DREAMS OF RECORDS AND CDS
Includes Record Books and Akashic Records
by Dee Finney
9-25-88 - DREAM - The pastor of my church is basically a good man, but in the dream, his clothes were white, accented with black and he wore a black hat and black goggles. I couldn't recognize him unless he raised his goggles and spoke out loud. He walked around carrying a level and slide rule, judging those people he controls and he 'must' control of those people under him, and he was deliberately trying to get control of me. I noticed that he was trying to corner me in a building when my car keys disappeared and I saw that his helpers were trying to trap me in a corner to get me. I managed to slip out of the building and get to a woman's fashion store with a lot of mannequins to hide out. I noticed that one thing he had done to lower my resistance was to see to it that I contracted every disease that his wife got. The only thing stopping him from getting complete control of me was my awareness that he was attempting to be my controller and that my key was missing. I knew that I had to find it first.
Finally, he caught me and knocked me down with a disease called 'the stinger'. I lay on the ground, knowing they were coming for me. I wasn't afraid, but I felt helpless, unable to raise myself up. I could see they were coming for me.
The next thing I knew, I was trying to straighten out a record on a turntable to play it. Others played imperfect records, but mine had to be perfect.
Later on, I was at work, I saw the pastor again but didn't recognize him until he raised his goggles which he had to do in order to talk to someone. I managed to slip away again, but I was feeling weak and groggy. I knew he still didn't have me under his control, because he didn't yet have the key. I also knew that I had to find my own key because I didn't want him to control me.
NOTE: Two days later, I came down with a horrible debilitating flu illness that laid me flat in bed for days.
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11-7-89 - My husband Ed got Bell's Palsy, and a couple weeks later my Mother came down with it also, though they didn't live within 100 miles of each other. I was terrified of getting it too.
Meditation: I asked Holy Christ to take me to the Akashic records so I could find out why I was so terrified of getting Bell's Palsy and choking. When I got there, I was told that I was the Honorable Sofia in 1250 B.C. Then I saw two leather straps pulled out of my throat with chains attached. They told me I was awfully spastic and smoked like a bandit.
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12-19-89 - DREAM - I was at a church. We had a service, then I was taken to a back room, given a white book in which to record witnessing testimonies. There was a slot on the front cover in which to slide a pink card which was labeled, 'BEST'. Then we sat down at a table and the man across from me began to give his testimony and he began to speak in tongues. My book already had a couple words in the first slot which showed that I had already done a testimony and I was going to repeat it in the class. The testimonies only had to be a short paragraph.
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12-29-89 - DREAM - I was helping a woman test herself. Her normal response time was .7. She hadn't been seen for a couple of days, so I and a couple of doctors went to her house. We didn't find her, but we found her record book and her response times went from .3 to .11. We were very concerned that she was out of control.
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2-2-90 Dream #1: Twenty people were killed and buried and I was doing everything possible to prevent myself from being the next victim. I asked someone to climb a tree and capture a parakeet, which had escaped from it's cage. The man pointed to an extremely high tree and asked if I would climb up there to rescue them . I looked and admitted that I wouldn't climb up there to save anyone. The enemy was on horseback. I told someone that they were out hiding in the bush and then they were probably hiding along the rim of the bush. I was then in a yard and a black rose bush was being trimmed. I asked if it was capable of rooting and branching. They said, "Yes! and I said that I wanted to keep it then, but all the thorns should be trimmed off.
Dream #2 I went to work and asked a man there to interpret the above dream. I told it to him in fine detail, then he set about to work on it and created an entire animated cartoon in which he drew all the characters in "Gumby" fashion and created voices for them. I was so impressed. There were several other men who came in to watch and I told them that I had started writing down my dreams when I joined Conscious Development. (This is CD to me) One other man said that he had been thinking about joining it too. While all this was going on, I was feeling guilty that we were spending work time on it instead of working and kept a wary eye out for the boss so we wouldn't get caught.
Then I went home to New Berlin and a white gadget I had to hold tools in was falling apart. I went to get a piece of adhesive tape and as I unrolled it, it got larger and larger. I went out in the yard and I was going to cut a piece of the tape off and a brown car came by and tried to turn the corner so fast, it tipped over. There were other people around to help the man, but I had to call the cops and I was upset because it was already 7:30 a.m. and I was late for work. I worked from 7:30 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. Then I started to think what a waste of time that was because I had 3 children at home who needed me more.
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - I was in my New Berlin house and I was told to go get my tape recorder because it was time to use it. I went to get it in the top right hand bureau drawer, but but box was empty. I found all my report cards there. (yellow)
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2-25-90 - MEDITATION - A girl asked me to help her comb and part her hair and she helped me comb and part mine.
I discovered that the girl had stolen something from me. She grabbed her son out of bed, dressed him in a black suit and ran out the back door with him. I suspected that she had taken the tape recorder.
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5-25-90 - MEDITATION - A voice said, "Have you had too many husbands?"
Questions were raised indicating that there are jealousies about the abilities that I have. Someone is checking the records and they were checking into August.
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9-24-90 Several years earlier, I had an experience which is part of records I have lost. During that experience, which might have only been a dream, but one cannot say for certain. But in that experience I was taken aboard a huge UFO. In the operating room where I was taken, there were many, many tables on which other people were lying on their backs undergoing various procedures. All the tools they used on me were attached to tubes that pulled out of the wall. They injected me with something they called a silver bullet. It was huge and they injected it into my left arm. When I woke up in the morning I felt like I was going to die. My health was immediately so bad it was totally out of control. I didn't know what was wrong with me and when I went to the doctor, they couldn't diagnose anything. They found nothing wrong with me. My health was so bad at this point I was willing to try anything. So, I asked to go to the astral healing temple.
9-24-90 Q. I requested my body to be healed in the astral healing temple.
Q. I said, "I would like the silver pieces of the bullet taken out of my blood. "
A. Voice said, "You are going to get lots more than that taken out Tootsie." I saw myself on the examining table. I saw two huge blood blisters on the end of the first two fingers on my right hand.
They prepared to put blood into my body at the right elbow and take it out at the left foot. I saw myself waiting for treatment.
I felt there were two aliens hidden on the right side of me out of visual sight.
I could see two black skinned men on my left side. They were just finishing work on another woman to my left. My turn is next. There is a man here in the room who does not want me to have this done. I heard him say, "Crucify me if I'm wrong."
The voice said, "The doctor has sent for some blood thinner now." The nurse left to retrieve it.
When the procedure was done, I was told it would have to be repeated on a more minor basis of blood cleansing every day. I wasn't very good at getting that done every day. It was a lengthy procedure, and I always found other things to do instead of the meditation. My health did not improve by much for that reason.
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8-16-90 - MEDITATION - (I wanted to know about the Pope's future demise.)
There was a tie in with Thomas. I saw a short man topple over backwards over something like a row or rocks or stones. A voice said, "I thought he was on the air, waving!"
I saw a woman sitting in an audience. She seemed very confused. A man took a coat which was lined with white flowers and red on the outside. He put it around her shoulders. (This could represent Freemasonry)
I saw an open book like the C.D. (Conscious Development) book. A little white pamphlet was put inside it between the pages. It had a figure and writing on it that said, 'SCORPIO'. (This could represent the timing. Scorpio in the Zodiac is in late November)
I saw a man and woman sitting by a kitchen table, wearing robes and slippers. They were very happy.
I saw a woman standing by a chalkboard to write. She had on white slacks and a blue and white top. She said, "The problem is that you don't know who you talk to."
I saw a shell or book opening up. Someone said, "We are looking for evidence of gas pipes in the closet." I saw a seed planted in the shell and it began to sprout and grow green leaves.
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4-17-91 Vision: While I was meditating, there was a man sitting on my right side on the astral level. He said, "Let me help you." He reached over to push the button on the tape recorder I was using and knocked it right out of my hand. That happened three times.
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9-30-91 - Dream: I was with some people at a big company and we knew there was a terrible worldwide disaster coming. A man I was with asked me if I wanted to go somewhere with him. It cost $360 to get 3 sleeping pills to die before the big event happened. I agreed to go with the man, but then he told me that he had told P.M. that I was going to be there and that when she heard that she had insisted on being there too and he had already given her the 3 sleeping pills. When I heard that P.M. was going to be there, I knew that I couldn't go at all. I then looked up at the building joists in the ceiling where the record was kept of who was getting these sleeping pills that P.M. had already paid for two previous chances at an early death for $60 each and the first one was already in motion. The hook that kept the first two joists together in the roof had already been released for her to die.
I then went back to the main office where I was working on a big Conscious Development lesson and typing it up. I was told then that I and one other woman had been selected to type up the notes for the plan of the big event to come. I agreed to do that and told the man that it would be best if we used our own typewriters to do it where we already were and he agreed that that was acceptable.
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1-19-92 - DREAM - I was moving into a big old house with some other people. It was run by an older woman. the outside of the house was painted blue, but the woman had two big spaces changed on the side of the house when she had huge gold letters put up...CO - ED. I said to her that I didn't realize that she was going to have a daily live-in school. She answered that it was illegal, but she had made special arrangements so that she could have her school and still be legal. On the second floor, I had two offices, one of them was strictly for Conscious Development (a metaphysical group I belonged to) and religion, and the other was for my other writings and projects.
Downstairs, I was still working for A-C purchasing. I looked through some of the file cabinets on the first floor. Two drawers were full of 33 1/3 size records from earlier years. Another one was full of spice containers that people had sent to the woman. I checked them carefully and saw bugs in the containers, so I pulled them all out to dump the spices and wash the containers so they could be refilled with fresh spices. My first priority was going to be to go through the whole filing cabinets to see what was in them and update them. One shelf had huge brown binders on it, but they were empty.
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2-4-92 - DREAM - I was in a purchasing office. My girlfriend from highschool sent off for two silver spoons. I was recording prices of brass on cards. Then a foreign man from Pravda called and asked whether my friend had received her silver spoons yet. I looked for the girl. She and two other girls I went to school with were in a closet with a window and all three were looking up into the nighttime sky for something that was coming.
An engineer from A-C said that he didn't buy any silver spoons because he thought they were just collector items. My boss Tom made a comment about the cost of brass fittings I was writing on the card. He said, "You mean you didn't put any money in for brass?"
At the same time, I had laid down like I was in bed, and I got up quickly, thinking, "I'd better not lay down on the job."
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2-15-92 - DREAM - I was with my son Bill. He was driving a car south on Hwy. 100. (108th St.) My side of the car was wet like it had rained and it was shadowy. His side of the car was in the sun. I thought that if we changed direction, I could be in the sun too, so I told him to go around the block, then we could go east. He made a slight left turn before he turned right and I hollered at him and told him never to do that. We were now on Grange Ave. going west and we were riding in tandem, he was on a tractor of sorts and I was on a grey wooden chair hooked on behind.
In the road was papers from someone's careless left-behind trash. I was going over pages of brown lined accounting sheets and I thought that I should consider getting some because I might need them in the future. Each succeeding set got longer.
Then we rode over a map. I grabbed it. It was of Arizona. I kept that in case there was a future use. Then, there were more maps we drove over. Those were of two other southwestern states. I took them also. then we came to a stack of brochures for some Bear Park "Care Bears" or something. I told him we should take the coloring books only. They were yellow an I took five of them. (Coincidentally, 5 years later, I was living within walking distance of a park called Big Bear Park, in California)
His cart stopped running then and I saw that a wire was disconnected but he could fix it. We were at the corner of Moorland Rd. then.
We were at my New Berlin house then and I was doing typing in an office setting. I came across some silver grommets that had no purchase order, so I took them in the basement knowing that everything that is used should have a record of it. My ex-husband was in charge of the factory and I told him that if he would sign the paperwork, I would type up the purchase order for the silver grommets that were used between every piece of piping.
