MAY 2014


5-1-14  DREAMS - I had multiple dreams with numbered cards -  I'm pretty sure there were 200 of them.  I was supposed to pick them out starting at the highest number going downwards in order.  I wasn't very good at it. 

5-1-14 - DREAM - I was in a bedroom with a friend who was sick in bed with something wrong inside her mouth which was white and square - like a misplaced tooth or something.  I took care of her as best I could, and remarked to her, "Did you ever notice that when something goes wrong, its always on the right side.?"


5-1-14 - DREAM  - I was in an apartment or house with the same woman from the previous dream.  I had had a baby girl two weeks earlier and she was tiny but could walk by herself already.  I could also float her through the air with a wave of my hand which was really cool to do and fun for her as well.

I took her to the bathroom, and pulled her little shorts down ad sat her on the toilet so she could go potty.  I heard a little plop into the water when she grimaced her face  bit, and  I could see a little brown turd floating on top of the water.  I praised her and stood there, holding her, wondering if she needed her butt wiped.  I couldn't decide and woke up.


5-1-14 - NAP DREAM - I had the same dream with the cards, but now I was doing research on topics that were listed on the cards -  it had to do with agriculture.


5-2-14  TREE DREAM  I dreamt the names and appearance and to whom every tree I've ever seen on my favorite TV shows.

NOTE: I woke up wondering why I dreamt about all those trees and why are they so important tor remember.

So I looked on our website about all the pages I've done about trees:

TREE:  1570

TREES:  1420:



Hi Dee,  I remembered your dream of 5-2-14 and looked it up.  Steve's sister said that their mother had a stroke in her cerebellum on 5-5-14.  I looked up cerebellum in wiki and it said that it is tree shaped in some parts and part of it is called the arbor vitae.  Joe also dreamed about a tree and Paul Bunyan.  Steve's parents lived in Bemidji, MN where the big Paul Bunyan statues are in a park there.  We also have the same statues south of us in the redwoods at a place called Trees of Mystery.  love,  Sheila

On Friday, May 2, 2014 12:22 PM, Sheila Toth <> wrote:
Walnut trees are worth a lot of money.  When my parents bought their first house there was a walnut tree near the house.  When they moved in it was gone.  Either tree poachers took it or the daughter of the old man who died in the house cut it down to get the money out of it.


5-2-14 - NAP DREAM  - Because of a synchronicity  and another TREE DREAM   it has become apparent that the topic is MEDICINE THAT COME FROM TREES.




5-3-14  DREAM   I was creating two circular gardens and I had to keep expanding them and expanding them.

NOTE:  I can tell you right now, a circular garden will never work.


5-4-14 - DREAM - I don't know where I was, but I was working on a circular plan for a pool or garden, with people's names, written in cursive writing - which was white on a red background.

There must have been some kind of problem, because the plans had to be changed and rearranged or something.

I woke up too fast to remember exactly what it was about.


5-4-14 - DREAM  I was living in a house with my first husband Jim, and there was a woman with us I should know very well, but can't think of her name.

This woman wears no makeup, and on her head, she wears a cap like a French Beret with a small bill on the front.  (I may have seen her on TV at some point)

I was in the kitchen, making dinner, and I had a tall blue plastic water glass and when I drank all the water I gave the plastic water glass to my husband to put on the table and instead, he threw it n a trash pit where he threw all the garbage.

That made me very angry that he would throw away my perfectly good plastic water glass and started screaming at him at the top of my lungs and asking him why he was throwing away my scuff

Because I had screamed at him to violently, Jim and this woman with the cap on said I was depressed and perhaps should get some treatment for it.

But, the truth was that it was my husband who was depressed and he was throwing away everything I wasn't currently using.

In the bedroom a few minutes later, on the bed right in the center, were two maps of the United States and somehow they had gotten wet, so I was going to throw the maps away, but decided I should act like my husband, and I dried off the maps with a paper towel from the bathroom, and then noticed that the state of Kentucky was colored bright red and no other states were colored which I thought was rather ominous and perhaps a message of some kind.

A few minutes later, the telephone rang and when I picked it up, there were three men having a conversation, and I didn't know these men and as they talked I figured out they all worked for some government agency.

I quietly hung up the phone so they wouldn't know I was eavesdropping.  (I probably should have listened to the whole conversation, but didn't think that was the right thing to do.)

I went into another room where a young man was and he told me that he knew that the woman with the grey cap used to work for a government finance department, and I rather got the idea that this finance center of the government might have been in Kentucky.  I then started wondering why she would give up such a good job to live with us.

A few minutes later, my husband came into the room and again the conversation turned to why he was throwing all my stuff in the garbage pit, and he admitted that he was depressed. but that didn't change the fact that I was angry that he was throwing away my stuff, but I wasn't depressed, I was just angry about what he was doing.

