretaries came in on her way to her upstairs office. She was wearing a semi-short white lace wedding dress which was draped with lace on one side, white stockings, and flatheeled shoes.
I thought to myself, "maybe that's how you should dress when you work for the President." She left and went upstairs and the rest of us went back to talking about hair cutting. One of the other girls decided to have her hair cut too.
Another woman came in then, wearing along white wedding gown. She had gotten married the day before and wanted us to see her dress. We admired her dress and then as she was leaving, another woman came in, also wearing a wedding gown she wanted us to see. She wanted to know what we did in the office, and she sat down on a couch like this was the foyer or waiting room. It was now 9 a.m. and i asked what I needed to get my hair cut and the girl said I needed a sterile brush and comb and a scissors and a wash bowl with water in it. I said, "Okay," and went to the pantry to get the supplies. As I entered the pantry I gradually woke up and heard Whitney Houston singing, "I love you" and it was exactly 9.am. on the physical clock too.
by Dee
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1-13-98 - DREAM - I was at home in Milwaukee. My husband brought home a girl child around noon because we didn't have any girl children. The other children began to behave differently. I don't want to say badly, but seemingly more under her control and less under mine. They acted more independent and it seemed to me less dependent on me. For some reason I didn't like it. I was feeling more and more useless.
I noticed then that the bird cage came open and one bird was missing. The other birds were in their cage but with the door open. I saw one green bird in a tree right next to the cage. It hadn't escaped, it was just taking care of itself. The other green bird came out of the cage then and flapped around, trying to land on my hand. I was uncomfortable about his flapping so he finally landed on the floor. These birds seemed to be using human facial expressions and I was very uncomfortable with their independence.
I had to get back to work/school on 20th St. Somebody drove me part way there but I can't remember who. When I got out of the car, I noticed that I had forgotten my purse at home. I decided I could live for one day without it, then noticed that I wasn't wearing shoes, just white socks. Now, I felt very stupid and remembered I had taken my shoes off when taking care of the children. I felt really stupid and hoped someone at work had an extra pair of shoes. I blamed my stupidity on the girl child that my husband had brought home without asking me. It was like she was draining the life sap out of me.
I got to work where I was in charge again. This is where I felt at home. I had all the information at my fingertips that everyone else needed. My library had all the old information that everyone that people needed when they needed to restore old machinery and radio back to working order. They came to me to do research work. I had the master keys to the buildings on both sides of the street. At 5 p.m. I closed down one building and went to work in the other.
In the 1st building there were many young girls touring through. As they left, I told them that if they were interested in working there, they should fill out an application at the employment office or over at the main office on 70th St. I told them that there was special work programs and incentives for young girls and we would even provide transportation and come and get them and take them home again. I then closed the big glass doors for the day and locked the door.
As I left the lobby, I recalled that I had forgotten to dust the furniture in the lobby, but a cleaning woman had just come in and I took my master keys, unplugged the radio to take with me, and headed across the street.
The President of the Company just happened to be crossing the street at the same time and I noted he was wearing light beige pants. He was complaining to a workman that he didn't like having one door unmastered and that we should get a new maintenance man in there and have him master the front door. The old maintenance man was moving on to some other job.
I looked at my master keys. I not only had a whole ring of keys, I had the 4 master keys, one to each side of the building and they were bright gold. I felt proud to have them.
On that side of the street, workmen had laid down red and white quilted material on the sidewalk so we were all tippy-toeing on the softness. I was looking at the expressions on the men's faces. Nobody expected to be tippy-toeing in softness at work. Everyone was amused.
I went inside the building, having discovered there was a maintenance man already present who opened the door for me. Once inside, nobody did anything except sit around so I began telling them to take down the Christmas trees from each room where they were mounted on round tables. There were very few lights working or ornaments in evidence. I told them to get busy and remove the old trees Christmas was over.
I went into my own office then to plug in my radio and answer the phone. Here is where I was in charge and gave orders to the others what needed to be done.
by Dee
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1-15-98 - DREAM - I was working in the 2nd story of a church-like place. there was a section like a jewelry store where hundreds of crystals were setting on counters and hanging from jewelry trees. My little daughter was there admiring them and she said,"I went downtown with A.O. to the jewelry store and we looked at everything, but I came home empty handed." I felt kind of proud of her.
I was standing by a desk where people bought tickets to something and the woman who was in charge of that hadn't yet done the book work for 1998 so no work could be done yet.
I went outside and found out that B.G. was leaving town. I had a chariot which was red leather upholstered for him to use but someone had dumped tomatoes all over it and I had to clean it up. I began wiping it off and it was pretty gross, then I had to take the rag upstairs, wash it out, then come back down and wipe it off one more time.
B.G. was wearing a yellow sweater and was going around saying goodbye to people so I rushed back upstairs to wash the rag. There were a lot of famous church people up there...all really tall and thin, these were all people from television. One kind of looked like Princess Di. There was also a very swarthy man up there and was questioning people about some oil stealing scandal.
I was looking for B.G. at this point because I didn't want to miss saying goodbye to him. I finally spotted him leaning up against the wall at the bottom of the stairway where 3 ministers were having a discussion. He was either listening to the conversation or talking to them, I couldn't tell. I spotted his yellow sweater and went down the steps.
I went to hug him goodbye and we both morphed into gold robotic figures. I was the Lion and he was the Tin man from the wizard of Oz but we were both golden colored and sat down side by side on golden thrones. I was on the right and he was on the left.
by Dee
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1-19-98 - DREAM - this seemed to be part of dream 1, but was physically done. I was in an apartment building, testing a vacuum cleaner and showing a man how well it worked. I was using just the hose and with no attachments. I noticed a jade plant had dropped many leaves and vacuumed them up but also found pieces of jade plant that were beginning to grow new leaves so I transplanted them to the tops of plant stands on top of 2 trees.
I then had to move my young son and took him over to a round table that had a center leaf. He kept saying, "don't set me down in the wrong place, don't set me down in the wrong place", and I discovered that when I tried to set him down on the center leaf, it tilted so I had to set him down next to it. I noticed then that a Y shaped piece of the center extension board had separated and it would need to be repaired.
by Dee
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1-22-98 - DREAM - In the dream that followed, I was shown this symbol which is very similar to the Tree Of Life.
It was made all of golden light flowing like golden threads between golden balls of light. I watched it for a long time. (It was so beautiful, it still makes me cry to think about how beautiful it was. )
by Dee
Links to other articles about this symbol:
THE TREE OF LIFE CROP CIRCLE FORMATION
CROP CIRCLE TO DREAM/VISION COMPARISONS
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1-27-98 - DREAM - I was at home in my apartment. It was time to get dressed for the day. I was so horny I couldn't stand it. I decided to masturbate despite feeling guilty about it and laid down on the floor to do it. But, I couldn't touch myself. Something seemed to be in the way. It felt like someone else's hand was in the way and I was unable to get near myself with my fingers. I finally gave up.
While I was down on the floor, I saw an old newspaper on the floor and decided to clean them up and throw them away. I started to pick them up and put them on the bed when I saw letters on the bed that needed answering, so I started to answer the letters. While I was answering the letters, visitors started to arrive, including