DREAMS AND VISIONS OF RECTANGLES

by Dee Finney

 "Sacred Geometry is sacred because it describes certain shapes, such as the Golden Rectangle that were often used in the design of "sacred" buildings such as temples, churches, and pyramids." "Sacred Geometry is sacred because the Ancients, in their lack of sophistication, ascribed sacredness to certain geometric forms that possess what we sophisticated moderns call mathematical "elegance".

3-17-90 - DREAM - The caretaker of the building died. He had been a #4. The new caretaker of the building was not a #4 but knew that part of his address was the #15. All of the tenants were #3. Then I saw my address from an upsidedown perspective, written in a rectangle like on a magazine. I was a #15, but where everyone's address was #3, mine said, #2.

NOTE: On 2-17-2001, Joe Mason and I were going through his old dream journals and came across this one that is so coincidental, we just had to put it here .  Note that the date is very close to the date I had my dream also.

 11-27-90 - 4:44 a.m. I dreamed that the number "2" turned upsidedown and separated becomes a "15" I noticed after I started drawing this that the "2" would have to revolve on it's axis to become a "5".

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On 2-17-2001, we also found this great rectangle dream in Joe Mason's journal.

 1-23-91 - DREAM - I was wiring a terminal strip with bare wire, like the shield ground on amplifier cable. It had a pattern of interconnections. Then, it became like a table with 6 or 8 people sitting around it. It was a rectangle table. Then a flow of energy started going from the table up through one hand, (both hands were touching the table), across the shoulders, down the other hand to the table and on to the next person. The whole thing was a series circuit with the flow of energy through each person and the table. I saw the whole thing flowing. That same night, at 4:03 a.m. I heard a voice say, "The people, after dreaming the dream, become it."

3-24-92 - DREAM - I and my daughter were helping a man stack milk cartons in a wagon to consolidate the stacks. I got down to the bottom layer and the package was just rolled brown corrugated paper.

This man seemed very upset that I got everything I wanted in my life, so he turned this rolled cardboard into a yellow and white cardboard whirling dervish type dog on a leash that would interfere with my two roly-poly white dogs with red fleur-de-lis type flowers on them.

I then saw that my son Bill was limp and weak and I took him to the doctor. She said it was good to check on him, but it was merely a simple cold and he would be fine. She said that is was normal for the liver to be inflamed at this time. I asked her if her seemed to be small for his age. I tried to determine how old he was. I thought he had been born in the spring and would now be 2 1/2 or 3 years old. She said growth was in spurts and shouldn't worry about it. He was a beautiful child and I finally said, "Oh well!, he'll just be short in stature compared to my other children then if he doesn't grow like them."

The female doctor gave me an identification band for him and made an appointment for his next checkup. I took the band out to where my son was sitting to the right hand of the Pastor of the church and my husband Jim who was on the left.

I fastened the black arm band like a wrist watch on my son's right wrist and the catch was exactly over the spot where she had given him a shot.

The Pastor and my husband now wanted to write the date of the next appointment for my son's checkup on the calendar. The calendar they pulled out was the strangest one I've ever seen in my life. The size of the squares was determined by the amount of things expected to happen that day. I looked at the 18th and 19th of September and there were two squares side by side with both the 18th and 19th superimposed or sort of entwined with each other. The 20th was long and narrow and a reddish color to write down the winners of the races on that day.

The squares were different pastel colors also determined by the types of events expected to happen. My son's next doctor's checkup was on September 8th. We looked for that date. It was in the center of the top row and was about 3 x 4 inches rectangle. It was the biggest square on the page so obviously a lot was expected to happen that day. The 8th was a very pale color which I don't recall, either blue, green, or yellow. I think green.

NOTE: In 1997, Joe Mason celebrated his birthday on the 19th of September and also came to Milwaukee to get me to spend the rest of our lives together. So, now it's our anniversary also.

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11-17-93 - VISION - I saw a pure crystal triangle in bright red. A voice said, "If you are looking to become a sage, you will find it in Lottingrad." (Leningrad?) Then the triangle became 3 red triangles, then the triangles became part of 3 red rectangles standing on end.

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9-19-94 - DREAM - I was looking at a map for plots of land to build our house. I was shown a huge farm plot and there was more than one type of housing plotting on it. One the road frontage was two different shaped plots for housing. Further back on the farm was a plot for our house and it was Octagonal shaped. Off to the right was another rectangular plot and in back of that, another rectangular plot was attached to it that about 8 trailers could be parked on it. So the house was centrally located and the farm land was behind all the housing plots.

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12-7-95 - DREAM - I was responsible to release a spiritual program for the spiritual development of people. It began as a 3" pure sky blue circle. It expanded to fit a person's vision from horizon to horizon in every direction. This I did.

This spiritual program had been used successfully once before and was related to what was done in Thebes, Egypt.

The program was circular in nature and was divided into 47 sections. In the classroom I passed out blue rectangular envelopes to write on and each blue rectangle had a white square envelope on each side of it. The blue and white could not be equal in size. The blue had to be larger.

In each blue rectangle, you had to write a word that described an action in your life that was less than pure. The white spaces separated these actions from each other.

The concept was that by erasing the bad actions from your life, an automatic increase in spirituality occurred.

I was able to get across to one person the concept that by eliminating the dirt of our life in the physical, you automatically eliminated the dirt from your spiritual life.

NOTE: I made a drawing of a circle divided into 47 sections. Starting at the top with one blue rectangle with a white square on each end and ending at the bottom with one blue rectangle with a white square at each end. Unfortunately, that comes out to be 48. The rows would be 3, 5, 7, 9, 9, 7,  5, 3.

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2-17-95 - DREAM - I was at a place like A-C in an office. Bob the painter and Norbie from A-C were discussing something  that needed to be purchased. They called a soup pass-thru. Since I was the one who had to purchase these, I needed to know what they were. Descriptions meant nothing to me. I needed to see one. So Bob took me into another room and showed me a blank soup pass-thru.

I still saw nothing, then slowly I saw an outline of an archway on the wall that had been bricked in a long time ago. It was right next to where a rectangular window was now. I didn't understand the purpose of it, nor how I could purchase a hole in the wall.

At that moment, I saw my candles burning on a dresser and they were in danger of being blown out by circumstances of  placement, so I spent some time adjusting the placement.

There was an older man there who was interested in what I was doing. He didn't know what a sconce was, so I showed him the two candle sconces I had and knew I had to put them up on the wall.

One of the candles flared brightly quite out of control. I looked at the wick that stood up like a huge feather and I knew the wick of that one had to be trimmed.

I went back to my office then to await someone who was coming. I saw a crucifix on the wall, so I went over to it, made the sign of the cross with a miniature deck of white cards I had in my hand and said the "Our Father' prayer.

A woman came in then. She had something to do with these cards. I had 3 decks of these cards and I was supposed to deliver them, but I hadn't done it. I was using them myself. I looked at each deck, and printed on each deck was the name of a man who was Arab or some country like that.

As I was waking up, I heard a telephone ring in my head and I said, "Hello!" My daughter's voice came in. She said, "What about the car?"

Then I heard a phone from a long distance away in my head. I said, "Hello!" The voice said, "Concentrate!" and immediately the dream sequence where I made the sign of the cross and said the "Our Father" prayer with the white deck of cards in my head replayed itself in my mind as a vision.

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3-10-96 - MEDITATION - I asked about B.F. and her channeling of "K" of the 6th Density Light Beings. I saw B.F. come up to me and greet me. She welcomed me to become part of a circle of 12 men. A man started showing me large sheets of paper with writing on, but I couldn't read any of it. Then a man picked up several sheets of forms from my locksmith job and from under it he pulled a yellow sheet of paper with a drawing on it. It had two squares at the top with a long rectangle below it. Under that were two sections of squares with 9 spaces in each.

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10/97 #2 DREAM - I loaded a piece of software into my computer that belonged to Joe. It was a duplicate of what Joe had except his version was American and my version was Canadian. This took many hours. The software was about a foot thick, about a 5x7 rectangle.

NOTE: A couple of days later, Joe gave me some software to use in my computer for web design. I looked at the box and it said it was made in Canada.

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10-13-97 - DREAM - I went down into the basement where work was going on. A man asked for some special tape and I told him which storage closet it was in. I saw a little tiny orange kitten on the floor and then someone came by with a rectangular fishtank with amniotic fluid in it with several other stages of pre-born kitten embryos in it.

I went up to the second floor where a package was delivered that had a new blue sewing machine in it, and from there I went to my own room and modeled some new blue clothes and a french beret on my head.. I looked incredibly good.

I went down to the first floor where I worked. The phone rang so I answered it. I didn't know the man they asked for. His name was Cabot. I went into the bosses office where a meeting was going on. It looked more like a wedding ceremony where many, many people were standing around a large rectangle table wearing beautiful pastel clothes. Nobody responded to the name when I asked if Mr. Cabot was there. I went into the next meeting room which was all men covered with dark blue and dark green sheets. Nobody there responded to the name Cabot either.

I went back to the telephone to tell the woman I couldn't find Mr. Cabot. The woman on the phone said her name was Mere and she wanted to speak to Susan . I went upstairs to ask about her and was told I wasn't even allowed to know if she was there or not. I went downstairs to look for Susan but when I walked through sand, my shoe prints were wide going in one direction (left) and narrow going in the other direction, (right) I looked at it myself and even tried walking through the sand again and couldn't figure it out. I went back to the phone and the phone was already hung up.

I went outside then and all those people form the meetings came outside too like they were tourists. We were on 13th and Wisconsin Ave. A tall fountain was spraying water on the sidewalk and we were ducking so as not to get wet.

The people started stripping off their clothes and reveling in the sunshine like they had never seen the sun before.

Tourists came from the left from foreign countries. They were all in 3's and each country had a different type outfit on (like you see in the Olympic parade)

We went a little further over where it became more crowded and a big, heavy women were pushing huge puppet theatres around to put on shows for the public.

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10/97 #3 - DREAM - I was visited by C.L. my psychologist friend. She and I were sitting at a square white table in my kitchen. She showed me a small piece of paper that was folded in a certain way in order to form a rectangle with an opening in the center of the top folds. She asked me what I thought it was for. I demonstrated the principle of the formation by taking hold of the edge and spinning it in the air. We were standing up at that point and I showed her the amount of force that had to take place in order to keep the rectangular folded form perpetually suspended in the air while it was spinning.

She was standing by the wall and I sat on the chair so she seemed taller than life and I started to tell her the negative thought pattern that had gone through my mind during the night.

The alarm clock went off and I was yanked out of the dream.

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11-2-97 - DREAM - (Dream of relationships) I was in the kitchen of a house. Ed McMahan sat on the counter. He said he had a 12 Beam headache. I then had a discussion with another woman about how to heal pain including breathing in the color blue.

I was going to cook dinner but could not find the proper pans to cook in. I wanted a particular metal rectangular pan to cook the meat in the oven. I couldn't find one - all the other shapes and materials were available but that one. My mother (a dark haired woman) began to cook meat in a round pan on top of the stove. I became angry and threw my meat which I had in my hand into her pan. I said, "You overcook the potatoes and overcook the meat. I left the room refusing to eat at all.

I went upstairs to change clothes and had a conversation with my 3 young sons about my choice of clothes. (Words unremembered)

I went down to the basement to clean up after some journeyers (W.G. and another woman who were homeless and passing through. I had allowed them to stay with us in our house and they had just packed up their belongings which they had stored in a basement room. A dark skinned woman was there beginning to clean up after them and I stopped her and took the broom and dustpan from her telling her it was my responsibility to clean up after the journeyers since I had invited them in.

I swept up the floor clean and dumped the garbage. I then went back upstairs to the 1st floor and went outside on the lawn. It came to me that mine and Joe's Lease was up on the house and we had nowhere to go and that since there was only 3 days left, I should look to see how much rent was for another house.

NOTE: Joe and I were notified a few days later that a rental house would be available for us to move into in 3 months.  (Three years later, we still live in that house)

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11-16-97 - DREAM - I was given the job to create a series of patches to use to patch up leaks in rectangular boxes. The patches were irregular boxes. The patches were irregular in shape but always on an upward and rightward slant. More than one could be used if necessary. I had to create these patches individually because a patch created for one spot could not be used in another. I finished that project, then saw the rectangle that had to be patched. It was so full of holes that the entire bottom had to be covered by patches.

11-16-97 - DREAM - I was shown a design that was to be used in the corner of a project. It could be used in different kinds of projects. It was more of a visual thing  ... to see ... to do it's job rather than to cover something. In some case, like on stationary or on a quilt, the design might be used in all 4 corners and turned according to fit the shape of the object it was used on.

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NOTE: I was in the hospital, taking high blood pressure medicine during this night.

11-26-97 - VISION - I saw a large priest standing by my bed dressed in a black cassock with a white shirt.

I then saw what looked like a scene in ancient Rome bathed in sunshine. The people were dressed in old fashioned clothing.

I saw a scene where I was in a stadium. There were a couple people way up in the top seats, but the main people were sitting at a black rectangular table with a director sitting in front of them explaining to them what the next step would be in the activities to follow.

After I took the next medication I saw: all in white stone: A seed or egg divided into two. These two were male and female and each evolved separately, but side by side and the faces morphed as they developed and got closer to me. Each time they  morphed, they kissed each other, then morphed into another couple and morphed again and kissed again, and morphed and kissed, etc. It seemed to show a single egg (spirit) evolving through time and reincarnation, but always separate but together, coming together time after time through incarnations.