I saw then that he was crippled, his right arm was missing and his back was bent backwards like it had been broken. I heard someone say, "He's been like that ever since the accident, but he keeps right on going."
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3-6-92 - DREAM: - I was in my 16th St. house listening to my kids play, because I enjoyed hearing their cheerful voices. I was sitting in the parlor which has blue walls and has the piano in where I spent many hours practicing in.
My son Bob came in then and asked me not to listen because one of his friends was talking about recommending me to head up a Washington Park project and he didn't want me to overhear the conversation. He then asked me, where is a good place to take people to, to spend the night when you pray for them. I told him that I didn't have the name of a specific place in mind, that I would look it up in the Conscious Development material and let him know.
I said, "For now, you can take them to a place that has a light blue background. That would be restful for them. I said, "Someday, you can take them to the Green Meadow, but you're' not qualified to do that yet. In the meantime, just take them to a place with a blue background."
He went back out to the front porch to be with his friends and I woke up.
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3-12-92 - DREAM - I was in the hospital. A nurse came in to examine me and asked what was the matter. I told her that I had a pain in my lower right side and I told her that I could feel a lump there. She palpated it and she felt it too. She asked me what I had eaten. I said, "Apricots!" I wondered if she could tell if I was pregnant or not. I hadn't felt the baby kicking yet, but I was pretty sure I was pregnant. Then I remembered that you usually have to go to a gynecologist to find out if you're pregnant, that other doctors wouldn't necessarily check for that unless it was obvious.
The nurse left and went down to the dietitian. She came back and reported that I should never eat Apricots or bananas and that was my problem. She told me that I had a pocket of gas and that it would pass.
She also told me that my urine sample showed a slight infection.
I got up then to take a shower. I forgot to take a towel and wash cloth with me and grabbed a green umbrella instead. There were other people there so I had to go home and get the towel and wash cloth. I went out into the hallway and saw a young woman I knew who was distributing fruit to all the patients. She said, "Hi! Dolores!". I got greedy and grabbed a bag and helped myself. On top I placed a huge, thick skinned orange and went on my way. After I went a few feet, I said, "Darn! I should have taken two of those oranges."
I got home and found my newest baby crying. Nobody had fed him while I was in the hospital, so I had to take care of that.
Later, I was sewing a big book shut with a red thread. It took more than one because the book was so large. It looked like a large Conscious Development manual. (An organization I belonged to) A man on my right threw me the extra red thread I needed. While it was still in the air, I saw the red thread against a brilliant blue sky. It stopped in mid-air like a photograph snapshot, then continued on and I caught the thread and continued sewing. When I was done with the red thread, I would have to bind the book shut by winding a single black thread around it many times so it wouldn't be opened by anyone again.
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4-26-92 - DREAM - I wanted to call my friend Alyse on the phone on the wall after I listened to my Father ranting and raving like he always did. He had just come home from the hospital and he was out in the garage with my Aunt Cora and my mother and my Father was telling my Aunt Cora that the things she did proved that she was mentally retarded. I was so upset that I wished they would take my Father back to the hospital. I explained this to Alyse after the phone went through recordings of other people on the line including my daughter-in-law Becky and some other women. Alyse said, "I was done with that years ago." and I knew that her mother had died many years ago. I also realized that my Father had died 18 years ago and I was still dealing with the things he said and they were still disturbing to me. (He died in 1976)
I was looking out into my yard and A-C was the next building over and I wanted to talk to T.M. , but his boss walked into the building so I knew that was impossible.
There was another girl I thought of that I'd like talk to, but I saw her zipping by out of the A-C building, carrying a baby dressed in blue She was on roller skates and went by so fast, before I could call her name, she was gone out of sight.
I felt bad that I had no one to talk to about my experiences.
NOTE: In 2001, I still don't have anyone to talk to about my experiences. :-(
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5-13-92 - I was laying down and thinking about the above dream and I heard a voice say, "She always called me her 'Chancell". Another voice said, "Always doesn't meant that's for certain."
I was thinking about the architect for our lodge house. A young voice said, "It has to have gas." Another voice said, "It doesn't have to have gas." The other one said, "Yes! It does, because after she turned 37, it opened wide up and I saw a huge valley with a mountain beyond that was snow-covered.
I then heard, "She followed after him, but she can't find herself. She'll find herself by August 3rd."
I then heard Wendy's voice say, "I always wanted to be known as a mother, but that didn't happen. But I don't feel bad about that." Then I saw a woman driving a huge wagon, pulled by horses, loaded down with things and a woman on a bicycle riding out in front of it, leading it.
A voice said, "There is a thirst in all of us and she has hers," and I saw a shaft of light narrowing and narrowing to a point to the right.
Voice: "She has faced life with gusto an that it should be, but she is where she belongs for now."
Voice. "She should build a health mobile."
Voice: "She is here for a bonus."
I felt confused, and the voice said, "Either tell her this or shut up."
I then saw myself looking out an apartment window and seeing he city, and then out of the window next to it was a country scene. The voice said, "It is your religious avocation."
Voice: "If you're in a hurry, you can move into the same area."
Voice: "She can use mass transportation."
Voice: She can do what you do, manage an apartment building."
I then saw myself on a high level as though in a spotlight. I went over to a man seated at a huge book on a stand. It said, "The Akashic Records".
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10-7-92 - DREAM - This was a long, long dream about telephones, helping people, giving messages. Everything was recorded on a paper titled, "Wausau Fight and Flight'.
I also had a shorter dream - same subject. These were tests of various kinds. I felt that I was successful.
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10-19-92 - DREAM - I was in Elgin, IL. A friend of mine was in prison and I was preparing final records, which showed how much time I had spent on him and how much it was worth, and I had box of other books and papers that were from our relationship. When I finished all these papers, I as going to Xerox the set, so I would have a copy and would give all the originals back to my friend and I would be done with him.
I was still getting the papers together when my friend Alice called on the phone. She was all upset. She had just seen a Christmas card that another woman had designed. Even her husband was upset about it. She wanted to come down to Elgin and show it to me because the card meant two things . #1 - that she had no imagination and #2 and that she was planning to live a long time.
Alice and I were huddled together on a green lawn watching the rain go into the ground that watered the little plants that were growing. Alice said, "I'm worried about something else too." I said, "What's that?" That she is going to drive T.M. to kill her, because she won't die on her own."
I thought about that for a moment and it rather came to me that perhaps that was why I had so much experience with people in prison, the T.M. was going to be in prison for the rest of his life for killing the woman and I would be visiting him every day and I wouldn't be afraid to do that.
Then I wondered if the woman was aware that T.M. had so much insurance on her and every aspect of their life so that when she died, he would have all that money.
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11-8-92 - MEDITATION - I called Babaji to work on T.M.s list of attributes, powers, etc. to find what was lost or being taken away. He said it was characteristics. He took T.M. to a stadium and put him in the middle of the field and as T.M. turned around, his clothing turned from a dark blue office suit to a bright purple preaching robe.
Then he went into a darkened kitchen, opened a drawer and took out a sharp knife. He said, 'There will be no retiring from this," and I was looking out into a broad fertile valley from a mountaintop.
I asked him if there was anything I should tell T.M. He said, "There is no more time to waste on the little people who have far to go, it is time to gather in those who are ready and I was in a huge computer room and the whole back walls was computer record books.
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11-13-92 - DREAM - I saw a template with the word FORGET down the left side. But I couldn't do that.
Later on, I was working in an office and I had to make use of a red template with letters on it in a pyramid shape to copy on a xerox machine and send out with a purchase order. I had trouble getting to where I needed to go. I was always getting blocked somehow.
A woman I used to work for asked me how I was doing. She remembered that I was bored just working daily and needed more responsibility. I told her I was doing better where I was.
I was then shown a long chart of dates and it was very clear that an error had been made in 1967 and left gaps in the records so that everything taking place after that was off also.
I was then told that Joseph Kennedy wants us all to forget about the accident and I knew that would never happen.
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1-23-93 - DREAM - There were two records, one twice as big as the other, and I was told to clean them and save them. I immediately did so.
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Astral experience : My telephone rang in my head and a man told me that I needed to water the two plants, one of which was twice as big as the other. I immediately did so. His final words were: "Delafield won't be with us long." and the phone went dead.
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4-21-93 - DREAM - I was working in an office and given a project to work on. I made a phone call, talked to the man and made arrangements to make a financial deal in which my boss would have to pay nothing for a service rendered.
I then went to the library where I had to renew my loan on a couple of program tapes I was using. The dates had to be recorded at the bottom of two wooden paddles.
They were marked 4-30-93. The man I was with, changed one to the farther future date, but for some reason, the other paddle board flipped off the counter onto the floor. I knew I had to find it, pick it up, and change the date to a future date, or one of my tapes would be up on 4-30-93. I wasn't planning on returning them, so one would be overdue on that date. I went around the whole counter picking up everything on the floor, including other pieces of wood, green yarn, white string. Whatever there was. I actually, cleaned the floor of the library. The paddle was not there.
I had a white piece of paper on which my daughter had written the instructions in red on how to accomplish any specific task easily. I tried to show it to two men who were considered experts/masters at their craft. I was awed by the brilliance of the concept and had tried it myself and it worked.
I showed it to the men and tried to explain it to them. It was now simplified to "THINK ABOUT IT!"
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6-4-93 - DREAM - I was at work. The work was all caught up except for a project which had been put on hold. My boss told me to get it out and he would start looking at it on Monday and see where we stood on it.
I decided to sit down and read it over so I'd be familiar with it so I'd know what they were talking about if they began work on it.
I no sooner got the file out and the phone rang. It was a message from the person who began the project, wanting to know what we were doing about it.
The message started out in prose, but then a black man was singing a song. The name of the man was 'Goody Penance'. He said "English will hurt you. You know they have before." Then the song started. The title was , "Where were you yesterday when my world was falling down (or apart)
I couldn't write the words down fast enough to keep up with him, so I knew I had to buy the record and write the words down. The singer was a black man and his name was Terrence Pittman or something like that.
I knew that if there was no such song but that name I had to write it.
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8-5-93 - DREAM - My ex-husband Ed came back and we got married in a church. I could not stand up for the ceremony with all the others because I had just had a baby. He kissed me very lovingly on the lips and I was happy.
I then was getting ready for work. It was winter and I was trying to find my outdoor winter clothes on very short notice. I found pairs of mittens in dark blue and a light blue snowsuit with a white fur collar that my children had outgrown and gave them to my daughter who was standing nearby. I told her to give them to the grandchildren.
I know I started at 2 p.m. and it was already 2 p.m.
I could only find one brown glove and one long shiny white glove. I was wearing green pants and I found a red jacket to put on. I then discovered that I was already at work and took of all these winter clothes. I went to the second floor and found my desk. All the purchase orders had been done, all I needed to do was record the information.
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8-19-93 - I was moving out of a house and my ex-husband was loading up the car. This must have been a rooming house or something because a man and a young boy came to empty and clean some commode containers. I told him that we did that ourselves.
I was getting ready to plant a small garden and I wanted the rows to run north and south.
We were cleaning up and getting ready for a dance party to be held at 10 a.m. A man came in carrying a huge accordion. I teased him about the time only being 10 a.m. and he said that he had nothing planned so he came early to join us.
The lady who had planned the dance party was working all day at the Brass Bell as we were going to telephone her to tell her of the accordion player joining us. The other musicians were hoping they would get a recording contract out of it.
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10-21-93 - DREAM - I was in a house with my deceased mother-in-law Lucy Bauer. I went into the pantry to get some food to help make dinner. I thought I would prepare a salad and went to the refrigerator to see if there was some lettuce. I looked at some green things and found a bouquet of orchids and several bouquets of flowers from a wedding.
My mother-in-law was singing a song and listed off a bunch of names of women whom I thought were her sisters. In the song, she said she had killed them all.
We worried about her state of mind. Then she came into the pantry and told me she had taken my music to a publisher. The publisher was interested in putting it out as nostalgic 1940's music. (Mine is religious music) she said she would have to get some money together and get it recorded first.
