THE IMPORTANCE OF THE CHILDREN

AND THE

EARTHCHANGES

A DREAM JOURNAL

Dreams compiled by Dee Finney

8-5-88 - DREAM - I was busy taking care of my children on 16th St. and the back doorbell rang. It was a black couple looking for a pickup truck or a motorcycle to rent. I tried to help them but nobody know who had the items they wanted. When they left, I had a good sized baby in my right arm and two little ones in my left arm. The one on the left needed its diaper changed and was trying to get away from me. I said that the child on the left belonged to my Father and all he was interested in right then was the island of Sumatra which is in the Aegean Sea of the coast of Greece.

8-6-88 - DREAM - The dream was likened to a Nancy Drew murder mystery by me. I was moving into a new house. An old man had killed a woman and buried her under a sidewalk and had not been found yet. Then there was a younger man and when I got up in the morning, the house was so dark, I opened up the doors and the blinds to let the light in. He didn't like it because he was so used to the dark. Then an investigator came and I asked him if he could take the lock off of the refrigerator door which was crystal clear. There was nothing inside of it. He said he could but he seemed to think there was some kind of danger in that. Then a woman called on the phone who was a relative and she said she wanted the lock opened on the front gate of the estate. The investigator said he knew how to do it and I said I wanted to go along and watch. I said I hadn't know there was a lock on the front gate. We went outside and there was a whole town which belonged to the old man whose family I was marrying into. As we drove along, I wondered where the front gate was. My daughter was sitting next to me holding a new baby which I was going to take care of. The baby kept looking at me and saying, "Hi Bitch! Hi Bitch Hi Bitch!". I was very uncomfortable about that. I knew that the baby had a twin which was smaller and was like a deaf mute. It couldn't speak above a whisper. As we drove along, we came to a place where a dog was under the car, unseen, but snarling and growling. I likened this to a Nancy Drew murder mystery where the heroine was in danger. After we passed the shopping center, I saw the chain link fence and it began to look familiar. I remembered that the ocean was on the other side of the fence. So was the cemetery with all the gravestones. We came to the place where the gate was supposed to be. The gate was wide open, in fact, there was no gate, just a place where people could pass freely back and forth. I saw a riding rink where horses with riders were being trained. I was surprised. I said I used to play baseball there. Then I saw a children's merry-go-round. There were many children on it. None of them could speak above a whisper. Next to it was a barn, children running in and out screaming and crying at the tops of their lungs. I said it was all in the way they were brought up by the parents.

9-7-88 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. I was talking to a woman from my past. She said she would like to come to visit. I said, "That would be wonderful." My children and I prepared the house for visitors. The doorbell rang. I went to the door to greet my friend. She had brought her husband, a very fat man dressed in a black suit. He looked very familiar. (I think he was from the Lutheran church I used to belong to) They sat down on the sofa and whispered to each other. I asked them if they would like some soda, or beer, or perhaps some Kool Aid. She said, "No! We can't stay!" and they got up to leave. As they went to the door, my many children were in view including a Laotian girl. as the couple went down the stairs, the woman called back up to me, "You're ready for a book." I closed the door. Something in my mind said that Laotians don't like to be touched. The Laotian girl came up to me to walk with . I was going to put my arm around her but I paused and said, "May I touch you?" She scooted ahead and said, "No! Touching is only for healing or for hitting." I felt sorry for her. I wondered if she knew what 'hugging' was like.

9-27-88 - DREAM - I moved into a new apartment. There was a secret door behind and above the refrigerator that was unlocked that Asian children could go in and out. I went into the back hallway and I checked the other people's refrigerators. Each one was full of good food, particularly orange juice. Edward (my 2nd husband) was there and he was cleaning up around the apartments. He was very happy and smiling. I looked around the apartment and said it was time to clean up and hang pictures on the wall.

8-18-89 - Dreamed I was at home at our school. Suddenly bombs started to fall. I received a slight concussion to my ears then one hit very, very close outside the front door. There were many children around and we were very frightened. My husband came home from work and went upstairs to rest. I was so scared I called upstairs to him, hysterical with fear. I called him to come down and hold me. He said he was trying to relax and had a report to get done by noon. He put a soft brown blanket around my shoulders and told me to lay down on the sofa and he would sit by me. A whole bunch of kids came running into the house; bombs continuing to come down. I could see the streaks in the sky as they came down towards our area. Several married couples came in and lined up in front of us. Each stood with their partner with their arms around each other's waists. (I'm guessing there were 18 of them) I began to feel guilty because I knew that each one of these women was giving up her husband to go fight for the war and I knew that I was going to have to give up my husband too. My husband said, "This is the 'naming' group. Off on the right was a death notice for a 6 year old boy and he had to be named before he could be buried. NOTE:The Gulf War started Jan. 17, 1991.

10-9-88 - All my children were coming home from vacation, but planning other ones. The baby saw his father coming. He started to cry and hurriedly climbed out of his high chair tearing the seam on his light green winter jacket under the left arm. People were stealing object d'art off of the porch of my 16th St. house so I moved them all inside. They were all brown statues of wild animals. I put a clock on a chain around my neck so people would look at me to see what time it is. It was attached like a harness to my brown dress. I got into a red truck with my son to go to my New Berlin house. We were stopped by the police at the church on the top of the hill north of the house. We backed up to go a different way and another man came to help us escape the police. He was driving up National Ave., and there was gas coming out from under the dashboard. My son and I got scared and told him to stop the truck. The gas became fumes. We were in the middle of the highest, longest bridge on National Ave. I said I didn't care where we were ... to stop. I wanted out before it exploded. He stopped and I got out and hid behind a telephone pole down in a depression. The man drove the truck away. My son and I came out to continue our journey. We traveled further along National Ave. and came to another church. We were driving a dozen silver shopping carts. We came into the church on the lower level. The pastor told us to leave the cars downstairs as we went up the stairs. He looked at me and said ominously, "You cook for too many people." I didn't understand what he meant.

10-11-88 - I meditated on calling spirits. I called God, The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and asked their opinion on calling spirits named Marcus, Crutus, and Babaji. A man dressed all in white came and sat on my lap. He had a plate of food with three different types of food on it. Then I started to see little children at play. NOTE: I take that to mean that each spirit is different and provides different types of spiritual nourishment. Also, that we should be like little children when we come to them.

1-4-90 - DREAM - I was dancing to some fast paced jazz music and my rhythm was improving. My husband told my children that I just needed more practice.

1-22-90 - DREAM - I was at my New Berlin house and was in the kitchen. It was a real mess and I decided that I was going to clean it perfectly and even bake bread before my husband came home. Two of my children were sitting in high chairs in the dining area crying that they were being neglected. They wanted to get down and sit on the floor and watch T.V. I went back to the sink to wash dishes and the water was already overflowing on to the floor. I got concerned about the babies getting wet and I went back to them and saw that they were underwater and probably dead. I grabbed them up out of the water, carrying them over my right arm and squeezing their stomachs to force any water out. I carried them to the livingroom, thinking they were already dead, but when I got there, they gasped for air and I saw that they would be fine. They hadn't cried out for help, they had just held their breath until rescue came. They were both wearing little red suits. I rubbed them dry and warmed them up. They were more important to me than cleaning up the kitchen.

2-2-90 Dream #1: Twenty people were killed and buried and I was doing everything possible to prevent myself from being the next victim. I asked someone to climb a tree and capture a parakeet which had escaped from the it's cage. The man pointed to an extremely high tree and asked if I would climb up there to rescue them . I looked and admitted that I wouldn't climb up there to save anyone. The enemy was on horseback. I told someone that they were out hiding in the bush and then they were probably hiding along the rim of the bush. I was then in a yard and a black rose bush was being trimmed. I asked if it was capable of rooting and branching. They said, "Yes! and I said that I wanted to keep it then, but all the thorns should be trimmed off. Dream #2 I went to work and asked a man there to interpret the above dream. I told it to him in fine detail, then he set about to work on it and created an entire animated cartoon in which he drew all the characters in "Gumby" fashion and created voices for them. I was so impressed. There were several other men who came in to watch and I told them that I had started writing down my dreams when I joined Conscious Development. One other man said that he had been thinking about joining it too. while all this was going on, I was feeling guilty that we were spending work time on it instead of working and kept a wary eye out for the boss so we wouldn't get caught. Then I went home to New Berlin, and a white gadget I had to hold tools in, was falling apart. I went to get a piece of adhesive tape and as I unrolled it, it got larger and larger. I went out in the yard and I was going to cut a piece of the tape off and a brown car came by and tried to turn the corner so fast, it tipped over. There were other people around to help the man, but I had to call the cops and I was upset because it was already 7:30 a.m. and I was late for work. I worked from 7:30 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. Then I started to think what a waste of time that was because I had 3 children at home who needed me more.

2-7-90 - Dream: I and the children were in the house practicing flying. My husband asked what we were doing. I said we were getting ready so that when the UFOs came, we would be ready and just then three little pink UFOs came out of the sky, flew right through the window into our livingroom and did a loop the loop.

2--11-90 - DREAM - I lived in West Allis and I wanted to go with my daughter-in-law Becky to look at houses to buy near Greenfield Ave. We were driving along the street and we came to a railroad crossing and the warning signal said to STOP. There was a big green engine waiting to cross the road. We stopped, then the engine pulled off of the tracks and turned the corner going around our car towards the way we had just come. It was pulling one passenger car with about 12 children in it. I had been eating turkey noodle soup with green beans in it. A green bean turned into an alligator making the soup fishy tasting and a bunch of noodles became an Octopus and grabbed onto my hand. I woke up with a bad taste in my mouth and my hand was underneath the pillow.

2-17-90 - DREAM - I dreamed that my mother-in-law killed my first two children. She blew up the car they were riding in. Then she tried to kill me when she handed me three packages, each one containing a bomb, covered by a pork chop, a rose wrapped in white tissue paper. I guess what she was doing and managed to save my own life by hiding from her and keeping a wary eye on her at all times. She set a fire trying to kill my husband and then gleefully fanned the flames. I had to have help to both watch her and hide from her. I knew that the only way the would end, it would be when she died. NOTE: She passed on in 1996.

