compiled by Dee Finney
11-10-01 - DREAM:
I was looking at a web page about agreements.
After I woke up, I realized that I have had this dream several times before, but a search of my dream journal does not mention it. I wonder why I have not ever written this down before. Obviously, it's an important topic.
Music: The New Covenant
|In accordance to the Bible, Satan was one of the most powerful
God´s angels, who infringed God´s laws and the agreement with the
God, started to long for reign over this world and thwarted to God´s
will because he has become evil and tempted people to sin in order their
souls could not be saved. In the book of Genesis, Satan is said to be a snake,
and is made to slither on the ground forever for deceiving Eve. This is a
metaphor for the reality which is quite different.
Genesis 3:1-6, 13-14
Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the Garden?
And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the Garden:
But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die.
And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:
For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.
And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her, and he did eat.
And the Lord God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat.
And the Lord God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of they life.
In the book of Job, God stands side by side with Satan and agrees to let Satan torment Job to see how Job reacts. Satan is allowed to do anything he wants to Job except kill him.
Job 1:6 - One day the angels came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan also came with them. 7 The LORD said to Satan, "Where have you come from?" Satan answered the LORD, "From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it." 8 Then the LORD said to Satan, "Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil." 9 "Does Job fear God for nothing?" Satan replied. 10 "Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. 11 But stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face." 12 The LORD said to Satan, "Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger." Then Satan went out from the presence of the LORD.
Isaiah 14:15 Yet thou shalt be brought down to Sheol, to the sides of the pit .
Isaiah 28:15 Because ye have said , We have made a covenant with death , and with Sheol are we at agreement; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through, it shall not come unto us: for we have made lies our refuge , and under falsehood have we hid ourselves:
Isaiah 28:18 And your covenant with death shall be disannulled , and your agreement with Sheol shall not stand ; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through , then ye shall be trodden down by it.
Isaiah 38:10 I said in the cutting off of my days , I shall go to the gates of the Sheol : I am deprived of the residue of my years .
Isaiah 38:18 For the Sheol cannot praise thee, death can not celebrate thee: they that go down into the pit cannot hope for thy truth .
THE KABBALISTIC AGREEMENT
God = Light
The Origin of Everything
Spiritual Laws of Creation
There are 100's of Names for God
What do you perceive God to be?
We all have different answers
"The Loving grandfather"
"The Punishing Old Man"
Light = The Cause of all Causes
Light = expansion - sharing - fills the room - goodness - benificence - Infinite force with no end - fulfillment - everything good
The Light cannot do anything but share, spread, shine
This is what we are all looking for
In order for the Light to share or expand: it needs a recipient or vessel to receive it
The Vessel is mankind
The vessel is also infiniite
The recipient is also infinite
The vessel/recipient reveals the Light
Our desire become the vessel to hold the Light
The Light is the Cause
Our desire becomes the vessel to bring into manifestation of the Light
Our infinite desire to hold the Light is the key to everything good
The Light also creates the vessel
The Light cannot force the vessel to receive the Light.
This is our Free Will
Because of our infinite lack of Light, therefore the vessel can receive infinite Light
The vessel needs to have a desire for the Light
The vessel must have a desire to receive the Light
The Light has no expectations
It is completely up to the vessel to receive the Light and good
The vessel itself blocks the Light
The Light is endless
The Light is always there
We need to always look for the Light in everything, not just the materiality of something
The Light shares infinitely with the vessel
Why would we give that up?
Light always shares
When a person receives the Light infinitely and is full of Light, it can only share
The vessel full of Light must share
The vessel wants to co-create
Everything in the physical world is a manifestation of the spiritual world
We cannot receive the Light infinitely without sharing.
We start to feel shame if we do not share the Light
Kabbalistically, this is called 'the bread of shame'
As humans we feel we must earn what is shared
It feels good to receive, but without sharing we start to feel shame and guilt
We want to be like the Light
We want to imitate the Light
We want to emulate the Light
We cannot BE the Light, but we can share the Light
The only way to eliminate the shame is either to share the Light or turn away from the Light
When we restrict the Light, or put a curtain between us and the Light, this is called TZIMTZUM , a Hebrew word, from which we feel lack and emptiness
The vessel's restriction causes the separation between us and the Light
If we share the Light, they will turn away if they don't share in return.
The shame of not sharing causes the separation.
There is no free lunch in the world. It must be earned or the shame of not sharing prevents us from receiving more Light
Our first desire is to want and need because we are the vessel
The desire is the driving force behind receiving the Light
The vessel itself created the physical world in order to remove the 'bread of shame'
We do everything in this world to share in order to receive the Light and again to be like the Light
We are actually here to emulate the Light, to be like the cause of the Light
Only sharing the Light removed the 'bread of shame'
Our whole existence is to be more like the Light
When you act like the Light, the Light continuously flows through you.
We have the Godly Light within us
The Deal - The Agreement with the Light
We can only share the Light when the world wants to receive it
When I share, when I emulate the Light, when I remove the 'bread of shame', then I will receive lasting Light
Question: Where is my 'bread of shame'?
Where am I being fooled by my 5 senses?
What is causing my separation that is preventing my receiving the Light?
