JUNE, 2015


6-1-15 - DREAMS X TWO   - There was a lot of kissing going on, but not just me.  I also saw two bearded men kissing each other, and I felt disgusted.


6-1-15 - DREAM - I was climbing a very long, tall stairway in a school with my children climbing the stairs behind me, one child per step with the oldest behind me and the youngest at the end of the line.

At the top of the stairs were two doors - 7th grade and 8th grade.

The 8th grade was a normal classroom with a skinny older teacher.

The 7th grade was taught by a tall, very chubby but pretty woman, weighing over 500 pounds.

The 7th grade teacher looked like the head secretary of Allis-Chalmers who worked for the President . I admired her very much and she was highly paid as well.

In the 7th grade room was a couch along the outside wall where the windows were and the teacher desk and chair was on the north wall right by the stairs.

I was friends with the woman and the 7th grade teacher came to the open door and greeted me.

The 8th grade teacher who really looked like death warmed over, dressed in a grey dress and was grey hair and was teaching a large classroom full of children and she stood in front of the blackboard pointing at some math problems written in white chalk.

The 7th grade teacher had one student, sitting on the couch, next to an older man, dressed in a grey suit.

The chubby teacher wore a bright red dress and black high heeled shoes. She had pitch black hair and a bright smile on her face.

She greeted me at the door and  asked me how I was doing with all my children.

I said. "My youngest one doesn't ask me many questions and the older they get, the more questions they ask and they are quite a challenge.

The teacher said, "The main challenge is to have all the right answers and she smiled and I woke up, looking down the stairs at my beautiful children who kept me challenged all day.


6-2-15 - DREAM - I went to the head secretary's office where I worked to get some information out of a tall cabinet I had left there when I had worked in that office earlier.

The secretary came in while I was there but I didn't tell her the real reason I was there.  I told her I was cleaning up something that had been spilled on the floor and she accepted that.

Then, a younger black woman in and I introduced myself to her and said I had worked there before and she accepted that as true.

Before I could leave, an old white-haired chubby woman came in with a radio and held it high up on the tall cabinet I had used before.  She tuned the dial of the radio all the way over to 10 and when she did that, the word ;WORD; aapeared there.

The chubby woman took her radio down and left the room, but then a tall, thin woman came in and she also had a radio and she also held her radio high up against the tall cabinet. She too turned the dial all the over to the 10 on the dial.

She then took her radio down and left the room.

 The blavk woman and the secretary were now gone as well.

I had to know what I had left in that cabinet from earlier, so I took the entire cabinet out of the 1st floor office, and took it to the elevator and took it up to the 7th floor office where I now worked, where I wanted to discover what I had left behind that was so important.

After I woke up, I opened my Bible to Revelation 10 which is where the WORD is and the title of that chapter is, "THE ANGEL AND THE LITTLE SCROLL.

The Angel and the Little Scroll

10 Then I saw another mighty angel coming down from heaven. He was robed in a cloud, with a rainbow above his head; his face was like the sun, and his legs were like fiery pillars. He was holding a little scroll, which lay open in his hand. He planted his right foot on the sea and his left foot on the land, and he gave a loud shout like the roar of a lion. When he shouted, the voices of the seven thunders spoke. And when the seven thunders spoke, I was about to write; but I heard a voice from heaven say, “Seal up what the seven thunders have said and do not write it down.”

Then the angel I had seen standing on the sea and on the land raised his right hand to heaven. And he swore by him who lives for ever and ever, who created the heavens and all that is in them, the earth and all that is in it, and the sea and all that is in it, and said, “There will be no more delay! But in the days when the seventh angel is about to sound his trumpet, the mystery of God will be accomplished, just as he announced to his servants the prophets.”

Then the voice that I had heard from heaven spoke to me once more: “Go, take the scroll that lies open in the hand of the angel who is standing on the sea and on the land.”

So I went to the angel and asked him to give me the little scroll. He said to me, “Take it and eat it. It will turn your stomach sour, but ‘in your mouth it will be as sweet as honey. 10 I took the little scroll from the angel’s hand and ate it. It tasted as sweet as honey in my mouth, but when I had eaten it, my stomach turned sour. 11 Then I was told, “You must prophesy again about many peoples, nations, languages and kings.”


6-2-15 - NAP DREAM - I was at home on my computer.  I found out that my friend RA  was in the real estate business and he had somehow got a deal where he was selling a house that Jesus once lived in.

I just had had to put in a bid for that house, so I went to his real estate website and clicked on BID NOW

When I did that, a message came up that sais PROPERTY DOES NOT EXIST, and not only that, but evidently. my clicking on the BID button from my computer started an electronic sequence to destroy my computer.

I woke up before my computer blew up.


6-3-15 - DREAM - It was toward the spring of the year and some of the snow was melting.

All the kids were playing outside and my younger kids haad a water hose and were melting snow piles with the water.

I lost track of my youngest son for a few moments while I watching the older kids playing.

Then when I looked to find him again, I didn't see him and I instantly panicked and ran down into the snow myself to find him.

I finally found him laying face up in a wwater puddle between two snow banks.

The water was still running but he looked like he was sleeping in the water puddle with his full black snow suit on.

His face felt warm in the sun so i started talking to him softly, "Wake up baby boy! Did you have a nice dream?  Wake up baby boy1  Did you have a nice dream?"

He opened his eyes and smiled and I was grateful he hadn't drowned in the water puddle.

NOTE:  LATER ON  I recalled having heard someone say that the SUN  was asleep, and I believe this dream was really about that.



6-3-15 - VISION - I saw a number 10 envelope addressed to  CDC.   But it had no address on it.


6-3-15 - DREAM -  I was living in my Father's house on 16th St. and our neighbors bought a young camel and named him baby.


Muslim symbolic tradition is that the Mahdi will be born as a camel.

6-4-15 - DREAM  - I was watching "a man among men" making himself known out of a crowd of men.  These men were all wearing green and this man separated himself from among the others.