2-18-90 - DREAM - I was at home with my children. I got a phone call from T.M. (my spiritual teacher) that a woman was coming to get two things that our friend Alice had stored up on her closet shelf. I seem to recall that she was a reporter. I, myself went to Alice's house, partly out of curiosity to see what T.M. was going to let her have. The two items were kept in a little white jewelry box up on the shelf. While I was at Alice's house the phone rang and it was the woman saying that she would arrive at midnight to pick up the two items. I knew that was way past Alice's bedtime and Benny (her husband) wouldn't like it either, so I asked Alice if she could stay up that long. Alice said she thought she could. My impression of the woman's voice was very negative. It was very low pitched and measured words. I didn't like her, just out of instinct, but I didn't say anything out of respect for T.M. because he was the one who had given permission to let the woman have these two items. Then T.M. called on the phone at Alice's house and asked me about this woman and what I thought of her. While I was talking, trying to tell him about the woman without saying I didn't like her or trust her, I went to the closet to look at the two items. The first item was a necklace. What was on the necklace I couldn't remember except that it was an animal. (I had to meditate after the dream ended to go back and see what the animal was. It was a lamb) The second item was a silver coin. It was a nickel. It was a picture of the teacher's teacher in profile like the silver dime with the face looking to the right. Above it were the letters C.D. The coin was bent and battered. Right then I was determined that this woman was not going to get this coin no matter what anyone said and I slipped it into my bra way over on the right side. Then the woman showed up. She was shorter than me, a little chubby, but not fat. She had short gray hair, curled up in a poodle cut. I instantly didn't like her. She said she wasn't going to take the two items then, but would come back at midnight to get them. (At that time, the necklace was up on the shelf and the coin was in my bra) She sat down to talk and she asked if anyone knew there was a third side to Jesus. I said, "Yes! I do!" The first two were peace and love, but the third was WAR. She said that I was right. Then my young son began acting up and went in front of her and began screaming so that she couldn't talk to the small group that was gathered there. I was trying to quiet him because I was embarrassed at his bad behavior. I told him to shut up and tried clamping my hand over his mouth but he wouldn't be quiet. She said, "You know that there is no sin!" She then took us out to the car because she couldn't talk to the group. My son was still screaming and I couldn't stop him. We all got into her car and we were driving along. She was driving. Alice was in back. I was sitting in front with my son kicking and screaming and bracing himself against the right front door. I still felt very embarrassed at his behavior. We came to a causeway between huge factory buildings. There was water on both sides. Suddenly she tried to turn the steering wheel to the left and throw the car off the causeway into the water. My son had himself braced tightly across my lap and I tried to grab for the steering wheel so she couldn't turn it. She wanted to kill all of us. Finally, she herself flipped out of the car on the left side from the struggle with the steering wheel. None of us had our hands on the steering wheel, yet she went flipping out of the car, rolling over and over to her death and the car stayed straight and we were safe. I was amazed that we were okay and my son was now quiet. I wondered out loud how that could have happened and my son said, "I used my new Magick!" I was so proud of him and I knew that Magick was more powerful than any power that she had had.

4-10-90 - DREAM - We were running a service business out of the garage of our 16th St. house. I was in charge of the accounts. A new girl came to be trained and that was my job. I told her that all accounts were addressed to #801. She said that she had heard that no matter how much was thrown at me that I could handle it and that I was said to 'have it all together!" I was pleased with that compliment. I was then outside with some children and I noticed that they were playing on the train tracks. I knew that a train would be along shortly and I grabbed them and pulled them off the tracks. Sure enough, a huge black train was within a few feet of us. But the train was moving very, very slowly and the driver, who was white and had white hair and a beard leaned out of the window and waved to the children and smiled.

3-3-90 - DREAM - I was standing in a room with a man named David. . Then, I decided to let him know that I meditated and I spoke the voices I heard. I stood there and swayed so he would be afraid to leave me by myself. I had to go somewhere and had all my bags packed in the van. Along the way, I was going to switch vans to continue the journey. When we stopped to switch vans, I asked if I could pick up some food for the trip and when I got back out to the entrance of the store, all my bags had been dumped off and they left me behind. I had some colored books and I let the children look at them in the corner of the room. When I retrieved them, the red book had a whole corner bitten out of it, and the edges were wet and limp. I swore never to let children look at my books again.

3-21-90 - DREAM - I had allowed two children to drive my car and they began to fight over the steering wheel, so I took it back from them. We were on the freeway. It was strewn with old newspapers. I got the vehicle under control, then I noticed that we were in the air, not on the ground. I needed room to get the vehicle down on the pavement, but there were no spaces large enough to fit into in order to merge. I had to get assistance from a man on my right. I woke up just as we merged.

3-28-90 - DREAM - There was a storm coming out of the northwest. It loomed blacker and blacker. I rushed around to make sure that all my children were inside the house and protected. All their toys were outside the house and I didn't care if they blew away. while I was rushing around the house, I let out a couple of blood curdling screams, but I felt joy while I was doing it. Then a woman came to the back door asking if I had seen her daughter. I hadn't, but I noted that the back screen door had a square hole poked in it and it was pulling away from the edge and needed to be repaired. The woman left. I knew at that moment that my last placed of residence had been moved way back into a corner of the subdivision where it could no longer cause trouble in my life. I went upstairs and saw that there were two shirts on my son's bedroom floor. They were wet. The blue one had a yellow stain around the upper edges that needed to be rinsed out and the white one still had soap suds in it that needed to be rinsed out. I went to the bathroom to do this job and attempted to rinse the two shirts, but a locksmith friend was sitting in the sink blocking the drain so the water couldn't go down. I had to ask him to move his butt off of the drain. My boss was there. I wanted to show him a dance, so I went to my room and put on a long bright red skirt. There was then no one in the room to dance for and I noted that my skirt was way too big for me and I had to hold it up to prevent it from falling off. I made a promise to myself to take it in a little before I wore it again.

4-20-90 - DREAM - I was setting up a new ship sailing office in the back room of my previous ship sailing office which was originally set up on 8/18/89. This was a reorganization of the previous management. Whereas the last organization was set up with all of us in the front office, I was now moving all my brown furniture to the back room and Dennis and his crew was to remain in the front by themselves. I checked the old organizational book to make sure that everything had been set up correctly, so that the new office would also be set up correctly. Then I began moving the furniture. Everything was brown . . . all the sofas, chairs, and office furniture. There was no other color except that I told a girl helper that I wanted all the children's black shoes to be in their own bedrooms.

4-21-90 - DREAM - We were running a children's counseling service in our house and we allowed children from the neighborhood to come in and play and use our attic to store things for safe-keeping. One day two little girls came to the door, fighting over a possession that belonged to one of them. They were from Brooklyn it seems and had such poor diction they could barely pronounce their own names. IAETTA and CARMINE. Once I determined what their names were, then we proceeded to help them speak better English and we washed and combed their hair and cleaned them up so they didn't look like little ragamuffins.

6-1-90 Dream: I as driven to the Target store by a friend who was young and thin and wearing a dark blue dress. We were in a dark blue car and I was carrying a dark blue purse. As we got to the store we went under a bridge and into a huge tunnel. On the right hand side a woman was selling gorgeous house plants and flowers and beyond her was a stand that was selling fresh baked bread. I was so impressed. I thought to myself, "I used to do that." The girl parked right be the door. As she closed her car door, she made a remark about that she might be breaking a law, and just as she said it, a police officer came by. She became angry at me for not telling her not to break the law. Just as I realized that I had forgotten my purse, a bag lady grabbed it. I grabbed the woman's arm and bopped her right arm with my right fist and she let loose. She was going to run off, but I wouldn't let go of her arm. I began to lecture her about not stealing. She said that I didn't know what it was like to be poor. I said, "You don't know what it's like to be poor until you have six children and you're sitting around the dinner table. Each child has a small salad plate with nothing on it except for one child who has a small morsel of food. Then you all bow your heads and say grace over it. I reminded her of the Catholic prayer of grace and led her through it. She agreed with me. Then we saw three girls sitting on a fence on the left and they shouted something to the old lady. The woman snarled something back at them and moved to get away from us. I still had ahold of her arm and pulled her back. I took my index finger on my right hand and touched her cheek and turned her head to face me. I said, "Wait a minute! One more thing. You need to smile a little" and the woman broke into a big toothless grin. I then taught her to say a little prayer to the Lord to thank him for the small things in life, to say, "Thank you Lord," for even the smallest favor. Then she smiled and we parted.

6-8-90 - DREAM - I was walking east on Grange Ave, going up hill. It was raining hard, but I was not getting wet. The rain was pouring down, filling the channels, the street, the fields with deep water. I thought about going back to where I had come from, but so much water had already run by me, the river I had crossed was impassable to return that way. I was pushing a baby carriage with a baby wrapped up so I couldn't see its face. It was wrapped in a light brown blanket. There were twin boys holding onto the carriage, one on either side, about two years old, and there were my own three children walking by my side. We turned on 124th street to stop at a house for protection. It had a brown muddy path up to its front door, so we went around to the back entrance. There were three older children there who met us. I cannot remember why, but I decided that we were better off out in the rain and water. There was deep water everywhere and no turning back, but when I went ahead, we could go no further forward either. We were at the edge of a cliff, overlooking the water covered valley. Then a man appeared who said he had a green car coming soon and he would drive us home. Then I saw that there was a narrow path we could walk on if I followed the man.

6-11-90 - DREAM - I was taking an accounting class and my job was to total all the accounts at the end of the class and I had forgotten to do so the day before. The teacher asked me if I had done so and I admitted that I had not. I knew I wouldn't graduate if I didn't do it, so I had to scramble and clean the whole house first. Then my friend Alice and I were sitting on opposite sides of a tiny little brown desk which not only held our books and papers, but our purple snowsuits and our children's suits. There was not enough room to lay out the accounting sheets, so I had to move my work to a larger brown table so I could spread out my work to do it properly. then I noticed that the children we were caring for were losing their balance and I had to make sure they were walking upright and straight too.

7-20-90 - DREAM - I was at my 16th st. house in the kitchen. My husband had shot two black bears, a male and a female. The carcasses were laying limply on the floor. The law was that you had to do something with the carcasses within 10 days or they would come back to life and they were beginning to stir again, especially the female. She was especially coming towards me because I was also female. I did all I could to avoid her, but I was forced to leave the house by the back door and was met by four black and white pet dogs in the backyard. I decided to go for a walk and that I would be safe if I took a black and white dog with me on a heavy silver chain. My children wanted to go with me, so I made each of them take a black and white dog, also on a heavy silver chain, so we each had one.

8-23-90 - DREAM - My husband and children and I were going to a concert. The weather was bitterly cold...below zero. At the spot where I wanted to park my car was a big pink vehicle. So I put the pink vehicle in another place and put my light green car there. Later on I expected my car to be damaged by the person in the pink car, but when I went to check, the pink car was gone. The green car was frozen over, covered with ice. It was so bitterly cold out, I didn't go to the concert.