You are the vessel
You are here to stop the 'bread of shame'
You can only control yourself.
You cannot force others to accept the Light, you can share it, but others must also be a vessel and receive the Light
If someone doesn't want to be an open vessel, you cannot share the Light with them, because they are not receiving the Light.
DREAMS AND VISIONS OF AGREEMENTS
A voice said, "When you see a coffee pot, does it do anything for you?" I answered, "No!" The voice then said, "Then you might as well stay away from it!"
I saw many cartoonish type characters like on playing cards. They were Kings, Queens, Jacks, on a sheet of paper. A voice said, "At least Nancy knows what to give me."
I called Malathion and Nancy so Nancy could give me the information. I could see black hair and black eyes looking over the edge of a table.
I was given a contract. The date after the signature was 1, 1, 45
Q. What is the contract?
A. I saw a globe of light on the ceiling. I saw myself take down the globe and put the contract into it and put the globe back.
The contract covered an agreement to move away from the area in which I was raised to start a community elsewhere.
|12-6-99 - DREAM - I was working and living in a huge mansion
with several other people. I was directing them and helping also to do the
laundry, stripping the bed so we could remake it with clean sheets, and sorting
out clothes and putting them where they belonged. Some things like deep water
boots were hanging on a clothesline, but they were on the 1st floor instead
of in storage in the basement.
The boss/owner of the building let people come in and look at all the old things that he had stored in a large closet but it was very messy and there were a lot of things in there that didn't belong there. So, I directed the cleaning of this closet so people could look at the antiques and everything looked nice. (I didn't actually go into the closet, I supervised the others doing the work) A dark haired woman said they left the door open all the time and they never closed the outer door either, so I stated that henceforth, the outer door would always be locked. People would have to be let in individually from now on with permission.
I went into the bedroom. One young man was just getting out of the bed, and I helped strip the bed so we could do the laundry. He was quite concerned that this was going to take too long, and he asked me if I could make sure we all went to bed 15 minutes early the same day. I said that would be no problem.
He was quite pleased and he wanted us all to put our names on an agreement that we were working together. So, he started writing on a piece of paper with a red envelope and putting our initials on the paper on top of each other. When he was done, our initials made the shape of a red dove with wings back like it was flying fast.
|2-7-01 - Just before I went to sleep I was reading in a book
by Michelle Lavigne-Wedel about the harmony of the Universe and the 'tone'
that the Earth must exude before it can be the 'perfect' node in creation.
I knew I was going to dream about this and I did.
DREAM: Knowing what I now knew about 'frequency sickness' which disagreement between people is, it became my job to change the wording of a particular commercial in which ETs were portrayed as 'was' and change the commercial so that it said 'is'. ( If you've ever been channel surfing on television during commercial break, you will see that the same commercial is playing on several channels at the same time. This was the premise in the dream) It was my job to change the wording so that the same words were spoken at the exact same moment all over the earth in this commercial, and when the words were sounded, the 'frequency' of the earth would be in agreement. I was not allowed to take credit for this, just to do it. So, I had to do this quickly and I can't say that I can explain how I did it, but I managed to change thousands of commercial stations commercials so that the word "IS" was spoken all at the same time.
The job complete, I then went downstairs in my 16th St. house, and picked up hundreds of hairpins and equipment so my Mother could fix my hair when I got to the kitchen. My friends were all in the house during this time as well when the commercial played. Though we wouldn't see all these commercials, the 'tone' and 'frequency' of the earth would be raised when it occurred and that would affect everyone on earth. That was a 'good' thing.
|1-6-00 - DREAM - My husband and I were watching TV a program
about some people who had a little box they asked questions of which made
decisions for them about where to go and whether it was 'Yes' or 'No' whether
they could go. We thought that was pretty great.
We, ourselves had our own oracle. It was an eagle and it answered all our questions and gave us our 'Yes' or 'No' answers.
That night when we were sleeping, I dreamed I heard a commotion downstairs and and the sound of crunching that some animal killed and ate our eagle. I just kept sleeping like that could never happen.
However, when we got up in the morning, we went downstairs and under the diningroom table, I saw a large white feather. Then I saw other feathers that were gray and smaller, numerous ones. Then I saw a white wing of feathers whole under the table. I didn't want to find the body of the eagle but I knew it was under the table somewhere and our eagle oracle was gone and we'd have to make our own decisions. It was a horrendous feeling to think that our eagle was gone.
NOTE: After I went back to bed, I was thinking about this dream and I started to see some notes about this dream and I was told that the name of the company other people used was E.C.L. Corporation. There was also some other writing after that in like old-English . . . the type of language we don't use anymore. I dismissed that and don't remember it anymore.
1-6-00 - DREAM - I got up in the morning and had to get ready for work. I lived with other people and lots of little kids. It seems I worked at my old grade school building. I came to an agreement with one of my co-workers that I would meet her at 7 a.m. to go to a special class for algebra after not agreeing to go play Bingo at 5 a.m. I told her I would walk up to her house which was just past 19th St. and Clark. (19.5) I was hoping she would drive us the rest of the way to 20th and Meinecke which was 3 1/2 more blocks.