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4-25-94 - DREAM - I was moving into a different house. Nothing was painted. It was all brown like bare board walls. The house was huge so there was lots of room. T.M. let his wife pick out what music I could have and they threw away everything else. I was grateful to be allowed any music at all. All of the record albums each had a bra attached to it, either white, or black and white. the records were all put on the ground floor.
My husband (Ed?) was in full control of everything else. I was trying to find something to wear to go to work in and his stuff was everywhere. I opened one closet and everything, including the pole had been yanked down and left on the floor. I knew from this that he was in a bad mood.
I went into another room where I knew where my stuff was. There was very little and the hooks to hang my robes on were too high to reach without standing on a chair.
I couldn't find any skirts or slacks to wear, just his stuff again, so I ended up wearing the same thing I had on the day before. Brown slacks, a brown flowered blouse, rose pink socks, and a jacket that was white with flowers on it. The blouse and jacket didn't match and the sleeves were too long and uneven. I called it the 'layered look'.
Kenny, the maintenance man was trying to help me sort out what was in the closet and I told him he could throw away all the child's size hangars. I went to find Ed to kiss him goodbye before I left for work. I found him and Kenny working on something together.
Ed acted like I was the most disgusting person on the face of the earth and was already drunk. I heard Kenny tell Ed he would get him some kind of vitamins to help his attitude.
I didn't even try to kiss him then, but exited the house as fast as I could, glad to get away without being hurt more than emotionally.
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3-20-95 - DREAM - I was in a city and was going to meet my old best friend Nancy Felber at Lake Michigan, but we kept missing each other, so I finally had to give up and go home alone. (She passed on in 1967)
I went back to my car but was blocked from getting back in by the cops. I made plenty of excuses and finally got to go home.
Once I was home, people began coming to the house and asking me to join various groups. I wanted to say, "No!" because there were so many. One woman's husband said they were involved in 17 different groups and they wanted me to be in all of them. It was good to be home, but 17 groups was a little much.
We (my husband and I) went next door to where the church was. It had been 10 years since I left. The Pastor saw me and big smile came across his face and took my hand and greeted me and welcomed me back.
I began a confession of sorts, explaining how I thought that Conscious Development appeared to be in the direction of the "Light" but then veered off to the left. I was thinking that I would be happy to give testimony in church about how I gave up Christianity to follow Conscious Development and witchcraft and how wrong I was.
The Pastor said, "I heard that you were a Pope at one time." I answered, "Yes! but that was a long, long time ago," wondering how he had heard that, and not knowing myself which Pope it was.
He said, "What are you going to do when Joe and Jack need work?" I looked over at my fleet of vans that we used for work ... there were about 15 of them.
I said, "There is no more work." All the vans are on loan or leased and Joe wants to retire and have back surgery. It's done! It's done!"
I had a white box with me and the Pastor wanted to know if those were my wedding shoes. I showed him the shoes were black work shoes, but assured him that my white wedding shoes were at home and still fit.
I looked at the fleet of trucks I was using in my business, knowing everything was over and I felt very defeated and despondent.
I knew I was going to have to get along on less money and I looked forward to going back to work at my regular job and hoped I could work in the same office with Alice.
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4-12-95 - DREAM - The names and types of race cars were all highlighted, recorded and cataloged.
There was lots of cleaning up going on at the New Berlin, WI house. (172nd St.) One thing I noted was that the house had too many stairs, that the rooms should all be on one level. Then I was in my West Allis house (66th St.) and hired a young couple to clean that and it turned out wonderful. They even washed the windows so I could see out clearly.
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4-11-95 - MEDITATION - Q. Please tell me any information about the Washington State Community you would like me to know today.
A. I saw a green and black print quilt up over my lap. A voice said, "You have to go back to the day after Sandy passed away."
NOTE: Sandy passed away in 1981. I offered to go to Dallas, TX to take her place and was told that they didn't need me there.
4-12-95 - MEDITATION - Q. What do you mean when you say I should remember when the day after Sandy passed away?
A. The voice said, "That you should call on her for help."
Q. I don't remember Sandy's last name? What is Sandy's last name?
A. The voice said, "That is okay. She is standing here, waiting for you to call her."
So, I called Sandy's name as well as Babaji, and Marta for help with the Washington State project or Earth Changes.
I was shown on a big flip chart with lists of things. I couldn't read it, but they continued to show me flip chart pages, one after the other.
Then they showed me people of many ages, but then they showed me a huge room with children playing.
I told them that it was already in the plans to include all these things.
NOTE: Many of these things are on this web page: SURVIVAL
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4-19-95 - VOICE - "We are going to give you a series of events for you to record."
"China and North Vietnam will side together against the U.S. for making nuclear weapons."
"There will be a war in Guatemala with 7,000 deaths."
Then they showed me a handwritten list of 25 events to come, none of which I could read. I asked them to please make it clearer.
They said, "You will be afraid of the final warnings, so we have brought a holy woman into the community.
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4-24-95 - MEDITATION - I heard a beeping sound like a door buzzer.
I saw a scroll of words and names come down like out of a fax machine. No names or words related to each other until I saw, "Relax and listen to music." and then... "Frank Sinatra should relax.
NOTE: Frank Sinatra had a heart attack in January of 1997, died on May 15, 1998.
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Sinatra, outspoken `Chairman of the Board' of American music, dead at 82
By Jeff Wilson
The Associated Press
5/15/98
LOS ANGELES (AP) -- Frank Sinatra, the brash young idol who became the premier romantic balladeer of American popular music and the "Chairman of the Board" to millions of fans, has died of a heart attack. He was 82.
Sinatra, who had not been seen in public since a heart attack in January 1997, was pronounced dead at 10:50 p.m. Thursday in the emergency room of Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, said his publicist, Susan Reynolds.
It was not immediately clear whether he suffered the heart attack at home. But his wife, Barbara, was with him when he died and the rest of his family arrived a short time later, said a source who spoke on condition of anonymity. Reynolds said a private funeral was planned.
"Ol' Blue Eyes" was a master craftsman and ranked as one of the most influential singers in this country's history. With more than 200 records, his music led the evolution from Big Band to vocal American music.
"Frank Sinatra was a true original," entertainer Mel Torme said today. "He held the patent, the original blueprint on singing the popular song, a man who would have thousands of imitators but who, himself, would never be influenced by a single, solitary person."
"He just had a natural grace," added Betty Garrett, an actress who appeared with Sinatra in "Take Me Out to the Ballgame" and "On the Town.
The blunt, often aggressive son of Italian immigrants communicated across generational lines with love songs filled with a rare mix of vulnerability and verve -- from "Strangers in the Night" to "One For My Baby."
He refused to compromise -- "I'm going to do as I please," he once said -- and his trademark song was "My Way."
Sinatra made almost as much news off-stage as on. Through his Rat Pack and organized crime associations, he was a cultural phenomenon who endured setbacks and scandals to become a White House intimate.
His hairline receded and his waist thickened over the years, but Sinatra's light baritone only grew deeper and richer. He had a lavish lifestyle, four wives and some associates whose names could be found in FBI crime files. But for each story of Sinatra's punching someone, there was another of loyalty and generosity to friends and strangers. He always thanked his audiences for listening to him.
Once, in the early 1950s, his career appeared to be over, and he came back with a movie performance in "From Here to Eternity" that brought him an Oscar for supporting actor. He retired to much fanfare in 1971, but found himself unable to stay away from the microphone.
Sinatra said he never took voice lessons except to extend his range, and never learned to read music. In his performances late in his career, he would read lyrics. Yet his phrasing and timing rarely faltered.
His signature songs included "Night and Day," "Young at Heart," "One for My Baby," "How About You?" "Day by Day," "Old Man River," "New York, New York," "Come Fly With Me," "Strangers in the Night," and, with daughter Nancy, "Something' Stupid," a No. 1 smash during the rock era. Twyla Tharp choreographed a program called "Nine Sinatra Songs."
His movie credits include musicals -- "Anchors Aweigh," "On The Town," "Guys and Dolls," "The Tender Trap," "High Society," "Pal Joey" -- and grittier fare, such as "The Manchurian Candidate," "Von Ryan's Express" and "The Man With the Golden Arm," which brought him his other Oscar nomination.
He received the Kennedy Center honor in 1983 and was awarded the Medal of Freedom by his friend President Reagan in 1985.
"Sinatra's endurance has become a rallying point for many people who feel that their sacrifices and hard work are no longer honored, their values demeaned, their musical tastes ignored and sneered at," Pete Hamill wrote in New York magazine in 1980.
"They don't care that Sinatra got fat; so did they. They don't care that Sinatra moved from the New Deal to Ronald Reagan; many of them did the same thing, for the same basic reason: resentment at being ignored by the Democratic Party. They had overcome poverty and survived two world wars; they had educated their children and given them better lives; and sometimes their children didn't even care. But it should never be forgotten that Frank Sinatra was the original working class hero. Mick Jagger's fans bought records with their allowances; Sinatra's people bought them out of wages."
Sinatra had new success in the '90s with his "Duets" album and its Grammy-winning sequel, "Duets II." They combined him with a wide array of fellow singers, including rocker Bono of U2, Barbra Streisand and Julio Iglesias.
Bono paid tribute to Sinatra, saying, "Rock 'n' roll people love Frank. He has what we want: swagger and attitude."
Francis Albert Sinatra was born Dec. 12, 1915, in a tough, working-class neighborhood of Hoboken, N.J. In the difficult delivery, his left earlobe was torn off and his throat was scarred by forceps; the doctor thought him stillborn. His grandmother shoved the 13-pound baby under cold running water and signs of life quickly emerged.
Sinatra's father, Martin, was a boxer and member of the fire department. His mother, Dolly, was a nurse who became a power in local Democratic politics. Francis, their only child, spent much of his early life with his maternal grandmother but was spoiled by the entire family and lavished with gifts and fine clothes. He soon learned to fight off the envious kids in the neighborhood and became the leader of a gang that specialized in petty thievery until his mother moved to a nicer neighborhood.
In 1933, Sinatra went to hear Bing Crosby and left the theater determined to be a singer, but not a Crosby copycat. "What I finally hit on was more the `bel canto' Italian school of singing," involving the smooth connection of notes, he wrote for Life magazine in 1965. "It was more difficult than Crosby's style, much more difficult."
He picked up what jobs he could, and as a member of a quartet won the Major Bowes Amateur Hour in 1935. By 1939, he was singing with bandleader Harry James, for $65 a week, but soon joined trombonist Tommy Dorsey, who had a reputation for showcasing singers.
Sinatra, free to experiment with style, became fascinated with Dorsey's breath control. "He would take a musical phrase and play it all the way through seemingly without breathing, for eight, 10, maybe 16 bars." Sinatra finally discovered that Dorsey snatched quick breaths through the side of his mouth, and he vowed to learn to play his voice like an instrument.
He began swimming and running to improve his lungs, and learned to breathe in the middle of a note without breaking it. He was the first popular singer to use breathing for dramatic effect, and learned to use his microphone to enhance his voice. It also was important, he would say later, for a singer to realize he was telling a story, and place his pauses accordingly.
Like Crosby, Sinatra was influenced by jazz. However, his phrasing, hitting certain words to make them more meaningful, was more like jazz phrasing -- and was more exciting and appealing to young people.
Dorsey's new singer quickly attracted a following, and by the end of 1941 Sinatra replaced Crosby at the top of the "Down Beat" poll. He broke from the band in 1942 and, with a series of concerts at New York's Paramount Theater, burst into the nation's awareness in a way that was not matched until the arrival of Elvis Presley in the '50s and the Beatles in the '60s.