I woke up from the dream, trying to figure out who this woman really is, and why the three government men were talking on the phone, and why is Kentucky marked in red on the map.






5-5-14 - DREAM - I was adding to a dictionary of words used by the people in the documentary about immigrants who made the trek from Mexico to the U.S. and survived.

5-6-14  MEDITATION  I saw a screen, and there were 5 rectangular boxes on it listing 5 things I had to do. It had to do with the community and the farm.

In boxes 4 and 5 was something new.  BOX 4 said the word  EDICT -  and I was told the EDICT was because of  box 5  which was  WORLD WITHIN.

I didn't know what was meant by WORLD WITHIN WORLD, so I looked the words up -  and this is what it was.

THIS comes from meditation.  Does this ring any bells with you?
Love, Dee
I have ordered the books WORLD WITHIN WORLD and THE TEMPLE.
I was shown 5 things that I would be doing, and in order to be successful, I was being issued an EDICT because of WORLD WITHIN WORLD.
When I looked up WORLD WITHIN WORLD, this came up first.
The name Schuster was prominent in my Dad's life, as his best friend had the last name of Schuster. He was my Dad's BEST friend. We visited his family a lot when I was a kid.  I don't know if he was related to Violet Hilda Schuster, but the possibility is there.
Sir Stephen Harold Spender CBE (28 February 1909 – 16 July 1995) was an English poet, novelist and essayist who concentrated on themes of social injustice and the class struggle in his work. He was appointed the seventeenth Poet Laureate Consultant in Poetry to the United States Library of Congress in 1965.

Spender was born in Kensington, London, to journalist Edward Harold Spender and Violet Hilda Schuster, a painter and poet. He went first to Hall School in Hampstead and then at thirteen to Gresham's School, Holt and later Charlecote School in Worthing, but was unhappy there. On the death of his mother he was transferred to University College School (Hampstead), which he later described as "that gentlest of schools." Spender subsequently went up to University College, Oxford where, in 1973, he was made an honorary fellow. He left Oxford without taking a degree and subsequently lived for periods of time in Germany. He said at various times throughout his life that he never passed an exam, ever. Perhaps his closest friend and the man who had the biggest influence on him was W. H. Auden. Around this time he was also friends with Christopher Isherwood (who had also lived in Weimar Germany), and fellow Macspaunday members Louis MacNeiceand Cecil Day-Lewis. He was friendly with David Jones and later come to know W. B. Yeats, Allen Ginsberg, Ted Hughes, Joseph Brodsky,Isaiah Berlin, Mary McCarthy, Roy Campbell, Raymond Chandler, Dylan Thomas, Jean-Paul Sartre and T. S. Eliot, as well as members of the Bloomsbury Group, in particular Virginia Woolf.

His early poetry, notably Poems (1933) was often inspired by social protest. His convictions found further expression in Vienna (1934), a long poem in praise of the 1934 uprising of Viennese socialists, and in Trial of a Judge (1938), an anti-Fascist drama in verse. His autobiography, World within World (1951), is a re-creation of much of the political and social atmosphere of the 1930s.


5-7-14 DREAM -  I had tried to meditate on the meditation of yesterday and was told I needed to wait and read the book WORLD WITHIN WORLD first.

I then fell asleep and found myself in an office where I was working, and my baby boy was there - who was just learning to go potty by himself, but I needed to go with him in this public place.

I grabbed my work and took it with me to the bathroom, so my baby boy could go potty, and while we were in there, a man came to the door and pushed it open and hung a big blue plastic tarp over the doorway.  

While I was waiting for my baby boy to go potty, I sorted through my work stack, rearranging it and finally I managed to get it all back together again, and we left the bathroom to go back to the office, there were workmen all over the hallway, hanging big blue tarps everywhere, in preparation for painting. 

As it turned out, my office was no longer where it had been - all the desks were taken out and moved somewhere else. 

I still had all my work, just no desk to put it on to do it. 

I asked where the office was moved to, and nobody knew and the woman standing in the empty space said, "Nobody knew where you went so we couldn't tell you what was going on."

She didn't now know where the office was either - all she knew is that the whole place was being remodeled.


5-8-14  DREAM  I was working on a computer screen an inserting three different references about water into the sequence, but as soon as I wok up I could no longer remember what other words went with it.

Here is my web search about water:


5-9-14  DREAM  I was out in the country near a school along the river.

During one of the classes, we were outside and came across something that had about 10 or12 flying snakes crawling on it.

It was pretty gross to look at, but the snakes could not remain, so I took it upon myself to rid the area of the snakes.

It took quite a bit of rock throwing to get the snakes, but with due diligence - I made a lot of progress towards that goal.


5-9-14 - DREAM -  I'm  going to call this dream - MY THREE SONS, because I don't know how to analyze it yet.