While I was looking for clothes to wear, another woman I lived with got a phone call that she was going to get some kind of message by telegram and she didn't want it, so she called the cops about it. I saw the cop out the window as he arrived and he was talking into a tape recorder about the case, preparing to come to our door. I decided to leave that to her to deal with.
When I went to get some clean clothes to wear, they weren't hanging on the rack where I thought I had left them. They were hanging on a lower rack with several blouses on one hangar. Some of the clothes were actually hanging in sets with the colors already put together properly. I finally chose to wear a brown corduroy suit with a yellow blouse of which I had two to choose from. The brown was like a burnished gold overtone and it was pretty. I was originally going to go without underpants, but decided at the last moment to wear a pair of light green underpants just in case the seam of the suit would decide to separate and leave me embarrassed.
As I gathered up the clothes to put on, my daughter brought out a toy she decided she didn't want to play with and threw it on the floor. As she went back out the door, I went after her, while stepping on little pegs which were strewn all over the floor along with Tinker Toys and other little pieces of toys they had played with.
I went into the other room and told her to come back and pick up the toy she didn't want and throw it into the wastebasket. When we got to the so-called wastebasket, it was actually now a washbasket, or to be more correct, three wash baskets sandwiched inside each other and there were three little babies inside the baskets, all playing with discarded toys.
As I walked through the room, I took hold of my daughter and gave her a sort of pretend smack on her butt to show my displeasure at what she had done and told her never to throw toys on the floor again. She agreed.
I then came to another little blonde girl and I did the same with her. I asked her if she understood why I was smacking her butt in advance even though she hadn't done anything and she said she did. Another little boy was playing in water in the sink and I was about to do the same with him so he'd know the rules ahead of time.
Somehow I began to remember the eagle dream and that I needed to get up and put in the E.C.L. note and made myself wake up.
|1-8-92 - Astral Experience: I was laying on the couch at 6 a.m.
resting. At some point, I couldn't figure out if I was awake or asleep. My
front door was wide open and the girls next door were talking and giggling,
getting up for work. A door into the next apartment was open and I could
hear more giggling and talking. Some people came into my apartment. One of
the women was in labor and they took over my bedroom until it was time to
go to the hospital. Some men came to help me arrange my
plants because they were
overgrown and needed watering.
Then I went into a dream and I was walking East down Wisconsin Ave., hand in hand with my little daughter. We were headed for the lake. I decided that it would be faster if we took the bus. But I had no money with me. I decided to go back home and get my money, but I didn't have my key and I couldn't remember where I lived. I was now on 9th St. by the courthouse.
My daughter and I crawled under a triangular shaped shelter put up by some window company and sat down to figure out what do do. My daughter got afraid because she saw some black and white dogs coming. I looked and the dogs were mostly white, but big. The second one was all white except for a pale grey ruff and she had come looking for her little puppy which was right by our door.
Some women came along who I had known in the past. One of them carried a rental agreement signed by me. She was so happy to see me that she introduced me to her friends.
Then I was told that I was by Old St. Mary's church. There was some kind of doings going on right behind me with a clown and a lot of people. I heard some bells ring, then the people all left and there was a pile of jewelry left behind right next to me in the grass. There was diamond encrusted crosses, necklaces made of hundreds of pearls and gold. People handed them to me and my daughter.
|7-18-95 - DREAM - I was living in a house with some other people
and it seemed rather normal until we had a guest. He was a famous movie star,
His arms had been cut off in an accident and he had long skinny bone stumps sticking out and had two horses as his best friends who went everywhere with him. The horses even hugged and kissed him like people would. He expected me to join up with him, but there was something rather sinister about them. At the same time I saw a new envelope with a printed 17 cent stamp on it. (This was past obviously) My father was in full agreement of the matchup which meant I would have to marry the man without arms.
The thought was horrifying so I knew I had to escape. I sneaked out of the house, taking nothing but my purse when one of the women in the house had to go to work. I knew something was wrong when we began to run into men along the road who tried to stop us. They even went so far as to lay down in the road so we had to run over them or be caught. We became so grossed out that these men were throwing their bodies at the car, the woman drove me back to the house again.
I knew I had to plan an escape and fortunately my friend Irv called on the phone and I asked him to please come and get me.
At this point I saw that all my clothes were gone and I was getting scared. I knew I'd never get out if I waited for Irv to drive over so I wanted to leave the house and meet him along the way somewhere. As I tried to go out the front door, huge spiderwebs were across the door and i knew I'd have to be brave and open the door anyway. I knew I was in my 16th St. house at that point. I wrenched open the door and ran up the street to Center St., then walked west.
There were lots of people on the street. They were all going east. I looked for a familiar face, hoping to ask for a ride to Irv's house but I knew nobody. I knew it would be an impossible task to walk all the way to Irv's house, so I walked back to the house to wait for him.
They didn't do anything to me personally, but I was really scared and the armless horseman was to be my spouse. Finally Irv showed up, but now I had no clothes at all. Irv found a red and white housecoat for me to put on for the drive but I had nothing else to my name.