I saw a belt-like thing divided into sections. The bottom section started moving off to the left, then the second row, then, the 3rd row, etc. Eventually, they were all moving left until by the end, I was trying to hang onto the last section.

I had many other scenes cartoonish of no particular story, just little faces and characters.

I saw a scene where there was a white building. On each side of the building were words printed in rainbow colors. The building spun slowly around to show me all 4 sides. (I had just watched One Life to Live). On side #1, I saw "ONE", side #2 had "LIFE", side #3 had the number "2", and I expected side four to have the word LIVE, but it wasn't there, so I asked the building to spin around gain to show me side four once more. Again I saw "ONE", "LIFE", "2" but there was no LIVE.

(I don't know what this means. I'm guessing it means Joe and Me (2) make ONE LIFE.

I was listening to the news on T.V. about Iraq and while they were talking, I was seeing hundreds of Iranians and Iranian war tanks, etc. in a parade, moving thru a city and cheering.

I again closed my eyes and saw a man on my right. He spread a map out in front of me. Here and there I could see bright orange stars. It seemed like clouds in the background, but they were clouds of stars. He said it was the galaxy. It just kept expanding and expanding and expanding and expanding.

A man sat on my right and a woman came and sat by my left side. A sign said, THIS IS YOUR MOTHER. It was my friend Cary Loose.

A chemist stood in front of me pouring some chemicals. He said, "I just turned pollution into water. "The bottle of water was green lime color and glowing.

I was with two men who were betting on when eternity ended. NOW or within 7 years. The bet was 90 cents. Then someone threw a ball into the air and it kept going until we couldn't see it anymore.

I saw the web files of Jeroen Pickard at PUFORI. They were opened up to me to add to. I said, "What is the point of writing my own stuff for you to publish. Then YOU get the credit. I closed all the files.

I saw the huge green mountainous landscape and a shape like a boat rocking. I felt like this was Noah's Ark and they were showing me where it was. The scene was shifting over .... panning right. Then there was a long flat space with grass over it. That was the top of the ship covered over with thousands of years of soil and grass. It continued panning right and there was a letter written there. I was able to scan the bottom words. It was signed, "Blessings! Rose McGregory - Christian Mystic."

NOTE: Since then, researchers have said it has been seen from a sattelite in Turkey on Mt. Ararat. It looks exactly as I saw it in the vision.

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12-18-97 - DREAM - I was shown a hill that had a roped off section n a large rectangle and each rectangle had many other rectangles inside. Each one had seeds planted for various types of flowers and or grasses. It turned around and saw that buses were now coming down the road to where I was working on this site and turning around right where I was and the buses were FULL of people. This was the end of the line and when the buses made their U turn, it was kind of tippy and I was worried the bus would roll over onto me. However, I was protected from that by a huge white garbage or dump truck between me and the bus load of people.

After the bus parked, I again looked at the hill where I as and each seed plot was now fully in bloom and each plot in a different language.

The instant I woke I knew that our site would have a mirror site in at least 26 to 30 other languages.

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2-7-98 - DREAM - I was working in a parking garage type place and seemed to be in charge of parts. An ugly black woman came up to me and handed me two crescent moon shaped door handles and said she had broken them off. I treated her with disdain and handed her two rectangular pieces of dried out brown pizza crust to pry her doors open with. She went away to try it. I told her, "This probably won't work but try it anyway. "

She came back a few minutes later to complain that it didn't work and she was going to turn in a formal complaint against me for treating her badly.

I realized I had done wrong and handed her silver crescent moon door handles back to her and told her that if she took them to the parts man, he would replace them with new ones.

Joe and I and my son Mike then went to a park-like area in the country to look for water. We were walking down a hill and came to a place where I saw a wet area. I brought it to Joe's attention and as we watched a stream of water appeared, squirting out of the cliff. As we watched, the area squirted harder and harder. I started to be afraid and decided we had to run away to save ourselves from a flood.

My son ran the wrong way and ran downhill. I hollered at him, he was going the wrong way, and he turned around and came up hill with us. The water was spouting higher and higher into the air and just as I thought it was going to explode out of control, it fizzled down to nothing and stopped. I felt very relieved.

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2-26-98 - DREAM - I had a long computer dream in which the pictures were to be set up with 4 rectangles across the page.

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3-19-98 - 40716 - DREAM - There were small vignettes. I saw computer screens describing men's sexual fantasies. The first 10 were pre-pubescent girls. The 11th flashed a brilliant amethyst rectangle. The 12th flashed a purple square.

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5-25-98 - DREAM - I was seeing a web page with a small rectangular window on it on which positive statements were appearing. I clicked on the window and it became larger. More and more sentences appeared at various places in the window seemingly at random but increasingly filling in the space. A long narrow arrow appeared at the bottom of the window, such as like a pool cue. It was similar to a slide bar with one end smaller than the other. I knew that clicking on that arrow would affect the window and it's contents. I tentatively and hesitantly clicked on the larger end of the arrow and the window instantly got larger. More and more positive statements appeared at random within that window until the space was filled. When it was full, a large graphic appeared suddenly, superimposed over the window. It had large open eye within a Triangle above it, it said, "THURSDAY" which reminded me of the CBS logo and the dollar bill.

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6-3-98 - DREAM - These numbers appeared on a computer screen as a password....

115   1/4   2  1152

In the dream I was working in a large office building in downtown Milwaukee. Outside the large windows, I could see outside towards Lake Michigan with huge steel-grey waves coming in to shore.

We were working late ... overtime and I wasn't doing anything, so I asked my boss if I should start cleaning up two tables which were out in the outer hallway/lobby. One table had red and gold objects on it and the other table had silver objects on it.

My female boss said, "No! My boss wants you to work in your own office. By the way, I've been told that we won't be needing as many people to work soon, and the criteria is that whoever works will have to like working by the lake. (I was thinking, "It's cooler in the summer and you never need air conditioning.)

I told her, "I don't care if I work by the lake or not, but I'd really like the job." I then walked into my own office which was immense ... like a 1/2 block wide, long, and high, carpeted in royal blue and I noted there wasn't a speck of dust or anything out of place anywhere.

I then saw the computer screen and password and as I struggled against all odds to remember the numbers as I was waking up, I could still see the scene in the dream like sliding around a corner and I found myself in a long ... dark ... room with a bank of lit computers and the first one had a grey rectangle at the bottom of the screen where the previous numbers were listed,

115   1/4   2  1152 -

After the dream I had a vision which said, "1152 is a military code for ESP".

NOTE: 1152---Gematria Witness (es)

144 = 12 (deciples) squared

144 x 4 (for winds 4 directions) = 576 Prophet (cy)

576 x 2 = 1152 Witness (es)

Translation =where two gather in my name (two prophets)--so shall I be --the witness to the two prophets - and then there were three

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6-16-98 - DREAM - The whole entire night I was seeing blue rectangles that were 'Thank You' notes with my name and address on the lower left hand corner. It was for metaphysics.

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7-3-98 - DREAM - I had several dreams about creating complicated business pages One was with circles and one with rectangles.

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7-25-98 - DREAM - I went right back to sleep and found myself in the same place I had woke up from. I was in _____'s apartment ( I still can't remember his name) and he wanted to make love to me, but he said his Father was coming right back and he had made a mess of things and needed to straighten it out.

So he started cleaning his house and I climbed across his couch which was the only place to walk. It was soft and brown with a fleur-de-lis pattern on it.

I went out into the hall and was going to take the elevator up but everyone was scurrying around and the elevator was jam packed so I didn't want to crowd in there and let it go.

I went over to the stairway to walk up, but the stairway mostly went down into a dark pit-like place. There was a stairs going up also but it was dimly lit with the only light at the top of a very narrow stairway. So, I decided I would wait for the next elevator.

I went outside where there were a lot of children playing including my own daughter. These kids were all around 7 or 8 years old. I saw a station wagon coming, driven by our old friend/maintenance man. I said to the kids, "Here comes the book man."

The car was full of books like a library on wheels. I encouraged all the kids to get books. The man came over to me with a stack of books and handed them to me.

When I opened the books, they morphed into sheets of leather, each one cut out in a big circle and a design embossed on them. Each one was a picture of myself smiling. Each one had holes in strategic places for hanging up. I believe there were 7 of them. There were also two pieces of cloth with designs on with which I could make sundress tops. I cannot remember the designs now, one was red and one was yellow, but I had seen women earlier I had admired and now I could be like them.

I went briefly into the building where all the men I had loved and once thought of marrying were there and they all walked by. Each one was wearing a medium blue uniform and wearing a tool belt like a maintenance man and they were hurrying along with urgent things to do. None of them said even so much as "Hello!" and just hurried along.

I was disappointed but understood they all had urgent work to do.

I went back outside where a large rectangle field was being harrowed flat and being readied for the fall. All the crops were done.

I was presented with 4 different round fruit rinds upsidedown, each nested inside the other, and I knew the harvest was over. All that was past was past.

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12-19-97 - DREAM - I was having a dream-vision of words that could be used to explain a dream. I chose the word "DENIZEN" to explain the fact that my dreams come true and I could post them there. I wanted to tell Joe this but he was sleeping and I fell asleep again trying to send the word to his computer with my mind.

In the dream I was in school, idolizing the teacher and I didn't even know his name. I would stare at him adoringly and I noticed he was doing the same back to me.

After class I as at home where I lived with some other people. I took a rectangular glass bowl and was filling it with water from a long black hose, stretching from the kitchen faucet to the diningroom. The two old women there marveled at what I was doing. I was going to use this small bowl for fish to swim in, yet I noticed I had a real fish tank standing there empty that was 4' x 4' x 4' .

I kept thinking about my teacher and finally went to another class. He wrote his name on the board RICHARD RICHARDSON. (Means powerful ruler, son of powerful ruler) I was infatuated with him and I knew he was with me too.

After class I desperately wanted to call him on the phone just to hear his voice but I didn't know his number. He showed up at my house to visit and like magnets, we were drawn together.

We sat on the sofa side by side, his arm around me and I had my head on his shoulder. An older woman came into the room and started scolding the teacher in a political poem that rhymed and said it was a scandal that he was seen cozying up to Dolores in class.

I was absolutely tickled that others had noticed his attentions towards me because he treated me like I was 17 and that's how he made me feel even though I was nearing the age of 60. He didn't see me that way.

When the woman was done yelling at him, he got up and moved to a chair over to the side. He was wearing a brown suit and I noticed that his penis was sticking out of his pants and it was pure white on the end. I was rather shocked and told him to stick  it back in his pants to hide it.

He, for an instant morphed into a clown, dressed in a pink clown suit trimmed in blue and yellow and his penis was painted to match his clown suit and it looked really cute. I understood then why it was the color it was, that the clown was his real self and the brown suit was his physical realm disguise. He morphed back into the brown suit and I managed to get him to tuck his penis between his legs so the other women wouldn't see it.

I desperately wanted his phone number and began asking him in a soft voice but he didn't hear me, so I said it louder and louder until he heard me. But he lectured me then. He said, "You can call me between 3:30 p.m. and 4:30 p.m. or from 7 p.m. to 11p.m. but keep in mind that I have to teach my class and if I miss any time I have to pay THEM and it costs \$1,075 a month."

I wanted desperately to ask him to accompany me to visit a house I wanted to rent which was a place where I would live with an old woman in a huge square Victorian type house. I had seen the place once before but hadn't given her any money to formally rent the place. I suddenly realized I had to move in 3 days and I had to be out of my current house by December 8th when my Lease ran out.

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4-12-98 - DREAM - I was at work managing my building in Milwaukee and I was told that the bosses from St. Louis were coming to town. This was disturbing to me, not only because I didn't like these high powered business people because of their attitude but because we were forced to go out of our way to make everything look better than good.

The people showed up. They were extraordinarily tall ... around 7 feet, not particularly good looking though. I hoped for a good relationship though so the visit would be as pleasant as possible.

The head man though complained that one of the white benches in the yard was missing. There were originally 5, but when a tornado went through and damaged one, we threw it away and didn't replace it to save money. They were very upset about it. So they brought in a tall blonde woman ... she was taller than me and she made me and my maintenance crew stand in two rows of 5 and sing a dumb song about cooperation. I didn't sing ... just stood there and we were all made to back up against the wall in less and less space for each individual.

Then, when they weren't looking, I was laying on the floor, eating sugar from a pile on the floor in the corner.

Bob, the painter, came over and pulled me up to my feet and said, "You really DO need love, don't you!" I said, "I love YOU, Bob!"

To make myself feel better then, I ordered 4 large picture scenes from Washington State to look at. They came in a bundle and rather than being perfectly rectangular, when they rolled over, they had rounded ends.

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8-6-98 - DREAM - I was in a school. The teacher was the pastor of a church. He called me over and asked me to write the sermon for tomorrow. I wondered why me? He said, "It's for the church." I then had a flash vision of the subject. The word was "Resurrection."

It appeared in a box -like rectangle. The word was gold on a red background and there were flames coming off the top of the word.

Later, I was with a woman (Michelle?) and some small children. She was sorting baby clothes on top of a stove. I saw smoke starting to rise. I kept telling her, "It's burning, it's burning," but she wouldn't' listen or pay attention to what I was saying.

Finally, it did burst into real flames and I threw all the baby clothes on the floor and stomped the flames out.