I was told yesterday by my teacher that only Moslem men descended from the daughter of Muhammad are allowed to wear green.

Why is the color green so important in the Muslim world?


The main rival of President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad in the Iranian elections, Mir Hossain Mousavi, has adopted green as his signature color. The flags of Iran, Saudi Arabia, and the Palestinian group Hamas also include the color. Why is green so prevalent in the Muslim world?

Because it was supposedly Mohammed's favorite color. The Islamic prophet is said to have worn a green cloak and turban, and his writings are full of references to the color. A passage from the Quran describes paradise as a place where people "will wear green garments of fine silk." One hadith, or teaching, says, "When Allah's Apostle died, he was covered with a Hibra Burd," which is a green square garment. As a result, you'll see green used to color the binding of Qurans, the domes of mosques, and, yes, campaign materials.

Green has other properties, too, that make it a natural fit for Islam and the Middle East. It's a symbol of nature and life—especially potent in the dry desert. Mohammed invoked this connection when he wrote about a folkloric figure called al-Khidr, or "the Green One," who symbolizes immortality. (Al-Khidr may have been an inspiration for the Arthurian character

of the Green Knight, who in one story is described as worshipping Mohammed.) At least one commentator has speculated that because green is in the middle of the color spectrum and Mohammed preached moderation, one complements the other. (The Quran describes the Muslim community as "the midmost nation.")


Green comes up a lot in Islamic history. It was the color of the flag of the Fatimid Caliphate, the last of the four Arab caliphates. During the crusades, Islamic soldiers wore green to identify themselves. (Likewise, crusaders avoided green in their coats of arms, just to be safe from friendly fire.) Some say the banner under which Mohammed fought in the war on Mecca was green with golden trimming. (The flag is currently locked away in the Topkapi Palace in Istanbul, Turkey—we don't really know what color it is.) For centuries in Persia, only descendants of Mohammed, known as the Sayyids, were allowed to wear green turbans—anyone else would be punished for it. Green was also favored by the Ottoman Empire, which after the Tanzimat reforms of the mid-19th century dyed its secular flags red and its religious flags green. More recently, the color has become associated with Hamas, which sports a bright green flag.


6-4-15 - I was working on a computer, clicking on emty spaces and then it would move to the right by one space.

Then I came to a space that the head of a black ant and I didn't click on its head.  It looked evil.

And then I saw Jim Bakker come from the left, wearing a brown baseball cap.

and I woke up.


6-4-15 - DREAM  - I went to a dentist who was going to line my mouth with pink strips that covered the entire inside of my mouth.  It was going to be an all procedure.

I had a flat box of tools he was going to use - all kinds of thin metal tools - no idea what they did, but he did.

I have no idea what I was going to look like.  It had nothing to do with teeth at all.

I woke up with a strange taste in my mouth, rather sweet.


6-5-15 - DREAM - I was helping a woman move, her belongings out of the house where my mother and father lived on South 35th st.

The woman had a lot of beautiful gowns and I had to carry each one individually


6-6-15 - DREAM - I and a group of people gathered together in a dimly lit room and washed our hair and cut it short and slicked it back and then covered it with ashes.  we did that in honor of Lew Alcinder's death. (Karim Abndul Jabar)

It was very sad.

(Champion Milwaukee Bucks and L.A. Lakers) Basketball player.




6-6-15 - dream - A group of people was spending the weekend together because our spouses and significant others were at a conference elsewhere.

One of the men came into the room where I and the hostess were sitting and he said he wanted to go home and spend the night alone.

He was wearing dark grey dress pants and a white shirt with the sleeves pulled up. (On the last night he would have slept on the couch (sofa) in the living room.

I wish I could identify him because he looked very familiar to me, intuitively I was sensing that he had an earache and was coming down with something and just wanted to be alone with his discomfort.

He didn't speak to her diretly as I couldn't ask any questions.

I could tell from his demeanor and voice and voice tone there was something wrong.

I woke up feeling sad for him.



6-7-15     DREAM - I was in a parking lot with my son-in-law Michael and we were covering every empty space with rolls of barbed wire like they use om top of the outside walls of prisons.


6-7-15 - DREAM - I was in a parking lot, again with Michael and stringing long lenths of black chain throughout so no one could get through the parking lot.


NOTE:  According to the news - their was jail break during the night in New York state.


6-8-15 - DREAM - I was with a young woman in a parking lot, and we were moving Bible verses around.

NOTE:  I listened to a radio show last night ddescribing Mystery Babylon.  That was definitely the same thing - pushing Bible verses around.


6-9-15 - DREAM - I spent a long time working on the flower garden out in front of my current house.

I discovered just before I woke up, it was planted in a closed loop.  There was no beginning and no end.


6-10-15 - DREAM -  ALL I can remember is that Norman returned and we expressed regrets of the past.  I don't recall the conversation we had, but in the morning he was copming back, abd I was walking down a hallway alone for the last time because Morman was coming back.   As I was waking up, I was walking down a silver gray hallway, carpeted, expecting Norman to be at the door and I saw a gold ring on the floor and knew that it was from him.

Oddly enough. when I went to get up out of my chair, there was a gold ring on the floo right by my left foot, the size about like my pinkie finger.


6-12-15 -  I had been listening to a radio show to Hagmann & Hagmann listening to then interview Michael Lake who wrote the book titled The Shinar Directive.  I had the book on my lap and dog eared several pages while they were talking.  The book basically is about the return of Nimrod to recreate Babylon in the United States.

At some point I fell asleep and as I woke up, my entire body was shaking like I was in the middle of an earthquake, and my heart was beating way too fast, and in front of me was a computer screen on which someone had been sorting letters but none made words and everything was in chaos.

Joe was nearbt and I told him how I was feeling and he said that two large trucks were slowly going by, so that rather made sense that I was feeling the house shake.  I can only imagine what an earthquake would feel like.