I grabbed my purse and ran out the door with Irv. We got to the car and I opened the purse to give him money for helping me. My wallet was gone. I had no I.D. All I found was a crystal marble with a skull and crossbones on it.
I despondently said to Irv ... "I'm going to have to go back" and went back to the house to meet my fate.
NOTE: There are Masonic symbols in this dream.
|7-24-99 - Joe and I were working in the house. I heard a big
cat growling outside, but as it growled, it was singing/humming a tune. It
was a song I remembered the words to about having something that the world
can't take away, and that we could have it.
I looked out the window and our own cats were all sitting at or laying near the back door where I feed them, but it didn't appear that any of them were making any noise at all.
I saw a movement then, and a black panther came into view from behind one of my cats. (I have 7 cats...3 black, 3 grey/brown, and one grey and white) The black panther was in a low slung crouching stance and moving fast once his singing was done.
All of a sudden a man appeared out in the parking lot. He grabbed the panther behind the neck with both hands and subdued the cat. He picked the panther up with his hands on the cat's neck and the cat remained in that crouched position even while he was up in the air.
I asked the man if he needed any help. He said he didn't just as the cat peed on him. The pee flew up into the air as the man deflected it away from his clothing. It was rather amusing, but I didn't laugh out loud.
The man got a firmer grip on the panther's neck and put it inside a pink psychedelic van that had blue flames painted on it in a sort of speed stripe.
We made an agreement to help each other with future problems but I can't remember the details. It was a general agreement.
|3-8-00 - DREAM WITHIN A DREAM - I was a young mother with a baby
in my arms and some books from school. I was the last passenger on a long
yellow school bus and my husband was the bus driver. It was obvious from
what happened that he and I didn't live together. I got up to get out of
the bus which had a side door like city busses do towards the back and I
stood in between the two side bars where the door was. The door wasn't actually
attached to the bus. There were two steps down and the door was missing.
I could see the sidewalk and objects rushing by as I stood there waiting
for the bus to stop so I could get off.
The driver, however, didn't stop the bus, he slowed down like he was going to, then changed his mind and didn't let me off at my house where I was staying and gunned the engine and sped up again, scattering people on the street who were standing by some garbage cans they had put out for garbage pickup. Even the garbage cans went spinning off back onto the roadway because he cut so close to them.
We were going downhill but I could see up ahead, he was going to have to stop at the stop sign at the main intersection. I could see the sun was shining at the intersection and lots of traffic was going by so I was certain I would be able to jump off the bus as soon as the bus stopped at the stop sign so he couldn't kidnap me and prevent me from being where I needed to be.
We got to the intersection and the bus slowed down. Before it even stopped, I stepped down the steps on the bus. The doors were now there. They were blue folding door. I pushed ahead on the doors, clutching my baby and my school books. The doors opened and I woke up from this dream.
I was still now in a dream, but was inside a house which had high ceilings and I was older. I obviously hadn't lived in this house very long, but I had friends who came to visit and I discovered that I was the manager of the building as well.
My girlfriend was just leaving after having just arrived it seemed, and was rushing down the front stairs in a hurry. I hollered after her, "Don't you have time to stop long enough to listen to the latest saga of me and my baby in a dream. It seems like I'm living a double life.
My friend stopped at the bottom of the stairs, just long enough for me to tell her the dream of the baby and the bus driver dream I had just had and then she rushed off somewhere. I was very puzzled by the dream, because I remembered having had another one just a day or so before where I also was a young mother with a baby and I lived in another house.
Now that my friend was gone, I set about to explore the world I was living in. The house had extra high ceilings, old-fashioned, and the back door where the kitchen was didn't lock from the inside. I was wondering how safe that was, that the landlord could come and go and I didn't have a key for this door.
I pushed open the door and reached around the door itself and found that it had a thumb turn latch on the outside so that you could lock it when you were in the back hall but you couldn't lock it when you were inside.
I decided to take a chance and go out into the back hall and see what it was like, thinking maybe I could go out there, lock the door on the outside, go down the stairs and outside, go back around the front and let myself back into the apartment with the key from the front. That sounded wise to me, that the door would be locked, however, the landlord could still come into the apartment because the thumbturn lock was on the outside.
However, I opened the door and went out into the back hall to see what it was like anyway. It was a huge stairway, the walls were made of up and down planks of tongue and groove boarding, painted dull grey. There were more floors above mine as I could see a stairway going up as well as down. There was also another stairway over farther and I saw a young blonde man going up that stairway while I stood there.
I decided to go back into the apartment before I had to talk to the young blonde man, turned and saw two people standing inside my apartment in the kitchen. It was an older couple, seemingly from a foreign country and then I saw their grown son with them.
They were standing impatiently waiting for me to come back into the apartment. They had brought with them, a myriad of possessions for which they wanted me to give them $575 because they had made an agreement with the building owner that he would give them a discount on their first month's rent if they would turn over these possessions to me. They had with them a small square wrinkled piece of yellow paper on which was scribbled the names of the items they had to turn over to me, one of which was a valuable painting they said.
I saw the painting standing there, leaning against a chair, however, it was turned so I could only see the back of it and the frame.
