The Dreams and the Reality

by Dee Finney

4-23-03 - I decided to post this latest vision first because it was so spectacular.  As soon as I saw it, I knew what it was. I wish I could present it exactly as I saw it, but it was in otherworldly colors, not earthly colors. Each cabachon stone was also surrounded by and decorated with a different number of pearls.  Each cabachon stone was equally beautiful which means to me that every one of the 49 levels has its own beauty.

This is not the exact order as I saw them, because with my human mind could not possibly comprehend the exact order of the colors.  I have tried to put them in approximate chakra order in hopes I have done this as close to what I saw as possible.

There are 49 stones.

1981 - DREAM - I went into a schoolroom, where each row of desks was on its own level - like in a lecture hall.  
On each level was 7 desks.    7 x 7 = 49

11-21-00 - DREAM - I was in my new apartment which I had just moved into.  It was apartment 210 (It seems this dream was kind of a completion of the previous one though I got up and walked around the house and then went back to sleep)

I went down to the lobby to let some movers in. They were delivering a foldout couch for someone for apartment 49. (The couch was the type that you open like a book and was brown) I didn't know where apartment 49 was. The numbers in this building didn't run that small, and it seemed that 49 correlated to another number which turned out to be 211.  That was right next to my apartment.

So, while they were delivering the couch to 49/211, I was just standing in the hallway with some other people.  It was like we were non-animated for a short while, and then I came to the realization that there were other things to do than just stand there.  As soon as I started to move, I saw that I was in a maintenance type area and other people were there to work on that.

I went back to my apartment which was across the hall ... number 210. Again, I had left the door open, and when I went inside, I was looking around to see if anyone had come in and was hiding somewhere.  The apartment was huge ... like 10 times larger than anywhere I've ever lived before.

Suddenly, I spotted two guys sitting on the couch ... a white guy and a black guy. They were wearing heavy winter weight black overcoats and hats. I didn't know who they were.  The black man said to me, "You look like hell, like someone the cat dragged in out of the alley."

I said sarcastically, "Thanks!" and dropped down onto the other couch myself to find out what these guys wanted.

The black man did all the talking.  He said, "The reason I say that is that I live in the "Alley" and people in the alley hate everyone else, especially other people who live in the alley and even more so, people who Don't live in the alley.

I said, 'Yes!" I understood that.  I had lived in the "Alley" myself for awhile back in the early 90's.

He went on.  "We have a job for you.  You look like a problem solver, and we have problems that need solving.  That seems like a job you could do."  At that moment, A huge newspaper salesman-type apron folded out on this chest and lap, with huge newspaper ads about the problems in the alley. He went on, "We want you to solve these problems for the people in the Alley!"

I got a big smile on my face and said, "Now! There is something I could do!"  And he smiled and I felt really happy, something I hadnt' felt in a long time ... I could do something that really felt worthwhile.

The men rather vanished, I don't know where they went, and other women were gathering around that had just walked in the door.

The black man had left behind his daily calendar and receipts of where he went for lunch.  The women were looking at his receipts and obviously he ate the 'best' as when I looked at the receipts, lunch cost him $67.  I was amazed. He seemed to be doing quite well for himself.

I then spotted his daily calendar book and opened it up. The book was about 4 x 5 inches, and was a 3 ring binder it seemed with loose leaf pages in it, divided into squares where he wrote down ideas, problems, and drew little cartoon pictures which he colored in with pencils.  I never saw writing that small before and was amazed he could get so much writing in those little squares.

All of a sudden, I spotted the black man taking a nap on the couch right next to me. His black coat and hat and face were covered over with a dark grey/black blanket and I hadn't noticed him.

I quickly snapped his daily calendar book shut and set it down. I don't think he noticed that I had been peeking at it.  But it sure gave me some ideas in a quick hurry.

I then had to go do something in the building and I went to the door and stood there.  At that moment, I saw a short dark haired woman arrive at apartment 211.  The door was closed ... it was a heavy steel door, rather golden brown and shiny, and was double wide.  It didn't seem like a regular apartment at all.  As I stood there, she said she had a meeting in there and hoped she was on time.  Someone let her in.

Then as I stood there a moment longer, a taller blond woman arrived for the meeting. She was rather in a gloating mood, rather laughing that the short dark haired woman had arrived on time.  It seemed that they were going to be confronting each other in there.

