DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
1-1-14 - DREAM - I was in a dimly lit bedroom with my daughter.
She had some little toys in cloth bags in the closet - the cloth being on the
heavy side but with flowers on the fabric. The bags were zippered at the
My daughter brought out three cloth bags and I helped her unzipper them one
by one. The first one had a little pink and white haired pony, with a
bright pink mane and tail.
I took out the pony and gave it to her, and I noticed some paper in the
bottom of the bag as well, so I looked to see what it was. It was a stack
of real U.S. currency $100 bills. It's hard to say how many bills
there are in 1/2" thick stack of money, but that's how thick it was.
My daughter handed me another cloth bag and I unzippered it and gave her the
little doll inside which was Barbie's little sister ... have forgotten the name.
There was another 1/2 inch stack of money in that bag as well - all $100 bills
- at least 1/2" thick.
The third cloth bag, also zippered with a toy in it - also had money
inside - double the size of the first two stacks and also $100 bills.
I can't say what the third toy was, because I was just focused on the money
and tucked the cloth bags down on the floor between my crossed legs so they
didn't get away from me, before I knew exactly how much money I had. I
wasn't going to count it until she was busy playing with her toys. I
was worried that someone else was going to see it and take it away from me. I
have no idea whose money it was or how it got into my daughter's toy bags.
1-1-14 - DREAM - I was working on a computer screen that had a newspaper
article on it in sections. My job was to post the sections in the correct
order on the page so that it read coherently.
It was titled CITIZEN DOWNLOADS ALIEN INSTRUCTIONS. There were
quite a few different sections to the article and each part was titled, so I
never got to read the article itself. I was too busy trying to figure out
the order of the parts and get them on the screen. The more parts I got on
the screen, the more confusing it seemed to get because once I got some of the
parts ordered, there seemed to be more pieces at the top that I had to fit in
between the others, and I was getting frustrated as to where to put the parts.
I have no idea what the actual instructions were.
1-1-14 MEDITATION - LISTEN TO A SONG IN THE CHORD OF C
LISTEN TO A SONG IN THE CHORD OF B FLAT
LISTEN TO A SONG IN THE CHORD OF A
LISTEN TO A SONG IN THE CHORD OF G
1-2-2014 - DREAM - I was downloading math concepts and highlighting them all
Nothing specific - ALL of them.
1-2-2014 - MEDITATION: SAW THIS:
CARD #1 J.F. KENNEDY
CARD #1 CLINTON
CARD #1 CLINTON
CARD #1 CLINTON
NOTE: I GET THE #1 CLINTON PART - BUT WHY WITH J.F. KENNEDY REFERENCE?
1-2-2014 MEDITATION 2. I began asking questions about Hilary
Clinton, particularly about whether someone wanted her dead after the election,
and the answer was 'YES. '
I was told that the threat was from someone with a Jewish name, but that he
was from the Mossad, because Hilary was on Israel's side and the Mossad wants
her dead once she is elected.
I then was told that the man's name who wants her dead is named SA.
I then went into a dream, and I was in a room looking for yarn,
which I had
been doing before meditating, hunting for 'cotton' yarn but a specific green
color and not finding it, then trying to determine why the price of some
'cotton' yard is more expensive than some others. (It was about how thick
it was and how much was on the spool. )
My very young son (barely able to talk yet) was in the next room with a group
of men - some young, some not so young, and my son was over by a large book
shelf like a library, and the men were sitting on sofas that were lined up in
the room like it was a reading library.
I went over to where my son was sitting and he began singing a child's ditty
- had something to do with gold - and it sounded innocent enough, but one of the
men sitting on the sofa nearest to where I was standing, holding my son up in a
standing position - the man asked one of the other men, "What exactly does
SA want gold for?"
Sep 9, 2013 ... "Ophel
Treasure" includes 36 coins, large gold medallion
believed to date back to 614 CE.
Jul 10, 2012 ... Israeli archaeologists
have found buried treasure: just over 100 gold dinal
coins from the time of the Crusades, bearing the names and legends ...
Sep 9, 2013 ... JERUSALEM
– An Israeli archaeologist
says she has uncovered a rare trove of ancient gold coins
and medallions near Jerusalem's Temple ...
Sep 7, 2013 ... Israeli customs
officials on Tuesday arrested a French consulate employee carrying nearly $2
million in checks, 152 kg in gold bars
— about ...
The map showed a trail leading to the fabled mines of
King Solomon, who built the first temple of Israel out
of gold, mined from the
land of Ophir. Solomon's ...
May 6, 2012... by former
Mossad boss to begin exploratory drills and surveys after discovering
possible large quantities of gold near
ancient copper mines.
May 25, 2012 ... Companies
vie to drill near Biblical copper mines;
ex-Mossad chief leads the way .
Jan. 1 (Bloomberg) -- Investors' 12-year love affair with gold ended
in 2013 as they abandoned the precious metal for stock markets in the
world's developed ...
LIGHTS OF ISRAEL GOLD DEPOSIT,
DAVYHURST, WA. I.D.M. Robertson1 and G.B. Douglas2. 1CRC LEME, CSIRO
Exploration and Mining, Perth, Western ...
15+ items - ISRAEL.
Home · Gold ·
Coal · Copper · Iron Ore.
trade up double-digits for 2011.
| January ...
Dalumi Launches Golden Diamonds
gold mining equipment
manufacturers in israel -
Israel Could Bomb Iran
This Summer; Israel Is
Sitting On Oil Gold ...
didn't they (Israel an
others) make golden cows
an other things ,they had to get the gold
somewhere ... gold and
silver mines in Israel.
1-3-14 - DREAM - I was working on a web page about THE SUN, which just
changed polarities within the last 24 hours.
However, I'm going to do a web page about the moon, which I've probably done
dozens of times before as well, but not about 'who parked it where it is?"
P.S. I'm trying not to dwell on the above Meditations. Yikes!
1-4-13 - DREAM - I was an older woman, managing an apartment complex out in the
country. There were farms all around us.
I knew everyone in the dream by face, but their names were not the same as in
real life though I've known everyone in real life as well.
The younger men in the neighborhood spent a lot of time driving back and forth
between the farms, stealing anything they wanted to use on their own farms
without asking and not bringing it back. That seemed to be a neighboring
trait that most of them did. It was a noisy bunch of guys and their loud
vehicles went back and forth a lot, seemingly dangerous for everyone else to get
in their way.
For some reason and somehow, my teeth were held in my mouth by a series of wires
that were attached to labels like January, February, March, etc. for every
month of the year. That was not seen by anyone else but I could see that
in the mirror when I brushed my teeth.
At the end of the dream, I had to go clean an apartment on the far back side of
the buildings, on the second floor as the old lady was moving out.
I noticed I was wearing a mauve colored house dress with purple knee socks and
wearing a purple sweater to match my socks. (I was dressed in these same
colors in real life while dreaming)
I told the other woman in the dream where I was going to be in case she needed
to call me for some reason.
It seems the other woman may have been my cousin Judy whom I've met in real life
since were teenagers, but I recognized her from photos of the past.
1-4-14 - NAP DREAM - This seemed like the same place I dreamt about
earlier today - a farm or ranch somewhere.
I was home alone as far as I knew, and was outside, walking around the grounds,
inspecting the flowers and plant growth of spring.
As I rounded the corner of the building, a young man, with dark hair and a large
dark mustache came riding up the driveway on a large red tractor used for
working on the farm or ranch.
He asked if he could talk to me, and I said 'Okay!' but I was a little
intimidated by him, especially to be alone with him, just like I felt with the
man with a dark mustache I met a couple weeks ago at a ranch in another dream..
This could easily have been the same man's son.
I stood still and he wait, "Let me hide the tractor from sight."
I assumed that he was going to hide the tractor so it didn't look like he was
avoiding his job.
He backed the tractor up behind a bush and I thought that was as far as he was
going with it, but I had to have been wrong about that because it was taking him
too long to hide the tractor right there.
Suddenly, I heard an ear piercing scream which made me jump and run around the
back of the house, where I ran into a sight I don't even want to have to see
A young, blonde woman with long hair was running between the house and an
outbuilding, still screaming. She was caught mid-flight by another woman -
the same one from the previous dream.
The two women crumpled to the ground, the young woman crying her heart out, and
the other woman holding her tightly so she would feel safe and comforted.
I ran up to them and got down on my knees in the dirt, and put my arms around
both of them and asked what was wrong.
The young woman said that she had been held captive and had just escaped.
I asked, "How long were you captive?" and she responded. "10 days!"
I was astonished to hear her say, "10 days!" Had no one missed her, or
asked about her? Had she nothing to eat or drink in all that time?"
How did she survive that long?
I woke up thinking those questions, realizing that the young man with the
tractor had not returned. Was he the one who had captured her and locked
The older man last week looked exactly like a man I've dreamt about before, who
stood next to a podium with the star of David on the front, and this young man
was in that dream as well, looking at me through a glass window, and when I
looked into his eyes, I exclaimed, 'OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!" This
young man looked just like him.
I had thought the older man was the antichrist.
1-5-14 - DREAM - I was at the ranch again. I looked out the window
and could horses running free in the paddock. When I went out there, there
was a hole in the earth and I could see all the way through the earth in it and
see the sky on the other side.
However, in the kitchen, on the floor was where the dirt went.
We were getting ready for a huge dinner party. We were going to
or 1/2 chickens to each guest. The chickens were to be cooked in a huge
oven, and were already in bread pans along with potato chips and some other
vegetables. Each person would be served that much chicken - assuming they
However, all the dirt from that hole in the ground was on the kitchen floor, and
this big guy who looked like Hoss from Bonanza was helping sweep up
the dirt before we cooked the chicken.
2012 ... 5-19-12 =
DREAM - I was shown a document that
I could read except for the
name ... I, my sons and 'Hoss' were on the other side
of the street preparing our
own ..... Will there be an Earth left. www.greatdreams.com/2012.htm.
DREAMS OF THE GREAT EARTHCHANGES. MAY , JUNE, JULY
WHITE bunny RABBIT
DREAMS, page 235
from Bonanza dies.