I moved in with my new family - and the man I moved in with had three handsome sons -  approx. ages  10,  11, 12.

We were in a new house that wasn't quite finished... the only thing that hadn't yet been installed was the CROWN moldings in the rooms.

Because we had had sex during the night, everyone woke up singing in the morning - even the kids.

The designer of the house was already there designing when I woke up, and I had to go to the bathroom and all the kids were hanging around and I needed to close the door to have some privacy, but since the designer was female, I let her come into the bathroom. 

The designer herself put on a pair of brand new medium blue cotton underpants, and I had to admire that she could afford brand new underwear when she went to the bathroom, because I always wore the same underwear for 20 years or until it fell apart somewhere.  I really liked her attitude compared to mine, including the fact that she could afford to do that.

The only thing I didn't like about the bedroom was that I had to move the bed to get out of the bedroom - either the bed was too big or the room was too small .  The floors were bare wood and the bed was on wheels so that was not the issue. I just didn't like it that I had to move the bed to get out the door.

That said, we all went to breakfast, which included baked goods that were to die for - really sweet -  I can't remember what else we ate because my mouth still tasted super sweet when I woke up.

I asked the boys if they wanted to go with me to the store to purchase the CROWN moldings, which meant they could each buy themselves a treat too so they all happily and joyfully said 'YES'.

I named the store but can no longer remember it - it was something like Pick and Save.

That made me happy too because we were ALL happy at the same time.

Then the designer came into the room and said she had just designed some dessert cookies she wanted me to try and see what I thought about them.

That surprised me, because I didn't expect a house designer to also design cookies.

She gave me six cookies, each one about an inch across and almost an inch high, and in the center of each donut shaped cookie was a different colored dollop of frosting.

She expected me to eat all of them which was a lot of cookie and a lot of frosting all at once.

The cookies were delicious and my mouth was so full of sugar taste - (they all tasted the same)  I thought to myself -  if she put vitamins in the frosting, one wouldn't need the meal.

NOTE:  I was trying to identify the female designer - she didn't have a pretty face, nor pretty shape, and she was chubby, but she was a happy woman, and the only name I can come up with that face is my first piano teacher, Mrs. Griggs.   Since I was only six years old - she was a fabulous person to me.


5-9-14   DREAMS - I was researching how to grow trees - which I've already learned how to do.


5-10-14- DREAM - This was at a distance and I was someone else.

There was a family gathering, and apparently there was a car accident -  I saw something black smash at a distance and someone yelled, "My brother Bob!"  and I woke up suddenly with my heart pounding really fast.


5-10-14 - NAP DREAM.  I was a passenger in a car and the car ahead of us got into an accident.

I saw a baby come rolling out of the car into the snow. It was wearing rather heavy clothing as it was cold outside, so I got out of my car and ran ahead and grabbed the baby and picked it up so it wouldn't get hurt further. 

I rather cooed at the baby and it turned its head to me and I saw it visibly heal from a bruise on the side of its face.

I remember carrying the baby around -  but that's all I remember from the dream.


5-11-14 - MOTHER'S DAY DREAM - I was working in a massive office building, where the walls were made of white marble.

I was an executive in this building where products were made to be used for makeup, and skin care.

That said, there were people in charge of higher caliber than even the executives.  In this case it was a woman. (In this situation, it was a very thin TV star who was the female head of the family - the richest woman - from the show "The Young and the Restless".  She was the head of the ABBOTT family.)

She came into the office this day, and asked me to go with her to work on a special project. She was looking for an additive to be used for the washing of he hands used by Jesus in his final act before being sacrificed - one that made him absolutely pure.

For this task, I had to get special permission to leave my own post and go with her to do this research, which I received, and then she and I put on white garments, and sat in a small office, with a copy of the largest oldest Bible we could find, to see if we could find - in the Bible, what Jesus used for his final hand washing.

I woke up while paging through the Bible to find that specific verse describing that final hand washing ritual.

I woke up at exactly 2:20 a.m. which may be a clue.