Then she (Michelle) threw a WELCOME mat down on top of the flames and I stopped on that on top of the flames. When I picked up the welcome mat to look at what was left of the baby clothes, there was nothing there.

NOTE: This dream was prophetic. Michelle miscarried that pregnancy. The good news is that she got pregnant again and has a lovely young daughter now.

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8-19-98 - DREAM - I was in a vehicle with some other people in the back seat. I had a pink purse or something like that with me and something secret was put in it.

I got out of the car on Wisconsin Ave. just as an 'evil' person caught up to our car. I ran across the street following someone who was running ahead of me. When I got across the wide street, I had to climb a high hill and had a great deal of trouble getting to the top so I worked my way across the hill to my right and ended up at a drug store display window. At the window, I began seeing 'things' related to the search which followed and search by search starting to the real to the unreal and web page.

I ended up at the web page and the subjects ... square rectangles lined up to which could be pressed one at a time with a letter of the alphabet in each rectangle ... the the word music appeared and as I woke up the word 'algorhythms' popped into my mind.   (The real word is 'algorithm' )

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9-4-98 - DREAM - I had what seemed like cards, but were more like pull down sheets like toilet paper rolls. Each card had on a symbol or statement about a particular place that was outrageous or startling. I would not be able to say now what they were, but I found it very interesting. I wanted to tell others about it. At the end of the dream, I saw these cards as rectangular leaves on a vine of some kind, lined up on a building in an espalier fashion. The first row in the bottom vent along the building and each succeeding card/leaf was above the other. Some stems went up 7 or 8 cards/leafs, others only went up 3 or 4. I told my children to turn all the leafs with the symbols or statements to face the building so that others might discover them for themselves.

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9-5-98 - NOTE: I had this little dream while Joe was listening to a Russian defector on the radio on Art Bell show.

DREAM - I was in a large room that seemed like it was both inside and outside at the same time. Inside the room were a lot of rectangular cages that stood about shoulder high. In one cage was a huge blue and yellow parrot. I had a pair of handcuffs in my hand and accidentally dropped them in front of the parrot's cage. I was so afraid of the parrot, that it would reach through the bars of the cage and bite me, I decided to leave them on the floor.

I had a coffee pot in which we brewed fresh coffee. I plugged it in 5 blocks away so it was hard to go get a cup of coffee. I did this on purpose so that when I wanted some coffee I had to really work hard to get it and had to stretch my phone cord as I insisted on staying in communication while getting it.

I was cleaning the place which was still inside/outside. Some neighbor boys came to help clean up the yard, trim the bushes and throw away the dead plants. I was grateful for the help. I knew that it was best to dispose of what wasn't necessary and I helped sort out the plants I had potted. Those that were fake were dumped. Those that I kept, I rearranged them on top of a credenza. The most beautiful pot had 3 plants in it. The tallest one was a Jade plant.

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9-11-98 - DREAM - I was told to duplicate a page only twice as big with a rectangle for each state. I saw an example with an antique teaspoon for each state in the rectangle. I'm assuming this is for the UFO sightings page.

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9-13-98 - DREAM - The dream started out with a vision of a clock-like symbol which resembled a rounded diamond-like shape with the largest point up, down, and to both sides. These points all had feminine names. There was a dark man involved also to prevent us from getting all the way around the Zodiac clock.

I woke up and went back into a dream in which I was at home at my 16th St. house. It was going to rain and I rushed inside the house to get a gauge to hang up to measure the rain because the prediction was for 71 inches of rain.

I hung up the first part of the gauge which was a rectangle-like block plaque with a slot on it on which I balanced what looked like a small book which looked like a diary to keep records in. There was a name written on the book. (I can't remember what it was) A strong mist began to fall as I rushed back to the house to get the gauge tube and my mother held open the door for me because I had to hurry if I was going to catch all of the rain which I knew was going to get a lot heavier.

End of Dream

Sounds rather Deluge-like to me!!!!

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9-29-98 - DREAM - I and Joe were living in a two story house. (Seemed like Milwaukee) My daughter came to visit, bringing her daughter with her. I noted that my daughter was wearing blue and purple clothing and I told Joe that showed what her aura looked like. Joe said to her, "You ought to wear red clothes, that's more sexual." Then he left the room.

She looked rather stunned. I apologized to her that he had said that and told her that he didn't mean anything bad by that. She started to cry and said that he had hurt her feelings.

I started to explain the colors of the chakras of the body by using rectangles of those same colors on the floor. They looked like flags. I actually explained in in an odd way.

I used the analogy of European country flags and said:

______ purple and white flag means the 'crown chakra'

______ indigo and white flag means the 'third eye chakra'

______ blue and white flag means the 'throat chakra'

______ green and white flag means the 'heart chakra'

I then showed her a silver square on the floor by the kitchen cabinet. I said, "Everyone knows that means "Don't touch".

We went upstairs then because I had to change clothes myself and so did her daughter. Her daughter was wearing a blue/gray dress and I thought a green one would be pretty on her. We were looking through the clothes which were piled on the floor next to the bed. A toy green frog suddenly jumped up in the air and did a little dance. It was kind of cute.

The little girl grabbed a blue dress, pulled it over her head and ran outside without putting underpants on, jumped on her bike which looked like the big wheel kind of the early 1900's and road it out into the street. I saw out the window that a boy, dressed in brown pants and shirt on another bicycle dashed right after her.

My daughter and I ran outside to get her back into the house because she wasn't wearing any underwear. My daughter grabbed her daughter off of her bike and carried her back into the house. I followed behind her. Then my daughter said, "My daughter said she's afraid of your green frog."

I assured her that it was just a toy frog and that it was harmless. I told her, "If Grandpa isn't in the bed, I'll get the frog out of the room." I tiptoed upstairs and the bed was empty, so I began hunting for the frog and my daughter's daughter rummaged through the clothes on the floor and put on a brown pair of corduroy slacks with a white top.

It wasn't the color I would have chosen for her, but we let her go play in that outfit. She was still very young.

I couldn't find the toy frog amongst the clothes, so I kept looking and found it stuffed down in a basket of laundry. My Father had trussed it up with orange ribbon so it looked like a ball of green and orange with frog eyes. We just laughed at it. The frog was no danger to anyone.

NOTE: I had fallen asleep feeling like I had had a cold coming on and I had been sneezing off and on for a couple days. but when I woke up from this dream, I felt fine.

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9-30-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge building that was like work/home/school all in one place. I thought I was on 70th St., but my Father's house was across the street which was 16th St.   (Numerically speaking, that is the same)

The starting scene was outside in the yard. I was looking at the beautiful rose bushes but there was a small animal laying on top of one of the branches. It was about 6" long, laying sprawled on top of the branch. There was a little white box there just big enough for the animal to fit in, so I thought I'd capture the animal and put him in a cage and keep him for a pet. I didn't get a real good look at his head, but it seemed he'd be kind of cute.

I slipped the box over him quickly but he squirmed out too fast, but he didn't run away. I thought he was the kind of animal that liked the dark, so I decided to try once more. So, I quickly shifted the box and the box kind of broke because the animal was trying to escape and I ended up sandwiching the box and the animal with his head and feet sticking out on every side and I was hanging on for dear life with my thumbs so hard, my thumbs were hurting from the pressure. I was surprised the animal wasn't screaming in pain from me squeezing him. I hollered to my son Tom to quickly go get me a bigger box or cage to put it in. Tom came back in a moment with a cage about 1 1/2 x 1 1/2 feet. I saw a couple holes that looked a little big between a couple of the wires and sure enough, when I released the animal into the cage, it immediately escaped and we couldn't find it again.

We went inside the building then and we were getting ready to go to school. I thought I would take a treat to class and was  looking in the pantry for something really good, especially something I liked myself. I also needed a dish to put it in and found a rectangle-shaped platter about 6" across the long way that was a creamy color and had roses painted on it. I intended to take a selection of my favorite chocolates to school with me. I saw a huge bag of chocolates with white centers there on the shelf, but I knew they were chewy and I didn't want to take that kind, but the sweet, soft, melt in your hands kind.

As I was walking along the hallway of the building, the young boys there were going over different hobbies they were working on which they had said they got at a rummage sale down the hall. I found that I couldn't carry the platter with the chocolates without messing them up if I was going to go to the rummage sale, so I decided to take the chocolates across the street to my Fathers house and leave them there instead.

When I got across the street, my mother was in bed resting and my daughter was watching TV. It was a rather strange TV. The picture was like on slats that overlapped and reversed so you could flip a switch and watch the backside of the slats if you wanted and watch a different picture. The picture was rather dark, so I didn't spend much time with it. It was too hard to watch.

I noticed it was time to get to school anyway. My sons Tom and Michael were there too and we all went to different schools. I went to 20th St. school, Michael went to school on Center and 12th St., and Tom went to school by bus on 13th and Michigan (he said a different name that I knew was where Michigan St really is south of Wisconsin Ave. The name he said started with the letter F) My school was west, Michaels school was east, and Tom's school was south. We were all trying to find our proper winter coats because it was cold and snowy out.

I looked at the clock and it was 10 minutes past 9 a.m. I hollered, "Oh man! I was supposed to be there 10 minutes ago."

NOTE: Just then our alarm clock went off and I woke up. I asked Joe what time it was. It was 3:40 a.m. I asked him if it was supposed to have been set for 3:30 a.m. and he said,"Yes! so the amount of lateness was the same.

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10-6-98 - DREAM - I had 8 separate dreams. Each one was short and seemingly on the computer. The first 7 each was about a separate aspect of a person. The 8th part was the instructions that put the 7 parts together and the spacing between the words described the sacred geometry of how the 7 parts were put together.

When I woke up, I was disappointed that I couldn't remember the parts, only the concept that I had read in the book of Revelations about the 8th belonging to the 7th.

NOTE: Revelations 7: And the angel said to me, "Wherefore dost thou wonder? I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carries her which has the seven heads and the ten horns. 8: The beast that thou sawest was, and is not, and is about to come up from the abyss, and will go to destruction. And the inhabitants of the earth - whose names have not been written in the book of life from the foundation of the world - will wonder when they see the beast which was, and is not. 9: And here is the meaning for him who has wisdom The seven heads are seven mountains upon which the woman sits; and they are seven kings; 10: five of them have fallen, one is, and the other has not yet come; and when he comes, he must remain a short time. 11: and the beast that was, and is not, is moreover himself eighth, and is of the seven, and is on his way to destruction.

In a writing by Joe Mason, he states: I had a very long dream-coincidence experience with the "11:11" concept. Some of it is quite incredible:

Unlike Solara, in my case it is about Revelation 11:11, where the two olive trees/lampstands/prophets stand up after 3 and 1/2 days of being dead, and a great fear falls on those who see them. It is the mid-point of the seven chakras, and means that humanity will make a leap to the Heart chakra, en mass. In the Egyptian depictions, it is the swallower beast's snout cutting across the pole that supports the balance beam, positioned between the 3rd and 4th nodules of the seven, as is the top of the judgment seat, where Thoth is sitting in the form of a baboon. The swallower is the beast that goes to perdition in Rev. 17:11. It means that karma will end, or be negated in the new cycle, when everyone has reached the Heart chakra level.

The Navaho sand painting called, "The Pollen Path," also is thought to be related. It has a rectangular enclosure with a cornstalk within it. There are seven markers from root to blossom. Footprints show the path along the cornstalk. A bolt of lightning from above strikes at that point, (i.e. the heart chakra level) and a pair of twins descend. (see Joseph Campbell's book).

The Hopi creation myth depicts three chambers underground, where animals develop into humans, and progress   upward, with the help of Spider Grandmother. Then, she comes again, this time assisted by birds. (the descent of the Deity into the field of time, according to Campbell. And feathers represented Truth to the Egyptians). Seven humans are shown ascending to the surface and sunlight. The entire shape is like a plant, with the leaves at the surface.

Continuing with the dream:

I fell asleep again and had a dream in which I was in the backyard of my 16th St. house and the snow had fallen during the night and was about a foot deep and was heavy and wet. I knew there was a path under the snow and there was a person behind me on the right who needed to walk on that path. So, I got a shovel and began shoveling the snow on the path. The first few shovelfuls were so heavy, but then I discovered something that put a big smile on my face. Each shovelful became lighter and easier because the snow was melting ahead of me, and the green grass began to show and the sidewalk path became dry and walking on it became easy.

I immediately went into another dream which I knew was a repeat of the first dream and I knew that the details of the dream itself weren't important but that each detail described an activity of a human being.

It began where I was standing in front of a bank of 4 elevator doors that were dark green. I was trying to decide which elevator to use; the 2nd or the 4th. They went different speeds, the 4th being faster than the 2nd. However, the 1st elevator came down and it was full of engineers. None of them knew where to go, but their supervisor said, "Don't worry, Dolores will tell you where to go. We immediately got on the 2nd elevator and went upstairs to a large office area. In this area, all the aspects of a person's life were planned out. All the purchase orders and blueprints were brought out for the plan of what your life was going to be like. I began to run the blueprints through a desk-like machine. When they came out, they were relief maps of where the person was going to live. These maps were of the United States and each succeeding map was larger but of a smaller area of a mountainous part of the country. They were dark brown and mountainous.

The other activities going on, I was instructed to give four odd objects to a woman who would have to use her imagination and tell everyone else what the options were for the possible use of each item. Another woman was given a typing project to do. She was ready to do it, but she remarked that since their project was known well in advance, she could have been given the project much earlier and not waited until the last second, that the timing of the activity could have been planned and regulated to make it easier for her to accomplish her activity.