The people were very insistent that I give them the $575, and I stood there having to argue with them, saying that I didn't know anything about any agreement they had made with the owner, that I needed to see all the paperwork ... a copy of their lease, a receipt for the payment of the rent that it was paid for the month, and proof that they actually lived in the building. I had no paperwork for this building ... up until that moment, I didn't even know I was the manager.
The son held out the little yellow scrap of paper to me, pointing to the scribbled list and demanding that I give them the $575 they had been promised.
There was nothing I could do until they proved to me that they were indeed supposed to get the money ... and to me, a discount only means that they don't have to pay all of the rent, not that I had to give them cash money which I didn't have access to anyway.
I woke up as the son was pointing at the scrap of yellow paper, jabbing with his finger towards the list of possessions they were sacrificing to me to get the money.
|3-23-01 - DREAM - I was managing an apartment building, but had
just moved in myself. My son Bob moved in across the hall, but he didn't
stay long, he was packed and gone the next morning. I took a walk down the
hall and when I came back, I couldn't find the empty apartment again. I was
just glad I found my own.
The end of our hallway was quiet, but the farther down the hall one went, the more people and kids one ran into. Past the firedoor, you couldn't tell where you were, whether you were in an apartment or in a hallways, all the kids and people were all one mad scramble of people. There were decorations hanging on every wall. It was incredible.
I went back to my apartment to brush my teeth, and couldn't find an empty bathroom, so I just used the first bathroom that had a mirror in it over the sink and was available. I started brushing my teeth and looked in the mirror, and was rather surprised to see how many teeth I had and that my mouth was shaped like an alligator or crocodile... long and thin. When I closed my mouth it again looked normal. I couldn't figure out where all those teeth came from. And while I was looking in the mirror at my own teeth, I had a vision of an alligator or crocodile skull showing the bones, so I know what it was.
I walked down to the lobby to see what was going on in the rental office. There were people streaming in and people lined up waiting to sign rental agreements. This was really a popular place. I had no idea yet how many empty apartments there were. I hadn't seen any empty except for when my son Bob moved out, and that was filled in moments.
I looked in my mailbox in the office, and there I found a notebook. It was brown on the outside and I could see the pages were not original but xerox copies. It was a diary, written from 1991 through 1995, of events, and was written from back to front, unless the person who copied it just put it together that way. I didn't have time to read it right then, so I took it with me.
I was thinking of changing rental policy, to eliminate children. I know the lease laws very well, so I knew where the boundaries were... and that was you can put limits on the numbers of people in an apartment, but not 'who' they are, unless you are running a strictly elderly building. The laws are very strict on that. It wasn't that this was an unpleasant building, but it sure was busy.
I went back to my apartment and found my white purse laying open on the bed. There were other people in my apartment whom I didn't know, so I quickly grabbed my purse and my other two purses ... I had three of them, and looked to see if any money was missing. There was money in each purse. I didn't decided to keep it that way so if someone grabbed a purse, I wouldn't lose all my money.
I also found my apartment key so I wouldn't lock myself out when I went for another walk.
One of the other women asked me to put her purse up on the top shelf because she was so short, so I help her do that, then I left and went for a walk.
I was outside and the whole dream, sky, and everything was a rich brown color. I saw a man rather floating towards us. He was whistling like a bird. He was floating in the air about the level of the second story of the buildings. I then saw a rather large bird, like an eagle or hawk, sitting on the railing of a building. The man who was floating came over to the bird and they started kissing each other, or if it wasn't kissing, he was preening his beak with his lips. It was an astonishing sight to see.
I went a little ways and saw another man, this time a black man, who was also whistling like a bird. He too went over to where a bird was sitting on the railing of a balcony, and they too started kissing each others beak/lips.
It was the strangest thing I've ever seen.
|5-16-99 - DREAM - We were on a hill in a sort of tent and wanted
to preserve some kind of agreement of something and it wasn't working so
we were told to go down to an icy football field where we would meet to preserve
this thing. I woke up just as I came swooping down the hill onto the icy
football field dragging my booted feet on the ground to stop. I remember
seeing my son Tom there and we were all happy.
It was music we were trying to preserve. I was seeing the names of country western singers and songs. None of the names were capitalized and I was changing the letters to capitals where it was appropriate.
|11-5-00 - NIGHTMARE - This dream took place both in the city
and in the country. The scene changed depending on which door I went out.
I was sitting in the house at a table with what seemed like my brother-in-law Larry and my husband Jim, but it wasn't really him either. We had had a disagreement of some kind and I wasn't speaking to him. I was planning to leave. He didn't know why I as angry and at that point I didn't either. It was one of those standoff type things.
Finally, I gave in, and held out my hand to him and he gave me his hand and we made up but agreeing to forgive whatever it was.
Just then a heavy windstorm came up and then the rain. I could see out both doors at the same time. This took place at my Father's Lake cottage. First the trees started to blow down from the west. This was a long line of Cedar trees. Just as I thought they were going to tear out by the roots, a black rain squall came out of the east. The water turned black, the waves on the lake picked up and every tree as far as I could see pulled out by the roots and laid over on the shore. These all looked like Willow trees. I could see a large boat heaving heavily all the way up at the neighbor's cottage, way inland.