The character's name is  GLORIA

  1. INNOCENCY » Signified by washing the hands (Deuteronomy 21:6; Psalms 26:6; Matthew 27:24)
  2. JESUS, THE CHRIST » HISTORY OF » He justifies his disciples in eating without washing their hands (at Capernaum) (Matthew 15:1-20; Mark 7:1-23)
  3. PHARISEES » Traditions of, in regard to » The washing of hands(Matthew 15:1-3; Mark 7:1-15)
  4. PURIFICATION » Washing hands in water, symbolical of innocency(Deuteronomy 21:6; Psalms 26:6; Matthew 27:24)
  2. DEAD (PEOPLE) » INSTANCES OF » Prepared for burial by washing(Acts 9:37)
  3. FEET » Washing of, as an example, by Jesus ( John 13:4-14)
  4. FOOT » Washing the feet of the disciples by Jesus ( John 13:4-6)
  5. HAND » Ceremonial washing of (Matthew 15:2; Mark 7:2-5)
  6. HAND » Washing of, a symbol of innocency (Deuteronomy 21:6; Matthew 27:24)
  7. INNOCENCY » Signified by washing the hands (Deuteronomy 21:6; Psalms 26:6; Matthew 27:24)
  8. JESUS, THE CHRIST » HISTORY OF » He justifies his disciples in eating without washing their hands (at Capernaum) (Matthew 15:1-20; Mark 7:1-23)
  9. LAVER » Used for washing (Exodus 40:30-32)
  10. PHARISEES » Traditions of, in regard to » The washing of hands(Matthew 15:1-3; Mark 7:1-15)
  11. PRESUMPTION » INSTANCES OF » In objecting to Jesus washing Peter's feet ( John 13:8)
  12. PURIFICATION » Washing parts of animal sacrifices in water(Leviticus 1:9,13;9:14; 2 Chronicles 4:6)
  13. PURIFICATION » Washing hands in water, symbolical of innocency(Deuteronomy 21:6; Psalms 26:6; Matthew 27:24)
  14. SOAP » A washing compound (Jeremiah 2:22; Malachi 3:2)
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Easton's Bible Dictionary
(Proverbs 25:20; R.V. marg., "soda"), properly "natron," a substance so called because, rising from the bottom of the Lake Natron in Egypt, it becomes dry and hard in the sun, and is the soda which effervesces when vinegar is poured on it. It is a carbonate of soda, not saltpetre, which the word generally denotes (Jeremiah 2:22; R.V. "lye").
Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary
1. (n.) A white crystalline semitransparent salt; potassium nitrate; saltpeter. See Saltpeter.

2. (n.) Native sodium carbonate; natron.

3. (n.) See Niter.

International Standard Bible Encyclopedia

ni'-ter (nether; nitron): Nitre as used in the King James Version does not correspond to the present use of that term. Nitre or niter is now applied to sodium or potassium nitrate. The writer has in his collection a specimen of sodium carbonate, called in Arabic naTrun, which was taken from the extensive deposits in Lower Egypt where it is found as a deposit underneath a layer of common salt. Similar deposits are found in Syria and Asia Minor. This is probably the "nitre" of the Bible. the American Standard Revised Version has rendered niter "lye" in Jeremiah 2:22, and "soda" in Proverbs 25:20. Soda or lye has been used as a cleansing agent from earliest times. It effervesces energetically, when treated with an acid; hence, the comparison in Proverbs 25:20 of the heavy-hearted man roiled by the sound of singing to the sizzling of soda on which vinegar has been poured.


James A. Patch

Strong's Hebrew
5427. nether -- natron or carbonate of soda
nitre. From nathar; mineral potash (so called from effervescing with acid) -- nitre.
see HEBREW nathar. 5426, 5427. nether. 5428 . Strong's Numbers. 
/Hebrew/5427.htm - 6k

The Burning Æsculapius; Tricks with Fire. 
 lays his hand upon the cauldron of pitch, [250] which is in, as it were, a boiling
state; and throwing in (at the same time) vinegar and nitre and moist pitch ... 
/.../chapter xxxiii the burning aesculapius tricks.htm

His Earliest Oracles. (ii. 2-iv. 4. ) 
... Yea, though thou scour thee with nitre, 22 And heap to thee lye, Ingrained is thy
guilt before Me, Rede of the Lord, thy God.(156) How sayest thou, "I'm not ... 
// his earliest oracles ii.htm

The Blood of Sprinkling 
... sacrifice. The blood cleanses, not like the prophet's "nitre and much soap,"
but by making us partakers of the death of the Substitute. ... 
// way of peace/chapter v the blood of.htm

Wisdom Brevities 
... As one that taketh off a garment in cold weather, And as vinegar upon nitre,
So is he that singeth songs to an heavy heart. * * *. ... 
/.../various/select masterpieces of biblical literature/wisdom brevities.htm

The Peaceable Fruits of Sorrows Rightly Borne 
... They were chillingly didactic, and it is vinegar upon nitre to stand over an
agonised soul and preach platitudes in an unsympathetic voice. ... 
/.../maclaren/expositions of holy scripture g/the peaceable fruits of sorrows.htm

But Perhaps You Say, "Why did not the Apostles Enjoin These Things ... 
 Let her be washed with the nitre of heavenly doctrine, and purified by all spiritual
lavements. [214] Let no stain of malice or sin be left in her. ... 
/.../life and writings of sulpitius severus /chapter xiii but perhaps you.htm

Concerning the Monks of Nitria, and the Monasteries Called Cells ... 
 It is inhabited by a great number of persons devoted to a life of philosophy, and
derives its name from its vicinity to a village in which nitre is gathered. ... 
/.../chapter xxxi concerning the monks of.htm