8-26-90 - DREAM - I went to dinner with some friends. We were served very little vegetables. I told my friends to be sure to eat them all. I was walking down a road and came to a high hill. I began to walk up the hill and accidentally tripped a hidden wire which triggered an artificial torrent of water which would flood the area. My children and I hurriedly climbed the hill to the top and I noted that even the hill was artificial. I was at work and went home for lunch. I closed my eyes for 5 minutes to nap and 4 hours went by. I was afraid I would be fired, so I decided to go look for a new job the first thing in the morning. My daughter came home and we were discussing material things and I remarked that other women had nice apartments, clothes, hairdos, and makeup and I didn't have any of those things. She said that I should make up my mind what was most important to me and then do that. As I was sitting there, there was a baby crawling at my feet. It was my daughter baby. The baby looked like a female Indian. It was beautiful. I remarked that I hadn't even had a chance to see it yet because I was so busy working all the time and I wanted to get to know the baby. I was in a taxi-cab, sharing a ride with two men. We headed up a steep hill and the driver stopped just short of the top. My destination was at the top and I planned to continue on to that house. But as soon as the men got out, the cab backed all the way back down to the bottom and I knew that if I  wanted to reach my destination at the top, I would have to pay the price and do it all alone. There was store window nearby and the maniken was wearing a beautiful shimmering light blue dress. I told my daughter that that was what I wanted. I had a box a potatoes and I was going to peel them, quarter them, and put them into another box. An elderly woman was watching me and I wanted to look proficient. As I began, I saw that under the potatoes there was a dark grey rabbit multiplying and having babies and the baby rabbits were trying to escape out a crack at the bottom which I had to prevent. Then as I started to peel the potatoes, they became pears and were very squishy and I tried real hard to impress the woman with my proficiency and it was very difficult. I was at my New Berlin house. My next door neighbor asked me about my husband because she had never met him. I knew that he had been in prison and was tough and mean, but I loved him and I wanted to be with him. She asked me to mail a letter for her. I saw the address on it. It ended in 33. I didn't want to give my husband my address directly which was 2821, so I thought if I sent him a letter using her address which was 2933, he would figure out where I was. That way I wouldn't have to feel guilty for being emotionally weak, wanting to see him and he could find me on his own.

9-24-90 - DREAM - I lived on the waterfront. It was actually my 16th St. house but it was on the ocean shore. The poor woman with many children who lived in #60 on the corner moved out. I went to inspect it, thinking that it was going to be awful. Inside was just a plain wooden structure, very sturdy, but with no paint or decorations. She left behind many of her children's toys. There was a huge stack of new and unused coloring books I especially wanted to keep and a red and black checker set. NOTE: I have been researching the colors red and black for a long time, but haven't defined it exactly yet. The Chinese people defined red and black as the yin/yang for many years in their history.

9-24-90 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin, my husband brought home a co-worker with a loud voice. I tried to act like I was the perfect wife and housekeeper, constantly picking up after them and putting things away. I even found my children's kindergarten papers. The plants I took care of didn't have long sturdy roots yet, but they were healthy and I took good care of them. The man finally left and I was left alone with my husband who was very thin. I told him that he needed to put on a little weight. we went somewhere in the car and he wanted to make love to me, but someone was watching and I told him to stop. He said, "We've tried to get back together now four times and each time, within an hour, I knew it wasn't going to work.

9-30-90 - DREAM - E.K., my maintenance man and I traveled out to Washington State together. We stayed at my mother-in-law's farm. (actually Wisconsin-deceased) I had my children with me. (not current age) I held my son on my lap, breathing on him and he was saying, "So fresh! So fresh!" E.K. said he was going to go out and see if there were any bartending jobs to be had. I said, "I didn't realize we were staying out here." I knew I had plenty of money in my checking account to travel on. My in-laws left to go to a doctor appointment, leaving me in the house alone. The house was perfectly clean, so there was nothing for me to do. I decided that if we were going to stay, that I'd better get a job too. I was aware that I had anxieties about going out in public and that I should probably go to a psychiatrist to continue my treatment for that and that I could also handle a job where I could walk to it. I lay down on a green covered bed to rest, regretting that I hadn't brought my address book along, but that I could either have my mother (on 16th St.) send it to me or I could start a brand new one. Then too, I wondered why I wanted to stay there and I knew that I secretly hoped that my ex-husband Edward would try to find me and maybe we could get back together in a loving relationship.

11-10-90 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. Nothing was going right. I was on the verge of crying, but still trying. I put my kids to work to help out because it was so terrible. I was so frustrated. My youngest son Bill was real depressed. I tried to find him something to do, because he said he couldn't find anything that he was capable of doing. Even that he couldn't do, so he went to bed and cried himself to sleep. I decided to get out of the house for awhile and went across the street to visit. I met two women who asked me if I would be willing to take in problem children. A teenage boy on my right was retarded and the teenage boy on my left was cute but aggressive and was pinching me. Others were very nice. I said I would take the youngest ones, even if they were newborns. I went home. My husband had started to make Thanksgiving dinner two days early. My daughter congratulated me on my anniversary with (the teacher of my conscious development) I said, "No!" Not anymore it isn't. I was shown a contract I had signed with the #3332977.

3-4-91 - Dream: I was at a school and there was an air raid test. Everyone ran for cover and they did quite well except for two things. I looked into the sky and saw many rocks or bombs in a cluster (like cluster bombs) already falling from the sky and when the people went into the shelter, they didn't close the doors all the way and could be gassed to death. +++++ 3-6-91 - Dream: I was in my backyard with my children. A plane was flying over and suddenly it's right engine and wing exploded and burst into flames. Everybody started to scream and run but I told them that it wouldn't hit us. It continued on and crashed into the top of a high hill to the south of us. Then another plane came over and exploded into a thousand flaming pieces. This time everyone ran west towards the lake and jumped in so they could duck down under the water to avoid the flaming pieces when they hit the ground. NOTE: On 3-20-91 Reba McIntyre's band was killed in a plane crash. On 3-21-91 two fighter planes exploded and crashed into the ocean.

8-6-91 - Dream: I was with my grandchildren. Brian lit a match and I could not blow it out. I also had a discussion with him because he wanted all my pennies that I had offered another child. I told him that he had already been given his own and the ones I gave him were mixed with silver dimes. NOTE: This incident occurred in June of 1997. When I had this dream, these other grandchildren had not even been conceived of nor born.

8-20-91 Dream: In my dream I was laying in bed half asleep. I heard the doorbell ring in my left ear and thinking that it was a psychic doorbell and not physical. I didn't bother to get up to answer it. When I finally did get up, I saw a bag of groceries by the door and asked my kids where they had come from. They said that they had let David in. (A friend). I looked up and David was standing at the far end of the kitchen counter dressed in a beige suit, putting groceries away. My mother was also standing by the kitchen counter looking at a big brown envelope that had come in the mail to her. It contained a lot of newspaper articles about a world renowned psychic and his predictions and some photographs which she showed to me. The first one was of the man. He was short, balding, and chubby. His name was Wm. C. Conrad or O'Connell. The picture itself was unusual. It was of semi-clear plastic of a see-thru nature. When I turned it over, the picture was of Christ. I turned it back and I thought I saw the mouth moving like it was talking. I then looked at another photo. It was of my 16th St. house and my children were playing out in front of the house. The picture was moving like a film. I saw the others and each scene was different but in every case, the pictures had moving people on them. I was amazed and then I realized that when you looked into the photo, they were showing you the future. I asked my Mom who the man was and why she had all this material from him. She said, "I am going to introduce you to him. He wants to meet you. He wants to teach you, so that you can recall all your visions like he does, instead of only one in three like you do now." My Mother was reluctant about this because the material had not been requested by her, but she was going to follow through on it anyway. I was excited. I wanted to meet the man, find out about the photos and be able to remember all my visions.

11-11-91 - DREAM - There was no work to be had in the country, so I had gone to town to look for a job. There were no longer stores along the main city streets, they were in clusters at intervals. There were big government offices everywhere. Along 17th Street, lawns were being reconstructed and I tried to assist but there wasn't enough grass to go around. The men were huddled around the bars, not drinking, but checking the stock market, worrying themselves sick if they had lost everything. It was a well kept secret, but I had been chosen as mediator between sides between our country and the overtakers. The schools were being organized at this moment to march the children to government camps and take them away from their parents. I managed to sneak up to the 20th street school where my youngest son was in 1st grade. I spotted him and grabbed him by the arm and we rushed down the street together. He said,"'I've been calling you all day, hoping you'd come and get me." I was watching the other mothers who weren't able to find their children and rescue them before they were marched away to camp. I helped one mother up from collapsing. She was so devastated that her daughter hadn't been seen. I knew that the secret guns were trained on Madison, (the capital city) and these children were going to be used as hostages.

12-9-91 - VISION - The voice said, "There will be black and white snakes and they will have to have their heads cut off, but unfortunately there will be black snakes and those will have to have their heads cuts off. 12-9-91 - VISION - I saw myself in a school in India with two Swami teachers dressed all in white with wrapped heads. There were children leaving the big tiled floor reception/lecture room through big french doors to go play outside on the vast lawns. The Swami by the door said, "The snakes represent the vast array of truths, half truths, and outright untruths which must be cut off." 12-9-91 - VISION - I could see all the way across the United States to Seattle. The voice said, "The banks will grind along with only 4 minutes warning. Then I was seeing close to where we were in Wisconsin. The voice said, "Nearby there will be grinding for 4 hours but for days at a time."

12-17-91 - DREAM - I was in a bank in New Berlin and a red-headed employee dropped a bag of money. Instead of turning it in, I put it in my own locker. Then started the guilt trips of guilt trips. the amount was over $3000. I knew that the bank would miss it at the end of the money count. Also, a camera had been on and saw the whole action take place. I left the bank and went to a store with David who was dressed as an elderly transvestite. I went to the wig counter to find a blonde wig that was longer than my own hair, but when I tried one on, they were too short. When I took the wig off, my own hair had turned into a field of flowers. I couldn't leave it like that, so I started combing it out back into real hair again. The clerk then rolled my hair into curls. This clerk and several others went to another aisle and began talking and I felt that they were talking about me and I knew I had to get out of there. Before I could though, I had several wicker baskets with toys for children and a makeup case. I left the toys there for children to play with and took the makeup case with me. At this point, I wanted to take the money and move out west, but I knew that if I went back to the bank, I'd be arrested and have to serve several years in prison. Then I saw a red-haired man coming into the building whom I thought was the bank employee and I had to get out quick. At this point, since I couldn't go to the bank, I had no money, no wallet, no suitcase, nothing to call my name. I also couldn't figure out which was was east or west to find my house and I couldn't remember the name of the street it was on either. I just knew it was a named street and not a numbered one. I also had to walk because I didn't have a dime of my own to pay bus fare. I began to walk and discovered that I was going west because the numbers on the houses were getting bigger - 8 -9-10. So, I knew I had to go east and then south. By then I discovered that I had a manila envelope in my hand with money I had received for Christmas so I could ride the bus afterall. I tipped the envelope up and the money was all silver coins.