1-5-14 - DREAM - I was sitting on the lawn with my Mother on a
beautiful sunny day. I lived in the house on the hill behind us.
along and I got up and walked up the hill to the house with him. It was
surprisingly difficult to climb the hill to the house. I didn't remember
the hill had been that high.
RA and I walked into the house together, and he put his arm around me and
pulled me close and we started to kiss gently, but out of the corner of my eye,
I could see my Mother coming to the door, so we quickly moved apart so my Mother
would think we were in the house smooching.
I had to go to work, so I went outside where my teacher T.M. was coming to
pick me up to take me to work.
T.M. was driving a huge, very wide mint green convertible car and when I
opened the door to get in, the door almost fell on the ground next to the car.
While I was struggling to close the door on the car, I could see into the
house where a black and white cat was standing on it's hind legs and it picked
up a female doll and began twirling and dancing with it. The dance was
surprisingly graceful, and as I woke up, I couldn't help but wonder what the
dancing cat meant.
1-5-13 - NAP DREAM AFTER DINNER
I was home with my Mother and siblings as an adult (that was not real life
My Mother had it all planned out in her mind who was going to go to night school
Tonight, we were all going shopping with my Mother, and my brother was sitting
in the kitchen with the light on, but not getting ready to go with us shopping.
As we were going out the door together, my Mom yelled back to my brother,
"Are you going with us or not?"
There was silence from him, but at the last second, right before she went out
the door, he yelled at her, "You never did trust me that I was going to night
school when I said I was, did you!"
and I woke up.
NOTE: I went to night school a lot as an adult, but I was divorced
and living alone when I went and got certificates I got credit for at work.
Like accounting, blueprint reading, how to be a supervisor, and other things I
can't even remember anymore.
1-6-14 - VISION - I was rather shocked and surprised to see a letter I was
writing to someone on a computer screen and the last sentence - half written was
"AND MY DRIVING SCORE WAS ....
I opened my eyes and said, "What????"
This is interesting and should be fun. What is my driving score?
I didn't think I had written about driving this month yet, but I had:
The first one was 'young men driving' and the other one was T.M. was
driving - and that is my spiritual teacher...
Okay, so now let's look at other years...
1-6-14 - NAP DREAM 10:25 PM - I was looking at a computer screen
that was talking about the Art Bell radio show that 'was' and then off again
within six weeks recently.
I was sorry I missed it - never heard a word of it and regretted not listening
A human male voice came into my left ear and said, "It's too bad you missed the
show, but if you listen close enough, you may hear the voice of a real live ET."
I listen and an ETish type voice says, "Hello! This is Eldred".
The human voice comes back and says, "All you have to do is listen."
Out loud, I say to the screen in front of me. "Thank you". In the morning,
a friend tells me Eldred is from Dr. Who which I never saw in my lifetime.
Eldred according to the internet is a genius professor with big bushy
hair. Reminds me of someone whose picture I've seen recently.
1-7-14 - DREAM: I was at my New Berlin house, and all I remember
clearly is going down the front driveway, looking for a place to chain a very
large blonde dog we had.
Not a dog I ever had before.
1-7-14 - MEDITATION - I called Eldred to communicate with me if he had the
time. It was like talking to myself, both saying exactly what I wanted to
say and hear, but it was talking to myself in my own head basically. It
was a few brief sentences, but very romantic.
I went into a dream:
I was in a house that was like my New Berlin house somewhat on the front end,
and like my Waterford house on the back side.
I was preparing to have a new telephone installed in the house, either through
enclosing the front porch, or adding a room onto the bedroom out to the edge of
A knock came on the front door so I went to the door. A very tall young
blonde man was there, and I had a wet curtain, thick like canvas, hanging over
the doorway to keep the heat out because it felt like mid-summer outside.
The wet curtain kept the heat out when the door opened.
Inside the house, the air conditioner was on full blast and it felt really good.
While the young blonde man was entering the house, I heard a noise outside and
two red sided train cars pulled up in front of the house. They were box
Before I got a chance to look at the train cars very well, two very rich men, I
assumed were architects or bankers or both, wearing dark suits and white
shirts, came up the front steps to the door. The first man in the door -
who seemed Italian with dark hair, asked me how the weather was inside the
house. I told him it was comfortable, and he came in, followed by the
I don't know who was paying to have the new telephone installed in the house or
build the room to house the telephone - I didn't have time to even think
about it. They were just going to do it - right then and there.
1-7-14 - 9 P.M. Voice still sounds like two way thought - not live voice.
Clear enough conversation, but not like real telephone. Conversation was very
nice, pleasant, even a little romantic.
1-8-14 - DREAM - I was in Wisconsin, in the yard. I could hear an
animal shrieking in fear and then I saw my boys chasing some dogs, and the dogs
were chasing a baby deer.
I went into the house, still hearing the shrieking sound.
I went into the babies room, and looked into the crib. There I could
see a cat, half on top of a rabbit - they were identical in color. I
couldn't see their heads, but it wouldn't make sense that the rabbit would be on
top of the cat, so I knew the cat was the one on top of the rabbit -
I looked at them to see if I could see their hearts beating and I couldn't
tell if they were alive.....
I was afraid to touch them, because if I did, the cat would turn on me and
scratch me really badly - so I hesitated - afraid to do anything at
all.... and as I stared at the two animals in the crib - they started to
fade from view and I woke up. The shrieking never stopped the whole
1-9-14 - DREAM - I was invited to sing with a large choir that
met in the basement of a very large concrete building. The music was to be
MUSIC OF ENLIGHTENMENT!
As soon as I got there, before anyone sang, I was one of the men take a long
look at me with a gaze of distrust and dislike because he was very very black,
and I was very very white skinned.
The look of challenge was in his eyes immediately and we were as far apart as
two people can get in this very large concrete room - but the energy of
his gaze to me actually pierced me and I could feel that across the room.
However, the choir leader was very strong and we were there to sing and
so we began:
ENLIGHTENMENT BY JIM MORRISON
THESE ARE THE DAYS
HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY HOW I LOVE YOU
LISTEN TO THE LION
RESPECT - ARETHA FRANKLIN
AND THE HEALING HAS BEGUN
WHEN THE HEART IS OPEN
THE WONDER OF YOU
THE COLLEGIUM SINGERS
BACH - MASS IN B MINOR
PUT YOUR HAND IN THE HAND
BORN FREE - ANDY WILLIAMS
1-9-14 - EXPERIENCE: I was sitting in my meditation chair, leaning over
sideways to go to sleep and it felt like I got electrocuted... had I been
sitting up it would have come straight down through my head like the last time
two weeks ago. IT WAS ACTUALLY IN NOVEMBER.
Because I was leaning over, it came in just over my right ear, went through
my body on a diagonal and came out my left arm between the shoulder and elbow.
This reminds me way too much like when I got attacked by a psychic baseball
bat by one of the three letter agencies over the FEMA camps I wrote about.
I had a really odd pain last night - 4 times I had jabbing pain behind my
left eye - never felt that before - any idea?
In a message dated 1/3/2014 12:45:38 A.M. Pacific Standard Time,
Hi: I've been experiencing different and odd symptoms and dreams
recently as well.
Yesterday, there was a tone in my head that almost sounded like a
song starting. It was rather low pitched.
I had a dream yesterday in which thousands of large black ants were
hiding under leaves of plants I was growing under the floor in the
I gave one of the plants to a man from the neighborhood without
telling him that those ants were hiding under the leaves of his
plants I gave him.
Yesterday, I was just walking normally and when I turned the corner
to go into the back hallway which faces west, but I was still facing
northwest (toward this earthquake zone - I had a really painful
twinge in my right hip, (which I've never felt before) I actually
yelled out loud from the pain - it was that sharp.
Maybe I'm starting to pick up the symptoms again that I had last
year that I told spirit to stop?
Just thought I'd report it.
With regard to the Japan volcano that just erupted, I could feel
that in my head I think, behind my right ear was a deep throbbing -
like once every two minutes. It was only in the morning. A feeling
a never had before. Wasn't a headache because once the throb
happened, it went away until the throb hit again, every two minutes.
I'VE HAD RIGHT EAR PAIN OFF AND ON.
I DONT KNOW IF I TOLD YOU ABOUT THE SPIKE DOWN MY HEAD AND NECK
- THAT LASTED ABOUT 10 MINUTES LAST WEEK
1-9-14 - DREAM - This was way too real. It sounded like a
fast car started up going past our house to the west and then smashed into
I jumped up out of my chair and rain to the door and yanked it open, and it
was all silent outside and the time was 7:25 p.m.
1-10-14 - DREAM - I was two old ladies - a chubby one and a thin one,
who had brought some of their own dishes to a wedding that apparently never
happened.. While they were gathering their dishes together to take back
home, I was deleting a lot of religious history from a large document that never
Out in yard, that was a huge square hole in the ground that had sunken in and
it had to be relandscaped so it looked like nothing had ever been there.
Right before the old ladies left, I found a little white box with a pair of
wedding rings that had never been used.
Then the old ladies were talking about the jobs they were going to mid-week,
and I was surprised they were still working at their age instead of on Social
I don't know whose wedding never happened - theirs?
1-10-14 - DREAM - I evidently was working at an apartment building or
hotel, and responsible to rentals.
Some woman came to the building and I told her the room was too small for
Down the hall, some medical people dropped off death certificates, so I
walked down the hall to retrieve them - the certificates were on bright yellow
strips - not sheets of paper. The yellow strips were inside a casing of white
that was open and didn't' hide what it said. I didn't look at the names of
the two strips I picked up. I ignored the medical people and took the
strips back to another desk where another woman was working and dropped
them off on her desk. It was her responsibility to notify someone I'm
I walked to the front of the building and saw there was a huge overpass type
bridge out front - with lines of men standing in both directions - to my left
and to my right. They weren't moving - just standing there, and they
wouldn't break ranks to let me through the line either as I had to cross over
the left side of the bridge, where there was a large professional kitchen in
I was supposed to be cooking something like a piece of chicken to make a
sandwich, at the same time, the women behind the counter were cooking for
hundreds of people. That doesn't work very well, and my piece of chicken
was done, I wanted to put it on the piece of buttered bread, and I was afraid to
ask the woman if she could give me a piece of bread and some butter to make the
sandwich. I have no idea who was supposed to eat the chicken,
because I don't eat bread - I was supposed to give it to someone.
