by Dee Finney

This is our Chinaberry tree in the back yard.
The beautiful orange berries, dry into fluted
bead-like nuts with two seeds within. Catholic
nuns make rosaries out of these natural
bead-like nuts. I have worked on a project like
this myself. It was labor intensive . I give a
lot of credit to anyone who turns these small
fluted nuts into beautiful art with which to
worship the God who created
the tree to begin with.

We have long known that trees have a story to tell, especially those which have been with us a long time. Many of them have lived longer than any human being on earth. Just imagine how much history they have seen and the stories they could tell if they only could.

This is what Edgar Cayce had to say in a reading while he was still alive.

Title  0262-013 TEXT * *
Reading Category  SPECIAL

This psychic reading given by Edgar Cayce at his office, in Pinewood on Lake Drive, Va. Beach, Va., this 6th day of March, 1932, in accordance with request by those present.


Edgar Cayce; Gertrude Cayce, Conductor; Gladys Davis, Steno. Minnie & C. A. Barrett, Esther Wynne, Hannah Miller, Florence & Edith Edmonds, M. L. Black, F. Y. Morrow, Hugh Lynn Cayce, Mildred Davis and Helen Storey.


Time of Reading 4:00 P. M.

1. GC: You will have before you the group gathered here and their work on the lesson of WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL? Please guide and direct this group in their work on this lesson. You will answer the questions which will be asked.

2. EC: We have the group as gathered here, as a group, as individuals, contributing to the lessons in the varied ways and manners in keeping with that which has been given in that pointing to the beginning of the work in the building of the lessons. As in the cooperation, as in the developments that do necessarily come to each in applying those things (for they become things, ideas in the application), as they - the ideas - work upon the activities of each individual, then as in this the ideal or the standard that each not only measure themselves by - but see in others THROUGH that standard that they may worship, that they may honor, in THEIR ideal.

Knowing first all is one. Then should come the lesson of FAITH, that is as one of the stepping-stones in balancing self to the labors, as each applies self in that as they, as individuals and as a group, set before themselves to work toward; that that may bring the understanding, that understanding of the source of the good, or brighten the lives of others through those things that have been builded, are builded, may be builded, through the application of those things as make up the lessons that are studied; for in the BEAUTY of service comes the knowledge and understanding that makes the living worthwhile. Setting aside those things that so easily beset, looking forward to that mark of the higher calling as is set in Him, knowing that the greatest service that may be done is the little word here and there, the kindly thought, the little deeds that make the heart glad, and the brightness of the Son come in the lives of all.

3. Ready for questions.

4. (Q) I hold in my hand an outline of the lesson on WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL? Advise us as to the expansion of this. (A) Insofar as each has contributed their portion, then, in the joining of each link let these be in the same manner or temperament of thought, that there are no stumbling stones between the truths as are presented by each individual, that there may be unison, that there may be oneness of purpose, that there may be wholehearted cooperation by all to whom same may be presented. Let each individual, themselves, apply in their own daily life that they have contributed toward the awakening of someone through THEIR thought. So does the lesson become a LIVING example known and read of men. So will the lessons, the studies, be given a soul, with life, that may live in the hearts and minds of others. Beautiful truths without personal application by the one presenting them is indeed casting pearls to swine, and will turn again to its own wallow.

In the outline, well has been much of that prepared. Let each know and feel, understand, that same is a part of them. Unless same IS a part of them, they have little or no part in same; for, as has been given, many are called but few have answered. The harvest indeed is ripe, the laborers are few! The lords have called, do call, for laborers in His vineyard. WHO will work today? He that has seen a vision of the love of Him that has been set as thine example, as thine ideal. These founded in those that are of man's making MUST come to naught! With the cooperation of the spirit of truth it is MADE alive in Him, even as the overcoming of death itself through the applying of self to His will. Not MY will but thine, O Lord, be done in me! As the meditations should be, in the preparation of faith in self, in God, in thy ideal:


9. (Q) [[69]'s husband]: In what way may I best attain my ideal?

(A) In the applying of self day by day in every way, that thou KNOWEST, that makes a personal application of that thou knowest to do, without questioning of the morrow; for the MORROW has ITS evils and its goods, sufficient unto self. Today is! Use that thou hast in hand. So does the awakening come. Even as called by God to lead a peoples, as was Moses, a shepherd and the flocks in Moab. Use that thou hast in hand, for the GROUND whereon thou standest is holy! Do THOU likewise! Even as Ram, even as Phares [?] or Tama [?], each under their OWN vine and fig tree, learned first that opening self to be a channel of the LIVING forces, not the dead past - nor that that makes afraid, but THY will, O God, be done IN ME - USE ME as THOU seest fit! FIT me for THINE own!




* It's important to have roots.

* In today's complex world, it pays to branch out.

* Don't pine away over old flames.

* If you really believe in something, don't be afraid to go out on a limb.

* Be flexible so you don't break when a harsh wind blows.

* Sometimes you have to shed your old bark in order to grow.

* If you want to maintain accurate records, keep a log.

* To be politically correct, don't wear firs.

* Grow where you're planted.

* It's perfectly okay to be a late bloomer.

* Avoid people who would like to cut you down.

* Get all spruced up when you have a hot date.

* If the party gets boring, just leaf.

* You can't hide your true colours as you approach the autumn of your life.

* It's more important to be honest than poplar.

In the Bible there are numerous verses about trees. The books of the Bible all the way from Genesis to Revelation used the analogy of trees to teach lessons.

So too, in dreams and visions where spirit teaches us the lessons we need to know above and beyond book knowledge, dreams about trees have great lessons for us. I herewith present the dreams and visions about trees that I and others had for the last 10 years.



7-31-88 - DREAM - I met my friend Barb at church. She said that a person should be at church at least every other day. I reminded her that we only had three services a week, two on Sunday and one on Wednesday, but that there was a Bible study on Tuesdays on the Fruit of the Spirit and that I would be there.

I was walking through a fruit orchard outside of church. The trees were tall and the lowest branches were high up off the ground, higher than most people could reach, but the man  I was with was in charge of the trees and said that the branches should be even higher because he was taller than most people. He said he didn't want to stoop to anyone elses level, he wanted to be able to stand as tall as his full potential. Some of the branches were cut too low for me to stand up to my full potential too.


9-4-88 - Dreamed I was looking out an upstairs window. A yellow school bus pulled up outside and many African American people got out and stood and stared up at me. Many of them came to sit outside my window to find out what I was seeing. One said she didn't know what was so special about the area. I looked out into the distance and saw Mt. Rainier in all it's beautiful snow covered glory. I looked down at the people, and when I looked out toward the mountain again, Mt. St. Helens was next to it, with a huge black smoke pall coming from the top. The bus driver said he was sorry that the oak leaves were falling off the trees already. The kids said, "That's okay, It's the same at our house."


10-17-89 This child was born in a dream on 10-1-89. DREAM: I was in a house carrying my infant wrapped loosely in a pink blanket. She was dressed all in white. My other children and I had to go home to my 16th  St. house which was 4 blocks away. We were in a house on 20th St.

It was winter and it was very cold and snowy. We all pulled on gloves, but none of them matched, however they were all brown leather. But the baby didn't have any. The children said, "Don't worry, it'll go fast."

We went outside and there was a large singing group there singing Christmas Carols. The children wanted to pull the baby on a sled. At first it went okay, but they kept pushing the sled instead of pulling it and she kept getting ahead too far and was unprotected. Then, there were bare spots where there was no snow.

I told the children they had to pull the sled, but they wouldn't listen and the sled shot way ahead and slid into the street. I started screaming hysterically that a car would come and run over her. Then I saw that she was on the far sidewalk, but so was a blue car. It looked like he ran right over her. I rushed over there screaming hysterically and when I got there, I saw that the sled was up in some tree branches and the car couldn't have run over her.

But she was laying in a casket made of tree branches up against the picture window of a house. The tree was blooming around the casket with roses and the ends of the branches were trimmed into the shape of bluebirds. It was so beautiful. I said, "God even made her a casket". I started to cry and woke up crying for my dead daughter.

by Dee


12-1-89 Dream: I was riding along a country lane where a forest preserve was being destroyed by fire. The tallest trees fell and were ablaze. Everyone was appalled and dismayed. Then we were taken back in time 20 years to a previous time and shown the same place. It had happened before, regenerated itself, and was now repeating itself.

by Dee


12-5-89 - DREAMS - There were several nightmares about being threatened by buffalos and wolves. I dreamed that we were attacked by a low black cloud coming from the East. We ran for shelter in the house so a huge old tree wouldn't fall on us. A man from Nebraska said he could see us waving due to refraction in the atmosphere. A reporter flew in on a low flying snowmobile and the thin low clouds knocked him out of the sky, but he saved himself and flew away again.

A family crossing the prairie died in an Indian raid and the wife made a memorial to him out of various kinds of hamburgers and cakes. They were all petrified.

by Dee


12-10-89 - DREAM - I had a nightmare about Edward. I was trying to clean up the house perfectly. I hadn't gotten dressed yet and was wearing my light blue robe. I still had the livingroom to do. I was going to get dressed first. I opened the bedroom and Edward and our son were sleeping on the bedroom floor. (Note: Edward and I never had children together) I didn't want to wake him up before I was done cleaning, so I tried sneaking back out but he woke up. The door wouldn't close again. He followed me back into the livingroom. Edward was super-drunk. He wanted to plant a tree in the middle of the livingroom floor. I was afraid he was going to try to chop a hole in the middle of the floor. He fell over and hit the top of his head on the floor. I was trying to help plant the tree so he wouldn't make too big a mess, so I could clean  it up after he passed out. I anchored it to the floor using a rose blanket. That didn't satisfy him. I was going to balance the tree using a yellow blanket, but he didn't like it. I saw that he was getting angry and I started getting scared. He went to the window and started to tear a white sheet in half to tie up the tree. While he was tearing the sheet in half, I went to the front door to escape. He saw me trying to leave and I saw 'murder' in his eyes. I tried to turn the knob to escape but there was something blue hanging on it and I couldn't turn it. He dropped the sheet to come after me. I tried again to turn the knob to escape. I was afraid that if I left, he would hurt the children. I couldn't decide and my fear grew. I got so scared, I opened my eyes and made myself wake up.

by Dee


12-30-89 - DREAM - I was travelling on a very narrow, elevated railroad track with the ocean on one side and a road on the other. came to a place where a huge tree was growing right in the middle of the track. There was no way for me to continue on with the tree blocking the way and there were many people coming up behind me who wanted to get to the same place and would do anything to get there. I could hear the train coming but I couldn't get the tree out of the way in time. I finally managed to fell the tree but then it blocked the road. I asked for help, but there wasn't time to move it quickly enough. All I could do was to get out of the way myself.

The train crashed into all those people killing them. In the next scene, I was traveling in a U.S. postal jeep of blue, silver and white. I told m companion that I felt so guilty, I would never smile again, but he said, "Oh! Yes you will."

by Dee


1-4-90 - DREAM - I dreamed about divorce. I dreamed that there was a tree across the street and it looked like it was dead and all the branches were cut off. We were offered a deal to cut it down for money but we didn't want to pay for it. Finally the neighbors volunteered to take it out completely and resod the spot for free and I and my husband agreed to let them do it. I said to him, "We finally agreed on something."

by Dee


1-6-90 - DREAM - I was in the back seat of a car driven by a woman named Evelyn who lived next door to me. We were going from her house to my house. We were on a wide street in the far left lane and would have to cross all the lanes and turn right to get to my house. There was only one other car on the whole street. It was a gray car and it cut us off and forced us to turn left.

I expected her to go around the block and go to my house, but instead we made another left turn. She was driving was over on the right side of the street now that I was afraid she was going to hit a tree. From where I sat, my vision was split so that I could see both left and right like a split screen, but I could see the whole of the scene also. We were headed toward a school where we would have to turn either left or right. She aid, "I wonder what it would feel like to die. I could just step on the gas and drive straight on."

Evelyn then asked me to take over the driving. I agreed and she made a right turn and pulled up to the curb. Just as I was going to get out of the car, a black sports car pulled up to the driver's window and stopped. Whoever was driving the car, started pounding on the door like he wanted to get in. I put my hand on the door handle of the right side door to get out and woke up.

by Dee


1-24-90 - I had a new baby. He was 6 weeks old and he began to talk and could already crawl to wherever he wanted to go. I had him in 4 houses, in my 16th St. house, in my new house, in my apartment building, and in my new bosses house.

My own kids almost drowned him twice, once in the waterbed, but I rescued him quickly. I was nursing him and he spit up a lot. I took him to my bosses house and he spit up all over their bed, and their blue blankets and all over his own clothes. I immediately threw all that into the washer, but that left the baby with no clothes. I found myself in bed with a man named Beldin. I had to go back to my own house to get the baby's clothes. On the way, I saw a crew moving a white house from one street up a hill to another street. I went up the hill to my house and found two 'bag' ladies taking two little Christmas trees away from in front of my new house. They had not been planted, but were in pots. I just let them go and smiled at the ladies.

I picked up my baby's clothes and went back to my bosses house to get the baby. My bosses wife was trying to figure out how to lock the door, but the door was wide open and I walked right in.

They had already dressed him in a green sleeper outfit which covered him from head to toe. I noted that he was still spitting up on himself a little.

I then took the baby out to my new car to park it behind my bosses house. At first I couldn't figure out how to drive it forward, every time I gave it gas, it went backward, but eventually I figured it out. I began to drive forward, then my husband tried to stop me from driving the car. I had the baby in the car with me. My husband was standing in the driveway with a huge water hose. But with all the powerful spray, he couldn't stop me, the car or the baby. It was like being in a big car wash and the baby and I laughed all the way like it was fun. So I parked the car and began to take the baby around to the front of my bosses white house to go inside. My husband was still trying to stop me, but he crashed into the back of the house on the corner and began to bleed, but he didn't follow me.

by  Dee


2-2-90 Dream #1: Twenty people were killed and buried and I was doing everything possible to prevent myself from being the next victim. I asked someone to climb a tree and capture a parakeet which had escaped from the it's cage. The man pointed to an extremely high tree and asked if I would climb up there to rescue them . I looked and admitted that I wouldn't climb up there to save anyone. The enemy was on horseback. I told someone that they were out hiding in the bush and then they were probably hiding along the rim of the bush. I was then in a yard and a black rose bush was being trimmed. I asked if it was capable of rooting and branching. They said, "Yes! and I said that I wanted to keep it then, but all the thorns should be trimmed off.

Dream #2 I went to work and asked a man there to interpret the above dream. I told it to him in fine detail, then he set about to work on it and created an entire animated cartoon in which he drew all the characters in "Gumby" fashion and created voices for them. I was so impressed. There were several other men who came in to watch and I told them that I had started writing down my dreams when I joined Conscious Development. One other man said that he had been thinking about joining it too. while all this was going on, I was feeling guilty that we were spending work time on it instead of working and kept a wary eye out for the boss so we wouldn't get caught.

by Dee


submitted by Joe Mason:

In early 1991, I read The Sacred Symbols of Mu. (4) It shows ancient symbols from around the world. There is a "T"-shape, called the Tau. Two trees are sometimes depicted above each arm of the "T" with a flower between them. I felt that a tree symbolized knowledge or beliefs, which become life, or the reality. This was reinforced when a friend told me a dream in which he saw a tree with some rotten branches growing out of his son's head. He started to prune the rotten branches but knew that if he pruned to deeply, it would kill the boy. The Tau is sometimes depicted as a split-trunk tree with three branches at each end. From the puppet-pair dream and the "T" association, I felt the two trees on the Tau represented two ways to knowledge--rational and intuitional--the former being symbolically masculine and the latter feminine.

I speculated that the Garden of Eden myth might represent the unbalanced masculine/feminine condition for a cycle of time. Adam and Eve may represent one person with a smaller (rib-sized) intuitional aspect. I was astonished later to read a similar interpretation in The Gnostic Gospels.

As I gathered more information about the crop circles, I saw other connections. In 1990 a group of people saw two apple trees in an orchard shaking violently. They found a half ring formed in the field next to the trees. In 1991 several patterns appeared that had Tau-like shapes(C, D & E).

The first one (c) is said to be the Irmensul, the ancient German tree of life. It reminded me of  a Gnostic account saying that one's world is like the womb, with the placenta as the Garden of Eden. The second one (d), I felt, might be related to a message I heard in a dream: "I'm stretching out my limb in order for you to watch it grow."


2-24-90 - DREAM - Two men who worked at A-C were standing out on a limb of a tree. All of the other limbs had already been cut off and were budding, ready to grow again. These two men couldn't agree on business policies and each was ready to cut the other one off. They didn't realize that if one cut the other off, they would both fall.


This is a series of 'tree' references in Joe Mason's dream voice messages.

3-8-91 - For he had the spin of the dog---in the slit of the tree slice woes crack. He heard the call of Joe.

4-25-92 - The socialist propaganda tree.

6-10-92 - Discovering the trees and apple trees shaking has led us to...

6-20-92 - Robert O. Norman...the proof of the tree.

10-3-92 - Then he made a woman and put her in a tree. A Buddha


4-24-91 - Dream: I was in my 16th St. house doing laundry. I heard some people practicing a greeting similar to Heil Hitler. They were saying "Oh! Heil!" They did this several times. I was in the kitchen then and I heard a sound like an airplane coming. I and the other people went to the window to see what kind it was because it sounded so loud. It was huge. It was in the west 1/2 hidden by the trees. What was scary about  it was that it had flexible wings like it was animate and I felt also that it could see and was looking for someone. All of a sudden the sky went dark and it was very ominous. As I looked closer, a big black cloud had suddenly appeared and was hiding the plane. But the plane didn't appear again. As the cloud floated to the south, the plane was either behind the cloud and floated away with it, or it had simply become invisible.

by Dee


5-1-91 Dream: I was with a lot of my friends and we were about to embark on a practice survival trip for 20 days. It was the eve of a big Jewish holiday. But the enemy, dressed in black came in. He offered my Jewish friends and I a drink of some liquor that was in a tall oil well shaped bottle. The stuff was bright green and as thick as clear, see-through toothpaste. I knew it was poison and if you mixed this stuff with alcohol, you could run your car on it.

I knew from the activities around us that some of our so-called friends, as soon as they saw that the enemy was real, changed sides and became our enemies, because they didn't want to die. We knew immediately that rather than being a 20 day experiment, we were now on a 12 year escape run for real survival.

In order to escape, the Jewish woman we were with offered herself up as a sacrifice to the evil man and kept his attention while the rest of us escaped by another door. We had to force our friends/turncoats to go with us or we wouldn't have been able to get away. There was one radio station in operation and I had a hand-held battery operated radio with me so we could call in with. One of the turncoats asked me what the station number was but I didn't dare tell him because he could give us away with that information. We dragged the turncoats with us as we ran from building to building.

I had a small child with me. My son. He appeared to be about two years old, but he had the wisdom of an adult. One of his shoes came off and I feared to stop long enough to put it back on his foot, but I did, and retied the knot. While I did that, he told me that he had been experimenting with seed potatoes to grow potatoes in a smaller space then was general practice in the past.  

As soon as he finished telling me that, I opened the door of the building we were in and it opened onto a park with tall green trees, lush green lawns and a very narrow path to walk on, but I knew we would henceforth be safe.

by Dee


10-30-91 - DREAM I had bought a beautiful fish two days prior. He was emerald green with a black stripe on the edge of his fins and a white belly. When i got him home, it was a bird, but I put him in my fish tank anyway because that's what I thought he was. The bird was beautiful to look at. Emerald green feathers, his wings edged in black and a white breast.

He was way too big for the tank and there were two more bird/fish in the tank and it was too crowded, but I left him there anyway.

That night, I was in bed with my ex-husband. We had gotten back together and the church people were all agog, because we had been separated for 10 years. They wanted to know how we were getting along. He said we were getting along well.

He left for work and I got up. All of a sudden the bird/fish popped out of the tank and flew to my hand and started to talk. He said only negative things. I was afraid of him and I shook him off. He flew around landing here and there and pecking at my favorite plants which I kept moving away from him. Finally he sat up on a tree branch way up high inside my house and said, "My name is .......

The dream stopped with a big green blank screen and I half woke up.

Then the dream went back into action and the bird said several words that made the initials A B J E C T . He then said, "I came to tell you about the death of T _______."

by Dee Finney


1-13-92 - DREAM - I was in the country in a house on a hill looking over an area of grass and trees. A woman came to the door and offered me a fresh peach to eat which I did. The next time I looked out the door, I realized I was at my Dad's lake cottage and he had cemented over the entire lot so he wouldn't have to cut lawn or rake leaves. There was a lot of men out in the yard looking at it and going next door to lay new sod. I realized that I was going to have to pull up all the concrete and plant grass and trees.

by  Dee


1-23-92 - DREAM - I made a trip with some other people up north on a train. We took pictures of rock formations and clouds of many different kinds, of leaves and trees and flowers and fields. Each one was beautiful and unique. We were headed towards a huge school which seemed to be a university.

A whole group of men, dressed in beige rain and shine clothes tried to abduct me. I escaped by getting into a big crowd of students. They were trying not to be obvious by playing golf on the lawn and meanwhile trying to get closer to me. I managed to get away the first time. Then I went downtown and bought a whole new wardrobe, including 3" high heeled shoes. Now, I also was wearing a beige rain and shine coat. I was trying to cross the busy city street and these same men, all wearing beige rain and shine coats accosted me on the street corner. I was minding my own business, watching the policeman directing traffic who was wearing a black trench coat.

The man surprised me when he got right in front of me and said, "Good Morning Mrs. Murphy". I was surprised that he could possibly know my name until I realized that there was a name tag with the name Murphy sewn onto the top edge of the chest handkerchief pocket on the front of my coat.