It was raining out so I didn't want to go outside, but some of the others went out in the rain to look at the damage.
I went out the other door towards the west and outside, the wind had blown all the little animals out of their regular places and there were swarms of little blue squirrels and small puppies it seemed ... though those might have been like foxes or coyotes ... I'm not sure. There were many of them.
The neighbor lady came out of her house and was laughing. She said, "I told them that nobody would be ready for me." She laughed again. She looked familiar to me. I had seen her around before but never talked with her. She came across the fence to talk to me, then went back to her own cottage again. She was laughing uproariously like this was a big comedy.
Finally, the rain let up and I walked through the house and out the other door to the east. Two other women were with me and held the door open for me. As we were walking towards the trees that were laying down on the shore, I looked down at my legs and they were splattered with mud, water, and blood.
The woman ahead of me said to me, "Oh! Did I get blood on you?"
I didn't know where the blood had come from. I was in denial until I saw her arm. She showed me that her arm had been severed and she was trying to hold it together while it healed.
I almost screamed at her. I said, 'You have to go to the hospital and get that sewed together. You can't just hold it together to heal it."
She turned her anger at me and said, "I'm not going to no hospital and have them sew on me with needles." Fresh blood was flowing all down her arm. I knew she'd lose her arm by this point. There didn't appear any way they could save it by now. It was partially healed around the edges, yet still bleeding heavily in the center. It wasn't at all together except on one side.
My husband got her attention and she went to talk with him. I, and the other woman just about took the steps two at a time to get away from the bleeding, angry woman. It seems that the other woman was Nora from One Life to Live TV show - She is an attorney/lawyer.
I could hear my husband and the woman talking about where she was going to go. He wanted her to leave town and go live elsewhere. I heard her say that she had to stay in Waterford until her record was cleared up.
NOTE: All these people looked familiar, but not familiar enough to name them.
The Goddess Kali is noted for cutting off arms and wearing them as a belt around her waist.
|10-21-00 - DREAM - It was now getting on towards night and I
was heading for a night class where I was going to teach some women. As I
walked down the street, I came to where some men were hiding and a ugly,
dark-haired guy dressed in red came running out from behind some bushes.
He had a long pointed stick in his hands and he almost got me in the neck
with it. It was so close, I felt it actually brush against my skin on the
left side of my neck. I turned and he ran off down the street and nobody
I got to the school and my class was in the basement. I got to the class which was in room number 105. The door was ajar and that worried me, but I opened it further and found a painter inside, just finishing up painting something. He was good looking and wearing blue clothing, so I didn't worry about him.
I went back out into the hall and went up one flight of stairs to the lobby. There were a lot of women coming in for night classes. A clunky looking young woman, dressed in an ugly brown coat came up to me to ask a question. Her hair was curly, but wore no makeup. She wanted to know what it took to get a man. She walked back down the stairs with me, and I let her know that to find a man was not the ultimate goal for a woman these days, that a single woman could still find fulfilling goals for themselves and have a useful life. As I said that, some other older women were walking by and they nodded and smiled in agreement. That made the young woman feel better and she walked on towards her class.
I got back to my classroom which was now wide open with the lights on. However, there was a sign hanging on the door that said, 'wet paint' and the door was newly varnished and shining. The coat racks for the women's coat was missing, so as the women came in I told them they could put their coats on the tables down the hall in the laundry room. Thus the woman were delayed coming to class as they walked back and forth down the hall with their coats.
Meanwhile, I walked down the hall the other direction and found another open door where there was a dog inside. He was a cute, fluffy dog, but a man who was there just ahead of me said that the dog had a small bomb attached to his collar. The man grabbed the bomb off the dog, threw it back into the room, and the dog, the man, and I ran down the hall back towards the classroom. I didn't hear the bomb go off behind us.
Now I saw guards walking the halls looking for someone they suspected of being there. One guard who came through the classroom was really handsome about 7 feet tall. He continued on his way and I became nervous that the guy in red was there somewhere.
The women were now gathering for the class and I was still dealing with what was going on around us that they were oblivious to. A man came up to me to ask me about the emergency kit. He said there was a key in the front side of the kit but it didn't open it. He left and I stuck my finger into the opening and found the key. Then I turned the kit around which was a silver box like a small suitcase. I discovered that the kit actually opened from the back side and I undid the latches and found that the key wasn't needed to open the box. That was just a ruse.
Inside the box there was a list of contents and a gun. The list said there was enough stuff in there for 60 women, so whatever it was, it would cover the class if something happened.
I put the kit back and went down the hall towards the class. However, I could see a man sitting at a desk at the end of the hall and his eyes were glowing. The guards were nowhere around so I knew it was going to be me against him. I knew he was the guy dressed in red.