For some reason, I recall seeing an aqua colored name like Susanford, or
Susan_____ on a strip of paper or hanging in the air or on a sign. I
don't know where or why.
I don't recall giving the piece of chicken to anyone either.
1-11-14 - MEDIATION DREAM - This was similar to the dream above where
the Davey Crocket family came into the room when they came to live with me.
This was an old woman with short white curly hair and a long old woman dress on
in a pale yellow color.
1-12-14 - DREAM - I was in a large office building somewhere, on an upper
I came across a young man, wearing what looked like knickers with a matching
suit jacket - he couldn't have been more than 12 or 13 it seemed. He was
carrying something small, which I assumed could have been a pipe bomb or
something of that shape.
He was running from office to office, trying to get into the offices and
jamming his foot against the door to open it because the offices were locked.
While he was doing that, he was saying racial slurs and yelling that it
't fair that the company only allowed certain people to work there, and not
One of the offices was open, and I saw on the desk, a very large binder -
probably 5or 6 inches thick, and at least 14 inches width in both directions.
It might have been a picture book of some kind. perhaps like a memorial book
that people sign in funeral parlors as a guest.
Whoever owned that book pushed it back towards the back of the desk. I
couldn't tell who it was.
Meanwhile, this young man was still running from office to office, swearing
against the companies hiring policies, and whatever he had in his hand, when he
finally found an office he could get into, he threw the thing in his hand across
the room at a desk.
Nothing happened, so if it was a pipe bomb, it didn't go off. He then
reached for the phone to call 9/11 and I yelled at him to dial 411 which
He ran out of the office because I had yelled at him and ran down the hall.
I followed him and found myself in a large central hallway that looked
vaguely like a death memorial place made of marble that would hold flower pots
in meconium, and there was a bust (made of dark wood) honoring a man - it
was just the head, but this memorial place was square with many places where
someone could water potted plants. The bust itself was more than a foot
tall - maybe 16 to 18" tall.
I can't recall for certain if I was trying to water the dirt in these
openings that would hold a pot or not - some were deeper than others - not
really upkept well. .
As the dream ended, I could hear the music of QUEEN, and the voice of Freddie
Mercury singing "I want to break free."
1-12-2014 - MEDITATION DREAM - This dream showed me the STAR that
Freddie Mercury wants me to put around and under the bust of him.
Drawing to come:
This week the Queen idol would've been 65... now pop star Dave Clark reveals:
'Freddie chose to die when his life stopped being fun'
EST, 8 September 2011
The invitation to dinner at Freddie Mercury’s home
held the promise of a fun-filled evening for his close friend, Sixties pop idol
Dave Clark. Clark — leader of the chart-topping group The Dave Clark Five — had
spent many a happy time at the flamboyant Queen singer’s lavishly furnished
house in West London.
But when he got there, Clark was greeted with
Freddie confided that he had been diagnosed with HIV —
at that time, a virtual certain death sentence, as indeed it was to turn out for
In memory: Freddie Mercury performing during Live Aid Concert at Wembley
Stadium, London, in 1985
As the 20th anniversary of Freddie’s death looms — he
died on November 24, 1991 — his friends have been celebrating what would have
been his 65th birthday this week with an AIDS charity dinner for the Mercury
Phoenix Trust at London’s Savoy Hotel, marking the start of a fund-raising year.
It is a time of poignant memories for Clark, who was
alone with Freddie at his bedside when he died.
‘When Freddie first told me about his illness that
night, I was shocked. He didn’t seem down about it, though I’m sure it had taken
In fact he looked great, he didn’t look ill, he looked
very healthy. He just carried on. It was only later when it started to kick in,
then it was hard.
‘Freddie confided in me a lot. When he was diagnosed
there were only a handful of people who knew.
Close friends: Freddie with Dave Clarke, who spent many happy times at the
Queen singer's West London home
'Not even the band knew at first, and his family
didn’t know. At that stage you always believe and hope there is going to be a
cure, that you’re going to get well, you have to. You have to be positive.’
Freddie himself was a fan of Dave Clark, whose band
was once seen as The Beatles’ biggest rivals.
A kind of magic: Freddie on stage in 1986
The DC5, whose hits included Glad All Over and Bits
And Pieces, helped spearhead the British Invasion of America scoring 15
consecutive Top 20 hits and selling over 100 million records.
Clark and Mercury had been friends since meeting in
1976 after a Queen concert in London’s Hyde Park, though they became close
working together in 1985 recording the soundtrack album for Clark’s musical
Time, including the title song with its poignant line ‘We’ve not spoken about it
at all, the fact that time is running out for us all’.
‘Freddie had tried everything. He had special new
medications flown in by Concorde from America.
He said the next generation will be the ones to beat
this. And the sad thing is if it had been 12 months later, he might have been OK
when combination drug therapy first came in.
‘But he was getting frail and he decided to come off all the medication apart
Freddie loved life. He lived it to the full. And
towards the end, when he realized it was no longer fun, he decided to come off
medication. He was suffering and sadly there was no way out’.
On the evening Freddie died, Clark took over the
bedside vigil from Mary Austin, Freddie’s former girlfriend and closest friend.
Also in the house were his long time and loyal friend
Joe Fanelli, his chef, Peter Freestone, his assistant and Jim Hutton, his lover.
‘We made everything as comfortable as we could for
Freddie. His bedroom had an adjoining lounge and looked out on to his beautiful
garden. He was grateful for everything and for his friends.’
Clark was alone with Freddie in the bedroom when he
suddenly died. ‘The doctor had been there half an hour before and said he’s got
a few more days, so we didn’t expect he would die so soon,’ says Clark. He
telephoned Mary immediately. She lived just round the corner.
It was unexpected otherwise she would have been there.
'She had the terrible task
of phoning Freddie’s parents and sister to say he’d passed on.’
Freddie only publicly revealed his HIV/AIDS status the
day before he died.
Clark defends that decision. ‘Because it was so
stigmatized Freddie wanted to keep it a private matter. At the time it was still
looked upon as a plague.’
Raising money for AIDS charities is close to Clark’s
heart. Even before he knew of Freddie’s status, he organized a benefit
performance of his musical Time at London’s Dominion Theatre with Cliff Richard,
the show’s star, and Freddie performing on stage together.
Clark believes he had a special friendship with
Freddie as Freddie knew he wanted nothing from him.
Clark was a visionary in the music business, producing
all the DC5 recordings and owning the rights to all his music at a time when it
was unheard of.
‘It surprised me that Freddie and I became such great
friends because our personalities were total opposites. But maybe I brought a
bit of sanity.
‘Where we were similar was creatively. We were both
perfectionists. Freddie was very much in control of his own life, of what he
recorded and everything he did. He would come to me for advice.
'He could talk to me about his creative things and his
businesses which he couldn’t talk to other people about because he knew I had no
vested interest and I would give him an honest opinion.
'Freddie lived life to the full. He had a zest for
life. He was definitely not a sad person at all. He had his crazy parties.
right up until the birthday before his last he decided to have an amazing dinner
party at his house for his close friends and we had 30 courses created by his
personal chef Joe Fanelli with a different wine for each course.
‘Freddie was larger than life and yet he was very kind
and caring. The thing I really miss about him is his enthusiasm. He had an
amazing sense of humor and he always made you laugh. He didn’t take life too
seriously. He lifted your spirits up.’
Freddie once said, ‘I don’t expect to make old bones.’
But Clark dismisses this as the sort of off-the-cuff statement any young rock
star might make.
‘He wanted to live. And if he was around now I’m sure
he wouldn’t have gone to seed. He was not that type of person. He was too proud.
Freddie loved taking risks, which is my philosophy too.
‘His legacy will go on for ever. His songs and his
recordings are timeless. He was a creator, a revolutionary, a one-off. He would
have carried on. That’s what motivated him, his work.
‘Freddie was in a lot of pain, but he never complained
once. He didn’t throw any dramas. He was very brave. He wasn’t sad. There was so
much more for him to give to the world.’
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14) Freddie Mercury (lead singer of Queen)
Freddie Mercury, Queen Lead Vocalist (Wilkipedia)
Freddie Mercury Queen vocalist (yahoo.image.com)
Freddie Mercury Funeral (yahoo.image.com)
Frederick Farookh Bulsara, or much known as Freddie Mercury was born on
September 5, 1946. He died of Bronchial pneumonia and complication from his
AIDS. Mercury was a Parsi and he belong to Zoroastian religion. He was cremated,
and the cremation was conducted by a Zoroastian priest. He was 45 years old and
died on November 24, 1991.
1-13-14 - DREAM - I was working in a very large office on
the first floor. There were two other women about my same age who worked
in the office with me, but we each had separate responsibilities.
When I came in on Monday, we discovered that major
changes had been made over the weekend. A crew had come in and even moved
walls in the basement. The boss was not happy about that -
because the work crew had not paid attention to the damage they were doing to
the paperwork and everything was a mess.
As it was, something else was wrong, and the women in the
accounting office were being called into his office two by two, and every one of
them, when they left were almost in tears, and they had been told not to tell
anyone what they had been told. Once everyone knew, they could talk about
it, but not until then.
I, personally, didn't know what they were being told, but
it looked like a lot of them were being let go.
In between, the boss kept yelling, "where is ...,
where is ....." and I had to keep reminded him that the work crew had been
in the office with hammers all weekend.
While he was doing that, I was sitting at my desk with a
little white plastic gadget that resembled a stapler, but it attached to a
computer to show a seminar that had been held elsewhere.
I was very excited to see the seminar, and then share it
with my work partners in the office. As it was neither one of them was
there this Monday morning yet, if they were coming in at all, and my computer
was missing as well so I had nothing to play this seminar on.
I have to assume the workmen moved everything while they
NOTE: I was notified yesterday by e-mail that my
DVD's of Dr. Fred's seminars had been shipped and would be arriving this week -
1-14-14 - EXPERIENCE: I was trying to go to sleep
in my mediation chair and I could hear two young ladies talking next to me.