I managed to get away from these men again by linking arms with the man who was walking to my immediate left. Hew as also wearing a beige rain and shine coat. He was shorter than I because I was wearing such high heeled shoes. He looked like Perry Como with white hair. We walked around the block together arm in arm. He accused me of walking too fast, but I assured him that I actually wasn't walking faster than him, I just had to take smaller steps than him because of my high heeled shoes to keep up with him.

When we got around the block, we were back at the school. We had to walk under a stone archway together.

A woman's voice called down from one of the windows to come upstairs to be safe with her.

I wondered at first how she could know who I was, then I realized that she had been my counselor previously and could be again. The man was still walking with me arm in arm, but I can't remember what happened next and I woke up.

by Dee


2-5-92 - DREAM - I was on my way to work in an office. I thought was like A-C. I worked on the 8th floor. (A-C only had 4 floors) I went to the elevator. There was a lot of people waiting to use it, but the elevator was being used by some people moving desks and it was stuck between floors. The people were all jostling for position and I was being shoved from behind, so I announced that I was going to use the elevator at the other end of the building, so people would know there was another way up that wasn't so crowded. Nobody followed me.

I ran up a narrow flight of stairs to the 2nd floor, then up an even narrower flight of stairs to the 3rd floor. On the 3rd floor was a long bridge filled with people just sitting and watching a bunch of retarded people who were on the 2nd level.  

The bridge was rather treacherous to cross because the floorboards were loose. I  told somebody if they had a rope, I would 'make like Tarzan' to get across. I  finished crossing the bridge, then I had to walk down Clark St. to the school which was on Center St. (The old North Division High School) I beat the bus by a couple of blocks and I played hide and seek with the bus driver by running around a big tree and laughing. The bus continued on and I went to the school.

by Dee


3-13-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin, getting ready for work and when I got out to my car, a part that made the car go had broken. It had been installed in 1941, so it was no surprise that it finally went, but would have to be replaced.

I couldn't ride with my sons and his friends, because they were only going as far East as Sunnyslope for school, and there were no connecting busses from there. I had to go all the way East to 13th St., and then north.

I was sitting in the back seat of my red car and my mother was in the front behind the wheel. She took her foot off of the brake and the car, to my surprise, coasted up hill. She made a U turn and reparked the car in the same spot we had been in, in the shade of a big tree, facing East, and it would stay that way until the car was fixed.

by Dee


3-15-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. I went to the dinner table and there was a blue butterfly there. A big woman on the left was going to eat it, but I asked her if I could put it into my collection (I had two others) She agreed and then I noticed that the butterfly was still alive, but couldn't fly. I picked it up gently and it began flapping it's wings and flew to a nearby tree. I decided to wait until he died naturally, and then I would put him in my collection.

There were two men down in the kitchen, rather gloating that she and I had insurance policies coming due and we weren't able to pay the premiums on them. I had 7 or 8 of them. I got on the telephone and I was able to sell all of them as an investment to someone and then could buy one large insurance policy with the money. The men congratulated me on my success, but I could tell he wasn't sincere.

I was then with another man who congratulated me on my weight loss. He said that at the end of the day, I would have lost 37 pounds. I thanked him but said that it hadn't showed up on the scale yet. He said, "It will!" He then asked me where he should put his sugar for breakfast. He had a choice of a muffin or his cereal. I said, "Put it on the cereal, just 1/2 teaspoon full." He said, "Is that enough to taste good?" I said, "You get used to it."

by Dee


Saturday, 12/5/92 8:00 a.m.

I've been sleeping poorly all night, frequently waking up confused and  disoriented. I can't remember any other dreams before the one I'm about to tell. This one struck me as odd, because I'm not a religious person at all, in terms of Christianity, and I certainly don't believe the  devil at all. I was alternately watching and participating in a mission carried out by the characters in a book I was reading, The Bannerman Effect by John Maxim. There was a decoy delivery that was taking place. M.F., C.B. and B.M. were all present, along with other people I didn't know. The Bad Guys showed up shooting, and Molly was struck in the head superficially. I can't remember much after that, except being angry that she was hurt for no reason, as this wasn't the real drop.

The dream moved along, and came to a point at which Chris (then-current boyfriend) and I were looking at my car Ð I think we were putting gas into it, and I noticed that the caps to the air valves on the tires were off.  There were small hoses that had to be attached at two places on the tire, but they were broken and air was rushing out of all four tires. Deciding I shouldn't drive it, I walked to the nearest pay phone, which was near Sparrow Hospital. There was a man in front of me, wearing very worn biker leathers and a scraggly blond ponytail and moustache. He was very rough-looking, and not attractive. I overheard bits of his conversation. I was frightened by him, but not enough to deter me from using the phone to call Mom and Dad to tell them of the tires. I had asked Chris if I could buy new parts at a gas station, but he told me that I had to call the Honda Dealer to get the new devices, and as it was 8:00 p.m., the dealer was closed and we were stranded.

The man finished with his call and turned to me. He handed me his pen, which I needed. I thanked him and started to make the call. I can't remember if I finished it or not, but I didn't have any paper and wrote something in the bark of the tree that the pay phone was hooked up to. I had realized during the course of his call who the man was; he had played Blaster in the Mad Max movie "Beyond Thunderdome." The audience never sees his real face, but he was huge like the man in the movie was.

There was a large, charcoal grey fox there now, which seemed to be very mean. He snapped at anyone who got close to him. I was very nervous now, with this fox and the large man so nearby. I wondered how to walk away and get by the fox without being bitten. The fox soon disappeared, and I didn't think of it again. As I called, the man sat down on a bench, presumably waiting for the return of his pen. As I turned from the pay phone, I gave him back, his pen and stated that I recognized him.

He offered me his hand, which I clasped in both of mine in a way which I thought to be the "biker way" of shaking hands. He turned out to be very nice, and started walking with me and discussing the movie he was in. A  young black boy, maybe ten years old, walked by and took my other hand (the biker was still holding my right hand) and we started back to my car. Since this wasn't a very good neighborhood, they wanted to see me arrive safely.

Blaster at this point turned into a large black man, maybe in his twenties, and continued walking with me and holding my hand. I had trouble remembering where I had left my car. I knew it was behind Sparrow Hospital, but we had walked two blocks too far to the west, and I had lost track of where exactly we were. I knew the general direction of the hospital, though, and turned towards it.

It seems that by now, the two people I had been with had turned into a small group of friends, whose faces I don't remember knowing, and the neighborhood had turned into a middle-class one, with two-story houses typical of downtown Mason. There was a huge church to the east, and I could see Sparrow Hospital beyond it. I turned towards the hospital, but by now, walking was becoming tedious. I left my friends behind  and started flying down the streets.

Somewhere along the way, the scope of the dream changed. The car forgotten, I turned into an alley that ran next to the church. It was a gothic-type church with dark gray stone walls and ornate windows. As I floated down the alley towards an immense courtyard, I felt a distinctly wrong atmosphere.

This sort of feeling usually accompanies my nightmares, but it was much stronger this time. The air pressure was heavy, sort of vibrating. I'm not sure now who I was supposed to be at this point, but I feel I wasn't myself. I looked down into a stairway that led to a basement door of the church and an old woman sat midway down them. I couldn't see her face, as she was looking down at her hands in her lap, but her stockinged legs appeared scabbed and rotted. She had graying blonde hair and a small round hat. She was humming to herself and playing with her hands. She never looked up. I knew immediately she was a sign of evil, a symbol of the devil as in horror movies.

I floated past her into the courtyard. The church surrounded me on three sides, and the one opposite me, to the west, had a huge arched exit. The pressure was still oppressive; I could see the church itself was being squeezed thinner (sideways) by it. The building seemed to quiver and looked almost like a mirage. I rose and looked around. People came out of the church, worried and afraid. The sense of doom was actually audible. The outside gradually turned into a huge inner chamber of the church as the next few events occurred. I kept rising, and watched the people.

There had apparently been a murder on the church grounds. There were bloodstains on some sacred objects or the alter, or some such place, but there was no body to be found, and they were looking for it. I was at the ceiling now. A very young woman pointed up towards me and asked what was on the ceiling or noticed what was on the ceiling, I can't remember exactly what. She couldn't see clearly, because the ceiling was so high, it was difficult to make out details that far away. As everyone looked, it was decided, much to their horror, that the body had been crucified on top of a crucifix that was engraved in the ceiling's stone. I discovered, much to my own surprise, that I was the dead man they had pointed to, and I was in fact crucified on the ceiling. The people were shocked. A large stone crucifix on the east wall crossed itself. I was released from the body, and floated around as the spirit of the man. No one could see me. I decided to try and warn the people of their imminent danger; it seems now that Satan was close by, and planning great harm to the church and everyone in it.

The walls of the church were a cream-colored stone that had portraits of Christ and other appropriate figures carved into it. I concentrated my will on one portrait, and it glowed as if someone had opened a windowshade and the sun were shining on it. I waved my fingers and bloodstains appeared on it. This was apparently the sort of warning I was looking for, because I continued doing so on the ceiling and walls for awhile. I rose up to the ceiling again, which also had many carvings, both portraits and designs.

As I reached the ceiling, I must have become someone else, because I watched the form of the man's spirit fly nearly through me. He had the wings and dress of an angel, but looked more like a shadow, because he was entirely dark, and I couldn't see features, just silhouettes. I can't remember how the dream flowed to the next part, but I had to hold onto the ceiling because I could no longer fly. There were carvings that hung down and had flared edges on them, so I could hold on and move towards the wall. I was very afraid of falling, because I couldn't get a good grip and the ceiling was at least fifty feet high. The warnings I had left were still there, but now they seemed dangerous and evil.

As I made my way towards the wall to climb down, I noticed a black Persian kitten sitting up in a carving that had blood on it. It seemed to be stranded, but didn't look concerned. I made my way towards the kitten so I could rescue it, and I had almost reached it when I felt something over my shoulder and turned. As soon as I saw what it was, I screamed and woke myself up. I can't remember what it looked like exactly; I have the distinct feeling it was the devil, but I can't remember what form exactly he had. He was vaguely dragonish, with ragged wings and tufts of fur around his head. I seem to remember vicious hissing as well, just as I woke up.
by anonymous


7-21-96  ‘Tree of Life’ by Nanette

I was with Victor (actor Eric Braeden/Y&R) and his friend Douglas. We were at Victor’s property where he was going to build a ranch. We were standing there (I don’t recall a house, but we were looking out a window) when suddenly, out of nowhere, a storm started brewing. The skies were black as pitch. It was going to be a bad one. I wondered if we should even bother putting our cars in the garage, thinking they’d probably get damaged there as well. Directly in front of us stood a tree.

It was of medium height (25-30 feet), had a trunk 4 feet in diameter and had millions of leaves which were small and waxy. Suddenly, out of the right side of the leaves, there appeared a small, dimpled looking, beluga whale. The whale looked to be struggling to escape the leaves and branches; feet first, if you will. It finally broke free, but was then sucked immediately back in. Next, all of the leaves began turning color; green to black to white, finally turning into doves (but not flying away, staying in the tree). Next the doves turned into twelve ghosts (like Casper, The Friendly Ghost). All you can see are their heads poking through the leaves. I stood there in awe at what had transpired; my mind trying to comprehend all I had seen. In the blink of an eye, the storm had passed.

The tree before us, now forever broken. The trunk had been snapped completely off and was now shattered and splintered on each end. But the amazing thing was that the tree tops were still in tact, hanging ominously above the tree stump, while the trunk itself was levitating sideways between the treetop and the stump. The kinetic energy  surrounding us from the storm was remarkable. I grabbed my journal to write everything down that had happened. Over my shoulder, Victor began reading some of my previous entries (personal comments, quotes I’d made up and observations). One in particular, and my favorite, caught his eye. He read it aloud. I said to him, “You know, I felt like I had been touched by the hand of God when I wrote that. It was the most amazing feeling.” I then felt a buzzing feeling within my body. My blood flowed through me like electricity. I took my journal and sat down to write what we had all witnessed. My mind is racing, my hand can’t process my thoughts fast enough. As I write, I suddenly realize that I’m sitting there topless (half naked), but I don’t care. I’m wearing a brand new pair of jeans, the tag hanging off one of those plastic strings that are so annoying. I feel the coolness of the table as my bare breasts rub against it as I continue writing. I write faster and faster, not wanting to forget a single thing I’d witnessed, my head nearly resting on the table by my hand. Victor watches me, mesmerized. I can feel myself get lightheaded, like I might pass out from the sheer exhiliration of it all. I feel my body start to tip over sideways, out of my chair. I’m finding it increasingly hard to breathe. I take deeper and deeper breaths, consciously reminding myself to breathe in and out. I wonder if Victor will catch me before I fall to the ground.


07/30/96 -- I am walking. I see a cave-like room with a light shining down from a round whole in the ceiling. I stop and look into the cave from a circular opening - large enough to step into if I bend my head. The cave is dark except for this light that shines on a large cedar tree trunk. I do not see the top nor any branches. I see the dark, moist textured bark and note its beauty. I see the trees roots, many, exposed, intertwined, piled on top of each other, long and short, some are gnarled but all go down into the soil. I am at the entrance and I have to make a decision whether to enter the cave or walk on. I feel in awe but overwhelmed and walk on. The dream ends, I awake knowing that I will go into the cave and explore it; the decision has already been made regardless of what I did in my dream.

by anonymous


08/27/96 -- 15:11:44 I had a dream that I was watching a barn being consumed by fire. I felt omniscient...not fully present. Maybe I was in the trees. At first I thought the fire was out and then it was in the rafters and the entire structure collapsed. Then a nearby house burst into flames. At times I was both inside and outside the house. I was trying to get people out and then someone fell on me..they were on fire and I caught on fire. A voice over...like on a television show said it was murder. Then I was in the trees again and I woke up

by anonymous


-- 08/26/96 -- 17:38:23 I have had this dream many times since the age of eight ...with variations of conversations....

Edward,as I call him.. comes to get me while I sleep..we leave the earth and travel to another world.. the first thing I see is a fountain, trees and beautiful buildings.. the sky is so blue that I can "hear" it.. The people dressed in white robes sitting by the fountain are always very warm towards me as if I am special ...(everyone is dressed in white robes) we walk down a side walk to the domed building on the right .

There is a sign at the front entrance.. it is the mathematical equation for life and seems so simple.. I tell Edward I'm going to remember it when I wake up.. We do this every time and his response is always.. No, you wont...and he chuckles..

As we enter, the ceiling is arched and there are lanterns lighting the main entrance hallway where there are door on opposite sides.. each room represents a part of life here on earth.. the first room is that of inventions already here on earth..(Edward tells me all inventions are created in dreams that are sent to specific people to create and that they have already been created by the "master craftsmen"..(I shrug my shoulders).. The room on the right is the doorway to the scientific room.. I have not gone in there yet.. the next room on the left is the room of art.. it contains those images of art that was and art that is to be... I always find myself going to the front of the large room to visit an area that is dark.. yet on the wall are these screens.. like television... they will be created by man on earth.. they are framed.. one picture has a river scene of a man in a boat fishing.. the water is actually moving and the trees are swaying.. there is a campfire and I can smell it from a small porthole at the bottom of the screen... I can hear the wind rustling the leaves and the water flowing....to the top there are vents that push air on me... as though to create the feeling of being there.... there is also a picture of what I thought to be fireflies.. but, upon closer inspection is small little fairies dancing above the blue lake in the stillness of night..whipporwhills can be heard .....and other creatures of the night...

We leave this room to go to the study room.. "Jonathon" joins us... {He is beautiful}.. we study in preparation.. and I can never remember what our study is about when I wake up... There is also math room.. when I go in there.. I understand everything.. and as Edward explains...... everything is a mathematical equation... the bible has many equations.. (shrugs shoulder).. when we leave it is always the same.. I always try very hard to remember the equation.. it is so simple and makes everything seem simplistic...

by anonymous


9-7-96 - My father had a dream that he was running through a white snow and he would jump and land again, unharmed. He would jump again this time going up higher and farther, landing again un harmed. Then, his final jump was over about 4 houses, then landing in a pine tree filled with  snow-unharmed.

by anonymous



From: Freestone Wilson

Date: 1996/11/97

I want to share one of my greatest OBE journeys to heaven, here. it has the feeling and intensity, of a Near death experience!!!!..so i will post it, feel free to pass it on, and to share or quote it!

My E-mail address is.... Free@epix.net .....please write to me, if you have any comments or ideas!

From visions like this...I have Great hope, for the human race, and for our personal futures ---things are MUCH better then they seem!!

During the 1980's,.... I had this Vision. I would call it a "near-Death experience"or "out of body", experience!!....because Spirit took me to a realm of heaven itself-first person!!! I was there....for real! I saw what the "natives", who live there, see! This is spoken of, in the Bible --- PAUL,says..."someone was taken by spirit, out of the body, and taken to the THIRD heaven" -- 2nd Corinthians 12 vs. 1-4.

I seemed to follow a particular person, followed his progress, in heaven, immediately at-and after he died! I was right by his side...as IF I WERE that person.....experiencing an "auto-biography" of his months of living there. so---I will use the "first person I", here...as if i WERE that person, in order to simplify things!

THIS VISION BEGINS......I awake, in a daze..there is confusion about me. I am lying in a bed of some sort and a couple of attendant-type people are trying to hustle me from my bed and up onto the floor---from the bed where i was evidently sleeping. they throw my clothes over me and push me out into the hall and then out of the building. I dimly was aware that I was lying in that bed for some time...maybe weeks..maybe months! They bring others out too---all in a daze, also...we muddle in the front yard, in the parking lot. I now could see an approaching BUS come up, from the street---it pulls up, with people on it, already, coming from some other place---it comes from somewhere???.

Five or six of us are pushed onto this bus. it starts up and moves on down the road---I get a window seat---I sit there VERY dazed... for some reason, that I can not tell...I am very dazed! I just watch the scenery pass by...as by now the bus is moving. There really IS no scenery!---all I see is a dark, cloudy, dimly-lit city. Soon, however, the bus begins a slow slow climb up a very steep hill---the air turns instantly to FOG! all I see, is fog, outside: the bus must have climbed up that hill, into clouds!---then I fall back to sleep...and sleep, for awhile.

I awake with a vivid jolting start!...the bus is AT the top of the hill---and the sky is a VERY VERY vivid blue...light piercingly blue...and the grassy fields look as a very green golf course..lush and green. The place has a look of an English countryside look outside of the bus...to see a gate across the road..a fence on both sides. This gate then opens up by itself, to let the bus through....the bus goes on, a bit, along a road---lined with a very "putting green" green short grass. the whole scene looks like an English meadow, on a "best day of the summer"! the sky even seems more vivid then before, outside of this gate. Everything looks as like "the just after a cool refreshing rain, after a hot day!"---I see a large, but low slung building, off in the distance; the bus stops in front of it, and we all are herded out....onto the parking lot....we are greeted, by some person.....I recall someone taking me by the arm and directing me into the building and to a room---my room-to-be!....my room, for the stay. I am then told,"the rules"---this place is called "THE YOUNGER CENTER---one grows physically, bodily, younger here"...my guide says. I must have given my guide a startled look...he repeats-----"that people , as they take full advantage of all the wonderful SOUL-GROWING programs, here---they grow younger in age!!!....they actually look younger in physical appearance and actually GROW younger in years---the clock is turned back, truly"!! (Later, i met a man who looked to be in his 30's...he said that he was 80!)

Somewhere, about at this time...I became aware that I had DIED, back down there, in that nursing home...and that now I was in heaven and that I would now live forever!!----that I was taken on a bus, to heaven.....

I learned that this "Younger Center"...is a sort of "remedial-summer-school-before-one- enters- college". Most of us, while living on earth, never have the time or inclination to develop our Soul's power of creativity---the seeds lie dormant! We do not seem to have the time..for art... poetry.. music......and..most importantly----the ability to IMAGINE..our powers of imagination: the creativity of the MIND. And, also....FEELINGS...the creativity of the loving heart!!

This "Younger Center"..is a place to try to "make up for things..missed, on earth, before we died......to flesh out our half developed creativity....in order to get us ready, to go on into the REAL heavens!!

I sensed that there are Many of these Centers..on the fringes of the entry-ways to heaven.

I could see that there were much activity, going on about me. Soon, I met with Counselors who showed me the GREAT number of things to do, here.

People here, searched out, in their lives-on-earth-before-they-died, each and every "seed" of some creative act or expression, that they never got around to develop and grow into manifestation. thus, i did some Directed introspection, of my life...and found numerous places in it, where i never got around to actually live out something....something of the soul...too busy, or too too wrapped up in what most "practical" people call "living"!

I went to many classes. i cannot remember them---but they all helped to "flesh out" my Soul. the MOST very important thing, that i saw, in this learning ,was-----the seeds of creativity had to be planted in the heart, whilst one was still on earth---everything that one became INTERESTED IN, is such a seed!!---while one is still living on earth. Thus, i saw that i could have, while still living back there...could have followed up my every little idea and interests, upon anything which touched my Soul....at least many things DID touch my Soul, even if i did not have the time or the inclination, to nurture and grow these seeds of Soul-creativity! But, here at this "YOUNGER CENTER" (as they called it, here)....it is NOT TOO LATE!!! In fact they tell me, here...that i MUST sprout all these creativity-seeds... before i can progress onward, into the further, higher, heavens. I took many many classes.... poetry. art. ceramics...I Remember not what....and, I could actually SEE my face and body grow PHYSICALLY younger!!! my old-man-face..grew to look 50...then 40...then even in my 20's!!! i was now feeling and looking like i was in my late 20's!! [maybe that is why creative old people look young, for their years!!!---back here on earth!!!!]