Here I am. I am dancing. We dance in a long line, painted and adorned in honor of the God. Soon we will be with Huitzilopochtli; soon we will escort the sun in the sky. We were warriors, now we are prisoners. In a long line we dance, and up front the High Priests are standing. We dance in a long line, and one after the other of us passes away, as a sacrifice to the Gods. Soon they will push the knife made of black rock into my breast too. My blood will flow over the altar, and they will cut out my heart. My blood is nourishment for the gods. My blood is nourishment for Huitzilopochtli, the sun.
|Over the last couple of years, I have collected the writings of Anna Hayes, now Ashayana Deane, and her information about agreements and treaties: I believe this fits in with the agreements I have dreamed as well and didn't know who these people were. I can't prove this, but it feels right.|
|Anna Writes: Stellar Politics & the
By Anna Hayes. Copyright 2000
Until recently, there has been much psychic interference sent my way by both the Drakonian Councils and the Pleiadian Councils of Nibiru, to motivate people away from learning what the Elohei have to say. Until recently, both groups were running agendas to place humanity under dictatorial control from the higher dimensional hierarchies, and did not want the truth of human evolution or the secrets of the Amenti star gates exposed in the human arena. But "the tides are changing".
During my trip recent trip to Wyoming I was informed by the Guardian Alliance that the Pleiadian Star League (of which the Nibiruian Council is a part), and several other Annu race councils, have petitioned to re-enter the Emerald Covenant pro-human agenda of the Elohei and guardian races; but under certain conditions that effect directly what I am permitted to do in my work with the Guardian Alliance. It was realized by the Nibiruians and the Pleiadian races that support them, that their plan to hi-jack all of humanity into Anunnaki lines to capture Amenti during the 2000-2017 Star Gate cycle was not going to work (this is the agenda that has been running through their contemporary contact, serving to divide the "light workers" of the New Age Movement). If they maintained in opposition to the freedom agendas of the Elohei and remained at odds with the Drakonian world dominion agendas, the whole thing would blow up into an intergalactic mess, with Earth caught in the middle. It would end in war and humans were unlikely to survive at all. (This is what happened on Parallel Earth).No one would "win". The Guardian Alliance and the Emerald Order realize this also and so were willing to negotiate treaties with the Pleiadian Star League and several other Annu-Elohim councils, IF they would give up their intention of hi-jacking all of humanity into Anunnaki evolution. Within the last 2 weeks an agreement was made between the Pleiadian Star League, several Annu-Elohim Councils and the stellar races they direct and the Elohei Councils of the Guardian Alliance. VERY GOOD NEWS FOR ALL!
I have been told the name of the Treaty but I am not yet permitted to disclose this, as it brings other stellar races into the picture, and more data is need on who they are before disclosing their involvement. I have only been given information regarding the Pleiadians and Nibiruians entry into the Treaty, and so of the terms, but there is much more to this yet to come.
|The ORAPHIM and the INDIGO CHILDREN - By Anna Hayes. Copyright
The Cloister Dora-Teura texts detailed the lost history of our races and the interdimensional advanced sciences of DNA/Kundalin/Merkaba Mechanics-and Earth Grid scalar mechanics- through which humans can reclaim their mastery of the space-time-matter experience.
The Dora-Teura texts were last on the planet in true, undistorted form 210,216 years ago. Later attempts at translating some of the Dora-Teura texts were made in the Atlantian period -ended in 9558BC - through the Emerald Tablets of Toth, and later again through the ORIGINAL texts of what became the Bible, Torah, Kabbalah and Sanskrit Sutras. ALL of the later translations of the Dora-Teura texts, including the edited Anunnaki renditions of the Emerald Tablets, were perverted, edited, distorted, twisted and utterly compromised by the Anunnaki and reptilian race visitors, and their human Illuminati cohorts, in ancient times. But once, long ago, there was an underlying truth and promise of human freedom within those teachings.
The Emerald Order Oraphim, who are now incarnating in flesh as the Indigo Children, were the original authors of the Cloister Dora-Teura texts. These texts were given on earth 248,000 years ago as part of an agreement called the Emerald Covenant- an interstellar promise made by the Original stellar human lineage, to assist the earth-human lineage to re-evolve back into their original 12-strand DNA potential. These teachings were a gift of love and knowledge from Elder Race humans who CARED about earth humanity and who wanted to see humans regain their freedom, awareness and power. There is MUCH more to the Emerald Covenant, which explains the nonsense of what has become our recorded history interpretation.
Many people are beginning to awaken to their memories of incarnations in other space-time locations, and this is because human DNA is presently beginning to activate higher due to the Solar Light spectra changes of the 2000-2017 Stellar Activations cycle. People with the least amount of Anunnaki or reptilian distortion in the DNA will regain more memory faster. Anyone can benefit by the DNA reverse-mutation technologies being taught by the Emerald Order; remembering is the promise of human heritage- the potential of remembering belongs to us ALL.