Then I went around a corner and there was an ocean there and a girl was sitting in the water. Her blueprint was floating on the water next to her. I moved the blueprint aside. The beautiful water was pristine and clear but on the bottom of the ocean, on the sand were two worms. One was a simple worm which could crawl over to her and bite her if she wasn't looking. The other one was coiled like a snake and had it's head up in the air looking around to see where he could cause a person to lose track of what they were doing.

I went over into the food cafeteria-like area. The boss showed me the refrigerator which was not only full of food, but had secret panels with controls behind them for various aspects of the whole operation. Each panel could be opened and adjustments made if you only knew where they were and what they were for. It was left up to me to find those control panels and make those adjustments for the others.

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10-15-98 - DREAM - I had a small canning jar with a couple small fish in it. I took it upstairs to the bathroom. I intended to just sit the jar in the bathtub, but when I got there, the bathtub was full of water almost to the lip. (The tub was rectangle and only 4" deep) The jar slipped and the fish fell out into the water.Then I saw that there were all manner of colors of tropical fish. They were swimming around in the water but some of them flipped out onto the floor and were flopping around. I tried to scoop them up and get them back into the water, but I couldn't do that without hurting them. But then I saw that they could get back up into the water all by themselves by climbing up a vine that was hanging on the edge of the tub. Seeing that, I decided to leave them alone, but then a huge triangle shaped bug jumped out of the viney area. He was so big and nasty looking, I ran out of the room to get a fly swatter.

For some reason I went to my neighbor's house to get the fly swatter. I was wearing my blue bathrobe and black penney loafer shoes and that's all.

When I got there, I forgot about the fly swatter and was told that a psychic David Bondi was in the basement meditating. I ran down there to see him. He was in a room across from the door and was more or less leaning up against the wall covered with a brown blanket with just his head sticking out. (I never heard of someone named David Bondi)

I began talking to him like he knew who I was and I told him the prophecy of the young Mrs. Kennedy losing her child and demonstrated with my hands how pregnant she was when it happened - 4 to 5 months. When I did that I noted that my own stomach looked kind of pregnant too but not as far along.

As soon as I finished telling him the prophecy, he turned and walked away like he wasn't interested and didn't care, so I did the same and went back towards the stairs. By the stairs was the door to the laundry room. However, the doorway was blocked by boards and bricks with only an opening a few inches high. Certainly not high enough for a human being to get through. Behind the stairway was an opening that was higher, but not a doorway, just a hole with broken boards. I was glad that mine was done because nobody else was going to be able to do theirs if it wasn't already done.

I then went back upstairs. At this point I had some large fish I was supposed to cook for dinner and they fell out of a brown paper bag onto the sidewalk. Dismayed, I bent over to rescue the fish and saw that one had been cut open and it's guts were hanging out. I was so disgusted, I couldn't bear to cut up the other fish, so I left them lay on the sidewalk for the birds to eat. They were all dead already so it didn't seem that I was doing anything bad.

I then gathered up my robe around me and started walking back across a big field to my house. I saw three women coming down the front steps of my house so in order to catch them and see what they wanted, I only glimpsed a peek at the carnival rides being set up in the field that told me it was almost the 4th of July. I also noticed that fresh ground had been laid out for this event.

I ran up to the women and told them who I was. They said that they were interested in buying a house in our subdivision. I explained that I didn't know which house was the model house or where the office was but I assured them that there was one and indicated that it was up the hill and around the corner. (Our street was curved and uphill)

I went up the stairs on the porch to the front porch (door #1) . It was colored brown and locked tight. So, I went around the corner of the porch where there was another door (door #2) This door was white and wide open, so I went into the house.

I entered the livingroom and started walking through the house. Over in the corner, I saw water pouring out of the ceiling. I just screamed, "Oh my God!, the bathtub is running over." I ran up the stairs to the bathroom. Where the tub had been was now a bed and my daughter and her friends were jumping on the bed. I told them to stop and was going to ask about the water and the fish when my daughter's friend (Allison) said something sarcastic.

(Her face was small and triangle shaped towards the bottom and just the sight of her made me feel angry) I can't even remember what she said, but I was so incensed by her attitude, I slapped her face. I didn't slap her hard and I know it didn't hurt her, so I slapped the other side of her face too. It wasn't hurting her so I was getting madder and madder. I grabbed her and held her upside down and started slamming her head on the bed. I still wasn't hurting her to my satisfaction and in my increasing anger, I felt like I wanted to kill her. I finally threw her down and walked out of the room with my daughter and told her, "You are never to play with her again. Understand?"

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10-31-98 - DREAM - It seemed that Joe was the creator. A shape like this:     appeared on the ground.  It was golden. That shape became:           From that a series of shapes appeared:

Someone didn't like what those shapes did or represented and they were wiped out and the ground paved over with these shapes:

Each of these paving stone type things which were gray/white , were divided into 4 parts, and each quarter section, had a unique design on it. They looked like a series of grave markers. On the far left paving stone, I recall that the bottom left design was the same as this: (Not positive it was this number of circles)

and the top left hand corner was a series of triangles (I believe there were 3 triangles within the quarter section. (Means the 3 aspects of God)

(There was more but my memory is gone) I woke up and thought about what this meant and it suddenly hit me that this was the series of events of Creation in the Old Testament.

On the same morning, about an hour later, I went back to bed to meditate on the meaning of these symbols. While I was asking to see the dream again, the word "Tetraktys". I had to ask Joe what it meant because I didn't know.

Then I heard, "See David's book on creation. It's the same story."
"It's unveiled." This was stated by a woman sitting next to me on the bed.
I then saw a Mayan priest looking left up into the sky. He was wearing long robes, brown with green squared designs around the front edges.

"Other examples are 'Celebration Feasts'.

I then saw a brown hairy animal. It looked like a cross between a hairy elephant with a long face like a horse.

I then saw a little crystal shaped like the above nipple shapes. It was called an "Amphora". It was placed in front of me. It was about finger size or smaller.
I then heard, "There is a lot of hard evidence."
"His name is Taylor" and he laughed. then he said, "How do you know?" and laughed again. (I think he laughed because our granddaughter is named Taylar."

I then saw a web page with 6 rectangles over on the right side. I'm thinking it might be Laura Lees. One of the rectangles said, "Soundcast". (This made me think the author is well-known.)

NOTE: After I got out of bed, I went outside to get the mail and paper in. Towards the East was two triangle shaped clouds. one was pointed East and the other one pointed north. They were almost side by side in the sky, and looked like they were painted in the sky with a paint brush with lines and were very small.  The other clouds in the sky in the south and the west were normal roundish clouds and were large.

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12-17-98 - DREAM - I was at a place where work was going on and I was helping. At the end I saw a bar of some kind and on it were 5 stars of David in a row. Then, they showed me Robert F. Kennedy's typewriter chair, desk. They were going to sell it to raise money for a project. Then they showed me a large rectangular shallow pool in the ground that was drained of water. The voice said, "look in the Northwest corner of the Robert F. Kennedy pool!"

The stars all had holes in the center.

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1-4-99 - BIZARRE DREAM. that makes no sense. I lay down to pray for the deaf people. I obviously did not do very well because I fell asleep.

I was walking along National Ave. going East in New Berlin. It seemed very dark but I noticed the sun was shining in a rectangular patch on the ground on the westward bound edge of the road, so I hurried over there to stand in the light. I noticed R.R. was on that side of the road. He showed me another patch of road a few feet farther East so I hurried over into that one. It looked like there were little rectangles of light in the darkness so we just hurried along from patch to patch. Out in the darkness there were wild dogs and evil men but as long as we hurried from light patch to light patch, we were okay.

I got to my house in town and needed to change clothes and do some clean up work. I completed my work. It only needed dusting. I noted that the walls were bright blue and the dustpan and dustmop was the same color.

I went into another room to change clothes or something and all kinds of other people came in to fold their clothes. There was no privacy in that room. A tall, skinny girl in a bright blue dress with white lace stood in front of a mirror. I asked her what she was going to do that day. She looked in the mirror and stood there, visibly shaking, and said, "Nothing!" and continued to look in the mirror. I went over to the closet to find something else to wear because I was wearing short shorts and it seemed inappropriate. There were 3 garment bags stuffed with clothes in the closet. It seemed to be too much effort to change clothes so I left on what I had on.

I went out into the hallway and down to the door to go to work which was just around the corner. I looked out the front door and saw that it was dark and stormy outside. The rain was coming down in torrents.

People were sitting on benches under out building's canopy waiting for buses. I had a strange umbrella, it was more like a shield. I didn't need to put it over my head because I was under the canopy. The shield prevented the rain from blowing in on me as it blew sideways out of the storm under the canopy.

This was one of the worst storms I had ever seen. The sky was pitch black. Suddenly, the storm began to lift somewhat and it became somewhat lighter. It seemed I was looking out through binoculars. I was having trouble seeing. The storm raced off toward the southwest or I should say it retreated quickly in increments towards the southwest. This was no normal storm.

I was looking out towards the the river flowing by and thought I saw a huge airplane taxiing on the river. Now this didn't make sense and I thought I was seeing things. But then I saw it again and it lifted off the river and took to the air and flew. It was a huge plane. Then I saw others ... many of them. Then I thought to myself, "Oh! All those planes came down and landed on the river to get out of the storm. I didn't think until after I woke up that planes can't land on water unless they have pontoons. None of these planes had pontoons. These were all normal looking planes with wheels.

The planes were taking off ... all going east and flying up into the sky. This seemed normal until I noticed that the planes were getting progressively smaller and smaller, going every which way. I looked more carefully and saw people walking around amongst them. I looked again and the sky looked like pebbled carpet and all the planes were upsidedown walking and and running around like flies do on a ceiling. They were all that small. The carpet turned from blue to rose colored. I was so upset about how weird this was, I went into the building where I worked. As I walked down the hall, I went past a stairway, where a secretary dressed in blue sat at a desk at the top of the stairs. She hollered down to me, "If anyone brings in any marijuana, make sure I get my fix!" and I woke up.

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2-99 - LUCID DREAM - I was picking up pink and gray marbled rectangles labeled 'Tamasisk". There were 54 of them in a plaque 9 high by 6 wide panel on a wall. (I don't know the significance of the number yet). I got tired of moving the panels and quit before did the last 4, not realizing there was any significance to what I was doing. A voice popped into my head and said, "Can't you even finish?" I came to the realization that this was a special project and even though I had rolled over in bed, I could still see the rectangular blocks and finished moving the last 4 even though I didn't feel like it. It felt like a duty at that point.

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2-11-99 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment with my husband and some other people. We were moving up north and all the furniture was already packed. There was nothing left in the apartment but the washing machine.

Today was Friday. My husband planned to drive north on Friday, unpack over the weekend in the new house, and then drive back south on Monday and turn in his rental car.

He had one last job to do and that was to change the plumbing pipes to the apartment building. We were sitting on the livingroom floor watching the washing machine fill with water. I could see it from the perspective that I was looking straight into it. It was a perfect circle and gorgeous blue water was filling it up. As we sat and watched, the water rose higher and higher and it didn't stop. It continued to rise until it began to overflow the machine. It was 3 inches above the machine like stacked up by then.

Then the water overran the machine and fell to the floor. It did not spread out like one would expect. When it hit the floor, it formed a long square log like a piece of wood like an 8 foot long 6" x 6" beam.

My husband sat there stunned and so did I until I finally came to my senses and told him to run outside and shut the water valve off. He finally ran to to shut off the valve outside.

The water remained stacked in this long 8 foot 6" x 6" beam on the floor. The washing machine was stacked high with blue water. (I saw no clothing in it)

Now my husband was angry. Because there was water in the pipes and in the washing machine, he couldn't change the pipes before we moved. I could see the dilemma. They were full of water.

He paced the floor, angry, fuming about not being able to move on time, and not being able to return his car on Monday on time. The timeline had to be changed.

We still had to deal with the water situation and discussed whether to all a plumber who knew how to deal with pipes full of water. It was about 9:30 a.m. by now and we were supposed to be on the road by now. He still didn't make the phone call and the landlord came to make the final inspection. It was bad. There were two huge mattresses out in the yard with the whole entire centers cut of them in huge rectangles.

Inside the apartment, the closet doors which were like folding stiff drapes were horribly stained. One particularly bad wide closet drape had a mark on it like a huge black rainbow. I knew we hadn't done that ourselves but by other people who had lived there before us, but we still probably would have to pay for all the damage because we were the ones living in it now.

While the landlord did his inspection, I went to another bedroom that the children had used. T.J. (Joe's son) was in the closet and the light was on. We had forgotten to pack the toys. The closet was full of Teddy Bears, sitting on shelves, some as large as humans. The floor was littered with red and yellow toy building blocks. T.J. was upset that we hadn't packed the toys. I told him not to worry, they were all going with us.

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8-5-99 - DREAM - I spent many hours working on a web page about John F. Kennedy, Sr. conspiracy links. Each person's ideas were in rectangular boxes which were turned on edge so they were diamond shaped.

My job was to delete lines and spaces to make the information more concise. There were many conspiracy ideas, so this took a long time.

NOTE:  See  Conspiracy

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8-5-99 - DREAM - I again saw the Kennedy web page. This time there was King, queen, Jack, and then numbered statements all the way down to ACE. (I had just been playing solitaire before I lay down) I again turned the rectangular spaces into diamonds.