6-13-15 - I woke up freezing cold and realized the fan was blowing on me. so I pulled an afghan over me and started to fall asleep again.

DREAM:  I was seemingly in my owm house, but there  were fancy wooden tables around me with Tibetan type statuary - like tower bixes on the tables, very ornate and beautiful.

I didn't actually fall asleep because I was too cold, but kept seeing the Tibetan statuary temple

received this e-mail today.

Subject: Raymon Grace Newsletter June 2015
Date: June 12, 2015 at 1:16:19 AM CDT

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 June, 1015


Howdy Folks,

This newsletter is to hopefully help you understand what is happening to you.
I have cancelled several classes this year due to lack of people registering early. This has never happened before and I wondered why. There may be more than one reason but the one that is consistent is ‘fear’ in the place where the class was planned. On a scale of 0 to 100%, the fear in these towns is over 200%.

My guess is that when people feel fear, they are very cautions and just don’t make deposits on a class. Another organization I work with has also had slow prer-egistration, so it isn’t just my classes.

The areas where people are signing up early, have a low 'fear factor.’

You might want to check the amount of fear in your location and determine the effect on you and your family and then use your dowsing to neutralize it. Please DO NOT write and ask me to do it for you as am overwhelmed with similar request.

If you know how - - - then just do it. If you don’t know how - - learn. You can do that in the comfort of your own home with our webinar in early July. The the date and registration information is on my site here.

I do phone sessions when there is time. DO NOT call me, if you want a phone session, send an email to BRIEFLY stating your need, phone number, time zone and times you are usually available. Will call you as best I can within your time of availability. However,when traveling I don’t get to read the email and it may be a while before getting back to you. I just do the best I can with the time available.

As for classes the rest of the year, there are some scheduled and will take place if there are enough folks who register. As of now, the only ones that are certain are The Monroe Institute the last weekend of June , the one in Portage, Mi. in early July and the local class in Abingdon, Va. the last weekend of August, and the October class in Cumming Ga. If you have questions on the Portage and Abingdon classes, you can contact me at

For those of you who are dealing with a lot of stress and sleep problems, and lack of energy, would suggest you might visit a website I tried the herbs and they worked. In my opinion, herbs are far safer than drugs.

My friend Steven Hairfield , A Buddhist Monk, has some things to say about the energy shift we are experiencing and rather than me telling you what he said, it seems better for you to read it for yourself and decide if it sounds reasonable to you. If you have questions or comments about it, contact him, don't contact me. His contact information is below.

Hope you folks have a FUN SUMMER,


And now, Steven Hairfield~~~~~~~

An Update on Global Energy Streams

I have been fascinated by prophecy for most of my adult life and have studied it for over 30 years because of a vision I had at the age of around 10 which frightened me. Since that time my own abilities to see things expanded greatly and I have known for many years what is going on in our world today. It was stated by me five years ago that it will appear that people are going to go a little crazy, being subtle here, and in truth we have seen nothing yet in the way of human behavior. I have asked many people around the world if they felt that something was going to happen. The response is always yes and that it felt really huge in its scope.

What is happening with energies and what can we do to help our selves stay calm and sane? All things in our reality are all energy first and as energy changes so does our three dimensional world and mind. We at the present moment are going through a shift of polarities, a cycle of 25,000 years according to prophecy. This was told to us millennia ago yet we have forgotten. What is this shift? We are shifting from a dominant patriarchal energy to a matriarchal energy. These are a negative and positive charge like the poles of a battery that starts your vehicle and nothing more. We humans are the only living thing that can realize our experiences, key thought here, but because no one alive today has experienced this type of major shift there is a fear of it. What will the impact mean to u! s?

That is diverse but here we go, first do not fear it. Fear will not help you. Ancient prophecy tells us that there will be a war between the forces of light and darkness. We thought that it was, so to speak, a war between good and evil. This war we see portrayed in the idea of the symbols of; Yin & Yang, the black wolf & white wolf of the native American, God & Lucifer, these all imply the same message. It is the polarities shifting! Questions; do you feel light headed at times, lost, or even in limbo? These are the human mind sensing, analyzing, and feeling the energies moving and we always place it in three dimensional thought to explain it. Logic is funny because it will not trust anything it cannot understand? It is patriarchal thinking fighting the other polarity! This! creates conflict which we see being externalized right before our eyes with interactions between humans of all walks. I do not only mean the wars, patriarchal dominance, and we have seen nothing yet. This energy is being externalized from within us as conflict. In truth prophecy says that all that is hidden shall be made known, what is hidden within you? What is hidden is being revealed before our very eyes. As within so without I think the phrase is!

Question; do you think politicians are deceptive, is the economy not the same? What is actually working out there? Consider the caterpillar in ‘Alice in Wonderland’, it did not ask what, patriarchal, are you, it asked who, matriarchal, are you! That is in essence what we see in us and the world, what verses who? We will experience this internal war even in greater levels! Look at the world of authority, patriarchal, police actions recently, authority is being challenged! I was told many years ago to observe sign posts and geology is the major one, there are others like Mother nature, look at weather, some have already occurred even at this writing. In geology it is frequency and magnitude, of which both are really increasing presently. That is showing what we are experiencin! g inside, internal earthquakes or shake up, removing the negativity. Become aware of this activity within yourselves.