His appearances created such hysteria and fits of swooning that newspapers turned to psychiatrists for explanations. Fans smeared lipstick on the home of the hollow-cheeked, bow-tied singer. The Paramount, and New York City's police, came in for an even bigger dose of Sinatramania in 1944, when 10,000 kids jammed the ticket line and an estimated 20,000 others piled into Times Square, breaking windows in the crush.
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4-28-95 - DREAM - I arrived at a place to start my new job. I happened to arrive there at the same time the head man did. He said he was the oldest man there. We rode up the elevator together to the top floor which was the 8th. As we neared the top floor (only the floor moved) you couldn't lean on the walls, because we were moving past them. The walls were painted sky blue and I thought "how appropriate". The vault at the top which was dome shaped was pure white and I suggested to the man it would be appropriate to paint little stars in the white part. He just laughed.
We got out of the elevator and along the right side were written over little alcoves along the wall, the names of the retired people who belonged to the golfing association.
On the left side were lined up hundreds and hundreds of chairs each one with a brochure and a name tag, starting at A, by the elevator, ranging up to Z by the man's office at the far end.
The people were just arriving. They were mostly 8th grade girls as I could see, but there were a few older people too. They were all there to be tested before they started high school. I could hear them murmuring to themselves about how worried they were about not passing the tests.
When we arrived at the office, there were tables and chairs blocking the way, so I helped to move their things aside so we could get into the office.
The old man showed me where to hang my coat in an alcove to the right, where the file cabinets were. There were ancient records books on top of the file cabinet. They looked hundreds of years old.
He said I would be helping "Aggie" to start with and she'd show me what to do. I figured I as going to be like a 'go-fer to start with.
I hung up my coat, then prepared to go into the main office. Someone had opened the huge oak doors to his office and there was brilliant light pouring out of the door. I was really thrilled to be starting to work here.
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4-30-95 - DREAM - I was back in the building from yesterday's dream. I was being orientated it seemed. One woman asked me to care for her baby and I said, "Yes!" Then others just assumed I would care for their children as well. None of these babies wore clothes or diapers and none of them had genitals that I could see.
I felt cold and asked a man if he could turn the temperature up a little. He said it was 73. I figured that was probably warm enough. I didn't really have to do much, mostly just lay down with the babies and make sure they didn't hurt themselves or each other. They all seemed to know who I was and even though they were infants, they could talk.
One little one said, "Aye Yi Yi, Dolores!"
Used steel was brought into this place in trains that only had 3 cars behind, so I knew the trains weren't coming from very far away. It was processed for re-use for something. (recycling)
All of the older people kept journals (records) of things that had been said or done and then studied them to see if they could react better in the future.
I went into a diningroom area and I noticed that I was wearing all my own gemstone rings on my left hand, but on my right hand, I was wearing rings that had little blue see-thru type stones surrounded by huge shiny gold shields.
My Great Aunt Cora came in and wanted to see the ring. She insinuated that I had stolen them from her perhaps. I said I got them from the GoodWill and then felt guilty. I really don't know where they came from.
Everyone was getting ready to go home then, (all the workers). The boss lady changed into shiny black leather pantsuit with a gold belt.
She smiled at me and while pointing at a sign that said, "POWERHOUSE", she told the others while smiling, "I'm hoping we can talk Dolores into working here every day from 5:30 to 8:30. (This woman must be Aggie)
In my mind I was thinking it was a long way to go just to work for only 3 hours. I was thinking it was in Waukesha, WI. I was hoping they'd eventually want me to work full time.
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5-7-95 - DREAM - I was working in a company where I've been working for a couple of years. In my lower left hand drawer was a pile of work I was shown how to do, but I had never done it. I recalled several other times I felt guilty about it, but I never got around to doing it.
My boss was out of town, so I pulled everything out of the drawer to look at it and do it before someone noticed.
There were reports I was supposed to have done. I was supposed to have filed thousands of micro-mini cards, records of things, and even reports . None of that had been done. There was a letter I was supposed to sent out for my boss a year earlier. There was an envelope with sheets of names and membership cards which I hadn't filled out and sent. There were memberships in an Insurance company. The first one on top was President Clinton. He was on the board of directors of the Health Insurance Co. I asked myself, "How could anyone know he was on the board of directors when I haven't sent out his card?" So, I began to fill out the card for him and I had the envelopes and stamps ready to get it in the mail.
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5-13-95 - DREAM - I was in a town with a girlfriend and we were looking for a job. We went into a bar/restaurant. The Pope was there. He asked for the people to sing a song with him. I saw the music and we began the song. We sang two notes, but nobody joined in, so we stopped singing. We decided to sing some music from a different book. I was turning the pages and I turned the page to one that said, "Death from the flu within 30 to 40 days."
My girlfriend went over to the bar and came back. She said we could work there on the night shift, serving beer. I asked her if there was an opening. She showed me the roster which looked like a clock. The girl responsible for the 12 to 3 shift was gone. I couldn't imagine serving beer especially as fat as I am and being on my feet that long. She said that the money was good. So I agreed.
I started to wake up and saw a deathly puke green box open up. It was so shocking that my left eye popped open.
Inside the box was a record player. An old fashioned 78 record with a bright red label. The record was stopped. The handle with the needle had a red bar on it and it was at the stopped position. It had an ominous death look to it and overlaying the scene, the words popped up ..."Death in 30 days."
NOTE: Obviously, the Pope didn't die and neither did I.
ASSOCIATED PRESS - Sunday, 31 December 1995 - World News
Pope counsels against New Year's rowdiness
VATICAN CITY - Pope John Paul II cracked jokes Sunday about his fellow Poles and urged followers not to indulge in irrational "pagan" revelry during the final hours of 1995.
With only a few thousand still in St. Peter's Square after hours of driving rain, the 75-year-old pope looked down from his window and pronounced: "I'm trying to count the Poles but there aren't any.".
His cheery demeanor was in sharp contrast to his appearance Monday, when nausea from the flu forced him to shorten his traditional Christmas Day greetings.
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REUTER INFORMATION SERVICE - Sunday, 31 December 1995
Pope, recovered from flu, appears in public
(c) 1995 Copyright Nando.net
(c) 1995 Reuter Information Service
VATICAN CITY (Dec 31, 1995 - 13:17 EST) - Pope John Paul, apparently fully recovered from a bout of flu that spoiled his Christmas programme, made two public appearances on Sunday as part of New Year celebrations.
During the morning, thousands of well-wishers gathered in pouring rain in St Peter's square at the Vatican to hear the pontiff give his Angelus prayer.
"I give my greetings to everyone and ask them to live these last hours of the year in the spirit of praise and thanks to the Lord," the Pope said. A huge cheer had greeted the 75-year-old Pontiff when he appeared in the Vatican window above the crowd.
Later he officiated at the traditional "Te Deum" end of year vespers in the Jesuit St Ignatius Church in central Rome.
Pope John Paul was unable to say Christmas Day mass a week ago and later the same day he dramatically cut short his traditional "Urbi et Orbi" address, which is televised live worldwide, because of a sudden bout of influenza.
It was the first time the Pope had missed a Christmas mass since his election in 1978.
But on Sunday, he looked well and relaxed as he read in a firm voice the Angelus and later the Te Deum sermon.
In both texts he extolled the virtues of family life.
"The family, which by its very nature is the place of life and love, is in fact often undermined by painful dangers or every kind," the Pope said in his morning prayer, in what appeared to be an oblique reference to abortion and divorce.
In his vesper's sermon the Pope also turned to the role of the Catholic church in the modern world, warning that in Italy there was a push towards a "radical secularization" of society.
"The church itself, without getting involved in choosing sides, should not stop itself from clearly stating the social Christian doctrine," the Pope said.
The Vatican has suffered two major international public setbacks this year. In November, devoutly Roman Catholic Lech Walesa was defeated by former communist Aleksander Kwasniewski in the Polish presidential elections soon afterwards a public referendum in staunchly Catholic Ireland supported a government divorce legislation package.
Pope John Paul told Christians to look at the social policies of political parties before backing them.
Sunday's public appearances were the Pope's first for four days. The Polish pontiff flew to the papal residence of Castelgandolfo just south of Rome last Wednesday to help recover from his influenza, returning to the Vatican on Saturday.
Police said that despite the illness Pope John Paul walked for three hours in the central Italy mountains during his break.
A Vatican official would neither confirm or deny the report, saying that the Pope had "completely recovered."
The Pope's health has been the focus of intense media speculation following intestinal surgery in 1992 and again since April 1994, when he required a hip replacement operation after falling in his bathroom and breaking his thigh.
Vatican officials, however, say his general health is good and the have been quick to quell any speculation that his Christmas illness was anything more than a mild attack of flu.
The Pope is due to celebrate the Catholic Church's world day of peace on Monday with a service in St Peter's at 0900 GMT.
SEE - DEATH CALLS ON THE PHONE
SEE - POPE DREAMS
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12-11-96 - DREAM - I got called on the carpet for frequent absence from work for my new boss. I cannot come up with a name for him though he could have been the Eckankar head man. (Harold Klemp)
The woman who was interrogating me I thought was trying to make the moves on my boss like she wanted him for herself. I cannot think of a name for her either.
What went through my mind was totally different than what I said. When I worked for the old boss, I worked from 5:30 in the morning until 10:30 p.m. at night but I worked mostly on Conscious Development stuff.
For the new boss I did next to nothing. I rarely came to work. I had a hard time making the transition between bosses. But I said to the woman, "Hugh was so good to me." (Probably is HU which means the Divine High God)
"I was so spoiled. My new boss gives me tons of work to do, I don't know where he is getting it from, cleaning out the drawers or something." She got a big smile on her face when I said, "Hugh was so good to me." She didn't hear anything else I said.
I left then and got a ride in the bosses car to go somewhere. I was really nervous and scared, but I knew if I stretched out my legs and pointed my toes a certain way and always turned right, I'd be fine.
I noticed too, a long white car pulled into the driveway and thought the name Gene and I wanted to be there but kept going anyway.
I also was going to ride home with someone in a smaller white car, yet and I had forgotten my brief case to take work home with me. I checked the ignition and saw no keys there, but I didn't want to lock myself out of the car so left the seat belt dangle out the door so I could get back in when I came back.
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9-27-97 - Dream - I was walking down the street coming back from the hospital, on the way to my apartment where I had to let a workman in to fix a refrigerator for Judy in #302.
I met Diane W. and thanked her for interceding for me in getting a favor done. I told her I needed a job and she took me down the street to a store front office across from A.C. on 70th Street. The man at the desk was like a minister. He did good things for people and had an agency of some kind too. The people in the office talked amongst each other and asked me to wash a desk top off which I would work at. It looked charred around the edges like it had been on fire at some point.
There was a whole stack of training manuals there with a VCR and tape recorder.
When I finished washing off the desk, a heavyset woman who was like a nun dressed in grey, walked up to me, shook my hand, and said, "Congratulations! You've got the job, you start on Thursday!" I gave her a hug and kissed her and she started to cry. I thanked the other woman in the office as well who was dressed in yellow. I then went over to the desk where the minister/head guy sat and thanked him. I said, "You know, I never even brought my resume in to show you." He said, "We heard that you do good things for people and that is what counts."
I then got up to go outside. I went out the door and discovered I was naked and quickly went back inside to put my clothes on. The woman in yellow said, "I do that all the time. I wish we could be naked because afterall, this is summer."
(The clothes weren't actually clothes, but symbols like squares, triangles, and circles.)
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10-10--97 - DREAM - I was sent a letter by someone Joe knows and told to record it though I couldn't read it. It was all symbols - not letters, then followed by some red writing in ink at the bottom.
I was also shown an award plaque on the wall with a picture of Mickey Mouse at the top. I heard a click and the picture of Mickey Mouse changed to a Christmas tree with the lights on. I was told to record this also.