|AMENTI RESCUE MISSION - Copyright 1999 by Anna Hayes
The Covenant of Palaidor and the Palaidorians of Tara
Just prior to the cataclysm of Tara 550 million years ago the Ceres, Ur-Tarranates and Lumians of Mu devised a plan to rescue the Taran souls that would be lost in HU-1 during the approaching disaster. Being skilled at time portal mechanics and interdimensional portal travel, the Ceres created a plan that the Ur-Tarranates would fulfill. With the assistance of the Sirian Council, Elohim, and HU-2 Pleiadians, the Ur-Tarranates formed an agreement with several other HU-2 races called The Covenant of Palaidor. Through the Covenant of Palaidor a rescue mission for the Taran souls of HU-1 was set in motion. Those involved in the agreement ( the Sirians, Pleiadians, Ur-Tarranates, Elohim, Lyrans, Ceres, Lumians and Alanians) became known as the Palaidorians. Working through the Breneau Rishi (beings of pure consciousness) from HU-5, the Palaidorians petitioned further assistance from an entity gestalt within the Metagalactic Core; this entity is know as Ra, or the Ra Confederacy. Of the 12 primary identity gestalts within the Ra Confederacy, members of its four largest gestalts became involved and allowed for the rescue mission to take place. The four primary members of the Ra Confederacy involved within the Covenant of Palaidor are the Auzurites, Aton-a, Amonites and the Brigijhidett (a sub-group of the Brigijhidett are presently incarnating in your Earth system as members of the ascended masters family of Vairagi. Several other groups associated with these three gestalts are also involved with Earth at this time, including the consciousness gestalt Azar-Azara and a HU-2 ET race known as the Zhar Confederacy).
|The Big Picture
Behind the UFO Movement - By Anna Hayes. Copyright
The core, intrinsic motivation behind past and contemporary Visitor involvement with Earth is hidden within the Secrets of Amenti, the mechanics of the ancient Halls of Amenti Star Gates that sleep in Earth's core, and within the inter-stellar agreements made long ago, through the ancient Covenant of Palaidor (550 million years ago) and the more recent Emerald Covenant (248 million years ago). Presently, there are 3 Primary Agendas taking place on Earth, all contemporary renditions of the primary agendas that have influenced our evolution since pre-ancient times. The 3 Primary Agendas can be categorized as follows: 1.The Black Sun Agenda ( not a racial color association ) of ancient human-illuminati races, 2.The Belil Sun Agenda of our ancient "evolutionary hi-jackers," and 3.The Diamond Sun Agenda of those upholding the pro-human Emerald and Palaidorian Covenants. All of these agendas revolve around the Secrets of Amenti, and all have direct bearing upon the course that human genetic and consciousness evolution will take from this point forth. In this clash of the polarity agendas, which agenda becomes the dominant force within our contemporary global culture will literally determine the destiny of our race and planetary evolution for many millennia to come. These are the REAL ISSUES at the core of the Big Picture behind the contemporary UFO Movement. Ready or not.Believe it or not.it's happening NOW, just as it has happened on numerous occasions during our long and misplaced history.
|Toto, We're Not in Kansas Anymore! copyright 1998 by Anna
When the Watchers interact with us directly, they frequently appear wearing white, purple, silver, or gold hooded robes. Many look like "perfect" human beings, tall with human features, and some resemble human-ET combinations. Most have a whitish or pale-gray complexion, are 5.5 to 9 feet tall, and look like very old humans. Long ago, when our race was seeded here, the Watchers accepted the responsibility of keeping our planet's energies in balance until we matured enough to take over this role. They have guarded and guided us, individually and en-masse, and they are presently assisting Guardian agendas that will assure our survival. We have reached a level of evolutionary maturity that enables us to take over the role held by the Watchers, and they are presently teaching us to do this effectively. Though there are many others who watch us, the true Watchers have been our species custodians since the beginning. We are part of their genetic progeny.
The Watchers oversee another large Guardian collective known as the Place Holders. They are advanced souls from higher dimensions who agree to incarnate in ET and human form in the third dimension at set intervals in linear time. They carry very high-vibrating genetic codes that are keyed to frequencies of the fifth-dimensional energetic blueprint for Earth. The Place Holders ensure that the vibration of the Earth's grid remains high enough to keep the planet moving forward in its evolutionary progression through the time cycles of the third dimension.
The Watchers are responsible for orchestrating the continuing incarnational cycles of the Place Holders. Until recently the Place Holders were mostly ET, so our planet's intrinsic mechanics have been controlled and directed by spiritually advanced ET groups, including a high concentration of Sirians.
Recently the Watchers and the Galactic Council have turned over the role of Place Holder to the human species, and we are now being subconsciously trained to serve as Place Holders while we remain on Earth. The Watchers tend to work via direct encounter with those humans who have soul agreements to become Place Holders.
In our current ET drama, we have observers, visitors, Guardians, Watchers, Place Holders, and intruders. The classification is determined by who they are, where they come from, and why they are here, but one cannot determine through outward appearances how any specific individual ET should be classified. Most but not all of the Sirians are Guardians. All of the Pleiadians, Arcturians, Aethiens (Mantises), and Zionites are Guardians. All the Drakons are unbalanced, as are the Phalzants (Chupacabras), which they created. The Greys, of which there are many varieties, the Infiltrates (The Ones Who Walk Among Us), and the various Hybrids can be associated with any of the other groups.
|BOOKS BY ANNA HAYES - ASHAYANA DEANE|
The Moody Blues
Why do we never get an answer
Why do we never get an answer
It's not the way that you say it
And when you stop and think about it
I'm looking for someone to change my life,
Between the silence of the mountains,
I'm looking for someone to change my life,
It's not the way that you say it
Why do we never get an answer
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