12-27-91 - Meditation - A voice said, "The Middle East is a sorry state of affairs. I then saw two rows of desks in a semi-circle. The voice then said, "Neither the Polish or the U.N. want anything to do with it." All the U.N. desks were black. ++++ 12-28-91 - DREAM - I was at a library and my baby son said that he wanted to learn how to fly. So, I took him into the book section where you could learn to fly. Then I wanted to read a particular author and a boy told me to read Booth Tarkington, so I went into the author section and got that book. Then the children wanted to leave by a way that was blocked. The librarian told them not to go that way and I told them to follow the proper way and obey the orders.

1-2-92 - DREAM - I was in a house and a Master came to the door. He wanted to come in and rest. I invited him into the livingroom. He was elderly, with white hair, slightly rounded body, wearing a light blue shirt. I asked him if he would like to share lunch with me. He said, "Yes! But, what are you going to serve because I can't eat just anything." I said that I would make a tuna sandwich. That was all right with him. I went into the kitchen and there was no food in the refrigerator, nor in the freezer, nor in the cabinets and I had no money to buy any. I had to swallow my pride and tell him that I had nothing to give him. He got up to leave and I told him that I was having dizzy spells today. He said that it was because there was an oscillation of energies today. The words he used were in some other language. Then he got a glazed look in his eyes and he put his right hand up against something that was coming up behind my left shoulder. Two of my children also did it. He said something to the "thing" behind me in another language, then put his hand down. The "thing" disappeared and so did my dizziness. I again apologized for not being able to feed him and went back to the kitchen again to see why there was no food. I found only moldy sausage, and about a tablespoon of icecream and that was it. Then I saw that the refrigerator needed defrosting and it was iced up all the way to the electric outlet where it was melting across the plug and arcing. It was too dark to see good, so I went to turn on a light and the switch broke off, I couldn't turn it on. I then went through the house and saw that my husband had been working on his woodworking projects in various places and left sawdust on the floor. Instead of hollering at him later and making him all upset, I decided that I would just clean it up and say nothing.

2-23-92 - DREAM - I was at home, yet at work. There was a cement stairway with very narrow treads, that was overlayed with thin tiles for walking on. The thin tiles were so compressed together that walking on was almost impossible for anyone except me. So, I decided to mak it a project to straighten out the thin tiles so they were even and more accessible especially Becky who needed to go upstairs. When I went downstairs, I went to have breakfast and I saw that the milk was bright blue and I didn't think it was fresh to drink. I dumped it down the sink, but no matter how many times I rinsed the bottle with water, the contents were bright blue. I wanted to get fresh white milk for my children, but I had no money to do so. I asked their father to get some fresh milk, but he became so angry that I didn't want to do it myself. I convinced him of the truth of the matter. He left to get the milk and I turned around to see that I had one last batch of dishes to wash and these were the dirtiest, greasiest ones. I was determined that they would all be perfect. I then went to the bedrooms to make sure that the bedrooms were clean and the beds made with their red and blue quilts. I saw that many puzzle pieces were on the floor and I hollered at the children that they had better get picked up and put in the proper boxes. I bought my daughter a toy that had a little red dressed dolls that went around and around on swings. She wanted to take it outside to play. I said, "No!" My mother stuck up for her that she would take good care of it. I knew that it would get dirty, it was meant to be played with indoors. I said, "I would rather give her $10.00 to run around with it and keep the dolls for myself so I know they stay clean, knowing that they were more valuable than that. My mother said, "okay" and we made the exchange and I took the toy back. I then went to the office area where work was being done on projects. Someone else had cleaned up some big red pans to work in, but they still had some grease and sand on, so I took it upon myself to wash them to perfection, using hot water on the grease and cold water on the sand so as not to waste the hot water where it wasn't needed. My boss said that there was still some grease on the old silver pans, but I told him not to worry about the old ones. My boss came and asked me if I would be able to 'midnight requisition' (this means to steal) some long sleeved sweaters and stools to sit on so we could work on a project and I would also need to get 12 silver, square pans. I would need 4 pink, 4 light beige, 4 silver and black sweaters and stools. The one thing I had to be careful of was that no ones name could be on the stools so if someone came looking for them, they could not be identified. I agreed. Another man, who I think was my bosses boss or one of his peers asked him if I had agreed to provide this equipment and he said that I had. They were both relieved to know that. I then went into another department to look things over. I had friends everywhere, but the problem was that I was being watched. My ploy was that I carried a crumpled piece of white paper with me to throw in a waste basket so it wouldn't look I was there for no purpose and just wasting time talking to my friends instead of working. but when I got to the point where I needed to throw away the piece of white paper to save my cover, T.M. picked up the trash container to throw away the trash. I tried to signal him what I needed to do, but the was already holding the trash container and I knew I would have to tell him of my ploy so we wouldn't be working at cross purposes or he would spoil the ploy and prevent me from completing my part of the project.

2-26-92 - DREAM - I was asked by someone to help treat a disease that many, many people had; infants and small children as well as adults. Treatment could only be handled by people who were survivors of the disease of which I was one. The disease was recognizable by the many thousand black and white squares that the people were made of. Treatment had to be done gradually one white square and one black square at a time, per month, or backsliding would occur and treatment would have to start all over again. Treatment was done by feeding the person special white milk and had to be done very carefully and took a long time. I would have to say that I was a little reluctant to take on such a big project, because I had so many other projects to work on at the same time, but as they told me, only people who had been successfully treated and survived the disease were qualified to treat others. At the end of the dream, I was on the street with my telephone. T.M. wanted to speak to the man who was in charge of the treatment and the supplies. He worked out of an old warehouse with only two men who were still under treatment. I wasn't sure if the man was in this office and was walking down the street towards the warehouse when T.M. somehow got through the phone line into the man's office. The man's name was Mr. Pringle. NOTE: An Internet search showed several doctors of Pathology and other health research programs with the name of Pringle. However, I believe this disease to be of some spiritual illness (the black and white squares that showed in people with the disease)

3-18-92 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. There was a property up for sale. My father baked a cake representing the sale of the property. It was a grave-shaped cake, frosted in white with a pink grave marker and a pink stick figure on top of the grave. There was some printing below the marker, but I didn't read it. There was a court matter involved because there were over 200 relatives involved, including children. My mother said that there were 49 Andersons alone. I said, "There's only 1 Finney... me!" All these people had to sign off on the property. I went to give my father a kiss and he turned his cheek to me. There were some other people and things involving junk food (unremembered) I had driven past the property. The main house was white and built near the top of a high hill. Below that, other people pulled in and parked double-wide trailers to live in. As I drove by, they were just pulling in a blue one, alongside the road.

3-24-92 - DREAM - I and my daughter were helping a man stack milk cartons in a wagon to consolidate the stacks. I got down to the bottom layer and the package was just rolled brown corrugated paper. This man seemed very upset that I got everything I wanted in my life, so he turned this rolled cardboard into a yellow and white cardboard whirling dervish type dog on a leash that would interfere with my two roly-poly white dogs with red fleur-de-lis type flowers on them. I then saw that my son Bill was limp and weak and I took him to the doctor. She said it was good to check on him, but it was merely a simple cold and he would be fine. She said that is was normal for the liver to be inflamed at this time. I asked her if her seemed to be small for his age. I tried to determine how old he was. I thought he had been born in the spring and would now be 2 1/2 or 3 years old. She said growth was in spurts and should worry about it. He was a beautiful child and I finally said, "Oh well!, he'll just be short in stature compared to my other children then if he doesn't grow like them." The female doctor gave me an identification band for him and made an appointment for his next checkup. I took the band out to where my son was sitting to the right hand of the Pastor of the church and my husband Jim who was on the left. I fastened the black arm band like a wrist watch on my son's right wrist and the catch was exactly over the spot where she had given him a shot. The Pastor and my husband now wanted to write the date of the next appointment for my son's checkup on the calendar. The calendar they pulled out was the strangest one I've ever seen in my life. The size of the squares was determined by the amount of things expected to happen that day. I looked at the 18th and 19th of September and there were two squares side by side with both the 18th and 19th superimposed or sort of entwined with each other. The 20th was long and narrow and a reddish color to write down the winners of the races on that day. The squares were different pastel colors also determined by the types of events expected to happen. My son's next doctor's checkup was on September 8th. we looked for that date. It was in the center of the top row and was about 3 x 4 inches rectangle. It was the biggest square on the page so obviously a lot was expected to happen that day. The 8th was a very pale color which I don't recall, either blue, green, or yellow. I think green. NOTE: In 1997, Joe Mason celebrated his birthday on the 19th of September and also came to Milwaukee to get me to spend the rest of our lives together, so it is also our anniversary now.

3-29-92 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin in my house. It was Sunday morning and TM called to find out what dreams I had had so far this weekend. I couldn't find today's dreams because my notebook was folded in such a fashion that I had a hard time determining where the beginning was. TM was very patient while I looked through the book, noting the dates on the pages, 1989, 1987, etc. Then I found a sheet of paper that said, "Reminder! Feb. 2nd, 3M and Feb. 14th" I remembered the dream about 3M but not in detail. I knew I should look up what I dreamed on those two dates and the 3M dream and see what they were about. NOTE: The 2/2/89 dream was a prophecy that by the year 2022, all of our money would go to the government and the government would supply all of our needs. On 2/14/89 I had a dream that I was way behind on my work because I had been gone so long. (I had just returned from Elgin. I was gone for almost 6 years) xxx I then found a magazine and stapled it in my book by my daughter to get my attention. It was about the dog Rin Tin Tin. She wanted to buy a dog like that for $149.00. I was laughing at her ingenuity to remind me of what she wanted. Suddenly TM was gone and an operator came on and told me that I could reach him later. I hung up and straightened out my book, removing two brown dividers meant to divide subjects but had no pages between. (This was true) The cover was bright blue. I then located today's dreams so I was ready for the next phone call. My husband then said that breakfast was ready. I went to the door and called the children and they all came running. When the boys came in, they had normal haircuts and I laughingly told them I was going to give them tall crew cuts with a vacuum machine like they show on TV so they'd look modern. I noted in the livingroom was two Christmas trees; a fresh tree and an artificial one. . . side by side. I liked the fresh one better. We were going to sit down to the meal and I saw that I was wearing a long tailed pink shirt that covered me, but just barely, and I wasn't wearing any underpants. I didn't want to sit down to a family meal that way, so I headed for the stairs to go get some underwear to put on. At some point on the stairs was supposed to be a divider where the steps went up and another set went down. I couldn't find it and ended up on the down section. I saw all my husband's clothes stacked up on the stairs and there was nowhere to walk. I put my foot down where the stair was supposed to be and all the steps collapsed below me. I didn't hurt myself because there were so many clothes, but there was no way to get back up. There were two doors above me, shutting me off and I couldn't yell for help until I opened both doors. I could just barely reach them. I screamed for help until my husband came running. He jumped down and boosted me back up through the two doors because it was too high to clamber up by myself. I woke up with my screams for help still ringing in my ears.