One day, the instructors took me on a "field trip"---i was taken out into the parking lot...and I and several others got into a "golf cart"...the driver took it off down the road, BACK toward the gate that the bus came originally in, through...but this cart suddenly took to the air--flying, six feet off the ground!---and the gate opened by itself, and we went through---I could see a limitless view of clouds---like as if i were on top of a high mountain-cliff; the valley filled with clouds. we flew down into the clouds. soon, the cart emerged from out of the bottom of the clouds---much like a plane would fly down through a thin layer of clouds--descending to earth---as we now WERE descending. (We were, in fact, going back down to the earth- sphere.. on an errand) however,,,the sky was black with NIGHT, when the cart emerged from the cloud underside!! it was night-time, on earth...and way down below us, i could see a rain swept road. there was an accident---i could see the wrecked cars, the red lights of police and ambulances. the cart pulled right up to this messy scene...no one, there, apparently, could see us . I could see a sheet-draped body, lying on the ground---someone was killed, in this accident...BUT----beside the sheet, there was a young lady standing. she stood there in a VERY DAZED STATE!!---- [[her body was made up of the soul-body-stuff of the killed girl, under the sheet!!!]]----i even SAW...that this cart and even ME...moved right through the police car, fire trucks, and crews as if they were GHOSTS!!! -----but the GIRL was as solid as the cart!!...as we picked her up ,and put her into the back of it...and we flew back up into the black cloud rain sky---only to shortly emerge back into the very bright blue sky, of heaven---and,yes, back through the automatic gate...back to the parking lot...where some attendants carried her inside....yet another soul fetched to HEAVEN!!  She was brought to the Center, much like I was; except by a different means.

[[ I recall OTHER visions of these heavens, over the years...i have seen/been shown--- another vast center of HEALING, of healing of the very soul, of incoming new arrivees..who ,on earth, could not live a spirit-filled life, and thus DAMAGED their souls.-------from the roof of this healing center, i saw a huge temple. they told me it is the (a) "temple of prayer"... where prayers from earth, are read by the angels and angelic spirits...to be sent on to God.. NO PRAYER FALLS BETWEEN THE CRACKS AND GETS LOST OR IGNORED!!----(in another vision, I saw)-----a vast one mile sized building called, they told me, "the Veteran's reuniting center"...(i think)...where the people who just arrived, after dying..can find and meet their relatives/friends, who died before them....but this building could ALSO be a center for veteran's of earth's wars!!-----i saw a whole group of spirits progress onto a higher heaven ....i saw a "town" constructed by Spirit, just to receive the new arrived dead..so they could be made comfortable.]]

Now...very shortly after this rescue mission, someone came to my room, to tell me that i and several others were now GRADUATES of this lower heavenly world...and that the new assignment is now given to us--- to progress onward, the next level, of heaven [[like "the next level of development]]---a man came up to us and took us into the front yard. i could see he had all kinds of papers and forms!!----we are to be posted and sent to "BHRARTA LAND"!! [[i recall, that this is the name for the spiritual "lands-of-heaven"--that is of ancient INDIA!! This is the heaven of India]]...we are led to a place in front of a small hill, under a flawless blue sky..other helpers gathered near this hill, and begun to sing some HYMNS!!!...nothing occurred!!---just the hymns, and the PEACEFUL countryside, the helpers, and maybe 3 or 5 of us-who-are-to-go. It looked like a group of twenty people, in chairs...all of us...looking at a mound of grass-covered dirt..singing hymns!!...under that flawless blue sky. ....ALL OF A SUDDEN-------- -a small pinprick of light, flashed just at the top, 6 feet above the top, of the ten foot hill....this point began to grow---much like a tv set turned off; BUT IN REVERSE!!! Soon, the ball of light was several feet in diameter, and it grew into a BRIGHT-LIT CLOUD --lit up from within...and then this cloud resolved into a ten foot diameter wide, opening, in a SOMEWHERE!!!....[[a hole in space, this is...a hole into a higher dimension!!]].....out of this door, came several attendants---leaders and helpers. these helpers i found to be SHOCKING (!!!)---FOR THEY WERE DRESSED IN VERY ANCIENT GARB..so radically different from anything of THIS time and age...that i can see, that in NO WAY could have i got this dream, from material present in my own subconscious memory]]----this door LOOKED to open into a very long tunnel of light...a corridor to India-land!!...a tunnel, like in the "2001" movie!!!....this amazing dream ended, as I was pushed into this tunnel---and pushed so ..that i was moving at a very high speed...BUT, I could see, on my right, a FOREST of trees!!..i flew passed them....I tried to make sure that i did not TOUCH even a SINGLE leaf!!

{{{ I learned later, that this forest is one's "FOREST OF MEMORY"---each tree, each leaf, even...is a PERSONAL memory-of-earth, a memory that HAS to be let go of, in order for one to go on to the next higher realm of heaven.----- by this, i mean "detach", not "forget"! }}}}

At that point, the vision ended, ---i flew off at high speed, to India-land...but there WAS a hint given me, at the very last moment of the vision-awareness...that the "younger center" ...and the tunnel to India-land---were CREATED..and maintained...by some VERY high spirits---from the CELESTIAL level of the heavens.

I actually SENSED a presence of a GREAT SPIRIT FORM...over the top of this whole tunnel, directing it....maybe an Archangel...taking orders from God, himself!!. [ I gather from this, that all of the lower heavens are created and maintained, by high spirits and Angels and Emissaries of the Lord, himself-----for the support of countless souls.) ( I would also imagine that our earthly realm is, too, influenced and maintained, by the Lord...as a kind of "School" --for Souls. Here...we can learn the basics of how to create. Someday...we will Grow to become "co-creators with God...our lives here on earth , are thus likewise SUPPORTED and upheld, by Guides--Angels--and other God-enfranchised beings).

The human race......... and YOU, READER OF THIS VISION, are in Very Good Hands!!!!

THIS vision of heaven shows me how important CREATIVITY is---whether in "art", or in the greater ART, of living, day by day...for creativeness grows one's Soul. From this vision... I see--------that the more creative we are, now, here on earth..the Further along we will be, upon our arrival, in heaven. AND...you. and..I WILL arrive there, in heaven, upon our earthly death, with more seeds of creative acts...implanted into our Souls, if we open our lives to creative acts, now. The Inference is clear!!....Since Spirit is the Great Creator.....Any creative act, that we perform...is of a partaking of a part, of this Spirit. "ye shall become as Gods"---the Bible says. God Himself, thus, is a part of every work of art!!!

Thus...i SALUTE all of you all...the Creative people, who say "yes", to life and its possibilities for Soul-Self expression. you are already part way there, in your growing of your Soul. so......

Be creative. make Art, your life! do, think, feel--with IMAGINATION and with SPIRIT. May Spirit infuse everything that you touch..do think..feel!! So...go out and......LIVE AN INCREDIBLE LIFE!

........Freestone Wilson


Posted by Josephine Goodman on July 06, 1997

Dream on July 5, 1997: I am standing in the bathroom and I see that the wall plaster has been crumbling in large piles into and around the tub. I go into the next room and tell my husband that we must move because the walls are crumbling. He doesn't believe me. I go back into the bathroom. Now there is a bookshelf there with a lot of my books. The wall behind it dissolves and the bookshelf falls. I look through the hole and see it has landed on the lower floor of the building.

There are rows of seats like a theatre or auditorium. The shelf and books have fallen on top of some seats, shattering them. I feel glad no one was sitting there, as they could have been injured. I go down and into a series of offices, with very narrow corridors to talk to someone about moving.I think about whether I want to take my books back upstairs or wait and pack them to go to the new place.

In the next dream of that night, I am walking around an inside, second floor balcony and looking into the central area. I see a large tree there, with some birds with very long beaks that have rounded ends. I feel confused about whether the scene is inside or outside.

I believe the interpretation of the crumbling walls and falling books has to do with the crumbling of belief structures and old systems. The tree in the central area could be a new tree of knowledge.


This one submitted by Joe Mason.

Katherine sent me a dream in which she was with a group of people who were being chased by a man. They ran to a place where there were four trees, and climbed them. They felt safe holding onto the limbs of the trees, until they saw the man pouring gasoline on the bases of the trees.


"And the Lord said to Satan, 'The Lord rebuke you, O Satan! The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?'"

I spoke of these verses in my article about Revelation 11:11 (1). In 1993, while I was writing the outline for the article, I received a dream voice message, saying -  "It seems like a never-ending path. Some say it will never end, but they don't know Joshua like I do."

I could not recall anything about Joshua, other than the battle of Jericho. But, as I continued my outline for the article, I took another look at Zechariah 4, because it is about the two olive trees, which stand up in Revelation 11:11. Suddenly, my eye caught the word, "Joshua" in verse 3. Joshua and Zerubbabel (Zechariah 4:6-9), I feel, are directly related to the meaning of the two olive trees.


Quran 24:35 - This psychic structure of the soul has been expressed by Ghazali in an esoteric commentary upon the Verse of Light (Quran 24:35).The niche, as a place of gathering of both sound and light in the outer world, is also a place of gathering inwardly for all sensory perceptions. A focus point, an aperture in the wall, it symbolizes the first inner aspect of the soul, common sense. The glass symbolizes the second, imagination, which like glass is part of the materiality of this world and has a definite dimension; like glass in is making, imagination is at first opaque to the light of the Intellect which transcends direction, quality, and distance.Once the imagination is clarified and refined, it gains a similarity to the Active Intellect, or spiritual Heart, and becomes transparent to the light, just as a glass is needed to protect the candlelight from being dissipated by the wind, so the imagination is needed to control intellectual knowledge and hold the images together.

The third symbol, that of the light-giving lamp, is related to the intelligence (that is, the thinking function or the function of will), for it is this faculty which recognizes the Archetypes or Divine Names and Qualities.

The function of meditation (formed by memory) and reflection is symbolized by the fourth symbol, the tree. Meditation begins with a thought and branches out into others; its conclusions become seeds producing the further growth of thought. The tree is not a fruit tree but the olive trees, the oil of which feeds the lamps; and as opposed to other soils, the oil of the olive increases radiance. This is not any tree, any meditation, but rather meditation upon that 'which is neither of the East nor the West'.

The fifth symbol, the oil, relates to the faculty that is sacred within the human form, the spiritual Heart, or Active Imagination, or Active Intellect: the Spirit of God within us.

Existing in potential in all human beings, it is actualized and made luminous in but a very few. For most people, the acquisition of knowledge must come from without.

The active Intellect, on the other hand, is self-luminous with no external source: the oil which 'would shine, even if no fire touched it'.

Thus the psyche (the inner senses) is just one part of a larger totality of the feminine principle or soul, incorporating the outer senses, which moves on the mystic Quest towards spiritual becoming and union with the Spirit. It is in this phase of the journey that one meets with the jinn, the psychic forces within. They constantly intrude with temptations and inclinations which one must actively put aside, or, once again, one will be hindered from continuing the journey.


Zechariah - Chapter 3

Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the Lord and Satan standing at his right hand to accuse him. 2. And the Lord said to Satan, "The Lord rebuke you, " Satan! The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?" 3. No Joshua was standing before the angel, clothes with filthy garments 4.And the angel said to those who were standing before him, "Remove the filthy garment from him," And to him he said, "Behold, I have taken your iniquity away from you, and I will clothe you with rich apparel." 5. And I said, "Let them put a clean turban on his head." She the put a clean turban on his head and clothed him with garments; and the angel of the Lord was standing by.

Zechariah 4 - 1. And the angel who talked with me came again, and waked me, like a man that is wakened out of hi sleep. 2. And he said to me, "What do you see?" I said, " "I see, and behold, a lampstand all of gold, with a bowl on the top of it, and seven lamps on it, with seven lips on each of the lamps which are on top of it, one on the right of the bowl and the other on it's left." 4.And I said to the angel who talked with me, "What are these, my lord?" 5.Then the angel who talked with me answered me. "Do you not know what these are?' I said, "No, my lord." 6. Then he said to me, "This is the word of the Lord to Zerub'babel: Not my might, nor by power, but by my spirit, says the Lord of hosts. 7. What are you, O great Lord of hosts. 7. What are you, O great mountain? Before Zerub''babel you shall become a plain; and he shall bring forward the top stone amid shouts of 'Grace, grace to it!" 8. Moreover the word of the Lord came to me, saying, 9. "The hand of Zerub'babel have laid the foundation of this house; his hand shall also complete it. Then you will know that the Lord of hosts has sent me to you 10. For whoever has despised the day of small things shall rejoice, and shall see them plummet in the hand of Zerub''babel. "These seven are the eyes of the Lord, which range through the whole earth.11. Then I said to him, "What are these two olive trees on the right and the let of the lampstand?" 12. And a second time I said to him, "What are these two branches of the olive trees, which are beside the two golden pipes from which the oil is poured out? 13. He said to me, "Do you not know what these are?' I said, "No, my lord," 114. Then he said, "These are the two anointed who stand by the Lord of the whole earth."


In Mythology, one who steals is a pretty disreputable character, unless you are talking about symbols. Aladdin was a thief who braved the fiery pit to retrieve the Lamp. The East Gate of Eden is guarded by the Cherubim whirling a flaming sword to keep people away from the Tree of Life, which gives eternal life. You see? You have to be a mouse to sneak in and steal  it.


1-19-97 - DREAM - I attended a party in a place that was like a warehouse or something similar. I knew all the people and it seemed like I was in charge of something because a large side door was open to a dark outside and one of the women complained that it didn't need to be open. I went out the door to take a look whether it was necessary for access and it wasn't so I went back inside and closed the doors. I went to a table and sat down to talk to some women. An Indian type man walked up behind me and put his hand on my head. He seemed to trace some energies on my head by feeling certain bumps and then pronounced that I was the one.

He pressed a certain point on top of my head and I started to feel like I was going to pass out. but it also felt like the pressure I get around my head when I meditate and go into trance so I decided not to fight the feeling and just go with it. I began to have a series of visions of different types of indians dancing and then changed more cartoonish and each scene was of different kinds of white people in various styles of clothing.

I'm not sure if each scene represented one of my lifetimes or if each scene was just of a different kind of people though I sense its the former.

I woke up and then meditated on the dream. spirit brought me a white book. I could read what it said at the time but can't remember it now. I was given two pages from the book to take with me.  

I went back to bed and fell asleep. I found myself waking up from a nap at 2 p.m. on a couch in my office at work. I saw what the other women were doing and noticed that there were workmen outside. They were re-landscaping the place, had torn out a huge old tree and replaced it with two baby saplings. I decided to go outside and question them about watering procedures so I could take care of the new little trees to make sure they would live. I saw a flash of light in my head. I shook my head a little and continued on down the stairs. When I got to the double doors, I saw it was dark outside and everyone had left. The doors were open and on the stoop were two rubber mats. On my left was a darker colored map and it said Chupacabra on top and then had the story of what a Chupacabras was printed on the mat. Outside the right hand door, was a larger white mat which said UFO'S AND EXTRATERRESTRIALS with a story about them printed on the mat.

My concern was that foot traffic would wear the story off the mats so people couldn't see it anymore. I went back up the stairs trying to figure out how the missing time occurred and what I had done during that time, remembering the flash of light in my head.

For some reason I now had three pair of slacks in my hands an tried to put a pair on while I was walking, but I couldn't get both feet into the same pair of slacks. I had a pink, brown, and black pair. I went to the bathroom to sit down and put on a pair and everyone followed me into the bathroom to ask me questions. One of the women was Dorian Lord from One Life to Live and I started to ask her about the missing time when my physical phone rang and woke me up.

by Dee


1-20-97 - DREAM - I was in a building and a group of men came in carrying a tree which was to become a pole which would be the handrail on the stairway. The tree became a long pole which we started to dance with in a circular pattern around the room. A tall man was at the other end of the pole from myself and as we danced with this pole and as we danced, his head began to glow like it had a halo, then glowed in full, like a great light. Then his body disappeared and all I could see was his head hanging in space way up near the ceiling like a great light.

by Dee


Joe Mason on April 17, 1997

Dear Nicky,

Thank you for posting the great dreams. I am Joe Mason, a dream researcher.

There are some familiar themes in your dream, that I wish to point out.

A number of important dreams in my files take place on an airplane or a space ship. One of the meanings, I believe, is that it is a view from a higher perspective. Dreams of climbing a ladder or a mountain are similar. The higher the view, the larger the horizon and view of the landscape. Of course, this is a metaphor about our spiritual awareness.

The view from the window has appeared in several dreams. "Doorways" seem to be similar. I think it may indicate a dimensional window or doorway, that is, seeing one dimension of reality from another.

In chapter one of my online book, I told of a dream where the location was a beach. I made the comment, "It struck me that the beach, as the meeting place of land and sea, may symbolize the place where the body and spirit meet. "

I believe earth and sea may represent a duality symbolism generally, in a way similar to the sun and moon, male and female, left brain and right brain, or rational and intuitional/dreaming mind functions. Two trees can represent the same thing.

Revelation 10:1- 3 may be related. The mighty angel comes down from heaven - "And he set his right foot on the sea, and his left foot on the land, and called out with a loud voice, like a lion roaring; when he called out, the seven thunders sounded."

Duality symbolism is a big message at this time. I wrote an article in 1992 that explained some of my theories about it.


The part of your dream where some of the people were awake, and others were just starting to awaken, is another message I have found often. Sometimes it is symbolized by coffee. I dreamed of this, then found a dream in The Dream Network Journal that carried it. At the end of a compelling dream, God was serving coffee to the people.

One of the reasons I called my book, "Dreams At The Dawning Of The Kingdom," is that I had a dream-coincidence that indicated that the angel who ascends from the rising sun in Revelation 7:2 to mark the foreheads, represents dreams that are remembered when we awake at dawn, at the dawn of the new age. Soon, I will post that dream on this board, and explain the coincidence.

Revelation 3:1, 2 also has the "awake" symbol.

". . . I know your works; you have the name of being alive, and you are dead.

Awake and strengthen what remains and is on the point of death, for I have  not found your works perfect in the sight of my God."

The part of your dream where you drank the good, clean water from the stream, is similar to many other dreams that I have recorded. I believe it refers to the new age, Aquarius, The Water Bearer.

The part where you and others followed the path to a village where there were people from different time periods, is unusual. A number of other dreams indicate connections between the past, present, and future. It could be related to the historical cycle of time, or perhaps suggest that there is an interaction between time periods. Some channeled messages, such as the Seth material, say that all time periods exist within an eternal Now, when viewed from the other side of the veil.

The part of Dream 2, where you are "foggy" and "terrified," and the window is closed, and then being turned around and seeing the window open, is quite interesting. It seems to indicate a change in awareness and perception.

Seeing the planet Earth from orbit may be related to one of Joseph Campbell's concepts. In "The Power Of Myth," there is a photograph of the earth, as seen from space. No borders can be seen between nations. This is a major symbol of our times and the future, as the planet and its people become unified.

Another part of your dream that is important to me, is the part where the alien being calmed you down from your panic and fear. One of the main messages of my writings is that we need to overcome fears. They will be a major part of the change process, and will cause most of the problems. The change is entirely good and wonderful, but it will not be perceived that way by those who are asleep/dead. They will react with fear, and go through a very stressful change.

In my article at this site, "All About Revelation 11:11," I tell about all the coincidences that seem to revolve around that verse. After the two trees stand up on their feet, "a great fear fell on those who saw them."

Interestingly enough, you found yourself standing in that second dream.

That last part of the second dream is also very important. Again, I refer you to my article about Revelation 11:11. The coincidences interrelate with Solar's material about the 11:11 Doorway that opened in the Belt of Orion.

Her material can be found at:



Again, thank you very must for posting these very exciting dreams.

Best wishes,

Joe Mason

•Dreams At The Dawning Of The Kingdom


Jo Goodman on May 13, 1997

Hi. This is my first posting, though I've been corresponding with Joe Mason about dreams for several years. These are recent dreams that have some symbolism that might be of interest.

I am with a group of people which seems like a class. We're in the woods, picking various nuts from the trees.


The Walls are Crumbling

Josephine Goodman on July 06, 1997

I am standing in the bathroom and I  see that the wall plaster has been crumbling in large piles into and around the tub. I go into the next room and tell my husband that we must move because the walls are crumbling. He doesn't believe me. I go back into the bathroom. Now there is a bookshelf there with a lot of my books. The wall behind it dissolves and the bookshelf falls. I look through the hole and see it has landed on the lower floor of the building. There are rows of seats like a theatre or auditorium. The shelf and books have fallen on top of some seats, shattering them. I feel glad no one was sitting there, as they could have been injured. I go down and into a series of offices,  with very narrow corridors to talk to someone about moving. I think about whether I want to take my books back upstairs or wait and pack them to go to the new place. In the next dream of that night, I am walking around an inside,second floor balcony and looking into the central area. I see a large tree there, with some birds with very long beaks that have rounded ends. I feel confused about whether the  scene is inside or outside. I believe the interpretation of the crumbling walls and  falling books has to do with the crumbling of belief  structures and old systems. The tree in the central area  could be a new tree of knowledge.


Re: strange ufo

by Dolores Finney on July 08, 1997
Dream was from 1991

I had a dream a few years ago about a strange shaped UFO. In the dream I was at a funeral at a church. I went outside and saw a UFO coming slowly across the sky shaped like a huge pine tree. The UFO droned ominously and I felt it was a death/war machine. I felt terribly frightened by it.