Another girl came along from behind me in my apartment and we were going to leave the apartment together ... I guess the black man was still sleeping on my couch.  I made sure I had my 'walking keys'... which means I had all my master keys with me ... as I checked them all out to make sure I did.

NOTE:  It seems really odd that the jobs I've had and things I've done over the years coincidentally or synchronistically seem to appear in my dreams and they have double meanings now.  


11-26-00 - DREAM - I either had this dream twice or it was really long. I was supposed to be moving into apartment 210 and I hadn't done it yet.  The first time I went there, the maintenance people were still working in it, so I left to go take care of some other business.

When I was outside, I had a gadget in my hand which was like a laser pointer, and when I pointed it at something it made it go a lot faster. For example, I had a toy car and when I pointed the laser at the car it made it go really fast, but I discovered that if I pointed it at people, it made them go faster too.  I couldn't control anything around corners ... it had to be direct line of sight, but it was fun playing with it.

I reached into my pocket as I went into the building. I didn't find any keys, but inside my right pocket was a toy car and something that felt like a harmonica. I didn't take it out to look at it.

I went into the building then and was feeling really guilty because I was supposed to have reported to the office for work 3 days ago and I hadn't done so.  (Three days ago I also had a dream in which I was moving into apartment 210)  

I walked through the hallway and found the maintenance closet door open and the vacuum cleaner standing amidst it's cords outside in the middle of the hallway so I put the vaccuum cleaner up against the wall and closed the closet door better.

There were women in the lobby who were being hired to work whom nobody knew, and I was new myself so I didn't know them either. I hadn't been in the office at all and I wondered if they would pay me for work I hadn't actually done.

I went up to my apartment to get my keys and I had to go up three sets of stairs which each had 3 steps.  This was all red brick.  The lobby was up another set of 3 stairs.  I came to my apartment steps and found 3 newspapers laying there showing me that I was supposed to have moved in three days earlier, so I picked them up.  

I went to where the mailboxes were so I could get my mail.  Other people had opened envelopes and dropped all the mail, so I took it upon myself to clean up the area.  Some of the mail was between some kinds of grids laying there.

While I stood there, my boss came up behind me and told me he was going somewhere. It started with the letter 'A' and now that I think about it I think it was Altair, but if not, it was something like that. I never turned to look at his face, but I know he was wearing a dark coat and hat.  (The word might have been Altagare or something like that ... a star or planet)

I went up the last 3 stairs into my apartment, found the door open, then walked around inside.  It was all white ceramic tiles. All the cabinet doors were open, all the closet doors were open, but none of the light switches worked.  There were no bulbs in any of the light sockets.

I picked up my keys from atop one of the cabinets, went to the door to go to the store and buy light bulbs and some food so I could move in.


From the second night of Pesach, every night for seven weeks, we count the days that have passed on this spiritual journey from Egypt to Sinai. We call this process 'The counting of the Omer.'

The emergence from Egyptian slavery marked the beginning of the physical freedom of the Jewish People. On the spiritual plane, however, we were still sunk in the morass of Egyptian immorality and spiritual pollution. 210 years of Egyptian slavery had brought us very low - down to the 49th level of spiritual corruption. We were standing at the door to the 50th level. Before the giving of the Torah, no one who passed through that door, returned.


In Chapter 210 of the 'Keys of Enoch', paraphrased in part here, we find that the 'True Israel', the people are known as the 'Children of Light'. These people work with the 7th Ray of creation, with the Divine purpose to remain with God until Victory. They are of the 'Light' no matter what. Using the 'Light of God', they transform the material side of creation by demonstrating the higher spiritual truths to everyone they meet. These people are of the Yod spectrum.

The Yod spectrum consists of the ten radiation centers of soul growth, in other words the lost 10 tribes of Israel ... which is the lost spectrum of Light. This lost coding is used to connect with the original program of the Father of the Adamic Race.

This Race of people, the 'True Israel',  have been sustained by the 'Great White Brotherhood' throughout time.

At Qumran, the 'Sons of Light' brought forth the scriptures to the people.  These are the ones who hold the Flame of YHWH. They are also the consciousness communication channels for YHWH.