What can you do to stay calm and at peace? Actually it is simple, stay present, in the now moment. Realize in a sense that this is a birth of sorts. Women understand this. This is actually what is occurring - a birth of a new way of life. No past no future, stay present. It has been said we will enter no time or zero point, perfect balance! Those that are able to do this internally will operate perfectly. Be in this state now or begin to practice it, today, it will assist you. If you know how to meditate do so and maybe more often. If you are feeling light headed at times do not worry that is simply the mind sensing the shift, left brain patriarchal and of course right is matriarchal, so if you experience this do not worry, you are ahead of the curve slightly. All will experience it at! some point! Learn to be more objective of you. What is the universe showing you about you? The thing that I have found to help is to take my focus off of the person, place, circumstance, or event and place it on myself. An example is this sadness; is it you or the energies? Here is how you are able to tell. If you are sad there is a reason we think so we look for a physical target. Give this a try, take a look within and if the reason for the sadness is seen immediately, ask what it has to do with you? It is a feeling, so to speak of the sadness of the world; a part of that same shift, simply a negative charge just hit you. Meditation also helps with this idea as well. Take walks, get away from things, go to a peaceful place, at times simply focus only on breath and breathing, every inhale and exhale. The mind quiets itself when focusing like this and it helps you stay in the present. The more of us that stay in peace with who we are allow this to spread to others much ea! sier. Remember to still the inner struggle not the outer strug! gle.

Consider this for a moment; envision a world where there is no war, no conflict, a place of no crime, jails, laws, maybe even different government. A place where there is no reason not to trust, no greed, no deception, even no illness. Impossible? What would a matriarchal society look like to you? So you see in reality there is nothing to fear as we observe these ancient messages taking place. We have even been told that there will be different constellations in the night sky. How can that be? I know, I feel, from what has been studied by me and even being a monk it has shown me what is shared here with you. We are becoming more of a feeling society, one of more awareness; both of these are matriarchal, so maybe this all just may be correct? All of this being said there is something th! at is going to occur between September 15th – November 15th it is going to be very large I feel and what it is at this writing I am not certain other than it will be very obvious and sadly not necessary to all. They simply have not put the pieces together yet! Like global warming or now as it is termed climate change. All signs, for it is neither climate change nor global warming!

I am Steven and have been told that the gift of prophecy was given me, not so sure, ( humor); I work as an intuitive life coach guiding people especially when in turmoil. I also teach from a monk’s perspective on how to stay balanced in this time we are in. My suggestion is be aware of your inner conflict, the war of light and darkness, that is how I operate, by so doing conflict is not drawn to you. If you have questions, please contact me:

Steven L. Hairfield, Ph.D.

And it is time for the Call to Action......please join in.

And if you want a little gong vibration in your life....come to Memphis or to Ga. In July we have a Claim Your Life and we will have gongs! August brings a learn to play gongs weekend. Check out my schedule of events at

With joy and laughter,

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6-14-15 - DREAM  I was looking at a computer screen, which had a biblical story on several pages.  It also had one picture on it.  I was shown by someone that they wanted the text lowerd on each page five lines, so each page had to be done that way.  It wasn't an automatic shift.  So I began to create the shift downward of each page, and I started to get confused about the story itself because I hadn't read it and I wanted to make certain I was doing it correctly.  I didn't have to worry about the picture because that would float down its page automatically.  It was a long tedious job.


6-14-15 - VISION - I was looking at a man's face and someone was taping a small juice can to his f orehead.

6-15-15 - VISION & SOUND  I woke up to the sound of two electric car horns.  I then a vision that showed me that each aspect of the body has a car horn?  battery?   little nash rambler :-)   the horn wasn't quite that high in tone.

There were too many of these horns to count, but they were definitely separated into sections.  It was like a code - morse code?

I once had a vision of 49 crystals in the body, so perhaps thats how many there were? 




Joshua 6:4

"Also seven priests shall carry seven trumpets of rams' horns before the ark; then on the seventh day you shall march around the city seven times, and the priests shall blow the trumpets.  (see the 7 trumpets in Revelations)

Revelation 8:6

And the seven angels who had the seven trumpets prepared themselves to sound them.

Revelation 8:7

The first sounded, and there came hail and fire, mixed with blood, and they were thrown to the earth; and a third of the earth was burned up, and a third of the trees were burned up, and all the green grass was burned up.

Revelation 8:8

The second angel sounded, and something like a great mountain burning with fire was thrown into the sea; and a third of the sea became blood,

Revelation 8:10

The third angel sounded, and a great star fell from heaven, burning like a torch, and it fell on a third of the rivers and on the springs of waters.

Revelation 8:12

The fourth angel sounded, and a third of the sun and a third of the moon and a third of the stars were struck, so that a third of them would be darkened and the day would not shine for a third of it, and the night in the same way.

Revelation 9:1

Then the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star from heaven which had fallen to the earth; and the key of the bottomless pit was given to him.

Revelation 9:13

Then the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,

Revelation 11:15

Then the seventh angel sounded; and there were loud voices in heaven, saying, "The kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of His Christ; and He will reign forever and ever."

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92 It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord, and to sing praises unto thy name, O Most High:

To shew forth thy lovingkindness in the morning, and thy faithfulness every night,

Upon an instrument of ten strings, and upon the psaltery; upon the harp with a solemn sound.

For thou, Lord, hast made me glad through thy work: I will triumph in the works of thy hands.

O Lord, how great are thy works! and thy thoughts are very deep.

A brutish man knoweth not; neither doth a fool understand this.

When the wicked spring as the grass, and when all the workers of iniquity do flourish; it is that they shall be destroyed for ever:

But thou, Lord, art most high for evermore.

For, lo, thine enemies, O Lord, for, lo, thine enemies shall perish; all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered.

10 But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn: I shall be anointed with fresh oil.

11 Mine eye also shall see my desire on mine enemies, and mine ears shall hear my desire of the wicked that rise up against me.

12 The righteous shall flourish like the palm tree: he shall grow like a cedar in Lebanon.

13 Those that be planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish in the courts of our God.

14 They shall still bring forth fruit in old age; they shall be fat and flourishing;

15 To shew that the Lord is upright: he is my rock, and there is no unrighteousness in him.

King James Version (KJV)

by Public Domain




6-15-15  - DREAM - I was with my Father who was quite young.  He was having a problem dealing with some issues that his Father had to deal with but couldn't because he was in a nursing home.  I didn't understand any of what the problem entailed.

So my Father said we were going to go to the lake cottage and he was going to work on his car.