What was worse was that the man I saw in the dream who was emphasized in the dream died not too long after that.

by Dee


7-97 - Part of an IM between Joe Mason and Dee

Dee777: I was laying on the bed thinking about traveling to California for a vacation and driving up the coast, when a woman came and sat down on the bed with me, She appeared on my right side. She reached over to her right with her hand, and brought back a round crystal ball about an inch or more in diameter. It was sort of a crystal green. There was either a protrusion coming down from it or that was a shaft of light. She said, "What is this for? Self-protection? She flipped it over so the ball was still in her palm, but the protrusion/shaft of light went up through her fingers, She said, "This is the way you hold it to use it." As she faded from view, I felt a loud hum in my left ear and the blinds rattled,  

JMason4557: Wow! What do you think it means?

Dee777: I don't know, but maybe I should look for a crystal ball like that.

JMason4557: Yes. Good idea. Can you tell me what the black woman in the dream looked like?

Dee777: Hmmm! I would say she was in her 30's or 40's. maybe about 5'5 of 5'6. Just a regular black person, normal weight .

JMason4557: Pretty? Do you remember her clothing?

Dee777: I don't recall anything special about her. No , she wasn't pretty...very plain I would say. Short knee length dress, dark colored. Her hair was short...I think with picinniny type braids or those braid they wear now...about 3 inches long I think .

JMason4557: I think she is the Mother Goddess in this time cycle, like Kali has been appearing as a black woman.

Dee777: She was sitting quite a distance away watching me. She didn't mind that I was feeling loopy either. What a dumb word. I've got the key to the blue chest .

JMason4557: In my writing about the Tree of Life, I used some quotes about the Dark Sterile Mother," and how it relates to the change, and the idea of Kether moving into Daath.

Dee777: what about the light fixture smoking and the house burning up? It was an old house...like built in the 20's or earlier. tall with an attic. It feels like we were going to rebuild the house.

JMason4557: I think it is about the earth change. The house is the earth...the physical reality. Each person's "house" will be burned by fire...but the new reality will replace it. It is a symbolism for the change.

Dee777: good


9-5-97 - Dream - I was in an apartment building. I was wearing a pink nightie that had two layers and one layer was longer than the other. I was trying to suck in my fat stomach because I had to walk past some men to get to my apartment. I went into my apartment to get dressed. My bedroom was on two levels, one higher and one lower. On the higher level, a young woman brought me a large water ball with a white scene in it. (I have one just like ti with Joseph, Mary and baby Jesus in it.) This one seemed to have some trees in it. The waterball morphed into a round fish bowl with two fish in it. I took it to the kitchen to do something with the water. The bowl fell on the floor and all the water spilled out and their were many female guppies flopping on the floor. I thought about scooping the fish back into the bowl but was afraid I'd injure their scales. There was a man to my left behind me. I thought maybe he could do it better. Then a big orange cat appeared and towered over the flopping fish. I looked on the kitchen counter and saw a fake mouse toy I could have distracted the cat with, but decided to let the cat have the fish so I wouldn't have to clean it up. (I felt guilty for doing that after I woke up)

by Dee


10-3-97 - I was at A.C. working on the 4th floor. Three men came down the hall looking for a specific woman. They followed me into the bathroom and continued to talk to me despite the fact that there were other women in there. They finally arrested one woman only to find out she was an undercover cop herself and she had a hidden radio in her hat our of the 4th floor window and they were watching it float down.. I could see the hat and it had a feather on it and it was beige.

I walked down the hall and we heard a tremendous crash outside. We all ran to the window and saw a car crash outside. It was so violent, one of the cars was thrown up into a tree. I heard someone say the accident happened because someone dropped a hat.

NOTE: The feather represents 'truth'

by Dee


10-7-97 - VISION/DREAM - I heard a voice say, "Have you seen the ride? Do you see the ride?" I was seeing brilliantly lit sort of tree made out of white porcelain trays the largest one was on the bottom. It was oval shaped and had brilliantly colored dresses and suits on people and flowers.

The second layer was a little smaller, each succeeding layer was smaller, but all was brilliantly lit and colorful and revolved around and around. There were about 7 layers.

by Dee


10-10--97 - DREAM - I was sent a letter by someone Joe knows and told to record it though I couldn't read it. It was all symbols - not letters, then followed by some red writing in ink at the bottom.

I was also shown an award plaque on the wall with a picture of Mickey Mouse at the top. I heard a click and the picture of Mickey Mouse changed to a Christmas tree with the lights on. I was told to record this also.

by Dee


10-13-97 - DREAM - I went outside to visit my daughter and it started to rain. I turned around to go back to the house. The rain had already turned to ice except under a tree so I had to half skate my feet back to the house. We told my Mom she wouldn't be going out. It would be like black ice that day.

I talked to someone whose job it was to go out and plow snow in the mountains and I speculated in my mind various ways of preventing snow from accumulating too deep on the roads or on ships but they all involved spinning heated rods or rings and I knew that would create ice which was worse so I never figured out a good way.

by Dee


10-8-97- DREAM - I was living in a new apartment and discovered that the bathroom was in the next building over. I thought it was real strange that my apartment building didn't have it's own bathroom. I intended to look for it later. I went into the bathroom and discovered it had 12 foot ceilings and the walls were light green. I could hear people's voices from other bathrooms when I was in there.

When I came back out of the bathroom, I said to myself, "I'm not going to want to go outside to the bathroom all winter." I went into my apartment and found I was living with many women. I asked one what time it was and she said it was 12:30p.m. I was shocked because I thought Joe had just left for work and he leaves at 5:30a.m. "How could it have gotten so late?"

I was rushing around trying to get dressed and asked another woman what time it was. She said it was 10::30a.m. That felt a little better but I was still late and I still had to put panty hose on. I was trying to find the right pair without runs and finally found a pair that had beige slacks on the inside of them. I finally found a pair and reached down to put them and discovered that I already had some on.

There were two woman wrestling on the bed behind me and one woman was trying to strangle the other one with a blue satin jacket around her neck and face. I was worried about the woman being strangled but saw that she was still smiling and laughing so I let it continue. When the woman finally got up I was that she was not as she had appeared. She was ugly and had her hair cut like a man. I was really disgusted by the change in her.

A man came to demonstrate a carpet cleaner and I could see a wet streak on the brown carpet where he had tested it, but I didn't think the carpet was dirty to begin with. But a woman took a white flowered skirt and wiped it over the wet streak and said, "Look! It didn't leave any stain on my white garment. We should use him."

I asked another woman what time it was and she said, 9:30a.m. That was better but I was still late.

I ran out of the apartment and wanted to take a shortcut through the hallway where I worked on the 1st floor. A black man came in and was leering at me, suggestively. He kept following me so I ran away uphill yelling, "Help! Help!" He just laughed.

Then I tried to take a shortcut through the 1st floor factory, but big square agricultural threshing machines were being brought out through the tunnel, so I couldn't go through the tunnel. The machines were orange/brown and square and really big Each machine had a two man crew, one to drive it and one to direct it. Every which way I turned, a machine was coming my way. I was becoming trapped by the machines. Finally, I was completely surround by these huge machines and trapped and feeling a great deal of fear, the morphed into white washing machines that were triangle shaped. There were 6 of them.

I was completely surrounded and scared half out of my wits. One man said, "All you have to do is touch it, and it will move. I put my hand out and the machine instantly moved backwards. I as elated and the machine moved backwards out of my way and I continued on into work.

When I got upstairs, I saw two women coming up the stairs as though they were one. Their feet moved in unison. They were dressed in orange paisley material. As they whirled around the corner to the left, the leftmost woman threw off the rightmost woman onto the floor and she lay there like a beach whale.

I went into my office and discovered that I was on time afterall. All the offices were decorated for Christmas. I found my gifts which were already purchased and prepared and put them under the trees in my office. Two little black boys sat there expectantly and I said to them, "It looks like it's going to be someone's birthday!" And we were all happy.

by Dee


10-28-97 - DREAM - There was a bizarre pattern of dreaming. When I lay on my left side, I was seeing lists of words and having picture dreams on my right side. I seemed to be able to roll over and view one or the other at will.

The dreams were about a child I had which was quite young. They did a blood test on him and the results were hung on a long folded up sheet hanging from my belt until the information could be processed through the computer. I sat in the hospital by the nurses desk with the baby. One nurse said, "There is something so special about him. I wonder if it is because he has green eyes."

I took him into an office and he played on top of a big brown desk. I got a little upset when he knocked over two little trees that were planted in pots on the edge of the desk. I looked at them and decided they would be fine for now so didn't try to stand them upright. I figured the secretary could do that when she came back to work after the weekend.

I met a dark haired man there and he had a beautiful smile when he looked directly at me, but when he turned his head towards the right, he looked somber and unhappy. I called this to his attention and showed him the happy face he should have when he turned right.

I went back to the nurses station where a doctor came out and showed me two big glasses of purple jelled stuff like blood. He took one glass in each hand and inserted one glass into the other at their open ends and they became One.

When I saw the computer list of words regarding the baby, I could read them, but cannot remember them. They were on a medium green background. Seems like one was "Winterthur" but I remember that as the name of a book I read once and I don't think that is quite correct.

by Dee


10-29-97 - VISIONS - I saw a spiral ladder of knowledge, "Tree of Knowledge". It was all about animals and their survival. Each rung was placed over the one below it as placement to appear like a spiral.

I also saw a small book about 25 pages thick, pale yellow which was also about fish and how to catch them, clean them, and cook them. This was about survival for mankind.

by Dee


12-10-97 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. walking up to m house. It was spring and clouds of pollen and tin purple flowers were floating down from the tall trees. I was thinking how fortunate I was to be part of the dream connection.

I went inside the house where the telephone was ringing. It was a woman in California asking for Aaron Security to make a bid on a job for her. Then she asked if Dave could do the job himself because she was looking for someone to perhaps do the job 50 cents an hour cheaper. I heard Dave's voice on the portable communication radio we used. I tried real hard to talk back but the battery was down. I started looking for a spare battery but only found other electronic parts - no batteries.

I was waiting for a man to call me on the phone whom I felt romantically about but I don't know who it was...just a man. The phone wasn't ringing so I toyed with the idea of calling the man instead of waiting.

Then I remembered I had Joe and went upstairs to where he and I lived together and had to go past my antique sewing machine that was piled higher than my head with clothing that needed mending and I made a promise to myself that would I would never call another man until ALL the mending and ALL the laundry was done.

by Dee


12-20-97 - DREAM - I had another dream about a circle of messages. It had to do with birth and death of one species of birds and the cycles of life and the tree or vines it lived in. I knew in the dream that this referred to a previous dream, trying to explain it.

At the end, an old woman called on the phone and said she still had a plant from 1933 that she would donate so we could compare the changes. I still felt confused as to how to set up the computer to do this, whether to set it up like a regular clock or like a ferris wheel.

I was shown a transparent screen then that showed a sprocketed chains on the back side of the screen that would click around. There were several of them. I was still confused and then I was shown that if you clicked in the center, you could get to any position on the wheel and from any point on the 12, 3, 6, 9 points you could click over to another wheel to experience another wheel as well. That made sense to me.

by Dee


1-3-98 - DREAM - I was in a large garage. The floor was littered with stuff and toys. I was told that the garage floor was too full of germs to allow children to play there. Then began a huge project whereby I and others all had to take a shower in the garage and we were timed in the process. I saw that the garage walls were washed down. The floor was vacuumed. Toys were separated from Christmas tree branches and needles . Everyone was asked to participate and people volunteered a well. There were building blocks, bricks, and tools, and sawhorses that had to be left ready for use and separated out from toy blocks as well.

by Dee


1-6-98 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house out in the yard sitting under the apple tree. I looked down at myself and saw that my pink dress was too thin and see-thru and I would have to go into the house and put a slip on under the dress.

(I can't remember if I did this) I then looked down at my dress which was now a brown suit and again it was too thin and see-thru and I would have to climb the hill to the house and put a slip on.

I climbed the hill which was steeper and higher than normal. I went into the house, thru the kitchen, up the 4 steps to the hallway and past the bathroom whereupon I encountered 3 narrow gates to the rest of the house. I was trying to figure out how these gates worked when my three sons, Mike, Tom, and Bob came. (they were young teens)

I could see beyond the gates that they had completely stripped all the walls and carpeting out and the entire house was full of electronic equipment. I started screaming at them, "I was promised that there would still be room for me to live here."

by  Dee


1-8-98 -NOTE: This dream was so real, I still can't believe it was a dream.

DREAM: I was working on the computer, then laid in the bed while Joe got ready for work. Joe left for work and I went back to sleep. Suddenly, Joe was home again and asked him why he wasn't working. He sad he had gotten to work and felt like being with me and making love, so he made an excuse and came back home just to do that. He got a little penlight because the light was low in the room and used it to look at my nipples in foreplay. I looked at my nipples too with him, and it was such a turn-on to look at them so closely with the light while he touched them.

Then be began more serious foreplay and I told him I wanted to go the bathroom and wash up a little, so I went to the bathroom and there was someone sleeping there on a little bed. I managed to get the washrag wet and soaped but felt the need to be in private to wash, so left the bathroom to find privacy. Everywhere I went in the room was another person, either sleeping or awake and I couldn't find anywhere to be alone.

I saw a little fish tank with a fake tree in it and it seemed to have bluebirds sitting in it's branches. The bluebirds both hopped and swam in the water being both bird and fish. they were so beautiful, I was mesmerized by them. The tree morphed into a white boat shape or there was another fish tank next to it and there were lines of bluebird fish swimming through this tank and it felt like love and the feeling of love came over me.

I finally got to the kitchen in my16th St. house. (This might be a separate dream) It was more like an office than a kitchen. there were several women there. It wasn't quite 9a.m. yet so we were talking about hairdos. One of them knew how to cut hair so we started talking about cutting hair. I looked in the mirror and I was wearing a big, tall, pouffy dark wig of curls and the other woman said they loved my hair that way. One of the other secretaries came in on her way to her upstairs office. She was wearing a semi-short white lace wedding dress which was draped with lace on one side, white stockings, and flatheeled shoes.

I thought to myself, "maybe that's how you should dress when you work for the President." She left and went upstairs and the rest of us went back to talking about hair cutting. One of the other girls decided to have her hair cut too.

Another woman came in then, wearing along white wedding gown. She had gotten married the day before and wanted us to see her dress. We admired her dress and then as she was leaving, another woman came in, also wearing a wedding gown she wanted us to see. She wanted to know what we did in the office, and she sat down on a couch like this was the foyer or waiting room. It was now 9 a.m. and i asked what I needed to get my hair cut and the girl said I needed a sterile brush and comb and a scissors and a wash bowl with water in it. I said, "Okay," and went to the pantry to get the supplies. As I entered the pantry I gradually woke up and heard Whitney Houston singing, "I love you" and it was exactly 9.am. on the physical clock too.

by Dee


1-13-98 - DREAM - I was at home in Milwaukee. My husband brought home a girl child around noon because we didn't have any girl children. The other children began to behave differently. I don't want to say badly, but seemingly more under her control and less under mine. They acted more independent and it seemed to me less dependent on me. For some reason I didn't like it. I was feeling more and more useless.

I noticed then that the bird cage came open and one bird was missing. The other birds were in their cage but with the door open. I saw one green bird in a tree right next to the cage. It hadn't escaped, it was just taking care of itself. The other green bird came out of the cage then and flapped around, trying to land on my hand. I was uncomfortable about his flapping so he finally landed on the floor. These birds seemed to be using human facial expressions and I was very uncomfortable with their independence.

I had to get back to work/school on 20th St. Somebody drove me part way there but I can't remember who. When I got out of the car, I noticed that I had forgotten my purse at home. I decided I could live for one day without it, then noticed that I wasn't wearing shoes, just white socks. Now, I felt very stupid and remembered I had taken my shoes off when taking care of the children. I felt really stupid and hoped someone at work had an extra pair of shoes. I blamed my stupidity on the girl child that my husband had brought home without asking me. It was like she was draining the life sap out of me.

I got to work where I was in charge again. This is where I felt at home. I had all the information at my fingertips that everyone else needed. My library had all the old information that everyone that people needed when they needed to restore old machinery and radio back to working order. They came to me to do research work. I had the master keys to the buildings on both sides of the street. At 5 p.m. I closed down one building and went to work in the other.

In the 1st building there were many young girls touring through. As they left, I told them that if they were interested in working there, they should fill out an application at the employment office or over at the main office on 70th St. I told them that there was special work programs and incentives for young girls and we would even provide transportation and come and get them and take them home again. I then closed the big glass doors for the day and locked the door.

As I left the lobby, I recalled that I had forgotten to dust the furniture in the lobby, but a cleaning woman had just come in and I took my master keys, unplugged the radio to take with me, and headed across the street.

The President of the Company just happened to be crossing the street at the same time and I noted he was wearing light beige pants. He was complaining to a workman that he didn't like having one door unmastered and that we should get a new maintenance man in there and have him master the front door. The old maintenance man was moving on to some other job.

I looked at my master keys. I not only had a whole ring of keys, I had the 4 master keys, one to each side of the building and they were bright gold. I felt proud to have them.  

On that side of the street, workmen had laid down red and white quilted material on the sidewalk so we were all tippy-toeing on the softness. I was looking at the expressions on the men's faces. Nobody expected to be tippy-toeing in softness at work. Everyone was amused.

I went inside the building, having discovered there was a maintenance man already present who opened the door for me. Once inside, nobody did anything except sit around so I began telling them to take down the Christmas trees from each room where they were mounted on round tables. There were very few lights working or ornaments in evidence. I told them to get busy and  remove the old trees Christmas was over.

I went into my own office then to plug in my radio and answer the phone. Here is where I was in charge and gave orders to the others what needed to be done.

by Dee


1-15-98 - DREAM - I was working in the 2nd story of a church-like place. there was a section like a jewelry store where hundreds of crystals were setting on counters and hanging from jewelry trees. My little daughter was there admiring them and she said,"I went downtown with A.O. to the jewelry store and we looked at everything, but I came home empty handed." I felt kind of proud of her.

I was standing by a desk where people bought tickets to something and the woman who was in charge of that hadn't yet done the book work for 1998 so no work could be done yet.  

I went outside and found out that B.G. was leaving town. I had a chariot which was red leather upholstered for him to use but someone had dumped tomatoes all over it and I had to clean it up. I began wiping it off and it was pretty gross, then I had to take the rag upstairs, wash it out, then come back down and wipe it off one more time.

B.G. was wearing a yellow sweater and was going around saying goodbye to people so I rushed back upstairs to wash the rag. There were a lot of famous church people up there...all really tall  and thin, these were all people from television. One kind of looked like Princess Di. There was also a very swarthy man up there and was questioning people about some oil stealing scandal.

I was looking for B.G. at this point because I didn't want to miss saying goodbye to him. I finally spotted him leaning up against the wall at the bottom of the stairway where 3 ministers were having a discussion. He was either listening to the conversation or talking to them, I couldn't tell. I spotted his yellow sweater and went down the steps.

I went to hug him goodbye and we both morphed into gold robotic figures. I was the Lion and he was the Tin man from the wizard of Oz but we were both golden colored and sat down side by  side on golden thrones. I was on the right and he was on the left.

by Dee


1-19-98 - DREAM - this seemed to be part of dream 1, but was physically done. I was in an apartment building, testing a vacuum cleaner and showing a man how well it worked. I was using just the hose and with no attachments. I noticed a jade plant had dropped many leaves and vacuumed them up but also found pieces of jade plant that were beginning to grow new leaves so I transplanted them to the tops of plant stands on top of 2 trees.

I then had to move my young son and took him over to a round table that had a center leaf. He kept saying, "don't set me down in the wrong place, don't set me down in the wrong place", and I discovered that when I tried to set him down on the center leaf, it tilted so I had to set him down next to it. I noticed then that a Y shaped piece of the center extension board had separated and it would need to be repaired.

by Dee


1-22-98 - DREAM - In the dream that followed, I was shown this symbol which is very similar to the Tree Of Life.

It was made all of golden light flowing like golden threads between golden balls of light.  I watched it for a long time. (It was so beautiful, it still makes me cry to think about how beautiful it was. )

by Dee

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1-27-98 - DREAM - I was at home in my apartment. It was time to get dressed for the day. I was so horny I couldn't stand it. I decided to masturbate despite feeling guilty about it and laid down on the floor to do it. But, I couldn't touch myself. Something seemed to be in the way. It felt like someone else's hand was in the way and I was unable to get near myself with my fingers. I finally gave up.

While I was down on the floor, I saw an old newspaper on the floor and decided to clean them up and throw them away. I started to pick them up and put them on the bed when I saw letters on the bed that needed answering, so I started to answer the letters. While I was answering the letters, visitors started to arrive, including my brother. I said, "Oh! I just wrote you a letter, and I was going to give it to him, but I couldn't find it because there were too many newspaper on the bed. I told him I'd mail it when I found it.

I had to go to work and I volunteered to deliver some soup to some needy people. The soup tureen was way too long and narrow with little short handles and I couldn't hang onto it good enough, so I put it on the floor and decided to get a cart because it was a long way to go and I knew I would drop it on the way.

I looked up and a black woman and a white man came along with a cart full of planted flowers. She talked to me like she knew me too. I followed them into a schoolroom where they had a flower nursery for the school children. They had all the little flowers started which the children would alter plant and grow outside. They had plants growing everywhere in this low light and tulips were even coming out of the concrete.

I went outside and was walking on the lawn looking at the trees and flowers and I fell into a huge hole. It was so deep I thought it was going to swallow me up, but I saw a man coming who I recognized. He was the white haired movie actor (Neils.?) He had a black man companion. I waved my left arm over my head wildly. "Help me! Help me!", I was yelling. I knew the man was a magician because I had seen him do a magic trick sometime earlier.

He came over and standing next to the hole and without touching my outstretch hand, he more or less twitched his nose and I popped out of the hole like I was on an elevator. I thanked him profusely and went on, headed for home.