In the documents of Light, the message of the 'True Israel' is the "True Torah Or". Those that follow these true messages, when they leave the physical body become 'Sons of Light' themselves and one with the 'Great White Brotherhood'.

It is also stated that those who carry the Flame of YHWH ... the Universal Intelligence ... will live in a field of Glory and Light.

The 'Sons of Light', called 'B'nai Or', appears in both ancient and newly revealed scriptures. The 'B'nai Or' is composed of angelic entities, working under the Elohim. They can work with both spiritual and physical consciousnesses. Through the 'B'nai Or', the Races of the Zohar are selected for advancement into the 'Great White Brotherhood', the 'B'nai Or' or for work with the orders of the Elohim.

Many of the 'Lords of Light' came down as part-Man - Part-God to work with man. Man has to discover how to bridge the gap between the physical and the spiritual in order to get beyond the continual cycles of rebirth. Once he finds the keys  that open the door between the worlds, he cannot make the leap forward to work with the galactic community.

Once man raises himself to operate as the 'True Israel' ... his primary goal as the 'True People of Light' is to raise the consciousness of all mankind. As the Zohar Race, they educate the species of mankind to go beyond the consciousness of death with the freedom of spirit. They are the 'True Israel' that prepares the people of God to go into ever higher manifestation of YHWH. These are the people who carry the 'Energies of the Eternal Flame' over their heads.

There is a Covenant between God and his people, through the 'B'nai Or', and the 'Brotherhoods of Light'. Through these messengers, to teach the promise of peace and godly life. The 'Sons of Jacob' and the 'Sons of Joseph' exist on all levels of consciousness.  Joseph, as the 'inner wheel of consciousness', 'Light', purifies those who are called into the 'outer wheel of evolutionary worlds' , as the 'Sons of Jacob'.  This 'wheel-within-the wheel' creates within its new Light spiral a new DNA-RNA plasma of human creation.  This allows the people of Light to move into the next higher electromagnetic level of the life code.

It is possible for non-spiritual man to raise himself to the "True Israel" once he can get beyond the geophysical parameter that separates him from the Sons of Light and the Great White Brotherhood, so there is hope for everyone.

Coincidentally on 7-11-97 - I had some visions that go with this:


I then saw the words: "THE TETRAGRAMMATON IS MAGICAL".

NOTE:  I looked up the meaning of the Tetragrammaton. It is Y-H-W-H -
the Hebrew name for God. Naturally, when pronounced properly, it would
have magical properties. God can do anything.

On 7-12-97 - I heard  a voice say: "Make sure these 5 elements are part
of everything. Love, Joy, Friendship, Happiness, and Honesty.
No relationship can be without these."

An entity named TOBIAS came and said he wished to tell me about a
group he started which uses the above principles.

TOBIAS then came back to show me a web page. It had a white
background and used colorful graphical symbols for the above principles.

Crimson Circle Home


In the 'Keys of Enoch' section 211, paraphrased in part here: Metatronic energy is the aligning of the intelligence energy focus from the physical body to the higher intelligence vibratory wavelength.

The word 'meta' comes from the Greek texts.

1. : change : transformation

2 [metaphysics] : more comprehensive : transcending <metapsychology> -- used with the name of a discipline to designate a new but related discipline designed to deal critically with the original one <metamathematics>

Metatron is one of the 'Creator Presences of YHWH' who works with the scientific programming going on in our physical life. Metatron's power sets the weights and measures for creation. This allows the dawning of the 'Living Light of YHWH' to enter the regions of darkness so they can become spiritual domains.

Metatron's name is connected to Enoch who's name means 'One who initiates into Light'. 'Alphabets of Light', also called 'Fire letters' or 'Flame letters' by several scholars are the weights and measures recorded by Enoch used by other Creator Gods.  

See:  Gematria

This is the time for the knowledge of the weights and measures to return.

There are many references to these weights and measures in scriptures of the ancient times and there is much controversy over them.  Yet, they must be studied.  

See: Fibonaci

Mankind is being prepared for the return of the Masters to this plane of existence. The Archangels and others carry the keys which will be the inheritance of those whom God has chosen. These keys have been brought forth in a special alphabet we know as Kabbalah. The patterns of Light can be traced and measured from one universe of consciousness to another.