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8-8-99 - VISIONS - This was kind of like a lucid dream. I knew I had experienced this before in dreams, and I was supposed to teach this to other people. I saw this 3 or 4 times both times. I also knew this was Jewish.

This was a set of 16 boxes though it could have been 12 - 4 across and  4 high. I saw them in a concrete/stone color, and in black and white. The sizes of the boxes were all the same when complete ...  rectangular, however the 4th one was adjustable and in 2 parts. One part of the 4th section was very small when presented to us and it was up to each individual how far over within the rectangular to expand it. I had pulled it all the way over to the other side myself. That was the best.  However, each individual had to make that choice for himself and that what I was to teach them.

LAWS
MORAL ORDER

Awareness

Compassion

Forgiveness

 Love Expansion

Karma

Balance

Invocation
Invoke Light

Transformation

Discipline
Deflecting Outside Influence

Condensing Light

Humility

Faith

Polarity

Judgement

Righteousness

The divided two part adjustable section on the far right, upper corner is expandable. It is best to pull the second section all the way to the right.

Other Law and Moral Orders are:  Garment of Light, Glory, Honor, Zeal, Meekness, Christ's Mind, Salvation, Strength, Wall of Light, Pillar of Protestation.  There are many others.

See:  LAWS AND MORAL ORDER

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8-10-99 - VISION - (This shows my obsession with playing solitaire)

I saw a double solitaire layout. In the lower left corner were two rectangular white shoe boxes. The top one was labeled "3D white tiger" The bottom one said, "Pink Amethyst".

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8-12-99 - VISIONS - (This was a set of visions)

A black rectangle
A horse race
A Kingship name - (unremembered)

A list
A rivalry contest
A second black rectangle
(There were more but I can't remember them)

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8-18-99 - DREAM - I'm not sure what this is. I saw no people, only shapes. The first shapes I saw were circles. I would say there were 7 in each picture. The design on the circle in the circles were so intricate, it would be impossible to describe them or even draw them with any accuracy and no two were alike or even resembled each other.

Later, I either dreamed it again or my brain was trying to explain what I saw but this time, there were no circles, but only rectangles with rounded corners. There were patterns within patterns like crazy quilts.

I keep thinking I was seeing chakras but none of these even faintly resembled any chakra drawings I've ever seen. I have no idea what it was.

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9-2-99 - DREAM - Some of this dream was in French which I do not speak, read, or understand. The dream ended in a kids casino or gambling hall, but there were many adults there, helping and observing. It had a slot machine to put coins in. I was with some children and one child dumped all his pennies into my purse so that they were mixed with my own money. This was against my wishes but it happened too fast to stop it. I intended to play the quarter slot, but ended up with a dime in my fingers, so decided to play that as long as that's what I had in my hand. I was just reaching out to put the dime in the slot when a young boy put one in before me.

So, when the machine started to rumble, I don't know if it was his dime or my dime that caused the avalanche of toys and party favors to start coming down the prize chute. I had wondered how the casino could stay in business because kids hate to lose.

When someone won, everyone won and there were enough toys and party favors coming down the chute to supply every child in the city for 10 years.

Many of the adults watching were celebrities and sat on a line overlooking the casino through windows.

We were knee deep in toys and party favors but it was time for lunch and to be fed we had to go up a spiraling stairway.

One of the French words, I believe was 'guaine." there was a metal tray on each step, first a large rectangle tray and then a triangle tray which went on top of the rectangle tray. So each person picked up two trays on their way up the stairs. the knives and forks were lined up on each stair as well.

I woke up as I climbed the stairs so I don't know what kind of food was served.

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11-21-99 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house. I hadn't been there for awhile. Several of my kids were there, but not in the correct ages to each other - nor current age.

I had a small hand-held organ gadget. Instead of having keys like a piano, it had little buttons with letters: A .. B .. C .. D .. E .. F .. G. in a keypad type arrangement rather like a telephone keypad arrangement. The A note stuck down on the upper left edge when the lid was closed so I had to make a tiny duct tape -like repair of the box where the sound came from with a piece of tape that was about 1/2 by 2 inches. When I repaired it, I put it in my purse. I noted that this had been repaired numerous times in the past.

When this was done, it allowed me the freedom to go across the street and paint the number sign for the street with red paint. It was 121. I knew I could go down the street and paint the next one also but chose nt to. I just wanted the freedom to do so if I wanted to.  (121 = 11 x 11)

I went back to the house and found that the furniture was not where it belonged.

In the kitchen, there was a large empty space in the corner where the stove and refrigerator were gone. (not a normal placement for that house) The large table in the center of the room was missing also and been substituted with a tiny rectangle table 1 foot x 2 feet high by 2 feet wide. I had a big plant on top of it. The kitchen was huge but useless without the stove, refrigerator and table. ) My real table was round with a big pedestal with lion paw feet on it)

One of my sons brought in a man who said he was from pest control. (He had a booming low pitched voice) I didn't know this man. He had a big whitish colored spider on a long string which he guided around the floor.

I said, "What are you looking for?" He said, "Moths!"

I knew he wouldn't find any because we had sprayed . However I had recollection just before he told me that of a huge slant-eyed creature like a giant bug out of the corner of my eye that was as big as me.

I decided to leave him to his job and turned to go upstairs and look for the table and put it where it belonged. In front of the stairs was a big lounge chair and a small child size lounge chair with toys all over the floor behind them.

I went up to the next level, but there was another level above that. I saw the big piano in the livingroom with a cover over it.

There was a grate in the ceiling and I yelled up through it, "Where is the kitchen table?" A girl who identified herself as Laurie said, "It's up here." I then heard my son Ken say, "It's being HEROED!" That meant they were refinishing the top and I saw that the foot railing ... a huge ornate turning of wood on the Master bed needed to be done also. That was a good thing.

I went to the bathroom which was huge and had numerous unknown people in it. I headed to the toilet and my son Bill came in about age 3 1/2. He said, "My teacher say sI need new underwear. I'm wearing size 4 blue jeans and the piece of paper on my underwear says 1-2-3."

I wanted to say, "I'd just go without them then," but he needed them so I just said, "Okay!" and woke up. (While Joe and I were talking about this, he said people admire the Lion because they are the king of the jungle. The Hero of the bible is Zerubbabel, the reason being the connection to the 11:11 where the two trees stand up after 3 1/2 days refers back to Zechariah 4 where the two olive trees stand on each side of the lamp stand with the 7 lamps. known as the Menorah. These are the two anointed - Joshua the high priest and Zerubbabel the Governor - A king in the bloodline of Jesus.

In Haggai, it says that Zerubbabel is the Signet Ring of the Lord, which is related to the mark on the forehead.

While we talked about this, a commercial came on where the God Mercury delivers the flowers and it sings - "BE A HERO!"

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12-16-99 - DREAM - (partial) Little, short people were being hired to go from apartment to apartment just to clean toilets and bathrooms. The woman who they hired to clean toilets wasn't even 4 feet tall and wore a yellow dress.

Taylar (our granddaughter) came in and showed me a gift she had received. She opened it up and showed it to me. It was a rose-red butterfly and on the butterfly which was embroidered on a black background were the animated words ' I AM LOVE '.

In the similar scene someone left me a gift which was like a large rectangular petrie dish. In it were 5 (I think that's the number) different types of bus which turned into butterflies during their lives. An example of each type was pinned to the example and the food for that kind of bug was provided also so that each kind could develop right where they were without flying around looking for it.

I was being prepared for something, changing clothes, changing hair, making my body beautiful by putting lotion in strategic places.

At the end I went with some other people to a place where they were going to take a special flight. I got there before the others, but I didn't want to take the elevator up without them. Finally, some people arrived and we went through two glass doors into a large room where hundreds of people were standing. The elevator which held hundreds of people wouldn't be going up until everyone arrived which they said would be a two hour wait and then the flight would take 10 hours. It seemed I was in California and the time of the dream was about 4:30 a.m. PST.

NOTE: The only airplane related news was a KLM terrorist bomb threat. I haven't heard of any other news like that. There were numerous smaller plane crashes this week though.

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1-22-00 - DREAM - I was in an apartment and received a box of books. The box was about 4 inches by 4 inches by 4 inches. The books looked like paperbacks and I saw a folded piece of paper in the box that was probably the invoice. There were 5 books.

I then saw 3 charcoal colored rectangles in the air towards the right. There was a design on these rectangles but the charcoal color was over the design so I couldn't make them out. (I'm assuming that means "death') (That's just a guess)

My sister came to visit and we went shopping together. We crossed the street together, walking really deliberately slow with our heads down, looking at our feet, making a car stop to let us go by. When we got on the other side of the street, I asked my sister if she thought we had walked slow enough, as if to say we had done that deliberately for revenge against fast drivers.

My sister got some plastic invoice type things. There were 5 of them. They were like hand-held computers. When you pressed a name on the top half, the lyrics of a song appears on the bottom half and played the tune.

I went home then and made arrangements by telephone (I don't remember talking on the phone) to go to a hospital to have my stomach operated on.

I wrote my sister a note about what I was going to do and put it in a pink card-type envelope. I placed it out in the hall for the  mailman, then put my beige rain and shine coat on to go to the hospital. (I don't own a coat like that)

Someone knocked on the door and when I opened the door, there stood my sister and her husband Ralph and all their kids who were all about toddler age. (Her kids are all adults) She and Ralph were each carrying one child and two were walking.

(That's the actual number they have)

I was standing there with my coat on and told her I was just leaving to go to the hospital for surgery. She was shocked to hear that. I said, "I sent you a note about it." She looked down on the stairway leading down to the lobby and picked up a blue envelope with no stamp on it and smiled. She was glad to know I had sent it to her. I told her that I would be back within 24 hours.

We all went down the stairs and I woke up.

NOTE: I had a dream where I had surgery several times. I noted physical changes in me as well after I woke up, but I don't know what the surgery was in the dream. It seems that some things in dreams are actually physical changes being made in the body at the time.

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1-24-00 - DREAM - I was outside the house working on the lawn and the new garden I was planting. I found some newly sprouting potato plants coming up from last years potato plants so I thought I would try to grow them from the new sprouts rather than the normal method of planting potato pieces and waiting a long time for the plants to come forth. There was an old woman with me but I don't know who she was. She was trying to advise me as to how to plant potatoes. I told her I was going to try it my way first. I smoothed out the ground and began digging a hole for the new plants. However, the hole became ever much larger than I dug and I saw that there were cracks in the ground.

One of these cracks led to the foundation of the new extension on our house and I was worried about that, so I followed the crack to where it got to the house foundation and decided to fill it in. However, the more I dug, the larger the crack got. There didn't seem to be any end to the crack. So, I thought as long as I was outside the house, I would enlarge the crack and take a look at what was causing it.

Of course the more I dug the larger the hole got. But then I saw that my Father had buried some stuff along the foundation of the house to help fill in the space under the house. Curious the Cat that I am, I began to pull out some of the things that were under the foundation of the house. The first thing I pulled out was an old fashioned wooden radio . . . the old tube type.  It was really pretty . . . a light brown color, rather rectangular, but carved wood like good furniture used to be. It had a yellow dial on the front and I thought I'd like to keep that, so I pulled it out of the hole.

Beyond that, I saw boxes full of old things we would probably call antiques and knick knacks so I began to pull those boxes out also.

By now I could see under the house. It was hollow. I can't describe my shock. I crawled down under the house and saw that below the wide floor boards of the house, was about 8 inches of dirt and then big empty space for about 12 feet and then more earth. This was a very large area.

This was like a hidden basement under the house. I have no idea what held up the earth that the floor boards were laid on, but it was dry and solid. Who knows what would happen if somebody spilled water inside the house and it seeped down between the floorboards and soaked that dry soil. It would probably fall in just like the dirt I had previously tried to fill the cracks in with from above. There was no bottom and I couldn't put enough dirt in to fill the cracks.

But looking at this space from below was like a found treasure. There was no limit to the use for this extra space now that I found it. For instance, my husband could use it for extra garage space, and then I thought that might not be so good because of car gas fumes, but he could park his new speed boat down here. There already was a ramp of soil that made an easy access driveway of dirt. This excited me and I went back up the ramp of soil and saw that the neighborhood restaurant had set up a sign on a pole with an arrow that pointed down the next street which was 32nd street. But now that I had opened up this hole under our house, the arrow on the sign would make people think this was the street and they would turn too soon and find that we had an open access below our house and want to explore it.

So, I pushed the sign over and pulled it out of the post hole and carried it over to the side of the street and laid it down for the restaurant owner to find later. There was a second post with an arrow sign on it I also pushed over and laid it down by the street. Now there was no way for people to know we had a secret access to our house.

I decided to take a walk around the house at this point and when I came around the other side, there was a sprinkler going, one of those with a narrow spray of water that went pretty far out and rotated. I didn't have too much problem avoiding the spray of water as it watered the grass and trees as I walked, but of course, one couldn't stop and look at anything because the water spray would come around again.

I decided I wanted to stop and look at something, so I went over picked up the hose nozzle which was about 3 1/2 inches wide and rather flat, maybe an inch thick. Now that I picked it up it wasn't working the way it had and I saw that the hose was flattened out and no water was going through it. There was a quilt that was a dark blue background with daisy flowers laying on the ground and thought I could wash it with the hose and lay it out in the sun to dry and it would be pretty again, so I began fiddling with the hose trying to get it to work.