In my mind, I said, 'Hey! I'm trying to go to sleep here!" and one of them
said, "Oh, I'm sorry!" and they stopped talking.
It wasn't until later that I realized that I have two
baby dolls sitting in that area, that were made by Neeta who is an alien from
Sirius B... and I'm SERIOUS about that. The dolls have incredible
energy in them.
Wondering now if the new telephone service that was being
installed was for them. ???
1-15-14 - DREAM - I was getting ready for a meeting
on a stairway to the QUEEN music
At the bottom of the stairs, I placed two little boxes -
shaped like the new modern 'speakers'. They were 3 to 4 inches in height and
Baronets - laser beam
the song included my street address in the music
She keeps Moet et Chandon
In a pretty cabinet
'Let them eat cake' she says
Just like Marie-Antoinette
A built-in remedy
For Khrushchev and Kennedy
At anytime an invitation
You can't decline
Caviar and cigarettes
Well versed in etiquette
She's a Killer Queen
Dynamite with a laser beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Recommended at the price
Insatiable in appetite
To avoid complications
She never kept the same address
She spoke just like a baroness
Met a man from China
Went down to Geisha Minor
Then again incidentally
If you're that way inclined
Perfume came naturally from Paris
For cars she couldn't care less
Fastidious and precise
Drop of a hat she's as willing as
Playful as a pussy cat
Then momentarily out of action
Temporarily out of gas
To absolutely drive you wild, wild
She's out to get you
Recommended at the price
Insatiable in appetite
You wanna try?
1-16-14 - DREAM - I was in an apartment somewhere.
There was frozen orange towels on the sideboard of a very wide sink. I tossed
them into the sink so they could thaw out before I did the laundry.
It was almost 9 p.m. and nobody could do laundry after 9
p.m. because everyone had to get out of the laundry by 10 p.m.
I was just about to grab the orange towels and go to the
laundry, when I was told that one of the other tenants always did his laundry at
9p.m., so it was unlikely that I'd be able to even get into the laundry if I
1-16-14 - DREAM - I was with a friend, a very tall,
handsome man who is a character on One Life to Live TV show. He said that
he was selling his car repair business for $50,000 and wanted to know if I
wanted to buy it.
I really don't know anything about that kind of business,
so I asked a female friend of mine who lived next door, if she'd be interested
in buying the business for $50,000.
We didn't get to talk about it, because the tall handsome
man was in a hurry and left before I could tell her about the business.
1-17-14 - DREAM - I was living in my New
Berlin house with all my kids (6).
The kids went out to the garage to play because it was
cold outside, and while they were out there, I decided to remove some stuff from
the house and throw it into the trash without anyone knowing about it.
I put some paperwork into a white suitcase that had a
handle on the end (not a normal suitcase) The suitcase was shiny plastic
as well - and the paperwork inside had material in it that was related to the
months of the year, and not necessarily in the right order, though a sing-songy
type of rhetoric was going on in my head to remind myself of things that were
going to happen during those months.
So, while my kids were in the garage, I grabbed the white
suitcase and went to carry it out to a dumpster near the house, but I not only
hid it from my kids, I didn't want my neighbors to see me take this suitcase out
to the dumpster either in case my kids went to them to ask them about something.
the dream ended with the month of November.
so I meditated on the dream, and the meditation showed me
December 2014, and then January 2015 followed by the Queen of Hearts.
So, I should not give up on my dream because our
community will get approved in January 2015 and we can move forward formally
1-18-14 - DREAM - THE GOLDEN TICKET
Three times I was shown this series of numbers -
18, 19, 20, plus some other numbers.... and because the numbers had increased to
20 in three places, this was called 'the golden ticket' and I was to be rewarded
with more pay, more rewards, etc.
1-18-14 - EXPERIENCE: My battery powered
clock in the office stopped at exactly 3:18. I saw that and it
seemed that it was a meaningful numbers, so I looked it up on my own website to see
what 318 represented. I noticed that it referred to the Knights Templar on
While I was doing that, a voice in my head said
If the Grail could be, identified with the Merovingian bloodline, what
was its connection with Jesus? Why should something so intimately associated with
Jesus also be associated with the Merovingian epoch?"
How were we to reconcile the chronological discrepancy the relation
between something so pertinent to Jesus and events that occurred at
least four centuries later? How could the Grail refer, on the one
hand, to the Merovingian age and, on the other, to something brought by
Arimathea to England or the Magdalene to France?
Even on a symbolic level such questions asserted themselves. The
Grail, for example, pertained in some way to blood. Even without the
"Sangraal' into "Sang raal', the Grail was said to have been a
receptacle for Jesus's blood. How could this be related to the
Merovingians? And why should it be related to them at precisely the
time it was during the
Crusades, when Merovingian heads wore the crown of the kingdom of
Jerusalem, protected by the Order of the Temple and the Prieure de Sion?
The Grail romances stress the importance of Jesus's blood. They also
stress a lineage of some kind. And, given such factors as the Grail
family's culmination in Godfroi de Bouillon, they would seem to pertain
Could there possibly be some connection between these two apparently
discordant elements? Could the blood of Jesus in some way be related
to the blood royal of the Merovingians? Could the lineage connected
Grail, brought into Western Europe shortly after the Crucifixion, be intertwined with the
lineage of the Merovingians?
The Need to Synthesise
At this point we paused to review the evidence at our disposal. It was leading us in a
startling yet unmistakable direction. But why, we wondered, had this evidence never been
subpoenaed by scholars before?
It had certainly been readily available, and for centuries. Why had no
one, to our knowledge, ever synthesised it and drawn what would seem to
be fairly obvious, if only speculative, conclusions? Granted, such
conclusions a few centuries ago would have been rigorously taboo and,
if published, severely punished. But there had been no such danger
for at least the last two hundred years. Why, then, had the fragments of the puzzle not
hitherto been assembled into a coherent whole?
The answers to these questions, we realised, lay in our own age and the
modes or habits of thought which characterise it. Since the
"Enlightenment' of the eighteenth century, the orientation of Western culture and
consciousness had been towards analysis, rather than synthesis.
As a result, our age is one of ever increasing specialisation. In accordance with this
tendency, modern scholarship lays inordinate emphasis on specialisation which, as the
modern university attests, implies and entails the segregation of knowledge into distinct
"disciplines'. In consequence, the diverse spheres covered by our inquiry have
traditionally been segmented into quite separate compartments. In each compartment the
relevant material has been duly explored and evaluated by specialists, or "experts' in the
field. But few, if any, of these "experts' have endeavoured to establish a connection
between their particular field and others that may overlap it. Indeed such "experts' tend
generally to regard fields other than their own with considerable suspicion spurious at
worst, at best irrelevant. And eclectic or "interdisciplinary' research is often actively
discouraged as being, among other things, too speculative.
There have been numerous treatises on the Grail romances, their origins
and development, their cultural impact, their literary quality. And
there have been numerous studies, valid and otherwise, of the Templars
Crusades. But few experts on the Grail romances have been historians,
while fewer still have displayed much interest in the complex, often
sordid and not very romantic history behind the Templars and the
Crusades. Similarly historians of the Templars and the Crusades have,
like all historians, adhered closely to "factual' records and
documents. The Grail romances have been dismissed as mere fiction, as
nothing more than a "cultural phenomenon', a species of "by-product'
generated by the "imagination of the age'. To suggest to such an
historian that the Grail romances might contain a kernel of historical
truth would be tantamount to heresy even though Schliemann, more than
True, various occult writers, proceeding primarily on the basis of
wishful thinking, have given literal credence to the legends, claiming
that, in some mystical way, the Templars were custodians of the Grail
Grail might be. But there has been no serious historical study that
endeavours to establish any real connection. The Templars are regarded
as fact, the Grail as fiction, and no association between the two is
acknowledged possible. And if the Grail romances have thus been
neglected by scholars and historians of the period in which they were
written, it is hardly surprising that they have been neglected by
experts on earlier epochs. Quite simply, it would not occur to a
specialist in the Merovingian age to suspect that the Grail romances
might, in any way, shed light on the subject of his study, if, indeed,
he has any knowledge whatever of the
Grail romances. But is it not a serious omission that no Merovingian scholar we have
encountered even makes mention of the Arthurian legends which, chronologically
speaking, refer to the very epoch in which he claims expertise?
If historians are unprepared to make such connections, Biblical scholars are even less
prepared to do so. During the last few decades a welter of books has appeared -
according to which Jesus was a pacifist, an Essene, a mystic, a Buddhist, a sorcerer, a
revolutionary, a homosexual, even a mushroom. But despite this plethora of material on
Jesus and the historical context of the New Testament, not one author, to our knowledge,
has touched on the question of the Grail.
Why should he? Why should an expert on
Biblical history have any interest in, or knowledge of, a spate of fantastic romantic poems
composed in Western Europe more than a thousand years later? It would seem
inconceivable that the Grail romances could in any way elucidate the mysteries
surrounding the New Testament.
But reality, history and knowledge cannot be segmented and compartmentalised
according to the arbitrary filing system of the human intellect. And while documentary
evidence may be hard to come by, it is self-evident that traditions may survive for a
thousand years, then surface in a written form that does illuminate previous events.
1-18-14 - DREAM - I was living in a city and was walking down the sidewalk in a
business district with a young man who looked like Rick from Bold and Beautiful
but as a young man he was on the show All My Children, and outside the
dime store was laying a tan cap - like a garbage guy might wear - a sturdy tan
We looked inside the open door of the store and there were three more of these
caps laying upside-down on the floor, so being very bright people (that's
sarcastic) we picked up the hats from the floor and walked down the street
A little farther down the same block, was another store - like another dime
store, and again we saw a brown cap identical to the others laying on the
sidewalk, so we picked up that one too. That door was also open to another
dime store, and inside the doorway was three more caps just like the first caps,
and as I looked up the aisle of the store, it was blocked by some big
red-painted wooden object, so thinking we couldn't be seen by anyone, we picked
up those caps as well, and continued walking down the sidewalk, feeling pretty
good about ourselves getting something for free.
