9-1-13 -  DREAM - As I was waking up, it felt like I was laying amongst soft branches of a tree.  I turned the branches over, only to still find myself laying amongst soft branches of a tree, and again a third time, and then I woke up to find myself laying on the blankets of my soft bed.



I was in California, having flown there from somewhere in the central part of the U.S. 

Everyone in the dream was young and beautiful, but some had the faces of actresses, and some real life people, one of whom I'll call Michael because I think that is important and he looked like a real life Michael I know well.

One of the actresses became ill, and they had to call the doctor for her.

All of this was being filmed by small cameras, linked up from plugs high on the wall in the hallway between bedrooms.  I actually pulled the plug a couple times so I wouldn't be filmed.

After the actress became ill, the others wanted her to sleep in my bed, which meant I had to change rooms and sleep in someone else's bed.

It became apparent that Michael wanted to have sex with me, but I was afraid I had bad breath from eating dinner which I saw laying on the kitchen floor and the green something I saw tasted like broccoli and the taste was still in my mouth.  (I woke up with the taste of peaches in my mouth because that's what I had eaten before falling asleep)

I had a lot of paperwork with me, perhaps scripts, maps, and documents, and those were supposed to be kept in a box on the top right hand corner of the bedroom closet.  However, since the actress got sick, and I had to change bedrooms, a lot of the paperwork was stacked on the floor next to the bed and sometimes on the bed.

I knew at some point I was going to have to fly back home towards the east to my home.

The doctor came and gave the actress a shot of something for whatever she was suffering from. 

I felt sorry for her because she wanted to be in the film, and everything was a mess instead because of her illness.

Michael took a shower in preparation for having sex with me, but I was too embarrassed by my bad breath, which I did nothing about, when he got into the bed and under the quilt, I just reached under the quilt and rubbed his feet and toes, and when he groaned with pleasure, I left the room.

I went back to the actresses room to make sure she was alright, and Michael got back up and started working with the cameras again, at which time I pulled the plug out of the wall so he couldn't film what came next.


9-2-13 - DREAM -  I was in a large room with an old man somewhere.

Hanging or floating in the room was a large ball that didn't have all its grid lines on it, so I took it upon myself to complete the grid lines on the ball by throwing a line of ************************** tiny stars in rows until the entire ball had perfect lines on it.

The large ball continued to hang or float in the air and turned around showing all its grid lines in perfect alignment.


I was shown one line of the grid appeared to be a little crooked at the top






9-2-13 - DREAM -  This felt so real, I swear it was really happening.

I actually wasn't in this current house, but I thought I was.

I was standing in an empty room with a wooden floor, and I heard voices outside.  I went to the door and a large man came to the door and just walked right in because the doorway was open with no door on it.

He said, "Where is your husband!  We couldn't reach him by phone!"

I said he's upstairs doing some work.

By then, several women came in with piles of documents, and decided they were going to take over the diningroom table .  (We really don't have one)

One of the women sat down at the table with the papers and started sorting them out.

I said, "Let me go call my husband.  He's upstairs working on the house."

She said, "The whole deal is off.  The people who were buying the property, decided to split the property into 10 lots and everything has changed."

She was so excited because it meant we didn't have to move. We could just stay in the house the way it was.

I ran to the stairway to call my husband down so he could hear the news.

I woke up then, thinking it was real... and when I realized it had just been a dream, I called Joe and told him the dream, and he said, "That can't happen, it's illegal."

Wow - what a relief.


9-3-13 - DREAM  I was working with a round piece of cloth three feet across.  I was sewing on the front side to make it look like Earth.  However, when you sew on the front side, you can tell on the back side where all the knots of the threads are and how far you went from one spot to another of the same color.

In this case, I was working alongside my Mother and a man named Arthur was giving me specific instructions.

When I had completed the first Earth, Arthur told me that it had to be changed.

Because of the entangled threads on the back side of the first Earth, it was actually easier to make a second Earth rather than fixing the first one.

So I created a second Earth, which I showed to my Mother, and showed her the change I had made which could be easily detected because I left a long thick purple thread from one area to another.  I showed her how one could tell it was a second earth because when you held a large magnet up against the top side of the Earth, the long, thick purple thread was magnetic and one could easily see where the grid line had been shifted on the back side. One would never know it was a second earth without the magnet because it looked the same.


9-3-13 - DREAM Since the telephone ringing woke me up - I only have a vague memory of seeing the Earth with a square red box deep within it.  Apparently I was able to reach into the Earth and touch that box so it was a real object.

NOTE:  When I looked on the internet and did a search for Earth "red box" I found a site describing an underwater volcano ridge between Mexico and Baja, California, spreading apart Baja from Mexico.


9-5-13 - VISION -  A little boy baby, about a year old, with a rounded off square head.  He was wearing neck to toe blue baby pajamas, of baby blue.

MEDITATION about the little boy baby.   I started seeing 4 letter names like  eyxm  OR  EYXM -  and I'm thinking maybe they are radio call letters.

NOTE:  It turns out that eyxm is used by in many videos as well.

My friend Daphne meditated on the little square headed boy and said that it felt like Metatron's cube was more like it.  That would fit with the red cube in the center of the earth from the other day as well.


9-6-13- DREAM -  I was living in the country somewhere, near a river.  While out driving the car, apparently low paid people had to drive very close to the edge of the road, and higher paid people got to drive all the way on the highway proper.  

We heard on the radio that something had happened at the river, so we stopped by the river and ran down to the shore to see if we could see a body floating there.

Finding nothing, we went back home and my cousin Shirley was there, and we were going to have a costume party and we invited her to join us.

Shirley said she would.  She was tall and slim, and I saw her looking into the mirror, so I could see both her and her reflection, and I said she looked like Miss 11 o'clock (a newscaster)  She was wearing a very slim business dress with a brown felt hat.  She looked like she was going to work, not a party. She was very attractive.

I was wearing a long flowing gown with silken underwear, and I felt very elegant.

We were getting read to go to the party, and there was heavy spats of rain coming down on a slant, then it would stop and then start again and it was getting quite dark outside.  It didn't seem like a party atmosphere.

English Meaning:
The name Shirley is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Shirley is: Bright wood; bright meadow; from the white meadow. Famous Bearers: child star Shirley Temple.

Various Shirley's are on my website 96 times.

This was my cousin Shirley.


9-6-13 - NAP DREAM -  I was stitching on fabric in little x's and when I stitched upward, I heard music play in an upward string of notes, and when I stitched downward in a downward string of notes.  It wasn't really a song, though it could have been the beginning of some piece someone has written in time. 

I had that dream twice.


9-7-13 - DREAM -  I was looking down on a map, of the type where cities were shown as squares that were taller than the surrounding landscape.

I didn't know where I was until I was very close on top of a very tall square, and then I could see a label on that square on the map, and saw that it was Sacramento -  and I was shown that it was completely flooded.

sacramento map




9-7-13 - MEDITATION DREAM -  I asked about the Sacramento flood, and when it would be.

I was told, "Very soon". 

I said, "Can you give me a date?"

The answer was, "Not really!"


9-7-13 - NAP DREAM -  I had a new baby.  He grew really fast, and turned into an old black man, wearing a green and blue plaid suit, like a clown.

I saw on a calendar that his name was Roe.

In the next dream, I had a little boy baby, who also grew really fast.  By age 1, he could already run.  I put him down for a nap in a baby buggy, and almost forgot about him.  When I remembered I had a baby, I went to check on him, and found him scrunched up down in a back corner of the buggy. I picked him up and he said, "It's too late, it's too late. 

I thought he meant he had to poop, so I grabbed a diaper and laid him on it, and again he yelled, 'It's too late, it's too late!"

I started to feel afraid, and then I saw a calendar. 

On the calendar it said:  Black Horse -   Nov. 1.  (THE BLACK HORSE INDICATES FAMINE)



9-8-13 - DREAM - I went to a small meeting with some people who were interested in building houses.  We had a card table in the room, and we were supposed to make a model of the house we wanted to build out of tinfoil.

I said, "There isn't enough tinfoil in the world to build the house I want."

My friend Loretta was with me, and all she cared about was her hair, the color, the wave, etc.  so when the guy across from us said he admired her hair and wanted to talk to her about it -  she was all set, and the two of them left the room.

That left me with a chubby guy and a rich looking small woman, dressed in a silver-grey business dress suit, so the three of us paired up and I was as happy as could be because I was going to be able to build the house I wanted.


9-9-13 - DREAM -  I was sewing on some fabric, but it was more like a web page.  I was making blue flowers with yellow centers, one stitch at a time. It was taking me so long, I started to wake up.

I quickly fell asleep again, and found myself in a restaurant.  I had gone there because there was no food at home. 

My son Ken (about age 16) was one of the waiters. 

I teased him and said, "Hey Mister!  How long will it take to get our food?" and he responded - "It won't be very long Ma'am!"

I guess it took a long time, because I left to go find some food for myself. 