(After I woke up, I realized that in the whole dream, I never finished anything I started)

by Dee


2-12-98 - DREAM - I was on a computer a long time, looking at screens on which were descriptions of scenes. Where the word 'tree' was, I would visualize a tree, where the word 'house' was, I would visualize a house. The descriptions became more and more detailed and I was able to use my imagination to visualize very complicated and beautiful scenes in my mind just from seeing the words. I seemed to spend many hours doing this as the screen scrolled down. At the end, I wanted to see it again, I imagined the screen going back to the top and it did. And I did the whole process again.

by Dee


2-12-98 - DREAM - I was working as a manager in a very large building with many offices. It seemed I was in charge of maintenance supervision which kept me on the run a lot of the time checking up on the men's work. I carried a huge ring of Master keys out in the open so everyone knew who I was on sight. I was walking down the first floor hallway and met some very old women with white hair, all dressed in pastel outfits. They were having an employee's reunion. One of the women stopped me to ask if I had some larger notepaper to write on as she had none after her few sheets were gone from her small pad. It wasn't part of my job, but I told her I would get her some.

When I started walking back to my office, I decided it would be  loser to go across the street and buy some at Sears and Roebuck even if it did cost me money to get it.

So, I went outside into the sunny street through some big glass doors, turned left and crossed street and went to the huge mall that Sears was a part of.

I went inside and was dismayed. The inside of the mall was very dim, the halls were immense, and there were many stores but the store show windows were very dim also. Even worse, I could 'see' the air. The air quality in the mall was so poor with pollution, I could actually see it.

I decided right then and there to get out and go back to my office. At  the exit I chose, it seemed to be where deliveries were made. I was confused to where I actually was. I knew I had only crossed one street, but it seemed I was way down the block from where I originally crossed. The street name started with M like Masters but I'm not certain what it really was.  

When I got outside, I could feel my heart pounding very hard like I needed more iron in my blood, but it didn't hurt. Right where I was, I decided to take a shortcut down a hill and I looked down this large area where I could see tiny houses and vehicles and trees and even tinier people. Not as small as ants, but VERY small. The vehicles were rushing around trying to make repairs to areas where some children of my species (human) were playing on the edge of a cliff where their world ended.

I was amazed that these two worlds were coinciding precariously and we were creating havoc in their world with our carelessness and allowing our children to destroy their world. I wondered how long it would take the adults of our world to stop the children form being destructive to their world. I saw no one who cared.

NOTE: 2-13-98 - There was a major evacuation of a nut factory because of carbon monoxide poisoning. The town was nearby and started with the letter M.

by Dee


2-15-98 - DREAM - I was watching people in canoes floating down river. They came to a city and went into a theatre. Inside the theatre was a game show going on. The theatre and the audience was really large. It was impossible to finish the game show all in one day, so I was asked to make an announcement to the people to get them to stay overnight and finish the game the next day. They gave me a deck of blue playing cards. There were 57 cards and each one represented a prize. There were many more than 57 people in the audience, but I fanned out the card in front of them to entice them to stay until the next day and win a prize. Each of the 57 chosen people would be able to pick their own card from the deck, but nobody knew which people would be chosen, and nobody would know what the prize was until after it was revealed later on. Nobody got up to leave.

The scene changed when I walked into another room in the theatre building. There was a long brown table in the room. I sat at the end of the table. There were other people in the room, both men and women. An old, old, black woman came into the room carrying a little black girl child about a year old, who in turn was carrying an infant black girl child clutched in her arms. One of the women in the room tried to take the child out of the arms of the old black woman, but the child refused to go to her.

The old black woman sat down to my right around the corner of the table and offered the child to me to hold. The child was terrified and clutched tightly to her own little child. We placed a child's sized rocker on top of the table in front of us and eased the child onto the rocking chair. She was held onto the chair with a brown seat belt. The old black woman and I both had our hands on the child to hold her safely and securely. I was rocking the chair gently with my foot somehow to soothe the child. The old woman and I were both talking to the child softly and telling her she was going to be okay and she was safe and we pointed out that she couldn't fall out of the chair because of the seat belt. We had to do this in order to make the change from the old black woman to me.

The child gradually became more calm and we could see the fear leave the child's eyes.  Gradually then, the old black woman removed her hands from the child while mine continued to hold her securely on the chair. Then, right in front of us, the old woman fell over on the floor and died.

I was as shocked at anyone to see the old woman die, but we turned the child's rocker around so she couldn't see the old woman's dead body and some of the men in the room prepared a schoolroom type event at the other end of the long table where they had glass enclosed cages filled with little white baby animals. They were the babies of every species imaginable.

All the babies were jumping around like baby animals do. They were really cute. The test was going to be for the girl child now to name the animals one by one.

Because there were so many animals, we removed the larger common ones like the puppy, kitten, and bunny rabbit, because they were so common and were also the largest and blocked the view of the others. I wiped the glass clean so the child could see the animals clearly, and I took up a long pointer stick to point to each animal so she could name them.


by Dee - 2-15-98

Joe's Interpretation of Dee's "End of the Age" Dream

Dee told me this dream right after we woke up this morning 2-15-98).

My first reaction was that it was about the end of the age, because I recognized symbols that are similar to other dreams which I believe are related to certain myths and religions.

The most outstanding feature to me is the death of the black woman. I believe she represents the eastern goddess Kali, who is often depicted as black or dark blue. I and several other people have had dreams of a black woman. They seem to be important dreams and do not fit with the daily life circumstances. One woman, for example, dreamed of a dead black woman in her bath tub.

In the eastern religions we are said to be in the Kali-Yuga, the Age of Iron. According to H. P. Blavatsky, we rid ourselves of Kali at the end of the Kali-Yuga.

In my theory, the harlot of Revelation 17 has the same meaning as Kali. The age that is near its end is a karmic cycle. Kali is depicted with a girdle of severed human hands. As the instruments of our works, this indicates the karmic function. Personally, I feel that the traditional interpretation of karma is not quite right. It seems to be more of a learning experience, rather than a reward-punishment system. The game show, the deck of cards, and the prizes in Dee's dream may suggest karma.

The men in the room preparing a schoolroom type event may suggest the learning function.  

Some of my dreams seemed to suggest that the goddess symbolism represents a type of energy, similar to a generator. The earth is like a motor being powered by the generator-goddess. The goddess is replaced by another in the new cycle, like a new energy becoming manifest. Kali, and other goddesses in the eastern systems are the aspects of the One Goddess, Sakti.

Kali is a destroyer goddess. This is called "death or destruction creation," and equated to a seed growing into a plant. The seed is destroyed in the process of the plants growth. In other words,  in the overall, it is positive.

I believe this is the context of "the end of the world." The way of living and being in the time cycle is the "seed" that is destroyed, but the new "plant" will replace it.  

In our system we are in the Age of Pisces. This is often associated with water. The people in Dee's dream are floating down a river in canoes. Blavatsky also said that the story of Noah's Ark represents the Age of Pisces. So, the canoes, the water, and the animals in Dee's dream may suggest this.

Dreams of babies are common. They are often associated with goddess figures, such as the Woman With Child in Revelation 12, the pregnant earth goddess "Serpent Skirt" in the Aztec myth, and little Horus setting on his mother, Isis' lap. I believe this is saying something about mankind.

Babies are often said to represent new ideas and ways, like "birthing" a new idea.  

Dee's dream is unique, I believe, in that the year-old girl child is carrying an infant. My guess is that the year-old child represents an aspect of humanity, and the infant symbolizes ideas/beliefs that are in their infancy.

The fear and refusal of the child to let go seems to indicate humanity clinging to old ways because of the fear of change. Other dreams, I think, are similar, such as clinging to a tree limb and being blown off by the wind.

A combination of various people's dreams led me to a theory about the Noah story. In one of Jeff's dreams, many animals came to his front porch because they felt warmth there. My son, Mike, had a recurring dream when he was a child, of going down to his grammar school playground at night, where he spoke to all the animals.

The idea is that the Ark represents mankind's dream "voyage" during the Age of Pisces. All the animals must be brought aboard because they represent the dream symbols.

Naming the animals, such as in the story of Adam, would indicate the interpretations given to the (animals) symbols. In Dee's dream the animals are white babies. White, I believe, is a symbol of purity or truth. The "test" would indicate our ability to interpret the dream symbols correctly.

To me, this fits with various symbols indicating that the truth will come at the end of the cycle. For example, in the Aztec myth the earth goddess is impregnated by feathers from Heaven. The Egyptians used the feather to symbolize truth, because it can be so easily blown away. Another example is the Hopi creation myth of Spider Grandmother.

After three stages underground, she comes again, this time assisted by birds. Birds are said to represent the descent of the Deity or messengers thereof into the field of time. And, of course, they are covered by feathers.

I believe there is a hint of this in Revelation 1:12-16, where the sharp two-edged sword issues from the mouth of the son of man. He speaks with a voice like the sound of many waters. In Rev. 17:15 "waters" are said to be peoples and multitudes and nations and tongues. This seems to indicate that the truth that will cut through the old beliefs and ways will be spoken by many.

Interestingly, Jeff had a dream where he and his oriental partner were chased around in a house by a huge man, as another huge man guarded the door with a knife. Then, the man at the door said they would be let out. Instantly, the knife turned into a feather. When Jeff told me the dream in 1991, neither one of us knew that the feather represented "truth."

This part of the dream reminded me of something I read in a crop circle journals several years ago. It quoted the Mayan shaman, Hunbatz Men, as saying that in the world change, the sacred symbols will be newly understood.

Dee explained to me that the animals were not full sized, so the relative sizes of the animals did not match real life. The common ones like the puppy, kitten, and bunny rabbit, were larger than the others, and blocked the view, perhaps meaning they are more common dream symbols that make interpretation more difficult, especially on the collective level.

Wiping the glass clean and pointing with the stick, I figure, indicates Dee's work helping people with their dreams. In one of Jeff's dreams he was dressed all in white, and saw a pregnant oriental woman in the back courtyard of a restaurant. Later he saw oriental children in a van with dirty windows. The dream ended with Jeff cleaning the windows of the van.

Some say that men and women in dreams can represent aspects of the self.  

I believe the female images are often indicating the dreaming, night time, inspirational, right-brain, intuitive side, and that the males are the rational, day time, left-brain side. One theory is that Adam and Eve are one person with a much larger male-rational aspect, with only a rib-sized portion of the female-dreaming aspect. Eve, then, takes the fruit from the dream-tree first, and then gives it to Adam. Perhaps misinterpretations caused "the fall."

This is interesting in regard to the part of Dee's dream where she helped the child feel safe . . .that she would not fall out of the chair.

In my dream symbols, black can sometimes mean "invisible." If this holds true with Dee's dream, the black females would suggest invisible spiritual entities and/or forces.

The idea that the events in the dream took place in a theater fits with many other dreams. I believe some of them are suggesting that the world is like a stage play or film. Several such dreams are on this site. They can be found by clicking on the link labeled "The Movie Theater" in the Featured Dreams section on the main page.


2-20-98 - DREAM - I was starting a new job. My apartment was huge but that's also where I worked. My bosses office was right outside the door and to the left and his secretary worked on a balcony above the others.

They were moving in live potted trees so everyone had a lot of greenery around them. I met several of the other secretarys. One's name was Janice and I knew her from some other previous job. She sat down and put her head back. She looked exhausted.

I had a brand new television set. It was like picture in picture but it was also screen sensitive so I could change channels by touching the screen in specific places. There were soap operas and comedy shows on when I looked at it. I didn't have time to look at it long though because people were coming through my apartment like it was a major hallway and sitting down and counseling with each other. I didn't have any privacy at all.

My front door had been removed and it was at least triple-wide much more than double-wide. I could see it used to have a door, so I asked what seemed to be my manager who looked like Tony Robbins, the enthusiastic entrepreneur and motivator. He told me I could have a door hung but it couldn't touch the floor. I told him that was fine, just so I could shut it to thru-traffic.

Then Alyse (my friend and ex-co-worker) brought me the files and mail. It was enough to fill a complete file drawer stuffed full. The file folders were unusual because they were triangular on the extension and not straight across. It was almost overwhelming to start with but I had done that many times before.

I spent some time covering some of the chairs with coats so people wouldn't just sit down and start conversing while I was trying to work. I went into the back room and met some other people there. One guy, dressed in brown gabardine pants and shirt was a dancer. He said he had seen me out dancing last Sunday night in my high heeled shoes and I didn't look very loose.

Meanwhile he was demonstrating dancing masterfully in a double jointed way. I tried explaining to him how my muscle pain feels by telling him to remember how it feels to have pneumonia and influenza at the same time. He started to say he remembered and he morphed into a purple hippopotamus with two human heads - each different and facing forward and backward. He didn't look so agile in THAT BODY.

by Dee


3-16-98 - I was in Milwaukee, WI. I was walking down the street and met someone I was acquainted with. He said he had a friend who was offered a job on the other side of town but didn't know how to get there and could I help him out. So, we found some blue string and wrapped it around two trees like a ladder - 10 times. Each string represented a major street. It was hard to remember which street was which so we wove a few extra strings diagonally to represent diagonal cross streets. (This sounds like the Tree of Life)

Then, I found out that this wasn't just a job he was going to, but something was hidden at the place where he was supposed to go. The evil (dark) man who had hired him began to give instructions via telephone and television like virtual instructions, lengthy verses which we had to interpret to find the hidden thing. There were 9 of them. I was starting to get apprehensive because I was now a witness to what was going on.

Eventually, instructions done, I went home and somehow could hear through the walls what was going on. If the man couldn't find what was hidden, they were going to come and get ME to show him in person. I was sitting on the couch, feeling like they were going to come and get me, so I decided to prepare to go. I would need to be wearing shoes and underneath the low coffee table in front of me were Joe's work shoes. I put on Joe's shoes, but they were too big for me. I had to adjust the strings so they would stay on my feet.

I started to think about what someone wouldn't do for a friend and then realized that I didn't even know these people, and just ended up as a witness to events I had no control over.

by Dee


3-19-98 - EXPERIENCE - While Joe was talking to me early this a.m. around 5 a.m., I experienced an intense desire to close my eyes. It WAS NOT out of boredom. :-)

Joe was expressing his theories about the Sephiroth . The tree of Life. He said that many people feel that the Sephiroth has to do with music.

I said that was VERY interesting. I said that because when I closed my eyes, I was seeing a book and each 5 lines explained a section of the Sephiroth. As I watched, each word on each line became a circle and then each circle became a musical note.

When I told Joe my vision, he asked if those notes could be played. I said, "Yes! They could be played. If they were played as I saw them, it would be like playing a musical scale or if seeing it electronically, it would look like a sine wave.

After Joe left for work, I heard a telephone ring in my left ear. The phone had rung in my head only...not in the physical. I lay there quietly and I then heard 5 knocks.

Each knock brought one of those musical staff lines into view again. On the top appeared a brilliant green sign that read, "Happy Cheers Day" Then I began to see the lines of the staff below it fill in. On the next line, it read, "THE GAME OF LIFE" and below that: "How to get through life without dying".

Below that was a line of music. The top four lines became musical notes easily played. I waited for the lower line to fill in and it never did. It remained blank.

Note: I seems to me that one should not play those notes which lie on the lower spaces if one wants to live without dying. I'm thinking that those lower notes would represent such low tones as "fear" and "anger'.

by Dee


3-30-98 - DREAM - I was moving out of my 16th St. house and another house at the same time. In the 16th St. house, nobody was helping me, so I began packing all of the radios, TVs, VCRs, and special treasures I had never seen before.

In the other house, the people who were helping me move, had taken everything out and let it sit on the grass and they were all standing under a big tree down the block. A storm began to come up and everybody ran for the car, leaving all the blankets on the lawn. I grabbed piles of blankets, holding some overhead for protection from the rain, as the rain started to fall and began shoving the blankets into the back car window.

There were protests inside, but I kept bring more and more blankets and putting them into the car. I got in by the driver's side door and closed the door. I immediately started to feel claustrophobic and it was hard to breathe. So, I lowered the window to get some fresh air and saw a man standing outside the window, smiling at me, but at least I could breathe easier.

by Dee


6:36 a.m. I was laying behind Joe who was reading a book. I didn't know what he was reading.

I heard a voice in my head. It said, "Blue Willow House. Secure Door. Many will die. It's so simple. I wouldn't want to tackle it. Have faith.

I then saw a man's ring. It was red and gold with a crown on it.

The voice then said, "Utilize 1 cow".

The voice then said as a message to Joe, "Your father's father was there 1,000 years ago.!!!"

The voice said, "It's mysterious and secret. It is not to be known until the time of trouble shall come."

I was concerned for Joe who prefers to think only positive thoughts. The voice said to me, "It will bring you to ruin. Fine! Then don't tell him the secrets."

I saw a coupon book. It closed. The cover said, "BED SPRINGS" (bed springs are coils = dna?)

6:46 a.m. The voice finally said, "Put this aside now and drink coffee together".  

7:04 a.m. Joe's notes:

I wrote down some of Dee's visions and voice messages. As she was seeing and hearing these things, I was reading Daniel Walsh's "Lost Tribes of Israel Study Maps" Volume 3. Just prior to Dee's message about the Willow house, I read the part on page 2 about King Zechariah being a "willow tree". He was the king captured by Nebuchadnezzar in the fall of Jerusalem. His sons, the Royal bloodline, were killed. This was the line from the Pharez, the line from his twin, Zerah is called the "cedar" tree.

The Volume is titled, "Jeremiah's Journey". His mission was to "deliver" the never-ending Davidic line to the Zarah Branch. The map shows the journey eventually reaching Cornall and Ireland.

Dee and I both dreamed the gold and red ring as possibly being King Solomon's ring. The bloodline is traced in Matthew 1 to Abraham. The Old Testament traced Abraham to Adam, which mean "RED" as well as "MAN". the "Blue Willow" may fit with the Pharez line.

Dee said the branches of the willow come down toward the ground, and the cedar branches go straight up. This may have a "Heaven and Earth" symbolism. The bloodline of Pharez, the willow of earth, ended with the fall of Jerusalem. Jeremiah's mission was to marry one of the daughter's of the Pharez line to a son from the Zarah line. This is like combining the two lines into one.

Suddenly, it hit me, the two bloodlines of the Lion of Judah, the willow and the cedar..ARE the two trees that stand up in Revelations 11:11 !!!!!

NOTE:  After dwelling on these tree symbols, Joe and I both realized a strange coincidence that has happened since we moved in together. In the first house we lived in there were two Willow trees next to the house. In the second house we live in now, there are two Cedar trees in front of it.

by Dee


98-04-07 16:48:50 EDT,

I should mention that I had a dream sometime early Sunday AM where I was with a bunch of people and we were travelling around the California campgrounds in RVs. We would stop at this one higher elevation camp area with a bunch of trees, get out and get in a circle in the midst of all the trees to do a meditation/ritual session. Why this dream was important to mention was that I remembered in one part of a session, we were to direct energies to both Phil and Katharine for what they are going through now and others who are living close by. I remember seeing some of the people from this list. I saw Sandy and Pat especially. The others, I knew them by their energies and recognized who they were.

Love and Light,



two dreams, UFO and Logs

Date: 98-04-20 12:20:48 EDT

From: dreamlink@earthlink.net (Bryon Smith)

Brother and the Log Hauler 4/20/98

In this dream my brother owned land and upon his land there were piles of logs which he was selling for money.

A man came in with a truck to load some of the logs and immediately started loading from a pile of cut lumber. A large stack of four by fours. I told the man he should not load lumber but was only to load logs. He refused to listen to me and continued to load the lumber. I flew out to the road looked around and return the man had loaded approximately 7 boards on his truck from the lumber pile. I told him that my brother was a peculiar man and if he returned and saw what the man had done he may very well go ballistic. I told the man that when my brother becomes angry he goes completely crazy and their was no telling what he might do to him. The man hearing my message then quickly unloaded the lumber and started loading the logs which he had an agreement for.


If a person cuts lumber for a living it becomes a perspective dependent symbol. Trees represent the work that people do. The things they establish during their life. Each tree being symbolic of an individual effort.

Trees that are cut down into logs may then represent a harvested effort. They may also represent jobs that have been lost. They can even represent lost lives.

Since processed lumber is observed in this dream we gain insight into the meaning of these symbols. We realize that a product is being developed and something of value is being dealt with.



5-12-98 - DREAM - I went back and forth between typing on a computer page about alien abduction and people dreams.

The most memorable people dream was this: I was sitting by the window at my 16th St. house and the tree in the backyard began swinging it's branches like they were arms and the branches jumped off the top of the tree like leaping into the next yard to start its own tree. Meanwhile the remaining tree trunk turned white and died. Although no people seemed to be involved, I could see that the stumps of the tree were obviously sawed.

A man in New Berlin used that incident to be late 1 1/2 hours to work at a restaurant where we were employed which made it impossible to open on time. but the owners weren't angry and took t in stride. They went ahead with the food preparation anyway while I stored a gallon container of hamburger in the refrigerator.

by Dee


6-11-98 - VISIONS AND VOICES AND DREAM - I was laying behind Joe who was sitting on the edge of the bed, reading about the 12 tribes of Israel and the Holy Grail. I began seeing a lot of things about AOL 4.0 at first and was told that it was not a good idea to get it right now in it's preview stage.

I then saw a page of writing that had numbered lines. It started with line 11,000, but line 12,400 was so important, it was separated from the rest of the text both above it and below it.

I saw then, a long blue dress that looked beautiful at first, but then I noticed I could see where the woman had sat down a lot because it was worn at the butt line and there was a hole in the middle where the "ass hole" would be. I said, "What kind of a person wore this?"