Now as we walked on down the sidewalk, we came to another
dime store like place
with an open door, and again as I looked down the aisle, it looked like an
identical red-painted wooden object was in the aisle and again I thought garbage
men were working out back, and I turned around and now behind me on the sidewalk
were more tan caps laying, so Rick and I were going to pick those up as well
and have 4 more caps (12 in all)
But now the garbage men were out front, apparently looking for their caps, and
they spotted us with the 8 caps in our hands, and all I remember seeing
is a month date (maybe like December and a red heart in the air)
1-18-14 - NAP DREAM - I was looking at a series of spaces with year
numbers in them. Outstanding was the years 1913 and 1929 and then
the letter S.
I also had a vision in which I saw " 45 days" don't know
what is going to happen then though - something big.
1-19-14 - DREAM - I was working on a long wooden table and erasing all the names
and numbers of the boys who had been killed, and wiping the table clean.
Then I started to do the laundry, and when I was done with that, I helped my
friend hang her clothes in her closet on hangars, and she didn't want me to
come into her closet, but when I did, I helped her hang her clothes by color and
I noticed she had a whole lot of black clothes and then then that was a large
gap with nothing in it, and to the left of the gap, all her clothes were pink.
I was waking up from that dream, but still in the basement, and my high school
boyfriend Norman walked in - he was now an older man and he had a white bandage
around his left arm above the elbow.
I asked him, "Did you break your arm? I broke my arm once also."
Then I made reference to my recent blindness (cataracts) and I said, "Many
people are going blind now too."
Then Norman walked around to my left side and stood there. He said, "I
want to show you something.!"
He then said, "Look out into the forest!" and a tall, thin Native American
Indian appeared, and he stood on Norman's left side, and moved his left arm so
that it crossed his body in an awkward position so that his left elbow was on
the right side of his body, and his hand was up in the air over the left side of
It was a signal that something was wrong or had gone wrong.
Symbolism of Two Couples
The above dream is of special interest because of the two couples, with one male
being an attorney. Courts, judges and attorneys can be related to the idea of
karma or judgment, I believe.
Around 1990 Nancy dreamed of observing two couples setting in opposing seats in
an airliner. The male of one couple wore the same perfume as the female of the
other couple. Perfume, it seems, can be related to the flower/chakra symbolism
Symbolism of Two Couples
The above dream is of special interest because of the two couples, with one male
being an attorney. Courts, judges and attorneys can be related to the idea of
karma or judgment, I believe.
Around 1990 Nancy dreamed of observing two couples setting in opposing seats in
an airliner. The male of one couple wore the same perfume as the female of the
other couple. Perfume, it seems, can be related to the flower/chakra symbolism.
Around 1993 Josephine dreamed of two couples who were androids. One of the
female androids was created first, and then, she created the other three.
Something was wrong with them, something about their arms or hands. They were
soon departing planet earth in order to have the problem corrected.
Damage or problems with arms or hands, I think, can be related to karma. As
mentioned above, Kali wears a
girdle of severed human hands, indicating the karmic function. Hands are
considered the "instruments of our works." (Osama bin Laden's left arm is
apparently damaged. This may be a symbol of karma).
In Jane Halifax's "Shamanic Voices", Brook Medicine Eagle tells of her vision. A
goddess figure appeared to her and told her about the Great Changes ahead. She
said that there will be a red-man and white-man mix. The white-man has the
rational, analytical, making-it-happen, way of thinking and being. The red-man
has the intuitive, dreaming way of thinking and being, the-way-of-the-heart. In
America we are that mix.
I felt that this was the same message about the duality balance, and that
America would have a special role to play, involving a union of the Native
American way and the "scientific way" of the American white-man.
The duality is sometimes symbolized by twins. The name, "Thomas," appears often
in dreams and I believe it can indicate the duality because the name means
"twin." There are many myths about twins, such as "Artemis and Apollo," and the
Gemini twins, "Castor and Pollux."
Several years ago, I read an article in a crop circle journal, where researchers
interviewed some Hopi Indians. Some of the crop patterns seemed to match ancient
symbols of the Hopi. One part of the article was especially interesting:
"Maasauu" (the Great Spirit) allowed the ancestors of the present day Hopi to
live with him on earth providing they followed his instructions. He said that
they should travel and leave footprints, ruins, and 'rock writings' along the
way, for in time many people would forget that they were 'all one,' and they
would need physical reminders. At this time two twins separated, Pahana (which
also means white man) traveled eastward and since then the Hopi have always
believed he will return at a time when he is most needed by humankind. Pahana's
power will be required to restore balance on the earth at a time of great
imbalance. That time they say is imminent but before 'he' comes the human race
will undergo a training to prepare for 'his' coming.
The Mayan Indians of Central America believe in a similar figure, namely
Kukulcan, - and that we will have to undergo a similar learning. Hunbatz Men, a
Mayan daykeeper and author of 'Secrets of Mayan Science/Religion' states 'the
prophecies say that when the sacred symbols are newly understood, it will become
an awakening for the human race', "
It is said that when the white brother, Pahana, returns, he will be armed with
the cross, which represents the female energy, and the swastika, which
represents the male energy, and symbolises the four faces of nature in motion.
The article points out, that in the summer of 1989 a symbolic ceremony was held
on Hopi territory and that a swastika circle appeared in the crops that same
summer at Winterbourne Stoke.
A footnote to the article says that Pahana is a supernatural archetype which
will not necessarily be one man but could be many different people or take on any
Note: In Mary Summer Rain's book, "Phoenix Rising", she states that the American
Indian term for white man is "Bahanna".
Kukulcan is also called, Quetzelcoatl, the Feathered Serpent. He was said to be
a white man who departed by sea, promising to return.
Putting all this together with Brook's vision, I feel the "white man" may
represent the white people who came to the Americas. Yes, the white men have
done terrible things to the Native Americans, but it may be part of the overall
plan. I also think this is but one scale of the change. It seems to be across
scales, from the sub-atomic to the macrocosmic.
The swastika is also a symbol of Shiva and Kali, the Destroyer god and goddess.
About seven years ago, I saw a counterclockwise swastika in a dream. Energy was
flowing out from the center into the arms. A voice said, "These are the forces
going out from the center to experience negative manifested events, in order to
learn. It is generally square, and you circle counterclockwise." In the
following months, I learned that the swastika is a very ancient symbol. It was
said that when it is going clockwise, or east, it is a symbol of good luck.
About two years ago, my friend, Paul, wrote to me, saying that he had been
having "twin theme" dreams. In one of them, he was at Twin Lakes in Minnesota. I
wrote back to him, telling of various twins in mythology. I mentioned the Gemini
Twins, Castor and Pollux, and how they were the protectors of sailors and ships.
I mentioned that St. Paul once sailed on a ship called the Castor and Pollux.
As I wrote, I recalled that Minnesota also has the Twins baseball team, and the
Twin Cities of Minneapolis AND ST. PAUL! It was very curious that the name St.
Paul came to me at that time. I looked up some names in the dictionary. The twin
city was named after Minnehaah Falls and the Greek word for "city." Minnehaha
was the girl Hiawatha married in Longfellow's, "Song of Hiawatha."
It all seemed to fit so well. The Twin Cities could symbolize the
Red-Man/White-Man mix, in the Great Change.
Code of the Ancients & the DNA Repair
The Barbury Castle formation also fits with the ancient AUM
triangle, indicating -- The Father (North) and Mother (Southwest) engendered
the Son, Man (Southeast). The ratchet spiral is Mercury in the alchemical sense.
Like his Greek counterpart, Hermes, Mercury has both male and female aspects.
The comparison of the three glyphs compare to the Three Pillars of the Tree of
The central circle with rings of the Barbury Castle formation was offset a bit
from being centered on the triangle. The offset seems to be related to the idea
that "something went wrong" with the Mother aspect of creation (the harlot of
Revelation 17, who is Kali, instead of the future Holy Spirit or Eve replacing Lilith).
The square footage of the Barbury Castle circles totaled 31680, a number
associated with the New
Jerusalem design. The number 3168
was the Greek Gematria for "Lord Jesus Christ." It had previously been
associated with a figure in the Pagan religion. 31680 feet is six miles (5280 x
I find these verses quite interesting in relation to the political rhetoric on
the news these days -- for example, the "food
stamp president" charge. I noted long ago that the two main political
parties in the USA correspond well with the two pillars of the Tree of Life. The
Republican conservative party fits with the Left Pillar -- Judgment or severity,
i.e., the goats. The Democratic Liberal party fits with the Right Pillar --
Mercy, i.e., the sheep. The same difference seems to apply to the Old Testament
versus the New Testament, as with "an eye for and eye," versus, "turn the other
cheek." The ideal is to be balanced in the Middle Pillar -- Equilibrium or
The terms left and right in relation to the political parties and the pillars of
the Tree, seem reversed. But, when one imagines standing inside the Tree -- the
left and right reverses, as with looking in a mirror. So, the perspective from
within the Tree has the Republicans on the Right, and the Democrats on the Left.
with the Judgment stronger than the Mercy function. My
Judgment function relates to our thoughts and feelings about fairness,
righteousness, and justice. We tend to be outraged by violations, especially
violations against ourselves or those we love. Such things can evoke great anger
and violence. Recall that Kali evokes feelings of anger, and that she
corresponds to the harlot of Revelation.
It seems that the Mercy function can also be too strong, such as enabling
The above verses of Matthew make sense to me in this way -- the sheep associated
with the Right Pillar will have reached a balance, whereas the goats associated
with the Left Pillar, will not. I think this is about each person, and not so
much about the political party.
The everlasting punishment of the goats is actually like a purification by fire,
a period of stress, after which one is pardoned,
having stressfully transformed, reaching the balance. I read of this idea in H.
P. Blavatsky's, Isis
Unveiled." It was interpreted in that way in ancient India.
The idea of balancing the two Pillars fits with the symbolism of the crossover,
About 16 years ago, on February 13, my younger son's birthday, I had a big
coincidence concerning the forgiveness principle. My son had played a big part
in my understanding of that principle several years prior. It was the key in my
overcoming great anger at an injustice. The coincidental connection was to a
verse in the Bible -- James 2:13 -- the verse number matching my son's birthday
Six spheres of the Tree of Life are associated with the Bridegroom, Zer Anpin.