I went to a truck that delivered food, and looked inside and there was no food in it.  The truck was large - at least as big as a railroad car.  There was nothing in it but a couple of women who were also looking for food. I had a very short conversation with them.  I said, "You'd think they'd at least have some bread."

Since there was no food, I went home again, and saw that in front of every house was a box set on the sidewalk in front of every entrance - the size of an open egg carton, and inside every box was 5 (five) hot dogs.

I was amazed at the sight of the hot dogs in front of every house - but no bread or anything else.

It wasn't until after I woke up that I realized that there would also have been bugs or creepy crawlies on the food - but there was nothing - just 5 plain hot dogs in an open box.


9-10-13 -  DREAM - I spent a lot of time deleting all the files off my computer that referred to Kings. 

I had to stop because nothing lined up anymore and I got confused as to which was which after a time.

NOTE:  There are 1650 pages on my site about Kings.  No wonder I got confused  :-)


9-11-13 - DREAM - I was with my friend Barbara in a hospital hallway, visiting someone or waiting for an appointment for someone.  Barbara and I looked so much alike,  we could have been twins, and while we stood by a counter, we were admiring two paintings that were almost identical of sunset scenes that were quite orangey.  They were beautiful.  The paintings almost looked like duplicates of each other, but were done by two people.

A doctor walked by and he wondered if Barbara and I were at least sisters, if not twins. 

Later then, I was working on lists of projects that needed to be done, and taking off old ones that no longer needed to be accomplished, like the one that said 'spit ball contests'. 

I couldn't even imagine such a thing being important anymore, and laughed that it had ever been important in life to someone.  But there were many more important things to do, now that we were older.


9-11-13  3 visions  9-a.m. to 9:11 a.m.

#1  -  A UPS man - wearing shorts - said  "OVER"  AND I was shown it was 30 degrees

#2 -  a grassy meadow hill  going downhill towards the right

#3 - a close-up of a UPS man with really short hair- and wearing clear glasses said, "Toast"  and I was shown that it was 32 degrees



9-12-13 - DREAM -  I was living out in the country with a couple other women, and I had a baby girl asleep in the house.

Out in the barn, my friend Lori was crocheting two very large afghan covers for animals to keep them warm.  They were very large ovals.  I was very pleased how they were turning out.

I went back to the house to check on the baby to make sure she was okay, and an older woman who was in charge of this farm came home and I told her about how Lori's project was coming along and how pleased I was at it's outcome.  So, we went back out to the barn to show the woman how nice the covers were.

It was twilight and I should have turned on the light in the house in case the baby woke up, but I didn't.

The woman and I walked out to the barn, having to cross a large dirt road to get there.  We didn't turn the light on in the barn either so as to not disturb the animals.

I recall clearly looking up at the sky and seeing the stars twinkling up there, as we walked back towards the house.

I was feeling guilty for not turning the light on for the baby, but then had a second thought that if the baby woke up and saw that it was dark, she wouldn't have realized that it was okay to be awake and would have just gone back to sleep.


9-12-13 - DREAM -  I was in my New Berlin house, standing in the kitchen.  

I could hear a lot of banging going on out in the garage.  My husband and one of my sons was either building something or knocking something apart - I couldn't tell which, but every time they banged with the hammer, I could see a brown Bible book sliding towards a trench that was dug around the house.

I had to save that book from getting into the trench and the men were not stopping the banging, so I ran outside towards the garage, yelling at the top of my lungs:  "I'm going to KILL THEM!"

NOTE:  That book looked very familiar to me, so later I went to my current bookcase to see what the brown Bible book was, and it is this one:  NAVES STUDY BIBLE.  Reference Edition, Notes, Concordance.  It has extensive notes to other Bible verses on every page.  I will need to keep this handy henceforth.


9-13-13 -  DREAM - I was looking at various people's gardens - rather like grape vines, and at the end, I saw John Kerry had a plant in his garden that looked like someone's bare behind.


9-13-13 - DREAM - I was manager of an apartment building, and living on the 4th floor.

A young black couple came to the door, and the man practically shoved his girlfriend in the door and she said, "I have to use your hair dryer - my hair is all wet and I don't have one.

Before I could even say anything, she started moving things around and out of her way.  I saw her drop a couple plants out the window, she moved the bookcase (a long low three shelf with one book in it ) about three feet away from the wall.  Then she moved my ironing board out into the hall.

Finally she went into the bathroom to blow dry her hair and I followed her into the bathroom and said, "I don't even have a hair dryer.  You're going to have to go. 

I got her out the door, and she tried to take my ironing board away with her, but I grabbed it back and got it back into my apartment and then I had to put all the furniture back she had moved around.

Then, someone knocked on the door again, and I opened it and there stood a tall woman, with a baby in a buggy and another young daughter sitting in the buggy.  She said, "I'm going to have a baby and I have nowhere to go."

I responded, "I'm not a nurse.  I'm not qualified to deliver a baby, even though I've had six children of my own."

She didn't care.  She said, "That's okay!  I was told come her and try to set you up." 

At that point I was going to ask, "Who is having the baby, because I couldn't tell that she was pregnant because of her heavy coat on. 

I woke up then, and immediately the phone rang, and it was RA, asking me what was going on.

He said he hadn't been able to sleep and had been thinking about me all night, wondering if I was dreaming something new.

I told him about the boardwalk at Jersey Shore burning to the ground and told him to turn on Al Jazeera and he could see the films.  He said, "Okay"! and we hung up.

I was still trying to remember my last dream, because I told him my John Kerry dream.



9-13-13 - 11:20 P.M.  DREAM - I'm surprised I woke up now.  But I wanted to get away from where I was, wherever that was.

It seemed like a school, but it was very undisciplined because there were no teachers in the rooms that were divided by many corridors.

The kids were divided into age groups, but not segregated by sex.

In one group, which was a choral group, the choral director was not in the room and the kids immediately got unruly, but I went into another classroom, where the kids of both sexes were sitting in circles, and in one circle, one of the boys who was a young teenager was either sexually attacking a girl, or at least bullying her, so I grabbed a kids jacket and started hitting the boy on the head with it to make him stop.

I was yelling at him, and started to wake up, but within a moment, I was back in the group again and decided I should get out of there, and went through a hallway that had some stairs to another level, but there was classrooms there too, just a different age group, and there was no adult there either, and those kids were also unruly.

There was no way I could discipline all those kids, so I just woke up, and was surprised to see what time it was.



Mikki came to visit me  in California and we went through the house a bit. I showed her my bookcases and Joe said, "Hi" and went about his business.

Then we decided to go shopping and we ran into a funeral where the men in the funeral were all wearing top hats.

All of a sudden, Paul and Amanda was in the car and Amanda was driving (she's only 12) and we were driving on the left side of the road like in England, and all of a sudden Jimmy was in the car too. 

Mikki said I wasn't saying anything at this point.  Mikki was arguing with Jimmy and Paul about who was driving.

Jimmy said he was driving.

At one point, Mikki and I were looking at a photo album of Arnie's daughter's wedding and Jimmy said the divorce was going to cost way more than the wedding did, which was very expensive with like 400 people attending which was whittled down from like 800 people.  They have lots of friends apparently.

Then Mikki and I started shopping, going from store to store, looking at fabric a lot for quilts, and then we went back to Mikki's house and she showed me her long arm quilting machine.

Mikki told me to try it out, and I laughed and said, "No you don't.  Don't try to get me to like it because I can't afford it and I don't have the space for it, but we were laughing, and she kept urging me to try it anyway, and laughing.

NOTE :  I started to get nervous about the funeral with the men in top hats, and seeing that we were in England, I'm assuming either the Queen or her husband the Duke of Wellington is going to die.  He is in his 90's and has been ill.  She has been ill several times also and has Alzheimers and they are hiding that fact.


9-15-13 - NAP DREAM - I was trying to delete all previous pages about Kings on my computer. I would point to them and they would blink out, but I couldn't press down on the links because they were gone.  It was like they were hidden.


9-15-13 - NAP DREAM -  I was young and very beautiful, and wearing nothing but a bright blue skimpy panty.  Otherwise I was naked and barefoot and running around the house that way.

I looked out the door and saw my husband coming home.  He was driving very fast in a bright blue pick up truck with a rack on the back that looked like it should be holding up glass for delivery, but just the rack was there.

I didn't want him to know I ran around half naked, so I ran upstairs to find something to put on, and he got out of his vehicle and ran up the stairs behind me. 

I turned right at the top of the stairs to put out my foot to stop him from coming all the way up.

I put out my foot to push him back, and it wasn't any husband I had ever seen... I pushed him back with my foot and he looked stunned (without expression) and at the same time, another man, wearing identical clothes appeared, sitting on the hallway floor with the identical expression on his face -  none -  they looked like identical twins except the one sitting on the hallway floor was a shade paler than the one on the stairs.

Seeing the second paler man stunned me and I woke up.