I heard, "This is the I-Ching for Joe, to live a life of brilliance and joy and happiness to get all that he had not gotten before. I saw a red and white rose on a white background This was a gift to him for all the suffering he had gone through before this. It was signed, "Mother Moon".

Then I saw the words, "THE CODE" and I got the impression it stood for Carl Munck's code.

The voice said, "This is 'brother Joe's' alchemy. He will be transformed. This IS his transformation.

I saw the words, "This is the cross of the change." (The grand cross appears in 1999 of the planets during the time of the Lunar Eclipse of July 28, 1999. ) " There is to be no fear." "Here's to the only understanding and joy and happiness." "This is the transition phase." "Watch for wilting and then prop him up with joy." They showed me a picture of a light blue and purple book. "This is changing from Nancy to Dee".

I then had a vision of a large choir singing. I was standing in the center of the 4th row. The man to my left was going to make a famous speech. On my right, a man who looked like President Clinton was speaking to me. All the people were singing a hymn about Holy God. It was beautiful to hear.

I then saw 3 gallon jugs of water which were bluish with blue covers. The voice said, "It is not good to be in a position to be judged, but when one wants to be a candidate of spirit school, it must be all purity."

I then saw a chart with two trees. One was a weeping willow and another tree. The weeping willow was on the left. It was like a T shape. The tree on the right I couldn't read what it was. (Joe says its the cedar)

by Dee




98-07-22 13:39:17
I was in a yellow room, greeted by six women and told them my story. Each in turn gave me appropriate feedback and approved of the name I chose for myself.

Swept to a valley. Overlooked by a steep cliff. Many people were having a gather. Food, games and reunions. These people were of all different races but all with common beliefs. During this gather, I noticed a warrior on the cliff's edge throwing down to the crowd shot putt sized lead balls. As the day progresses, I became aware that I was the only one who noticed this warrior and began deflecting these balls. Then the truth dawned on me that this warrior was throwing the balls at ME!

Swept in a room with an examiner. I was told I had to accomplish all three tasks in a timed period. On to the first task.

I was shown three images and asked what the common thread is to the images. My answer...the Tree of Life.

Swept to an underground cave, I didn't know what to do. The warrior was throwing the balls at me through rectangular windows in the top of the cave, at ground level. I knew then I had to find a compartment in the stone with a key I had. Out slid a crystal wand.

Swept to a long dark hall. One of the doors I had to choose to find the final task to accomplish. Passing by an open door with children inside, I stopped. This is the door. I walked to a wooden chest with many drawers and hidden panels. I opened one and took out a puzzle piece. A small girl took out another, handed it to me and another older girl handed me a third puzzle piece. I put them all together.

Swept back out to the gather. This time it was night, or what appeared to be night. There was no lighting but the ability to see was unhampered by a luminescence that seemed to emit from everything. It was a ceremony. A ceremony in my honor. A very tiny child/woman climbed into my lap and congratulated me, praising me and saying how long she'd been waiting for me to come. A very old, old man stood up to the hundreds seated on the ground around him and said "We're here to welcome the Ambassador of Light." Chanting and singing began and when it quieted I began to talk when the woman in my lap said,"not quite yet. They're not ready."

by anonymous


10/8/98 3:16:42 AM

I was in the garden with my son, Tom. It was a beautiful sunny day. Tom was playing fairly quietly (for a change!) and I was lying down on a blanket looking at the sun reflecting off the grass, listening to the birds and insects and generally just basking in the warmth of the sun, feeling happy and peaceful.

Suddenly I saw what looked like a swarm of insects in the distance, which was rapidly moving in our direction. It was like a darkish cloud approaching, but full of movement within it. My first thought was that it might be a swarm of bees coming to settle in our horse chestnut tree (which is huge and every year a cloud of bees comes for the nectar from the blossoms and then a few days later they lift off as one 'cloud' and move on to the next tree).

This was a much larger 'cloud' than I'd seen before and, although bees don't bother me - I love to hear the tree humming when they're there - I called out to Tom and suggested that perhaps we should go indoors for a few moments and watch what this 'cloud' did. (At one point I thought it might be a rain cloud and that we were in for a quick soaking, but it was so sunny this seemed unlikely.)

As I scrambled up from the ground the 'downpour' began... it was a downpour of FROGS!!!!

I yelled out to Tom as we ran for cover "IT'S RAINING FROGS, TOM!!!" We were really laughing as ran indoors. It was an amazing sight with the frogs raining down... there were raindrops too and the sunlight shone and reflected off the green frogs and the rainbow coloured water droplets. It was wonderful!!

After that I woke up briefly and then dropped off to sleep again... the rest of the night, in each of my other dreams I told someone about the 'raining frogs' dream - so that when I awoke in the morning I could remember the dream very clearly. This dream was very vivid and the colours were gorgeous - I can remember the sounds and the smells too. Lovely!

Love and lightbulbs

by anonymous


7-1-98 - DREAM - I got lost walking around the block. Nobody can get lost walking around the block. No wonder I get panic stricken when I go out alone. :-) To top it off, I don't know where I lived to start with. Here's the story.

I was inside my house. The kids were outside playing. They were quite small. My youngest was under a year old. I looked out the window and saw that a workman had cut down a tree between the sidewalk and the road. I decided to go out and ask him if we could have the logs for our fireplace to save him the trouble of having to haul it and dump it.

There was no door on that side of the house so I went to the other side of the house and went outside. In the front yard, I met my daughter who was about 4 years old. I asked her if she had seen Bill - the youngest (was would be under a year old) She said, "Yes!". I asked her if she would watch him for me as I was going to walk around to the other side of the house to talk to the workman about the tree he cut down.

It shouldn't have been a big deal to walk around the house, but somehow when I got to the second side of the house, it was connected to a string of stores I'm familiar with on Center St. in Milwaukee, so I must have lived on 16th St. in Milwaukee. I thought it was strange, but no big deal to walk around the block and come to my house on the other side. The block seemed rather long and the walking was really slow and laborious, but I finally got to the corner of 17th and Center and made a left turn. (To go all around the block, you either make 4 right turns or 4 left turns) I would have to make 4 left turns.

At the store on the corner, I saw that my friend and former co-worker Jim (James) had just gotten a job as a checkout clerk, so I went inside the store to say "Hi!" and congratulate him. I saw several of his other friends doing the same thing.

I figured when I came out, I'd go through the alley, cut down through the back alley back to my house.

When I got done talking with Jim, which was more or less just "Hi! Nice to see you. congratulations on the new job." Big smile, and "See you around - bye!" conversation. I followed his friends through the store to the other end which I figured should bring me out at the alley.

When I got to the other end of the store and went to where I thought the door was, it turned out to be a window and had a screen on it. I looked outside, surprised both at seeing that it was getting dark outside and that there was a big street there. I went over towards where the door was and discovered a steep stairway with metal flat rungs and a metal hand railing. It was almost more like a ladder but not straight up and down. I carefully went down the steps noticing how loose the railing. was. The two guys I had followed didn't have any problem going down the steps, so I figured my ineptness with negotiating the stairway was due to my unfamiliarity and they having been there before.

When I reached the bottom of those stairs, there was another staircase going down. Same deal - Real rickety metal steps, even steeper than the one before, but the guys had no problem going down.

In my mind, I'm thinking, "I shouldn't have to be going "down", just to go around the block. My block didn't have any hills up OR down, but I kept going because it was the only way out now. This staircase was so steep, I actually turned around, and climbed down it like it was a ladder towards the bottom.

At the bottom was another staircase going down, but I could see the door at the bottom so I kept going. This time, there were 3 staircases side by side. There were two rickety ladder ones, but the one on the far left was concrete with metal strips on the edge so old people don't slip and fall. I thought I was really being smart and took the concrete steps down with confidence like a person normally goes down a stairway.

I came out the doorway into the street. It was now dark outside. Completely dark and the street lights were on. When I left home, the sun was shining and the kids were playing outside and all I had to do was walk around the house. Now it was pitch dark outside and I was only half way around the block.

As I came out of the building, the two guys were still ahead of me. I knew they lived in my neighborhood. I didn't cross any street, just made the left turn which should have been Clark St. but it wasn't. The houses were larger than the ones on Clark St. and there was more traffic going by. Now that I was on the street, walking was again slow and laborious. It wasn't uphill so it shouldn't have been.

I was picking up trash pieces of paper as I went along and so were the other guys. Seemed like nice guys. We were doing civic duty...picking up trash. When I got to the corner, I looked across the street and saw a U.S. mailbox side by side with a trash box you normally see on busy corners. I decided to pitch the trash and not carry it home. So I wadded the paper tighter in my hands so I wouldn't make a mistake and put the trash in the mailbox.

I expected this to be Wells St. (This makes no sense because Wells St. was about 14 blocks south of my house. I probably walked that far inside the store. I should never have gone inside the store, I figured.) But I couldn't read the street signs because of the darkness and it was a wide boulevard with a grassy strip down the middle which Wells St. isn't either at 17th St.  

So, I crossed the street to throw the trash in the box. On that side of the street I could se the street sign and it said 54th St.

That would make sense with the boulevard, but it should have been Wells. St. and wasn't.  I couldn't figure out how to find Wells St., nor how I got so far from home by walking around the block. I was starting to worry that I was lost and woke up. I was really happy to see where I really was and it was familiar.

by Dee


7-12-98 - DREAM SCENES - (cannot remember a whole story) There was danger from flooding from a plumbing pipe. We were able to cap if off sufficiently and prevent the flood.  

I had been doing laundry for other people. All I had left to do was to iron two shirts, but there was so much interference from other people, I was trying to decide whether to iron these two multicolor plaid shirts on the 1st floor where I was, or to take the ironing board and the iron to the 3rd floor where the man's HOME was. I decided I could finish the ironing on the 1st floor. I held up a shirt I had finished ironing. This one too was multicolored man't shirt. It was all water-stained below the chest level.

I was in an apartment with a woman and we were going to look at another apartment for rent. she said, "It seems awfully dark". I knew one wall was all glass windows. I told her, "That's because it's a garden apartment on the lower level." While I was waiting for her, she was in the bathroom which was down 7 steps on a lower level.

Following seeing the water stained shirt, we were standing there and a huge, horrific wind came out of the furnace grid which was on the baseboard by the floor. the grid which was brown began to shudder and flap violently and made a horrific noise and finally blew off. As it did, eons worth of dirt fell on the floor - all brown crud dust. We knew we could clean it up and everything would be fine.

I went to the store and bought myself a makeup kit. I opened it up and it was full of hundreds of colors of eyeshadow and rouge and multitudes of brushes. I was thrilled with it.

I went out on the street and met a woman on the corner whom I knew well. Instead of giving her a Christmas present, I gave her $25 in cash. She was perfectly content with that. She was waiting  to catch a bus, so I crossed the street and continued on my way.

 I came to a set of shelves on which Christmas presents were being stored for people until they were picked up. There was one there for me from my brother. It was wrapped in green tissue paper. When I first opened it, I thought all it contained was 3 oval bars of soap, yellow, green, and white/pink. I was very disappointed at first, but as I opened it further, I saw a makeup case and it contained hundreds of colors of eye shadow and rouge and a multitude of brushes just like I had just bought. I was thrilled to received it.

I was sitting in the house waiting for the right time to do something, thinking I needed my husband and family to do it with.

A young girl was there who had become motherless. I took her in my arms and cuddled her and comforted her.

While I sat there, my husband and two sons came home. I was dismayed to see that all three of them were injured in one way or another. My husband had a cast on his right foot, one son had no apparent injury, but I knew there was something wrong in his heart area, and the second son had a cast on the left foot. I knew then that I would have to do project myself anyway, that they would be of no help.

I was outside the house, standing in the driveway with plans to go to another state. I knew how to get there and that if I waited, a car would pick me up and take me there, and that if I went now, I would have to walk. There was a dark forest between me and main highway and there was like a red warning flag hanging on one tree, so I decided to stay where I was until a car was provided. I was VERY disappointed.

by Dee


7-31-98 - JOE'S DREAM - He saw a big white tree trunk...a creamy color.. The voice said, "This represents the God - Thoth - symbolic of the human mind."


8-11-98 - DREAM - Note: I was living in a place that cannot exist in the physical realm. I was in bed trying to sleep. Someone knocked on the door. I didn't want to answer the door, but I did and it turned out to be some young people...teenage or a little order, who were trying to avoid being picked up by UFO's. There were 6 or 7 of them. I let them in and they all sat on the floor by a wall, but there was no way I was going to be able to sleep.

I gave them a tour of the apartment which was similar to some hotels which had doors between suites on the sidewalls as well as to the hallway.

I took them through the apartments between suites until I got to the end one which was immense. The ceiling was so high, you could barely see it. I told them that this was the one I wanted to live in.

A person who was taking care of that unit explained that because the ceiling was so high, it afforded an atmosphere that gave all 4 seasons indoors. We, indeed could see trees and vines and plants on the floor and hanging down from the ceiling of all types, some of which needed warm weather and some needed either dry or wet climates. This apartment provided all of it in one place or another inside this huge livingroom. It was so long, one could barely see the far wall. I loved it there.

I can't remember where those people went, but I had to go to work. Someone drove me to my job, but I recall seeing the vehicle from outside of it, not from inside it, as it swooped around sharp curves to the right and over small hills so fast the vehicle actually flew through the air temporarily.

Where I worked was like a manufacturing plant and I worked in the office.  I got a letter from an ex-boss who now worked somewhere else to get him copies of 8 drawings...all of which started with the number 8. The number consisted of 16 digits 8133-4265-3421-0563 (example only)

I knew these were priority drawings but since I used to work for him I decided to go ahead and have copies made for him and mail them to him.

In order to obtain these drawings I had to actually crawl through the file cabinet from the back  which I had no problem doing.

After I woke up, the words "ZWARM blue book" popped into my mind. I have no idea if a book  such as that exists.

by Dee


Sept. 98 -  Well I can only speak for myself, my dream about earth fires was after the fact. I see safe areas where people gather to sustain themselves.

These areas will allow the survivors to harvest new ideas and technologies. After what appears to be a considerable length of time, the air quality is safe (not polluted) enough to venture outside. Upon exiting this city of survival the only thing left growing is a blade of grass.

I see no tree trunks left, they were all burned.

What kind of fire storm event could possibly create this destruction? If I examine my dream it may in fact reflect some fear, this is human nature. It also indicates how deep my survival instincts are ingrained.

by anonymous


Sept. 98 - Recently I have had two similar dreams and only one involved fire. I don't understand what the fire signifies, but I can speculate. I do not recall any other dreams involving fire, so for me this is a new twist in my dreams.

The basic pattern of both dreams was that I was talking to my brother, whom I have not seen for years, and confiding in him about being lonely. In both dreams I cried for a short time. My brother was a sympathetic figure in both dreams. In the first dream there were some buildings like tree houses that caught fire. One of them caught fire while we were in it, and we had to escape through a small opening. The fires were put out, and there were many spectators. I don't know where they came from. When we were in the tree house there were three of us, my brother, myself, and someone else that I don't know who it was, and I never really looked at him. He was just there.

I figured that my brother in the dream represented a confidant. I don't really have anyone to confide in, in my waking state so I think these dreams were taking up the slack for me. I don't understand what the fire meant though. It could be destruction, or maybe cleansing, or maybe passion. The fires seemed to start for no real reason. I most vividly remember my brother putting out one of the fires, sort of in a hero mode. I remember fighting one of the fires myself also.

by anonymous


Sept. 98 I dreamt that I was with one of my spirit guides, its hard for me to remain in a conscious state in the dreamtime but I try. He led me to a white light. I tried to get away from the light but I could not, then the light descended upon me and I was being carried away on a blanket of different colored birds. I was then deposited at the doorstep of a large tree, the door to the tree opened and an old woman greeted me, we embraced. I noticed that I was using my best manners, and I felt as if she was a teacher of a sort, her husband was sitting in a corner under a small lamp, he was reading or something, he said something, and she turned to me and told me not to pay too much attention to him, he's just a grump.  Thats when I saw a notebook, I dont know why I have a clear vision of that but anyway, then I woke up.

by Dee


10-19-98 - DREAM - This dream lasted all night. It started out with page after page of religious teachings. They came down in 3 sections, all equal, separate, but yet together in one in order to cover all aspects of the teachings. All these teachings were gathered together and then moved to start a new church.

In the last scene I was working in the garden of an old lady. I pulled the weeds and knocked a couple of little trees over. When I was done with the weeds I stood the trees up again and knew they would be fine, but her garden was at the end of its season and dormant. I then took 3 heart-shaped strawberries from her garden to move them to my new garden. I accidentally put my thumb into one of the strawberries. I thought I had destroyed it, but I saw then that there were three separate new plants coming up out of of the strawberry and I carried them to my garden to plant them.

by Dee


10-20-98 - DREAM - In the dream there was a fire. It was really weird I went to my apartment to make lunch for Michelle. I went into the kitchen and made a fried steak. I was real careful to turn off the stove. I double checked that. Then as I went outside to get Michelle and the kids, I noticed that the level of the river was rising and I shouted at all the neighborhood kids to go home so their own mothers could deal with the situation. I called you and your kids to come in for lunch, still worrying about the river rising, and when I turned around to go back into the building, the whole air was brown like it had been in my dream about the eclipse. I thought that was really strange, then I smelled smoke, and I got scared and thought, "Oh my God! I hope it wasn't my apartment!" As I went into the building, I had to upstairs to the 2nd floor and people were standing around out in the hallways, and I kept saying, "I hope it wasn't MY apartment!" I was getting more and more afraid. Finally, I got up to the 2nd floor and I saw all my stuff sitting out in the hallway including a couple trees which had been in pots in my apartment and I said, "Oh my God! It can't be MY apartment," and a woman said, "Yes! It was YOUR apartment".

I felt devastated. I had been so careful to put out the flame on the stove when I cooked  the steak. Then I went into the apartment and there was like smoke damage everywhere ....just sooty, but nothing burned. I went to the kitchen and there was nothing burned there at all. I couldn't figure out what had happened, then a woman came in carrying a can of air freshener. She said that it had blown up. I said, "No way!" She said, "Oh yes! I was walking by and the air freshener can just blew up and hurt me!" Again I said, "No way! The air freshener can was inside a cabinet with the door closed. There was no way it could have blown up and hurt you." She said, "Oh! but it did." I said, "The only way it could have blown up and hurt you was if you were snooping around in my apartment and tried to destroy the air freshener can."  

At that point, she was backing up like she knew she was guilty and I had guessed the answer to the whole thing. She left the apartment real fast then, and I didn't know what to do about the mess, and your lunch, and the river rising, it was awful. Then I walked down the hall to go lay down and I saw my sons door closed so I just went and opened it. I caught him playing with a girl in the bed. A young black girl was laying back on the bed and he was playing with her tits. I felt really guilty, and decided that was the last time I would ever go into a closed room without knocking. So then I went into my own room and lay down on the bed, and woke up in my own bed.

by Dee


10-29-98 - DREAM - Joe and I lived in a 1st floor apartment and were moving from an inner apartment to an outer apartment facing the street. I was pregnant and miscarried a baby and blood and water gushed out of me and down my legs. A woman dressed in white helped me clean up. The next morning I had to go to work but there   was a spanish-looking woman with a lot of curly hair who had to take a shower before me, so I knew I was going to be late. I could tell later that she had taken her shower because he curls were tighter. While she took her shower, I washed my hair in the sink and noted that my hair was curly also, but short.

I also noted that I couldn't go to work without taking a shower because I had blood on the insides of my slacks and on my pink socks.

I was supposed to be at work at 8 a.m.. but I knew I'd be late. But that was okay because while I was late, the mailman brought 3 birthday cards for someone who lived with us and he wouldn't have gotten those cards if I hadn't been there.

VISION: After I woke up, I saw the words 10 = KING.

NOTE: 10 = 360 degree Gematrian wheel of 36 degrees each.

The Gematrian Wheel

10 = On the Tree Of Life which has 10 spheres, the bottom sphere is named Malkuth/The Kingdom, which is the Earth.

Tree of Life Crop Circle Formation

10 = The base harmonic of the earth is 10 hertz (CPS)

10 = The Father God Anu

by Dee


No date:

My dream started out as if I was in a yearbook crew, and we were looking through pictures. I saw a series of pictures of a man (who I knew was Amish). The first picture showed only his face, then next one a full bust, the next his whole body. The picture after that showed him leaning on an axe, which had been stuck into a tree stump.

The few pictures after that one showed another man in the background (all of these pictures were sepia [brown and white, not black and white], and the man was wearing logging clothes). The last picture included both men, next to each other (I remember the other man to be wearing a suit, but I think he changed later on). The last picture also turned into a movie.

After that, the suited man took the axe, and started chopping at the Amish man. He continued until the Amish man was all cut up (except for his head). The other man then pushed the cut up part into a hole in the ground, and made the head eat it. He said it was an Amish tradition. I'm not sure if this magazine analyzes dreams or not, but this one has got me worried.

by anonymous


11-14-98 - VISION - I saw a piece of white paper. The words, "WHAT IF?" appeared and below it was a bunch of scribbles like an explosion drawn by a child.

I flipped the paper over and the word 'SEE' appeared on the left side of more explosion scribbles and a tree trunk and all branches were gone. All that was left was the bare trunk.

by Dee


11-17-98 - VISION - I was on the corner of 16th and Clarke. I saw a flock of blackbirds fly across the street towards the south. They were followed by 4 black and white cats. Just the hind legs of the hats were white. The birds landed in a tree and the 4 cats stood there standing up on their hand legs wishing they could up in the bunches with the birds to eat them.