4-2-92 - DREAM - I was  with two women who were twins. They were each going to have a baby. They were happy about it. I knew I was going to have a baby too. . . across the border in New Madrid, Spain. I was in an old farmhouse and my co-worker Rochelle and her family were out in the yard barbecuing. I was told by Dan (my maintenance man) that they should check on the meat before it got overdone. By the time I got to the window to holler out to her, I saw her husband carrying her back to the house. she was sick and throwing up and they had already eaten the meat. I turned around and saw that the house had accumulated a lot of spider webs, even where people had walked recently, so I took a broom and swept them down. This was a very poor household. The floors were bare and worn with grey paint on and I swept them too. I remember going upstairs to visit someone but can't remember who. I had to move things over on the steps because there was no room to walk. I picked up some toys belonging to the children. At the end I took it upon myself the job of doing the dishes for all these people. The sink was so full I couldn't even get near the water. So I moved a big blue pot and an even bigger silver one so I could begin. The whole kitchen was full of dirty dishes.

4-4-92 - DREAM - I was told to write a book for children called "LOVE". It is to be 15 pages long, with one sentence per page. I was given the pages which were clipped to a brown board on top of a closed calendar and it was noted that the calendar was clipped in an inch from the top and that a calendar had never been clipped so far down before. I am to use the pen name "Molena" and it was given to me by "15 1/2 Molena". A few examples of wordings were given to me but they are unremembered. each page should have an illustration behind the sentence that shows the action of the meaning of the sentence. The pages are square like the "Golden books". I was then instructed to find the phone number of a man by phone named James R. Torsten and give it to another man by phone. He was to call him. I had the number and gave it to the man, but the man said he didn't need the second numbers, he would just throw it away. the names came from two completely different sources. One was white. One was brown and there were no phone numbers. I pasted them together, similar to a phone book. There were two to five names per letter of the alphabet...example... M one source, N second source, 0 1st source, P second source...The second source had no numbers they had to be obtained by other means and then written in and thereby the number for James R. Torsten had to be dictated to me. His number was 549-6133 NOTE: I did the preliminary work on the book, wrote the text, advertised for artists to draw the pictures and researched the possibility of publishing this book, but I never followed through on the publication. I still have all this material. One day it will reach the public.

4-22-92 - DREAM - I was taking over a white house I had just bought. There were many apartments in the house and there was a good side and a bad side. Before I even moved in, I evicted everyone who lived on the bad side. There were men, women, and children. They looked like poor whites. Some official went to the top floor and herded them all out at once. I then went to inspect the building and met the people on the good side of the house. They were very nice people, some from every nation, Chinese, Japanese, etc. I looked at the plumbing facilities on the bad side. The people just used buckets underneath the toilet seats and didn't have plumbing. My comment was, "At least they didn't have bugs." I went to my apartment, one that was very familiar and have been in many times before. When I've been there, it had many wonderful rooms, living quarters, that any person who would ooh and aah over. I always had loved looking at it. Now that I owned it, I thought to myself what a good time I would have furnishing it, a piece at a time as I could afford. But, when I went to look at the rooms, to my dismay, the rooms were full of furniture, unmatched, and just setting around any old way like an antique storage room. I looked at the furniture, and there was nothing wrong with it, but it was of varying styles and wasn't coordinated and nothing stood against the walls where it belonged. So, that would be the first thing I had to do, was to look it all over, sort it, try to coordinate it, and put it where it belonged.

4-29-92 - DREAM - I was given a big plate full of mashed potatoes by a female relative (Gertie B.) The masters put a gold seal on top of the potatoes which looked rather Aztec or Mayan. It consisted of four intricately etched vertical ovals side by side, with 2 horizontal ovals above and 2 horizontal ovals below.  (It was wider than it was tall) Afterwards, I wrote her a long thank you letter. We were going to visit her, but wondered if I should take my children with me. My daughter was around two years old, dressed in pink, but her face sometimes appeared beautiful and sometimes ugly and my son Mike was 6'4" tall. I didn't know if they would be welcome.

5-7-92 - I was in a doctor's examining room laying on a long narrow table. There was a table to my right with a woman laying on that one too. I was 5 months pregnant and just beginning to show. I hadn't told anyone I was pregnant yet and because I was fat, no one had yet noticed. I could feel the baby's movements. The doctors was going to examine me to confirm the pregnancy so he could tell me how to take care of myself until the baby was born. The doctor came into the room wearing thick red rubber gloves. The woman on my right decided she didn't want to be examined by a doctor with red rubber gloves. There were children playing on the floor to the left. I got up too, saying, "I'm not ready for the whole world to know yet." and left without being examined. We were then in a school, somewhat Octagon shaped, divided into equal sections by glass walls set with brown wood beams. You could get from section to section through French doors. I was then walking from Teutonia Ave. to 16th St. with a woman companion and we noticed that people were collecting mechanical bicycles in their yards that seemingly ran by themselves or by car power with geared scissor action like the Edward Scissorhands movie. We came to a house and saved two children from a fire by wrapping big brown overcoats around them.

5-7-92 - DREAM - I was walking along the shore of a lake or ocean with a lot of other people. They were looking for an unusual phenomena to happen. Suddenly, someone cried out, "Look ... there comes an iceberg", and a sharp, craggy, angry, red and white iceberg popped to the surface. As I watched, the face of a blue and white bull dog came to the surface followed by the face of a brown cat. We knew we had to get away quickly and I gathered up my children and left. Later on I thought about the dream, wondering what it mean. I again saw the cat's face pop to the surface with a white tape or banner across it's face and the date 12/30/__ written across it.

5-24-92 - DREAM - I was at work and went through my bosses office to use a secret stairway to go upstairs to call T.M. and talk about my book for children title, "Love". I called him on the phone. It wasn't 8.a.m. yet. T.M. and I were then in the car going somewhere together. We were both sitting on the right side of the seat and I had to physically move him over behind the driver's wheel. I told him that I was going to use my business cards with the hearts and house on it (I have these) to make my work look more professional when I sent it in. He stopped the car on 19th and Center to go into a store to buy potato chips and donuts for breakfast. I told him to hurry because I still wanted to make it to work on time and that was on 15th and Center.

5-26-92 - DREAM - My mother asked me to get a map of Indiana because she wanted to pick out a new place to live by tomorrow, because the school system told my brother John that he had to tutor children who weren't as smart as him, and if his grades got higher, he would have to work even harder.

6-2-92 - DREAM - I was living in New Berlin with my teenage kids and my Mother. I had a job in Waukesha in an office. I felt guilty for not going in during the day, but I went to work on the bus to start at 5 p.m. on the second shift to catch up on my work and hoped my boss wouldn't mind. Instead of getting into the bus, I stood on a platform and hung onto the back door. When the bus started, I was sorry I had done that because it was rather a precarious ride. At the next stop, other women wanted to get on, so I went inside. Several women called me by name and asked me questions about people in the past I have known. I answered the questions as best I could and then thought to myself, maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to rent a little house and move into downtown Waukesha on a bus line so I can get to work easily. Although I didn't recognize the woman who called me by name, I was pleased that they knew who I was and figured I would make friends and wouldn't be along for long. We got off the bus and walked through a shopping mall to avoid walking in the rain and hail that started to come down. At the office building, I walked up some stairs which was rather like A-C or Simpson Electric and walked down a long hall, but my way was blocked when I went through a door and there was a factory with machines and cows swishing their tails near the walkway against the wall and the floor was soft and squishy and I was wearing high heeled shoes. I asked an Indian girl how to the through and she showed me a solid walkway behind the cows, but they were aggressive and I declined to walk behind the animals. So, I decided to go upstairs and across and to go back down on the other side of the factory part. I walked up another stairway and there were many women and children up on this floor too. They were eating a carry-in supper. One kid had some cheese and I ate some, commented that it was good and went on. I came to some more animals, small odd looking creatures, tethered to posts stuck in the floor. I had just determined that it might be okay to walk behind the animals when a short black pig with a long unicorn type horn on it's forehead charged at me. It caught the bottom edge of my skirt. I complained to the man in charge, but he said that they didn't pay damages for dirty marks, only for real damage. I woke up and it was 5 a.m.

6-11-92 - THE FOLLOWING 3 DREAMS ARE CONNECTED: #1 - I was at a house on 16th St. where teenagers came to work and play and live. Some work needed to be done to the electrical wiring to make the plugs positive and negative. Somehow the wiring got mixed up so that when appliances were used by the teenagers, it changed them internally and they were no longer charged the way they were created. Nobody knew how to fix it and the children were all confused and unhappy. #2 - I was at a house where teenagers were going to put on a play. A black door opened and revealed to me the stage where the play would go on. The kids were there cleaning. The stage was all green. There were tall boxes on the wall, 7 of them, all green, and a mirror of a different size was on the door of each box. I was very impressed by the visual images the mirrors gave when the children stood in front of the mirrors, their bodies appeared to be different sizes according to which size mirror they stood in front of. Then as they did their play, the children slipped under the bottom of their boxes and stood up inside of them. The doors to the boxes opened up and each child came forth a different size, but unfortunately, the children got mixed up and went into the wrong boxes and when they did it, the images of themselves were now the wrong size. The kids ran back and forth between the boxes to try to change their images, but they were unable to and they were all confused and anguished. #3 - I was in my New Berlin house and an electrician came to the house to straighten out the wiring that was messed up. The electrician was about 8 feet tall. He didn't have the right equipment with him to do the work and he didn't have any test equipment to check if his work was done right. He asked me if I knew how to test if he had done the work right and wanted to know if I had a box of crayons to do the test. I said that I did, that all that was necessary to do the testing was to draw lines on a white wall with the various colors and when you stood in front of the color, you would know immediately if your wiring for positive or negative was correct and your image of yourself would be normal. He said that was correct and that I should gather all the children from both dreams, bring them together and began to put them in front of their correct colors so that their electrical charges and colors were correct.