9-15-13 - DREAM PARTIAL - I remember opening the closet door in the bedroom to get away from a group of people who were outside (a younger generation) and I was afraid of them (or at least one of them)  and when I opened the closet door, my first husband was in the closet and he said he was picking up the puzzle or something like that -  there were thin pieces of something all over the floor in a brown and orangey color.


9-15-13 - NAP DREAM -  I was again working on my computer, working towards deleting pages about Kings, and the power blew out on the computer and went black.

NOTE:  I woke up instantly, expecting Joe to be hollering about the power being out , but it wasn't.


9-16-13 - DREAM - I was sitting at my desk, and I saw a couple little black balls moving back and forth at the back of the desk.  I couldn't figure out what they were there for, so I reached back there and pulled the little black balls towards me.

The more I pulled on them, the bigger they got, and when I got them all the way to the front of the desk, I discovered they were big black dogs like black labs of Doberman pinchers - but larger.

They seemed gentle, so I put them on the floor and pulled them over to where my Mother was laying on the sofa.

I said, "Mom!  Look what I found behind my desk.!"

She didn't really say anything - just looked at them. 

I decided they were too big to put back on the desk now, so I opened the door and put them outside to fend for themselves.

Hmmm!  Wonder where they will go!


9-17-13 - DREAM -  I was looking at a schematic of the banking system I had on a board, and I knew I had to change the banking system in order to build a new house.  Each step of the banking system had a specific color and placement on the board.  I couldn't seem to change what was already in place.


9-17-13 - DREAM -  I was manager of the apartment building seeming at Juneau Village Garden Apts. in Milwaukee.  

I had given my notice to leave 2 weeks earlier, but was just getting to move out and go somewhere else.  I hadn't really started packing yet, the carpet layers came in to work and rip out my carpet, and also the carpets in the empty apartment across the hall, the apartment to my left and the apartment across the hall from that one - so they were doing the carpeting in 4 apartments at the same time.

At the same time, the new people were moving in - an impossibility if you know how carpet layers work.

In the apartment next to me, the woman had two little boys who liked to jump on the bed.  I could hear them jumping on the bed from the apartment across the hall from that one, so I ran over there to admonish them to stop.  That kind of loud noise was not tolerated in our building.  The mother came running in just as I was admonishing them, and she was going to stop them herself, but hear me yelling at them to stop and that upset her even more, until I explained that in an apartment building, noise was not tolerated.

Right then an insurance salesman came in to talk to the new people, but I ended up going out into the parking lot with him so he could smoke a cigarette and I could actually smell his cigarette smoke (which tells me this was no dream, but an astral experience. )

I seemed to recognize all these people from somewhere else, and we were all friendly with each other like we had known each other a long time somewhere else first. 

I can't remember the small conversations we had, because there was a lot of running around from apartment to apartment, and there were men in all the apartments as well, so nothing was really coherent, nor normal because of what was happening all at the same time.

I was going to go downstairs to get the mail, right after I saw one of the other woman come upstairs with hers, and that's when I ended up going out to the parking lot with the insurance salesman.

While I was out there, a big truck went by and I woke up and a big truck was going by my house at the same time, so the sound from the physical life bled through into the astral as well.


9-18-13 - DREAM -  I was looking at a very large black and white map of Mexico that was divided into large square grids. 

In about 5 or 6 widely spread grids were tiny little x's.

I started clicking on the tiny x's and that would make the x move nearer to another little x.

Finally, when the x's were close to each other, when I clicked on one of the x's, it would vanish. 

The map was down to about 1 or 2 tiny little x's before I woke up.

I was not told what the tiny little x's represented, but there were fewer of them before I woke up.

NOTE:  Joe and I had a discussion about Mexico and the grid alignment that J.J. Hurtak wrote about in his book - "Keys of Enoch". 

Here are 226 pages where we've written about it: Here are just a few.



9-18-13 - MEDITATION DREAM - I was going to ask about Mexico and the x's, but I fell asleep instantly.

 I don't know where I was for sure, but most likely Wisconsin, near to where I used to live.

I had a new cell phone, and someone called me and asked me to sing in church on Sunday.  Without thinking, I said, "Yes!"

Meanwhile, I was looking at a book, and there was some writing at the top, which I couldn't read because I didn't have my reading glasses with me.

A little further down the page, was a picture of the storm stripe across Jupiter -  the red stripe.

It came time to go to the church and sing, so I went to the church, taking the book with me.

When I went into the church, it was packed with people, but as luck would have it, in the third row in back, all the people moved over to the right in the pew and made room for me to sit down.  So I was sitting right by the aisle - third row in.

As I was sitting there, with the book in my hand, thinking about how terrified I was to have to sing in church, something I had never done before, I heard a familiar voice behind me out in the aisle, talking to someone behind me.

I turned around and saw my ex-husband standing there - Jim.

He said something unintelligible to me and ran out of the church, and I jumped up and ran after him to see what was going on.

Out in the parking lot, which was quite large, over on the side I saw a car that looked like Joe's car (black).  (I was thinking it was Jim's car)

I ran over towards the car, and when I got there, I saw that he had arrived in a bright green car I had never seen before.

I went over to talk to him to find out what was going on and ask him why he was there, and he showed me a brand new white convertible car and handed me to the keys to it, and said, "This is yours now!"

I was stunned to say the least, and before I could say anything, Jim walked away probably to his own car, but I didn't see where he had gone.

Instead of seeing Jim, my youngest son was there - Bill. He was about three years old.

Not knowing what to do next, I walked with Bill back to the church, thinking I was still supposed to sing in the service, but instead, there was a folding chair near the door, so I sat down to think a bit.

I still had the book with me, and I was holding it in my hand.  I wanted to open it and look for that page with Jupiter's storm on it, and to do that, I put my red cell phone down on the ground and covered it with a red cloth or scarf to keep the sun off of it.

As I sat there, looking for the picture in the book, I looked up at the sky, which had clouded over, and 3/4's of the way up the sky was a red storm stripe just like the one on Jupiter.

I wanted to take a photo of it with my cell phone, and I reached down to where I had laid the phone under the cloth, and I couldn't come up with it for some reason.  It was like at the top of the bed, with pillows and a blanket covering the pillows, and I just couldn't find the cell phone.

I looked back up at the sky, and the whole sky was one large black storm cloud now.

I had missed taking a picture of the cloud with the red stripe across it like on Jupiter.  I couldn't prove it to anyone now.

NOTE: Joe reminded me just now that we had talked about the movie 2001 space odyssey where there was a computer problem and they were going to Jupiter that the obelisk on the moon was aimed at.



9-19-13 - DREAM -  I was sewing on some fabric with stitches about two inches long, and it seemed to be the number 7.

I woke up, went to the bathroom, and then fell asleep again immediately.

I was now in my apartment, packing up three long boxes - about 3 x 2 x 2 with what looked like sewing projects.

Several people came into the apartment who were moving into the building and I had to work around my packing with getting their paperwork together for moving in.  This couple was a very petite little woman, with a very tall man, and a young boy. (These are friends of a friend from England)

Their names are Anita, Daniel, and Arnie

The doorbell went off and I answered it and it was the postman in the lobby.  He said I needed to empty the mail box by 8 a.m. because he was coming back to deliver a package for which I had to pay a $30 licensing fee.

I have no idea what I had purchased that I had to pay a $30 licensing fee for, but I apologized to the people I was helping in my apartment, put on a long robe, and went to the elevator, where I met three men who were football players apparently because they were practicing throwing imaginary footballs in the hallway and then on the elevator on the way down to the lobby.

When I got off the elevator in the lobby, the largest man who was as tall as the elevator was high and probably weighed 300 pounds or more, asked me if I was having fun yet - and I assured him I was and smiled and he smiled back. He apparently was going to the basement level.

I then walked into the lobby, looking at my ring of keys I had in my hand, trying to figure out which one was the mail box key.  I had three keys of the same size, but different colors and shapes.

I finally decided one of them was for the mailbox, and put it into the lock of the mailbox which was falling off the wall.  It was the end mailbox so the mailbox itself was tilted over a couple inches at the top and the whole mailbox was at an angle of about 2 o'clock at the top and at its normal place at the bottom. 

It didn't seem to have all that much mail in the box itself, but I retrieved it so the mailbox could be repaired and more mail delivered later.

NOTE:  It will be interesting if there is a follow up dream to this one.


9-20-13 - DREAM - We had a very large family with many children.  We were going to take a plane trip somewhere, and we wanted everyone to have the same identical accommodations, and seating, and even life insurance.  Everyone should be the same, no matter how old they were or their size. Everyone should be the same.

Once we arranged the plane ride accommodations, then we went out into a garden we grew ourselves - and there too we wanted everything to be identical - the bushes should be cut to the exact height, width, length, etc. 

And even when it snowed later, even the snow had to be at the same height throughout the garden - even when it fell in the garden.  Everything should be the same - everywhere.