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10-22-97 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment in a large building and expecting a grocery delivery from I.R. I.R. arrived downstairs and buzzed me on the intercom. He didn't sound like he was in a very good mood. I picked up a white telephone to tell him something, which was on a bookcase shelf on the outside of a revolving type bookcase in the middle of a doorway. A recording came on saying, "If you want to make a call, hang up and dial again."
So, I ran out the door to the patio which was the 3rd floor roof extension. I.R. was walking towards the building and hollered at me to come down and help him so he wouldn't have to feed quarters into the meter while he was parked. I couldn't remember any meters within several blocks of the house.
I scooted down off the roof to the sidewalk where hundreds of people were entering the building. I.R. had already entered the building which seemed to be a school. I could see him going up the center spiral staircase. There were left and right hallways also past the doors. I followed I..R. up the staircase behind two girls. The stairs were flat at the bottom, but then took on more and more angular pattern as they went up and there was a center railing too. Each stair had 3 rectangular rungs together. I thought the architect had a really unique way of styling the staircase. (This stairway may represent the DNA)
By the time you get up a few stairs, you were walking on the edges of the stairs and not on the foot part.
I passed the two girls up and caught up to I.R. We got to my apartment door and went inside where I..R.'s face morphed into a different face. The man said, "We're here to move all your stuff. We're taking you to S____ (Sophy?) church. I saw his white van parked in my apartment ready for loading.
I was absolutely astonished and couldn't respond much except to say, "It wasn't my intention to move."
He then showed me a book I thought was a dictionary at first. It was laid out with circles on the pages like:
NOTE: this page must be at full size to see it properly.
Joe Mason/Gematria Joe Mason/Gematria Dee/Enoch Dee/Enoch
#1 #2 #1 #2
(Note: These were all in small circles)
Joe Mason/Gematria Dee/Enoch Dee/Enoch
#3 #3 #4
(Note:; This was a large circle)
Joe Mason/Gematria Joe Mason/Gematria Dee/Enoch Dee/Enoch
#4 #5 #5 #6
etc.
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11-2-97 VISIONS - This was the cover of a CD.
The Traveler = ee Ed McMahan
The Journeyer = eiffe - 1 saw my friend W.G., 2 women with no home, moving from place to place.
The Parent = Woman with black hair
The child = My sons
The Lovers = Joe
The Siblings = Young woman with black hair
The Servant =
The Teacher = T.M. or Jesus
Mytakuye Oyasin = "All my relations"
(These are all relationships)
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12-28-97 - DREAM - Joe and I went to a loan office to borrow some money. The man there didn't believe who I was. He couldn't track down on his computer what our last address was. He came up with a number like 1250 West Mithow or Matthow Av.
I had never lived at that address and could only prove where I had really lived and had all the I.D. in my purse I could come up with. I tried to give him my I.D. cards but he said it wasn't good enough. He wanted a copy of some records off my computer that started with the letter "C" like the "Chronicles of Charlie something". I didn't have anything like that and didn't know what he was talking about.
What troubled me more was that I couldn't see the man. It was like my eyes were blinded where he sat or stood. I could see next to him, but where he was I could only see like muted flashes of color.
We went out to our truck, which was open in the back. I still couldn't see the man nor his girlfriend who came out there too. I could only see a blur of red and yellow color on the truck edge and wondered at first why she saw my dress. Then I saw that she was 9 or 10 feet tall by some flashes of light that appeared and heard her walk away.
Joe and I were going to go home and get the file the man wanted. I thought I'd figure it out when I got there. Joe pulled up the first flap on the truck door which slid up the back of the truck behind a narrow ladder. Joe went up the ladder to the top of the truck where some little children were playing. I pulled on the handle to close the truck the rest of the way. It moved very easily so I raised the truck door flap the rest of the way and waited for Joe to come back down the ladder.
(When I closed my eyes to sleep, I was seeing purple triangles and star- bursts of light and then my head filled with light.)
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1-28-98 - DREAM - I was taking over as manager of the apartment building on Jackson Street. The old manager had vacated, leaving black fur coats behind in the closet. An old woman came in to pay money for rent and she didn't even live there anymore. She got one of the black coats out of the closet and told me she was going out to shovel snow. The closet door closed and I worried that I wouldn't be able to get back in, but I had the master keys. I looked for rental records for the old woman, but there were none. I went over to where the coats were hung and saw a loose screw. I pulled it out and the whole coat rack fell over to the left. That was all that was holding it up. I called for maintenance to fix it, then went up to my apartment.
I walked up the stairs to the 3rd floor, but it didn't seem like it was more than the 2nd floor. Maintenance was painting everything in the hallway dark brown. My apartment number was 345 and I had to actually walk down 7 steps into the apartment. There was an old piano studio there and some guys came and took out all the camera equipment. The man who owned it said it was hard to find a place to install photo studios anymore. I wished him well as he removed the equipment.
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2-24-98 - DREAM - I was somewhere in New Berlin working. I had a project to type up, but it was on a tape recorder and I had to play it and listen to it to type it. I didn't know which one it was, so I finally started at the top with a file that ended with 6.0. Drunvalo Melchizedek's voice came out of the speaker and said, "You don't have to type that one." I was surprised to hear his voice but at least that ended one of the possibilities. There was so much distraction at that place, I couldn't work. All the doors to the garages were open and hallway doors to offices and apartments were wide open. I went out there to see what doors I could close. There were just too many people partying and wasting time. Finally, people started to go home and I picked up garbage and carried it out of there, but I didn't get any typing done.
I left there and went to A-C (my old place of employment) to say, "Hi!". I almost went down the wrong stairway, which had a steep drop off and there would have been no way to get back up. The stairways were numbered so I knew I couldn't take one with a number of any less than 1.5.
I said, "Hi!" to a lot of people. I knew a lot of their faces, but none of the names. I had to go to the bathroom but it was too crowded, so I kept going. I was talking with some woman about getting transferred. I had worked in N.B. twice and then transferred back and I expected to be back again.
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3-5-98 - WE ALL NEED A LITTLE SENSE OF HUMOUR :-)
VISIONS - I was seeing the top of the tape recorder and saw two little musical notes and then Joe farted.
I saw an old fashioned broken down phonograph and then the tape recorder again.
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4-24-98 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building and I was going from the 1st to the 2nd floor because Michelle, and two women from One Life to Live who were having problems. The strange thing here was that their names were printed out on pie crust dough after I rolled it out. None of my rolling pins had two handles either, only the right one. I solved Michelle's problem, then went upstairs and met Blair from One Life to Live though I thought her name was Cheryl. Blair wanted me to see her wedding gown. It was off white, knee length with Pearls and lace all over it. It had a huge bustle in back. (I'm talking IMMENSE)...and I thought it was quite unsuitable to her. She thought it was beautiful and it was HER dress so that's all that mattered.
Cheryl/Blair's daughter Starr seemed to be ill. She was sitting in her little feeding table.
A tall man came to the door and stood outside and boomed with a deep voice, "Antibiotic Delivery". I thought that was kind of strange behavior. Cheryl/Blair brought this purple medicine and tried to spoon feed it to her daughter.
Starr, the baby, spit it out and I secretly cheered her on. I never liked being spoon fed purple medicine either obviously.
I took the baby out of the feeding table then and carried her around, intending to rock her to sleep. While I was carrying her, I ran into other women with problems. I remember seeing a board with colored pastel buttons (like the candy kind) they were arranged by color in a three by four rows.
I then carried the baby into a back room so she could sleep and when I came out, the phone was just recording a message from Joe in Milwaukee that he needed chains on his snow tires. He was trying to announce the phone number that he was at and I was going to call him right back (as I woke up)
My father was sitting right by the telephone and could have picked it up, but didn't.
(This is strange because Joe in Milwaukee was not given my phone number)
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4-24-98 - DREAM - I had a long dream that had a lot of subjects in it. It basically was about the use of words. There were a lot of different scenes about fruit, fingernail polish, vehicles, cars, people. I then saw a beautiful quilt in off white or cream that was finely sewn in little squares. They showed me every comment I ever made about the word "fruit". Each one was finely embroidered in about 8 to 12 words...example: "fruit is sweet", "fruit is wonderful", "fruit is used for dessert", etc. Every comment ever made was recorded there.
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5-23-98 - DREAM - I went to a house and found some symbolic items on the floor in the hallway. There were two pillows with lace over them and some other things unremembered. An old nun (wearing a pink dress) came along and gave me some other things of hers because she knew I was psychic. She gave me a prophecy. She said, "You will go to a party and people will sense you are psychic and start asking for prophecies."
Joe came along then and helped me fold up a big blue blanket and mattress.
The nun came with a red candle and lit it and set a tape recorder of music next to it and went out on the balcony to meditate. My Father came in the room and turned off the music on the tape recorder. I knew the nun would be upset. My Father said something about it but I can't remember what.
There was a party going on and I had to go to the toilet and people even followed me in there to ask for prophecies. I said to them, "Could you excuse me for a moment? It's going to stink in here in a second!"
They walked out into the hallway. The nun came in then, still wearing the pink dress, and then while I was still sitting on the toilet, she said, "That man you are with; I've seen him before. He is Plato and Khutoumi."
I gasped on an in breath and woke up.
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8-28-98 - A BLACK VISION -
"SALEMS' FUTURE"
"FUTURE'S HORROR"
Then I saw a page written by me that looked like an interview with Dee777.
"THIS IS WHAT COMES NEXT"
"IT WAS SEEN LAST YEAR"
"THIS IS TO TIP YOU OFF"
"THIS IS FOR GOOD LUCK"
I saw a couple more sentences one of which said, "DOLORES' RECORD"
I slipped into a dream where I was managing an apartment building. I hadn't actually started work yet. I was wearing a dress and green jogging pants under it. I was attempting to tie something to my right thigh over the pants and not having any success with it. There was no door on the apartment and my dark haired female boss walked right tin. She had a couple of people with her.
She told me to call the phone company and have a phone installed right by the door so it would be handy and I wouldn't have to run all the way back into my apartment to answer the phone. I told her that was a good idea. (I had thought of that myself just before she walked in)
A blonde woman dressed in black, lingered behind after the boss left. She said "I think I would like to rent an apartment here."
I hadn't actually started work yet and didn't have any paperwork, so I didn't know which apartments were vacant.
I didn't have any keys with me, so I went back to my closet and found my keys which were laying right next to the pocket of the green jogging pants which I had taken off. I now only had the dress on. I had the key to the "key" box which had the key to the apartment key box. They were out in the hallway.
The key to the 'key box' was a tiny key which at first looked like a 't' then turned into a wire triangle. I thought it would never work, but when I stuck the triangle shaped wire into the slot of the 'key box', the cover flew off.
This box was very small and way up high on the wall. There was along couch-like thing along the wall with a white cover on it and I had to stand on top of it to reach the 'key box'.
I put my index finger into this tiny key box and could feel a tiny piece of metal in it. I carefully picked it up, afraid it would fall on the floor and I'd never find it. When I held it in my fingers, it looked like an old-fashioned record needle. I put my finger into the little key box to see if there was a real key in the box and again felt a small piece of metal I hoped was a real key.
This time it was a spiral piece of wire that was tightly wound. It was small on one end graduating to a larger spiral at the opposite end. I figured that you must stick the small end into the key hole while holding the large end. I looked at it again and now it looked like a carpenter's silver metal screw.
That I knew how to use, so I went over to the apartment key box to see which keys were hanging in it which would clue me in on which apartments were vacant.
I looked at this key box and it was huge. I had so many slots and levers on it, I had no idea which slot to put the screw in to open the door. I flipped one lever and a loud alarm bell began to ring. I said, "Oh my God! this is a fire alarm box."
The woman was dressed in black. (She had short blonde hair like my Black Lord ETs) She said, "I'm going to go look at 305. That's where I used to live.
She took off ahead of me and I couldn't stop her. We were on the 2nd floor it seemed and she ran up some stairs, which I could hear her going up, but I couldn't see them. I ran to the end of the hall and found a green linoleum covered stairway. It was really wide with huge steps and it only went down. I didn't have much choice, so I went down to the 1st floor, hoping to find another stairway that would go to the 3rd floor.