Christ's Encouragements 
... be forgiven thee,' they are only chattering nonsense, and singing songs to a heavy
heart which will make an effervescence 'like vinegar on nitre,' when they ... 
/.../maclaren/expositions of holy scripture b/christs encouragements.htm

"All Our Righteousnesses are as Filthy Rags, and we all do Fade as ... 
 Well, all is uncleanness, since your persons were once unclean,"no soap nor nitre
can wash it, no holy flesh make it holy, no good wishes nor duties can make ... 
/.../the works of the rev hugh binning/sermon xvi all our righteousnesses.htm

Washed to Greater Foulness 
... If I "make my hands never so clean," is an expression peculiarly racy in the
original. The Hebrew word has an allusion to soap or nitre. ... 
/.../spurgeon/spurgeons sermons volume 32 1886/washed to greater foulness.htm

Nitre (2 Occurrences)
 Int. Standard Bible Encyclopedia. NITRE. ni'-ter (nether; nitron): Nitre as used
in the King James Version does not correspond to the present use of that term. ...
/n/nitre.htm - 9k

Fuller's (4 Occurrences)
... Mention is made (Proverbs 25:20; Jeremiah 2:22) of nitre and also (Malachi 3:2)
of soap (Hebrews borith) used by the fuller in his operations. ...
/f/fuller's.htm - 11k

No (18543 Occurrences)

/n/no.htm - 9k

Vinegar (11 Occurrences)
... The comparison, "vinegar upon nitre," probably means "vinegar upon soda" (as in
the marg. of the RV), which then effervesces. Noah Webster's Dictionary. ...
/v/vinegar.htm - 13k

Niter (1 Occurrence)
... Noah Webster's Dictionary (n.) Alt. of Nitre. Multi-Version Concordance
Niter (1 Occurrence). Jeremiah 2:22 For though thou shalt ...
/n/niter.htm - 6k

Medicine (4 Occurrences)
... 12:5 margin), myrrh, anise, rue, cummin, the "oil and wine" of the Good Samaritan,
soap and sodic carbonate ("natron," called by mistake "nitre") as cleansers ...
/m/medicine.htm - 11k

Potash (1 Occurrence)
... Jeremiah 2:22 For though thou wash thee with nitre, and take thee much potash, thine
iniquity is marked before me, saith the Lord Jehovah. (DBY). ...
/p/potash.htm - 7k

Singer (5 Occurrences)
... Proverbs 25:20 Whoso is taking away a garment in a cold day, 'Is as' vinegar
on nitre, And a singer of songs on a sad heart. (YLT). ...
/s/singer.htm - 8k

Singeth (6 Occurrences)
... (YLT). Proverbs 25:20 As he that taketh away a garment in cold weather, and as vinegar
upon nitre, so is he that singeth songs to an heavy heart. ...
/s/singeth.htm - 7k

Affirmation (335 Occurrences)
... Jeremiah 2:22 But though thou dost wash with nitre, And dost multiply to thyself
soap, Marked is thine iniquity before Me, An affirmation of the Lord Jehovah. ...
/a/affirmation.htm - 39k

Bible Concordance
Nitre (2 Occurrences)

Proverbs 25:20 As he that taketh away a garment in cold weather, and as vinegar upon nitre, so is he that singeth songs to an heavy heart.

Jeremiah 2:22 For though thou wash thee with nitre, and take thee much soap, yet thine iniquity is marked before me, saith the Lord GOD.



Nitre: (Lye, RV)

Nitre: A Chemical, (Soda, RV , Margin)

Related Terms

Fuller's (4 Occurrences)

No (18543 Occurrences)

Vinegar (11 Occurrences)

Niter (1 Occurrence)

Medicine (4 Occurrences)

Potash (1 Occurrence)

Singer (5 Occurrences)

Singeth (6 Occurrences)

Affirmation (335 Occurrences)

Multiply (98 Occurrences)

Lye (4 Occurrences)

Soda (3 Occurrences)

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I lay down on the bed after eating breakfast and closed my eyes.   Shortly I had a vision of two shiny black CDs with silver writing on them.

They both looked like they belonged on a computer and both said RECEIVERS in silver writing at the top.

Since there were two of them, I assumed there would be two incoming messages, so I said I was ready for the first message.

The voice said, "You are doing very well today."   I responded 'Thank you!"  and then asked for the second message.  The response was,"You will get it shortly."

again I said, "Thank you, and just lay there with my eyes closed, waiting.

I fell asleep and found myself in the basement of a large building.  This was near the maintenance room, and I decided to go into the bathroom, which was very large, but inside, there was only one very large cubicle which was meant for several people at the same time, but only one toilet was installed and we had to take turns going to the toilet.

Another woman entered and she said she really had to go so I allowed her to go first. 