A voice began telling me the purpose of the hose, that it was constructed such that it only worked between midnight and 6 a.m. and its purpose was to prevent damage from drought caused by the earthchanges. I thought that was a rather clever idea.

I had managed to get some water out of the hose to wash the quilt and then I saw that there was a large bed on the lawn and I whipped the quilt up into the air so that it would land on the end of the bed to dry in the sun. The bed had 4 short posts on each corner perhaps about 8 inches across. It was a good solid bed.

I now went back to the house, thinking about all the wonderful things we could use the new addition to the house for that my Father had constructed. This was so exciting. I went upstairs and looked around all the extra empty space we now had to use for a good purpose.

I heard my husband come home and I went to the stairway to excitedly tell him of the newly found space beneath the house. He came around the corner to the stairs and I said, "You'll never guess what I found today . . . but it might not make you happy!" thinking that my ideas might not necessarily be what he would think.

As he put his foot on the first stair, Joe touched my arm in bed and I awoke with a startled jerk.

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2-14-00 - DREAM - I was seeing a flattened rectangle with words in it. There was pressure put on this rectangle from above and a projection came out of the rectangle on each end, one to the left and one to the right. These projections changed like spikes as the pressure changed from above. When I saw the words close up, it said, "Voice is the edge of Sound"

NOTE: It comes to me that the rectangle represents mankind and the pressure from above represents problems presented from the spirit world, and the projections represent negative and positive reactions to the pressure.

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2-15-00 - VISION - As I was going to sleep, I was thinking about Anna Hayes and the ETs and I had a vision of two blue eyes and the top of a nose of a person looking in at us through a small rectangular portal type of window.

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2-24-00 - DREAM - I can only describe this dream as Michelle's ship. There were people in this dream, but many of the objects were not real, such as a ice-blue jello-like gecko or other long legged animal which was going to be my lunch. I was going to eat in front of all the other people but ended up teasing the other people so they would gag and get squeamish.

Much time was spent moving things around maybe like energy or something to spread two spaces into larger rectangles made of stars like this:

 ******** *          * *          * ******** ************** *                     * *                     * **************

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3-3-00 - MEDITATION ON 'KEEPERS OF THE BLUE FLAME'

(Subject matter is from the Anna Hayes material)

I was thinking about the "Keepers of the Blue Flame" and saw a black and white map of Europe twice. I then saw the word "Aristocracy' within a state that was rectangular shaped.

I was thinking about the "Keepers of the Blue Flame" knowing that I had dreamed about this several times earlier in my life. I was thinking of these dreams when I had another vision.

I saw a man write the shape of this Egyptian throne:

(This  is Osiris sitting on his throne)

Then I saw a man write the opposite shape but smaller

A voice said, "They are world's apart.  I then saw the map of Europe again in black and white outline.

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3-6-00 - DREAM - I was living in a house somewhere which also had a factory and a baseball field on the property at the other end. I seemed to be in charge of getting everything straightened, cleaned, and the color scheme changed. I also found some rectangular orange and green baskets I can only describe as plastic strawberry baskets. These had been thrown in the front window. There were several of them that were large about six inches across, but a few were smaller also, about two inches. This seemed to be very important.

I got several large containers (bags) of blue and yellow yarn which I was going to make into furniture covers. Another change I made was to take off an avocado green cover (like drapery material) and changed it to gold brocade material. I let the kids have the avocado green piece to play with. They asked to have a livingroom chair covered in the bright yellow.

There was a young girl there who needed to take some yellow medicine on a daily basis. This medicine came in a green plastic container on which was a button so she could press it and self-dose herself. Unfortunately, she didn't go to the bathroom first, so after she took her medicine, she laughed really hard and peed her pants.

When I took her to the bathroom, I noticed that part of the house was closed off with a drapery curtain. This part of the house was just past the bathroom ... like an extension of the house. It wasn't being used probably because it was winter and it was hard to heat all that house. I was thinking that I like to be able to see into the entire house. I didn't like having any part of it closed off. I would see to that when spring came and it didn't have to be heated.

On the other end of the house was a baseball field. There were men in uniform playing a game. I assumed they worked in the attached factory. One guy had a small green apple and batted it with his bat. It flew over and landed in the front of my shirt. They were joking about the ball, and I held it in my hand and said, "If there be any man here, let him step up to the plate!" We all laughed.

I can't recall what was in the factory, just that I had to make sure that it was in good order and clean.

In the livingroom, a young woman came in with some poodle puppies They were really fat and one little yellow puppy jumped up on the couch and I was trying to control it and make it stay on the floor. I asked her where she had been keeping the puppies because I hadn't seen them since I was there and she lived with us in the house. She wasn't making any sense with her excuses, about where she had been, but she was there now and that's what counted.

As the dream ended, I walked into a part of the house or an attached mall-like place where a bell carillon was playing. The bells were large and small, all tuned to play songs. Some of the bells were hidden in the branches of green Christmas-like trees. It was playing, "Mine Eyes Have Seen the Glory of the Coming of the Lord" Glory, glory, glory, Hallelujah!" I woke up with the bells ringing in my head. It was a happy wake-up feeling.

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3-23-00 - DREAM - I was living in and managing an apartment building. I lived in apartment 6, but had also lived in 7 which I assumed was empty, and also lived in 11. Both 6 and 11 was full of stuff. I planned to go to 11 and see what I had in there because I hadn't been there in awhile. 6 was all practical and plain.

Meantime, I went to a party and the people from apartment 10 were there. The niece was the main problem, always having a chip on her shoulder and looking for others to hurt her feelings, she was continuously sniping at everyone for what they said to her like they were trying to hurt her feelings on purpose. The others were always apologizing, not having meant what they said.

I went to my New Berlin home for a few minutes and discovered that my ex-husband had remodeled the kitchen and moved the sink from the north wall to the west wall and then to the center of the room. It all looked really good and the floor was a brilliant yellow color. I felt like I lived here, but I didn't do anything, just came and went and felt no responsibility here anymore. I was more or less an observer here.

I went back to my apartment and saw in the newspaper that the people from apartment 10 had had a huge fight and the niece had tried to kill the others and they were all bandaged up and on stretchers in the picture in the newspaper. The article filled the whole front page. I knew how they were, so had no problem understanding how it happened. Others who didn't know them like I did were all speculating on who was to blame.

I was intent on going to my apartment 11 to see what I could get to move to apartment 6, but first I wanted to see what I left behind in 7. I had the keys to all three apartments. So, I put the key into the lock in apartment 7 and to my surprise I saw a baby playpen in the livingroom and the lights were on and I could hear that a woman lived there too. As soon as I opened the door and saw there was stuff in there, I hollered out, "Ooops! Sorry! I opened the wrong door!" The woman hollered back. "Oh! That's okay!" By then I had already backed out of the room, feeling very embarrassed that I had forgotten that it was rented to a woman with a baby.

I don't recall that there was an apartment 8, but when I went past 9, it was decorated totally different than the rest of the hall. It had two brown shutters on the wall with grids on them next to the door. It looked more or less like from ancient Hindu/India or something.

Number 10 of course was where the fighting people lived and I passed that by quickly in case any of them came home.

I opened the door to number 11 with my other key, and meantime, the woman from 9 came. She was dressed like a nurse and it seemed I had never met her and she introduced herself and she grabbed both my hands and made me make a pact with her to be friends and hang out together. I agreed that would be good but felt very uncomfortable with her aggressive nature and her assumptions that I would be friends without even thinking about it first or giving it consideration. I hoped I had spoken wisely.

While I stood there also, several other women I knew in the past came and chatted and wanted to discuss the people in apartment 10. I told them what I knew and realized that I wasn't alone, that I had friends if I wanted them, that I was isolated by my own choice.

When I turned to go into apartment 11, the door was open and I was surprised I had left it that way while I was otherwise occupied. When I went inside the apartment, my old maintenance man named Joe, his girlfriend Robin and some other guy were in there, putting what they liked in a big brown basket with a handle, acting like they were taking it for themselves. They joked about it, making comments about what they liked best.

I looked around the apartment to see what I had in there, and Joe, Robin and the other guy started moving things to apartment 6 for me. The first thing they took was a tall rack on which I had a white bedspread, pretty quilts and other nice bedding hanging. They also took the kitchen table which was oval, but when they picked it up, the legs fell off and were laying there. So I picked up the legs, each of which had a wheel on it to carry them myself. I didn't know where I was going to put another table, I already had a big rectangular table there.

I was also going to take a smaller red cherry end table. It seemed I had a lot of small tables there. I looked around the apartment. I had wine bottles of every kind standing in neat rows on every surface that would hold something. There were also other glass containers, jars and bottles with colored liquid in them.

I opened the refrigerator and cabinets to see what I had. Everything was full of food, all stored nicely and in colored bottles and jars. I recall seeing Canola oil stored in numerous bottles on the top shelf of the cabinet, and milk in the refrigerator ... a lot of it. I could have lived in either apartment without thinking about what I needed. It was all here.

I went into a side room, like a room in between the bedroom and bathroom. Here too were white cabinets and I opened the drawers and they were full of beads and craft projects and items to make things with. These drawers were both wide and deep so there was no lack of supplies here either.

My total impression was that apartment 6 was practical and plain and apartment 11 was pretty and clean and sparkling looking.

I also noted that instead of an apartment 12, the number above the door was 41-1.

(Number 42 is very important in religious connotation)

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4-2-00 - DREAMS - I had three dreams all about searching the web for Native American Sites. In one scene, I was seeing square and rectangular boxes on a web page and probing them deeply with a long thin needle-like pin about 8 or so inches long and almost 1/4 inch across ... similar to a double pointed knitting needle. I was shown the number 672 and then 35 so I had whittled down the search that far.

I chose not to remember the other details. They didn't seem important when I woke up.

During the next day I was working all day on a web search for Trail of Tears and the numbers of sites I ended up with was very close to the above numbers but didn't quite make it because altavista.com didn't want to accept my last boolean removal of sites, so I ended up with 657.

NOTE:  Also see:  Native Culture, Native Links, Native Wisdom, The Native American and Lies Told

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4-5-00 - DREAM - I was working in a factory type area but in the office. An older, small, dark haired woman came by. She was singing an operatic aria and was really good. I commented to her how good she was and she thanked me, then I told her I had always wanted to be a dancer because I love to dance, but outside of high school Modern Dance class I had never tried to be one. She said that one could be anything they wanted to if they only try.

I saw a TV that showed the same scene that I saw on the news yesterday about the testing of the train cars for examining damage so that trains can be improved for passenger safety. Then I saw a seashore scene where the waves crashed in so high, they went over the train tracks that ran alongside the shore. When I went outside, I was seeing the same scene, however realizing that both scenes had been shot with the same camera that had been left standing in one spot unattended. There were two train tracks alongside the ocean where the scare warnings came from.

A man came by whom I knew well. I'm thinking he may have represented my husband but I'm not sure. It was dark out now and we were on the way to the parking lot to get in the car when we saw that the lights were still on in the factory on the other side of the parking lot.

We went over there because the door was open and it shouldn't have been. As soon as we walked in, we saw a man crouched down way on the other end of an aisle. This was a really big place. While my husband went to talk to the guy, I went up the wooden stairs, hollering, "Hello? Hello?" I figured I would turn off the lights if no one was there. However I didn't because the man was downstairs and I didn't want to turn off all the lights while he was there.

I went back down the stairs and the man who had been crouching down came towards me. My husband may have still been back down the hall. I didn't see him. However, after what happened next, he may have been dead or hurt. The man came towards me and got between me and the door I was going to go out. He pulled out a metallic gadget that looked like a thick gun at first, then seemed to morph into a chain saw. He started to come towards me and I wasn't going to stand there and find out what his intentions were. I ran towards a set of double doors farther over, seeing at the last second that it was chained together with a thick chain.

I didn't let that stop me. I hit both doors running, and though the chain held the first time I hit them, I rammed them with my shoulder the second time and the chain came loose from the door and I was out of there. The man chased me half way down the block ... if it was me or him ... it wasn't going to be me and I practiced being a speed runner at that moment and got away.

I went back to work then and at my desk was a drug store bag with some pills in it and a note attached that we should write a check to the owner of these pills so he could pay for them. The policy was that he should pay for the pills and we would write a check to him to reimburse him. A technicality for sure, but we couldn't pay for the pills directly, just the reimbursement.

Next to this small bag of pills was a larger bag where a young girl had asked for the same thing ... a check to pay for her pills. I looked in that bag and there were two huge white, rectangular bottles of pills of some kind. I read the bottle and it said that there were 1002 pills in each bottle. I remarked to myself ... "boy there must be a lot of money in drug running these days."

Another woman had an envelope with some money in that she wanted to put into a safety deposit box and needed help with the key to it. I went with her to assist, thinking what a good idea it was to hide money in the bank.

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6-22-00 - MEDITATION - I was planning to participate in a group dream but went to bed sick and forgot about it. So, when I thought about it at 2 a.m. I was not tired enough to sleep, so decided to meditate on the group. I told spirit that they should connect me with Richard Wilkerson. I saw a black and white map of New Mexico that showed several cities and 3 circles next to which was the word hoop by each one. I then asked to go to one of the hoops. I was then shown a black and white rectangle with one name and address in it but it was blurred and I couldn't read it. I then went to sleep and the dream was not related to the group dream that I could see though there were many people in it that were wandering around in an apartment building seemingly lost and just standing there in the hallways.