I was still looking when I woke up.
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9-13-98 - DREAM - The dream started out with a vision of a clock-like symbol, which resembled a diamond-like shape with the largest points up and down and to the sides.
These points had feminine names. There were 12 major names.
There was a dark man there who said these points were the Zodiac. They were there to prevent us from making it all the way around the Zodiac.
I woke up and went back into a dream in which I was at home at my 16th St. house. It was going to rain and I rushed outside to hang up a gauge to measure the rain because the prediction was for 71" of rain.
I hung up the first part of the gauge which was a rectangle-like plaque with a slot in it on which I balanced a small block which looked like a diary to keep records in. There was a name written on this book. (I can't remember what it was)
A mist began to fall as I rushed back to the house to get the gauge tube and my mother held open the door for me because I had to hurry if I was going to catch all of the rain which I knew was going to get a lot heavier.
Inside the house, the orange-red cat needed to get fed and I hurriedly gave him 2 pounds of hamburger and an egg fell down on the floor between two other things that were there so it could hardly be seen, but the cat could smell it and get to it.
I ran outside into the rain with the measuring tube and when I got back inside, my friend Monica, not seeing the meat on the floor for the cat, had given the cat 10 pounds of raw hamburger inside of a tall brown bag with a note of admonishment to me written on the inside the bag, that I hadn't fed the cat. I covered the note on the back with some meat because I knew the cat would never get to the meat in the tall brown bag, because he was too busy eating the meat I had put on the floor.
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9-26-98 - DREAM - I was faced again with every moral dilemma I had been through as an adult, either through facing it myself or seeing it occur in my children and trying to help them out.
NOTE: Cops represent 'karma'
In the dream I was much younger and my daughter was about 10 years old. My daughter had stolen quite a few colored markers and was about to get caught because the cops from the school were looking for the stolen goods. My first thought was to save her from punishment by taking the colored markers to where I worked where they had other colored markers just like them. But then I thought, "What if they stopped my car and found them, then it would look like I took them myself." Then she showed me that she had taken several silver pens and all those pens had the number 110 on them. I knew I couldn't hide those because the number 110 was so unique to that school. Then, she showed me that she had actually taken the whole tool box not just the small things. I went out to the garage to look if there was a way to hide the theft as the cops had a record of everything that had been stolen and there was no way out of being punished for the crime. She would have to put everything back and pay the price.
While I was outside, I saw many strange things that my husband had done in the yard. There were 3 green cabbages growing in the grass, he had built a concrete car that could go nowhere, and he had built a bathtub in the yard and connected it with hot and cold running water but it couldn't be used because there were too many people around all the time. There were many other thing he had done as well. Even though I didn't feel I could praise his ingenuity, I knew I couldn't criticize what he had done even though I wouldn't have done the same things because he had his own mind and thought he was doing some good and creative.
My husband's best friend was there and making passes at me. I was greatly attracted to him and my husband hardly noticed I was there. His friend's attentions made me feel really good about myself.
I took the car to go on an errand to get something for my children. The way was uphill on a snowy road and there was a lot of traffic. Someone up ahead tried to stop and I put my foot on the brake but the car actually went faster and I bumped into the car ahead of me. Every time I tried to stop and put my foot on the brake and slow down, I'd go faster and bump into someone else and cause them to swerve or perform strange maneuvers so they wouldn't bump into other people. I couldn't figure out why I couldn't slow down and was so out of control. I finally looked down at my feet and was shocked to see that I didn't even have my foot on the brake, I had it on the accelerator.
I immediately put my foot on the brake, and practically stood on it so I could get the car under control. The way the brake worked was to send a ratcheted runner out ahead of the car to slow it down. It was light blue. I stood on the brake so long, the brake ran out of ratchet and completely broke down. (Joe says this is a rack and pinion arrangement)
A repair man came to take my car away from me and my husband and his best friend came to rescue me and take me back home. Back home again, my husband again ignored me and his best friend again made passes at me and asked me to go cross country skiing with him. I tried to ignore him and didn't acknowledge the offer.
Bedtime came and both men went upstairs. I felt I needed to profess my thankfulness for being rescued from my poor driving behavior earlier in the day, so I went into my husband's bedroom. There were two beds in the room. My husband was not on his bed but his best friend was laying on his bed.
Then I saw a long lump wrapped up on the floor between the beds and guessed that it was my husband hiding in the blankets to see what I would do to thank his best friend for the rescue. I went over and uncovered my husband and thanked him for rescuing me, and though I felt guilty for it, I did not say "Thank you" to his best friend.
I realized that though I appreciated the attention and admiration from the best friend and could enjoy his presence, I had to be loyal to my husband first of all.
NOTE: The first thing I thought of when I awoke was, "How can I stand in judgment on President Clinton when I've done so much wrong in my own life?"
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10-18-98 - DREAM - I was working on a web page that was showing me prophecies about the sun. The first one was dated 4-14-98 and the following one was 5-15-98. On 5-15-98, it said, "The sun is going to do something it's not supposed to do."
SEE: WHY ARE WE SO AFRAID OF THE SUN?
I tried like hell to pull those files up but I couldn't get to them. I tried everything I knew how to do this but couldn't get them.
I got frustrated and got up from the computer and found out that my boss was questioning my loyalty to the work I was supposed to do. To test me they sent two good looking men to my apartment to tempt me. Neither one actually came into the apartment but appeared at different doors. I ignored both of them.
I was told then that a phone call had come in for me across the hall. I went across the hall to take the call. I noticed that I had a feeling that I had to keep this phone call a secret from prying ears. I picked up the phone to take that call. Rather than hearing someone speak, I saw the message in the air. It said, "Practice typing the letter to 'The Earl of ________". You will be asked to type this letter verbatim in the future. You will be tested on this sun information for the 4-14-98 and 5-15-98 dates.
NOTE: AFter I woke up, I was thinking about this dream and a VISION appeared, "When the sun does not feel like its out there or back there or will not be there, people go crazy!"
NOTE: I looked up previous dreams from 4-14-98. It was a web page about Avebury, England. I did not record anything on 5-15-98. (I obviously could not remember the dreams that night). I went on the computer and looked up the sun activity for those two dates. On both those dates were violent explosions on the sun. Two recent dreams about the sun are posted above, of the sun coming up and going back down, and the other one of a total solar eclipse where the sun exploded and many stars shot out of it.
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10-21-98 - DREAM - I was with a guy named 'PROFIT'. He said he was a prophet. But he never wrote anything down until it had already happened. I got very upset about that. I was typing as fast as I could to get everything down on paper. I could hardly keep up with it. I was very upset.
10-21-98 - DREAM - I was in the same place. The events themselves were shown to me in a VISION to be a river of lights going by and I could barely type fast enough to record them all.
Because of the involvement, I was asked to go with the President of the U.S. to Madison to make a speech about this. I agreed to go. The President was supposed to arrive at 6 p.m. and we were to leave immediately for Madison which would be a 4 hour plane ride. (4 hours might represent 4 months) (NOTE: It only takes an hour to get to Madison, WI from Milwaukee, WI. Madison is the Capital of the State. Madison might represent Washington, D.C.)
My cousin Shirley and my daughter were invited to go along and so were Joe and his relatives. I had never been on a plane before and was nervous about it but was okay about going because it was with the President and I would feel safe enough.
I was ready to go and had my bags ready to go including suit bags, but things began to go wrong. My cousin Shirley and my daughter didn't show up at all and didn't call. I tried to use the phone and it was tied up by some insurance people.
It was now 5 minutes past 6 p.m. and the President hadn't arrived either. I was thinking it would be easier to go in the morning instead of this hassled trip, but I couldn't use the phone to change the reservation.
It was now quarter past 6 and it was rumoured that the President's plane had landed but he had stopped for a dalliance on the way to the hotel where I was waiting. Finally the President was arriving outside the hotel and I decided I'd better go to the bathroom first before we left. Everyone else had the same idea at the same time. The waiting lines for the bathroom were so long, the hotel provided chairs in the hallway for the ladies to sit down while they waited. The men didn't seem to have that problem.
I decided I could wait and picked up my bags to go on the trip. I became aware that we were going to go by car and T.J. would be driving and we'd be able to get to Madison in 3 hours instead of 4 by plane.
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10-21-98 - DREAM - Because of the prophecies I knew about, I was taken to a house nobody else knew about to rest and hide out. It seemed to be an old farm house. It was completely furnished with comfortable furniture.
I had been there just a few minutes and I heard a loud noise like someone walking in a bare boards attic above me. I hadn't seen a second story on this house, but besides that I was supposed to be alone, so I started to feel scared.
I quickly ran to lock the front and back doors to make sure no one could get in. I then went to test the knobs to make sure the doors didn't open. Satisfied that I was locked in, I then saw a doorknob in the middle of the livingroom wall. I turned the knob hard and a hidden door opened. I peeked inside and at first I thought it was a closet because there was a vacuum cleaner and an ironing board and broom, mop, and dustpan standing there. I was surprised and tried to figure out how an extra room was in the middle of the house, because this was just a hallway to a huge inside hidden room, including a huge space where an attic would be, covered over by bare wood boards roof over it. Dusty sunlight streamed downward from somewhere...a skylight perhaps. I went though a passageway into this hidden room and discovered that it was like an outside courtyard covered over and there seemed to be a house separate but connected on each side of the courtyard.
I was totally shocked that once I was in the courtyard, I couldn't figure out how to get back into the house. There was no apparent door. Then, high up on the wall, a door opened and the man who had brought me here stepped through and came down a red brick walkway and asked if I was okay. I told him I was and he left again through that door.
Then a young boy about age 10 appeared from one of the other houses and talked about going trick or treating for Halloween. He was nice enough, but I decided I wanted to get back into the house proper.
Knowing I had to go up the red brick walkway was hard because it was steep, but when I got up on the platform, there was still another high platform to climb up on the platform and right in front of the door was like a baby chair and the name "Pink Bonnie Blue" was printed on it. I was surprised. Someone had called me 'Bonnie Blue' in a vision/dream about 18 years ago when I first started my metaphysical explorations.
I opened the door and woke up.
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11-14-98 - VISION - I saw the words. "What if a woman was crossed out?" I heard a voice say, "If you want more information, why don't you find out?"
There was something about M.L. using a radio and I saw like a circuit board. A voice said, "You can use one like it. Why don't you use it. It's all in the family. I heard then, "Why did Dan leave?"
"You can get it from her. It's a tremendous example."
I saw a series of pictures each with a person in them wearing like a dark blue uniform. The voice said, "These are to tease you."
A voice said, "What of the concern, what of the concern? What if you forget something?"
A voice said, "This is a high example. You can lay down now."
My eyeballs ached really bad at this point. A voice said, "Roll the tape". (I started a tape recorder instead of writing everything down)
11-14-98 - VISION - I saw two silver vehicles with a black stripe along the car. I knew they were female. I assume they were me and M.L. They were identical.
11-14-98 - DREAM - I got two e-mails from someone named LadyTryve. They went by too fast to see what they said except the signature.
11-14-98 - VISION - I saw a piece of white paper. The words, "WHAT IF?" appeared and below it was a bunch of scribbles like an explosion drawn by a child.
I flipped the paper over and the word 'SEE' appeared on the left side of more explosion scribbles and a tree trunk and all branches were gone. All that was left was the bare trunk.
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12-1-98 - DREAM - I was seeing a series of maps of the United States, Alaska, and Canada. I was shown various types of maps with all the states marked, each section map like Northeast, midwest, western, then other kinds of maps like topography, and other kinds of separations.
I didn't see any disaster or anything, just all the various separations of many kinds.