Five of those spheres (4, 5, 7, 8, 9) are depicted in red, above. The sixth is
sphere 6 (Tipharet),
depicted in green. Note how the arrangement is like a green ball in a red cup.
According to the great scholar and interpreter, Thomas
Jude Germinario, Zer Anpin is the Son, the Supernal Man of the Kabbalah, the
Messiah of the Jews, and the Christ of the Gentiles. His Bride, and the Queen of
His Kingdom, is Malkut, sphere 10, at the bottom of the Tree of Life. This
relates to the
God’s feminine Presence in the material World. The Shechinah is associated with
the Holy Spirit. Her symbols include cloud and fire. For example, in Exodus
13:21, She appears as a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by
night, to lead the people. An aspect of Shechinah is the feminine
a collective Soul. Malkut is the Womb within which individual Souls are
incrementally assembled to constitute the universal Soul -- She who is to be, at
the end of Time, the Bride of Zer Anpin, the Supernal Man.
The Divine Image of Zer Anpin is to be transmitted to the Body of Man, so that
it may become the Similitude of the Supernal Man. The mystical Body of Man
compares to a Temple, with the Soul centrally located, and the “Holy of Holies”
as its innermost Heart. In this way, one has direct contact with the Essence of
Thomas writes that
subdues Death by hanging from the Tree in the Garden. "By
virtue of the Son’s Self-sacrifice, the Tree of Death becomes the Tree of Life."
I recall that Joseph
Campbell said that the Fruit of
the Tree of Life is Jesus. I found an illustration of the idea here.
According to Thomas, the mystic visionary, William
the dominance of the spectral ego-persona as the eclipsing of Vision and
Imagination by Reason and Moral Virtue. This imbalance has the effect of
deforming both the collective Body of Man and the Tree of Life.
In his brilliant article analyzing
prophecies concerning the Popes, Thomas explains Nostradamus Quatrain C5, Q92 --
The Covenant of Circumcision
Some nine days after the arrival of the White Sheet Hill formation in June,
2010, a phallic
type crop formation appeared
nearby on 4 July 2010. It was presumed to be a hoax, and was mostly ignored.
However, hoax or not, such symbolism is quite important in Kabbalistic circles.
It is also quite germane to the concept of Zer Anpin. Thomas writes extensively
about the Covenant
crop formation was composed of
two circles from which a long pathway extended to a third circle at the end. It
was pointed directly at the June White Sheet Hill crop formation.
In Kabbalism, there is a symbolic phallus within the Tree of Life -- sphere 9,
Yesod. It extends to sphere 10, Malkut/Earth, via the Middle Pillar pathway
connecting them. Remember that sphere 9 is one of the six Sephirot composing Zer
Anpin. This phallus is the symbolic procreative organ of the Supernal Man, Zer
Anpin, which implants the soul seeds into the womb -- Malkut/Earth, sphere 10.
The 2006 Fife, Scotland, crop formation, illustrated above, fits this symbolism
especially well. The three circles above the womb, sperm, and ball in cup
glyphs, compare with the spheres above Malkut (10) on the Middle Pillar - Yesod
(9), Tiphareth (6), and Keter (1), or alternately, the hidden sphere of
Kabbalistic tradition teaches that a difficulty happened in the creation process
which caused the Shevirah --
the Shattering of the Vessels (Sephirot-spheres). This caused many problems, one
of which is the Qliphoth (or
Qlippot) - where our perception of the upper source Worlds of the Olam became
opaque, obstructing our view. Our perceptions are thus limited to the "phallic"
area of Yesod until the Tikkun
Olam -- the repair of the Tree of
Life and the World.
Circumcision symbolizes removing the opaque obstruction to our perceptions, so
that our view becomes clear. We can then perceive up into the timeless spiritual
realms above. The Divine Light from above is no longer obstructed,
the impediment to its flow into
our World through the incarnation of living Souls.
The process is to lift Malkut up to the level of Binah. The effect brings the
attribute of Mercy to the Feminine in our world, which mitigates the harsh
judgmental tendency. The Shechinah then returns from her Exile in this World.
The Biblical Covenant of Circumcision involves the story of Abram
and his wife, Sarai (or Sara),
having their names changed to Abraham
The letter "H" (Heh) was added to each of their names. The reference is to the
two Hehs in the Tetragrammaton,
the four letters of the Divine Name, YHVH (or YHWH). The four letters relate to
male and female spheres of the Tree of Life. The first letter, Y (Yod),
represents the first male emanation, Chochmah/Wisdom, the supernal Father --
sphere 2 of the Tree of Life. The first Heh represents Binah/Understanding, the
first Female aspect of the Godhead -- sphere 3. The V (Vau) connotes the “Body”
of six Sephirot which together comprise the Son, Zer Anpin. The final Heh
signifies Malkut/Shechinah, the Bride of Binah’s Son, Zer Anpin -- sphere 10.
The four sets of Sephirot comprising the Tetragrammaton define the five levels
of the universal Soul (or Pleroma).
The letter Heh, and therefore the two Feminine aspects, associate with the
The symbolic purpose is to restore to Man the one component of his eternal
Symmetry that was lost in the Fall -- Equilibrium, represented by the Heh in
Abraham’s rectified name.
Thomas writes in detail about Zer Anpin and the Covenant of Circumcision in
these articles --
Sat Jan 18, 2014 9:41 am (PST) . Posted by:
I had one of those intense very detailed dreams of living about 10 +
lifetimes simultaneously and had a clear memory of all by the end of the
dream. In each life I would meet this man who knew me from another life and
after knowing each other for a while he would very slowly remind me of our
previous and of our future lives together. He could bring up small things
that would trigger the memories…and I remembered being with him in each
lifetime and we were fighting for the same cause. There were others in our
group that fought our cause with us…and the cause had to do with helping
everyone remember to prevent us from destroying our world or to facilitate
the growth of our world.
His appearance varied from life to life but he was pretty much always the
same. I recall walking across a field and another man came up to me and ran
into me literally knocking me down. He acted like it was a mistake but then
he started to attack me which triggered a memory of this man being an
enemy…or part of a group that we were fighting and had been fighting since
the beginning of time on this planet. There were a whole huge group of these
people trying to kill us off because we were aware and awake to our
connections and our cause.
In each lifetime these beings would attack our people and we would fight
back or if it was not possible we would escape.
The man who was my mate would point out others and remind me of my
relationship with them before…and I noticed in every lifetime we had the
exact same relationship…the more greedy aggressive ones banned
against the ones who wanted equality and harmonium and peace.
I remembered in some lifetimes I was not aware this "battle" was going on
just that I had trouble relating to them or they instantly took a disliking
We all related on a soul level… By the end of the dream we were meeting and
flying…and in this lifetime I was guarding my grandchildren
I would scoop them up and fly away with them…and sometimes would cross the
lifetime borders with them just to avoid very dark people.
Each lifetime was in a separate time period…same people same goals and
It was like we fought the same battles over and over but never got anywhere.
My partner kept showing me our future lifetimes and we would visit them
together…but it wasn't until we became separated…he had to go do something
and I was alone… I wandered out into a yard at a ranch house in the country.
I could see the sky at dusk and all of the stars and suddenly I saw what
appeared to be a firework rocket…but it blossomed into a sun getting bigger
and bigger…and then the whole sky flashed and lit up and the world was being
destroyed….I walked away and looked back and saw it was a vision and had not
happened but in this future lifetime I had very intense visions… I go inside
and my now ex brother in law Louie brings a man I know in this lifetime that
I have known most of my life since childhood. He is an anthropology
professor… Anyway he wanted me to see him while he was in town. I tell him
the vision I had and he tells me that this is definitely coming… I actually
then saw the rocket again…becoming a large light in the sky and it was
headed to us and I knew we were going to destroy the world…because it was
humans who sent this light or major atomic bomb. I knew the world would end
then…all because the people would destroy it themselves.. I was very upset
and I saw my old friend as being intensely sad.
My partner came back and also had been given a message that it was coming…
I woke up really tired and amazed I had slept so hard for so long….
This dream was so very detailed and overly colorful…so real I felt it really
happened and when I woke up I felt still in the dream…
I was really amazed at how we flew everywhere rather than drove…like maybe
this will be a future invention.
The other night I dreamed I was breathing in a purple orb and it had
classical music that had a taste to it…shiny flying white sparks inside it.
I have heard that orbs are units of information that get downloaded into our
consciousness. I am wondering if this dream was related to that.
1-20-14 - DREAM - I was working on a computer screen and deleting words off of a
messed up list, and at the end the song 'Killer Queen' was playing.
See above dream about same song.
1-20-13 - I was feeling completely out of place, unwanted, and
unneeded on any
level, and my needlework projects are missing and I had nothing to do but feel
sorry for myself, so I decided to meditate and then dream, which is what I did.
DREAM - I was sitting in my house, feeling sorry for myself, when a big
rabbit came along with his hind right leg cut off, and he was running for his
life leaving a bloody leg print on the floor as he ran, and then a headless
chicken came into the house, carrying a flyswatter and started hitting me on the
head with it. I had to swat it away from me because he couldn't see where
he was going.
I then went outside, and a woman, her daughter, and a dachshund dog came through
the neighborhood, demonstrating some kind of automatic car that ran on a
triangle machine that sat in the passenger seat, while she sat in the
driver's seat to give directions of just where she wanted to go to the machine.
The machine itself was a red triangle, about 6 inches high and about 2 inches
wide and it just sat loosely on the seat and remotely drove the car.
When the woman saw me, she stopped the car and got out and I told her, I had
always wanted to see a car like hers, and she said she would demonstrate it for
She told me she drove it around neighborhoods because her little girl had a bad
heart and she needed work done on her heart and the dachshund dog was part of
In return I told her the story of the rabbit with one foot cut off and the
headless chicken with the fly swatter and made them both laugh at my story,
because they didn't believe it really happened.
I told her that I could heal the little girl's heart and put my hand on the
little girls chest to give her a Reiki Treatment. The doctor then showed up,
wearing a white lab coat and he said he would demonstrate the treatment for me.
So, the doctor opened up a flap on the dogs side and showed me a chamber in
which the dog had some kind of substance like sticky sugary Carmel in a pouch,
and from there a tube went into the little girl so the girl would get the sugar
from the dog and make her heart beat.