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7-9-00 - VISION - I was looking at a newspaper that was green. At the bottom where the advertising was, there was 4 rectangular ads, all of which was 'Dreams of the Great Earthchanges' at the top of each one. The fourth was said, "Dreams of the Vine." and I knew I had to look at those.

That vision was barely acknowledged when above the ads I saw a long rectangle which said, "Fenra the Second" and I knew it  was about the Fenris Wolf at Ragnarak. It was going to happen again.

NOTE: See http://www.greatdreams.com/holwdrms.htm

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7-22-00 - DREAM - I was with my family. The kids were young college age. I was moving to another house but the kids weren't going with me. Michael and Kenneth, my sons, had to find somewhere else to live.

My Father came to visit and I told him I would give him some magazines to read while he was there. I can't remember what I gave him in particular, but it seems like they were picture magazines ... like Time or Life.

While I was getting ready to move, I discovered that there was some 'shit' smeared on the walls on the stairway. It seemed that my son Bob, who was young ... about 3 years old, did it, but I couldn't prove it. I had to clean it off the walls and went to get a big rag to scrub it off before everyone who visited could smell it.

While I was going to go get a rag to do this, a huge truck went down the stairs. It made a tremendous noise. I watched it as it went down into the basement on a huge ramp into an underground garage.

I went into the bathroom to get water and soap on the rag to scrub the stairway walls and I heard the truck coming back up. I hid in the bathroom and listened to the noise as it came closer. I was waiting for the truck to go past but it didn't ... the noise came to a steady sound right outside the bathroom door.

I stood there, hiding behind the door, and I heard someone at the door. The truck driver appeared and I apologized for hiding in the bathroom and told him what I was going to do. I took my rag and went up the stairs to scrub the walls, letting the truck driver use the bathroom in the meantime.

I went up the stairs and it was dark up there. I hollered up the stairs for someone to turn the light on, but I could see there was no bulb in the light socket. My son Kenneth said he would bring a lightbulb. While I waited for someone to get a bulb to put in the socket, I scrubbed what I could reach. It was worse than I thought.

On the stairs, I found some rectangular packages the same size as the stairs. They were sitting on the stairs so it seemed like they were stairs themselves. But they were loose and there was a big drop off down the stairs further if I didn't remove them. I decided to look inside and see what it was. I opened the first package and it was a bag of rags. They were white, old and almost moldy. I was afraid I was going to find maggots in the bag. I said I wasn't taking those with me and intended to throw them in the trash when I got to the bottom of the steps.

I went back down to the bathroom to get more water and soap and this time I ran into Michael and Kenneth and they told me that they were going to move in with some friends of theirs who lived in the 100's housing project though their friends weren't aware they were coming there permanently. They were laughing that their friends were in trouble for spraying some kind of anti-bacterial spray on the walls there.

I told them there was a lot worse that could be sprayed and I wouldn't get excited about that at all. As I scrubbed the walls more, two female friends of mine, one white and one black were discussing a timeline of sorts of things that they did or were concerned with and it seems like it had to do with something in the sky ... eclipses or star movements or something.

I then saw a tiny cup and inside the cup was a mark put on by the manufacturer. It said 'starmark 1791'.

NOTE: I looked for some kind of reference on the internet:

1791 The first 10 amendments to the Constitution become effective. Vermont becomes a state.
1791 - Pierre Prevost replaces the two fluid "heat" and "cold" theories with a one fluid heat theory
1791 - Galvani "publishes" his researches into animal electricity, sends a copy to Volta.
1794 - Volta checks Galvani's discovery by an experiment without animal tissue and finds electric current produced by metals alone
1791 -- Napoleon joins the Jocobin Club. First Bank of the United States chartered. Burr begins converting Tammany Society into a political machine. The anonymous Vie de Joseph Balsamo (Joseph Basalmo was Cagliostro's name before he joined the Masons), first recorded link of the Illuminati and the French Revolution, appears in several European countries. Mozart's The Magic Flute, containing Masonic elements, performed

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9-23-00 - DREAM - I was working on what seemed like a long white sheet of paper but it might have been a computer screen. All the sentences were done in fancy old fashioned calligraphy. I was moving the sentences down the page about 1/2 an inch which seemed okay because I wasn't changing any of the words, but when I moved them, the font of the letters changed from calligraphy to plain type. I thought this was a good way to hide the value of the words. These were words quoted from Native Americans in the olden days. The people of the modern world would never know how valuable these words were.

When I was finished, I went out of the room and was in my Jackson St. apartment building. A woman I knew was with me. We started discussing the management of the building. I used to manage the building but had left to go to another job. The woman who was doing the job now was doing a very bad job and had replaced 20 people in two months who weren't paying their rent. I told the woman there was an easy remedy for this ... all they had to do was replace the woman with someone else.

The woman told me they were looking for someone but couldn't find anyone good enough to please the boss. I said, "Why don't you just ask me to come back?" She said, "That was already offered to the boss, but he had said that it was against his policy to ask someone to come back." I knew that he was not a wise boss then and took his chances on new people.

We were walking along as we talked and we came to a large banquet hall which was new. I hadn't known this was here. At least it wasn't there when I had managed the building originally. It was at the far end. I could see many large sheets of etched plate glass windows ... it looked like crystal. I thought it would be really cool to manage this building again and manage the banquets too.

We continued on and went back outside to see that many people were coming in on tours. The woman said that a man (name unremembered) was having a showing of his art work inside.

I thought that was pretty great because we were outside and out here were large empty bags that dog food had been in and I hid potato chip bags inside of them so others wouldn't know I stashed food for 'just in case' situations.

I don't know if I woke up for a moment here or not, but I suddenly found myself standing up inside a big city bus with this same woman. The bus was on the wrong side of the street going the wrong direction. It was going backwards. There was no driver in the seat and no passengers. It was an otherwise empty bus ... just her and me and we were both standing up.

I knew I had to do something quickly, and I knew enough to put my foot on the brake, but to do that I had to move a large brown wooden chair out of the way. I was still standing up and pressed my foot on the brake. The bus slowed down just in time and I saw that we missed the back end of another bus by about twenty feet.

I then knew that I had to do something about the situation and get the bus into a safe place so no one would get hurt. So, I took my foot off the brake and put it gently on the gas and the bus started to move forward slowly. I steered it carefully and we went forward far enough so that the bus was now at the other end of the block along the median strip of the street, but it was still going in the wrong direction.

I thought it would be a good idea to park the bus alongside the curb until a real bus driver could come along and take the bus where it belonged. I then saw two policemen standing on the corner. It was obvious they didn't see that there was something wrong, so I told the woman to open the emergency door a little so we could wave down the cops and tell them the problem.

The woman opened the emergency door just a crack so the alarm wouldn't go off and she and I were waving wildly at the policemen to get their attention.

I saw them coming. They came up to the emergency bus door on the left side of the bus and I told them the problem. I told them that the bus was going the wrong way. The policeman said, "All you have to do is spin it around and it'll be going the right way."

I thought about that and thought that if I did something that crazy, the bus would certainly tip over, and that if I went around the block, other people would think I was a regular bus and want to get on it. I also thought about all the traffic I would have to go through in going around 4 corners. Besides that I wasn't a bus driver.

I told the policeman that I wasn't a bus driver and didn't know how to drive a bus, but he didn't seem to think that was a problem. He said, "All you have to do then is park the bus at the curb."

I knew that all along that that was what needed to be done. But I wasn't a bus driver.

We were still standing up inside the bus too.

So, I finally agreed I would attempt to park the bus myself at the curb which I did by driving it backwards and parking it.

As soon as I did, a whole crowd of people appeared along the street, all yelling, "Here he comes! Here he comes!"

I looked and here came Santa Claus and all his merry elves and reindeer. I could hear the bells jingling and it sounded just like

Christmas. But there was a problem ... Santa Claus and all his merry elves were all dressed in black leather. As this black dressed Santa went down the street just like a real Santa Claus all the people along the street fell in behind him and joined the parade. So the parade of people following the black dressed Santa just kept getting longer and longer as it went.

I felt enormous sadness for those people but there was nothing I could do to tell them that this was the wrong Santa Claus.

I then went inside the building again with this woman. In the apartment, there were several other younger woman. I can't recall exactly how this happened, but in the next apartment over lived the Patriarch Asa Buchanan and the woman attorney Nora Buchanan from One Life to Live television show.

Nora came to the door and asked me to guard something for them. I don't know what this something was but it was very important. I said I would do it, but this was a dangerous task for me to do. The other woman in my apartment wanted something in return for me to do this task and brought out tall glass tubes that were filled with water and tiny roses at the bottom. They were like bud vases are, but very tall, about three feet high and about 3 inches across.

The women demanded that the vases be filled with pure oil instead of water.

I felt extremely embarrassed by this extraordinary request as it was quite expensive to fill these large vases with pure oil. (Maybe I was thinking about the cost of crude oil these days from OPEC?)

Nora Buchanan didn't say whether she would do it or not, but said that while I was guarding whatever this is, she wanted my telephone number. I was reluctant to give out my phone number and told her that she could tell no one what my phone number was.

My phone number was like no one elses and if someone called it I would know that she had given it out. My number started and ended with the number 0. Nobody else had a number like this.

Before she left, she and I were standing at the large dresser where the tall vases were standing full of water and roses. When she gave me the protection I needed to guard ourselves and whatever it was that I had to guard I knew how dangerous it was, because she handed me a stack of torn brown paper bag in rectangles about 2 x 4 inches along with a gasoline soaked match book. I stood there with this gasoline soaked paper and match book and began to wake up knowing the danger we were in.

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9/2000 VISION

I saw an all white rectangle
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In the next white rectangle, it said:
 .  . . . MIR-R . . . . .

 WINDOW TREATMENT

and was supposed to be done in Japanese.

NOTE: MIR means Peace in Russian

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11-19-00 - DREAM - (This is the end of the dream) I had to go somewhere on a bus. The bus fare was \$45 and all I had was \$60. I stopped an old wizened black woman on the street and asked her if she had \$60 to exchange with me because I needed \$15 change because I needed exact change for the bus. I told her I had \$60.

Another woman coming the other direction said she would give me the money I needed.

The wizened old black woman said, "No! I have something even better to give you and opened her wallet. She took out three gold pieces which were square. I wondered what I would do with those.

As she held these gold pieces out to me, they began to grow in size, and as they grew, they changed. I saw that they were like burnished bronze, beaten with a hammer and chiseled with symbols. I couldn't read all the symbols, but those I reconized were a large letter N, the Christian cross, Five 5 pointed stars - some Egyptian symbols, Templar symbols.

I saw the words: FOCUS and Remember - and I tried to, but with so many symbols, it was impossible to remember them all.

The gold rectangles grew in size until they were larger than myself and were like sheets of paper. On the gold bars, I saw a large sailing ship with many sails on it and knew that these gold bars were under the ocean on the sunken ship. I also knew that they would be found by treasure hunters soon.

I woke up and while I was laying there in bed, I saw what looked like a cereal box, but it was gold on the edges and dark royal blue in the center with a large N on the top. The box then said, "Look inside". I already had to go to the bathroom really bad, but I made myself imagine opening the box and looked inside. Deep inside was another gold bar, and the gold bar lit up and started to grow, and on the bar were all kinds of Egyptian symbols, camels, lions, cats, letters and signs. They kept changing from one to another. I finally had to give up because I had to get up. I could have been there all day looking at the Egyptian symbols. There were so many.

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12-27-00 - DREAM - It seems I was in Milwaukee at the beginning, but the city wasn't familiar at the end. I started out for a walk, but coming home I was on a scooter of some kind that I sat on with my legs on either side, just using my feet to propel me because my left knee hurt when I walked. (This has been true recently)

I came west on Center St. to 17th St. and turned left. I don't know why I didn't turn left at 16th St. which would have been the street I lived on. It seemed I was talking on a cell phone for a moment because when I came to the first alley going south on 17th St. a vehicle of some kind ... it was rectangular ... not like a regular car ... it had to go through a big puddle. So I backed up out of the way of the spray. Some of the spray got me anyway and I was talking into the phone describing what was going on.

I continued on down the street after the car passed and now there was a gentleman to my right. From here on, my vision was blurry like it is without my glasses, and I didn't ever see anyone straight on ... only out of my peripheral vision.

The gentleman, who was older, but not old was asking me about the building we lived in together in an apartment house. This is a stretch, because I lived in a house on 16th St., not an apartment. I lived in apartments on the east side of the city in later life which this now seemed to have switched to.

I said I liked it all right and that nothing was falling apart. He disagreed with me and pointed upward. We were rather inside a building, yet outside of our apartment building. The ceiling seemed to have holes in it and was at least 50 feet high.

At this point, he had to turn right, on down the next street which was 14th St. and I said I was going to turn left through a passageway between buildings. I told him this was a shortcut that had been newly paved. That part was true in the dream, though not in real life.

I was still on my sit-upon scooter and made my way slowly between the buildings. However, I now came to some steps which I managed to climb, still seated upon the scooter somehow. I got to the top of the steps but it wasn't going the right direction, so I started to descend the steps which was now more like a ladder with small flat steps. I was making it but it was very tricky and I woke up.

It was so cozy and warm in bed , I decided to close my eyes again, and went right back into the dream.

I was now at the bottom of those same steps and coming into a garage-like area, but there were no cars in it. To the left, I could see a big red door at the end of the garage area and headed that way. Before I got to the red door, however, I saw a stairway off to the left which went up higher. At the top of that stairs was a yellow door. I assumed that the red door went inside the building on the first or lower floor, and the stairway would take me to the door that went outside.