A dark haired young woman was there who was very light hearted said she would take care of the problem for him.  She said she worked out of her home.

So, I sat down on a sofa and was watching Jim Bakker on TV, (which was actually paused on my real life TV)

I was eating something sweet like chocolate covered graham crackers or something watching the TV.

Some Christian women started coming in, sitting down to watch Jim Bakker and acting like I was a friend though I had never seen them before.  I assumed they were friends of the dark-haired young woman.  I explained that the woman of the house was working for my Father who was being allowed to fix his car out in the back yard.

The young woman finally came back and my Father came into the room and thanked the young dark-haired woman for selling some stocks that belonged to his Father because he couldn't do anything from the nursing home.  And he then thanked her for allowing him to fix his car while we were there as well.

The woman was such a joy to behold, and so light hearted.  One couldn't help but like her just to look at her walk across the room.


6-16-15 DREAM - I was asked to help save a sod farm, and we had to cut sod 3 x 4 feet, roll the sod and stack it, and i did that all night with one other man until our knuckles hurt and we couldn't stop until we saved the entire farm.

6-16-15  DREAMS X 2  EATING SOMETHING STRANGE.  look above.

I am listening to a video about the end times and I remembered eating the little cocolate covered graham crackers, and I remembered in the Bible, it talks about eating a little book.

In another dream today, I was eating what looked like grapefruit slices, followed by a line of black.  When I thought about the black, I thought about licorice, but Pastor Irving, he said that eating the herb Wormwood turns the teeth black.  

herb wormwood  


6-17-15 - DREAM - I was in the country with a young man I haven't identified.  In one building, I took the elevator to the 10th floor three times. and the date 10-17 came up three times as well.

We climbed on grass covered rocks between buildings and went through a big open house and wished we could live in both places.

The number 10-17 is very important.


NOTE: I thought it might be Revelatons, but that only goes to 10-10 and it is about prophecy.

The number 10-17 is this one


0r  It must be first understood that there is no true liberation without Love. The ability to exchange your physical garment with your Overself Body, and the Christ Body of Light working with the harmonies of the Divine Mind. The ability not to be limited to any one form which is not able to enjoy divine destiny. Liberation is self-realization of the sovereign soul through the application of the Wisdom of the Word of God, i.e., "Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God." (Rom. 10:17). Continual liberation through the acquisition of Wisdom by the Shekinah fusion of "Spirit," enables you to retain what is heard on the planes of spiritual instruction so that you can pass through the Gates of Sound and the literalness of the Sacred Words and Letters (Gates of the Letters of the Sacred Names). Then you are able to enter into the other dimensions of the Shekinah universe and be called a Son of Light. (Ps. 110:4; Rom. 8). In Eastern scriptures, the state of freedom from bondage to form.

or  Matthew 10:17 But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues;  taken from



10-17-98 - DREAM -

I was in this solar observatory with a whole lot of people dressed in what I can only describe as fancy (Elizabethan?) dress. They were all dancing and laughing as they took the protective covers off the equipment there. Everything looked very 19th century. I wasn't quite sure if they were doing something good or bad.. But it seemed to have a lot to do with our ascention (Not to mention our wonderful - but unpredictable - sun :>)

...BTW: Do take a look at the sun these days... It's really changed... I was looking at it today and it wasn't harsh on my eyes at all...

My infinite love to you


Azarus Ankh'aa / Joel Cocks



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    6-17-15 - DREAM - I was in a building that had a lot of kids in it, mostly boys.

    We were looking for the right room for me to be in.

    Finally, I got on a computer and was looking for files that would be important for information.  I was looking for and it turned that they all started with the letter C.

    There were 5 files starting with the number 8 which is august.

    6-17-15 - VISION - I saw a bright blue jet plane taking off from the runway really fast

    FAA Investigating Close Call at Chicago's Midway Airport

    Two passenger jets began to take off at the same time on intersecting runways at Chicago's Midway International Airport, prompting a controller to shout over the radio for one of the pilots to halt to avoid a collision, aviation officials said Wednesday.

    The Federal Aviation Administration was investigating Tuesday night's near miss in which each plane stopped about 2,000 feet from the runway intersection.

    Southwest Airlines Flight 3828 to Tulsa, Oklahoma, had been cleared for takeoff and was speeding down the runway. At the same time, an air traffic controller saw Delta Air Lines Flight 1328 to Atlanta beginning to take off on the intersecting runway without proper clearance, the FAA said.

    "1328, stop, stop stop!" the controller shouted, according to audio posted on the website

    "1328 stopping," the pilot answered in a clam voice, before the controller directed both planes to different taxiways.

    The Southwest plane also safely aborted its takeoff, said airline spokesman Brian Parrish. The aircraft later continued on to Tulsa.

    Delta spokesman Morgan Durrant said the airline was cooperating with the investigation but that he could not provide any information on what might have led to the runway mix-up.

    In the air traffic audio, the controller tells the pilots that they keep answering for each other, suggesting confusion.

    The Southwest pilot later asked whether his aircraft was the one cleared for takeoff.

    "Yes sir, you were," the controller responded. "You were the one. You were doing what you were supposed to be doing."


    6-18-15 - DREAM I was sorting out lines if names of people on a computer screen like cowboys and Indians but women were also involved.



    She's the plain-speaking princess who likes a quiet life but travels the UK doing up to 20 engagements a week... so how DID Anne become Britain's busiest royal?

    Today, she will travel to RAF Brize Norton in Oxfordshire to present 10 Squadron with their new standard.

    Next week, Princess Anne will travel the length and breadth of the UK, starting the week with a livestock sale in Perth and ending it with three engagements in Portsmouth.

    Yet despite the hours she puts in, the plain-speaking princess gets very little thanks and even less media coverage, all of which begs the question: Why does she do it?

    According to Nikki Jeffries, managing editor at, the answer is a sense of duty - something she has inherited from her hard-working parents.  