I was laying on my porch like I had just woke up from a dream. There was a blue screen ahead of me. The links had been looked at so I couldn't see what it said. I couldn't get up either because there was a woman painting something right next to me. She was actually half leaning over me. She wouldn't let me get up so I could see the blue screen. I've seen this woman before but I can't name her. She said, "This is important." as an excuse why she wouldn't make room for me to get up. She aid, "I don't have my own computer."

by Dee


11-20-98 - VISION - I was thinking about the J.J. Hurtak matter about my null.htm page and began to see a forest of trees. The forest was limited that is I could see clearly the right edge and front edge clearly, but I could not see through the trees which seemed to get closer and more numerous the more I looked though I could always see both edges.

A dream voice was making comments as I was thinking that was this was like the metaphor "Not being able to see the forest through the trees," and the dream voice said, "But there IS the ideal!

by Dee


12-10-98 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house it seemed. We were working on the house to make it look better. Some people came to the house who were interested in making some money. I thought the work on the house would go faster if we paid them to paint the walls and pillars, etc. and make it look prettier. But since my Father was the one with the money, we had to get his permission. My Father wasn't home at the time so we had to wait for him to return. I had a vision in my head of a beautiful house, bright and shiny with paint and wallpaper.

Then my Father came home and began assigning the work jobs to those willing to work. He told them to go out in the back with a shovel and wheelbarrow and dig gravel from the hill and bring it down into the yard and fill in the low spots so it would be more even.

I was so disappointed and I experienced DEJAVU to my childhood experience where I spent weekends for 10 summers doing exactly the same thing at our lake cottage. Every weekend, our chore was to get at least 5 coaster wagons full of gravel and fill in the low spots. He could easily have afforded to have a truck and have the whole yard landscaped all at once like the neighbors yards were that were now 2 feet higher than ours. But our yard was still wild with grass and natural plants and trees while theirs had rock hard dirt and weeds and no trees at all.

by Dee


12-15-98 - DREAM - THE CHRISTMAS LIGHT - (When I went to bed last night, and turned off the light, I noticed a bright light shining on my pillow right where I was going to lay my head. I must have seen this light hundreds of times before because it was the light from the yard across the street on a tall pole. We have one of those big blue lights too...perched high on the house that comes on automatically when it gets dark outside and shines in every direction to provide us all with a sense of safety. Our light shines into our neighbor's yards like our neighbors light shines into ours. During the night, our outside world is bathed in a blue glow from those lights. Out neighbors, in turn also have these large blue lights. Our world is never dark.)

When I closed my eyes after my head lay gently on my pillow, I immediately saw a web page titled "The Christmas Light". The houses and trees in our neighborhood these days is all aglow with multiple white and colored lights festooned everywhere and people drive around to see each other's Christmas lights. But the original Christmas had it's own blue light, "The Star of Bethlehem".

The web page I was seeing then showed me a photograph of a Hindu man, holding in his arms a baby...not the baby Jesus, but a 7 headed being with a skinny body. It was most grotesque to see.

I wondered what that had to do with the Christmas light. I came to find that there was indeed a 7 headed being responsible for our creation, and without it there would be no Christmas light. I presented this page here:  "The Star of Bethlehem".

by Dee


12-20-98 - VISION - I went out into the yard. A great tree...all blackened and burned. Where all the karma in the coffee cups had been hanging there...all the karma was burned up and gone.

by Dee


12-24-98 - DREAM - I was driving a brand new car, driving east on Grange Ave. I knew I was dreaming and saw ahead of me a white horse galloping and a boy with his dog. I thought to myself, "I hope they aren't going to make me hit them." But I was in control and I made a right turn onto 111th St. I couldn't go far because there were two trees fallen into the road. I could have driven around the trees but called F11 for each of the trees. I made U turn and drove west on Grange Ave. I experienced the smooth bumpless ride and the great feel of being in this car. I saw that the sun had gone down and all the busses and cars going east had their lights on. I turned on my lights as well, and saw the reflection of my lights on those cars. But, I was careful not to turn on the brights so I wouldn't blind the oncoming cars.

VOICE - After I woke up I heard a voice like "Rove's" tell me that I had done a good job on my Christmas web page with the graphics and music. Then I saw the motion of two arms go X and felt it meant "DONE!!" and woke up. This page is THE STAR OF BETHLEHEM AND THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS


12-27-98 - DREAM - I was managing a building but also in charge of employees. I began to do employee reviews. The first one was Frank _______ whom I know is deceased. He was distressed that he was being checked on. His review sheet was plastic and peanuts were stuck inside of it when he folded it over. He tried sneaking a peek at what had written down, but my boss ( a female) reprimanded him and told him she had to look at it first and then would talk to him in private. That didn't make him feel any better.

In this dream, there were numerous black guys with power tools tapping into the electricity yon the ceiling. I don't know what they were going to make, but I didn't try to stop them.  

I was waiting for the telephone company to come and install a new line for a new resident named Sarah. We were so full, we installed a 3 feet wall in the hallway to surround her stuff. I walked by and she was laying naked up against the wall. I wondered if she thought that we couldn't see her or if she thought it was okay.

It was then I noticed that I didn't have any pants on myself and everything showed beneath where my blouse and suitcoat came to. I did have shoes on but didn't see socks or stockings. Now I felt embarrassed because a young guy had made a pass at me and I wondered what he would want with an old lady like me.

I began to climb a ladder-like stairway. I t was very difficult because the stairs were very narrow and I had to put my purse up a few stairs, climb a few steps, put the purse up again, climb a few more stairs, etc. At the same time, I realized anyone who followed me would see I was naked from the waist down and I couldn't forget that.

Once I got upstairs and found that the computers and TVs were taped over with tape so nobody could see the screen, I saw the number 1052 on the tape. I don't know if that represented a date or time?

I then went outside to a park-like area. The kids were playing and having fun. A bunch of baby sized kids were hanging from the branches of a tree and I was watching them. a miniature sized convertible car came off the street and pulled up to the tree. The guy driving it was teenaged or young 20's. He began kissing and sucking on the babies' arms and enjoying it way too much. I went over to stop him and tell him to get away. The guy threatened to dump something on me. It was either oatmeal or cottage cheese-like. He threw it at me just as I grabbed him by the back of the collar and told him, "That's okay! I'm going to beat the crap out of you!"

I woke up with my heart pounding.

by Dee


01/03/1999 1:21:20 PM
dreamlink@earthlink.net (Bryon Smith)

Tornado On the Way 1/3/1999

I found myself in a strange house in a strange city with strange people. Oh they were nice enough it’s just that I don’t know who they are. While I was trying to figure out where I was and who I was with suddenly the lights went out. I saw it was day-time and it was not totally dark but I ran to look out a window and saw that a very dark storm cloud was headed directly at the city. I can’t tell the exact direction I was looking in this dream and usually I am very keen on directions in my dreams. I can say I was looking out the window and it was either North or West. Once again I turned and looked around the room at the people there. There was a man and wife and two or three children in this house. It was made like one of those prefab houses where they put two halves of the house together on a slab. Something like a doublewide trailer but it sets on a foundation.

After determining I didn’t have a clue as to who these people were and where I was I looked back out the window watching the storm cloud and bursts of rain come down from time to time so hard that it obscured the dark cloud behind it. While watching I started to hear a rumbling sound. It wasn’t thunder, it sounded like a huge water fall or even the rumble of a locomotive coming near. I listened, as it became louder and louder and realized that it was the sound of a huge tornado. I turned back to the family and observed their unconcerned expressions. “Do you here that sound” I asked them. Both the mother and the father looked at me and had no answer. It was like they didn’t understand the question. “You can hear that rumbling sound can’t you?” I asked them again. They listened then as if they had not heard the sound until I brought it to their attention. “Yes, we can hear the sound” they said.

“Do you know what makes a sound like that?” I asked them. The two looked at each other and back to me without answering.  “A huge tornado makes a sound like that” and I turned and looked back out the window and strained to see where the tornado was. Suddenly as if a gust of wind had blown the rain out of the way I saw it under the black cloud. It must have been a half-mile across and only a mile away at that moment but I could see it clearly. It had just reached the edge of the town and was sucking up buildings one after another. Some of these buildings were houses and others were businesses. It was like a farming community in a town that was like a small city. I was amazed and shocked to see the size of this twister and as I watched my eyes widened even more when I realized it was slowly moving directly towards us. Then suddenly the rain came down between the twister and us again and blocked it from my view.

I turned and told the people there that a huge twister was headed straight for us and that we must get out of this unsubstantial structure to a safe place and away from the path of the tornado. They looked at each other and then at me and had that same dumb expression on their faces. The expression that indicated to them they were more concerned about me being crazy than the fact there was a huge tornado headed right for us.

Again I looked out the window and saw the twister was only a half-mile from us at that point and closing. I ran to the back door that opened into a garage and ran through the garage and out the open door into the yard. This was a side yard the house was built only a few yards from a public street. I stood near the street in the mist and watched as the tornado came closer. It had lost about half of it’s size but was still terrifying to see at this close range and still sucking up every building it came to. It wasn’t moving real fast but then it had never being going very fast. Now it was coming along between the houses that were directly in the path of this house and the ones to my right. The neighbor’s houses were now in the path. I looked around to see where I might run to if it came back our direction. Across the road was a building and a levy that might have been for a rail road track since it ran as far as I could see in either direction though I never saw any tracks. The family was now standing in the garage watching me and the women was calling to me to come back in the house where it was safe. The one thing I was certain of was that they were not safe in that house. I was safer out side where I could run from the thing, perhaps find a ditch and dive into it. I was strongly considering a short trip over that levy except for the fact I now knew the path of the twister was taking it away from where I was and toward the house next door.

By the time the twister was a half block away it had became even smaller and I knew it was on it’s way out. Now it was only a few yards across but still sucking the shingles from the roofs and other things into the air. Tree limbs were cracking and twisting in the wind from the force of the twister.

When it crossed the street it was headed straight for the house next door at a speed of only around 5-MPH. The family still standing there in the garage door looking at me as if they had no clue what was going on. They had never seen the twister from the very start and were oblivious to the danger that was passing so near to them. A powerful twister that had sucked up lives and property from the moment it came into the town and at that very moment was only a few yards from them. They were looking at me like I was crazy and I was looking at them as if they were idiots.

Then just as the twister crossed the road toward the neighbor’s house it lifted up into the sky just above the rooftop of the two-story house next door. As it passed us by it dwindled into a small spout of a thing and vanished back up into the clouds from wince it had came.


I had other dreams all night long of being in a town very similar to the town in this dream but the place and buildings were all different. If it was the same town it was not at the same location and not with the same family. I had my little black truck there but someone else owned it. It was hooked to a trailer and on the trailer was a large white ball-looking thing. The ball thing was being transported toward the East, at least that was the intentions of the person who now owned the truck and was asking for my help along with several others to see to it that it got where it was going.

Storms in dreams represent a powerful force for change. Sometimes these forces bring troubles to the lives of those they touch and sometimes they just bring huge changes to people’s lives they touch.

This town and these people were all strangers to me including the ones who spoke to me, as if they were friends were strangers. I didn’t know anyone. I didn’t see any family or friends that I recognized in any of these dreams from last night.

I have had dreams that were similar to this that brought the message very near home but usually these dreams are viewpoint dreams. That means they are talking about someone somewhere else and I only received the message. Like a person watching the news or listening to the radio will hear about something in the news that has nothing to do with them yet comes very hear home. Like an accident that happens on their street and they hear about it. Like the house that was hit by the storm next door but didn’t touch their house at all.

I am curious about the meaning of this dream but all I can do is watch and wait for answers. I am currently watching and waiting for answers from several of my recent dreams. Others have had warning dreams and posted them on the Internet. I am not alone in this respect. Together we can see more than any one of us can alone.

by Bryon


1-7-99 - DREAM - Joe and I were visiting his Mom who lived off of 70th and the freeway in West Allis, WI, like on 68th or 69th St. (Joe's Mom is deceased)

It was a really nice cozy neighborhood, with nice houses and a little corner store, and drugstore, and bar around the corner. I was quit happy thinking about living there.

On the way there, we had left a place that was a little messy and  crowded. My little kids were in the back seat of the car arguing about who was going to sit by the window. Finally, someone bodily moved and rearranged all the kids in the car so they'd shut up and be happy.

On the way to Joe's Mom's house, we saw a little blue baby buggy in the road. It nearly got hit by a car, so we quickly picked it up and there it into our car.

We seemed to be moving into Joe's Mom's house. Joe's ex-wife debe and her husband Tom also lived there in another room. Debe said to Joe, "I somewhat believe in what you're doing so I understand why you're doing it. But it looks like you sure have your work cut out for you."

Joe was hanging his work shirts on a tall clothes tree. Joe sat by the window though with 6 indian feathers hanging on silver chains from his left ear like an earring.

I asked Joe what I was going to do for a car since he was going to use my car to go to work and I worked on 70th St. and I needed a car too.

by Dee


01/23/1999 10:21:05 am
dreamlink@earthlink.net (Bryon Smith)

Bob Dale’s boat with a new Engine 1/23/1999

I was walking along a sidewalk like thing, a path through the woods when I met Bob Dale. He was telling me about his boat with the new engine on it. Then we came to some water. The path went from concrete to new wood boards. Then the path went right off into the water. I looked to the right and I saw a boat dock just floating there with water all the way around it. It looked as though the water level had come up and the only way to get to the dock was with another boat, swim or fly to it.

The water level was right at the top of the bank at this point where the path went into the water. There was a steep drop off there. I went into the water and around the boat dock until I was behind it where I saw there was a pile of old style propane tanks stacked between a tree and what looked like a small travel trailer. The boat dock was floating just to the right of this place. The water was lapping up around the building and the tree and one of the tanks, an empty one broke loose and started to float away. I caught it and found what appeared to be three broken dog chains and I linked them together to tie the empty tank to the tree so that it would not float away. All this while I was standing about nee deep in water.

Then I went back onto the water and started to swim the other direction. I saw my wife and girls there and they were also playing in the water now. I swam past them until I came to a place where the path was once again above the water. I climbed out and started walking on the path again until I came to a place that was like a bridge. On the left side of the walkway I saw a huge perch working in the gravel on the left side of the walkway. I called to my family to show them and they came to see the huge perch. Some people call them bluegills and this one had the little blue spot on the gills. This one was working its way down into the rocks between to very solid rocks and was working the loose rocks out from between the larger rocks until it had reached just about as deep as it could go. In real life a male bluegill or perch will make the nest in the rocks to attract the female. I’m not sure what this bluegill was doing but it was the only one in sight. I remember telling one of my girls in the dream that many times fish in dreams represent real people. Then she went into the water to get a closer look at the fish. The fish moved away from her and beached itself on the far side of a nearby tree. When I went around the tree (still standing on the path) I saw the fish had legs and stood up on the gravel bar almost like a frog. When my daughter came near it it jumped back into the water again and returned to the place between the rocks where it once again set to digging its hole.


The atmosphere of this dream was crisp and clear. It was real time in feeling and appearance. All colors and everything were vivid. The colors of the fish were vivid and the water where the fish was was clean and clear. The water around the boat dock was not clear, it was murky but not really muddy. It felt like and I swam in it as if it were real water.

What is this dream talking about? I have had a winter cold and my mind is not 100% but my feelings were that this area was literally being flooded.

When I dream of propane tanks I usually get them as sound-alike symbols that relate directly to physical illnesses or something being wrong. The word “pain” stands out in the word. But I tied up the empty one. Does this mean the end of something or controlling something like an illness?

Boats in my dreams and all others I have tracked so far represent jobs of different kinds. This boat was not a new boat but had a new engine on it. Engines represent “motivation” for particular dream subjects. This boat was never used in the dream, it’s just there for us to see. Tied to the dock and doing nothing. This represents a job that someone has done in the past that now has renewed motivation but is not yet doing that job.

Walkways in many dreams are symbolic of the path that people travel at the same time they show implications of time passing. The direction you walk in the dream is symbolic of time moving forward in your future. The things you pass along the way are symbolic of events that happen at certain times during the manifestation of the event.

Even in the dream I told my girls that fish represent people. The nature of the fish is directly related to the laws and rules of the clean and the unclean that was given to the Israelites in the Old Testament. A bluegill is a clean fish and so if this fish in this dream represents a person it represents someone who is spiritually clean. The size of the fish also represents something to do with the character of that person. This person should be easy to see. They may be rich and in public view. But if this is true then what are they doing digging a hole for themselves?



1986 DREAM - Back in 1986, I had one of the most significant dreams I've ever had in my life. Significant because I believe it brought to my awareness the idea of healing. Until then, healing was left to doctors.

In the dream I was at a place, that was like a gathering place, santuary, and healing place rolled into one. People, I believe came to gather for news, and also to be healed. There was also entertainment, and my favorite (no coincidence) singer was about to entertain. He looked as though he had come through a long illness, but his soul and spirit were undeniably still strong.

As he began to introduce himself, the woman next to me began having a coughing spasm. I was asked to remove her.   We laid her outside with the other hundreds of people on a blanket. All the ill and dying were laying underneath great mature maple trees. It was summer and the shade from the trees gave them shelter. The woman asked me to sing to her, and I did. It was the most lovely, harmonious song I had ever heard. It healed her, and anyone who heard it, and accepted it.

When I looked up from the woman, there was the singer, asking me if I had created the song. All the people around smiled, for they all knew that he had created the song.

This singer has since died, John Denver. His songs were of the mother earth, and the spirit of those songs within our hearts is something that is unique to him. Those trees were always significant to me. I think the hundred of sick and dying people laying underneath them had found a special space in time.

There was one other truly significant representation in that dream that I had failed to truly notice, and that was that the two people I recognized amoung the hundreds, and the sick woman being one of them, were both dead on the physical plane!

We tend to think our sick and dying are freed completely of their misery once they leave. This dream would indicate otherwise, yet their recovery was complete after the acceptance of the song into their hearts! That part didn't make sense to me at the time, and now after 13 years of studying and traveling inward, I can see how crucial good soul health is, as well as mental and body health.


-- When all else crumbles around us
All that we truly have
Is the love we hold in our hearts
One for another Loretta Cook


2-08-99 - Dream:I noticed a growing,soft lump right on my sternum..like a bubble about half the size of an egg. It was pushing on me and tight,so I decided to try and burst it. I found a small head or hole in it, so gently began squeezing it. Suddenly it opened wide and a transparent liquid gushed out..all over the floor..copious amt. I looked inside of the ruptured bubble and saw white crystaline stuff..Then I saw something green,stuffed inside. I started pulling it out and it was like a TREE branch or new rooted shoots with leaves! I pulled out a huge handful of green leafed branches and made a bouquet of them. I then presented them to my hubby. I felt relieved of the pressure then, though I could see more green shoots were growing there..over my heart..thymus.

The 'plants' were like a part of me........ I felt good when I awoke..refreshed, though I had only slept 3hrs.  Now that was a different dream for me!!*S* I do dream of 'operating' on myself, occasionally,but have never been so 'merged' with the plant kingdom~ ~ Light the Way~ Jan :o)


2-10-99 - DREAM There was a scene where there was a huge tree in a garden that was a whole city block. I wanted this tree to grow straight. I was really worried about the tree because right now it looked like a cactus and I was worried that it's arms/branches weren't going to grow straight and even all around the tree.

I looked at the garden and all the rest of the trees, bushes and flowers looked green and healthy.They also were growing in this desert-like garden.


 2-10-99 - EXPERIENCE/VOICE/DREAM - I listened to the Garnet Frequency Healing tape at 2:10 p.m.  At the point in the tape, one of the healers named Dan pulls a pink taffy substance away from a meridian doorway in the Immune System triangle on the spine. As soon as he did that, I began to feel tremendous chills as though a doorway had been opened in myself and spirit had entered into myself.  These tremendous chills lasted at least 5 minutes while the tape continued.

When the tape went off, I continued to pull in God's white light from the Universe and continued the breathing technique of breathing in the white light through the nose and breathing out the negative energies through the mouth.

While I was doing the breathing, I heard a voice say, "I will serve your name!  I will serve! I will serve!"  I thanked the spirit and continued the breathing. The chills were still continuing and I knew there was work going on in my body so I continued the breathing. At this point, the sun was streaming in the window right into my face and it felt warm and wonderful.

I slipped into a dream in which my Father took me shopping. The store was in a tall building. I don't know what floor we went to but when I got up there, I met a woman and her little son who was about 4 years old or so. She wanted to do some shopping but the little boy was so anxious to get a Christmas tree and take it home, he didn't want to wait. My Father had gone off somewhere and the woman, who was tall and heavy set like me was standing there with her silver grocery cart.  She was wearing a beige dress and had a veil over her head.

The boy was in such a hurry, he grabbed ahold of the tree and it started toppling over because it was too big for him to handle alone. This tree was already decorated with colored balls and lights. I didn't want anything to fall off the tree, so the woman gave us her veil to wrap around the tree. I don't know why she didn't scold her son or help him, she just stood there and looked on while we struggled with the tree. I took the beige veil and wrapped it around the tree to hold the decorations and lights in place and helped the boy pull the Christmas tree to the elevator.

There were two elevators. A crowd of people got on one elevator and there was no room for the boy, the tree and me, so we let them go ahead. The other elevator door opened and another woman was on the elevator. She was also wearing a beige dress. She saw the boy and the tree and me, struggling to get the tree over to the elevator in time before the door closed, so she pushed a button on a plaque on the wall she said was the 'hold' button. I had never seen a 'hold' button on the elevator earlier. It was on a round plaque that was scalloped around the edges. In the scallops were white buttons that were the size of pearls and the same color.

As soon as I saw her push the 'hold' button, I ran back to get a better grip on the tree with the veil over it and almost fell into the elevator which was slowly descending despite the 'hold' button. It seemed like the elevator was in a hurry to get the Christmas tree where everyone could see it too.