NOTE: I created a web page about maps. I started with a section of disaster maps from psychics, followed by real maps of various types just like the dream. http://www.greatdreams.com/maps.htm
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12-1-98 - DREAM - I was sitting on the steps of my building, thinking about the maps and of what use they were to do, and a woman drove up in a black car and she said that the value of maps was in the eye of the beholder and not in the eye of the maker.
I then went over to my TV set and saw that there was a map button on the set. I pressed it and all the maps I had seen earlier all came flashing into view again and I thought to myself, "I didn't have a vision of the maps, I just pressed the wrong button on the TV set. I felt very relieved and stupid at the same time. However, later, I had a vision of a page in my notebook and the writing was so clear, I could have read it into a tape recorder. It was a whole long pompous statement about the value of the maps and the value of $43 was on each line of the statement.
AS soon as I finished reading it, another statement appeared at the top edge of the page written in black on top of a purple background. It started out: I execute GADZ both from the physical world and from the dimensional worlds.
I got all upset that I was even reading about executing someone and didn't want to finished reading it much less cooperate in it.
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1-13-99 - VISION - I saw the date 3/5 and the voice said, "On 3/10, it'll be a record."
Then the voice said, "When you want signals and it means cities ... and I heard a huge explosion.
NOTE: There was a huge explosion near Detroit in a car plant. Many people were killed and injured there.
I heard a voice say,"When you see the rose bush ... I saw a huge black thing like a giant sized coal scuttle. The voice said, "When you want effluent, you get "pretty" effluent.
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1-14-99 - DREAM - This was a totally sad dream. A job I had done for a woman was over and I was being let go. I actually don't know what I did there at this large company except that I made a web page. Everyone seemed to be angry at me for something I had said but nobody would tell me what I had said. The boss I worked for never told me how much I was earning and I had no money. The room I spent the nights in was a bathroom that I was locked in. One woman who felt sorry for me slipped two dollar bills, some dimes and a small pile of used stamps under the door to try to help me out.
I managed to get out of the building at one point and went walking down the street. A farmer had left a small wagon with the last of his harvest by the side of the road for anyone to take. I looked in the one bag. Everything in it was unripe. I saw tomatoes, bananas, and corn, all so far from ripe they couldn't be eaten. Also in the cart were many watermelons which I didn't bother to look at because I wouldn't eat it anyway.
As I was walking away again an old man I knew from Milwaukee picked up the bag to take it home. My daughter-in-law Becky came along and took it away from him. At that point I picked up the bag again and everything was hot like it had been on a barbecue.
I went back to the office to get whatever was there I could take with me. I saw two coats, one brown tweed and one brown fur. I left both of them there. I was looking at the desk to see if there was anything there and a young girl came up to me so angry at me for what I had said. She got so angry she started to cry. I went over to her and put my arm around her shoulder while she cried. I saw she was pregnant ... maybe 4 or 5 months. I had my hand on her stomach and her baby was kicking really hard. I asked her what was the matter. She said, "You told me he didn't love me." She was speaking of the father of the baby. I said, "No! I never said he didn't love you. You ARE loved!" At this point her skin was very dark. I felt she represented another time and place. She said, "I thought I had nothing left to live for." Just then her baby kicked her again really hard and she got a big smile on her face and she knew she could live for the baby.
I went over to a table and sat down to contemplate what I was going to do next.
A short swarthy man and his short swarthy cohort came over and asked if I had another job to go to. I said, "No!" He said, "What were you paid here?" I said I didn't know. He said, "That's what I figured. I have a job for you.!" I said, "Oh?" He said, "Yes! I'll pay you ____" (like lira or some other foreign currency) It sounded better than nothing to me. I agreed that it was okay. I said, "You want to give me your business card so I know where to go?" He handed me the card. It said, "Frank's Part Time Delivery Service." The address was on it and I was trying to make it out but I knew then as I held the card that it was a cover for something else and I started having visions of what I was really up against. I saw LUXAN as the place I would work and that my job was SPY and I saw CD, and then the logos of hundreds of companies I would be expected to spy on.
I woke up as these logos continued to flash in front of me.
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1-17-99 - VISION - A man said, "You might want to check your records because your account here is accumulating at about $2,000 a month."
I heard someone say: "When are you going to deliver it? Tonight? Now? "
I saw an e-mail that said, "VOLCANOES - BIG DREAM
NOTE: I've had some incredible dreams about volcanoes - about 7 of them going off at the same time on the west coast. There was supposed to be 12, but the extraterrestrials were able to quiet the other 5.
SEE: VOLCANOES
| THIS IS THE DREAM: 1-13-99 - DREAM - I was taken to a
huge garage type area where certain people were being gathered to be witnesses
or sacrificed people to both handle the devastation or stave off the suffering
for the 7 volcanoes that are going to blow up all at the same time. See link:
below:
Subj: DREAM OF SACRIFICE FOR HUMANITY This portent is for 7 mountains linked together to all blow up at the same time. If you are interested in reading the whole dream, I typed it up and uploaded it here: DREAM OF SACRIFICE FOR HUMANITY
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| Subj: Earth Changes TV/Breaking News - "Escalating Weather" Date: 05/12/1999 7:30:04 PM Central Daylight Time From: earthcng@earthlink.net (Mitch Battros) An Undeniable Pattern Of Escalating Weather...05/12/99 by Mitch Battros (ECTV) It would be a difficult task to deny the "record breaking" weather we are now experiencing on a almost weekly basis. The largest tornado ever recorded. 1998, the warmest year "ever". The Larson ice shelf melting faster than expected. Seven volcanos currently active. Mudslides and avalanches killing more people in the last year than ever before. Record breaking snow fall in the northwest mountain range. More floods than previously recorded. Meteorologist forecasters are expecting the largest hurricane season we have ever experienced. This is not predictions or prophecy. This is now! Are you surprised? When I started Earth Changes TV over four years ago, I did so after having a profound vision on January 3, 1995 (see "About Mitch Battros" on main menu) that showed me of the exceptional weather phenomena and earth changes that were to come. I had never had such an experience in my life. I was so moved by this and filled with a sense of purpose, I went to my local Red Cross and received training for the Disaster Team, mental health unit within weeks. Then I was trained to become a trainer for our local FEMA group, the King County Emergency Mgnt Office in Seattle. I remember when I would talk to folks about what I thought would happen in the next few years to come, I would get that distant 1000 yard stare. It was as if they didn't hear a word I said. At best, I would receive a "that's nice". Or from family members "Well, we love you". haha Now, it appears I have gone from some wacko person who is cute and could be tolerated, to a visionary. Hasn't this happened to you? WE are all visionaries. If you are reading this email, I know you are also paying close attention to what's happening. Folks, what you have read in the first paragraph, is not of the future, it is now. I have been very careful to remain in the sciences (facts) and gently bridge the gap to the "esoteric". Now more than ever, have they come so close. This is not millennium madness, it is a factual documentation of "Records" since the time they were maintained. What is it all about? I believe it is about coming back to communities. Relying on each other once again. Having traveled the world, I noticed we had lost something, particularly in the United States, a sense of union, togetherness, community. A joining together of spirit, mind and soul. Most spiritual disciplines reflect such statements. I most like the Hopi's description of what they call "the great purification" It has also been called "The Transition". I pledge to continue bringing the most current and breaking news information, so you can best be aware and prepare, as you choose.
Best Wishes, |
2-13-99 - DREAM - (I will swear this was a REAL astral experience) I was in a large mansion. We had already had dinner and the dishes had been washed. They still needed to be put away. I went to help with that chore. These pieces were all large pieces of ovenware for baking . My son Ken was also helping.
Before the job was done, I noticed that there were a couple drawers where pens, pencils, crayons, and colored chalks and paint tubes were kept. One of these drawers were strictly for men and I moved all the paint tubes into my drawer.
I was told that my cousin Shirley had arrived for a visit. I hadn't seen Shirley since 1984 and she never answered my Christmas letters so I didn't know how she would react to seeing me.
The livingroom was 3 steps down from the hallway. She was as beautiful as ever, just older, like I knew I was too.
The first thing I asked her was if she had any news, wondering if she was getting married. She just looked puzzled at my question. Then I told her that I had dreamed about her last week that she had had a baby. (That was a true statement)
She got up and we went outside to walk. I was washing and had dressed up more. I was wearing work-like clothes and she was dressed up. I was wishing I was wearing high heeled shoes. I looked down at my feet and saw that I was wearing white socks.
The sunshine was warm and the air felt heavy but it was really nice. I asked her if she wanted to see the ape house and we walked over to an area that was all glass, black enameled wrought iron cages, and shelves for plants. As soon as we entered the door, everything turned black and white.
I wanted to show Shirley our ape house but when we walked in all I saw was our collection of plants. This had a surrealistic appearance. The walls were white and all the plants were black. They were beautiful and seemed more alive than normal. We went past the first stack of shelves with the plants and I didn't look too closely because I was looking for the ape cage.
There, in the aisle, between the rows of plant shelves stood an orangutan size creature. He was also black. He did not have an ape's face. He looked like the drawings I have seen of Chupacabras.
It made me very nervous to see him standing there and not in a cage. However, we moved quickly on to a record keeping room. Shirley was shown her lifetime record. There wasn't much to it. Just name and a short list of deeds. I could read them in the dream but cannot remember them. I felt kind of embarrassed for her that the list wasn't longer.
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2-18-99 - END OF DREAM - The electric bill on my apartment hadn't been paid in 4 months. The electrician was there to cut it off. I told him I had enough money to pay the bill because I had just been paid. He said he didn't want to take the check but if I had a checkbook that made a carbon copy, he'd take the carbon copy while I mailed the check in. I didn't really want to do that because then I wouldn't have a record of having paid the bill, but I didn't have much choice in the matter.
NOTE: When I went on line, a friend of mine was very upset that she had written a check for a bill for $20.50 and the bank had entered the amount as $90.50. If she didn't have her own records, the bank wouldn't have made good on it and put the money back in the account plus make good on the bounced checks and charges.
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3-18-99 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building on Port Washington and Hampton, which I managed. I was standing out on the front sidewalk on the NE side of the street. It had snowed, been shoveled and had snowed again and was melting on the sidewalk to slush. I need to ask the maintenance man to shovel again and I knew he wouldn't be happy about it, but it needed to be done.
A young woman came running up to me, wanting to know where she was supposed to park her car. She resembled Monica Lewinski and I had just rented an apartment to her. Another girl who parked in the Hampton Ave. garage overheard her and pointed to the garage door. I quickly said, "No! I assigned her to the Port Washington Ave. garage. The other girl didn't know that the garage existed or thought it was all one garage. (This is a true situation) The Monica-type girl was so excited and happy. She was a delight to see.
I now went across the street on the SW corner of the same two streets. (In reality it is a parkway with a river on that side)
This was a large office building and it seemed I was very well know by everyone. I went up the elevator to my office where I had been assigned a new phone number 2310. There was some kind of mixup with the lines, because a girl wanted to listen in on my conversation from an extension but I was the only one who could hear on this phone. They were trying to figure that out when I went to lunch.
In the Bible concordance 2310 is chadel (khaw-dale') and means vacant, i.e. ceasing or destitute:--he that forbeareth, frail, rejected.
Back down in the lobby, some women had a perfume display on a small round table. There were numerous bottles of various shapes. They were accosting all the women, giving them pretty blue brochures and trying to sell the perfume. One of the salesladies grabbed my arm and asked me if I had seen the perfume yet and I said, "No!" We got over to the table and she said, "They are only $95.00." I knew I would never pay that much money for perfume. She started naming perfumes which I can't remember. I asked her if she had Lantude. She handed me a huge spray bottle 8 times the size of the others named Prondoin. I aimed the sprayer at my throat and it sprayed right on my nose and went up my nose. It was such a delicate scent. I loved it and was going to spray some on both wrists as well when they handed me a letter in duplicate with a bill for the charges of the spray of perfume. The perfume itself was $3.75 but there were so many other handling charges of various kinds, the whole bill came to $78.75. I was astonished. They commented that they had my address wrong so they couldn't send the bill in the mail. They had me at JOYSTAR AVE. so I took the letter, gave them back the top white copy and told them I'd keep the pink copy for record and walked away. They didn't follow me, just went about accosting other women.