6-27-92 - DREAM - I was at work and all the bosses were gone, so instead of working, the girls had a party to welcome a girl they hadn't seen in a long time and wish her well, because she was leaving for Iowa. I told her that Iowa was a safe place, hugged her and left them alone. I then went exploring the building. I went through the upstairs and the downstairs. I stopped in an office where they were selling yarn that was soft, soft wool in beautiful soft colors. I thought about buying some and doing a knitting project, but then I looked thru the catalog of projects, I didn't see anything that interested me, so I gave the catalog to a man who was standing there anxiously waiting for it and walked away. NOTE: I always thought the best business in the world for me would be to have a yarn shop next to a used book store. I could either read of knit to my hearts' desire. When I went downstairs, I heard a girl call out excitedly, "Dolores, come and listen. I just got a tape of your son Bob. Everybody hold hands." We all crossed arms and held the hands of the people next to us so we were in a big circle. We then listened to a demo tape of my son Bob, singing a song he wrote himself, and playing the guitar he taught himself to play. The name of the song he sang was, "Be good to your children." When he was done, I let go of the other hands and raised my hands, "thumbs up." and everybody else did the same, "Yes! Thumbs up" and gestured the same. I was thrilled that my son was going to be a star and he had started out just a lowly carpenter. I then walked to my own office where it was empty of people and made sure it was clean. Then a windstorm came up and blowing in an open window and everything went flying. The window was up too high for me to close, so I called for help and some men I worked with at A-C purchasing came, climbed up and closed the window. The phone rang then. It was my mother. She said, "I just received 10 diamonds and I got engaged." I was shocked. I didn't even know she knew any men. Then she said, "This afternoon, I'm going to receive 75 diamonds and precisely at 5:43 p.m. this afternoon, I'm going to be married." Again, I was shocked and surprised but thought it was appropriate, because I thought she was 75 years old. The T.M. got on the phone and I told him what my mother said, and he answered, "Its amazing what various forms death takes." That statement stunned me, but I accepted it as fact. NOTE: Almost 10 years has gone by and though my mother has gone through several bad illnesses and operations, she is still kicking and going to celebrate her 85th birthday soon.

6-27-92 - DREAM - I was walking past the open door of a psychiatrist and a young blonde woman was sitting in a chair 'telling' the man what her problems were. She said she had been told by someone that she should call a spirit named Todd and also that she had been hearing voices and she had prayed and she could feel that the voice of Satan had been removed from her left ear because the pressure was gone. He was telling her that he could give her some pills that would make her feel better. She looked very dejected and depressed. She came out into the hall when she was done. She looked so unhappy and told me so. I said that she looked like she was being oppressed by someone or something. She started to cry and dropped to her knees in front of me. She started to pray, so I put my hands on her head and asked Jesus to bless her and remove the oppression from her and watch over her and hold her hands as she walked through life. She got up from the floor with a smile glowing through her dripping tears and thanked me and gave me a big hug. She was so grateful. She knew she was cured.Then she said, "What about Todd? They told me to call him. I told her, "You leave Todd where he is. You don't need him." She said, "You mean I should leave the past in the past?" I said, "Yes! That's what I mean." She agreed and walked away smiling and happy. She left behind a lunch box and some books. I opened the lunch box. It was full of water and a red math book was inside. I fished it out and figured I could dry it out and give it to my grandson Brian so he could educate himself ahead of his class. The other books were thin children's book about animals and I figured I would save them for my other grandchildren. I then met another woman in the hallway I recognized from A-C. I never cared for her personality and she was wearing the same pale green dress she always wore. I felt an instant discomfort to meet her. But she smiled at me and said she had been hiding something from me. She seemed a little thinner in the middle and started preening her hair and acting sexual. I felt even more discomfort. She said she had made an appointment to see a professor on Wednesday and she acted like it was some big deal. She got behind me and started rolling up my hair to curl it and I felt even more discomfort. She said, "I want you to meet this professor." I said, "What do I want to meet him for?" She answered, "He's only 5 months old." I figured she was trying to tell me that she had had a baby and hadn't told anybody about it. Logically, I knew she was past childbearing age. She said, "I made an appointment for you to meet him at 10:30 a.m. on Wednesday." I was just going to answer her when the physical telephone rang and woke me up. (after I thought about it and remembered that she was a friend of a man I worked with who was always harassing me and trying to get me to go home with him, I figured she was trying to tell me that he had been reincarnated and he's now 5 months old and is very intelligent) NO idea how to figure that one out for certain.

7-12-92 - DREAM - I was in a house and everything was colored Rose (Dark pink) I was presented with several situations where I had to solve puzzles or overcome obstacles, or take care of situations which delayed me before I could go to the next room. When something similar happened in the next room, I finally caught on that I was being deliberately delayed and detained from making progress towards my goal which was to leave the house and go out into the country. In the third room, which was the same color, I had to climb up and over an obstacle placed in my path and a voice said, "When you were a child, you were afraid of a certain situation. Let's see how you handle it now." I heard the voice, but climbed up and over the obstacle. In the next couple of rooms which were the same color, they were empty and I got through them as fast as possible by taking large strides. I reached the last room, strewn with more puzzles and situations. Knowing that I was going to ignore them in order not to be delayed any further from my goal, my children took the lock and knob off of the door so I couldn't leave the house and be on my way. I saw the parts, reassembled them, stuck them back into the door and let myself outside. Directly outside the house was a huge hill. I attempted to climb straight up the hill, but was out of breath from the exertion of climbing. Off to the right was a wagon track that went to the right. I went up the track where the walking was easier. It led to a department store. The whole store was rose pink like the house was. Sales people were trying to get me to buy their clothes and were showing everything to me. I realized that this was also a delaying tactic, so I got through the store and went on my way down the street.

7-20-92 - DREAM - I was looking at a map of Wisconsin. Across the bottom and another row about it were pictures of lavender camping-type coffee pots. As to size, a pot was the size of a county - tall and 10 across. There were 2 rows like that. I knew it represented workers and that it wasn't enough. So, 2 more rows were added. These were an off color pale green. However, these were temporary and movable. The last one jumped around like a marionette and was unstable, so it was determined that that one would have to be let go. Somewhere on this map on the border lines were colored circles about 1/8" across, all brilliantly lit like lights. The colors were intense and clear. I was then given a panel of yellow lights which were to be used to change the color of object held in front of it. The center light bulb was out, but when I flicked the lights on and off a few times, the light finally came on like the bulb as loose in it's socket. I had a green stuffed toy animal which ended to have it's color adjusted and that loose bulb as the place it needed to be adjusted by. So, I asked a young man who was a worker in this building if it would be safe to tape the stuffed animal to the bulb, and how much tape I should use since it would have to be there 36 hours. I was astounded when he volunteered to hold it there himself for the full 36 hours. I was then at my 16th St. house and my children were in the diningroom playing. It was time to clean up and I decided that it would be far easier to work with them and get my own stuff done later, then just to tell them what to do and go away and come back later to find that it hadn't been done or been done incorrectly. So, I got down on my knees to help with the work and noticed that the Christmas trees growing on the table top in a pot needed to be watered, so I asked my son to get some water for it before we started the cleaning.

7-21-92 - VISION - There was a trial going on in which it was determined that any male who committed sexual assault on a woman be castrated so that he can never produce children because that trait is genetically carried from generation to generation. One woman said upon the completion of the trial, It's a shame the people worship their government." The scene panned to the left where blue uniformed officers stood up en-masse, about 20 of them and their leader said, "That going to end right here in Milwaukee." Then they all walked out.

9-17-92 - DREAM - I was packing to move. It was the feast of St. Catherine or something because the church across the street was celebrating. I opened the house up to party goers and a wedding was going to take place. Five bridesmaids came in and lined up by the door. All my relatives were there, including my sister who was holding 3 grandchildren on her lap, the youngest of whom was about a year, the oldest was age 3 or 4. (Her only grandchild is about 4 months old now) My Mom was there also at the gathering. The two other children were called 'The Twins' though they were born in different years. They looked that much alike.

9-24-92 - DREAM - My boss Tom called me on the radio to tell me he was on his way to a job in Plymouth, WI for someone named Mueller. I followed him out there to see what was going on. There was a lot of police officials on the hillside where a row of graves were of 3 children and 2 adults. The grandfather had been up there putting freshly ironed clothing on the graves in his grief and was now laying face down, downhill. There was a shotgun laying on the grass downhill from him and the officers were digging the ground around him, so they wouldn't have to move him before the ambulance came. I thought he was dead, but then he moved and they said he had had a heart attack. I went to the house where a group of teenagers had gathered in the basement of the house. A red headed teenage girl was the one who lived there. A bottle of beer was handed out to each kid and they all started drinking. I heard one say that he wanted to go somewhere and the rest agreed. Then one said, 'Let's finish up the beer first." I jumped in and said, "Oh no you don't. You don't drink and drive", and took all the beer away. They all left and as they drove away, the red headed girl was sitting in the middle on the back seat with her boyfriend. She turned around to wave goodbye, all smiles, and I thought to myself as I waved goodbye, "She's going to her death." I went back to where one kid remained sitting at a table. He was depressed because he couldn't go with all the other kids. I felt sorry for him and he was going to leave by himself, so I said, "Come on over here," and pulled out a chair for him at the table where I had put all the bottles and glasses of beer. "We can get sloshed." He said, "No! I don't drink." He left then and I went upstairs to the bedroom and looked around. The room was a little on the messy side. The little Oriental kids came in and looked around and when they left, they knocked twice on the footboard of the bed. I heard someone out in the hall say, "These little kids were hired to check out the cleanliness of the bedrooms and when they're clean, they knock twice."

10-6-92 - DREAM - We were in the country and a huge storm came up. Our house was on the side of the hill, but yet water rushed through it. We tied the children to the upright beams so they wouldn't get washed away. Then everything went still and the water drained away. We went outside and saw the clouds breaking up and a slight pink color was showing on the side of the clouds and someone quoted the Bible as "And Christ said, "The dawn is breaking", We went to church to pray and gave thanks and at church they gave me a little prayer book. It was covered with beautiful flowers and on it, it had "Happy Birthday". Stuck inside the book were dozens of decorated cards also that said 'Happy Birthday" with flowers all over them and many of them had money tucked inside too. I was truly blessed to have survived the storm and to be thought of by so many others, and we all gave thanks and then had breakfast together.