By the time she was done, a maintenance worker came in and I didn't want to go potty in front of him, and there was no door on the cubicle, so I had to wait.

Meantime, another really good looking guy came down the hall and apparently I used to know him, and he put his arms around me and hugged me for a long time, which was very comforting.

By then, the maintenance man had installed a telephone in the bathroom, and it rang.  I answered it and apparently, part of my job was to keep records of things purchased, and the other woman had purchased candy with vitamins in it (yesterday it was cookies with vitamins in it) so I asked the woman on the phone if I was to put this vitamin laden candy in with the medicine section of the record book and she said, Yes.

I had looked briefly at the candy and it looked like yellow taffy pieces.

I finished that chore, and then started back down the hall toward the lobby.

Someone else then came in and said the prediction for spring was that there were going to be 5 violent rain storms going through.  It was already starting to rain, so I could believe that the storm could get bad.

Nobody could go outside because it was raining too hard, so we all stood in the lobby together.

I suddenly had a vision of a sandy area that was rather red colored.  In the center was a sand colored dome, and out of the dome came a school bus and it started driving around the dome, leaving tracks behind it.  I knew immediately I was seeing this on Mars.

5-12-14 - NAP   (This dream happened after we had rescued 4 kittens out of our attic and took them to Mommy who was outside)

DREAM   I went outside to water the plants and came across several dark colored kittens in the garden.  The problem was, one of the kittens was being eaten alive by a slightly larger animal -[ but not big enough to completely swallow the kitten.

So we tried to rescue that kitten and started to pull it our headfirst out of the mouth of the slightly larger animal.

The problem was the stomach of the larger animal had a good grip on the kitten and with the kitten being wet, when Joe's hand slipped off the kitten, it slid even farther into the mouth of the other animal.

Just watching this was gagging me, but we HAD to save that kitten.

I woke up before that was accomplished.

I still feel like gagging just from watching it happen right in front of me.


5-1-14  3 DREAMS -  The characters all looked like this.

charlie brown

The conversations were all about 'water', but the only word remembered or actually heard was the Chess term, 'check' at the end.

A check is a condition in chess, shogi and xiangqi that occurs when a player's king (or general in xiangqi) is under threat of capture on their opponent's next turn. A king so threatened is said to be in check. A player must get out of check, if possible, by interposing a piece between the threatening piece and the king, capturing the threatening piece, or moving the king to a square where it is no longer in check. If the player cannot move out of check, the game ends incheckmate and the player loses.

chess board in check



That is what I was shown at the top of a web page all about the coconut.

It's my job to edit the page and give you all the facts.

Today, I know a lot more about immortality than most people probably because every so often I pick up on little details alluding to it.



5-15-14 DREAM  I was on the side of a steep hill with a couple of young men and we were planting small trees.  There seemed to be some disagreement about where each tree should be placed. We ended up with a lot of extra holes dug and not used.


5-15-14  DREAM  I could hear an airplane going over the house multiple times and I woke up to a real airplane going over the house multiple times spraying the neighboring orchards.


5-16-14 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment with a short old man and my ex-husband Ed came home.  His room was across the hall from mine.

On my bed I had a large circle of multi-colored balls held together by strings, and I played different music than Ed did, so I hoped he wouldn't be upset by this.

I can't remember having a conversation with him but I was worried a lot about what he thought and he wasn't even there much.

NOTE:  After I woke up, I was trying to figure out what the circle of balls was that I had on my bed and it wasn't until I had a conversation with Joe (Mason) about ISIS, and the Tree of Life and Helena Blavatsky, and Joe was pointing to our chart of the Tree of Life we've had on our office wall for many years, and there it was - a circle of balls held together by the various pathways.

tree of life

Helena Blavatsky -  ISIS UNVEILED  63 pages


5-16-14 - MEDITATION DREAM   I was meditating on a specific person connected to MARS.

I fell into a dream in which I was wearing orange and blue clothing - an orange rather cross-wise corrugated short sleeved shirt, and bright blue pants....

I cannot remember what happened in the dream - however, I didn't want to be seen by a man who was also wearing the same colored clothing, but in the opposite order -  bright blue shirt with the corrugated orange pants, who was driving some kind of tractor vehicle.

As he was coming towards me, I slowly ducked down behind a short black wall that seemed to be made of stone so he wouldn't see me there.  I got the impression that if I moved slowly, he wouldn't notice me - only if I moved quickly, and as I ducked down behind the wall, I woke up at the same speed.

NOTE:  What is odd about those two colors is that I've dreamt of them before.

THE BLUE AND ORANGE WAR - Dreams of the Great Earth Changes

Then the blue discs started flying across the table at the orange discs - of course there were fewer and fewer orange discs as they got hit by the blue discs.