The moment I woke up - the word "zer anpin" came into my head, and won't get out -  I can't stop thinking about it and I don't know what it means, though I've heard Joe say it a few times recently.



9-21-13 -  DREAM -  I was in a room with Joe and on a small stool was a red square that looked like it was made of metal.  On all four sides was the word EXTRATERRESTRIAL.

Then a large white circle came off the ground with various geometries on it, some round, some square, some multiple shapes - each one had a number on it.

The one that seemed most ominous was the circle at the top of the large circle which Joe pointed at, and the number was 8.9

Were these crop circles?  Or potential earthquake numbers?

NOTE:  when I went outside to feed the dog - there was a yardstick across the door.  Symbolism for timing?

I explained the dream to Joe and he came up with a different scenario for the yardstick.

This is from him:

Vision of the Man with a Measuring Rod

40 In the twenty-fifth year of our exile, at the beginning of the year, on the tenth of the month, in the fourteenth year after the city was [a]taken, on that

 same day the hand of the Lord was upon me and He brought me there. In the visions of God He brought me into the land of Israel and set me on a very

high mountain, and on it to the south there was a structure like a city. So He brought me there; and behold, there was a man whose appearance was like

 the appearance of bronze, with a line of flax and a measuring [b]rod in his hand; and he was standing in the gateway. The man said to me, “Son of man,

 see with your eyes, hear with your ears, and give attention to all that I am going to show you; for you have been brought here in order to show it to you.

 Declare to the house of Israel all that you see.”

Measurements Relating to the Temple

And behold, there was a wall on the outside of the [c]temple all around, and in the man’s hand was a measuring rod of six cubits, each of which was a

 cubit and a [d]handbreadth. So he measured the thickness of the [e]wall, one rod; and the height, one rod.
Then he went to the gate which faced east

, went up its steps and measured the threshold of the gate, one rod [f]in width; and the other threshold was one rod [g]in width.
The guardroom was one

 rod long and one rod wide; and there were five cubits between the guardrooms. And the threshold of the gate by the porch of the gate [h]facing inward

 was one rod.
Then he measured the porch of the gate [i]facing inward, one rod. He measured the porch of the gate, eight cubits; and its side pillars,

 two cubits. And the porch of the gate was [j]faced inward. 10 The guardrooms of the gate toward the east numbered three on each side; the three of them

 had the same measurement. The side pillars also had the same measurement on each side. 11 And he measured the width of the [k]gateway, ten cubits, and

 the length of the gate, thirteen cubits. 12 There was a [l]barrier wall one cubit wide in front of the guardrooms on each side; and the guardrooms were six

 cubits square on each side. 13 He measured the gate from the roof of the one guardroom to the roof of the other, a width of twenty-five cubits from one

 door to the door opposite. 14 He made the side pillars sixty cubits high; the gate extended round about to the side pillar of the courtyard. 15 From the

 front of the entrance gate to the front of the inner porch of the gate was fifty cubits. 16 There were [m]shuttered windows looking toward the guardrooms,

 and toward their side pillars within the gate all around, and likewise for the porches. And there were windows all around inside; and on each side

 pillar were palm tree ornaments.

17 Then he brought me into the outer court, and behold, there were chambers and a pavement made for the court all around; thirty chambers [n]faced the

 pavement. 18 The pavement (that is, the lower pavement) was by the [o]side of the gates, corresponding to the length of the gates. 19 Then he measured

 the width from the front of the lower gate to the front of the exterior of the inner court, a hundred cubits on the east and on the north.

20 As for the gate of the outer court which faced the north, he measured its length and its width. 21 [p]It had three guardrooms on each side; and its side

 pillars and its porches [q]had the same measurement as the first gate. Its length was fifty cubits and the width twenty-five cubits. 22 Its windows and its

 porches and its palm tree ornaments had the same measurements as the gate which faced toward the east; and [r]it was reached by seven steps, and its [s]

porch was in front of them. 23 The inner court had a gate opposite the gate on the north as well as the gate on the east; and he measured a hundred cubits

from gate to gate.

24 Then he led me toward the south, and behold, there was a gate toward the south; and he measured its side pillars and its porches according to [t]those

 same measurements. 25 [u]The gate and its porches had windows all around like [v]those other windows; the length was fifty cubits and the width twenty-

five cubits. 26 There were seven steps going up to it, and its porches were in front of them; and it had palm tree ornaments on its side pillars, one on each

 side. 27 The inner court had a gate toward the south; and he measured from gate to gate toward the south, a hundred cubits.

28 Then he brought me to the inner court by the south gate; and he measured the south gate according to those same measurements. 29 Its guardrooms also,

 its side pillars and its porches were according to those same measurements. And [w]the gate and its porches had windows all around; it was fifty cubits

 long and twenty-five cubits wide. 30 There were porches all around, twenty-five cubits long and five cubits wide. 31 Its porches were toward the outer

 court; and palm tree ornaments were on its side pillars, and its stairway had eight steps.

32 He brought me into the inner court toward the east. And he measured the gate according to those same measurements. 33 Its guardrooms also, its side

 pillars and its porches were according to those same measurements. And [x]the gate and its porches had windows all around; it was fifty cubits long and

 twenty-five cubits wide. 34 Its porches were toward the outer court; and palm tree ornaments were on its side pillars, on each side, and its stairway had eight steps.

35 Then he brought me to the north gate; and he measured it according to those same measurements, 36 with its guardrooms, its side pillars and its

  porches. And [y]the gate had windows all around; the length was fifty cubits and the width twenty-five cubits. 37 Its side pillars were toward the outer

 court; and palm tree ornaments were on its side pillars on each side, and its stairway had eight steps.

38 A chamber with its doorway was by the side pillars at the gates; there they rinse the burnt offering. 39 In the porch of the gate were two tables on each

 side, on which to slaughter the burnt offering, the sin offering and the guilt offering. 40 On the outer [z]side, [aa]as one went up to the [ab]gateway toward

 the north, were two tables; and on the other [ac]side of the porch of the gate were two tables. 41 Four tables were on each side [ad]next to the gate; or,

 eight tables on which they slaughter sacrifices. 42 For the burnt offering there were four tables of hewn stone, a cubit and a half long, a cubit and a half

 wide and one cubit high, on which they lay the instruments with which they slaughter the burnt offering and the sacrifice. 43 The double [ae]hooks, one

 handbreadth in length, were installed [af]in the house all around; and on the tables was the flesh of the offering.

44 From the outside to the inner gate were [ag]chambers for the singers in the inner court, one of which was at the [ah]side of the north gate, with [ai]its

front toward the south, and one at the [aj]side of the [ak]south gate facing toward the north. 45 He said to me, “This is the chamber which faces toward the

 south, intended for the priests who keep charge of the [al]temple; 46 but the chamber which faces toward the north is for the priests who keep charge of

 the altar. These are the sons of Zadok, who from the sons of Levi come near to the Lord to minister to Him.” 47 He measured the court, a perfect square, a hundred cubits long and a hundred cubits wide; and the altar was in front of the [am]temple.


48 Then he brought me to the porch of the [an]temple and measured each side pillar of the porch, five cubits on each side; and the width of the gate was

 three cubits on each side. 49 The length of the porch was twenty cubits and the width eleven cubits; and at the stairway by which it was ascended were

 columns belonging to the side pillars, one on each side.


  1. Ezekiel 40:1 Lit struck
  2. Ezekiel 40:3 Lit reed, and so throughout the ch
  3. Ezekiel 40:5 Lit house
  4. Ezekiel 40:5 I.e. 204 in.
  5. Ezekiel 40:5 Lit building
  6. Ezekiel 40:6 Or in depth
  7. Ezekiel 40:6 Or in depth
  8. Ezekiel 40:7 Lit from the house
  9. Ezekiel 40:8 Lit from the house
  10. Ezekiel 40:9 Lit from the house
  11. Ezekiel 40:11 Lit entrance of the gate
  12. Ezekiel 40:12 Lit border
  13. Ezekiel 40:16 Or beveled inwards
  14. Ezekiel 40:17 Lit to
  15. Ezekiel 40:18 Lit shoulder
  16. Ezekiel 40:21 Lit Its guardrooms were three
  17. Ezekiel 40:21 Lit were
  18. Ezekiel 40:22 Lit they were going up into it
  19. Ezekiel 40:22 Or porches
  20. Ezekiel 40:24 Lit these measurements, and so throughout the ch
  21. Ezekiel 40:25 Lit It
  22. Ezekiel 40:25 Lit these windows
  23. Ezekiel 40:29 Lit it
  24. Ezekiel 40:33 Lit it
  25. Ezekiel 40:36 Lit it
  26. Ezekiel 40:40 Lit shoulder
  27. Ezekiel 40:40 Lit to the one going up
  28. Ezekiel 40:40 Lit entrance of the gate
  29. Ezekiel 40:40 Lit shoulder
  30. Ezekiel 40:41 Lit by the shoulder of
  31. Ezekiel 40:43 Or ledges
  32. Ezekiel 40:43 Or inside
  33. Ezekiel 40:44 Gr reads in two chambers
  34. Ezekiel 40:44 Lit shoulder
  35. Ezekiel 40:44 Lit their
  36. Ezekiel 40:44 Lit shoulder
  37. Ezekiel 40:44 Gr reads east
  38. Ezekiel 40:45 Or house
  39. Ezekiel 40:47 Lit house
  40. Ezekiel 40:48 Lit house