10-10-92 - DREAM - I was with T.M. in a school and we had just finished the end of the ninth year of a computer run curriculum. It was the end of a series of children's lessons. Now came the beginning of the adult lessons we were to teach and there were 23 years of adult lessons on the computer ready to begin.

10-13-92 - DREAM - I was in a big school on Wisconsin Ave. I was helping other people pass their tests and give them their grades. I had a huge piece of property that was not developed and my desire was to formalize it, but I walked across it and up a hill to the street where I met people who were playing hooky and entering contests. My two brothers were in front of a ski-shop and they were promoting a 'ski on jello" fun event for late November. I walked on up 16th St. at that point with a lot of foreign people who were on tour. I came to a pile of books that had been set outside and began to look though them. Some Chinese men decided to do the same. I glance through the books which were used and set them aside for the men, but I kept two well-worn math books for my children. I then went on and helped some teenagers with some balance lessons and gain their awards for completion.

10-13-92 - DREAM - I was asked to play the piano for the choir at a church. I was wearing a pale pink suit and matching brimmed hat and pink high heeled shoes. The hat covered my hair and my face, so nobody knew who I was and I could hear people whispering behind me, wondering who I was. We sat down to practice together and meanwhile someone accused me of stealing something because she was jealous. I knew who had done the accusing, a woman named Gert, and I could prove that she had done it herself, so I wrote down the whole scenario how she had accomplished while I was in church, but I didn't have time to give it to anyone because I was going to play the piano for a funeral. I could not, in good taste, wear all pink for the funeral, so I took off the jacket and hat, so I was wearing a white blouse with the pink skirt. I helped another girl fit a skirt on so she looked good and some guy was immediately admiring her. I then decided that everyone should eat something before the funeral and then I got all upset because I didn't see any regular food in the kitchen for the children. I was just about to yell at someone when I saw that someone else had already started cooking bacon, eggs, and toast over on the stove. I went over to finish it and immediately dumped a pile of salt in the middle of the pan. Then I was yelled at for ruining the food, but I sad that I could rescue it because all the salt was in one spot. So I rescued the food and gave it to the kids on a platter. I saw then, at the bottom of the pan, what looked like miniature antique toys and I couldn't leave those in there, so I started fishing them out onto another platter to save them. There were grandfather and wall clocks, telephones, dishes, all kinds of antique furniture, all in light-blue, then I saw wild animals and I rescued them too and the last thing out on top of the pile were grey and white striped tigers or panthers.

10-14-92 - DREAM - I was in the country and felt threatened by some scary looking men, so I ran inside a barn, avoiding all the big animals and when I saw an aisle with puppies, kittens and little children, I ran towards them because I knew I would be safe there.

10-22-92 - DREAM - My son Tom, my grandchildren and I were studying up on how to capture UFOs.

11-12-92 - DREAM - I was with my family and we went to a place that was like a Rummage O'Rama. It had many small booths, hundreds of them, each one selling different items, some new, some old. We walked along the first aisle and I saw nothing I wanted to buy. I spotted my daughter-in-law Debe, working at a food counter. My kids all ordered stuff and sat down to eat, but they didn't share anything with me. Previously, at home, they had drank up all the red soda I had bought, leaving only a 1/2" in the bottom of the bottle so I couldn't say they had drank it all. I had seen some romantically inclined, older, gray haired people and I felt envy until I saw how ugly the men were. But then I thought to myself, "Looks aren't everything." They're probably the sweetest men around." I walked on and we were going uphill and it was getting harder and harder to find handholds to make it up to the next level. But once I made it, there they had a plant stand. I bought a small plant that looked like one I had at home, but it was in a blue glass boat shaped container, so I got it. We walked on and finally sat down at a long banquet-type table to rest and people-watch. There were hundreds and hundreds of people. Suddenly, a man came out of the crowd and sat on my lap and put his arms around me and hugged me. He didn't let go. I said to him jokingly, over is shoulder, "You've made a sale. I'll buy whatever it is your'e selling. I laughed and he sat up and kissed me. It was no big deal, but I was having fun. I asked him what his name was. He said, "John" I introduced him to my family. He had trouble with my mother's name ' Lucille'. He called her Lucy. I repeated her name more clearly, but he still didn't get it right, so I dropped the subject. (My mother-in-law's name was Lucy coincidentally) He wanted to walk around with me, so we did, arm and arm like sweethearts. People were gawking at us. He was a couple inches shorter than I was and younger by half than me and so handsome, with dark eyes and dark curly hair. I kept trying to figure out why he would want to be with me. I saw myself in a mirror and wondered some more what he could possibly see in me and want to be with me because there were lots of pretty young women around.Then he asked me if I would go out with him that night. I was doubly shocked that he would want to spend time with me when there were so many better looking and younger women he could pick from. But I said, "yes" and then wondered what we would do, whether he liked to hang out a bars or what because I didn't know him at all and I hadn't been out at night in years. I told him I would go get my coat and meet him back at his booth. I followed my mother to the coat rack and she handed me a short beige top coat and dark brown leather gloves. I put them on and went back to the man named John. He was sitting down on a bench, bent over and coughing drily, but desperate, trying to catch his breath. I thought to myself, "Oh no! There's something wrong with him." I reached my left hand out to him to help him up and asked if there was something I could do for him. He aid, "No! It's just a little cough." But I knew it was something more than that. I wanted to see what he sold while he was getting his coat on. He had a rack of brochures and I was surprised to see that he sold magnificent light chandeliers. The one I saw had hundreds of brilliant lights on it. I knew we needed to get acquainted more, because we were still strangers to each other. He took me into his arms and I looked at his face. He was so handsome and I still wondered why he would want to be with me. Then, while he was still hiding me, he asked, "What are your goals in life?" I thought for a moment, and then said to shock him more than anything, "I want to be the world's greatest psychic." He rather rolled his eyes at that, then he asked, "And what country confers that title on someone." I was thinking, "England, maybe France," then said, "It is something that one earns by reputation more than a title." He asked, "How does one become the greatest psychic?" I was thinking to myself, "I'm really going to drive him away now," and expected him to just walk away, and I said out loud, "By developing the mind to it's greatest potential." I smiled at him and expected him to leave, but he said, "And how does one develop his mind to it's greatest potential?" I knew he was challenging me and daring me to become what I wanted to be. So, I said, "Here! I'll show you!" I had a little calculator in my hand and on it was a four-step program, each one costing $9.95 for the lessons. I pressed the first button, because I was going to show him how much it would cost to become the world's greatest psychic. The machine flashed a couple lights and then printed out, "The contest winner," and his name "Scot ___ ", which I couldn't read because it was in a foreign language like Hebrew or Sanskrit or something. I was looking at his face and deeply into his eyes and it faded and I was awake. I wanted desperately to back and talk to him further, but I couldn't. NOTE: I wrote down the dream, then felt led to turn on the radio. The 1st song was, "Somewhere there's a place for us, somewhere there's a time for us." #2 was , "Teach your children well," and #3 was, "You've saved the best for last."

11-19-92 - DREAM - I was cleaning my house in New Berlin and I went outside. There was tremendous destruction all over the neighborhood. All the houses were broken and fallen shells. The street was a wide river and people, all disheveled, dirty, and bruised were floating down the river on air mattresses, boards, and whatever they could find that would float. I had to go back into the house to do my work again and I was barefoot and walking in deep, wet sand. I tried not to take any into the house with me. I went upstairs and my children were there getting ready for school. My son Ken came in dressed like a rebel, his shirt was tied up in a knot over his diaphragm like girls do in summer, his hair was long and unkempt. I thought I saw hickeys all over his neck, so I grabbed him by the arm and said, "Let me see your neck." He allowed me to look and under his hair on the back of his neck, he had little black leather patches sewn to his skin and design of green material glued right to the skin. I asked him what that was. He told me that the men in his group decorated himself like that for their women and that his leader said that he was doing really good for him. I said, "it must take a lot of bravery to go through that much pain for a woman." He just smiled and I put my arms around him and hugged him. I said, "I'm proud of you for being the best at what you are." I patted him on the back and held him for a moment and when I let go, I was looking right into his face, and he was a beautiful child and he was smiling because I had made him happy for saying I was proud of him.

11-19-92 - DREAM - I was cleaning on some level, I thought it was New Berlin, but yet at the end it wasn't. One wall of the room was all hung with small pictures of Jesus. A woman, who was a school teacher came in and with her, she brought a man. She introduced him as her friend and told me that he sold wall hangings. I showed him my wall and my son Mike had hung a huge dark blue velvet picture over mine. Jesus was on the right, but on the left was a huge section of just blue sky. I told the man I was looking for something I could put into that space. He went through his bundle of wall hangings and unrolled one of a beautiful maiden with a ring of flowers around her neck. He said, "Get this one, It's Mary Magdalen and that's you." I looked at it, and it was pretty, but a small one above it rolled down over it. It was gold embroidered panel with just the word 'Jesus' on it. I said, "That's the one I want. I'll put it in the blue space on the big picture. He looked at me and said, "I didn't think you still had that in you." Then he said he would get that wall hanging for me. He got up to leave and he asked me, "Are you having sex with anyone now?" I said, "No!" surprised that he asked. Then he said, "Then save yourself for me because I'm coming back." He smiled and waved and was gone down the hall of the school building. NOTE: I never revealed the previous dream to anyone because I was rather embarrassed to say to people that I was Mary Magdalen. She had a reputation as being a 'bad' woman, who then changed to Jesus ' friend' after he saved her from being stoned to death. It wasn't something I wanted to admit to because of what they would have said about me personally to begin with. However, after studying who Mary Magdalen was over a number of years, I came to find out that outside of the Bible, people had a high regard for her. Not only as a woman, but for her intellectual understanding of what Jesus taught, and the fact that she actually married Jesus and bore him children and was his wife for life. Since I had this dream, I've actually met 6 other women who claim to be Mary Magdalen. That seems really strange to me that so many other people can claim such a thing, so somebody must be wrong. However, I've heard other explain that one person does not necessarily have just one spirit in them, that several spirits can energize one body. That remains to be proven.