LYRAE AND THE REPTILIANS - Dreams of the Great Earth Changes 

... from the now physical Lyraens, who had blonde or red hair, and blue or green eyes. ..... The second type is a thinner human type with red or orange skin.



DREAM - THE LINE OF DEATH - Dreams of the Great Earth Changes

The grass was green and the daytime sky was blue. No one resisted or objected. ... He had a colorful orange jumpsuit on. There was a belt around his slim waist.



5-17-14   MEDITATION  I was again going to Mars to find my friend in a past life.  I saw her sitting in a large stone chair, either channeling or being honored for something.  I was standing behind her left shoulder, wearing a white robe, and a man wearing a white robe was standing behind her right shoulder.


5-18-14 - DREAM - I was in a house with a young man who was being punished for driving without permission.  I was planning on making desserts with fruit with the little girls in the house.

NOTE:  We are actually planning on picking the cherries today for real. and planting the tomato plants we bought yesterday,


5-19-14 - DREAM   I was sitting in an office of my attorney and I was sitting on the attorney's side of the desk. 


My fiancé and his new girlfriend were sitting on the other side of the desk, and I took my engagement ring off and handed across the desk to my now ex-fiancé right in front of everyone.  (My fiancé looked like Roger who was my first boyfriend.  He married my best friend Marge after her husband died when we were about 30 years old)


When that fiasco was over, my best friend Mikki and I went downstairs and at the door, we met my teacher Victoria, (she was on One Life to Live TV show)and she gave me a big hug and Mikki and I went outside.


Mikki and I then went driving to get my mind off of myself, and Mikki drove down the street and went to a place where a woman and her family could no longer keep their beautiful white horse.  They were waiting for us in the street with the horse.


I cheered Mikki on to go ahead and buy the white horse, and at the same time, the woman's golden retriever dog jumped into the car through Mikki's open window to play with me.


Mikki and I then went back to the office, and Mikki and I went to a lecture from Victoria in a class she was teaching about broken engagements and recovering from them.


Victoria was waving her hand around while she was talking and her left hand on the palm side was black from internal bleeding all the way from her ring finger all the way to her fingertips, like someone had violently took the rings off of her finger as well.

That's when I know that Victoria taught from personal experience.


5-20-14 - My favorite tree of all time - the Chinaberry tree gets cut down yesterday, and I dream about the POETRY OF TREES

and I'm writing it.






I was in my office at work, and the boss who owns the company comes in, and he's an Italian with a thick accent and he tells me he's supposed to give a talk to the employees about SAFE SEX CANDY.  He's asking me to give him the material so he can give his talk.


To begin with I have no idea what SAFE SEX CANDY is and no idea about a program, and if he's supposed to give a talk on it, why didn't he bring the material with him?   I feel very confused.


Then I find out that a photographer of a sex show is being honored on the program, and they want to know where he is, and they ask me about him.   I have no idea what they are talking about.


Then it turns out that I'm supposed to be one of three women on the show program, and one of us is going to go on a date with the Italian boss who came to give the talk about SAFE SEX CANDY.


I go into another room, and find a stack of boxes that has either my name or Joe's name written all over them that I supposedly shipped from my house to someone else in the last year, and these boxes are all filled with clothes from my closet.


I have no idea how these people got my clothes out of my house and how they got shipped with Joe's name on the boxes and why are they here at work, and they are asking me to do the program now on SAFE SEX CANDY.


I'm so confused now I wake up and on my television screen is an ad for NON ESTROGEN ORAL PILL called OSPHENA.


I have no idea what that is, because I had paused the TV at that point to take a nap because I was too tired to watch the whole show in the middle of the night.







5-21-14 - STRAGE EXPERIENCE:  For several days, I've been asking the question in meditation, "Is it at all possible to get the money to buy the property I am interested in, in Mariposa County for 1.2 million dollars" and I had not been getting any response to the question.   Then last night, I was in process of going to sleep,  and I always say "The Our Father" prayer and the front door to the house made a loud cracking sound like it does to tell me that a high ranking spirit is there with me - and a loud masculine mechanical voice began speaking to me in my head = one I has never heard before.  It said, You will be able to purchase that property under one condition and that is if you promise NOT to dress like a Priestess, nor a Director, but like the common folk do."   I agreed to that promise and said "yes".


That was the entire conversation, but then I fell asleep instantly and in front of me was a statement that told me I was to work with BUTTLER AND CO. when building our community.


I have not come across that name in my research, but I understand the concept of the word, to act like a servant of the people.


After I woke up this morning, I correlated what to how our landlord dresses and works, he always wears a T-shirt and jeans, and they are worn fabrics, washed hundreds of times, and he works alongside his Mexican workers, harder than they do.  He tells them what needs to be done, and then he gets on the tractor or bulldozer and works harder than the workers do.



5-22-14 - DREAM DEAD BOY ON THE BED - There was a young boy wearing a formal tweed suit, about 4 years old laying on the edge of the bed.  By touching his chest, I knew he was dead.  I could see his name was ardamum.