The Two Witnesses

1 Then there was given me a measuring rod like a staff ; and someone said, "Get up and measure the temple of God and the altar, and those who worship in it. 2 "Leave out the court which is outside the temple and do not measure it, for it has been given to the nations ; and they will tread under foot the holy city for forty-two months. 3 "And I will grant authority to my two witnesses, and they will prophesy for twelve hundred and sixty days, clothed in sackcloth." 4 These are the two olive trees and the two lampstands that stand before the Lord of the earth. 5 And if anyone wants to harm them, fire flows out of their mouth and devours their enemies ; so if anyone wants to harm them, he must be killed in this way. 6 These have the power to shut up the sky, so that rain will not fall during the days of their prophesying ; and they have power over the waters to turn them into blood, and to strike the earth with every plague, as often as they desire. 7 When they have finished their testimony, the beast that comes up out of the abyss will make war with them, and overcome them and kill them. 8 And their dead bodies will lie in the street of the great city which mystically is called Sodom and Egypt, where also their Lord was crucified.



9-22-13 - DREAM -  All I did was close my eyes, and I was seeing the front face of my new cellphone -  That was a first for me.  :-)

The vision started scanning down the face of the cellphone icons looking for 'grandfather's farm.  Not finding it, and being really cold I fell asleep trying to warm up.

It seemed I dreamed about looking on line for grandfather's farm as well, though never saw any country scenes.

As I woke up, I was back to the face of the cellphone again, and right at the top was an icon for grandfather's farm.



9-22-13 - NAP DREAM -  I was working on a graph grid which I believe represented the growth of the farm income or something akin to that.

The line that represented that growth went from the lower left hand corner to somewhere between the 1 and 2 o'clock position if it had been a clock face.

Along that line was a long word starting with a C... trying to think what it might have been.

Going to look at a dictionary to see if I can figure out what that word was....


9-23-13 - DREAM - I was at a warehouse near the ocean.  I think the warehouse was for fish, but I didn't see any.  All of the workers tables were empty.

It seemed that something had gone wrong, and right outside the door, the water was rushing past - about a foot deep - it was clear water and I've never seen water flow that fast in my life.

Hmmm! A scene just jumped into my head how I got there -  going down a highway that had to cross a railroad track, and there too the train came along faster than any train I've ever seen and for some reason, the train and the cars had to be in the same space at the same time - not side by side.

It was a very dangerous crossing.

That's when I got to the warehouse - just by the skin of my teeth.

Inside the warehouse I had to measure something with a gauge, and in order to do that, I had to make some long steps outside the door of this warehouse from what looked like a stack of newspaper to another stack of newspaper because the concrete slab that used to be there was missing.

I looked at the gauge to see if was far enough past the top position, and another woman asked me what number I was trying to achieve.

I said the number I was trying to get the gauge to was 84.   That was the important number (or the angle of it to the right of the 0 point.)

NOTE:  I've written about the number 84 -  368 times -  this makes 369  (Hah)  That's Joe's favorite number 3 6 9.



9-23-13 - MEDITATION:  I had a dream earlier today that got interrupted and all I could remember was that I had a letter from someone I wanted to make a copy and give it to a woman who was me visiting.  But I couldn't remember who it was from or what it was about.

So, I meditated on this dream scenario twice today and got interrupted by a phone call each time.

Finally, in this meditation, I got the information that the scenario occurred right after the 'meet' and the word 'greet' also came to me.  That would have been in 2010, which makes no sense because I still don't know what it was about.


9-24-13 - BORING DREAM - I was looking at a grid of some sort with icons on it that were numbered.  I started clicking on them starting with the number 12 and moving on down by number if they were adjacent - 11, 10, 9 ... and then the space was too big to any adjacent number and I woke up.


9-24-13 - MEDITATION:  a black woman appeared in front of me, in a crouched position - facing towards my left.  She said, "It's all .....   (she may have said, "Over", but before I got to my computer, I had already forgotten the last word she said.

It may refer to the Kenya hostage situation that occurred over the last few days.


9-25-13 - DREAM - TWICE - There was a religious dictionary floating in front of me and I had a computer mouse, deleting words in alphabetical order.  I was specifically looking for the word  Urantia so I could delete it.


9-25-13 - DREAM - I was sitting in an office somewhere, next to a man (who was from One Life to Live - an Irishman by the name of Zach Slater - real name Thorsten Kaye).  He was introduced to me, but we were sitting on chairs similar to what they have for school desks, and we each had a cube on our lap that represented a project we were working on for the future.

thorsten kaye -zach

Each of us had yellow page flags (from Posted notes) sticking out of our cubes. 

Alex's cube got examined first and every time they looked at it and rejected his ideas, the would cut back more and more of the page flags from the side that were sticking out and finally when there was only about 1/8th of the page flag sticking out, they finally approved it and then they put it in a big water vat to see if it floated.   His finally did.

Then it was my turn to have my cube examined and I also had yellow page flags sticking out on the side.  My page flags didn't get cut at all when they examined it, but it seems that my cube was in a clear plastic box and they dug it out of the box and put it in the water to see if it floated, and it did.


  18. The Pleiades and Orion are major symbols in the great change. (see Job 38:31) The Pleiades, commonly called the Seven Sisters, has six readily visible stars, with a dimmer seventh, known as "the Lost Pleiad." This is associated with the seven days of creation, which are not yet completed. 

NOTE:  I think these cubes represented our community projects at the IRS office.



9-25-13 - NAP DREAM -  It seems I was weaving the name of our group into a wicker basket or chair back or something.

All I remember is the name or word SINGER.


9-26-13 - DREAM - I was sitting by the side of the road on Highway 57 in Wisconsin - at an intersection between Round Lake (now called Kettle Morraine Lake) and Long Lake.  For some reason I had 'escaped' from the Round Lake cottage where my Mother and Father were, and was pretending to be helpless for some reason.  My own red car was not very far from where I was sitting and the keys were in the ignition.  I could, if I would stop pretending to be helpless, just go to my car, turn on the ignition and drive home by myself, but I didn't want anyone to know I could do that.

Up the highway on Long Lake were a lot of 'rich' people's homes, and people could drive on another road to that location and the 'rich' people went that direction.

My Mother and Father and I think it was my boyfriend Norman and another girl walked to Long Lake from Round Lake, while I sat at the intersection. I saw them go that way - and I had decided that when they were out of sight, I would just hightail it to my car and go home, but I was afraid for anyone to know that I wasn't really helpless, so I just sat there and asked a little girl to go to my car and get my keys for me.

Just then, I saw my boyfriend Norman come back without the other girl and head down the gravel road towards Round Lake. Apparently if I didn't move he wouldn't see that I was sitting there - I was invisible to him if I didn't move.

I knew my Mother and Father would be coming back into sight shortly and if I didn't move they wouldn't see me either, and once they had gone back to Round Lake, I could just take my keys and go to my car and go home.

I was still sitting there, pretending to be helpless when another man came along to help me go home and I was about to tell him I needed help - just as I woke up.

NOTE: The big question to me is:  Why was I pretending to be helpless?

“Stop pretending the US is an uninvolved, helpless party in the Israeli assault on Gaza” by Glenn Greenwald [Guardian]

* The Obama administration’s unstinting financial, military and diplomatic support for Israel is a key enabling force in the conflict *

Nov 17, 2012


A central premise of US media coverage of the Israeli attack on Gaza – beyond the claim that Israel is justifiably “defending itself” – is that this is some endless conflict between two foreign entitles, and Americans can simply sit by helplessly and lament the tragedy of it all. The reality is precisely the opposite: Israeli aggression is possible only because of direct, affirmative, unstinting US diplomatic, financial and military support for Israel and everything it does. This self-flattering depiction of the US as uninvolved, neutral party is the worst media fiction since TV news personalities covered the Arab Spring by pretending that the US is and long has been on the side of the heroic democratic protesters, rather than the key force that spent decades propping up the tyrannies they were fighting.

Literally each day since the latest attacks began, the Obama administration has expressed its unqualified support for Israel’s behavior…

Full article:



9-27-13 DREAM I was looking at a screen with a large grid on it and I was deleting islands from it.


9-27-13 - NAP DREAM - I was a rental agent at an apartment complex.

I chubby blonde woman with short curly hair who had a little three year old girl with her, came to the door and wanted to see an apartment with a nice bathroom.

I knew I only had one apartment available and it was down the hall, so I went to get the key to that apartment, and the little girl started to run through my apartment to see my bathroom. 