He said that the little girl had to have the treatment for two months to heal
The Mom said she needed help because she had to drive the car around
neighborhoods, looking for help for her and the little girl.
I volunteered immediately to help the little girl with her treatment.
So we all got into this special car and I got in the back seat and held the
little girl and the dachshund dog in my arms to keep them huddled together and I
gave them Reiki as well while the Mom drove around driving her remote controlled
I started to wake up and realized I was holding the little girl between my arms
that were folded around myself as well, healing my own heart that had felt
I heard a bell ring, and told spirit I was ready for a message, and none seemed
forthcoming, so I said I was going to hang up then, and woke up fully from my
dream, realizing that not only was helping the little girl in the dream, I was
helping heal my own heart with how I was holding myself under the blanket that
was keeping me warm and cozy while I was sleeping.
1-21-14 - DREAM - I was in an office scene with characters from The Young and
the Restless TV show.
In the beginning, there was a peach colored plastic bag in the middle of the
office, and I tossed an apple into it.
One of the other women hollered at me that we can't have trash bags with food in
them in the middle of the office.
I went over to the trash bag and discovered that some old woman had thrown other
things into the bag to get rid of them. I wasn't the only one. So I
took the bags out and threw them away properly.
I then got into a car with my Father, and Jack from the TV show and myself - all
sitting in the front seat. That was a rather tight squeeze.
I don't know where we were going but we ended up back at the office.
Inside the office, we had those peach colored plastic bags on our arms like they
were pretend swords for Halloween.
Jack came in and put a peach colored plastic bag on his right arm, and I did the
Then we both got up and walked around each other, like we were parrying with
Jack made a motion with his arm that he was going to kill me with the sword, and
I said, "You wouldn't!" and he responded, "No! I wouldn't!"
So we put our arms around each other and hugged tightly and then we kissed, and
unfortunately - I woke up.
It felt really nice to kiss him.
1-21-14 - midnight - into the 22nd.
I was just trying to go to sleep and was thinking pleasant, loving thoughts
towards my friends,
I started hearing the Star spangled banner played really slowly like the
death knell music one hears at political funerals, and I started seeing
dozens and dozens of black horses - hundreds of black horses, all pulling
black caskets down the street past me - not one by one but like 6 across
there were so many of them.... and it didn't end.... I had to open my eyes
to stop it from going on...
This is either related to Hillary inauguration ceremony with who knows how
many others involved (because I was already told her possible death after
or its a big terrorist attack against political people in Washington D.C.
You don't see black horses and black caskets anywhere else - except in
military funerals, but military funerals are always done as individuals -
not in massive numbers like this.
I'm never going to forget this scene.
It's about massive deaths.
With the America's song being played as a death knell.
At 12:18 a.m. I heard 89 horses
TWO MORE RELATED DREAM AND VISION
1-22-14 - VISION - I was standing on a stairway behind and above
three young men, who were talking in higher pitched voices that weren't in
1-22-14 - DREAM - I and all my female friends were in prison together
- wearing beige pants and short sleeved cotton shirts, with the same color
First we all had our hair cut short with a scissors, and in the second
scene, we were having a water party it seemed - we were all laughing and
having a good time in a huge room.
In another scene - same prison, same uniforms, we were all standing on what
looked like shiny blue skis or piano keys on a high hill - still laughing
and partying together.
State of Union address is going to be held on January 28, 2014 in
1-22-14 - 3 p.m. CHANNELED MESSAGE
NEW MEXICO: 1,000 citizens will be killed
Needless to say, they should be prepared for assault
by the government.
Martial law is imminent
Be prepared. There is no excuse.
Warnings have been given.
Being armed is forearmed.
That is sincere.
Kill or be killed.
Next is concentration camps.
You are aware of them.
note: Ananda is a Buddhist, so you know this is
1-22-14 As soon as I closed my eyes, I found myself
in a forest on a road, and someone yelled, "Here he comes", and I saw this big
bull rushing towards me as fast as he could go.
1-23-14 - DREAM - I was near an ocean shoreline, with a
man who looked and sounded like Ridge from The Bold and Beautiful TV show.
He had built a small wall with boxes that looked like cigar boxes, and he was a
'do not harm the animals enthusiast and advocate.
It seems I was hearing some soft music playing while I
looked at these boxes, but I can't identify it.
He also was on One Life to Live and All My Children
THE BOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL ACTOR - THORSTEN KAYE
Full detailed profile on Thorsten Kaye playing Ridge Forrester on The Bold
and the Beautiful Daytime Soap Opera.
Marital Status: Married,
Currently playing: Ridge
Born in Mainz, West Germany, Thorsten Kieselbach
(Kaye) was raised in London, England. After a rugby tour throughout Europe,
Thorsten came to the United States in 1985 on a decathlon scholarship and
majored in physical education and minored in drama at International University
in San Diego, CA.
He enrolled at Wayne State University in Detroit and
earned his master's degree in theater and theatrical history. His first role was
in Wicked Witch of the West back in England at age 17. Kieselbach fondly recalls
his best performances were at the Hilberry Repertory Company in Detroit, MI.
From playing roles in Macbeth to Mark Antony, he savored his days in Detroit.
Moving to Los Angeles after earning his masters, he
appeared in Sidney Sheldon's "Nothing Lasts Forever," "Law & Order," "Love for
Love," "Air America" and "Sliders" before moving to New York to accept the role
of Patrick Thornhart on ABC's "One Life to Live." He went on to play Dr. Ian
Thornheart (older brother of Patrick) on "Port Charles," and then "All My
Children's" Zach Slater. In 2013, Kaye took on the role of "The Bold and the
Beautiful's" Ridge Forrester, after it was vacated by Ronn Moss.
Kaye has published a book of original poetry, entitled
"From Timber Ridge to Daymer Gardens," with Dorothy Bridges, widow of actor
Lloyd Bridges. Proceeds from the book, which accompanied a CD release of the
same name, go to Give Kids the World, a charity for sick children.
When not working, Kaye enjoys music, literature,
riding American motorcycles, hockey, and is a huge Miami Dolphins fan.
AWARDS & ACCLAIM:
Daytime Emmys Nomination, Outstanding
Lead Actor (2006)
Daytime Emmys Nomination,
Outstanding Lead Actor (2003, 2004)
Daytime Emmys Pre-Nomination,
Outstanding Lead Actor (2005, 2006)
Daytime Emmys Pre-Nomination,
Outstanding Lead Actor (2003, 2004)
The Bold and The Beautiful -
Ridge Forrester (December 13, 2013 - present)
All My Children -
Zachery Slater (2004 to November 19, 2010; August 5, 2011 - September 2011)
Port Charles -
Dr. Ian Thornhart (2000 - 2003)
One Life to Live -
Patrick Thornhart (1995 - 1997)
1-1-24-14 - DREAM - It seemed I was in Milwaukee, looking for a new place to
live. It also seems that the number 5 was prevalent in the dream, but I
don't remember anything specific about it, except perhaps the house was on 55th
The house was a big old flat with apartments within the flats. I went to
the second floor, and the flat was really big with nice big rooms, but it was
dingy, and I thought, all it needs is a good coat of paint. Otherwise,
there was nothing in the rooms and I could furnish it and decorate it myself.
The place was so old, I thought to myself, nobody should light a candle in this
place, and I no sooner turned around and there was at least 100 babies walking
behind me, every one carrying a lit birthday candled indicating it was their
I rather freaked out to see all these babies carrying a candle, and at the same
time knew it would be a terrible thing to snuff out these beautiful lights in
front of the babies, but it was too dangerous to have these tiny babies carrying
a lit candle and I didn't want them to get burned either.
I know I left the room, but I can't remember if the candles got snuffed or not.
I went into another room I considered mine, and I had a notebook binder, and a
copier machine on the floor, and inside the copier machine I placed a sheet of
paper that had all the names of those babies.
While I was doing that, I could hear the mother of one of those babies in
another room listening to the news on the radio, so I gently closed my door so
she wouldn't know I was copying those baby's names so I could keep track of them.
1-25-14 - DREAM - WHO IS BETTER FOR WAR - MEN OR WOMEN?
I was either a witness or judge to watch men compete with women both physically,
mentally, and agility-wise for war.
The setting wasn't about 'groups' but about individuals, and from what I saw in
the competition, women were far better to do things quickly than the men were in
the same situation.
The first situation was whether men or women would handle doing exercises being
upside-down - such as flipping head over heels, and the other thing was in
starting a vehicle and driving more quickly.
I actually did the driving myself in the end, and of course, being in the city
at night is not the appropriate place to test a car that started automatically -
it was rather loud, I knew that I was the better driver than the man.
1-25-14 - DREAM - I had a home business selling items for dogs.
A young man came in one day and said he wanted to buy 12 of the red square chew
toys made out of plastic. They had a hole in the center one could use them
as a bracelet and that's what he wanted to do.
I didn't have 12 of them in stock, so I told him I needed his name, address, and
phone number on a piece of paper, which he was willing to give me.
He said he had figured out that it would cost him $263 for the 12 red square
That comes to $21.91666666 each.
I hadn't figured it out so agreed to the number.
He left then and I was really glad to get the order no matter what he did with
Later, I saw him on TV, wearing matching capes that looked like they were made
of burlap, but the decoration on the capes were red diamonds with the points up,
down, and sideways. He had a woman by his side, with a matching cape -just
a little smaller because she was only 3/4ths of his height.