We are now in the Omega level of consciousness which has evolved through the milleniums from the Alpha level.  It was the Adamic Race of which we are a part whose purpose it is to transpose the angelic functions into the flesh consciousness. We can then follow the energy trace back into the other universes of consciousness and become the Adam-Kadmon.

Each of us is promised the ascension through the Living Light and Sacred names back through the non-incarnate Christ body of the Adam-Kadmon.  When we are spiritually prepared to ascend, we are 'sealed' by our own vibratory breath of the sacred names which is like a graduation as we ascend into the presence of the Throne of God. Our own names then become sacred.

The Adman-Kadmon is the Light Body that has within it all key names of creation. The Tree of Life is seeded into our own Gardens and is replicated and activated through Metatron's angelic command.

Through understanding the words, "His Throne is a fiery flame", the watchers of Zion will lift their eyes to the Light of the Eternal Day and the pillars of Light. These will open the heavens as a stairway formed by the rays in a descending triangular pyramid and this will bring the 'new heaven' to the 'new earth'.

Typical Tree of Life

Tree of Life from Vision

The Light In the Meeting Tent
Some Notes on the Logarithmic and Golden Mean Spirals
The Meru Foundation

Sacred Geometry
Sacred Geometry
Sacred Geometry and Armenian Architecture
The Mer Files
Spiritual DNA Transformation
Bruce Rawles Home Page
Beginners Guide to Constructing the Universe
Mid Atlantic Geomancy

The Kabbalah
Byzant Kabbalah
Kabbalah and Jewish Mysticism
The Ten Sefirot of the Kabbalah
The Wisdom of Kabbalah


8-9-00 - DREAM - (I'm not going to be able to explain this dream as I don't understand it myself. It was a learning dream)

The whole dream took place in an apartment. The same people from last nights dream  were in it.  At the end I was in the apartment. I went from my bedroom into an unused bedroom that had a sliding door on it. It seems that we each had our own bedroom where we slept. In this unoccupied bedroom were objects that don't get used often, which were
placed on top of the bed and dressers for storage. I turned on the light in the room and saw the objects in the room.  I recall that one object was a portable sewing machine which was on the bed.

I was immediately followed into the room by a woman I know well but can't think of her name. Rather than be accused of "What are you doing in this room?" I began to pick up a hank of colored threads that were laying on the floor as though I was working or cleaning the room. I was not questioned. The same man who was my husband in
yesterday's dream came in also.

The dream then went into another room where we were being taught to make a structure which I can't explain either. It was three tiered  ... divided into 4 sections on the bottom layer, with a middle layer of 3 sections on top of that, with a third layer of 2 sections on top. (Picture below:

On the front of each section was a word which I can't remember, except the top two. On the right was a series of 3 circular symbols which I've seen several times over the last couple of days in recent crop circles and the Nazca lines and the front of the Ark of the Covenant which was I saw in a video yesterday. On the left of the top section was the
yEK SETH.  Then I was shown that the y was divided and the top left part of the y ' \ ' was shown to be the 'Fire Letter' 'f ' and the / part was again the name yEK SETH came from.

We left the room and went into the kitchen where an old man came in to get a round pitcher of water. The pitcher was a perfect globe, which had 2 lines around it, dividing it into 3 sections visually.  There was a young girl there who always carried around a similar round pitcher of water which was similarly divided into 3 sections except that the outside of her pitcher was bright green. I filled her pitcher with water and gave it to her to carry.

NOTE: I felt compelled to draw this vision:

8-8-00 - MEDITATION - I was thinking about the name yEK SETH, asking for information, and I saw the 3 stacked tower again, and simultaneously, superimposed over it was a silver pitch pipe, designating the notes of the music scale.

NOTE: I found this in a search for the name "Yek Seth" which did not come up.
"Once again I shall speak about the evil which befell us in our time, regarding how the veil of ancient faith was torn, and how that death-bringing dry heat breathed upon us and scorched the tall, beautiful, leafy trees of our tender orchards. And this is the truth, for we sinned against the Lord and angered the saint of Israel. "Should it please you to heed me", he said, "you shall take the land's goodness. But should you wish not to listen, the sword shall devour you, for this was uttered by the mouth of the Lord". This same whirlwind was seen above Babylon and then reached every country. For Babylon is the mother of all nations and its realm, the kingdom of the North."