My eyesight was very blurry now, and a woman was behind me. She didn't seem to be in any hurry, and allowed me to take my time climbing the stairs with the scooter still between my legs.

I opened the yellow door and it was very bright outside, yet the air didn't feel any different than it had in the garage. I seemed to be at the bottom of a stairwell, so took one step up and it became brighter, and another step up and it became brighter still ... so bright that I couldn't see at all.

I turned to the left and was in a hallway that led to a bathroom. Remembering that I had gotten myself wet on the street earlier, I stopped in the bathroom to wash my hands and clean my garments of any spots. However, when I turned on the water, the dirt from my clothing got on the carpet. Now I had to clean the carpet, and I noticed that the toilet was overflowing onto the carpet as well. A stream of urine ran down the carpet and off the carpet onto the shower stall floor.

I could overhear a voice in the other room which sounded like my ex-husband Jim. He was saying that it was okay because our son Bob or Mike (sorry kids! I forgot which one did this) had missed the toilet when they were younger too, intimating it was him that did it this time.

I pulled up the carpet and threw it into a second bathtub which was behind the first bathtub. I decided I would soak it before washing it. When I did, some dirt splashed over into the shower area over to my left, so I had to clean that too.

So, I turned on the water in the shower and the dirt splashed up onto the wall. When I went to wipe the wall, the wall tiles were stained. I knew I'd never get the stains out so didn't try. I just ran the water to clean the dirt off the floor.

I then turned left again and was in a hallway that went down a stairs, then a straight way, then back up a ramp or stairs ... my eyes were blurry so I couldn't tell.

I went down the stairs and heard someone behind me whistle for a dog. I saw the dog come running down the ramp/stairs with something in his mouth. The dog seemed to be a skinny wire-haired terrier. He dropped the things he had in his mouth on the floor by accident. Somehow I saw the objects clearly. They were old-fashioned screw-on earrings that were silver and had George Washington nickels glued on for the decorations. I was going to rush forward and get the earrings but the dog picked them up again. I was going to tell him to drop them in my hand but didn't want to get bit. At the same time, I heard a girl from behind me and up the stairs call him and he ran with the earrings up the stairs.

I began to climb the ramp then, with the scooter still between my legs and I then woke up again and I was facing the window with the sunlight streaming in.

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1-18-01 - The Underground Amusement Park - DREAM - I found myself in a large gathering of people. I didn't know anyone here. People were milling around aimlessly. I don't know why. All of a sudden, someone put their arm around my waist and I was about to protest when I saw it was my ex-husband. My sense of alarm went away and he asked me if I wanted to go somewhere with him. I said, "Okay!" We drove to a place where there was an underground ... or below ground level amusement park.

We got out of the car and walked down some steep steps. Here too were lots of people milling around, following a sidewalk and steps that seemed less than safe. Nobody seemed to be talking ... they were rather zombie-like in appearance and behavior. There were some children here, but they were older ... like 12 or so.

The first amusement type thing we came to along the narrow walkway was like a circular ride. I was thinking it was rather like the circular things you get into and they spin and plaster you to the walls, but I was probably mistaken about that. You had to climb up some steps into this thing, and after you were inside, it made a noise like sssssssss ...boom  ... like something was hissing air or steam, followed by a pressure noise ... hard to describe.  Then they allowed you to come out again.

The people that came out of this thing were not smiling or happy ... they were like zombies.  I saw this and refused to go on it. I just stood aside watching as the people went up into this thing and then came out again the other side. People doing this didn't seem to have any common sense or a mind of their own. They just did it because everyone else was doing it.

From this same vantage point was a boat ride.  A whole bunch of people who had left the circular ride got into this boat that was held in place in a large wooden rectangular box ... which wasn't even painted. It rather reminded me of all the people climbing into the life-boats on the Titanic. There were a lot of little men on the other side controlling the people and telling them where to sit. Once the boat was as stuffed with as many people as it would hold, the boat dropped straight down about 5 feet and floated away on a swift moving river.  Where it went I dont' know.  It didn't seem to come back again.  I saw no place where boats were returning.  Once they left ... they weren't seen again.  Rather hellish I thought...

There were barriers - bars of metal almost to the ground, preventing people from going back along the walkway. Once you were in ... you were in ... there was no going back.  There was a swinging gate type affair to get into this area.  However, I squeezed past an old woman as she was coming into the area and got back out.  My ex-husband was right behind me, disappointed that I wasn't participating.

I was now standing in a crowd of people who were gathering to go into this ride area.  There were so many I couldn't move for a bit, so had to wait until they went past.  As I was standing there, a man on the other side of this group recognized my ex-husband.  He hollered over at him.  I don't recall his name now but he said his name to my ex-husband who obviously didn't want to recognize the man in return.  It seemed to me that the explanation was that the man had died many years before and here he was at this amusement park.  I turned around and my ex-husband disappeared. I have no idea where he went.  When he saw the supposed dead man ... he turned around and left as fast as he could, leaving me behind.

Now I was alone in this place and started looking for a place to leave.  There were many stairways going up and seemingly out of the place, but at the top of the stairs it was dark.  I didn't want to go where it was dark, even though I supposed I could go around the block and hopefully find the car we came in. Whether it would still be there or not I didn't know.

I didn't really want to take just any stairway. The one I had come down was really steep and most of these were branching stairways that didn't really go up ... they went up and then back down again ... rather maze-like so people didn't realize they weren't leaving, just going around and around in the maze.

I came to an area where some small workmen were planting bushes for decoration. Some younger people ... (the older children) noticed that the bushes were fake.  Not real ones.  I looked to see where they were being planted and sure enough, they were just being stuck into blue rubber things like florists use to insert flowers into the medium that holds them.

I still wanted to get out of that place, and saw that the workmen were going to be planting an area that was rather trench-like that went up to a grassy area high above.  It was steep and difficult, but the blue rubber things made it rather step-like, so I used the rubber things for steps and climbed up the steep incline.

When I got to the top of the incline, I could see green grass which was planted behind rows of houses that looked normal ... all made of brick like they are in some fancy areas of some cities. However, this area was not meant as a place where you could leave.  There was a glass wall between where I was and this beautiful grassy area.  On the glass was several signs which said, "Viewing area only ... 10 minutes maximum ".  It seemed that this was being closed off.  Once the bushes were in place, no one could come up this way again.

I took advantage of the blue rubber things and managed to climb up a high embankment of dirt and got up onto the grassy area, which was real grass.  It felt great and I was happy to get out of the amusement park at last even though I didn't know where I was.

As soon as I got to my feet, I woke up.

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1-23-01 - DREAM - I don't know where this was except it was in a big city ...   perhaps Milwaukee, WI because where I went, my old boss Ralph was there ... He is a Jew and he is a Judge.

Ralph, the judge, was on the telephone, calling women on the phone and asking them a question and if the woman answered correctly, they received a prize. I can't remember what the questions were, but while I listened, no one got it right.

When I arrived there, I put my purse in a locker ... the locker doors were like regular doors lined up along a long wall. Each door was different and I had put my purse (which was white) behind a brown door.  I took the locker door key, my car key (which someone had parked for me) and my own ring of keys and went to sit down at a table to listen to Ralph question the women on the phone.

There were a lot of other women here too ... all Jewish women. All these women pretty much looked Jewish ... and talked like Jewish women. They asked me if I was a Jew. I said , "Yes!" They didn't question me further and they didn't seem to think it odd that I didn't look like a Jewish woman.

When I first got there, and was listening to Ralph on the telephone (he was in another room in the dark, it seemed) We were sitting a large wooden rectangular table ... of very heavy wood. Eventually though, we moved to a small round table and the women were rearranging the chairs around this round table, and I ended up moving to every spot around the table as they rearranged the chairs.

I sat at the table, and had my keys on the table in front of me. .. my locker key, my car key, and a huge ring of other keys.

One woman complained that she didn't have time to sit around and listen to Ralph ... the judge .. ask questions because she had sewing to do at home.  The head Jewish woman said to her, "You want to sew, you sew here!" She showed us a large quilt on the wall, very plain, it was all squares, but laid out on a diagonal so they looked like diamonds.

Someone commented that the top stitching was what held the quilt together, but I knew better ... the quilt was held together by machine stiching where you couldn't see it ... the quilting top stitching was just decoration by individuals on the top.

We sat around the little round table, and the head woman heard that I had a car there. I said, "Yes!"

She said, "Why don't you pull your car up to the window and we can listen to your car radio."

I said, "There is a radio right in here ... why would we want to listen to the car radio?"

She said, "Well, it'll be cheaper to listen to your car radio.

I protested, and she said, "Besides you might be able to sell your car."

I said, "But my car isn't for sale ... unless, of course, I got more than it was worth."

She insisted I had to go get my car.  It was then I remembered I didn't have my purse with me ... it was in the locker, so we had to go to the locker and get my purse and then get my car. All the women went with me.

We went out to the hallway where the locker doors were.  Every door was different ... all I could remember was that my purse was behind a brown door.  We finally came to a brown door, and before I could put my key in the lock to make sure it was the right brown door, one of the other women opened up a door that was 3 doors over.

Well, to my surprise, we all went into this doorway and there was nothing behind the door but a huge room. I saw no purses, no coats, no nothing ... this was one huge room and it was wallpapered with red and gold brocade material.

We went through this room to another room, which was exactly the same ... red and gold brocade mmterial on the walls.

We went through room after room like this, all exactly the same.  I only saw one man back in these rooms, one room was like an office ... very sparse.  Just a desk and a telephone ... the walls were all the same.

Then we finally came to the garage . All the cars were parked in the same dark room ... and a man was working on the engine of a car . He stood up and looked our direction ... he had a nose like an elephant.

I was stunned, but we went into the next room, and here were all the Jewish men.  They were all sitting around large rectangular tables, having coffee.  This room was different.  On one wall was a huge mural painted. The wall had to be at least 30 feet x 30 feet or more... and the painting was of all working people ... massive painting ... similar to the Cistine Chapel ceiling where all these people were doing different tasks, but all jumbled together enmasse ... not like in a normal scene where people are individuals. It was a 'dark' painting.

One man, who was wearing khaki green clothing like a workman, said ,"Hello" to me like he recognized me. I can't remember his other comment ... something like ... glad to see you here ... or something.

Instead of getting my car, we all sat down to have coffee at a huge wooden table.  I didn't have my purse with me so I couldn't pay for coffee, and I was trying to figure out how I was going to get a cup of coffee, and I was looking out the massive windows at the sky which was cloudy like it was going to rain or snow.

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2-2-01 - This dream is not what it appears at first glance. I need to study it further ...

DREAM - I was in a hospital-like room, taking care of a person (female) in a large bed. The blankets, of which there were 4, were sliding off the bed on one side and I straightened them out, at the same time rather hiding the person in the bed under the blankets. The blankets were colored sky blue, gold, white, and pink? (not certain of the 4th color)

While I did this, I looked up and saw 3 very tall men standing together in the doorway ... my brother, and two friends ... (like the 3 Wise men?)

The scene then switched to a house. My father and two other men were now in the livingroom, waiting to be fed. It was noon, so I was going to make lunch. However, my son Thomas was cooking a hamburger and another item in two separate electric gadgets, one plugged in each of two outlets.

I knew that I couldn't plug in more electrical gadgets, that I had to wait until he was finished before I could cook anything . (I don't know if this references the California electrical power problem) However, there were more plugs and I explained to the person(woman) standing there that I couldn't overload the electrical system.

This was taking so much time, I looked inside the refrigerator to see what else I could feed my Father and the other two men.

In the refrigerator were 4 pans of brownies or cakes from a party. One was round, one was a large rectangle, one was a triangle, and a smaller, partly eaten one was a smaller rectangle.

The scene switched again and I was in another kitchen, thinking about the first woman whose name was Mary. She was moving into a house in the next block, and though I had to walk through a narrow path to her house, I planned to be her friend. Thought I knew that the woman, Mary, was going to live on 14th St., I was pointing to the 17th St. direction. I lived on 16th St. (I couldn't quite understand this)

As I was thinking about this, and explaining it to my daughter, Mary walked into the room with her daughter. Mary was an older woman, wearing an obvious blonde wig which didn't fit too well, and her daughter was carrying a closed brown, red, and yellow umbrella and had a scowl on her face.

My own daughter was now sitting on a small child's chair, and the scowling daughter started poking the umbrella towards my daughter, not hitting her, but in a threatening manner, was poking the umbrella under the chair and next to my daughter so she couldn't move because of her fear.

I grabbed the little girls hand and told her it wasn't nice to poke at people and scare them.

The mother, Mary, now grabbed her daughter by the other hand and dragged her away and admonished her also, not to poke  at people with the umbrella.

At the exact moment, the scene was now a square box with 4 black rectangular pieces in it. Mary was the top rectangle, going across. The Father and son were rectangles, like pillars on either side of the square box, and the daughter which was an imperfect rectangle with a chunk cut out of it on one side was supposed to be the bottom rectangle of the box, but because it had a chunk missing out of one side, it didn't fit, no matter how I tried to make it fit. It couldn't fit along the side because it was the wrong size, and it couldn't stand upright because the chunk was missing. It was like the imperfect daughter and didn't fit.

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2-09-01 - VISION - I had been dreaming about writing in the last couple of days.  My vision was of two lines of words..

shape - gif

shape - rec - gif

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