On one of the pages we host, it says: this number is a Fibonacci numbers:
263 : 4AA40009AA4544CA88588CC4CC05CCG966C690G8499C4A559TGT0AG Prime
By the same author we see:
On another page about the Ark of the Covenant, it shows the number in this
The Hebrew name Shishak matches the Egyptian name of Sheshonq I in Egyptian
history. Sheshonq is the founder of the 22nd Dynasty of Egypt. Sheshonq I ruled
from 945-924 BC. He was from a Libyan tribe who became commander-in-chief, then
King. He was a strong leader who reunited Egypt. 2 Chronicles 12:3-4 says, "With
1200 chariots and 60,000 horsemen and the innumerable troops of Libyans,
Sukkites (mercenary Libyan soldiers) and Cushites (Upper Egypt) that came with
him from Egypt, he captured the fortified cities of Judah and came as far as
Jerusalem" (NIV). Note the many troops from Libya. Thutmose III nor Rameses II
would not have had an army composed of mainly outsiders, but Egyptians. There
are inscriptions of Sheshonq's campaign into Palestine on the wall of the temple
of Amon in Karnak. ANET, 263; ANEP, 349; ANE 1, fig.94. It says that Sheshonq I
went as far as Megiddo where a victory stele was erected. ANET 242-3 has a list
the cities he captured. For more information on the list see Handbook for
the Study of Egyptian Topographical Lists Relating to Western Asia by J. Simons,
Leiden 1937 (pp.90-101,178-186: see also Breasted, Ancient Records of Egypt,
Vol. 4, paragraph 709). For more information on Sheshonq see
another page, it lists this number as a page number in a book that shows false
Messiahs in Jesus' time.
Matt 24:4-5 -- Christ
predicts the intensification of false messianic movements within Israel and
around the empire. First-century examples: Dositheus the Samaritan (Origen:
Contra Celsum, VI, ii; Hom. xxv in Lucam; Contra Celsum, I, lvii), Simon Magus
(Acts 8:9-24) who was deified in Rome, Theudas (Acts 5:36-37), Judas the
Galilean (Acts 5:37), Herod Agrippa (Acts 12:20-23), Menahem (Josephus: War of
the Jews; 2.433-450). Under the government of Felix, deceivers rose up daily in
Judea and persuaded the people to follow them into the wilderness, assuring them
that they should behold conspicuous signs and wonders performed by the Almighty.
(Felix, from time to time, apprehended many and put them to death.) During this
period (52-58 AD) arose a celebrated Egyptian deceiver (Acts 21:38), who
collected thirty-thousand followers and persuaded them to accompany him to the
Mount of Olives, telling them that from there they would see the walls of
Jerusalem fall down at his command as a prelude to the capture of the Roman
garrison and their obtaining the sovereignty of the city (Josephus: War of the
Jews, 2.259-263; Antiquities of the Jews 20.169-171). Such messiahs and
magicians were often as powerful in the display of miracles as were the apostles
(see: Simon of Samaria in Acts 8:9-11; Apollonius
of Tyana). Partial list of first-century false messiahs: Judas,
son of Hezekiah (4 BC); Simon of
Peraea (4 BC); Athronges,
the shepherd (4 BC); Judas,
the Galilean (6 AD); the Samaritan
prophet (36 AD); King Herod
Agrippa (44 AD); Theudas (?
AD); the Egyptian
prophet (52-58 AD); anonymous
prophet (59 AD); Menahem,
the son of Judas the Galilean (66 AD); John
of Gischala (67-70 AD); Vespasian (67
bar Giora (69-70 AD). Related link: Livius.org
- Messiah Overview.
On another page, it was the number of Francs requested to
solve the problem of a plague of locusts:
Last Tuesday, West African government ministers and military chiefs met in
Dakar and decided that Agadez, a town in central Niger at the southern end of
the Air massif, should become one of five principal locust control centres in
the Sahel region with upgraded facilities.
Moudy said the operational requirements of the locust control campaign in
Niger were rising all the time and estimates given to donors at a meeting in
Algiers at the end of July were already obsolete.
"In Algiers, we asked for 263 million CFA francs (US$5,3 million) for
operations and equipment. The situation has worsened since then and in Dakar we
readjusted our requirements, asking for more personnel, transport, treatment and
communications equipment", Moudy said.
1-26-14 - DREAM - 3572 - I was working on a
computer about properties, and 3572 was colored sky blue, and when I looked at
the property it was a ranch - not exactly a fancy place, but I liked it the best
of all of the properties I looked at.
It seemed like the number it started with indicated what
dimension it was in - so 3572 was in the third dimension.
I looked at quite a few places, one that started with a 4
was nice too, but that sky blue color made me remember it, and I kept going back
1-26-14 - DREAM - I was at home and I wanted to tell my
daughter about the ranch 3572, but every time I stood up to do it, I felt a
pressure in my stomach and chest like I was going to have a heart attack, so I
couldn't go outside in the yard to tell her about it.
I had to go to school, and it was raining out - raining
really hard, so I'd have to walk and get my feet wet and didn't want to walk in
all that water, so I thought my husband could drive me to school and it was
I could see across the school yard out the window and
there was a young blonde man standing by the school fence and he was a friend of
mine and I wanted to tell him about the ranch and I didn't want to walk that
By the time I got brave enough to talk about the ranch to
him, he had moved to another side of the fenced yard of the school and was
even farther away.
Eventually I got to school and met my friend Donna and
another friend of hers.
I was surprised to see how tall she had gotten. We
used to be identical in height and people thought we were twins. Now she
was at least two inches taller than me, and her friend was at least two inches
taller than she was.
1-26-14 - NAP DREAM - I was living in a house
somewhere with my husband and his family. The telephone rang and it was a
woman who sounded familiar but I didn't immediately recognize. While I was
still trying to figure out who she was from what she was talking about, a group
of people came to the front door and my husband answered it and a whole
conversation started outside about a variety of things from planning a wedding to
things that were bad that family members had participated in with a whole range
of ages, and different types of wrong behaviors.
I was running back and f forth from the phone to the front
door, trying to participate in both conversations.
I wanted to end the phone call, but I still hadn't
figured out who I was talking to and didn't want to sound rude to ask her who
The men then seemed to drift off around the corner of the
house to discuss the bad things the older boys had done, but there were still
some young kids who needed to talk about their bad behavior and it seemed to be
things they did that were like Halloween type pranks, but it was done at a
store, like stealing chocolate Halloween candy.
It was difficult to ask a cute little girl what she had
done when in company of the older kids so she knew it was wrong to steal when I
knew how tempting it must have been to be with others who were acting like it
was fun, and knowing how tempting chocolate candy can be. She wasn't the
kind of girl who would deliberately do anything wrong all by herself.
Meanwhile, I was still conversing with the woman on the
phone because she was really interested in what I was doing about planning the
I don't recall how the phone call ended, but outside the
men had drifted away, and only one woman was left outside and who asked me
directly to tell her about my wedding plans, and she acted like it was MY
wedding, which rather surprised me.
I actually didn't know the wedding was MINE.
1-27-14 - DREAM - I spent my dream time designing the
edge for an afghan I'm crocheting.
1-28-14 - I was watching the State of the
Union speech of Obama on TV and my eyes were getting tireder and tireder and I
just couldn't keep my eyes open, so I paused the TV and this is the
DREAM - The President was preparing for the State
of the Union address and I could see the words coalesce in different directions
with events that would happen in the future.
All of a sudden, there was a big blast of a star with the
name MARTY emblazoned across it.
I was watching to see what happened next and Joe turned
off the light next to me, and the noise of the CLICK woke me up immediately and
ruined the dream so I couldn't see what occurred after the black of the start
Dec 18, 2013 ... Martin (Marty)
Knutson, who flew U-2 spy planes over the Soviet Union during the Cold War and
later led NASA's program of high-altitude ...
Large-Scale Star Formation;
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Obama vows to act without Congress in State of the Union
“President Obama warned Congress he won’t wait
to take action on his agenda, vowing in
Tuesday’s State of the Union address to use executive
powers to sidestep Republican roadblocks on Capitol
Hill. ” - NBC
Associated Press: In his State of the Union
address, President Obama vowed to take steps without
Congress “whenever and wherever” necessary to narrow
economic disparities between the wealthy and poor.
unveiled an array of executive actions that included increasing the
minimum wage for some federal
contract workers and
making it easier for millions of low-income
Americans to save for retirement.
"America does not stand still and neither do
I," Obama declared in his annual prime-time address
before a joint session of Congress and millions of
Americans watching on television.
And with the Afghan war ending, this needs to be the year
Congress lifts the remaining restrictions on detainee
transfers and we close the prison at Guantanamo Bay –
because we counter terrorism not just through intelligence
and military action, but by remaining true to our
Constitutional ideals, and setting an example for the rest
of the world.
"If anything happens to me the government
may be involved.” You say that kind of
paranoia could be a clue to what's been motivating
him? After being fired from his job as a scientist
at the University of Michigan, Casteel says he
believed his phone calls were being monitored
and that government helicopters were watching him.”
- ABC ”The government is to blame. He has been
experiencing a break with reality
(dissociation)” ”To my way of thinking at the time,
[the shooting] was to get
rid of the demons so
to speak. It was those thoughts –
the fear, the anxiety,” the confessed shooter said
Monday. Casteel, 44,
is charged with terrorism, assault with intent to
murder and firearms charges for the October 2012
shootings..Miraculously, in the 23shootings,
only one person was hurt.
Right temporarily defeated is stronger than evil triumphant.
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that.
Only in the darkness can you see the stars.
Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere
ignorance and conscientious stupidity. As long as the mind
is enslaved, the body can never be free.
If all the industry pawns (artists, singers, actors) have an
only purpose ( to push the Illuminati agenda), do they fight
amongst themselves? Like Aguilera and Britney or Madonna and
Lady Gaga, or do they always agree and help each other?
One thing’s for sure,
they do compete. For e.g. Bad Romance is in actuality about
being the best puppet there is in the industry, read more
about it here.
Their public personas, the things they say they believe in,
who they ‘like’, it’s all a front and does not matter
because their images are controlled. Gaga, who claims to be
in support of social justice, constantly works and befriends
R. Kelly, Terry Richardson, and the likes. They don’t really
have a choice, are really in no state mentally to make good
decisions, and rarely realize that they’re being
manipulated. They’re empty little programmable walking
talking shells of human beings, who have people write music
for them, dress them, all so the population is abstracted by
their petty work. They’re more focused on making their
handlers happy, and do not have the same goals as the rest
of us, so friendships do not hold the same meaning to them.
They’re at the bottom of the hierarchy, working together is
not something they care about. This is because though the
agenda needs them, they’re replaceable and decisions
regarding it do not concern them, that’s for the higher
But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of
the Nicolaitans (Saint Nicholas), which I also hate.