I had to stop her from going to my bathroom since the one the woman would be using was down the hall.

Then the woman stopped me as well, not wanting to the see the apartment herself, she said, "I'm going to send a man along presently who will look at the apartment, and he will choose the people to send to you to rent your apartment."

and I woke up.

NOTE: Right after I woke up, a big yellow truck with a back hoe on it stopped in front of my driveway.  We've been expecting one to come to our property and dig up the top of the septic tank so it can be certified for the property sale.  Nobody seems to know where it is.


9-28-13 - DREAM -  I was a high school student, and it was the first day of school in the fall.

I looked at the clock and it was 7:30 a.m.  I was very nervous because I didn't know where to go when I got to school. 

My younger sister walked out of the house right before me (she's actually 8 years younger than me)  She was wearing a dark blue fall weight coat.

She was dragging a tan bandage from her left ankle that was about 10 feet long, and didn't know how to wrap her ankle properly with it.

I knew I could fix that for her.  I just didn't know where to go in the school.


9-28-13 - MEDITATION DREAM -  I was told by a voice " geologists", which made sense because Pakistan just had another large earthquake, and we are waiting for a large quake in California.

I fell into this DREAM

I was in an apartment with a bunch of women.  The phone rang and I answered it.  It was a male friend, but I can't identify who it was by the voice.

Because of the woman and their loud chatter, I somehow got disconnected from the man I was talking to.  So I called the man back from the phone in the bedroom, and I can't remember all of the phone number, but it ended in 4188.  

I thought I was connected to the same man, but the voice was different, and I heard him say he was going to read to me from the Quran, and what he was saying was in English I thought, but I didn't understand what he was reading to me.

I woke up suddenly right before my real life phone rang - and I didn't have time to sit and contemplate the dream, and jotted down notes onto paper so I wouldn't forget the phone number.

The numbers 4188 add up to 21:


21: The Prophets

21:1 Their reckoning draweth nigh for mankind, while they turn away in heedlessness.
21:2 Never cometh there unto them a new reminder from their Lord but they listen to it while they play,
21:3 With hearts preoccupied. And they confer in secret. The wrong-doers say: Is this other than a mortal like you ? Will ye then succumb to magic when ye see (it) ?
21:4 He saith: My Lord knoweth what is spoken in the heaven and the earth. He is the Hearer, the Knower.
21:5 Nay, say they, (these are but) muddled dreams; nay, he hath but invented it; nay, he is but a poet. Let him bring us a portent even as those of old (who were God's messengers) were sent (with portents). (21:5) "These are but muddled dreams; nay, he hath but invented it."
Muhammad's critics claimed that his supposed revelations were "muddled dreams" that he made up as he went along.

(21:6) "Not a township believed of those which We destroyed before them (though We sent them portents): would they then believe?" Allah destroyed entire towns, yet the people still disbelieved.

21:6 Not a township believed of those which We destroyed before them (though We sent them portents): would they then believe?
21:7 And We sent not (as Our messengers) before thee other than men, whom We inspired. Ask the followers of the Reminder if ye know not ?
21:8 We gave them not bodies that would not eat food, nor were they immortals.
21:9 Then we fulfilled the promise unto them. So we delivered them and whom We would, and We destroyed the prodigals.
21:10 Now We have revealed unto you a Scripture wherein is your Reminder. Have ye then no sense ?
21:11 How many a community that dealt unjustly have We shattered, and raised up after them another folk!
21:12 And, when they felt Our might, behold them fleeing from it!
21:13 (But it was said unto them): Flee not, but return to that (existence) which emasculated you and to your dwellings, that ye may be questioned.
21:14 They cried: Alas for us! we were wrong-doers.
21:15 And this their crying ceased not till We made them as reaped corn, extinct.
The people cried out for mercy, but Allah killed them anyway.
21:16 We created not the heaven and the earth and all that is between them in play.
21:17 If We had wished to find a pastime, We could have found it in Our presence - if We ever did.
21:18 Nay, but We hurl the true against the false, and it doth break its head and lo! it vanisheth. And yours will be woe for that which ye ascribe (unto Him).
21:19 Unto Him belongeth whosoever is in the heavens and the earth. And those who dwell in His presence are not too proud to worship Him, nor do they weary;
21:20 They glorify (Him) night and day; they flag not.
21:21 Or have they chosen gods from the earth who raise the dead ?
21:22 If there were therein gods beside Allah, then verily both (the heavens and the earth) had been disordered. Glorified be Allah, the Lord of the Throne, from all that they ascribe (unto Him).
21:23 He will not be questioned as to that which He doeth, but they will be questioned.
21:24 Or have they chosen other gods beside Him ? say: Bring your proof (of their godhead). This is the Reminder of those with me and those before me, but most of them know not the Truth and so they are averse.
21:25 And We sent no messenger before thee but We inspired him, (saying): There is no God save Me (Allah), so worship Me.
21:26 And they say: The Beneficent hath taken unto Himself a son. Be He Glorified! Nay, but (those whom they call sons) are honoured slaves;
21:27 They speak not until He hath spoken, and they act by His command.
21:28 He knoweth what is before them and what is behind them, and they cannot intercede except for him whom He accepteth, and they quake for awe of Him.
21:29 And one of them who should say: Lo! I am a god beside Him, that one We should repay with hell. Thus We Repay wrong-doers.
"And one of them who should say: Lo! I am a god beside Him, that one We should repay with hell."
Hell in the Quran

"The heavens and the earth were of one piece, then We parted them."
The sun, stars, and earth were joined together until Allah separated them (about six thousand years ago).