    'The apple never falls far from the tree and Princess Anne has had two very good royal role models in her parents,' she explains.


    'None of them has ever craved the limelight, even though they all understand the importance of using their public profile to highlight the causes they support.'

    In this, plain-speaking Anne has few equals and makes regular, if rare, contributions to public debate, most controversially on the subject of horses.

    Speaking at the annual conference of World Horse Welfare, of which the 64-year-old is president, she caused outrage when she suggested that 'attitudes towards the horse meat trade may need to change'.

    Noting that horse neglect is almost unheard of in Poland where horse meat is legal, she added: 

    6-18-15 - DREAM - I was thinking about Princess Ann)  I fell asleep and a little blonde girl came in the East window.  Then I was overseeing a baby who kept trying to drown herself in running water and I had to keep resuing her and she'd do it again and I ha to keep pulling her out.

    She was just an infant and didn't know any better.

    I woke up and then Princess Anne came to me in spirit, and I had a spirit conversation with her. I asked her if she had ahy joy in her life and she said she was too busy doing her duty to find joy im the work.

    I told her to read the words of Jesus in her Bible and she could dedicate her work to God and find joy that way.  She said she would try it from that perspective.

    6-19-15  -DREAM  I was in a concrete and glass house with my sister and boyfriend.  Because the walls were all glass we could see for miles in every direction.  

    Off in ine direction were some fir trees that were beautiful.  Then I saw that a few of the shorter trees were moving and they turned out to be a mama moose and her two baby moose.  They were so adorable.

    We were dressed im matching soft pants and soft long sleeved shirts.

    We then went downstairs and outside, and my sister started walking down a dirt road nd I asked here where we were going, and she said, "Over to the ranch."

    I could see a rustic wooden fence off the the left, and I could see a man dressed in jeans, leaning against the fence.  I said, "Oh no! I'm not going over there andwalked back towards our glass and concrete house.

    NOTE:  When I woke up, Joe was at his computer, looking at a video of a mama moose and her two babies in a rustic wood fenced treed area with a hose sprrinkler for the babies to get wet and get a drink.  Mama moose didn't like the sprinkler- It was really cute -- just like


    6-19-15 - VISION - 3 pink envelopes

    I was so down today, I just didn't feel like doing anything I'm already doing and already did earlier today and got tired of.  Every time I meditated on what to do, I was tol "Go type".  I've got lots of typing to do. I just don't want to do any more....  ugh, ugh. ugh.

    I know what the three pink envelopes are:  EXERCISE.

    On January 1st, I told myself to do my Qigong, which I've studied.  I got up enough ooomph to garden, which is some exercise, but I really should do the Qigong!  There is no room in the house to do it, and without the trees we once had, there is no privacy outside antwhere.  I don't want want the whole world to see me struggle to bend over no matter how much I need to.  ugh, ugh, ugh.


    6-21-15 - DREAM-VISION-EXPERIENCE - I received a folded card from someone, and when I opened the card, the writing began appearing on a very large wall computer.

    I started reading it:  The name of a new candidate has been selected for death ...

    Suddenly a stack of books fell over and one hit my foot.

    I opened my eyes to see what I would face.

    It was a photo of Pope Francis on the cover of End Times Magazine.

    The noise of the books falling prevented me from reading the rest of the message.

    After this experience, I opened the magazine to see what was written about the Pope and it was a list of the projects he is currently working on.  One of them is to create a One World Religion based on Christianity, Jewish and Muslims because we each worship One God and its the same God.


    6-21-15 -  DREAM -  I was driving my car from the right seat - there was no onesitting in the left seat.

    I felt I was going too fast forward, so I stopped the car and decided to back up.

    However then I felt like I was going backwards too fast.

    I looked down at the pedals on the floor - the larger black pedal was was on the left and a smaller red pedal was on the right.

    I had my foot on the left pedal and still felt like I was backing up too fast... so I whipped my head around and saw that I was only an inch away from a 2" pipe and I was only backing up about a quarter inch per minute.

    I woke up and felt relieved but scared at the same time.

    6-21-15 - DREAM - I was in Russia visiting Vladimir Putin and  we were preparing to have dinner.

    He showed me who the guests were for dinner, very nice looking men and women.

    I noticed that all the people wwere the same size, a little on the plump side, all the women were blondes with puffy longish hair.

    The men all wore suits and they pretty much looked clones of each other.

    Once the guests were seated, then we began to pick out the food for the dinner.

    Again, it looked like we were choosing from cloned humans, all the women were blondes and the men in suits but the meat for dinner also looked cloned and I was seeing penquins and bears and they were the same size as the humans and walked upright on two feet like humans do.

    when I woke up. I felt a little shocked that the people and the food, except for the penquins and bears were all the samesize and looked alike - clones.


    NOTE:  I had a recent dream about eugenics

    4-2-15 - DREAM - I was participating in a special baby making clinic.

    The people were sorted out by blood type, ethnicity, dna, I.Q. (all special tests) and other criteria.  No love was involved.  Special diets were involved for the participants and a beautiful room was provided for sex to occur.  This was not a cup full of sperm deal - the women were all fertilized directly by the man.

    This was all for making special babies with people who cared about the outcome.

    Someone paid for all this, but I don't know who, but the sex was scheduled by the woman's cycle and even the mood was set according to the individuals involved.

    Then, when the babies were conceived, the whole baby making and raising of the child was controlled as well to make sure the child created was very special, loved, well treated, and educated to create the smartest, healthiest individual for a future group of people who would rule the world in the future.



    NOTE:  I also recall that I had a dream about Hillary Clinton and cloning, and make note that Hillary and Vladimir know each other quite well.

    8-19-2001 - DREAM - I was working for some important people in a large factory. I was in the section where all the spare parts were kept in cabinets. There was some consideration being made about lack of space in the place.

    I noted that one stack of shelves was held up by a set of 12" wheels, so I suggested that using 14" wheels instead would allow them to use the 12" wheels elsewhere where they were really needed.