9-15-93 - DREAM - I was standing in a driveway of a large farm. The people in the house weren't coming out, and I got tired of waiting so I went up to the house to see what was going on. I went into the house and discovered that they had not yet finished moving out. I pitched in to help them. One of the things I worked on was a huge Lotus plant that was twisted and tangled around a table. I straightened out the leaves. It was immense...each leaf had to be 3 feet across and there were 4 of them like a 4 leaf clover. My young children were with me and we all helped them to get ready to move out.

2-5-94 - DREAM - I was working in an office when I came across some sheet music laying loose and some other papers. I made up manila folders for them then went into an inner office to see T.M. and asked him if he wanted the music and the Angelic sigils filed by category or by individual names and where he wanted them. I then went outside and I saw some little baby white ducks and then some larger maroon colored geese walking in and out of traffic. One the opposite sidewalk becky's sister Judy was tending to some little children. A water trough was placed in the median strip for the ducks and geese so they'd leave the cars alone because some of the drivers were quite distressed. I watched for a few moments and heard someone say that it wasn't good for ducks to be in the water all the time. Judy looked over and saw me and asked me if I could help her with the children. I agreed and started to cross the street. There were some dolls and toys in the middle of the street, so I stopped to pick them up to take them with me. At that moment, Judy lost total control of the children and swore at me to "F__k" the dolls and toys and get over there. Meanwhile she ran down the street after an older boy. I took the dolls and toys to the children and they sat quietly playing. It was getting darker outside so I found some lights in the building nearby and turned them on. Then the Father's came out from a meeting. They were all wounded Vets wearing deep blue velvet bathrobes decorated with silver patches. One said it was their first meeting and thanked me for taking care of the children. Judy was gone and never returned.

12-12-94 - DREAM - I was in a car with my husband and children. We were driving north on the coast highway. We went as far north as the road went. The water in the ocean was very high and outlying islands and rocks were covered. When we got to the end, a man dressed in a light blue work shirt came up tome and asked me, "Why aren't you working here." I was very surprised that he asked because I thought we were on vacation. So, I and the children turned to walk back up the road to where the clubhouse was. The kids were riding bikes and playing along the way. I went ahead, knowing they would follow me. I went past some women who were crippled in various ways. I was surprised but pleased that even disabled people could be here. I climbed a very steep hill to get up to the house. I entered the house and saw several rooms and many people inside. I was told to start collecting clothing. I saw my mother sitting there. She said my Dad was coming up to get her . NOTE: This dream took place in Washington State. I looked on the map and found the area which I think the dream was about. There are state parks along the highway there.

12-15-94 - DREAM - I was with my husband and children and we had driven a long way to visit some relatives. We were in the car ready to leave for home and I turned to talk to my children about a particular metaphysical book I had read. I had the book in the car with me. My husband was driving as I began to tell my children about the book. My husband got so angry that he put his foot down on the gas pedal. I had never felt speed like that before. He lost control of the car and it hurtled straight onward when he came to the first corner I sensed we were going to crash and expected to die. However, I didn't feel the crash happen ... just sensed that my head had been pierced painlessly. In the next moment, knowing that I was still alive, I knew people were going to wonder how I lived through the crash.

1-22-95 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin. A big heavy blonde woman came to instruct me. She said I should check into the business of cleaning furnaces inside. She said that once you chip away at the black coating it very often just falls down and then you just have to vacuum it out. I thought it was a terrible job to have and I said, "Who would have thought when I was in highschool that when you were looking for a career that you would want one in garbage and sewers?" but I promised I would look in the yellow pages to see what it was all about. I went outside then and it had snowed. It was warm out but the snow was hard and crunchy and there was a misting the air from the breeze blowing it around but it wasn't melting. I climbed the hill, keeping to the edge of the huge patch of snow which was deep in places. When I reached the top of the hill, I saw tracks going down into the valley from snowmobiles. Knowing that the snow had to be hard and impacted there, I decided to 'butt-slide' down the hill. I put my arms in the air and howled with glee and I slid all the way down to the valley. My kids were all there and had slid down the lower portion standing up, but I told them it more fun sitting down. We then had to walk back up the hill and the snow was melting so we were walking in a stream of water. I was out of breath and breathing hard. My son Bill said to me, "Com on Finney! Don't forget the fun." I tried to remember the fun instead of worrying about being out of breath. We then went to the barn where 6 pink and maroon horses were stabled. I looked at their markings and marveled at them. The maroon parts looked as though they were drawn on by an artist. Someone was with me admiring them. We came to the horses mother which was blue. This one was admired even more. I said that this horse was actually the ugliest of the lot, that I also owned 6 of her children, each of which was blue and each one more beautiful then the last, but I kept the mother because it was my daughter's favorite and she always like to ride her best because she was gentle. I woke up then and my heart was beating very fast.

2-23-95 - DREAM - I was with my ex-husband Edward. He was driving the car from one area to another. He was only driving in the alleys. I was very frightened with him alone in the car. I tried to console myself that the scenery was beautiful. (It was green and lush vegetation) and there were lots of houses and their windows were open, should I need to scream for help. I wanted him to drive on the main streets where there was traffic so I didn't have to be so afraid, but I was even afraid to ask. We came to a street and there was traffic so we stopped to wait but the car was standing halfway into the street yet half in the alley. A man came along who wanted to drive where we were so he could park his car, but Ed was busy doing something and wouldn't move. The man drove around us carefully and went on down the street and parked his car. Ed admired that because the man could have gotten angry and yet didn't. So, Ed decided to reward the man with a $500 certificate towards purchasing a new car. Ed had many of these certificates, but could use them himself. So, we went down the street and found the house where the car was parked which was now a miniature dark blue train engine. We knocked and were let into the house by the children. We told the children we needed to see the father but he was busy, so we sat down to wait. I began to match and fold socks for the children. The mother came in then, but we didn't explain what we wanted. I just continued to fold socks so she would think I was useful to be there. Then the father walked into the room. Just as we were going to give him the reward for being kind, I woke up.

4-4-95 - DREAM - I was cleaning someone else's home where we were all going to work and play. I was caring for the children as well which some were from my own family. All the white people were looking to criticize what I did, but I did it the way I thought best. Someone asked my my religious principles. I said I wouldn't tolerate weak religious, 'wimpy' I called it, stand but preferred a strong moral stand. At the end I was in the inner-city explaining to someone that it was important to stamp-out poverty and was stomping on roaches running in the street. I was in the recreation room of my apartment building and talking on the phone to an older couple who were Grootemaat managers themselves. They wanted to come over and inspect a one and two bedroom apartment but especially to see the Swiss Chalet Meeting room we were advertising. I kept telling them we had just a plain meeting room and not to expect anything different. They were telling me that we were advertising a Swiss Chalet room and if it wasn't they were going to report me to the better business bureau.

4-5-95 - DREAM - I was watching some kids play in a cave made of snow. Some men were coming through a tunnel to get the children when a snow avalanche came and covered the children, then another avalanche covered the men. The men were able to get out but the children were not found. I was at a house that caught on fire in the back. There were about 6 little children. We go to them all out safely and then the fire went out by itself. They were too poor to repair the damage, so just covered the damaged portion with a sheet of plastic. I was walking down a road and a red station wagon rolled over into a ditch. I opened the passenger door and a bunch of men came to help the people to. They only had broken bones and bruises. No one had died. They told me to call the police so I ran across the street to call 911. The cop asked what city I was calling from. The man standing there said it was city #70. So I told the 911 guy it was city #70. The man on the phone started telling me how to do CPR and do emergency first aid and I told him there were 6 men out there already doing all that.

4-15-95 - DREAM - There was a sale promotion going on from McDonalds. I was on 16th St. I opened the door, saw a horrendous brown car wreck outside and on my door step with a huge gift-pack from McDonalds plus a yellow gift certificate to go get more. I was going to serve this to my children gladly. I went upstairs and from the upstairs window, observed a sales crew going down the street. I tried to avoid being seen, but they found me, gave me the sales pitch (they were in training for sales) and gave me another whole gift pack of McDonald's foods and another yellow certificate and they proceeded to load me up with more of their stuff. I was really enjoying this and the salesman was piling fresh baked cookies in front of me. The cookies were so sticky, they stuck to my hands. So, the clerk and I played a game in which I protested that they had an inferior product and laughingly, he gave me more product to take home. So, I took all this free McDonalds stuff home and put it out on the table. Before I could even call my children to dinner, some old Russian women came in and crawled up on the table with the boxes of chocolate cookies, pies, and pastries. It was such a disgusting thing to see them crawl right up on the table with the food . I thought to myself that they would be sitting on the toilet the whole next day, shitting chocolate, and that I certainly wouldn't want to participate in this event and left the kitchen. NOTE: I was renting apartments to Russian refugees and the first time they went to the grocery store and saw the amount and kinds of food we had in the U.S., their eyes would open up as large as saucers.  They had nothing like this where they came from.

4-28-95 - DREAM - I arrived at a place to start my new job. I happened to arrive there at the same time the head man did. He said he was the oldest man there. We rode up the elevator together to the top floor which was the 8th. As we neared the top floor (only the floor moved) you couldn't lean on the walls, because we were moving past them. The walls were painted sky blue and I thought "how appropriate". The vault at the top which was dome shaped was pure white and I suggested to the man it would be appropriate to paint little stars in the white part. He just laughed. We got out of the elevator and along the right side were written over little alcoves along the wall, the names of the retired people who belonged to the golfing association. On the left side were lined up hundreds and hundreds of chairs each one with a brochure and a name tag, starting at A, by the elevator, ranging up to Z by the man's office at the far end. The people were just arriving. They were mostly 8th grade girls as I could see, but there were a few older people too. They were all there to be tested before they started high school. I could hear them murmuring to themselves about how worried they were about not passing the tests. When we arrived at the office, there were tables and chairs blocking the way, so I helped to move their things aside so we could get into the office. The old man showed me where to hang my coat in an alcove to the right, where the file cabinets were. There were ancient records books on top of the file cabinet. They looked hundreds of years old. He said I would be helping "Aggie" to start with and she'd show me what to do. I figured I as going to be like a 'go-fer to start with. I hung up my coat, then prepared to go into the main office. Someone had opened the huge oak doors to his office and there was brilliant light pouring out of the door. I was really thrilled to be starting to work here. ******************** 4-30-95 - DREAM - I was back in the building from yesterday's dream. I was being orientated it seemed. One woman asked me to care for her baby and I said, "Yes!" Then others just assumed I would care for their children as well. None of these babies wore clothes or diapers and none of them had genitals that I could see. I felt cold and asked a man if he could turn the temperature up a little. He said it was 73. I figured that was probably warm enough. I didn't r