21:30 Have not those who disbelieve known that the heavens and the earth were of one piece, then We parted them, and we made every living thing of water ? Will they not then believe ?
21:31 And We have placed in the earth firm hills lest it quake with them, and We have placed therein ravines as roads that haply they may find their way.
21:32 And we have made the sky a roof withheld (from them). Yet they turn away from its portents.
21:33 And He it is Who created the night and the day, and the sun and the moon. They float, each in an orbit. (21:33) "The sun and the moon ... float, each in an orbit."
The sun "floats" in an orbit around the earth.
21:34 We appointed immortality for no mortal before thee. What! if thou diest, can they be immortal!
21:35 Every soul must taste of death, and We try you with evil and with good, for ordeal. And unto Us ye will be returned.
21:36 And when those who disbelieve behold thee, they but choose thee out for mockery, (saying): Is this he who maketh mention of your gods ? And they would deny all mention of the Beneficent.
21:37 Man is made of haste. I shall show you My portents, but ask Me not to hasten.
21:38 And they say: When will this promise (be fulfilled), if ye are truthful ?
21:39 If those who disbelieved but knew the time when they will not be able to drive off the fire from their faces and from their backs, and they will not be helped! Disbelievers will not be able to put out the fire on their faces and backs. They will be stupefied and no one will help them.
The Fire
21:40 Nay, but it will come upon them unawares so that it will stupefy them, and they will be unable to repel it, neither will they be reprieved.
21:41 Messengers before thee, indeed, were mocked, but that whereat they mocked surrounded those who scoffed at them.
21:42 Say: Who guardeth you in the night or in the day from the Beneficent ? Nay, but they turn away from mention of their Lord!
21:43 Or have they gods who can shield them from Us ? They cannot help themselves nor can they be defended from Us.
21:44 Nay, but We gave these and their fathers ease until life grew long for them. See they not how we aim to the land, reducing it of its outlying parts ? Can they then be the victors ?
21:45 Say (O Muhammad, unto mankind): I warn you only by the Inspiration. But the deaf hear not the call when they are warned.
21:46 And if a breath of thy Lord's punishment were to touch them, they assuredly would say: Alas for us! Lo! we were wrong-doers.
21:47 And We set a just balance for the Day of Resurrection so that no soul is wronged in aught. Though it be of the weight of a grain of mustard seed, We bring it. And We suffice for reckoners.
21:48 And We verily gave Moses and Aaron the Criterion (of right and wrong) and a light and a Reminder for those who keep from evil,
21:49 Those who fear their Lord in secret and who dread the Hour (of doom).
"Fear the Lord ... and dread the Hour of doom."
Doom in the Quran
For disbelievers a painful doom
21:50 This is a blessed Reminder that we have revealed: Will ye then reject it ?
21:51 And We verily gave Abraham of old his proper course, and We were Aware of him,
21:52 When he said unto his father and his folk: What are these images unto which ye pay devotion ? (21:52-54)
These verses are sometimes interpreted to mean that images of Allah, Muhammad, and the other prophets are forbidden.
21:53 They said: We found our fathers worshippers of them.
21:54 He said: Verily ye and your fathers were in plain error.
21:55 They said: Bringest thou unto us the truth, or art thou some jester ?
21:56 He said: Nay, but your Lord is the Lord of the heavens and the earth, Who created them; and I am of those who testify unto that.
21:57 And, by Allah, I shall circumvent your idols after ye have gone away and turned your backs.
21:58 Then he reduced them to fragments, all save the chief of them, that haply they might have recourse to it.
21:59 They said: Who hath done this to our gods ? Surely it must be some evil- doer.
21:60 They said: We heard a youth make mention of them, who is called Abraham.
21:61 They said: Then bring him (hither) before the people's eyes that they may testify.
21:62 They said: Is it thou who hast done this to our gods, O Abraham ?
21:63 He said: But this, their chief hath done it. So question them, if they can speak.
21:64 Then gathered they apart and said: Lo! ye yourselves are the wrong-doers.
21:65 And they were utterly confounded, and they said: Well thou knowest that these speak not.
21:66 He said: Worship ye then instead of Allah that which cannot profit you at all, nor harm you ?
21:67 Fie on you and all that ye worship instead of Allah! Have ye then no sense ?
21:68 They cried: Burn him and stand by your gods, if ye will be doing.
21:69 We said: O fire, be coolness and peace for Abraham,
21:70 And they wished to set a snare for him, but We made them the greater losers.
21:71 And We rescued him and Lot (and brought them) to the land which We have blessed for (all) peoples.
21:72 And We bestowed upon him Isaac, and Jacob as a grandson. Each of them We made righteous.
21:73 And We made them chiefs who guide by Our command, and We inspired in them the doing of good deeds and the right establishment of worship and the giving of alms, and they were worshippers of Us (alone).
21:74 And unto Lot we gave judgment and knowledge, and We delivered him from the community that did abominations. Lo! they were folk of evil, lewd.
21:75 And We brought him in unto Our mercy. Lo! he was of the righteous. Allah gave judgment and knowledge to Lot. He was a righteous man. (Genesis 19:7-38)
21:76 And Noah, when he cried of old, We heard his prayer and saved him and his household from the great affliction. Did one of Noah's sons die in the flood?
21:77 And delivered him from the people who denied Our revelations. Lo! they were folk of evil, therefore did We drown them all. Every person alive at the time of the flood was evil. So Allah drowned them all.
21:78 And David and Solomon, when they gave judgment concerning the field, when people's sheep had strayed and browsed therein by night; and We were witnesses to their judgment.
21:79 And We made Solomon to understand (the case); and unto each of them We gave judgment and knowledge. And we subdued the hills and the birds to hymn (His) praise along with David. We were the doers (thereof).
21:80 And We taught him the art of making garments (of mail) to protect you in your daring. Are ye then thankful ?
21:81 And unto Solomon (We subdued) the wind in its raging. It set by his command toward the land which We had blessed. And of everything We are Aware.
21:82 And of the evil ones (subdued We unto him) some who dived (for pearls) for him and did other work, and We were warders unto them.
21:83 And Job, when he cried unto his Lord, (saying): Lo! adversity afflicteth me, and Thou art Most Merciful of all who show mercy.
21:84 Then We heard his prayer and removed that adversity from which he suffered, and We gave him his household (that he had lost) and the like thereof along with them, a mercy from Our store, and a remembrance for the worshippers;
21:85 And (mention) Ishmael, and Idris, and Dhu'l-Kifl. All were of the steadfast. (21:85) "Idris, and Dhu'l-Kifl. All were of the steadfast."
No one knows who these steadfast guys (Idris and Dhu'l-Kifl)were supposed to be.
21:86 And We brought them in unto Our mercy. Lo! they are among the righteous.
21:87 And (mention) Dhu'n-Nun, when he went off in anger and deemed that We had no power over him, but he cried out in the darkness, saying: There is no God save Thee. Be Thou Glorified! Lo! I have been a wrong-doer.
21:88 Then we heard his prayer and saved him from the anguish. Thus we save believers.
21:89 And Zachariah, when he cried unto his Lord: My Lord! Leave me not childless, though Thou art the Best of inheritors.
21:90 Then We heard his prayer, and bestowed upon him John, and adjusted his wife (to bear a child) for him. Lo! they used to vie one with the other in good deeds, and they cried unto Us in longing and in fear, and were submissive unto Us.
21:91 And she who was chaste, therefore We breathed into her (something) of Our Spirit and made her and her son a token for (all) peoples.
21:92 Lo! this, your religion, is one religion, and I am your Lord, so worship Me.
21:93 And they have broken their religion (into fragments) among them, (yet) all are returning unto Us.
21:94 Then whoso doeth some good works and is a believer, there will be no rejection of his effort. Lo! We record (it) for him.
21:95 And there is a ban upon any community which We have destroyed: that they shall not return.
21:96 Until, when Gog and Magog are let loose, and they hasten out of every mound,
21:97 And the True Promise draweth nigh; then behold them, staring wide (in terror), the eyes of those who disbelieve! (They say): Alas for us! We (lived) in forgetfulness of this. Ah, but we were wrong-doers! The disbelievers will stare in terror at what Allah has in store for them.
Hell in the Quran
21:98 Lo! ye (idolaters) and that which ye worship beside Allah are fuel of hell. Thereunto ye will come.
21:99 If these had been gods they would not have come thither, but all will abide therein.
21:100 Therein wailing is their portion, and therein they hear not.
21:101 Lo! those unto whom kindness hath gone forth before from Us, they will be far removed from thence.
21:102 They will not hear the slightest sound thereof, while they abide in that which their souls desire.
21:103 The Supreme Horror will not grieve them, and the angels will welcome them, (saying): This is your Day which ye were promised;
21:104 The Day when We shall roll up the heavens as a recorder rolleth up a written scroll. As We began the first creation, We shall repeat it. (It is) a promise (binding) upon Us. Lo! We are to perform it.
21:105 And verily we have written in the Scripture, after the Reminder: My righteous slaves will inherit the earth:
21:106 Lo! there is a plain statement for folk who are devout.
21:107 We sent thee not save as a mercy for the peoples.
21:108 Say: It is only inspired in me that your God is One God. Will ye then surrender (unto Him) ?
21:109 But if they are averse, then say: I have warned you all alike, although I know not whether nigh or far is that which ye are promised.
21:110 Lo! He knoweth that which is said openly, and that which ye conceal.
21:111 And I know not but that this may be a trial for you, and enjoyment for a while.
21:112 He saith: My Lord! Judge Thou with truth. Our Lord is the Beneficent, Whose help is to be implored against that which ye ascribe (unto Him).

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The Prophets

The 21st surah, named "The Prophets," was revealed during Muhammad's waning days in Mecca. In earlier chapters we covered the heart of this surah. On this pass we will just pick up some of the remaining highlights. It opens immersed in the never-ending feud: Qur'an 21:2


 "Never comes to them a renewed reminder from their Lord, but they listen to it in jest, playing in sport, their hearts toying with trifles. The wrongdoers conceal their private counsels, conferring in secret, 'He is just a man like yourselves - a mortal. Will you succumb to his witchcraft with your eyes open.' Say: 'My Lord is the One that hears and knows.' 'Nay.' they say, 'these are merely medleys of muddled dreams! He forged it! He is just a poet! Let him then bring us a miracle like the ones that were sent to (prophets) of old!'"


This is the complete package. Muhammad's contemporaries ridiculed his Qur'anic revelations. They called him a counterfeiter, a witch, a muddled dreamer, and a mere poet. They said that he lacked any proof for his farfetched claims of divine selection and inspiration. And clearly, they knew him much better than we do today.


Qur'an 21:6 "Not one of the populations which We destroyed believed: will these believe? And We sent not before you but men, whom We revealed. Ask the keepers of the Reminder (Scriptures, the Torah and Gospel) if you do not know. Nor did We give them bodies that ate not food, nor were they immortals. Then We fulfilled to them the promise. So we saved them and whom We pleased, and We destroyed the disbelievers."


The Islamic god just asked Muslims to check with the Jews if they were looking for answers.

Using a moron to argue with a village of illiterates, the ignorant deity said: Qur'an 21:10


 "Verily, We have sent down for you a Book in which is your reminder. Have you then no sense?" Returning to his favorite theme: "How many towns have We utterly destroyed because of their wrongs, exchanging them for other people? When they (felt) Our Torment, behold, they (began to) fly. Fly not, but return to that which emasculated you so that you may be interrogated. They cried: 'Woe to us.' Their crying did not cease till We mowed them down as ashes silent and quenched."


The Islamic god (a.k.a. Satan) is bragging about how many civilizations he destroyed. Demonstrating the godless mindset of a concentration camp warden he said he emasculated men, interrogating them, making them cry. Then he mowed them down, turning their bodies to ashes. It's little wonder Hitler based Mein Kampf on Islam.

The next passage takes us from demented to delusional. Qur'an 21:16


"Not for sport did We create the heavens, earth and all that is between! It wasn't a plaything. If it had been Our wish to take a pastime, to make a diversion or hobby (like a wife or a son), We surely could have made it Ourselves, in Our presence, if We would do." While this is weird, the last line is revealing. Yahweh is infinite; Allah is not. The heavens and earth are outside his presence.