While we were standing there waiting for the woman to undo the 'hold' button, we overheard an announcement over the loudspeaker. The people on the other elevator never made it to the ground level...they were gone!

NOTE: This is an interpretation from a friend:

Of your dream, I see the little boy represents the Pope and all worldly  leaders of Christianity, with the Divine Mother watching. Mary is for now only a watcher. The leaders are portrayed by a very young boy because they have fallen in awareness, along with all Christianity, fallen so far that they can't see the Beauty of the Divine Mother, and now it is thought that the trimmings on the tree and the size of it are of spiritual importance.

The Cross is leaning over, as is the tree. Elevators downward signify further losses of spirituality, upward the reverse. The "hold" button means that a reprieve of some time has been granted.

Few will understand what is occurring if awareness of the mass consciousness is given the message from your dream. If the dream reoccurs, focus on speaking with the mother of the boy, for there are many answers to be had in seeking Her out.


I don't necessarily agree in totality with this interpretation. I think the boy is the second coming of Christ and my struggle to help the spirit of the Christ to return to the physical realm.  I think the people on the other elevator ... ascended.


A Dream
From: Dee Finney

6-13-99 - DREAM - I was near a city park somewhere. In the park was a dead tree, peeled of all it's bark. All it's branches and leaves were gone. I knew that when the cops caught a criminal, they peeled all the bark off a tree. I was standing, pinned between a large tree which I was hugging and a black wrought iron fence about 5 feet high. There seemed to be something behind me as well because I could not move backwards either.

I was trying to figure out how the cops could peel the bark off this tree to catch the 'other' criminal while I was pinned to it. I was struggling to move away from the tree, but it was impossible.

End of Dream

After I woke up and was laying there remembering my dreams, I first had a vision of a futuristic black lazer gun hanging in the air, and then heard a voice say, "You influence the Pentagon".

A rather heady message to be sure, but I find Geralds' and this dream list's opinions to be of more value. :-)

Love, Light, and Joy

Lady Dee

From: gdaoust@icrdl.net (Gerald D'Aoust)

Woof! Lady Dee,

thank you for your amazing symbolic prophetical dream... of the Dreamworld in action. Walt Disney could never had made it so pre-ordered fantasy like!!! Wow!!!

Listen to this, the "Barked Tree" has to do with Joel who speaks of that tree symbol in Joel 1,7 ... where he speaks of the Lord's words.

In Joel 1,6 he speaks about a powerful nation which has invaded God's land and which is destroying it. In 1,7 comes the punch, where God says that...

"It (the nation) has laid my vine waste, and Barked My Fig Tree. It made it clean bare and cast it away..."!!!!

7 He hath laid my vineyard waste, and hath pilled off the bark of my fig tree: he hath stripped it bare, and cast it away; the branches thereof are made white.

There's the "Barked Tree"!!!

And if you wanna laugh like crazy, read this, and I don't know if it's because you approved of Joel's words about the Coming that you received this confirmation dream... where you are asked to protect the tree... kind of forced a bit... is very indicative that when you see such a tree it is a "Time Landmark" sign, and a very important one because listen to this in 1,15...

"Alas for the day! for the day of the Lord is at hand...!!"

... and that you should perhaps do what is said in 1,14???

14 Sanctify ye a fast, call an assembly; gather together the ancients, all the inhabitants of the land into the house of your God: and cry ye to the Lord:

Anyways, Lady Dee, please read the whole of Joel, it is only as few pages, because it is said at the beginning of chapter 2 that the Day of the Lord is at hand... and look what you are doing with the tree. Wow! this is a wonderful hot-dream-cookie and I love them freshly baked like that for breakfast!! :)

Anyways, read this very openly, because it old text and there exist many versions which are all different a bit... but, anyways, you'll see a little bit of everything in there... the barked tree and the Horses and the Horsemen and the Coming and everything!!! Oh!

It is the only "Barked Tree" in the whole Bible!!!

And Joel said that people would dream about the Coming and this to me is a clear sign of it!!!

Thank you, Merci, Gracias, for the perfect "Timely Dream"!!!

You sure are on the right track now... but I'll see in it deeper and will join it with other dreams involving cops. OK?

You know what, I think that the thief is in town??

"Now, Brothers, about times and dates we do not need to write to you, for you know very well that the Day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night." (1 Thessalonians 5,1-2.)

"Behold, I come like a thief! Blessed is he who stays awake..." (Revelation 16,15.)

Yes! I agree with you that this is more than personal and very good for everybody to see the wonderful magic of dreams in action!!

"For the Days of the Lord are coming..... .And it shall come to pass afterward, saith God, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions. Even on my servants and handmaidens I will pour out, in those days, my Spirit; and they shall prophesy." (Old Testament's Joël 2.28-30... New Testament's Acts 2.16-18.)

Joel is correct and solid signs are being given out.

Beautiful Confirmation Dream!! Hard to Beat! :)

A Zillion Thanks,


PS: God knows where to ship his dreams!! :)


Chapter 1

1 The word of the Lord that came to Joel the son of Phatuel.

2 Hear this, ye old men, and give ear, all ye inhabitants of the land: did this ever happen in your days, or in the days of your fathers?

3 Tell ye of this to your children, and let your children tell their children, and their children to another generation.

4 That which the palmerworm hath left, the locust hath eaten: and that which the locust hath left, the bruchus hath eaten: and that which the bruchus hath left, the mildew hath destroyed.

5 Awake, ye that are drunk, and weep, and mourn all ye that take delight in drinking sweet wine: for it is cut off from your mouth.

6 For a nation is come up upon my land, strong and without number: his teeth are like the teeth of a lion: and his cheek teeth as of a lion's whelp.

7 He hath laid my vineyard waste, and hath pilled off the bark of my fig tree: he hath stripped it bare, and cast it away; the branches thereof are made white.

8 Lament like a virgin girded with sackcloth for the husband of her youth.

9 Sacrifice and libation is cut off from the house of the Lord: the priests, the Lord's ministers, have mourned:

10 The country is destroyed, the ground hath mourned: for the corn is wasted, the wine is confounded, the oil hath languished.

11 The husbandmen are ashamed, the vinedressers have howled for the wheat, and for the barley, because the harvest of the field is perished.

12 The vineyard is confounded, and the fig tree hath languished: the pomegranate tree, and the palm tree, and the apple tree, and all the trees of the field are withered: because joy is withdrawn from the children of men.

13 Gird yourselves, and lament, O ye priests, howl, ye ministers of the altars: go in, lie in sackcloth, ye ministers of my God: because sacrifice and libation is cut off from the house of your God.

14 Sanctify ye a fast, call an assembly; gather together the ancients, all the inhabitants of the land into the house of your God: and cry ye to the Lord:

15 Ah, ah, ah, for the day: because the day of the Lord is at hand, and it shall come like destruction from the mighty.

16 Is not your food cut off before your eyes, joy and gladness from the house of our God?

17 The beasts have rotted in their dung, the barns are destroyed, the storehouses are broken down: because the corn is confounded.

18 Why did the beast groan, why did the herds of cattle low? because there is no pasture for them: yea, and the flocks of sheep are perished.

19 To thee, 0 Lord, will I cry: because fire hath devoured the beautiful places of the wilderness, and the flame hath burnt all the trees of the country.

20 Yea and the beasts of the field have looked up to thee, as a garden bed that thirsteth after rain, for the springs of waters are dried up, and fire hath devoured the beautiful places of the wilderness.

Chapter 2

1 Blow ye the trumpet in Sion, sound an alarm in my holy mountain, let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: because the day of the Lord cometh, because it is nigh at hand,

2 A day of darkness, and of gloominess, a day of clouds and whirlwinds: a numerous and strong people as the morning spread upon the mountains: the like to it hath not been from the beginning, nor shall be after it even to the years of generation and generation.

3 Before the face thereof a devouring fire, and behind it a burning flame: the land is like a garden of pleasure before it, and behind it a desolate wilderness, neither is there any one that can escape it.

4 The appearance of them is as the appearance of horses, and they shall run like horsemen.

5 They shall leap like the noise of chariots upon the tops of mountains, like the noise of a flame of fire devouring the stubble, as a strong people prepared to battle.

6 At their presence the people shall be in grievous pains: all faces shall be made like a kettle.

7 They shall run like valiant men: like men of war they shall scale the wall: the men shall march every one on his way, and they shall not turn aside from their ranks.

8 No one shall press upon his brother: they shall walk every one in his path: yea, and they shall fall through the windows, and shall take no harm.

9 They shall enter into the city: they shall run upon the wall, they shall climb up the houses, they shall come in at the windows as a thief.

10 At their presence the earth hath trembled, the heavens are moved: the sun and moon are darkened, and the stars have withdrawn their shining.

11 And the Lord hath uttered his voice before the face of his army: for his armies are exceeding great, for they are strong and execute his word: for the day of the Lord is great and very terrible: and who can stand it?

12 Now therefore saith the Lord: Be converted to me with all your heart, in fasting, and in weeping, and in mourning.

13 And rend your hearts, and not your garments, and turn to the Lord your God: for he is gracious and merciful, patient and rich in mercy, and ready to repent of the evil.

14 Who knoweth but he will return, and forgive, and leave a blessing behind him, sacrifice and libation to the Lord your God?

15 Blow the trumpet in Sion, sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly,

16 Gather together the people, sanctify the church, assemble the ancients, gather together the little ones, and them that suck at the breasts: let the bridegroom go forth from his bed, and the bride out of her bride chamber.

17 Between the porch and the altar the priests the Lord's ministers shall weep, and shall say: Spare, O Lord, spare thy people: and give not thy inheritance to reproach, that the heathen should rule over them. Why should they say among the nations: Where is their God?

18 The Lord hath been zealous for his land, and hath spared his people.

19 And the Lord answered and said to his people: Behold I will send you corn, and wine, and oil, and you shall be filled with them: and I will no more make you a reproach among the nations.

20 And I will remove far off from you the northern enemy: and I will drive him into a land unpassable, and desert, with his face towards the east sea, and his hinder part towards the utmost sea: and his stench shall ascend, and his rottenness shall go up, because he hath done proudly.

21 Fear not, O land, be glad and rejoice: for the Lord hath done great things.

22 Fear not, ye beasts of the fields: for the beautiful places of the wilderness are sprung, for the tree hath brought forth its fruit, the fig tree, and the vine have yielded their strength.

23 And you, O children of Sion, rejoice, and be joyful in the Lord your God: because he hath given you a teacher of justice, and he will make the early and the latter rain to come down to you as in the beginning.

24 And the floors shall be filled with wheat, and the presses shall overflow with wine and oil.

25 And I will restore to you the ears which the locust, and the bruchus, and the mildew, and the palmerworm have eaten; my great host which I sent upon you.

26 And you shall eat in plenty, and shall be filled: and you shall praise the name of the Lord your God, who hath done wonders with you, and my people shall not be confounded for ever.

27 And you shall know that I am in the midst of Israel: and I am the Lord your God, and there is none besides: and my people shall not be confounded for ever.

28 And it shall come to pass after this, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy: your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions.

29 Moreover upon my servants and handmaids in those days I will pour forth my spirit.

30 And I will shew wonders in heaven; and in earth, blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke.

31 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood: before the great and dreadful day of the Lord doth come.

32 And it shall come to pass, that every one that shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved: for in mount Sion, and in Jerusalem shall be salvation, as the Lord hath said, and in the residue whom the Lord shall call.

Chapter 3

1 For behold in those days, and in that time when I shall bring back the captivity of Juda and Jerusalem:

2 I will gather together all nations, and will bring them down into the valley of Josaphat: and I will plead with them there for my people, and for my inheritance Israel, whom they have scattered among the nations, and have parted my land.

3 And they have cast lots upon my people: and the boy they have put in the stews, and the girl they have sold for wine, that they might drink.

4 But what have you to do with me, O Tyre, and Sidon, and all the coast of the Philistines? will you revenge yourselves on me? and if you revenge yourselves on me, I will very soon return you a recompense upon your own head.

5 For you have taken away my silver and my gold: and my desirable and most beautiful things you have carried into your temples.

6 And the children of Juda, and the children of Jerusalem you have sold to the children of the Greeks, that you might remove them far off from their own country.

7 Behold, I will raise them up out of the place wherein you have sold them: and I will return your recompense upon your own heads.

8 And I will sell your sons, and your daughters by the hands of the children of Juda, and they shall sell them to the Sabeans, a nation far off, for the Lord hath spoken it.

9 Proclaim ye this among the nations: prepare war, rouse up the strong: let them come, let all the men of war come up.

10 Cut your ploughshares into swords, and your spades into spears. Let the weak say: I am strong.

11 Break forth, and come, all ye nations, from round about, and gather yourselves together: there will the Lord cause all thy strong ones to fall down.

12 Let them arise, and let the nations come up into the valley of Josaphat: for there I will sit to judge all nations round about.

13 Put ye in the sickles, for the harvest is ripe: come and go down, for the press is full, the fats run over: for their wickedness is multiplied.

14 Nations, nations in the valley of destruction: for the day of the Lord is near in the valley of destruction.

15 The sun and the moon are darkened, and the stars have withdrawn their shining.

16 And the Lord shall roar out of Sion, and utter his voice from Jerusalem: and the heavens and the earth shall be moved, and the Lord shall be the hope of his people, and the strength of the children of Israel.

17 And you shall know that I am the Lord your God, dwelling in Sion my holy mountain: and Jerusalem shall be holy and strangers shall pass through it no more.

18 And it shall come to pass in that day, that the mountains shall drop down sweetness, and the hills shall flow with milk: and waters shall flow through all the rivers of Juda: and a fountain shall come forth of the house of the Lord, and shall water the torrent of thorns.

19 Egypt shall be a desolation, and Edom a wilderness destroyed: because they have done unjustly against the children of Juda, and have shed innocent blood in their land.

20 And Judea shall be inhabited for ever, and Jerusalem to generation and generation.

21 And I will cleanse their blood which I had not cleansed: and the Lord will dwell in Sion.


Date: 09/06/1999

I was walking across a road with my dog Angus aka "Little Bear"... : ) Cars stopped for us to cross but I barely paid attention to the drivers - I saw their faces but it was blurry.  My single intent was for us to get to the giant Oak tree. We got to the base  of the tree and just stared upwards at it. We were both glad to be at the base of this tree and we marveled at it. There were others around, but not at the base where we were. I knew they were there but didn't really notice them.

I thought this tree represented the connection of Earth to the Heavens - the meeting of the two planes of existance...



From: L

According to a book I have called, "Dreaming With the Wheel" by Sun Bear, here is some information for you and others on the listing regarding the meaning of oak trees in a dream:

Key Words-Strength and Endurance

The oak tree is one of the strongest and most enduring trees of the earth! Just think you are standing at the base of this magnificant tree in this dream! It is considered sacred by people of the world thoughout the ages. The seed of the oak, the acorn, is a symbol of strength and hope coming from a small beginning. So if you compare the meaning of the acorn to the whole oak tree, well think that says alot about where you are in your life right now! Indians used to use the bark of the oak tree for tanning. The white oak is most commonly used as medicinal oak, as its' bark was used for astringent and antiseptic purposes.

Common meaning-Your own strength and endurance; information about parts of your life built on a firm enough foundation that they will not be disturbed by external events.

Transcendent meaning-endurance in the dreamtime; strength you have to reach new heights of understanding.

Whereby  in a dream if you are not paying attention to other drivers that stop for you as you cross the street getting to this tree, would show that you have a strong constitution regarding life and your spiritual aspirations. Anotherwards, that you follow the drum of your path so to speak, and do not worry what others think. You are steadfast to the voice in your heart and you follow this voice, your intuition. Both of you looking from the base of the tree to the top of the tree, well to me means that you are just beginning to realize all the strength and magic you possess. It has always been there for you, but you are just now starting to believe in yourself totally. Others around but not where you were, so typical of thoughts spiritual people have sometimes, that isolated feeling, meaning that others do not comprehend the universal knowledge and spiritual ways that you are so attuned to. Anotherwards you are on a higher level than most are that are amidst you and you are recognizing this. Everyone is on their own spiritual path, some move on faster than others.

This is very symbolic of where you are at this time in your life. Your feelings of connecting to the heaven and earth are right on, as you now are conscious of having one foot on earth and the other in the heavenly realms.


7-12-00 - DREAM - I was at 20th St. school in Milwaukee, WI (an elementary school where I grew up) I wasn't a child though, I was an adult an I was working there. At first I was outside by the playground working on the landscaping. It rather looked like a place where one can buy plants of various kinds. Some were in rows on the ground and some larger ones were in pots. I wouldn't be able to name any of these plants since I can't even identify them as real plants . One of the trees had grown so tall, the branches were laying on the ground and growing like vines. In fact there were two of them like this. The branches were more like thorny cactuses. Similar to a Christmas cactus but with sharp thorns. I knew I would have to cut the branches back because I could hardly walk between them laying on the ground.

I went somewhere off the school property to get a scissors. I don't think I went as far as home, but just across the alley. When I got back with the scissors some men were setting up pianos on the playground to give a demonstration of playing ability. There was a baby grand piano and a small upright piano. A different man was going to play each one at the same time. The man who was going to play the baby grand piano was going to play my own music. He needed a piece of music that was for a video type game. I provided him with some music that was on a large sheet of blue paper and told him he could play that. He said that was fine.

Then I saw both men get down on the ground to make adjustments on the pedals and the sound boards. I thought to myself, "I've never done anything like that. I wonder if that makes it sound better somehow."

While I was coming back I noted that other people were cleaning dumpsters which were full of water after a heavy rain. While the pianos were being readied to be played, I decided I would help out with the dumpster cleaning.

Lots of kids were streaming into the school at this time. I knew that students were allowed to watch at this time so they could learn how to do practical things, but I was in a hurry and just wanted to get the work done, not give demonstrations so when one of the older boys asked if he could watch me work, I told him that it wasn't a good idea.

I had had to put heavy work clothes on to do this job and the weather had gotten extremely cold after the rain, so I pulled on green snowpants over my brown slacks and started to pull heavy blue rubber gloves on over my hands, having seen that other people wore yellow rubber gloves when they did this job.

I lifted the first dumpster up and placed it in a washer type tub. These dumpsters were about 4 feet by 5 feet wide and about 4 feet high, made of heavy metal. I noted that there was garbage stuck on the sides of the dumpster, so I had to take a rag and scrub that off with water, then rinse the gunk off and dump all the water back out of the dumpster into the larger dumpster tub which was about a foot larger on each side and about a foot taller, so perhaps 5 x 6 x 5, rather than the 4 x 5 x 4 of the dumpster. The dumpsters were heavy, but I seemed to handle them rather easily even full of water. So, I was pretty strong.

The first dumpster I handled had thick ice on top of the water in it, and just by hitting it once it didn't break, so I took another one first, which also had ice on it, but that ice was floating and was about 1/4 thick. I was able to scoop the ice out and throw it on the ground before picking up the dumpster and placing in the dumpster tub to scrub it.

I noted that the glove where the third finger on my right hand had gone in had torn and I was hoping that no disease could hurt me while I was cleaning these dumpsters.

As I was waking up, I was hearing an announcement over the loudspeaker of the school. They were telling about a lecture about to start ... an author whom they named though I can't remember and they said that he wrote about rural life in Ohio.

I woke up thinking ... "Oooo Wheeee!" what a topic. (smile)

But, I wonder who that was?


7-24-00 - DREAM - This was a white web page on a computer. It was about ETs and telephones. I wasn't particularly interested in reading it.

I then had a series of dreams and visions that seemingly were on the same subject matter, but very strange .

I was in a house I've never seen before. A very tall man was there who wanted to use the public bathroom, but I was cleaning it. There were other bathrooms in this building, but he wanted to use this one because he was looking for one that had a large grate in the floor. I was busy getting rid of some slightly bloody feminine napkins down the toilet and hoping it wouldn't get stuck. They weren't mine ... I don't know whose they were.

I finally allowed him in that bathroom and went to my own room and saw some people from Milwaukee outside the window, working in the garden. I went outside to look at the garden which was green and lush. I saw 4 vine-like branches coming from 2 different trees which were soft cactus like a tree I dreamed about last week. I've never actually seen branches like this on any physical tree. They resemble some underwater plants I've seen in aquariums though. They resemble long green soft spiky vines. I had my hand on one of the vines. It was prickly, yet soft and these long vines had grown across the yard in just one night. I didn't know what I was going to do with them.

I then had some bubble stuff and started to blow bubbles for the kids outside. However, there was a cat there with long claws and each bubble I blew, he would claw it to break it. These bubbles were more like balloons in that they took a long time to blow up like balloons do and when they broke, they broke into smaller bubbles of 7 different colors ... rather like a rainbow but the colors were brighter.

The bubble stuff was all in one pipe and finally the stuff fizzled out. Nobody was rather particularly interested in it anyway but I found it interesting myself. It was rather unique.

I then started seeing visions which were also ET related. These were supposedly messages. I saw three 'band' names which I can't remember, but the songs they sang were like, "Everything comes in puzzle form", and "We don't answer question." I can't recall the third one. One of the band names I think was Hubbard ... the band names and songs faded so fast I almost couldn't remember them at all. I feel lucky I remember what I do. It seemed like the band names were short and easy to remember, but I think the messages were more important than the names.

I then saw a light blue check with the money amount as ' m.mmm ' I didn't see that it was made out to anyone and not signed either.

I then saw a bright sheet of paper like a brochure. The name Hubbard was on it twice and it seems that Hubbard was also one of the band names I had forgotten. This was one of the lines ' 78 words'.

NOTE: The first e-mail of the day was a new crop circle of magnetic fields and it turned out that Hubbard is a physicist who discovered the magnetic bands of some kind. See this: MAGNETIC FIELDS