" Now further south of them, namely, the Indians and the peoples dwelling in the great desert were the disowned sons of Abraham, born of Hagar and R'etur: Ishmael, Amram, Mogan, Madian, Yek'san, Yesbok, and Melisawe And the sons of Lot were Amon and Movab; and those of Esau were Edom, and there were others yet, who dwelled to the north of the southern Indians [Ew aylk' ews, or ein i harawakoghmn Hndkats' nots'in i hiwsisoy koghmane] in the enormous and vast desert, [being] disowned [155] by Moses and the children of Israel."


I also found the name Yek as part of other names and words in Persian, Iranian, and Farsi languages


The Tibetan Buddhists of yore had catalogued some 49 levels of consciousness.

Prince Gautama Siddhartha was born in Kapilavastu, in the present country of Nepal and raised to be a king of the small Shakya kingdom. Despite his wealth the Prince was discontent and dissatisfied with life.

He escaped the palace at the age of 29, on a quest for the roots of human suffering. When he was 35 years old, he meditated for 49 days under a banyan tree in Bodh-Gaya, Nepal and reached enlightenment (bodhi). He became known as the Lord Buddha (Shakyamuni) and traveled for 40 years to teach the people in Nepal and India about his experiences. He entered parinirvana at full noon in the year 483 BC. His followers are known as Buddhists.


Siddhartha Gautama, at 36, fasted 49 days under that now-famous tree in Bodhgaya, India, achieving Enlightenment, or the Awakened state, during the process. 'Buddha' is Sanskrit for 'Awake'--a state free from all obstructions to knowledge and to disturbing emotions. . .a state in which one's mind is fully evolved, capable of seeing the nature of things as they truly are, as well as perceiving all that exists, past, present and future. As Academy Award winning director Bernardo Bertolucci scripturally-portrayed in his excellent film, Little Buddha, Prince Siddhartha--like the Chinese founder of Taoism before Him, Lao Tzu (604? B.C.-?), plus the Christian Messiah who would follow--was born by 'miraculous' birth (from Queen Maya Gautama's side, without causing her pain or injury), standing immediately in full awareness, walking seven steps in surveying the four cardinal directions (symbolizing what would become, 36 years later, the Buddha's first teaching on the Four Noble Truths), and proclaiming: "For Enlightenment, I was born, and for the good of all that lives."

Now comes the Seventh Cycle as a Blessing of THE SUPREME DOER to the beings of Planet Earth. In this opportunity the flower of 49 petals becomes more beautiful, expanding the Consciousness of Humanity in the opportunity of being the bearer of This Divine Gene and asking to be multiplied into 144,000 petals of the Garden of Eden, and who will soon burst into Light as Trinitized Essences and Elevated to the Frequency of THE LIGHT VERB UNIXITRON.

The genetic sequence is decoded when each individual assumes his own opportunity, holding the Divine Quality of Love as nourishment for his soul and tears down the veils that hide the Truth. When this is done, the Jewel of the Lotus will shine in its full splendor, bathing the Humanity that awaits the Presence that will lift them to their New Dwelling. The conscious Ascension to the Trinitized Light is thus now possible for many. For others the effort is greater because they opted to be carriers of the Divine Essence, and both are to be elevated to the Sacred Heart of Love, where the soul, the Being and THE ALL BEING are to be fused.


The Inward Olympics: On Finding Ways to Deepen Consciousness and Touch the Self We All Are

Rhea A. White 1993.

(Paper given at the III International Symposium on Science and Consciousness, Olympia, Greece, Jan. 1993)

And to me the most meaningful outliers are what I have called excep­tional human experiences, or EHEs for short. Under this umbrella term I have isolated 49 types of experience that are generally characterized as "psychical" or "mystical." Over half of the combined European/North American population reports having had at least one of these experiences (Haraldsson & Houtkooper, 1991). This is a datum we dare not ignore. This is more than a whisper. Nature itself is fairly shouting to us, and still we turn a deaf ear!


Verses 9:10 - "He bowed down, he stretched himself out like a lion (as the Sphinx) and, like a lion, who dares rouse him? The sceptor will not turn aside from Judah, neither the commander's staff from between his feet, until Shiloh (Messiah) comes."