Qur'an 21:18


"Nay, We fling the true against the false, and it knocks out its brains. [In a way, it's true. Hurl enough of this stuff at someone and they'll lose their mind.] Behold, it is vanished! Ah! woe be to you for that thing you ascribe. To Him belong all (creatures) in the heavens and earth: Those who are near Him are not too proud to serve, nor are they weary."


Moving ahead, we return to the never-ending argument. Qur'an 21:24


"Say, 'Bring your proof: this is the Reminder Book for those before me but most do not know and are adverse.'"


Unable to read, neither god nor prophet knew that a recital was not a book and that their lecture was diametrically opposed to "The Book" they were referencing. As a result, they insisted the gods and books were the same. Qur'an 21:25


"Not a messenger did We send before you but We revealed to him: La ilaha illa Ana (No gods but I), so worship Me."

Incredibly, this assertion of a singular divinity is followed by: Qur'an 21:26


"And yet they say: 'Ar-Rahman has begotten a son.' Too exalted his He." Most translations, trying to hide their god's duplicity, mistranslate the passage:


"(Allah) Most Gracious has begotten offspring."


 If Muslims have to deceive us to keep their god together, their god isn't in any better shape than the fractured rock they call his home.

This verse was the first of many to demean the Messiah. Yahshua (Jesus's real name), claimed to be God. Qur'an 21:29


"If any of them should say, 'I am an ilah (god) besides Him.' such a one We should reward with Hell."


If Allah is right, the Messiah is burning in hell - which is indeed where the dark spirit would like to see him. But then again, since hell is separation from God, it wouldn't be hell any more.

It's time for the Islamic god, whatever his name might be, to prove his divinity. Qur'an 21:26


 "Don't the unbelievers see that the heavens and earth were joined together in one piece before we clove them asunder? We made from water every living thing. Will they not believe? And We have set on the earth mountains as stabilizers, lest the earth should convulse without them. And We have made therein broad highways for them to pass through, that they may be guided. We have made the heaven a roof well guarded. Yet they turn away from its Signs! All (the celestial bodies) swim along, on a course, floating."


Celestial bodies swim, and mountains prevent earthquakes.

It's little wonder unbelievers were prone to ridicule. Qur'an 21:36


 "When the disbelievers see you (Muhammad), they treat you with ridicule, choosing you out for mockery: 'Is this he who mentions your gods? Yet they disbelieve at the mention of Ar-Rahman."


 If Ar-Rahman were Allah, this conversation would be impossible, because Allah was a Meccan god. They believed in him, in his Ka'aba, and in his Black Stone. He was their meal ticket. However, since Ar-Rahman was a competitive idol, the god of the Yemeni Hanifs, the godly confusion was understandable. But while it made sense, it destroyed Islam's central claim, its only reason for being - "There is no ilah but Allah."

The next verse returns to pain and punishment, because there is an Ilah and he is not Allah. Qur'an 21:37


"Man is created of haste: I will show you My Signs; then you will not ask Me to hasten them! They say: 'When will this (come to pass) if you are telling the truth.' If only the unbelievers knew (when) they will not be able to ward off the fire from their faces, nor from their backs! Nay, it will come to them all of a sudden and stupefy them, and they will be unable to repel it or avert it."


Punishment over, Ar-Rahman explains that all of his prophets were as bad as Muhammad. Qur'an 21:41


 "Mocked were messengers before you, but their scoffers were hemmed in by what they mocked. Say: 'Who can protect you from (the wrath of) Ar-Rahman.' Yet they turn away from the mention of their Lord. Have they alihah (gods) who can defend them against Us (from Our Torment)?" A Meccan would never have turned away from Allah. Yet all should run from this spirit lest they become its prey.

Qur'an 21:44


 "Do they see Us advancing, gradually reducing the land (in their control), curtailing its borders on all sides? It is they who will be overcome."


Sounds like Ar-Rahman is promoting an Islamic land grab.

In the next thirty verses, Muhammad recreates Abraham in his image. Then he moves on to Isaac, Lot, Noah, David, Solomon, Job, Ishmael, Jonah, Zachariah, and John. We learn that Mary was a virgin whose chastity was preserved by Allah so that he could breathe his spirit into her, producing a token for mankind.

That brings us to: Qur'an 21:98


"Verily you (unbelievers), and that which you worship besides Allah, are (but) faggots for the Hell Fire! And come to it you will! There, sobbing and groaning will be your lot. You will not hear (anything else)."


The surah's final verses tell us that the "good reward for those pre-ordained by Us" will be to "safely avoid the mighty terror." The Devil says, "The heavens will be rolled up like a scroll, We shall revert it to nothing." And: "We prescribed the Book of Psalms."

In a surah insightfully named "The Prophets," we find this jewel: Qur'an 21:92


"Verily, this Brotherhood of Islam is a single Religion, and I am your Lord: therefore worship Me. But (later generations) broke into fragments as regards to their religion, one from another."


This generation of Muslims has spent more time fighting amongst themselves than attacking infidels. But the Bible (and through it the Qur'an), predicts that this will soon change... "(Yet) they will all return to Us [to make war on Israel].


Therefore whoever shall do good [fighting] deeds as a believer, there shall be no denying of his exertion, and surely We will write (it) down for him (in his book of deeds)."

Then speaking of the Jews: "But there is a ban on any population which We have destroyed: that they shall not return until Gog and Magog are let loose (from their barrier) and they swoop down, swarming from every hill, letting loose and breaking forth from every elevated place. Then will the true promise of Doom draw nigh. Behold, the disbelieving Infidels will be terrorized, staring in horror. 'Woe to us! Alas! We made a state heedless of this. We did wrong!'"


 Wise and cunning as ever, the Jews who sold Muhammad his scripture, infused it with an admonition: "Do not build a state without heeding this warning." But this is exactly what Israel has done.

Yet fourteen hundred years ago, Yathrib Jews hooked Muhammad. He took the bait and swam with it, not knowing that he was being used to predict his own demise. Qur'an 21:98


 "Verily you (disbelieving Infidels), and the gods that you worship besides Allah, are the fuel for Hell, faggots for the fire! Certainly you will enter it! Had their (idols) been (real) alihah (gods), they would have kept them out of Hell. Therein, sobbing will be your lot. Breathing with deep sighs, roaring. You will hear nothing but wailing and groaning." He calls this : 021:103


"The Greatest Terror," "The Supreme Horror," "The Fearful Event. The angels will meet them. 'This is the Day [of Doom] which you were promised. The Day that We shall roll up the world like a scroll; a promise (binding on Us); surely We will bring it about."


Amongst all of this hate speech, there is a problem. Allah is allegedly talking to disbelieving infidels, but they, according to Muhammad, were never to see this book. So why are these threats here? What purpose do they serve?

Dumb to the bitter end, Muhammad ends "his" prophecy by confirming that the source of his inspiration was the Bible, although he got the section wrong: Qur'an 21:105


 "Certainly, We wrote this prophecy before in the Scripture (given to Moses). The Message: 'My righteous slaves shall inherit the earth.'"


The Gog prophecy is in Ezekiel, not the Torah. And Muslims will never inherit the earth - although they will die trying. The Iranian Ayatollah, Gog, will bring a "Day of Doom."

As you read this next verse, remember that the words and phrases inside parenthesis are not mine. They were added by translators so we might understand what Allah was saying. Qur'an 21:106


 "Verily in this (Qur'an) is a Message, a plain statement for folks who worship Allah (and for those who act practically on the Sunnah - legal ways of the Prophet). And We sent you (Muhammad) not but as a mercy for mankind and jinn [demons]. Say: (Muhammad) 'It is revealed to me that your Ilah (God) is only one Ilah (God). Will you submit to His Will (and become Muslims)? But if they (disbelievers, Christians, and Jews) turn away (from Islam) say: 'I give notice (of war) to be known to all. But I know not whether the (torment which you are) promised and threatened is nigh or far." It is nigh.


9-28-13 - NOON MEDITATION:  I just closed my eyes and a voice said:  Polycarp trail of Pearls



9-29-13 - DREAM - On a screen in front of me with a large grid on it, was the huge beautiful tree full of leaves.

I began putting little x's on it in various places near the crotch of the tree.  I wasn't changing anything - I was just marking places on the tree.

9-29-13 - MEDITATION:  I  asked what the little x's on the tree was and the voice said:

"Those are the little wars in the Middle East.

"They are in the Heart of the Lord"

See:  Psalms 83:   and


9-30-13 - DREAM -  Spirit took me to a woman's religious group where women thought negatively about the Tree of Life.  The tree looked so different to them - fortunately my look was very brief because the tree was so sad and bent over from the weight of the terrible things these women thought.


9-30-13  - I tried to watch a video of Tolec and the Andromedan Council who said that comet 2012 ISON is a biosphere with 5000 people on it. 

DREAM -  I actually dreamt that I was looking at the comet coming toward earth.