Upon researching the name, which didn't exist, I discovered that the name was a misspelling of the spice Cardamon which is used to heal a variety of illnesses.






5-23-14 - DREAM  I was living in a big house on the side of hill (it seemed to be Wisconsin)   That land around the house was very dry and hard, and I decided I would turn on the water in the house and let it run outside and water all the plants.


Meanwhile, on the front porch, I set up a communication system of three radio telephones so that a man could sit at each station and report on what he saw.


Then I turned on the water at full force that the line would take, and it wasn't long and there were streams of water going past the house faster than I had ever seen it before.  I even got a little worried that the water was too high, but I could still jump across the streams so it didn't seem all that bad.


Then, while I was watching, I saw a large turtle, and it was moving fast towards the water, and if a turtle could be happy, that turtle was happy because nothing was going to stop it from getting to the water.


Then I started to get nervous because it seemed that every turtle in existence was coming to my house to get to the abundant water - and the turtles were lined up in every direction, and in an orderly fashion, they just about 'ran' toward the water so they could get their feet wet and swim in the water.


It was amazing to see these turtles moving so quickly - because I've only seen turtles move slowly in the past and these turtles were running, if that is possible - to get to the water.








5-24-2014 - WAKE UP CALL FROM SPIRIT -  I worked on my computer until about 2:30 a.m.  and then went to my meditation chair and went promptly to sleep.


About 7 a.m., I woke with a start because it sounded like a woman was yelling at me to wake up; and get to work from the back door of the house.  She said there was a lot of work to do and that I had better get at it.


I realized the voice in actually talking to me in my left ear and I was so tired, I sat there and thought about what I all had to do IF IRS actually gave us the OK on the community.


I have a LOT to do.



5-26-14  DREAM  I was setting on a chair either in a room by a window, or on an enclosed porch with windows, and swiveling left and right to prevent water from getting on me.






5-29-14  DREAM    Memory is very blurry.   I was in a stone house high on a hill and exploring it



5-29-14  DREAM   I was working on a screen that showed 'type' examples, each line being one size larger than the one before it.  Despite that - the 'type' was too small, so i had a gadget in m my hand that when I clicked it, it made the 'type' one size larger.  I had to do this with every line and it took a lot of time to do this.


















5-29-14 - NAP DREAM -  I was at home in the country, and I saw a large Great Dane dog walk by and pick up one of my tiny white kittens and carry it to the farm next door.


white kitten


I wasn't worried that the Great Dane would eat the kitten because it was carrying the kitten gently in its mouth, but I wanted my kitten back.


I started off down the road after the dog, and my husband (who looked like Neil Winters from The Young and Restless TV show)  yelled after me  "Don't go over there or you aren't going to get what is yours."


But I kept going - I wanted my kitten back.


On the road I met two women coming the other way who I didn't know.  I said, "Hello!"  but they didn't speak to me.


I kept going and saw a small Dachuhnd dog laying in the grass and in another place, a large Persian cat laying in the grass, and I kept on going.


I didn't find either the Great Dane dog or the tiny white kitten so I walked back home by myself.


When I went back home and entered the house, I went into the bedroom.  The twin beds in the room were really high and had heavy quilts on the beds.


I walked into the living room to find my husband, and he came up behind me, and I said to him, "What were you going to do, strangle me from behind?"


He said, "No!  I was just not going to give you this...."  and he reached out to give me something....  (but I don't know what it was.)  and I woke up.


greatdane   canis major  dachshund   canis minor persian cat


5-30-14 - I dreamt the answer to the dream three times like I was reading the statements on the internet.

Unfortunately I cannot remember them verbatim.



5-30-14 NAP DREAM  - I was in the country somewhere with a small group of women.  We were walking on a large green lawn which had been mowed with great care.

On this lawn were 5 plain green squares similar to CD covers and I had been told that one of them had the wrong size lid on it because if 9/11.

I wasn't told why, but my question is ... Is that because of the technology used to take down the buildings there?

Were we on the exact opposite side of earth from 9/11?


5-31-14  DREAM  I was sorting out tree branches to create a perfect tree starting with the number one in succession through however many branches there were.  I didn't have it completed by the time it was done.



5-31-14  DREAM  I was living in a second floor apartment.  There was a lot of stuff on the floor and I wanted to vacuum.  The only furniture in the room was a bookcase full of books.

Other women lived in the building, so I called down the stairway and a woman loaned me her vacuum cleaner.

I still couldn't vacuum because I had a pile -a large pile of jewelry on the floor and big sit upon pillows, large sheets of paper, nothing vacuumable.  It was stuff that had to be put away first.

There was a closet in the corner of the room so I started putting my stuff into the closet so I could vacuum.

Sounds like real life.