The Messiah is said to be Christ.  Christians say that Jesus was Christ.  To me, Jesus had Christ Consciousness.  It wasn't just a name.  Jesus said that we could all be like him or better than him.  In other words, we can all achieve Christ Consciousness if we desire it and work towards it during our life on earth.

"The ensign that will lift up the Christ consciousness in humanity then will be Zion "the city of the Lord".

This correlates with a revelation given to Joseph Smith: "For behold, I say unto you that Zion shall flourish, and the glory of the Lord shall be upon her; AND SHE SHALL BE AN ENSIGN UNTO THE PEOPLE, and there shall come unto her out of every nation under heaven. And the day shall come when the nations of the earth shall tremble because of her and shall fear because of her terrible ones. The Lord hath spoken it. Amen." D&C 64: 41-43.

This correlates with the ancient prophecy: "The scepter shall not depart from Judah, nor a lawgiver from between his feet, until Shiloh (Christ) come; and UNTO HIM SHALL THE GATHERING OF THE PEOPLE BE." Genesis 49:10

Most Bible scholars accept that "Shiloh" is a symbol of Christ. It is quite fitting that the gathering of the people, or the building of Zion will be unto Christ, for the ensign is to lift up Christ so all men will be drawn to him. That will lift their own Christ consciousness.

"Thus saith the Lord God, Behold, I will lift up mine hand to the Gentiles, (Nations), and set up my standard (Ensign) to the people: and they shall bring their sons in their arms and their daughters shall be carried upon their shoulders. And kings shall be their nursing fathers, and queens their nursing mothers: they shall bow down to thee with their face toward the earth, and lick up the dust of thy feet..." Isaiah 49:22-23

Even kings and queens shall be impressed with Zion and eventually honor her and help to build her cities.

"When the Lord shall build up Zion, he shall appear in His glory." Psalms 102:16 Just as Moses could not lift up the symbol of the Lord without an ensign, even so must we have the ensign of Zion established before he comes in glory.

"Thou hast given a banner (NEC, ensign) to them that fear thee, that it may be displayed because of the truth, that thy beloved may be delivered." Psalms 60:4-5

Isaiah chapter eleven continues: "And it shall come to pass in that day (the day of the ensign and the Root & BRANCH), that the Lord shall set his hand again the second time to recover the remnant of his people (those lights with the Israelite or God consciousness), which shall be left from Assyria (In the Hebrew this means the successful and prosperous people), and from Pathos (The southern countries), and from Cush (The darker skinned peoples), and from Elam (Those who seek out the mysteries of God), and from Shinar (Those who are seeking to leave corruption and want to dwell with more enlightened people), and from Hamath (Those who are seeking protection from possible future calamities), and from the islands of the sea (Not only literal inhabitants of Islands, but also signifies those who think for themselves and raise above the sea of emotions). And he shall set up an ensign for the nations, and shall assemble the outcasts of Israel, (those who are seen as strange because of unorthodox beliefs) gather together the dispersed of Judah (those who have the true wisdom to rule) from the four corners of the earth."

Isaiah 11:11-12

Not only will the house of Judah be gathered but all of the "outcasts of Israel," all who listen to the God within. Isaiah here presents a beautiful correspondence with the prophecy of the Master: "And he shall send his angels with the sound of a trumpet, and they shall GATHER TOGETHER his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other." Matthew 24:31

The term "angels" is misleading here for it comes from the Greek AGGELOS and literally means "messenger, or one who carries a message". It may or may not be a superhuman being.

"Trumpet" is from the Greek SALPIGX whose root meaning imply "to shake or disturb".

"Gather together" as explained earlier means "To gather into one place".

"Elect" is from the Greek EKLEKTOS which is usually translated as "elect" or "chosen", but its root meaning is "to make a choice". The elect are those who have power to make their own choices without the consultation of an authoritative figure. They are independent of all but the God within and have "chosen" the path that leads to the Christ consciousness. They are as the wise virgins with the oil in their lamps and can stand alone against all odds and do not have to borrow light from others, but always recognize other lights presented. "

(Quoted material in these paragraphs from: SYNTHESIS: The Gathering of Lights)










"The Octaves: Infinite Cycles of 7 Chakras, Densities or Dimensions"