I went back to the elevator and was telling some other women about this outrageous charge and wanted to show them the pink copy of the bill, but couldn't find it. I assumed I dropped it on the street so went back outside to find it.
I didn't see the pink piece of paper on the street but as I was walking along the sidewalk I saw that a pool of some kind was being constructed in the road. Alongside the pool was a plastic tarpaulin and I could hear sounds like kittens mewing or babies cooing. I looked under the tarp and saw 5 different sizes of green turtles and numerous smaller frogs. There was a cacophony of sound under the tarp, all these little creatures, anxious to jump into the pool as soon as it was ready.
(Turtles and frogs in water signify illness - like flu and colds)
A young man who worked for me came up to me and showed a small silver post with a screw slot in it, the kind one holds report books together. First he asked if it was the right kind and I said, "Yes!", then he said that it wasn't long enough any longer, so I told him he could use a longer one and that he could use anything in the office he desired. He thanked me and as he turned to walk away, I saw that his left arm was amputated at the shoulder like it had been wrenched off. It wrenched my heart to see it.
I turned and went back towards the office and a woman asked if I would heal her daughter. Her daughter seemed retarded, a rather slow learner. I stroked the girl's belly gently and the girl grew right in front of our eyes into a woman with dark curly hair. There was no resemblance at all to the retarded girl. They went away happy.
Then all kinds of people came along to ask me to go to lunch with them. There were factions though so if you went with one you were automatically the enemy of all the others so I decided not to choose any of them and went by myself.
As I was waking up, I saw three men sitting close together, crying for who would get to hear my prophecies.
I fell back asleep and found myself walking across the lawn to the street. I had an empty laundry basket in one hand. As I neared the sidewalk, I saw a green laundry basket. It was quite large and square.
Inside the laundry basket was a puppy. I looked again and tears came to my eyes because I had told the universe that I wanted a puppy but it would have to appear at my doorstep on it's own.
I got closer and saw it was a black cocker spaniel. That's not my favorite type of dog but I thought to myself, "I can love a dog like this just the same."
However, as I approached the basket, the puppy got scared, split into three parts and jumped backwards out of the basket and hung on for dear life with it's paws on the edge of the basket. Finally, one part made it back into the basket. It looked like a white rat. I was rather disgusted but then saw that it was a white Chihuahua with a white coat and rainbow colored booties on it's feet.
I couldn't watch it any longer as the 2nd part came over the edge of the basket. This part was just a smaller puppy ... coal black in color, but it wasn't done. The third part came over the edge like a rolled up bathrobe.
I wasn't really interested but the bathrobe opened up and stood up and I saw Becky (my daughter-in-law) She said, "Watch this when it turns inside out." The robe flipped over and became a white chenille robe with lace over it like a wedding veil. She said, "Look at the pattern." The pattern was one of numerous Fleur de lis in many, many squares with lines separating them. She said, "Look at the bottom!" The one right in the center was embroidered or painted in rainbow colors and it began to expand until all I saw was white lace with a rainbow in the center.
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4-14-99 - DREAM - I was working in a huge office building. The owner/CEO of the company was named Carlson. He went to New York on a business trip. While he was gone, they had his phone transferred to mine to answer even though he had a personal secretary working for him. I also was given the privilege to take care of his infant baby daughter while he was gone. I was holding her close to my chest, kissing her on the top of her head. I felt so privileged to have her but didn't understand why they had chosen me instead of his own personal secretary. My desk was across the aisle from the freight elevator. The elevator door opened and the entire elevator was full of racks and boxes of clothes for this child, not only for today, but for the coming years as she grows up. The men were delivering all the clothes plus two little girls were on the elevator wearing samples of the clothes. The girls were 5 or 6 years old. The clothes were all pink and white. Someone commented that it was strange to provide clothes that large when she was just an infant. I said, "That's okay! she's going to grow into them.
While this was going on, I was working with two sets of records that the company kept. They were in identical medium blue loose leaf binders. One was handwritten and the other was supposed to be a typed duplicate. One had to hold these books sideways and flip the pages upward and over backwards towards the top when finished reading, rather than sideways to the left like a normal book.
I took it upon myself to check the two books against each other to make sure there were no discrepancies.
I told another woman about this double set of books and she said she wanted to read them over her lunch hour, but she took only the typed copy with her, and I retained the handwritten copy which was the truth. She didn't come back from lunch and I started to worry that she had stolen the book, but I had the handwritten copy, the truth, in my own possession even if she didn't return and I could always retype it if necessary for the public to see at the right time.
The phone on my desk started ringing suddenly. There were 4 or 5 lines on it and red lights were blinking to show me which line was ringing. They were ALL ringing at once. I couldn't answer them all at nice so the girl at the desk abutting mine ... facing me ... grabbed a couple lines also.
The first call was from a woman named LEONE. She was selling a condo to my boss Mr. Carlson and she called to say he hadn't arrived yet and that he should call her to tell her when he was arriving.
The next phone call was from Mr. Carlson's mother-in-law named PAULA. That call also was about the condo and she wanted to know what was going on and he should call her as soon as possible and tell her.
I hung up, and then noticed that I wasn't wearing any clothes from the waist down. I got all embarrassed and ran to the closet to put some clothes on. Nothing was hung up, but laying in neat piles. However, when I picked up the blue slacks to put on, the underpants and panty hose were already inside the slacks and I tried to put them on just the way they were and had had my blue bedroom slippers on and forgot to take them off first. I got all distressed and then discovered I already had pantyhose on, I just didn't see them before.
So then, I went way to the far end of the building and up the elevator to the CEO's office to tell the secretary the phone messages. However, we got to talking about other things I can't remember and never told her the phone messages because I forgot about them.
So, when I got back to my desk, I called her on the phone to tell her that LEONE the condo lady had called and that the boss hadn't showed up yet and he should call her. The bosses secretary said, "That's okay! The train runs every 30 minutes and 32 seconds anyway." So there was nothing to worry about them getting together.
Then I told her that Mr. Carlson's mother-in-law PAULA had called about the condo also. The secretary didn't make any big deal about that either. I almost felt like I had wasted my time making the call, but I had done my job and that was what mattered.
I walked over to a darker corner of the office, near the freight elevator and saw that there was a box of my clothes sitting there. These were all upper garments like my purple sweater and other clothes I wear currently. They were all in a box, yet when I picked them up, they were all wet and the box was actually full of water like it was a white bathtub inside. I got all distressed out again that these clothes weren't hanging up in the closet.
It was then that I saw Dr. Kildare sitting on a bench across from me and I looked down and saw that I still wasn't dressed from the waist down. I was really distressed to realize I had gone all the way to the bosses office and back with no pants on and I told him this. He said, "That's not so bad, the better part was when you were like that the other day and bent over to pick something up. Now, that was a sight to see!"
I was really embarrassed because I didn't realize I had done this before. I begged him to please go in the closet and bring me something to wear so I wouldn't have to embarrass myself further. Dr. Kildare went into the closet and brought out a shorty pink nightie and hung it up in the air for everyone to see. That made me distressed again, so I walked across the room and went into the closet to get my own pants on. While I was doing that and struggling to get into them, all three layers at the same time, again with my blue slippers on, Dr. Kildare brought an older white haired doctor and a middle aged man into the closet also.
I couldn't seem to get the underpants aligned properly with the panty hose ... they were kind of twisted together where the upper bands were even though the slacks were up okay.
I was so distressed, I broke into tears and started to bawl my head off in front of the older doctor and the strange man I didn't know. Through my tears I told the doctor that I can't seem to focus on one thing and finish it, that I move on to the next thing before I'm done. (Boy! Is this the truth!) and I can't even finish getting dressed in order to go to work.
He said he understood what the problem was and that it was the contrails that were confusing people's minds. The other man spoke up and said that his mind had gotten so bad that his company had to let him go on disability because he couldn't continue to focus on his job. The older doctor said that there was going to be a worldwide conference about this in Ohio shortly.
I felt somewhat better about my own situation knowing that it wasn't just me or my fault that I was so befuddled.
NOTE: Here is what is going on: WHAT ARE THESE CONTRAILS IN THE SKY?
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6-24-99 - This dream came as I was meditating for a healing for a friend of mine.
DREAM - I was headed east along a highway in order to meet a train. I got sidetracked at a huge building I've been in before. It was similar to Simpson Electric in some ways. In other ways it was where I seemed to live.
The time was mid-afternoon. I decided to get the mail. I lived on the 3rd floor and the mail was on the ground level. I had three sets of tiny silver keys. Each set was different, but there were two of each which looked identical at first glance, but were just a tad different from each other.
I was barefoot. I was looking to see which pair of shoes to put on so I wouldn't cut my feet or get glass embedded in them. I prefer slipons but I didn't see any so I picked up a new pair of blue jogging shoes. They looked amazingly like Joe's new shoes.
Before I got them on, I began to hear music and I had to dance to it. It was great fun but I was dancing alone. The music ended and I saw my friend Diane arrive. She's a very big girl ... blonde ... over 6 feet tall and large boned, ... very goddess -like.
She was in the next room. I was going to ask her to dance with me, but she put ona record of an Irish tune that was even livelier and I went in that room to dance with her to her music. But when I got in there, she was gone, so I began to dance to the music by myself.
Another blonde woman came in the room and said, "'I'll teach you how to dance to THIS music. She took me by the hands, then slipped her right hand around my back, holding my right hand with her left hand, and my left hand was around her back.
As the Irish music played, we danced eight steps in a circle to the right, as she counted 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 ... then we danced eight steps to the left as she counted 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 ... like a figure 8 (the infinity symbol)
When the dance was over a large black woman came in. She was going to be living with the woman I dance with upstairs, across the alley from me in my 16th St. house.
I was now alone again. I had yet to go get the mail. I went out into the hallway and met three people. I'm thinking this was the attorney Laura Buchanan from One Life to Live. She had two men with her. I was a little envious. I had nobody and she had two of them, but they showed me a book on the desk that had been written by me over a series of years. While I was reading the 1st page of this huge book, I was impressed by the fact that no matter how many times the story was told, it always remained fresh and new for the next person, and it had never been lost like I thought it was. It could be copied over and over.
By then, the other man and Laura came back from the soda machines on the 1st floor right next to where I was going to get the mail, buy food from the machines there.
The shorter, other man, named Bear offered me a sip of his soda and I knew then that he was meant to be my partner. I still needed to go get my mail and again I had to put the blue shoes on and this time Bear was going to go with me. We got outside and I looked up the hill to where the building was and a factory whistle blew and all the people came pouring out of the building. I said, "Oh No! It's 3:30 p.m.", and I knew that buses would be packed with people going home and many of them would stop by the soda and food machines on the way to the bus.
So I delayed again, standing with Bear by the road and I heard a train whistle, and across the street, just behind a knoll was a train track you could only tell was there when the train was going by.
I said to Bear, "I always knew there was a train running there, but I didn't know what the schedule was." And we both went to get the mail together.
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6-24-99 - A car drove by outside with loud strange music. I opened my eyes because it was so close. VISION - When I closed my eyes, I saw a king on a large gold throne, dressed in robes. I saw him hand a large golden goblet to a man standing in front of him.
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8-16-99 - DREAM - I was working in a big office. In the file cabinets I noticed that they weren't keeping proper records and I decided to look and see what parts were due to come in yet. I pulled out the records starting from 1995. Lists of parts ordered were recorded on sheets. However, they stopped keeping records towards the end of 1999.
I went out into the hallway, some maintenance men were telling dumb jokes about the sole of a shoe. I then saw that the Pope was sitting at a desk in room 110 wher