    They heard me, but didn't comment.  Suddenly then, a woman came in and showed me that they had actually ratcheted down the cabinet shelves and had deliberately done this so people didn't know the space was there, hidden from them.  A woman ratcheted them up two shelves while I stood there.

    I then went into a small room where the electronics, alarms, and other warning devices were kept.  However, they hunted me down and demanded that I discuss a controversial topic with them.   They showed me that   bringing these controversial topics out into the open and discussing them actually ratcheted them around so they got opinions on them. That's why they hadn't brought them out into the open earlier.

    I then discovered who the real boss was. It was Hillary Clinton. She was mad at me because I wouldn't discuss 'cloning' with her.  She showed me that cloning was a 'pink' topic and demanded that I come into the women's bathroom and discuss it with her and a couple other women.

    I quipped back at her, "I don't want to clone myself, but now we should discuss cloning YOU????"

    She laughed and walked into the women's bathroom, fully knowing I was following her to discuss this controversial issue.

    NOTE: Later on, I was laying in bed and thinking about this subject and I saw the words, "There is no leadership in this discussion. "

    hmm - didn't I receive 3 pink envelopes in a vision? 

    6-19-15 - VISION - 3 pink envelopes




    6-22-15 - DREAM - I was at my current house but it was really nothing like it is in the real.

    The telephone rang and an angry woman said her husband was mad because our dog wouldn't shut up when her husband came home.

    All of a sudden, a man came to the back door. He was very tall and thin and reminded me of Ichabod Crane.  He was very angry , in fact so angry, his face was almost black with hatred, about our dog barking at him when he came home.

    We had a dog for protection and to alert us to strangers and I told him, "I never hear our dog bark outside."

    I wasn't believing him.

    He wanted us to get rid of our dog.

    After he lwft, I rather half woke up and realized we don't even have a dog anymore.

    we had two dogs and our landlords (two of them) each ran over one of our dogs.  We didn't replace them as the landlords had to come on our property to work, and we knew it would probably happen again at some point and we wanted to avoid that, not just for our sake, but it wouldn't be fair to any dog either.

    I fell asleep again and now I was handed my Father's old journal, which was oopened to show me that he recorded every jot and tittle and kept records of everything that happened.  I looked at the book and clutched it to me, thinking. "I've got to keep this book."

    I then woke up to a noise outside that was really loud out on the road.  It sounded like breaking glass or metal shards falling.

    I was still struggling to recognize reality and separate it from the dream when Joe told me he was leaving to go golfing.

    It was then I realized we reallydidn't have a dog and that the man wasn't real and I really didn't have my Father's journal with every jot and tittle written in it.

    I fell asleep again and now I was talking to a woman who was one of my cousins who found out about my Father's journal and she wanted to follow his diet and use crystals like he did.

    I told her I hada whole collection of crystals like he did and I could tell her anything she wanted to know about crystals because they were used for energies and healing.

    Just then I heard my Father coming home with my little brother and had to get off the phone and woke up.

    6-23-15 -  DREAM - I got a job in a bar type situation, where I hob nobbed with the patrons to help keep them out of trouble.

    At one point I saw the color of my hair from the back in a morror.  It was reddish to the light auburn side. 

    The dream must have been very short because there was bo conversations or real activity, just standing around.

    As I woke up. a voice said loudly. 'goodby' like voice of when you sIgn off.


    6-23-15 - NAP DREAM - I was on a sand dune beach somewhere with a large group of people.  We each were given a code word to solve so something dire didn't happen.

    NOTE:  I probably dreamed this because I had been skim reading Chuck Misslers book  COSMIC CODES.

    I've had these dreams before but not recently.


    6-24-15 - DREAM - I can't remember enough of this dream to make much sense of it.  Beach, large families, Q7, and Cabal come to mind. Something had to be done about them.  

    This pretty much says it all   committie families




    6-25-15 - DREAM -  I was at a political rally for Jeb Bush.  The area was packed with people. It seemed to be a sand dune beach type area.  I can't remember any of the speeches or conversations. Lots of promises were made and the people were very, very happy to be there,

    Wish I could remember even one thing, but guess you have to go to one in the real for that.

    6-25-15 - DREAM - I was working on a computer screen with red and blue numbered rectangles.  They were probably political candidates of Repub licans (red) and Democrats (blue)  and I moved the red number two into a prominent position in front of everyone else.

    6-25-15 - NAP DREAM -  After reading several chapters in a Pentecostal healing activation manual and not accepting some key points in it, I decided I couldn't use that book for instruction, so I decided to go to sleep and go into God's world.

    In the dream I was looking at a diagram of God's world as a four inch square, and the distances were so far at the corners, it gave the distances as "lotsa".  So how many miles "lotsa" covers I have no clue, but it took all afternoon to go around the square.

    6-26-15 - DREAM - WHAT A SAD NIGHT -  I went to spend the night at a place where old friends gathered - it was like a giant sized cabin made of wood.  The bathrooms were in a separate building next door.  During the night. the bathroom building burned to the ground and there was no place  to go to the bathroom.

    I went outside, trying to find where the bathroom used to be and that was impossible.  I thought I was going to have a heart attack because there was no bathroom.

    Then I found out that my friend and mentor from AC had died and I was so sad for her that again I thought I was going to have a heart attack.  I ran into one of the draftsmen and I hugged him and we expressed our sadness together and I felt a bit better then.

    Then a little girl was tasked to make a trail of straw to walk on and it was too  big a job for her to do alone, so I helped her  and that made me feel better too.

    Then I found out that there had been a fire that was 20,000 sq. miles acres or miles (not sure which)  and that was so shocking, I could barely fathom that.  I didn't hear that any people were hurt, just that it all burned to nothing.  It was shocking.

    I finally made a space in the rubble of the bathroom building I could use for a bathroom where no one could see me, and I felt a bit better.

    I then went back to where our sleeping quarters were and was asked to help make breakfast.  I was asked to slice some Provalohne and heat it up.  I never heard of it before and didn't know how to heat it up or what pan to use, so the pan was too small and the cook didn't like how I sliced it though it looked perfectly fine to me.

    Then I heard about the 20.000 sq miles burning again, and that amount of space burning was just overwheming for my brain to comprehend.

    I woke up and felt so sad, it took me quite a few minutes to gather my wits about me to even get up.

    I asked Joe how big 20,000 sq miles was and using his calculator that the distance across one direction would be about 140 miles. Since the fire was oval in shape. one direction would be bigger than the other.  In any case that is a big fire.

    California right now, because of the drought has a lot of fires going on, especially in the Sierra where forests are burning to the ground.  Firefighters are doing the best they can over that big an area.  So far no houses have burned.  Hopefully, it will stay that way.

    6-27-15 - twice I had a dream or vision of text that was JUSTIFIED  and impossible to read at a fast glance and I knew it was biblical.

    So, I did  GOOGLE search for bible verses about the word 'justified' and there are 130 of them.  It means that you are not 'justified' by the work you do, but as a gift of God.

    6-28-15 - DREAM -  It seemed that I spent many hours working with a tall, thin man with a dark mustache, to rewrite sermons for our church.  I cannot recall hearing sounds - it was more telepathic, and very important to make those adjustments.



    I was in a vehicle behind a large gasoline delivery truck with many multiple red warning lights flashing.  We were in a neighborhood with small two and three story apartment building with shops on the first floor.

    I thought the truck was going to turn left at an intersection that had a left turn (it was not a four way stop type street.)  Instead of turning left, the truck stopped in the middle of the street such that no traffic could pass it in any direction, nor even turn the corner.  All the lights went off on the truck and it just sat there.

    A voice in my head said. "A long awaited Jewish tale."

    I then saw that the sky was darkening towards dusk where the clouds start to turn light purple.   It appeared that downtown tall buildings were in the distance toward the direction the truck was facing.

    I was then shown the letters SHTML  (A type of website designation)  and then the voice said  "SAN DIEGO"

    QUESTION:  Does ISIS have a faction there?  In that area?

    The FBI/CIA government warned possible 4th of July planned incident?  (That was broadcast several times on CNN  yesterday - 6-27-15)


     6-29-15 - DREAM - I was in a drugstore with two young teens whos job was to sell subscriptions to the daily newspapers.

    I couldn't afford the subscription, so the boys agreed to ket us just see the headlines and write them down in the margin of one newspaper.  The last one was about Obama doing sonething about some islands.


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    6-29-15 -  haad another dream about someone just wanting to know the headlines

    Puerto Rico's Bonds Drop on Governor's Warning About Debt

    New York Times  - ‎57 minutes ago‎
    The price of Puerto Rico's bonds dropped on Monday after the island's governor said that his government could not pay its $72 billion in debts.

    New Arrests in Tunisia Attack as Europeans Honor Victims

    ABC News  - ‎8 minutes ago‎
    Top European security officials paid a somber homage on Tunisian sands Monday to 38 people killed at a beach resort, as Tunisian authorities announced the arrest of seven alleged accomplices of the gunman.

    Egypt state prosecutor dies after bomb attack on convoy  - ‎14 minutes ago‎
    Egypt's state prosecutor has died hours after a powerful bomb hit his convoy in Cairo on Monday, officials said, following jihadist calls for attacks on the judiciary to punish a crackdown on Islamists.

    Washington wildfire engulfs 3000 acres, homes burn

    Reuters  - ‎1 hour ago‎
    A wildfire racing through central Washington state "blew up" overnight, threatening homes and businesses as flames enveloped roughly 3,000 acres, nearly double the area burning only a day earlier, state officials said Monday.

    Days after landmark ruling, Louisiana begins issuing marriage licenses to same...

    Washington Post  - ‎53 minutes ago‎
    NEW ORLEANS - Days after landmark ruling, Louisiana begins issuing marriage licenses to same-sex couples. Copyright 2015 The Associated Press.

    US Supreme Court upholds Arizona redistricting commission

    Reuters  - ‎1 hour ago‎
    WASHINGTON The U.S. Supreme Court on Monday upheld a voter-approved plan that stripped Arizona state lawmakers of their role in drawing congressional districts in a bid to remove partisan politics from the process.

    Important affirmative action case returns to the Supreme Court

    Washington Post  - ‎1 hour ago‎
    Earlier this morning, the Supreme Court chose to hear Fisher v. University of Texas, an important case challenging racial preferences in admissions at the University of Texas.

    Homebuyers Sign on Dotted Line to Bolster U.S. Housing Rebound

    Bloomberg  - ‎29 minutes ago‎
    The U.S. housing recovery is thriving, and home sellers have the signed contracts to prove it. A measure of pending sales of previously owned properties increased 0.9 percent in May to 112.6, the highest since April 2006, after a revised 2.7 percent advance ...

    Global stocks stumble as Greece debt woes escalate

    Washington Post  - ‎1 hour ago‎
    NEW YORK - Global stock markets were falling Monday as concerns mount about potential fallout from Greece's escalating debt woes.

    China struggles to stem market volatility

    The Australian  - ‎2 hours ago‎
    As the past trading week drew to a close, the People's Bank of China was getting increasingly nervous about the money evaporating from Chinese stocks.

    Will Western Union (WU) Stock be Hurt by Suspending Greek Operations?  - ‎2 hours ago‎
    NEW YORK (TheStreet) -- Western Union (WU - Get Report) shares are flat at $20.61 in early market trading on Monday after the money transfer service announced that it was shuttering operations in Greece for the rest of this week, according to Reuters.


    6-30-15  -  DREAM -  I was in a house somewhere and a young baby wearing a tiny red baby suit the color of Santa Clause, and he was alone, so I scooped him up and carried him with me everywhere.

    He looked exactly like my own son Michael.